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If I wasn't like Joanne, would I be sitting here... (Episode 15)

with you right now?

You're not like Joanne.

That's why it's a relief. What if I really were like Joanne?

You'd already have fallen for me.

Why don't you go? It's late.

Will you take me home?

Let's have another drink at my house.

You know that...

In Jung lives next door to me.

Go on in.

President.

You said you would come inside and have a drink with me.

Go in and sleep.

President,

come in for a bit before you leave.

It's not like you can leave right away.

Let's have a cup of tea and talk and sober up.

Living alone...

is the saddest thing in the world.

- Is he your husband? - Are you out of your mind? Of course not.

He's the sushi-man.

If you're frustrated...

stop by often.

Your personality is very passionate, so I like it.

Passionate?

Have a drink. Oh, we're out of drink.

Hey, Mr. Hwang.

Bring us another bottle.

Hey, Part-timer.

Bring them another bottle of drink.

Yes.

- President? - What?

You're jealous, aren't you?

Put your rubber gloves on and get back into the kitchen.

I told her to not go overboard and get up.

Relationships are one shot, one shot.

My goodness.

- If you need me, let me know! - Why would I?

Uncle, is this right?

Yes, it is.

You drink well.

Who is that?

I don't know.

He's been here since early evening and won't leave.

Should I make you some sushi? You should eat if you're hungry.

No, it's okay. I still have to wash the rest of my blankets.

What blankets at this time of night?

Is something frustrating you?

That's why you're taking it out on your blankets.

I can't even wash my blankets in peace.

I'll be going now.

Okay.

It's better to do laundry than to be sighing.

Isn't that right, Uncle?

Why am I your uncle?

I'm just the sushi-man.

Part-timer was right.

You know how to be jealous.

Hey. There's a fire upstairs.

It's none of my business.

I cut...

my wrist for money.

I was being harassed by the debt collectors.

Then, they bothered me a little less.

My father...

took out loans...

but ended up killing himself.

He committed suicide.

Daehan Construction suddenly changed the building site.

He was pressed to the corner.

Does this seem like a lie too?

Do you still have a lot of debt left?

It's sickening.

Those who haven't suffered don't know.

Especially people like you who whine about love.

What do you think is scary, love or reality?

When reality gets too difficult,

people throw away their emotions.

Because it's not necessary.

That's probably what it's like for In Jung.

It's not that she doesn't trust your love.

She just doesn't trust a man's heart...

that can change at any time.

That's how girls are.

Whose side am I on right now?

Okay.

It would be better if things went well with Lee Shin Young.

So, just keep using me.

You can get what you want through me.

Then, I'll tell you what I want.

What could Lee Shin Young want?

I'm not sure yet myself.

But, you have to promise to give it to me.

If it's something I can give.

Are you leaving?

In Jung probably is not asleep yet right now.

Don't you want to show her the image of us leaving...

for work together in the morning?

What about uncle?

He said he's sleeping at the store.

Why?

He passed out from drinking with part-timer.

I teased him today.

Hey,

uncle knows how to be jealous!

Of course.

He's shared a lot of years with you. Of course he would be jealous.

I would be jealous too.

That's why...

he should have been good to me...

when I was hung up on him.

Hey!

Yong Gi's car is outside.

It seems like he's at next door.

What? With that Firefox?

Yes.

There's no way that a strong willed guy like Yong Gi...

could have been tricked by that Firefox.

Then what is this. He's trying to make you jealous.

It's too childish to bear.

Hey, love is...

childish.

I'm not going to pay any attention. I'm going to sleep.

Don't fool yourself.

All you can think about is that Firefox.

This stupid girl is In Jung.

Na In Jung.

Even though she wants to like me,

even though she wants to lean on me,

this stupid girl is scared.

This stupid girl...

can't do without me.

Please bless us.

You have to bless us.

I'm...

going to have to forget you and live on.

Over respiration, plus you will have headache as well.

It can be safe...

if you get operation of removing it before brain blood vessel...

gets too weak then bursts.

Let's make the operation schedule.

Senior, are you okay?

I'm fine.

You're going to need surgery immediately.

I will...

but after the company is stable.

You look like...

someone who's decided to throw themselves away.

I've come this far to secure it.

Don't you think it's time to throw it away?

Senior, you should become aggressive...

instead of sit and do nothing.

If you truly love that person, just go towards her.

Even if she rejects it or stops it,

if your love is real,

then hang on to it.

Love can leave, be held,

and also return.

Leave,

be held,

and return?

I was waiting for you.

Let's go together.

- Do I look pathetic to you? - Yes, you do.

Your actions are pathetic.

Just say that you're jealous.

Tell me not to hang around him.

Isn't that what you felt?

I have nothing to say to you.

Get in.

Na In Jung, make sure you keep your pride.

You can't give in to him.

Say what you need to.

Don't use Lee Shin Young. She can get hurt.

Why would she get hurt?

I can always give her my heart.

Then, wouldn't you feel better as well?

You're right.

I'm going to make an effort to feel better about it.

What are you curious about?

Are you okay?

Lee Soo Hwan.

From now on go to the hospital.

I'll stay put until the company is stable. Don't worry about it.

I'm sorry.

I wasn't in a position to give Lee Shin Young a ride.

Dinner?

Of course, I'll have to buy.

What does Lee Shin Young like to eat?

It doesn't matter what you eat, but who you eat it with?

Okay.

I'll clear my schedule for Lee Shin Young tonight.

Lee Shin Young, let's meet.

Bring it here.

Na In Jung.

Please separate the signed documents from documents I will sign.

Do it here.

Give me the documents I will sign on now.

That can't be for me.

Do you give him flowers as well?

Why did you call?

It didn't seem for social reasons.

I'll be straight forward.

I'll give you what I promised.

You can stop now.

That's not what president would want.

He slept at my house yesterday.

Don't think anything weird.

You're not having fun with...

the joke we're started?

Let's end the game now.

I'm not sure.

Shouldn't Na In Jung find out if Kang Yong Gi...

is over Joanne or not?

Leave In Jung out of it.

I didn't start this to make her miserable.

You people who tricked Na In Jung are worse than me.

So, let's play together.

I've...

started to really like Kang Yong Gi.

Let's talk.

I have nothing to say.

Then, just listen to what I have to say.

You said president wasn't your man...

so I've decided not to feel bad.

Say it now.

If you still have feelings for president,

then I'll leave.

You don't have to ask me things like that.

Do as you want.

But, don't you want this to be clean?

I don't want to be accused of stealing men like someone else...

we know.

I wasn't going to say this.

That's why your life is so complicated.

What's wrong?

Is something wrong?

It's nothing.

I don't want to be accused of stealing men like someone else...

we know.

You said president wasn't your man...

so I've decided not to feel bad.

Say it now.

If you still have feelings for president.

I'm a little clumsy.

Leave it.

In Jung already hates me,

so I'll just clean it.

Did you cut yourself?

A little.

Why are you laughing?

Because what you do is laughable.

What are you doing?

I haven't done anything yet.

Stop fooling around and get up.

What if I don't want to?

You're more innocent than I thought.

Lee Shin Young.

Get up before I get mad.

Am I interrupting?

Isn't this what you wanted?

Don't you know how to knock?

Are you worried this time?

In Jung!

In Jung!

I have something to say.

What are you doing with me?

Please tell me again.

I wanted to see how Yong Gi...

would react by seeing Joanne again.

Yong Gi wanted to tempt himself.

Don't fool yourself.

Weren't you curious to see if he really loved you, or...

if he was leaning on you to forget Joanne?

The Na In Jung I know...

wants all of someone's love.

So...

you were testing his love for me?

And what did you gain from this?

I wanted you to forget your guilt.

And...

you may not believe it,

but I don't want Kang Yong Gi to stumble.

I...

didn't want to see you having an even harder time.

I didn't want to see you becoming exhausted.

Because...

my heart still loves you.

You're really thick-skinned.

Even though it was wrong,

even though it was thick-skinned,

my love was true.

Even though my body itched to see you for five years,

I thought not thinking about you was the best for you.

Look at me.

I am the useless...

who threw away our love.

I should die for not being able...

to protect our love.

This person that's spinning circles around you...

has no right.

But...

I've decided...

to become aggressive again.

Even if you don't love me,

I want to love you.

Look here, Lee Soo Hwan.

Love isn't between one person, it's for two people.

Even though you two loved each other,

you forced Kang Yong Gi out.

Even though you still love him.

You lost to Kang Yong Gi.

The moment you felt jealous of Lee Shin Young,

you had lost.

So, decide.

Throw away your guilt and choose Kang Yong Gi,

or,

start fresh with me.

Kang Yong Gi is laughable,

but you're scary.

I won't let you people get away with this.

I won't let you get away with this.

I'll never get away with this.

Your thoughts are giving you headaches.

The hospital said there's nothing wrong with you.

Try golfing like other people then.

Or go out with people or volunteer.

You're always at home talking about just money.

Your head hurts because you only think about money.

Hey, if a woman has nowhere to turn her head, money is the best.

That way no one will look down on her.

Whatever.

I'm going to use whatever I want.

- I'm sure if I run out, Yong Gi will give me some. - Where are you?

To get some allowance money from Yong Gi.

I told you not to go to the office!

Why can't I go?

What's the proper reason that I should not go to the company?

Stop talking about turn around.

There's nowhere to U-turn here.

I don't know anymore.

Fall back in love with Lee Soo Hwan...

or beg him to live with you again.

You live your life on your own from now on.

Pretty lady! Who am I talking to?

President must have really been bothering her.

Auntie.

How can you park here?

Auntie?

You don't look like a single woman.

Hey.

Do you work here?

- I do, why? - I see.

- Is your president here? - Yes, wait.

He stepped out.

But, where's your room salon?

Give me a business card. I'll come by.

Give me a business card.

Hey,

what did you say?

Then, who are you?

I'm your president's sister.

This company's adviser. What do you want to do about it?

Then, you should have told me sooner.

I am sorry.

You're fired today. Follow me!

Get up.

Don't laugh, you useless.

Did you really love me?

Now you seem like Na In Jung.

You shouldn't toy with people's emotions.

I wanted to know how you felt.

Because I wanted to love you again.

Why?

- Do you feel regret? - I do.

Who are you?

Who are you to make me feel like this?

- What is your love? - Because I wanted you!

Because there's only you!

Hurry up.

- Who is this? - The president's sister.

Then, you two can speak and I'll be going now.

I'm Lee Shin Young. I work here.

Did my brother say you looked like someone?

I know I look like someone.

Is that the reason you were hired?

I wasn't hired by the president. I was hired by Lee Soo Hwan.

You're here because of special favors.

But...

how can you be hired be someone who's left the company?

You didn't know that he's back?

He's with someone right now.

You should go in.

I won't be coming in starting tomorrow.

Why are you standing here?

We're in the middle of talking, so step outside.

Am I someone who leave because you tell me?

I told you to get out!

Don't get me mad and just leave.

Just keep your promise.

I have no desire to keep that promise.

I'm tired enough now.

I'm not tired yet.

That's why I have no desire to let you go.

I don't feel sorry for you anymore.

I don't care whether you let me go or not.

- On whose permission you can leave? - Let me go.

- You can't go without answering me. - I've said everything.

Let this hand go.

You can't go.

Na In Jung is going say "goodbye" from today on.

Your wife is in the president's office.

Wait. It's your ex-wife, right?

Aren't you going to come?

Now all that's left is doing well with president.

Let's go.

They have to work this out themselves.

Let's go.

What are we going to do with you?

Stupid Kang Yong Gi,

what are we going to do with you?

You just have to love me.

I know holding on to you like this...

isn't going to bring you to me.

Can't you lose to me when this is how much I want to hold on to you?

You love me...

as much as I love you.

That's why you're jealous.

You're right, I love you.

I love Kang Yong Gi.

That's why I was jealous.

But Yong Gi,

we can't...

we can't live together.

Why not? Why can't we live together?

Because I'm afraid.

I don't have any confidence.

Things are going to get complicated.

Whenever I see your sister,

I feel like...

I'm going to be overcome in guilt.

Then, we don't have to see her.

We can live somewhere we never see her again.

We can,

but it won't change the fact...

that she's your sister.

And...

one day you'll hate me...

because of Lee Soo Hwan.

Even though you love me,

Yong Gi...

you're still a man.

When you hold me,

you'll think of Lee Soo Hwan at least once.

I'll promise you.

I'll only live thinking of you.

I'll die only loving you.

You're the only one...

for the rest of my life.

No one else can come into my heart.

So, let me go.

Because you know how I feel.

Let me live peacefully.

Please wait...

until Yong Gi can finish this.

Whether you like him or not,

he's your brother.

Okay.

What right do I have to say this or that to him?

I'm divorced from you now...

so what can I do about her?

But, they still can't be together.

And you can't be with her either.

Why are you sighing?

Do you sigh when you see me?

Is Mi So well?

Yes. She's better than I thought.

She doesn't ask for you much.

I wish she would grow up quicker.

So, she can be at an age to understand her terrible father.

So, you must have some sense of decency.

Are you really going overseas in a few months?

I've decided.

Where are you going?

I'm not sure.

Where should I go?

I'm searching for a company right now.

Let me know when you make a decision.

For Mi So.

All right.

I will let you know if it's confirmed.

I love Kang Yong Gi.

That's why I was jealous.

I'll promise you.

I'll only live thinking of you.

I'll die only loving you.

You're the only one...

for the rest of my life.

No one else can come into my heart.

So, let me go.

How long are you going to sit here like this.

Go.

I can't leave you here alone.

Forget about it for today and think about it more tomorrow.

Get up.

If you were Na In Jung...

would you have run too?

I'm not sure.

I'm not Na In Jung, so I'm not sure.

Right?

You're not Na In Jung.

What do you like so much about that girl?

That girl.

When she laughs, her eyes laugh first.

That girl.

When she gets mad the corners of her mouth go up.

When she's mad, she can't look into my eyes.

That girl.

When she cries...

she cries very sadly.

So, that girl Na In Jung...

always makes me cry too.

She's different from the girl who looks like you, Joanne.

She always made things difficult for me...

and when she cried she made me feel horrible.

When she got mad, she made me exhausted.

I loved her but...

she made me very tired.

Love is...

very stubborn...

even in front of itself.

Na In Jung made me feel peaceful.

She let me rest...

when I was tired.

That girl Na In Jung...

soothed me who was wounded all over.

Can't I do that?

I want to do that for you.

You're not Na In Jung.

My goodness, get a grip!

Uncle, you're here.

Open the door.

Open the door.

Open the door.

I can't.

Why not?

Go. Just go today.

I can't go.

I can't go!

What did you do that...

was right to get drunk and come here like this.

Am I that foolish to you?

You are blinded by your love, so do I look trifling?

Hey, are you so great?

Is your love so great?

Is only your love painful?

Take a look at yourself.

In Jung.

In Jung.

Do you want to know a way to get rid of Yong Gi?

If you really want to get rid of him,

don't just push him away.

Comfort him and love him, make him understand...

through love and then...

break up with him.

As much time it took him to love,

he might need that time to break away.

That guy that you love so much,

he needs time.

And not just that,

you need time too.

I don't understand why you two have to break up but...

he's slowly dying.

You have to save him.

This way you won't regret it either.

You waited a long time for me, didn't you?

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