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- Previously on...
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- Aah!
- Gavin's sucking on toes!
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- Gavin was sucking toes!
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- Aah!
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- What the ----?
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- If Ashley broke up with me,I'd be okay.
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I'd just go backto that lifestyle,
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just, like, hook it upwith anyone.
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[ sniffles ] Now I just feel
like he's just been lying.
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- Come on, big sexy!
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Kiss him!
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- I'm not made for this shit.
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- Oh, my God! [ giggling ]
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- What the ----?
- David, I'm naked.
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***
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* You're not gonna tempt me *
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* You'll never forget me *
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* You're not gonna tempt me,
oh *
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* Oh, oh, oh *
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* You're not gonna tempt me *
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* You'll never forget me *
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[ whispers ]
You're not gonna tempt me.
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Captioned by
Los Angeles Distribution
and Broadcasting, Inc.
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***
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- It's a different ----ing girl?
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***
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- [ giggles ]
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- Tell me what you're feeling.
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- My heart pounding
out of my chest.
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[ exhales deeply ]
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Something that I just...
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***
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I don't know. Maybe all along,
I knew who he was.
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[ voice breaking ] Maybe part
of me knew that that's...
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***
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His words mean nothing.
Everything he said
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up until this point
mean nothing.
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Our entire relationship
has meant nothing.
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I mean, does he not understand
that, like,
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that I'm gonna see that?
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Like, he just threw away
our entire relationship.
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- I think that's enough, Kate.
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- Thank you.
- What I'm going to tell you is
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you guys are growing faster
than you think.
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You guys can head back
to the villa,
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and I will see you soon.
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- There's nothing David could do
to redeem himself at this point.
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He doesn't deserve...
any more...
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of my time or energy.
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***
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* Darkness falls
in the Garden of Eden *
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* I did my time,
and if I ain't leaving *
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* I'm gonna bring it all down
with me *
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- Hey, ladies, hey,
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just before we start this shot,
definitely appreciate you guys,
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you know, every time
after these bonfires,
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it's definitely
an emotional time for us,
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but every time you guys
are here to uplift us,
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cheers to that, right?
- Yeah.
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-Cheers.
- I agree.
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- We just got back
from the bonfire,
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and I feel like my relationship
is not on the line.
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I feel like I'm learning
new things about myself,
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and I just--I hope
she's doing the same thing.
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- The fact that she'd say,
"Yeah, I like you, too"
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is just weird, so I don't know.
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That's why it's like
a weird place that I'm in.
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- Right.
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- But at the end of the day,
she's still gonna choose me.
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So it's, like, definitely
not gonna bother me.
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- It's not?
- Yeah.
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- Are you good?
- Yeah, I'm cool.
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- I wanna understand you.
- Yes.
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- And I wanna know
what happened at the bonfire.
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- I don't know.
Like, let me worry about that.
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- And you just don't wanna
talk about that at all?
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- Why do I need to talk
about that?
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After you know for three
bonfires that I've been through?
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You think I wanna relive that
and even think about that?
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- Right, but I'm saying, like,
for me.
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You're really a hard person
to read.
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- Well, why you feel like
you gon' cry for?
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Why you feel you gon' cry for?
Hmm?
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Why you feel so insecure?
Come here, come here, come here.
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***
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In the past with Ashley,
she says something to upset me,
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I would shut down
and I walk away,
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and that's when I did step out.
That's when I did cheat.
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I could have just sucked it up
and just talked.
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That's one thing I'm learning.
I don't wanna be the old Rick.
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- So why would you kiss me
and not, like, Toneata or Sam?
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- Because I was ----ed up,
I guess? I don't know.
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That's not cool. It's not right,
and I know how much
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that's gonna hurt my girlfriend.
- Yeah.
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- And I felt like
I let myself down.
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- Right.
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- And I let my girlfriend down.
You know?
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- I think we were just both
kind of in the moment,
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and things happened.
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The one person that I wanted
to kiss,
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I didn't even get to kiss--
Casey.
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Hopefully I can continue
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to make my connection with Casey
stronger,
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so we shall see.
[ clicks teeth ]
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- All right, well,
let's go back in there
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so you can flirt
with your girlfriends.
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* I'm at the barricade,
hooked in the door *
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* Shift my heartache,
heartbreak *
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- I'm sort of numb
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because, one, it's not even
the person that I--that Iknow.
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Like, I'm confused in my head,
like, who is that guy?
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- Yeah, right.
- And then the second part
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is, like, I think I maybe
already knew
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that's who he was.
That's why I hadtrust issues.
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I've been taking care of "we"
for so long
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that I kind of lost focus of me,
and I just have to use
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the rest of this experience
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to remind myself
of what I deserve.
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- Hi, everybody.
[ indistinct conversations ]
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- Mm.
- What's happening?
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- Hello.
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- What's up, man?
- Hey.
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- Ladies.
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- Grilled cheese, tomato soup,
anyone?
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- Aw!
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- So what do you guys wanna do?
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- Honestly,
I'm down to have a little fun
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because I'm done ----ing
being sad about people
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that are being ----ing gross.
- Are living their best lives.
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- So Esonica's sucking toes
tonight. That's...
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[ laughter ]
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- I will have fun for sho'.
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- So that means the clothes
are coming off.
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- The tops are off.
- Down to the skivvies.
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- And we're doing
the ABC tonight.
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- "ABC" stands for
"Anything But Clothing"?
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- Gotta take this open, and...
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- Here, I can go
under my coochie like that.
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- I'm wearing underwear.
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- [ theatrical voice ] Sparta!
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* Yeah *
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* You wanna play these games *
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* Yeah *
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- These chicks are going
bonkers.
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***
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* Girls, shake your hips,
let me show you how to do it *
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- I just wanna take a second
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to appreciate the gifts
of charity to the house.
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***
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Whew.
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- Big round of applause
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for everybody tonight! Let's go!
- Whoo!
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- Whoo!
- Oh, my God.
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- Can I put, like,
real clothes on?
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- Yes, go ahead.
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- The ABC party just delayed
the emotions from the bonfire.
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- Kate, where you going?
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- She's getting dressed.
She's gonna come right down.
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- I think I was just in my head
about David,
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in my head about Dom,
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and I think all of that
hit me all at once.
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And just, like,
I just kind of burst.
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[ crying ]
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- No, you're not stupid.
- I'm 30 ----ing-4 years old.
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To have your boyfriend
be the worst
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----ing person on the show,
the one who's, like,
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having sex with multiple people.
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- That is ----ing his fault.
What's that gotta do with you?
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- What was so bad
in our relationship
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that he needed to come here
and have, like,
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Spring Break 2019?
- Because he's ----ing young.
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- But he's not that young.
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He's not that much younger
than you.
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***
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In the bonfire, like,
I didn't even cry.
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- That's good.
You're better than this.
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- [ whispers ] Thank you.
- And you're smarter than that.
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- Thank you.
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No one's gonna be prepared
to see the person
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who they've been with
for the past two years
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to be doing something like that
with other girls
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kind of confirms why I had
trust issues.
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- I'm embarrassed.
- Any guy--
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No, give me a hug.
Stop. Stop, stop, stop, stop.
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- [ crying ]
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- So he's out here
sucking girls' toes?
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I don't like that.
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- Okay, so four weeks ain't
enough for you to fall in love,
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but four weeks is enough of time
for you to put
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some random-ass girl foot
in your mouth?
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- Exactly. That's my point.
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- I've given trust to Gavin
in my relationship,
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thinking that he was someone
I can trust.
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Of course I'm disappointed
in him 100%.
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Now the question is what
I'm gonna do with that.
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- Do you still wanna be with him
as of right now?
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- I don't know. I'm so confused.
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- I feel like you're still in it
with him.
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- He literally was like,
yeah, like,
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"If Ashley broke up with me
tomorrow,
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I wouldn't even care."
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- ---- him then.
- And, like...
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- Oh, my God. Come here,
come here, come here, come here.
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- [ crying ]
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And just, like,
the thing that got me
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is that him saying, like, he
doesn't even know what love is,
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you'll know. Like, if you're
in love with somebody,
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you know it.
- That's what I say.
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- And, like, and you say
you wouldn't care
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if I broke up with you?
Like... [ crying ]
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***
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I can't think about anything
but Casey.
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Like, it's just, like, I can't.
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If he was here, I would hug him
and I'd ask him what...
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[ crying ] I'd ask him
what he's feeling
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and if he still loves me
or if he ever loved me.
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This person that I loved doesn't
even ----ing love me back.
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[ cries ]
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***
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* Feels so good right now *
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* Yeah, yeah *
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* This feels so good right now *
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- Bring that leg over here.
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- Just an excuse
to touch my leg.
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- Mm-hmm.
You got them hairy legs, huh?
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- [ laughs ]
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- Heck, yeah. That's good.
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- I'm calling it
the Roast Beef Blaster.
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- Ooh, fancy.
- Start my own cooking show.
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- [ laughs ]
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- K.B. and Chris,
obviously, K.B., we have
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a really good time on dates,
so this time around,
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Chris, I just wanted to ask you
if it's cool
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for us to go on this date
together.
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- You know I gotta check
my schedule
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'cause all these ladies
wanna take me out,
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so I gotta...
[ laughter ]
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Of course. Now come on
and give me some love.
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[ chairs scrape floor ]
- Yay.
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- Ahh! [ laughs ]
* Your boy going on a date *
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Ha ha.
* Your boy going on a date *
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I don't give a damn
if it's with Ashley G.
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I really don't care. It could
be with a muskrat or a meerkat.
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* Your boy going on a date *
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- Congratulations.
- [ laughs ]
246
00:11:04,289 --> 00:11:05,832
- Yay.
247
00:11:05,874 --> 00:11:10,712
- I'm really trying to see if,
like, Casey's the one for me.
248
00:11:10,754 --> 00:11:14,966
And it's just, like, hard
right now because I don't know
249
00:11:15,008 --> 00:11:17,552
how I'm supposed to be feeling
right now,
250
00:11:17,594 --> 00:11:22,098
and I don't know what I'm doing
is the right thing, so...
251
00:11:22,140 --> 00:11:23,850
- I don't think you should
worry about anything,
252
00:11:23,892 --> 00:11:25,435
because you've done
nothing wrong,
253
00:11:25,477 --> 00:11:28,063
and why worry about something
that you're not in control of?
254
00:11:28,104 --> 00:11:29,397
So until then,
I say take full advantage
255
00:11:29,439 --> 00:11:31,191
of what you have here.
- I know. Yeah.
256
00:11:31,232 --> 00:11:33,985
- Obviously, don't forget
why you came here.
257
00:11:34,027 --> 00:11:35,904
But at the same time,
and, like, be happy,
258
00:11:35,945 --> 00:11:37,947
and then just enjoy
living in the moment
259
00:11:37,989 --> 00:11:39,324
because you never know
when anything could end.
260
00:11:39,366 --> 00:11:40,700
- Yeah.
261
00:11:40,742 --> 00:11:43,078
After the bonfire, I realized
that I came in here
262
00:11:43,119 --> 00:11:45,789
thinking it was all about
my relationships, and it's not.
263
00:11:45,830 --> 00:11:47,248
So I'm definitely
gonna focus on myself
264
00:11:47,290 --> 00:11:50,377
and embrace this
whole, entire experience.
265
00:11:50,418 --> 00:11:52,420
- Um, so we--I think we might
have a date tomorrow.
266
00:11:52,462 --> 00:11:54,047
Do you wanna go with me?
267
00:11:54,089 --> 00:11:55,965
- I would love to.
268
00:11:56,007 --> 00:11:58,051
- Okay, good. I hope it's fun.
269
00:11:58,093 --> 00:12:01,971
- So date number one--
boring, doesn't matter.
270
00:12:02,013 --> 00:12:04,057
That was with Deac.
Date number two--
271
00:12:04,099 --> 00:12:06,851
clear over the mountains
of awkwardness
272
00:12:06,893 --> 00:12:09,729
into date number three.
Again, who cares?
273
00:12:09,771 --> 00:12:13,900
Depending how this date goes,
I think it's over for Deac.
274
00:12:13,942 --> 00:12:16,111
I think it's over.
275
00:12:16,152 --> 00:12:17,821
We're gonna have fun.
- I agree.
276
00:12:17,862 --> 00:12:20,198
- Yeah.
277
00:12:20,240 --> 00:12:23,410
* Ooh, I say
it's a perfect, perfect day *
278
00:12:23,451 --> 00:12:28,498
* It's a perfect, perfect day,
uh-huh, huh, huh, huh, huh *
279
00:12:28,540 --> 00:12:29,958
- And this stretching
is amazing.
280
00:12:30,000 --> 00:12:31,668
I could do this all day.
281
00:12:31,710 --> 00:12:34,295
- Rick, what are you making?
282
00:12:34,337 --> 00:12:37,716
- Chicken.
B-b-b-b-b-b-b-barbecue...
283
00:12:37,757 --> 00:12:39,175
chicken.
[ clatter ]
284
00:12:39,217 --> 00:12:42,971
- I think he just stroked out,
I'm gonna be honest.
285
00:12:43,013 --> 00:12:45,348
[ laughter ]
286
00:12:45,390 --> 00:12:46,891
- I have more fun with you
than anybody else.
287
00:12:46,933 --> 00:12:48,435
- Oh, really?
- I do.
288
00:12:48,476 --> 00:12:50,812
I had a great time with you
on our date.
289
00:12:50,854 --> 00:12:52,856
I'd like to take you out
on a second one.
290
00:12:52,897 --> 00:12:55,316
- Awesome, yeah. I'm excited.
291
00:12:55,358 --> 00:12:56,568
- You understand
my sense of humor.
292
00:12:56,609 --> 00:12:58,820
- I do.
- That's why you're the only one
293
00:12:58,862 --> 00:13:00,488
who laughs sometimes.
- [ laughs ]
294
00:13:00,530 --> 00:13:02,198
- But it's all good.
That's what I need.
295
00:13:02,240 --> 00:13:04,325
Mia and I--we had a great time
on our last date jet skiing.
296
00:13:04,367 --> 00:13:05,618
She's just fun to be around,
297
00:13:05,660 --> 00:13:08,955
and Mia is not as sensitive
as Esonica is.
298
00:13:08,997 --> 00:13:10,665
Sometimes I can be
very sarcastic,
299
00:13:10,707 --> 00:13:12,959
but I mean it in a nice way.
I don't mean it in a mean way.
300
00:13:13,001 --> 00:13:15,170
But Mia--she laughs.
She understands.
301
00:13:15,211 --> 00:13:17,088
So I can appreciate that.
- [ giggles ]
302
00:13:17,130 --> 00:13:18,340
- I'm not really big
on skipping.
303
00:13:18,381 --> 00:13:20,425
Once you reach a certain weight,
it's kinda hard.
304
00:13:20,467 --> 00:13:22,010
- [ laughs ]
305
00:13:22,052 --> 00:13:25,513
- So I think Rick asked Medinah
already.
306
00:13:25,555 --> 00:13:27,015
- That was a given.
307
00:13:27,057 --> 00:13:29,184
- David asked Toneata,
of course.
308
00:13:29,225 --> 00:13:30,185
I guess he's only interested
in her now.
309
00:13:30,226 --> 00:13:33,855
- Yeah.
- Did Casey ask somebody?
310
00:13:33,897 --> 00:13:36,024
- I don't think so.
311
00:13:36,066 --> 00:13:39,110
- I think he's gonna ask you.
- Mm.
312
00:13:39,152 --> 00:13:41,738
I'm nervous
he's gonna ask Rachel.
313
00:13:41,780 --> 00:13:43,531
Really ----ing nervous.
- Really?
314
00:13:43,573 --> 00:13:47,952
- It's gonna make things
very interesting between us
315
00:13:47,994 --> 00:13:49,621
if he does choose her,
316
00:13:49,662 --> 00:13:54,000
so I guess we will just see
how things go.
317
00:13:57,962 --> 00:14:00,382
- We're gonna go over
to the cabana.
318
00:14:01,966 --> 00:14:05,220
- Thinking about what I'm
gonna do if he doesn't pick me.
319
00:14:05,261 --> 00:14:07,806
- The drama cabana?
- Is that what it is?
320
00:14:07,847 --> 00:14:09,891
- That's what they say.
321
00:14:09,933 --> 00:14:14,604
***
322
00:14:14,646 --> 00:14:16,564
- I'm out.
323
00:14:16,606 --> 00:14:19,401
***
324
00:14:19,442 --> 00:14:20,902
- Look at this.
We got a new, like...
325
00:14:20,944 --> 00:14:22,821
- Ooh, this little mat?
326
00:14:22,862 --> 00:14:26,574
- It's okay.
327
00:14:26,616 --> 00:14:29,119
- When we hang out,
it's like zero pressure at all.
328
00:14:29,160 --> 00:14:31,246
- Mm-hmm.
- And, like, whatever
329
00:14:31,287 --> 00:14:33,248
we end up talking about
just naturally unfolds,
330
00:14:33,289 --> 00:14:35,959
so I'd like to, uh, ask you
if you'd want to come
331
00:14:36,001 --> 00:14:38,586
on a date with me.
- I would love to.
332
00:14:38,628 --> 00:14:42,966
- [ crying ]
333
00:14:43,008 --> 00:14:45,093
- I know. I'm sorry.
334
00:14:45,135 --> 00:14:47,220
- It's so frustrating.
It's so annoying.
335
00:14:47,262 --> 00:14:52,100
He's just doing
this teeter-totter bullshit,
336
00:14:52,142 --> 00:14:55,770
and a connection
that I thought I had
337
00:14:55,812 --> 00:14:59,441
is just not there.
338
00:14:59,482 --> 00:15:04,112
[ crying ]
339
00:15:04,154 --> 00:15:06,156
Ashley, I am sorry for you,
340
00:15:06,197 --> 00:15:08,533
and I hope and pray that you
have already met someone
341
00:15:08,575 --> 00:15:11,202
who has exceeded
your expectations,
342
00:15:11,244 --> 00:15:12,829
who you have there with you
to connect with you
343
00:15:12,871 --> 00:15:15,915
and bond with you and be there
for you when you need somebody.
344
00:15:15,957 --> 00:15:18,418
'Cause I'm telling you
right now, Casey ain't it.
345
00:15:21,004 --> 00:15:22,172
[ crying ]
346
00:15:22,213 --> 00:15:25,884
***
347
00:15:25,925 --> 00:15:27,135
* I don't wanna be alone
tonight *
348
00:15:32,724 --> 00:15:33,391
* Stay true to yourself *
349
00:15:35,352 --> 00:15:37,020
* Stay true to yourself *
350
00:15:37,062 --> 00:15:38,688
* Don't you be afraid *
351
00:15:38,730 --> 00:15:40,940
[ quacks ]
* Of that beat in your heart *
352
00:15:40,982 --> 00:15:43,234
- Every time Gavin hold my hand,
353
00:15:43,276 --> 00:15:44,527
it would always be
uncomfortable.
354
00:15:44,569 --> 00:15:45,695
- Why?
- Yep, 'cause I don't know.
355
00:15:45,737 --> 00:15:48,073
He don't know how to hold
my hand right.
356
00:15:48,114 --> 00:15:49,449
- What you mean, he doesn't
know how to hold your hand?
357
00:15:49,491 --> 00:15:50,867
- I don't know.
It's always a weird thing,
358
00:15:50,909 --> 00:15:53,370
and I'm just like, dude.
How do you hold hands like that?
359
00:15:53,411 --> 00:15:57,248
- How does he do it?
- Don't leave me hanging.
360
00:16:00,418 --> 00:16:01,836
- Okay, I'll give you one.
Mwah. [ kisses ]
361
00:16:01,878 --> 00:16:04,589
- Now you see?
We went from arm's length,
362
00:16:04,631 --> 00:16:06,883
elbow length.
- Shoulder.
363
00:16:06,925 --> 00:16:09,886
- Shoulder length, and now you
just gave me a kiss on my cheek.
364
00:16:09,928 --> 00:16:12,097
- I really love spending time
with Sonic.
365
00:16:12,138 --> 00:16:13,682
The more we spend time,
366
00:16:13,723 --> 00:16:15,934
the deeper the connection
that's being built.
367
00:16:15,975 --> 00:16:18,395
We're finally able to hug
each other, touch each other
368
00:16:18,436 --> 00:16:19,896
every now and then,
so that's nice,
369
00:16:19,938 --> 00:16:22,482
just to feel, you know,
the warmth of her.
370
00:16:22,524 --> 00:16:25,485
Not my ideal of the best kiss,
but, yeah, I guess that's--
371
00:16:25,527 --> 00:16:27,654
it's appropriate as of
right now, yeah. [ chuckles ]
372
00:16:27,696 --> 00:16:29,864
- Oh, shit.
- [ laughs ] What's next?
373
00:16:29,906 --> 00:16:33,576
- Oh, what's gonna happen?
- What's gonna happen next?
374
00:16:33,618 --> 00:16:37,080
- Aah! No!
375
00:16:37,122 --> 00:16:39,457
- [ laughs ]
376
00:16:39,499 --> 00:16:40,709
- Whoo!
377
00:16:40,750 --> 00:16:44,087
- [ laughing ]
378
00:16:44,129 --> 00:16:45,839
- Aah!
379
00:16:45,880 --> 00:16:48,550
Today's my second date with Mia,
and we went tubing.
380
00:16:48,591 --> 00:16:51,511
That was a blend
of fun/fear for my life.
381
00:16:51,553 --> 00:16:54,597
Aah! Why they going so fast?!
382
00:16:54,639 --> 00:16:56,349
And for some reason,
Mia thought the entire time
383
00:16:56,391 --> 00:16:58,518
me screaming was funny.
384
00:16:58,560 --> 00:17:01,062
Okay.
- [ laughs ]
385
00:17:01,104 --> 00:17:02,647
Ocean 1, Gavin 0.
386
00:17:02,689 --> 00:17:04,315
I've never been dominated
like that before...
387
00:17:04,357 --> 00:17:06,109
- [ laughing ]
- ...by anybody.
388
00:17:06,151 --> 00:17:07,402
Yeah, I felt like a rag doll.
389
00:17:07,444 --> 00:17:09,237
- You know, you can keep
all your swag points.
390
00:17:09,279 --> 00:17:11,156
I won't deduct any.
- You sure?
391
00:17:11,197 --> 00:17:13,158
- I promise. I won't deduct any.
I promise.
392
00:17:13,199 --> 00:17:14,743
- Okay.
393
00:17:14,784 --> 00:17:16,036
In the house, I would say
Mia's like the main one
394
00:17:16,077 --> 00:17:19,164
I'm interested in.
I won't jump too far ahead.
395
00:17:19,205 --> 00:17:20,498
I'm just trying to stay
in the moment,
396
00:17:20,540 --> 00:17:23,126
but as of right now,
everything's going well.
397
00:17:23,168 --> 00:17:25,712
Every day with her gets better,
so I can appreciate that.
398
00:17:25,754 --> 00:17:27,589
I like spending time
with you, though.
399
00:17:27,630 --> 00:17:29,049
- I like spending time
with you, too.
400
00:17:29,090 --> 00:17:32,469
- Yeah. I feel like we're
connecting a little more now.
401
00:17:32,510 --> 00:17:34,054
- Mm-hmm.
- I know at first,
402
00:17:34,095 --> 00:17:37,599
you felt...ignored.
- Yes.
403
00:17:37,640 --> 00:17:39,100
Like, right,
you wanna be pursued, correct?
404
00:17:39,142 --> 00:17:41,644
- Yes.
- I'm trying to pursue.
405
00:17:41,686 --> 00:17:44,022
- I know. I see you working.
- You see me working?
406
00:17:44,064 --> 00:17:45,523
- I see you working.
407
00:17:45,565 --> 00:17:47,650
- Yeah, no, you're the new fave.
- Aw.
408
00:17:47,692 --> 00:17:49,944
- For sure.
- You're my new favorite, too.
409
00:17:49,986 --> 00:17:52,322
- Hey, yo, Captain,
can we go back to shore, please?
410
00:17:52,364 --> 00:17:53,990
- Yes, we can.
- So I don't lose my swag points
411
00:17:54,032 --> 00:17:55,492
throwing up on this boat?
412
00:17:55,533 --> 00:17:56,576
- [ laughs ]
- Thank you.
413
00:17:56,618 --> 00:17:57,994
* Let it rain on me *
414
00:17:58,036 --> 00:18:00,121
* Let it, let it rain,
let it, let it rain on *
415
00:18:00,163 --> 00:18:03,041
* Let it, let it rain, let it,
let it rain on me *
416
00:18:03,083 --> 00:18:05,418
* Let it rain on me *
417
00:18:05,460 --> 00:18:07,504
- I really appreciate you.
- Mm-hmm.
418
00:18:07,545 --> 00:18:09,673
- I'm really glad
that we became friends.
419
00:18:09,714 --> 00:18:11,883
- And obviously,
we have a connection,
420
00:18:11,925 --> 00:18:14,969
and it's not all...friend.
421
00:18:16,721 --> 00:18:19,516
- Yeah, okay,
we know it may be like...
422
00:18:19,557 --> 00:18:22,477
Obviously, you're a little bit
more than a friend.
423
00:18:22,519 --> 00:18:24,854
That's why I keep taking you
out on dates.
424
00:18:24,896 --> 00:18:26,564
- Mm-hmm.
425
00:18:26,606 --> 00:18:28,733
- Kareem is a very nice guy.
Every time I see him,
426
00:18:28,775 --> 00:18:32,404
I do get, like, a butterfly.
Not butterflies.
427
00:18:32,445 --> 00:18:34,155
But maybe just, like,
one flutter.
428
00:18:34,197 --> 00:18:37,200
Now the question is,
is Gavin the one?
429
00:18:37,242 --> 00:18:38,910
'Cause I don't know.
430
00:18:38,952 --> 00:18:41,287
I'm really just trying
to feel it out
431
00:18:41,329 --> 00:18:44,666
and just be happy
in this moment.
432
00:18:44,708 --> 00:18:48,545
- We're building a foundation.
So we take it day by day.
433
00:18:48,586 --> 00:18:50,046
You know what I mean?
- For sure.
434
00:18:50,088 --> 00:18:51,715
- But if it was up to me,
I would speed shit up,
435
00:18:51,756 --> 00:18:53,550
you know what I'm saying?
[ laughter ]
436
00:18:53,591 --> 00:18:58,263
* You hold me so close like
it's simple degrees *
437
00:18:58,304 --> 00:19:01,725
* It's like it's 50 below *
438
00:19:01,766 --> 00:19:04,894
- I feel like you need
one of these in your hair.
439
00:19:04,936 --> 00:19:07,272
Toneata is absolutely
the prettiest girl in the villa.
440
00:19:07,313 --> 00:19:08,982
I mean, she obviously has
a beautiful face.
441
00:19:09,024 --> 00:19:11,860
Um, but her body is, like,
incredible.
442
00:19:11,901 --> 00:19:13,528
You look really pretty.
- Thank you.
443
00:19:13,570 --> 00:19:16,489
- I love that.
- Well, good.
444
00:19:16,531 --> 00:19:18,491
So that's why you decided
to take me out again, huh?
445
00:19:18,533 --> 00:19:19,826
- Uh, I'm somewhat attracted
to you,
446
00:19:19,868 --> 00:19:21,911
I guess you could say, yeah.
- Yeah.
447
00:19:21,953 --> 00:19:23,747
- Somewhat.
448
00:19:23,788 --> 00:19:26,082
- Well, I'm extremely attracted
to you, too.
449
00:19:26,124 --> 00:19:29,336
- And we have fun. I feel like
even when we are doing nothing,
450
00:19:29,377 --> 00:19:31,504
like it's just fun, you know?
- I know.
451
00:19:31,546 --> 00:19:34,174
So if we were to get serious,
452
00:19:34,215 --> 00:19:35,592
we would do
the long-distance thing,
453
00:19:35,633 --> 00:19:38,553
but eventually,
would you be willing
454
00:19:38,595 --> 00:19:41,014
to, like, move out my way?
455
00:19:41,056 --> 00:19:43,016
- If it feels right,
then, like, I would do it.
456
00:19:43,058 --> 00:19:44,559
Of course.
457
00:19:44,601 --> 00:19:46,728
You never know, Toneata.
458
00:19:46,770 --> 00:19:49,814
* You've got me going
whoo-whoo *
459
00:19:49,856 --> 00:19:54,944
* Oh, the things
that I would do, ooh *
460
00:19:54,986 --> 00:19:57,572
- Why do you think that you
came here, in all honesty?
461
00:19:57,614 --> 00:20:02,077
- I've been single for a while.
It's not as fun anymore.
462
00:20:02,118 --> 00:20:04,621
- But, like, what do you--like,
do you want a relationship,
463
00:20:04,662 --> 00:20:06,790
like, after you leave here
that could be serious?
464
00:20:06,831 --> 00:20:08,958
- Oh, of course.
I'm getting old now,
465
00:20:09,000 --> 00:20:13,963
and--and I'm ready to have kids,
and I wanna be that young dad
466
00:20:14,005 --> 00:20:16,591
that's active and be the dad
that I never had.
467
00:20:16,633 --> 00:20:18,218
- Aw.
- And I'm excited for it.
468
00:20:18,259 --> 00:20:20,136
I'm ready for it.
- Yeah.
469
00:20:20,178 --> 00:20:21,805
- Yeah, simple as that.
470
00:20:21,846 --> 00:20:23,640
- David doesn't like to talk
about his emotions
471
00:20:23,682 --> 00:20:25,392
all that much.
He likes to suppress them.
472
00:20:25,433 --> 00:20:27,602
And he doesn't really like
to get too deep.
473
00:20:27,644 --> 00:20:30,480
And so, yeah, I do need someone
who's able to have
474
00:20:30,522 --> 00:20:32,482
those deeper conversations.
475
00:20:35,151 --> 00:20:39,489
***
476
00:20:39,531 --> 00:20:42,200
- Just bust it open like this.
Yeah.
477
00:20:42,242 --> 00:20:43,827
- [ laughs ]
- Jeez.
478
00:20:43,868 --> 00:20:45,412
Look at that right there, look.
Pull the weed right off, girl.
479
00:20:45,453 --> 00:20:46,996
- [ laughs ]
480
00:20:47,038 --> 00:20:48,665
- Pull the weed right off
of that right there.
481
00:20:48,707 --> 00:20:50,500
- Chris G. is hilarious.
482
00:20:50,542 --> 00:20:52,711
[ ice rattles ]
He's so sweet. He's funny.
483
00:20:52,752 --> 00:20:56,172
He's extremely smart,
and he gives great advice.
484
00:20:56,214 --> 00:20:59,759
- When I look at your situation,
youchose to come here
485
00:20:59,801 --> 00:21:03,555
because this is your way of
telling everybody you need out.
486
00:21:03,596 --> 00:21:06,016
- Is it?
- I-I believeso.
487
00:21:06,057 --> 00:21:08,977
You came here,
and without hesitation, you...
488
00:21:09,019 --> 00:21:10,270
[ snaps fingers ]
...jumped at an opportunity.
489
00:21:10,311 --> 00:21:12,522
- Hmm.
490
00:21:12,564 --> 00:21:15,483
I'll never have the baby,
the house, the car,
491
00:21:15,525 --> 00:21:17,819
anything that I really want
by, like,
492
00:21:17,861 --> 00:21:19,988
being with that kind of guy.
493
00:21:20,030 --> 00:21:21,531
- Oh, that sound like
all the stuff Iwant.
494
00:21:21,573 --> 00:21:23,575
Man, you could always just...
- [ laughs ]
495
00:21:23,616 --> 00:21:25,452
- ...leave with me.
496
00:21:25,493 --> 00:21:27,370
- [ laughs ]
497
00:21:27,412 --> 00:21:32,375
***
498
00:21:32,417 --> 00:21:34,169
- Rick, you are tearing
that cone...
499
00:21:34,210 --> 00:21:35,628
- Yeah.
- ...up.
500
00:21:35,670 --> 00:21:38,381
- [ mouth full ] I love
a cone, though. I'm greedy.
501
00:21:38,423 --> 00:21:40,216
Did you want a piece?
- It's gone now!
502
00:21:40,258 --> 00:21:41,926
- Sorry.
- [ laughs ]
503
00:21:41,968 --> 00:21:45,055
What am I gonna do with you?
- I don't know.
504
00:21:45,096 --> 00:21:47,557
Just love me.
505
00:21:47,599 --> 00:21:49,225
- Oh, we're talking
about love now.
506
00:21:49,267 --> 00:21:50,560
- I didn't say that. [ mumbles ]
507
00:21:50,602 --> 00:21:52,062
[ chuckles ]
508
00:21:52,103 --> 00:21:54,022
- Right now I really feel like
I'm Rick's girlfriend,
509
00:21:54,064 --> 00:21:55,357
but that's not the case.
510
00:21:55,398 --> 00:21:56,900
That's--That's just not
the case,
511
00:21:56,941 --> 00:22:00,445
so I'm trying to figure out
where I am at in his equation.
512
00:22:00,487 --> 00:22:02,364
I feel like
he could go back to Ashley,
513
00:22:02,405 --> 00:22:03,907
'cause they have history.
514
00:22:03,948 --> 00:22:05,325
I don't know if
I've told you this before,
515
00:22:05,367 --> 00:22:08,912
but I think it's crazy
that somebody would bring you
516
00:22:08,953 --> 00:22:10,747
in an environment
where you get to, like,
517
00:22:10,789 --> 00:22:12,916
possibly leave
with somebody else.
518
00:22:12,957 --> 00:22:14,209
Do you think about her?
Do you miss her?
519
00:22:14,250 --> 00:22:17,921
- Yeah, of course I do,
but...I mean, it sucks
520
00:22:17,962 --> 00:22:20,131
after seeing everything
in the bonfire.
521
00:22:20,173 --> 00:22:22,384
And at this point, I don't--
522
00:22:22,425 --> 00:22:25,512
I don't see myself leaving
with her, you know what I mean?
523
00:22:25,553 --> 00:22:28,473
- What happens
when you go back to Boston?
524
00:22:28,515 --> 00:22:30,767
- With us?
- Yeah.
525
00:22:30,809 --> 00:22:33,895
- I mean, I wouldn't want it
to stop.
526
00:22:33,937 --> 00:22:36,690
I wouldn't want this to stop,
so...
527
00:22:36,731 --> 00:22:38,441
maybe come out to the "A"?
528
00:22:38,483 --> 00:22:40,443
You come up to Boston?
I don't know.
529
00:22:40,485 --> 00:22:42,278
I didn't think I would come here
530
00:22:42,320 --> 00:22:45,198
liking somebody else,
like reallyliking somebody.
531
00:22:45,240 --> 00:22:48,410
But when I'm with Medinah,
532
00:22:48,451 --> 00:22:50,495
I don't think about Ashley
as much.
533
00:22:50,537 --> 00:22:52,122
* Crazy *
534
00:22:52,163 --> 00:22:54,374
* Crazy *
535
00:22:54,416 --> 00:22:58,128
* La-la-la love you *
536
00:22:58,169 --> 00:23:01,172
- Run!
537
00:23:01,214 --> 00:23:02,173
Yes!
- Oh, we got it!
538
00:23:02,215 --> 00:23:03,883
- Whoo!
- We got it!
539
00:23:03,925 --> 00:23:05,969
- [ laughs ]
- I feel like I know
540
00:23:06,011 --> 00:23:07,429
what I'm doing
'cause I'm controlling it,
541
00:23:07,470 --> 00:23:08,930
but I'm just pulling the string.
- I am, too! [ laughs ]
542
00:23:08,972 --> 00:23:11,933
- It's getting real just like...
[ laughs ]
543
00:23:11,975 --> 00:23:14,602
- Oh, no! No! No! [ laughing ]
544
00:23:14,644 --> 00:23:16,563
- Run! Run with it!
[ laughing ]
545
00:23:16,604 --> 00:23:18,815
- My feelings are definitely
building for Ben.
546
00:23:18,857 --> 00:23:22,193
I don't have to try
to have fun with Ben
547
00:23:22,235 --> 00:23:23,611
because it just comes naturally.
548
00:23:23,653 --> 00:23:24,988
* Could this be real? *
549
00:23:25,030 --> 00:23:26,364
Oh, no.
- Hold on. Two hands on it.
550
00:23:26,406 --> 00:23:27,907
* What's in my mind? *
551
00:23:27,949 --> 00:23:29,159
Okay, bring it back, all right?
552
00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:31,703
* Feeling you brush me
from behind *
553
00:23:31,745 --> 00:23:33,997
- There we go.
- Oh, yeah.
554
00:23:34,039 --> 00:23:36,166
***
555
00:23:36,207 --> 00:23:38,710
- I've never been fishing.
- You hold it with your left
556
00:23:38,752 --> 00:23:40,837
and then use your right.
Like, get a good, sturdy balance
557
00:23:40,879 --> 00:23:42,464
with your left.
- Mm-hmm.
558
00:23:42,505 --> 00:23:44,716
- And then if we get something,
you reel in with your right.
559
00:23:44,758 --> 00:23:46,509
Today's my second date
with Rachel,
560
00:23:46,551 --> 00:23:48,803
and we are fishing,
and with Rachel,
561
00:23:48,845 --> 00:23:50,680
she's always, like,
super easygoing, no pressure.
562
00:23:50,722 --> 00:23:52,349
It's just always a good time.
563
00:23:52,390 --> 00:23:54,893
- What do you think about,
like, with the last bonfire
564
00:23:54,934 --> 00:23:57,979
and her...kinda liking someone?
- Yeah.
565
00:23:58,021 --> 00:23:59,189
I mean, I just watched
that clip,
566
00:23:59,230 --> 00:24:01,024
and it seemed at first
not so bad
567
00:24:01,066 --> 00:24:03,943
'cause I always come in
with positive expectations.
568
00:24:03,985 --> 00:24:05,904
So I watched it and I felt fine.
569
00:24:05,945 --> 00:24:08,865
I'm very, very confident
570
00:24:08,907 --> 00:24:11,993
in my relationship with Ashley,
so I didn't really--I...
571
00:24:12,035 --> 00:24:13,286
There was no jealousy
on my end.
572
00:24:13,328 --> 00:24:15,497
It is a big of, like,
a waiting game.
573
00:24:15,538 --> 00:24:16,831
- Mm-hmm.
- So depends on where
574
00:24:16,873 --> 00:24:18,708
you're fishing, but here,
it's like the opportunity
575
00:24:18,750 --> 00:24:20,502
to catch something bigger.
576
00:24:20,543 --> 00:24:22,253
You know, hold out,
and then something good comes.
577
00:24:22,295 --> 00:24:25,298
- Yeah, worth the wait.
578
00:24:25,340 --> 00:24:31,262
***
579
00:24:31,304 --> 00:24:35,475
- I just feel like I've been
played this whole time,
580
00:24:35,517 --> 00:24:37,769
like I'm kinda just, like,
no more ----ing crying
581
00:24:37,811 --> 00:24:39,187
over this guy
because obviously
582
00:24:39,229 --> 00:24:41,690
he wouldn't care if I broke up
with him,
583
00:24:41,731 --> 00:24:43,566
exactly what--his words.
584
00:24:43,608 --> 00:24:47,987
So Casey--he may have not come
here for the right reasons.
585
00:24:48,029 --> 00:24:53,118
- He just...you know, I don't
wanna focus on him on this date.
586
00:24:53,159 --> 00:24:54,202
- Mm-hmm.
- 'Cause it's, like,
587
00:24:54,244 --> 00:24:55,370
you and me right now.
- Yeah.
588
00:24:55,412 --> 00:24:57,706
- And I like that,
and I'm happy I met you,
589
00:24:57,747 --> 00:25:00,166
'cause, like, your words
actually have, like,
590
00:25:00,208 --> 00:25:03,378
helped me a lot, and I don't
think you realize that.
591
00:25:03,420 --> 00:25:06,297
This date definitely did
help build a stronger attraction
592
00:25:06,339 --> 00:25:09,384
and connection to Ben.
593
00:25:09,426 --> 00:25:11,845
I feel like Casey and I
are having issues right now.
594
00:25:11,886 --> 00:25:14,264
But I definitely can see myself
with Ben.
595
00:25:14,305 --> 00:25:18,435
That was really fun. What,
did you want me to stop here?
596
00:25:18,476 --> 00:25:20,270
- Mm-hmm.
597
00:25:20,311 --> 00:25:26,359
***
598
00:25:26,401 --> 00:25:32,615
* Oh, oh *
599
00:25:32,657 --> 00:25:38,288
* Whoa, oh *
600
00:25:38,329 --> 00:25:39,456
* Oh-oh, oh *
601
00:25:39,497 --> 00:25:42,459
* Oh, oh *
602
00:25:42,500 --> 00:25:44,169
- [ chuckles ]
603
00:25:44,210 --> 00:25:45,837
Oh, my God.
604
00:25:51,301 --> 00:25:52,260
* Whoa-oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh,
oh-oh *
605
00:25:55,513 --> 00:25:59,768
* Whoa-oh-oh,
oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh *
606
00:25:59,809 --> 00:26:02,187
* Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah,
ah-ah *
607
00:26:02,228 --> 00:26:04,147
***
608
00:26:04,189 --> 00:26:06,191
* Ah-ah-ah,
ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah *
609
00:26:06,232 --> 00:26:08,151
- I don't know how to, like,
cook this much meat.
610
00:26:08,193 --> 00:26:10,070
- Smells good.
- It does.
611
00:26:10,111 --> 00:26:11,529
- You're not tired
from the date?
612
00:26:11,571 --> 00:26:14,616
- I'm energized from the date.
This was refreshing.
613
00:26:14,657 --> 00:26:17,911
- Yeah, it was actually like--
It felt like a real one, though.
614
00:26:17,952 --> 00:26:19,954
- I'm just going off
of how I feel,
615
00:26:19,996 --> 00:26:22,123
and, like, I just wanna be
completely blunt
616
00:26:22,165 --> 00:26:24,084
and honest with you and, like,
I spent the whole day
617
00:26:24,125 --> 00:26:25,293
with Toneata, and, like,
it was great,
618
00:26:25,335 --> 00:26:26,544
and, like,
we had a really good time,
619
00:26:26,586 --> 00:26:28,880
and I don't know.
I just feel like right now,
620
00:26:28,922 --> 00:26:31,091
like, I don't wanna hurt you
because, like,
621
00:26:31,132 --> 00:26:33,843
I really consider you, like,
close to me.
622
00:26:33,885 --> 00:26:36,054
- Mm-hmm.
- But, like, I think I'm--
623
00:26:36,096 --> 00:26:37,222
I'm going to focus more
on, like,
624
00:26:37,263 --> 00:26:38,390
my connection with Toneata
right now.
625
00:26:38,431 --> 00:26:39,349
- Okay.
- And it sounds like a breakup.
626
00:26:39,391 --> 00:26:40,725
It's not like a--
- No, it's cool.
627
00:26:40,767 --> 00:26:41,768
- You know what I'm saying,
though?
628
00:26:41,810 --> 00:26:43,228
- Yeah, no, it--
- That feels weird.
629
00:26:43,269 --> 00:26:45,230
- If I were breaking up,
I would be crying right now.
630
00:26:45,271 --> 00:26:47,774
- I didn't want this to be
up in the air
631
00:26:47,816 --> 00:26:49,901
of how I feel, how I'm
not feeling, I'm flip-flopping.
632
00:26:49,943 --> 00:26:51,361
I didn't want her to ever get
that vibe.
633
00:26:51,403 --> 00:26:53,071
It's awkward. It's weird,
634
00:26:53,113 --> 00:26:55,240
but Samantha is taking it
pretty well.
635
00:26:55,281 --> 00:26:56,658
And I feel like
we're on the same page
636
00:26:56,700 --> 00:26:57,867
leaving the conversation.
637
00:26:57,909 --> 00:26:59,077
- So are we good?
- I think we're good.
638
00:26:59,119 --> 00:27:01,579
I hope so.
- Do we do, like, a fist bump?
639
00:27:01,621 --> 00:27:02,747
Or what do we do?
- No, you give me a hug. Stop.
640
00:27:02,789 --> 00:27:04,165
- Oh, okay.
641
00:27:04,207 --> 00:27:06,876
I would be a terrible female
if I'm saying, like,
642
00:27:06,918 --> 00:27:09,379
it wasn't a big deal,
but come on.
643
00:27:09,421 --> 00:27:11,923
I'm here to find a man,
not a little scared boy.
644
00:27:11,965 --> 00:27:13,425
When can I have
my underwear back, then?
645
00:27:13,466 --> 00:27:16,594
I'm a grown-ass woman.
I'm over it.
646
00:27:16,636 --> 00:27:19,431
- To be honest, I really don't
know where they went.
647
00:27:19,472 --> 00:27:21,516
* Free *
648
00:27:21,558 --> 00:27:22,600
* To who I was *
649
00:27:22,642 --> 00:27:25,520
- Whoa!
650
00:27:25,562 --> 00:27:28,064
- Ben and Ashley lit in them...
* Piña coladas *
651
00:27:28,106 --> 00:27:29,774
- They lit. They are lit.
652
00:27:29,816 --> 00:27:31,109
[ hands slap ]
- What's up, buddy?
653
00:27:31,151 --> 00:27:32,444
How was your date?
- Oh, it was ----ing fun.
654
00:27:32,485 --> 00:27:33,445
- That's a good com--
655
00:27:33,486 --> 00:27:34,904
Okay.
656
00:27:34,946 --> 00:27:37,157
- My mind's blown, and I just
keep going back and forth
657
00:27:37,198 --> 00:27:41,369
with my emotions, but Ben
is, like...I don't know.
658
00:27:41,411 --> 00:27:42,871
Come with me.
659
00:27:42,912 --> 00:27:46,791
I don't know what's going on
in my life, but I feel good.
660
00:27:46,833 --> 00:27:47,667
[ lowered voice ] Ben...
661
00:27:47,709 --> 00:27:49,544
kissed me.
662
00:27:49,586 --> 00:27:53,757
No one has ever kissed me
like that in my entire life.
663
00:27:53,798 --> 00:27:55,300
Ever.
664
00:27:55,342 --> 00:27:58,595
I feel like Ben's kiss made it
more complicated.
665
00:27:58,636 --> 00:28:01,222
[ groans ] I don't even know.
I don't even know!
666
00:28:01,264 --> 00:28:02,599
I don't even know
what's going on.
667
00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:04,309
I feel like--I feel like
I'm doing something bad,
668
00:28:04,351 --> 00:28:05,727
but I'm not.
669
00:28:05,769 --> 00:28:07,729
- Ben's the sweetest person
in the entire world.
670
00:28:07,771 --> 00:28:09,147
I wish I was
5, 10 years younger.
671
00:28:09,189 --> 00:28:10,648
I would scoop that up
in, like, two seconds.
672
00:28:10,690 --> 00:28:12,317
- He's a different type of man.
673
00:28:12,359 --> 00:28:13,902
- I don't think he's
a different type of man.
674
00:28:13,943 --> 00:28:16,905
I think he's already a man.
- Oh.
675
00:28:16,946 --> 00:28:19,324
- I don't think that, like,
our men are men.
676
00:28:19,366 --> 00:28:22,660
- And in my heart I know
I deserve better right now
677
00:28:22,702 --> 00:28:26,206
because honestly,
my boyfriend's being a ----er.
678
00:28:26,247 --> 00:28:29,709
- [ laughs ]
- Am I being dumb right now?
679
00:28:29,751 --> 00:28:33,296
- I think your boyfriend
was dumb for bringing you here.
680
00:28:33,338 --> 00:28:34,506
- Yeah.
681
00:28:34,547 --> 00:28:36,508
- Maybe she's never kissed
a man before,
682
00:28:36,549 --> 00:28:39,803
and she's been kissing boys,
and Ben is a man.
683
00:28:39,844 --> 00:28:44,766
And he's mature, and maybe
he knows how to treat a woman.
684
00:28:44,808 --> 00:28:48,687
Whatever you do while you're
here is, like, up to you.
685
00:28:48,728 --> 00:28:50,271
- I don't know what I'm doing.
686
00:28:50,313 --> 00:28:52,065
* Everybody knows I'm crazy *
687
00:28:52,107 --> 00:28:53,650
I'm going insane.
688
00:28:53,692 --> 00:28:57,153
* I'm thinking about you,
I'm calling you, baby *
689
00:28:57,195 --> 00:28:58,780
* You can't seem to fall asleep
at night *
690
00:28:58,822 --> 00:29:02,117
* Are you crazy? Oh, hell, nah *
691
00:29:02,158 --> 00:29:04,077
* You wanna try staying
together? *
692
00:29:08,248 --> 00:29:10,208
- You are so chill tonight,
Casey.
693
00:29:10,250 --> 00:29:12,877
- I don't know what's happening.
I'm not a part of this.
694
00:29:12,919 --> 00:29:14,170
- I see Slick Rick.
695
00:29:14,212 --> 00:29:16,381
* I do what I like *
696
00:29:16,423 --> 00:29:18,383
- I take two seconds
to change my bathing suit.
697
00:29:18,425 --> 00:29:20,760
I come back,
Rick, Medinah, David, Toneata,
698
00:29:20,802 --> 00:29:24,305
basically grinding,
having sex in the kitchen.
699
00:29:24,347 --> 00:29:25,724
The fact that all the guys
are coupling up
700
00:29:25,765 --> 00:29:27,642
makes me feel scared.
701
00:29:27,684 --> 00:29:29,853
Ashley's gonna be seeing
all these guys coupling up
702
00:29:29,894 --> 00:29:33,106
and probably start to assume
I'm doing the same thing,
703
00:29:33,148 --> 00:29:34,274
which I'm not.
704
00:29:34,315 --> 00:29:36,234
[ playful shouting in distance ]
705
00:29:36,276 --> 00:29:38,903
* Everybody knows I'm crazy *
706
00:29:44,367 --> 00:29:49,748
***
707
00:29:59,090 --> 00:30:02,010
- David is out here telling Sam
one thing
708
00:30:02,052 --> 00:30:03,803
but making Toneata wifey.
709
00:30:03,845 --> 00:30:07,057
It's not really right. He will,
like, be grabbing on Toneata
710
00:30:07,098 --> 00:30:09,059
but be giving Sam the side eye.
711
00:30:09,100 --> 00:30:10,643
Really, David?
712
00:30:10,685 --> 00:30:14,939
- I need a ----ing man,
not a scared little boy.
713
00:30:14,981 --> 00:30:18,860
- The way that I have watched
David play Toneata and Sam,
714
00:30:18,902 --> 00:30:21,196
I knowhe's playing his girl
in real life.
715
00:30:21,237 --> 00:30:23,948
It's, like, just not even cool.
716
00:30:23,990 --> 00:30:25,116
- He went
from one boring girlfriend
717
00:30:25,158 --> 00:30:26,659
to another boring girlfriend.
718
00:30:26,701 --> 00:30:29,037
- I think he likes boring girls.
- Sorry.
719
00:30:29,079 --> 00:30:30,663
- Whoa.
- That ain't me.
720
00:30:41,591 --> 00:30:45,720
- I know.
That would be amazing.
721
00:30:45,762 --> 00:30:48,098
- Toneata and Kate have two
totally different personalities.
722
00:30:48,139 --> 00:30:50,266
Toneata doesn't have any
sort of insecurities,
723
00:30:50,308 --> 00:30:52,477
and Toneata's also
very trusting.
724
00:30:53,937 --> 00:30:57,565
- I love being with you, too.
725
00:30:57,607 --> 00:31:01,444
- I got all my confirmations
about Toneata and then some,
726
00:31:01,486 --> 00:31:03,196
and I'm really excited about
where our connection is
727
00:31:03,238 --> 00:31:04,656
and where it's gonna go.
728
00:31:07,409 --> 00:31:09,244
* You know that I want you *
729
00:31:09,285 --> 00:31:10,954
- [ moans ]
730
00:31:10,995 --> 00:31:13,081
* So come a little closer *
731
00:31:13,123 --> 00:31:16,459
* You're driving me crazy *
732
00:31:16,501 --> 00:31:18,128
* You know that I want you *
733
00:31:18,169 --> 00:31:19,129
- Cheers!
734
00:31:19,170 --> 00:31:20,422
- Cheers.
735
00:31:21,923 --> 00:31:24,217
- Bring your ass, baby.
736
00:31:24,259 --> 00:31:27,762
Bring that ass over here.
737
00:31:27,804 --> 00:31:30,056
- So I just have, like,
major realizations
738
00:31:30,098 --> 00:31:31,891
about, like, my life
in the past
739
00:31:31,933 --> 00:31:33,852
and how I've just, like,
gone from relationship
740
00:31:33,893 --> 00:31:36,104
to relationship to relationship,
and now that I'm 34,
741
00:31:36,146 --> 00:31:38,356
and all I want is
a relationship...
742
00:31:38,398 --> 00:31:40,692
- You want a family.
You pick up a guy
743
00:31:40,734 --> 00:31:43,153
six years younger than you
that still wants time.
744
00:31:43,194 --> 00:31:46,448
- It's true.
- I've been making moves.
745
00:31:46,489 --> 00:31:47,574
I've been trying to talk to Kate
746
00:31:47,615 --> 00:31:49,034
and see what's going on
with her,
747
00:31:49,075 --> 00:31:52,454
see where her head is at,
but Dom actively seeks out Kate,
748
00:31:52,495 --> 00:31:55,457
and it hasn't been helping.
Dom is the vulture.
749
00:31:55,498 --> 00:31:58,585
Aah! Like, that's...
Whenever you hear that sound
750
00:31:58,626 --> 00:32:00,462
in the house,
that means Dom is coming.
751
00:32:00,503 --> 00:32:03,882
- Aw, you're sad
'cause you're not boo'd up?
752
00:32:03,923 --> 00:32:05,216
- * Ba-da, boo'd up *
753
00:32:05,258 --> 00:32:07,677
- No one's--
No one's touching your junk?
754
00:32:07,719 --> 00:32:10,138
- Aah!
That's a mean tease, boy.
755
00:32:10,180 --> 00:32:11,681
- This is how I fix mine
when they're not...
756
00:32:11,723 --> 00:32:13,516
Dom is definitely trying,
and he's being
757
00:32:13,558 --> 00:32:15,226
extremely patient with me.
758
00:32:15,268 --> 00:32:16,311
Yeah, I would like to be
physical with him,
759
00:32:16,353 --> 00:32:18,355
and I'm super attracted to him,
760
00:32:18,396 --> 00:32:21,524
and my body is saying, like,
just let him in.
761
00:32:21,566 --> 00:32:24,110
So each day I let him in
just a tinybit more.
762
00:32:24,152 --> 00:32:25,653
But when I say "tiny," like,
I literally mean, like,
763
00:32:25,695 --> 00:32:26,946
like, this much.
764
00:32:26,988 --> 00:32:29,574
[ laughter ]
765
00:32:29,616 --> 00:32:31,117
- Oh!
766
00:32:31,159 --> 00:32:32,619
[ indistinct conversations ]
767
00:32:32,660 --> 00:32:36,289
* In a moment, I lose control *
768
00:32:36,331 --> 00:32:39,000
* Oh-oh, oh-oh *
769
00:32:39,042 --> 00:32:41,836
* I'm not holding back anymore *
770
00:32:41,878 --> 00:32:45,465
* Oh-oh, oh-oh *
771
00:32:45,507 --> 00:32:48,385
* Consider yourself warned *
772
00:32:48,426 --> 00:32:50,136
* Oh-oh, oh-oh *
773
00:32:50,178 --> 00:32:52,889
- Ben's kisses
are way more passionate,
774
00:32:52,931 --> 00:32:56,142
and I feel like
they're so meaningful.
775
00:32:56,184 --> 00:32:58,978
Like, he's like a fire.
776
00:32:59,020 --> 00:33:00,271
Casey's are like...
777
00:33:00,313 --> 00:33:02,774
[ puckers ]
"Love you. Good night."
778
00:33:02,816 --> 00:33:05,777
- Give me a kiss.
779
00:33:05,819 --> 00:33:08,655
[ breathing heavily ]
780
00:33:10,031 --> 00:33:11,324
- Mm.
781
00:33:11,366 --> 00:33:13,535
- [ breathing heavily ]
782
00:33:13,576 --> 00:33:17,580
* Baby, I'm all ready *
783
00:33:17,622 --> 00:33:21,334
* Take me outside *
784
00:33:21,376 --> 00:33:23,086
* Tell me you want even more *
785
00:33:23,128 --> 00:33:24,671
* Tell me you want even more *
786
00:33:24,713 --> 00:33:26,464
Honestly, I didn't
see this coming,
787
00:33:26,506 --> 00:33:29,467
because my feelings for her
got serious really quick.
788
00:33:29,509 --> 00:33:31,428
The fact that I'm building
a connection with a girl,
789
00:33:31,469 --> 00:33:33,054
I'm not gonna lie.
790
00:33:33,096 --> 00:33:35,015
I'm excited to see where
Ashley and I go from this.
791
00:33:35,056 --> 00:33:37,058
- Don't.
- What?
792
00:33:37,100 --> 00:33:42,022
* Why can't I believe? *
793
00:33:42,063 --> 00:33:43,398
***
794
00:33:43,440 --> 00:33:49,696
* This is like I dreamed *
795
00:33:54,492 --> 00:33:54,826
***
796
00:33:58,163 --> 00:34:00,040
[ laughter ]
797
00:34:00,081 --> 00:34:03,293
- Are you playing slap-ass?
[ laughter ]
798
00:34:03,335 --> 00:34:06,546
- You are comfy.
- I'm so comfy.
799
00:34:06,588 --> 00:34:09,424
- You know how I feel about you.
- I know.
800
00:34:09,466 --> 00:34:15,722
***
801
00:34:15,764 --> 00:34:17,932
So we have a bonfire tonight,
802
00:34:17,974 --> 00:34:21,102
and I already know what Casey's
gonna see of me tonight,
803
00:34:21,144 --> 00:34:23,355
and it's gonna be of Ben and I.
804
00:34:23,396 --> 00:34:26,191
Aw. You're so sweet.
805
00:34:26,232 --> 00:34:28,193
And I don't wanna hurt him,
and I don't want him
806
00:34:28,234 --> 00:34:30,028
to get the wrong idea,
because I definitely didn't
807
00:34:30,070 --> 00:34:33,615
sleepwith Ben. Like, Ben and I
did not have sex.
808
00:34:33,656 --> 00:34:36,785
But, I mean, what does
he expect me to do? You know?
809
00:34:36,826 --> 00:34:39,788
Like, I don't regret being with
Ben because Ben made me feel
810
00:34:39,829 --> 00:34:43,083
something completely different
than I've ever felt, ever.
811
00:34:43,124 --> 00:34:44,751
I'm not like a selfish person.
812
00:34:44,793 --> 00:34:46,961
I feel like I'm like
a loyal person.
813
00:34:47,003 --> 00:34:49,422
- You feel like you give
your whole heart.
814
00:34:49,464 --> 00:34:52,634
- Mm-hmm, and it's been really
----ing me over. [ laughs ]
815
00:34:52,676 --> 00:34:54,052
- Yeah,
if it's not reciprocated,
816
00:34:54,094 --> 00:34:55,637
that's gonna bite you
in the ass, 'cause that's...
817
00:34:55,679 --> 00:34:57,347
- Yeah, it's been
really ----ing me over.
818
00:34:57,389 --> 00:34:59,265
- It's when you get hurt.
- Mm-hmm.
819
00:34:59,307 --> 00:35:06,272
***
820
00:35:06,314 --> 00:35:11,152
[ ominous music playing ]
821
00:35:11,194 --> 00:35:22,038
***
822
00:35:22,080 --> 00:35:23,873
[ flames whoosh ]
823
00:35:23,915 --> 00:35:29,129
***
824
00:35:29,170 --> 00:35:31,506
- I'm really not going in there
expecting anything
825
00:35:31,548 --> 00:35:33,717
better than what I already see,
826
00:35:33,758 --> 00:35:37,303
and that's Ashley just building
on her connection with K.B.,
827
00:35:37,345 --> 00:35:40,432
so I don't wanna get my hopes up
just to get let down.
828
00:35:40,473 --> 00:35:42,392
***
829
00:35:42,434 --> 00:35:44,894
- Welcome back to bonfire.
830
00:35:44,936 --> 00:35:46,312
Just gonna remind you
of what you already know,
831
00:35:46,354 --> 00:35:49,733
but this is the one place
where you'll get a glimpse
832
00:35:49,774 --> 00:35:51,818
of what your girlfriends
are up to on the island.
833
00:35:51,860 --> 00:35:53,903
Before we do that, I just wanna
check in with you guys.
834
00:35:53,945 --> 00:35:57,699
So, David, how are you different
than when I first saw you?
835
00:35:57,741 --> 00:35:59,951
- Coming up to this point,
you know,
836
00:35:59,993 --> 00:36:02,454
I think that I really allowed
myself to not only feel emotion
837
00:36:02,495 --> 00:36:03,997
like I haven't before,
838
00:36:04,039 --> 00:36:06,708
but then to actually express
that emotion, you know?
839
00:36:06,750 --> 00:36:08,835
And that feels good. I do have
two girls in the house,
840
00:36:08,877 --> 00:36:10,754
Samantha and Toneata, that,
841
00:36:10,795 --> 00:36:12,881
you know, I've formed some
really strong connections with,
842
00:36:12,922 --> 00:36:15,050
but, you know, at this point,
I'm--I'm looking forward
843
00:36:15,091 --> 00:36:16,634
to just focusing on--
on Toneata
844
00:36:16,676 --> 00:36:17,719
and getting to know her
845
00:36:17,761 --> 00:36:19,012
and strengthening
our relationship.
846
00:36:19,054 --> 00:36:20,722
Hopefully it all works out
in the end.
847
00:36:20,764 --> 00:36:22,807
- Well, it willwork out
in the end,
848
00:36:22,849 --> 00:36:24,642
but it may not be at all
what you thought
849
00:36:24,684 --> 00:36:27,604
was the best possible way.
You ready?
850
00:36:27,645 --> 00:36:29,105
- Ready.
- Okay.
851
00:36:29,147 --> 00:36:31,232
***
852
00:36:31,274 --> 00:36:34,152
[ sighs ]
853
00:36:34,194 --> 00:36:37,030
- Everyone's boo'd upin the Jacuzzi.
854
00:36:37,072 --> 00:36:38,615
- Aw, you're sad'cause you're not boo'd up?
855
00:36:38,656 --> 00:36:42,243
- * Ba-da, boo'd up *- No one's touching your junk?
856
00:36:42,285 --> 00:36:46,456
- Aah! Not today, Papa.
857
00:36:46,498 --> 00:36:49,250
That's a mean tease, boy.
858
00:36:49,292 --> 00:36:53,505
- Are you gonna get in the tub?- I'm coming. I'm coming.
859
00:36:53,546 --> 00:36:56,257
***
860
00:36:56,299 --> 00:36:57,509
- What do you think?
861
00:36:57,550 --> 00:36:59,260
- I don't like to see that,
you know?
862
00:36:59,302 --> 00:37:01,429
That's the same guy
she's been talking to
863
00:37:01,471 --> 00:37:03,264
since she went on the first date
with him.
864
00:37:03,306 --> 00:37:05,684
Obviously, it's a very, very
strong emotional connection.
865
00:37:05,725 --> 00:37:08,061
The mistakes that I made
at the blackout party--
866
00:37:08,103 --> 00:37:11,147
that was emotionless. You know,
that was just me drunk
867
00:37:11,189 --> 00:37:12,565
and being stupid, you know?
868
00:37:12,607 --> 00:37:16,861
- Um...the only thing I'm gonna
push back on you on
869
00:37:16,903 --> 00:37:18,697
is you voiced youractions,
870
00:37:18,738 --> 00:37:22,534
although you regret
some of them, as meaningless
871
00:37:22,575 --> 00:37:25,578
and hers being emotional,
872
00:37:25,620 --> 00:37:27,789
but you have a connection
with Toneata
873
00:37:27,831 --> 00:37:30,333
that's transcending
just physical
874
00:37:30,375 --> 00:37:31,876
that could be a real thing.
875
00:37:31,918 --> 00:37:34,004
- Well, that's the thing is,
you know, I can't sit here
876
00:37:34,045 --> 00:37:36,131
and, you know, say I'm a saint.
I mean, I'm--I'm having
877
00:37:36,172 --> 00:37:38,883
a similar emotional connection
to Toneata.
878
00:37:38,925 --> 00:37:42,679
I'm just realizing that emotions
are a bigger part of your life
879
00:37:42,721 --> 00:37:44,431
than I may even have believed
before I came here.
880
00:37:44,472 --> 00:37:47,726
So emotional connections
for me now means a lot more
881
00:37:47,767 --> 00:37:51,354
'cause I have one with Toneata.
- That's allthat matters,
882
00:37:51,396 --> 00:37:53,940
I think,
and if you don't feel it,
883
00:37:53,982 --> 00:37:56,609
you need to move on and find it,
884
00:37:56,651 --> 00:37:59,154
which is what I hope
for you...all.
885
00:37:59,195 --> 00:38:01,531
Okay.
886
00:38:01,573 --> 00:38:03,491
[ sighs ] Okay, Gav.
887
00:38:03,533 --> 00:38:06,453
Ready?
- I'm ready.
888
00:38:06,494 --> 00:38:10,832
***
889
00:38:10,874 --> 00:38:12,959
- Every time Gavin hold my hand,
890
00:38:13,001 --> 00:38:14,627
it would always beuncomfortable.
891
00:38:14,669 --> 00:38:15,920
- Why?- Yep, 'cause I don't know.
892
00:38:15,962 --> 00:38:18,048
He don't know howto hold my hand right.
893
00:38:18,089 --> 00:38:19,382
- What you mean, he doesn'tknow how to hold your hand?
894
00:38:19,424 --> 00:38:21,009
- I don't know.It's always a weird thing,
895
00:38:21,051 --> 00:38:23,345
and I'm just like, "Dude, how doyou hold hands like that?"
896
00:38:23,386 --> 00:38:25,889
- And obviously,we have a connection,
897
00:38:25,930 --> 00:38:31,019
and it's not all...friend.
898
00:38:31,061 --> 00:38:33,605
- Yeah, okay, we know it may belike...
899
00:38:33,646 --> 00:38:37,359
Obviously, you're a little bitmore than a friend.
900
00:38:37,400 --> 00:38:40,153
That's why I keep taking youout on dates.
901
00:38:40,195 --> 00:38:42,864
***
902
00:38:42,906 --> 00:38:45,325
- What are you thinking, Gav?
903
00:38:45,367 --> 00:38:47,535
- Um, well, the first clip,
it was kind of funny
904
00:38:47,577 --> 00:38:49,704
'cause we've had many debates
on the right way to hold hands.
905
00:38:49,746 --> 00:38:53,083
But, um...
906
00:38:53,124 --> 00:38:56,419
I feel like
I miss being around her.
907
00:38:56,461 --> 00:38:59,673
I miss...holding her hand
and having those dumb debates.
908
00:38:59,714 --> 00:39:03,802
With every bonfire, every clip
has been her with the same guy.
909
00:39:03,843 --> 00:39:07,013
Um, apparently they're building
more and more
910
00:39:07,055 --> 00:39:08,556
of an emotional connection.
911
00:39:08,598 --> 00:39:10,809
I see a lot
of consistency there,
912
00:39:10,850 --> 00:39:12,519
and I know what consistency
can do.
913
00:39:12,560 --> 00:39:14,229
I know what consistency
can mean.
914
00:39:14,270 --> 00:39:16,940
So, um, I feel like,
915
00:39:16,981 --> 00:39:20,902
you know, this entire experience
has made me realize that
916
00:39:20,944 --> 00:39:22,946
I like having her around
more than I thought I did.
917
00:39:22,987 --> 00:39:27,367
That's what's been revealed
to me.
918
00:39:27,409 --> 00:39:30,286
- At this point in your journey,
919
00:39:30,328 --> 00:39:32,914
it becomes less about
what they're doing
920
00:39:32,956 --> 00:39:36,584
and more about
what you're learning.
921
00:39:36,626 --> 00:39:39,045
Ready, Rick?
- Yes.
922
00:39:39,087 --> 00:39:45,260
***
923
00:39:45,301 --> 00:39:48,096
- I'm here for you. I'm herefor your best interests.
924
00:39:48,138 --> 00:39:49,889
I'm here to support you.You know that.
925
00:39:49,931 --> 00:39:52,851
- But you know that asthis journey continues,
926
00:39:52,892 --> 00:39:54,811
it gets harder.
927
00:39:54,853 --> 00:39:56,896
- I think that you tendto overthink things,
928
00:39:56,938 --> 00:39:59,357
and you don't have to.Take things day by day,
929
00:39:59,399 --> 00:40:01,276
moment by moment. You never knowwhat might transpire.
930
00:40:01,317 --> 00:40:03,445
You never know what mighthappen between me and you.
931
00:40:03,486 --> 00:40:05,530
Who knows?
932
00:40:05,572 --> 00:40:07,615
- Let's see what happens.- See what happens.
933
00:40:07,657 --> 00:40:09,034
- Mm.
934
00:40:09,075 --> 00:40:11,453
- Sometimes that slow fireburns forever.
935
00:40:11,494 --> 00:40:13,663
***
936
00:40:13,705 --> 00:40:15,498
- What are you feeling?
937
00:40:15,540 --> 00:40:17,208
- It's a bit refreshing,
you know,
938
00:40:17,250 --> 00:40:19,627
seeing something different,
you know, for a change.
939
00:40:19,669 --> 00:40:22,422
[ chuckles ] Her whole demeanor
looks a little different.
940
00:40:22,464 --> 00:40:25,133
It looks like she's kinda
questioning, you know,
941
00:40:25,175 --> 00:40:27,344
his motives, because I thought
she was just
942
00:40:27,385 --> 00:40:29,554
out there living her best life
with him,
943
00:40:29,596 --> 00:40:33,308
and I was an afterthought,
so this kinda has me,
944
00:40:33,350 --> 00:40:36,686
you know, kinda rethinking
some things a bit.
945
00:40:36,728 --> 00:40:37,854
- So is there a possibility
946
00:40:37,896 --> 00:40:38,980
you guys are
gonna get through this?
947
00:40:39,022 --> 00:40:41,149
- It's definitely a possibility.
I mean,
948
00:40:41,191 --> 00:40:43,526
I know that, you know,
this is why we came here for,
949
00:40:43,568 --> 00:40:46,071
just to, you know,
personal growth and for us
950
00:40:46,112 --> 00:40:48,114
to hopefully grow together.
951
00:40:48,156 --> 00:40:51,159
And even in that little,
small clip right there,
952
00:40:51,201 --> 00:40:53,328
that kinda lets me know
that she may be
953
00:40:53,370 --> 00:40:55,830
in a better place now,
and I don't know.
954
00:40:55,872 --> 00:40:57,499
- I'm glad
you're in a better place.
955
00:40:57,540 --> 00:41:01,544
You've been hit pretty hard,
and this is not for the weak.
956
00:41:01,586 --> 00:41:03,254
- Yeah.
- Case, you ready?
957
00:41:03,296 --> 00:41:05,173
- I think so.
958
00:41:05,215 --> 00:41:09,803
***
959
00:41:09,844 --> 00:41:13,306
- That was really fun.
960
00:41:13,348 --> 00:41:17,936
***
961
00:41:17,977 --> 00:41:22,232
[ kissing ]
962
00:41:22,273 --> 00:41:25,235
***
963
00:41:25,276 --> 00:41:30,281
[ heavy breathingand kissing continues ]
964
00:41:30,323 --> 00:41:31,700
***
965
00:41:31,741 --> 00:41:35,787
- Ohh, shit.
966
00:41:35,829 --> 00:41:47,716
***
967
00:41:47,757 --> 00:41:51,094
[ exhales deeply ]
968
00:41:51,136 --> 00:41:53,722
- [ exhales deeply ] ----
969
00:41:53,763 --> 00:41:56,599
***
970
00:41:56,641 --> 00:41:59,227
[ exhales deeply ]
971
00:41:59,269 --> 00:42:03,773
***
972
00:42:03,815 --> 00:42:05,400
----
973
00:42:05,442 --> 00:42:12,073
***
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