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Once we're up there,

Mr. Wu,

look after him.

Have some more.

I've had just about enough.

I need to go back.

What is it?

I left my phone in the room.

Go up with the director.

I will be right back.

See you later.

Zhen Xin!

You bastard!

Fuck.

Senior.

Zhun...

You were awake?

Yes.

I was awake.

What?

Then what is this?

We were rehearsing.

Rehearsing?

Here?

At this hour?

Really.

We were really rehearsing our lines.

Zhun.

You are drunk.

Come with me.

He was actually awake.

Fuck.

"Deep In" (Episode 4)

Senior.

It was...

Well...

I left my key card in the room.

I need to go get it.

Wait me here.

Senior.

Do not touch him.

Relax.

I won't.

Want a fight?

Come on.

I'm right here.

Listen.

You cannot have any

dirty thoughts about Zhun.

Or what?

Or

I will break you.

I do not care

if you are some award winner.

Fuck.

I didn't find it.

Maybe

it's in the hotel.

My memory is awful.

Senior.

I really went for my card.

We brothers

have not talked in ages.

How about we share a bed tonight?

Sure.

Silly kid.

Where are you going?

The bed is too tight for two.

I will sleep on the sofa.

Oh.

My snoring woke you?

My wife says that too.

I will take the sofa.

You got hurt today.

Sleep well so you heal.

No, Senior.

I just feel awkward.

Back when we trained,

over a dozen of us

shared one big bed.

We got through it fine.

Now you feel awkward?

Maybe

I got used to being alone.

Used to sleeping alone,

or not with me?

No.

Do not overthink it.

I will take the sofa.

Stop it.

You are half dead.

Besides, I am used to sofas.

My wife...

is harder to please than Danyi.

Danyi is sweet.

Women

show their temper after marriage.

You two are close, right?

Zhun.

I read the script.

That cold character,

single parent family,

strict mother.

It felt oddly familiar.

Yeah.

Zhun.

I feel you have changed.

These years,

have you been okay?

Senior, I am fine.

Fine, fine.

Hurt, still fine.

No roles, still fine.

Even when your mom died,

you said you were fine.

Zhun.

Do you even see me as your senior?

Every time I ask,

you act like this.

It isn't shameful to be vulnerable.

Do not overthink it.

I

I am really fine.

If you do not want to talk,

I will not push.

Anyway,

this show is a real chance.

You act opposite Zhen Xin,

and you are the lead.

Go for an award.

Your cold spell will end.

Do not worry.

I will work hard.

Good.

You should.

Zhun.

Remember this.

Acting is acting.

Life is life.

Besides,

Danyi is waiting for you.

Honey.

Why are you still up?

Miss me again?

Honey.

Are you visiting my set or not?

What is the rush?

Let me finish this campaign, okay?

I need my schedule to clear.

I have a long break later.

When the time comes,

I'll come stay with you.

How about that?

I'll stay a few days.

I've never been to Coconut City.

Honey.

Why aren't you saying anything?

You're not mad, are you?

What are you doing？Honey.

Shut up.

Bad boy.

Director Chen, thanks for understanding.

Mrs. Qin,

You finished filming?

Yes.

You have no idea.

They wanted two more days.

I said you only gave me one day,

which was generous enough.

Right?

I came back overnight.

Do not worry, Director Chen.

I will not delay anything here.

Good.

Bring me a coffee later.

Good.

Just act naturally in today's scene.

No problem, Director Chen.

I have complete faith in Mrs. Qin.

Thanks to all your guidance.

Wait for me in makeup.

You

were okay yesterday?

I was fine.

Where is your senior?

He has no scenes this morning.

He was asleep when I left.

You two slept together?

My senior and I

hadn't seen each other in a long time.

We caught up.

He

slept on the sofa.

He meant no harm.

He just

cares too much.

And got impulsive.

Zhang Zhun,

Come here.

Okay.

I need to go.

I care too.

What?

Nothing.

Just saying, act well.

Charles.

Good to see you.

I did not expect you.

Call it extra service.

Dr. Fang.

Nice tie.

Thanks.

I like this one.

All right.

We are here for the exhibition.

To relax.

Spare me the awkward praise.

Lets go.

Come on.

These sculptures

are unique.

It is a style.

Modernism.

As an artist,

do you find male bodies

or female bodies are more beautiful?

When I was at the art academy, I drew human figures every day.

I'm sick of drawing.

Men or women,

they look the same to me.

So

you chase pure beauty.

Not just beauty.

Also

love.

Dr. Fang.

What are you...

How are you and Linlin lately?

Did you

figure out

we are about to break up?

Why?

I

cannot satisfy her.

In whitch way?

So here you are.

So ungentlemanly.

I just used the restroom,

and you left me.

Sorry.

I got absorbed.

Before I knew it...

Sorry.

I need to take this.

Go ahead.

I will catch up.

Hi, Justin.

Give me a moment.

Let him talk.

Let's go.

Zuo Linlin.

I do not want him to misunderstand.

Justin.

I do not like this schedule.

Can you please follow my work plan?

Remember that show in New York?

It felt like today.

Who is Mr. Gao talking to?

Justin.

One of his staff.

Honestly,

I am sick of that name.

Staff?

Why do you care so much?

I can tell

this staff member.

They make Mr. Gao nervous

and uneasy.

What about me?

Do I make you nervous?

Charles, you are avoiding me.

Zuo Linlin.

Do not do this.

You agreed to treat Gao Zhun

because you could not let me go.

This is not right.

Since when did that stop us?

I know you hate me.

That is why you cannot forget me.

Charles.

Charles.

Charles.

Charles.

Follow the signs.

Meet us outside.

It is me.

Dr. Fang.

Close your eyes.

Dr. Fang.

Close your eyes.

Good.

Now do as I say.

Come on.

Breathe in.

One.

Two.

Three.

Breathe out.

You are doing well.

Now we need to leave.

Do not go.

Do not go.

I am here.

Please, Dr. Fang.

Do not leave me.

I am not leaving you.

Please, Dr. Fang.

Do not.

I just want to get you out.

Do not leave me.

Do not leave me.

We are out.

You can get down.

Gao Zhun.

It's Fang Chi.

Listen to me.

We are out now.

We are both safe.

Open your eyes and see.

Dr. Fang.

Dr. Fang.

I am here.

Dr. Fang.

Dr. Fang.

Gao Zhun,

Look at me.

I need you to look.

Look.

I am here.

Dr. Fang.

Please do not leave me.

I

really need you.

I see.

I am here.

I will not leave you behind.

Can you

go up by yourself?

I can.

Dr. Fang.

Sorry for the trouble.

Do not say that.

I'm willing.

What?

I said.

I was willing to walk you out of the dark.

And someday, I hope.

Will you let me

enter your nightmare?

I...

I'll try.

Dr. Fang.

Fang Chi.

You can call me Fang Chi.

Fang.

Chi.

Fang Chi.

Go inside.

Please apologize to Linlin for me.

These two grown men...

was that goodbye necessary?

Are rich people

all messed up?

Why not just like women?

How did you feel after yesterday?

Pretty good.

You look better today.

Let us try

exposure therapy.

What

should I do?

Relax.

Relax.

Do as I say.

Close your eyes.

Imagine.

You are not in the consulting room right now.

Then where...

should I be?

In your own bedroom at home.

How does it feel?

It feels

very safe.

Change the place.

Somewhere empty and open.

He fears the dark and closed spaces.

He cannot even drive.

He cannot enter underground parking.

You find yourself

in an underground parking lot.

Tell me.

In your mind, besides you,

who else is there?

No.

I do not want to think.

I do not want to.

No.

You are safe.

I'm here with you.

Tell me.

Who is there?

No.

No one.

Who is it?

No.

Gao Zhun.

Who is it?

No.

Who is it?

No.

Who is it?

No.

No.

Fang Chi.

No.

I didn't know.

Don't be afraid.

It's okay.

It's not your fault.

I know you did not mean it.

Wait here.

Do not do anything stupid, okay?

Look.

I need to handle this.

I will be back in ten minutes.

I...

I'll do as you say, Dr. Fang.

I will not do anything.

I will not do anything.

Also,

call me Fang Chi.

Dr. Fang.

Fang Chi.

Your hand

I said

it is fine.

Sit down.

Let's continue.

We are still going on?

For your symptoms,

I want to change the plan.

But my methods

are controversial.

You want to try?

I can try.

I am just afraid.

Gao Zhun.

Do you trust me?

I trust you.

Many people hurt themselves

to escape buried fear.

So that was instinct.

Do not dwell on it.

Are you afraid of pain?

Not when you are here.

What is that?

A riding crop.

If I find you lying,

you will be punished.

Understand?

Yes.

Has anyone scared you lately?

No.

Yes.

Yes.

Who?

Justin.

What did he do?

He

did nothing.

He asked if I had seen "Spring Fever." [A 2009 Lou Ye film]

Yes.

The kind between two men.

Gay love.

Yes.

I had seen it.

But I told him I hadn't.

You love Justin?

I do not.

What about Zuo Linlin?

What is she to you?

I love her.

Answer again.

There is no love now.

I cannot give her anything

and I have no desire towards her.

What about someone else?

Didn't you say you trust me?

Then why not tell the truth?

I have no love.

Not for anyone.

Truth.

I want the truth.

Who is it?

Who is it?

Who is it?

Who is it?

Who?

You.

It is you.

The truth is.

My love

is for you...

Cut.

What kind of therapy is this?

The writer is bold.

But, Director...

Do they

need to hug that long?

Mr. Wu.

Their scene has real feeling.

It has to played this way.

But you are different.

You need violence.

And intensity.

The next scene is on you.

Got it.

I will go all in.

It is over.

How are you?

You okay, Zhun?

I am fine.

Give me five minutes.

Okay.

Could you hold this?

Zhun, I will go

wait at the apartment set.

Why are you everywhere?

The apartment scene later,

what is it with you two?

An intimate scene.

Are you upset?

The next scene,

do not watch it.

Why would I not watch?

Just a minor subplot

with clothed grinding.

No.

Do you have to be so harsh?

Scene 82.

Cameras A and B ready.

Come on.

Three.

Two.

One.

Action.

Cut.

Mr. Wu.

This shot does not feel right.

You look gentle with Mr. Zhang.

But inside, you are violent.

You need more tension with Mr. Zhang...

your darkness,

your violence,

your urge to destroy.

Let it all out.

One more take.

Then let's

make it more intense.

OK.

Get ready.

Three.

Two.

One.

Action.

Damn.

I'm gonna die on your body.

Zhen Xin.

Cut.

Good.

Why are you here?

I heard it.

Heard what?

You just

called my name.

I told you.

Drink less if you cannot handle it.

You never listen.

If I wake up now,

it would be awkward, right?