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How long have you known the deceased?

We came here to make a new start.

Remember, put all that bad stuff behind us.

Hi. This is Becky. Becky's our wonderful new nanny.

Becky!

Something's not right in this house.

I am not my past.

You must be wondering what you've walked into.

Jake cheated on me in London.

And now I think he's doing it again.

He's always messaging someone.

I've seen the name come up.

Mummy.

Can I get your number so that I can book you again?

I've got a card.

Thank you, Ray.

Jesus, Anna, why are you so paranoid?

Well, I haven't been taking my medication.

Let's move on, huh?

Thank you.

I've got a plan.

I'll talk Anna into moving to Australia.

And when she unravels again, And we know she will.

She'll have no hope of taking the kids back to the UK.

She'll be gone, and we'll be together.

Once they're breaking.

No.

I might have to leave you here all day.

Well, you're the evil temptress, aren't you?

Scrambled eggs with cream.

It's Jake's favourite.

He's never going to want to let you go at this rate. Hey, my darling.

Hello. Has he been awake long?

No, he only just got up.

Oh, and I let Grace get stuck into that box of your toys. I hope that's OK.

These were Mummy's toys when she was a little girl.

Hey!

This cuddle's for Duck.

You know, she was my favorite too.

I always hoped that I would have a little person that I could share them

with one day and now I do.

Mummy, you're stinky.

Yes.

Yes, I am.

Well, if you've got everything sorted down here, I might pop upstairs for a

bit. Yeah, we're good.

Aren't we? Maybe don't serve me and Jacob just yet.

Might be some time.

Even in Australia, the drought's got to end sooner or later.

Hey!

How's the run?

Well, it's got the blood pumping, that's for sure.

Which is a very nice way to start the day.

Yeah, sounds like it.

Let me show you.

Oh, really?

Ah, well, you're all sweaty.

Yeah, and you will be too in a minute.

I can't, I want to, just not this morning.

I've got a new client and barely even looked at the brief.

Well, maybe we can make tonight an early one.

I won't be able to think about anything else all day.

Good.

Sorry, Bubba.

Um... You know what we could do?

Yeah. We could have a teddy bear picnic.

Ooh, that sounds fun.

You're smiling.

What have I missed? Oh, nothing.

Yet. But... Night, night.

Hey, maybe you can organise, like, a special dinner for us.

Sure. Chocolate, oysters, Viagra. Whatever works, I will try it.

Yeah, that's fine. God, listen to me oversharing again.

No, it's cool.

Do you know, I think it just feels like the fresh start that I dreamed of.

I'm really happy for you, Anna.

Good luck

with

your meeting today.

Yeah. It's going to be a long one, I think. Tricky case.

All the more reason to have a lovely dinner waiting for you when you get

home. You're too good to me.

I am so sorry for everything that I've put you through.

Well, mind in the sand.

You can't beat yourself up forever. We're going to move on, right?

I want you to look at me the way you used to. Do you remember?

When you said I was so beautiful that I took your breath away?

Danny, you still do.

And I think that's the problem. You're the one that stopped seeing yourself

that way.

Yeah.

I think you're right.

I want to be that couple again.

This is what I'm telling you. We never stopped being them.

It's all good.

Same time this week.

Sorry, next week. Same day.

Thank you.

Morning. Phil, can we make some time to go through the designs I did for the

Westcott Group?

Oh, yes, yes.

They would love to see a few more options.

Oh, what were the issues? Was it the colours or the font? No, no, they love

what you did. They just, they need, they're hard to please.

Can I speak to someone?

No, no need. Just play. Have some fun.

Now, if that's not a dream brief, I don't know what is. I have to take this,

but we can talk about this a bit later, okay?

It's great exercise.

It really tones you up.

You're saying I need to lose weight.

I'm saying Pilates is good for your health. Yeah, I can keep fit. I like it

with a squash.

Okay, now you're really sounding like an old man.

Wow.

hey i feel like i could be organizing your afternoons a lot better no it's all

good it's um it's my networking time i had to keep it fluid actually you know

what there is something you can do for me um this afternoon yeah would you mind

documenting everything that happened with anna the other day i i just i

really wanted to get the help she needs tell me if i'm out of line asking you

this but are you considering a divorce

Sorry, I shouldn't have asked you. No, no, it's okay.

Look, it'd kill me to throw in the towel, but if Anna's in the spiral and

she's still not taking the advice of the doctor, my hands are going to be tired.

That's when it really gets messy.

We'd know better than anyone.

Kids have to come first.

You're a really good dad.

That's right.

Yeah, I'll write a report of everything that happened.

Thank you.

You know, hopefully it just sits in the drawer and we never have to visit,

right?

Come on, little man.

Go to sleep, all right?

Yeah, good boy.

Good boy. Come on.

Surprise.

Wow.

You're not pleased to see me.

I don't want to tire you out.

Now, when has that ever been a problem?

Apparently, you've got a big night planned with your wife.

Oh, my God.

She told you? Yeah. No, she told me.

Now she's probably out buying some sexy undies for you right now.

It's just talk. It's all for show.

She kept going on about how great things were and how the drought was about to

break. You know, really fun stuff for me to listen to. Come on.

You know I'm only going through the motions until we can be together.

Well, good.

I don't plan to share.

I just want to make that very clear.

You know, you're pretty cute when you're jealous.

You're enjoying this. No, I'm not. Yes, you are.

I have waited all morning for you to come home.

And I've been torturing myself with these ridiculous scenarios, okay?

So stop enjoying it. It's just that look on your face.

You're ever more beautiful when you're worried.

Nice save.

Thanks.

When did you put him down?

Just now.

We'd better not waste any more time.

Is that right?

Yeah, that's right.

What the hell is that?

He's fine.

Relax.

The monitor's on.

Me, on the other hand, I think I've been really naughty.

I wanna wake that fire within Come on Light the fire in

me Come on Light the fire, light the fire in me

Light

the fire in me Light

the fire

That was worth coming home for.

You know, eventually you are going to have to spend a full day at work. I have

excellent time management.

I gotta go.

Why? I gotta go.

It's fine, it's fine.

Really?

Really.

Bondi? Hi.

Jake! Help!

Where is he? The doctor's ending now. He's going to be okay.

I'm so sorry. Look, Oliver's going to be all right. That's the main thing. Where

is my son?

His abs look good, but we need to keep him for a few more hours, just to be

sure. Thank God.

He gave us a big scare, little man.

It could have been a lot worse.

Obviously, we want to make sure something like this doesn't happen

again. Yeah, of course.

Babies shouldn't have anything loose in their cot.

No toys, no cords.

We are always so careful about that sort of thing. It only takes one slip-up,

unfortunately.

It was a toy in the cot.

It was your wooden duck.

Oliver got the cord tangled around his neck.

What was it doing in his cot?

He thinks Gracie must have put it in there as a present for her little

brother. But didn't Becky see it? She was putting Oliver down to sleep.

Obviously not, Anna. I think we need to be reasonable here.

Our son could have done it. Well, it wasn't intentional.

Accidents happen, don't they?

Where are you going?

Thank you.

I'm so sorry. How could you not see a toy in the cot?

I have no excuses. I'm so sorry. Were you distracted?

Were you on your phone? And how did Grace even reach you? Kids have ways,

Anna. You can't have been watching her either. Okay, we can talk about this

later. Right now, Grace needs to be picked up from kinder. Becky, if you

come with me, I'll drop you both off. No!

Okay, okay.

I don't want her anywhere near my children. She's clearly devastated, and

you can see that. Why are you defending... Right now, I'm just trying

to find solutions to immediate problems, so I'll get Grace. I'll drop them both

home. I'll call Mum, okay? She can supervise.

All right.

But I don't want her left unattended around my kids.

Well, I'll pick up.

Then I'll be out of the house before any good time.

Oh, he almost died.

I thought he was dead.

I'm never going to forget it. I can just see him lying there. This is not your

fault. No, I dropped the toy in the cart, okay? I put it in there.

Beck. We were so busy fucking that your baby almost strangled himself. Okay,

stop.

It's okay.

Beck, the kids need you in their lives.

And there is way more of a danger to them than anyone.

Is she? Is she actually?

We made a mistake. It was a terrible mistake. But it is nothing compared to

her years of neglect, Bec. Years.

Don't lose sight of the bigger picture, okay? The reason we moved to Australia

to give the kids a better future away from her.

What happened today doesn't change that.

No.

She wants me out.

I heard her say it. Just leave Anna to me.

To be honest.

Hello, my darling. Grandma!

Grandma's got some yummy pasta ready for you.

Oliver's at the doctor's.

I know.

But they're looking after him and he'll be home real soon.

Now, do you want cheese on your pasta?

Yes, please.

Maybe you can help me get that sorted.

How on earth did this happen? Anna gave the kids her old toys.

There was a wooden duck made long before there were safety standards.

And she left it with Oliver?

It wasn't intentional, Mum. She was rushing to get to work. It was an

oversight. An oversight?

How could she be so reckless?

Does she realise how serious this is? Of course she does.

I'll make sure she does.

Hey, do not have a go at her, please.

My grandson's in the hospital. I am not going to sit back and say nothing.

Everyone's upset and you two getting into a fight is not going to help. And

the kids have been through enough. So please, please just let it be.

Too forgiving of her.

I'm going to grab Oliver's blanket and head back to the hospital.

The doctor needs to sign off before we're allowed to leave.

She should be here soon.

No rush.

It's not like he's that happy.

He's already been through way too much for a little boy.

I had a word to Grace about putting toys in Oliver's cot.

I still don't know how she was even able to reach him.

Me either.

I'll have to take a look at the room.

I just don't want to make her feel worse by harping on it.

She's too young to understand.

Besides, this... This isn't on her.

Or Becky.

It's on me.

What?

I tore strips off Becky before I left the house.

I'd asked her to unpack all the boxes in the office and she hadn't even made a

start.

Well, what's that got to do with Oliver?

It's what she was doing this morning. It's why she was so preoccupied.

My son could have died because I am too damn lazy to sort out the office for

myself. That still doesn't make it your fault.

I'd obviously scared her. She was probably worried she'd lose her job.

Her job is to look after our children.

Why? I want you as angry as I am.

Don't you really like them?

I do.

I mean, she's been very supportive of me.

But the bottom line is, I don't trust her anymore.

I'm sorry.

But I want her gone.

How's he doing?

Doctor said he's going to be fine.

Is there anything I can help with?

No.

I've put your duck on a high shelf.

Maybe it can go out in the next hard rubbish collection.

Yeah, it's not something we need to think about tonight, Mum.

I'm going to put him to bed.

Grace is already asleep.

I've got some dinner for you. I'll warm it up.

Sleep tight, darling.

Mummy won't let you.

How did you get there so fast?

The hospital when Oliver was first brought in.

I thought I told you I had a meeting out this way.

Why did Becky call you and not me?

I don't know. I know she probably panicked.

Does it really matter?

What happened to your tie?

Sorry. Well, you had it on this morning, didn't you?

I'm glad you were taking notice of the important things.

I don't know why you're being so defensive. I'm not being defensive.

You make it sound like you're hiding something.

Oh, oh, oh, my God, we're not back to this, are we?

After everything we've been through today, now you're going to accuse me of

what? Being on with Caroline again? I'm curious, that's all.

Oh, Jesus, I already told you how guilty I feel.

OK, fine. Well, I don't believe this.

When I saw my son lying in the hospital, I couldn't breathe. The tie felt like a

noose, so I got rid of it.

Happy? I don't want this to be a fight.

Well, then how about you stop accusing me of being up to no good? I didn't.

Jesus, Anna, is this how it's going to be? You're going to second-guess

everything I did because the last time that happened, you almost killed our two

kids.

You have been dying to throw that in my face all day. Well, it happened.

Yes, and I haven't stopped tormenting my...

Well, then how about you stop being such a hypocrite?

You've got no right to judge Becky or anyone. Not when you've done ten times

worse. I asked you a question. Yeah, and I answered.

What happened to our fresh start? That was all just talk, was it? No, no, no.

Gina, I bend over backwards for you and you keep hurling the same shit in my

face. I've had enough!

I just wanted to be near them.

I'm so sorry.

I'm so sorry.

I know that you're probably sick of hearing me say it, but I am.

You know, I was the best parent in the world until I actually had children.

I had high standards for other people, let me tell you.

Why do you bother having kids if you're just going to have a nanny?

Cloth nappies, organic food, definitely no dummies. God.

I cringe when I think about how... how judgmental I was.

I'm definitely in no position to be judging you.

No, I should have seen the toy in the car.

You weren't expecting it to be there.

It's my job to keep your kids safe.

You didn't strap them into the back of a car and drive so fast that you could

have killed them.

Oliver was only a couple of months old.

I'd worked myself into a state.

I'd convinced myself that Jake was...

I don't know what I was thinking.

I grabbed the keys and I piled the kids into the back seat and the next thing I

knew I'd crashed into the embankment.

The police said it was a miracle that nobody was harmed.

Sounds like you weren't well. No.

No, I wasn't.

When I used to hear other mums banging on a puppet,

depression. I thought they were just looking for sympathy.

God, I was a bitch, isn't I?

I don't know why Jake puts up with me.

He's been so good to me and all I do is find fault.

I pushed him too far.

Same as I always do.

You made a mistake.

We can move past it.

I knew she'd come around.

She likes the idea of being hands-on with the kids until she actually has to

do it.

And she had postnatal depression.

She might not be over it.

Her issues are way bigger than that, Beck.

Yeah, but, like, shouldn't she be getting professional help now?

We're only wasting money until she admits the extent of her problems.

Trust me, we've been down this road a million times. When she goes to a

psychiatrist, she just sits there. She doesn't say a word.

She thinks she has it under control, but she doesn't.

So the cycle just repeats itself over and over, and it's the kids that cop the

brunt.

It's actually going to take her losing them for her to get the help she needs.

Yeah, I heard something crash last night.

Sorry?

I heard this, like, really loud thud coming from your bedroom.

And then I thought I heard Anna crying as well.

She must have fallen over or something. I don't know. I was brushing my teeth.

She's draining the life out of me.

I know that's an awful thing to say, but it's the truth.

It's okay.

I wish I was the man that Anna needed me to be, but it's too much.

Maybe. Won't be long now.

Yeah, how long are you thinking?

It's hard to say.

Yeah, but is it like weeks?

Or is it like months? We just need a little more documentation.

Hang in there, okay?

She'll trip up again, which he does.

We'll be there to catch her.

And the kids.

You've got to go to sleep, Bubba.

Come on.

Oh, Grace!

Sorry. Careful.

I'm sorry. Sorry.

What's up?

I was concentrating on Ollie and I wasn't watching. I'm sorry. I thought

she was still playing with the van. Becky, it's okay.

Daddy,

can you play with me?

Well, sure, sweetie.

Although, some sea air would be nice, wouldn't it?

Well, I wouldn't say no if a restaurant reservation was included.

Well, I could easily make one for you and Becky.

You should go to the beach house, both of you.

Make a day of it.

What about you?

Oh, it's been ages since I've had one-on-one time with the kids. We can

stay here and have fun, can't we, Gracie? Yeah.

Don't feel like you have to be stuck with me or anything.

Anna can't exactly get down there by herself.

That pleasure reminds me of your mother. Which is the whole point. She keeps

saying we can do it up.

Yes, to her specification.

No, no, she's given us free reign.

Mum never goes down there anymore anyway. Too many memories.

Well, it could be fun.

I'm keen if you are.

Count me in. Perfect.

OK, well, I'll get a shower and then we can be on our way.

Cool.

You are too good for me.

You two are on eggshells around each other. Yeah, but how's your holiday

house going to help?

Well, it'll give you two chances to bond. Whether you win back her trust.

Well, you know what? You should come up with some ideas for the house, too.

Me? Yeah. You'll be the one redecorating it, not Anna.

It'll all be yours soon enough.

Think about that on the drive in.

Even smells of Cynthia in here.

Here, we should open the doors.

Burn sage in every room, all right?

It's a great house, though.

Oh, my God.

Look at this view.

Don't worry, it's just alarm reminding me to take my pills. I keep forgetting,

which pretty much defeats the purpose.

Are they for your postnatal depression?

They're for all my issues.

The doctor assures me that they'll keep me on an even keel.

It must be good to talk to someone.

Like a professional.

You'd think so, wouldn't you?

But I get in there and I just... I don't know what to say.

I just clam up. I hate that. I can't even make therapy work for me.

Maybe you just need someone different.

Jake thinks it's just money down the drain, and I am starting to think that

he might be right.

Oh, are you all right?

Yeah, I'm fine.

It's just stuffy in here, isn't it?

Yeah.

Oh.

It must be off at the fuse. This has happened before. I can check.

Is there a box somewhere?

Oh. Thank you. Yes, go down to the left of the pool down the stairs and it's in

the shed in front of you.

It's locked.

Is there a key anywhere?

Yeah, I forgot to tell you it's in the bird feeder above the door

Yes. I emailed some more designs.

Did you look at them yet? Yeah, they are wonderful.

Great.

So should we set up a meeting for feedback?

Look, thing is, they are probably going to get put on the back burner.

Okay. It happens all the time. You know, we do all the hard work and then they

just give it the run around. Sorry.

Yes.

Yeah, I need it Thursday.

Yeah, I know. Well, too bad. It has to be Thursday.

I'm starting to feel like I'm working on a phantom account.

The Westcott group, they are on the books. They are a client.

Yeah, they're for real.

But they haven't commissioned anything in ages.

Is there enough work for me to be here?

Pavan, you know my husband and Phil are old uni mates, but that shouldn't stop

you giving it to me straight.

I didn't come on board to be decoration.

The thing is, four people were let off only a couple of months ago.

And people weren't happy when we heard you were coming on board.

But Phil said you were only here on contract.

A short-term contract.

Yeah.

Hello?

Oh yeah, Oliver's doing really well.

Yeah, of course.

Do you want me to bring him in too?

Was there a problem with the paperwork?

We haven't been in Australia very long, but my husband said that the Medicare

was all sorted.

There's no issues with that.

I thought we could have a chat about how things are going at home.

Can I get you some water? I'm fine, thanks.

And Oliver's fine too.

He's eating well and he's sleeping well.

And how are you doing, Anna?

Obviously, I panicked at the time.

What parent wouldn't?

But there's no point tormenting yourself over what might have been.

It's not about tormenting anyone.

Certainly from our point of view, it's about taking steps to make sure your

family's supported.

What support do you think we need?

I've only got some of your history, but it's fair to say you've been under some

pressure. I'm sorry.

My history.

No one's making any accusations, Anna.

Like I said, we're looking for ways that we can help. I don't need your help.

I wasn't even at home when it happened.

But you gave your son the toy. I gave it to my daughter.

I didn't know that she was going to put it in Oliver's cot.

Who told you this?

We just want to make sure that you're aware of the resources available to you.

Did my husband say this to Dr. Lee?

I believe he told the paramedics at the house.

The house?

He took them through the whole thing when he showed them the cult?

And does it say anything about our nanny?

There's a note here.

She was buried astray.

But your husband did a great job of comforting her.

Anna, we just want to help you.

Maybe you just take a read of the news.

Ray, stop here, please.

Take her to the house. Just stop.

Okay.

I have to figure out what they're planning.

I have to be smarter than them.

Is there anything that your husband can use against you?

I don't want you to feel like this is a situation that you can't get out of.

Do you ever think that he could really lose it? What are you doing?

Oh, God, what if she tells the cops?

Can you help me?

Cut the bullshit.

This is so messed up.

Why are you home?

You are the only one I trust.

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