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Twenty-five minutes should suffice.

Let me know if it gets too hot.

I'll get you a magazine.

I saw a great jacket on sale.

How much?

690 francs. Is that too much?

It'll be torn to shreds in a week.

I'll stop fighting, promise.

Sure.

Hello?

Just a second. Saïd, it's for you.

A customer.

Hello?

No problem. When is your train?

It'll be close, but we'll make it.

I'm coming with you.

Martin, come back.

I want you in bed early.

-Tomorrow's Sunday. Right, Saïd? -Leave me out of it.

Why do I even bother?

They can't hold on to a good player.

It's always about money.

Saïd, let's go before she yells at us.

-Can you drive? -Don't worry. I'm fine.

Do I have beer breath?

You're good.

We'll say we got a flat.

Would you like to go see your father?

I don't even know him!

Maybe it's time you did.

There's no rush.

You've been saying that for ten years.

It'll only get harder with time.

I don't want to. Just drop it.

You don't want to… That's not the point.

He's your father.

You can't keep pretending he doesn't exist.

His health isn't what it used to be.

One day it'll be too late.

I said no, so lay off me.

Good night.

Like it or not, Martin, you're going. Let's get it over with.

You can't force me.

I will if I have to.

Why?

For your future.

You can kick and scream. It won't change a thing.

These are pictures of you.

Your mother sent them.

I haven't found a spot for them yet.

These are your brothers. I had three children.

Take a look.

François, the eldest. He works at the factory.

Frederic is in college in Toulouse studying political science.

This is Benjamin, the youngest. The wildest of the three.

It's a little red. Does it hurt to swallow?

Yes.

Do you often get migraines?

Sometimes.

101 is high.

Yes, it is.

-Is your husband in? -He just got home.

I'll have a word with him.

-Do you want me to close the shutters? -Either way.

When I was your age, that's what I hated most,

when my dad closed the shutters.

I'd complain, "It's still light out!"

I'll call your mom if you want later.

You know, Martin… you don't have to stay.

But Victor is so happy you're visiting.

-Why is it so dark? -He has a fever.

We'll see about that. Can you leave us?

-Strip. -Why?

Do as you're told.

I'll watch you take your temperature. Hurry up.

I already took it.

Take it again.

You're not sick.

-I am too! -You're lying.

How did you raise your temperature? I'd like to know.

I'm listening.

It was easy.

I rubbed the thermometer against the sheet.

It heats up. That's all.

Fair enough. Nice little trick.

It proves you're smart. Why did you do it?

I don't have to say.

You have to tell me the truth.

Why? You can't make me talk.

My friend's parents beat him. The teachers found out.

I won't beat you. I want to know you better.

We have to talk openly.

If you lie, where does it get us?

I'll lie too.

Your mom kept you for ten years. You're all she has.

What could I do?

It's time you grew up.

It's my turn to look after you.

I don't want to live here.

The change would be good for you, broaden your horizons.

What for?

To help you succeed in life. Understand?

No, I don't. I didn't ask for anything.

I'm tired of this. Can I go back to my room?

No. Come down and eat.

The game's over.

No, it's not. I am sick.

I've had enough. Is that understood?

TEN YEARS LATER

This time, we got him!

Everything okay?

According to our files,

you were reported missing on August 27,

after your father's death.

Is that correct?

You can go.

Your step-mother agreed to pay the farmer. He dropped the charges.

You're going home in lousy shape.

You need to get a new ID card.

-I'm free? -Mrs. Sauvagnac's coming.

I'd rather not see her. May I go?

You're an adult. It's up to you.

Who is it?

Martin.

Who are you?

I'm Alice.

Can I come in?

Benjamin didn't say anything.

-Does he know you're in Paris? -No.

I don't know what to do.

Should I come back later?

No, it's okay. Come in.

Are you his girlfriend?

We're platonic. Is that what you're asking?

Did he mention me?

After you disappeared, a little. Three weeks is a long time.

What did he say?

He was worried. And now you just show up?

When will Benjamin be back?

After work. He usually comes home late.

Can I sleep here? I'm beat.

I have an audition tomorrow. I have to rehearse.

I may be at it all night.

-It's fine with me. -Not with me!

If you start snoring…

Breathing, snoring… I won't be able to concentrate.

Bathroom, basement, garage… I'll sleep anywhere.

Got a car?

No. Neither does Benjamin.

Wait… Where are you going? What will you do?

I'll find a place to sleep.

We'll figure something out for tonight.

Come… You can use Benjamin's room.

He'll sleep with me.

He really freaked me out.

Your brother's a total nightmare.

I love him, so don't be mean.

I'm not being mean.

He just seems like a homeless alien, don't you think?

He flipped out after my father died. He'll get over it.

He totally stressed me out.

I peeked in on him to make sure I hadn't dreamt it.

He was fully clothed, eyes shut,

sleep talking in the strangest voice.

Lots of people sleep talk.

-Thank God you're back. -Perfect timing, as usual.

-Do you mind if I read? -No.

-When's your audition? -9:00.

9:00? Get to sleep or you'll fuck it up.

We're late on the electricity, 1,800 francs.

-Remind me tomorrow. -As usual.

Good night.

Good night, Zorro.

Lights out? I don't mind if you read.

It's fine. I could use a good night's sleep for once.

Tango nuevo isn't enough.

Write this down. Got a pen?

Here you go. "Some music exists to heal wounds.

The tango keeps them open so we won't forget.

So we…"

I'll call you back later. Bye.

How are you? Sleep well?

Hello? Anyone home?

Where's Benjamin?

He came home last night and left this morning.

I don't get it.

It's Thursday afternoon.

You slept for 19 hours. Want some coffee?

Why didn't you wake me up?

Believe me, we tried. Sorry about yesterday. I was nervous.

Not because of you… My audition. I always take it out on everyone else.

I have a lousy temper.

Benjamin said you can borrow his clothes.

Other than that… The bathroom is here.

If showers aren't too conventional for you.

If you want to see Benjamin, he works at the FNAC in Les Halles.

He gets off around 8:00.

-It's September, right? -The 21st.

Is Paris always this hot this time of year?

It depends. Like anywhere else.

How do I go to Les Halles?

By metro. It's easy.

You went overboard with his cologne.

Here's where I leave you.

You change at Odeon and get off at Les Halles.

Your briefcase, please, sir.

Thank you.

Martin!

Welcome to Paris.

Are my clothes too small for you?

They're fine. You could have woken me.

Alice didn't… Your bag, please.

It's hard to talk here. Can we meet later?

-I have a break soon. -Sure. Where?

At "Quick". It's three floors down.

Take the escalator over there.

-Think you'll find it? -Yeah. See you there.

Take this.

See you soon.

Your bag, please.

Thank you.

You'll like it. What are you doing now?

-Nothing. -It's an opportunity.

Why not?

I'm counting on you.

-Hello. -Hello.

I won't keep you any longer. Make sure you call.

Thank you. So long.

Who the hell was that?

Ever hear of this?

Tania de l'Etang, artistic director.

"Studio Creation". What did she want?

She said I can make money modeling.

It could be porn.

Do you want to be a model?

I don't know.

I don't care about modeling, but I could use some money.

Why did you disappear for three weeks?

Just drop it.

What did your mother say?

What do you mean?

You saw him fall down the stairs.

His skull broke open. You panicked and ran away.

You just vanished.

You're not thirsty?

No, I have no idea for the options. Paris will call and let me know.

I will call you back as soon as I have them.

Okay. Thanks. Bye-bye.

Give me the photocopies.

Thanks.

Martin, I'll be five minutes. I'll get someone to take care of you.

-Do you know her well? -Not really.

She's nice. She used to be at another agency.

-Did she ask you to come? -Yeah.

-Do you do this often? -First time.

I haven't had my break yet.

I came close twice. The last time was for France Telecom.

They chose someone else.

Follow me.

Jocelyn… this is Martin.

-Start with a Polaroid. -Hello.

Then use different photographers. Try the Italian.

See what you can do with his hair. Maybe it's fine as it is.

Come with me.

Over there.

-Should I smile? -Up to you.

We know there's an audience out there.

Two concerts a month won't make ends meet.

Let's take some real risks.

If we offer quality music, we'll find connoisseurs.

They won't pay our rent.

I'm sick of playing at weddings. Right, Alice?

Enough. I want a drink.

We have stuff.

Beer is best cold.

I know you're in there.

I'm too old for hide-and-seek.

I'm not budging.

Why are you in here?

Are you upset?

We're all exhausted. No wonder we fight.

-This is the men's room. -I know.

Ten days ago I kept my mouth shut. Last week too.

But today I'm telling you: I'm fed up.

I've been following you for a while.

I fucked up once. You've been on the lookout since.

If you want me to, I'll stop.

I don't get it. We live together. If you want to talk, talk.

I don't have anything to say.

I just want to see how you spend your days.

I work, like everyone. It's no party.

Do you like violin?

Not really.

I have lots of time and no friends.

I thought you were modeling.

Not every day. And the people don't interest me.

It was dumb to hide down there, but I felt stupid.

If you ask me, you're just immature.

How old are you?

Okay, I'll leave you alone.

A beer, please.

-Are you okay? -Yeah.

Can you walk?

They stitched me up and gave me antibiotics. I'm fine.

Yeah, right. As usual.

He was creepy, but so fucking exciting. Still, I insisted on a hotel.

What happened?

I turned around.

He hit me hard with an ashtray.

Let's get out of here.

Killers turn you on the most.

Stop it!

Statistically, it's one in a hundred.

It's worth it. Believe me…

You're exaggerating.

You're happy. Totally fulfilled.

Exactly. Happy and fulfilled.

My ear is killing me.

When is your audition?

In three days. I'll never learn it.

You just have trouble with one section.

What about tomorrow?

I'm working at Virgin all day and playing tango all night.

We rented a place. We've already broken even.

I'll get Martin to run my lines.

I sort of prefer candles to electricity.

Come on, Benjamin! Candles are nice,

but no heat, no fridge, no phone, no hot water. I'm fed up!

It's like sex. You court disaster.

Nothing compares.

I feel like you're testing me.

If I resist, I'm a prude.

Sorry, I forgot to pay.

You spent the money on something else.

To each his own. Way back when, I never preached at you.

I'm not preaching. I'm talking about concrete things.

Everything here is getting fucked beyond repair!

Well put.

I'm not joking. It's hard to keep afloat.

My ear hurts and I hate hysterical fits. You know that.

I'll stop bothering you.

No goodnight kiss?

Not tonight.

Can I show you my photos?

If it's short. I'm pretty wiped.

Some other time, then.

-You're not cold? -No.

Martin…

Does this mess not bother you?

I think it's great.

It's like a trailer.

-How's the modeling? -I'm starting to make some money.

By the way, since I live here, I should chip in.

This is for the electricity.

Thanks.

Tell me a place where fish live that ends in "ole".

-A fishbowl. -No, guess again.

A punchbowl?

Come on, concentrate. Try harder.

I give up. Tell me.

The ocean, you asshole!

Not bad.

How dumb.

When you do a fashion show, do you rehearse first?

No, you just rush to change clothes. You have to be fast.

-You never get stage fright? -Never.

I don't even look at the people. I'm like a robot. It's sort of fun.

Perfect for aphasics.

Come to the Armani show tomorrow. We're showing next year's autumn line.

Interested?

Tomorrow I can't. We have tango rehearsals.

When I was your age, at the Conservatory,

stage fright did me in.

Audiences did me in.

Come off it. That's too easy.

Maybe, but I couldn't deal with it.

I saw you play in front of crowds and you managed.

With the group, I can. But not alone.

Once I dreamt I was in a village square. I started playing.

I concentrated, but I was all off key. They ended up stoning me.

What did you do?

Nothing. I woke up. Life went on.

It was tough back then. I was against everything.

Against music, against guys.

Against the whole world. Thank God Zorro showed up.

Who's Zorro?

I am… but not every day. One day I'm Zorro, the next I'm zero.

Alice and I have found a certain balance. We take turns parenting each other.

So you just need each other and no one else exists?

Other people exist, obviously. But we just let them come and go.

It keeps us close without destroying us, unlike other couples…

Interesting.

While we're on the subject, I found a place.

A cheap hotel. I won't overstay my welcome.

I don't get it. Are you crazy? We like having you at home.

Right, Alice?

It's up to him.

What should we toast to?

You'll think of something.

To Alice!

-Yeah. To Alice! -To Alice!

I warned you.

Tonight was bad. The others were good.

People don't go out on weekdays.

Believe me. I know people. If they stop coming, they don't like it.

Let's not lie to ourselves.

Where is Alice's dressing room?

We dress together. We die together.

Give us a break. You enjoy our fiascoes.

Hello.

It's nice of you to come.

-Let's get a drink. -Sure.

Are you enjoying your new life?

My what? I don't have a new life.

I mean your hotel.

I'm not there too often.

I walk a lot. I'm getting to know Paris. The streets, not the people.

I often think about how you ran away. Why didn't you contact anyone?

Can we change the subject?

When you took us out for dinner, you started to open up a little.

I hate talking about me.

But you can talk about you.

Sure. But I can't talk in a vacuum.

Ask me a question.

What's affected you most in your life?

Odile.

Odile, my sister.

My grandmother raised us.

She ran a shoe store. In Amiens.

My sister was a genius.

She ran the store with my grandmother. There were shelves of shoeboxes.

My grandmother said a number, and Odile found the right box.

No one understood how.

It was the same at school. She was top of her class.

One Wednesday…

It was the busiest day. She'd become an attraction.

My grandmother did their thing. She said a number and…

Odile got it wrong.

She took the wrong box.

It was the first mistake of her life. She came down with meningitis.

It lasted for three days and…

She died.

How old was she?

11.

Everyone treated her like an adult.

She had no childhood.

So, no more group?

What can we do?

Frank dumped us. I saw it coming.

He's painting apartments again. Better pay.

There are four of you. Become a quartet!

Not without Frank on bass.

He was the core of the group. He was a loudmouth, but…

He found us all our work. He'd kick ass.

What'll you do now?

It won't be easy.

Give lessons.

Three kids, twice a week.

-What did you ask for? -200 an hour.

I went all out. They didn't even blink.

What's dubbing like?

It's fun. A far cry from Shakespeare. It's repetitive.

Too bad. It could be amazing.

It's Martin!

I'm sorry, I'm late… One of my students.

He hates violin and me.

Forget it. You changed hotels?

Armani put us here.

We're doing private shows upstairs. Four a day.

-Champagne? -Sure.

Another champagne, please. Thanks.

I'm glad to see you.

I'd like to see you every day. Like this, for a drink.

For me, once a week isn't enough.

If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't…

I wouldn't exist.

Why do you say that? You exist without me.

You're doing incredibly well. You've come a long way.

I got lucky. I found an easy job.

You always say I have a hard time talking… so I'll be direct.

It's the first time I really want something.

I don't understand. What do you want?

You.

Martin, thank God! I need to talk to you.

Everyone's calling about the posters. Lots of offers.

This is Alice. Alice, Tania.

Nice to meet you. Come party with us.

I can't…

The more the merrier. Right, Aline?

Not Aline. Alice.

I'm busy tonight. I have to practice my violin.

-Goodbye. -Goodbye.

Call me.

Too bad she left. Next week you travel. Marrakech for a week.

Alice!

-You forgot this. -Thanks.

I took a taxi. So here I am.

Why are you crying?

It's conjunctivitis. I get it every year when winter starts.

It's nothing.

-Can you still play violin? -Sure.

Why are you here?

To be with you.

I forgot you still have a key.

Should I leave? I don't want to bother you.

That's not it. You live in the lap of luxury.

It's like you're visiting poor relatives. It's funny.

I'll call a spade a spade, to avoid any misunderstandings.

You can't jump my bones.

I don't care about luxury. It's work I do for money.

Is it degrading?

For you, it's different. You and Benjamin are artists.

I detect a note of contempt. Benjamin is very talented.

I really admire him. You couldn't understand.

You're smarter than me, more refined. You win on brains.

But you're pig-headed and blind.

Now I know. Thanks for being sincere.

Don't mention it.

I'm not worthy of you?

What does that mean?

Worthy of being your friend.

Friend or lover? You're really naive.

There are guys I fuck and guys I like. They're totally different. Sorry, I…

I keep them separate.

Benjamin's the same. That's why we get along.

Understand?

Benjamin has brainwashed you.

Which category do I fit in?

I don't know.

It's not like with Benjamin or my sister.

And sexually, you're not my type. I don't like cute kids.

You know…

I try not to show it…

but I'm fighting for you.

I'm hungry too.

No more eggs. Feel free to check.

Let's stop seeing each other.

All right. Let's start.

That's the one.

I've been waiting.

So I see.

You look tired.

I haven't been sleeping well.

There are drinks in the minibar. You can have a drink.

Do you have a minute?

I'm done. I have plenty of time. Why?

Because if you still want me, I'm yours.

I'm sorry we did it here. I still have makeup on.

I was scared you'd change your mind.

I'm still hard. I can feel it.

Why won't you come to Granada?

I've given everything up for you.

I need to work. I can't keep doing nothing,

like a sailor's wife.

Why bust your ass for jack shit? If you ask me, it's masochism.

I feel bad if I don't work.

Will you answer ads?

I'm replacing someone at Virgin for a week.

Too bad about Granada. I'll say no.

Are you crazy?

We've never spent time apart.

A week isn't that long.

Do you mean that?

It'll be hard for me, but I'll force myself.

Force yourself to suffer?

Absence is the best way to distinguish real love from a flash in the pan.

I prefer presence.

-Do you like traveling like that? -It's a nice change.

I'd love to go to Granada.

There's a table.

It's always so crowded here.

How long are you staying?

A week. The storyboard is amazing.

They'll do more of the usual crap.

They think they're philosophers with their concepts.

They'll stick you in front of the Alhambra.

There's Yvan!

He insults me, then runs away.

He spotted a guy.

He's a piranha.

You heard him. He's bitter now.

He's drunk. He hates commercials.

And you defend him. I'm sick of his jealousy.

He's a little jealous of your success.

No, Alice. He's jealous of us. And you know it.

Was there anything between you?

Sometimes we fooled around with other guys.

But Benjamin is 100% gay.

Is that a problem for you?

What do you mean? I don't care.

But you've had so many affairs… and I have no experience.

That means nothing. Let's dance.

No…

Let's do something else. Can we go?

No books?

You can keep them. I just need summer clothes.

You could have come to my play.

It ran for two nights. Both shows were sold out.

-Martin's exhausted after work. -Martin…

Try doing stuff without him.

You've become a hermit. Is that love?

Last month's rent.

You don't live here. Why should we share the rent?

It's just until you find someone else.

You can't pay 5,000 francs alone.

Why not? I'll work full-time.

You can't give up acting.

Maybe acting's not for me.

Stop it.

You have to believe in yourself.

Since you left, I've been having doubts. Doubts about everything.

Martin's shooting a film. It's a commercial, but still…

After a year here, he's made it.

I've been at it for six years. I'm in over my head.

You're different.

Maybe not.

That's why we avoid each other.

Anyway, you've chosen your side.

You've chosen sides too.

Can you be monogamous?

You're right. I'd rather die.

I won't take Martin's money.

If it's yours, fine. If it's his, keep it.

Pain in the ass.

How long will you be there?

A week or so.

I'll take care of the cat.

I forgot about him.

This place is a mystery,

inspired by a temple that we have no trace of.

The books explain it.

They explain the era and context, but not the essence of it.

What's the essence?

The architect's science, his secret.

And when the people came inside, they couldn't see him. They only saw…

You can see we are indoors,

but at the same time, we are almost in nature,

next to a basin and vegetation.

It conjures a nature-like aesthetic.

In this way, we are simultaneously inside and outside.

Are you okay?

I'm fine.

Listen, Martin…

I don't want to make any trouble, but…

How shall I put it?

I saw a doctor and it's confirmed. I'm pregnant.

I don't want it to be a problem.

I'm exhausted.

Do you want to be a father?

Did you hear what I said?

What's wrong?

What is it?

Your friend came here in a kind of coma.

But after a series of tests,

we discovered that his state

isn't due to an organic lesion.

-No physical problem? -None.

His state is the result of a psychological trauma.

Does he need medicine?

He'll need medicine later.

But it will be prescribed by a psychiatrist.

I brought your razor.

I can't remember a thing. It's a black hole.

You're okay. Everything's normal. You heard the doctors.

It doesn't seem normal to me.

You're overworked. You haven't stopped.

I feel weak.

You just need some rest.

What did Tania say?

They found someone else.

No one's irreplaceable.

Anyway, I'm giving up modeling.

We'll see. It's too soon to decide.

Come on. Get up and start walking.

-Are you okay? -Yeah…

Everything's spinning.

The world is, not you. And you haven't eaten.

You do too much.

I do what I can.

What time is it?

I don't know.

Noon.

On the dot.

It's the first time.

For what?

That it's exactly 12:00 when I look. The hands are touching.

Benjamin, Martin and I are on vacation.

We've rented a house in Spain, in the middle of nowhere.

There's no electricity or water, but it's cheap.

Martin won't see anyone. He swims in the ocean all day long.

His coma shook him up, and he needs to get back on his feet.

I rented a scooter. Today I'll go into town.

So I'll mail you this. All my love, Alice.

I saw the owner. He asked how long we're staying.

I don't want to leave.

And where would we go?

How about home? It's been two weeks.

Two weeks is nothing.

I called your bank. You're down to zero.

We can't stay here.

With everything I made?

You can't imagine.

Your hotel bill alone was 12,000.

They'll give me credit.

On what? You want to stop modeling.

You want me to continue?

Be honest for once. You liked me acting like a woman?

You hated what I did, but you lied.

You've lied since the beginning.

You wrote to Benjamin in secret.

Why are you with me?

Because I love you.

You love me? Bullshit! You don't know who I am,

or where I'm from or what I did. You know nothing.

Why are you here?

You need sleep. You're drained.

You'll break down.

The heat is suffocating.

I only feel good in the water. At night.

You should try.

There's no use attacking me.

You can't make me hate you.

There's no turning back for me now.

You once said you were fighting for me.

Now I'm fighting for you.

It's not worth rehashing.

What I said yesterday was simple.

I don't know why you love me.

I had a nightmare.

I wanted to swim to the rocks behind the house.

It's just a few miles.

I started drowning.

It's bad for me to sleep. It's always the same dreams.

It's better if I don't.

We have to go back to Paris.

I can't, I swear. I'm not ready.

What will I do in Paris?

I don't know. Start living again.

Listen, Alice… I need to stay here alone. All alone.

-I can't let you. -Why not?

You're not well. That's why.

We have to break up. It'll be better.

I'm starting to hate you.

It doesn't matter. I don't care.

Excuse me.

I thought you were swimming.

It'll get bigger than my dick.

It'll be retarded… with a father like me.

That's the reason you've changed.

Ever since Granada…

I should have kept quiet.

Show me.

I'm sure Benjamin will agree.

You saw the figures. A 300,000-franc deficit.

I'm not the real boss here.

He blocks my every move. He won't invest in anything.

You'll screw up.

Trust me, for once. Just give me three months.

We'll go bankrupt by then. What did the supermarket offer?

They want the land. They'll tear everything down.

Let me save the factory.

What a load of crap.

Fuck off! You have your job at City Hall.

I'm the only one who works here.

It's the results that count. Don't blame me if you're a loser.

It's over. I'm ready for welfare.

He's fucking strong.

You started all this.

I started nothing.

When I let you choose, I'm a weakling. When I give you orders, I'm a tyrant.

You went to university. Tell me what to do.

Assume your responsibilities. You're the father, not me.

Why don't you ever say anything? You have no opinions.

Twenty years old… Imagine!

Imagine what? It's the same me.

I hate birthdays. They're stupid.

You never enjoyed celebrating anything.

Why celebrate birthdays? Like New Year and Christmas, it's crap.

It's the crucial moments in life that should be celebrated.

You realize they're crucial years later! Except when you fall in love.

Excuse me. I'm tired.

Open that. We'll make a toast.

To your future.

My future? Forget business school.

I'm scared to tell him. School's not my thing.

Don't worry. He knows.

Tell me…

isn't there something you like?

I don't know… a line of work?

Honestly, no. The harder I think, the less I know.

For ten years, I've tried making Victor happy.

I haven't been able to. I've let him down.

I have to find myself now.

Who could that be?

-Hi, Mom. -Benjamin?

You should have called!

I promised Martin. Happy birthday, kid!

I have a present.

You'll think of me every morning. It's cologne.

Have you eaten?

A sandwich in the train.

What's the program? I'm leaving tomorrow.

The program?

Come on, sing!

Can you keep it down?

I feel like crap.

Do you want earplugs?

Listen, Benjamin.

Whenever you come here, it's to provoke me.

It's systematic and boring.

Next time, save yourself the trip.

He's a brick wall.

A brick wall.

Don't say that. He's suffering.

He's suffering…

He makes all of us suffer. That's all we do here. Suffer.

I'm happy and fulfilled.

It pisses him off.

Let's take a ride on your motorcycle.

Now? Not a good idea. I'm drunk.

What a fun night.

Why don't you stay tomorrow?

Come on. You saw how he greeted me. It's always the same.

Anyway, I'm glad you came. Thanks.

Yeah, let's keep drinking.

"I, curtailed of this fair proportion,

cheated of feature by dissembling nature,

deformed, unfinished,

sent before my time into this breathing world half made up,

so lamely and unfashionable that dogs bark at me

as I halt by them…

I, in this time of peace, have no delight to pass away the time

unless to spy my shadow in the sun and descant on my own deformity.

Since I cannot prove a lover to entertain these fair days,

I am determined to be a villain

and hate the idle pleasures of these days."

Was I a ham? Tell me! You didn't like it?

No, I'm just surprised you chose that role.

You don't look like a monster.

The main thing is understanding what he feels.

I was made to feel like a black sheep, and I finally became one.

That's why we're close. Bastard and faggot.

Come to Paris. You can't stay here. What's keeping you?

What'll I do there?

Live your life. You're paralyzed here.

You're expecting a sign from Victor that won't ever come. Leave!

Shit! It must be for you. You'll wake them up!

Hello?

No, it's not Martin. You don't recognize my voice?

Why are you at the factory?

Why should I tell Victor?

It was François. He hung up.

François? What did he say?

He wants Victor at the factory.

Now?

Why are all the lights on? He's crazy!

TO OUR SON

The Gospel according to Saint John.

TO OUR BROTHER

TO OUR DIRECTOR

Six days before Passover, Jesus said unto his disciples,

"A corn of wheat fall and dies not, it abideth alone.

But if it dies, it bringeth forth much fruit.

He that loveth his life shall lose it."

Why are you back here?

I'm not part of the family.

Get out of here, or you'll get eaten alive.

Will you take me to the station?

-You're not staying? -No.

-Did I drive too fast? -Forget it.

You deal with it so well.

François wasn't my brother.

Do you have a Kleenex?

I hate them. If I'd stayed here, I'd be dead too.

-I need coffee. -No time.

It's a bad idea anyway. I need to relax.

Why do you hate them?

When I told Victor I wanted to be an actor,

he asked if I'd use a stage name or keep his.

Can you imagine? That's all he said.

I said his name was mine,

and I could turn tricks with it if I wanted to.

For ten years he wouldn't see you.

For the next ten, you were his prisoner.

-Why do you say that? -It's true.

So handsome! Still a virgin?

Cut it out!

-Use my cologne! -Next time.

In Paris.

Your train's about to leave.

My helmet!

A beer.

A beer for Mr. Sauvagnac!

-Hey! -How's it going?

-How are you, Saïd? -Come!

What you up to?

Busy at school. They put me in a business school.

We had such fun!

I thought you were in Paris.

I left. No work. With the rugby team here, they need taxis.

Do you see your mom?

Once a week. And we talk a lot.

I hear she's doing well.

Everyone gossiped here. Moving was a good idea.

You never saw her again?

I tried, but it didn't work. She'll never find a guy.

Your dad fucked her up.

What do you mean?

He promised he'd marry her. He got other women pregnant too.

She forced him to give you his name. He resisted.

"Legitimate". It was her big thing. She was obsessed with it.

I never understood why she insisted I go there.

She was thinking of your future. Good job, good schools…

She suffered. She never let you know. Mothers like sacrifice. You understand.

Why did he take me in? I never understood that either.

I thought he was interested in me, but not at all.

He's always been cold, closed up.

-Like a judge. -Claro, as your mother says.

He judges everyone and finds them stupid. You're there to piss off his other sons.

That's all there is to it.

It's weird. I can't explain it…

He forces me to talk when he knows I can't.

He tries to trap me.

He tries to humiliate me.

Know what I mean?

You're already up?

What are you doing?

I'm going. I've had enough of you.

What's wrong?

Where are you going?

-Answer. -I'll do what I want.

Stay here. Put down your bag.

Why are you leaving?

Talk, you dumb shit!

That's not a crime. It's an accident.

It wasn't an accident.

I wanted to kill him. I really wanted to.

And so I did.

What's so sad is I don't know why I did it.

I really don't know why.

Sometimes I think it didn't happen.

Then I realize it did. I did it.

At first, I was happy with you.

I stopped thinking about it. But now it's all I can think about.

I can't make love to you anymore. I can't get hard.

For now, let's deal with stupid, concrete things.

The rest can wait.

Okay?

First, let's go back.

We have no money. And as for the ticket…

I ripped it up.

We'll manage.

Come back!

It's just outside Paris. It's nice and quiet.

What does the doctor say?

Martin's exhausted. A nervous breakdown. I can't even call him.

Locking people up that way!

Martin wanted it.

Why?

He was suicidal.

They say it's a good sign he sought shelter.

Is that all? What are you hiding?

I don't know much.

I know he's sedated,

and that he keeps quiet.

They'll make a vegetable of him.

Don't lose hope. It just takes time.

This way.

Thank you for coming. I'm happy to have met you.

He wrote to me about you.

Did he write often?

He sent post cards.

Certain things happened that are gnawing away at him.

I'll go see Lucie Sauvagnac.

Her! Did you call?

I tried. She won't take my calls.

Does the train go there?

There's a bus.

You can't go yet. We'll have a nice dinner.

You can spend the night. You can visit the old bitch tomorrow.

You like my scissors? They're original. Have a seat.

I have lots of old ladies. Color jobs. It's easy.

Your roots are oily.

Not a good sign. Seborrhea today, bald tomorrow.

You want a shampoo?

Maybe some other time.

Don't make a fuss. We have plenty of time.

Just a shampoo.

Relax. I'll massage your scalp. It's good for stress.

-I'm glad we ate out. -The end of summer…

Make the most of it.

Have some more.

I'm good, thanks! I'm totally plastered.

Me too. It feels great.

If I'd lived in Paris, I'd have danced every night.

We never regret our follies. Don't you agree?

Yes. I look sensible, but you don't know me.

I'm starting to.

You know, Victor and I were happy together.

We paid for it dearly, both him and I.

I was alone when I had Martin.

He was born three months early. He was tiny.

The doctors were very worried. I hit rock bottom.

But the simple fact that he was alive was a miracle.

I decided to celebrate.

And now at my age, I still know how to enjoy life.

Who cares what people say?

I work hard all week. Saturday night, I have fun.

Just like the girls who work for me.

Go out. It's Saturday.

-I can't leave you alone. -Go have fun!

-I won't leave you. -I'm tired.

Really?

Maybe I will. Otherwise, I'll regret it all week.

You'll knock 'em dead!

Don't tease me.

I'm not. But the necklace is a bit too much.

You're right. I have to be careful. I love jewelry.

I'm sorry to ask, but am I unfit to be a mother?

Not at all. Why lock yourself up like a nun?

You know, I think about Martin a lot.

I know.

I was scared you'd think ill of me.

No, I have a lot of respect for you.

Thanks again for coming.

I got lipstick on you.

As for your hair, I haven't figured out what it needs yet.

SAUVAGNAC FAMILY

You called twice. Mrs. Sauvagnac won't see you.

Please stop ringing the bell.

I have to see her.

Stop insisting.

Why do you want to see Grandma?

-Where do you live? -Paris.

Passing through?

Yeah, but not for long.

Go see my dad at City Hall. He's more fun.

She never goes out?

Never. Except to see my uncle and grandfather at the cemetery.

She doesn't stay long, but it's a nice walk.

Dad wishes she wouldn't, but she walks there.

What time does she go?

Around 6:00 in the summer, when it's less hot.

Christophe?

Shit! Hide, it's my mom!

Don't stay there.

I'm having fun.

Having fun doing what?

Counting cars.

It'll interest Dad for his statistics.

Enough. You're making me angry.

I have snails for Grandma.

We can't eat snails every day!

Flambeau!

FREDERIC SAUVAGNAC

Hello. I'd like to see Frederic Sauvagnac.

Concerning?

It's personal.

He's in a meeting. Afterwards… he has appointments until noon.

It's not a good day.

MEETING ROOM

I asked for the unemployment figures in the region.

Can I see them?

-Hello. -Hello.

I've heard a lot about you.

I don't have much time.

Can we go somewhere else?

As you can see, I'm in a meeting with my team.

Go on, I have nothing to hide.

I need to see your mother about Martin.

The family doesn't have a very high opinion of Martin.

He skipped his father's funeral. He no longer exists for us.

He's very sick.

I heard he's in an asylum. What a way to end up.

It's not the end. He'll be fine.

I sincerely hope so.

Where were we?

Change the free enterprise stuff. We need concrete examples.

The postal service?

Come with me.

You're not in Paris. We all know each other here.

And we notice strangers.

I'm running for Congress.

I'm very busy.

I can't deal with someone who's harassing my mother.

If it's the will that interests you,

feel free to see our lawyer, on my behalf.

He'll explain. It's not my job.

As for the rest, please respect our privacy.

Martin's mental health no longer concerns my mother.

She deserves to be left alone.

If you keep violating her privacy, I'll lodge a complaint.

Goodbye.

Are you staying tonight?

I haven't decided yet.

There's no rush. We're never full.

So you know our mayor? I hear you saw him today.

He's busy.

It's normal. He has to hurry. Elections are next month.

Hello, Mrs. Sauvagnac. What would you like?

Nothing, thank you. I've come to see this young woman.

I have nothing to say to you. Speak.

Can we take a walk?

If you like.

Martin wrote you a letter.

You never answered.

That's right. I ripped it up without reading it.

He's written you again. I decided to bring it myself.

He should have brought it himself.

I had no choice.

You've gone to a lot of trouble for nothing.

It was worth it. You're here.

You bothered my son at work. I don't want you to do it again.

Give it to me. Let's get this over with.

You won't read it. Forget it.

Make up your mind.

I need my reading glasses.

I'll read it to you.

"Mrs. Sauvagnac,

Today the psychiatrist said I was better.

He doesn't know what I'm suffering from.

A murderer needs a judge, not pills.

I am asking to be judged.

All alone, I'd die. Alice gives me the strength to fight.

I've decided to turn myself in. It's the only way.

I need your help. You were the only witness.

Fear of scandal kept you quiet. Now the truth must be told.

Please write back. Martin."

They need water. The heat makes them wilt.

Maybe I should read it again.

Don't bother. My eyes are going, not my ears.

-I heard it. -What do you think?

What's to think? He wants to be judged.

Do you believe in the law? I don't.

The dead remain with us. Victor wouldn't want his name sullied.

If the dead were silent, Martin would be living peacefully.

His father's memory is tormenting him.

What can we do?

It's between them. You and I are helpless.

Let them work it out.

Victor adored Martin. Martin realized it too late.

You think a judge can decide? Ridiculous! There's no law for this.

So Martin should join his father and work it out?

Your son Frederic doesn't know, does he?

No. I am a woman who keeps her secrets.

Damn bug!

Cemeteries are full of animals, especially underground.

I like tending to the tombs.

They need care, like houses.

You only love the dead.

Someone has to love them.

Five in a row is my record.

I was totally wasted!

I came down because I couldn't sleep upstairs.

Why don't you come to my place?

It's in the country. It's quiet.

I'm not after sex. It's so you won't wait up.

I don't mind waiting. I have nothing else to do.

So you're a big fan of our cemetery.

I love tombstones.

I can stare at them all day.

I'm sorry.

Sorry about before.

I couldn't wake up. I'm hung over.

I can't dive, but I love watching.

The owner said you were here.

I've been waiting.

Do you like it here?

It's one of my brother's projects.

It keeps his constituents happy.

It's strange that you came.

The nerve! What's strange is that you're here.

Are you visiting the area?

You leave Martin in the hospital

to come here and bother my family.

They told you?

Good guess!

I couldn't tell you. I mean it.

Now I know. That's what secrets are for.

Mom told Frederic and he told me.

What did they tell you?

They talked about this.

I searched your room.

It's all underway now.

You win. Mom is testifying.

The truth is out. It'll make the papers.

A titillating courtroom drama.

Transparency is Frederic's policy. He has no choice.

The law is the law.

Where are you going?

I'm taking the plunge.

Don't be stupid.

Is that better?

Not really.

I'm going back.

No way.

You drop your bomb and run away… It's too easy.

What can I do?

My mother wants to see you.

What are you thinking about?

My father.

Hands up!

Piss off.

Grandma's asleep. Hands up!

Beat it! I hate kids. They're all brats!

Fuck off, faggot!

I'll get you!

I'll bash your head in!

Benjamin's a bigger baby than Christophe.

There's no stopping them. They broke my china once.

Come in.

I have something for you. I'll be back.

Yeah, you better run!

Come on! Attack that asshole!

Martin left all this. I haven't touched a thing. It's his.

Do as you please with these photographs.

Stop! That's enough.

Come on, one last lap before landing.

Attention please, communications are back online

That's enough!

Watch out for my flowers!

Too cool! Now I have to pee.

Stay for dinner.

I can't.

I have to go back. I have rehearsals.

I missed today's.

A real role in a real play!

This time, I'll come. You haven't eaten.

-I'm not hungry. -Just a sandwich.

Let's get going.

Ham or chicken?

Do you have cheese?

Swiss?

With butter.

And tomato.

-You got it already? -Of course.

Here you go.

You said she gave you pictures.

Show them to me.

I'll keep them. They're mine.

Why are you staring at me?

I couldn't tell you before.

I was a coward.

Get out of here.

Did you hear me?

You knew it and kept quiet.

You told them first. I'm his mother.

You're a piece of shit!

Want a beer?

That's better.

I did what I had to.

I'm closer to Martin. Now I know what I'm carrying inside me.

Are you keeping it?

Yes.

Mr. Sauvagnac!

Don't stay out in the rain.

Come back to your room.

When did you get back?

I've been phoning for days. You weren't taking any calls.

That's not it.

I'm no good on the phone.

It's done. I went there.

I did what you said to do.

You did?

Good. Thanks a lot.

What did they say? What did they decide?

Nothing. They're waiting.

For what?

For you to show up.

They won't turn you in.

You can still change your mind.

I saw a lawyer. He'll defend you if you insist on…

turning yourself in.

You can't stay here.

Go tell your doctor you want to leave.

-He won't let me. -He will.

You committed yourself. They can't keep you.

You can sign a discharge.

I found a place.

It needs a paint job. It'll be vacant next month.

In the meantime, we can stay at a hotel.

I know a cheap one.

I'm sure we'll find a solution.

We answer to no one.

We need to find the courage to be happy.

I've thought it over. I'll tell you what I decided.

I love you, despite what you did.

The only thing I want is to be with you.

POLICE

I am Jean-Louis Peignot, the examining magistrate.

You are appearing before me to be charged.

You are accused of the murder of Victor Sauvagnac,

with the aggravating circumstance that the victim was a relative,

that is, your father.

Pursuant to article 221.4 of the penal code,

this is a triable offense.

Do you have anything to say?

No.

I came to be judged.

If I could have judged myself, I wouldn't be here.

Take note.

We've taken your statement.

You realize the consequences of this confession.

Turning yourself in

is a mitigating circumstance in a court of law.

I shall now bring in the prosecutor who has asked for your detention.

After his argument, your lawyer will present your side.

Would you like to add anything?

Yes. I'm responsible for what I did.

If I weren't, I'd be insane.

I'm not crazy, Your Honor. I'm not crazy.

Dear Alice, I'm glad you write me every day.

I hope you're managing to make ends meet.

I avoided the flu. The epidemic here is almost over.

Send me a sweat suit. I got the socks and sweater.

My lawyer says I can have visits starting next week.

I'll see your big belly.

I'm off the tranquilizers. Things seem to be okay now.

The verdict doesn't scare me, even if it's harsh or indulgent.

All I have is you and that's enough to fill my life.