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I'll sleep down here.

Do you want a cup of tea?

tea.

I get it.

You hate the man

that this makes you,

but no one does this

if they are happy at home.

What you don't know me.

We don't know each other.

We've built lives with other people.

We have families.

What are we going to do,

burn it down.

And gamble that this is more than sex.

So we have something that lasts.

Maybe this is what

Real connection feels like.

Just be with me tonight and then

Next week we can Beth,

I need to see you.

Cause when I see you,

I want you.

And that's not reality,

is it?

When you're out,

I want to show you what I've done.

Alright,

5 minutes.

Right,

so,

this is all a business.

Invoices,

receipts,

there's a tax letter,

and I've marked up the half year payment.

Your Amy said she can help us out if we have any cash flow problems.

This side,

personal accounts,

car tax insurance,

all that crap.

I've printed off your account,

my account,

and the joint.

So you can see how much we've got to play with.

How bad is it?

But,

But I'm not earning for a year.

We've only got your income.

How will we pay the mortgage?

We're asking for a temporary reduction.

Will they do that?

Probably not.

So what then,

your sister?

Or,

you could sell Ali's house,

take what's left after the mortgage has been paid off.

Right,

yeah.

The lads can still keep working without me,

so there'll be some income.

Obviously,

if word gets out that I've been sent down,

it's not going to do my reputation much good,

is it?

Like,

the only thing that I can't work out is whether some stuff hasn't gone through yet.

What do you mean?

Right,

look,

balance

there.

So that's to yesterday,

last week,

hardly anything,

and the week before,

you must have spent money in Northumberland.

Airbnb,

meals out,

whatever,

but,

but there's only one payment there.

12 quid,

Riverbank.

Oh yeah,

that were,

um,

this cafe that we're near where I.

I spread Ali's ashes,

and Airbnb,

there was a problem.

I complained,

damp,

um,

but they might,

I'll

check the app to see if there are any messages.

I really appreciate you

Doing all this and

I'm sure it won't be necessary.

Where are the kids?

Upstairs?

Oh,

I'm sorry,

I can't,

I can't.

I'm sorry,

I just

I just can't get rid of this feeling in here.

I felt what I can done,

man.

I don't want to go to prison,

man.

I should be here for you and the kids.

left.

Oh God,

I'm being pathetic.

No,

you're not.

idiot,

why didn't I just stop myself?

Stop it!

Stop it,

alright.

Whatever tomorrow brings,

whatever the outcome.

We will get through it together.

She I tell you what scares me more than anything.

May not be yeah.

And you're realising you're better off without me.

She's all packed.

Hey.

It's gonna be OK.

We back for dinner.

Mate,

honestly,

it's going to be OK.

Oh,

See you later.

You all right?

I'm just worried about Ollie and his dad's in court today.

I'm sure it'll be alright.

You know,

We need to be ready for this.

His dad goes to prison,

and everyone at school will know and Ollie's not afraid of confrontation himself.

Let's see what happens,

shall we?

Bye everyone.

Hey Leah,

you OK?

No,

I need Hannah.

Need your help.

He's with her right now,

look.

So last night,

he calls me,

right,

and he's on this work trip,

and then today there.

What do I do?

Well,

I think you need to go and check.

Give me a second to sort the girls.

I'll come with you.

Jess,

I need you to take Lily to school today,

OK?

All right.

Please do not get in the middle of this.

It's madness.

Well,

I can't just leave her,

Tom.

She's family.

It's my brother.

You pay for that app anyway.

If this so blows up,

you're gonna get the blame.

And if he's doing what she thinks he's doing,

he needs to face the consequences.

Hello,

I'm coming.

Could you please not go?

I've got to go.

Hannah?

Hannah.

Ah.

All right,

it's Paul.

You know the drill,

baby.

You sure you want to do this?

Hannah,

I can't forgive him.

What am I going to tell the kids?

It might be fine.

It might be nothing.

No,

I can't.

That bastard promised me that he won't do this again.

Why is he here?

Leo,

this is madness.

Go away.

Why are you here?

from ruining her marriage.

What's going on?

What to do with you?

Who?

My husband?

You out of your mind?

Paul Kirkman,

is he in there?

drag me out of the shower.

Colleague

I'll wait here all day,

you can't sleep.

not.

You can pay for that door.

Where is he?

Where's who?

My husband.

And don't say in here because he's on the app.

Hey,

you can't.

Pa!

Where

Where is he?

He's not here.

Fucking liar!

You're young enough to be his fucking daughter.

Where is my husband?

Bathroom.

Paul,

open the door!

Open the door!

So

You might as well know I'm pregnant.

Come on,

Li Yan,

let's go.

Let's go.

Come,

I'm sorry.

Fucking sake!

You better.

you.

It's

Where's your solicitor?

I don't know,

she just said to meet her here.

Does

anyone want a coffee?

No,

I'm fine.

So this Saturday it's 10 years.

James and I.

And

I've decided to throw a little surprise party at our house.

Nothing fancy,

just friends and family.

Amy,

you'll be there,

won't you?

You'll be there because you're going to get off.

Don't throw a surprise party.

No one likes surprise parties.

Don't they?

No,

no.

Well,

alright,

I'll tell him on the day.

But either way,

I would like you to officiate a renewal of vows.

What?

It's not serious.

It's just this daft thing I found online to embarrass James,

right?

You can bring the kids,

obviously.

Olly's girlfriend.

Invite her parents too,

if you like.

They don't know you,

and they never will if you don't introduce us.

I am not inviting her parents.

Katrina Bray,

I need to grab Neil for 5 minutes.

Excuse us.

She looks about 12.

Yeah,

well,

that's what happens when you fire your solicitor.

Is all this about your anniversary?

It distracted him.

Do you want him inside his own head?

Besides,

You'll be there.

Then we'll have that coffee,

yeah.

Pa.

Don't make it harder than it is.

Fractured nose,

black eye,

heavy bruising to the torso,

neck and arms.

All these months later,

Mr.

Wells is still suffering from the negative effects

of Mr.

Brook's vicious attack and all because he had the temerity

to question.

Mr.

Brooks

about the difference between his quoted job price

and the inflated price that ended up being.

You're presenting yourself to this court as the victim of unexpected violence,

but in fact it was yourself who used violence first in this encounter with Mr.

Brooks,

isn't that correct,

Mr.

Wells?

I've pushed him.

I've admitted that.

We have two men trading very strong words until one of them

decides to escalate the matter with physical aggression,

that man being you.

Would you describe yourself as someone with anger issues,

Mr.

Brooks?

No.

You wouldn't,

and yet your reaction to being pushed over is

to jump to your feet and start punching Mr.

Wells and pushing him against the side of your van

until he eventually falls and strikes his head.

Neil has been successfully project managing for my business for many years.

He's dealt with,

to my best estimate,

over 130 clients,

and I have never in all that time had a single complaint.

Don't make it harder than it is.

Neil,

they want us back inside for the verdict.

Shit?

This is it?

Mr.

Brooks,

whilst we appreciate that there was undoubtedly provocation,

the injuries sustained by Mr.

Wells and verified by the hospital report

can only be deemed as unacceptable and severe.

Therefore,

it's the opinion of this court that the assault accusation is credible,

and on the charge of actual bodily harm,

we find you guilty.

Polly.

We are sentencing you to

However,

taking into account your previous good character.

And the report from the Probation Service,

we do not feel a custodial sentence is appropriate

in this instance.

We are suspending the sentence for 2 years,

recommending 150 hours of unpaid work,

attendance of an anger management course.

And the defendant is now

require

I told you it was going to be OK.

What did I say?

Right.

Oh,

must be relieved having your dad back home.

Totally.

This weekend can be a double celebration,

my anniversary and your dad having this behind him.

Definitely,

it's a party Saturday night.

Invite your mum and dad.

Your uncle helps us.

Oh,

this Saturday?

Yeah,

my house.

Tell them I'm not taking no for an answer.

Oh,

God,

I was so worried about you all,

you know.

You're like my second family.

Oh.

How good was I in the dock though?

Eh,

come on.

I honestly think they're intimidated by me.

I'm thinking about changing my job.

Hey.

Uncle Paul's staying for a few days.

You girls?

Baby,

with another woman.

Really?

You were always my favourite.

Grab you some clothes.

I reckon I've got a spare toothbrush somewhere.

Yeah,

I know.

I'll only be for a couple of days till I get myself sorted out.

I'll stay out of Anna's way.

No,

she'll barely know Amir.

I've broken around I told me.

The woman I'm supposed to love.

You weren't happy,

right?

Happy.

fuck all to do with it.

I've never understood why everyone thinks they've got

the right to be happy all the time.

Ah

wanted to shag Alicia.

That's the bare bones of it.

You know,

I I I I wanted it.

So I did it.

And now I've created the mother of all shit shows.

And everybody hates me.

I don't know you.

So how long have you told him?

Couple of days?

Please don't worry.

He'll keep himself to himself.

Well,

we can't tell Leah,

can we?

She's gonna feel so betrayed.

Can you imagine?

Don't tell her then.

If she finds out,

just blame me.

I mean,

he's got to go back at some point,

doesn't he,

to get stuck.

She's a wreck,

Tom.

I mean completely distraught.

She's had to send her kids to her sister's house.

I'd be worried about her if she was on her own.

I think Helen's going around there.

I mean,

do come in.

So Ollie's dad got off with a fine and community service.

That's good,

mhm.

Excellent result for a man who beats up his customers.

Hm.

Anyway,

he's got to do this like anger management course,

which is stupid because it was a one-off,

but

Ollie's mum's sister is having a party Saturday night to celebrate.

I think it was her anniversary party,

but now it's both.

They invited us,

I said we'd go.

What,

we don't know them.

Is this the property developer?

Yeah,

we've got plans.

What plans?

Well,

it's a surprise,

but not anymore,

is it?

Since when,

Dad?

Cause I said we'd go.

Well,

unsay I'm taking us out.

Where are we going?

Where are we going?

Laser Quest.

We used to love it.

I haven't been for ages.

Can I go to the party?

No,

it's booked.

Can you please just spend an evening with the family for once.

Oh,

come on.

Laser quest.

Yeah.

Used to love Laser Quest.

Please,

please,

please,

I'm begging you,

mate,

yeah,

no,

I've checked,

I've checked online,

it's completely full.

It's a really,

really special birthday,

can you just check if you can just squeeze us in,

please?

Please hold on.

Yes,

yes,

of course I'll hold,

yeah.

2 adults,

3 children.

OK,

so,

that's

Yes,

fantastic.

Thank you,

thank you.

You've done a very,

very special thing.

Thank you.

Whoa.

I'm going to be a better husband.

Better man.

Swear.

Showed me all life.

OK ma'am.

Remember this moment

Because

No,

in fact,

Bad idea.

What are you doing?

What's that?

Z,

Which is which?

Oh right,

so one's bigger than the other,

and my arms a different length.

That's a reminder.

This is day one

of a new me.

It was.

You were great in there.

Oh thanks,

yeah,

still got it,

still got it.

You don't think.

Let me think,

we can go skiing.

Yeah,

we should at Christmas.

Yes,

yeah.

Girls,

what do you think?

What's that?

skiing?

Christmas?

Yes,

in ages.

Can we go and get some dinner now?

Yes,

yes,

yes,

pizza.

Yeah,

see you later,

lads.

Yeah.

This is so dead.

We'll get a beer then.

In fact,

get me one.

Don't encourage him to drink.

What?

11 layer.

Like if you can't get pissed when you get your freedom,

when can you?

That's one that it's all down to her that you got off.

Oh,

aye yeah,

nice witness statement,

but then she showed the judge a bit leg.

You didn't get off.

You were found guilty.

It was

thousands in court was 150 hours where you can't work.

Is it your intention to ruin this party?

No.

Then tell your face.

Good,

because you can't do our vows like Millie misery.

Oh,

no,

Amy,

no one wants to watch that.

Just let everyone have a nice time.

It's called fun.

It's called cringe.

I'm just trying to save you from yourself.

OK,

so what?

You don't want to do it?

No,

I don't.

This is the thanks I get,

is it,

for stepping in,

helping out with everything.

You hardly the step.

Fine,

fine,

just give them to me.

Give me the vowels.

I'll do it.

It's the least I can do after what you did for me.

See,

problem solved.

No,

no,

Dad,

tell her I was doing reds by the end.

Rubbish.

Jess,

yes,

I,

I can't,

darling.

Yes,

you were.

I think you were doing red darling.

I can't really remember.

It was quite a few years ago.

Can you put your phone down please as well?

She's on hers.

Daisy,

can you put your phone down please?

Anyway,

you weren't doing reds.

Stop going on.

I was doing reds.

You did one red,

fell over,

and couldn't get your skis back on.

That's why we don't tell us

girls,

can we just have one dinner without all the fighting and the phones?

Daisy,

come on,

just one second.

No,

not one sec,

now.

I'm in the middle of something,

in the middle of having dinner with your family.

Put the phone down now.

Fine.

Jesus.

I wouldn't take that.

Oh,

hypocrite?

Only's mom.

Hello,

sorry for calling out of the blue.

It's my sister.

She just won't let it lie.

She really wants to meet you guys.

Neil is celebrating getting off.

We'd really love it if you came,

even just for once.

OK,

it's just we're just having dinner.

Oh,

Mum,

please.

Getting a bit of pressure here.

OK.

I tell you what,

why don't we go um after dessert and we'll have one drink.

Oh,

that's fantastic.

Yeah,

it'll be fun.

Do you wanna send me the address?

See you then.

All right,

bye.

What,

it'll be fun,

we'll meet some new people.

It's a family evening.

Well,

we'll go as a family.

OK,

calm now,

this is the important bit.

Right,

repeat after me.

I promise from this day forward to never ever

use the word ditto.

Gym

To this

and to definitely never watch the next episode of a show we're watching together

after I've gone.

For the rest of your days

with Amy,

promise these things.

I,

I

Amy,

unbeknownst to you,

James

has also written some vows.

Minutes ago in the toilet.

Can't read that.

Come on,

get it read.

She's had it.

OK

You,

Amy

promised to stop badgering James every Friday night for.

Sorry for calling like that.

Is he cross with me,

Tom?

No,

God,

no,

no,

no,

he wants to be here.

Of course,

madam's happy.

Oh,

they're cute together,

aren't they?

I wish I was still in them days,

don't you?

Yeah,

sometimes.

It's a really lovely house.

Your sister must have put a lot of work into it.

Or paid someone else to.

Yeah.

I hear that you and Tom have got a place in the lakes.

Yeah,

it's Tom's mum's place.

I mean,

it's tiny,

needs a lot of work doing.

Spend much time there?

No,

not really,

but Tom went up recently,

he's been renovating it.

I think he's turning it into a little bit of a,

you know,

shag pad.

Everything OK?

Hi,

yeah,

I was just telling Beth about our little shag pad

in the lake.

Yeah,

you and Neil,

you can use it.

That's a really good idea.

You should go up there actually.

It'd be really good after everything you've been through.

What's that?

Tom and Hannah,

they have a place in the lake,

so we're just saying we could have the use of it.

Oh right,

nice one.

Not been there in years.

Where is it?

Windermere.

It it's right on the lake actually.

I mean,

you can go out on the water,

take the kids.

Ours love it,

don't they?

Yeah,

and then afterwards you can go to the riverbank,

get a little cake,

a little coffee,

riverbank,

yeah,

it's this little cafe,

it's very sweet.

Yeah,

they have them all over.

There's one in Northumberland.

Yeah.

Um,

this is my sister Amy.

Hannah and Tom,

Jess's parents.

Oh,

it's so good to meet you.

Yeah,

good to meet you.

Such a lovely home.

Thank you.

But you've got a fantastic bathroom.

Uh

I need to go as well,

but.

Luckily there are 2 of them.

There's 3 actually.

Have you lost your fucking mind?

Wanted to see you.

Oh,

so you call Hannah.

Well,

Jess invited you,

but then you're all all of a sudden off shooting.

No,

not all of a sudden,

no,

that was booked.

It was organised.

Oh really?

Yes,

really,

playing happy family day.

Honestly.

Cold turkey,

no contact.

Well,

I think that was mainly your conditions.

Yes,

to save our marriages.

I know that you want to be with me.

Oh,

admit it.

Just admit it.

I know that.

Tell me that you don't miss me.

You're a fucking liar.

Beth,

my brother's just been caught by his wife.

I was there.

It's horrific.

You don't want that.

I'm telling you,

you don't want that.

Tell me.

Tell me

that you don't miss me.

I'll tell you what I don't miss.

I don't miss feeling fucking terrible.

I don't miss hating myself.

Your husband is downstairs.

You're up here trying to stick your tongue down my throat.

Please,

please.

You know,

sometimes I do wish

that we'd never met each other.

321.

Alright.

Give it back.

back!

Jesus.

Alright,

let's go again.

1 more,

1 more.

I'm going to win this 13.

Hey,

are you all right?

Fine.

Yeah.

What?

I just want to say sorry.

But Ali are getting angry at the party.

Forget about it.

You can go now.

They need your help.

You can't tell me what,

Dad.

Sure.

Hey.

So my name

His couch is comfier than mine.

Well,

Roblox is making quite a

big step forward.

Because,

uh

What job?

When they finally

And so nowadays

very large

I saw Dad down at the lakes.

Right,

you go see him.

No

She's in some pub.

With a woman looking very happy.

Right.

And your point is,

Maybe we're not all made for monogamy.

For me

I wasn't happy.

Throughout Hannah's illness.

I used to come home,

she'd be curled up on the bedroom floor crying.

Oh my God,

it's brutal.

Always a saint,

aren't you?

I'm not a saint.

Really,

I'm not.

One way is private

If you loved Alicia,

Would it make all this mess worthwhile?

Love.

Oh yeah.

If I'm being honest,

I think that's all I ever really wanted was.

It's that feeling again.

Falling in love and

Nothing can touch you.

It was magic that time,

wasn't it?

That magic doesn't exist anymore for us,

does it,

Tommy?

Chasing it.

But when that gets you.

Sir,

any plans.

Watching robots.

Living in your brother's garden shed.

Right.

You

bet.

You

do whatever you're doing.

I'm taking

this beautiful woman.

Dancing?

What,

are you going out?

Nope.

Kitchen disco,

like when you two were little.

I'm exhausted,

Neil.

Come on,

dance with me.

Dance with him,

he's happy.

He's drunk.

He's happy drunk.

I'll dance,

but only if you two join us.

Yeah,

right,

I'm going to bed.

I'll dance,

Frankie.

No,

dance.

Still got a playlist.

Stop

to

She

He's

OK

Sorry for the way I've been.

I'm with you.

You know that.

My

Gorgeous girl.

Neil,

can be quiet.

They won't hear us.

I just,

I don't.

She was tired.

Once we get going,

we always,

I can't.

When you didn't want to,

I didn't?

Push it.

The day before my court case.

Yeah,

now you're acting like you can just.

Sweep it all away.

Months of this?

Being your

Your wife,

your your

Mother,

your

counsellor.

When was the last time that we had

fun?

When was the last time that we,

that we lived without some shit to deal with?

Yeah,

well I,

I've tried.

Tonight.

Yeah,

but it's been years,

Neil.

It's just the same.

Routine

day after day.

It's called real life,

Beth.

Yeah,

well,

real life sucks.

Nothing of that changes.

She's

Get the kids to school.

Work,

bed?

It's not how I thought my life would turn out.

Look,

I know what you're saying.

Bye.

Things have been hard.

We can have fun again.

In a few years,

it will just be me and you.

We can do what we want.

Trips away,

out with our mates.

On our 3rd date

We had sex behind the bins outside Cassidy's.

You can go back there if you want.

And they say romance is dead.

When Ali died,

Turn the light on inside me.

Life is short.

But the truth is we're just boxed in by.

Work and

On AM.

Retain.

It's not that bad,

is it?

No,

it's not that bad.

It's not that

Good either.

And it used to be.

We used to be good together.

Where did it all go?

We will be.

Again.

Promise Beth.

Just be with me tonight.

I love you.