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Holy moly.

That's the mother lode up there.

Oh, my god.

You're gonna climb?

Yeah. I'm just gonna climb it.

Go big or go home.

That's what I always say.

Oh, my god.

I dropped my machete.

Ouch.

Be careful.

Ouch. Ouch.

Here we go.

Yeah!

I'm in the middle of nowhere.

I have nothing but ocean

And open coastline around me.

I can see that there are a lot of coconut trees,

Some bamboo, and a thick carpet of jungle

This is a pretty lush environment.

I've never been to colombia before.

The humidity with the heat is tough.

This environment is very different

From the high desert

And mountainous region of utah where I live,

But overall it's gonna be an incredible experience.

Off the caribbea coast of northern colombia

Lies the san salvador river basin.

The dense tropical terrain

Combines four distinct landscapes,

Beaches, mangroves,

Rivers, and jungle.

With midday temperatures

Reaching into the 90s,

The thick vegetation and swampy waters

Provide cover

For some of south america's deadliest wildlife.

Jaguars prowl the jungle,

Taking down prey with their stealth and spee

Which can reach up to 50 miles per hour.

While 12-foot caiman

Can lurk beneath the murky river water

For more than an hour,

Waiting to drown their victims

Before they eat them.

A lot of people are survivalists

With a beer in their hand,

But this is the real thing.

I guess this is it.

Being naked for me is not a problem.

As anyone who has ever lived with me knows,

I walk around naked a lot,

So I'm not gonna have any problem with it.

Hey, I'm comfortabl being naked

In front of a stranger.

It also helps that that stranger

Is also going to be naked.

I'm going to meet my partner.

I'm hoping that they're as excited to meet me

As I am to meet them,

And that we get rolling here.

Do I have anything in my teeth?

I am pretty nervous.

I hope that she is cool and helpful

And we'll get along just fine.

I don't really believe

In conforming to traditional gender rules.

When it comes to survival tasks,

I think both parties pulling equal weight in whatever way

Is the best combination.

And, hopefully, that's something that we'd agree on

Hey, yo.

What's up?

I'm nathan.

Nathan. I'm molly.

- Nice to meet you, molly. - Oh, bring it in.

Bring it in.

Well...

How are you feeling about this?

I'm a little bit awkward.

- I just... - Yeah.

I'm trying to maintain eye contact.

Yeah.

I'm excited to see what your skillset is.

I'm an outdoor educator and wilderness guide.

The outdoors is my happy place.

I've experienced as an outdoor educator

Teaching wilderness surviva

And wilderness trekking skills.

Then went on to become a wilderness first responder

Over the last couple years,

I've gotten more into primitive survival

As a way to be better prepared going out

On adventures.

I'm excited to test my skill

Under different circumstance than I'm used to.

With this challenge,

I'm trying to prove to myself

That I can handle whatever comes at me

And be able to take it on with grace and succeed.

Molly's wilderness emt skill

Will be an asset in the jungle,

But her lack of experience in a tropical climate

Could make it difficult for her.

She starts with a primitive survival rating

Or psr, of 6.7.

I'm a great fire starter,

Shelter builder, forging.

Okay.

- Yeah. - I...

Mostly hunting, shelter-building.

I've been practicing primitive survival

Since I was about five years old.

My brother and I would go deep into the woods

And build shelters

And pretend that we're living off of the land

Now, I raise my own land,

Chickens and grow all of my vegetables and fruit

At my homestead.

Oh, look at this.

I consider myself more of a lone wolf

Than a team player.

I know that I would have no problem making it 21 day

Without my partner.

I'm always looking for an opportunity

To push myself further

Than anyone else will go,

And this is the perfect opportunity for me to do that.

Nathan is comfortable

Living off the land

But his lone wolf mentality

Could make working with a partner difficult.

He starts with a psr of 6.9

Feels like this is the start of a good partnership.

I think so.

Let's get through these 21 days 'cause I ain't...

- I'm not tapping if you don't. - All right.

- No tap pact. - No tap pact.

Okay. Good.

Awesome.

I can see our stuff over here.

Let's check out what we got.

Molly and nathan have each brought

A survival item.

I have my awesome machete.

Nice.

I got my fire starter.

I have the same one.

- Do you really? - Yeah.

That's awesome.

And been given a pot to boil water.

I've got the map in here as well.

So here, we are at our meet point.

Looks like we've got a water source right here.

Yup. So that'll be camp.

Some dangers,

Fer-de-lance, caiman,

Corral snakes, and jaguars.

I'm gonna try to hunt some caimans though.

- Amazing. - I'm gonna be...

I'm gonna be exploring some of the...

Some of the danger zones.

Cool. I love it.

It looks like it's pretty dense through here.

- Yeah. - So let's see if we can walk

Along the beach and then cut in, yup.

Cool. All right.

- All right. - Shall we?

- Yeah. Let's. - Let's go.

Just met my partner molly.

She seems super cool.

I think that her fire skills

From her survival wilderness teaching

Will probably come in pretty handy.

And I know that she'll be able to tend fire

And keep everything going while I go out and explore.

I'm pretty excited.

Seems like a good fit.

And I couldn't have asked for anything better.

Look at all this vine.

I know. Such good cordage.

I know how to make cordage out of bamboo as well.

Oh, excellent.

Looks like we got some coconuts here.

Let's collect them 'cause we don't know

When we're gonna get water going tonight.

We might not start a fire so...

That's a good point.

Already feeling good about this partnership.

I think we're gonna balance each other really well.

I think his hunting skills will be awesome.

Nice, nathan.

And he's got this super technique

For getting coconuts down

From higher palm trees.

Excellent.

Whew.

Nice work grabbing those coconuts.

- Grab some cordage? - Yeah. I grab some cordage,

- Some vines. - They'll come in handy.

Well, this is gonna be nice.

At least, we'll have something to drink tonight.

- Totally. - Mwah.

Well, let's continue on.

This is a good start.

We should be careful with the rocks

And the current.

It does look like we lose the beach to walk on.

- So we'll take a... - Yeah, so we might need.

- More rugged... - To cut in over here.

- All right. - Looks like we climb up here.

Scramble up here.

We gotta head into the jungle.

We can find some water up there for sure.

- Yeah. Definitely. - Fresh water.

Keep an eye out for snakes.

This is snake city right here.

Yeah.

Big hiding spots.

Oh, look at that. Snake skin.

Let's see.

Uh, looks like a snake belly.

Yeah.

Sort of looks like the sign of a fer-de-lance.

Oh.

The fer-de-lance is the deadliest snake

In south america,

Killing more humans than any other reptile.

With their oversized fangs,

They can inject 16 times the lethal dose

Of hemotoxic venom,

Which attacks red blood cells,

Causing muscle and skin tissue to die.

Necrosis is not good.

- No. - Hemotoxic venom...

Melts away your muscles.

It is hot.

Sweltering.

It sure feels like we've been walking a while.

Weighted down with coconuts

Exhausted from this multi-mile hike,

Sweat is just dripping down my body.

Damn, I'm getting torched.

The only thing I can think about

Is finding a permanent camp spot

And starting to figure out the fire

And the water situation.

Oh, yeah. Look at that. We got water.

We got the river.

We got the river.

Awesome.

This looks like caiman country.

Yeah, it does.

Around dark, caiman will probably

Be active in this area.

- Awesome. - We'll have to come back.

Yeah.

I think this is the water source.

Yeah. I think you're right.

We'll probably wanna make camp

A little ways from here.

Yeah, 'cause it could rise up if rains come

And torrential downpour.

Let's explore around here and see...

Yeah. Yeah. Let's try to find an open...

More open space.

Okay. Let's keep going.

Okay.

Ooh, look at that.

That's a freshly-burrowed little mud hole.

Yeah.

I wonder what makes these holes,

- Little rodents? - I'm thinking crabs,

Honestly.

Wow, that'd be a nice-size crab.

Yeah.

Blue land crabs burrow underground

And eat leaves and fruit that they collect

Next to their holes.

The male's defining feature is his dimorphic claw,

Which can grow to nearly twice the size of the other

whoa.

- It's a crazy... - Oh, that's clay, look.

Yeah, this is clay.

Oh, we could potentially use this

To cover our bodies from mosquitoes.

Hell, yeah.

- Woo. - A little spa day.

- Oh... yeah. - Spa day.

Let's go.

I'm pulling this out of my skin,

All the toxins.

Smells a little rank.

Now that it's all over my body?

Oh, this looks pretty open.

Yeah, this looks great.

This definitely feels a safer distance away...

- Yeah, from the water. - From the water.

So maybe this is our spot.

- And it's already flat. - Yeah.

Tonight I'll try to make hammocks out of bamboo

And we could hang in the trees

And then really get down

On a serious structure tomorrow.

- Tomorrow? Yeah. - And let...

I think that today we should focus

On fire and sterilize water.

Sterilize water. Yeah.

We've got to get a fire built

And some type of shelter out.

So I think this is a good way to go.

It's like our spot.

Looks like home.

A home sweet home.

Now, that's some thick bamboo.

Our insertion hike took so long

That we don't have many hour of daylight left,

So I decide that I'm going to fashion a hammock

Out of bamboo.

And we brought some cordage from the beach

And my thought is that we could suspend the bamboo

Between two trees and hopefully be raised

From the ground for our sleep tonight.

Wow, good job with all the firewood.

Yeah, did a... Did a haul.

- Big haul. - Nice.

So, what's the best way for us to get this done?

I think that the hammock making is a one-man job

Because you have to have blade, so...

right, you have... To be able to cut it.

All right. I will...

Oh, you know what, stripping the leaves off

Of the cordage and then roping it up

So it's super tidy and ready to be used.

Mmm-hmm.

Essentially, what I'm gonna do

Is making incisions right here

And all the way down

Eight times and it will spread

Into a hammock.

All right.

I need to be gentle now.

This is the rough frame of the hammock.

- Dope. - That should work.

And then we'll tie cordage on the...

Each side and put it between two trees,

And this will be the body of it right here.

This might work.

Yeah.

This might just work.

- Let me try to... - Should we test it?

Yeah, let me try to test it.

Okay.

Here goes nothing.

It's awfully high for comfort.

Yeah.

No.

Shoot.

Um...

If this hammock plan doesn't work,

We can definitely throw together

A debris shelter.

There's a lot of stuff around.

Are you talking about making a little, like...

- Yeah. - Yeah, I mean,

That would work. It...

Just for coverage for tonight...

yeah. Mmm-hmm.

If it didn't pan out.

Let's use the rest of our cordage

To try to reinforce this one since it's already made.

We're, like, 10 minutes away from this being done

If we just use all the rest of the cordage on it.

And then at least one of us has some...

And then I can just, like, honestly, like,

Right here will be fine for me.

- Are you sure? - For the night, yes.

- Okay. - 100%.

If you wanna start making the fire,

- I could finish doing the... - Okay.

So let's just try that.

Bamboo hammocks,

It is a really cool idea.

But it might have been bette

To focus on a more permanent structure.

But we have to just go with that

Because we're running out of daylight,

We need to get the fire goin

To boil our water

And ward off potential predators.

Okay. Here we go.

Yeah, that stick lit.

Keep putting little sticks on it.

As long as them sticks light we're in business.

Ooh, look at that.

Make it roar.

Dragon breath.

I am beyond gratefu

To have a fire on day one.

We're gonna crack some coconuts,

Drink some water, finish the hammock,

And try to catch some z's

And hit it hard tomorrow.

I'm trying to get a lot done tomorrow.

We are about to crack open our first two coconuts.

- Celebratory coconuts. - Coconut.

Thank you, coconut tree.

- Thank you nathan... - Woo-hoo!

For being a coconut tree climber.

A palm tree climber.

Monkey man.

Monkey man.

We'll definitely need to figure out

A better shelter situation tomorrow.

We're in a tropical environment

Where it's sure to rain.

But I'm feeling really good about, um,

Our situation thus far.

- Cheers. - Cheers.

This is the bamboo hammock.

Okay.

Sitting on it.

- It seems sturdy. - Opening it.

Seems pretty sturdy.

Honestly.

Okay.

So now the part...

oh, I could spread it so you could get on it easier.

Yes.

- Feet up here. - Yeah.

Ooh, okay.

Hopefully you're not gonna spike your back.

Not too bad.

Oh.

This is the bamboo hammock.

Not too bad.

Oh.

Oh, no.

- Are you okay? - Wait, wait. It looks like

It just slid out.

Shoot.

I know.

Might just have to...

- Roughneck it? - Cowboy camp it.

Oh, my god.

So much for the hammock idea.

I know.

What is that?

I'm just starting to hear some sounds

Over in the brush over there.

Well, night one...

Really not getting any sleep.

- All night. - It's a long night.

Keep hearing something in the bushes over there.

And we're sleeping on the ground,

Tending fire.

Oh, there it is again.

I have the machete ready for action,

Just in case...

Just in case.

Ready for whatever comes our way.

And sleep ain't it.

No, I don't think sleep is coming in till tomorrow.

Hopefully.

This water honestly tastes surprisingly good.

When you're this dehydrated water gets you high.

- Mmm-hmm. - It feels so good.

Despite being exhausted,

We have some pretty high energy plans for today.

We have to make a shelter

Because we both slept on the ground

And it was not ideal.

So we're going to be making a, uh,

Elevated platform using y,

Um, sticks that we pound into the ground

As the support.

Hello.

Woo.

- Living dangerously. - Yeah.

And then bamboo shoots and then bamboo this way.

And, uh, we'll see how it goes.

It's gonna take a lot of energy

Because the bamboo is massive.

That is a solid... Solid peg.

That's a solid y.

That is not going to break apart.

We can use the crab holes to our advantage

Instead of digging, we can just do this.

Just going down the crab hole.

There we go.

So I built a, uh, large fence on my homestead

That covers... That surrounds an acre,

And what you do instead of packing it as you go

You drive it in as far as possible

And then you put rocks on the inside next to it.

And then you put dirt because it creates

A really secure like connection.

Cool.

So this is as far in as its going?

For sure. I'll give it a whack.

Shoot.

Splitting.

Would you mind reinforce all of this

By that split with, um,

With the cordage that we have?

Sure.

That's pretty, pretty easy.

The crabs did most of the work for us.

Oh. My hands are getting tired of this choppin'

I tell you what...

Tag out.

Wanna bevel this?

Yup.

Once we get this peg in

We get to have our coconuts.

Wew!

Would you mind doing it on a raised thing

Because the tip is just eating dirt and dulls it.

Oh, yeah.

And we have...

I'm just super, super, super, super, like...

- Because this is rolling off? - I want my blade to be sharp

If I jump on top of a caiman

And then the tip is not sharp.

It's not gonna pierce its skull

And I'm gonna have a real,

Real disaster on my hands.

I feel like this is rolling,

I can cut my finger off.

Here I can do it.

No, no, no, I'm good.

Just like I said I'm gonna take over

If it keeps hitting the dirt

Because I can't stress enough how important it is

To keep the tip from being dulled.

I am extremely particular

About the order in which I do things

And the manner in which I do things

Because I try to be as scientific, and unbiased,

And unemotional about the things

That I'm doing as possible.

If I know better I know better,

If they know better, then they know better.

And if they can show me that

Then I will accept it.

But if they can't,

Then it's going to be my way.

Let's go cut down some bamboo.

Perfect.

You can actually tend the fire and the water

For the first half

And then when I do some I can...

And then get tired I'll come back and...

- Okay. Trade up? - We'll switch.

Cool.

Nathan has a lot of opinions

About how things need to go

Based on his experience on his homestead,

Having worked in the outdoor industry

I'm definitely no stranger to mansplaining,

But it's getting a little irksome.

His need to strong arm the situation,

teamwork makes the dream work

And I feel like we could accelerate the process

A bit better if we were on the same page.

Yow.

Sub. Time out.

Um, wait until I get a couple more

- And then can you chop 'em? - Yes.

Just after this next pot boils.

Yeah. So it's on and the fire's stoked.

And I need to do something other than that.

What's that?

So I've pretty much been tending to the fire

And you've been over exerting yourself.

- I'm not overexerting myself. - And I wanna...

- Talk about... - We have a time...

Team work is the dream work.

I know. I know.

And...

and that's why you can...

- We should communicate and... - listen.

That's why I'm communicating to you...

Divide our labor better.

This is why I'm communicating to you right now.

I need to get two more of these

And you can chop it up,

It's gonna be 20 more minutes.

So I'm just going to let you know that

And that's how it is, okay?

Your way or the highway, okay.

I didn't come here to just keep the fire going,

It's not all of the skills that I have

And it's starting to get pretty frustrating.

Oh.

Giant thorns.

I do extremely dangerous

And challenging activities on a daily basis

And if someone wants to come along

I am the captain and they are the first mate

And there's no other way to do it

Because until someone can prove to me

That they can do the task that I'm attempting

In a more efficient way

I'm not going to allow them to do it before me.

Honestly...

This is my second to last one I've done

All the work already.

If she wants to help she can chop

20 minutes isn't gonna kill her.

It would take her a couple hours to do this.

Thank you for waiting 30 minutes.

Here are the, uh...

It's the measuring stick and the machete tapped in.

Okay.

Take a load off.

Yes, indeed.

I definitely feel like natha

Is trying to dominate the situation.

I also think he has a personality type

That cannot deviate from what his vision is.

I'm not gonna sit out there

And argue with him

And expend energy in that way.

I'm not trying to create a rift this early,

But I'm not feeling like I've got a true team player,

Um, and a partner right now.

Oh, wow, that really cut, huh?

That was the bamboo.

I'm chopping bamboo,

Of course, I'm being extra careful with a machete

For safety purposes but also, uh,

So as not to dull the blade.

And the bamboo on one

As I pull it away slices my toe.

And so now, I've got an open wound

On the bottom of my foot.

Probably the worst place

For what we're doing out here.

Hey, is there any of that water left?

- There is. - Okay.

I'm about to fill up another.

I'm actually just gonna use a little

To clean out my toe,

That, uh, a piece of bamboo

- Cut my toe. - Oh.

So I need to irrigate that out.

I'm gonna go fill this up and get more water.

Okay.

Let me know if you need anything.

Okay. Thanks.

Dang.

Blood trail.

I really hope that doesn't get infected.

This is literally why I wanted to do it.

Oh my god, are you kidding me?

Oh.

I've done some primitive wrapping of wounds

Before definitely my training

As a wilderness first responder

Where you're taught to improvise what you have

On you and what's around yo in the field.

To make splints out of bark or sticks,

To keep things clean and properly dressed,

And avoid infection at all costs.

Feels pretty good...

For now.

Is the toe okay?

Um, it's a pretty deep cut, but...

- Ooh. - I was able to irrigate it

And wrap it.

So it's feeling good right now.

I'm glad to hear that.

Shall we start laying these across?

I think so, yeah.

Would you do that super secure tie that you do?

Yes.

It hasn't been grea working together today,

But I think we've kind of leveled out

To a point where we're able to get this piece done.

So I guess we'll do the big ones on that side,

And then move to the smaller ones as we go,

So it stays regular instead of being bumpy.

Yeah, that makes sense.

I still want to work together with nathan.

I think if we can move through this,

We can still have a very successful partnership

And a very successful challenge.

But I definitely need us to get on the same page.

Would you like your last coconut?

I'm about to crack mine.

Sure. Thank you.

I think more coconuts tomorrow

Is a pretty big priority

Because if we could get, like,

Five to ten more, I think that,

That would be a life changer...

- Yeah. - Right now.

Calories, hydration, electrolytes.

And then we can bring back all the big ones

And probably try to ration ourselves to one each a day.

Yeah. I think so.

Well, looks like we're going to the beach tomorrow.

- Beach day. - Beach day!

The end of day two.

Check out our cool new enclosure tonight,

- So we can hopefully get... - Yeah. We got...

We're gonna get 12 hours of sleep.

We're stylin'.

Yeah. We're getting 12 hours of sleep tonight.

We've been pretty productive

And we need to just chill out.

All right. Big plans,

But big sleeps tonight.

- Buenas noches. - Buenas noches.

Oh.

- Whoa! - Well, it's a little tiny

- Bit of protein. - We got a meal.

It's not a lot, but it's not nothing.

Hey, it's something.

Not a bad start to the morning.

Not at all.

Even though its legs are eating me.

After our little blowup yesterday,

Molly and I have been getting along really well.

My strategy for conflict resolution

Might not be the healthiest

But I'm just pretending it didn't happen

And I'm trying to just focus on the biggest,

Most dire problems, which are calories, shelter.

That's all I really care about,

And I think that she also cares about that.

So here's a very small,

But not inconsequential meal of frog legs.

Nice. Getting a little bit of protein

Will help us through today's excursion.

It might seem crazy to go back

To the original insertion beach,

But I know that there were more resources

Than I could carry originally,

So we hope to come back with a bounty of fruits

And useful materials.

Oh, that's really good, it tastes like chicken.

Mmm-hmm.

That was a good gram or two of protein.

Mmm-hmm.

Now, that breakfast is all wrapped up...

mmm-hmm.

Time for a pilgrimage of sorts.

Yeah, back to the beginning.

Our humble beginnings.

Slow and steady.

Yeah.

I'm a little bit anxious

About the hike to the beach today

Because we probably should be working

On getting a roof on our shelter,

But hopefully,

We can collect some resources

That will help fuel us for the next several days,

So that we can focus and prioritize the shelter.

That just sounded like a caiman

Moving in the water.

Oh, my god.

That just sounded like a caiman moving in the water.

Oh, yeah, that was a caiman.

It was.

It was a little baby caiman. Well...

scampering back up to its den.

We know they're in here, then.

And I know they have a den up there.

Leave that for another day.

Now I know there's caiman for sure in there,

Just as I suspected.

I can't wait to get in that water.

This feels amazing.

We make it to the beach

And the first thing I do

Is go straight into the ocean.

And nathan's preparing to climb a coconut tree

To get some of the coconuts down for us.

Nice.

Ouch.

That was a lot easier on day one,

I'll tell you that.

Would you like to open your own?

Sure.

- Oh. - Ooh.

It's still good, still good.

Cheers.

Cheers.

To giant coconuts.

Oh, yeah.

Molly and I are feasting on coconut

And it is incredible.

Every part of me is happy

That we made this extreme pilgrimage.

All of my doubts about whether or not

It was a good idea just evaporated.

Look at that.

Plums, I don't know their scientific name.

Got the goodies. Icaco.

As if this day couldn't get better.

When we were contemplating this journey,

I was hoping to at least breakeven

With our calorie deficit,

But this has turned into

Literally a cornucopia.

Yum.

Bountiful beach harvest.

Icaco and a whole gang of coconut.

We are absolutely killing it.

This is feeling really, really good.

These icaco will help fuel us for the hike back.

Good job. High five.

Whoa.

Oh, there's a crab right there.

Oh, get it.

Having a lot of rest today is very important

Because we've been burning the candle at both ends

And we need to just relax and recuperate

Because this is a marathon, not a sprint.

- Yes! - Did you get it?

- Yes! - Oh!

Yeah!

- Yes! - Breakfast.

First crab. We can eat crab...

oh, yeah.

We can cook them up.

- Yes! - Could you believe

That I snuck up on him?

Did you see how slow I went?

- Amazing. - Oh, my god.

- Yes. - First crab on the board.

Yeah.

Yes!

- Mmm-hmm. - This is amazing.

So good.

The air feels moist.

Mmm-hmm.

I'm thinking, like,

We could cut down a bunch of banana leaves

For the platform.

I know that we need the rest today,

But I am a little anxious about the weather

That could be moving towards us.

We're gonna collect some banana leaves

And kind of layer

And lay them down over the platform.

And if need be, we would attempt to hunker down

Underneath the platform itself.

Isn't that a nice amount of paneling?

- Yeah, it's great. - I think that that, plus that,

I think that we might be able to stay dry.

Which would be crucial.

Do your worst, colombia, do your worst.

This is the beginning of our setup

Of our coverage shelter.

And put all this on top of it,

Hopefully help it drain.

This is all the firewood for the night.

Molly and I are going to be

On the opposite side of that,

Just with barely any space for us.

It's gonna be a wild night,

I feel the rain coming, and...

I wish we could just have a day to chill,

But it is a challenge,

And that's why they call it a challenge.

- Yup. - Uh-oh.

Oh, yeah.

Yeah.

- Get under there? - Yeah.

Oh, my god!

The storm has hit and we are under our shelter.

We have a fire,

But it is leaking on our butts.

So we're not dry, but at least...

- Not entirely. - Our fire is still going...

Yeah.

- So that's... - We got...

The most important thing right now,

And we're just hoping that it holds.

We've got hope in that.

It's gonna be a long night.

It's gonna be a long night.

We did have rain last night

And we ended up on the ground, under the platform.

Let's just use a touch of this to get it humming.

I just need to step away from it for a second

Because it's making me feel really sick.

It's warm and dry,

But we've had the fire pretty far underneath there

To preserve it.

The smoke was kind of hanging back in the area

That we were camped under,

And I just feel like

It's making me feel ill today.

So I really would like to finish getting the roof

Up on the shelter.

I'm gonna go back over to that clearing

And see if I can grab the bamboo

That we already have down there,

And bring it back up here,

So we can start shaping things out.

Modifying the current platform to include a roof structure.

Before you get too far along with that,

Consider for a second that I was up all night

Tending the fire because during the rain,

It has to be fed all the time, you know?

If we build a roof for a shelter,

We can't put the fire under the platform,

So we need to build a new fire protection structure.

If we have the fire in a separate structure,

We're going to have to be getting up to feed it,

As opposed to laying down and feeding it.

Essentially, we'll be making it more difficult

To tend the fire.

You basically have to choose either getting up

Every time to feed the fire or some smoke inhalation,

Which your body will adapt to.

It's... I just...

That's not something that I really want to chance

With my asthma, so...

Yeah. But I've been the one tending to the fire at night

For every night so far.

So I'm telling you,

I'm not okay with doing that every night

And you making it more difficult for me to do that,

Just because you're telling me, like,

You're taking a stand on your principle of health,

I understand that, and I respect that.

But, this structure functions,

And you can go ahead

And process that one all you like,

But I'm not going to help you do something

That makes it harder for me to survive.

Yeah.

And if we have to stay under here again tonight,

That's fine.

But we need to get off the ground

With a roof over our heads.

I'm just really concerned that we're, like,

Heading into day five

And we still don't have, like, our full structure.

I know, but it's fully up to you.

If you wanna go at the machete

At that stuff all day long, then be my guest,

I'm not gonna stop you.

But I'm just bringing up,

Like, my concerns because I have also been,

Like, putting myself with sleep exhaustion,

Physical stuff through equal

Or more rigorous things than you have.

So I'm in the same boat as you...

mmm-hmm.

But I just think that besides the smoke inhalation,

The structure didn't leak at all,

And it maintained the fire,

So I would prefer to just focus on calories,

So I just... I just wanna voice my concerns,

But go ahead and process away.

Yeah. I know. I just wanna keep making progress.

Sounds good.

I don't know why nathan is okay

With the way that the shelter is,

And what he's saying about the fire doesn't make sense

I'm trying to just maintain

Some level of partnership

When we disagree on things

But I also recognize that

Nathan is a personality typ

That there's probably not

A whole lot of reasoning with.

And knowing that,

I feel like I'm just trying to navigate around it.

You want to tend fire while I go walk

On a caiman run?

Okay.

I'm going to focus on getting calories

Because the structure met

All of my criteria last night.

So I'm very, very confident

In another night in that structure

Even if it is torrential downpours

And thunderstorms again.

Okay. I'm out to scout the caiman.

All right. Good luck.

Thank you.

Nathan has all these grand plans of hunting caima

And runs off with the machete.

So now, there's not a lot I could do

To make progress on the shelter

And that's frustrating for sure.

Oh, limes.

Not many calories but I'll take it.

Also, win already.

I am just masterful at hunting and gathering.

Oh, my gosh. Fish.

I think that molly is just out of her element.

For me to teach molly to perceive the environment

In the way that I am that is allowing me

To be so hyper-successful in my gathering of calories,

It would take at least five years of training.

Big old fish

But that means there's caiman in here for sure

Because if there's those big fish,

It's feeding on fish I bet.

It's not something that you learn overnight.

It's like a... It's an awareness

And presence of mind that one in a hundred,

If not, one in a thousand have.

This is the area at night

Where the caiman will be.

Cool.

Is that a little fruit right there?

Oh, my god. These are dates.

Dates are a very high calorie food

So that would be a score of the century

If these are dates.

This had been a pretty

Fruitful endeavor...

I got to stop with these dad jokes.

- What are those? - Found some interesting stuff.

Yeah?

No caiman unfortunately but...

I found these weird date-like things.

They look like dates.

But they smell, kind of, weird and ants were eating them

So that means there's sugar in them like, but...

Oh, yeah. It, kind of, smell like, uh, cucumber.

- Yeah. Right? - Yeah.

And the best thing of all,

I found...

Drum roll, limes.

Amazing. Oh, my gosh.

- Isn't that cool? - Can we eat one now?

Of course. There's... There's plenty.

Too bad there's not that many calories in it but...

I know, but it'll... Just like the flavor,

- You know... - yeah.

Will help.

Hmm. The fragrance.

Isn't it crazy how much things smell?

I know. Especially when you're hungry.

That's what I mean.

It's like, it heightens your...

yeah. All your senses.

Hmm.

We should probably start gathering firewood

For the night because we're gonna need a lot,

Or it's gonna be a really cold night.

You can hear the thunder.

- Yeah. - I really hope

It doesn't visit us but just based on the sky,

It looks like it's going to.

Wish us luck, um...

It kind of helps...

Yeah...

This is not very, uh, fun

But, uh, that's not what we signed up for.

Holy

The rain put us in our shelter

Really early yesterday night,

Like, two or three hours before sunset.

So we've been in our shelter

For about 15 hours.

The sun's finally about to arrive.

I think, thank god because I am tired

Of laying down the shelter,

Just waiting, and waiting, and waiting.

Luckily, I got some pretty decent sleep but...

Oh. Sure hope this rain stops.

It's just so miserable.

So what is your plan for the shelter?

I'm gonna throw a couple more planks

On the edge here

And then just a-frame above it

And, kind of, fill in with leaves and branches

And stuff like that.

Got you.

It was another nigh on the ground

Under the platform

And so after a few days

Of trying to make progress on the shelter together,

I'm just deciding to build my own

At the other end temporarily

And hopefully, we can later

Work together on the more permanent structure.

So in making, um, your own shelter,

It's going to create a couple logistical issues.

Um, one of them being

We're gonna have to maintain two fires,

Which is going to make the firewood even more scarce.

I'm thinking I might just

Make it more insulated

With plant material

And not have the fire.

You don't think that's gonna create a bug problem?

I think, like, temporarily, it's fine.

Every time I do try

To bring in a plan

Towards making progress on this,

Nathan has some reason why we shouldn't

Be focusing on that right now.

I'm over his micromanaging

So I am just going to respectfully

Do it on my own.

I was thinking about going to start

Gathering materials in a little bit.

Got the fire going,

Freshwater.

Let's just get one piece of bamboo

And switch other piece...

We can get a piece of bamboo switch...

Okay. So you wanna build the shelter now?

I wanna get all of the materials here first

And then once everything is here,

Then we can start to construct the roof,

- Okay? - Okay.

Last time that she tried to do something

With the blade and the bamboo,

She cut herself so I am 99.9% sure

That if I delegate the task

Of finishing the shelter to her

While I hunt, which is what I wanna do,

That she is going to probably end up

Hurting herself again

And not making it through the 21 days.

So I'm helping molly with the structure.

Off with a bang.

It's your turn now if you wanna

Finish the chopping.

Suddenly, it's nathan's idea

To start gathering materials to finish the roof

On our platform to make it a more substantial shelter.

I'm finding a pattern of where

He has to make the idea

Sound like it's coming from him.

So I'm just, kind of, placating at this point.

So I just think it's funny

And frustrating at the same time,

But what are you gonna do?

I'm just gonna keep my head up

And keep moving.

I'm not gonna be able to really do much more of this tonight

Because we have to gather

A significant amount of firewood

Just to make it through the night

Because the sky is graying

And it looks like it might rain again so...

All right. I'm gonna grab some materials

To just do my own thing

At the other end for the night.

Are you gonna split them?

No. Just lash a couple poles

And just a-frame up from there.

Make sure to keep the, uh, pot boiling

Because I'm about to go on a caiman walk.

Yeah. Sure.

Because we need to have water.

You know, water is a real big priority.

Like, your shelter and everything is, like,

Important to you but we have to, like, stay team-minded,

- You know... - Yeah. I hear you.

I can boil the water.

Working on my temporary shelter for the night,

Got a later start than expected

Since we're apparently not on schedule

To get the structure up again today,

But trying to make some headway right now.

- How'd it go? - No caiman.

Yeah. But I'm trying not to modify

The, uh, bamboo that we have

For the other.

I'm just doing what I can right now.

Yeah. Are we planning to...

Finish the structure tomorrow?

I mean, we're gonna work on it.

I don't know. It just... It takes longer than I think

That you imagine, just like you thought

It was gonna be done today.

Like, I knew it wasn't gonna happen.

Okay. But I just wanna be able

To plan for if I should work on my own thing

- Or if we're gonna get... - Well, I mean,

If you wanna just continuously work on your own thing

Then we're just going to start working

On our own stuff, period.

Because you are wasting calories right now

For nothing that has to do with team.

This is all for you. And it's not even a good plan.

It's not gonna work. Period.

- Just not. - I'm just...

I know you're frustrated. I know but...

No, no, no.

Because I'm working for both of us right now.

I've worked for both of us this entire time.

If you're gonna start

- Doing stuff on your own... - Dude...

And not working for the team...

can you listen? I've been working

For the team as well.

Your idea is always the right idea.

I mean, but look at yours.

Okay. So I have less time

Than I thought I was going to...

Yes. So that's what I'm saying. So if your plan

Doesn't work, it doesn't work. I'm not gonna...

I'm not gonna indulge your fantasy anymore.

- If you want... - Indulge my fantasy?

You had a fantasy that this would work.

- It doesn't work. So... - Okay.

I knew it wasn't going to work.

- Nathan... - And you didn't...

- You are... - There we are.

Nathan, everything that I bring up,

You undermined and condescend.

In what way?

I have brought up that I would like

To make more progress on our shelter

For the entire time that we've been here.

We're a week in.

- We're a week in. - We are six days in

- Right now and we spent... - And I'm coming...

The whole day of day six working on it.

Can you let me finish, please?

You just don't make any sense.

- Dude. - You literally...

You are condescending me

As I'm trying to explain to you.

So I feel like you are consistently undermining

When I bring up an idea.

Give me some other examples.

Every other time I brought up that we need

To fill out our shelter.

What day? When I was just gathering all the food?

Come on...

I've been trying to get you to come to the table

- And it's impossible. - I already did.

Look at the bamboo.

See, I didn't wanna do that today.

I did it because you asked for it.

So don't ask like I'm not coming to the table. No, no.

I'm not going to act like I'm in the wrong here.

If you think in some fantasy in your mind that

You have done more than half the work thus far,

It is unbelievable to me.

- Dude. - I am sorry

- But I am doing more... - I'm trying to affix your...

- No. - Every time I tried to do

- Something for us... - Explain what?

All you said is the shelter

And we've been working on the shelter.

We haven't really.

- We've done that. - It's been you domineering

- Every part of this. - Well, this is the thing.

Because I have gotten 95% of the calories.

- Okay. - So I have gotten...

Because you were like, okay, I need you to stay here

And tend to the fire.

I tend to the fire more than you.

- You are delusional. - During the day...

During the day...

You are delusional. No. I am 50/50 on the fire.

I get more water than you.

I literally do everything more than you.

You need to step it up or you need to listen.

Those are your only choices.

Or we can continue the challenge completely apart

And that is perfectly fine with me.

You are not rationally

Thinking about any of this.

And you're about to have a really rude wakeup call

If you don't change your tone.

- You are delusional. - During the day...

No, you are delusional. No. I am 50/50 on the fire.

I get more water than you.

I literally do everything more than you.

You need to step it up or you need to listen.

Those are your only choices.

Or we can continue the challenge completely apart

And that is perfectly fine with me.

You are not rationally

Thinking about any of this.

And you're about to have a really rude wakeup call

If you don't change your tone.

I appreciate you sharing it with me.

No, you don't. You're... Well, you better.

You better appreciate it

And you better change your tone

Or it's over from now on.

You are wrong about all of the things

That you have said, except for the fact

That I am calling most of the shots

Because I am more competent, period.

Do not diminish what I've done

- Because I have done... - I'm not diminishing

- What you've done. - More than anyone

In this challenge has ever done

In the first week, period.

- Okay. - No. No.

- Not okay. - What?

If you wanna continue gaining the benefit

Of getting 50% of what I have gotten,

Then you better change your tone.

I don't care if I come off condescending

Slightly at points.

It's because my ideas at this point,

Unfortunately, have been better.

I'm not going to pretend that they haven't.

You're out of your element and it's obvious.

Dude, you don't have to be rude.

- No. You are being rude. - I'm not being rude.

You're biting the hand that feeds.

- Yes, you are. - Dude.

You are biting the hand that feeds.

Anyway, so I'm gonna try to get some rest.

I had a pretty negative

Encounter with nathan.

And it's really made me question

Whether I wanna continue with this challenge.

I kind of feel like I'm moving in slow motion.

I'm like tired from not sleeping

And emotionally drained.

I don't really know what I wanna do.

And I feel like I'm kind of wandering.

My ability to perform

Wilderness survival

Shouldn't be contingent on

My dealing with

A toxic personality like nathan's.

And so I think that's what

I'm struggling with right now.

Cordage.

I'm pulling down some vining plants

To use the vine as cordage

To weave a fishing basket

That I'm going to attempt to create today.

I want doing a task like this,

Creating something,

Going out and exploring to, like,

Take my mind off things.

But it hasn't really.

It's almost noon. It's been like

Four and a half hours.

I have to assume molly is not coming back though.

I'm not sure if she tapped,

Not sure if she's left her fire starter for me.

Right now, I'm pretty frustrated.

What the serious?

So what's going on?

Um, I'm just doing

My own thing right now.

Got you.

All right.

Well, let's just continue doing that.

I'll do my own thing, you do your own thing.

I kind of wanna find a more

Off-the-path location.

It's difficult to separate

The toxic situation here with nathan,

From the reasons why I wanted to be here

Because even if we do go our separate ways,

We're still in the same area

Sometimes the best survival skill

Is to remove yourself from a toxic situation.

Nice, flesh already developed.

I feel relieved.

I'm doing my own thing.

But I'm also a bit anxious

Because I don't know

If I'm going to have to maintain this fire

For the rest of the challeng without any fire starter,

So it puts a lot of pressure on me

Because if the fire goes out,

I'm going to be between a rock and a hard space.

Right now,

I'm giving serious consideration

To whether or not I wanna tap.

And it's not an easy decisio to make at all

But everything in my body right now

Is telling me to go.

I'm just trying to give tha

A consideration that it's due.

I didn't anticipate that this would be

My most challenging point of this,

But here we are.

Here is my new temporary shelter.

I'm staying out here for the night,

On a bed of iroko leaves,

Which is actually quite comfortable I should say.

More comfortable than the dirt.

This is where I'm going to do

A lot of thinking about my next steps.

I just still pretty shaken.

As difficult a decision as this has been to make,

I feel like...

I feel like staying true to myself

And understanding that I'm allowed

To give myself grace,

Even in situations like this,

To act on my inner knowing

Is really important.

What's going on, molly?

Hey.

I wanna tap out.

Okay. If that's your final decision,

I'll get a car and we'll get you out of here.

Okay. Yeah.

That's what I'd like.

I'm sad to leave.

I'm disappointed in

Not finishing what I set out to.

I'm a strong person with strong skills

But everyone reaches their breaking point

And this fight with nathan made me reach mine.

- Hey, nathan. - Yes?

I wanna let you know that your partner molly

Has decided to tap today.

I don't know if you wanna say any last words to her

Before she heads out.

I sincerely doubt that she wants to hear from me,

To be perfectly honest with you.

I'm not going to say that I was wrong

About the things that I said,

It's the way that I said them that was wrong

And I don't think that that's an apology

That she's going to wanna hear.

I mean, I guess saying sorry couldn't hurt.

- Hey, molly. - Hey.

Heard that you're tapping.

I just wanted to say before you go

That I'm really sorry for overreacting

And it wasn't right of me at all.

And when I feel criticized,

I overreact often and pop off and it's not right,

And it's something that I have to work on,

And I just want to say that I'm genuinely sorry for that.

And you didn't deserve that.

Thank you. I appreciate that apology.

- Fire starter? - Thank you.

I appreciate it.

Definitely.

And good luck.

Enjoy getting back to the city.

Mmm-hmm.

- Bye. - Bye.

I'm surprised that he came with the apology.

I would like to believe that that was sincere.

Aside from the conflict with nathan,

I feel I was very capable

Of enduring the elements,

Enduring the physical discomforts.

I wasn't necessarily afforded the chance

To really realize all of my skills

But that's for another time.

This has been a hard decision to make

But knowing my self-worth

Is more important than this challenge.

And I'm worth more

Than how I was treated

And I think it does take a strong person

To walk away from a situation like this.

After eight days molly exits the challenge.

Her psr drops

From 6.7 to 5.9.

Ready to get to work on improving my shelter.

Going to build the fire awning right here

That will connect with my... The bed of the shelter.

And it will be large enough such that

Before I finish the roof for the shelter,

If rain comes, I'll be able to just sleep

Under the fire awning with the fire.

Now that molly's gone, it's just way easier for me

To get down to business

And to work on the improvements

That I need to work on.

I have a really strong game plan

For the next 12 days.

My plans for today are to build

A new fire protection structure.

Ten more to go.

Possibly tomorrow, I am going to go back to the beach

And I'm gonna climb the trees and get some more coconuts.

It's gonna be really, really trying day

But the upside of that is I'm going to have

Coconuts until about day 15, 16,

At which time I'm just goin to fast out the rest of it.

I think it's gonna be a good 12 days

But we'll see what colombia throws at me.

I'm pretty well set up right now.

Once I get my coconuts tomorrow,

There's nothing stopping me from getting to day 21.

Here goes nothing.

I'm feeling good. Now that molly's gone,

I just have to feed one person, myself.

So I am going to go back to the beach

And I'm gonna climb the tree and get some more coconuts.

This is gonna be treacherous

But the caloric gain from it

Is going to be well worth it.

Oh my gosh.

Jobo fruit.

Oh, yeah, there's so many.

Fudge yes.

God, I love it.

I'm gonna fuel up on some jobo fruit.

Give me some energy.

Based on my research, these jobo fruit

Taste like a mixture between a lime and a mango.

They're a little bit bitter

And some of them are fermented.

Bugs.

There are plenty.

This is huge.

Looking for the firmer ones

That haven't been scavenged by bugs yet.

Should be good for now.

And that's how you get ticks 101.

But it's also how you get a bag full of jobo fruit.

I'm gonna snack on these on the journey.

It's gonna give me glycogen to get up those trees.

Almost just walked face first into a spider web.

Wow, that jobo fruit really pumped me up.

I can feel just energy coursing through my veins.

Right when I get to the beach, my first priority

Is gonna be looking for coconuts on the ground.

I hear the ocean roaring, so I must be close.

It's the first view of the ocean I've had

In about six days.

Sure does look beautiful.

This is my first time doing the insertion hike solo.

Means that I can go on my own pace

But it also means I have to take the burden

All onto myself to get everything back

And makes me a little bittersweet

About the whole situation.

And I'm glad I apologized but part of me

Wishes she was here right now.

Right up here is the first moderately sized coconut tree

That I could see myself climbing.

I'm gonna go scout and see if I can traverse

The landscape up to it, but it looks pretty rough

And there's not a path of any sort, so...

Here goes nothing.

Looks like a sprouted coconut.

Oh, my god, these are all sprouted coconuts.

Coconut sprouts contain an edible

Sponge like flesh that is rich in carbohydrate

And slightly sweet.

Oh, my god, if this is... Ow!

Something just bit me.

If this is what I think it is,

Then I'm going to have an abundance,

But they might be too far.

Ouch.

Ouch. wasp.

Ow.

God.

Okay, there's a wasp hive that lives on this coconut.

Ouch, that hurt,

But I've already gotten like five or six stings,

So I'm not gonna quit now.

I'm gonna see what's in that coconut.

Mama didn't raise a quitter.

No pain no gain.

Get the...

Ah.

Damn you.

Looks like I win this round.

No bueno.

That wasn't worth it.

It doesn't look like much is here.

I'm gonna go check the next tree

And see what dangers await me.

Holy moly.

That's the mother lode up there.

Oh, joy rhapsody.

Yes.

Now I have to decide if I wanna

Make all my climbing into one coconut tree,

Because that's about 15 coconuts

But it's very treacherous and difficult.

Oh, man, that's high.

If I fall from this tree,

I'm definitely gonna be auto tapped

With some serious injury,

But if I climb up this one tree,

It saves me climbing a dozen more

To find the same thing, so go big or go home,

That's what I always say.

Oh, god.

Oh, my god.

I dropped my machete.

Ouch.

Oh, god.

Molly has discovere that covering her body

With ash seems to be working against bugs.

So I'm gonna get all greased up.

- Ashy. - Do I look pretty?

Yeah.

- Nice. - We're stylin',

Because ash is really our friend right now.

Yes, it is.

It honestly is making it so the bugs

Are completely gone, which is, like...

- Yeah. - Yes.

If you're having bug problems, I feel...

bad for you son.

Got 99 problems but...

- Bugs ain't one. - Insect ain't one.

- Hit me. - Hit me.

Oh, my god.

I dropped my machete.

Ouch.

Oh, man.

That got me real bad.

I had to slide all the way down.

I was too tired to climb.

Ouch. That's real pain right there.

Man, I don't know if I can climb

Anymore today, that's awful.

Now I got to find the machete

Before I leave or I'm screwed.

The worst part is, I don't know where it went.

That's the price you pay for going big.

Ouch!

Ouch!

And ouch!

Where the is my machete?

Oh, here it is. Yes.

Had to trip on it.

Thank god not all is lost.

Oh, wow.

Ouch.

Well, that was a stupid idea.

Ouch.

Ouch!

Oh, my god, there's a giant coconut right there.

I might go back with some coconuts after all.

I have to see.

Water.

Bringing back these coconuts it's gonna be hard,

Both my feet are completely torn.

Every step I take chafes between my legs

And my chest is raw.

Anything that touches it is agony

Literally, like, agony.

Oh, god, I need to get back so bad.

Yeah, it's like rotten.

Oh, that's disappointing.

I just hacked through this coconut

And it took me 20 minutes and a lot of energy

To hack through it and it's really bad.

Back at square one.

Oh, man, what a day.

I hope that I can get some sleep tonight

Despite the pain.

It must be,

I don't know, 3:00 am or something.

My rub burn from that coconut tree

Is just agonizingly painfully.

It just kept me up all night.

Oh, I just need some sleep.

But I can't get comfortable

Because I can't move my legs,

But come hell or high water, I'm gonna get through it.

I'm gonna tough it out.

What else can I do?

Ahh.

Please just light on fire.

Ouch!

God, kneeling down and getting up

Has been so bad on my scabs,

It's just tearing them so much.

God, I'm in so much pain right now.

Today has been the hardest day for me by far.

Fire has been really hard to start,

And the thing that's making it the hardest

Is I have these really, really bad rashes

On the side of my legs.

They're really, really severe.

Every time I move, it's straight up agony.

Oh, my god, ow...

it hurts, man.

Okay. I'm gonna go get some water.

Ow!

I can do this.

I'm doing it.

Doing it right now.

Despite all the pain.

Oh, man, my balls hurt.

This is awful.

Oh, my god, this is rough.

And my water looks grosser and grosser every day.

Something as simple as going to get water

Just takes a lot of willpowe and determination,

Because every step I take splits my scabs

Will open wide and to bend over for the water,

Just makes it even worse,

So it's really hard doing just basic tasks.

The wood is incredibly wet.

I've been tending it for the last hour.

I can't get it a bigger flame than that.

Every time that I bend over it's agonizingly painful.

I have to keep bending over to blow into it.

So if it rains,

I'm not gonna have a fire for a few days,

Because I'm out of dry wood after tonight.

This is awful.

There's no way I can even boil water

On a flame like this.

That rainstorm came out of literally nowhere.

If it wasn't hard before.

Ah.

Dammit.

Fire.

Oh, my god.

Dammit.

It's day 11 today, I'm in huge pain.

My biggest worry today

Is that my wounds get infected.

They have developed a slight odor.

But there's nothing else I can do.

I just have to be patient and let my body heal itself.

And I really hope that it doesn't take too long.

I should have been working on my shelter.

I could have spent my time better and I didn't.

I just don't wanna deal with this right now.

Come on, rain, don't do me like that.

My whole shelter is wet.

I'm gonna get infected

With all the mud in my shelter.

I'm coming out.

I'm done.

I'm tapping.

I can't take it anymore.

My butt hurts.

My thigh is hurt.

This rainstorm is crazy.

If this rainstorm didn't come,

I think I probably would have made it,

Because tomorrow I would have reinforced everything,

But that's probably me destroying myself.

I wanna get out of here.

Okay. Is that your final decision?

- We'll get you out of here. - It's my final decision.

I was talking a big game,

Trying to convince myself that I'd make it,

But I've reached my limit.

And that's it. I can't believe it.

I can't believe it.

I still have energy to keep going,

It just, like, I just don't want to.

Eleven days out here was plenty for me.

I shouldn't have climbed that palm tree.

I shouldn't have injured myself.

It was all a risk that didn't need to be taken

I should have been working on my shelter.

I should have been preparin for a crazy storm like this

But the truth is I didn't.

My biggest regret is being stubborn

And stuck in my ways.

After 11 days,

Nathan's decision to tap ou

Drops his psr from 6.9

To 5.7.

I've learned a lot

I need to be a nicer person that's for sure.

I have no one to blame but myself.

You think you're tough enough until you're not.

And that's the truth of it.

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