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♫I want to walk every long street with you♫

♫Hold hands as the street lights flicker♫

♫I can't bear to read the chapters with you in them♫

♫How I wish I could freeze time♫

♫You said you love long nights the most♫

♫My love is never cowardly♫

♫Every season with you♫

♫Even the wind is gentler♫

♫The night breeze blows through a sky dotted by starlight♫

♫I ask it to bring you my overflowing longing♫

♫Snowflakes suspended in the air, drifting happily♫

♫You gradually notice all of my love♫

♫The night breeze blows through a sky full of moonlight♫

♫Just like my passion spreading throughout your world♫

♫It will never diminish, it will never subside♫

♫Every day with you is a special one, love will never end♫

[Since I Met You]

You mean Cheng Mu has depression

and panic disorder?

That's why he hasn't confessed to me yet

because he didn't want to be a burden to me.

Yes.

Sihan, I'm telling you this

not to make you pity him

and to be with him.

But to let you know

there's a reason why he hasn't confess to you.

I hope you won't give up on him so soon.

Also,

think about

if you can

accept someone like this as your lover.

Yu,

let me think about it.

You've said enough.

I...

Let her think about it.

Let's go.

We're leaving first then.

Li Jingyang.

What are you doing?

Why didn't you let me finish?

You've said enough.

No.

I must help Cheng Mu

get Jiang SIhan.

Cheng Mu can't shoulder this pain now.

I didn't force her.

I just want her to think about Cheng Mu.

Cheng Mu has had it difficult all these years.

It's not easy to meet someone like her.

I don't want my brother to miss it.

Is that wrong?

Alright.

I know

all these years,

you and Cheng Mu have had a hard time.

But you've done enough.

And Cheng Mu is an adult.

Everyone can make their own decision.

Jingyang.

Since my brother met Jiang Sihan,

I feel like

he has come alive.

He is full of energy and vitality.

What should Cheng Mu do

if Jiang Sihan doesn't accept him?

It's okay.

Everything will be fine.

They will make their own decisions.

Don't worry.

[Meeting you, nothing is impossible]

[You'll be my first choice]

[Episode 12]

How have you been?

How's your business?

Not bad.

Master,

tell me,

what does it mean to have lived a life?

Tell me first

why do you want to live?

Because I don't want my sister to be sad.

Anything else?

Anything else?

I know.

You must have found

something you think is worth it.

But you're afraid.

Am I right?

I'm right.

It's someone.

When I'm with her,

I feel happy,

jealous,

upset,

and sad.

But sometimes,

I feel very happy when I look at her.

Does she love you?

Did you ask her?

No.

Why didn't you ask?

Are you afraid that she doesn't like you?

No.

I'm afraid that she would

agree with me.

When you like someone,

I just want her to be well.

You used to say

we are half candles.

People like us

might go out one day.

This is unfair to her.

You

are really like me.

I had a family when I was young.

When I wasn't sick,

I wanted to make Xu's

the biggest chain store in the country.

So I borrowed a lot of money

to advertise

for franchising.

In the end, I was cheated, lost all my money

and fell sick.

Master,

you never told me these when I asked before.

Let me finish.

At that time,

we were going to get married right away.

When her parents saw my current state,

they think I'm very useless.

So I told her secretly

to break up with me.

If you love someone,

you only want the best for them.

So,

I moved out of

the small house we rented overnight.

And I left a break up letter.

But I didn't tell her about my illness.

I admitted myself to the hospital

and was there for many years.

During this period,

no one knew where I went.

What happened next?

Later,

I learned about her recent whereabouts from a friend.

She got married

and had a baby,

and is very happy.

Actually, I'm very happy too.

I think

I did the right thing.

Later, I gradually recovered.

When I first came home,

I learned from my parents

what happened these years.

My parents took out a thick bunch of letters.

She has been writing to me.

She was crazy,

and didn't understand.

Then it became a plead and filled with grievance.

In the end,

she said she hated me.

She hates you.

She must hate you for leaving without saying goodbye.

Because she doesn't know you had your reasons.

No.

She learned everything

from my parents.

She hates me

for helping her make a choice.

She hates me

for not caring about her feelings at all.

She said everything I did

is selfish.

The kind of selfishness that stems from pride.

She said, though I'm saying I did it for her good,

in reality,

I actually took away her right to love someone properly.

What appeared the most in her letters

were, "Who do you think you are."

Just because you love her,

and want her to live a good life?

That's not love.

It's self-pity,

pretending to be benevolent.

That's what people do when they want to hide their cowardice.

Who are you to decide for her?

You don't even give her

basic respect.

How can you say you love her?

-I just think… -What? I'm not finished yet.

No.

I think you are right.

I have to talk to her.

Wait.

Wait for my new desert,

called Confession.

Are you okay? Did you have a nightmare?

I don't turn off the lights when I sleep.

Sihan, I remember one year ago,

we were here too.

Class president.

Actually, a year ago,

I confessed to you.

At that time,

I prepared a love letter

to confess to you.

But when I was about to give it to you,

I heard that you were going abroad.

Then I stepped back.

Yet, I couldn't accept it.

So I took the courage

with the help of alcohol

to confess my love to you,

and put an end to my four-year crush.

Then why didn't I hear it?

Because I mistook someone else for you.

At that time,

I didn't expect

this person would become

so important to me in the future.

This time,

as usual,

I want to give myself some time

to sort out the feeling of breaking up

and start a new life.

Is he Cheng Mu?

But it doesn't seem to work.

You like him, don't you?

I can tell his mood from his dessert.

Isn't it amazing?

His happiness

and sadness,

I can feel it.

He is a complicated person.

But

he is also very simple.

I don't know when

I fell in love with him.

Class President,

I used to really like you.

But

let's move on with the past

and look forward.

Thank you for telling me these, Sihan.

It's a pity that I missed out on you.

But I hope you can have an even better life

in the future.

You too.

Do what you have to.

Just like how you did a year ago.

I don't know what I should do.

But one thing I'm sure is

I hope he is there

in my future.

Dr. Lin, I want to reduce the dosage of my medication again.

Again?

Didn't you reduce it once before?

Why do you want to reduce it again?

I want to try again.

Have you had any relapses lately?

Actually, in this year,

it doesn't happen as frequently anymore.

You know the previous few occurrences.

And it's getting more and more controllable.

Recently, I can actually stabilize my condition on my own.

It's indeed happening less than before.

I'll consider reducing the dosage for your medicine.

If your condition can remain stable

after this reduction,

we can consider

stopping the medication.

That'd be best.

But be careful.

You must control your emotions.

Don't be stimulated anymore.

If

your condition relapses,

it will be even worse than it is now.

Okay, thank you, Dr. Lin.

Hello, Cheng Mu.

Sister.

I want to live a normal life.

What?

Say it again.

I said

I want to live a normal life.

Did you visit Dr. Lin?

I've talked to Dr. Lin.

If Sihan believes that I'm worth it,

I have no reason not to believe in myself.

Okay.

♪Anyway, she came like an accident♪

♪Our story started like this♪

♪If accidents can change the result♪

♪Then I accept the overturn of the process♪

♪From that day on, your every smile♪

♪The smell of you on my shoulder♪

♪You're always around me♪

Sihan.

♪You shine on this cloudy day♪

♪Through the endless tunnel♪

Sihan.

♪Love alarm ringing in my head♪

♪Is it destiny to meet you♪

Hello?

♪I'm so sure of my every action♪

Sihan, where are you?

♪I've answered 10,000 times for sure♪

♪Loving you is my open secret♪

I'm at home.

♪Is it destiny to meet you♪

I'll go look for you.

♪Whose idea is this ridiculous meeting♪

♪I don't care how long has it been to reunite♪

♪It seems that time has never passed here♪

♪And I've fallen in love with this destiny♪

♪All actions show how sure I am♪

♪I've answered 10,000 times for sure♪

♪Loving you is my open secret♪

Jiang Sihan,

I've discussed with my doctor for a long time.

Actually, my health condition is completely...

I know.

No, you don't.

I created this dessert

to confess my love to you.

I understand.

When I saw you that day,

I was going to...

I know.

Jiang Sihan, I like you.

♪Look at the end of the sky, they return to the clouds♪

♪In depiction of the sunrise and sunshine, fleeing with the wind♪

♪Count the sunny and overcast weather, read through the world♪

♪Sometimes I collect snowflakes and save it for you in some winter♪

♪The sunset falls on their clothes, I can't catch up with the sunset♪

♪Don't ask about the return date♪

♪Under the sky, we are neighbors to the galaxy♪

♪In the vast crowd, we'll meet someday♪

Cheng Mu,

I like you.

♪Have you heard♪

Your sister told me.

♪The answer at the galaxy♪

I know about your situation.

I'm very scared.

♪It's light and empty♪

♪It's their orbit♪

Not of your illness.

♪I'm surprised by the gravity♪

But of you.

That you think I will give up on you.

♪So that my galaxy won't fall apart♪

Will you?

♪I wish I could see you again♪

If it's you, will you?

♪Even if I can't see you again♪

♪Look, is there anyone living in the galaxy♪

No.

No.

♪I will protect you with beautiful expectations♪

♪I try to send a letter, to the universe♪

♪The afterlight as the background, when the morning comes♪

♪Time goes quietly♪

♪And it's too late to take away my endless words ♪

♪I miss you, you're in my heart♪

♪In the vast crowd, we'll meet someday♪

♪Meet someday♪

Let's go home.

Should we

be closer?

I think so.

Should we be even closer?

Is this,

progressing too fast?

Right.

♫I want to walk every long street with you♫

♫Hold hands as the street lights flicker♫

And this is not fast?

♫I can't bear to read the chapters with you in them♫

♫How I wish I could freeze time♫

♫You said you love long nights the most♫

♫My love is never cowardly♫

♫Every season with you♫

A bite into the soft mousse,

♫Even the wind is gentler♫

makes you fall into a sweet trap.

It immerses you in the flavor of refreshing lychee.

♫The night breeze blows through a sky dotted by starlight♫

And you keep falling in.

With the peach's allure, you get addicted to it.

♫I ask it to bring you my overflowing longing♫

If you meet someone

and feel comfortable with them,

♫Snowflakes suspended in the air, drifting happily♫

just like the joy of tasting dessert,

don't hesitate,

♫You gradually notice all of my love♫

don't doubt.

Believe what you see, hear, and feel.

♫The night breeze blows through a sky full of moonlight♫

Confess your love bravely.

And welcome love.

♫Just like my passion spreading throughout your world♫

I miss you.

[WeChat Cheng Mu I miss you]

♫It will never diminish, it will never subside♫

♫Every day with you is a special one, love will never end♫

♫Take my hand, I know how cold the world is♫

♫Don't be frightened now, don't be frightened now♫

♫My precious love♫

♫Come to me, when you have run your miles♫

♫For the thousandth time, you are perfect now♫

♫Just as you are♫

♫At the end of the day, I will come for you♫

♫Run to you anyway, when the sky seems so gray♫

♫I am yours to save, yours to save♫

♫Always♫

♫I will run to you however slowly♫

♫Please be my one, my one and only♫

♫Let me be the one whose heart you take as true♫

♫As true♫

♫I will run to you however slowly♫

♫Please be my one, my one and only♫

♫Let me be the one whose heart you take as true♫

♫As true♫