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(Episode 1)

He came to the ER at dawn.

Hey, does it hurt a lot?

I asked for an orthopedist.

Why is it you again?

Why do you suddenly want a different doctor?

It hurts even when I just touch you?

I'll give you some analgesics.

Have you been using crutches?

I can't even walk due to the pain, so I have to use them.

Just get me an orthopedist.

Why do you keep asking for an orthopedist?

I want my leg amputated.

What?

I can't play soccer with this leg.

I'm always walking with a limp because it hurts.

So I'd rather just have it amputated.

How are you going to play soccer...

with an amputated leg? Are you going to give up?

I'm not giving up. I just can't play because of the pain.

How am I supposed to play soccer with this leg?

You're right.

There's no point in playing soccer when you're not well.

Call orthopedics.

I already did, but he needs to wait at least a month.

What should we do?

I guess there's no other choice.

I'll amputate it for you.

You... You're going to do it?

How can a psychiatrist perform surgery?

Why can't I? I even fix people's minds.

Amputating a leg is easy.

I think you made the right choice. Let's just get rid of this leg.

You're always sick, and you can't even play soccer.

So what's the point of having this leg?

I'll make sure to cut it nice and clean.

These days, artificial legs are very nicely made.

So you won't even need crutches.

Let's get ready for surgery.

- Okay. - Let's go.

My gosh.

- Sorry about this. - Hey, wait.

What... What are you doing?

We need you to stay still.

- Please wait just a little bit. - No, wait.

Just a second.

Why... Why do you need to tie me down?

No! No!

No! No! Don't!

Did you really think I'd do it here?

Take him to the OR.

- Doctor. - We're almost there.

- Let's go. - You're really going to cut it off?

Doctor, I don't think this is right.

No, wait.

- Please wait. - Gosh, wait!

- We're here now. - Let me go!

- Let me leave. - Sir.

- Where are you going? - Don't come near me!

Wait!

Sir! Wait!

I'm sorry.

My gosh.

(Eun Kang Medical Center)

They're completely nuts.

They're crazy.

Yu Min.

You forgot your crutches.

You ran so fast. You really are an MVP.

(Eun Kang Medical Center)

There's something called a somatic symptom disorder.

You feel pain when nothing is wrong with your body.

It's a type of nervous disease.

That's what you've been suffering from.

You kept losing, so you lost your confidence.

Your game performance only kept getting worse.

And due to severe stress,

your leg suddenly started to hurt when it was actually fine.

Suddenly, I found myself getting scared of playing soccer.

So what if you don't win all the time?

That can't be more important than your leg.

Who doesn't make mistakes?

And think about it.

That game you played in Tokyo against Japan.

You ran through three defenders...

and dribbled the ball all by yourself for over 60m.

Then you scored by kicking the ball right through two other defenders.

Gosh, I almost got...

a heart attack while watching that game on TV.

You were amazing.

The number of times you made mistakes is nothing...

compared to your achievements.

Why do you think people call you "Golden Left Foot"?

"Golden Left Foot, Oh Yu Min!"

"Golden Left Foot, Oh Yu Min!"

"Golden Left Foot, Oh Yu Min!"

My hometown

Is Namwon

Where Chun Hyang

Once lived

I was

Only 16 years old

A young and cheerful girl

With so many dreams

But one morning

The fog was dense

And we were dragged away

By men with swords

We didn't know why

Or where we were going

No one told us anything

Just like our country

That was taken from us

Our fate

Was walking the same path

It was my first performance as the main character.

It was after 10 years of having been a minor or supporting actress.

Who were those people?

Fans of Baek Jenny, the famous idol star.

She was also cast for the same role.

Why did her fans do that?

Because they think I'm bullying her.

Is that true?

She always made a mess of the dressing room.

She's so irresponsible.

- The last part was the best. - Seriously.

I was always the one who had to clean up.

- That part was the best. - The guy was so handsome.

- I should do my best. - You're already amazing.

What got me really angry...

was when she ripped my outfit but didn't even get them mended.

("Dawn")

(We cheer for Jenny.)

(Beautiful Jenny! Good luck!)

(The smiling fairy, Baek Jenny)

What a joke.

(We wish "Dawn" a huge success.)

(We will continue to be your stan.)

I got on their bad side that day.

You have no idea how much they drove me nuts...

during the past two months of the show.

The day that was abandoned

At the break of dawn

After a long journey

We were

Abandoned

They made reservations and didn't show up on purpose.

They wanted to make a fool out of me.

Doctor, don't I have every right to be angry?

Yes, of course.

But the problem is the way you portrayed your anger.

I know.

You told me...

to count to six every time I get angry.

I didn't know six seconds was that long.

- You did great. - The show was amazing.

- I loved it. - You rocked the show.

- I'm serious. - You were great.

- I'm so proud of you. - You were great.

- Really? - Yes, of course.

One.

Two.

Three.

I should've kept counting.

Did anything else make you get angry recently?

I saw a kid crying outside.

His mom just left him behind.

- Let's go find your mom. Come here. - Mom.

There we go.

Hey, wait!

How could you leave him behind like that?

What do you care?

Are you kidding me?

Do you want him to think that you abandoned him?

I'll raise my kid the way I want to.

I'm telling you this because you're doing a bad job!

She apparently did that to teach him a lesson.

Woo Joo, why do you think you cared about that kid so much?

You told me...

that your life changed after you turned six years old.

If you don't mind, can you tell me what happened back then?

What does this have anything to do with my past?

It won't help to keep avoiding it.

I'm not avoiding it.

I think I should go now.

But we still have some time left.

(Ji Young Won Psychiatric Clinic)

(11th counseling, Shows no progress)

(Intermittent explosive disorder)

(Might have a suspicious borderline personality disorder)

(Police)

Sir, you're not allowed to urinate there.

- What? - Sir.

I'm sorry.

Sir, are you okay?

I'm a cop. Do you need help?

I'm not drunk. I'm fine.

You say you're not drunk, but that means you are.

No, I'm not drunk.

I'm completely fine.

Where do you live?

We'll get you a cab.

I'm fine.

I'm not drunk at all.

I'm really not drunk.

We should go home now.

Your shift is over.

Constable Cha Dong Il, returning to the station, over.

You did great today, Constable Cha.

You too. Thanks for helping.

Stop. Who are you?

- Are you all right? - He took my bag.

- Darn it. - Hey, you! Stop!

Stop!

Get out of the way!

Darn it!

Stop!

My gosh.

- Shoot. - He's over here!

Stop!

I got you.

Don't move.

Don't move! Don't move.

Don't move.

He caught the guy.

It was a mistake.

I meant to kick the knife.

I underestimated my leg's reach...

and kicked his head.

Anyway,

he turned out to be fine,

so the police took him right away.

Why were you there?

I happened to be passing by.

You were passing by...

and happened to meet a patient who had gone AWOL?

Yes.

He left the hospital before,

and you knew and let it happen.

So that... You're mistaken, sir.

You play police with...

a patient who has a delusional disorder?

What do you think you're doing?

You even speak casually with other patients?

That's to befriend them quickly.

That way, they open up easily.

Summon the disciplinary committee.

I won't let this slide.

Why summon the disciplinary committee over this?

A month ago, your fake police officer patient...

used excessive force on a sexual predator in the subway,

causing an injury that'll take six weeks to heal!

Two weeks ago, he entered a bar...

and checked if they hired minors!

You're the one who let him do that!

Mr. Deputy Director.

It wasn't 6 weeks. It was just 2.

Transfer that patient immediately.

Are you telling me to give up on my patient?

The average number of outpatients...

a psychiatrist must see each day is 60.

You have other patients.

Why are you so fixated on him?

I'll take fewer patients then.

Mr. Deputy Director.

Won't it work as long as the patient doesn't leave the hospital again?

Dr. Lee.

Do you agree that you won't let the patient...

leave the hospital again?

Do you agree?

- Yes. - If it happens again,

will you have him transferred?

I will.

He agreed. If the patient leaves again,

have him transferred and leave it at that.

I'm not on patrol...

with Cha Dong Il just for fun.

He has a rare kind of delusional disorder...

that causes him to think he is what he isn't.

You know patients with delusional disorders don't trust their carers.

I'm doing this to build rapport.

You can't just ban me from helping.

He's in panic mode.

He's in shock because he was told he can't patrol again.

Then...

you must take him out immediately and patrol the neighborhood.

- Can I do that? - Go ahead.

I'll have a car ready to take him to another hospital.

Are you threatening me or what?

That's more than enough rapport.

Stop talking about patrol.

Follow the books...

and put him on medication right away.

(Cha Dong Il)

- He's been like that forever? - He won't even eat.

He's protesting because we won't let him patrol.

He'll eat when he's hungry.

Dermatology asked for a consult?

- Yes, just now. - What's the case?

Next patient, come in, please.

You can't scratch yourself.

Let me...

Don't spray that.

- Let go of me! - Stop it.

The patient believes that insects live in her skin.

She has serious wounds.

Kim Yu Ra, 29 years old.

She was diagnosed with contact dermatitis at a clinic...

and prescribed diphenhydramine and a steroid ointment.

Her symptoms didn't subside,

so she came to our dermatology department.

The dermatology specialist...

decided it's not simple dermatitis,

and suggested she see a psychiatrist.

The patient vehemently refused,

only to return three months later.

Dermatology asked us for a consult.

It's most likely...

a physical delusional disorder that involves parasites.

From the photos, I'd say she sprayed something.

Yes. Disinfectants, insecticides,

herbicides, anything that'll kill bugs, she sprayed.

Shouldn't we suspect poisoning due to insecticides too?

Good point. She coughs and has difficulty breathing.

How do you think we should proceed with treating her?

First, we must calm her with medicine.

Most physical delusional disorders...

are accompanied by anxiety issues.

A benzodiazepine anti-anxiety drug should suffice.

With delusional disorders,

I believe an anti-psychotic is the treatment of choice.

But...

if you start by medicating a patient without any rapport,

do you think the medicine will help?

Which is why I think we should start with psychological counseling.

The patient's vehemently refusing psychiatric help,

so how will you do that?

Why not speak with her family?

Will the patient wait?

I have a feeling...

she'll scratch off her skin before we manage that.

I think going out as a team is the only option.

To find out what happened to her.

Why are you sitting there?

I'll get going now.

- Good luck. - Thanks.

We might get her to talk first.

That's your method.

I'll deal with my patients my own way.

See you.

Why must I see a psychiatrist for a skin problem?

Are you saying there's something wrong with my mind?

I'm just checking if there are any psychological issues.

You don't have to take it too seriously.

I'll ask a few simple questions,

then have you admitted to treat your skin.

You said that insects keep burrowing out of your arm?

Yes.

But the dermatologist won't believe me.

When did this start?

A little under three months ago.

Did something happen to shock or upset you around that time?

Listen.

Do you want to say that stress caused this?

Not really.

You're so annoying.

What are you doing?

I'm done. Just a moment.

Ms. Kim. Look at this photo.

The photo doesn't show any insects.

It seems like you're the only one who can see the insects.

So why don't we try to figure out...

why this is happening?

You're calling me crazy, aren't you?

- No, that's not it. - Don't lie to me.

Remember Kim Yu Ra that got sent here from Dermatology?

Have her hospitalized right now.

Okay.

Do you want her hospitalized at the psychiatric ward?

No, she's showing a lot of resistance.

So send her to the general ward.

Okay, bye.

We didn't know why

Or where we were going

No one told us anything

Just like

("Dawn")

(Musical Practice Room)

Sir.

Idol stars get paid 70,000 dollars per show.

But we only get paid 70 dollars.

We're only asking for a 20-dollar raise.

Are we really asking for too much?

We don't even have official practice sessions.

So we practice on our own and buy our own food.

My gosh, I guess there's no other choice.

You guys should just quit.

I don't want this fight to get any bigger.

You should just quit.

Sir, you can't do this.

We only have 15 days until the show begins.

You're unbelievable.

Don't worry about the show.

Tons of people are willing to replace these guys.

That's why you guys are only worth 70 dollars.

An idol star is irreplaceable. That's why they get paid 70,000.

You're upset, aren't you?

But if you're that upset, you should work hard and succeed...

instead of crying like a baby.

Sir.

What you're doing is wrong.

They may only play minor roles, but it's wrong to humiliate them.

Woo Joo, you've changed a lot.

You finally got yourself a lead role after 10 long years.

And now, you think you're all that?

How dare you try to lecture me about right and wrong?

That's not what I meant.

Don't you know who gave you that role...

and who helped you become a candidate for an award?

You'd better watch what you say. You might lose everything overnight.

My gosh.

(Gongbap Restaurant)

Eat up.

Chew your food properly.

My phone doesn't work because I couldn't pay the bills.

And he's about to get kicked out from his room.

I'm sorry, you guys.

You're the reason why we were able to hang in there.

You always bought us food and gave us money for transportation.

Thank you.

I'll never forget how kind you were to me.

Why are you crying...

while eating?

I suddenly remembered...

the gloves you gave me last winter.

You told me I should stay warm.

I used to wear those gloves. They were used. Don't cry.

Those gloves...

were so warm.

You can't give up.

Okay?

Ji Sun, give us some strong alcohol...

so it'll knock them out.

And can you give us some warm soup?

That's enough.

Mr. Cha, you didn't eat again?

Are you going to keep doing this?

Should I order pizza for you?

Just let him starve.

It must be tormenting to starve for so long.

If I don't go on patrol, I might get disciplined.

Do you know how hard I studied to become a cop?

Why did you become a cop?

It's cool.

I also have a friend...

like you.

You have a friend like me?

He lost his parents when he was young,

and he was raised by his grandmother.

But they weren't financially stable.

When he was about 15 years old,

he stole bread at a convenience store...

because he was hungry, but he got caught.

But thanks to a certain cop, he was able to avoid getting sent...

to a youth detention center.

Ever since then, he dreamed of becoming a cop.

But he kept failing the test...

because he had to work part-time as he studied for the test.

And in the end,

his grandmother passed away...

without being able to see her grandson become a cop.

She died due to a DUI car accident.

On the day of her funeral,

he stole a cop's uniform and wore it...

so he could make his grandmother's dream come true.

But he kept wearing the uniform even after the funeral,

and it made him feel like a real cop.

And ever since then, he actually started to think of himself as one.

You know who I'm talking about, right?

(Congratulations on your graduation!)

I know...

how hard it is for you to hear this.

But you know you're not a cop.

Why do you keep telling me that I'm not a cop?

I need to patrol the neighborhood. Let me out of here right now.

You can't do that anymore.

I won't allow it.

You want to patrol the neighborhood?

Then become a real cop.