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What do you see?
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THE LAST NIGHT AT TREMORE BEACH
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I can hear music playing in the distance.
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She's speaking to me through music.
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She used to say it was good
for my development.
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long before I was even born.
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So she started training me.
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It's called "Für Elise."
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It's a bagatelle that requires
a lot of hand coordination, my son.
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It was composed by Beethoven.
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And it's rumored that he composed it
for a woman he loved.
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Maybe someday you'll find your Elise,
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and you'll compose something
like it for her.
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-What if he's an astronaut?
-No.
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-Huh?
-Impossible.
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-Oh, really?
-Yep.
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He'll be a composer.
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I've seen it, Isaak.
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EPISODE 5
MOM
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Bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Bad. Bad. Bad. Bad. Bad.
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Reading the score is not enough.
You need to capture it.
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In order to be geniuses,
you have to be mediums.
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You need to communicate
with a different world.
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for her diamond in the rough at school.
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And she knew how hard it was.
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That language is always there
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to remind us that we are
more than simple animals,
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who are destined to die
after a life of pain.
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Get out.
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-Get out of there.
-What's wrong? What happened?
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What's the matter?
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What? What's wrong?
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What's wrong?
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had one of those episodes.
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Take me to the hospital. Now.
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Please.
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Everything's fine.
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Can you double-check?
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Elvira, I can assure you,
your son's doing perfectly fine.
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Something's not right. I know it.
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-He's fine.
-By the way, have you decided on a name?
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Álex. His name will be Álex.
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Álex is not okay.
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- Well, Álex is moving.
- I know it.
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Check again, please.
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What's wrong?
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Something's wrong, right?
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What is it?
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Come on. You need to focus.
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Really good. Really good.
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Good job.
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Honey, come here.
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Oh, I wanna see him.
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Here, here. No, no, no, no, no!
No, no, no, no, no, no!
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and I almost strangled myself.
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No, I wanna see him!
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I would've died in minutes.
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The doctors said it was luck,
but my mom was sure something was wrong.
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And nothing could change her mind
about that.
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Breathe, Álex.
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I want you to think
about everything you just said
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and try to discern
what's real and what's fiction
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from the stories your mother told you.
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I know I couldn't possibly remember
that moment,
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but it's the first thing
that came to my mind.
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It's interesting.
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Of all the doors you could've opened,
your mind has chosen this one.
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No.
I don't want you to judge yourself.
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Just take note of what you did.
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All right.
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Now, I want you to look
for an image of you as a kid.
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The first one that comes to mind.
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And go to that moment in the present.
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As if you were really there.
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Four.
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The first concert of many
I'm gonna play throughout my life.
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of her long-term plan.
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She doesn't improvise with me.
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And that's how life goes
up until I was ten.
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I pass my entrance exam
for the best music school in Oviedo.
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Just like she'd planned.
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Cor, cor. Cor, cor. Cor, cor.
Cor, cor. Cor, cor. Cor, cor…
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three years of my life here.
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- Piano.
- Perfect.
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Very good.
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Fly with the piece.
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No exception.
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Come on, carry it.
Ride with the melody.
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Keep it moving, keep it moving,
move your fingers, your fingers.
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- Álex, please. Focus.
- Elvira, please.
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-Isaak, stay out of it.
-He's been practicing all morning.
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Will you leave this to me?
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Come on. Focus.
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where my first real problems began.
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So… his poor performance
has been very alarming.
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He failed six classes.
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He's clearly struggling
to pay attention in class.
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Maybe fewer hours
of playing piano would help.
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Music is his life.
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That's
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and I feel like there's
something she's not telling me.
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-You're underestimating your son.
-You heard the principal.
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Enough.
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There is more to life
than studying.
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and my parents argue because of me.
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- Great.
- He's struggling.
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Falling asleep. What do you want?
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It's the first night of many
in which I sleepwalk.
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to the living room like a robot.
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like I'd never played it before.
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and my mom says…
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Just what I had seen.
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Leave him. Stop.
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I suspect my mom thinks
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she can see things that come to pass.
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Is it bad?
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We're special.
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You're
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You're a little angel, honey.
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Why?
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Because of our instinct.
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Talk about that.
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About the instinct
your mother believed she had.
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Which she described as seeing the future.
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For as long as I can remember,
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my mom would always talk about
the dream she had, which saved my life.
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And they were always the same.
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this morning on a railway near Oviedo.
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A train derailed due to unknown causes
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while traveling
over 180 kilometers per hour.
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Investigators are working to determine
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whether the derailment
was caused by human error.
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Yeah.
At PE today, we did athletics.
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-So that's a lot of running, huh?
-Yeah.
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By the way, they made me--
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What? What's wrong?
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My son,
my son, my son, my son, my son…
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My son…
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Honey, honey.
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Hey. It's okay.
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What do you see?
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- What?
- Juan.
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Juan, hey, dude. Dude. Juan?
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Hey, what's wrong?
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Hey, dude. Are you okay? Juan!
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In the pattern of your mother's visions.
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Always deaths. The final destination.
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Not always.
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The only exception you've mentioned
so far is yourself.
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Your piano playing.
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Your musical career.
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I guess I tend to dwell on the deaths more
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because they're more shocking
than the happy visions she also had.
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Let's keep that in mind. It's important.
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OBSESSED WITH DEATH
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they ran some tests on my mom.
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And it was the first time
they uttered that damn word.
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Schizophrenia
is a mental disorder
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that causes individuals like yourself
to interpret reality in a different way.
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It typically involves hallucinations,
delusions,
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and significant disturbances
in thoughts and behaviors.
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I know exactly what's happening to me.
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- What I see is real. I'm not crazy.
- You're sick, Elvira.
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And you cannot distinguish
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between what your mind imagines
and reality.
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If you decide not to get treated,
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we'll have to get you admitted.
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for the first time.
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But the attacks always come back.
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And the medication too.
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Years later, my dad gets sick and tired
of all of it and changes things.
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and tell me what you see.
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Well, my parents' house.
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I'm 18 years old. I'm starting a new life.
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My dad has decided
to isolate my mom from all stimuli.
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She's stopped teaching.
I'm her only student now.
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to keep growing as a musician.
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And there, I meet people like me.
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but it's impossible with her around.
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I gotta go.
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Álex.
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Álex!
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It's time to sleep.
Come on. Put that away.
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Turn the music off.
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I've ever felt this happy.
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But it doesn't last long.
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Let's go, dude.
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what's about to happen.
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Álex. Keep going, please.
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Go back, Álex.
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Go back and tell me
what happened after that.
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I feel like I'm leaving.
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My mind separates from my body.
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And I see something.
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Sir, can you hear me?
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Are you okay?
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I see the rest of my life
flashing before my eyes.
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I've seen his life.
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And it doesn't end here.
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Please stop saying things like that.
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He won't die, Isaak.
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I'm telling you.
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When I get home,
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she's angry
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and confused.
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Does it hurt?
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What I see can't be changed.
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But that doesn't mean I'm in full control.
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Your destiny's beautiful, Álex.
Please believe me.
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But you need to have discipline.
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From now on, there will be
no more orchestras or parties.
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I'm sorry.
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Guys, this is Álex.
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Hi.
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Álex. Hold the moment.
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Try to go back.
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I don't wanna remember her.
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Why?
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It hurts.
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Estrella hurts so much.
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Embrace what hurts, Álex.
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Let it invade your body.
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Let the pain spread.
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Breathe.
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Talk about Estrella.
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-I beat you.
-No.
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-Of course I did.
-You didn't.
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I did.
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But she'll be the love of my life.
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I feel the melody.
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What are you doing?
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Looking for your melody.
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Estrella!
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Oh my God.
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Estrella?
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Shit, shit, damn it, damn it.
Álex, Álex, Álex. We fell asleep.
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Estrella, sweetie! Are you home?
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- Sweetie.
- Shit, you scared me, Dad.
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-Jesus.
-Sorry. Sorry, sorry, sorry.
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- I just saw you here, and, uh…
- I don't feel very well.
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- Sure. You don't feel very well.
- Mm-hmm.
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Hmm. And your friend
doesn't feel very well either?
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- He doesn't wanna say hi to me?
- Álex, forget it.
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- Would you look at that?
- Uh, hi.
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construction company.
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He's got so much money,
he doesn't even know what to do with it.
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and he likes me.
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Sorry.
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He knows how to keep one
because he has secrets of his own.
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What did you say
your dad does for a living?
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Construction.
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Who are those guys?
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They work for him.
They keep thieves off the sites.
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But don't worry about it.
They never come in the house.
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♪ But I would walk 500 miles ♪
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♪ And I would walk 500 more ♪
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♪ Just to be the man ♪
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♪ Who walked 1,000 miles ♪
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♪ To fall down at your door ♪
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♪ When I'm workin'… ♪
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Go on! Take that!
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Holy shit!
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- No! Wait! Don't!
- Drop her in!
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00:20:30,520 --> 00:20:31,920
No!
265
00:20:36,400 --> 00:20:37,560
♪ When I come home ♪
266
00:20:37,640 --> 00:20:40,040
♪ When I come home ♪
267
00:20:40,120 --> 00:20:43,560
♪ I'm gonna be the man
Who comes back home to you ♪
268
00:20:43,640 --> 00:20:45,560
♪ And if I grow old ♪
269
00:20:45,640 --> 00:20:46,960
♪ Well, I know I'm gonna be ♪
270
00:20:47,040 --> 00:20:49,960
♪ I'm gonna be the man
Who's growin' old with you ♪
271
00:20:51,440 --> 00:20:53,600
♪ But I would walk 500 miles ♪
272
00:20:55,000 --> 00:20:58,280
♪ And I would walk 500 more ♪
273
00:20:58,360 --> 00:21:02,840
♪ Just to be the man
Who walked 1,000 miles ♪
274
00:21:02,920 --> 00:21:05,560
♪ To fall down at your door ♪
275
00:21:05,640 --> 00:21:07,720
-♪ Da-da-da-da ♪
-♪ Da-da-da-da ♪
276
00:21:07,800 --> 00:21:09,280
-♪ Da-da-da-da ♪
-♪ Da-da-da-da ♪
277
00:21:09,360 --> 00:21:11,960
♪ Da-da-dum-diddy-dum
Diddy-dum-diddy-da-da-da ♪
278
00:21:12,680 --> 00:21:14,680
-♪ Da-da-da-da ♪
-♪ Da-da-da-da ♪
279
00:21:14,760 --> 00:21:16,600
-♪ Da-da-da-da ♪
-♪ Da-da-da-da ♪
280
00:21:16,680 --> 00:21:19,720
♪ Da-da-dum-diddy-dum
Diddy-dum-diddy-da-da-da ♪
281
00:21:52,320 --> 00:21:54,600
Did you compose it?
282
00:21:56,680 --> 00:21:58,360
Come on, play it again.
283
00:22:04,080 --> 00:22:05,400
Just one more time.
284
00:22:16,840 --> 00:22:18,760
You come up with a title already?
285
00:22:20,880 --> 00:22:22,640
"For Estrella." Or just "Estrella."
286
00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:29,520
Who's the lucky lady?
287
00:22:31,120 --> 00:22:32,920
No one. I made her up.
288
00:22:41,640 --> 00:22:43,920
So your father
knows about Estrella.
289
00:22:45,320 --> 00:22:47,400
I feel like I can tell him
almost anything.
290
00:22:48,320 --> 00:22:49,360
And your mother?
291
00:22:50,040 --> 00:22:52,840
Does she ever find out?
292
00:22:54,040 --> 00:22:56,960
But she starts to sense something
in her own way.
293
00:23:27,320 --> 00:23:30,160
Álex, the pit. The pit.
294
00:23:30,240 --> 00:23:33,000
Álex. How did you end up there?
You're running out of time.
295
00:23:33,080 --> 00:23:35,080
You're running out of time, Álex.
296
00:23:35,160 --> 00:23:36,240
Mom? What happened?
297
00:23:36,320 --> 00:23:38,840
-Leave this house!
-What happened, Mom? Mom!
298
00:23:39,360 --> 00:23:40,800
-Get out. Leave.
-What's wrong?
299
00:23:40,880 --> 00:23:42,920
-What are you doing?
-Leave this house.
300
00:23:43,000 --> 00:23:45,880
- Calm down, Mom!
- Get out!
301
00:23:45,960 --> 00:23:48,040
- Mom, are you okay?
- Leave this house!
302
00:23:48,120 --> 00:23:50,400
- What happened?
- Listen to me.
303
00:23:50,480 --> 00:23:51,880
Listen to me, leave this house.
304
00:23:51,960 --> 00:23:54,440
-Calm down!
-Leave this house, Álex!
305
00:23:55,040 --> 00:23:56,080
Álex!
306
00:23:56,160 --> 00:23:58,040
-Please!
-You're in danger.
307
00:23:58,120 --> 00:24:00,880
-Listen to me, leave this house.
-Elvira. Elvira!
308
00:24:00,960 --> 00:24:03,040
-Get out! Leave this house.
-Mom, hey! It's okay.
309
00:24:03,120 --> 00:24:05,920
-There you go, that's it.
-Álex, leave this house.
310
00:24:06,000 --> 00:24:07,400
It's okay. It's okay.
311
00:24:07,480 --> 00:24:09,520
- It's okay.
- Álex, leave this house.
312
00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:10,800
Don't worry.
313
00:24:10,880 --> 00:24:12,520
Easy.
314
00:24:12,600 --> 00:24:15,040
Easy. Easy.
315
00:24:15,120 --> 00:24:17,200
Easy. That's it.
316
00:24:18,280 --> 00:24:20,520
That's it.
317
00:24:21,440 --> 00:24:24,080
There you go. That's it.
318
00:24:24,160 --> 00:24:25,640
That's it.
319
00:24:29,640 --> 00:24:33,640
I was somewhere
I'd… I'd never seen before.
320
00:24:35,160 --> 00:24:37,600
With white walls and…
321
00:24:39,200 --> 00:24:40,880
a lot of light coming in.
322
00:24:42,880 --> 00:24:46,680
There was this… this green lattice
and a man playing chess.
323
00:24:47,480 --> 00:24:51,120
And Álex was there… with a woman.
324
00:24:51,720 --> 00:24:53,360
It wasn't his wife.
325
00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:56,920
I'd never seen that woman
in my life, Isaak.
326
00:24:58,160 --> 00:25:01,320
He was far away
from the life he was destined for.
327
00:25:02,120 --> 00:25:04,800
-She put him in danger.
-Shh. Okay, okay, okay, okay.
328
00:25:04,880 --> 00:25:09,240
- Don't worry, sweetie. It's okay.
- It was all… darkness around her.
329
00:25:09,760 --> 00:25:13,720
what my mother had said later,
330
00:25:14,240 --> 00:25:16,080
I thought she was talking about Estrella.
331
00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:18,000
Now you don't?
332
00:25:19,840 --> 00:25:21,120
A few days ago…
333
00:25:23,840 --> 00:25:26,080
I saw my mom, and she said the same thing.
334
00:25:28,640 --> 00:25:31,360
nearly dead inside my piano.
335
00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:33,960
Álex. Leave this house.
Álex, leave this house right now.
336
00:25:34,040 --> 00:25:37,720
the woman she saw was her. Judy.
337
00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:40,120
And those bad things
will happen here in Tremore.
338
00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:42,720
The same danger
I've been seeing in my visions.
339
00:25:45,320 --> 00:25:47,880
It's pretty clear
that she's influenced you.
340
00:25:48,400 --> 00:25:51,600
And shaped your thoughts
to conform to a particular narrative.
341
00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:53,440
Your mother could've projected her fear
342
00:25:53,520 --> 00:25:55,840
that you'd abandon her
and go live your own life.
343
00:25:55,920 --> 00:25:58,240
And besides,
your father told you all this.
344
00:25:58,320 --> 00:26:02,080
Maybe how your father described it
wasn't exactly what your mother said.
345
00:26:03,840 --> 00:26:05,040
But let's not be hasty.
346
00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:07,400
Tell me what happened next.
347
00:26:09,440 --> 00:26:10,800
My mom comes home.
348
00:26:12,320 --> 00:26:16,160
And for a while,
it seems like it's all going… fine.
349
00:26:21,160 --> 00:26:23,320
And likewise, I go back to Estrella.
350
00:26:23,920 --> 00:26:24,840
Stop.
351
00:26:24,920 --> 00:26:26,840
that will change everything.
352
00:26:26,920 --> 00:26:28,840
The principal
has something to tell you.
353
00:26:28,920 --> 00:26:31,360
We have confirmation
that you, as music students,
354
00:26:31,440 --> 00:26:33,040
will be candidates for a scholarship
355
00:26:33,120 --> 00:26:35,280
to the Royal British Conservatory
in London.
356
00:26:35,360 --> 00:26:38,960
Every year, the school offers scholarships
to students all around the world.
357
00:26:39,040 --> 00:26:41,480
But only one of you will be selected
358
00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:44,480
and will have
the privilege of studying there.
359
00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:48,200
I'd seen those walls.
360
00:26:51,280 --> 00:26:54,480
separating from my body again.
361
00:26:57,920 --> 00:27:00,000
I know how those visions end.
362
00:27:09,640 --> 00:27:11,560
I don't know if I wanna go.
363
00:27:11,640 --> 00:27:14,320
Well, you have
to win the scholarship first.
364
00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:16,320
I will.
365
00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:20,480
You're such a bighead.
366
00:27:23,600 --> 00:27:24,840
I know I will.
367
00:27:26,840 --> 00:27:28,680
Why wouldn't you wanna go, then?
368
00:27:33,600 --> 00:27:34,720
Álex.
369
00:27:36,800 --> 00:27:39,880
One of us going to London
doesn't mean we're bound to break up.
370
00:27:41,040 --> 00:27:43,720
Nothing can break us apart
if we wanna be together.
371
00:27:44,360 --> 00:27:45,520
Do you know why?
372
00:27:49,120 --> 00:27:50,520
Because we're unstoppable.
373
00:27:51,960 --> 00:27:53,800
So put your insecurities aside,
374
00:27:53,880 --> 00:27:56,240
because if one of us is going,
the other will too.
375
00:27:56,320 --> 00:27:59,640
And we'll come up with a way
for both of us to study somewhere.
376
00:28:01,440 --> 00:28:04,080
I can't afford a good music school
in England.
377
00:28:06,040 --> 00:28:08,840
My mom won't give me
a choice but to beat you.
378
00:28:11,080 --> 00:28:13,160
She became obsessed
with making me practice
379
00:28:13,240 --> 00:28:15,040
the song for the scholarship contest.
380
00:28:15,880 --> 00:28:18,440
-Can you slow the tempo?
-It's the one Beethoven used.
381
00:28:18,520 --> 00:28:19,960
Beethoven was already deaf.
382
00:28:20,040 --> 00:28:23,160
And that's precisely why the metronome
is our best guide to play the music, Álex.
383
00:28:23,240 --> 00:28:25,520
-His metronome was probably broken.
-Álex!
384
00:28:25,600 --> 00:28:26,960
No one gets that. This is too fast.
385
00:28:27,040 --> 00:28:30,200
-Without technique, there's no freedom.
-This piece is impossible!
386
00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:33,240
A good pianist should never ignore
his technique. He has to forget it.
387
00:28:33,320 --> 00:28:34,680
That's why you're going to London.
388
00:28:34,760 --> 00:28:38,040
Technique, Álex, technique.
Get that stuck in your head.
389
00:28:38,680 --> 00:28:39,760
Shall we?
390
00:28:40,960 --> 00:28:44,040
And… one, two, three, four.
One, two, three, four.
391
00:28:44,120 --> 00:28:46,560
One, two, three, four.
One, two, three, four.
392
00:28:46,640 --> 00:28:48,880
One, two, three, four.
One, two, three, four.
393
00:28:48,960 --> 00:28:51,600
And one, two, three, four.
One, two, three, four.
394
00:28:51,680 --> 00:28:53,560
Three, two, three, four.
One, two, three, four.
395
00:28:53,640 --> 00:28:54,960
Play!
396
00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:09,640
Álex, gently, gently, gently, gently.
397
00:29:10,240 --> 00:29:12,440
Relax your shoulders, Álex.
Relax your shoulders.
398
00:29:12,520 --> 00:29:13,720
Let your fingers fly.
399
00:29:21,960 --> 00:29:24,880
Álex. Álex, focus on the piece. Come on!
400
00:29:25,840 --> 00:29:29,440
Keep it clean. Keep it clean.
Keep the grace notes clean.
401
00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:33,120
Come on, Álex.
402
00:29:33,200 --> 00:29:35,800
Álex. Tempo, tempo, tempo, tempo!
403
00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:41,200
Come on. Technique, Álex, technique!
404
00:29:42,200 --> 00:29:43,520
Breathe.
405
00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:45,200
Breathe.
406
00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:46,480
Your left hand, Álex.
407
00:29:46,560 --> 00:29:50,120
Keep your left hand moving.
It's just as important as the right.
408
00:29:50,200 --> 00:29:51,120
Like that, breathe.
409
00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:54,360
Air, air, air, air. Let them fly!
410
00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:58,520
Álex, keep your left hand moving. Come on.
411
00:30:00,520 --> 00:30:01,520
That's it.
412
00:30:06,840 --> 00:30:07,840
Fly.
413
00:30:10,720 --> 00:30:12,080
Relax your shoulders.
414
00:30:16,240 --> 00:30:17,320
Get ready.
415
00:30:19,120 --> 00:30:20,080
Prepare.
416
00:30:21,240 --> 00:30:23,160
There you go, there you go.
417
00:30:23,760 --> 00:30:25,000
More gently. Yep.
418
00:30:25,080 --> 00:30:27,320
The left hand. The left hand, Álex.
419
00:30:28,040 --> 00:30:29,240
More force, more force.
420
00:30:30,080 --> 00:30:33,520
Álex, you've got this, you've got this,
you've got this. Fly, fly, fly, fly.
421
00:30:33,600 --> 00:30:34,920
Prepare for the ending. Tragic.
422
00:30:35,000 --> 00:30:36,600
Tragic. Tragic.
423
00:30:53,280 --> 00:30:54,560
Where are you now?
424
00:30:57,800 --> 00:31:00,000
It's the day of the scholarship contest.
425
00:31:00,720 --> 00:31:02,280
I'm in the car.
426
00:31:02,360 --> 00:31:03,280
I'm nervous.
427
00:31:03,920 --> 00:31:07,320
Thinking that I don't wanna lose Estrella
by winning the scholarship.
428
00:31:24,280 --> 00:31:25,160
Good evening.
429
00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:27,680
Hello.
430
00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:33,920
-Do you know each other?
-She's in my class.
431
00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:34,880
Hmm.
432
00:31:34,960 --> 00:31:36,200
Hi, how's it going?
433
00:31:36,280 --> 00:31:38,000
Hmm. Hi there.
434
00:31:38,680 --> 00:31:40,160
Well, today she's your enemy.
435
00:31:40,240 --> 00:31:42,120
Uh-oh! Excuse me, the car keys.
436
00:31:46,760 --> 00:31:48,120
So? Are you nervous?
437
00:31:49,920 --> 00:31:50,880
Isn't your dad coming?
438
00:31:50,960 --> 00:31:54,480
-So, just these two things.
-I guess he's gonna be late. As expected.
439
00:31:56,640 --> 00:31:58,000
-Well, see you later.
-Yep.
440
00:31:59,560 --> 00:32:01,360
-Estrella.
-Hi, Isaak. How are you?
441
00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:03,200
- Good. You?
- Good, ready.
442
00:32:03,280 --> 00:32:04,400
Great.
443
00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:08,720
Estrella?
444
00:32:09,480 --> 00:32:10,480
Do you know her?
445
00:32:11,520 --> 00:32:15,720
Yeah, well, I met her one day
when I picked him up at school. And, uh…
446
00:32:15,800 --> 00:32:17,440
-Yeah.
-Right.
447
00:32:24,160 --> 00:32:26,920
Ernesto. He's got soul.
448
00:33:02,240 --> 00:33:04,400
She's not keeping it clean.
449
00:33:04,480 --> 00:33:06,440
-But she's--
-She's never gonna beat Álex.
450
00:33:30,280 --> 00:33:31,840
She's pretty good, right?
451
00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:34,640
Álex plays it much better.
452
00:33:59,720 --> 00:34:03,800
Play like you do,
and the scholarship is yours.
453
00:34:05,760 --> 00:34:07,840
Unless I win.
454
00:34:07,920 --> 00:34:11,120
is Álex de la Fuente.
455
00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:27,320
I feel like I've lived it before.
456
00:34:30,480 --> 00:34:32,920
but lose her.
457
00:34:46,920 --> 00:34:48,320
Whenever you're ready.
458
00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:54,520
We don't have all day. Go ahead, please.
459
00:34:58,760 --> 00:35:02,160
that will change my life forever.
460
00:35:24,240 --> 00:35:26,320
With Paula, Bruno, and Bea.
461
00:35:27,120 --> 00:35:30,240
Years after winning the scholarship
and losing Estrella.
462
00:35:30,320 --> 00:35:32,240
Before all the bad stuff.
463
00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:37,200
at the art gallery where she works.
464
00:35:38,440 --> 00:35:41,640
Come on, say bye to Papa.
465
00:35:42,240 --> 00:35:46,560
We paid for it thanks to the movies.
I compose film scores.
466
00:35:47,080 --> 00:35:50,960
Allan hired me once I was done with school
and kept getting me new gigs.
467
00:35:51,480 --> 00:35:53,640
-How good to see you again.
-Hey, Allan.
468
00:35:53,720 --> 00:35:55,480
Janek, Álex. Álex, Janek.
469
00:36:01,840 --> 00:36:04,920
to the service of others.
470
00:36:26,440 --> 00:36:29,040
Álex de la Fuente for
471
00:36:30,600 --> 00:36:32,840
away from my family.
472
00:36:33,800 --> 00:36:37,000
Until I feel like everything's happening
just as it was written.
473
00:36:38,440 --> 00:36:41,040
And, ironically, my mom
wasn't there to witness it.
474
00:36:43,360 --> 00:36:46,560
shortly after I moved to England.
475
00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:51,240
Her attacks got worse,
and she was no longer herself.
476
00:36:51,760 --> 00:36:55,000
Her mind couldn't take it anymore,
and she had a stroke.
477
00:36:57,040 --> 00:36:59,600
that she couldn't see all this.
478
00:36:59,680 --> 00:37:03,480
The future she envisioned,
which I wasn't able to avoid.
479
00:37:05,960 --> 00:37:08,040
make you feel, Álex?
480
00:37:14,720 --> 00:37:16,760
The day I won the scholarship
to go to London,
481
00:37:16,840 --> 00:37:19,880
I got trapped
in my mother's obsession forever.
482
00:37:21,480 --> 00:37:24,240
As soon as I realize that, I give up.
483
00:37:25,280 --> 00:37:28,280
Because I feel like
this isn't the life I would've chosen.
484
00:37:30,240 --> 00:37:33,680
I realize that I'm not happy,
and I enter a crisis.
485
00:37:35,400 --> 00:37:37,400
I hide myself away in work.
486
00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:40,640
I pursue success so as not to stop.
487
00:37:42,360 --> 00:37:44,240
Because if I stop, I feel.
488
00:37:46,160 --> 00:37:47,320
And I don't want to feel.
489
00:37:52,000 --> 00:37:53,840
and the inevitable happens.
490
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:58,600
Paula has been feeling
my rejection for months.
491
00:38:00,680 --> 00:38:03,880
And one day, while working at the gallery,
she meets Niels.
492
00:38:05,560 --> 00:38:07,160
It all happens so fast.
493
00:38:14,280 --> 00:38:16,720
And after three months,
she spits everything out.
494
00:38:17,360 --> 00:38:18,720
I've met someone.
495
00:38:19,800 --> 00:38:21,680
And I'm moving to Amsterdam with him.
496
00:38:32,560 --> 00:38:33,680
Empty.
497
00:38:34,720 --> 00:38:36,400
Nothing makes any sense.
498
00:38:46,440 --> 00:38:48,200
I love you so much.
499
00:38:53,120 --> 00:38:55,520
Okay, okay, go.
500
00:38:59,480 --> 00:39:00,960
- You got your stuff?
- Bye, Dad.
501
00:39:01,040 --> 00:39:02,200
Bye, Papa.
502
00:39:07,640 --> 00:39:10,560
what happened after that.
503
00:39:22,880 --> 00:39:24,320
Be more specific.
504
00:39:25,800 --> 00:39:26,800
With my work.
505
00:39:29,720 --> 00:39:31,960
fulfills me anymore.
506
00:39:33,760 --> 00:39:36,400
I just do what other people tell me to do.
507
00:39:38,760 --> 00:39:40,320
I ignore Allan's advice.
508
00:39:40,400 --> 00:39:42,520
For God's sake, Álex.
509
00:39:43,520 --> 00:39:45,200
You can't do this. You can't walk out.
510
00:39:48,120 --> 00:39:50,800
And doing what I feel like doing,
not the shit people tell me to do.
511
00:39:52,480 --> 00:39:55,720
you're sabotaging your career, Álex?
512
00:39:57,760 --> 00:40:00,560
I want to find my… my voice.
513
00:40:01,960 --> 00:40:04,160
Even if I have
to fight tooth and nail for it.
514
00:40:06,680 --> 00:40:09,360
And I get angry
if I'm denied that privilege.
515
00:40:09,880 --> 00:40:11,640
Please, stop, Álex.
516
00:40:12,280 --> 00:40:13,400
It doesn't work.
517
00:40:13,480 --> 00:40:16,000
It doesn't work. Álex, please.
518
00:40:16,080 --> 00:40:17,400
I hate it.
519
00:40:18,800 --> 00:40:21,840
Can you stop playing
this fucking shit, please?
520
00:40:21,920 --> 00:40:24,840
I can't stand it!
Álex, the music is horrible.
521
00:40:26,640 --> 00:40:29,280
Somebody stop it.
522
00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:31,480
Say it out loud.
523
00:40:31,560 --> 00:40:33,320
- Stop! Stop!
- Say it.
524
00:40:33,400 --> 00:40:35,200
It doesn't work.
What the hell are you doing?
525
00:40:36,720 --> 00:40:40,160
Who are you punching?
Tell me who you're really punching.
526
00:40:40,240 --> 00:40:44,240
Tell me who you're angry with, Álex.
Who are you punching right now?
527
00:40:54,040 --> 00:40:55,080
My mother.
528
00:41:15,400 --> 00:41:17,200
I haven't worked in a year.
529
00:41:18,560 --> 00:41:22,200
And I've just spent
my first night with Judy.
530
00:41:27,640 --> 00:41:31,280
It's the first time I feel
at peace in a very long time.
531
00:41:33,600 --> 00:41:37,400
The scar on my hand hurts,
but it doesn't matter.
532
00:41:39,280 --> 00:41:41,160
I go out on the balcony.
533
00:41:43,240 --> 00:41:45,400
My neighbors are going fishing.
534
00:41:54,880 --> 00:41:56,880
I want you to calm down, Álex.
535
00:41:59,680 --> 00:42:02,280
Álex, listen to your breathing.
536
00:42:02,360 --> 00:42:03,960
-Álex, Álex, Álex.
-Stop, Dad!
537
00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:08,520
Please calm down. Álex.
538
00:42:08,600 --> 00:42:11,240
Calm down, calm down, Álex. Calm down.
539
00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:14,320
That's it, that's it. Breathe.
540
00:42:14,400 --> 00:42:15,760
Calm down.
541
00:42:15,840 --> 00:42:17,600
Calm down.
542
00:42:20,040 --> 00:42:21,960
It's okay.
543
00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:27,600
It's okay.
544
00:42:32,480 --> 00:42:33,480
Listen to me.
545
00:42:34,160 --> 00:42:36,720
The hooded men, the rain of fish…
546
00:42:36,800 --> 00:42:40,720
All those symbols are linked
to what you've told me so far.
547
00:42:41,240 --> 00:42:43,560
The question is, what links them?
548
00:42:44,160 --> 00:42:47,000
And I suspect
that you're scared of digging that up.
549
00:42:47,520 --> 00:42:48,560
Doctor.
550
00:42:49,720 --> 00:42:51,280
I haven't hidden anything.
551
00:42:54,800 --> 00:42:57,480
But there's a door
you didn't want to open.
552
00:42:57,560 --> 00:42:58,920
That of pain.
553
00:43:00,000 --> 00:43:02,400
You escape from it
the moment you sense it.
554
00:43:03,240 --> 00:43:06,280
That's why you haven't told me
how you won the scholarship yet,
555
00:43:06,360 --> 00:43:08,720
and why you and Estrella parted ways.
556
00:43:09,680 --> 00:43:13,720
So I'd like to ask you to go back
to that point of no return in your life
557
00:43:14,240 --> 00:43:16,080
and tell me what happened.
558
00:43:16,160 --> 00:43:19,080
We don't have all day. Go ahead, please.
559
00:44:17,400 --> 00:44:18,640
Air.
560
00:44:22,720 --> 00:44:24,880
The left hand. The left hand, Álex!
561
00:44:28,000 --> 00:44:29,120
Tragic! Tragic!
562
00:44:29,200 --> 00:44:30,600
Tragic!
563
00:44:46,480 --> 00:44:49,200
I deliberately played the wrong note.
564
00:44:51,520 --> 00:44:55,040
against the life my mom envisioned for me.
565
00:44:55,720 --> 00:44:58,080
I wanted to be with Estrella.
566
00:45:19,080 --> 00:45:21,040
-What have you done?
-Go out there and wow them.
567
00:45:21,120 --> 00:45:22,960
I'm going to London with you.
568
00:45:39,600 --> 00:45:42,880
is Estrella Escudé.
569
00:46:08,000 --> 00:46:09,800
So this is all because of her?
570
00:46:13,000 --> 00:46:14,920
I don't know what happened.
571
00:46:15,000 --> 00:46:16,880
I'm gonna tell you what happened.
572
00:46:18,160 --> 00:46:21,600
You intentionally tried
to ruin your own future, Álex.
573
00:46:23,680 --> 00:46:24,880
Do you think I'm stupid?
574
00:46:24,960 --> 00:46:26,800
You say what you see can't be changed,
575
00:46:26,880 --> 00:46:29,120
and we can't escape our future
because it's written.
576
00:46:29,200 --> 00:46:31,760
-Álex.
-I just proved you wrong, didn't I?
577
00:46:41,920 --> 00:46:44,120
-Are you okay?
-Better than ever.
578
00:46:54,760 --> 00:46:56,640
You knew about this girl, didn't you?
579
00:46:57,880 --> 00:47:00,080
He needs to live his life, Elvira.
580
00:47:00,160 --> 00:47:01,600
You're stupid, Isaak.
581
00:47:02,960 --> 00:47:04,360
I'd like to believe
582
00:47:05,360 --> 00:47:07,640
you're not an accomplice in all this.
583
00:47:07,720 --> 00:47:09,680
Of course I'm not an accomplice.
584
00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:12,640
Isaak, she won't be a part of his life.
585
00:47:14,840 --> 00:47:16,040
She is now.
586
00:47:37,640 --> 00:47:38,520
Bravo!
587
00:47:40,800 --> 00:47:42,120
Bravo!
588
00:47:42,640 --> 00:47:44,720
I don't understand, Álex.
589
00:47:45,320 --> 00:47:48,400
If Estrella won the scholarship
and got the life that,
590
00:47:48,480 --> 00:47:51,280
according to your mother,
you were destined to live,
591
00:47:52,520 --> 00:47:54,080
what changed everything?
592
00:47:55,320 --> 00:47:58,200
Why did you end up going alone to London,
593
00:47:58,280 --> 00:48:01,680
instead of going with her,
as you two had originally planned?
594
00:48:02,320 --> 00:48:03,400
What happened, Álex?
595
00:48:08,560 --> 00:48:11,520
Don't go away.
Come back and tell me what happened.
596
00:48:13,200 --> 00:48:14,960
Tell me what happens, Álex.
597
00:48:15,960 --> 00:48:17,920
-There was a party after the gala.
-No.
598
00:48:18,000 --> 00:48:20,200
No, in the present, Álex. Don't run away.
599
00:48:20,280 --> 00:48:22,160
I want you to be there, mentally.
600
00:48:22,240 --> 00:48:24,400
As if you were living
in that moment right now.
601
00:48:37,000 --> 00:48:38,920
My mom doesn't wanna join in.
602
00:48:40,280 --> 00:48:43,920
I wanna talk to her,
but my dad says he'll do it for me.
603
00:48:44,000 --> 00:48:45,320
I'll talk to your mom.
604
00:48:47,360 --> 00:48:49,600
So where do you think
we should hang this?
605
00:48:53,280 --> 00:48:55,840
They argue in front of everyone.
606
00:49:01,480 --> 00:49:04,720
For the first time,
I don't feel any guilt.
607
00:49:06,440 --> 00:49:09,000
When I see her begging
to the members of the jury,
608
00:49:09,080 --> 00:49:11,440
all I feel is embarrassment.
609
00:49:13,440 --> 00:49:17,120
-Thanks a lot. I appreciate it.
-And then relief when she finally leaves.
610
00:49:19,360 --> 00:49:20,360
I feel
611
00:49:21,440 --> 00:49:23,600
happy, at ease.
612
00:49:24,640 --> 00:49:26,080
-Okay.
-Come on, Álex. Let's go.
613
00:49:26,160 --> 00:49:29,720
finally give us some space.
614
00:49:31,920 --> 00:49:34,840
I feel like I can be myself
for the first time.
615
00:49:42,240 --> 00:49:43,920
Are you sure you don't want a ride?
616
00:49:44,000 --> 00:49:46,760
It's late, my house is far away.
I'll get a taxi, don't worry.
617
00:49:47,800 --> 00:49:50,240
You still have to tell me
what happened in there, okay?
618
00:49:55,400 --> 00:49:57,200
You did that intentionally, right?
619
00:49:59,360 --> 00:50:00,760
Why?
620
00:50:00,840 --> 00:50:02,040
It was how I felt.
621
00:50:04,320 --> 00:50:06,880
Why do I get the feeling
you're hiding something?
622
00:50:09,920 --> 00:50:11,320
I don't wanna lose you.
623
00:50:11,400 --> 00:50:12,400
And you won't.
624
00:50:13,200 --> 00:50:14,280
You won't.
625
00:50:14,360 --> 00:50:15,360
You won't.
626
00:50:17,600 --> 00:50:20,080
-Let me know when you get home, okay?
-Okay.
627
00:50:20,160 --> 00:50:21,520
Okay. Now, go.
628
00:50:22,040 --> 00:50:23,240
Go ahead, go.
629
00:50:27,600 --> 00:50:29,920
Álex!
630
00:50:31,840 --> 00:50:32,880
What are we?
631
00:50:36,520 --> 00:50:37,600
Unstoppable.
632
00:51:12,080 --> 00:51:14,800
Where are you? Huh?
633
00:51:18,080 --> 00:51:20,720
Call me when you hear this. Bye.
634
00:51:24,280 --> 00:51:26,360
-Hey.
-Why are you up?
635
00:51:27,360 --> 00:51:28,720
I couldn't sleep.
636
00:51:29,880 --> 00:51:32,280
-Who were you talking to?
-No one.
637
00:51:34,000 --> 00:51:35,120
Work stuff.
638
00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:37,240
Where's Mom?
639
00:51:37,320 --> 00:51:38,760
Uh… sleeping.
640
00:51:39,720 --> 00:51:40,840
I'll go talk to her.
641
00:51:40,920 --> 00:51:43,640
Wait until tomorrow.
She's still upset, you know?
642
00:51:43,720 --> 00:51:44,760
Mm.
643
00:51:46,840 --> 00:51:47,960
Don't you get tired?
644
00:51:49,320 --> 00:51:50,640
I still love her.
645
00:51:52,560 --> 00:51:54,840
Well, I'm goin' to bed.
646
00:51:55,360 --> 00:51:56,360
Good night.
647
00:52:01,360 --> 00:52:03,320
Okay. Good night.
648
00:52:23,720 --> 00:52:25,520
Hello?
649
00:52:26,520 --> 00:52:27,760
Uh, it's Ramiro.
650
00:52:27,840 --> 00:52:31,360
Ramiro? What's wrong?
651
00:52:35,160 --> 00:52:37,120
Álex, come back and tell me what happened.
652
00:52:38,920 --> 00:52:39,960
Álex?
653
00:52:45,800 --> 00:52:46,760
Álex?
654
00:52:46,840 --> 00:52:49,160
Where are you going?
655
00:52:49,240 --> 00:52:50,520
Where are you going?
656
00:52:50,600 --> 00:52:52,360
Álex! What happened?
657
00:52:52,880 --> 00:52:54,640
Álex!
658
00:52:54,720 --> 00:52:59,080
Álex. Álex, you need to calm down.
Focus on your breathing.
659
00:52:59,760 --> 00:53:00,880
Calm down, Álex.
660
00:53:09,360 --> 00:53:11,000
Try to calm down, Álex.
661
00:53:12,680 --> 00:53:14,200
Calm down.
662
00:53:18,760 --> 00:53:20,120
She's my daughter!
663
00:53:20,960 --> 00:53:22,400
Estrella!
664
00:53:23,080 --> 00:53:24,520
Calm down, Álex.
665
00:53:43,960 --> 00:53:45,320
Calm down.
666
00:53:56,520 --> 00:53:59,320
We are gathered here today
to honor the life of Estrella.
667
00:53:59,400 --> 00:54:02,280
A life taken too soon.
668
00:54:17,760 --> 00:54:19,000
Thank you for coming.
669
00:54:19,520 --> 00:54:21,040
I'm so sorry for your loss.
670
00:54:21,760 --> 00:54:23,960
-Thanks.
-I'm really sorry.
671
00:54:26,080 --> 00:54:28,240
Do they know what happened? Or…
672
00:54:29,480 --> 00:54:31,520
They say… They say she was…speeding,
673
00:54:31,600 --> 00:54:34,280
lost control,
and went off the road, uh, so…
674
00:54:36,280 --> 00:54:38,040
Did she look okay when you left?
675
00:54:39,280 --> 00:54:42,800
She was perfectly fine.
Otherwise, I would've driven, I swear.
676
00:54:42,880 --> 00:54:45,040
I would've called her a cab or something.
I don't know.
677
00:54:47,480 --> 00:54:49,760
I guess I'm looking for answers
where there are none.
678
00:54:52,600 --> 00:54:54,920
Take care of him. This boy's a treasure.
679
00:54:59,320 --> 00:55:00,320
Look.
680
00:55:01,840 --> 00:55:04,640
They retrieved this
from the scene of the accident.
681
00:55:05,880 --> 00:55:08,520
I want you to have it.
682
00:55:11,440 --> 00:55:12,920
Don't ever forget her, okay?
683
00:55:18,240 --> 00:55:21,440
FOR ESTRELLA
684
00:55:52,800 --> 00:55:54,560
Álex, please, just…
685
00:56:02,000 --> 00:56:04,120
If I hadn't played the wrong note,
686
00:56:04,200 --> 00:56:06,400
I… I would've won.
687
00:56:08,000 --> 00:56:09,360
Maybe she'd still be alive.
688
00:56:13,360 --> 00:56:15,640
It was meant to be.
689
00:56:16,840 --> 00:56:18,160
You sound like mom.
690
00:56:18,680 --> 00:56:19,680
I'm sorry, son.
691
00:56:22,840 --> 00:56:24,000
I'll get it.
692
00:56:31,000 --> 00:56:32,240
Yes? Hello?
693
00:56:33,720 --> 00:56:35,200
Yes, he's here.
694
00:56:37,200 --> 00:56:38,280
Who's calling?
695
00:56:42,080 --> 00:56:42,920
Yes, yes.
696
00:56:43,920 --> 00:56:45,000
I'll put him on.
697
00:56:52,320 --> 00:56:54,120
Álex.
698
00:56:54,880 --> 00:56:56,000
It's for you.
699
00:56:57,040 --> 00:56:58,440
About the scholarship.
700
00:57:12,280 --> 00:57:13,120
Hello?
701
00:57:13,200 --> 00:57:16,080
of the Royal British Conservatory.
702
00:57:16,160 --> 00:57:17,120
Yes?
703
00:57:17,200 --> 00:57:19,680
Is this Alex De La Fuente?
704
00:57:20,200 --> 00:57:24,240
We wanted to check if you'd still
be interested in the scholarship.
705
00:57:24,320 --> 00:57:28,400
Yes. Of course. I'm interested.
I just need to think about it.
706
00:57:28,480 --> 00:57:30,200
-Of course.
-Thanks.
707
00:57:30,280 --> 00:57:32,400
We hope to hear from you soon. Thank you.
708
00:57:38,280 --> 00:57:40,480
I told you.
709
00:57:42,800 --> 00:57:44,920
One wrong note isn't enough of a reason
710
00:57:45,960 --> 00:57:47,320
for what I saw not to happen.
711
00:57:49,440 --> 00:57:51,080
It's written, Álex.
712
00:57:52,400 --> 00:57:54,040
It can't be changed.
713
00:57:56,080 --> 00:57:58,760
There's nothing to think about. Okay?
714
00:57:59,960 --> 00:58:02,440
Call them
and tell them you accept. Please.
715
00:58:09,120 --> 00:58:10,640
Tell me it's not true.
716
00:58:11,920 --> 00:58:13,480
I got the scholarship.
717
00:58:31,000 --> 00:58:32,040
How do you feel?
718
00:58:32,960 --> 00:58:35,400
-Exhausted.
-That's normal.
719
00:58:36,160 --> 00:58:39,200
Your mind has opened a door
that's been closed for years.
720
00:58:42,400 --> 00:58:44,080
And what's your diagnosis?
721
00:58:46,680 --> 00:58:49,320
I think the intense influence
of your mother
722
00:58:49,400 --> 00:58:52,400
has led you to believe Estrella's
death was your fault.
723
00:58:53,440 --> 00:58:57,000
And now you're scared of losing
the people you love.
724
00:58:58,200 --> 00:58:59,640
You fled to Tremore
725
00:58:59,720 --> 00:59:02,440
to get away from the life
your mother envisioned for you,
726
00:59:02,520 --> 00:59:05,360
and now you're afraid
that change will make
727
00:59:05,440 --> 00:59:07,560
everything around you crumble.
728
00:59:09,800 --> 00:59:11,800
That's why my mind's playing tricks on me?
729
00:59:14,880 --> 00:59:17,000
How important are they to you?
730
00:59:17,520 --> 00:59:20,040
Leo, María?
What role do they play in your life?
731
00:59:20,120 --> 00:59:21,800
Your new life in Tremore?
732
00:59:22,320 --> 00:59:25,200
They and Judy are some
of the most important people I have.
733
00:59:26,000 --> 00:59:28,240
And your children are
what's most important to you,
734
00:59:28,320 --> 00:59:29,200
outside of Tremore?
735
00:59:29,280 --> 00:59:30,400
Of course.
736
00:59:30,480 --> 00:59:33,240
And specifically, now that they're
here with you for a while,
737
00:59:33,320 --> 00:59:35,840
your delirious threat episodes
are increasing.
738
00:59:37,320 --> 00:59:39,760
I'm scared of losing the ones I love?
That's all this is?
739
00:59:39,840 --> 00:59:41,680
No, it's not just that.
740
00:59:41,760 --> 00:59:44,320
You desperately need to protect them too.
741
00:59:45,200 --> 00:59:48,400
Since your kids haven't been with you,
you've lost your role
742
00:59:48,480 --> 00:59:49,880
as a protective father.
743
00:59:49,960 --> 00:59:51,640
You have this need to protect others
744
00:59:51,720 --> 00:59:55,280
to purge the guilt from
not having been able to protect Estrella.
745
00:59:56,320 --> 00:59:59,200
When you played a wrong note,
in an attempt to change
746
00:59:59,760 --> 01:00:01,960
what you thought was a premonition,
747
01:00:02,040 --> 01:00:05,240
Estrella, the person
you loved the most, died.
748
01:00:06,200 --> 01:00:09,840
So after you've been struck by lightning,
your mind has been awakened,
749
01:00:09,920 --> 01:00:12,120
and it's designing a new premonition.
750
01:00:12,200 --> 01:00:16,800
So that this time, you can find a way
to address it and finally redeem yourself.
751
01:00:16,880 --> 01:00:17,920
But…
752
01:00:19,000 --> 01:00:23,040
Everything my mom predicted
about my future, it all came true.
753
01:00:23,120 --> 01:00:26,360
Hmm. You could have maybe
rejected that scholarship,
754
01:00:26,440 --> 01:00:27,840
and this wouldn't have happened.
755
01:00:29,560 --> 01:00:31,360
I've been running away from my mother.
756
01:00:31,440 --> 01:00:34,080
And ironically, you proved her right.
757
01:00:34,960 --> 01:00:36,480
And my son?
758
01:00:37,160 --> 01:00:39,840
How do you explain my son
seeing exactly what I see?
759
01:00:39,920 --> 01:00:42,160
Because you are influencing him
760
01:00:42,240 --> 01:00:45,440
in the same way your mother
influenced you in your childhood.
761
01:00:46,240 --> 01:00:48,960
Sleepwalking is a hereditary disorder.
762
01:00:49,040 --> 01:00:51,560
It becomes a problem of suggestion.
763
01:00:52,280 --> 01:00:55,480
Your son is absorbing all your beliefs
up to the point
764
01:00:55,560 --> 01:00:58,080
that he believes he has
the same gift as you.
765
01:00:58,160 --> 01:00:59,800
You need to be careful with that.
766
01:01:04,760 --> 01:01:05,760
And now what?
767
01:01:07,840 --> 01:01:09,360
That depends on you.
768
01:01:22,480 --> 01:01:24,680
Are you sure you're okay?
Do you need, uh…
769
01:01:25,680 --> 01:01:26,840
anything?
770
01:01:28,280 --> 01:01:29,440
Just trust me.
771
01:01:34,440 --> 01:01:36,000
I like seeing you like this.
772
01:01:40,600 --> 01:01:42,360
She's been calling all day.
773
01:01:42,880 --> 01:01:44,280
What do we do?
774
01:01:45,760 --> 01:01:46,760
Okay.
775
01:01:51,000 --> 01:01:52,200
-Hello.
-Hi Viviana.
776
01:01:52,280 --> 01:01:54,480
Hey lovebirds! Where are you?
777
01:01:54,560 --> 01:01:58,200
Well, uh… you know,
we just, uh… we spent the day outside.
778
01:01:58,280 --> 01:02:01,320
Here we are,
setting everything up for the concert.
779
01:02:01,400 --> 01:02:04,200
Look at Peio. Peio! Say hi.
780
01:02:04,280 --> 01:02:06,120
It's comin' along. Check it out!
781
01:02:06,200 --> 01:02:07,960
So, are you going to play or not?
782
01:02:08,040 --> 01:02:10,360
- You've got us on the edge of--
- The answer is yes.
783
01:02:10,440 --> 01:02:14,160
Yes, yes. Well, not everything.
784
01:02:14,240 --> 01:02:16,160
I'll call you tomorrow to talk about it.
785
01:02:16,240 --> 01:02:19,520
Oh, that's wonderful.
It'll be the best festival ever.
786
01:02:19,600 --> 01:02:22,160
Seriously, you don't know
how happy I am right now.
787
01:02:22,240 --> 01:02:24,160
I'm gonna tell everyone.
788
01:02:24,240 --> 01:02:25,440
Thanks.
789
01:02:25,520 --> 01:02:27,360
- Ciao.
- Ciao.
790
01:02:29,920 --> 01:02:32,360
-Are you gonna tell me?
-What?
791
01:02:32,440 --> 01:02:35,800
What happened in the session
for you to be so… good?
792
01:02:35,880 --> 01:02:37,840
Yes, but…
793
01:02:38,360 --> 01:02:40,760
I'll tell you, but… In a moment, okay?
794
01:02:40,840 --> 01:02:42,080
It'll be real quick.
795
01:02:45,040 --> 01:02:48,000
SANATORIUM
796
01:02:51,200 --> 01:02:54,040
to the question I asked you
at the beginning of the session?
797
01:02:55,160 --> 01:02:57,320
Man of science or man of faith?
798
01:02:58,840 --> 01:03:00,320
You have to choose.
799
01:03:04,480 --> 01:03:07,400
I choose to be treated.
800
01:03:11,560 --> 01:03:14,840
I know what I've experienced,
but I don't wanna end up like my mom.
801
01:03:15,880 --> 01:03:18,160
I'll wait here. Okay?
802
01:03:18,240 --> 01:03:19,520
Okay.
803
01:03:25,680 --> 01:03:28,720
I don't want my kids
to see me like this again.
804
01:03:29,320 --> 01:03:30,680
I'm glad to hear that.
805
01:03:32,160 --> 01:03:35,680
- What if I have another attack?
- Don't run from your visions.
806
01:03:35,760 --> 01:03:38,120
Try to capture what they're telling you.
807
01:03:38,640 --> 01:03:41,800
And if you feel able,
write down every detail.
808
01:03:41,880 --> 01:03:42,880
They're important.
809
01:03:44,360 --> 01:03:46,840
Always face what is to come, Álex.
810
01:03:47,600 --> 01:03:49,880
Well, it's been hard.
811
01:03:49,960 --> 01:03:51,880
It's always an effort
to get her out of the room
812
01:03:51,960 --> 01:03:53,640
and interact with other patients.
813
01:03:53,720 --> 01:03:56,120
The truth is, her state has worsened a lot
814
01:03:56,200 --> 01:03:57,720
since you were here last.
815
01:03:58,600 --> 01:04:00,360
She used to ask about you.
816
01:04:01,520 --> 01:04:03,840
But she might not even recognize you now.
817
01:04:07,040 --> 01:04:09,680
Let me know if you need anything, Álex.
818
01:04:11,400 --> 01:04:13,200
-Thanks.
-You're welcome.
819
01:04:57,920 --> 01:04:59,040
Hi, Mom.
820
01:05:04,120 --> 01:05:06,600
Do you know who I am?
821
01:05:13,240 --> 01:05:14,480
I'm sorry…
822
01:05:17,680 --> 01:05:21,520
I'm sorry I didn't come here sooner,
but I was feeling a bit angry with you.
823
01:05:23,760 --> 01:05:27,120
But I guess you already knew that,
since you say you see everything.
824
01:05:33,720 --> 01:05:35,200
I'm assuming that Dad
825
01:05:36,680 --> 01:05:38,640
told you about my divorce.
826
01:05:40,080 --> 01:05:41,520
And that I'm out of work.
827
01:05:49,600 --> 01:05:50,680
You know what?
828
01:05:53,320 --> 01:05:55,480
I've realized that I don't know who I am.
829
01:05:58,240 --> 01:06:00,080
I did know it for a little bit.
830
01:06:01,600 --> 01:06:02,680
Not long.
831
01:06:03,760 --> 01:06:06,880
When Estrella showed me a world
that was different from yours.
832
01:06:10,680 --> 01:06:12,160
Then my mind went blank.
833
01:06:14,280 --> 01:06:17,440
And I began living the life
I supposedly was destined to live.
834
01:06:17,960 --> 01:06:19,280
And I was unhappy.
835
01:06:20,160 --> 01:06:21,600
Until now, Mom.
836
01:06:25,040 --> 01:06:27,160
I've recently met a wonderful woman.
837
01:06:28,840 --> 01:06:30,120
Her name is Judy.
838
01:06:34,880 --> 01:06:36,200
And I don't want you to meet her
839
01:06:36,280 --> 01:06:39,240
because I don't want her
to have anything to do with you.
840
01:06:41,560 --> 01:06:42,880
Did you hear that?
841
01:06:44,800 --> 01:06:46,200
I know you heard me.
842
01:06:48,720 --> 01:06:50,120
I hate you, Mom.
843
01:06:53,240 --> 01:06:54,960
I hate you so much.
844
01:07:00,160 --> 01:07:04,320
I've been living like a slave
of the fear of becoming like you.
845
01:07:05,960 --> 01:07:09,920
I feared being looked at in the same way
that Dad and I looked at you.
846
01:07:11,680 --> 01:07:14,400
The way people
who didn't understand you looked at you.
847
01:07:20,040 --> 01:07:21,840
Now I finally understand you.
848
01:07:23,440 --> 01:07:25,680
Because something similar
has happened to me.
849
01:07:28,200 --> 01:07:29,280
But you know what?
850
01:07:31,920 --> 01:07:33,360
I'm going to rebel.
851
01:07:36,320 --> 01:07:37,560
I won't be like you.
852
01:07:37,640 --> 01:07:39,880
I won't lose
the few people I have and love.
853
01:07:46,160 --> 01:07:48,520
I've been seeing you in my dreams lately.
854
01:07:51,320 --> 01:07:52,520
I suppose
855
01:07:53,840 --> 01:07:57,520
that's because part of me wonders
how much of my life you were able to see.
856
01:07:58,480 --> 01:08:00,280
If you were ever able to do it at all.
857
01:08:03,240 --> 01:08:05,600
You didn't give me a choice, Mom.
858
01:08:07,440 --> 01:08:08,480
At all.
859
01:08:10,960 --> 01:08:14,040
And now I choose
to live the life I want to live.
860
01:08:18,840 --> 01:08:19,960
I'm leaving.
861
01:08:37,160 --> 01:08:38,320
Bye, Mom.
862
01:09:13,120 --> 01:09:17,040
I'd never seen before.
863
01:09:19,000 --> 01:09:21,440
With white walls and
864
01:09:23,040 --> 01:09:25,000
a lot of light coming in.
865
01:09:25,840 --> 01:09:30,120
There was this… this green lattice
and a man playing chess.
866
01:09:36,400 --> 01:09:37,760
With a woman.
867
01:09:38,360 --> 01:09:39,800
It wasn't his wife.
868
01:09:41,360 --> 01:09:44,160
He was far away
from the life he was destined for.
869
01:09:46,400 --> 01:09:47,960
She put him in danger.
870
01:09:50,960 --> 01:09:54,560
It was all… darkness around her.
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