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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:43,625 --> 00:01:44,452 - Oh hello. 2 00:01:46,193 --> 00:01:46,976 Hello. 3 00:01:47,019 --> 00:01:48,108 Who are you? 4 00:01:50,632 --> 00:01:51,459 Hey! 5 00:01:52,503 --> 00:01:53,504 - Yeah? 6 00:01:55,637 --> 00:01:56,464 - Is this your dog? 7 00:02:00,032 --> 00:02:00,859 - Sorry, what? 8 00:02:02,165 --> 00:02:03,297 - Is this your dog? 9 00:02:07,692 --> 00:02:09,129 What? 10 00:02:09,172 --> 00:02:09,999 - What? 11 00:02:11,653 --> 00:02:13,176 - You're smiling. 12 00:02:13,220 --> 00:02:17,354 - Oh, no, I didn't except your accent to be your voice. 13 00:02:18,050 --> 00:02:20,009 I mean, that's all. 14 00:02:21,228 --> 00:02:22,664 - What's wrong with it? 15 00:02:22,707 --> 00:02:23,534 - Nothing. 16 00:02:25,884 --> 00:02:28,670 - I was so sad the day I met you. 17 00:02:44,207 --> 00:02:45,861 I can't remember why. 18 00:02:49,081 --> 00:02:52,041 Just stop listening. Stop thinking. 19 00:02:53,347 --> 00:02:54,174 Tune it out. 20 00:02:58,569 --> 00:03:02,312 What's that thing you're supposed to do? Count sheep? 21 00:03:02,356 --> 00:03:05,533 One sheep, two sheep, 22 00:03:05,576 --> 00:03:08,405 black sheep, blue sheep. 23 00:03:13,062 --> 00:03:13,889 Blue. 24 00:03:15,586 --> 00:03:18,502 I wonder if Blue ever worries. 25 00:03:18,546 --> 00:03:20,069 Nah. 26 00:03:20,112 --> 00:03:21,070 Blue doesn't worry. 27 00:03:26,554 --> 00:03:28,338 All these little pieces. 28 00:03:30,122 --> 00:03:32,386 So much to remember. 29 00:03:36,564 --> 00:03:39,044 That smoke smell in Jude's hair. 30 00:03:39,088 --> 00:03:40,872 Samantha telling stories of the road 31 00:03:40,916 --> 00:03:44,093 and Ben agonizing over the playlist. 32 00:03:47,401 --> 00:03:48,228 What was the song? 33 00:03:51,796 --> 00:03:53,929 I can't remember anymore. 34 00:03:56,148 --> 00:03:57,759 Focus on the important things. 35 00:04:03,765 --> 00:04:04,766 Jude Andrew Williams. 36 00:04:09,118 --> 00:04:10,946 We were married on October 14, 2021. 37 00:04:12,600 --> 00:04:13,644 A Thursday. 38 00:04:32,620 --> 00:04:35,275 I should be writing this down. 39 00:04:59,386 --> 00:05:01,126 ♪ Memoirs was at the brokenhearted ♪ 40 00:05:01,170 --> 00:05:02,606 ♪ Hennessy vision of bad bitches ♪ 41 00:05:02,650 --> 00:05:04,652 - Everyone in, act like you like each other. 42 00:05:04,695 --> 00:05:05,957 Pressed in tighter. 43 00:05:06,001 --> 00:05:07,655 Tighter, tighter, tighter. 44 00:05:07,698 --> 00:05:09,134 Everyone say "cliche"! 45 00:05:09,178 --> 00:05:10,962 - Cliche! 46 00:05:11,006 --> 00:05:12,616 - I got you a drink. - Oh, thank you. 47 00:05:12,660 --> 00:05:14,618 - Emma, get in here. - Okay, yeah. 48 00:05:14,662 --> 00:05:15,967 Tim, get in! 49 00:05:16,011 --> 00:05:17,317 - Okay. 50 00:05:17,360 --> 00:05:18,579 ♪ What I'm fighting for, whatever is ♪ 51 00:05:18,622 --> 00:05:20,494 ♪ Used to vision me and forever asked one ♪ 52 00:05:20,537 --> 00:05:22,147 - Oh. - Wait. 53 00:05:22,191 --> 00:05:23,323 - One, two, three, cheese! 54 00:05:23,366 --> 00:05:25,325 - Cheese! 55 00:05:25,368 --> 00:05:26,500 - Thank you. 56 00:05:26,543 --> 00:05:27,805 Be right back. - Send that to me. 57 00:05:27,849 --> 00:05:28,937 - I'm sending it. - Okay, good. 58 00:05:28,980 --> 00:05:30,155 ♪ Different liquors out of sight ♪ 59 00:05:30,199 --> 00:05:31,461 ♪ And out mind with my niggas chillin' ♪ 60 00:05:31,505 --> 00:05:32,810 ♪ Records since I ever be go figure ♪ 61 00:05:32,854 --> 00:05:34,203 ♪ Little me - You okay? 62 00:05:34,246 --> 00:05:36,466 - Yeah. - He's bitter. 63 00:05:36,510 --> 00:05:39,643 - Uh, I just got ahold of work and I'll be two seconds. 64 00:05:43,865 --> 00:05:44,822 Hello? 65 00:05:44,866 --> 00:05:46,258 - Hey, it's Jude. 66 00:05:48,391 --> 00:05:49,697 - Are you calling me? 67 00:05:49,740 --> 00:05:50,828 - Uh, yeah. 68 00:05:50,872 --> 00:05:52,221 Why? Is this not a good time? 69 00:05:52,264 --> 00:05:55,529 - No, no, no, just that cowards like me only text. 70 00:05:55,572 --> 00:05:57,835 - Oh, well, well, I did text, 71 00:05:57,879 --> 00:06:00,185 but then I realized I wasn't gonna get 72 00:06:00,229 --> 00:06:01,883 to hear that cool accent again. 73 00:06:01,926 --> 00:06:03,188 So, uh... 74 00:06:03,232 --> 00:06:05,843 - Um, um. 75 00:06:05,887 --> 00:06:07,236 I'm at a Halloween party so sorry 76 00:06:07,279 --> 00:06:08,716 if it's a little bit loud. 77 00:06:08,759 --> 00:06:09,891 - Yeah, me too. 78 00:06:09,934 --> 00:06:10,848 How is yours? 79 00:06:10,892 --> 00:06:12,023 - Yeah, it's fine. 80 00:06:12,067 --> 00:06:13,721 Just a typical Halloween party. 81 00:06:13,764 --> 00:06:17,246 - Cool, well, uh you better get back to it then. 82 00:06:18,769 --> 00:06:20,031 - Actually it's a bag of wank. 83 00:06:20,075 --> 00:06:21,381 - It's what? 84 00:06:21,424 --> 00:06:22,730 - It's just shit, it's really shit. 85 00:06:25,428 --> 00:06:28,257 - I bet you my Halloween party is 10 times worse. 86 00:06:31,913 --> 00:06:32,870 - Prove it. 87 00:06:33,915 --> 00:06:35,264 - Can't it wait till tomorrow? 88 00:06:35,307 --> 00:06:36,700 - A dog might've been hit by a car, 89 00:06:36,744 --> 00:06:38,049 the details are unclear. 90 00:06:38,093 --> 00:06:39,050 - Do you want me to come with you? 91 00:06:39,094 --> 00:06:40,269 - No, no, no, no, you stay here. 92 00:06:40,312 --> 00:06:41,923 Have fun and I'll speak to you tomorrow. 93 00:06:46,144 --> 00:06:46,971 - Hey! 94 00:06:48,930 --> 00:06:50,758 Are you George Washington? 95 00:06:50,801 --> 00:06:51,889 - No. 96 00:06:51,933 --> 00:06:53,238 No, I'm Claude Bourgelat. 97 00:06:53,282 --> 00:06:54,544 - Who's Clark Bergo... 98 00:06:54,588 --> 00:06:56,720 Who's Claude- - Come on up, 99 00:06:56,764 --> 00:06:57,547 I'll buzz you. 100 00:06:57,591 --> 00:06:58,722 - Which way am I going? 101 00:06:58,766 --> 00:06:59,897 - Just that way. 102 00:07:08,123 --> 00:07:11,735 Claude Bourgelat, the French veterinary surgeon 103 00:07:11,779 --> 00:07:13,258 who actually opened up the very first 104 00:07:13,302 --> 00:07:15,739 veterinary practices in Lyon. 105 00:07:15,783 --> 00:07:16,784 Lyon. 106 00:07:19,308 --> 00:07:20,744 - Is your costume a guy who Googles things 107 00:07:20,788 --> 00:07:22,093 and pretends he already knew 'em? 108 00:07:22,137 --> 00:07:24,313 - That is my costume. 109 00:07:25,488 --> 00:07:26,750 Yeah, funny, you're actually the only 110 00:07:26,794 --> 00:07:27,795 person to get it right. 111 00:07:33,496 --> 00:07:36,281 - Shall I.. Can I? - Yeah, come meet 112 00:07:36,325 --> 00:07:37,500 these clowns, come on. 113 00:07:38,545 --> 00:07:39,981 Welcome. 114 00:07:41,025 --> 00:07:41,852 Come, come. 115 00:07:45,813 --> 00:07:47,771 Everybody, this is Emma. 116 00:07:47,815 --> 00:07:48,816 Emma, this is everybody. 117 00:07:51,993 --> 00:07:53,603 - Jude Andrew Williams. 118 00:07:53,647 --> 00:07:54,778 He always had a camera in his hand 119 00:07:54,822 --> 00:07:56,780 and a photograph in his mind. 120 00:07:56,824 --> 00:07:58,826 - Yeah, come on, man! 121 00:08:00,001 --> 00:08:01,611 - He could seem guarded at first 122 00:08:01,655 --> 00:08:04,135 but if you ever needed to know how he really felt 123 00:08:04,179 --> 00:08:06,486 you could just look at his pictures. 124 00:08:23,677 --> 00:08:28,508 It was hard to believe that was only the beginning. 125 00:09:05,066 --> 00:09:06,241 - Can I kiss you? 126 00:09:10,898 --> 00:09:12,421 - I'm not available. 127 00:09:12,464 --> 00:09:14,379 - Right. Tom. 128 00:09:14,423 --> 00:09:16,556 - Tim. 129 00:09:16,599 --> 00:09:17,687 That's even worse. 130 00:09:20,255 --> 00:09:21,038 So, do you love him? 131 00:09:21,082 --> 00:09:21,909 - No. - No? 132 00:09:23,432 --> 00:09:24,912 Then why are you with him? 133 00:09:24,955 --> 00:09:28,219 - It's just what's happening right now. 134 00:09:28,263 --> 00:09:29,220 - Yeah, but that's not even true 135 00:09:29,264 --> 00:09:30,744 'cause you're here right now. 136 00:09:33,442 --> 00:09:36,445 I, uh, I can respect that you're doing your thing, 137 00:09:36,488 --> 00:09:39,927 just take note that I asked I guess. 138 00:09:41,929 --> 00:09:42,973 - Noted. 139 00:09:45,497 --> 00:09:46,716 - After you. 140 00:09:52,766 --> 00:09:54,463 - That didn't happen! 141 00:10:18,966 --> 00:10:21,011 - It feels wrong to make this about us. 142 00:10:22,143 --> 00:10:23,492 It's bigger than that. 143 00:10:25,146 --> 00:10:25,973 So much bigger. 144 00:10:28,497 --> 00:10:29,933 We'd hear stories from somewhere like 145 00:10:29,977 --> 00:10:32,153 the coast of Maryland or Florida. 146 00:10:33,545 --> 00:10:36,157 Always there, not here. 147 00:10:37,724 --> 00:10:39,464 Like the story of the man stranded in the ocean 148 00:10:39,508 --> 00:10:41,466 picked up by a fishing boat. 149 00:10:41,510 --> 00:10:43,773 It turned out he was another fisherman, 150 00:10:43,817 --> 00:10:45,993 his boat washed up to shore four days later. 151 00:10:46,994 --> 00:10:48,778 He said he couldn't remember how to steer it 152 00:10:48,822 --> 00:10:50,519 so he decided to swim home. 153 00:10:54,175 --> 00:10:56,960 Or the woman in the marathon who forgot to stop running. 154 00:11:04,011 --> 00:11:06,840 There's something quite beautiful to these stories at first. 155 00:11:08,842 --> 00:11:10,539 But then a pilot forgot how to fly. 156 00:11:15,544 --> 00:11:18,155 They call it NIA. 157 00:11:18,199 --> 00:11:19,679 Neuroinflammatory Affliction. 158 00:11:21,724 --> 00:11:24,379 It can affect anyone, and there's no cure. 159 00:11:27,904 --> 00:11:30,211 Ben was the first person we knew to get sick. 160 00:11:31,386 --> 00:11:33,388 We say get sick, but that's not really it. 161 00:11:34,781 --> 00:11:39,220 Some people snap all at once, other people fade away. 162 00:11:42,397 --> 00:11:45,008 I'm not really sure which one is worse. 163 00:11:54,583 --> 00:11:55,410 - Sup? 164 00:11:56,890 --> 00:11:58,587 - Nothing apparently. 165 00:11:58,630 --> 00:11:59,719 Fell asleep. 166 00:12:31,794 --> 00:12:32,882 Jude? 167 00:12:32,926 --> 00:12:34,449 - Yeah? - Hey, I'm going now. 168 00:12:35,276 --> 00:12:36,886 - All right. 169 00:12:36,930 --> 00:12:38,061 - You good? 170 00:12:38,105 --> 00:12:39,584 - Yeah, just waking up. 171 00:12:39,628 --> 00:12:40,890 - All right, well, I'll see you later. 172 00:12:40,934 --> 00:12:42,065 - All right, babe. - Bye, darling. 173 00:12:42,109 --> 00:12:43,284 - Bye, bye, bye. 174 00:12:55,644 --> 00:12:57,124 - Hey. - Hey. 175 00:12:57,167 --> 00:12:59,082 - How many have we got today? We're already packed. 176 00:12:59,126 --> 00:12:59,953 - Just two. 177 00:13:01,171 --> 00:13:02,129 Come on, bud. 178 00:13:02,172 --> 00:13:03,783 All right, come here. 179 00:13:03,826 --> 00:13:05,480 I got ya, all right. 180 00:13:07,134 --> 00:13:08,178 - Hello, you. 181 00:13:10,180 --> 00:13:12,922 All right, let's see if we can find your family. 182 00:13:12,966 --> 00:13:14,271 Oh, yeah. 183 00:13:14,315 --> 00:13:15,098 Come here. 184 00:13:16,534 --> 00:13:17,622 - Oh, hey, I can get that. - Oh, that's all right. 185 00:13:17,666 --> 00:13:18,667 Yeah, all good. - Oh okay. 186 00:13:18,710 --> 00:13:19,799 - All set. 187 00:13:19,842 --> 00:13:21,148 Thanks, Frank. - Sure. 188 00:13:22,192 --> 00:13:23,367 Sorry, your name again? 189 00:13:25,674 --> 00:13:26,457 - Emma. 190 00:13:26,501 --> 00:13:28,111 - Emma, right! 191 00:13:28,155 --> 00:13:29,678 Right, right. 192 00:13:29,721 --> 00:13:32,681 Well, it's not to uh... yeah, yeah. 193 00:14:04,713 --> 00:14:05,540 - Jude? 194 00:14:09,761 --> 00:14:10,545 I thought that was you. 195 00:14:10,588 --> 00:14:12,329 - Naps. 196 00:14:12,373 --> 00:14:13,374 How's it going, man? You good? 197 00:14:13,417 --> 00:14:14,679 - Good, and you? 198 00:14:14,723 --> 00:14:15,506 - Yeah, good to see you man. 199 00:14:15,550 --> 00:14:16,333 - Yeah, it's been awhile. 200 00:14:16,377 --> 00:14:17,204 - What brings you here? 201 00:14:17,247 --> 00:14:18,161 - I'm playing here tonight. 202 00:14:18,205 --> 00:14:19,510 - Here? - Yeah. 203 00:14:19,554 --> 00:14:20,598 - No shit. - Yeah. 204 00:14:22,209 --> 00:14:25,038 - You're still at it. - That's right. 205 00:14:25,081 --> 00:14:26,169 - Awesome, that's awesome. 206 00:14:26,213 --> 00:14:27,518 - You should come. - Tonight? 207 00:14:27,562 --> 00:14:28,389 - Yeah. 208 00:14:30,043 --> 00:14:32,001 - Well, I gotta check with my wife. 209 00:14:32,045 --> 00:14:33,873 - Wife? - Yeah, I got married. 210 00:14:33,916 --> 00:14:35,352 - Get the fuck outta here. 211 00:14:35,396 --> 00:14:36,310 Holy shit, man. 212 00:14:36,353 --> 00:14:38,181 Man, we gotta catch up. - Yeah. 213 00:14:38,225 --> 00:14:39,182 - You got a minute? 214 00:14:39,226 --> 00:14:40,880 - Yeah, I got a minute. 215 00:14:40,923 --> 00:14:41,968 You need a hand or what? - Yeah, of course, come on. 216 00:14:42,011 --> 00:14:42,707 - All right. - Are you still rolling 217 00:14:42,751 --> 00:14:43,621 with the same crew? 218 00:14:43,665 --> 00:14:44,535 - Yeah, I still see 'em. 219 00:14:44,579 --> 00:14:45,710 Yeah, yeah, yeah, what happened? 220 00:14:45,754 --> 00:14:46,581 Playing solo or what? 221 00:14:46,624 --> 00:14:47,582 - Hey, man. Stop it. 222 00:14:47,625 --> 00:14:49,236 - What happened? - Nothing. 223 00:16:28,161 --> 00:16:30,119 - Coming by, sorry, sorry. 224 00:16:34,341 --> 00:16:35,820 Mr. Johnson. - Where the hell 225 00:16:35,864 --> 00:16:37,344 have you been? - Yeah, I'm so sorry, sir. 226 00:16:37,387 --> 00:16:39,128 - You were supposed to be here an hour ago. 227 00:16:39,172 --> 00:16:40,477 - Yeah, I, there's no excuse, sir. 228 00:16:40,521 --> 00:16:42,131 - We wanted pictures of the girls getting ready. 229 00:16:42,175 --> 00:16:44,307 We paid for pictures of the girls getting ready. 230 00:16:44,351 --> 00:16:45,526 - Yeah, I understand, I- 231 00:16:45,569 --> 00:16:47,484 - No, no, I don't think you do understand. 232 00:16:47,528 --> 00:16:49,486 Those moments are gone, we don't get those back. 233 00:16:49,530 --> 00:16:52,011 We had to get my nephew here to take pictures. 234 00:16:52,054 --> 00:16:53,012 - Yeah, sorry, sir. 235 00:16:54,187 --> 00:16:55,318 I'll get a full deposit back to you. 236 00:16:55,362 --> 00:16:56,319 - Hey, hey. 237 00:16:56,363 --> 00:16:58,017 Just take some fucking pictures. 238 00:16:58,060 --> 00:16:59,366 Okay. - Yes, sir. 239 00:17:06,547 --> 00:17:07,896 - Hi, love. 240 00:17:07,939 --> 00:17:09,071 - Hi, Mom. 241 00:17:09,115 --> 00:17:10,029 - How is it, then? 242 00:17:10,072 --> 00:17:11,334 - Yeah, fine. 243 00:17:11,378 --> 00:17:12,335 How was Germany? 244 00:17:12,379 --> 00:17:13,858 - Oh, didn't I tell you? 245 00:17:13,902 --> 00:17:15,512 That trip got postponed. 246 00:17:15,556 --> 00:17:17,036 I'm still at home, but I'll be going there in a few weeks. 247 00:17:17,079 --> 00:17:19,342 - Mom, you have to tell me these things, 248 00:17:19,386 --> 00:17:21,040 I'm coming to see you in a month. 249 00:17:21,083 --> 00:17:22,084 - Hun- - Will you be back by then? 250 00:17:22,128 --> 00:17:23,390 - I thought I did tell ya. 251 00:17:24,565 --> 00:17:25,522 Didn't I? 252 00:17:25,566 --> 00:17:27,872 But don't worry, I'll be back. 253 00:17:27,916 --> 00:17:29,048 How are ya? 254 00:17:29,091 --> 00:17:30,397 - I'm okay. 255 00:17:30,440 --> 00:17:33,356 Work's getting stressful, but I'm looking forward 256 00:17:33,400 --> 00:17:34,662 to coming and seeing ya. 257 00:17:34,705 --> 00:17:35,924 I wish they hadn't grounded all those flights 258 00:17:35,967 --> 00:17:38,579 so I could come sooner, but it's all right. 259 00:17:38,622 --> 00:17:41,886 - Oh, remind me. Is David coming with ya? 260 00:17:41,930 --> 00:17:42,800 - Jude? - What? 261 00:17:44,237 --> 00:17:45,542 - Jude. 262 00:17:45,586 --> 00:17:46,891 - Oh, God, what did I say? 263 00:17:46,935 --> 00:17:48,719 Chris, Henry, David, Jude. 264 00:17:48,763 --> 00:17:50,895 You know I was never good with names anyhow. 265 00:17:52,593 --> 00:17:54,160 - Yeah. 266 00:17:54,203 --> 00:17:57,598 Yeah, no, but it's not the first time you've forgotten, Mom. 267 00:17:58,816 --> 00:18:00,775 I know I told ya I could only get the one ticket. 268 00:18:00,818 --> 00:18:02,385 - Of course, that's right. 269 00:18:02,429 --> 00:18:04,431 Well, hug Jude for me, will ya? 270 00:18:04,474 --> 00:18:05,606 - Yeah. 271 00:18:09,436 --> 00:18:11,090 Mom. 272 00:18:11,133 --> 00:18:12,134 - What? 273 00:18:13,440 --> 00:18:14,397 - Are you feeling okay? 274 00:18:14,441 --> 00:18:16,269 - Yes, love. I'm great. 275 00:18:17,444 --> 00:18:18,967 You let me do the worrying over here. 276 00:18:27,454 --> 00:18:28,411 - You all right? 277 00:18:28,455 --> 00:18:29,456 - Yeah, you? 278 00:18:33,460 --> 00:18:35,418 - I'm not even a vet anymore, I'm just an executioner. 279 00:18:35,462 --> 00:18:36,289 I hate it. 280 00:18:37,681 --> 00:18:38,987 I had to put down the most beautiful pup today, 281 00:18:39,030 --> 00:18:40,597 she had the most expressive eyes. 282 00:18:40,641 --> 00:18:41,990 They were like human eyes. 283 00:18:44,035 --> 00:18:46,473 I was gonna call you and see if I could take her home. 284 00:18:47,517 --> 00:18:48,344 - Let's... 285 00:18:49,519 --> 00:18:50,433 Please let's not get into that again. 286 00:18:50,477 --> 00:18:51,434 - It's just one dog. 287 00:18:51,478 --> 00:18:53,306 - No, but it's not just one. 288 00:18:53,349 --> 00:18:55,438 If we take one we'll probably take 17 289 00:18:55,482 --> 00:18:58,006 and we already got Blue, we don't have room. 290 00:18:59,181 --> 00:19:01,183 You know that we can't. 291 00:19:16,024 --> 00:19:17,460 - What's happening? 292 00:19:20,855 --> 00:19:22,030 - Why are you stopping? 293 00:19:25,207 --> 00:19:27,514 - Yeah, I don't think this bus is going anywhere. 294 00:19:31,518 --> 00:19:34,521 - What is happening right now? 295 00:19:36,044 --> 00:19:37,654 - Attention. 296 00:19:37,698 --> 00:19:41,876 If you are lost or need assistance, call 707 297 00:19:41,919 --> 00:19:44,313 and have your ID ready. 298 00:19:44,357 --> 00:19:47,490 If someone you know is lost or missing, 299 00:19:47,534 --> 00:19:51,190 check the missing person database or call 811 300 00:20:20,567 --> 00:20:22,569 - Do you think anybody's immune? 301 00:20:22,612 --> 00:20:23,526 - Oh yeah. 302 00:20:23,570 --> 00:20:25,093 Me, for instance. 303 00:20:25,136 --> 00:20:28,270 - All right, so it doesn't affect the geniuses amongst us. 304 00:20:28,314 --> 00:20:31,360 - What if the only person who's immune 305 00:20:31,404 --> 00:20:32,535 already has Alzheimers? 306 00:20:32,579 --> 00:20:33,362 - Ooh. 307 00:20:33,406 --> 00:20:34,233 - So you'd never know. 308 00:20:34,276 --> 00:20:36,060 - Ooh, yeah. 309 00:20:36,104 --> 00:20:38,541 That is so fucked up that's probably how it is. 310 00:20:38,585 --> 00:20:40,239 - Or what if this is just the next phase 311 00:20:40,282 --> 00:20:42,719 of human evolution and we should just embrace it? 312 00:20:42,763 --> 00:20:44,547 We fucked everything up so badly that the only way 313 00:20:44,591 --> 00:20:47,376 to survive this is just by forgetting. 314 00:20:47,420 --> 00:20:50,249 - Mm hmm, yeah, I like that, too. 315 00:20:52,120 --> 00:20:53,382 What about dogs? 316 00:20:53,426 --> 00:20:54,905 Do you think dogs are susceptible? 317 00:20:54,949 --> 00:20:56,124 - Unclear. 318 00:20:56,167 --> 00:20:57,778 They rely more on associative memories, 319 00:20:57,821 --> 00:21:00,259 so just don't change the way you smell 320 00:21:00,302 --> 00:21:01,608 and keep feeding him and you'll be fine. 321 00:21:01,651 --> 00:21:04,437 - Hey, don't you fucking forget about me, Blue! 322 00:21:06,134 --> 00:21:07,744 Oh, I'm sorry, bud. 323 00:21:07,788 --> 00:21:10,269 I didn't think you'd take that so seriously. 324 00:21:10,312 --> 00:21:11,444 Yeah, I love you, too. 325 00:21:12,314 --> 00:21:13,620 Yeah, sorry, buddy. 326 00:21:17,014 --> 00:21:19,103 It's a shame we can't take some of them. 327 00:21:19,147 --> 00:21:21,758 The dogs. 328 00:21:21,802 --> 00:21:23,978 They've been putting down so many recently. 329 00:21:27,982 --> 00:21:29,288 - What? 330 00:21:29,331 --> 00:21:31,290 - Yeah, just like a puppy or something. 331 00:21:32,203 --> 00:21:33,683 I'm sure Blue wouldn't mind. 332 00:21:35,816 --> 00:21:36,643 What? 333 00:21:38,166 --> 00:21:39,646 - You said we couldn't. 334 00:21:40,821 --> 00:21:42,605 - When? 335 00:21:42,649 --> 00:21:45,129 - We had an argument about this last week and then 336 00:21:45,173 --> 00:21:47,697 we were just about to get into it again on the bus. 337 00:21:55,488 --> 00:21:56,445 - Very good. 338 00:21:56,489 --> 00:21:57,925 - Jude, I'm- - Almost. 339 00:21:57,968 --> 00:21:59,796 - This is an ongoing argument that we've been having, 340 00:21:59,840 --> 00:22:02,799 we were just about to get into it half an hour ago. 341 00:22:02,843 --> 00:22:03,844 It was just now. 342 00:22:05,672 --> 00:22:07,630 - I don't remember that. 343 00:22:07,674 --> 00:22:09,153 - Oh my God. 344 00:22:14,245 --> 00:22:15,682 Did you know this was happening? 345 00:22:15,725 --> 00:22:18,206 - No, how am I gonna know I forgot? 346 00:22:18,249 --> 00:22:19,468 - Do you know who I am? 347 00:22:19,512 --> 00:22:20,817 - Yeah, you're my wife, Emma Veta. 348 00:22:20,861 --> 00:22:22,341 - Where did we meet? What's your father's name? 349 00:22:22,384 --> 00:22:23,690 Where did you grow up? - Emma! 350 00:22:31,698 --> 00:22:34,265 - This is gonna be like Ben, isn't it? 351 00:22:46,234 --> 00:22:47,409 - When your disaster 352 00:22:47,453 --> 00:22:50,717 is everyone's disaster, how do you grieve? 353 00:22:56,897 --> 00:22:59,203 When Ben first started losing his memory 354 00:22:59,247 --> 00:23:02,032 he wanted us to record every song he'd ever written 355 00:23:02,076 --> 00:23:03,425 before they were all gone. 356 00:23:24,098 --> 00:23:26,056 - Wanna do it again? 357 00:23:26,100 --> 00:23:28,711 One, two, three, four. 358 00:23:39,940 --> 00:23:41,071 You got this. 359 00:23:41,115 --> 00:23:43,596 Just relax, you got this. 360 00:23:43,639 --> 00:23:45,728 - It's not happening. 361 00:23:45,772 --> 00:23:47,556 It's not happening, it's just not happening. 362 00:23:47,600 --> 00:23:48,905 - You got it. 363 00:23:48,949 --> 00:23:52,909 If you want, we can just record the guitar first 364 00:23:52,953 --> 00:23:56,260 and the vocals and then I can open up the bass. 365 00:23:56,304 --> 00:23:58,437 - Yeah, sounds good. 366 00:23:58,480 --> 00:23:59,307 - Okay. 367 00:24:09,404 --> 00:24:10,623 - He tried so hard not to see him scared. 368 00:24:11,798 --> 00:24:12,929 I guess we all did. 369 00:24:12,973 --> 00:24:14,191 - I got an idea. 370 00:24:53,840 --> 00:24:56,625 ♪ You get away 371 00:24:56,669 --> 00:25:01,674 ♪ You always get away with everything ♪ 372 00:25:02,849 --> 00:25:07,854 ♪ Look at all the fingerprints 373 00:25:08,724 --> 00:25:13,686 ♪ You left all over my body 374 00:25:14,861 --> 00:25:19,692 ♪ Make it sacred, make it count ♪ 375 00:25:21,389 --> 00:25:25,698 ♪ Oh no, you're not easy to forget ♪ 376 00:25:29,745 --> 00:25:32,574 - I can't tell if I'm torturing myself, 377 00:25:32,618 --> 00:25:34,707 pretending like I'm gonna find the answer. 378 00:25:36,883 --> 00:25:38,841 I keep going back to the beginning. 379 00:26:16,792 --> 00:26:17,924 - This is Jody Ryerson. 380 00:26:17,967 --> 00:26:20,056 Leave a message after the tone. 381 00:26:20,100 --> 00:26:22,450 - The mailbox is full and cannot accept 382 00:26:22,493 --> 00:26:24,104 any new messages at this time. 383 00:26:24,147 --> 00:26:24,974 Goodbye. 384 00:26:38,640 --> 00:26:41,077 - If you are experiencing NIA symptoms 385 00:26:41,121 --> 00:26:45,473 I need you over here. 386 00:26:45,516 --> 00:26:46,953 - Don't worry about the car. 387 00:26:48,258 --> 00:26:50,260 - If you are here on behalf of someone else, 388 00:26:50,304 --> 00:26:53,437 please make a line to my right. 389 00:26:53,481 --> 00:26:55,091 Listen carefully! 390 00:26:55,135 --> 00:27:00,009 If you are experiencing NIA symptoms, I need you over here. 391 00:27:01,141 --> 00:27:03,622 If you are here on behalf of someone else, 392 00:27:03,665 --> 00:27:05,754 please make a line to my right. 393 00:27:05,798 --> 00:27:08,931 If you were here yesterday and did not get in, 394 00:27:08,975 --> 00:27:11,107 please have your ticket stubs ready. 395 00:27:11,151 --> 00:27:12,500 - I dropped mine! 396 00:27:14,328 --> 00:27:15,459 - Excuse me! 397 00:27:15,503 --> 00:27:17,636 - On behalf of someone else, over here. 398 00:27:17,679 --> 00:27:19,986 Sign the consent form, have your money ready. 399 00:27:20,029 --> 00:27:21,291 - All sign the consent form. - Gloria, over here! 400 00:27:21,335 --> 00:27:22,815 - Okay, okay, okay, people. 401 00:27:23,990 --> 00:27:25,469 Have your ticket stubs ready. 402 00:27:25,513 --> 00:27:29,125 - I'm sorry, we can't accept anyone under 25. 403 00:27:29,169 --> 00:27:30,474 - What do you mean? 404 00:27:30,518 --> 00:27:32,172 - The brain isn't fully developed. 405 00:27:32,215 --> 00:27:35,305 If you are experiencing NIA symptoms, over here. 406 00:27:38,004 --> 00:27:39,135 - Nurse! - Are you kidding 407 00:27:39,179 --> 00:27:40,006 me right now? 408 00:27:40,049 --> 00:27:41,703 - Can I help you? - Yes! 409 00:27:41,747 --> 00:27:42,573 - Excuse me. 410 00:27:44,184 --> 00:27:45,968 What is this? Have you found a cure or? 411 00:27:46,012 --> 00:27:47,970 - This is for the chance to be in a clinical trial, 412 00:27:48,014 --> 00:27:49,319 it's a lottery. 413 00:27:49,363 --> 00:27:50,669 - Okay, but does it work? 414 00:27:50,712 --> 00:27:52,801 I mean, if you get into the trial, does it work? 415 00:27:52,845 --> 00:27:54,803 - All I know is that it's a trial. 416 00:27:54,847 --> 00:27:56,326 Fill this out, turn it out when you get to the door 417 00:27:56,370 --> 00:27:58,198 and have your money ready, okay? 418 00:28:01,375 --> 00:28:03,029 - We have to wait in line anyway, 419 00:28:03,072 --> 00:28:04,683 you can't jump ahead. 420 00:28:04,726 --> 00:28:05,814 - And I wanna go in. 421 00:28:05,858 --> 00:28:07,511 I don't care about anybody else. 422 00:28:07,555 --> 00:28:09,383 I'm talking about me. 423 00:28:09,426 --> 00:28:10,689 - I don't know. 424 00:28:10,732 --> 00:28:13,213 I don't know, but my dad, he's lost his ID. 425 00:28:13,256 --> 00:28:14,257 - Fine, fine! 426 00:28:15,084 --> 00:28:18,000 - Guy pushed in front! 427 00:28:18,044 --> 00:28:21,874 - Which line is it? This one or that one? 428 00:28:24,398 --> 00:28:26,182 - Over here. 429 00:28:36,062 --> 00:28:38,847 - Roses felt too easy, but I didn't know what you liked 430 00:28:38,891 --> 00:28:40,196 so I got you daisies. 431 00:28:40,240 --> 00:28:42,024 - Aren't daisies weeds? 432 00:28:42,068 --> 00:28:43,025 - Huh? 433 00:28:43,069 --> 00:28:44,244 - Aren't daisies weeds? 434 00:28:44,287 --> 00:28:46,072 - Oh, well good to see you and goodnight. 435 00:28:46,115 --> 00:28:47,029 - I'm kidding! 436 00:28:47,073 --> 00:28:48,117 Come here. 437 00:28:51,730 --> 00:28:52,861 Yeah, I think I'm gonna do a couple more years 438 00:28:52,905 --> 00:28:54,384 as a vet tech to save up some money 439 00:28:54,428 --> 00:28:56,256 to go back to school to study bio, 440 00:28:56,299 --> 00:28:59,563 eventually be in the labs and maybe publish one day. 441 00:28:59,607 --> 00:29:00,434 We'll see. 442 00:29:01,261 --> 00:29:02,088 What about you? 443 00:29:03,916 --> 00:29:04,743 - What about me? 444 00:29:04,786 --> 00:29:06,396 - What are you doing? 445 00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:10,313 - Oh, well, I've been around a lot with Ben and Sam touring, 446 00:29:11,924 --> 00:29:13,577 taking pictures. - Yeah. 447 00:29:13,621 --> 00:29:16,058 - For different bands, different magazines. 448 00:29:16,102 --> 00:29:17,233 - Oh, cool. 449 00:29:17,277 --> 00:29:18,060 - Yeah. 450 00:29:18,104 --> 00:29:19,627 I helped them record. 451 00:29:19,670 --> 00:29:22,108 It was a cool way to spend the first half of my 20s, but 452 00:29:23,457 --> 00:29:26,982 things got a little outta hand with drinking, drugs. 453 00:29:29,811 --> 00:29:32,945 Uh, Sam's parents were out here so we came here to dry out 454 00:29:34,120 --> 00:29:35,817 and kinda never really left. 455 00:29:37,123 --> 00:29:38,298 - Is that why you don't drink anymore? 456 00:29:38,341 --> 00:29:39,821 - Yeah. 457 00:29:39,865 --> 00:29:43,303 - What was it that happened to make you stop? 458 00:29:45,131 --> 00:29:49,309 - That's a pretty intense second date question. 459 00:29:50,310 --> 00:29:51,137 - Sorry. 460 00:29:52,138 --> 00:29:53,487 I'm just being nosy. 461 00:29:53,530 --> 00:29:54,923 Just tell me to shut up. 462 00:29:54,967 --> 00:29:56,664 So, actually, do you want me to leave? 463 00:29:56,707 --> 00:29:57,926 - I'll go. 464 00:29:57,970 --> 00:29:59,275 - No, it's all right, I'll go. You stay here. 465 00:30:01,364 --> 00:30:03,453 Anyway, you, it's not our second date. 466 00:30:03,497 --> 00:30:04,367 - It's not? 467 00:30:04,411 --> 00:30:06,108 - No, first one was Halloween. 468 00:30:06,152 --> 00:30:07,936 - Well, I definitely don't count that. 469 00:30:07,980 --> 00:30:09,155 - Because you can't count. 470 00:30:09,198 --> 00:30:10,809 - No, because you said it didn't happen. 471 00:30:10,852 --> 00:30:11,635 - What didn't happen? 472 00:30:11,679 --> 00:30:12,506 - This. 473 00:30:16,684 --> 00:30:18,120 Sorry. 474 00:30:18,164 --> 00:30:19,469 - No! - Sorry, sorry. 475 00:30:19,513 --> 00:30:22,124 No, I thought it was a smooth, cool moment, 476 00:30:22,168 --> 00:30:24,953 but if you're not uh- - No, no, don't be silly. 477 00:30:24,997 --> 00:30:26,955 Uh, I just... 478 00:30:26,999 --> 00:30:29,175 I'm just not very good at this. 479 00:30:29,218 --> 00:30:30,350 - What? 480 00:30:31,873 --> 00:30:33,309 - Do you wanna have sex? 481 00:30:35,877 --> 00:30:36,835 Don't laugh! 482 00:30:38,358 --> 00:30:40,186 I really need your fucking consent. 483 00:30:40,229 --> 00:30:41,840 - Oh my God, uh... 484 00:30:43,015 --> 00:30:43,842 Yes. 485 00:30:45,365 --> 00:30:48,150 But I know you're going through some shit with Tom, 486 00:30:48,194 --> 00:30:49,325 I don't wanna- 487 00:30:49,369 --> 00:30:50,196 - Tim. 488 00:30:51,719 --> 00:30:54,374 - Yeah, and he's just a friend. 489 00:30:56,202 --> 00:30:57,899 - Yeah, does he know that? 490 00:31:02,382 --> 00:31:04,384 - Not in those exact words. 491 00:31:07,213 --> 00:31:08,692 - Well, I get that. 492 00:31:08,736 --> 00:31:11,043 So, let's just wait. 493 00:31:14,263 --> 00:31:15,438 I'm not going anywhere. 494 00:31:27,581 --> 00:31:29,539 ♪ I run after you 495 00:31:29,583 --> 00:31:31,715 ♪ Like a fool would do 496 00:31:31,759 --> 00:31:33,413 ♪ But mama didn't raise no fools ♪ 497 00:31:33,456 --> 00:31:35,589 ♪ And I should know 498 00:31:35,632 --> 00:31:39,549 ♪ That baby you got it 499 00:31:39,593 --> 00:31:41,247 ♪ That's all I can say for you 500 00:31:41,290 --> 00:31:43,205 ♪ You got soul, too much soul 501 00:31:43,249 --> 00:31:45,381 ♪ Foxy clothes, the cutest nose ♪ 502 00:31:45,425 --> 00:31:48,732 ♪ A groovy set there's nothing fake about you ♪ 503 00:31:48,776 --> 00:31:50,082 ♪ Baby you got it 504 00:31:50,125 --> 00:31:54,216 ♪ People can cruel, they say I've lost my cool ♪ 505 00:31:54,260 --> 00:31:55,783 ♪ But it's very hard to keep my cool ♪ 506 00:31:55,826 --> 00:31:57,916 ♪ When I'm around you 507 00:31:57,959 --> 00:32:01,745 ♪ 'Cause baby you got it 508 00:32:01,789 --> 00:32:03,095 ♪ That's all I can say for you 509 00:32:03,138 --> 00:32:05,271 ♪ You got soul, too much soul 510 00:32:05,314 --> 00:32:07,403 ♪ Foxy clothed, the cutest nose ♪ 511 00:32:07,447 --> 00:32:10,754 ♪ The mood is set, there's nothing fake about you ♪ 512 00:32:10,798 --> 00:32:12,234 ♪ Baby you got it 513 00:32:12,278 --> 00:32:14,410 ♪ I'm glad I found you 514 00:32:14,454 --> 00:32:16,412 ♪ Gonna cling to you 515 00:32:16,456 --> 00:32:20,242 ♪ I'll give you love and money, everything to you ♪ 516 00:32:20,286 --> 00:32:22,288 ♪ No matter what they say 517 00:32:22,331 --> 00:32:24,768 ♪ No matter what they do 518 00:32:24,812 --> 00:32:27,946 ♪ I'm never gonna love another girl like you ♪ 519 00:32:27,989 --> 00:32:32,428 ♪ 'Cause baby you got it 520 00:32:32,472 --> 00:32:36,258 ♪ That's all I say for you 521 00:32:36,302 --> 00:32:37,433 - Hello? 522 00:32:37,477 --> 00:32:38,957 - Jude Williams, please. 523 00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:40,959 - This is his wife, who's speaking? 524 00:32:41,002 --> 00:32:44,310 - I'm Dr. Dormer with DPC Research Development. 525 00:32:45,485 --> 00:32:46,486 The NIA trial. 526 00:32:48,488 --> 00:32:49,619 Hello? 527 00:32:49,663 --> 00:32:51,099 - Yeah, yeah, I'm here. 528 00:32:51,143 --> 00:32:53,623 - Can I speak with your husband? 529 00:32:53,667 --> 00:32:57,976 - Um, it's probably best that you just speak to me 530 00:32:58,019 --> 00:33:01,022 'cause I'm the one that submitted the application. 531 00:33:01,066 --> 00:33:03,285 - Jude has been selected for the clinical trial 532 00:33:03,329 --> 00:33:05,461 on an NIA suppressant. 533 00:33:05,505 --> 00:33:07,115 I see from the forms that were submitted 534 00:33:07,159 --> 00:33:09,509 that he's exhibiting NIA symptoms, correct? 535 00:33:11,337 --> 00:33:12,120 Hello? 536 00:33:12,164 --> 00:33:13,469 - Yeah, sorry. 537 00:33:13,513 --> 00:33:14,514 Yeah, I'm here. 538 00:33:17,343 --> 00:33:19,127 So, he's gotten in? 539 00:33:19,171 --> 00:33:21,347 - He's been accepted for an evaluation. 540 00:33:21,390 --> 00:33:23,479 If he passes he'll be invited to participate 541 00:33:23,523 --> 00:33:25,481 in the actual trials. 542 00:33:25,525 --> 00:33:27,831 We're trying to move quickly here. 543 00:33:27,875 --> 00:33:30,312 Can we schedule an appointment for him to come in tomorrow? 544 00:33:33,054 --> 00:33:35,883 - The government has the cure, they have the true cure, 545 00:33:35,926 --> 00:33:38,668 not the one they're giving us that doesn't work. 546 00:33:38,712 --> 00:33:40,670 They've been keeping NIA on the streets 547 00:33:40,714 --> 00:33:43,499 just like that fuck Reagan did with AIDS. 548 00:33:43,543 --> 00:33:45,501 And who's doing something about it? 549 00:33:45,545 --> 00:33:47,677 Are you? I am because I care. 550 00:33:47,721 --> 00:33:50,506 I don't want this sickness, this population control. 551 00:33:50,550 --> 00:33:52,508 They're keeping us down. 552 00:33:52,552 --> 00:33:54,032 They have the true cure. 553 00:34:19,753 --> 00:34:22,886 - Wear one of these and when you're done 554 00:34:22,930 --> 00:34:25,585 filling this paperwork out somebody will call your name. 555 00:34:27,108 --> 00:34:29,197 Keep your mask on and fill this paperwork out. 556 00:34:50,175 --> 00:34:51,001 - Emma? 557 00:34:51,959 --> 00:34:52,742 Hey. 558 00:34:52,786 --> 00:34:53,613 - Oh my God, Sam. 559 00:34:54,788 --> 00:34:55,919 - Good to see you, hey. 560 00:34:55,963 --> 00:34:59,923 - Oh, it's good to see you. 561 00:34:59,967 --> 00:35:00,750 It's been a minute. 562 00:35:00,794 --> 00:35:02,230 - Yeah, I know. Yeah. 563 00:35:02,274 --> 00:35:03,797 I'm just here for the day, just 564 00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:05,755 running errands. - Yeah. 565 00:35:05,799 --> 00:35:06,930 Right. 566 00:35:06,974 --> 00:35:07,975 Right, yeah. 567 00:35:08,976 --> 00:35:10,282 Oh, it's good to see ya. 568 00:35:10,325 --> 00:35:11,631 - Yeah. - Are you all right? 569 00:35:11,674 --> 00:35:12,936 - I'm good, yeah, I'm good. 570 00:35:12,980 --> 00:35:14,634 - Yeah? - Yeah, really, I'm just... 571 00:35:15,983 --> 00:35:16,984 How are you? 572 00:35:17,027 --> 00:35:19,247 - Yeah, no, yes, I am just... 573 00:35:19,291 --> 00:35:22,032 Just making phone calls and all that stuff. 574 00:35:24,339 --> 00:35:26,298 Sorry I haven't called. 575 00:35:27,473 --> 00:35:28,474 - Yeah. 576 00:35:28,517 --> 00:35:30,476 Yeah, same. I'm... 577 00:35:30,519 --> 00:35:31,651 I wanted to. 578 00:35:33,870 --> 00:35:34,871 - Oh, darling. 579 00:35:36,482 --> 00:35:38,440 - You must think I'm the biggest asshole on the planet. 580 00:35:38,484 --> 00:35:39,441 - No, I don't. 581 00:35:39,485 --> 00:35:40,312 No, I don't, that's ridiculous. 582 00:35:40,355 --> 00:35:41,835 I do not think that at all. 583 00:35:43,358 --> 00:35:44,316 - Sorry, I'm just. 584 00:35:44,359 --> 00:35:45,969 Yeah, sorry. - It's okay. 585 00:35:46,013 --> 00:35:48,494 - Um, tell Jude I say hi, okay? 586 00:35:48,537 --> 00:35:49,625 - Yeah, I will. 587 00:35:49,669 --> 00:35:50,626 - It's good to see you, I just... 588 00:35:50,670 --> 00:35:52,280 - Good to see you. 589 00:35:52,324 --> 00:35:53,499 - I just wasn't expecting to see you, that's all. 590 00:35:53,542 --> 00:35:54,456 - Yeah. 591 00:35:54,500 --> 00:35:55,979 Yeah, no worries. 592 00:35:56,023 --> 00:35:57,459 I'll give you a bell. 593 00:35:57,503 --> 00:35:58,547 - Okay. - Bye. 594 00:36:08,209 --> 00:36:10,168 - Any history of heart disease? 595 00:36:10,211 --> 00:36:11,169 - Nope. 596 00:36:11,212 --> 00:36:12,344 - High cholesterol? 597 00:36:12,387 --> 00:36:13,649 - Nope. 598 00:36:13,693 --> 00:36:14,650 - Diabetes? 599 00:36:14,694 --> 00:36:16,217 - Nope. 600 00:36:16,261 --> 00:36:17,523 - Do you take drugs? 601 00:36:19,699 --> 00:36:20,526 - What does that got to do with- 602 00:36:20,569 --> 00:36:22,310 - We'll find out either way, 603 00:36:22,354 --> 00:36:23,529 so better to get it out now. - Oh, it's not gonna 604 00:36:23,572 --> 00:36:24,486 be a problem, I've been clean 605 00:36:24,530 --> 00:36:27,533 for five years and nine months. 606 00:36:28,925 --> 00:36:30,492 - So, how long would you say you've been 607 00:36:30,536 --> 00:36:32,059 experiencing symptoms of NIA? 608 00:36:33,713 --> 00:36:35,323 - Like a month. 609 00:36:35,367 --> 00:36:39,197 I can remember some things, but other things are just gone. 610 00:36:39,240 --> 00:36:41,721 Like details, I can't do details. 611 00:36:42,896 --> 00:36:46,552 Like I can remember people, who they are, 612 00:36:46,595 --> 00:36:48,858 but I can't zero in. 613 00:36:48,902 --> 00:36:51,557 - Your brain may be trying to bridge the gaps, 614 00:36:51,600 --> 00:36:53,080 taking other moments you still remember 615 00:36:53,123 --> 00:36:54,777 and merging with false memories. 616 00:36:58,738 --> 00:37:00,043 - So, the treatment. 617 00:37:00,087 --> 00:37:03,351 Is it like what? It's like a pill or? 618 00:37:03,395 --> 00:37:05,571 - We'll be doing an oral CP. 619 00:37:05,614 --> 00:37:07,225 - Sorry, what? 620 00:37:07,268 --> 00:37:08,878 - An oral cranial puncture. 621 00:37:08,922 --> 00:37:11,533 Think of it as clearing a clogged pathway. 622 00:37:11,577 --> 00:37:14,884 The brain is separated into four major lobes. 623 00:37:14,928 --> 00:37:18,888 The one most closely associated with memory being temporal. 624 00:37:18,932 --> 00:37:21,935 Now, we remove the lateral through he roof of the mouth. 625 00:37:23,415 --> 00:37:25,721 Inter-cranial hypertensions. 626 00:37:40,780 --> 00:37:41,781 Jude? - Yeah? 627 00:37:42,782 --> 00:37:44,262 - Are you okay? 628 00:37:44,305 --> 00:37:45,132 - Yeah. 629 00:37:47,134 --> 00:37:48,918 But what are the risks? 630 00:37:48,962 --> 00:37:51,312 - We have some literature we can send home with you 631 00:37:51,356 --> 00:37:52,748 that really walks you through the ins 632 00:37:52,792 --> 00:37:54,272 and outs of the procedure. 633 00:37:54,315 --> 00:37:57,405 It's not complicated, but there are significant risks. 634 00:37:57,449 --> 00:37:59,277 We have a counselor on hand to help make sure 635 00:37:59,320 --> 00:38:01,148 you understand what we're dealing with. 636 00:38:22,343 --> 00:38:24,171 - To identify a neuroinflammation begin 637 00:38:24,214 --> 00:38:25,825 by asking baseline questions. 638 00:38:29,002 --> 00:38:32,788 What's your name? How old are ya? 639 00:38:32,832 --> 00:38:34,007 What's your favorite color? 640 00:38:37,663 --> 00:38:40,622 This is all they've given ya? Brain teasers? 641 00:38:40,666 --> 00:38:43,146 I thought there was supposed to be some sort of procedure. 642 00:38:43,190 --> 00:38:46,846 - Yeah, it's brain teasers and... 643 00:38:50,371 --> 00:38:51,198 - And? 644 00:38:52,547 --> 00:38:53,505 - Surgery. 645 00:38:56,377 --> 00:38:59,075 They take like a metal straw and... 646 00:39:03,689 --> 00:39:04,690 I don't wanna do it, Em. 647 00:39:06,387 --> 00:39:07,649 - What'd the doctor say? 648 00:39:07,693 --> 00:39:08,824 - They don't even know if it's gonna work, 649 00:39:08,868 --> 00:39:10,348 it's like a trial. 650 00:39:11,523 --> 00:39:13,481 Let's see and find out, let's poke around 651 00:39:13,525 --> 00:39:16,354 in some dude's skull and hope we don't cripple him 652 00:39:16,397 --> 00:39:17,877 and make him go blind. 653 00:39:18,704 --> 00:39:20,270 I'm not doing it, man. 654 00:39:20,314 --> 00:39:24,187 I could just wind up with no memory, no legs, and no eyes. 655 00:39:24,231 --> 00:39:26,842 And if I'm gonna forget who I am 656 00:39:26,886 --> 00:39:29,541 then I'd at least like to be able to see where I'm going. 657 00:39:31,238 --> 00:39:32,674 - So you made up your mind then. 658 00:39:32,718 --> 00:39:33,719 - Yeah. 659 00:39:36,417 --> 00:39:37,505 - Do I not get a say in this? 660 00:39:37,549 --> 00:39:38,898 - Emma, you can't ask me 661 00:39:38,941 --> 00:39:40,029 to sit there while- - But Jude, I am asking ya, 662 00:39:40,073 --> 00:39:41,640 I am asking ya, I have to ask ya. 663 00:39:41,683 --> 00:39:43,859 I get it, you don't wanna go blind or end up in a wheelchair 664 00:39:43,903 --> 00:39:45,078 but if there's a chance that we can stop it 665 00:39:45,121 --> 00:39:46,732 then I don't understand why you won't try. 666 00:39:46,775 --> 00:39:48,734 - I know you're upset- - I'm not fucking upset, Jude! 667 00:39:48,777 --> 00:39:51,258 - Well, you don't sound very not fucking upset! 668 00:39:59,919 --> 00:40:01,399 - My mom's starting to fade. 669 00:40:05,794 --> 00:40:07,056 - Why didn't you tell me? 670 00:40:07,100 --> 00:40:09,407 - Because I can't do anything about it, Jude. 671 00:40:09,450 --> 00:40:10,886 I've got a ticket that I can't change 672 00:40:10,930 --> 00:40:13,541 for weeks from now and now I've got this, I've got you. 673 00:40:13,585 --> 00:40:15,108 So what am I supposed to do? 674 00:40:15,151 --> 00:40:15,978 Just go off to England while my husband forgets about me? 675 00:40:16,022 --> 00:40:17,545 I'm not fucking doing that. 676 00:40:17,589 --> 00:40:18,764 I'm not losing my mom and my husband in the same breath, 677 00:40:18,807 --> 00:40:20,287 so I need you to explain it to me. 678 00:40:20,330 --> 00:40:22,898 Can you explain it to me why you won't do this? 679 00:40:22,942 --> 00:40:24,073 What? Because you don't care? 680 00:40:24,117 --> 00:40:26,293 - No, of course I fucking care, Emma. 681 00:40:27,773 --> 00:40:29,122 This is happening to me. 682 00:40:30,602 --> 00:40:32,734 This is fucking scary for me, too. 683 00:40:32,778 --> 00:40:33,605 I'm scared. 684 00:40:37,957 --> 00:40:38,827 I'm fucking scared. 685 00:41:04,810 --> 00:41:06,986 - Who am I? How old am I? 686 00:41:08,378 --> 00:41:09,684 What's my favorite color? 687 00:41:14,994 --> 00:41:15,821 Jude, please. 688 00:41:17,823 --> 00:41:18,824 I'm scared, too. 689 00:41:26,658 --> 00:41:30,966 - You're my wife, Emma Vita Ryerson Williams. 690 00:41:31,010 --> 00:41:31,837 You're 28. 691 00:41:34,883 --> 00:41:39,714 Your favorite color is yellow. 692 00:41:42,021 --> 00:41:43,849 - Describe a memory that took place 693 00:41:43,892 --> 00:41:45,372 in the room that you're in. 694 00:41:49,028 --> 00:41:50,159 You fucking- - Whoa, easy, take it easy. 695 00:41:50,203 --> 00:41:52,988 Take it easy, easy. 696 00:41:53,032 --> 00:41:54,816 - You fucking! 697 00:41:54,860 --> 00:41:57,036 - Well, you didn't like the gray walls in there, 698 00:41:57,079 --> 00:41:59,691 you said they reminded you of rainy days back home. 699 00:42:03,042 --> 00:42:05,174 So you painted 'em yellow. 700 00:42:08,874 --> 00:42:10,049 Come on. - No! 701 00:42:12,878 --> 00:42:15,184 - What time of year was it? 702 00:42:15,228 --> 00:42:16,055 - Summer. 703 00:42:20,450 --> 00:42:23,018 No, winter. 704 00:42:35,422 --> 00:42:36,771 We had just bought a fish. 705 00:42:38,077 --> 00:42:40,079 - What fish? 706 00:42:40,122 --> 00:42:41,733 - You called him Ampersand. 707 00:42:41,776 --> 00:42:45,867 - Emma and Jude. 708 00:42:45,911 --> 00:42:49,044 - Do you remember why we bought the fish? 709 00:43:39,704 --> 00:43:41,183 - Look at this little guy. 710 00:43:46,362 --> 00:43:49,627 He doesn't have a clue what's going on in the world. 711 00:43:49,670 --> 00:43:53,979 No NIA, no cancer, no crusades. 712 00:43:54,022 --> 00:43:56,111 Just gets to swim around having a good time. 713 00:43:56,155 --> 00:43:57,330 - We should be so lucky. 714 00:43:58,984 --> 00:44:01,290 - That's what I feel like when I'm with you. 715 00:44:01,334 --> 00:44:02,683 - Like a fish? 716 00:44:02,727 --> 00:44:03,989 - No, you know what I meant. 717 00:44:05,512 --> 00:44:07,993 - That's the nicest thing you've ever said to me. 718 00:44:10,996 --> 00:44:12,171 - Let's get married. 719 00:44:15,827 --> 00:44:16,654 - Okay. 720 00:44:17,698 --> 00:44:19,482 - No, I'm not joking. 721 00:44:19,526 --> 00:44:20,745 - Me neither. 722 00:44:20,788 --> 00:44:21,963 - I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. 723 00:44:22,007 --> 00:44:22,964 I wanna fucking marry you. 724 00:44:23,008 --> 00:44:24,183 - Yeah? - Yeah. 725 00:44:40,416 --> 00:44:41,243 Shit. 726 00:44:42,201 --> 00:44:43,506 - Change your mind already? 727 00:44:43,550 --> 00:44:45,683 - No, I don't have a ring. 728 00:44:48,860 --> 00:44:50,818 - Then buy me a fish. 729 00:44:50,862 --> 00:44:51,689 - Yeah? 730 00:45:09,228 --> 00:45:12,057 - Do you know that this is a type of memory 731 00:45:13,406 --> 00:45:15,582 exclusively tied to the touch? 732 00:45:17,062 --> 00:45:18,411 Haptic memory. 733 00:45:21,109 --> 00:45:22,241 - Haptic? 734 00:45:26,419 --> 00:45:29,074 Did you read that in your book? 735 00:45:40,912 --> 00:45:43,610 I haven't forgotten how you feel. 736 00:46:02,281 --> 00:46:04,109 - Will you touch me? 737 00:47:07,346 --> 00:47:09,174 - They say you can't forget feelings 738 00:47:11,002 --> 00:47:12,351 and I still believe that. 739 00:47:14,875 --> 00:47:15,702 Even after Ben. 740 00:47:21,534 --> 00:47:22,665 - Sam? 741 00:47:22,709 --> 00:47:24,667 What, what, what, what, what? 742 00:47:24,711 --> 00:47:26,017 Are you all right? 743 00:47:26,060 --> 00:47:27,235 - Darling, what's happening? What's happening? 744 00:47:27,279 --> 00:47:30,151 - He's just freaking out, Emma, I can't. 745 00:47:30,195 --> 00:47:30,978 - It'll be okay, it'll be okay. 746 00:47:31,022 --> 00:47:32,197 - What the fuck! 747 00:47:33,372 --> 00:47:34,852 - Get out! 748 00:47:34,895 --> 00:47:35,722 - Ben? 749 00:47:37,202 --> 00:47:38,856 Ben? 750 00:47:38,899 --> 00:47:39,682 Ben? - Jude? 751 00:47:39,726 --> 00:47:40,683 - Yeah. 752 00:47:41,554 --> 00:47:42,729 You all right? 753 00:47:44,600 --> 00:47:46,167 - Jude. 754 00:47:46,211 --> 00:47:47,212 - Can I come in? 755 00:47:49,388 --> 00:47:50,215 - I don't know. 756 00:47:50,258 --> 00:47:51,694 - I'm coming in, all right? 757 00:47:56,221 --> 00:47:57,265 What's going on? 758 00:47:59,267 --> 00:48:00,051 - Jude! 759 00:48:00,094 --> 00:48:01,356 - Yeah? 760 00:48:01,400 --> 00:48:02,270 Yeah, we're good. 761 00:48:02,314 --> 00:48:03,750 We're good, right? We're good. 762 00:48:03,793 --> 00:48:04,925 Yeah, we're okay. 763 00:48:04,969 --> 00:48:06,187 - He's... Emma. 764 00:48:06,231 --> 00:48:07,362 - Are you all right? Did he hurt you? 765 00:48:07,406 --> 00:48:08,755 - He just grabbed a knife 766 00:48:08,798 --> 00:48:10,061 and he doesn't even remember my name right now. 767 00:48:10,104 --> 00:48:11,410 - Calm down. - I thought I was in my house, 768 00:48:11,453 --> 00:48:13,891 man, and then this fucking bitch just walks in. 769 00:48:13,934 --> 00:48:15,240 I don't fucking know her. 770 00:48:15,283 --> 00:48:16,719 I don't fucking know her! 771 00:48:16,763 --> 00:48:19,200 - No, no, no, this is your house. This is your house. 772 00:48:19,244 --> 00:48:20,941 - It is, right? - Yeah, that's Samantha. 773 00:48:20,985 --> 00:48:22,900 Sam. - I don't know Sam. 774 00:48:22,943 --> 00:48:24,336 - Man, you've been together for a while. 775 00:48:24,379 --> 00:48:27,382 Shit, you've known her longer than you've known me. 776 00:48:27,426 --> 00:48:28,427 - I have? - Yeah. 777 00:48:30,255 --> 00:48:31,256 Look at your chest. 778 00:48:32,431 --> 00:48:33,911 Look, look, look. 779 00:48:33,954 --> 00:48:34,781 Here. 780 00:48:40,134 --> 00:48:40,961 You see? 781 00:48:42,267 --> 00:48:44,138 Ben, you're sick, man, you got NIA. 782 00:48:46,619 --> 00:48:49,274 You had it for awhile, it's making you forget shit. 783 00:48:51,015 --> 00:48:52,451 Sam's been helping you through. 784 00:48:54,801 --> 00:48:56,237 Yeah, you guys are great together, man. 785 00:48:56,281 --> 00:48:58,283 Shit, you make music together. You're awesome. 786 00:49:00,981 --> 00:49:01,808 Hey. 787 00:49:03,810 --> 00:49:04,811 Hey! 788 00:49:04,854 --> 00:49:06,160 It's not your fault, man. 789 00:49:08,467 --> 00:49:09,337 Can I take this? 790 00:49:13,167 --> 00:49:14,647 Come on, man. 791 00:49:20,305 --> 00:49:21,306 Okay. 792 00:49:21,349 --> 00:49:22,829 - Why the fuck me, man? 793 00:49:22,872 --> 00:49:24,265 - Just relax, bud. 794 00:49:24,309 --> 00:49:26,615 - Why the fuck me? - Relax, it's not your fault. 795 00:49:32,491 --> 00:49:33,448 - Ben Richards was 796 00:49:33,492 --> 00:49:34,972 from Hidalgo County, Texas. 797 00:49:36,321 --> 00:49:38,627 He's a songwriter, and like many, 798 00:49:38,671 --> 00:49:40,847 believed that music would save the world. 799 00:49:43,154 --> 00:49:44,285 - It's wrong. 800 00:49:44,329 --> 00:49:46,809 The ambiance is so... it's wrong. 801 00:49:46,853 --> 00:49:47,985 - Huh? 802 00:49:48,855 --> 00:49:50,335 - I'm gonna go record outside. 803 00:49:51,510 --> 00:49:53,468 It's all wrong, let's get outta here. 804 00:49:53,512 --> 00:49:55,296 Remember the counts? 805 00:49:55,340 --> 00:49:57,298 I can't remember. - No, man. 806 00:49:57,342 --> 00:49:58,169 Why not? 807 00:50:00,867 --> 00:50:01,650 - His mother was Lizette 808 00:50:01,694 --> 00:50:02,695 and his father was Dave, 809 00:50:04,349 --> 00:50:06,525 and since he moved away he called them every Sunday. 810 00:50:14,185 --> 00:50:15,360 - We're trying to have a baby. 811 00:50:15,403 --> 00:50:17,057 - Sam! 812 00:50:17,101 --> 00:50:18,319 - We've been together for so long, it's about time. 813 00:50:18,363 --> 00:50:20,147 - Sam, that's so exciting! 814 00:50:20,191 --> 00:50:21,496 - Yeah. 815 00:50:21,540 --> 00:50:22,410 - When he first started to lose 816 00:50:22,454 --> 00:50:24,543 his memory Ben kept it a secret. 817 00:50:26,371 --> 00:50:29,026 Just like everyone did back then. 818 00:50:38,209 --> 00:50:39,862 Ben could turn any room into a concert 819 00:50:39,906 --> 00:50:41,081 when he was inclined to. 820 00:50:42,604 --> 00:50:43,475 That was his gift. 821 00:50:47,261 --> 00:50:48,610 This is who we all remembered. 822 00:50:51,744 --> 00:50:53,093 Who we were clutching on to. 823 00:51:23,645 --> 00:51:25,386 - Don't fall in. 824 00:51:25,430 --> 00:51:26,344 - Don't. 825 00:51:26,387 --> 00:51:27,084 - Will you come- - Don't, Jude. 826 00:51:27,127 --> 00:51:28,302 Honestly, Jude. 827 00:51:28,346 --> 00:51:29,086 - Do not fall in. - Don't you fucking d... 828 00:51:29,129 --> 00:51:29,999 This is so scary, 829 00:51:30,043 --> 00:51:30,957 do not do that. - Emma, no! 830 00:51:31,000 --> 00:51:32,611 - Stop, stop it, stop. 831 00:51:32,654 --> 00:51:33,742 You're gonna get us in trouble. 832 00:51:33,786 --> 00:51:35,570 - You jump, I jump! - Stop it. 833 00:51:35,614 --> 00:51:38,225 Get off me, I'm trying to see the whales. 834 00:51:38,269 --> 00:51:41,576 - Oh yeah, I got told if we're gonna see one 835 00:51:41,620 --> 00:51:42,403 it's gonna be right here. 836 00:51:42,447 --> 00:51:43,404 - Oh yeah? - Yeah. 837 00:51:43,448 --> 00:51:44,449 - Okay. 838 00:51:48,017 --> 00:51:49,236 - You all right? Do you want anything? 839 00:51:49,280 --> 00:51:51,238 - Um, I'll have a tea. 840 00:51:51,282 --> 00:51:52,239 If they've got tea, black tea. 841 00:51:52,283 --> 00:51:53,153 - Yeah? Okay. 842 00:51:55,634 --> 00:51:57,592 - If you see one tell him to wait. 843 00:51:57,636 --> 00:51:59,159 - I will just for you. 844 00:52:04,686 --> 00:52:06,819 Jude! - Yeah, what? 845 00:52:06,862 --> 00:52:07,689 - Nothing. 846 00:52:21,660 --> 00:52:24,141 - All right, we're just getting word into the newsroom now. 847 00:52:24,184 --> 00:52:27,448 Moments ago DPC issued a statement indicating 848 00:52:27,492 --> 00:52:30,973 that the early results of their controversial NIA treatments 849 00:52:31,017 --> 00:52:33,628 are quote overwhelmingly positive. 850 00:52:33,672 --> 00:52:35,674 Now, in that same statement they also say 851 00:52:35,717 --> 00:52:37,850 that due to overwhelming demand that they 852 00:52:37,893 --> 00:52:40,809 are not able to accept any new applicants. 853 00:52:40,853 --> 00:52:42,463 What do you make of that? 854 00:52:42,507 --> 00:52:45,162 - I guess if this treatment is having some success, 855 00:52:45,205 --> 00:52:46,772 that's wonderful news. 856 00:52:46,815 --> 00:52:49,166 - Overwhelmingly positive certainly sounds like they 857 00:52:49,209 --> 00:52:50,689 might be onto something. - What can I get you? 858 00:52:50,732 --> 00:52:52,299 - It does, but they have already closed off 859 00:52:52,343 --> 00:52:54,475 a very selective monitor to the general public 860 00:52:54,519 --> 00:52:57,652 and I assume that the FDA has been- 861 00:52:57,696 --> 00:52:59,001 - Tea. 862 00:52:59,045 --> 00:53:00,307 - There are people with loved ones 863 00:53:00,351 --> 00:53:03,702 who are afflicted with this who want a chance. 864 00:53:06,357 --> 00:53:08,881 - Stop, don't touch me! 865 00:53:10,056 --> 00:53:11,536 - Stop here! 866 00:53:11,579 --> 00:53:13,668 - Stop it! Get away from me! 867 00:53:13,712 --> 00:53:16,193 - Stop! Stop it! 868 00:53:16,236 --> 00:53:17,890 - Stop! Turn the boat around! 869 00:53:17,933 --> 00:53:19,239 - Stop the boat! 870 00:53:19,283 --> 00:53:20,893 We have to go back, we have to go back. 871 00:53:20,936 --> 00:53:22,024 Stop! 872 00:53:22,068 --> 00:53:24,113 I don't know who you are! 873 00:53:25,245 --> 00:53:26,725 Help me! - Stop her! 874 00:53:27,769 --> 00:53:28,683 Stop her! - Help me! 875 00:53:28,727 --> 00:53:30,032 - Okay. - Help me! 876 00:53:30,076 --> 00:53:31,208 - What's happening? - Help! 877 00:53:31,251 --> 00:53:32,513 Turn the boat around! 878 00:53:32,557 --> 00:53:34,211 No, stop touching me, please. 879 00:53:34,254 --> 00:53:35,516 Just get away from me. 880 00:53:35,560 --> 00:53:37,344 We have to go back, please! 881 00:53:37,388 --> 00:53:39,346 Don't! Stop it! 882 00:53:39,390 --> 00:53:41,522 - Back off, back up. 883 00:53:41,566 --> 00:53:42,741 - Get away! 884 00:53:44,743 --> 00:53:45,874 - Em? 885 00:53:45,918 --> 00:53:47,224 - Go back, we need to go back! 886 00:53:47,267 --> 00:53:48,573 - Em? - Jude! 887 00:53:48,616 --> 00:53:49,878 - Em! 888 00:53:59,497 --> 00:54:01,716 - Hurry! Throw it in! 889 00:54:01,760 --> 00:54:03,370 - Turn the boat around! 890 00:54:09,768 --> 00:54:12,292 - Overwhelmingly positive results. 891 00:54:13,946 --> 00:54:16,557 The first sign of a cure and they shut everyone out. 892 00:54:20,300 --> 00:54:21,823 It's no wonder people are going crazy. 893 00:54:25,610 --> 00:54:28,613 And while they went crazy all we could do was wait. 894 00:54:29,614 --> 00:54:31,442 Wait to hear that we got an in. 895 00:54:31,485 --> 00:54:33,574 Wait to hear that we were gonna be okay. 896 00:54:36,795 --> 00:54:37,926 We're gonna be okay. 897 00:54:37,970 --> 00:54:39,276 - This procedure works. 898 00:54:39,319 --> 00:54:41,582 - A viral video is causing a stir today 899 00:54:41,626 --> 00:54:45,586 of a Dr. Sam Tomlin of the DPC walking viewers 900 00:54:45,630 --> 00:54:48,981 through a step-by-step tutorial of the procedure 901 00:54:49,024 --> 00:54:52,289 which supposedly puts a halt to NIA symptoms. 902 00:54:53,899 --> 00:54:55,596 Already we're getting reports from local emergency rooms 903 00:54:55,640 --> 00:54:58,295 of more than a dozen new patients who've attempted 904 00:54:58,338 --> 00:55:00,166 the procedure on themselves. 905 00:55:01,994 --> 00:55:03,212 - We're gonna be okay. 906 00:55:04,518 --> 00:55:05,954 - We have increased police presence 907 00:55:05,998 --> 00:55:09,436 and cannot stress enough this is not a proven cure. 908 00:55:09,480 --> 00:55:10,785 - Step back now! 909 00:55:10,829 --> 00:55:13,179 - It is, at best, a promising lead 910 00:55:13,222 --> 00:55:14,615 in the road to a cure. 911 00:55:15,834 --> 00:55:17,792 We urge everyone to remain calm. 912 00:55:21,492 --> 00:55:24,364 - We're gonna be okay. 913 00:55:29,891 --> 00:55:30,718 - Hello? 914 00:55:32,677 --> 00:55:33,504 Yes, speaking. 915 00:55:41,207 --> 00:55:43,035 Sorry, I thought he was already in. 916 00:55:47,039 --> 00:55:50,172 Yeah, that's... that's not possible. 917 00:55:50,216 --> 00:55:52,871 Um, can I speak to Dr. Dormer please? 918 00:55:57,223 --> 00:55:59,007 Well, can I talk to someone? 919 00:55:59,051 --> 00:56:00,052 Who's your supervisor? 920 00:56:01,706 --> 00:56:02,837 Yeah, but there's been a mistake 921 00:56:02,881 --> 00:56:04,056 and you need to check again. 922 00:56:06,711 --> 00:56:09,496 Or I need to someone who can sort it out. 923 00:56:09,540 --> 00:56:10,671 Fine. 924 00:56:10,715 --> 00:56:13,718 Yeah, fine. 925 00:56:13,761 --> 00:56:14,675 Fuck. 926 00:56:14,719 --> 00:56:15,720 Jude. 927 00:56:18,418 --> 00:56:19,245 They said they didn't take you 'cause you've 928 00:56:19,288 --> 00:56:20,551 got drugs in your system. 929 00:56:21,726 --> 00:56:23,031 - What? 930 00:56:23,075 --> 00:56:25,033 - You know what they're talking about? 931 00:56:25,077 --> 00:56:26,383 - Nope. 932 00:56:26,426 --> 00:56:27,906 - Jude, you can't lie to me about this stuff. 933 00:56:27,949 --> 00:56:30,517 - Emma, I swear to God, I've been sober for five years. 934 00:56:30,561 --> 00:56:32,693 You know that, I wouldn't just fuck things up like that. 935 00:56:32,737 --> 00:56:33,520 - So what? They're just lying? 936 00:56:33,564 --> 00:56:35,087 - Unless it's a mistake. 937 00:56:35,130 --> 00:56:36,088 What did they say? 938 00:56:37,394 --> 00:56:39,744 - They said they found cocaine in your system 939 00:56:39,787 --> 00:56:41,920 and now you can't get the procedure done. 940 00:56:43,312 --> 00:56:44,270 Is that true? 941 00:56:44,313 --> 00:56:45,750 - No, it can't be true. 942 00:56:52,452 --> 00:56:53,279 - Jude. 943 00:56:55,107 --> 00:56:55,934 - Fuck. 944 00:56:57,283 --> 00:56:58,110 - What? 945 00:56:59,590 --> 00:57:03,071 - I ran into an old friend from way back 946 00:57:03,115 --> 00:57:05,117 and I used to party a lot with him. 947 00:57:06,771 --> 00:57:08,120 I thought we just caught up. 948 00:57:11,819 --> 00:57:14,822 I don't remember, but that's the only time I could've... 949 00:57:18,783 --> 00:57:20,959 - So it's possible, then. 950 00:57:40,021 --> 00:57:41,806 I just need a minute. 951 00:57:48,508 --> 00:57:50,597 - Damn. 952 00:58:12,401 --> 00:58:14,403 - I can't do this. 953 00:58:22,586 --> 00:58:24,152 - What do you mean? 954 00:58:24,196 --> 00:58:27,808 - He's been forgetting pieces of himself 955 00:58:27,852 --> 00:58:30,855 for the last six months. 956 00:58:34,598 --> 00:58:35,860 Tonight he just forgot me. 957 00:58:37,252 --> 00:58:38,515 - Oh, darling. 958 00:58:38,558 --> 00:58:40,038 - This is going to get worse. 959 00:58:43,911 --> 00:58:45,434 I love him, Emma. 960 00:58:46,871 --> 00:58:48,525 I love him so much. 961 00:58:52,224 --> 00:58:53,921 But it's a sinking ship. 962 00:58:55,270 --> 00:58:58,752 I can either tie myself to him and get dragged down 963 00:59:00,232 --> 00:59:05,237 or cut loose and try to stay alive. 964 00:59:09,589 --> 00:59:11,199 - I understand, but- 965 00:59:11,243 --> 00:59:13,680 - I don't think you understand, Emma. 966 00:59:13,724 --> 00:59:17,031 I truly hope you never have to understand. 967 00:59:17,075 --> 00:59:21,079 The man who promised he was gonna love me forever, 968 00:59:22,907 --> 00:59:25,866 he just tried to stab me with a kitchen knife 969 00:59:25,910 --> 00:59:27,433 that my mother gave him. 970 00:59:28,913 --> 00:59:31,132 What the fuck am I supposed to do right now? 971 00:59:34,919 --> 00:59:36,442 - They lost each other. 972 00:59:41,969 --> 00:59:42,927 But I won't lose you. 973 00:59:47,758 --> 00:59:49,281 - Tell me about our first kiss. 974 00:59:55,287 --> 00:59:56,114 Jude. 975 01:00:01,510 --> 01:00:05,993 The walls, there were these black shapes. 976 01:00:13,958 --> 01:00:15,481 - Well, I don't remember the walls. 977 01:00:17,483 --> 01:00:18,789 Can I kiss you? 978 01:00:20,660 --> 01:00:23,010 - Our first kiss can't be in line for the loo. 979 01:00:24,316 --> 01:00:25,099 - I didn't say that. 980 01:00:25,143 --> 01:00:26,100 - No? 981 01:00:26,144 --> 01:00:28,929 - No, I said I'm not available. 982 01:00:28,973 --> 01:00:30,757 - Right, Tim. 983 01:00:30,801 --> 01:00:31,932 - Tom. 984 01:00:31,976 --> 01:00:33,107 - But I thought his name was Tim. 985 01:00:33,151 --> 01:00:34,631 - Yeah, but you always called him Tom. 986 01:00:34,674 --> 01:00:36,284 - Tom. 987 01:00:36,328 --> 01:00:37,155 - Tim. 988 01:00:38,547 --> 01:00:40,158 That's even worse. 989 01:00:40,201 --> 01:00:41,463 So, do you love him? 990 01:00:41,507 --> 01:00:43,117 - No. - No? 991 01:00:43,161 --> 01:00:45,467 You didn't even have to think about it. 992 01:00:45,511 --> 01:00:46,817 - No, I didn't. 993 01:00:49,558 --> 01:00:50,821 Tell me about the walls. 994 01:00:53,519 --> 01:00:55,042 - I don't remember the walls. 995 01:01:10,405 --> 01:01:11,668 - What's this? 996 01:01:12,538 --> 01:01:14,192 - It's a picture of you. 997 01:01:19,023 --> 01:01:20,067 - What's this? 998 01:01:24,202 --> 01:01:25,507 Do you know who I am? 999 01:01:25,551 --> 01:01:26,552 - You're Emma. 1000 01:01:27,814 --> 01:01:29,816 - Then why'd you have to write this down? 1001 01:01:29,860 --> 01:01:31,035 - I'm doing my best. 1002 01:01:35,604 --> 01:01:37,215 - When were we married, Jude? 1003 01:01:42,394 --> 01:01:43,874 - April. 1004 01:01:43,917 --> 01:01:46,224 No, uh, August. 1005 01:01:46,267 --> 01:01:47,094 August? 1006 01:01:48,748 --> 01:01:50,228 - When did we get married, Jude? 1007 01:01:52,230 --> 01:01:57,235 - Uh, it was a Wednesday in August. 1008 01:01:57,931 --> 01:01:59,367 - Just... 1009 01:01:59,411 --> 01:02:00,586 Just focus on the details, the memory has dozens 1010 01:02:00,629 --> 01:02:02,022 of threads to the other memories. 1011 01:02:02,066 --> 01:02:04,895 Was it in a church? 1012 01:02:11,902 --> 01:02:13,251 - I don't know. 1013 01:02:14,078 --> 01:02:15,253 - Was it a big wedding? 1014 01:02:20,258 --> 01:02:22,739 - Steps. 1015 01:02:22,782 --> 01:02:24,088 - Yeah, we kissed on some steps. 1016 01:02:25,263 --> 01:02:28,570 It was a Thursday, it was just us, 1017 01:02:28,614 --> 01:02:31,095 we decided we didn't wanna wait until the date. 1018 01:02:32,096 --> 01:02:34,054 - What color was the dress? 1019 01:02:34,098 --> 01:02:34,925 - White. 1020 01:02:37,928 --> 01:02:38,755 - Blue. 1021 01:02:41,453 --> 01:02:43,977 Do you remember who was there? 1022 01:02:58,122 --> 01:02:59,123 - Uh... 1023 01:03:03,954 --> 01:03:04,781 Ben. 1024 01:03:06,695 --> 01:03:08,262 Samantha. 1025 01:03:08,306 --> 01:03:10,090 - Congratulations. 1026 01:03:10,134 --> 01:03:11,657 I love you, I'm so happy. 1027 01:03:11,700 --> 01:03:13,615 - He played us a song. 1028 01:03:13,659 --> 01:03:15,792 - I wrote this for you. - No, no, no. 1029 01:03:15,835 --> 01:03:18,142 He gave us a song. 1030 01:03:19,970 --> 01:03:20,797 Our song. 1031 01:03:37,161 --> 01:03:42,166 ♪ Stay awake just to burn you into my mind ♪ 1032 01:03:47,693 --> 01:03:52,698 ♪ Don't fall asleep till I see you and I close my eyes ♪ 1033 01:03:59,009 --> 01:04:03,143 ♪ Pull you closer just to feel you breathing ♪ 1034 01:04:03,187 --> 01:04:07,017 ♪ Blend your flesh to mine 1035 01:04:08,409 --> 01:04:10,237 - Close your eyes. 1036 01:04:10,281 --> 01:04:11,151 - Why? 1037 01:04:11,195 --> 01:04:12,500 - Just close 'em. 1038 01:04:12,544 --> 01:04:15,155 ♪ Darkness when I close my eyes ♪ 1039 01:04:22,554 --> 01:04:25,078 - Do you remember meeting me? 1040 01:04:31,389 --> 01:04:32,390 - A waterpark. 1041 01:04:33,913 --> 01:04:38,222 I remember a waterpark and it was October, it was cold. 1042 01:04:40,224 --> 01:04:41,529 Hi. 1043 01:04:41,573 --> 01:04:43,270 It was the day they shutdown the park. 1044 01:04:44,228 --> 01:04:45,751 Everything was going outta business, 1045 01:04:45,794 --> 01:04:48,058 every day was something's last day. 1046 01:04:51,061 --> 01:04:52,192 - We were the oldest people there. 1047 01:04:52,236 --> 01:04:53,933 - We were the only people there. 1048 01:04:56,936 --> 01:05:01,375 ♪ I'll take you dancing in the flickering lights ♪ 1049 01:05:01,419 --> 01:05:02,942 ♪ I'll spin your hand 1050 01:05:02,986 --> 01:05:04,901 - I was so sad the day I met you. 1051 01:05:07,947 --> 01:05:09,209 - Why? 1052 01:05:09,253 --> 01:05:10,776 - Can't remember. 1053 01:05:12,256 --> 01:05:14,432 I just know that after I saw you I wasn't sad anymore. 1054 01:05:16,608 --> 01:05:20,046 ♪ Just to see you dancing 1055 01:05:29,447 --> 01:05:32,319 - We were married October 14th of last year. 1056 01:05:33,277 --> 01:05:34,365 We didn't have a wedding, 1057 01:05:34,408 --> 01:05:36,280 we just went right to the courthouse. 1058 01:05:38,282 --> 01:05:39,936 Ben and Sam were there. 1059 01:05:39,979 --> 01:05:40,980 Your dad was there. 1060 01:05:41,981 --> 01:05:43,287 Your friends, my friends. 1061 01:05:44,984 --> 01:05:46,812 It was a mad dash with no warning and 1062 01:05:47,682 --> 01:05:49,467 still so many people made it. 1063 01:05:52,992 --> 01:05:54,646 - I'm so sorry I don't remember. 1064 01:05:58,128 --> 01:05:59,999 - It's not your fault, though. 1065 01:06:13,317 --> 01:06:16,146 - I haven't forgotten how I feel. 1066 01:06:23,849 --> 01:06:26,286 - So much to remember. 1067 01:06:26,330 --> 01:06:27,679 All these little pieces. 1068 01:06:29,855 --> 01:06:31,552 For some people NIA is a slow drip, 1069 01:06:32,858 --> 01:06:34,512 for others it's a stop all at once. 1070 01:06:36,079 --> 01:06:37,036 For you it's slow. 1071 01:06:44,174 --> 01:06:45,001 This can work. 1072 01:06:48,526 --> 01:06:49,527 - Okay, left! 1073 01:06:51,050 --> 01:06:52,008 No, my left! 1074 01:06:54,053 --> 01:06:54,880 Keep going! 1075 01:06:56,055 --> 01:06:57,317 Perfect! 1076 01:06:57,361 --> 01:06:59,363 Pretty fucking cool, huh? 1077 01:07:01,060 --> 01:07:02,192 - Yeah, it's cool! 1078 01:07:02,235 --> 01:07:03,062 - Hang on. 1079 01:07:08,720 --> 01:07:10,548 - Every day he rediscovers the city. 1080 01:07:10,591 --> 01:07:12,158 - Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck! 1081 01:07:12,202 --> 01:07:13,507 - Places we had known in special ways 1082 01:07:13,551 --> 01:07:15,857 were strange again. 1083 01:07:15,901 --> 01:07:17,163 - Move back. 1084 01:07:17,207 --> 01:07:18,034 All right. 1085 01:07:23,082 --> 01:07:24,257 I think it took. 1086 01:07:24,301 --> 01:07:25,911 - Some things were easy. 1087 01:07:30,394 --> 01:07:31,656 - Hang on. 1088 01:07:31,699 --> 01:07:34,050 - And some things are hard. 1089 01:07:34,093 --> 01:07:35,573 - Have we been here before? 1090 01:07:39,577 --> 01:07:41,057 - No. 1091 01:07:41,100 --> 01:07:42,449 No, we haven't. 1092 01:07:44,756 --> 01:07:46,627 - Because his losses were mine, too. 1093 01:07:52,938 --> 01:07:54,418 - What the? 1094 01:07:54,461 --> 01:07:55,941 What is this, a fish? 1095 01:07:55,984 --> 01:07:56,768 - Yeah. 1096 01:07:56,811 --> 01:07:58,422 I got it with you. 1097 01:07:59,423 --> 01:08:00,380 - Do you like it? 1098 01:08:01,947 --> 01:08:03,905 What, what, what? 1099 01:08:03,949 --> 01:08:04,732 What? 1100 01:08:04,776 --> 01:08:05,951 - Oh, my God. 1101 01:08:07,431 --> 01:08:11,261 - No! 1102 01:08:11,304 --> 01:08:13,611 We got matching tats. - We did indeed. 1103 01:08:14,612 --> 01:08:15,569 - Do I know you better 1104 01:08:15,613 --> 01:08:16,788 than you know yourself? 1105 01:08:17,615 --> 01:08:19,791 Right now, maybe. 1106 01:08:20,618 --> 01:08:21,967 - Why did we tattoo fish? 1107 01:08:29,975 --> 01:08:31,629 Oh, thank god! - What? 1108 01:08:33,631 --> 01:08:34,632 - Oh shit, I couldn't, uh... 1109 01:08:36,982 --> 01:08:39,593 I knew that we lived on Ormand but I couldn't remember 1110 01:08:39,637 --> 01:08:41,247 which door so I just knocked on 'em all 1111 01:08:41,291 --> 01:08:44,120 and nobody wanted to help me. 1112 01:08:44,163 --> 01:08:44,990 - Darling. 1113 01:08:46,296 --> 01:08:47,297 Here you go. 1114 01:08:50,169 --> 01:08:50,996 It's okay. 1115 01:08:52,476 --> 01:08:54,042 - I find myself wondering how 1116 01:08:54,086 --> 01:08:56,480 to build a future if you keep having to rebuild the past. 1117 01:08:58,482 --> 01:09:00,614 - Yeah, it woulda been nice to know that I fucking 1118 01:09:00,658 --> 01:09:02,181 had this and I don't know. 1119 01:09:06,185 --> 01:09:08,709 - Life goes forwards, not backwards. 1120 01:09:12,670 --> 01:09:15,020 I'm still reading about the brain, taking notes. 1121 01:09:17,675 --> 01:09:21,374 I don't know, feeling like I'm doing something. 1122 01:09:31,210 --> 01:09:32,037 - Mom? 1123 01:09:34,082 --> 01:09:36,824 - Uh, is this Emma Ryerson? 1124 01:09:36,868 --> 01:09:38,522 - Oh my God, is she okay? 1125 01:09:38,565 --> 01:09:41,351 - She's all right. We identified her. 1126 01:09:41,394 --> 01:09:44,484 She's in the hospital now and people are looking after her. 1127 01:09:44,528 --> 01:09:46,051 - Does she know who she is? 1128 01:09:46,094 --> 01:09:48,532 - She knows her first name. Bits and pieces. 1129 01:09:48,575 --> 01:09:49,707 - Um... 1130 01:09:51,317 --> 01:09:56,235 Could you tell her that Emma, that her daughter loves her 1131 01:09:57,541 --> 01:10:00,848 and I haven't forgotten and that I'm gonna try 1132 01:10:00,892 --> 01:10:02,415 and be there as soon as I can. 1133 01:10:03,721 --> 01:10:05,549 Would you tell her that please? 1134 01:10:20,738 --> 01:10:23,393 - What were we even trying to save? 1135 01:10:23,436 --> 01:10:24,916 Our experiences together? 1136 01:10:27,571 --> 01:10:30,138 Is that all I love about him? 1137 01:10:34,142 --> 01:10:36,971 I wish I could look at him and just find what went missing. 1138 01:10:38,756 --> 01:10:39,757 But he looks the same. 1139 01:10:44,588 --> 01:10:46,416 - Jude, I'm so tired of this. 1140 01:11:06,784 --> 01:11:10,135 - I have to ask you something. 1141 01:11:10,178 --> 01:11:11,005 - Okay. 1142 01:11:12,790 --> 01:11:14,661 - I'm not sure how. 1143 01:11:15,793 --> 01:11:16,620 - Is it scary? 1144 01:11:18,796 --> 01:11:19,623 - Yeah. 1145 01:11:23,627 --> 01:11:27,587 I've been doing some reading about the procedure 1146 01:11:27,631 --> 01:11:29,633 and what they were gonna do to me. 1147 01:11:30,982 --> 01:11:31,809 - Okay. 1148 01:11:33,332 --> 01:11:35,203 - And I was thinking we could do it. 1149 01:11:36,161 --> 01:11:37,118 - Do it? 1150 01:11:37,162 --> 01:11:38,468 - Yeah, or you could do it. 1151 01:11:39,643 --> 01:11:40,470 At work. 1152 01:11:42,341 --> 01:11:43,647 - Are you being serious? 1153 01:11:44,648 --> 01:11:48,129 - Yeah, I know it sounds crazy, but they have 1154 01:11:48,173 --> 01:11:51,481 these videos online and they swear that it worked. 1155 01:11:52,482 --> 01:11:54,135 No, they swear that it worked. 1156 01:11:54,179 --> 01:11:57,443 You take this long needle and you find this nerve 1157 01:11:57,487 --> 01:11:58,749 at the base of the brain- 1158 01:11:58,792 --> 01:11:59,837 - You didn't wanna do it when professionals 1159 01:11:59,880 --> 01:12:01,142 were gonna do it, Jude, I'm a vet. 1160 01:12:01,186 --> 01:12:02,840 - Yeah, I know, but I'm going, Em. 1161 01:12:04,668 --> 01:12:06,147 We have to try and I'm gonna feel better 1162 01:12:06,191 --> 01:12:07,453 knowing that it's you. 1163 01:12:07,497 --> 01:12:08,454 - No, you can't ask me to do that. 1164 01:12:08,498 --> 01:12:09,673 - No, but I am asking you. 1165 01:12:11,849 --> 01:12:13,633 - But what if, um... 1166 01:12:13,677 --> 01:12:15,635 What if something goes wrong or I hurt you 1167 01:12:15,679 --> 01:12:17,637 or I make it worse or you get an infection? 1168 01:12:17,681 --> 01:12:19,465 - Well, I wouldn't of asked you if I hadn't 1169 01:12:19,509 --> 01:12:20,858 thought about all of that. 1170 01:12:22,512 --> 01:12:23,339 I trust you. 1171 01:12:25,863 --> 01:12:27,343 I don't know what else to do. 1172 01:12:33,697 --> 01:12:35,394 I don't know what else there is. 1173 01:13:10,777 --> 01:13:13,519 - Stay here, I'm gonna go and check. 1174 01:13:35,280 --> 01:13:36,716 Okay, we're all safe. 1175 01:13:38,501 --> 01:13:40,720 - This ridge should soften into a membrane 1176 01:13:40,764 --> 01:13:42,069 that will give a little when you push it. 1177 01:13:42,113 --> 01:13:44,420 This area will be the puncture point. 1178 01:13:44,463 --> 01:13:45,725 - Okay. 1179 01:13:45,769 --> 01:13:48,424 Okay, this is what we use to open dog's mouths 1180 01:13:48,467 --> 01:13:50,426 when we clean the teeth. 1181 01:13:50,469 --> 01:13:52,776 It won't really fit, but it will stop you from biting. 1182 01:13:53,951 --> 01:13:54,778 Wider. 1183 01:13:57,781 --> 01:13:58,738 How's that? 1184 01:13:58,782 --> 01:13:59,609 - How do I look? 1185 01:14:17,975 --> 01:14:19,324 - Um... 1186 01:14:19,367 --> 01:14:21,152 Carfentanil could kill you so I'm gonna give you 1187 01:14:21,195 --> 01:14:22,458 some Telazol for the pain- 1188 01:14:23,981 --> 01:14:25,765 Jude- - No drugs, I gotta be... 1189 01:14:25,809 --> 01:14:26,810 I wanna be- - Jude. 1190 01:14:26,853 --> 01:14:28,333 - No, please, fuck that shit. 1191 01:14:28,376 --> 01:14:29,203 Come on. 1192 01:14:59,669 --> 01:15:01,322 - You ready? 1193 01:15:04,195 --> 01:15:04,978 - I'm ready. - You ready? 1194 01:15:05,022 --> 01:15:06,197 - Yeah, yeah. 1195 01:15:07,546 --> 01:15:10,157 - Take a deep breath. 1196 01:15:10,201 --> 01:15:11,811 Deep breath. 1197 01:15:13,378 --> 01:15:14,161 Breathe. 1198 01:15:14,205 --> 01:15:15,032 Deep breath. 1199 01:15:16,424 --> 01:15:18,905 - Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 1200 01:15:23,040 --> 01:15:25,521 You all right? 1201 01:15:25,564 --> 01:15:26,347 Yeah, we got this. 1202 01:15:26,391 --> 01:15:27,566 Come on, come on. 1203 01:15:27,610 --> 01:15:30,351 Yo! 1204 01:15:33,616 --> 01:15:35,356 All right, let's get it. Come on. 1205 01:15:35,400 --> 01:15:36,880 - Are you sure? 1206 01:15:36,923 --> 01:15:38,185 - Yeah, yeah, yeah. Let's go, let's go, let's go. 1207 01:15:38,229 --> 01:15:42,538 Here we go, come on. 1208 01:15:42,581 --> 01:15:44,061 - Okay, deep breath. 1209 01:15:47,717 --> 01:15:49,849 Deep breath, deep breath, deep breath. 1210 01:15:49,893 --> 01:15:50,676 Deep breath. 1211 01:15:52,765 --> 01:15:54,245 Jude, I don't know. 1212 01:15:57,727 --> 01:15:59,032 Jude, I don't know, I don't know. 1213 01:16:13,743 --> 01:16:14,744 - Close your eyes. 1214 01:16:15,919 --> 01:16:16,920 - Why? - Just close 'em. 1215 01:16:21,098 --> 01:16:23,709 - All right, pretend we're somewhere hot. 1216 01:16:23,753 --> 01:16:25,406 - Okay. - Like the jungle. 1217 01:16:25,450 --> 01:16:27,060 - No, Hawaii. 1218 01:16:27,104 --> 01:16:28,453 - Hawaii? 1219 01:16:28,496 --> 01:16:30,977 All right, so we're in Hawaii. 1220 01:16:31,935 --> 01:16:33,240 Let's pretend we just got married. 1221 01:16:33,284 --> 01:16:34,894 - We did just get married. 1222 01:16:34,938 --> 01:16:36,330 - Oh yeah. 1223 01:16:36,374 --> 01:16:39,638 So, all right, it's our honeymoon, we're in Hawaii, 1224 01:16:39,682 --> 01:16:44,077 and we're in the water but you gotta sneak off 1225 01:16:44,121 --> 01:16:49,126 because there is jellyfish and sharks. 1226 01:16:49,648 --> 01:16:50,910 - And the water is dead clear so I'll be 1227 01:16:50,954 --> 01:16:52,172 able to spot 'em a mile away. 1228 01:16:52,216 --> 01:16:53,652 - No, but it's like three a.m. so it's dark. 1229 01:16:56,002 --> 01:16:58,918 And if you look out onto the horizon 1230 01:16:58,962 --> 01:17:01,094 you can see like la lightnening storm=. 1231 01:17:01,138 --> 01:17:02,313 - Am I naked? 1232 01:17:02,356 --> 01:17:04,315 - Hell yeah, it's a honeymoon. Always. 1233 01:17:05,142 --> 01:17:06,447 Me, too. 1234 01:17:06,491 --> 01:17:07,623 - Sounds perfect. 1235 01:17:08,493 --> 01:17:09,320 - Yeah. 1236 01:17:10,495 --> 01:17:12,932 - Perfect Hawaiian honeymoon. 1237 01:17:12,976 --> 01:17:15,152 - Don't ever forget it. 1238 01:17:23,334 --> 01:17:24,161 - Easy. 1239 01:17:25,858 --> 01:17:26,685 Easy. 1240 01:17:29,035 --> 01:17:30,471 - What happened? 1241 01:17:30,515 --> 01:17:31,298 - You blacked out. 1242 01:17:31,342 --> 01:17:32,517 - I blacked out? - Yeah. 1243 01:17:34,214 --> 01:17:35,651 Jude, slowly, slowly. 1244 01:17:41,178 --> 01:17:42,788 Oh. 1245 01:17:42,832 --> 01:17:43,659 - Did we get it? 1246 01:17:44,703 --> 01:17:45,661 - I'm not sure. 1247 01:17:45,704 --> 01:17:47,314 - How long was I out for? 1248 01:17:47,358 --> 01:17:48,185 - 10 minutes. 1249 01:17:49,360 --> 01:17:50,317 Oh, for God sake, Jude. 1250 01:17:50,361 --> 01:17:51,536 It was so scary. 1251 01:18:06,725 --> 01:18:08,031 - Did I hurt ya? 1252 01:18:10,033 --> 01:18:11,034 Did I help ya? 1253 01:18:18,911 --> 01:18:20,043 How long until we'll know? 1254 01:18:46,069 --> 01:18:47,070 - You going somewhere? 1255 01:18:49,246 --> 01:18:50,073 - Who are you? 1256 01:18:51,901 --> 01:18:52,728 - What? 1257 01:18:55,426 --> 01:18:56,209 Oh, fuck off. 1258 01:18:56,253 --> 01:18:57,907 Fuck off, Jude. 1259 01:18:57,950 --> 01:18:59,299 For fuck's sake! 1260 01:19:00,431 --> 01:19:01,562 That's so annoying! 1261 01:19:01,606 --> 01:19:02,868 - How could you tell? 1262 01:19:02,912 --> 01:19:04,391 - I could see you chew your lip you were trying 1263 01:19:04,435 --> 01:19:06,437 to do your stupid smile you stupid twat. 1264 01:19:06,480 --> 01:19:08,395 - Sorry. - Oh, thank you. 1265 01:19:08,439 --> 01:19:09,745 - Good morning. 1266 01:19:16,316 --> 01:19:17,578 Hey, can we take the car, just go do like 1267 01:19:17,622 --> 01:19:18,928 a road trip or something? 1268 01:19:20,103 --> 01:19:21,757 Put this guy in the back seat. 1269 01:19:23,628 --> 01:19:24,411 - Do you feel up for that? 1270 01:19:24,455 --> 01:19:25,282 - Yeah. 1271 01:19:26,109 --> 01:19:27,632 Yeah, I could use the air. 1272 01:19:47,130 --> 01:19:48,914 - Out of all the concerts that you've been to, 1273 01:19:48,958 --> 01:19:50,481 what was the worst? 1274 01:19:51,961 --> 01:19:53,789 - Uh... 1275 01:19:53,832 --> 01:19:57,096 Oh, I saw Courtney Love in Vegas. 1276 01:19:57,140 --> 01:20:01,274 She came out, sang one line, and got hit 1277 01:20:01,318 --> 01:20:03,450 with a chocolate bar and left. 1278 01:20:03,494 --> 01:20:04,669 - No. 1279 01:20:04,712 --> 01:20:05,975 - She said, "Fuck you, Las Vegas!" 1280 01:20:07,672 --> 01:20:08,673 And then she left. 1281 01:20:10,153 --> 01:20:11,502 What about you? 1282 01:20:11,545 --> 01:20:13,330 - Uh, you at karaoke last year. 1283 01:20:14,853 --> 01:20:18,814 Absolutely traumatic experience for me and everyone around. 1284 01:20:18,857 --> 01:20:19,858 - Traumatic? 1285 01:20:19,902 --> 01:20:21,164 - Oh, completely tone deaf. 1286 01:20:22,339 --> 01:20:23,688 It's good you have hands, though. 1287 01:20:25,037 --> 01:20:27,953 Everything shuts down when you start singing. 1288 01:20:27,997 --> 01:20:32,958 ♪ Do do do do 1289 01:20:33,002 --> 01:20:34,133 ♪ Do be do be be 1290 01:20:34,177 --> 01:20:35,874 - It's the face that you do as well. 1291 01:20:35,918 --> 01:20:37,310 I can't even look at ya. 1292 01:20:39,008 --> 01:20:41,575 I folded my ears in on themselves 'cause I can't do it. 1293 01:21:00,420 --> 01:21:02,335 Oh, is that fun? - Blue! 1294 01:21:02,379 --> 01:21:03,510 - Is that fun? 1295 01:21:03,554 --> 01:21:04,337 Blue, Blue! 1296 01:21:04,381 --> 01:21:06,165 - Catalog, Blue. - Blue! 1297 01:21:06,209 --> 01:21:07,166 - Yeah, boy. 1298 01:21:07,210 --> 01:21:08,689 - Have you got the key? 1299 01:21:08,733 --> 01:21:09,865 - Huh? 1300 01:21:09,908 --> 01:21:11,692 - Have you got the key? 1301 01:21:11,736 --> 01:21:13,216 - Yeah, he said the mailbox. 1302 01:21:23,574 --> 01:21:24,401 - No? 1303 01:21:28,231 --> 01:21:29,058 - Hang on. 1304 01:21:43,072 --> 01:21:44,900 He must have forgot. - Okay. 1305 01:21:54,779 --> 01:21:57,216 I still have no news on my mom. 1306 01:21:57,260 --> 01:21:58,087 - Still? 1307 01:21:58,957 --> 01:22:00,611 Did you try your aunt? 1308 01:22:00,654 --> 01:22:02,265 - Yeah, I've tried her as well. 1309 01:22:17,454 --> 01:22:20,587 - Yeah, I got something I need to say to you 1310 01:22:20,631 --> 01:22:22,633 but it doesn't feel like the right time. 1311 01:22:23,634 --> 01:22:25,331 But I don't feel like I can wait. 1312 01:22:26,289 --> 01:22:27,116 - Okay. 1313 01:22:29,640 --> 01:22:31,294 - Uh... 1314 01:22:32,295 --> 01:22:35,298 I wrote it down so I wouldn't mess it up. 1315 01:22:49,660 --> 01:22:53,838 There's no easy way to say this, but it didn't work. 1316 01:23:11,899 --> 01:23:14,337 I woke up this morning and I didn't recognize you. 1317 01:23:28,873 --> 01:23:30,353 So it definitely didn't work. 1318 01:23:33,530 --> 01:23:35,532 Emma, now I'm starting to forget even you. 1319 01:23:42,539 --> 01:23:46,325 Dear Emma, I wanted to write this to you, 1320 01:23:46,369 --> 01:23:48,849 I wanted to say this to you while I still 1321 01:23:48,893 --> 01:23:50,373 have as much of me as I do. 1322 01:23:52,549 --> 01:23:55,378 Every morning I wake up and I have to look 1323 01:23:55,421 --> 01:23:57,336 at Polaroids with names on 'em just so 1324 01:23:57,380 --> 01:23:58,946 I can remember that he's Blue. 1325 01:24:00,209 --> 01:24:03,038 Or like this morning when we left 1326 01:24:03,081 --> 01:24:05,344 I had to let you go out first because I couldn't 1327 01:24:05,388 --> 01:24:06,737 remember which car was ours. 1328 01:24:11,785 --> 01:24:16,355 There's chaos all around us, people freaking out 1329 01:24:16,399 --> 01:24:18,749 looking for cures, we're losing our friends, 1330 01:24:18,792 --> 01:24:22,361 you're losing your mom, borders are sealed, 1331 01:24:22,405 --> 01:24:23,754 flights are grounded, 1332 01:24:23,797 --> 01:24:26,757 and people are getting lost on their own streets. 1333 01:24:28,411 --> 01:24:30,369 And in the middle of it it feels like it's just us 1334 01:24:30,413 --> 01:24:31,979 doing whatever the fuck we can. 1335 01:24:35,461 --> 01:24:38,073 So I wanted to come out here while it's still quiet 1336 01:24:40,423 --> 01:24:44,209 so that I could look you in the eye in case 1337 01:24:44,253 --> 01:24:49,258 before I'm all gone and tell you that you are the love 1338 01:24:50,433 --> 01:24:54,263 of my life because you make me laugh every day 1339 01:24:55,481 --> 01:24:58,136 and you make my life worth living and you make me 1340 01:24:58,180 --> 01:24:59,616 feel like I'm not alone. 1341 01:25:01,487 --> 01:25:06,492 And if things were normal, then you'd be the person 1342 01:25:08,015 --> 01:25:10,105 that'd make it okay that I gotta grow old and die someday 1343 01:25:10,148 --> 01:25:13,456 because at least I got to spend some of that time with you. 1344 01:25:16,807 --> 01:25:21,812 But things aren't normal and so I guess instead, 1345 01:25:24,162 --> 01:25:28,166 or as well, I love you because you stayed. 1346 01:25:29,472 --> 01:25:30,777 Because when things got scary 1347 01:25:30,821 --> 01:25:32,997 you knuckled down and you stayed. 1348 01:25:36,305 --> 01:25:37,871 And you got me through each day. 1349 01:25:41,658 --> 01:25:44,704 And I hope I did the same for you, or I hope that 1350 01:25:46,184 --> 01:25:48,491 I can still do the same for you somehow. 1351 01:26:05,029 --> 01:26:08,989 Yeah, yeah, I just had to because I feel we gotta be real. 1352 01:26:09,033 --> 01:26:14,038 - Yeah. 1353 01:26:51,554 --> 01:26:53,686 - What's this? Come on. 1354 01:26:53,730 --> 01:26:54,557 Come on. 1355 01:26:57,951 --> 01:26:59,126 Oh, come here. 1356 01:27:00,563 --> 01:27:01,912 Yeah, yeah. 1357 01:27:03,305 --> 01:27:04,523 You can't get that stick. 1358 01:27:04,567 --> 01:27:07,700 You can't get there first. 1359 01:27:07,744 --> 01:27:10,703 You can't get that stick. 1360 01:27:10,747 --> 01:27:11,574 Hey! - Hey. 1361 01:27:13,750 --> 01:27:14,577 - This dog's cool. 1362 01:27:16,796 --> 01:27:18,537 - His name's Blue. 1363 01:27:18,581 --> 01:27:20,104 - Oh, Blue! Yeah. 1364 01:27:21,627 --> 01:27:22,715 Yeah. 1365 01:27:22,759 --> 01:27:24,587 Yeah, Blue. Come on. 1366 01:27:27,285 --> 01:27:28,286 What? 1367 01:27:28,330 --> 01:27:29,548 Come on. 1368 01:27:42,474 --> 01:27:44,389 - Oh no, are they turning us around? 1369 01:27:44,433 --> 01:27:46,391 - Uh, I don't know. 1370 01:27:56,183 --> 01:27:57,794 - IDs please. 1371 01:27:57,837 --> 01:27:59,578 - Is this road closed, sir, or what? 1372 01:27:59,622 --> 01:28:00,579 - Just the IDs. 1373 01:28:00,623 --> 01:28:01,754 - Why? 1374 01:28:01,798 --> 01:28:03,582 - Government mandated for 1375 01:28:03,626 --> 01:28:05,584 the missing persons database. 1376 01:28:05,628 --> 01:28:06,629 - We're not missing. 1377 01:28:08,805 --> 01:28:09,632 - Not yet. 1378 01:28:11,155 --> 01:28:12,635 Okay, go on through. 1379 01:28:27,650 --> 01:28:28,781 - How many today? 1380 01:28:28,825 --> 01:28:29,652 - Oh, just one. 1381 01:28:31,349 --> 01:28:33,133 Maybe people are remembering to close their gates. 1382 01:28:33,177 --> 01:28:34,309 - Yeah, well, I've got that. 1383 01:28:34,352 --> 01:28:35,658 Cheers. 1384 01:28:35,701 --> 01:28:36,659 Here you are. 1385 01:28:38,661 --> 01:28:39,662 - Here you go. 1386 01:28:39,705 --> 01:28:40,706 - Thank you. 1387 01:28:45,015 --> 01:28:46,364 - Here. - Thank you much. 1388 01:28:46,408 --> 01:28:47,887 That'll take care of it. 1389 01:28:49,062 --> 01:28:50,847 Let me give you this. 1390 01:28:50,890 --> 01:28:51,717 - Thanks. 1391 01:28:53,371 --> 01:28:57,680 Hey, um, just wondering if you know where Frank is. 1392 01:28:57,723 --> 01:28:59,638 He's the guy that usually comes here. 1393 01:28:59,682 --> 01:29:00,509 He's called Frank. 1394 01:29:01,771 --> 01:29:04,339 - Frank hasn't been here in weeks. 1395 01:29:04,382 --> 01:29:05,209 I'm Annie. 1396 01:29:06,689 --> 01:29:07,907 Do you not remember me? 1397 01:29:07,951 --> 01:29:09,344 - No, of course I knew, I was just wondering 1398 01:29:09,387 --> 01:29:11,694 if you've heard from Frank. 1399 01:29:13,217 --> 01:29:17,003 - No, I haven't. 1400 01:29:17,047 --> 01:29:18,657 Sorry. 1401 01:29:55,128 --> 01:29:57,217 - Where you off to? 1402 01:29:57,261 --> 01:29:58,088 - On the hike. 1403 01:29:59,568 --> 01:30:00,438 - Why do you wanna go on a hike? 1404 01:30:00,482 --> 01:30:02,048 It's winter, it'll be cold. 1405 01:30:02,092 --> 01:30:04,137 - I asked you last night, you said we could go on a hike. 1406 01:30:07,489 --> 01:30:08,707 - Yeah, you're right, I did say that 1407 01:30:08,751 --> 01:30:11,406 I just didn't think you'd remember. 1408 01:30:11,449 --> 01:30:13,233 - Are you coming or? 1409 01:30:13,277 --> 01:30:15,235 - Yeah. 1410 01:30:40,609 --> 01:30:41,436 - Come on. 1411 01:30:52,969 --> 01:30:54,753 Beautiful, huh? 1412 01:30:54,797 --> 01:30:56,494 Come on, let's get it. 1413 01:30:56,538 --> 01:30:57,800 - What? 1414 01:30:57,843 --> 01:30:59,976 - Let's go, like- - Oh, Jude. 1415 01:31:01,499 --> 01:31:02,848 - Just go like here. 1416 01:31:04,807 --> 01:31:05,634 Right there. 1417 01:31:05,677 --> 01:31:06,809 - For fuck's sake. 1418 01:31:09,812 --> 01:31:11,466 What do you want me to do? 1419 01:31:11,509 --> 01:31:12,989 - You know, just do your thing. 1420 01:31:16,383 --> 01:31:18,124 - Oh, Jude, this is... 1421 01:31:18,168 --> 01:31:19,343 This is gonna look shit. 1422 01:31:20,823 --> 01:31:22,302 - Turn around. 1423 01:31:22,346 --> 01:31:23,826 - Nightmare. - Look, whale. 1424 01:31:36,578 --> 01:31:39,842 - Oh, Jude, I'm not in the mood for this. 1425 01:31:40,886 --> 01:31:42,061 - That's good. - No. 1426 01:31:42,105 --> 01:31:43,367 - Yeah, walk towards me. - Enough, enough. 1427 01:31:43,410 --> 01:31:44,977 - Yeah, that's good, that's good, that's good. 1428 01:31:45,021 --> 01:31:46,805 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 1429 01:31:46,849 --> 01:31:47,806 Yes. 1430 01:31:55,248 --> 01:31:56,859 Oh shit, can I get one more? 1431 01:31:57,860 --> 01:31:58,687 Just here? 1432 01:31:59,862 --> 01:32:02,168 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1433 01:32:04,040 --> 01:32:05,041 Yes! 1434 01:32:27,237 --> 01:32:29,239 It's a nice camera. 1435 01:32:29,282 --> 01:32:30,414 I hope it turns out. 1436 01:32:40,729 --> 01:32:41,556 - Jude? 1437 01:32:48,084 --> 01:32:48,911 Jude. 1438 01:32:50,260 --> 01:32:51,087 Hey. 1439 01:32:52,784 --> 01:32:54,046 Jude. - What? 1440 01:32:54,090 --> 01:32:55,221 Everything okay? - No, no, no. 1441 01:32:55,265 --> 01:32:56,919 - What? - No, no, Jude. 1442 01:32:56,962 --> 01:32:58,442 - You all right? 1443 01:32:58,485 --> 01:32:59,617 - No. - Is there a problem? 1444 01:32:59,661 --> 01:33:00,879 - Jude, who am I? - Huh? 1445 01:33:00,923 --> 01:33:01,924 - Who am I? - I don't Know. 1446 01:33:01,967 --> 01:33:03,229 Do not touch me, please. 1447 01:33:03,273 --> 01:33:04,230 - No, Jude, look at me, look at me. 1448 01:33:04,274 --> 01:33:05,231 - What, what, can I help? 1449 01:33:05,275 --> 01:33:06,232 - I'm your wife. - Can I help? 1450 01:33:06,276 --> 01:33:07,582 What? - I'm your wife, Emma. 1451 01:33:07,625 --> 01:33:09,061 - All right, I can't do this. - Jude, Jude. 1452 01:33:09,105 --> 01:33:10,715 Jude, I'm your wife. - Out of my personal space 1453 01:33:10,759 --> 01:33:11,890 here, can you- - Jude, I'm your wife. 1454 01:33:11,934 --> 01:33:12,891 Jude, look at me. Who am I? 1455 01:33:12,935 --> 01:33:14,414 - No, don't touch me, man. 1456 01:33:14,458 --> 01:33:16,068 - Look, we left the house this morning- 1457 01:33:16,112 --> 01:33:17,243 - Are you fucking crazy? 1458 01:33:17,287 --> 01:33:18,244 - We left the house this morning. 1459 01:33:18,288 --> 01:33:19,463 - All right, all right, I don't- 1460 01:33:19,506 --> 01:33:20,943 - Who am I and what's my favorite color? 1461 01:33:20,986 --> 01:33:22,292 - Are you deranged? - Who am I, what's my fav- 1462 01:33:22,335 --> 01:33:23,423 - Are you deranged? - Jude, Jude, just relax. 1463 01:33:23,467 --> 01:33:24,294 - Will you not touch me? - Just relax. 1464 01:33:24,337 --> 01:33:26,426 - Fuck, man. - Jude. 1465 01:33:26,470 --> 01:33:27,732 Please, we leave together. - Will you not touch me? 1466 01:33:27,776 --> 01:33:30,909 I just told you once. - Jude, I'm going crazy. 1467 01:33:30,953 --> 01:33:32,084 Please, just look me. 1468 01:33:32,128 --> 01:33:35,087 Jude, look at- 1469 01:33:43,835 --> 01:33:45,924 - Listen, I don't know if you're a psychopath 1470 01:33:45,968 --> 01:33:47,622 or you're sick or what's going on 1471 01:33:47,665 --> 01:33:49,798 but it's got nothing to do with me, all right? 1472 01:33:50,799 --> 01:33:51,974 I'm sorry I pushed you. 1473 01:33:57,544 --> 01:33:59,808 I'll see if I can get you some help. 1474 01:34:06,162 --> 01:34:06,989 - Jude! 1475 01:34:26,008 --> 01:34:27,052 Jude. 1476 01:35:48,090 --> 01:35:50,440 - I was so sad the day I met ya. 1477 01:35:54,096 --> 01:35:55,924 - Oh, hello. 1478 01:35:56,838 --> 01:35:58,230 Hello. 1479 01:35:58,274 --> 01:35:59,275 Who are you? 1480 01:36:04,149 --> 01:36:07,631 - I can't remember why. 95012