All language subtitles for Without.a.Trace.S02E10.Coming.Home.WEBRip.x264-ION10

♫ I used to feel this way ♫

♫ And I say,
"Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah..." ♫

And in the Spring, the
Crusader baseball team...

( cheering )

...the pride
of Southern Connecticut,

went all the way
to the State semifinals

led by team captain
Drew Anderson.

And Janet Jackson showed up
to watch them play.

Two weeks later, after we
made it through final exams,

we graduated.

( cheering )

And we went out to face the
world that Davenport High School

had prepared us for.

We went to college, we got jobs,
we got married

and we had children.

That one´s mine.

That´s my baby boy.
( cheering )

If my wife, if my wife Amy,
who unfortunately

couldn´t make it here tonight,
allows me,

I´m going to name him Crusader.

( laughing and cheering )

You really don´t have
to drive me home.

It´s fine.

It´ll take five minutes
and I´ll walk back.

You´re not running for office
anymore, Mr. President.

Come, come here.

Did you see Diane
in that dress?

Maisley?

She looked great.

You still have a crush on her.

Do you have
your keys?

I know that you had
a crush on her,

because I spent most
of senior year flirting

my little heart out
and you never noticed.

I... noticed.

Trust me.

Watch yourself.
Come here.

All right,
watch your head.

( indistinct radio chatter )

I must have passed out,

because the next thing
I remember

I´m asleep
in my bed.

The phone rang,

it was around
2:00 in the morning.

They were calling
from the hotel.

Everyone
was very concerned

that Luke never made it back
to the reunion.

And then you came out here
and found your car.

And the blood.

Listen to me,
I know you were drunk,

and I know
it´s hard to remember,

but I need you to think, okay?

Did you stop anywhere

on the way home?

I don´t know.

Remember anything strange
in the parking lot?

Did you see anyone
hanging around?

Anything like that?

No, not that
I can remember.

Okay.

Is it possible
he made

any sexual advances towards you?

No.

God, no, Luke, he would never.

Okay.

You did great, thank you.
Okay.

Well, she´s pretty hazy

about last night.

Well, do you think
she´s lying?

From the look in
her eyes

and the smell on her breath,
I would say no.

Boyfriend?
Husband?

No violent exes,
no jealous coworkers,

no stalkers that she´s aware of.

Well, if this isn´t about her,
then it has about him, right?

Okay,
somebody sees them

leave the high school,
follows them here.

Luke helps her inside,
gets her settled...

comes back out, there´s a fight,
that´s when he´s lifted.

Sounds about right.

What´d you get
on the prints?

It´s not hers,
it´s not his, either.

Did you go
to your high school reunion?

Nothing there for me. You?

Never looked back.

JACK:
Forensics report

from Emily Blumenthal´s car
just came back.

The stains inside the car
match Horton´s blood type.

No match on
the prints yet.

Any suspects?

Horton is
a vice president

at Hodges and Tripp in
the high net worth area.

The firm was censured

by the SEC two
months ago--

allegations of account churning.

I´m going to head over
to the office,

see what I can
dig up.

Okay.

All right, he never used

any of his credit cards
last night,

but check this out.

One of the cards
is in his name only,

the bills
are sent to his office,

and it´s not a corporate card,
it´s purely social.

Charges to restaurants,
bars and hotels.

In town,
midday.

Credit from the international
bank of infidelity.

Looks that way.

And how long
has it been going on?

He got the card
a little over

a year ago,
based on charge patterns,

it´s been hot and heavy
up until a couple of months ago.

It´s cooled off since then.

Wife´s pregnant.

Maybe he´s got buyer´s remorse.

Want me to talk to her?

And while you´re there,
find out why

she didn´t go
to the reunion.
Okay, will do.

Agent Johnson?

My office,
please.

JACK:
I still haven´t heard
from the OPR

about the Rice shooting.

They were supposed
to come back

with a decision
three days ago.

Apparently,
there´s still

some questions surrounding
the timeline of the shooting.

I have a feeling that
they´re going to want

to polygraph you and Martin.

That´s fine.

You understand that if
you fail the polygraph

you´re going
to lose your job.

Was there anything else?

No.

I´m going back to work.

So you and Luke
organized the whole event?

Yeah, he was president,
I was vice president.

Only ran for office back
then for my college resume.

Didn´t realize I was going
to be putting up balloons

at some lame get-together
ten years later.

Are you guys tight?

Yeah.

We were,
in high school.

Then we went to college,

he moved to Chicago
for a few years.

Sort of drifted.

Look, I know some
pretty funky stuff

happens at these
reunions.

You have a couple drinks,

the old high school
emotion comes back.

Was Luke
flirting with anyone

that he shouldn´t have
been flirting with?

Not that I saw.

Besides, Luke´s not really
that kind of guy.

Did he mention anything
about his wife, Amy?

About his marriage?

Yeah, he seemed really happy.

All he talks about
is having a son.

So no mention
of infidelity.

No.

Not sure he´d tell me
at this point,

but that doesn´t
sound like Luke.

I think he really

loves Amy.

Well, I was supposed
to go to the reunion,

but, um, I´ve been feeling
so sick lately.

He insisted

that I stay
home.

All right.

Mrs. Horton.

There´s something
that I´d like

to discuss
with Amy alone.

Would you mind
giving us a minute?

No, no,
it´s okay.

Whatever it is,
she can hear, too.

Did your husband
ever have any reason

to stay at the Madison Hotel?

Downtown?
Mm-hmm.

No. Why?

Well, apparently,
he´s stayed there quite a bit

over the past year.

There must be
some mistake.

Well...

he has a credit card
in his name only,

and in addition
to the charges

at the hotel, there´s also
charges to restaurants,

bars...

An affair.

I´m sorry, but, uh,
there´s really not

much of an explanation
otherwise.

( breathes deeply )

I know this is very difficult.

( groans )

Do you have any idea
who it might be?

No.

Just, just think about it
for a minute.

It could be
very important.

She says she doesn´t know.

Mrs. Horton, please.

Luke´s boss,
Alan Hodges...

his wife Tina
is very attractive.

A few weeks ago,
we had them over

for dinner.

And I, I saw them
in the kitchen.

Am I interrupting

something?

Hey, no.

Not at all.

We´re planning Alan´s
40th birthday.

I booked the club
for a big surprise party.

Oh.

You didn´t tell me.

I´m just finding out
about it tonight.

Well, whatever

we can do to help.

Just keep it a secret.

Hey, hey, I thought
the party was out there.

The party is wherever
you are, darling.

Come dance with me.

Amy, come on.

You´re not, you´re not
jealous of Tina, are you?

She´s, like,
ten years older than me,

and she´s not
having my baby.

So, even then, you thought
that it was possible

they were having an affair?

No.

I, I was just feeling
insecure.

We haven´t really
been together

since I got
pregnant.

And I just thought it was
because I got fat, but...

No, honey, that happens
to a lot of couples.

Believe me, it doesn´t
mean anything.

And Luke would never
do anything like that to you.

According to the information
that we have here,

your husband´s birthday
is eight months away.

Why are you planning
so far in advance?

We belong to a very
exclusive country club.

I had to book the date early.

What´s the name
of the club?

The Swan Club, in King´s Point.

Why was it
so important for you

to have Luke´s involvement
this early?

I didn´t want too many people
from the firm there.

So I was asking Luke for advice

on who I could afford
to leave off the list.

That seems fair.

Thanks for coming in,
Mrs. Hodges.

I appreciate your cooperation.

One more question for you.

Where were you last night?

At home.

With your husband?

Yes. All night.

So you´re here to figure out

if there´s been any fraud or
insider trading in the company.

Technically,
I was assigned

by Hodges and Tripp
Accounting Firm

to do an independent audit
of all the clients´ accounts.

But if I find
anything suspicious,

I do I have to report
that to the SEC.

Anything turn up?

Mm, a few
bookkeeping errors,

a late trade or two--

sloppy business
practices,

but no fraud so far.

And nothing
at all on Luke Horton?

Clean as a whistle.

Although he didn´t
act that way

when I interviewed
him last week.

Maybe he was afraid

you´d turn up something
in his personal life.

I was investigating
the firm.

The only way his personal
life is interesting to me

is if he brought it
to work.

Miss Kasden,

would you excuse us
for a second?

There´s a matter
I need to discuss

with Agent Spade.

Of course.

Excuse me.

Thank you so much.

I just got off
the phone with my wife.

You questioned her

at FBI headquarters?

Yes, we did.

Mrs. Horton

suggested to us that Luke

and your wife might
have been having

an affair.

So we really
had no choice

but to follow up
on that.

Well, that´s not true.

You sure about that?

If Luke were going to screw
around, which I highly doubt,

I just don´t think
he´d be stupid enough

to do it with the boss´s wife.

Well, thank you
for your opinion.

If you don´t mind going
back to your office,

I´m going to finish up
with Miss Kasden

and I´ll be with you
in a few minutes.

JACK:
What´s your sense
of Alan Hodges?

SAMANTHA:
Well, he´s jumpy,

but from everyone

I talked to at the office,

him and his wife
are very happy together.

Well, you can never tell

what´s going on
in a marriage.

Yeah, I know that, Jack.

All I´m saying is, there are
no rumors floating around

and certainly no overt hostility
between him and Luke Horton.

What about

the Madison Hotel?

Did they recognize Luke?

Only vaguely.

Well, what about the restaurants
and bars from the credit card?

I´ve got Martin and Viv out
pounding the pavement now.

What can I do for you?

I´m looking for a guy
named Luke Horton.

Do you recognize him?

Yeah, sure.

What´d he do?

He´s missing.

Does he come
in here a lot?

He used to.

Real party boy
from what I recall.

The last year or so,
not as much.

MARTIN:
Luke come in here with
anyone in particular?

Yeah, yeah, I think so.

Good looking guy.

Assumed it was his boyfriend.

DANNY:
This guy´s a piece of work.

His wife´s
seven months pregnant,

and he´s-he´s cruising
gay bars?

And you´re shocked?

Well, I think it sucks.

What sucks? Fact that he´s
cheating on his wife,

or the fact that he´s gay?

The fact
that he didn´t figure out

he was gay
before he got married.

That´s what sucks, Sam.

Well, obviously,
he´s confused,

but the last time I checked,
that wasn´t a crime.

Anyway, it doesn´t matter
what we think of him.

We still have to find him.
Anything on his finances?

Turns out he set up

a for-benefit Ov
account eight days ago.

Who´s the beneficiary?

Baby Horton,
name to be determined.

Made his wife
the custodian.

There´s almost $200,000 in it.

Wait a minute. His net worth
was about 80 grand.

Where did he get
the other buck-twenty from?

I don´t know yet--
maybe he embezzled it

from his company
or ran some shady stock scam.

You think that´s enough to
motivate someone to kidnap him

or-or-or even kill him?

Also, where´s
the scorned wife?

Maybe when she found out,
she hired someone to kill him.

She was conveniently sick
the night of the reunion.

Or this could be something.

Rick Highland,

Davenport
Class of ´93.

He checked into the hotel
yesterday at 1:00 p.m.

He checked out at 4:00 p.m.

He was supposed to be
at the reunion.

Never showed up.

And?

And I checked

with the hotel
switchboard.

Luke called Highland
three times

yesterday.
Perhaps he´s the boyfriend.

He´s on the way here right now.

Any luck?

No one remembers him
being with any one specific guy.

You?
No.

Jack spoke to me this morning

about the OPR thing.

Yeah?

Apparently they´re not convinced
by our statements,

and we may
have to take polygraphs.

If it comes to that,
we´re finished.

Yep.

I think we need to talk to him.

Now you want to
talk to Jack?

Don´t you think it´s
a little late for that?

I don´t know,
but we don´t have much choice

now, do we?
You know, I wanted
to tell the truth

and take my lumps
from the beginning,
but the only reason

we´re in this mess is
because you panicked.

Hey, the only reason
we´re in this mess

is because you lost your cool
and shot that scumbag.

Anyway...

I just think that one of us
ought to talk to him.

That´s all.

DANNY:
Rick Highland...

Special Agent
Danny Taylor.

It´s good to meet you.

Whatever I can do to help.

Well, let´s jump
right in to it.

You were in Shelton
on Friday afternoon,

right?
That´s right.

And you-you checked out

of the hotel early

and didn´t go to
your reunion. Why?

I-I got called back to the city
for a business meeting.

Were you and Luke close?

Hardly. I hadn´t spoken to him
since high school.

See, it seemed like
he was pretty...

anxious to see you.

That was his guilty conscience
talking.

What do you mean?

He was an ass in high school.

Gave me a real hard time...

for being gay.

He called me Friday afternoon
at the hotel,

said he wanted to talk.

Hey. Luke, this
is my boyfriend Curtis.

Hey. Nice to meet you.

I´m-I´m glad
you guys could make it.

Yeah.

I, uh... I´ll let
you two catch up.

So...

to what do I owe the honor?

This is kind of uncomfortable
for me, but...

...I´m sorry for being
such a jerk

in high school.

Everybody was screwed up
in high school.

Yeah.

I´m sorry.

Well, thank you.

I appreciate that.

It´s the least I could do.

Yeah, but most wouldn´t.

So, other than that,
how are you?

Oh... there´s a question.

We chitchatted for a bit,

and then I got the call

that I had to come back
to the city.

How hard was it for you
in high school, Rick?

Never got violent or anything,
but a lot of the popular guys

went out of their way
to make me miserable.

Must´ve been pretty
tough to get over.

Good thing about high school:
you get to move on.

I´m sorry.
I just don´t believe it.

We think that there is someone--

in particular, a boyfriend.

When we met in Chicago,

he... he had tons

of girlfriends.

I mean,

it´s not like I´m
the only woman he´s
ever been with.

He likes women.

Mrs. Horton,
we know this is difficult.

Look, I...

I know you´re just trying
to do your job, but...

a few charges
on a credit card

don´t prove anything to me.

He´s my husband.

I´ve known him for five years.

You don´t just
suddenly become...

It´s probably something
he´s been struggling with

for a long time.

Luke is not gay.

Would you excuse me?

Mrs. Horton.

We were going to talk to you

separately.

I´m so sorry.

I know this must
come as a shock.

Did you know?

I... I caught him... once...

in high school
with one of his friends.

He... tried to talk to me
about it.

I changed the subject...

and he never brought it up
again.

Nothing... has been the same.

It´s like... there´s a wall
between us.

I was glad when he got married.

Amy´s so sweet
and everything.

Yeah.
It was nice.

It seemed normal.

I just wanted everything
to be normal.

Do you remember
who the boy was?

Well, how could I forget?

It was Drew.

Drew Anderson.

Hey. Sorry to make you wait.

No sweat. What´s going on?

These are some photographs
of ex-cons

in the Shelton area.

Take a look.

Hopefully you´ll recognize some.
More coffee?

Yeah, sure.

Here we go.

Clean right thumb,
just like we found
on the car.

See how we do.

Try the bottom left.

Drew Anderson,

come on down.

I didn´t do anything to him.

I swear to God.
If you didn´t
do anything to him,

why were
your bloody fingerprints

smeared all over Emily
Blumenthal´s car?

Yeah, what happened?

A flicker of romance
get out of control?

What the hell

are you talking about?

You and Luke
were going at it

in high school, right?

You´re crazy.

His mother saw
you in the garage.

It´s not the kind of story
a mother makes up.

Where is he, Drew?

I don´t know. I swear to God,
I don´t know.

Then you´d better use your
imagination and figure it out.

All the time

we were working together
on the reunion...

I kept thinking

maybe he was
coming on to me.

When I saw him
with Rick Highland at the hotel,

I thought he must´ve...
been talking about coming out.

They weren´t even friends.

I couldn´t imagine
what else they were
talking about.

Then at the reunion,

I guess I drank too much...

´cause all I could think about
was... him telling everybody

about us.

When he went
to take Emily home,

I confronted him
in the parking lot.

Leaving already?

I´m just going to make sure
Emily gets home.

Uh, I´ll be right back.

I saw you today with Rick.

Yeah, so?

You told him about us,

didn´t you?

No, Drew...

and that was ten years ago.

It´s not exactly
the first thing on my mind.

You think I´m a faggot?

No, Drew...

We had some experiences.

You get married,

you have a kid,
you come here

and you show off
to everyone how
happy you are

when all you
are is a liar.

( grunting )

You´re a liar and a fake.

Who were you
with the rest of the night?

I hung out with
Mark Wallis

and some of the baseball guys.

Drank till, like,
4:00 in the hotel bar,

then went up
for the rest of the night.

Alone?

Yes, alone.

I didn´t even find out
Luke was missing

until the
following morning.
Drew, don´t you think

it would´ve been
a good idea

if you told me this
the first time we spoke?

Huh?

I just couldn´t.

You get anything
out of Anderson?

Well, he claims he popped Luke
in the parking lot.

Didn´t see him after that.

What about his alibi?
We´re on it.

Is there something on your mind?

I-I got to come clean
with you

´bout what really happened
in the Reyes case.

Sit down.

Reyes got shot
because I was out of control.

Vivian was watching him
in a room

while I searched
the drop house...

...and that´s when I found

that little girl
with her ear cut off.

She was bleeding
all over the place.

I guess I just started
to think

about those little kids
that that guy had tortured.

That´s when I lost it.

I went back into the room,
and I hit the guy...

and then I, um...

I threatened him.

That´s when he pulled
the knife.

I had to shoot him.

So, Vivian gives me
the PG version,

and you go along with it?

She was only trying
to protect me.

You have to know that...

...but I...

I shouldn´t have ever let it
get this far, and I´m sorry.

Sorry doesn´t cut it, Martin.

Why the hell
didn´t you come to me

when this first
went down?
I don´t know.

I don´t know,
but we should have.

Yeah, you should´ve!

Look, I just want you to know

that I´m willing to take
all the heat

because I´m the one
who put Vivian

in this situation.
You know, it´s not that simple.

If I go to the OPR
with what you just told me,

you are both out on your asses.

So what are you going to do?

I have no idea.

Get the hell out
of my office.

Hey, listen to this.

The extra money
that Luke Horton put

into that for-benefit Ov account

came from an offshore
investment house

controlled by Hodges
and Tripp.

Alan Hodges signed
the authorization.

Hmm. Blackmail.
Mm-mm.

From how jumpy Hodges was
yesterday,

I´m thinking he might be
our mystery boyfriend.

Hey.

Is this the guy?

Yeah, that´s him.

Wow, you figured it out.

So Amy Horton
was only half right.

She thought Luke
was sleeping with your wife,
and it turns out

it was you, huh?

Yeah, how ´bout that.

How long have you been seeing
each other?
Approximately

one year.

Tell us about it.

Well, we met at work,

obviously.

Initially, we socialized
as couples with our wives,

and then one night,
we went out for drinks

just the two of us,
and that was that.

Does your wife know?

No.

That´s why it was safe.

Luke and I
both had a lot

to lose.

We just never figured
on falling in love.

( clears throat ):
At least I didn´t.

We did some investigating
into his finances.

Yours, too.

We know you wired him
a large sum of money.

Yes, that was a loan.

For what?

For his son.

Hey, Luke,
what are you doing here?

Hey.

Hey.

What´s going on?

I can´t do this anymore, Alan.

I´m sorry.

What are you talking about?

Amy and I went to
the OB today for a...

...for an ultrasound.

He was, um...

he was sucking his thumb,
he was playing, and...

I realized he´s a real person.

I mean,

I-I always knew that,
but for the first time,

I felt it.

Now I-I´m going to be a father;
he-he´s going to grow up.

He´s going to ask me,
"Who are you? W-What are you?"

What am I going
to do, lie to him?
For how long?

Look, it´s okay. We don´t have
to make any decisions...

Alan... it´s not right.

You-you´re lying to Tina.

I´m lying to Amy.
Your kids, my son.

When does it end?

I know
that it´s complicated...

...but I love you.

I love you, too...

...but I can´t do it.

Not like this.

The next day he told me
that he was going to wait

till the baby was
born and then come
clean with Amy.

He was setting up the account

because he felt
that she wouldn´t want

to have anything to do with him
once he had told her

the truth.
Why in the world

would you, uh, loan him
such a huge amount

of money?

Because I loved him.

( phone rings )

Hello?

You know we´re going
to have to tell

your wife about this,

don´t you?
I´m aware of that.

Thanks.

Sorry. Uh...

just to confirm,
you did not

speak to him the day
he disappeared, correct?

That´s correct.

Thank you.

I´m starting to feel
bad for this guy.
Don´t, listen to me.

That call?
The phone records indicate

that a call came
to his apartment

at 1:00 a.m. the night
of Luke´s disappearance

from a rinky-dink motel
outside of Shelton.

Whoever checked in
never checked out.

FBI!

Clear.

Danny...

I think we´ve got
a suicide note.

LUKE´S VOICE:
I´ve lived
with this so long, Amy.

You deserve to know
how I really feel.

To know that I loved you
as much as I could,

in the ways that I could.

I got the local police
checking the woods

just in case he went out there.

Okay.

So, I faxed this
to the office.

It´s definitely
Luke´s handwriting.

Listen to this,
all right?

It´s to his wife, okay?

"I can´t lie
to you anymore.

LUKE´S VOICE:
All you did was love me.

You deserve the truth,

but I was too scared
to ever give it to you.

But now you will know,
and now our son will know.

I want so much
to make this up to you.

I don´t know how,
but I swear, I´ll find a way.

Danny, this isn´t
a suicide note.

He´s trying
to figure out

how to tell his wife he´s gay

and my guess is he wanted
to tell her that night,

not wait
anymore.

Because of the reunion.

Right. Right.

The whole night

he´s pretending to be
someone he´s not.

Right?

Guy from high school
beats him up, calls him a liar.

He can´t
take it anymore.

So he calls Alan for support.

And Alan freaks out because

he wants
to keep Luke in the closet.

That loan was hush money.

But Luke changes his mind.

And I´ll bet
you anything

he told Alan that on the phone.

MARTIN:
Uh-huh.

All right, thank you.

I, uh, called Shelton PD.

The night of the disappearance,

a state trooper found
Alan Hodges car

by the side of the road.

He called in
to have it towed,

but when the tow truck
got there,

Hodges car was already gone.

What time
was this?

Around 3:00 AM.

That lines up with the
phone call to his house.

Yeah.

I´ll have Danny
and Sam check it out.

Where´s Vivian?

I think she´s
in the file room.

Martin told me
everything.

Jack, I´m sorry.

I don´t expect much from
him because he´s green,

but I expect you
to know your job.

When he turns to you
in a tough situation,

this is the mess
that you put him in?

Jack, you talk as if
I´ve never covered for you.

I screwed up,
okay?

That is not an explanation.

Well, it´s all that I got.

It´s not good enough.

Why?

Because I´m you´re friend
and I deserve more.

How about in those few seconds
in the drop house,

I saw my entire future at the
Bureau flash before my eyes,

and I chose
to protect my future.

What the hell are
you talking about?

I don´t believe that.

So what did you want to hear?

That I was protecting Martin?

That I was weak?

That I panicked?

Yeah, I´m sure
you do want to hear that.

Because you like to think of me

as some kind of
Mother Teresa around here.

You all do.

But I´m not.

Jack, I am really sorry
that I lied to you,

but I screwed up
like anyone else.

And that has got to cover it.

The report came in
from the OPR review.

You and Martin
have both been cleared.

I like working with you.

Don´t you ever lie to me again.

( indistinct chattering
and sirens )

Copy that.

They found a body down there.

We found Luke.

He´s dead.

He´s...

What happened?

Your car was ID´d
at the scene of the crime.

Why don´t you tell us
what happened?

He called me that night
from the motel.

He said that he
was going to tell Tina,

he was going to tell

everyone at work, and I,
I-I just couldn´t have that.

So what did you do?

Well, I went out there
to talk him out of it.

We got back in my car,

headed into
the city.

He said he wanted to pull over
to the side of the road

´cause he wasn´t feeling well.

So he got out
of the car,

you know...

I don´t know what came over me,
but I just...

I pushed him over the edge.

Just like that?

Yeah.
Just like that.

Well, that was easy.

There´s
an understatement.

As you know, we´re still
interviewing your husband.

But I thought when
you called me down here,

you were ready
to release him.

Luke Horton´s dead,

and your husband has
confessed to murdering him.

What?

Why would he kill Luke?

Apparently they were
having a relationship

and Luke threatened
to go public with it.

Alan isn´t gay.

I believe you know he is
and have known for a long time.

No.

I checked with your club.

You did make
a reservation

for Alan´s
40th birthday,

but it was a week after

your conversation
in Amy´s kitchen.

You lied to Amy
and you lied to me.

I can understand
why you did it.

I can even understand

why you´re willing
to sell your husband out.

Can´t say that I blame you.

But I don´t know
how you´re going
to live with it,

or how you´re going
to tell your kids.

But I guess if you´ve been
lying to yourself for so long,

one more lie
doesn´t matter, right?

It´s not
what you think.

What do I think?

I love Alan.

I always have loved him.

That´s what I was trying to tell
Luke in his kitchen that night.

Please, Luke.

Don´t do this to us.

I love him.

I can´t face
losing him.

Am I interrupting something?

Do you want to tell me
about Friday night?

Luke called the house.

It was late.

Alan was asleep,

but I was up.

Hey, Tina, it´s, uh,
it´s Luke.

I need to,
I need to speak with Alan.

Why? What´s going on?

Please, I just need
to speak with Alan.

He´s in Baltimore.

Something about
the Geller account.

It came up
at the end of the day.

Oh, God.

Do you know where he´s staying?

No.

What´s the matter, Luke?

Um...

I can´t live like this
another minute.

I need to tell Amy.

I need to make things right.

Where are you?

I just wanted to talk to him.

I thought he was going to tell
everybody about him and Alan.

So, I snuck out
of the house

and went
to pick him up.

The whole time
we were driving back,

all he could talk about

was how he had to come out
and stop lying.

So, that´s when you decided to
eliminate him from the picture?

No, it didn´t happen like that.

I didn´t know
what I was going to do.

The thought of

losing my family...

my husband, my life.

It was making me feel sick.

So, I pulled over
to the side of the road.

I´m sorry, Tina.

Don´t touch me!

I´m sorry.

I know how much

this is hurting you.

Leave me alone,
Luke!

I got in my car

and I drove home.

Alan was still asleep,

when I got in bed
next to him.

When did you tell your husband?

( sighs )

After you
brought me in yesterday.

I was going to confess then,
but he told me not to.

Why didn´t you let
your husband handle it?

Why did you go that night?

Because I was afraid my husband
would never come back home.

LUKE:
As I look out
at all of you now,

all the familiar faces,

I remember who we were.

High school may not have been
the easiest time,

but through all those
difficulties, we had our dreams.

And look at us now.

We´re out there in the world,

growing,

changing,

making those dreams come true.