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A Shisso Production
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December 16, 1989
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Good morning.
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How's it going?
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A DEDICATED LIFE
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Can the tragedy of Okinawa...
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be considered greaterthan
those of Kyushu or Tokyo?
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Honestly...
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one tragedy is enough in itself.
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It's true if you go to Okinawa,
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you see the US Army base
and barbed wire.
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A rare sight in Japan.
Okinawa is small, too.
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But for us novelists,
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is the tragedy in Okinawa
more tragic than any others?
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What you wrote about Okinawa
is a collective experience.
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Why not write about
you and your family?
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If you want to write a real tragedy,
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you only need to focus on
one small helpless tragedy.
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It doesn't matter how well you write.
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Just focus on one thing.
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Why can't you write about one thing?
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I always wanted to have
my own theatrical troupe.
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My grandfather was Dainoshin.
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Grandfather Ichikawa Dainoshin.
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Sometimes, some of us joined
him on the stage.
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They had their faces buried
between his legs.
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They were really into it, too.
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Only he could have done it,
just like his novels.
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He knows what to do on stage.
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Exactly what we expect to see
from a striptease.
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He moves just like a woman does.
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He knows how to get people excited.
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He does it with a touch of pathos.
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He shows us what he can't teach
by literally stripping himself bare.
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I find it grotesque.
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But that's why it's so wonderful.
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New Year's Day, 1990
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Mr. Haniya, here's to your health
and your works to come.
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Cheers.
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Yutaka Haniya,
Novelist
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- I want a theatrical troupe.
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I don't care what kind.
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I'm looking for actors.
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I need about ten.
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Of course, I'm the lead.
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We will start off in retirement
homes, and then...
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travel to my hometown.
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I will be a star.
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It's better if we have
less of an audience.
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I just want to form
my theatrical troupe.
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The Traveling Player's
Hinterland Theater.
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We only go to hospitals
and nursing homes.
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One person I really want is Tokue.
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Especially you.
That's right.
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You will be wonderful.
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I mean as a supporting cast.
A very good part.
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You know I'm the lead.
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You can play a stepchild
who gets bullied.
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I play the mother who bullies you.
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I wear a wig and bully you like hell.
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You try to resist, but in the end,
you die.
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He definitely has a feminine side.
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He is a man, but...
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sometimes I think he is a woman.
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I suppose he's joking,
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but he tells me he wants to be
my stepmother and bully me.
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Everything we do will be a tragedy.
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Everyone dies in the end.
I mean everyone.
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Let me introduce...
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Mitsuharu Inoue of the
Hinterland Theater house.
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That's a hit.
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All shows will be sold out.
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And I will quit literature.
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He's the first person who
ever understood me.
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I think so. I do.
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His love...
I mean...
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I really feel his compassion.
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Maybe I'm fooling myself.
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I feel really lucky to have
met someone like him.
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You're wondering if you want
to get married or not.
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Whatever you choose,
you will be disappointed.
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What is disappointment?
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Don't play dumb.
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You're always disappointed.
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He knows.
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You're no good.
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He doesn't work hard enough.
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I do.
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I work hard.
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No, you don't.
You write trash.
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You're not willing to learn.
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You must learn about
the human soul.
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- I understand what you're saying.
- Prove it.
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You don't know how hard
I'm really struggling.
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- You have to prove it.
- I will.
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- Express it.
- I will.
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I'll show you what a fool
I really am.
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All writers are fools.
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Mr. Haniya always speaks the truth.
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I mean without ego.
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That's why he allows
you to be here.
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You shut up and listen.
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You are no good.
What's with you?
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Talking nonsense.
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Just get out of here.
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- You are no good.
- Just don't say anything.
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You're really something.
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Just not today.
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You want me to say more?
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You just get the hell out.
I will expel you from the club.
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I have no more patience.
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I said get out!
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No need to leave.
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I said out!
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Out!
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His eyes are so penetrating.
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His gaze is pure. He has a look
that makes you feel...
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he's gone through so much
in search of something noble.
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That's the kind of face he has.
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I really believe in him.
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Sometimes it hurts and sometimes
I don't feel anything.
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And today?
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It hurts a little.
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Inoue underwent surgery
for cancer in August 1989.
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We have to look out for
the spread of cancer.
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It looks the same as before.
We'll see if it grows bigger.
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If not, we'll just leave it.
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Are there symptoms of the spread?
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Not really.
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I see.
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May be jaundice, depending
on where it's spreading.
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So regular tests are the only way
to detect the spread?
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I see.
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No fever or anything?
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No.
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Mitsuharu Inoue
Autobiography
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Born May 15th, 1926
Manchuria, China
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I'm sixty-three years old.
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My father was a craftsman,
an Imari pot maker.
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He was very skilled.
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He traveled to China.
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He got a job at a hotel...
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to work on a mural.
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He became very friendly with
a Japanese girl and she had me.
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But my father was a vagabond
and didn't stick around.
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My mother got sick of him
and married someone else.
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Father: Yukio
Mother: Takako
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Yukio was a fine craftsman.
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He wandered all over Manchuria,
and contact was lost.
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At the age of four, Inoue was
separated from his mother.
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My father disappeared and my
mother married another man.
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So my sister and I came back
to Japan.
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In 1933, at age 7,
Inoue returned to Japan.
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He lived with his grandmother
and his sister in Sasebo.
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He didn't send any money.
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Back then, there were a lot
of tiny shops...
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all the way along the Sasebo River.
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My grandmother set up
a tiny booth and sold pots.
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I helped her at the shop.
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We three survived selling pots
at the Riverside Market.
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That wasn't enough,
so we had to move to Sakito.
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There was a coal mine there.
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My grandmother and I gotjobs.
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In 1938, at age 12, Inoue and
his family moved to Sakito.
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Chikuho Fuji - Coal Slag Hill
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Thank you so much.
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I'll ask again later.
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Thank you.
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Let's say this is an entrance.
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We dig this deep today,
and tomorrow, this much.
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Aweek later, we dig this far.
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If it catches fire here,
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all the paths get destroyed.
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So they usually set up a door
every thirty meters.
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Just like a submarine. They need
to stop the water if it gets hit.
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So if it catches fire here,
the doors are closed.
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Everyone here is dead.
These guys could be, too.
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But the worst ones
are these guys.
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They can survive.
They can run away.
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Sometimes they get
locked up here alive.
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So they suffer terrible deaths.
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They close the doors regardless.
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It can't be helped.
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They all die.
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I've seen fingernails
stuck to the door.
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They tried to crawl their way out.
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It sounds very dramatic,
but it's true.
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And accidents happen often
and miners die.
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The job I invented was...
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to contact the souls of the dead.
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What all the widows
really want to hear...
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is that their husbands died
instantly without pain.
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That they didn't suffer at all.
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I tell them, "Oh, the gas got to me,
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and I died right away."
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If I tell them they suffered,
they wouldn't believe me.
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My grandmothertook care
of appointments, like a dentist.
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"He's very busy this week.
Can you come in on Friday?"
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Reservations were required.
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If my client's name is Fusako,
I say...
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"Fusako," I have to act
like her husband.
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"Oh, Fusako, I tried to escape...
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but when I realized,
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I was already dead."
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You have to tell them
they died right away.
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That they didn't feel any pain.
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You should also say...
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"I was not a good husband,
but I loved you so much."
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That's important.
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That's very important.
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I was a very popular medium.
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I was the only one who
required appointments.
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One day,
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a Korean widow came.
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I've written about it in my novel.
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So I had to speak in Korean,
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but I could only speak a little.
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My Korean was so bad, she
couldn't understand anything.
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She got really upset...
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and threw a bill at me and left.
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She told me I was no good.
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I thought I really blew it.
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I thought I shouldn't do this anymore.
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I told my grandmother
not to take more reservations.
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But she said "you're
booked till Friday."
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That was the last time I did it.
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For me it was all fiction.
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Medium and all that.
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I didn't do it to make
people unhappy.
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Sure we made some money,
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but I did it to make them feel better.
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When the Korean widow came,
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the fictional world I created
was shattered.
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You can say fiction
is based on realism.
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How do you handle the relationship...
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between realism and your desire
using your imagination?
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That is the most difficult task.
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What's at the base is realism.
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My dentures are not working well,
so you may not understand me.
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The reason why old hags like us...
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feel so alive at the age of 80...
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is because of Mr. Inoue.
Thank you so much.
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Since I don't have any parents,
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I told them you guys could act
as my parents,
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and they said OK.
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My mother used to tell me
that I had beautiful ears.
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Mr. Inoue noticed my ears
the first time I met him.
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I thought he was very observant.
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I've never told anyone...
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or written about my ears,
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but he noticed them right away.
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The fact that he recognized
my beauty at my age...
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meant so much to me.
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I used to think of myself
as dull and ordinary.
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I used to think I was no good.
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But Mr. Inoue recognized
and understood my beauty.
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And he shared his feelings
with everyone.
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I felt so alive.
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He gave me confidence.
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Do you want to add anything?
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00:23:02,490 --> 00:23:03,320
That's good.
262
00:23:04,400 --> 00:23:05,360
Sure?
263
00:23:08,700 --> 00:23:12,030
That's really wonderful.
264
00:23:15,510 --> 00:23:19,880
Anthem for the Chikuho Writing School
by Mitsuharu Inoue
265
00:23:21,650 --> 00:23:28,880
The public hall in the wilderness
near Coal Slag Hill
266
00:23:29,320 --> 00:23:36,230
The red sunset over Onga River
267
00:23:36,700 --> 00:23:42,630
Our friend has a noodle shop
in Tagawa
268
00:23:43,800 --> 00:23:50,170
Lack of imagination and
a pain in the heart
269
00:23:50,710 --> 00:23:56,410
Dig it out with your coal picks
270
00:23:57,520 --> 00:24:03,050
with pens and galley proofs
271
00:24:04,190 --> 00:24:10,250
of the Chikuho Writing School
272
00:24:31,480 --> 00:24:37,350
I thought he was 90% perfect,
and I almost fell for him.
273
00:24:38,090 --> 00:24:43,650
I had to restrain myself,
and I still do.
274
00:24:45,000 --> 00:24:45,960
Go ahead and read.
275
00:24:46,700 --> 00:24:51,470
The faint perfume he was wearing
attracted her to him.
276
00:24:52,070 --> 00:24:56,270
As we all know, Ms. Nishimura
is not a bad writer.
277
00:24:57,780 --> 00:25:01,970
But she's making a complete
fool out of herself.
278
00:25:02,780 --> 00:25:05,080
She's taking it easy here.
279
00:25:05,920 --> 00:25:09,790
The structure of the story
is so compromised.
280
00:25:11,120 --> 00:25:15,250
To write a novel is to resist
easy solutions like this.
281
00:25:16,300 --> 00:25:20,100
Anyone can come up
with stuff like this.
282
00:25:20,730 --> 00:25:23,860
You have to ask yourself
'is this usable? '
283
00:25:24,840 --> 00:25:26,100
'Am I compromising? '
284
00:25:26,770 --> 00:25:32,610
Self-questioning is the first
process of writing novels.
285
00:25:33,210 --> 00:25:35,540
Can you imagine what the readers
have to go through...
286
00:25:35,980 --> 00:25:38,140
if you write like this?
287
00:25:40,290 --> 00:25:43,190
There are different degrees
in liking someone,
288
00:25:44,460 --> 00:25:46,820
but he is the most wonderful
person I've ever met.
289
00:25:47,360 --> 00:25:50,490
People say being adventurous
is a privilege of youth,
290
00:25:50,930 --> 00:25:53,330
but I really think it belongs
to grown adults.
291
00:26:21,360 --> 00:26:25,490
He is the most important
person alive in my life.
292
00:26:38,380 --> 00:26:40,970
Aging and death are inevitable fate.
293
00:26:41,610 --> 00:26:44,610
We get scared, Ionely, and anxious.
294
00:26:44,980 --> 00:26:48,750
But let us share the experience
and help each other...
295
00:26:49,220 --> 00:26:52,250
here at Iki Iki Retirement Home.
296
00:26:52,690 --> 00:26:54,850
Please welcome Mitsuharu Inoue.
297
00:26:57,400 --> 00:27:02,160
I met Mrs. Takahashi ten years ago...
298
00:27:02,570 --> 00:27:06,160
when I started a literature
group in Sasebo.
299
00:27:06,870 --> 00:27:10,600
We also organized a group
in Nagasaki and Hokkaido.
300
00:27:12,280 --> 00:27:14,340
She was one of my first students.
301
00:27:15,610 --> 00:27:17,670
My first pupil.
302
00:27:18,080 --> 00:27:21,750
When he does this with anger,
303
00:27:22,250 --> 00:27:28,590
he looks so tough and manly.
304
00:27:29,830 --> 00:27:32,350
He is very attractive.
305
00:27:33,630 --> 00:27:34,690
I like his voice.
306
00:27:35,970 --> 00:27:40,100
I find it sexy, especially on the phone.
307
00:27:42,710 --> 00:27:45,470
He has very smooth white skin, too.
308
00:27:47,010 --> 00:27:49,610
I heard you had a child by him.
309
00:27:50,050 --> 00:27:53,380
No, that's not true.
310
00:27:53,720 --> 00:27:55,740
You didn't want to have his child?
311
00:28:03,630 --> 00:28:05,820
Well, many of us thought we did.
312
00:28:12,600 --> 00:28:17,670
I was struck by his yearning
for motherhood.
313
00:28:18,580 --> 00:28:23,410
I should say his desire for motherhood...
314
00:28:24,180 --> 00:28:28,140
when he was very young.
315
00:28:28,950 --> 00:28:35,520
He writes about it in his novels
with such melancholy.
316
00:28:36,030 --> 00:28:40,590
It's as if the ground is shaking
with his desire.
317
00:28:41,070 --> 00:28:45,260
The way he expresses it
is so subtle that it stays with you.
318
00:28:46,370 --> 00:28:52,470
He gives me a little kiss
every time I see him.
319
00:28:54,750 --> 00:28:59,240
Other women getjealous,
320
00:28:59,720 --> 00:29:02,850
and he gives them one, too.
321
00:29:04,960 --> 00:29:06,180
He's very kind.
322
00:29:06,630 --> 00:29:08,680
Everyone goes crazy for him.
323
00:29:09,660 --> 00:29:10,530
I mean all women.
324
00:29:11,760 --> 00:29:13,990
He looks at us as women.
325
00:29:14,970 --> 00:29:17,990
It doesn't matter what age.
326
00:29:18,400 --> 00:29:22,130
He brings out the feminine side of us.
327
00:29:22,470 --> 00:29:27,310
When you're down
or longing to be loved,
328
00:29:27,750 --> 00:29:30,610
he is an oasis of your heart.
329
00:29:31,380 --> 00:29:33,510
He averages about 3.3.
330
00:29:34,120 --> 00:29:35,950
3 out of 10 women.
331
00:29:37,490 --> 00:29:40,220
That's right.
332
00:29:40,630 --> 00:29:44,030
I think that's pretty good.
333
00:29:46,460 --> 00:29:49,870
He doesn't choose.
I'm impressed.
334
00:29:50,470 --> 00:29:54,700
He excludes no one
as long as she's female.
335
00:30:32,580 --> 00:30:35,170
I've heard this song many times,
but this is by far...
336
00:30:35,610 --> 00:30:37,640
the most depressing I've ever heard.
337
00:30:38,080 --> 00:30:39,980
I mean that as a compliment.
338
00:30:41,350 --> 00:30:48,090
Usually there is a little hope,
but her singing has none.
339
00:30:50,130 --> 00:30:52,360
He always tells us...
340
00:30:53,500 --> 00:30:57,960
"if you want to live life,
you have to have fun...
341
00:30:58,440 --> 00:31:01,670
and live everyday with vigor."
342
00:31:02,270 --> 00:31:05,180
He is the one who gives me
great vigor.
343
00:31:05,940 --> 00:31:10,880
- But you suffered as well?
- Certainly.
344
00:31:11,280 --> 00:31:13,010
Can you talk more about that?
345
00:31:14,590 --> 00:31:16,780
That's difficult.
346
00:31:19,690 --> 00:31:22,350
I don't think I can.
347
00:31:24,900 --> 00:31:28,200
That's very private.
348
00:31:28,970 --> 00:31:32,100
I can't talk about that here.
349
00:31:32,200 --> 00:31:37,510
You said you suffered very much.
Is that why?
350
00:31:38,040 --> 00:31:40,710
Yes, I think so.
351
00:31:42,480 --> 00:31:47,880
It comes down to how
one lived one's life.
352
00:31:49,490 --> 00:31:56,520
I'm sure he suffered as much as I did.
353
00:31:57,230 --> 00:31:59,990
I couldn't forgive him back then.
I am a woman, too, you know.
354
00:32:02,800 --> 00:32:06,000
He is the love of my life.
355
00:32:09,370 --> 00:32:12,340
I guess I shouldn't say that.
356
00:32:13,110 --> 00:32:14,940
Well, why not.
357
00:32:17,850 --> 00:32:21,790
- You mean forever?
- As long as I live.
358
00:32:35,830 --> 00:32:40,640
Burakumin Liberation Literary Award
Jury Meeting
359
00:32:41,070 --> 00:32:45,440
Inoue and Noma have been long
standing jurists forthe Award.
360
00:32:52,380 --> 00:32:56,320
Hiroshi Noma,
Novelist
361
00:32:58,520 --> 00:33:01,650
Tetsu Hijikata,
Novelist
362
00:33:11,770 --> 00:33:13,070
What about Noma's opinion?
363
00:33:14,370 --> 00:33:16,170
No, I agree with you.
364
00:33:18,080 --> 00:33:19,300
The piece is too long.
365
00:33:19,880 --> 00:33:24,440
But it would've been great
without the first part.
366
00:33:25,220 --> 00:33:29,050
We should make recommendations
for both novels.
367
00:33:29,350 --> 00:33:34,020
On January 2, 1991,
Noma died of throat cancer.
368
00:33:48,870 --> 00:33:50,000
Yesterday,
369
00:33:51,580 --> 00:33:52,570
I was very shocked.
370
00:33:53,750 --> 00:33:54,940
No, just kidding.
371
00:33:59,220 --> 00:34:00,280
Psychologically?
372
00:34:00,620 --> 00:34:04,820
I wasn't shocked, but I had to
reschedule everything.
373
00:34:06,020 --> 00:34:08,150
All my lectures and stuff.
374
00:34:18,540 --> 00:34:20,800
Mr. Inoue, please come
to number 6.
375
00:34:36,990 --> 00:34:38,550
How are you doing?
376
00:34:38,990 --> 00:34:43,790
Not much different,
but I don't feel great.
377
00:34:45,260 --> 00:34:46,790
This is today's,
378
00:34:51,700 --> 00:34:53,500
and this is before.
379
00:34:54,940 --> 00:34:56,240
The problem is here.
380
00:34:59,140 --> 00:35:02,550
I see that the cancer
is spreading to your liver.
381
00:35:08,350 --> 00:35:12,380
What are my chances of survival?
382
00:35:18,360 --> 00:35:21,590
The cancer might be spreading
through the veins.
383
00:35:22,430 --> 00:35:25,730
It really depends if it can
be contained here.
384
00:35:26,470 --> 00:35:27,440
I see.
385
00:35:37,350 --> 00:35:38,250
Bring me some water.
386
00:35:40,220 --> 00:35:41,480
I shouldn't drink anymore.
387
00:35:49,730 --> 00:35:52,630
Even if my chance is fifty fifty,
388
00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:58,560
I won't die right away.
389
00:36:02,940 --> 00:36:05,430
I still have some time left.
390
00:36:09,050 --> 00:36:13,310
I think I can do some work.
391
00:36:15,220 --> 00:36:23,650
I won't write about how many shots
I got, or what I thought about.
392
00:36:24,030 --> 00:36:26,790
I will never write 'a journal on
a death bed' kind of thing.
393
00:36:28,270 --> 00:36:33,760
Like what I thought about today,
who visited me,
394
00:36:34,240 --> 00:36:38,570
and how many shots I had,
395
00:36:39,880 --> 00:36:43,640
what I managed to eat.
396
00:36:44,050 --> 00:36:48,580
I don't have anything against
that kind of writing.
397
00:36:48,950 --> 00:36:55,020
Sometimes, they show
the process of dying,
398
00:36:55,430 --> 00:36:57,260
but I won't write it.
399
00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:02,990
I'd rather write a short story
or tell a lie.
400
00:37:39,770 --> 00:37:44,670
This is my own opinion, but...
401
00:37:45,210 --> 00:37:50,310
if one fourth
of the liver stays functional,
402
00:37:51,620 --> 00:37:54,880
you can survive the operation.
403
00:37:55,520 --> 00:37:57,720
We have to take out half of it.
404
00:37:57,820 --> 00:38:02,990
The remaining cancer might spread.
405
00:38:03,430 --> 00:38:06,420
Am I right?
406
00:38:07,370 --> 00:38:13,830
Right. We have to worry about
the residual cancer.
407
00:38:14,270 --> 00:38:18,370
We have to stop it from spreading.
408
00:38:18,780 --> 00:38:26,410
OK. So you may not be able
to take it out completely?
409
00:38:26,780 --> 00:38:30,240
Right. I think in your case...
410
00:38:30,990 --> 00:38:37,260
the operation will bring
the best possible results.
411
00:38:37,930 --> 00:38:41,460
You don't think it's dangerous
to operate?
412
00:38:41,800 --> 00:38:42,660
No, I don't.
413
00:38:43,100 --> 00:38:46,000
I will be able to drink in a few months.
414
00:38:48,370 --> 00:38:54,510
The remaining liver will stay
functional. No problem.
415
00:38:56,010 --> 00:39:01,750
Well, I'll have the operation,
as you suggest.
416
00:39:03,090 --> 00:39:05,680
Please take care of it.
417
00:39:07,020 --> 00:39:09,550
The 9th is good for the patient.
418
00:39:17,340 --> 00:39:18,530
Let's have a toast.
419
00:39:23,670 --> 00:39:24,700
To my surgery.
420
00:39:32,850 --> 00:39:34,010
How long has it been?
421
00:39:35,990 --> 00:39:39,860
You drank plum wine
a little bit yesterday.
422
00:39:40,730 --> 00:39:41,620
A week, maybe?
423
00:39:44,700 --> 00:39:46,960
He said he may not be able
to remove it completely.
424
00:39:49,300 --> 00:39:55,570
The remaining cancer
will spread, he said.
425
00:39:57,840 --> 00:39:58,970
Growing and spreading...
426
00:39:59,680 --> 00:40:01,580
The doctor said it's possible.
427
00:40:01,980 --> 00:40:04,710
If he can take some of it out,
428
00:40:06,480 --> 00:40:11,550
it means you will live longer.
429
00:40:12,420 --> 00:40:15,620
But how long?
I don't know how long.
430
00:40:16,260 --> 00:40:20,590
It's betterto take it out
than leave it.
431
00:40:21,470 --> 00:40:25,530
- More than two years?
- At least two years.
432
00:40:29,210 --> 00:40:30,110
That's that.
433
00:40:32,080 --> 00:40:33,980
Even a month longer
will do me good.
434
00:40:37,750 --> 00:40:39,840
This doesn't really taste good.
435
00:40:47,390 --> 00:40:48,950
Bring me unrefined sake.
436
00:41:15,090 --> 00:41:16,580
I'll put my things here.
437
00:41:16,920 --> 00:41:18,750
Just what you need right now.
438
00:41:33,870 --> 00:41:37,310
From the spring to fall in 1978,
439
00:41:37,740 --> 00:41:45,410
I was madly in love with him.
440
00:41:46,250 --> 00:41:47,440
With my heart and soul.
441
00:41:48,150 --> 00:41:51,820
I wanted to read all his novels,
442
00:41:52,190 --> 00:41:58,650
I ordered the complete collection.
443
00:41:59,030 --> 00:42:03,360
It came in one big box.
444
00:42:04,270 --> 00:42:08,600
All the novelists want to
use their privilege.
445
00:42:09,370 --> 00:42:11,200
He asks his publisher to send
his books to the fans.
446
00:42:12,940 --> 00:42:14,140
They fall for it.
447
00:42:14,580 --> 00:42:20,750
The publisher sent me
the 14 volume collection.
448
00:42:21,420 --> 00:42:24,150
I was so moved.
449
00:42:35,670 --> 00:42:37,000
The traffic was awful.
450
00:42:44,380 --> 00:42:46,210
You look good.
451
00:42:46,880 --> 00:42:48,810
Jakucho Setouchi,
Novelist
452
00:42:49,010 --> 00:42:52,640
- My students copied a sutra.
- I already have them here.
453
00:42:53,180 --> 00:42:55,310
My students' work.
454
00:42:56,520 --> 00:42:59,420
You can read them.
455
00:42:59,520 --> 00:43:01,960
I'll put them under my bed.
456
00:43:06,260 --> 00:43:07,730
You should line them up.
457
00:43:12,600 --> 00:43:15,270
They're beautifully done.
458
00:43:26,720 --> 00:43:28,980
I put yours in here.
459
00:43:44,040 --> 00:43:46,940
I brought you some Viennese sweets.
460
00:43:52,710 --> 00:43:54,080
No wine?
461
00:43:54,410 --> 00:43:56,400
No, but these are good.
462
00:43:59,150 --> 00:44:00,880
This is for your wife.
463
00:44:01,220 --> 00:44:02,080
I'll take it home.
464
00:44:03,590 --> 00:44:05,080
These are Kyoto sweets.
465
00:44:07,830 --> 00:44:09,730
This room is really hot.
466
00:44:10,190 --> 00:44:14,460
AC is not working too well.
467
00:44:15,600 --> 00:44:16,860
Is it on?
468
00:44:16,970 --> 00:44:19,800
Yes, but it doesn't work.
469
00:44:20,840 --> 00:44:22,970
I get used to it, though.
470
00:44:24,080 --> 00:44:25,980
It's really hot today.
471
00:44:27,080 --> 00:44:32,910
I think he looks better than before.
He gained some weight, too.
472
00:44:33,020 --> 00:44:34,210
I didn't get shots today.
473
00:44:35,150 --> 00:44:36,710
You did gain some weight.
474
00:44:40,590 --> 00:44:44,390
I can tell because I haven't
seen you in a while.
475
00:44:44,500 --> 00:44:48,860
I knew you were coming today,
so I shaved.
476
00:44:50,130 --> 00:44:53,730
I was ready to die when they told
me about the cancer spreading.
477
00:44:54,070 --> 00:44:57,910
I asked the doctor if it's serious.
478
00:44:58,010 --> 00:44:59,340
She was there, too.
479
00:44:59,680 --> 00:45:05,710
He didn't say a word for a while.
480
00:45:06,420 --> 00:45:08,480
I knew I was in trouble.
481
00:45:10,050 --> 00:45:13,650
He said I will have a few years
after the operation.
482
00:45:13,760 --> 00:45:17,220
A year or two? Who knows?
483
00:45:21,670 --> 00:45:24,070
Are we ready now?
484
00:46:12,420 --> 00:46:14,320
There's nothing to worry about.
485
00:46:14,720 --> 00:46:15,580
Thank you.
486
00:46:49,520 --> 00:46:51,080
You can't come in.
487
00:46:56,430 --> 00:47:01,420
July 23, 1990
Operation
488
00:50:42,120 --> 00:50:44,280
The surgery lasted over eight hours.
489
00:50:44,390 --> 00:50:46,790
850 grams of liver was removed.
490
00:51:23,390 --> 00:51:25,690
I think I gained a few years.
491
00:51:30,970 --> 00:51:33,530
How did you feel afterthe meal?
492
00:51:34,170 --> 00:51:40,510
I guess I felt a little better
than before the meal.
493
00:51:41,880 --> 00:51:44,140
Did your stomach feel swollen?
494
00:51:44,620 --> 00:51:46,670
- No. It was fine.
- I see.
495
00:51:46,780 --> 00:51:49,510
I gave him a laxative yesterday.
496
00:51:49,620 --> 00:51:51,680
- Yes. It worked very well.
- That's good.
497
00:51:52,290 --> 00:51:53,880
Too much gas yesterday.
498
00:51:55,490 --> 00:51:57,390
- It doesn't hurt anymore?
- No.
499
00:52:01,330 --> 00:52:04,460
Your breathing is OK after
we took out the tube?
500
00:52:15,480 --> 00:52:16,470
Show me your tongue.
501
00:52:23,090 --> 00:52:28,020
- I think you're doing just fine.
- Thank you very much.
502
00:52:56,950 --> 00:52:58,180
I know you're busy.
503
00:52:59,620 --> 00:53:01,450
I heard it went well.
504
00:53:02,930 --> 00:53:05,330
- That's very good.
- Thank you.
505
00:53:05,630 --> 00:53:09,500
You're my teacher when
it comes to cancer.
506
00:53:10,100 --> 00:53:15,940
You have to teach me
the do's and don't's.
507
00:53:19,240 --> 00:53:23,440
I'm going to need advice.
508
00:53:25,720 --> 00:53:27,480
You're full of energy.
509
00:53:29,890 --> 00:53:32,450
You were in intensive care
only for a day?
510
00:53:38,300 --> 00:53:40,790
What did you do
with the other drinks?
511
00:53:43,770 --> 00:53:45,960
- We drank it.
- Oh, I see.
512
00:53:48,540 --> 00:53:49,530
You have beer?
513
00:53:49,870 --> 00:53:51,000
Don't worry about me.
514
00:53:51,680 --> 00:53:52,510
Don't mind me.
515
00:53:53,380 --> 00:53:55,210
You're a sick man.
516
00:53:56,980 --> 00:54:02,150
It makes me nervous when
my guests don't drink alcohol.
517
00:54:03,520 --> 00:54:07,580
You're a patient. You don't worry
about your visitors.
518
00:54:08,330 --> 00:54:12,690
This is not your classroom,
and I'm not your student.
519
00:54:13,230 --> 00:54:14,930
You even try to entertain
your students.
520
00:54:16,430 --> 00:54:17,760
A lot of energy wasted.
521
00:54:18,170 --> 00:54:21,430
No more of that from now on.
522
00:54:21,540 --> 00:54:22,770
It makes me nervous.
523
00:54:23,140 --> 00:54:25,630
You drink all night for them.
524
00:54:28,150 --> 00:54:33,280
From now on, you really have
to take care of yourself.
525
00:54:36,550 --> 00:54:41,290
You have to realize your body
is not in the best condition.
526
00:54:46,230 --> 00:54:48,750
I can see that myself
when I take a bath.
527
00:54:50,130 --> 00:54:57,200
My scar looks like a Russian flag.
528
00:54:57,810 --> 00:55:01,370
Just like it, really.
529
00:55:01,810 --> 00:55:09,980
A hammer and a sickle.
Like that shape.
530
00:55:11,220 --> 00:55:17,790
When a new nurse changed
my bandage...
531
00:55:18,560 --> 00:55:22,730
she told me how pretty my scar was.
532
00:55:23,870 --> 00:55:25,430
No more drinking afterthe class.
533
00:55:25,770 --> 00:55:29,500
- More drink?
- No. I have to go.
534
00:55:31,010 --> 00:55:31,970
You take care.
535
00:55:33,510 --> 00:55:36,410
Thanks for coming.
536
00:55:36,880 --> 00:55:37,970
You have to be careful.
537
00:55:39,550 --> 00:55:41,710
- I'll see you off.
- No need.
538
00:55:42,690 --> 00:55:47,280
You're a patient and I'm a visitor.
539
00:55:48,890 --> 00:55:52,660
You're a sick man.
I'mjust visiting you.
540
00:55:53,600 --> 00:55:55,190
- Just to the elevator.
- No.
541
00:55:57,430 --> 00:56:00,530
You really don't get it.
542
00:56:01,610 --> 00:56:04,270
Patients don't need
to entertain visitors.
543
00:56:05,280 --> 00:56:10,540
I'm worried about your classes.
544
00:56:11,210 --> 00:56:13,680
You go there and entertain students...
545
00:56:14,420 --> 00:56:17,980
by drinking and eating while
your body gets worse.
546
00:56:18,320 --> 00:56:19,810
OK. I will stop.
547
00:56:21,860 --> 00:56:24,920
It starts now. You won't do this
when you teach.
548
00:56:25,460 --> 00:56:28,800
- Thank you very much.
- Take care.
549
00:56:34,500 --> 00:56:41,430
I was really attracted to him.
550
00:56:42,050 --> 00:56:47,570
For a while, I thought
he was in love with me, too.
551
00:56:48,050 --> 00:56:52,680
His pick up lines were really great.
552
00:56:54,320 --> 00:57:00,700
He asked me if he could have
a picture of me when I was young.
553
00:57:01,200 --> 00:57:06,600
I chose a photo of me in a uniform
from my high school days.
554
00:57:07,040 --> 00:57:12,000
I was going to give it to him.
555
00:57:12,480 --> 00:57:17,710
But he forgot he even asked.
556
00:57:18,320 --> 00:57:20,440
Now that I think of it,
557
00:57:21,950 --> 00:57:29,830
he must have told similar
things to other women.
558
00:57:30,260 --> 00:57:35,100
He told me not to write about
what happened between us.
559
00:57:36,770 --> 00:57:41,360
He also told me he couldn't
write any letters to me.
560
00:57:42,070 --> 00:57:48,380
I couldn't help myself from
thinking he was selfish.
561
00:57:48,750 --> 00:57:52,040
He said he was free to do
whatever he wanted,
562
00:57:52,380 --> 00:57:58,180
but I think he couldn't do
anything without his wife.
563
00:57:58,620 --> 00:58:03,720
I mean, he was free because
he had an obedient wife.
564
00:58:15,110 --> 00:58:16,770
Thank you very much.
565
00:58:34,190 --> 00:58:35,090
It's so good.
566
00:58:37,460 --> 00:58:38,430
It tastes like beer.
567
00:58:43,630 --> 00:58:45,260
I dreamed of this moment.
568
00:58:46,700 --> 00:58:48,640
I brought it to you in the hospital.
You didn't eat it.
569
00:58:49,610 --> 00:58:51,570
I was waiting for this moment.
570
00:58:52,780 --> 00:58:55,400
Because it wasn't fresh.
571
00:59:00,020 --> 00:59:00,880
Tasty.
572
00:59:03,690 --> 00:59:05,120
It's very good.
573
00:59:07,360 --> 00:59:09,150
I put it in a refrigerator before.
574
00:59:10,430 --> 00:59:13,330
That couldn't have tasted
this good.
575
00:59:13,930 --> 00:59:14,830
I guess so.
576
00:59:49,230 --> 00:59:52,430
Lecture: Humanity and Literature
577
00:59:55,970 --> 00:59:56,870
Hello.
578
00:59:58,440 --> 01:00:04,110
Each man has his own destiny.
Each destiny leads to its own path.
579
01:00:04,210 --> 01:00:09,080
A path that no one else
but you yourself can lead.
580
01:00:09,720 --> 01:00:12,690
Your own destiny.
581
01:00:13,320 --> 01:00:18,260
That's where all literature
really begins.
582
01:00:18,360 --> 01:00:23,090
From that path, you create your
own sense of art, ideology...
583
01:00:23,200 --> 01:00:27,470
expression, and style of writing.
584
01:00:28,910 --> 01:00:33,270
You have your own sense
of who you are...
585
01:00:33,380 --> 01:00:35,110
and who you are in reality.
586
01:00:35,210 --> 01:00:37,870
It's like having another self
inside you.
587
01:00:38,520 --> 01:00:42,510
Renewing the relationship between
you and another self...
588
01:00:43,050 --> 01:00:46,050
is writing and thinking
about literature.
589
01:00:46,160 --> 01:00:52,030
But to change the relationship,
something's got to change.
590
01:00:52,930 --> 01:00:57,990
First you have to discover yourself
and the other self inside.
591
01:00:58,100 --> 01:01:05,370
Then, you need to find another
self to change that relationship.
592
01:01:05,710 --> 01:01:09,440
By 'discover', I mean 'create'.
Otherwise, nothing changes.
593
01:01:10,680 --> 01:01:12,050
If you can't change it, you destroy it.
594
01:01:13,680 --> 01:01:20,920
After you destroy it, a new
relationship will grow.
595
01:01:27,930 --> 01:01:29,130
Thank you very much.
596
01:01:37,210 --> 01:01:40,340
Please let us learn from him...
597
01:01:40,440 --> 01:01:43,140
that cancer is no reason for despair.
598
01:01:43,650 --> 01:01:47,340
If any of you have family members
suffering from cancer,
599
01:01:47,680 --> 01:01:54,560
please let them know that as I'm
sure his story touched all of you.
600
01:01:54,960 --> 01:01:58,020
If you're having problems
with your family,
601
01:01:58,130 --> 01:02:01,190
you destroy the relationship
to change it.
602
01:02:01,300 --> 01:02:04,100
Now I want to introduce
you to Mr. Inoue's wife,
603
01:02:04,200 --> 01:02:11,540
who had to destroy her relationship
so many times to come this far.
604
01:02:11,640 --> 01:02:13,400
Please give her a hand.
605
01:02:22,290 --> 01:02:23,180
See you.
606
01:02:26,290 --> 01:02:32,560
This one is called
'The Story of Michio Kamizaki.'
607
01:02:33,360 --> 01:02:41,270
He's a boy in grade school.
608
01:02:41,970 --> 01:02:51,070
It's about a boy in the 6th grade
who rapes a woman in her thirties.
609
01:02:53,920 --> 01:02:58,350
He commits a several crimes,
610
01:02:59,290 --> 01:03:03,160
he is a minor,
so he can't get arrested.
611
01:03:03,560 --> 01:03:05,080
It's his story.
612
01:03:06,130 --> 01:03:12,160
People might be bothered about
a rape by the 6th graders.
613
01:03:13,870 --> 01:03:17,400
It's an unusual theme
for Japanese literature.
614
01:03:18,780 --> 01:03:22,910
If the author has a near
death experience,
615
01:03:23,850 --> 01:03:28,840
I can imagine him being
gentler to the protagonist.
616
01:03:29,950 --> 01:03:35,790
The author will not be able
to condemn him so easily.
617
01:03:36,960 --> 01:03:39,760
I don't think the author
can be too harsh.
618
01:03:53,280 --> 01:03:58,840
Sasebo - Atown where Mitsuharu
Inoue spent his childhood
619
01:03:59,880 --> 01:04:01,650
I haven't finished correcting
the manuscript.
620
01:04:05,420 --> 01:04:06,390
You brought it?
621
01:04:07,860 --> 01:04:10,330
I did. I have to do it.
622
01:04:10,690 --> 01:04:14,750
I have to send it out
as soon as possible.
623
01:04:16,330 --> 01:04:19,670
I have to do it now.
624
01:04:42,530 --> 01:04:44,150
Can you fax them for me?
625
01:04:53,200 --> 01:04:56,330
Please make sure
all the pages are faxed.
626
01:05:10,820 --> 01:05:15,520
Freedom is the most important
concept in our lives.
627
01:05:16,160 --> 01:05:18,420
To be free is not to expect
anything from anyone.
628
01:05:18,760 --> 01:05:23,890
In my novel, 'A Bold Life,'
629
01:05:25,000 --> 01:05:29,100
the protagonists are men
and women in their sixties.
630
01:05:29,910 --> 01:05:33,970
One of them is an old woman...
631
01:05:35,780 --> 01:05:38,180
who likes to go to a department store...
632
01:05:39,450 --> 01:05:44,390
with a pair of scissors hidden
in her bag.
633
01:05:44,690 --> 01:05:46,480
A small one.
634
01:05:47,390 --> 01:05:51,120
If she sees a beautiful
dress on display,
635
01:05:51,490 --> 01:05:53,160
she just cuts off the sleeves.
636
01:05:55,060 --> 01:05:58,470
For her, it is a form
of releasing stress.
637
01:05:59,240 --> 01:06:02,430
She doesn't steal.
She just cuts them.
638
01:06:03,910 --> 01:06:06,570
I suppose that is a crime.
639
01:06:07,180 --> 01:06:09,610
But she's not hurting anyone.
640
01:06:10,310 --> 01:06:13,840
I think we can forgive her for it.
That's what I think.
641
01:06:14,680 --> 01:06:16,080
It's OK.
642
01:06:16,550 --> 01:06:22,620
If your husband dies,
and you're 65 or 70 years old,
643
01:06:23,230 --> 01:06:24,990
why can't you be in love?
644
01:06:26,130 --> 01:06:29,120
I say go for it.
645
01:06:29,500 --> 01:06:32,900
Even if you're cheating.
Just don't get caught.
646
01:06:34,300 --> 01:06:38,570
Women especially have to be careful.
647
01:06:39,540 --> 01:06:43,980
I'm no sexist, but they tell
their best friends.
648
01:06:44,310 --> 01:06:48,370
Then, the best friends tell
otherfriends.
649
01:06:48,890 --> 01:06:55,290
Then, everyone finds out.
650
01:06:56,190 --> 01:07:01,060
You have to cheat elegantly...
651
01:07:01,500 --> 01:07:03,190
and passionately.
652
01:07:07,800 --> 01:07:11,300
When you grow older,
you can do anything.
653
01:07:11,640 --> 01:07:14,340
You have to change the relationship...
654
01:07:14,440 --> 01:07:15,970
between you and the world.
655
01:07:16,750 --> 01:07:18,480
You should do everything.
656
01:07:20,020 --> 01:07:24,750
That's what it means to live life.
657
01:08:19,040 --> 01:08:25,340
This year, we heard his song.
May we yet again next year.
658
01:08:30,850 --> 01:08:32,410
I don't know about next year.
659
01:08:34,560 --> 01:08:37,580
I only have two years left.
660
01:08:48,770 --> 01:08:50,640
The whisky tastes very good.
661
01:08:51,710 --> 01:08:55,110
Maybe my cancer is growing.
662
01:08:55,850 --> 01:08:58,510
That's possible, isn't it?
663
01:08:58,880 --> 01:09:01,850
That means it's diminishing.
664
01:09:02,750 --> 01:09:03,980
Nice try.
665
01:09:07,620 --> 01:09:11,180
All you guys from Nagasaki
didn't send me any letters.
666
01:09:12,130 --> 01:09:14,460
You thought I was going to die.
667
01:09:16,970 --> 01:09:18,760
No, you'll never die.
668
01:09:18,870 --> 01:09:23,570
I wish they had told me I have
three more years.
669
01:09:24,240 --> 01:09:30,870
Not four years, but three.
I would have been very happy.
670
01:09:31,450 --> 01:09:36,110
Don't worry. You'll live
at least three years.
671
01:09:36,450 --> 01:09:40,650
I don't talk like this elsewhere.
672
01:09:40,760 --> 01:09:46,520
How dare you ignore me
at the hospital?
673
01:09:47,600 --> 01:09:49,900
I don't usually say things like that.
674
01:09:50,730 --> 01:09:54,640
I can talk like this in Sasebo.
675
01:09:54,970 --> 01:10:00,240
I wrote 200 pages
and sent them by fax.
676
01:10:00,340 --> 01:10:03,040
It should be published soon.
677
01:10:03,480 --> 01:10:05,740
- Which one?
- The New Year issue of Gunzo.
678
01:10:06,180 --> 01:10:10,310
You guys were thinking
I was going to die soon.
679
01:10:11,890 --> 01:10:14,190
I wanted to prove otherwise.
680
01:10:15,320 --> 01:10:19,160
He always goes back
to the hotel alone.
681
01:10:19,260 --> 01:10:24,600
Seeing him like that
made me feel Ionely.
682
01:10:25,800 --> 01:10:31,540
I'm sure he felt that too.
683
01:10:32,510 --> 01:10:35,070
We went to a couple of different bars.
684
01:10:35,410 --> 01:10:41,180
He was staying at a hotel
near the station.
685
01:10:41,820 --> 01:10:44,980
I was staying somewhere else.
686
01:10:45,660 --> 01:10:50,090
At the end of the night,
it was just me and him.
687
01:10:50,460 --> 01:10:58,590
It was a very quiet night
and he was alone in the dark.
688
01:10:59,940 --> 01:11:02,670
He said, "why don't you take
your bag and come with me?"
689
01:11:04,710 --> 01:11:11,980
I remember the look on his face.
690
01:11:13,550 --> 01:11:15,810
I thought he asked me
to spend the night.
691
01:11:16,390 --> 01:11:22,260
I think he wanted
to talk all night.
692
01:11:24,890 --> 01:11:28,130
I remember that moment
very well.
693
01:11:29,430 --> 01:11:32,060
The whole scene.
694
01:11:32,570 --> 01:11:37,870
It stayed in my mind.
695
01:11:38,910 --> 01:11:39,840
A beautiful moment.
696
01:11:40,510 --> 01:11:42,670
New Year's Day, 1991
697
01:11:42,980 --> 01:11:47,810
Mr. Inoue has completely recovered,
like the phoenix from its ashes.
698
01:11:48,920 --> 01:11:56,760
May this year be full ofjoy.
Everyone, happy year.
699
01:11:57,290 --> 01:11:58,990
Cheers.
700
01:11:59,860 --> 01:12:02,420
Since I don't have much time left,
701
01:12:04,600 --> 01:12:07,630
I think I'll stop being soft.
702
01:12:08,300 --> 01:12:14,270
I think we have to start
from the very beginning.
703
01:12:16,910 --> 01:12:22,540
There's no point gathering
an empty headed bunch like you,
704
01:12:22,850 --> 01:12:27,020
to teach and have fun
for a few days a week.
705
01:12:36,230 --> 01:12:42,140
Please make a note that our
relationship is in danger.
706
01:12:42,840 --> 01:12:48,300
I will cut you off.
707
01:12:48,610 --> 01:12:52,980
So please take this seriously
and work hard.
708
01:12:53,450 --> 01:12:56,820
You might think I still teach,
after all is said and done,
709
01:12:56,920 --> 01:12:59,890
but don't even think that.
710
01:13:04,630 --> 01:13:10,030
I can be friendly and charming,
711
01:13:10,500 --> 01:13:14,990
but I can cut you off anytime.
712
01:13:15,940 --> 01:13:18,530
I won't even pick up your calls.
713
01:13:22,210 --> 01:13:24,940
I have rights to live my own life.
714
01:13:25,480 --> 01:13:30,480
I mean, my remaining life.
715
01:13:50,240 --> 01:13:51,600
This is my pillow.
716
01:13:53,380 --> 01:13:55,070
Oh, I see.
717
01:14:00,420 --> 01:14:02,710
For my hemorrhoids.
718
01:14:02,820 --> 01:14:05,220
It hurts sometimes.
719
01:14:20,240 --> 01:14:22,670
Many of his students...
720
01:14:23,110 --> 01:14:27,870
were disillusioned
and discouraged about life,
721
01:14:28,510 --> 01:14:32,610
I think he really inspired them.
722
01:14:33,180 --> 01:14:39,250
The students are very lucky
to have him.
723
01:14:40,590 --> 01:14:42,850
No one else does this.
724
01:14:43,560 --> 01:14:45,990
He is passionate about teaching.
725
01:14:46,330 --> 01:14:49,060
It took up a lot of his time.
726
01:14:49,600 --> 01:14:53,730
Time he could have spent
writing novels.
727
01:14:53,840 --> 01:14:58,070
A lot of energy went into teaching,
728
01:15:00,080 --> 01:15:04,770
so maybe one or two writers
will come out of it.
729
01:15:05,150 --> 01:15:10,410
Maybe that was his way
of entrusting his art.
730
01:15:11,950 --> 01:15:14,390
I don't want to force him
to stop teaching.
731
01:15:14,490 --> 01:15:17,150
He is very serious about it.
732
01:15:17,590 --> 01:15:22,500
But I know he lost time
and certainly risked his health.
733
01:15:22,600 --> 01:15:26,130
This is the very common way
of fortune telling.
734
01:15:27,370 --> 01:15:31,860
Even if you're concerned
about marriage,
735
01:15:31,970 --> 01:15:33,870
it might tell you something
about yourfinances.
736
01:15:34,380 --> 01:15:37,370
I was born into the proscribed
class, the Burakumin.
737
01:15:38,150 --> 01:15:42,680
For thirty long years,
738
01:15:45,220 --> 01:15:46,310
we suffered...
739
01:15:48,660 --> 01:15:52,790
the burden of discrimination.
740
01:15:53,430 --> 01:15:57,490
I was so inspired by him.
741
01:15:57,900 --> 01:16:02,100
He asked us what we thought
of the Emperor system.
742
01:16:02,400 --> 01:16:06,530
I didn't even know
what the word meant.
743
01:16:06,640 --> 01:16:12,310
I was not even aware
of social problems at all.
744
01:16:12,780 --> 01:16:17,310
For me, Mr. Inoue's words
were divine revelation.
745
01:16:17,620 --> 01:16:21,080
He opened up a future for me.
746
01:16:21,920 --> 01:16:24,390
This represents the past.
747
01:16:25,090 --> 01:16:27,220
These three cards represent
the present.
748
01:16:28,200 --> 01:16:31,500
And this card is very important.
749
01:16:31,970 --> 01:16:35,990
Your history, your life force.
750
01:16:36,510 --> 01:16:38,700
I want to live by his words.
751
01:16:39,240 --> 01:16:45,080
I can find meanings to move on.
752
01:16:46,880 --> 01:16:49,870
I trust him that much.
753
01:16:50,144 --> 01:16:51,364
The Gulf War
754
01:16:51,774 --> 01:17:01,174
A Nun Goes on a Hunger Strike
for Peace in the Middle East
755
01:17:02,414 --> 01:17:03,854
Your complexion is better.
756
01:17:04,154 --> 01:17:06,414
Really? I've been getting shots.
757
01:17:09,324 --> 01:17:11,814
- You do look better.
- Because I've been debating.
758
01:17:12,124 --> 01:17:18,654
You told me you're all wrinkled,
but that's not true.
759
01:17:20,174 --> 01:17:21,794
That's a nice pair of socks you have.
760
01:17:22,774 --> 01:17:23,894
You think so?
761
01:17:26,344 --> 01:17:27,814
They're OK.
762
01:17:30,514 --> 01:17:32,314
You're showing off, right?
763
01:17:32,884 --> 01:17:34,514
Not at all.
764
01:17:36,254 --> 01:17:39,414
It's just the way I held my leg.
765
01:17:40,624 --> 01:17:46,624
He read my fortune with cards
in an airplane.
766
01:17:48,564 --> 01:17:49,654
He told me...
767
01:17:50,004 --> 01:17:53,124
He told me that I have
to get rid of everything.
768
01:17:53,504 --> 01:18:00,704
So I came home and stopped
writing a novel I was working on.
769
01:18:01,014 --> 01:18:06,414
I met him at the right time.
770
01:18:07,014 --> 01:18:12,424
I think my life did change
back then.
771
01:18:12,994 --> 01:18:16,944
So I'm really grateful.
772
01:18:18,594 --> 01:18:22,824
His talent as a fortune teller comes...
773
01:18:23,464 --> 01:18:27,524
from his ability to explain
with conviction as a writer.
774
01:18:28,134 --> 01:18:31,264
Everyone starts believing him.
775
01:18:33,874 --> 01:18:39,614
Sometimes his fortune telling
is a hoax.
776
01:18:39,954 --> 01:18:43,644
He uses it to get girls.
777
01:18:45,154 --> 01:18:47,624
He tells them...
778
01:18:47,724 --> 01:18:53,024
"you will get a new boyfriend
and that's me."
779
01:18:54,034 --> 01:18:56,294
I don't do that.
780
01:19:05,644 --> 01:19:07,874
This is where they start an operation.
781
01:19:16,754 --> 01:19:21,454
We move on to 'The Temptation.'
782
01:19:22,254 --> 01:19:23,884
Any comments from the author?
783
01:19:24,564 --> 01:19:26,854
I got sick of reading it again.
784
01:19:31,334 --> 01:19:35,434
The story reads like a popular novel.
785
01:19:36,074 --> 01:19:39,134
It's been re-arranged like
literature, but it's not.
786
01:19:39,814 --> 01:19:45,574
A woman falls for a left wing
activist with no charm.
787
01:19:45,984 --> 01:19:52,254
The woman falls for him because
she has no charm either.
788
01:19:53,024 --> 01:19:59,424
You can make a comic
book out of this.
789
01:20:00,264 --> 01:20:04,494
The story is very simplistic...
790
01:20:04,904 --> 01:20:07,924
and you just decorated it
with big words.
791
01:20:08,604 --> 01:20:15,234
I've criticized you before,
but you continued writing.
792
01:20:16,244 --> 01:20:19,974
I don't know his personal history,
793
01:20:20,284 --> 01:20:26,684
but he is completely stuck with
the remnant of...
794
01:20:27,324 --> 01:20:29,384
his left wing philosophy.
795
01:20:29,794 --> 01:20:32,224
This is a step backward.
796
01:20:32,994 --> 01:20:37,334
It's written well and it's entertaining.
797
01:20:38,304 --> 01:20:39,824
But that's it.
798
01:20:41,034 --> 01:20:43,024
You should start from the beginning.
799
01:20:51,344 --> 01:20:53,574
After the surgery,
800
01:20:54,254 --> 01:21:01,314
my male and female hormones
got unbalanced.
801
01:21:03,794 --> 01:21:05,354
I can feel it right here.
802
01:21:08,464 --> 01:21:11,124
It's true. Look.
803
01:21:13,374 --> 01:21:14,994
It's true. He has a lump.
804
01:21:17,944 --> 01:21:19,344
I have a lump here.
805
01:21:20,474 --> 01:21:27,474
He has a piercing look
that sees through you.
806
01:21:30,784 --> 01:21:33,814
A look that makes
your heart beat faster.
807
01:21:37,194 --> 01:21:40,094
I got really desperate and...
808
01:21:40,494 --> 01:21:45,404
told my doctor that I have
a lump here.
809
01:21:46,034 --> 01:21:50,874
When he flirted with someone
in my presence,
810
01:21:50,974 --> 01:21:53,844
I got so jealous.
811
01:21:55,414 --> 01:22:01,744
He did that on purpose and,
812
01:22:02,054 --> 01:22:09,514
I got so irritated with him.
813
01:22:09,964 --> 01:22:12,324
Sometimes I got so irritated,
814
01:22:13,294 --> 01:22:15,824
I couldn't sleep at night.
815
01:22:17,734 --> 01:22:25,364
I felt so foolish.
But I just couldn't help it.
816
01:22:28,544 --> 01:22:35,414
I rarely get so stirred up like that.
817
01:22:35,514 --> 01:22:41,454
In a way, it motivated me to write.
818
01:22:44,024 --> 01:22:49,894
It gave me an incredible energy.
819
01:22:52,104 --> 01:22:54,034
I really like him.
820
01:22:55,204 --> 01:22:57,604
I don't know why.
821
01:23:06,214 --> 01:23:08,374
This here...
822
01:23:13,354 --> 01:23:15,344
is the second tunnel.
823
01:23:16,224 --> 01:23:18,124
Here's the main one.
824
01:23:20,734 --> 01:23:22,254
I worked there.
825
01:23:22,634 --> 01:23:26,724
Sakito
A Source of Inoue's Literary Works
826
01:23:45,284 --> 01:23:47,774
There were a lot of coal mines
around here.
827
01:23:48,194 --> 01:23:50,594
The entire ground has caved in.
828
01:23:55,164 --> 01:23:56,254
Near the second tunnel,
829
01:23:58,564 --> 01:24:02,864
there was a Korean brothel.
830
01:24:03,744 --> 01:24:11,674
There were two houses,
large two story houses.
831
01:24:14,884 --> 01:24:18,084
All the girls sit by the window.
832
01:24:19,754 --> 01:24:24,024
Men line up in front of the house.
833
01:24:24,124 --> 01:24:31,624
If he sees someone he likes,
they go upstairs.
834
01:24:32,104 --> 01:24:36,764
They all wore pretty skirts
and had ribbons here.
835
01:24:37,144 --> 01:24:42,974
Sometimes they danced.
836
01:24:43,314 --> 01:24:46,944
On a payday at coal mines...
837
01:24:47,414 --> 01:24:49,544
Payday is called 'ukesen.'
838
01:24:50,054 --> 01:24:56,954
The first and the fifteenth
were payday at the mines.
839
01:24:59,694 --> 01:25:04,654
All the girls dress up,
put on make-up, and...
840
01:25:05,134 --> 01:25:07,624
walk around with bells.
841
01:25:08,374 --> 01:25:12,304
On the 14th and the 29th,
they danced around.
842
01:25:13,044 --> 01:25:20,504
Tomorrow is a payday,
so come and play with us.
843
01:25:22,484 --> 01:25:25,754
Very dramatic, wasn't it?
844
01:25:26,224 --> 01:25:27,984
It really was.
845
01:25:45,844 --> 01:25:47,504
There's nothing here now.
846
01:25:48,044 --> 01:25:53,774
You can't tell the railroad
used to run here.
847
01:26:06,694 --> 01:26:08,424
On this tiny island,
848
01:26:08,794 --> 01:26:12,134
6,000 workers and their
families used to live.
849
01:27:25,104 --> 01:27:27,804
I'd like to ask about your first love.
850
01:27:28,544 --> 01:27:30,414
I didn't go to high school.
851
01:27:31,444 --> 01:27:38,544
Those who did had to go
to Sasebo or Nagasaki.
852
01:27:39,454 --> 01:27:42,784
So I ended up
in the island trade school.
853
01:27:43,624 --> 01:27:50,534
She was a year above me.
854
01:27:51,504 --> 01:27:54,474
Inoue's First Love
Tsuruyo Sai
855
01:27:54,934 --> 01:27:56,924
I liked her very much.
856
01:27:58,374 --> 01:28:01,704
After she graduated,
857
01:28:02,674 --> 01:28:09,084
she had to go to work in Nagoya.
858
01:28:09,384 --> 01:28:15,414
When she left for Nagoya,
859
01:28:17,594 --> 01:28:19,824
I quit school and left for Osaka.
860
01:28:19,924 --> 01:28:22,224
We left the island at the same time.
861
01:28:22,994 --> 01:28:29,024
On the 15th and 30th
of 'ukesen' day,
862
01:28:31,574 --> 01:28:36,474
we made a promise
to look up at the sky...
863
01:28:38,014 --> 01:28:41,974
and think of each other.
Then we parted.
864
01:28:42,284 --> 01:28:49,384
I went to Osaka to go to school, but...
865
01:28:49,494 --> 01:28:53,124
I found out I had to take an exam.
866
01:28:53,424 --> 01:28:58,894
Since it made no difference
where I studied,
867
01:28:59,334 --> 01:29:06,244
I went back to Sakito and
worked there while I studied.
868
01:29:07,514 --> 01:29:15,244
On the day before 'ukesen,'
869
01:29:16,214 --> 01:29:25,524
the Korean prostitutes marched
around the town...
870
01:29:26,964 --> 01:29:33,964
tempting us to go to the brothel
the next day.
871
01:30:30,464 --> 01:30:34,394
There she was at the end of the line.
872
01:30:35,264 --> 01:30:36,664
She was supposed to be in Nagoya.
873
01:30:38,034 --> 01:30:39,894
I was so stunned.
874
01:30:41,204 --> 01:30:48,874
The next day, I gave my pay
to my grandmother,
875
01:30:49,674 --> 01:30:52,704
but kept some money.
876
01:30:53,184 --> 01:30:54,274
I went to see her.
877
01:30:54,654 --> 01:30:59,144
I didn't go to the brothel
to have fun. I was only fifteen.
878
01:30:59,784 --> 01:31:02,844
A woman around thirty came out,
879
01:31:04,824 --> 01:31:07,094
and told me she was not there.
880
01:31:07,464 --> 01:31:10,484
Then she asked me how
much money I had.
881
01:31:11,134 --> 01:31:13,964
She stuck her hand into my pocket,
882
01:31:14,334 --> 01:31:16,304
and took the money.
883
01:31:16,404 --> 01:31:18,894
Then she prepared a futon.
884
01:31:19,544 --> 01:31:22,874
I slept with her.
It all happened very fast.
885
01:31:23,444 --> 01:31:24,974
And then...
886
01:31:26,784 --> 01:31:31,244
I got really depressed,
887
01:31:33,084 --> 01:31:42,224
like a girl whose virginity
was unwillingly taken away.
888
01:31:42,664 --> 01:31:48,964
I wasn't even sure if I actually
slept with a woman.
889
01:31:49,074 --> 01:31:54,634
I was confused and still am.
Anyway, I left the brothel.
890
01:31:54,744 --> 01:32:01,114
All the prostitutes
were on the second floor,
891
01:32:01,214 --> 01:32:05,344
laughing at me.
892
01:32:09,424 --> 01:32:11,984
She was one of them.
893
01:32:12,964 --> 01:32:15,024
She was laughing at me.
894
01:32:15,434 --> 01:32:20,524
If she had come out
and slept with me,
895
01:32:20,634 --> 01:32:22,534
it would have made more sense.
896
01:32:22,874 --> 01:32:24,734
But that was what happened.
897
01:32:40,694 --> 01:32:42,484
That was my first love.
898
01:32:52,104 --> 01:32:54,534
Rokufuen Retirement Home
899
01:32:58,944 --> 01:33:00,874
Inoue's Grandmother's Relative
900
01:33:01,044 --> 01:33:04,744
Who lived with Mr. Inoue back then?
901
01:33:07,554 --> 01:33:11,144
His father, his grandmother,
and his sister.
902
01:33:11,524 --> 01:33:12,744
- So, four of them?
- Yes.
903
01:33:14,154 --> 01:33:16,124
They lived on this island.
904
01:33:16,924 --> 01:33:20,824
- The father worked at the mines?
- That's right.
905
01:33:20,934 --> 01:33:23,954
Inoue's father, who went missing,
according to his autobiography,
906
01:33:24,064 --> 01:33:26,094
actually lived with them in Sakito.
907
01:33:26,534 --> 01:33:29,904
"My father wandered around in
China as if he was obsessed.
908
01:33:30,004 --> 01:33:33,994
Then, he suddenly disappeared."
- Mitsuharu Inoue Autobiography
909
01:33:34,674 --> 01:33:36,574
Sakito High School Register
910
01:33:37,514 --> 01:33:39,534
Name: Mitsuharu Inoue
911
01:33:45,724 --> 01:33:48,884
Name: Yukio
Relation to the student: Father
912
01:33:49,394 --> 01:33:53,054
Nishisonogi, Nagasaki
913
01:34:01,334 --> 01:34:03,304
Yourfather was in Sakito?
914
01:34:03,674 --> 01:34:05,834
Inoue's Sister
Tazuko Okashita
915
01:34:05,904 --> 01:34:13,474
Yes. He was working in
the office at the mines.
916
01:34:13,714 --> 01:34:22,124
He did that and painted warning signs.
917
01:34:22,694 --> 01:34:25,824
Father
Yukio Inoue
918
01:34:28,334 --> 01:34:30,994
So I was about to go to junior high.
919
01:34:31,964 --> 01:34:34,304
Sakito is an island.
920
01:34:34,404 --> 01:34:38,064
The mailman comes on
a boat once a day.
921
01:34:38,974 --> 01:34:42,704
We had to send in application forms.
922
01:34:43,514 --> 01:34:47,034
My teacher asked me...
923
01:34:47,484 --> 01:34:52,814
if I wanted to go to school.
924
01:34:53,754 --> 01:35:00,184
I wanted to go to school
in Nagasaki or Sasebo.
925
01:35:00,294 --> 01:35:07,934
But a check didn't arrive
by the application deadline.
926
01:35:08,404 --> 01:35:12,104
I have forgiven him mostly.
927
01:35:12,504 --> 01:35:16,964
I think he did what he could.
928
01:35:17,314 --> 01:35:21,114
But that was one
of the things I can't forgive.
929
01:35:21,754 --> 01:35:25,654
He knew I was at an age
to go tojunior high.
930
01:35:26,184 --> 01:35:29,214
He could not have forgotten that.
931
01:35:29,324 --> 01:35:31,624
So I didn't make it tojunior high.
932
01:35:31,924 --> 01:35:34,364
Inoue's Classmate from
Sasebo Grade School
933
01:35:34,564 --> 01:35:37,994
I saw him at the exam
of Sasebo Junior High.
934
01:35:38,434 --> 01:35:39,834
According to his autobiography,
935
01:35:39,904 --> 01:35:43,804
he claims he didn't even
send an application.
936
01:35:43,904 --> 01:35:47,234
Well, I did see him there.
937
01:35:48,014 --> 01:35:50,274
Inoue's Classmate from
Sakito Grade School
938
01:35:50,344 --> 01:35:53,044
I heard he failed the exam.
939
01:35:53,144 --> 01:35:55,244
He failed.
940
01:35:55,814 --> 01:35:58,914
My grandmother went with him.
941
01:35:59,224 --> 01:36:03,184
She was worried that he
might commit suicide.
942
01:36:03,794 --> 01:36:06,664
She couldn't take her eyes off him.
943
01:36:06,764 --> 01:36:11,424
It was about an hour and a half
boat ride back to Sakito.
944
01:36:11,734 --> 01:36:14,164
She said she was really scared.
945
01:36:14,534 --> 01:36:20,064
Then he went to the island
trade school in Sakito.
946
01:36:20,404 --> 01:36:27,874
He studied very hard there.
947
01:36:29,014 --> 01:36:31,214
And passed the exam.
948
01:36:31,984 --> 01:36:39,414
He used to cough blood
and had nose bleeds often.
949
01:36:40,464 --> 01:36:41,954
He was not in good shape.
950
01:36:47,904 --> 01:36:52,604
Inoue passed the exam
at the age of sixteen
951
01:36:53,704 --> 01:36:56,004
I came up with a job
to contact the spirits.
952
01:36:56,774 --> 01:36:59,834
Inoue's Classmate from
Sakito Grade School
953
01:36:59,944 --> 01:37:03,184
- I heard it was a big success.
- No, not at all.
954
01:37:03,654 --> 01:37:12,284
At the mines, we were being
watched by the company.
955
01:37:12,894 --> 01:37:16,094
Sakito was an island.
956
01:37:16,194 --> 01:37:21,694
We couldn't even run away.
957
01:37:22,004 --> 01:37:31,174
No one could pull off schemes
like that under the circumstances.
958
01:37:32,984 --> 01:37:37,814
I read that he lost his virginity
at the Korean brothel.
959
01:37:37,924 --> 01:37:38,814
Did you know about this?
960
01:37:39,224 --> 01:37:43,184
Yes. But I was very surprised.
961
01:37:43,294 --> 01:37:46,524
He said the prostitutes
marched around the town.
962
01:37:46,824 --> 01:37:50,394
I didn't know about that.
963
01:37:52,204 --> 01:37:53,464
Hello.
964
01:37:54,204 --> 01:37:57,174
You know Inoue's story...
965
01:37:57,274 --> 01:38:03,474
about Korean prostitutes
marching around the town.
966
01:38:03,574 --> 01:38:06,634
I've never heard that
in real life.
967
01:38:06,744 --> 01:38:08,614
Right?
968
01:38:08,714 --> 01:38:10,484
Never seen it either.
969
01:38:10,954 --> 01:38:18,154
Why would they march around
the town before the payday?
970
01:38:18,464 --> 01:38:23,054
How about his first love who
appears in his autobiography?
971
01:38:23,164 --> 01:38:26,724
Her name is Tsuruyo Sai.
972
01:38:27,134 --> 01:38:28,534
Yes, I read it.
973
01:38:29,604 --> 01:38:31,734
Do you know who she is?
974
01:38:32,374 --> 01:38:37,644
I heard there was a Korean girl...
975
01:38:38,284 --> 01:38:43,544
who was the top of the class.
Two years senior.
976
01:38:44,224 --> 01:38:47,584
There were a lot of Koreans
working at the mines,
977
01:38:47,694 --> 01:38:54,114
but I never heard of anyone who
sold their daughter to the brothel.
978
01:38:54,634 --> 01:38:58,324
That's probably a part
of Inoue's fictional world.
979
01:39:28,664 --> 01:39:32,724
There is no such thing
as a perfect chronology.
980
01:39:33,164 --> 01:39:34,934
Let's say we...
981
01:39:38,274 --> 01:39:39,634
erase here...
982
01:39:45,344 --> 01:39:46,374
and here.
983
01:39:51,654 --> 01:39:57,654
This is summer and fall at age 21.
984
01:39:58,324 --> 01:40:00,314
And this is the time line.
985
01:40:00,934 --> 01:40:04,734
Erase here, too.
986
01:40:08,974 --> 01:40:17,674
To describe everything from here
to here is what we consider truth.
987
01:40:18,514 --> 01:40:20,504
But we write
what we choose to write.
988
01:40:21,114 --> 01:40:30,024
Writing about this part, or here,
or here, they're all true.
989
01:40:30,924 --> 01:40:32,294
Let's call this A.
990
01:40:32,394 --> 01:40:35,484
Then A+B+C...
991
01:40:37,964 --> 01:40:42,764
is also the truth.
But this is "fiction."
992
01:40:44,034 --> 01:40:51,104
Because we made a choice
to write about it.
993
01:40:51,214 --> 01:40:57,614
This is the truth here.
And here, too.
994
01:40:57,724 --> 01:41:01,484
Let's call R+X.
995
01:41:02,524 --> 01:41:07,724
So all the things you don't
want to write about...
996
01:41:08,164 --> 01:41:13,124
is R+X.
997
01:41:13,504 --> 01:41:17,334
Then there is A+B+C.
998
01:41:17,904 --> 01:41:22,434
These two formulas combined
is what we call life.
999
01:41:23,814 --> 01:41:30,474
But we never use
both of these formulas.
1000
01:41:31,954 --> 01:41:36,324
Human beings have things they
don't want to share with others.
1001
01:41:36,854 --> 01:41:38,054
This is the truth,
1002
01:41:38,394 --> 01:41:43,954
but what we choose to tell
from the truth is fiction.
1003
01:41:44,564 --> 01:41:49,664
We can only choose
a fraction of the truth.
1004
01:41:50,004 --> 01:41:53,494
That's why there's no such thing
as a perfect chronology.
1005
01:41:55,874 --> 01:42:02,444
The cancer has spread
into both of my lungs.
1006
01:42:02,914 --> 01:42:07,254
I went through various tests
just now and...
1007
01:42:09,024 --> 01:42:11,454
we're waiting for the results.
1008
01:42:12,664 --> 01:42:17,034
I might need to be hospitalized,
1009
01:42:17,334 --> 01:42:19,764
and go through surgery.
1010
01:42:20,634 --> 01:42:24,364
After that, chemotherapy.
1011
01:42:25,504 --> 01:42:32,004
I intend to do my best to stay alive.
1012
01:42:57,804 --> 01:43:02,034
Please finish your meal
two hours prior to the test.
1013
01:43:07,184 --> 01:43:12,114
Why not do it right away
before it spreads?
1014
01:43:12,624 --> 01:43:14,684
It won't spread that fast.
1015
01:43:18,924 --> 01:43:20,864
There's no doubt.
1016
01:43:21,994 --> 01:43:28,904
There's some here under the lung.
1017
01:43:29,374 --> 01:43:33,034
It spread to the left side, too.
1018
01:43:34,104 --> 01:43:38,304
The biggest one is here on the left.
1019
01:43:40,544 --> 01:43:42,344
There are a lot of them.
1020
01:43:43,854 --> 01:43:47,654
I have to be honest and tell you that...
1021
01:43:48,254 --> 01:43:52,384
no surgery can prevent it
from spreading.
1022
01:43:53,164 --> 01:43:55,394
I can't guarantee that...
1023
01:43:55,764 --> 01:44:02,104
a surgery can help you live
longer at this point.
1024
01:44:02,404 --> 01:44:04,924
It is case by case.
1025
01:44:05,374 --> 01:44:08,934
I thought I had to have an operation.
1026
01:44:09,314 --> 01:44:14,804
So if you can tell me what
you think is the best,
1027
01:44:15,484 --> 01:44:17,784
that would help me make my decision.
1028
01:44:18,224 --> 01:44:19,944
Inoue decides against surgery
1029
01:44:20,054 --> 01:44:22,384
He continues a traditional
anti-cancer drug treatment.
1030
01:44:23,024 --> 01:44:26,824
He wouldn't drop dead
just like that.
1031
01:44:30,494 --> 01:44:34,864
Our family is a little different
from others.
1032
01:44:39,704 --> 01:44:43,204
I guess it's probably my fault.
1033
01:44:47,914 --> 01:44:52,284
People tell my wife "good luck
after your husband is gone."
1034
01:44:54,424 --> 01:44:56,054
"Are you going to re-marry?"
1035
01:44:57,964 --> 01:45:00,154
They asked me that.
1036
01:45:01,894 --> 01:45:03,794
People talk.
1037
01:45:11,274 --> 01:45:13,004
Ikeko Ikeda
1038
01:45:13,504 --> 01:45:17,344
Beauty of Home published
in the April 1954 issue
1039
01:45:24,154 --> 01:45:27,124
Inoue said he is a quarter Korean.
1040
01:45:27,524 --> 01:45:32,484
He told me he is half
or quarter Korean.
1041
01:45:33,294 --> 01:45:38,394
That means his grandfather
or grandmother was Korean.
1042
01:45:38,764 --> 01:45:43,934
I believe he's a quarter Korean...
1043
01:45:44,304 --> 01:45:45,774
if that's what he said.
1044
01:45:45,974 --> 01:45:51,604
We always gossiped about it.
1045
01:45:52,184 --> 01:45:56,844
He always kept it mysterious.
1046
01:45:59,884 --> 01:46:02,324
Okochiyama, Saga
1047
01:46:03,824 --> 01:46:06,764
Origin of Imari-style Ceramics
1048
01:46:11,034 --> 01:46:16,134
My grandfather was the
Kabuki great, Dainoshin.
1049
01:46:16,974 --> 01:46:19,834
You think Dainoshin Ichikawa
existed?
1050
01:46:20,644 --> 01:46:23,134
I have no idea.
1051
01:46:23,574 --> 01:46:30,344
I'm pretty sure Inoue has no
relation to the Ichikawa Family.
1052
01:46:31,524 --> 01:46:35,184
Never heard of it.
1053
01:46:35,754 --> 01:46:40,354
Grandfather Dainoshin
Ichikawa doesn't exist.
1054
01:46:43,664 --> 01:46:44,594
Excuse me.
1055
01:46:49,834 --> 01:46:52,894
I was told that his grandmother...
1056
01:46:53,104 --> 01:46:57,374
used to work as "damikou."
1057
01:46:57,474 --> 01:46:58,704
I heard that too.
1058
01:46:59,544 --> 01:47:02,984
"Damikou"
Imari Ceramic colorist
1059
01:47:04,454 --> 01:47:09,324
I heard a lot of rumors.
1060
01:47:10,154 --> 01:47:13,594
I heard that she fell in love,
1061
01:47:14,364 --> 01:47:17,524
and had an illegitimate child.
1062
01:47:18,034 --> 01:47:22,934
That was the rumor.
1063
01:47:23,034 --> 01:47:24,564
- The child was Yukio?
- Right.
1064
01:47:25,044 --> 01:47:28,104
The grandmother worked
as a colorist in Imari,
1065
01:47:28,214 --> 01:47:31,974
fell in love with someone,
and had Yukio.
1066
01:47:32,884 --> 01:47:40,784
He told me his real name
is Yukio Kanegae.
1067
01:47:43,024 --> 01:47:46,424
He told me he was adopted
by the Inoue family.
1068
01:47:48,294 --> 01:47:55,634
He is a descendant of Ri Sampei.
That's what he said.
1069
01:48:00,844 --> 01:48:04,904
Sampei was a Korean craftsman
who came to Japan...
1070
01:48:05,014 --> 01:48:09,604
and made a name for himself
for Arita Ceramics.
1071
01:48:10,214 --> 01:48:13,274
Later he changed his name
to Kanegae.
1072
01:48:14,184 --> 01:48:21,754
Have you heard that Yukio
was a descendant of Ri Sampei?
1073
01:48:21,864 --> 01:48:28,064
Yes, I have.
That's how I remember it.
1074
01:48:28,874 --> 01:48:33,204
I believe Yukio was a relative.
1075
01:48:35,074 --> 01:48:43,214
Yukio was the best craftsman
in the Hizen area.
1076
01:48:44,614 --> 01:48:51,024
No one could draw as well as he did.
1077
01:49:14,954 --> 01:49:19,944
I remember him spending
all his spare time...
1078
01:49:20,054 --> 01:49:24,454
working on erotic drawings.
1079
01:49:24,864 --> 01:49:30,494
I still remember one of his
wonderful drawings...
1080
01:49:30,994 --> 01:49:36,634
of a lady having sex with a dog.
1081
01:49:37,034 --> 01:49:44,634
I particularly remember
the joyful look of the dog.
1082
01:50:30,124 --> 01:50:32,024
She loves sake.
1083
01:50:33,524 --> 01:50:35,424
The front one is my grandmother's.
1084
01:50:36,234 --> 01:50:39,324
The one wrapped with wire.
1085
01:50:39,434 --> 01:50:42,364
- The biggest one on the left?
- That's right.
1086
01:50:42,874 --> 01:50:44,934
It says Takashima, not Nakashima.
1087
01:50:45,044 --> 01:50:46,304
Saku Takashima.
1088
01:50:47,044 --> 01:50:51,134
- It says eighty nine?
- Right.
1089
01:50:51,474 --> 01:50:56,914
- Her name is not Saka, but Saku.
- I thought her name was Saka.
1090
01:50:57,914 --> 01:50:59,354
Here's Saka.
1091
01:51:00,084 --> 01:51:02,684
The relatives of Saka
1092
01:51:04,454 --> 01:51:07,484
Grandmother Saka
1093
01:51:12,064 --> 01:51:13,554
What's her husband's name?
1094
01:51:14,264 --> 01:51:18,174
- I don't know.
- Me neither.
1095
01:51:20,974 --> 01:51:23,004
Never seen him.
1096
01:51:24,244 --> 01:51:26,774
She changed her name to Inoue.
1097
01:51:27,084 --> 01:51:28,444
I didn't know about it.
1098
01:51:30,814 --> 01:51:34,084
We started calling her
Granma Inoue.
1099
01:51:35,854 --> 01:51:39,794
How come you don't remember
her husband's name?
1100
01:51:40,924 --> 01:51:43,594
They separated right away.
1101
01:51:44,864 --> 01:51:46,694
We don't remember him.
1102
01:51:50,834 --> 01:51:54,134
My father's name was Yukio Inoue.
1103
01:51:54,774 --> 01:51:57,874
I'm looking for his father's register.
1104
01:51:59,714 --> 01:52:01,614
- Your grandfather?
- Yes.
1105
01:52:01,914 --> 01:52:05,914
I would like to take a look.
1106
01:52:06,324 --> 01:52:10,254
Please fill this out.
Do you know his address?
1107
01:52:10,954 --> 01:52:14,324
No. They all passed away
so long ago.
1108
01:52:14,424 --> 01:52:17,194
- Yourfather's place of birth?
- I don't know.
1109
01:52:17,664 --> 01:52:19,894
- Any information about that?
- Not at all.
1110
01:52:21,334 --> 01:52:24,634
- How about his name?
- I don't have any information.
1111
01:52:30,874 --> 01:52:33,404
We don't have
a lot of family members.
1112
01:52:37,354 --> 01:52:39,414
Your grandmother's name?
1113
01:52:39,524 --> 01:52:42,954
I think Saku or Saka.
1114
01:52:43,954 --> 01:52:45,654
Yes, Saku.
1115
01:52:52,534 --> 01:52:55,024
I see a sister named Saku.
1116
01:52:55,134 --> 01:52:59,094
The old register may not be reliable.
1117
01:53:01,544 --> 01:53:06,644
First Daughter: Saku
Third Son: Yukio
1118
01:53:07,544 --> 01:53:09,714
It says here brother and sister.
1119
01:53:10,384 --> 01:53:13,614
They were registered
as brother and sister.
1120
01:53:14,384 --> 01:53:16,984
- Brother and sister?
- That's right.
1121
01:53:21,524 --> 01:53:25,964
- Your father and Saka?
- Brother and sister.
1122
01:53:26,404 --> 01:53:30,094
Grandmother Saka and father Yukio
were registered as siblings.
1123
01:53:51,254 --> 01:53:55,494
I think Saka was abandoned
by her lover.
1124
01:53:56,334 --> 01:53:58,954
That's why she was determined...
1125
01:54:00,264 --> 01:54:04,504
to raise Inoue
to be a strong manly man.
1126
01:54:05,244 --> 01:54:09,234
- She was vengeful?
- Yes.
1127
01:54:10,544 --> 01:54:15,884
She poured cold water on his
penis when they took a bath.
1128
01:54:16,514 --> 01:54:20,754
And she prayed and prayed.
1129
01:54:21,484 --> 01:54:24,724
Inoue had no idea why
she was doing that.
1130
01:54:35,034 --> 01:54:37,934
- Does it hurt at all?
- No.
1131
01:54:39,144 --> 01:54:40,194
I just feel a little chilly.
1132
01:54:43,574 --> 01:54:47,074
- You can go home now.
- Thank you.
1133
01:54:47,684 --> 01:54:50,914
- Take care.
- Thanks.
1134
01:54:57,094 --> 01:55:01,524
It's warm, so I don't need
the long underwear.
1135
01:55:30,294 --> 01:55:32,024
I hope you'll take this.
1136
01:55:32,394 --> 01:55:39,854
We're sincerely hoping
for your recovery.
1137
01:55:41,834 --> 01:55:45,104
I won't refuse. Thank you.
1138
01:55:47,574 --> 01:55:50,474
To live or not to live.
1139
01:55:52,314 --> 01:55:57,344
If I thought I wouldn't live,
I would lose all the energy.
1140
01:55:59,224 --> 01:56:04,154
Either way, I won't go away quietly.
I'm serious.
1141
01:56:04,824 --> 01:56:08,054
Can you imagine what it's like?
1142
01:56:08,864 --> 01:56:11,124
- It's not easy.
- Don't worry.
1143
01:56:12,734 --> 01:56:14,634
It's very difficult.
1144
01:56:18,004 --> 01:56:19,334
What can you do?
1145
01:56:24,674 --> 01:56:26,164
I'm thinking...
1146
01:56:28,754 --> 01:56:34,344
no matter what you say,
it won't help me anyway.
1147
01:56:34,724 --> 01:56:36,414
I can't help thinking that.
1148
01:56:53,744 --> 01:56:55,434
You have a lot of energy.
1149
01:56:56,114 --> 01:56:57,074
No, I don't.
1150
01:57:00,884 --> 01:57:04,244
Can't you joke around anymore?
1151
01:57:07,224 --> 01:57:09,714
My doctor's name is also Inoue.
1152
01:57:16,164 --> 01:57:18,654
He asked me if I hurt anywhere,
so I said no.
1153
01:57:18,764 --> 01:57:20,134
He asked me if I was sure.
1154
01:57:21,064 --> 01:57:22,554
So I said my feelings hurt.
1155
01:57:25,774 --> 01:57:27,504
Then he smirked.
1156
01:57:29,574 --> 01:57:31,734
I just don't want to die.
1157
01:57:32,184 --> 01:57:37,374
There is no revelation
or sense of enlightenment.
1158
01:57:37,954 --> 01:57:41,544
I just want to live longer.
That's all.
1159
01:58:10,254 --> 01:58:14,814
During this period, Inoue produced
many pieces, as if he was obsessed.
1160
01:58:18,764 --> 01:58:20,724
Japan lost the war.
1161
01:58:21,324 --> 01:58:24,494
I wanted to go to Tokyo University.
1162
01:58:24,594 --> 01:58:29,904
But I had two choices.
Either start my life all over again...
1163
01:58:30,004 --> 01:58:35,034
or become a revolutionary.
I chose the latter.
1164
01:58:35,344 --> 01:58:40,334
I was the first one to launch
a Communist party in Japan.
1165
01:58:40,744 --> 01:58:42,874
I was nineteen years old.
1166
01:58:44,214 --> 01:58:50,624
I was a Secretary General
of the new Communist party.
1167
01:58:51,094 --> 01:58:54,424
Then, a real Communist member
came and...
1168
01:58:54,794 --> 01:58:57,664
asked where we got permission
to form the party.
1169
01:58:58,494 --> 01:59:03,834
I said "do you need permission
to start a party?" He laughed at me.
1170
01:59:04,374 --> 01:59:12,244
I was under the impression that
he was more interested in writing.
1171
01:59:12,644 --> 01:59:19,884
New Japanese Literature was
the largest left wing publication.
1172
01:59:20,284 --> 01:59:24,314
It was the April 1949 issue.
1173
01:59:24,424 --> 01:59:28,414
His four pages long poem
'Song of Dolphin' got published.
1174
01:59:28,524 --> 01:59:31,964
He was so excited.
1175
01:59:32,464 --> 01:59:37,134
We were in a small room
with a view of the bay.
1176
01:59:37,234 --> 01:59:42,734
We could see the ships.
1177
01:59:42,844 --> 01:59:44,314
A very picturesque view.
1178
01:59:44,414 --> 01:59:51,404
I read it aloud to him many times.
1179
01:59:51,714 --> 02:00:00,184
He listened to me and I remember
he was very nervous.
1180
02:00:00,724 --> 02:00:05,324
I was touched
and he was in tears.
1181
02:00:05,634 --> 02:00:13,564
That was the first and last time...
1182
02:00:13,674 --> 02:00:16,834
I thought of him as very pure.
1183
02:00:16,944 --> 02:00:24,514
I thought that he might focus
more on writing.
1184
02:00:24,954 --> 02:00:28,714
I told him to decide whether
he works for the Party or...
1185
02:00:28,824 --> 02:00:33,054
studies to become a novelist. I told
him it's cowardice not to choose.
1186
02:00:33,164 --> 02:00:34,454
We got into a fight.
1187
02:00:34,964 --> 02:00:39,364
I hit him, too. It was a perfect
chance to get back at him.
1188
02:00:41,364 --> 02:00:45,964
I joined the party for revolution.
1189
02:00:46,544 --> 02:00:49,164
He was in charge of Kyushu district,
1190
02:00:49,274 --> 02:00:51,834
but it didn't mean that
he worked everyday.
1191
02:00:51,944 --> 02:00:55,434
It is so indicated in his biography,
but...
1192
02:00:55,784 --> 02:01:03,584
He was sort of an errand boy
for the Communist Party.
1193
02:01:03,894 --> 02:01:10,554
All he did was show up at the
committee a few times a month.
1194
02:01:11,334 --> 02:01:16,734
I was in charge of payroll
for the Party members.
1195
02:01:17,234 --> 02:01:21,104
To my knowledge,
1196
02:01:21,204 --> 02:01:25,074
I don't think he was ever
seriously involved.
1197
02:01:25,174 --> 02:01:29,344
How can we expect a revolution
if everyone has to get paid?
1198
02:01:29,754 --> 02:01:33,484
I made my point at the meeting.
1199
02:01:34,024 --> 02:01:38,044
Everyone talked back
at me like bureaucrats.
1200
02:01:38,454 --> 02:01:42,224
They told me
I'm the only one complaining.
1201
02:01:42,334 --> 02:01:44,094
No payroll, no revolution.
1202
02:01:44,964 --> 02:01:49,564
No travel expense,
then no more trip.
1203
02:01:50,134 --> 02:01:55,094
So I wrote 'The Chapter Unwritten.'
1204
02:01:55,714 --> 02:02:01,144
I wrote that the Communist Party
wasn't capable of revolution.
1205
02:02:01,644 --> 02:02:06,054
Inoue's literary career began
by criticizing the Communist Party.
1206
02:02:06,584 --> 02:02:09,784
When he wrote 'The Chapter Unwritten,'
1207
02:02:10,494 --> 02:02:18,954
I'm sure he knew that he would
face expulsion and he wanted it.
1208
02:02:19,704 --> 02:02:23,434
No one had written anything like it.
1209
02:02:23,874 --> 02:02:32,104
He also knew that his criticism
of the Party would launch his career...
1210
02:02:32,944 --> 02:02:34,144
I was expelled.
1211
02:02:35,114 --> 02:02:42,814
I was the first to form the Party,
but also the first to be expelled.
1212
02:02:43,224 --> 02:02:51,154
I think he was full of lies
and contradictions sometimes.
1213
02:02:51,764 --> 02:02:56,204
Yet we stuck together
and worked hard.
1214
02:02:56,304 --> 02:03:00,574
In that sense, I couldn't have
lived without him...
1215
02:03:00,944 --> 02:03:05,074
during that period of my life.
1216
02:03:05,644 --> 02:03:11,644
It's a very precious time in my life.
1217
02:03:12,324 --> 02:03:14,554
Please leave it alone.
1218
02:03:55,664 --> 02:03:58,564
I got the CT scan results.
1219
02:03:58,934 --> 02:03:59,794
No hope?
1220
02:04:03,474 --> 02:04:05,764
- What's this?
- The lungs.
1221
02:04:06,704 --> 02:04:09,364
A cross section.
1222
02:04:11,674 --> 02:04:14,304
This white spot is the problem.
1223
02:04:15,244 --> 02:04:18,844
But there's no sign of pleurisy.
1224
02:04:20,984 --> 02:04:23,474
Just in the lungs.
1225
02:04:26,194 --> 02:04:28,854
What's going to happen
to that spot?
1226
02:04:29,234 --> 02:04:32,594
Well, the smaller, the better.
1227
02:04:32,964 --> 02:04:34,434
- It can get bigger or smaller?
- Yes.
1228
02:04:37,504 --> 02:04:39,834
You think it could be smaller?
1229
02:04:40,374 --> 02:04:44,934
Yes. The treatment takes
a while to see the results.
1230
02:04:46,244 --> 02:04:49,774
We need two months
to see the result.
1231
02:04:51,084 --> 02:04:58,494
I checked a blood protein count
and it's no worse than before.
1232
02:05:01,924 --> 02:05:04,864
- Need to build up strength.
- That's right.
1233
02:05:05,294 --> 02:05:09,394
The lesions have gotten bigger.
1234
02:05:09,874 --> 02:05:15,504
I must say I'm a little concerned.
1235
02:05:16,274 --> 02:05:22,734
Compared to the last scan,
it has gotten slightly bigger.
1236
02:05:23,454 --> 02:05:26,714
This is the cross section
of his lungs.
1237
02:05:27,454 --> 02:05:35,954
You can see a cavity here...
1238
02:05:36,064 --> 02:05:42,224
and others where the arrows are.
1239
02:05:42,774 --> 02:05:45,394
Six all together.
1240
02:05:46,344 --> 02:05:50,204
A very expensive medicine
from China.
1241
02:05:53,944 --> 02:06:01,544
It's called 851. It was developed
in January 1985.
1242
02:06:28,844 --> 02:06:29,944
Long time no see.
1243
02:06:37,194 --> 02:06:43,394
Inoue's stage play 'Tomorrow'
1244
02:08:10,884 --> 02:08:11,874
Excuse me.
1245
02:08:12,554 --> 02:08:16,784
Tazuko discovered that her cousin
is still alive and decides to visit.
1246
02:08:17,694 --> 02:08:19,424
I'm Tazuko.
1247
02:08:21,794 --> 02:08:24,734
Inoue's mother's brother
Jitsuro Nakahashi
1248
02:08:27,034 --> 02:08:30,804
- She had a tough life.
- Yes, I think so.
1249
02:08:47,324 --> 02:08:52,344
Can you tell us how Takako
and Yukio met?
1250
02:08:52,864 --> 02:08:55,824
They were both working in Kurume.
1251
02:08:56,664 --> 02:08:59,424
I think he liked her first...
1252
02:09:00,604 --> 02:09:04,124
and wanted to marry her.
1253
02:09:04,874 --> 02:09:07,364
I think they loved each other
in the beginning.
1254
02:09:08,744 --> 02:09:12,704
Inoue's essay says
he was born over there.
1255
02:09:13,114 --> 02:09:14,234
In Manchuria.
1256
02:09:14,344 --> 02:09:16,544
I was born in Manchuria.
1257
02:09:16,984 --> 02:09:21,814
According to his autobiography,
he was born in Manchuria.
1258
02:09:21,924 --> 02:09:22,854
That's a lie.
1259
02:09:23,324 --> 02:09:28,124
That's a part of his fiction.
His imaginary world.
1260
02:09:28,764 --> 02:09:36,364
Birth Place - Fukuoka, Kurume,
1259 Nishimachi,
1261
02:09:39,644 --> 02:09:41,164
Father: Yukio, Mother: Taka,
First Son: Mitsuharu
1262
02:09:42,044 --> 02:09:45,914
She was very quiet
and didn't say much.
1263
02:09:46,944 --> 02:09:54,354
As a mother, I couldn't forgive
her for abandoning her children.
1264
02:09:54,684 --> 02:09:58,814
I don't know why she couldn't
be more patient.
1265
02:09:59,494 --> 02:10:02,794
I still feel that way.
1266
02:10:04,494 --> 02:10:07,554
- For abandoning the children?
- Yes.
1267
02:10:22,914 --> 02:10:25,404
When ourfather wasn't around,
1268
02:10:25,514 --> 02:10:29,884
my brother and I studied
our mother in the drawing.
1269
02:10:32,494 --> 02:10:34,684
Ourfather drew it.
1270
02:11:08,524 --> 02:11:09,864
Inoue used to tell me,
1271
02:11:10,194 --> 02:11:14,294
"How nice that you have your mother
and your parents together."
1272
02:11:17,134 --> 02:11:23,134
He was a tough kid,
but not when it came to that.
1273
02:11:23,844 --> 02:11:29,544
His grandfather said he would
take him to his mother...
1274
02:11:30,154 --> 02:11:33,514
when he grew up.
1275
02:11:33,624 --> 02:11:35,344
He was looking forward to that trip.
1276
02:11:36,224 --> 02:11:39,314
It was his mother after all.
1277
02:11:41,464 --> 02:11:44,894
So I dressed him forthe trip.
1278
02:12:01,184 --> 02:12:04,414
She wasn't exactly happy to see him.
1279
02:12:05,814 --> 02:12:09,344
She remarried and had three children.
1280
02:12:09,654 --> 02:12:13,924
So Mitsuharu told his sister
not to go see her.
1281
02:12:14,264 --> 02:12:18,094
He was turned away at the door.
1282
02:12:18,934 --> 02:12:22,954
He told his sister, "Don't bother
to go see her. There's no point."
1283
02:12:23,274 --> 02:12:31,074
My brother told me it's better
to imagine our mother...
1284
02:12:31,374 --> 02:12:33,434
than go see her in person.
1285
02:12:34,714 --> 02:12:36,744
When I went to Fukuoka
on a school trip,
1286
02:12:36,854 --> 02:12:38,814
I tried to find my mother, but failed.
1287
02:12:38,914 --> 02:12:40,514
I lied to my grandmother
and told her I saw her.
1288
02:12:40,624 --> 02:12:42,684
Then she started crying.
1289
02:12:43,194 --> 02:12:47,684
Mitsuharu Inoue commented
in the March 1970 issue of Bungei.
1290
02:12:48,394 --> 02:12:56,064
I thought I might get killed
during the war.
1291
02:12:56,774 --> 02:13:00,904
I wanted to meet the woman
who brought me into this world.
1292
02:13:01,374 --> 02:13:04,244
I think I get on his nerves sometimes.
1293
02:13:04,344 --> 02:13:09,904
Because I also abandoned
my child around the same age.
1294
02:13:10,014 --> 02:13:12,384
He was four years old, too.
1295
02:13:13,024 --> 02:13:17,184
So he thinks of me that way
when he sees me.
1296
02:13:17,994 --> 02:13:21,584
When I saw my daughter again,
he got really upset.
1297
02:13:22,664 --> 02:13:25,254
He told me I should have
abandoned her completely.
1298
02:13:28,164 --> 02:13:33,004
I'm too sentimental and
I don't qualify as a novelist.
1299
02:13:33,374 --> 02:13:34,844
He was really mad.
1300
02:13:37,714 --> 02:13:38,704
He was in tears.
1301
02:13:40,114 --> 02:13:42,944
I wasn't mad at you.
1302
02:13:44,014 --> 02:13:47,884
Like I said before,
1303
02:13:48,254 --> 02:13:52,154
I rarely tell people that...
1304
02:13:52,794 --> 02:13:57,494
I was abandoned at four.
1305
02:13:57,994 --> 02:14:02,954
When my mother saw me,
1306
02:14:03,274 --> 02:14:10,694
she got on her knees
and apologized to me.
1307
02:14:14,244 --> 02:14:16,514
That was enough for me,
1308
02:14:16,884 --> 02:14:22,944
so I told her at the time that
I didn't care about it anymore.
1309
02:14:23,354 --> 02:14:26,014
- You're lying.
- No, it's true.
1310
02:14:28,494 --> 02:14:31,724
We didn't talk about it too much.
1311
02:14:32,194 --> 02:14:33,824
You think he's lying?
1312
02:14:34,504 --> 02:14:36,494
Even if he said he didn't care,
1313
02:14:36,604 --> 02:14:43,034
I don't believe he was able to
suppress his emotions like that.
1314
02:14:44,374 --> 02:14:46,434
I really did say it.
1315
02:14:46,984 --> 02:14:50,214
She didn't have to apologize.
1316
02:14:50,984 --> 02:14:55,544
I never saw her again after the war.
1317
02:14:55,884 --> 02:14:59,294
Mother Takako died at age 75.
1318
02:15:10,674 --> 02:15:15,504
Mitsuharu's books
were by her death bed.
1319
02:15:19,444 --> 02:15:25,814
I thought he saw her
when she got sick.
1320
02:15:27,054 --> 02:15:27,814
Did he?
1321
02:15:28,324 --> 02:15:32,884
As far as I can remember,
he did go and see her.
1322
02:15:33,694 --> 02:15:35,954
I think he went to her funeral, too.
1323
02:15:38,564 --> 02:15:45,834
That's what I thought,
but I'm not positive.
1324
02:15:48,274 --> 02:15:52,044
- You're looking well.
- I'm not well at all.
1325
02:15:52,144 --> 02:15:53,874
You gained weight.
1326
02:15:54,944 --> 02:15:57,784
- She got some souvenirs.
- Pickles?
1327
02:15:57,884 --> 02:15:59,014
You gained weight?
1328
02:15:59,114 --> 02:16:02,354
- I guess I did.
- Yes, I think so.
1329
02:16:03,394 --> 02:16:07,344
I think I look more sick
with a robe.
1330
02:16:07,464 --> 02:16:09,014
You look sick as you are.
1331
02:16:09,494 --> 02:16:13,364
I'm expecting a doctor soon.
1332
02:16:14,934 --> 02:16:18,334
I think a robe is better.
1333
02:16:18,674 --> 02:16:21,004
- Should I bring it?
- Yes, please.
1334
02:16:25,414 --> 02:16:30,744
The film is rolling, too. You shouldn't
dress like an old hag.
1335
02:16:30,854 --> 02:16:32,814
Just bring whatever.
1336
02:16:38,624 --> 02:16:41,154
So the medicine is working.
1337
02:16:43,364 --> 02:16:44,424
That's nice.
1338
02:16:44,534 --> 02:16:46,264
It's not nice.
1339
02:16:46,764 --> 02:16:50,164
This is a Nicole.
He says it's too heavy.
1340
02:16:51,504 --> 02:16:53,564
Where did I get this?
Did you give it to me?
1341
02:16:54,244 --> 02:16:56,334
- I bought it with those slippers.
- Right.
1342
02:16:57,344 --> 02:16:59,934
- That looks wonderful.
- You bought this?
1343
02:17:00,714 --> 02:17:03,374
I got it when
you were in the hospital.
1344
02:17:04,754 --> 02:17:05,644
Looks good.
1345
02:17:07,484 --> 02:17:09,924
Don't make the knot too tight.
1346
02:17:11,154 --> 02:17:12,424
You're not used to wearing a robe.
1347
02:17:12,754 --> 02:17:14,094
I never wear it.
1348
02:17:14,764 --> 02:17:19,564
You look good.
You look very bourgeois.
1349
02:17:20,034 --> 02:17:21,004
You're being silly.
1350
02:17:22,204 --> 02:17:25,394
I haven't seen him in a while.
1351
02:17:26,034 --> 02:17:27,974
But I think he's doing really well.
1352
02:17:32,674 --> 02:17:33,904
May I see your tongue?
1353
02:17:36,114 --> 02:17:37,544
- Does it hurt?
- No.
1354
02:17:38,454 --> 02:17:43,324
But I've been constipated
for a few days now.
1355
02:17:45,924 --> 02:17:49,524
My feet get swollen sometimes.
Not right now.
1356
02:17:54,534 --> 02:17:55,554
I understand.
1357
02:17:55,664 --> 02:17:58,864
Your pulse is better
than I expected.
1358
02:17:58,974 --> 02:17:59,874
Is that right?
1359
02:18:00,774 --> 02:18:06,304
I want to live 24 or 25 hours longer.
1360
02:18:06,414 --> 02:18:09,344
I don't want this disease to get to me.
1361
02:18:09,714 --> 02:18:13,444
Judging from your pulse,
you're fighting a good fight.
1362
02:18:13,984 --> 02:18:18,894
But your stomach is not
doing that well.
1363
02:18:19,754 --> 02:18:20,854
But your pulse is good.
1364
02:18:21,424 --> 02:18:25,954
Much betterthan you told me.
1365
02:18:26,064 --> 02:18:27,494
- I see.
- Really.
1366
02:18:28,204 --> 02:18:30,934
What do you want to do?
1367
02:18:31,534 --> 02:18:33,194
I can mail this later if you want.
1368
02:18:34,374 --> 02:18:36,174
Your hands and feet might get hot.
1369
02:18:36,274 --> 02:18:37,644
I see.
1370
02:18:38,174 --> 02:18:40,614
This will help intestines.
1371
02:18:40,714 --> 02:18:42,304
- This one from Brazil?
- Right.
1372
02:18:42,814 --> 02:18:45,214
- This is a brand new.
- How much?
1373
02:18:45,684 --> 02:18:46,814
It's a souvenir.
1374
02:18:47,284 --> 02:18:48,984
What did your doctor say?
1375
02:18:49,084 --> 02:18:52,714
He doesn't want to tell me anything.
1376
02:18:52,824 --> 02:18:53,954
That's true.
1377
02:18:54,064 --> 02:19:01,834
He doesn't even ask me
if I changed my medicine.
1378
02:19:02,504 --> 02:19:08,464
So I have to figure out
myself what to take.
1379
02:19:09,774 --> 02:19:14,944
If the cancer has spread from
your liver to your lungs,
1380
02:19:15,514 --> 02:19:22,944
it's really a case of terminal cancer.
1381
02:19:23,554 --> 02:19:26,284
But I think you got out of that stage.
1382
02:19:26,394 --> 02:19:32,194
Dr. Nishi told me that this
medicine works miracles.
1383
02:19:32,294 --> 02:19:33,894
He said he can call it a miracle?
1384
02:19:35,064 --> 02:19:38,264
I think he's alright.
1385
02:19:40,074 --> 02:19:42,064
Here is my card.
1386
02:19:44,244 --> 02:19:49,014
Return to the roots of healing:
Passionate Dr. Red Beard
1387
02:19:55,584 --> 02:20:00,614
I must say I'm relieved.
1388
02:20:01,094 --> 02:20:08,694
Your pulse is good.
This is a good sign.
1389
02:20:09,334 --> 02:20:11,734
You can call it a miracle.
1390
02:20:12,574 --> 02:20:15,664
The pulse usually
doesn't get better...
1391
02:20:16,374 --> 02:20:19,674
if your lungs and liver
are not functioning.
1392
02:20:20,384 --> 02:20:23,004
If your doctor doesn't want
to say anything,
1393
02:20:23,654 --> 02:20:26,584
no need to ask his opinions.
Just think about getting better.
1394
02:20:28,354 --> 02:20:31,054
Thank you.
1395
02:20:35,964 --> 02:20:40,834
He's not convincing at all.
1396
02:20:41,864 --> 02:20:43,964
It's just all words.
1397
02:20:44,674 --> 02:20:49,374
Doctor Red Beard lacks credibility.
1398
02:20:49,974 --> 02:20:51,914
There is a difference between...
1399
02:20:52,344 --> 02:20:57,144
expressing yourself and expressing
what you're supposed to express.
1400
02:20:58,854 --> 02:21:02,654
Unless you're able to fill the gap,
your words are not convincing.
1401
02:21:02,984 --> 02:21:07,654
How can I be sure of my progress?
1402
02:21:09,324 --> 02:21:13,954
No difference from my doctor
who doesn't tell me anything.
1403
02:21:15,134 --> 02:21:18,334
There is no such thing as a miracle.
1404
02:21:19,874 --> 02:21:25,864
The problem is the dark spot
here on his heart.
1405
02:21:26,414 --> 02:21:30,714
As you can see, it's getting bigger.
1406
02:21:31,754 --> 02:21:39,714
It looks swollen
and probably is cancerous.
1407
02:21:40,024 --> 02:21:43,294
If water collects around
the heart like this,
1408
02:21:44,434 --> 02:21:45,924
it's very important.
1409
02:21:47,734 --> 02:21:48,724
Important?
1410
02:21:52,534 --> 02:21:55,374
It can be life threatening.
1411
02:21:56,404 --> 02:22:02,544
There's a cancer here and
the possibility of hemorrhage.
1412
02:22:03,384 --> 02:22:09,984
Acute hemorrhage can put
undue stress on the heart,
1413
02:22:11,994 --> 02:22:16,364
so his condition
could change drastically.
1414
02:22:17,094 --> 02:22:22,224
It can be more dangerous
than spread inside the lungs.
1415
02:22:23,404 --> 02:22:31,704
The cancer has grown twice
as big in the lungs,
1416
02:22:32,214 --> 02:22:39,674
and I'm sorry to say that
the cancer is spreading fast.
1417
02:22:41,484 --> 02:22:46,084
One year might be difficult.
1418
02:22:46,194 --> 02:22:49,424
- Six months?
- It's hard to say.
1419
02:22:49,794 --> 02:22:54,024
- You think three to four months?
- Perhaps.
1420
02:22:54,704 --> 02:22:56,664
You dream often?
1421
02:22:57,604 --> 02:23:00,124
I can't tell if it's a dream or not.
1422
02:23:03,344 --> 02:23:09,744
The other day, I dreamt
the novel of the century.
1423
02:23:10,044 --> 02:23:15,484
It was so great that I thought
being sick was all worth it.
1424
02:23:15,924 --> 02:23:18,614
I thought I could just write it down.
1425
02:23:21,424 --> 02:23:26,264
I wasn't even sure if it was
a dream anymore.
1426
02:23:27,004 --> 02:23:30,454
When I woke up in the morning,
I was still excited about it,
1427
02:23:30,574 --> 02:23:35,304
but I was thinking it was
no good at all by noon.
1428
02:23:39,774 --> 02:23:42,614
Then I came up with another idea,
1429
02:23:42,984 --> 02:23:45,414
and I think this one is pretty good.
1430
02:23:48,054 --> 02:23:52,014
I don't want to talk about it too
much since I might lose interest.
1431
02:23:52,724 --> 02:23:56,824
It would be my last novel,
if I were dying.
1432
02:23:57,234 --> 02:24:00,754
But then again, I may not die.
1433
02:24:01,364 --> 02:24:02,564
Possible.
1434
02:24:04,604 --> 02:24:06,764
Well, who knows?
1435
02:24:07,644 --> 02:24:09,634
It's a fifty fifty chance.
1436
02:24:11,174 --> 02:24:14,144
I keep thinking I want
to live longer and longer.
1437
02:24:15,884 --> 02:24:22,044
I need more time.
1438
02:24:23,484 --> 02:24:26,014
Since people around me
are very encouraging,
1439
02:24:26,454 --> 02:24:31,984
I feel like I have to hold on.
1440
02:24:33,234 --> 02:24:34,294
Excuse me.
1441
02:24:36,534 --> 02:24:38,094
I brought a lot of guests.
1442
02:24:39,104 --> 02:24:40,624
You're right on time today.
1443
02:24:51,684 --> 02:24:52,914
Please sit down.
1444
02:25:00,524 --> 02:25:04,364
Use those cushion.
1445
02:25:04,894 --> 02:25:08,164
I got frustrated, so I shaved
my head.
1446
02:25:08,534 --> 02:25:13,904
But my hair grew back,
and I wanted to shave again.
1447
02:25:14,474 --> 02:25:18,574
I kept my little beard here.
1448
02:25:20,014 --> 02:25:21,074
People told me I looked good.
1449
02:25:21,884 --> 02:25:24,474
I looked at myself in the mirror,
and I didn't look good at all.
1450
02:25:25,484 --> 02:25:28,384
I looked like an old gangster,
1451
02:25:29,454 --> 02:25:30,884
so I shaved my beard.
1452
02:25:30,994 --> 02:25:32,184
I'll do it myself.
1453
02:25:33,124 --> 02:25:35,614
You don't trust me.
1454
02:25:36,864 --> 02:25:38,624
It's not that.
1455
02:25:41,834 --> 02:25:46,494
But you mess up sometimes.
1456
02:25:57,014 --> 02:26:02,784
The other day, we both tried
to open this with a wrench.
1457
02:26:02,884 --> 02:26:07,014
It's good we didn't force it.
1458
02:26:17,734 --> 02:26:21,904
You have to push the air out first.
1459
02:26:33,724 --> 02:26:35,114
- No air, right?
- No.
1460
02:26:54,144 --> 02:26:55,034
I'll do it.
1461
02:26:57,144 --> 02:26:58,904
Here you go.
1462
02:27:15,124 --> 02:27:16,094
That's it.
1463
02:27:18,394 --> 02:27:24,264
Sometimes blood clogs up in the tube,
1464
02:27:24,804 --> 02:27:30,644
so you put anti-coagulant in it.
1465
02:27:31,644 --> 02:27:34,234
After all these years,
1466
02:27:34,614 --> 02:27:41,914
I finally realized that Inoue
conceals certain truth.
1467
02:27:42,354 --> 02:27:46,624
In orderto protect that truth,
1468
02:27:48,464 --> 02:27:52,984
he must tell lies.
1469
02:27:53,664 --> 02:27:55,364
That's how I feel.
1470
02:27:56,834 --> 02:27:58,394
He once told me that...
1471
02:27:58,804 --> 02:28:03,464
he couldn't have lived without lying.
1472
02:28:04,344 --> 02:28:09,474
His grandmother used
to call him Mitchan the liar.
1473
02:28:10,314 --> 02:28:16,154
Mitchan the liar grew up
and became a novelist.
1474
02:28:17,054 --> 02:28:22,684
He chose a profession in which
he can lie any way he wants.
1475
02:28:23,264 --> 02:28:28,294
I think he made the best
choice for himself.
1476
02:28:29,004 --> 02:28:31,024
You can write any kind of fiction.
1477
02:28:32,034 --> 02:28:34,134
That's what novelists do.
1478
02:28:34,704 --> 02:28:38,434
Being a novelist allowed him
to make the most of himself.
1479
02:28:38,774 --> 02:28:41,004
It made him the happiest man.
1480
02:28:41,114 --> 02:28:46,784
Once you write it, then your
fiction comes to an existence.
1481
02:28:48,884 --> 02:28:50,784
No one will know.
1482
02:28:51,954 --> 02:28:55,894
So enjoy the lies.
Why not?
1483
02:28:56,524 --> 02:28:57,824
That's what I call genius.
1484
02:28:59,294 --> 02:29:04,094
An absolute genius. Inoue is
as genius as novelists can be.
1485
02:29:04,574 --> 02:29:07,934
New Year's Day, 1992
1486
02:29:32,064 --> 02:29:34,794
Thanks for coming.
You look really great.
1487
02:29:35,434 --> 02:29:38,564
You got younger since
your husband passed away.
1488
02:29:45,714 --> 02:29:49,474
I'mjoking, but it must have
been very difficult for you.
1489
02:29:49,884 --> 02:29:51,314
It can't be helped.
1490
02:29:53,454 --> 02:29:59,784
He was a good person
and lived a long life.
1491
02:30:00,794 --> 02:30:03,884
But I want you to live a long life.
1492
02:30:04,594 --> 02:30:05,994
So cheers.
1493
02:30:12,934 --> 02:30:15,664
It's good. Haven't had a beer
in a while.
1494
02:30:19,474 --> 02:30:21,964
It's a very mysterious disease.
1495
02:30:25,614 --> 02:30:31,754
It grows for a while and it stops.
1496
02:30:33,424 --> 02:30:36,454
I know I'm not getting any better.
1497
02:30:37,864 --> 02:30:46,364
But I do know that since
I take all kinds of medicine,
1498
02:30:47,674 --> 02:30:49,574
something must be working.
1499
02:30:49,874 --> 02:30:57,974
I think my cancer cells
are overwhelmed by them.
1500
02:30:58,284 --> 02:31:01,654
Your sweater has a nice color.
Just like your wife's sweater.
1501
02:31:18,674 --> 02:31:21,104
Common medical knowledge
is that...
1502
02:31:21,444 --> 02:31:26,464
you have a 10% chance of survival.
1503
02:31:27,614 --> 02:31:31,444
That sounds pretty good to me.
1504
02:31:32,714 --> 02:31:36,054
I was very good with exams.
1505
02:31:36,924 --> 02:31:41,724
So I can be the one out of ten.
1506
02:31:42,864 --> 02:31:45,334
I may come out of this all right.
1507
02:31:46,934 --> 02:31:51,804
I can be the one of ten.
1508
02:31:53,274 --> 02:31:54,294
Goodbye.
1509
02:31:55,604 --> 02:31:56,504
See you.
1510
02:31:57,814 --> 02:31:59,604
- It's too cold.
- Yes, I'm going.
1511
02:32:01,114 --> 02:32:02,044
Good luck.
1512
02:32:05,054 --> 02:32:08,044
I can't go unless you leave.
1513
02:32:14,764 --> 02:32:15,624
Bye.
1514
02:32:28,604 --> 02:32:30,934
I think I'll go upstairs
and lie down.
1515
02:32:32,274 --> 02:32:36,114
Thank you. You can have
some of these.
1516
02:32:36,714 --> 02:32:37,974
We have beers too.
1517
02:32:40,614 --> 02:32:42,454
Yes, we have cold ones.
1518
02:32:43,324 --> 02:32:44,554
I'll lie down.
1519
02:32:45,754 --> 02:32:47,284
The hot water bottle still warm?
1520
02:33:01,844 --> 02:33:03,464
May 30, 1992, 2:58 AM,
Inoue died at age 66.
1521
02:33:04,444 --> 02:33:05,844
Inoue Mitsuharu.
1522
02:33:06,644 --> 02:33:09,614
We've been friends for a long time.
1523
02:33:10,284 --> 02:33:14,874
I met you in spring of 1965.
1524
02:33:15,924 --> 02:33:19,654
I was 42 and you were 38.
1525
02:33:20,254 --> 02:33:28,064
We were different in age, but both
had the same birthday of May 15th.
1526
02:33:28,834 --> 02:33:35,504
I keep thinking about
the fateful day we met.
1527
02:33:36,544 --> 02:33:41,204
The doctor told me that it was
a miracle that you were still alive.
1528
02:33:42,314 --> 02:33:44,174
That's because you wanted to live.
1529
02:33:44,614 --> 02:33:47,484
You wanted to live longer
and continue writing.
1530
02:33:47,984 --> 02:33:49,454
I wish I could replace you...
1531
02:33:50,184 --> 02:33:56,324
since I always felt I could die
at any moment without hesitation.
1532
02:33:57,094 --> 02:34:01,894
When I was in my 40s, I was
convinced foolishly that...
1533
02:34:02,434 --> 02:34:06,804
a friendship between men and
women could not exist without sex.
1534
02:34:07,544 --> 02:34:09,504
But you and I...
1535
02:34:09,974 --> 02:34:16,774
shared a long and precious
friendship that proved otherwise.
1536
02:34:17,714 --> 02:34:22,744
Sometimes I think it was
my destiny to become a nun,
1537
02:34:23,154 --> 02:34:25,624
so that I can pray for you.
1538
02:34:26,854 --> 02:34:32,054
But I don't really want you
to listen to my prayers.
1539
02:34:32,364 --> 02:34:37,064
I want you to become
a strong evil spirit,
1540
02:34:37,834 --> 02:34:40,934
and lurk in our world...
1541
02:34:42,004 --> 02:34:44,874
to accuse the human race
of discrimination,
1542
02:34:45,714 --> 02:34:48,404
denounce the irrationality
of the world...
1543
02:34:48,514 --> 02:34:52,574
and indict the decline
of literature.
1544
02:34:53,854 --> 02:34:57,724
Complete the last chapter you
have yet to finish in this world...
1545
02:34:57,824 --> 02:35:02,624
and let us hear it loud
and clear from now on end.
1546
02:35:03,164 --> 02:35:07,624
May your spirit remain with us always.
1547
02:35:12,634 --> 02:35:15,194
Director / Cinematographer
Kazuo Hara
1548
02:35:16,304 --> 02:35:18,864
Producer
Sachiko Kobayashi
1549
02:35:19,974 --> 02:35:22,534
Editor
Jun Nabeshima
1550
02:35:23,644 --> 02:35:26,274
Music
Takashi Sekiguchi
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