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"Deep In" (Episode 12)

Will you

spend the rest of your life with me?

What?

Too happy to speak?

Say something.

Don't worry about anything else.

Zhang Zhun.

Trust me.

I can handle everything.

Don't be scared.

Then give me an explanation first.

Uhh...

I thought you looked beautiful,

so I took the photo.

What's wrong with photographing someone I love?

The night before filming started,

back then, you and I

were not lovers.

Tell me.

What the hell is going on?

What's there to explain?

We both liked each other.

Does it matter how it started?

But it matters to me.

It really matters to me.

Do you know what it feels like

to be pressed onto a bed and played with like a toy?

You feel like you lost out?

This isn't about losing out.

My girlfriend.

My pathetic shred of self-respect.

My family.

I love you.

I can make up my mind to be with you.

But what happened?

You were lying to me from the start.

Is it

really that serious?

They're just a few photos.

A few photos?

I...

I always thought that night was a dream.

I thought I crossed the line first.

I thought I had improper thoughts about you.

I thought I had a shameless wet dream.

Don't say that.

It was me.

I couldn't hold back.

I lost control, so... Lost control?

So...

all you ever had for me was desire.

In this relationship,

I was the only fool who gave everything.

That's... that's not true.

We clearly love each other.

Why else would I propose to you?

I truly want

to spend my whole life with you.

What do you mean?

We...

should break up.

If I had known that night was real,

I never would have fallen for you.

Zhang Zhun.

Do you know what you're saying?

I do.

I want to say

maybe I don't love you.

All of this

may just be a bubble we imagined.

This love we couldn't turn back from

is only the lingering heat of Fang Chi and Gao Zhun.

No!

You do like me.

With or without those photos,

you still like me.

You trembled when I touched you.

When I called you, you wanted to press yourself against me.

Yes.

I do like you.

But what about you?

You knew I was drunk that night,

yet what did you do to me?

Zhen Xin.

Your feelings

were mixed with schemes from the start.

Toward me,

you weren't sincere enough.

Fine.

If you want to break up,

then lets break up.

Hello? Qin.

Okay.

I'll come right now.

Best Actor Zhen,

I've been sitting here for half an hour.

Are you really just going to keep drinking?

I'm heartbroken.

What else should I do but drink?

Heartbroken?

That move

is so outdated.

Actually,

you didn't need to play tricks.

Wait.

Boy,

you're serious?

Okay.

Stop drinking.

Come on.

With what you have,

who couldn't you get?

I only want him.

I don't want it to end.

I won't let it end.

I want to be with him forever.

Forever.

He's very cute.

And very sexy.

When he's drunk,

he's like a little kitten.

Feng Yunting is indeed pretty cute.

Okay, okay.

It will last forever.

Then,

since you can't let go,

go win him back.

But he said we should break up.

He doesn't want me anymore.

Okay, okay.

He doesn't want me anymore.

Okay.

Don't cry. Don't cry.

People

have all given their hearts before.

But without fate,

forcing it

makes everyone suffer.

It's better to part ways.

At least

it stays decent.

Right?

You're so nice.

Just like my mom.

Mom.

Your mom?

What the hell is this?

I came here to bag a man.

How did I become his mom?

That damn fag Qin Yao,

what exactly did he arrange?

Thank you for bringing me back, Ms. Qin.

I'll go in now.

Wait.

There's something I have to tell you.

Because of this scandal,

Zhen Xin lost two endorsements.

One of them was a top-tier endorsement.

The brand terminated the contract directly.

The penalty

is this much. [TN: This isn't a common number gesture, I'm going to guess 4 million]

That boy is stubborn.

He won't turn back and doesn't care.

For you, he really went all in.

But I can't just watch him

destroy his own future.

This was just taken.

[TN: A Weibo post about Zhen Xin meeting with Qin Xun'er late at night at a hotel]

I arranged it.

Tomorrow

there will be alleged

hotel room records of Zhen Xin and Qin Xun'er.

All that messy stuff about you two

will die down.

Ms. Qin.

You don't have to do this.

He and I

are already over.

Feelings

often come impulsively.

There's no real logic to them.

And they can't be explained clearly.

But time is different.

Time has its own weight.

What's real,

what's fake,

what's illusion and what's truth,

in the end,

only time can clear it up.

Only then can you understand

what desire is

and what

true love is.

I'll remember that.

Good luck.

Silly boy.

Action.

This isn't a dream.

Of course not.

You're at my home.

Zou Yun has been arrested.

How did you...

I heard your voicemail

and called the police right away.

Only that way

could I find you as fast as possible

and protect you as fast as possible.

Don't worry.

Your nightmare is truly over.

So...

are you leaving me again?

No.

From now on, I'll stay by your side.

I'm sure.

I can't leave you.

Then

what kind of relationship

does that make us?

[I'm] your lover.

Fang Chi.

It's Zuo Linlin.

Hello?

Charles.

Can you come see me?

Say it over the phone.

If you don't come,

if you don't come, I'll slit my wrists.

Zuo Linlin.

Stop making trouble.

I'll give you half an hour.

If you don't come,

I'll kill myself.

Go.

I'll wait for you here.

Here?

Change the word.

Mm.

At home.

Be good and wait for me at home.

I'll be back soon.

Charles.

Let's get back together.

Stop messing around.

I don't love you anymore.

Impossible.

You're blaming me, aren't you?

You care about Gao Zhun, don't you?

It's all his fault.

He lied to me.

I didn't know he was that shameless.

Don't slander him.

I'm slandering him?

Someone like him

is always so high and mighty.

Do you really thin khe sees you as a friend?

If he wasn't sick,

he wouldn't even bother with you.

Enough.

I have a lover now.

Stop lying to me.

Other than me,

what woman could ever catch your eye?

I like men.

And we're already living together.

Fang Chi.

You'd use such a lousy excuse?

It's true.

That person

is someone I want to protect for life.

You like men?

Then what am I?

I'm sorry.

After meeting him,

I finally learned what love is.

It's not eating together,

shopping, or watching movies.

It's life or death.

It's heartbreak.

No.

Impossible.

You're just trying to upset me, right?

You're talking nonsense, right?

You're a man.

You should be with me.

You...

How could you...

Zhun.

I'm back.

I'm here.

You...

Since when?

I already...

[Zuo Linlin calling]

Gao Zhun.

I shouldn't call you after our breakup.

But there's something I need to tell you.

Stay away from Fang Chi.

Why?

He's gay.

He's even living with a man.

Anything else?

I'm pretty busy right now.

Please.

I called to warn you out of kindness.

I was afraid you'd get hurt.

That man is me.

What did you say?

I'm the man living with him.

Is it that serious?

It was serious,

but I was lucky.

I found my medicine.

Cut.

Once we finish the final scene,

we'll have a beautiful ending

and call it a wrap.

Come on.

Final scene.

Everyone, get ready.

Action.

Why do I have to do it?

You do it.

It'll bring me luck.

My man really is the most handsome.

[Eight months later]

Master.

I'll leave everything to you.

Don't worry.

Once the ancestral grave is moved,

your child's calamity

will naturally be resolved.

Scamming old people brings divine punishment.

Watch your mouth.

You watch your mouth!

You don't understand Chinese, do you?

Bitch. Bitch. Bitch.

Bitch. Bitch.

Amitabha.

Amitabha.

Amitabha, my ass.

You fake priest.

Who are you calling fake?

Your face deserves divine punishment.

You... you...

God will punish you.

I'll beat you up.

Just you wait.

Grandma, I'm so furious.

Grandma.

Didn't you download the national anti-fraud app?

Wait, child.

I don't understand what you mean.

You are...?

I'm Zhang Zhun's boss.

My surname is Qin.

I came this time

to talk to you

about Zhang Zhun and Zhen Xin.

When someone cares,

you naturally recover faster.

Mr. Zhen.

Before coming, I came up with a few...

If you can't keep up, get out.

Who do you want to play Gao Zhun?

You're the one I chose.

If you can't pass,

it's me you embarrass.

Zhang Zhun is my only choice for Gao Zhun.

I can't get the feeling with anyone else.

The weather is so nice.

Too bad I'm alone.

I heard that.

Heard what?

Just now,

you called my name.

You have to trust me.

I am

your Dr. Fang.

Stop messing around.

Yes.

Leopard and kitten.

Leopard.

Kitten.

Yes.

I really should hold my kitty tight.

Four hundred seventy.

Four hundred seventy-one.

Four hundred seventy-two.

From the hot pot restaurant,

you walked 472 steps.

You answered the phone.

I followed behind you,

like a stray dog with nowhere to go.

I gathered all mycourage and came here.

But here, in late summer,

there was no snow

and no you.

Hello?

Zhang Zhun.

The rough cut of Deep In is finished.

The producers want the leads to record an ending song.

It'll be used for promotion.

You need to end your vacation early

and come back to record it.

Okay.

Zhen Xin isn't here?

He's a Best Actor.

Every second of his schedule matters.

Where would he find the time?

Qin got him a studio near his crew.

We'll just merge your tracks later.

Go on.

I only want to

walk with you on the beach,

watching sunrises and sunsets.

Secretly buried in my mind.

Maybe

no one will remember our story.

And you'll face better choices.

There's no need to promise too much.

If love is laid bare,

then naturally, love grows deeper.

I never asked for much.

When I close my eyes, it's you

and our regrets,

playing like a slideshow.

Looping again and again.

This rain

falling on the premiere

means prosperity with water.

It's a good sign.

Let's go.

It's about time.

We should go in.

Honestly,

I'm pretty excited to see

the audience's faces when you appear after the screening.

Let's go.

Wait for me.

I need to make a call.

One minute.

Sweetheart.

The company and I put so much into this past year just to bring you back.

Don't cause trouble at the premiere.

Don't worry.

Hello?

Xiao Chen.

Go back to the hotel now

and bring the umbrella in my black suitcase.

I only want that umbrella.

Okay. On my way.

Let's go.

I like men.

And we're already living together.

Fang Chi.

You'd use such a lousy excuse.

It's true.

That person

is someone I want to protect for life.

You like men?

Then what am I?

I'm sorry.

After meeting him,

I finally learned what love is.

It's not eating together,

shopping, or watching movies.

It's life or death.

It's heartbreak.

Hello?

Mm.

It's been busy.

I have to go back as soon as promotion ends.

Right.

Right.

How many times have I told you?

I don't need a girlfriend.

Mom.

Stop wasting your energy.

I have someone I love.

In my heart.

Mom.

I got to go.

Mm.

I see.

I see.

These past few months,

why haven't you gone back to see Grandma?

I still don't know how to face her.

You'll always be her grandson.

You see, people

liking boys or girls

is determined by genes.

It's the 21st century.

Many things can be explained by science.

I know this is abrupt,

disturbing you like this today.

You can think it over.

Mr. Qin.

Can Zhun really

be happy like that?

Liking boys

doesn't guarantee anything.

But I believe

if he has your acceptance,

he will definitely be happy.

I know what you're thinking.

So,

don't carry such a heavy burden.

You, I,

and everyone in this world

all have the right to pursue love.

You're pretty lucky, ugly boy.

So,

do you still love him?

Best Actor Zhen made a surprise appearance at the premiere.

Why was there no announcement in advance?

If we had announced it,

there'd be no surprise.

Also,

I didn't want all the noise and hype

to affect everyone's immersion in the film.

Mr. Zhang.

In the film,

netizens called you the prettiest male star.

What do you think of that?

Thank you to netizens and fans for their love.

But I'm definitely not the prettiest male star.

There are many beautiful male stars in the industry.

For example, my senior Wu Rong

has a very masculine beauty.

Thank you.

Some say you and "Deep In"

are the biggest surprises in film this year.

What do you think of that?

Well,

first, thanks to Director Chen for this opportunity.

And thank you

all of you for your help and love during this time.

Thank you.

Best Actor Zhen.

Do you have anything to add?

That's all for my interview.

Please continue.

Don't go.

Keep interviewing.

I...

Zhen Xin.

Am I too late?

Zhen Xin, Zhang Zhun.

No.

Not late at all.

(The End)

Stop filming.

Too close,

the shot will get distorted.

Stop filming.

Qin Yao, you fag.

You knew Zhen Xin was gay all along.

Why didn't you tell me?

You made me squeeze my breasts til they were going to burst.

Why are you crying?

If they really burst,

I'll buy you new imported ones.

You...

You fag!

You fags will die horrible deaths!

Shut up.

Fag this, fag that.

Your mouth is so foul.

So disgusting.

What kind of world is this?

What kind of world is this?

You finished it?

I still have the ending left.

But I think Zhang Zhun is too weak.

You won't say that after you finish it.

I really like him.

I think Zhen Xin is even better.

It's just that A-Tongwrote you a little...

unrealistic.

That's because she spentall her words on you.

I told her our story.

She cried many times while listening.

All because of you.

She even said you're a little crybaby.

Why do you cry so much?

The world's judgment is frightening.

I wonder if Zhen Xin and Zhang Zhun

will be blessed in the end.

The world's judgment is frightening.

But you and I holding hands to the end

isn't that our story?

(On behalf of the entire cast and crew, I would like to extend our most sincere gratitude to every member of the audience who has accompanied and supported "Deep in" during this time.)

(May you always maintain the courage to pursue what you love. We are, after all, capable of living our lives in any way we choose.)

(Be bold to become, to pursue, and to love. - Wen Dao)