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YOUR HEALTH IS IN GOOD HANDS

Your father had this on him.

Could you sign here, please?

My condolences.

I'm so sorry.

He was going to give me these.
As if that would make it OK.

You know what he did?

-My son...
-I know.

What do you mean?

My dad told me before he died.

On his deathbed.

I was going to tell you
in the car, before the accident.

Yusuf! Yusuf!

Yusuf, I know it's hard.

But let's forget it all.

Come on, please.

I don't get it.

My own father caused the death of my son.

He told me it was your father who did it.

If I'd never met you,
I would've killed your father.

It's all right.

Calm down.

Everything is over.

Everyone's gone.

It's only us now.

You and me.

We're having a baby.

Please.

Muharrem!

Take care of the body.
Bury your boss in the village.

You're not coming?

No.

Hello, Mr. Hilmi. Welcome.

The key belongs to you.

Mr. K�r�at booked a safe in your name.

When was this?

Shortly before Mr. K�r�at's passing.

I'll leave you to it.

Thank you.

Don't cry.

Don't cry, please.

Don't cry.

I'll do whatever you want.

I'm ready to pay for what I've done.

Is that all you have?

You've all packed, as well.

Going back to America?

Yes.

But I won't go alone, this time.

You're coming too.

Me?

You know what I've done.

Plus, Ilknur...

Don't say it!

Don't.

You both were sick.

I wasn't there.

I shouldn't have left.

It was all my fault.

Mete.

You're the only one I have.

My whole family is gone.

All dead.

You're all I have left.

We only have each other left.

What will we do now?

We're going to heal.

We're going to heal.

Ilknur is gone, but we're still alive.

We owe it to her.

We'll support each other.

And we'll heal.

Come here!

We're going to heal.

UNBELIEVABLE GAME OF WELL-KNOWN SURGEON

Is this Hilmi Yavuzcan?

It's G�lizar.

G�n�l's mother.

-Want some cheese with it?
-Sounds great.

Sure it does.

-And maybe some...
-Two extra eggs, right?

We're out of bread.

-I'll go get some.
-No need.

I already sent Ridvan.

I want you by my side.

Sure.

I can go if you want.

Don't be silly. Come in.

The bread smells so great.
I almost had a bite on the way over.

Let's see.

Lovely.

You weren't lying.

G�n�l, can you get me some dill
from the fridge?

HIS BODY HASN'T BEEN FOUND

Dear?

Ridvan, take over for me.

G�n�l!

He's dead.

His car fell off a cliff.

He can't hurt us anymore.

OK? He's in the past.

It's all over.

I'm really sorry about it.

Seeing you like this breaks my heart.

My dad had a heart attack.

He doesn't believe my brother's dead.

How's he doing?

He's on lots of medication,
just lying there.

He's waiting for my brother
to come through the door.

How about you?

I don't get it.

How could he die? There was nothing
he couldn't handle.

He was always on the winning side. Always.

Ne�e.

He'd been playing with fire
for a long time.

I did my best to prevent this.

-You know that, right?
-I do.

Ne�e, come with me.

Let's go home. Please!

Let me take care of you.
Let me try, at least.

Give me some time.

I can't leave my father.

Alright, my love. Alright.

How's G�n�l doing?

Fine. She's fine.

She'll get better.

-G�n�l.
-Yeah?

We should pick a date for the wedding.

What's the rush?

We should do it soon.
We're having a child, after all.

You're right.

We're going to have a child.

Sure. Let's do that.

Should I have proposed
in a more creative way?

Of course not. It's fine.

I know that you'd like it to be
a special moment...

But after all we've been through...

It's fine, really.

You're right.

It would be unfair to expect
something more romantic,

after everything.

I'll go get some air.

-Sure.
-Okay.

Oh, my God!

YUSUF, MARRY G�N�L!

I don't believe you.

-You're standing in the wrong spot.
-Give that over to me.

Take it.

That's better.

G�N�L, MARRY YUSUF!

Yusuf.

You're so sweet.

I don't know what to say.

Will you marry me?

I love you.

What did she say?

She said no.

Come on, don't spoil it.

Where are the flowers?

I don't know.

-Did I make it?
-Sure.

Thank you so much.

Will you marry him now?

Yes. Yes, yes, yes!

Hooray!

It was my mother's.

It's beautiful.

Thank you.

Congratulations.

You've earned a splendid meal
for your extraordinary performance.

Yusuf would've taken us anyway.

-He's right.
-Is that so? Let's go.

Goodbye, G�n�l. Goodbye, Yusuf.

I don't know what to say. You tricked me.

Yes, I did.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy. Thank you so much.

Is this real? I don't believe it.

Or is it a dream?

Was that a dream?

A beautiful dream.

Hey there.

You seem happy.

Am I interrupting? I'll go.

No way.

Come on! Come on in.

What is it?

Mr. K�r�at left this for you.

-What is it?
-It's about her mother.

Hilmi, if anything were to happen to me,

give this letter to my daughter.

It's time she finds out about our secret.

My dear daughter,
if you're reading this letter,

I must be dead.

You have no family left.

I know you're used to loneliness,

but I wish you'd never experienced it.

I couldn't hold on to your mom.

Nor could she to you.

It tore her up.

When we found her, she said she'd tell us
your whereabouts

only on one condition.

Is this some kind of joke?

I made a promise to your mother.
It was almost a year ago now.

I couldn't tell you she was alive.

Ms. G�lizar.

Mr. K�r�at heard some rumors.
He wants to find out the truth.

He's bedridden, so I came to see you
on his behalf.

Ask your questions, Mr. Lawyer.

What rumors would those be?

Is it true that you had a child
with Mr. K�r�at?

I told him that years ago.

Did my voice just reach him?

It's been years.

Why now?

He's dying.

I've been living in squalor for years.

I spent my nights at the orphanage.

But I couldn't pick her up.
I didn't want her to live in poverty.

What will he say to her now?

Mr. K�r�at never had another child.

He wants her to inherit everything.

If you help me,
if you tell me where she is,

she will always have everything she needs.

I'll tell you where she is
on one condition.

What is it?

You tell her that her mother is dead.

-Excuse me?
-I don't want her to know

that her mother left her
at an orphanage and moved on.

That would hurt her even more.

Let her think I'm long dead.
It's better for her.

Are you sure about that?

I'm not as brazen as K�r�at is.

I can't do what he does.

I can't look my child in the eye.

I don't want to know.
Take your letter back.

She's waiting outside.

She heard about Tekin
and couldn't help herself.

Couldn't help herself?
She was fine until he died?

She left me!

What was I supposed to do?

Just move on?

Please, calm down.

I don't want her here.
She's ruining our best day together.

We'll send her away. It's fine. Calm down.

Calm down.

Stop!

Answer for what you did.

Why?

I asked you why.

I had no choice.

Is that it?

That's all the explanation you have?

You're Yusuf, right?

Yes.

Ensar and I were engaged.

We wanted to get married.

K�r�at went after me,

kidnapped me in Cyprus.

I lived in exile for months.

I got away as soon as I had a chance.

But when I realized
I was pregnant with you,

I went back to him.

I told him I was pregnant.
He didn't believe me, told me off.

He thought the baby was Ensar's.

As if I could look at Ensar in the eye,
after all he'd done.

The townspeople knew everything.
I couldn't go back home.

I lived in the streets.

I didn't want you to live like that.

So, I left you there.

I'm the reason why there was a grudge
between Ensar and K�r�at.

I'm the reason why

you grew up in an orphanage.

I prayed every night for you
to have a good life.

But it didn't work.

I read in the papers about what happened.

I was devastated.

I'll understand it if you don't want
to see me.

But believe me when I say this.

There hasn't been a day I haven't thought
of you, or prayed for you.

Please, know that.

Wait right there.

I didn't say you could go.

Fine. You had to abandon me.
I got that part.

Then, what?

Where have you been?

Do you know how many times
I ran away? Just to find you.

I got beaten each time.

Where have you been?

I hid in closets, waiting for the day
you'd come back.

I became a nurse.

I got engaged.

I got beaten up.

I went through so much.

Where were you, then?

I couldn't.

You didn't.

Not when I was five.

Not when I was ten.

Or when I was 15, or when I was 20.

My whole life went by.

Were you always poor?

I had a job.

I was fine.

I took care of myself.

You still stayed away.

You never came.

SIX YEARS LATER

I'm here!

Oh, my God! It's too cold. But I did it.

Go and take it.

Bring the ball, come on!

�mer?

Go do your homework
when you're done with those, OK?

Don't worry, Mom. I'll finish it tonight.

I'm glad to hear that.
I'll go over it, after you're done.

My dear.

On this cheek, too.

Finish up here. I'll see you upstairs.

The new orphanage is almost finished.

Just some small final touches left.

We have all the permits.
We can open in two weeks.

-Good.
-G�n�l!

Darling.

Lale had some ideas for the opening.

I'll talk to her. Anything else?

The help we sent
to the refugee camps made it.

Sabit has the list of the orphanages
that need repairs.

Good.

-Can I kiss you?
-Of course you can.

We should work with the foundation
on the repairs.

We can get more done that way.

Mr. K�r�at would be proud of you.

He was proud.

I wish he was alive.
I wish he could see this.

You miss my father, don't you?

I do.

He's the only family I had.

I was lucky he took me under his wing.

I'm glad that he did, Hilmi.

I inherited an incredible friend from him.

You're too generous. I'll take off now.

-Tell Can I wish him a happy birthday.
-Of course.

How's Ne�e doing?

Ne�e? She's doing better.

Time cures grief.

Tell her I say hello.

Hilmi!

It's been six years.

I've never had any problem with her.

I want you to know that.

True, I was mad at her.

But I know how much she loved her brother.

I remind her of him.

I just hope we can celebrate
Can's birthday together one day.

That'd make me very happy.

-I'll see you.
-Goodbye.

Hilmi? I didn't see you.

When did you arrive?

I had a short meeting with Ms. G�n�l.

She'll talk to you
about the new orphanages.

Of course. Come over for dinner sometime.

Mazhar misses Ne�e. It'd make him happy.

�mer, as well.

He has some questions for you.

He doesn't trust me.
I guess it's a boy thing.

Wow! I shouldn't make him wait, then.

-Is he around?
-He's downstairs.

Alright, I'll go talk to him.

I'll speak to Ne�e.
Maybe we can arrange something.

Of course. Send her my love.

-Of course.
-Bye.

Hey there. Got something to share?

-Big, big trouble.
-Why's that?

-It's about a girl.
-A girl?

-I thought it was serious.
-I'm telling you, I'm in love!

Oh, love!

Love counts as trouble.

Let's talk.

Tell me.

There's this girl. She's really cool.

-Yeah?
-All the boys are after her.

Go tell her that you like her.

Let her know.

Show her how much you love her.

How do I do that?

She doesn't even notice me.

Go to places she goes,

find out about her interests.
What does she like?

Ballet.

That's a hard problem to solve.

-It's the tights, isn't it?
-Yeah.

You can't dance with ballerinas
if you refuse to wear tights.

But I already tried. I humiliated myself
just to impress a girl.

But I'm not a good dancer.

Then do something no one else can do.

Amaze her.

Really?

Not like that.

-Girls love bad boys.
-You're too old for that.

You weren't too old
to climb up Ne�e's window?

�mer.

It took Mr. Mazhar years to like me.

This would ruin me.

You know what? I have an idea.

Make a list of ten ways to impress a girl.

But don't take action without telling
me first. Go in now.

How does it look?

It looks great.

You did a great job.

I'm so grateful for your help.

The children are really happy.

I should be the one thanking you
for letting me help with this.

�mer loves it when we come to visit.

You're helping him a lot.

You changed his life.

You want to know the truth?
He's the one who changed our lives.

He's so full of love.
The house is much more cheerful.

How's Mazhar?

Is he OK with you coming here?

Yes.

He changed after what happened
to Tekin. He's not the same.

He doesn't really care.

-But he loves �mer.
-How could he not? He's a beautiful child.

I should get going.
I'll say hi to �mer before leaving.

Sure. Tell Can I wish him
a happy birthday.

Of course.

-You're going to be here.
-Yeah, we need to cut the cake.

Of course. We'll talk soon.

Goodbye.

G�n�l's here!

My dear children.

We want pudding!

Alright, alright.

But tonight, you're going
to have a birthday cake.

Hooray!

And candles to blow out.

Hooray!

-Hooray, I'm going to turn seven.
-You need to turn six first.

But I'll ask Mother Hatice for you.
Maybe she can...

Yes, yes, yes.

Alright, I promise. Go back to your game.

I'll ask her.

Oh, God. What a hardworking boy.

-What's the list for?
-It's between me and Hilmi.

Between you and Hilmi?
You're hiding it even from me?

Fine, fine.

I'm writing down ten ways
to impress a girl.

Is that so?

I see.

Write this down.

"First of all, I'll respect her.

I'll let her make her own choices,

and I'll respect her choices.

Because loving someone

never means trying to control them."

Got that? Never forget it.

-I won't.
-Good boy.

I'll see you soon.

-Say hi to Can.
-Of course.

Mother Hatice, I'm on my way home.

What are you up to?

Yes. Alright. Of course.

The house looks incredible.

They're going to wait for you
to open presents.

They requested your pudding,
by the way.

I can't make it as well as you can.

Alright, then. We'll talk soon. Goodbye.

-Mom!
-Darling.

-Welcome.
-Thanks dear.

You brought presents again?

Just some birthday presents for the kids.

I'll help you with those.
Can you put these somewhere?

I'm going home. Let's go together.

I want you two to be alone tonight.

We won't be alone. Aylin is coming over.

You have to come. Can will be
so sad if you don't come.

He might've shared his birthday party,

but he won't share his grandmother.

I already talked to him.

Tomorrow, we'll spend the day together.

We have special plans.

-Is that so?
-Yes.

-I won't meddle, then.
-Okay.

Come over for breakfast, at least.

-We haven't talked in a while.
-Of course.

Deal.

-I'll see you.
-Goodbye.

-Be careful.
-Don't worry.

FOUNDATION K�R�AT B�Y�K�AHIN
ORPHANAGE

Not like that. Look at me.
You need to hold it like this.

Come on!

Don't go against your foreman.
Do what he says.

Can will be a real handful.

He's as stubborn as they come.

He's your son, after all.

When do I get to be a master builder?

Slow down! You're just an apprentice.
You have a long way to go.

You have to become foreman first.
It'll take time.

When do I get to be foreman?

Well, I had to wait for you to grow up
to become one myself.

I even went to college.

I want a brother, then. He can be
the apprentice. I'll be the foreman.

Sure, we could do that.

But it would take six years.

Six years? That's so long!

Ridvan, get some hot chocolate for Can.

For us, as well.

Dad, what's that?

This is our present for your mother.

This house will be hers?

Yes. We'll build it together.

Together? You mean we'll make
a model of it?

No. It'll be the real thing this time.

Ridvan, guess what we're going to build.

Where's my beautiful wife?

Welcome home.

Thanks, darling. What are you up to?

I have a photo shoot. New client.

I have to do it before she gives birth.

Is that so?

How far along do you need to be
to stop working?

It's only been a month.

That might be.

That might be. But every day is important.

Look after yourself.

You smell so good.

Ne�e.

How do you stand that hospital smell?

Women screaming feels
like a horror movie to me.

You won't be in there,
while your child is being born?

-You'll leave me by myself?
-I'd go anywhere with you.

-But I can't promise I won't faint.
-I have to go.

Ne�e.

This is really heavy.
You're not supposed to lift heavy things.

-You need an assistant.
-Sure, find one.

Someone really muscular. Herculean.

So he can carry me around as well.

Superman isn't exciting enough?

What's that?

Well, I got some stuff. It's nothing.

For whom?

I'm going to see a friend.

I'll come straight home, afterwards.
We'll talk then.

Alright.

I don't get a kiss?

Here.

Come here. A kiss for the baby, too.

-Take care.
-Promise.

-I'll see you.
-Bye.

Aylin.

-Aylin, wait up! I got it.
-The one on top, take the one on top!

I'll take this, too.

-I was about to fall.
-I've got you.

Take these, please.

OK. Darling, why do you try to carry
everything?

I just wanted to help you.

Where's Zeynep?

Don't you have her?

I got the presents. Not her.

Damn it!

I can't believe it.
You left her in the car.

How could you forget to get her?

Baby.

My love. Here.

My one and only.

Goofball.

Daddy.

-Daddy.
-What is it, love?

Mahmut, put her hood on!
Otherwise, she'll catch a cold.

Don't worry. I got it.

So pretty.

I did a good job.

Good job, G�n�l.

Welcome.

Oh, my God! Who's that?
I spy a princess.

-Zeynep, you look beautiful.
-She hasn't had much sleep.

I can see that.

-Welcome, Aylin.
-Thanks.

Come on in.

What have you been up to?

Did you do everything in time?

Everything's ready.
They're celebrating tonight.

Why did you want to celebrate
their birthdays and Can's together?

-It's a good idea.
-The kids are all from the streets.

We don't know their birthdays.

I want them to have everything
that Can has.

I swear, only you'd think like that.

Put your finger right there.

Good job.

You tied it to my finger!

I guess we'll have to give
your finger to your mother.

Are you serious?

Take it out.

Don't!

Here you go. A present
for my little apprentice.

-You're too generous.
-Don't be silly.

-I made it myself.
-Let's see what it is.

Dad, look at that! It's so beautiful.

You like it?

I love it. Thank you so much.

You have to play with it at home, though.

-But Daddy!
-Go get changed.

Ridvan, go get ready.

Can I take off? I have plans.

-What plans?
-Remember the girl I told you about?

The one who wasn't interested.

She agreed to have dinner with me.

Are you serious?

-Well, enjoy it then.
-Thanks.

-Have fun.
-I'm ready.

Mommy.

Darling.

Come on in.

We haven't seen each other for months.
Nothing to say?

You look great.

He did you good.

-I brought you some stuff.
-You shouldn't have.

-Are you cold? Should I start a fire?
-No, I'm fine.

Why don't you let me tell anyone?

Let me tell Dad, at least.

How is he?

Very absent-minded. Old.

He stopped going to the hospital.

He barely talks.

It's better for him to think I'm dead.
I don't want him to know.

Trust me.

Why spend your days like this?

You've paid your dues a long time ago.

Being a fisherman isn't
the only alternative to medicine.

The sea is good for me.

It stops my mind from wandering.

It feels good.

Don't you miss us?

I'm a dead man, Ne�e.

Official records say so.

Everyone thinks so.

Even I believe it now.

Dead men don't miss anyone.

How about G�n�l?

Is she in trouble?

No.

-Then, don't tell me.
-You're not curious?

I am.

That's why.

Get out of the country, then.

Start over. Make a life for yourself.
Become another person.

Why not?

I tried being a different man once.

I tried being a better man.

But I couldn't.

I am what I am, Ne�e.

I can't change.

-Here you go.
-Thank you so much.

Enjoy it.

-When is it time for dessert?
-Soon.

Dad, can I go play doctors with Zeynep?

Play doctors? What's wrong
with this room? Play here.

Don't be silly.

Go ahead.

I have a daughter.

Boys are different.

There are hard times ahead.

I'm really curious about what you'll do
when she brings her boyfriend home.

What boyfriend? Where did you get
that idea from?

She's obviously going to have
a boyfriend, someday.

You'll have to consent.

-Yeah.
-Over my dead body.

I'm raising her to be a woman
and someone will snatch her?

No way. Over my dead body.

What will we do, then?
Lock her up?

I'll go.

Can, what happened?

Running away?

You really are something.

I didn't do it.

I'm not mad, just be more careful
next time.

I didn't do it.

You rascal.

You're a handful.

Do you have any friends here?

Friends...

Friends imply too much effort.

They ask too many questions.

How can you stand being so alone?

I have to take off. Hilmi is waiting.

Does he know?

I brought you this.

-What is it?
-You are going to be an uncle.

Come here. Come here.

-That makes me so happy.
-Really?

Really.

Since I'm going to be an uncle now,
you have to listen to me.

If you're having a baby, you can
never come to see me again.

Brother!

Listen to me.

What's done is done.

Everybody has forgotten me.

You'll forget me too.

Be very happy.

Be happy with your husband and child.

And forget about this place.
Forget about me.

What about you?

Will you be happy?

I'll...

I'll...

I'm already happy.

You're lying.

You rub your ear when you lie.

I really am. Trust me.

Go on.

I love you so much.

Go on.

This is incredible.
You did a great job.

You seriously should start a bakery.

-Is that your second serving?
-Yes. I ate too much.

-I'll have nothing but salad tomorrow.
-Enjoy it.

We agreed to stop watching what we eat.

-You look great.
-You really do.

-What do we say?
-Thank you, Aylin.

Enjoy it, darling.

Come here. How about our present?
Do you want to bring it?

-Yes!
-Go on.

Your present?

Son, where are you?

I hid it really well.

Why's that door open?

Is that for me?

I didn't expect a present
on Can's birthday.

You gave birth to him, after all.

I'm so excited.

It's beautiful.

But what...

It's going to be our home.

-Yusuf, this is beautiful.
-I love you so much.

My dear. Thank you so much.

-What about me?
-You too.

Hold it right there. You look great.

Look here.

Say cheese.

Subtitle translation by Seyran Dogan