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I love you.

I love you too.

Hey, no, no, no.

No, I'm... I'm not, but it's not you.

It's not you, it's me?

Stop, that's not what I mean.

I'm just... I had a long day and I'm tired.

Can we do it in the morning?

Yeah, sure.

You know this feeling, don't you?

You've been here before.

You'll be here again.

Standing at the edge of this...

chasm.

It wasn't always like this, was it?

It started as a crack.

A mendable fissure.

Easily traversable across messy strands of love.

But chiseled wider slowly over time by little, tiny increments.

Like the weather carving mountains.

This was no stranger to the world.

Is something wrong?

No, Anna.

Yeah, Anna.

My name's Anna.

Hi Hannah.

Hi.

Hi.

Did I say it the wrong way?

What's your name?

I'm Saf.

I took a note.

I took a note.

I took a note.

Okay, something's wrong.

Okay, something's wrong.

Are you an actor?

I don't know.

I deliver pizzas.

I deliver pizzas.

I don't know who does what they do, so I thought maybe it was the same for you.

Should I probably go?

No, I want you to stay.

It's just that...

I'm starting to feel weird.

I just...

I just need to get to know you a little better.

Is that okay?

Yeah, sure.

Totally.

Um...

do you...

do you like being a pizza boy?

Pizza man.

Sorry.

I'm gonna own my own shop, parlor...

whatever it's called.

Why pizza?

Why not?

Well, not doing something isn't a reason to do it.

You have to have a reason.

There's probably a thousand reasons why I should or shouldn't do it, but I...

kind of just want...

You're not here right now, are you?

That's a direct thing to say.

Is that okay?

...

I haven't decided.

Did you know that decide comes from the Latin root sidae?

Which means to kill off.

Like homicide, insecticide, suicide.

Wanna use some sort of weird word, Buff?

No, but I went to this empowering life seminar and they said an empowering

context to live your life is not through decision.

Then what is?

The empowering context I create for myself and my life is through the power of...

choice.

What's the difference?

Between choosing and deciding?

Yeah.

I left the seminar before you got to that part.

Why?

It's too confronting.

You're funny.

... You really think so?

In a stupid way, yeah.

... ...

... ...

... ... ... ... ... ... ...

You should get dressed.

Huh?

...What?

Here.

...

Didn't you say he was gonna be out all day?

...

His appointment was at noon.

... ...

You should go out the back... ... ...

And take an umbrella.

There's one in the closet by the door.

Oh, no, it's not gonna rain.

Roger, I have to make the bed.

What's wrong?

You've been in a mood all day.

We've had a nice time.

Mm-hmm.

Come on, talk to me.

Nothing.

There's... Nothing's wrong.

Okay.

It's just, I know he's coming home with her half my age.

Oh.

You should see how she looks at him in my house.

Well, he's not, uh... Oh, no, of course not.

She's his nurse.

A few years ago.

Who knows?

Thanks.

Huh.

Oh, my God, look at this mess.

Oh, come on.

Making messes is what we're good at.

What?

I feel rotten.

You're doing the best you can.

It's not easy, I know.

You don't know what he's going through.

Enough about him.

I have to make the bed.

Marnie, what's all this about?

I'm going back to him.

You never left him.

I'm serious.

I... I can't do this anymore.

Why?

Hey, you're reaching John.

...and I'll get back to touching you as soon as I can.

Hi, it's me.

And, uh...

I was really, really hoping to talk to you, but it just keeps going to voicemail,

so I guess I'm just gonna leave a message again.

Anyway, I just...

I just was checking in, as you say, to let you know that everything is fine.

It's still fine.

And, uh...

I'm fine, the kids are fine.

Everything's fine.

I'm great, actually.

Yeah, I've been, um...

I've been painting a lot, and, uh...

feeling really inspired by the...

the landscapes out here, and...

I have this inn at a gallery, and I...

I think they really like my stuff, so that's good.

I think I'm gonna finally do what I should have done years ago.

And, um...

It's just...

It feels good to be out here, you know?

I mean, I just feel like I got out here, and this

weight was lifted off of me, and I could breathe again.

And, uh...

The kids... The kids are... The kids are doing great.

I mean, they... They love it out here.

They're, uh... in school, and...

they've already made some friends.

And they don't... They don't miss New York at all.

So, that's good.

And, uh... We're all just really...

happy here, actually.

Just a happy family.

You never thought I could do it, John.

I'm doing it.

Anyway, I got your papers today.

And, um...

All your condescending little notes, and...

My lawyer will call you as soon as I have my stuff together.

But then... I never wanna grow up.

It's, uh...

You know we always say that, right?

That we're gonna do it in the morning?

And then we roll over and go to bed.

And when we wake up, you've forgotten all about it.

And we're both stressed out because of work.

So...

It never happens.

It doesn't never happen.

Why do you say that?

I hate when you say that.

It does happen sometimes.

Well, you're right.

It does happen sometimes.

Well, you know...

When I force the issue.

Like you're doing right now.

Is that what you're doing?

Forcing the issue?

Just wearing me down till I wanna do it?

All right, let's do it, Julian.

Let's fuck.

Look, I'm just trying to have a conversation.

No, you're not.

You're trying to make me feel guilty.

I'm not saying it's your fault.

Yes, you are.

You're just...

You're way too passive-aggressive to actually

say it, but that's what you're saying, Julian.

You say it every single night.

We're not having sex because Beth doesn't wanna have sex.

I just wanna know why.

Is that so unreasonable?

It's a perfectly natural question.

My wife doesn't wanna have sex with me anymore.

How is that supposed to make me feel?

How do you think it makes me feel that you blame me for everything?

I'm not blaming you.

I'm just trying to fix this.

No.

You're trying to fix me.

I'm trying to fix us.

Do you really believe that?

Yes.

I do.

And what haven't I offered to do?

I've said we should see a therapist.

No, you want me to see the therapist.

I bought books and movies and wine and trips.

Oh, you want me to read the books.

You wanna fix me.

And I don't know what else is possible.

God, just stop.

Well, then tell me what to do.

Stop.

Stop what?

Stop pressuring me.

Stop this.

God, do you know what that feels like for me?

How you make me feel like I'm frigid or something?

Look, maybe it's not you.

Hey, maybe you're just not attracted to me.

Is that what it is?

You're just not attracted to me anymore?

Is that... God.

Dear me!

Why can't you just say it?

Don't yell at me.

Well, I don't know what else to do.

We can't keep doing this.

Every...

Every relationship is like this.

Every relationship.

Yeah, you know what?

All those relationships have in common.

Don't talk to me like I'm a four-year-old, Julian.

You.

You're such an asshole.

Thank you.

Thank you.

You know what?

Maybe if you didn't just get on top of me and

pound me, Julian, maybe I'd be more into it.

Is that what it's like for you?

Is that what it's like for you?

No, I...

Maybe if you were more into it, I'd do more than just pound you.

I'm always trying to do more.

I'm always trying to go down on you.

I'm always trying to do different things.

Jesus Christ, you're the most inhibited person I've ever met.

Oh, God.

You hate every position except missionary.

You don't even like making out.

How can you be with someone when you don't like making out with them?

That's fucking horrible.

Oh, it is horrible.

It's horrible.

And I hate it.

And I hate this.

I fucking hate it, Julian.

And I hate the way you make me feel.

And why are you here?

How can you stay with someone you're not even attracted to?

I'm sorry.

It's not your fault.

I'm sorry.

I cheated on you.

I cheated on you when you were in Vancouver.

You know this feeling, don't you?

You've been here before.

You'll be here again.

Standing at the edge of this...

chasm.

I love you.

I love you, too.

You're not a natural blonde, are you?

Why?

I don't know.

I guess because natural blondes usually aren't so intense.

I changed it when I moved out here.

I used to live in New York.

You like it?

You think it's different out here?

You know it's different...

People...

The water tastes different.

It was something I...

I wanted to do for a long time, and one day I just did it.

It felt right.

Different.

Something new.

Choose freely.

The Seminar.

It's about choosing freely.

It's like...

Not letting the circumstances of life make decisions for you, but choosing with

consideration or something.

So is that a choice?

A decision?

I don't know.

Is that an ex?

A spend.

Anna!

Are you coming?

I'm sorry, Sal.

Are you gonna make me come up?

Sorry.

Everybody is asking where you are.

Honey, you're not even dressed.

What are you, heating up the oven for Papa Bear?

God, you're nuts.

I cheated on you.

I beg your pardon?

Not the pizza boy.

Pizza man.

He's still here, actually.

You know I feel terrible about this whole situation.

He's hiding right here.

Why are you doing this?

I need you to see this.

He's hiding right here.

He's right here.

I told you.

Once.

One time.

You're lying.

I am not.

It's the truth.

I swear to you.

I have an idea.

How about you forgive me?

Let's just make that happen.

But first, before that, I need you to join the mixer with me.

Okay?

Was it a choice?

Or a decision?

A decision.

I'm not following you.

It's okay.

You're okay.

You're all right.

Don't do this.

Stop.

Hey.

Hey.

You want a drink?

Calm your nerves.

Yeah, that's what my baby needs.

I'm gonna go do that, all right?

But in the meantime, I need you to be getting ready.

Okay?

You can do this.

Come on.

You can do it.

Are you nuts, lady?

Most people think so, yes.

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.

It's okay.

Here.

Just take this, please.

Just take it.

It's the least I can do, you know, for the pizzas.

It's okay.

Please.

I'm really not a bad person.

I'm sure.

I could help you with your shop.

I mean, what kind of investment are you looking for?

I don't know.

Do you know when he's leaving?

Do you have a location?

I mean, I have friends.

We can help find you a location.

I haven't really thought about it yet.

I thought you wanted your own shop.

I have a lot of moving parts.

You don't have a plan.

I do.

It's just that it's problematic, okay?

And this stuff happens, and shit comes up, and it takes time.

And who am I to do those things that need to be done?

I don't know, Ryan.

I don't know.

I don't know.

You're... you're you.

Exactly.

What's 72 divided by 8?

Max.

40.

Million.

368.

Yeah, right.

Did you have my calculator, Max?

Damn it, Daisy!

You just made me die!

I'm dead now!

Good.

Now maybe you can try that stupid game.

Your stupid game.

Turn it down!

I hope your face gets blown up by a machete.

Okay.

So, duh.

A machete's a knife.

Fuck you.

I am so telling Mom!

Mom!

Max is playing War Games with the volume up so loud I can't concentrate on my homework!

She can't hear us.

She probably has her stupid headphones on.

Maybe you should get some stupid headphones.

What is going on in here?

Max is playing War Games with the volume up so loud I can't concentrate on my homework!

Daisy sucks at math so she has to keep on asking me all the answers!

It makes me die!

Okay, okay, okay!

Daisy!

Stop making Max die.

Max, stop playing War Games... But she... No!

Stop!

Not another word!

Okay?

I'm feeling really inspired here tonight and your energy is just really toxic.

Max, hug your sister.

No.

He smells.

Alright, you guys.

I'm serious.

Not another word from both of you or I'm taking away your video game.

Max.

But mom!

What about Daisy?

Daisy?

Fine!

I'll take away her homework!

Mom, that's crazy.

You can't just take away my homework.

Please, you guys.

Please.

I don't want to fight tonight.

Okay?

I'm working.

Okay.

I'm sorry.

It's alright.

It's gonna be okay.

So you're leaving me out of pity for him.

Think about what that means.

That isn't it.

It's not your fault.

Come on.

What's really going on?

What are you sleeping with him?

What?

Yes.

The first time was January.

Three months.

How could you?

He's my husband.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I get that.

How could you not tell me?

I tried to.

You don't love him.

Yes, I do.

I need to tell him.

He needs to know about us.

It's gonna kill him.

That's not funny.

No, I'm serious.

You think he's gonna take this lightly?

Four years?

I need to do this.

He needs to know about us.

You know, this has nothing to do with him.

It's because I never left Caroline for you.

That's what it is, isn't it?

No.

Yes, it is.

You can tell me.

Alright, maybe you're right.

Maybe if you'd been able to leave Caroline, things would be different.

Yeah, well, see, I never had a chance.

She left me.

Yes, but you never left her.

You still haven't.

What does that mean?

You still have her clothes, Roger.

There's pictures of the two of you everywhere.

You know, that's really easy for you to say, because you've always had Walter.

And what the hell have I had?

Nothing!

I really don't care who left whom.

Okay.

The point is, there was never any room in your home for me.

Yes, there was.

No, you were just biding your time, hoping that she'd come back again.

Any normal person would have thrown the shit out of you to go!

You don't know anything about it!

Well, I'm tired of feeling guilty!

You know, just forget it.

Forget it.

I don't care anymore.

Yeah, you don't care.

When I think you need to go.

I know she's not coming back.

Don't you think I know that?

Caroline passed away!

When?

When did this happen?

You're meaning to throw all of her things out, aren't you?

I really have.

I'm sorry.

I shouldn't have said those things.

When did she pass?

That's not important.

Can you please help me find my calculator?

Fine.

There.

I looked.

You're such a child.

You're such a child.

I wish I had my own room.

I hate sharing with you.

You and Mom could share a room.

Mom doesn't see anything weird about us sharing a room.

Besides, she'll say, figure it out on your own.

Like she always does.

What are you doing?

Building a wall.

Come

here and look at this!

The Night Rainbow.

I almost forgot about this book.

If there's no happy endings, make one out of cookie dough.

So true.

Should we use it for our wall?

Cookie dough?

No, stupid.

The book.

I guess.

Do you think it's okay if we glue books together?

It's not like we're burying them.

It's more like recycling.

Then I want this to face my side.

So I can look at the cover.

Okay.

Then I want Go Dog Go to face my side.

Oh, I love Go Dog Go.

Do you like my hat?

I do not like your hat.

Goodbye.

Goodbye.

Heh.

Heh.

Oh.

Baby.

No answer.

Come here.

What?

Come here.

No!

No, please.

You are my wife.

And I'm a caveman.

And cavemen, they just club their wives and have their way with them.

That is so not true.

Mm-hmm.

I need to go back to school and take an anthropology class.

Nerd.

Oh, Julian needs sex now.

Won't take lip from wife.

Wow.

I'm just a caveman.

I'm just a tonto.

Tonto?

I'm sorry.

I just, mm, I don't have sex with engines.

Uh-oh.

I'm a caveman and you are a racist.

Oh.

Fine.

We win.

We must.

We must.

Make it quick.

Wow.

That's good to turn on.

What?

Make it quick.

No, no, no.

That's not what I meant.

Don't.

No.

Don't take it that way.

Come here.

We won't have sex, come on.

I want you to do me like an Indian caveman.

Babe.

I don't, I want to.

No, I don't, I don't feel fresh.

I don't, I don't care.

Please, come here.

... ...

No.

I don't think I can.

But I want you to.

Sure.

I want you to come.

Here, why don't you try this?

Whoa, easy.

See, I told you you needed a drink.

Oh, look what I've got.

I know you love this.

Hmm?

I love you.

Don't do that.

Baby, you've got to loosen up.

Well, not this again.

It didn't mean anything.

It doesn't feel that way.

Baby, it was a one-time stupid mistake.

Don't do this.

I'm not doing anything.

Yeah, you are.

This is what you do.

You put the little wall around yourself.

Gee, I wonder why.

No, you're impossible.

You know, I heard this thing once.

But I didn't understand it until now.

I can't hear a word you're saying.

We say...

We...

The general we.

We say...

I want to go to the beach.

But I don't have time.

So we work at making time.

But then we never end up going to the beach.

Uh-huh.

So?

I want to go to the beach, Harry.

Hands.

What?

I didn't get anything on it.

It was your information.

Well, you want to go to the beach?

Let's go to the beach.

Metaphorically.

I...

I don't know how to go to the beach metaphorically.

Can we please stop talking in circles?

Honey, I apologize.

I need you to forgive me.

And I need you to come down and see our friends.

Now?

Yeah.

I... I can't.

Okay, well...

I'm going to do that.

And I would really like it if you would join me.

You know?

At some point, you got to take the bull by the horns.

Got to move forward here or...

Come on.

You okay?

No.

I'm sorry, Sal.

You're a good person.

I don't... I don't want to be rude or anything, but...

I really don't think you should listen to that guy and his bull by the horns stuff.

No.

No.

He's...

He's a good man.

And he's...

He's... He's generous.

And...

Until recently, very decent.

I think you're right, you know?

Yeah.

I think what you think is good.

Do you still think I listen to you?

Maybe you shouldn't.

Maybe I am.

This is how we did it.

Like everybody else.

He said it's not true.

When he got mad, he said...

Alright, now tell my son...

Where is his mildoux?

He said it's not real.

Seriously?

Yeah.

I think she's depressed again.

Do you think Grandma feels sorry for us?

Why would she?

That's stupid.

I don't know.

Maybe she feels sorry for you, because you're such an enormous dork.

Max, Daisy, I want you in bed now.

You should probably call my voicemail again.

Yeah.

Hi.

It's me again.

I was really hoping to get you, but it just keeps going to voicemail,

so I guess I'm just gonna have to leave a message.

It's probably late there.

I just don't know when else to call, because it's still early here.

The kids, um...

The kids are great.

They are...

they're in school, and they've, um, made some friends, and, uh...

I think it's time to tell them that you're gonna be staying in New York.

Hey.

I found a picture of Dad.

You did?

Let me see it.

Okay.

But you can only look.

I thought Mom left all the pictures in New York.

Give it to me.

Wow.

I love this picture.

Yeah, I know.

Is that me?

Or is that you?

It's me.

I'm wearing black.

You only wear pink.

It's me, okay?

Okay, okay, geez.

Fine.

Let's just get back to work.

If you put it back in your pocket, it might rip.

Or crease, you know.

Shut up.

Fine.

We're just facing that.

Shut up!

You can have it if you want.

I don't want it.

Please.

Just take it.

Fine.

Why do you need to tell him?

Because I want this to be real.

Whatever's left.

It's me, standing right here.

No, Roger.

This was never real.

It was before we met.

What?

She died before we met.

How could you lie to me like that?

My God.

I don't believe this.

I think I'm going out of my mind.

No, you're fine.

You didn't do anything wrong, Marnie.

How could I not have seen this coming?

How could I let you into my home?

Into my life?

Don't say that.

I love you, Marnie.

All the stories.

You told me over and over and over again how she left you.

I felt sorry for you.

I didn't love her.

I never loved her.

Yeah.

Well, that doesn't make it right.

Well, she didn't love me either, even before.

It's just like Walter.

Don't you see that?

We're the same.

We're not talking about Walter.

Don't you mention him.

What?

He's the same now?

He's sick.

He's dying.

Well, you're nothing like Walter.

He doesn't love you.

Don't you think I know that?

I need you to leave.

I was a good husband to her, Marnie.

I took care of her.

Well, Walter's a good man, and he needs me.

I need you.

I was going to leave him for you.

You still can.

You want to make this real?

Come on, let's make this real.

Real?

How could this be real?

You've been lying to me since the moment we met.

And you've been lying to Walter this whole time, and he doesn't love you.

I love you, and that's not a lie.

Please.

Please, just forgive me, and let's just start all over again.

You can't start loving him just because he's dying.

Yes, I can.

Nothing will change if you do.

I think you need to go now.

Just go.

Why'd you have to tell me?

Why'd you have to tell me now?

That wasn't even remotely fun for you, was it?

Why do you have to ruin it?

Not ruining anything if it wasn't good to begin with.

Dylan, what do you want?

I guess I just wish that you wanted it sometimes.

I do want it.

At Stephanie and Mark's engagement party I initiated.

We were hungover.

That was a month ago.

Julian, what do you want?

You act like this is abnormal.

It's not.

People have less sex the longer they're together.

You know that.

I just want a secret.

Look, I just wish you wanted it sometimes.

That you wanted it as much as I did.

But I never get the feeling that you do.

Yes, yes.

We just had sex, but you're not there.

You're so miserable.

Why do you stay with me?

Because I love you.

And I want this to work.

Well, maybe you can't.

Maybe this is just the way I'm made.

Maybe I'm not some rock star in bed, but it is not like you're...

What?

I don't know.

No, just say it.

What were you going to say?

You know, maybe we just don't fit.

That's not what you were going to say.

I don't know what I was going to say.

I was going to say...

You said, maybe I'm not some sort of rock

star in bed, but it's not like you're a what?

You know, Julian... What?

What were you going to say?

If you would stop making me feel... Just say it!

It's not like you're some rock star in bed.

Where are you going?

T.J.

was playing at the hotel.

Probably finishing up.

You're seriously going to go meet T.J.

right now?

And now?

And those groupie chicks?

Yeah.

You can't go.

We're in the middle of this, Julianne.

I can't stay here with you.

Why?

Because.

Because I said you weren't a rock star in bed?

Fuck you.

I'm sorry, okay?

I'm sorry.

I shouldn't have said that.

God damn it!

You make me feel guilty for everything!

Like everything is my fault!

I'm not saying it's your fault!

Right?

It's this whole situation.

It's fucked!

Everything's fucked and I have no idea what to do anymore!

Please don't go out.

Please.

Don't you walk out on me, Julianne!

I am your wife!

What is that supposed to mean anyway?

Huh?

You're a million fucking miles away and there's nothing I can do to get closer!

Is it because you think I suck in bed?

Is that it?

Is that why you don't love me anymore?

Maybe... maybe you never loved me.

Maybe this whole thing was bullshit from the very beginning.

Please don't leave like this.

But you do want me to leave.

Right?

Or you want to leave eventually.

That's the thing you're not saying.

That's the thing you can't say.

I don't know.

No?

Well, I do.

Goodbye.

Yeah, and um... just for the record...

I've fucked a lot of girls who've been more than satisfied with me.

So don't blame me for your shit.

And maybe... maybe you'll just have to get into yet another

failed relationship to figure out you're just a frigid cunt!

Fuck!

Marnie... what did you want to talk about this morning?

You didn't take an umbrella... here.

...

I told you.

In the closet by the door.

I love you.

Get you a dry shirt.

No, no, no.

Don't bother.

I've got a car coming to pick us up in 15 minutes.

Well, where are we going?

I, uh... I made reservations.

At that restaurant.

You know, the one you and your girlfriends are always talking about.

But they, uh... say we're expecting rain all night.

Ah, you know they never write about these things.

I guess you're right.

Nobody's ever right about these things.

Baby!

Just do your thing down there.

No.

What do you mean?

Hannah!

It's okay.

Are you okay?

Are you coming?

Okay.

Come on.

No, no, no.

Hide.

What hide?

Please hide.

Get in the closet.

Now.

Baby!

What are you doing?

Hannah!

Let him see me.

He'll kill you.

That's bad, right?

Yes.

Baby.

Frank and Patty are leaving.

I don't want this anymore.

Not like this.

We should do something.

Right?

No.

Baby, there are people waiting to see you.

Okay.

All right, turn around.

Turn around.

Turn around.

Turn around.

What the hell is going on?

I know this is tough on you.

It's tough on me, too.

You know, it would be easier if you just told me the truth.

I just want to know how many times.

Why won't you tell me?

I have told you a thousand times.

I've told you everything.

You tell me nothing.

Oh, please.

Why can't you go anywhere?

You don't even want to talk anymore.

I got to throw a frickin' mixer in my own house just to get you to attend an event.

I can't believe you went through with it.

What?

Are you kidding me?

I asked you over and over if you wanted to do this today and you said nothing.

Nothing.

What do you want from me?

The truth.

Once.

One goddamn time.

That's it.

No more.

That's not the truth.

Well, if you know then why do you keep asking?

Because I want you to say it.

Why?

I love you, too.

Can you stop?

Can we just talk for once?

Any of this.

You know, if we love each other, we should be able to get past this.

If we love each other, we should get past this?

Exactly.

What?

You're going to walk out on me in the middle of a mixer?

It's a party, for God's sakes.

Not a mixer.

A party.

You want to know, I'll tell you.

It doesn't matter anymore.

I don't believe you.

Look, if you didn't love me, we'd still be Harry.

I've always known.

I was just hoping you didn't love me.

But you do.

And that's terrible.

You're about to make the worst decision of your life.

Not a decision.

It's a choice.

What is the difference?

I'm making it.

Good for you.

The only thing is that there is no fucking difference between choice and decision!

It's the same fucking...

I've been here before.

Again and again and again and again.

Standing at the edge of this chasm.

I can't do it anymore.

I'm scared.

I'm a liar.

And I'm scared.

So fucking scared, I can't...

I can't do it anymore.

What are you scared of?

That you're gonna stop loving me.

That I'm not good enough for you.

As a person.

As...

...a man.

And I feel like you've already figured it out and

you're just waiting for a good excuse to leave.

Get into bed at night and I begin to wonder...

...if you're ever gonna want me...

...the way I want you.

I'm scared too, Julian.

What are you scared of?

I'm scared that...

...I don't deserve anyone.

And someone loves me as much as you love me.

Cheated on you.

Twice.

Once when you went home for the fourth and once when I was in Europe.

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

I slept with someone.

What are we supposed to do?

I don't even think I wore pink when I was little.

Mom hates pink.

Yeah, I don't know why I said that.

I remember mostly wearing yellow.

Can I have that picture of dad back?

If you promise not to put it in your pocket.

Okay.

I'll put it under my pillow.

It might still get crushed there.

Here, put it under this.

Sure.

What?

I said...

...thank you!

Oh!

You're welcome!

You look funny!

Oh yeah!

I thought you were sleeping.

Did you use glue?

Super glue, mostly.

And regular type.

And staples with the curtains.

It's really late.

You just go to bed, okay?

Just go to bed, okay?

I haven't slept in my sleeping bag for like five years.

It's kind of fun.

I have to sleep in my sleeping bag instead of my bed.

You do?

I didn't know that.

Probably because you already sleep.

Yeah.

Probably.

The answer is nine, by the way.

The answer to your division problem?

Oh yeah.

Okay.

Thank you.

Max?

Yeah?

Can you remind me tomorrow, just in case I forget?

I'll probably forget.

Yeah, okay.

Tired eyes, oh.

Slow down, it'll be alright.

Once the fire dies, once the fire dies, oh.

Almost there.

It's been a long,

it's been a long

Spare some change, do you have a name?

Do you have a name?

Oh, look up to the moon, it still looks the same See how

it wanes, see how it wanes, yeah Yes, the glow is dim

But through the fog and wind

Yeah, it's always there Yeah, it's always there And it's been a long, long,

long winter

And it's been a long, long,

long winter And it's been a long, long, long winter And it's been a long,

long, long winter And it's been a long, long, long winter And it's been a long,

long, long winter And it's been a long, long, long winter And it's been a long,

long, long winter And it's been a long, long, long winter And it's been a long,

long, long winter And it's been a long, long, long winter And it's been a long,

long, long winter And it's been a long, long winter And it's been a long,

long winter And it's been a long, long winter And it's been a long,

long winter And it's been a long, long winter And it's been a long,

long winter

It's been a long, long winter It's been a long, long winter It's been a long winter,

it's been a long winter, yeah, it's been a long, long...

...fly, arcs through the air, and lands on the surface.

Lands softly there, it rests for a blink of an eye.

On the end of the line, before taking off again.

Let it, let it go.

It's held in a soft grip, by two calloused hands.

The

fly, arcs through the air, to its feet again.

...and lands on the surface.

...and out, in and out.

...pressed white sheets, clear water drip.

...golden breeze, and the river...