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- You're late.
- I'm sorry, Boss.
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- You are not paid to feel.
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I trust you left
your heart at home.
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If you brought all your brain cells,
we can begin.
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This time it's something huge.
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A genuine worldwide revolution,
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fomented in broad daylight by normal,
everyday people, street folk.
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- How many are there?
- At first, there were 12 of them...
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in a small town you
couldn't find on a map.
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But they've grown so much,
they are now countless.
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- Are they dangerous?
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- Some governments have tried
to eradicate them
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but nobody's been able to do it.
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Not even with the most
persuasive methods.
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They have proven to be
stronger than the Roman Empire,
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stronger than Napoleon,
than communism or capitalism,
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stronger than all the media
put together.
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They might even be
more powerful than...
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soccer!
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- Who's their leader?
- Their leaders remain in hiding.
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There are three, but so united
they act as if there was only one.
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People refer to Them
in family-based codes:
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they speak of a Father,
a Son, a Brother.
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There's a woman too.
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They call her Mother.
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She is the intermediary between
the leaders and the rank and file.
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She is highly discrete and appears
unexpectedly to whom she chooses,
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conveys her
messages and disappears.
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Then those people, who look meaningless,
spread them throughout the world.
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- Where's their operations center?
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- They're everywhere,
in all continents.
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Infiltrate them,
earn their trust
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and interrogate those who claim
to speak with the Mother.
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Reach her and then...
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get to the very top.
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- Documents, codes, messages,
do we have anything?
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- Read this.
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- Doesn't even have pictures.
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- We knew you'd say that.
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Relax: Our production department
has prepared a G rated brief.
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Do you need popcorn
to concentrate?
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Warning: Unauthorized VideoBible.
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For those without time to read the
Authorized Bible.
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Once upon a time there was God:
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a good and almighty being,
who created a fascinating world
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full of beautiful creatures.
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Of all His many creatures of such beauty,
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none did He love
as much as the last one.
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- Wait a minute, Boss.
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Are you telling me that in
the 21st century people
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still believe the story that
man was made from clay?
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When do they think that happened?
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- The date doesn't matter
nor whether it was clay or a chimpanzee.
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What matters is that they believe
Someone created us all,
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that we neither came from the Void
nor will return to the Void.
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They believe there's
life after death.
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Imagine the consequences,
if that were true...
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God's love for each of his
children kept growing more and more,
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seemingly without limit.
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He rested his gaze on those
small and frail creatures,
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like there was no creature in the Universe
more important than them.
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And as the Father's love
for his children grew,
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so grew the envy
the angel Lucifer felt toward them.
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- All that is mine is yours.
- Everything? Everything, Daddy?
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- Yes! Everything I've created is for you
and for your children,
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who will also be my children.
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- And when there are a great many of us,
will you love us all, Daddy?
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- No! I don't love you all together.
I love you one by one.
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- Daddy, how much do you love us?
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- Again? Why, I already told you
many times.
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- Doesn't matter, say it again!
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- No, I'll say it.
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"I love you more than the clouds,
more than heaven and the angels."
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"I love you more than
the mountains and the earth."
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"I love you more than
the plants and the animals."
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"I love you more than all that exists
and all that will exist."
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- You have no idea
how much I love you.
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The Father provided his
children with intelligence,
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to be able to learn
the laws of His creation.
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No creature was capable
of violating those laws.
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However, God created his children,
and the angels, with free will.
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He taught them to distinguish between
good and evil in their hearts.
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If they chose good,
they would be happy.
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But if they chose evil,
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they'd be like a tree
that denies its own roots.
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They would know sadness,
despair and death.
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Without God's children
suspecting it,
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the angel Lucifer,
created to serve them
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rejected God's will
and wished to destroy them.
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Rejected God's will
and wished to destroy them.
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His attack was disguised
as love, as beauty, as freedom.
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- Hi, what are you eating?
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- A delicacy of the gods.
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- But Daddy said...
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- Daddy said you were free.
Didn't he?
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If you like obeying, don't eat.
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- My child, no!
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Please! Trust me, children.
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Wait, please!
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- With all due respect, Boss.
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Weren't apples
the forbidden fruit?
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- With all due respect, JM,
you just don't get it.
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Who cares if it was
an apple or a peach?
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This is not a documentary
on fruit trees, don't you understand?
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Stop watching this movie
like a spectator.
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You and I are the main characters.
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- My children, do not hide from me.
Do not be afraid, I am your father.
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- My Lord...
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You said those who disobeyed you,
would know death.
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They've betrayed you, they're weak,
they shall do it again!
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Suffer not, my Lord.
I myself shall take care of them.
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When it seemed God's wrath would
fall on His rebellious children,
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the unexpected happened.
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- You, ungrateful and arrogant creature.
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Do you want me to destroy
those I asked you to love and serve?
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They are my children!
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From now on you'll no longer
be called Lucifer,
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because you've chosen darkness
over the light I put within you.
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You have chosen the
name of Satan, adversary.
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- I hate you!
Where's your power?
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I only see weakness. Look at him, he is
incapable of controlling his children.
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Let's see who's more powerful!
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Destroy me now,
because if you don't...
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I will destroy your children.
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I will break your soft
hard, time and again.
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I will make them forget you.
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Their cries of pain
shall reach your ears.
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- Lord, annihilate him!
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- No!
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The most humble of my daughters
shall be the one, who with her bare foot...
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shall crush his proud head.
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May he be gone!
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- You're making a mistake,
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little God.
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That day a silent war began,
which continues today.
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Both try to win us back,
while we flee as fast as we can.
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Satan pursues us,
hidden in the darkness.
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And God sends us messengers
to call our attention
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and get us to come back to Him.
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- My Lord, your children
refuse to listen.
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Satan was right.
Your children are treacherous.
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I ask you not to destroy them...
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but to take away their freedom.
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- So that they obey me like the rest
of the Universe already obeys me?
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I don't want my children
to obey laws.
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I want them to love.
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I shall place myself at their service.
- What?
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If they don't believe in my words,
in my deeds they shall believe.
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- Lord, they have your deeds before
their eyes and they don't want to see them.
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- But my deeds cannot
teach them to love.
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Who will teach them to forgive
one another, and ask for forgiveness.
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The water? The sun?
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Who can teach them
to serve one another?
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The trees? The mountains?
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My Word shall become flesh
of their flesh.
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I shall grow in a womb,
like them.
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I shall renounce all privilege.
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I shall teach them to love
unconditionally.
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I shall let them take me
in their hands.
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I shall submit to their will.
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They shall see
that love is not imposed.
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I shall be their servant.
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And what's more,
I shall be their food,
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the simplest of foods,
so that all may come towars me.
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- Jesus, how can I talk to God,
if I can't see him?
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- It's very easy. Just say to him:
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Dad: "Our Father
Who art in heaven..."
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He who wishes to be the first...
may he be the last.
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He who wishes to be the greatest,
may he be the smallest.
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Serve one another.
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Fear not he who can
kill your body.
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Fear he who can kill your soul.
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Father...
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forgive them,
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for they know not what they do.
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Son...
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there's your mother.
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Mother...
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there's your son.
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- A terrible ending.
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- It's not an ending at all.
This is just getting started.
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Now they say he's alive.
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- Well, he's alive in
the collective memory,
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like Michael Jackson
or Marilyn Monroe.
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- If someone says
they speak with Michael Jackson
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or that they receive messages
from Marilyn Monroe
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we suspect they're lying
or that they need a psychiatrist.
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There are millions of people who say
they speak with Jesus Christ every day
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or that they receive messages
from the Virgin Mary.
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Are they lying? Are they crazy?
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Or are they telling the truth?
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- Do you doubt it?
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- They pay me to doubt
and to solve mysteries.
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I want you to investigate whether
this movie is fiction or reality,
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whether it is comedy or drama.
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Find out why the romantic scenes
are interrupted with segments of terror
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And decide whether the ending
is already written, or if it's up to us.
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If we discover that it's all bogus...
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our lives will remain the same.
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But if it were true
that God's prescriptions work
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Would you be afraid to change
what needs to be changed?
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- Why me?
- I reviewed your file:
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Catholic, of those that claim
to believe in God.
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But, do you think anybody
around you notices that?
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Tell me about your faith.
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- I was educated to believe
that in the past there were miracles,
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But I don't think they exist today.
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My relationship with God
is cultural, intellectual.
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- And with the Church?
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- I have the same relationship
I have with my soccer team:
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I watch the games, I clap,
I criticize them, but I don't play.
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- It's just what we need:
a lukewarm believer with unresolved doubts.
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- What's my new identity?
- It's not new.
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We've reinstated a character created
by the Catholic Church four centuries ago,
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created to ensure the search for
the truth in any investigation.
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You'll be the new
"Devil's Advocate."
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' MY Weapons?
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Wow, awesome, the perfection
achieved by our R&D agents
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Why, you would think it's a
simple umbrella.
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- We're in times of crisis, JM.
No more squander.
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You'll easily learn how to use it.
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Good luck!
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Your first destination
is London.
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And the name of your first
suspect is John Rick Miller.
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Born in New York 66 years ago.
Married. Two children.
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Worked as a businessman, was a corporate
executive and US government adviser.
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But, 25 years ago,
he changed jobs and bosses.
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Now he travels the world
as an ambassador for God. That's right.
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Over the last 10 years, his movement
has spread to 21 countries and 350 cities,
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uniting over a million members.
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John meets the
world's top leaders,
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proposing them to consecrate their
territories to the hearts of Jesus and Mary.
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And far from dismissing
him as a nutcase,
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they receive him, listen,
and some even do what He says.
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Find out how he does it.
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Your children, my children,
it is hard for them to return.
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The wounds in their hearts are enormous.
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These are self-inflicted wounds
caused by not accepting my will.
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Is it not enough to have created them?
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To have bestowed this wonderful world
on them so they would love me?
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Is Jesus' devotion to their service, as man
and as food, not enough for them either?
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Not even with the help of my priests,
to whom I give all my healing powers?
243
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Some of them even forget my laws.
What more can I do?
244
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Let me go. Let me try.
I'm their mother, they are my children.
245
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You gave them to me.
246
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Go. Tell them how much I love them.
247
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Tell them I forgive them for everything. That I
shall forget everything. May they come back.
248
00:23:23,960 --> 00:23:28,960
Select the meekest, the humblest,
to be your messengers.
249
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Maybe them they shall believe.
250
00:23:31,360 --> 00:23:34,523
Tell them I love them.
Go with them.
251
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- You copy me, Boss?
- Go ahead, JM.
252
00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:39,319
- I'm inside. Taking my
first steps in a spiritual world,
253
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inhabited by invisible beings.
254
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I've been assured they exist
and that I can speak with them myself,
255
00:25:44,960 --> 00:25:49,249
but so far I haven't managed to see
God or his Mother anywhere.
256
00:25:51,480 --> 00:25:54,679
Be extremely careful
with the next suspect.
257
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Her beauty is extraordinary.
258
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Don't let her female charm
cloud your mind, is that clear?
259
00:26:01,040 --> 00:26:03,611
- Relax, Boss. I'm in control.
260
00:26:04,800 --> 00:26:07,199
- That woman was
a sensual top model...
261
00:26:07,200 --> 00:26:09,599
and has become a spiritual top model.
262
00:26:09,600 --> 00:26:14,600
Find out if she's been brainwashed or if
she's under the influence of a drug...
263
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Go to Colombia, look for her
and call me after talking to her.
264
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- Ten-four, Boss, understood.
Over and out.
265
00:26:22,880 --> 00:26:25,884
We're headed to Colombia,
non-stop...
266
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- To Colombia in this thing?
267
00:26:28,720 --> 00:26:30,927
You watch too many movies...
268
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- Amada Rosa Pérez?
- Yes.
269
00:27:32,640 --> 00:27:34,768
- Juan Manuel Cotelo,
Devil's Advocate.
270
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May I ask you some questions?
271
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- Yes.
272
00:27:45,800 --> 00:27:48,041
- Do you know these two women?
273
00:27:50,440 --> 00:27:51,680
- Yes.
274
00:27:52,320 --> 00:27:55,999
The first one is me...
and the second one too.
275
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- How do you get from
the first to the second?
276
00:27:59,960 --> 00:28:01,644
- Well, it's a long story...
277
00:28:01,760 --> 00:28:02,599
- We got time.
278
00:28:02,600 --> 00:28:06,079
- It all began at a gym.
I was 18.
279
00:28:06,080 --> 00:28:09,039
Someone said:
"Hey, would you like to be a model?"
280
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And I said:
281
00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:12,722
"Well... yes."
282
00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:18,365
"Being a model means fame, success, money...
why not?"
283
00:28:24,680 --> 00:28:26,330
I won four contests.
284
00:28:27,400 --> 00:28:28,890
I immersed myself in shopping,
285
00:28:30,680 --> 00:28:34,159
the meetings, the cocktail parties,
in talking only about money,
286
00:28:34,160 --> 00:28:37,687
worshiping the body. I used to work
out for five hours at the gym.
287
00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:42,205
I immersed myself in the ephemeral,
the superficial, banal.
288
00:28:44,920 --> 00:28:46,922
And it didn't satisfy me.
289
00:28:52,320 --> 00:28:57,320
- If you already had money, a job you
liked, pleasant, nice people around you...
290
00:28:58,560 --> 00:28:59,919
what were you missing?
291
00:28:59,920 --> 00:29:01,199
- Peace.
292
00:29:01,200 --> 00:29:04,283
- And why couldn't you find
peace in all of that?
293
00:29:05,080 --> 00:29:07,242
- That's what I was asking myself:
294
00:29:07,320 --> 00:29:09,239
"if I have all these things,
why do I have nothing?"
295
00:29:09,240 --> 00:29:11,719
"if I can buy something,
why do I feel dissatisfied?"
296
00:29:11,720 --> 00:29:15,399
"if I can be with the person
I'd like to be with,
297
00:29:15,400 --> 00:29:18,802
and I could, why do l feel bad?"
298
00:29:19,240 --> 00:29:21,439
"Why do I feel like this?"
299
00:29:21,440 --> 00:29:27,322
It's truly when you're alone, in silence,
and you start to question your life,
300
00:29:27,720 --> 00:29:32,519
and take off all those masks you wear
when you're in front of the camera,
301
00:29:32,520 --> 00:29:34,879
on the street, with friends
with people...
302
00:29:34,880 --> 00:29:38,168
I'd say: "This isn't me."
303
00:29:44,680 --> 00:29:46,679
During the time when I was pregnant...
304
00:29:46,680 --> 00:29:50,639
I wish I had found someone who would've
said something positive and nice:
305
00:29:50,640 --> 00:29:53,359
"Listen, being a mom is not bad,"
306
00:29:53,360 --> 00:29:58,360
it's a blessing, not a misfortune
as portrayed in today's culture and world
307
00:29:58,520 --> 00:30:01,519
which bombard you
with a slew of messages
308
00:30:01,520 --> 00:30:06,520
"it'll ruin your life, you won't succeed.
Your goals come first...
309
00:30:07,520 --> 00:30:10,599
fulfilling yourself as a woman,
as a professional."
310
00:30:10,600 --> 00:30:13,239
During those times
in which I was so lonely...
311
00:30:13,240 --> 00:30:18,240
I told several people, and the few people that
were around me, they said all those things.
312
00:30:18,320 --> 00:30:21,079
I was terrified,
I didn't tell my parents
313
00:30:21,080 --> 00:30:23,924
and... decided to get rid of my baby.
314
00:30:29,280 --> 00:30:32,363
The consequences of abortion
are extremely serious,
315
00:30:32,880 --> 00:30:34,639
I'll mention them all:
316
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tearing of the uterus, hemorrhaging,
anemia, bulimia...
317
00:30:40,440 --> 00:30:44,239
and the opposite,
despair and the anxious urge to eat...
318
00:30:44,240 --> 00:30:47,479
deep depressions,
emotional emptiness, nightmares.
319
00:30:47,480 --> 00:30:52,168
I had nightmares, I dreamt of babies,
I heard babies crying.
320
00:30:52,840 --> 00:30:55,002
Whenever I saw a baby...
321
00:30:56,040 --> 00:30:59,931
I thought: "How old would my son be
if I had let him live?"
322
00:31:01,240 --> 00:31:03,402
I was irascible, irritable
about everything.
323
00:31:03,480 --> 00:31:06,959
My moods
were unstable and would swing.
324
00:31:06,960 --> 00:31:10,519
I'd cry for one reason, cry for the opposite,
if they looked at me, if they didn't.
325
00:31:10,520 --> 00:31:13,199
- You associate all that with the abortion?
- Yes.
326
00:31:13,200 --> 00:31:15,039
- Isn't it a little exaggerated?
- No.
327
00:31:15,040 --> 00:31:19,359
- Maybe you were just an irascible person
or you were going through a bad spell...
328
00:31:19,360 --> 00:31:23,399
- I've had the fortune of speaking with
many women who have had abortions...
329
00:31:23,400 --> 00:31:26,324
and they've told me those
are precisely the symptoms.
330
00:31:26,520 --> 00:31:29,171
That's why, thoughts of suicide...
331
00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:34,406
which some have carried out,
unfortunately...
332
00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:38,402
they're all related to an abortion,
to one of these events.
333
00:31:44,320 --> 00:31:48,439
After the last abortion
I tried many things,
334
00:31:48,440 --> 00:31:51,239
but above all
I devoted myself to esotericism...
335
00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:54,479
to believe in the cards,
having my palms read...
336
00:31:54,480 --> 00:31:57,079
my iris, my aura, my hair.
337
00:31:57,080 --> 00:32:00,209
To believe in a number
of things that make no sense.
338
00:32:04,800 --> 00:32:09,800
I would go to church, pray to
the Holy Virgin,
339
00:32:09,840 --> 00:32:12,439
seek God, asking:
"What am I going to do?"
340
00:32:12,440 --> 00:32:15,799
"Why am I like this? Why do I feel
like this? I want to get out of here."
341
00:32:15,800 --> 00:32:18,319
I felt I was between
a rock and a hard place.
342
00:32:18,320 --> 00:32:20,607
And I bought a book
of Catholic prayers.
343
00:32:24,120 --> 00:32:27,039
I became very interested...
344
00:32:27,040 --> 00:32:30,159
and seeing that, at its core, it simply
seeks the happiness of human beings,
345
00:32:30,160 --> 00:32:34,085
not to repress them,
but rather for you to be truly happy.
346
00:32:35,840 --> 00:32:39,279
The Bible says, "Come to me, all ye
who are weary and burdened",
347
00:32:39,280 --> 00:32:41,079
and I shall give you rest."
348
00:32:41,080 --> 00:32:44,799
"That's the way I feel,
I want You to give me rest, please..."
349
00:32:44,800 --> 00:32:47,239
I don't want to feel depressed
and empty anymore,
350
00:32:47,240 --> 00:32:50,005
"lost in this world with no way out."
351
00:32:56,440 --> 00:32:59,569
When I start to say the rosary,
I start to feel that peace.
352
00:33:03,120 --> 00:33:07,444
But, the more I devoted myself to the Lord, the
more the enemy, the devil, would assail me.
353
00:33:10,480 --> 00:33:13,848
I started to feel
certain presences in my house...
354
00:33:14,480 --> 00:33:17,802
and seeing that, at its core, it simply
seeks the happiness of human beings,
355
00:33:19,520 --> 00:33:22,079
I started to feel a shadow
that would lie on top
356
00:33:22,080 --> 00:33:24,879
of me and pin me down,
wouldn't let me move,
357
00:33:24,880 --> 00:33:27,804
it imbued me with fear,
dread, terror.
358
00:33:29,640 --> 00:33:33,326
I would sleep with
both a knife and the Bible next to me.
359
00:33:34,080 --> 00:33:36,719
One night, I think that was
the strongest I experienced...
360
00:33:36,720 --> 00:33:40,639
I felt that presence,
a colossal oppression
361
00:33:40,640 --> 00:33:43,119
and I couldn't move,
I couldn't speak.
362
00:33:43,120 --> 00:33:45,399
And right then when
I was in such despair...
363
00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:48,719
I heard a voice that was so sweet...
364
00:33:48,720 --> 00:33:51,690
so... motherly,
365
00:33:52,440 --> 00:33:55,319
that said: "Pray,
but with devotion."
366
00:33:55,320 --> 00:33:58,959
"Pray, pray, pray my child,
because it's never enough."
367
00:33:58,960 --> 00:34:02,479
I understood, with the full
awareness only God provides,
368
00:34:02,480 --> 00:34:06,679
that it was the Holy Virgin.
And those battles became more persistent,
369
00:34:06,680 --> 00:34:10,919
until one day someone
who also works in television, told me:
370
00:34:10,920 --> 00:34:13,519
"Amada, the battle
is very complicated.
371
00:34:13,520 --> 00:34:16,239
You can't do it
without confessing."
372
00:34:16,240 --> 00:34:19,005
That's when I understood
the importance of confession.
373
00:34:22,440 --> 00:34:24,399
When I confessed that abortion
374
00:34:24,400 --> 00:34:29,201
I couldn't speak,
I cried and didn't know why.
375
00:34:29,680 --> 00:34:33,159
And the priest I was with, thank God...
376
00:34:33,160 --> 00:34:36,839
he started telling me all my sins
and I was completely floored.
377
00:34:36,840 --> 00:34:39,679
- Let's see, he was telling you your
sins before you had told him?
378
00:34:39,680 --> 00:34:41,999
- Yes, every one of them.
379
00:34:42,000 --> 00:34:45,879
- That man had
a special power, a special ability...
380
00:34:45,880 --> 00:34:50,159
- God spreads gifts and abilities
among his children, to help others.
381
00:34:50,160 --> 00:34:53,759
In this case he was helping me,
who couldn't speak.
382
00:34:53,760 --> 00:34:56,879
Abortion is one of the
worst and deepest sins,
383
00:34:56,880 --> 00:35:01,880
it leaves a very deep wound in the heart of
human beings, one that we hide for years.
384
00:35:02,240 --> 00:35:05,919
When I got to that part
of the confession, I simply said "Yes"
385
00:35:05,920 --> 00:35:09,439
crying, and asked:
"How can he know my whole life?"
386
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:12,799
It was right then
that I felt and saw my soul,
387
00:35:12,800 --> 00:35:15,919
tainted, rotten and foul.
388
00:35:15,920 --> 00:35:20,920
At that time, I heard him say:
"I forgive you, because I love you."
389
00:35:21,400 --> 00:35:24,244
When I heard that
“I forgive you, I love you...”
390
00:35:25,640 --> 00:35:28,120
it was so beautiful...
391
00:35:28,680 --> 00:35:30,199
so wonderful...
392
00:35:30,200 --> 00:35:34,762
l felt the Infinite Love
embracing my soul, cuddling my heart.
393
00:35:36,080 --> 00:35:38,599
And right then I understood...
394
00:35:38,600 --> 00:35:41,239
God's infinite Mercy.
395
00:35:41,240 --> 00:35:45,643
That all the sins from Adam to those of
the worst sinner of today,
396
00:35:45,720 --> 00:35:49,566
are a little drop compared
to the immense ocean of Mercy.
397
00:35:51,480 --> 00:35:54,039
Later, when I took communion...
398
00:35:54,040 --> 00:35:57,079
for me it was...
absolutely wonderful,
399
00:35:57,080 --> 00:36:00,199
and I cry out of joy
because remembering it is...
400
00:36:00,200 --> 00:36:03,921
I want to be in His presence
to feel it again!
401
00:36:04,200 --> 00:36:08,364
- Beautiful women like you, models,
you're beautiful even when you cry.
402
00:36:08,880 --> 00:36:12,566
When I cry it's a horror show,
my snot runs...
403
00:36:37,480 --> 00:36:39,799
- Tell me about what
you have in your hand.
404
00:36:39,800 --> 00:36:44,249
- It's a rosary.
This is the whip for the Devil.
405
00:36:45,400 --> 00:36:48,559
Hail, Mary, full of grace...
406
00:36:48,560 --> 00:36:50,210
The Lord is with Thee...
407
00:36:52,880 --> 00:36:57,279
- Why the same prayer over and over again,
fifty times?
408
00:36:57,280 --> 00:36:59,479
- I wish it were five thousand...
409
00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:02,529
I put the Pope here,
and the Church, the sick...
410
00:37:02,680 --> 00:37:07,639
drug addicts, women who have
aborted, the indigent...
411
00:37:07,640 --> 00:37:11,399
For childhood, for virginity,
for marriage, for families...
412
00:37:11,400 --> 00:37:14,119
for all those who are suffering the crisis,
the children in Africa,
413
00:37:14,120 --> 00:37:17,079
for all the poor, for
those who are in need...
414
00:37:17,080 --> 00:37:18,764
for those who don't know Him,
415
00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:21,844
for all those who have let me down,
for my enemies.
416
00:37:23,520 --> 00:37:25,488
We're all here.
417
00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:28,239
- And is that prayer heard?
418
00:37:28,240 --> 00:37:31,839
- Yes. The prayer God doesn't listen to,
is the one that's not said.
419
00:37:31,840 --> 00:37:35,159
Three cases so far, of three friends...
420
00:37:35,160 --> 00:37:36,969
who couldn't become pregnant.
421
00:37:37,920 --> 00:37:42,482
Two of them now have their babies
and the third is in her first month.
422
00:37:44,760 --> 00:37:49,402
And many cases like that
of diseases, of cancers that were cured...
423
00:37:49,600 --> 00:37:53,161
of marriage problems or crises,
424
00:37:53,320 --> 00:37:56,642
of problems with studying at school,
work...
425
00:37:57,440 --> 00:38:01,650
- Anybody can talk
to that woman today?
426
00:38:01,880 --> 00:38:03,723
. Anybody.
427
00:38:04,000 --> 00:38:06,480
She's the mother of humanity. Anybody.
428
00:38:06,720 --> 00:38:09,759
And those she seeks the most...
429
00:38:09,760 --> 00:38:11,524
are us, the sinners.
430
00:38:20,040 --> 00:38:22,799
I've been in this battle for four years...
431
00:38:22,800 --> 00:38:25,479
it's a battle until
the day I die.
432
00:38:25,480 --> 00:38:29,087
Today I walk with my feet on the ground,
but with my gaze fixed on Heaven.
433
00:38:30,280 --> 00:38:32,559
I no longer feel like a model.
434
00:38:32,560 --> 00:38:36,246
The Virgin is the model,
She is the true model.
435
00:38:37,240 --> 00:38:42,883
I don't care if they say I'm crazy,
that I'm nuts, have a screw loose.
436
00:38:43,160 --> 00:38:46,999
I'm happy!
437
00:38:47,000 --> 00:38:49,199
Nobody can take that away from me.
438
00:38:49,200 --> 00:38:51,319
They can talk about me
all they want...
439
00:38:51,320 --> 00:38:54,449
but I'm happy,
I have the peace that I so longed for.
440
00:38:56,560 --> 00:39:00,201
- Can't think of any more questions,
but I have a small whim.
441
00:39:02,080 --> 00:39:04,845
Would you mind
having our picture taken?
442
00:39:23,720 --> 00:39:26,599
Boss, this is to inform you
that I haven't found any symptoms
443
00:39:26,600 --> 00:39:30,366
of insanity or drug use
in that girl.
444
00:39:31,280 --> 00:39:35,959
She seems to be a happy person but...
what if she were playing a character?
445
00:39:35,960 --> 00:39:37,679
Or maybe she believes
446
00:39:37,680 --> 00:39:39,639
because things are going well for her,
447
00:39:39,640 --> 00:39:42,719
but, can you love God
when life gets complicated?
448
00:39:42,720 --> 00:39:46,399
- Well thought, JM!
Change your course!
449
00:39:46,400 --> 00:39:49,319
Get away from the centers of power
and the beauty salons.
450
00:39:49,320 --> 00:39:52,679
Get in shape, because I want
you to investigate in the heart of pain...
451
00:39:52,680 --> 00:39:54,959
of danger and sadness.
452
00:39:54,960 --> 00:39:58,559
Interview the poor, the sick,
drug addicts, prostitutes...
453
00:39:58,560 --> 00:40:03,600
Let's find out if God is by the side
of people who live in hell.
454
00:40:28,160 --> 00:40:32,609
- Good morning, Rubén?
- Hi, Salvador, how are you?
455
00:40:39,480 --> 00:40:42,086
- I'm not hurting you, am I, Rubén?
- No, it's OK.
456
00:41:08,880 --> 00:41:12,119
- Take care, Rubén.
Have to go to another job.
457
00:41:12,120 --> 00:41:13,360
- God bless you.
458
00:41:36,760 --> 00:41:40,810
This is for you, brother.
God bless you, brother. Bye.
459
00:41:45,880 --> 00:41:49,199
Jesus loves you, child. Remember
that He shed his blood for you.
460
00:41:49,200 --> 00:41:50,239
God bless you.
461
00:41:50,240 --> 00:41:53,562
I'm on my way. I see you.
God bless you, sister.
462
00:42:03,640 --> 00:42:07,850
- Good evening. Could I get
a glass of water, please?
463
00:42:08,920 --> 00:42:11,526
- In exchange for some questions.
- Sorry?
464
00:42:11,880 --> 00:42:13,803
- Salvador Iniguez?
- Yes.
465
00:42:14,360 --> 00:42:16,966
- Juan Manuel Cotelo,
Devil's Advocate.
466
00:42:26,960 --> 00:42:29,159
What is a person like you,
467
00:42:29,160 --> 00:42:32,801
with a portrait like that,
doing in a place like this?
468
00:42:36,840 --> 00:42:40,519
- I'm sharing God's love, which I
found through this Woman,
469
00:42:40,520 --> 00:42:44,969
with people who don't know about that love,
because there's no one to talk to them about it.
470
00:42:45,240 --> 00:42:46,810
Want some?
471
00:42:48,880 --> 00:42:51,719
- I wouldn't want them
to die without someone
472
00:42:51,720 --> 00:42:53,839
having told them about
the love of God in their lives.
473
00:42:53,840 --> 00:42:57,731
It's a medication. If you take it, it
makes you want to say the rosary.
474
00:42:58,000 --> 00:43:02,483
- But wait a minute these people
work in prostitution.
475
00:43:02,720 --> 00:43:06,919
Shouldn't you start by telling them:
"What you do is wrong,
476
00:43:06,920 --> 00:43:08,879
God doesn't want you
to do this"?
477
00:43:08,880 --> 00:43:13,880
- They know that what they do is
wrong, and everybody tells them.
478
00:43:13,920 --> 00:43:16,719
But why not talk to them
now about what's right
479
00:43:16,720 --> 00:43:18,599
and the things
they can do right?
480
00:43:18,600 --> 00:43:22,810
Jesus doesn't judge us.
He shows us God's unconditional love,
481
00:43:23,240 --> 00:43:25,766
God's merciful love.
482
00:43:26,440 --> 00:43:29,171
Christ died and resurrected
for every one of us;
483
00:43:29,360 --> 00:43:31,879
doesn't matter how many times we fall,
the Lord awaits us with open arms.
484
00:43:31,880 --> 00:43:34,451
Doesn't matter how many times we fall,
the Lord awaits us with open arms.
485
00:43:37,200 --> 00:43:40,279
There are wounded hearts here,
many wounded hearts,
486
00:43:40,280 --> 00:43:41,879
and I've seen the results.
487
00:43:41,880 --> 00:43:44,999
Blanquita, how are you, sister?
488
00:43:45,000 --> 00:43:47,207
I think he is wonderful.
489
00:43:47,400 --> 00:43:52,400
He always calls me over the phone,
tells me that the Virgin loves me,
490
00:43:53,200 --> 00:43:58,047
that God is with me,
that I'm blessed by Her.
491
00:43:58,200 --> 00:44:00,680
My son was stabbed in December,
492
00:44:01,080 --> 00:44:03,287
he almost died.
493
00:44:03,400 --> 00:44:07,439
The Virgin helped me,
showing signs that she was with me.
494
00:44:07,440 --> 00:44:11,959
I ask for Her protection a lot,
that she guide me, lead me by the hand,
495
00:44:11,960 --> 00:44:15,089
to keep me from falling
into prostitution.
496
00:44:15,560 --> 00:44:19,610
I haven't prostituted
myself for a year now.
497
00:44:19,840 --> 00:44:23,561
I've offended God, the Virgin...
498
00:44:24,360 --> 00:44:28,445
And they don't deserve that,
because They give everything.
499
00:44:29,880 --> 00:44:32,559
Why do we make them
suffer so much?
500
00:44:32,560 --> 00:44:35,006
When they get to
experience God's love
501
00:44:35,520 --> 00:44:37,727
they suffer over their past.
502
00:44:38,240 --> 00:44:41,079
And they end up loving
Jesus Christ to the same
503
00:44:41,080 --> 00:44:43,970
degree as the hurt they experienced.
That's why their lives change.
504
00:44:50,320 --> 00:44:53,359
- One day I was
very sad and depressed,
505
00:44:53,360 --> 00:44:58,651
and I found a portrait of Jesus
in the trash.
506
00:44:59,000 --> 00:45:02,639
I picked it up saying:
"if they didn't love you, I sure will!"
507
00:45:02,640 --> 00:45:08,249
Since that time I put it
on the landing of my staircase.
508
00:45:08,560 --> 00:45:12,559
When I come home
I feel his gaze,
509
00:45:12,560 --> 00:45:18,408
I cross myself and say: "Bless you Lord
you let me come home safely."
510
00:45:18,840 --> 00:45:22,079
I'm sorry, I screwed up, I'm despicable.
511
00:45:22,080 --> 00:45:26,439
Then I come and cry to you
and ask you to help me.
512
00:45:26,440 --> 00:45:31,039
Sometimes I don't even have the words
to ask you to help me get on in life
513
00:45:31,040 --> 00:45:33,919
because the devil arrives
and l fall again.
514
00:45:33,920 --> 00:45:36,127
I don't want to go backwards.
515
00:45:36,360 --> 00:45:39,239
He's the one who understands me,
516
00:45:39,240 --> 00:45:43,802
the one on whom
I can vent my sorrows.
517
00:45:44,160 --> 00:45:48,319
And I feel he heard my prayers today
518
00:45:48,320 --> 00:45:53,451
because I've met Salvador, and he
introduced me to the Virgin of Peace.
519
00:45:53,600 --> 00:45:56,839
She's the one who
gave me peace and quiet.
520
00:45:56,840 --> 00:45:59,241
I feel that the Virgin
is lots and lots of love.
521
00:46:02,760 --> 00:46:05,639
In the life I lead, one of vice,
522
00:46:05,640 --> 00:46:13,286
I never imagined that I'd get through
or that I'd have so much peace and quiet,
523
00:46:15,320 --> 00:46:18,399
so much love for the Virgin,
524
00:46:18,400 --> 00:46:22,599
like a mother that is with me
and is guiding me, not with words,
525
00:46:22,600 --> 00:46:24,967
but with Her love.
526
00:46:25,040 --> 00:46:29,409
I feel like I'm protected, sheltered.
527
00:46:29,480 --> 00:46:32,848
That gives me the strength to keep going.
528
00:46:33,160 --> 00:46:40,089
- Thank you, Salvador, for being so nice,
and thank you for being my friend.
529
00:46:48,760 --> 00:46:50,888
- Salvador, honestly...
530
00:46:51,360 --> 00:46:53,959
How many people
have told you you're nuts?
531
00:46:53,960 --> 00:46:57,123
- A lot! They have told me that!
532
00:46:57,520 --> 00:47:01,809
Even at home they've asked me
how I could ever go to those places.
533
00:47:02,160 --> 00:47:03,839
They tried to mug me,
534
00:47:03,840 --> 00:47:06,959
but they ended up
assaulted by a weapon
535
00:47:06,960 --> 00:47:10,487
more powerful than any
one they can brandish.
536
00:47:16,760 --> 00:47:19,719
- Here, in this neighborhood
can I talk to God
537
00:47:19,720 --> 00:47:23,247
or do I have to go
to a church, a pilgrimage?
538
00:47:23,640 --> 00:47:25,799
- So much so, that even right now
we're talking about Him.
539
00:47:25,800 --> 00:47:28,849
- Yes, but one thing is to talk about Him,
another is to talk with Him.
540
00:47:29,000 --> 00:47:32,925
- Yes you can, we have that ability
because God gave it to us.
541
00:47:33,360 --> 00:47:37,445
God is not limited to a place,
God lives within every one of us.
542
00:47:37,680 --> 00:47:41,162
And as the Virgin says, all they have to do
is open their hearts through prayer...
543
00:47:42,080 --> 00:47:44,239
and the Lord begins to act.
544
00:47:44,240 --> 00:47:45,765
God is a father.
545
00:47:47,360 --> 00:47:52,241
- And in the Church,
is it possible to find God today?
546
00:47:52,520 --> 00:47:57,520
Or do we only find scandals,
theft, abuse, hubris?
547
00:47:58,040 --> 00:48:02,409
- I would suggest you not measure your
faith in God by the behavior of others.
548
00:48:03,240 --> 00:48:05,959
Measure it by your behavior.
549
00:48:05,960 --> 00:48:12,161
I am the Church, and the Church has your flaws,
because you're part of it, and it has mine.
550
00:48:15,880 --> 00:48:20,039
I didn't want anything to do with the Church, I
stayed away from the sacraments for a long time.
551
00:48:20,040 --> 00:48:23,965
And it was through Mary, Queen of Peace,
that I was reunited with my Church.
552
00:48:24,480 --> 00:48:27,199
And I won't say that my heart
has fully healed,
553
00:48:27,200 --> 00:48:29,159
Because She said it herself in Medjugorje:
554
00:48:29,160 --> 00:48:33,609
"Conversion is not a state of life,
it is a journey."
555
00:48:34,440 --> 00:48:39,082
And I can tell you that there are many
bad priests, and good ones too.
556
00:48:39,280 --> 00:48:43,444
Try to get to know the good priests too,
not just the bad ones.
557
00:48:54,480 --> 00:48:58,999
- I need urgent information, Boss,
about good priests.
558
00:48:59,000 --> 00:49:02,079
Maybe someone can help me
discover the truth about God.
559
00:49:02,080 --> 00:49:04,079
- It won't be easy, JM.
560
00:49:04,080 --> 00:49:07,679
Our informants know all about
priests that are pedophiles, thieves
561
00:49:07,680 --> 00:49:11,207
womanizers, drunkards, guerrillas,
former priests...
562
00:49:11,680 --> 00:49:14,399
but they don't investigate
the good priests.
563
00:49:14,400 --> 00:49:17,643
- I understand, Boss.
Mission impossible, then.
564
00:49:18,600 --> 00:49:20,599
- iNO Way!
565
00:49:20,600 --> 00:49:23,919
Since when have we relied on the press
to discover the truth?
566
00:49:23,920 --> 00:49:28,926
Stay away from the information highways.
Delve into unpolluted territory.
567
00:49:29,200 --> 00:49:31,559
We know that there are
priests who don't just talk,
568
00:49:31,560 --> 00:49:33,599
but who also preach by example.
569
00:49:33,600 --> 00:49:36,799
There's one, named Francisco, who built
a village in the middle of the jungle...
570
00:49:36,800 --> 00:49:40,359
to care for deprived
and wounded people.
571
00:49:40,360 --> 00:49:42,647
They say the Virgin helps him.
572
00:49:42,720 --> 00:49:45,769
Our agents in Panama
will give you some leads.
573
00:49:45,960 --> 00:49:48,566
After that... Good luck!
574
00:49:49,360 --> 00:49:52,239
- We made it, Juan Manuel!
Behind those trees...
575
00:49:52,240 --> 00:49:54,799
- What trees, sorry?
- Those trees you can see back there
576
00:49:54,800 --> 00:49:56,564
behind them is where we're going.
577
00:49:57,560 --> 00:50:00,928
- I won't get lost?
- No, don't worry, the road takes you there.
578
00:50:01,680 --> 00:50:04,604
- Is there cell coverage around here?
- No, there's no coverage.
579
00:50:05,120 --> 00:50:08,599
- OK, and the crocodiles
sleep at night, right?
580
00:50:08,600 --> 00:50:10,999
- Yes, they sleep and
they're far from the road.
581
00:50:11,000 --> 00:50:13,119
- Right...
- A pleasure, Juan Manuel.
582
00:50:13,120 --> 00:50:15,719
- Likewise Bye!
583
00:50:15,720 --> 00:50:19,247
- Bye. May God be with you.
- I need him.
584
00:51:07,640 --> 00:51:08,879
- Who are you?
585
00:51:08,880 --> 00:51:11,121
- I'm Juan Manuel Cotelo,
Devil's Advocate.
586
00:51:12,040 --> 00:51:15,044
How's it going? You live around here?
- Yes!
587
00:51:15,680 --> 00:51:17,999
- Do you know Father Francisco?
- Yes!
588
00:51:18,000 --> 00:51:21,163
- Can you take me to him?
- Yes!
589
00:51:51,880 --> 00:51:56,039
The Father created the Magnificat
community for girls
590
00:51:56,040 --> 00:51:57,804
with emotional difficulties,
591
00:51:58,560 --> 00:52:02,559
especially for those with drug
abuse problems, vices, alcohol,
592
00:52:02,560 --> 00:52:05,639
victims of child abuse,
593
00:52:05,640 --> 00:52:09,406
sexual harassment,
who find no meaning to life.
594
00:52:11,480 --> 00:52:15,519
- There's a lot of 'Christ Therapy' work.
- What is that?
595
00:52:15,520 --> 00:52:20,319
- All of us who come here
we don't take antidepressants or drugs,
596
00:52:20,320 --> 00:52:26,601
because it is God who will heal our life, a
medication is not what will make me happy.
597
00:52:26,920 --> 00:52:31,639
Without realizing it, I'm healing over
time. It's being born again entirely.
598
00:52:31,640 --> 00:52:33,961
It's the work of God.
599
00:52:38,680 --> 00:52:40,839
- And the children that come here
who are they?
600
00:52:40,840 --> 00:52:46,085
- Children ages six to 15 come here.
601
00:52:46,200 --> 00:52:50,239
Many have difficulties,
they feel dejected,
602
00:52:50,240 --> 00:52:54,279
here they come to a place
of prayer, of play,
603
00:52:54,280 --> 00:52:57,648
they partake in the Holy Eucharist
every weekend they come,
604
00:52:57,720 --> 00:53:00,359
So that they can also feel happy,
605
00:53:00,360 --> 00:53:03,728
in spite of all the inequalities
or difficulties they suffer in this world.
606
00:53:08,440 --> 00:53:10,966
- Where can I find
Father Francisco Verar?
607
00:53:11,160 --> 00:53:12,844
- See that tree over there?
608
00:53:12,960 --> 00:53:13,799
- Yes.
609
00:53:13,800 --> 00:53:16,690
- See the iguana that's over there?
- Yes!
610
00:53:17,000 --> 00:53:20,519
- Behind that iguana you'll find
Father Francisco Verar.
611
00:53:20,520 --> 00:53:23,359
- Thank you very much Lourdes,
pleasure meeting you.
612
00:53:23,360 --> 00:53:25,522
Thank you for everything. Goodbye!
613
00:53:47,240 --> 00:53:49,561
- Sorry to interrupt you.
Father Francisco Verar?
614
00:53:49,760 --> 00:53:51,444
- At your service.
615
00:53:53,320 --> 00:53:57,928
- You're the one responsible
for what's happening in the jungle?
616
00:53:58,240 --> 00:54:02,279
- I'm not the one responsible.
In any event, She would be responsible,
617
00:54:02,280 --> 00:54:06,039
the Virgin, because it was
She who inspired this work,
618
00:54:06,040 --> 00:54:08,884
about eight years ago.
619
00:54:09,400 --> 00:54:13,039
After giving the
Eucharist in Medjugorje,
620
00:54:13,040 --> 00:54:18,040
I felt a strong desire to
help women with difficulties.
621
00:54:18,640 --> 00:54:24,124
One of the community's rules
is to not ask for anything at all.
622
00:54:24,320 --> 00:54:27,722
Not even when
623
00:54:28,000 --> 00:54:31,447
we need food for the girls or the boys...
624
00:54:31,880 --> 00:54:33,689
do we ask for anything.
625
00:54:33,800 --> 00:54:37,805
And we see God's hand,
whenever we receive exactly what we need.
626
00:54:44,400 --> 00:54:46,719
Since I was a child,
my mother used to say:
627
00:54:46,720 --> 00:54:51,169
"You need to thank the Virgin, because
you came into the world thanks to Her."
628
00:54:51,400 --> 00:54:55,639
I didn't pay much attention to her,
and one day I said to her:
629
00:54:55,640 --> 00:54:57,847
"Tell me precisely what you mean by this."
630
00:54:57,960 --> 00:55:01,089
And that was when she told me,
in detail
631
00:55:01,240 --> 00:55:06,041
that she had been married
to my father for 12 years
632
00:55:06,600 --> 00:55:11,600
and had hopes of having a baby,
but she had been unable to become pregnant.
633
00:55:12,560 --> 00:55:15,882
She had asked Jesus plenty of times.
And she use to say:
634
00:55:16,080 --> 00:55:19,839
"Seems that the Son is not listening. I will
ask his Mother, to see if She listens to me."
635
00:55:19,840 --> 00:55:24,050
With tears in her eyes, she asked
the Virgin to be able to have a baby.
636
00:55:24,280 --> 00:55:28,444
When I was born, my mother
consecrated me to the Virgin.
637
00:55:29,680 --> 00:55:32,919
What's interesting is
that once I was born...
638
00:55:32,920 --> 00:55:35,399
a year and a half later,
she wanted to have another baby.
639
00:55:35,400 --> 00:55:38,085
She asked the Virgin
And my brother was born.
640
00:55:38,240 --> 00:55:41,759
When I was born,
my mother was 40 years old.
641
00:55:41,760 --> 00:55:46,760
And my brother, who is also a priest,
when he was born my mother was 42.
642
00:55:46,920 --> 00:55:52,643
We both had perfectly fine births, both of us are
priests and we work for the Lord and for Mary.
643
00:55:56,560 --> 00:55:58,999
- Are you happy to have
two sons that are priests?
644
00:55:59,000 --> 00:56:01,571
- Of course, thank God.
645
00:56:02,240 --> 00:56:04,242
I'm happy.
646
00:56:04,360 --> 00:56:07,559
- Why didn't you keep asking
so that more of us would be priests?
647
00:56:07,560 --> 00:56:09,688
- Because your Dad didn't want to.
648
00:56:13,040 --> 00:56:18,040
I think that the relationship
of a mother with her child on earth
649
00:56:18,080 --> 00:56:23,450
is the same relationship as the one
the Mother of God has with each of us:
650
00:56:23,680 --> 00:56:28,680
she is always by our side, she always
accompanies us, always advises us
651
00:56:29,280 --> 00:56:31,965
she always intercedes, always,
for our needs.
652
00:56:32,120 --> 00:56:35,090
I've never seen
either the Virgin or Jesus,
653
00:56:35,280 --> 00:56:37,919
but I always feel
Jesus and the Virgin.
654
00:56:37,920 --> 00:56:40,810
- How do you feel them? Since I was a child
I learned there were five senses:
655
00:56:41,000 --> 00:56:44,004
taste, touch, sight,
smell and hearing.
656
00:56:44,200 --> 00:56:46,806
- Yes!
- Do you have one that I don't?
657
00:56:46,960 --> 00:56:48,405
- Love!
658
00:56:56,120 --> 00:57:01,160
If we truly want to get to know
the Virgin and Christ
659
00:57:01,600 --> 00:57:03,284
we must open our hearts.
660
00:57:03,400 --> 00:57:05,971
Let's not forget that the First Commandment
of God's Law
661
00:57:06,200 --> 00:57:09,799
is to love God with all your heart,
all your soul, and all your strength.
662
00:57:09,800 --> 00:57:12,485
God laid it down like that
not because he's narcissistic,
663
00:57:12,680 --> 00:57:16,039
but because that way,
man on earth is happy;
664
00:57:16,040 --> 00:57:18,519
he loves and lives in harmony.
665
00:57:18,520 --> 00:57:22,039
When man removes God from his heart,
what guides him is pride and arrogance
666
00:57:22,040 --> 00:57:23,639
And from that, you
only get destruction,
667
00:57:23,640 --> 00:57:26,325
which is what we are
witnessing in the world today.
668
00:57:31,120 --> 00:57:34,363
When the towers in New York collapsed,
669
00:57:34,440 --> 00:57:40,925
and we saw those hard-hitting images where
people were jumping out of the building,
670
00:57:41,240 --> 00:57:43,279
A person at ground zero said:
671
00:57:43,280 --> 00:57:46,124
"And where is God right now?
Why does he allow this?"
672
00:57:46,280 --> 00:57:51,239
And other person shouted: "He's not here,
because we cast him out of the city",
673
00:57:51,240 --> 00:57:52,959
by living the way we do."
674
00:57:52,960 --> 00:57:56,239
If God is not present in the heart of man,
675
00:57:56,240 --> 00:57:59,084
man cannot attain peace
676
00:57:59,160 --> 00:58:01,759
and he cannot be
an instrument of peace for others.
677
00:58:01,760 --> 00:58:03,799
Peace is an urgent matter
for the world
678
00:58:03,800 --> 00:58:07,119
and peace is achieved,
fundamentally, by conversion.
679
00:58:07,120 --> 00:58:08,531
And there's no time to lose.
680
01:17:36,000 --> 01:17:37,081
Father.
681
01:22:46,600 --> 01:22:46,679
- My communications link to you
was down for days, Boss.
682
01:22:46,680 --> 01:22:49,759
- My communications link to you
was down for days, Boss.
683
01:22:49,760 --> 01:22:51,091
I trust you'll copy my message.
684
01:22:54,160 --> 01:22:56,759
At this stage,
fatigue is setting in.
685
01:22:56,760 --> 01:23:00,639
Don't know if I'm going forward or backward, cause
I still have the same doubt I started with:
686
01:23:00,640 --> 01:23:04,399
Are they crazy? Are they lying?
Were they brainwashed?
687
01:23:04,400 --> 01:23:08,200
Or are they telling the truth,
but I'm not willing to believe them?
688
01:23:09,680 --> 01:23:14,359
It would be wonderful if there were a formula
that could overcome hate and fear...
689
01:23:14,360 --> 01:23:16,283
Living in peace would be beautiful.
690
01:23:20,240 --> 01:23:22,879
With these doubts
I arrive in Bosnia-Herzegovina,
691
01:23:22,880 --> 01:23:26,282
determined to investigate what happens
in that village called Medjugorje.
692
01:23:27,360 --> 01:23:31,649
Got an appointment with a local interpreter
in Mostar, 25 kilometers out.
693
01:23:36,800 --> 01:23:39,959
It's hard to believe that the peace
and quiet of these streets...
694
01:23:39,960 --> 01:23:44,807
were desecrated in the past by gunfire,
bombs and screams of pain.
695
01:23:49,280 --> 01:23:53,639
It's so hard to believe that in a
Muslim country, under Communist rule...
696
01:23:53,640 --> 01:23:55,802
is where the Virgin appears.
697
01:23:56,920 --> 01:24:01,084
Filka has experienced the insanity of war
and the peace of reconciliation.
698
01:24:01,440 --> 01:24:03,359
She's my guide.
699
01:24:03,360 --> 01:24:07,524
- I met a doctor and, in talking, he said:
"You have heart trouble."
700
01:24:07,680 --> 01:24:11,599
He prescribed a trip to Medjugorje.
Is it the place to heal your heart?
701
01:24:11,600 --> 01:24:13,759
- I think it's the best place
to heal your heart.
702
01:24:13,760 --> 01:24:17,159
- What do they give you there?
- All I can tell you is that
703
01:24:17,160 --> 01:24:19,239
you'll feel a lot of love.
704
01:24:19,240 --> 01:24:22,210
And the love of not just anybody,
705
01:24:22,320 --> 01:24:24,288
but that of your own Mother.
706
01:24:24,480 --> 01:24:25,719
- My mother's?
707
01:24:25,720 --> 01:24:28,319
- Of your Mother in Heaven,
because you have another mother.
708
01:24:28,320 --> 01:24:31,085
I can tell you her love heals everything,
709
01:24:31,440 --> 01:24:33,727
especially the heart.
710
01:24:34,360 --> 01:24:37,279
I also had many doubts at first but
711
01:24:37,280 --> 01:24:41,039
I just trusted the Visionaries,
712
01:24:41,040 --> 01:24:42,999
the people who see Her.
713
01:24:43,000 --> 01:24:47,642
And, seeing that the formula worked,
714
01:24:49,480 --> 01:24:53,719
I said: "I'll put it into practice.
See what happens."
715
01:24:53,720 --> 01:24:55,210
I got nothing to lose."
716
01:24:57,440 --> 01:24:59,199
"Take this, dear friends,
717
01:24:59,200 --> 01:25:03,683
it's the most potent medicine for this
world that is sick and plagued by fears."
718
01:25:03,880 --> 01:25:08,761
- We come from God
and cannot be happy...
719
01:25:09,280 --> 01:25:11,362
until we return to Him.
720
01:25:11,800 --> 01:25:15,919
And here, while we're on earth,
if we're not reconciled with Him,
721
01:25:15,920 --> 01:25:17,968
if we're not in communion with Him...
722
01:25:18,560 --> 01:25:22,679
- And what is being happy?
Cause we have good days and bad days...
723
01:25:22,680 --> 01:25:27,039
- It's having the gifts of the Holy Spirit,
724
01:25:27,040 --> 01:25:30,639
peace, kindness, helpfulness,
725
01:25:30,640 --> 01:25:34,247
joy, patience, understanding.
726
01:25:35,400 --> 01:25:37,880
Being happy also means
727
01:25:39,040 --> 01:25:44,040
living in accordance with God's will,
which you discover day by day,
728
01:25:44,640 --> 01:25:49,282
listening to our conscience,
which is where God speaks to us.
729
01:25:50,200 --> 01:25:53,921
- Another question Filka, when...
- Listen, why don't we stop talking now
730
01:25:54,040 --> 01:25:58,125
and go straight to
the 'drugstore' for the 'medicines?
731
01:25:58,800 --> 01:26:00,199
What do you say?
732
01:26:00,200 --> 01:26:02,279
- It's that I have a very good question.
733
01:26:02,280 --> 01:26:05,759
- I don't care.
We can talk for hours on end...
734
01:26:05,760 --> 01:26:09,128
but I want you to take
'the medicines' now.
735
01:26:09,520 --> 01:26:12,679
- They'd better work,
or you'll be hearing from my lawyer!
736
01:26:12,680 --> 01:26:15,081
- I don't think he'll come,
but that's ok.
737
01:26:19,320 --> 01:26:23,041
- Medjugorje,
how do you pronounce it exactly?
738
01:26:25,640 --> 01:26:27,529
Does it mean something?
You're a translator...
739
01:26:27,760 --> 01:26:29,919
- Yes, Medjugorje means
'between mountains'.
740
01:26:29,920 --> 01:26:31,119
- Between mountains?
- Yes.
741
01:26:31,120 --> 01:26:34,359
- I love the mountains
and movies about mountains.
742
01:26:34,360 --> 01:26:36,408
- Me too.
- They're my favorite.
743
01:26:40,280 --> 01:26:43,568
- Are there many attractions in Medjugorje,
interesting things to see?
744
01:26:44,480 --> 01:26:48,759
- That's precisely why
Medjugorje is so alluring,
745
01:26:48,760 --> 01:26:52,003
because it has no external attraction.
746
01:26:56,240 --> 01:26:58,679
I think the Virgin
chose this place,
747
01:26:58,680 --> 01:27:02,799
which is hard to reach
and so unattractive,
748
01:27:02,800 --> 01:27:07,039
because by coming here, she wanted...
749
01:27:07,040 --> 01:27:12,001
you to not look outward,
but rather inward, within.
750
01:27:17,760 --> 01:27:20,479
You can be climbing the mountain
with thousands of people,
751
01:27:20,480 --> 01:27:23,245
but you're alone with your God.
752
01:27:23,640 --> 01:27:27,725
But what is truly amazing,
if we're talking about external things,
753
01:27:28,280 --> 01:27:32,126
is the multitude of people that come
from all over the world. You'll see.
754
01:27:34,720 --> 01:27:39,009
All races, cultures,
different religions too...
755
01:27:44,960 --> 01:27:52,606
From all walks of life: doctors,
athletes, politicians, artists, bankers...
756
01:27:53,280 --> 01:27:55,009
that is truly moving.
757
01:28:43,240 --> 01:28:46,399
- I hope you can copy
my message, Boss.
758
01:28:46,400 --> 01:28:49,839
I've infiltrated
a crowd of people that pray.
759
01:28:49,840 --> 01:28:53,599
Haven't spoken with any of them yet,
but tomorrow I have an appointment
760
01:28:53,600 --> 01:28:57,759
with those who've claimed to see, hear
and speak with the Virgin Mary
761
01:28:57,760 --> 01:29:01,839
for over 30 years,
in this insignificant town.
762
01:29:01,840 --> 01:29:06,641
I'm confident I'll reach the very top
and finally make contact with that woman.
763
01:30:02,200 --> 01:30:06,799
I see the Virgin
like I see you now.
764
01:30:06,800 --> 01:30:11,800
Sometimes she congratulates us, offers us
her hand we kiss her, she hugs us...
765
01:30:12,560 --> 01:30:14,881
she's alive like we are.
766
01:30:16,040 --> 01:30:21,040
Before she arrives,
there are three flashes, like a signal.
767
01:30:22,960 --> 01:30:26,123
She has a Grey dress, a white veil,
768
01:30:26,440 --> 01:30:29,999
a crown of stars, blue eyes,
769
01:30:30,000 --> 01:30:33,959
black hair, pink cheeks...
770
01:30:33,960 --> 01:30:37,159
She's on a cloud,
without touching the ground.
771
01:30:37,160 --> 01:30:42,160
On important holidays
like Easter, Christmas...
772
01:30:42,360 --> 01:30:44,679
she wears a golden dress.
773
01:30:44,680 --> 01:30:49,607
On Christmas she appears
with Child Jesus in arms.
774
01:30:50,120 --> 01:30:55,120
Once we asked Her:
"Why are you so beautiful?"
775
01:30:56,080 --> 01:31:00,279
She said: "I am beautiful because I love."
776
01:31:00,280 --> 01:31:02,806
Begin to love
and you shall also be."
777
01:31:27,480 --> 01:31:35,126
- God knows why. Maybe because we're like
children, we have clean hearts, open hearts.
778
01:31:35,760 --> 01:31:40,359
We're not sly,
don't know how to lie.
779
01:31:40,360 --> 01:31:45,360
It was something between God and us.
God knew that we said: "He will help us."
780
01:31:46,720 --> 01:31:51,720
And God has helped us over all these years. You
think this would be easy without His help?
781
01:31:53,280 --> 01:31:58,280
When the Virgin first started appearing
here, everything was prohibited.
782
01:31:59,200 --> 01:32:01,965
You couldn't even say
the word "Medjugorje."
783
01:32:02,040 --> 01:32:06,762
But God, in a few months, made
everyone know about it.
784
01:32:06,840 --> 01:32:10,599
Because when it's about God,
you can't stop it.
785
01:32:10,600 --> 01:32:15,599
Doesn't matter if it's
Washington, Barcelona, Paris...
786
01:32:15,600 --> 01:32:18,922
What's important is that
it's about God and bears fruit.
787
01:32:19,960 --> 01:32:24,959
God could make us all believe
in Him in one second.
788
01:32:24,960 --> 01:32:29,960
But no, He has left humans free
to choose the path they wish to take.
789
01:32:30,880 --> 01:32:33,281
And He sends His Mother to Lourdes,
790
01:32:33,440 --> 01:32:34,759
Fàtima,
791
01:32:34,760 --> 01:32:35,959
Guadalupe,
792
01:32:35,960 --> 01:32:38,759
to show us the right path.
793
01:32:38,760 --> 01:32:43,243
But if we don't want to
God doesn't force us, he leaves us free.
794
01:32:49,280 --> 01:32:52,319
- That's entirely up to you.
When you want it.
795
01:32:52,320 --> 01:32:55,839
Because She says:
"Open your hearts and I will be with you."
796
01:32:55,840 --> 01:33:00,719
I know, I've seen
how much She loves us all.
797
01:33:00,720 --> 01:33:04,399
Not the Visionaries or the priests,
but all of us,
798
01:33:04,400 --> 01:33:07,319
with the same love and concern!
799
01:33:07,320 --> 01:33:10,279
What's important is that
you open your heart and say:
800
01:33:10,280 --> 01:33:12,559
"I want to walk with you."
801
01:33:12,560 --> 01:33:16,645
And you'll feel her. Because a mother
never says 'no' to her children.
802
01:33:17,640 --> 01:33:22,640
Pray. Tell God, the Virgin, Jesus or
those closest to you... how you feel.
803
01:33:25,200 --> 01:33:30,200
Tell them what you want, what you want to
change in yourself, what you want to feel...
804
01:33:30,360 --> 01:33:36,811
And pray. When the time comes, God will
give it to you, if your heart is open.
805
01:33:46,480 --> 01:33:51,480
- My understanding is that when we pray,
when we say "Hail Mary" or "Our Father..."
806
01:33:52,280 --> 01:33:56,279
if we feel every word that comes out
of our mouths with our heart...
807
01:33:56,280 --> 01:33:59,199
to me that's praying with the heart.
808
01:33:59,200 --> 01:34:04,200
We can have all the things in the world, but
if we don't have peace... we have nothing.
809
01:34:05,200 --> 01:34:10,200
The only true peace is the one Jesus gives.
And that comes with prayer.
810
01:34:10,720 --> 01:34:14,759
- Why is it that I don't feel sorrow
when I see Jesus on the Cross?
811
01:34:14,760 --> 01:34:19,760
- That you need to ask yourself.
I advise you to pray and ask God:
812
01:34:20,880 --> 01:34:25,408
"Why don't I feel your pain?
What's wrong with me?"
813
01:34:25,520 --> 01:34:30,520
And pray. He'll give you the answer,
don't worry.
814
01:34:30,960 --> 01:34:34,559
Look at Him.
He's suffered so much for me!
815
01:34:34,560 --> 01:34:36,519
He's given me so much!
816
01:34:36,520 --> 01:34:39,649
With his death he has shown
me so much love!
817
01:34:52,040 --> 01:34:54,879
- Hello. Silvia?
- Yes.
818
01:34:54,880 --> 01:34:57,439
- Pleasure, Juan Manuel Cotelo.
819
01:34:57,440 --> 01:35:02,079
- Someone told me that you have
experienced a miracle.
820
01:35:02,080 --> 01:35:04,719
- At the end of October 2004,
821
01:35:04,720 --> 01:35:09,720
I became completely paralyzed
from the waist down.
822
01:35:10,200 --> 01:35:15,200
I was in a wheelchair, paraplegic,
unable to walk or move my legs.
823
01:35:16,560 --> 01:35:20,319
All medical tests
came back negative.
824
01:35:20,320 --> 01:35:24,689
I lost a lot of weight,
started having epileptic seizures
825
01:35:24,760 --> 01:35:29,760
that limited my life,
that of a 16-year-old girl, even more.
826
01:35:30,360 --> 01:35:38,006
On June 20, my doctor said
she would be away the following week,
827
01:35:39,000 --> 01:35:42,439
because she was going
with her mother to Medjugorje.
828
01:35:42,440 --> 01:35:47,440
That's when I asked her if she would
take me with her to Medjugorje.
829
01:35:48,760 --> 01:35:53,760
Medjugorje, Lourdes, Fatima to me they were
basically the same thing. I knew nothing.
830
01:35:55,680 --> 01:36:03,326
I knew they were places where the Virgin
appeared, but that's all.
831
01:36:06,920 --> 01:36:09,399
We arrived on the morning
of June 24,
832
01:36:09,400 --> 01:36:14,159
we went with the wheelchair
to the foot of the hill...
833
01:36:14,160 --> 01:36:17,559
and then, two people
carried me to the summit.
834
01:36:17,560 --> 01:36:23,203
They sat me down between the rocks,
as best they could, and I began to pray.
835
01:36:23,280 --> 01:36:27,959
That was the first time I remember
having prayed with my heart.
836
01:36:27,960 --> 01:36:33,649
I never asked for my own healing,
because I thought that was impossible.
837
01:36:33,720 --> 01:36:38,399
I did believe that God performs miracles...
but not on me,
838
01:36:38,400 --> 01:36:41,679
but rather on the noblest, the holiest,
the highly devoted... not on me.
839
01:36:41,680 --> 01:36:46,239
The leader of my group said:
"Ask the Virgin for everything you want."
840
01:36:46,240 --> 01:36:49,159
She'll descend from Heaven to Earth,
will be here before us,
841
01:36:49,160 --> 01:36:51,919
" And listen to us all without distinction."
842
01:36:51,920 --> 01:36:56,920
I asked the Virgin for the strength to
accept and face my future in a wheelchair,
843
01:36:59,480 --> 01:37:03,559
of smiling once again even in my condition.
844
01:37:03,560 --> 01:37:08,122
I was 17. A future in a wheelchair
terrified me.
845
01:37:10,640 --> 01:37:15,559
To my left I saw a white light,
gorgeous and very bright,
846
01:37:15,560 --> 01:37:19,799
that I could look at
without being blinded.
847
01:37:19,800 --> 01:37:23,599
At first I was afraid.
848
01:37:23,600 --> 01:37:28,600
I tried to look away, but it was so beautiful
that I couldn't stop looking at it.
849
01:37:30,360 --> 01:37:34,479
All I remember is having been
on a very soft cushion,
850
01:37:34,480 --> 01:37:39,480
and the sweetest of voices spoke to me
and calmed me down, consoling me.
851
01:37:40,160 --> 01:37:43,519
After a few minutes,
don't know how many...
852
01:37:43,520 --> 01:37:47,241
I opened my eyes and saw my father,
next to me, crying
853
01:37:47,640 --> 01:37:52,640
and for the first time in nine months,
I felt my legs supported by something.
854
01:37:53,600 --> 01:37:58,083
And seeing a hand in front of me
855
01:37:58,160 --> 01:38:04,691
I took hold of it and stood up,
as if it was the most natural thing.
856
01:38:04,920 --> 01:38:09,199
When I saw myself standing,
I started to cry and cry
857
01:38:09,200 --> 01:38:14,240
because it was something bigger than me.
I would've never imagined this.
858
01:38:15,480 --> 01:38:20,480
The next morning, at 4:30 am, we climbed
up the Via Crucis, at Mt. Krizevac
859
01:38:21,400 --> 01:38:29,046
and both going up and coming down,
I was the first of the group.
860
01:38:29,840 --> 01:38:32,199
- Your case is one of a kind!
861
01:38:32,200 --> 01:38:36,879
- No. In Medjugorje
there are many cases of healing.
862
01:38:36,880 --> 01:38:39,879
- How many, 10?
- No, over 100.
863
01:38:39,880 --> 01:38:44,880
But there are many more cases
of conversions of the heart...
864
01:38:45,800 --> 01:38:49,088
And they are the most beautiful.
865
01:39:04,240 --> 01:39:09,371
- I wasn't a believer.
I was completely closed off.
866
01:39:10,120 --> 01:39:14,399
And even my character
has changed here.
867
01:39:14,400 --> 01:39:16,999
I feel at home, in peace, calm.
868
01:39:17,000 --> 01:39:20,239
I came empty, and am leaving full.
869
01:39:20,240 --> 01:39:25,644
It's not about telling the experience...
it's about living it.
870
01:39:29,280 --> 01:39:33,279
Inexplicable things happen
in this town, Boss.
871
01:39:33,280 --> 01:39:37,888
It's not just what they tell me,
but also what I see with my own eyes.
872
01:39:38,000 --> 01:39:43,245
There's a metal sculpture of Jesus
that exudes a liquid from the knee.
873
01:39:43,640 --> 01:39:47,964
If it's a magic trick,
it's a really good one.
874
01:39:54,360 --> 01:39:59,810
Many people, myself included,
have seen the sun move, as if it danced.
875
01:40:00,200 --> 01:40:04,679
I can think there's nothing miraculous about
it, that it's an optical, natural effect,
876
01:40:04,680 --> 01:40:07,119
which some eyes detect and others don't.
877
01:40:07,120 --> 01:40:10,920
All I know is that it happens here.
878
01:40:15,240 --> 01:40:17,079
I've spoken with an exorcist.
879
01:40:17,080 --> 01:40:21,759
A priest who not only claims to expel
the demons some people carry within,
880
01:40:21,760 --> 01:40:26,448
but also that he himself was possessed
by a demon that he cast off here.
881
01:40:26,560 --> 01:40:34,206
- As soon as She touched me,
the evil spirit that possessed me left.
882
01:40:34,880 --> 01:40:42,241
Right afterwards, I heard this voice in my
soul: "I am your mother and I protect you."
883
01:40:42,640 --> 01:40:45,371
It was an incredible feeling.
884
01:40:46,560 --> 01:40:50,199
But I haven't yet told you
what's most amazing, Boss.
885
01:40:50,200 --> 01:40:55,200
I've seen long lines of people who wait
their turn to tell their lives to a priest,
886
01:40:55,800 --> 01:40:58,610
repentant of the bad things they've done.
887
01:40:58,680 --> 01:41:04,403
They are convinced that it is Christ
himself who listens to and forgives them.
888
01:41:04,600 --> 01:41:08,366
And if it were true, Boss?
889
01:41:09,000 --> 01:41:12,919
The people that come to confess don't
come to get a weight off their shoulders,
890
01:41:12,920 --> 01:41:17,639
they come because, suddenly, everything they had in
their heads, all they had learned about faith...
891
01:41:17,640 --> 01:41:19,369
went down to their hearts.
892
01:41:19,800 --> 01:41:23,359
And they come seeking
a more intimate encounter with God.
893
01:41:23,360 --> 01:41:25,408
And they find it.
894
01:41:30,080 --> 01:41:33,439
It's true He doesn't speak like you
might expect. You're a grown man
895
01:41:33,440 --> 01:41:36,319
and you follow reason, it's true.
896
01:41:36,320 --> 01:41:39,369
But when your children were babies,
you didn't talk to them like that.
897
01:41:39,680 --> 01:41:41,839
And yet you managed to communicate.
898
01:41:41,840 --> 01:41:44,002
The phone to speak with God
is prayer.
899
01:41:44,160 --> 01:41:48,319
And the first thing prayer requires
is faith in God's presence.
900
01:41:48,320 --> 01:41:52,006
When you put yourself within God's reach,
God indeed acts.
901
01:43:15,760 --> 01:43:19,199
These people don't just
believe in God...
902
01:43:19,200 --> 01:43:22,488
or speak about Him,
they speak with Him
903
01:43:22,680 --> 01:43:24,839
and have placed Him
in the center of their lives.
904
01:43:24,840 --> 01:43:29,084
I'm free to think they're naive,
that no one listens to them.
905
01:43:29,240 --> 01:43:33,245
I can interrogate them all
and not believe any of them.
906
01:43:38,040 --> 01:43:40,646
But I've decided
to change strategies,
907
01:43:40,720 --> 01:43:45,886
because I suspect that this investigation
is one for "internal Affairs."
908
01:43:50,000 --> 01:43:52,679
I take my first steps
with doubts and fear
909
01:43:52,680 --> 01:43:56,321
knowing that I might discover
things I should change,
910
01:43:56,400 --> 01:43:58,129
but there's no going back.
911
01:43:58,200 --> 01:44:02,479
If I'm determined to discover the truth,
I'll take the formula
912
01:44:02,480 --> 01:44:06,166
to personally test its efficacy.
913
01:46:40,760 --> 01:46:48,406
The Vatican is still investigating the credibility
of the apparitions of Our Lady in Medjugorje.
79892
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