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We thought we were going to paradise,
but the drama just escalated.
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Put him in the [bleep] box tonight.
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The people inside this Ukiah home
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fear for the lives of their family
in Guyana.
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Concerned relatives started
writing Congressman Ryan,
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so he went to Guyana.
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I'm here to find out more
about your operation here.
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I thought, this is my chance
to get out of here.
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And all of a sudden, other people
said, we want to go,
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and you could
see the anger on Jones' face.
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We've got these defectors,
so we take off to the airstrip.
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Then a tractor pulls out
of Jonestown after them.
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There's a number of men on it.
All armed.
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Get on the plane, get on the plane!
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All of a sudden, there's this noise.
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WELCOME TO JONESTOWN
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It does not even register to me
that it's guns going off.
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I see Ryan running.
All of a sudden, I'm hit.
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I looked out the window.
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I said they're killing everyone,
they're killing everyone.
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And I turned to Larry
and he shot me twice...
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...point blank, one in each
side, once in the leg.
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And then Larry shot Monica twice
in the back.
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I think he had one bullet left,
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and he took and pointed it right
into Dale Park's face...
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...and pulled the trigger
and the gun misfired.
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And so, we had the fight for the gun.
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I'm lying under the plane,
pretending I'm dead.
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And I look down at the right side
of my body
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and my whole right leg
is just blown up.
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And I realize that I'm dying.
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The adrenaline was running.
I felt no pain.
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I was in survival mode
and I overpowered Larry Layton.
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I went out through the pilot's door.
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I could still hear the gunshots,
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and I ran to the side of the runway
until I collapsed.
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And I just started calling for help.
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There are other people
grievously wounded.
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Some younger people who were part
of the group run into the jungle.
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Other people are slightly wounded,
trying to hide in the grass.
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The gunmen make certain
that Leo Ryan is dead.
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They could have continued hunting
for the wounded, finished them off,
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but instead they get on the tractor
and return to Jonestown.
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Eventually, Guyanese locals
get to the airstrip
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and place me
on the side of the airstrip.
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Unfortunately, I am placed
on top of an ant hill.
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So all of a sudden, I have these ants
crawling over my body,
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and I oftentimes say,
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you don't sweat the small
stuff when you're dying.
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I don't recall
how big the group of assassins were.
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I don't know, four, five, six.
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They were all people
I knew for many years.
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All the assassins...
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including Larry as well.
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I knew everyone.
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GUYANA AIRWAYS
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There are five dead on the tarmac.
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The five dead include Ryan,
members of the media,
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and one woman
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who had been at Jonestown
and was trying to escape.
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Meanwhile, back at Jonestown,
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a voice comes on the speaker
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saying everyone needs to come
to the pavilion.
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Jim Jones realizes it's no longer
a matter of if, but when.
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He's not gonna be able
to go back to the States.
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What was going to be left to him
was to tell his followers that
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now is the time.
We're committing a revolutionary act.
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The congressman's dead.
They've killed people.
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So, my dad at this point,
he knows he's gone.
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So he knows he's going out and now
he doesn't want to go alone.
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As people were walking up
from the cottages,
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it was very quiet,
it was very somber.
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I see Jones in this conversation,
and it's very animated,
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and it's obvious
that something is going on.
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He's saying that there are people
coming right now to attack us.
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They're going to take us out.
This is our final stand.
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Maria Katsaris comes up,
whispers something in Jones' ear.
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Maria Katsaris was one of Jones' true
quote unquote lieutenants...
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one of the people
that was closest to Jim Jones.
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Jim looks at her and he goes,
"Is it supposed to be quick?"
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And she goes, "Yes, it's supposed
to be quick."
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And he said, "Does it taste okay?"
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She goes, "Yes,
it's supposed to taste good."
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FL-VOR-AID
INSTANT DRINK MIX
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Somewhere in Jonestown,
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human guinea pigs
were testing cyanide
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that was mixed in a vat
of Flavor Aid.
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Flavor Aid was a cheap
Kool-Aid knockoff.
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And I'm thinking, my God,
how do I get out of here?
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How do I get Gloria and Malcolm
out of here with me?
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As people are gathering in
the pavilion, Jones took the stage,
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and we don't have to wonder
what was said that day.
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There was a tape running.
It's known now as the death tape.
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How very much I've loved you.
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How very much I've tried my bestto give you the good life.
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But in spite of all I've tried,
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a handful of our people with theirlies have made our lives impossible.
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There's no way to detach ourselvesfrom what's happened today.
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And we are sitting herewaiting on a powder keg.
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It was said by the greatest ofprophets, from time immemorial...
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"No man takes my life from me,I lay my life down."
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If we can't live in peace,then let's die in peace.
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ON NOVEMBER 18TH, JIM JONES JR.
AND HIS BROTHER STEPHAN
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ARE IN GEORGETOWN FOR A BASKETBALL
TOURNAMENT.
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On November 18th, my brothers
went to go see a movie.
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I stayed at the compound.
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Early evening, I was called to
the radio room by Sharon Amos.
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I never liked Sharon.
She was a fanatic.
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My father was on the radio,
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and he said, "Jimmy, we're visiting
Mr. Frazier," which was a code.
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Then he said, the avenging angels
have visited Leo Ryan
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and we need you
to avenge our actions.
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In code, to break that up, was we're
gonna commit revolutionary suicide.
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The congressman has been killed.
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We need you to avenge our deaths,
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so kill anybody in town
and kill yourself.
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I know when I was in Jonestown
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and they were having these
white night drills
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and long meetings
about dying for the cause,
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I never took it serious.
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I never thought we were
gonna die for the cause.
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I broke out of code.
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"Dad, we're not going
to kill ourselves.
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The people in Jonestown can't die."
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But, "No, no, no, Jim." Meanwhile,
I'm like, "Go get my brothers."
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So, they went and got them and Sharon
Amos is like,
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"We gotta figure out
how to kill ourselves.
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Do we have piano wire?
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Do we have, you know, thin wire?"
She's kinda tweaking out.
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We quickly made our way back
the headquarters in Georgetown.
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I knew that things were far worse
than they had ever been before
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and I'm trying
to manage the situation.
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I told someone, do not let Sharon
Amos out of your sight.
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I knew she had to be watched
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and that she was volatile
and capable of terrible things.
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We ran over to the U.S. Embassy
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and we're talking to a little
squawk box, and they won't let us in.
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We're saying,
"Send us into Jonestown.
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We can stop it.
We don't know what's going on,
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but you need to send us out there
right now."
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And they're saying,
surely the embassy,
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if nothing else,
we can get a helicopter.
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If we can get back
to Jonestown before anything happens,
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we can stop it.
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And they're trying to call in, you
know, "This is an emergency, it's..."
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"No, we're closed."
You know, "It's Saturday."
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So, we go back to the house.
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Everyone's screaming and yelling.
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Sharon Amos had tooken her kids...
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...into the bathroom with a guy
named Chuck Brightman
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and he took our niece inside,
Stephanie,
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and cut the children's throats.
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What I came upon is not something
that I want to describe,
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but it was horrible.
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You could still hear people gurgling.
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Our friend Calvin Douglas busted
into the bathroom
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and pulled Stephanie out.
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She still has the scar.
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We called the police.
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And the police came.
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By then, the gurgling had stopped.
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Back in Jonestown,
Jim Jones is on the stage.
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I don't know who fired the shot.
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I don't knowwho killed the congressman.
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But as far as I'm concerned,I killed him.
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You understand what I'm saying?I killed him.
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He had no business coming.I told him not to come.
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And as soon as the word gets out,
the army's gonna be parachuting in,
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they're gonna come for us,
they're gonna kill us all,
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they're gonna get our kids.
We can't let that happen.
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We need to commit
revolutionary suicide.
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We can't go back.They won't leave us alone.
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They're now going back to tell morelies, which means more congressmen.
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And there's no way,no way we can survive.
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As they are in the pavilion
getting ready to commit suicide,
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a woman by the name of Christine
Miller begins to question
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what the logic
is behind letting 14 people
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who defect cause the deaths
of over 1,000 people.
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Yes, Christine?
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Not that I'm afraid to die...
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I don't think you are,I don't think you are.
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But, I look at our babiesand I think they deserve to live.
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-I agree.-But also, they deserve peace.
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I'm completely schizophrenic
at this time,
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because one part of me is
saying, everybody's gonna die,
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you're going to die.
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And another part of me is saying,
this doesn't make any sense.
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You don't kill everybody.
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Everybody dies.
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I haven't seen anybody yetthat didn't die.
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And I'd like to choose my ownkind of death for a change.
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I'm tired of being tormentedto hell, that's what I'm tired of.
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Tired of it.
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By this time, the pavilion
is filled up with people.
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There's armed guards
around the pavilion.
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But the energy there was just...
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TIM CARTER
JONESTOWN SURVIVOR
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I don't even know how to describe it.
Defeated?
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I'm ready.
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It was kind of like people
had been crushed.
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At this point,
I'm kind of intellectual.
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It's like, well, how is
this gonna come down?
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How am I gonna die?
What's gonna happen?
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Because I'm not gonna go
down without a fight...
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when there's a tap on my shoulder.
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He's been tapped on the shoulder
by Maria Katsaris.
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So is his brother, Mike.
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"Jim has a job for you.
Come with us."
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And they're taken to a back cabin
and there are three suitcases.
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She goes, "We have suitcases of money
"that need to be delivered"
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to the Russian Embassy
in Georgetown.
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Will you take them?"
She gave us each a gun.
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She said, "If you're successful,
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take what you need to live on
and have a good life...
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but under no circumstances
are you to be taken alive.
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You're to kill yourselves
if you're caught."
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As to why he wanted it
to go to the Russians,
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I don't know if it was Jim Jones'
final "eff you"
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to the United States government.
I don't know.
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But I said yes.
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And in my mind, I was buying time,
'cause I couldn't catch up.
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I could not catch up
with what was going on.
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Who wants to go with their childhas a right to go with their child.
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I think it's humane.I want to see you go, though.
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I don't want to see you gothrough this hell no more.
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No more, no more, no more.
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As the vats of cyanide-laced
Flavor Aid are brought out,
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they are instructed to give the drink
to the children first,
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because, of course, once the children
have been poisoned,
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how can any adult live after having
watched their own children die?
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Hurry, my children. Hurry.
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All I think... Let's not fallinto the hands of the enemy.
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Hurry, my children.
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They have syringes,
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and they're gonna squirt this stuff
in the babies' mouths.
236
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No more pain now.
237
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No more pain.
238
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No more pain.
239
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MORE THAN 300 CHILDREN ARE GIVEN
FATAL DOSES OF CYANIDE.
240
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If you adults will stopsome of this nonsense.
241
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Adults... Adults...
242
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Adults, I call on youto stop this nonsense.
243
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I call on you to quit excitingyour children,
244
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when all they're doingis going to quiet rest.
245
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I call on you to stop this nowif you have any respect at all.
246
00:16:04,715 --> 00:16:08,093
Meanwhile, the adults
are about to have their turn.
247
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Where's the vat, the vat, the vat?Where's the vat with the green C's?
248
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Bring it hereso the adults can begin.
249
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People are lining up and some of them
refused to do it,
250
00:16:20,564 --> 00:16:23,025
and they're held down
and forcibly injected.
251
00:16:24,026 --> 00:16:27,655
And we know this
because later with the bodies,
252
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some of them had abscesses on their
neck, on their arms, on their skull,
253
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anywhere a needle could get jammed.
That's where the needles went in.
254
00:16:36,789 --> 00:16:39,291
And everybody else
is lined up to die.
255
00:16:41,544 --> 00:16:45,130
So while Maria's getting the gold,
I went to get water.
256
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You don't go into the jungle
without water.
257
00:16:47,883 --> 00:16:50,511
As I'm approaching the back
of the pavilion,
258
00:16:50,594 --> 00:16:52,388
it's when people started dying,
259
00:16:52,471 --> 00:16:56,475
and I cannot go through
the rest of it today, I just can't,
260
00:16:56,559 --> 00:17:02,731
but needless to say,
my wife and son were dying.
261
00:17:06,944 --> 00:17:09,613
It was just darkness.
262
00:17:09,697 --> 00:17:13,867
There was no light anywhere
in my life.
263
00:17:14,660 --> 00:17:18,330
As I'm walking back
to Jones' cottage,
264
00:17:18,414 --> 00:17:21,542
Carolyn Layton was coming up
and she said, "What's wrong, Tim?
265
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Why are you crying?"
266
00:17:23,836 --> 00:17:24,837
All I could say is,
267
00:17:24,920 --> 00:17:26,589
"They've murdered my son,
they've murdered my son,
268
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they've murdered my son."
269
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FL-VOR-AID
INSTANT DRINK MIX
270
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Jones says it's going to be easy.
271
00:17:35,389 --> 00:17:40,269
But death by cyanide is one
of the worst ways to go possible.
272
00:17:40,352 --> 00:17:43,856
It keeps your body
from absorbing oxygen.
273
00:17:43,939 --> 00:17:46,025
You suffocate slowly.
274
00:17:46,775 --> 00:17:49,069
I tell you, I don't carehow many screams you hear,
275
00:17:49,153 --> 00:17:50,738
I don't carehow many anguished cries.
276
00:17:50,821 --> 00:17:55,659
Death is a million times preferableto ten more days of this life.
277
00:17:56,327 --> 00:17:58,912
The sounds I was hearing
were screaming.
278
00:17:58,996 --> 00:18:04,001
People were screaming
in fear, in pain, in death.
279
00:18:04,084 --> 00:18:06,420
There was nothing joyous going on.
280
00:18:06,503 --> 00:18:09,548
There was no grand hallelujah
for Jim Jones.
281
00:18:09,632 --> 00:18:14,845
Marceline Jones was screaming,
"Stop this! Stop this! Stop this!"
282
00:18:15,554 --> 00:18:17,806
People were being massacred.
283
00:18:19,475 --> 00:18:22,061
Mother, please, please, please.
284
00:18:22,144 --> 00:18:25,564
Don't do this. Don't do this.
285
00:18:26,982 --> 00:18:28,484
People have painted this picture
286
00:18:28,567 --> 00:18:30,736
that my mother was up there doling
out the poison,
287
00:18:30,819 --> 00:18:33,697
but that runs contrary
to what I know about my mother.
288
00:18:33,781 --> 00:18:38,911
She came from a stand by
and slightly behind your man era,
289
00:18:38,994 --> 00:18:44,333
but she was also very strong-willed,
and my father ordered her restrained
290
00:18:44,416 --> 00:18:47,086
and she struggled
until the last child died.
291
00:18:51,507 --> 00:18:54,885
At that point in time,
I just wanted the nightmare to stop.
292
00:18:54,968 --> 00:18:56,345
I wanted to die.
293
00:18:57,262 --> 00:19:00,808
And there was a voice in my head that
said, you cannot die, you cannot die,
294
00:19:00,891 --> 00:19:02,601
you must go on, you cannot die.
295
00:19:05,062 --> 00:19:10,859
We went back to the cottages, got
the suitcases, and left Jonestown.
296
00:19:17,408 --> 00:19:20,828
At this point in time, I didn't even
know if I wanted to live.
297
00:19:20,911 --> 00:19:23,706
But I knew I wanted nothing
to do with Jim Jones,
298
00:19:23,789 --> 00:19:27,000
I wanted nothing to do with Russians,
I wanted nothing to do with money.
299
00:19:27,918 --> 00:19:31,130
So I said, we can't do this.
We need to dump the suitcases.
300
00:19:37,177 --> 00:19:42,474
And there's a part of me
that doesn't even believe
301
00:19:42,558 --> 00:19:44,601
that I just saw what I saw.
302
00:19:46,812 --> 00:19:50,149
One thousand people saywe don't like the way the world is.
303
00:19:52,484 --> 00:19:56,697
Take our life from us.We laid it down, we got tired.
304
00:19:59,825 --> 00:20:01,201
We didn't commit suicide,
305
00:20:01,285 --> 00:20:03,495
we committed an act of revolutionarysuicide
306
00:20:03,579 --> 00:20:07,374
protesting the conditionsof an inhumane world.
307
00:20:29,313 --> 00:20:31,440
BY THE EVENING OF NOVEMBER 18TH,
308
00:20:31,523 --> 00:20:34,276
WORD OF THE SHOOTING
AT THE AIRSTRIP
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00:20:34,359 --> 00:20:36,820
HAS REACHED OFFICIALS
IN GEORGETOWN.
310
00:20:37,905 --> 00:20:44,912
THE GUYANESE ARMY IS SENT
TO JONESTOWN TO INVESTIGATE.
311
00:20:52,377 --> 00:20:54,922
There's been a monsoon
the day before.
312
00:20:55,839 --> 00:20:59,885
Steam is rising up off the ground.
It's like fog.
313
00:21:06,308 --> 00:21:07,392
And finally...
314
00:21:09,186 --> 00:21:11,939
the fog,
the mist is clearing a little bit.
315
00:21:14,566 --> 00:21:16,568
And what they see,
316
00:21:16,652 --> 00:21:20,531
they find almost impossible
to describe over the radio
317
00:21:21,782 --> 00:21:24,535
to the superiors waiting back
in Georgetown.
318
00:21:25,911 --> 00:21:29,832
They start describing,
there's just heaps of them.
319
00:21:29,915 --> 00:21:32,709
And, of course, in Georgetown,
"Heaps of what?"
320
00:21:34,920 --> 00:21:36,046
"Dead people."
321
00:21:39,758 --> 00:21:43,470
As soon as these pictures from
Jonestown cleared our newsroom,
322
00:21:43,554 --> 00:21:46,181
everybody, even a lot
of hardened news people,
323
00:21:46,265 --> 00:21:48,225
reacted in horror and disbelief.
324
00:21:49,726 --> 00:21:52,646
The word on everybody's lips
was "shades of Auschwitz."
325
00:21:55,899 --> 00:21:59,695
As you can see, bodies are strewn
all over the place.
326
00:22:02,906 --> 00:22:05,325
The bodies seemed awful and orderly,
327
00:22:05,409 --> 00:22:08,829
not flung about like corpsesafter a battle but neat,
328
00:22:08,912 --> 00:22:12,666
hand-in-hand sometimes,arms about each other's shoulders.
329
00:22:15,836 --> 00:22:17,504
The death ritual was methodical.
330
00:22:17,588 --> 00:22:21,592
Some of the syringes containedpoison, the rest had tranquilizers.
331
00:22:22,467 --> 00:22:23,635
Marcia, you have more.
332
00:22:23,719 --> 00:22:24,970
Yeah, of course,
there's a lot we don't know,
333
00:22:25,053 --> 00:22:27,347
but this we do know,
the Reverend Jim Jones,
334
00:22:27,431 --> 00:22:28,974
the founder of Peoples Temple,
is dead,
335
00:22:29,057 --> 00:22:34,021
and he died as a result of a gunshot
wound to the head, not of poisoning.
336
00:22:34,104 --> 00:22:36,773
Jim Jones they find on the pavilion,
337
00:22:37,816 --> 00:22:41,153
bloated, dead, a gunshot wound
to the head.
338
00:22:42,279 --> 00:22:44,031
You can suspect that Jim Jones,
339
00:22:44,114 --> 00:22:48,327
having seen the terrible deaths
his followers were suffering,
340
00:22:48,410 --> 00:22:51,204
at the last minute didn't want it
for himself.
341
00:22:52,414 --> 00:22:55,250
Police believe that most
of the people went willingly,
342
00:22:55,334 --> 00:22:57,294
but others were forced
by armed guards.
343
00:22:57,377 --> 00:22:59,755
When the poison was being passed out,
344
00:22:59,838 --> 00:23:03,008
men were around this auditorium area
here with crossbows.
345
00:23:03,091 --> 00:23:04,676
They were acting as guards.
346
00:23:04,760 --> 00:23:08,472
Clayton, 28, of Oakland, is oneof four known eyewitnesses
347
00:23:08,555 --> 00:23:10,057
to the suicide-murders.
348
00:23:10,140 --> 00:23:14,561
He got away after more than 700had died by slipping past a guard.
349
00:23:14,645 --> 00:23:17,522
A lot of people didn't want to die.
They was just sitting there.
350
00:23:18,565 --> 00:23:20,984
Frightened. Afraid.
351
00:23:21,068 --> 00:23:25,906
In one case, she struggled pretty
hard, 'cause she didn't want to die.
352
00:23:26,865 --> 00:23:28,325
And how did they kill her?
353
00:23:28,909 --> 00:23:32,162
They injected her in the arm.
354
00:23:40,128 --> 00:23:43,423
The soldiers, they're asked,
can you count 'em?
355
00:23:44,883 --> 00:23:46,218
And they try.
356
00:23:49,012 --> 00:23:52,265
Four hundred suicides and killings,
357
00:23:52,349 --> 00:23:56,395
one of the most astonishing stories
of our time, perhaps of any time.
358
00:23:59,564 --> 00:24:05,237
Well, there's at least 900-something
people in Jonestown.
359
00:24:05,320 --> 00:24:09,199
That must mean that there's 500
people who are still alive.
360
00:24:09,282 --> 00:24:10,951
Maybe they've run into the jungle.
361
00:24:11,994 --> 00:24:15,205
LESLIE WAGNER-WILSON
AND HER SON TRAVELED 30 MILES
362
00:24:15,288 --> 00:24:19,459
THROUGH THE JUNGLE BEFORE THEY
WERE PICKED UP BY LOCAL AUTHORITIES.
363
00:24:19,543 --> 00:24:23,422
The morning that we left, my plan
was to escape,
364
00:24:23,505 --> 00:24:27,050
come back and get my sister and
brother and my niece and nephew.
365
00:24:28,010 --> 00:24:31,054
So, once we realized
that the tragedy happened,
366
00:24:31,138 --> 00:24:34,766
I'm just praying that one of my
family members ran into the jungle,
367
00:24:34,850 --> 00:24:35,976
if not all of them.
368
00:24:38,061 --> 00:24:40,939
But the body count was wrong
from the beginning.
369
00:24:46,445 --> 00:24:47,529
Good evening.
370
00:24:47,612 --> 00:24:49,156
The searching American soldiers
371
00:24:49,239 --> 00:24:52,826
have finished counting the bodies
in Jonestown, Guyana.
372
00:24:52,909 --> 00:24:55,037
Nine-hundred-ten died
373
00:24:55,120 --> 00:24:58,081
in the poison ritual
of the Peoples Temple last week.
374
00:24:59,666 --> 00:25:03,503
Why in the world would so many
people agree to kill themselves?
375
00:25:03,587 --> 00:25:06,757
What kind of a leader could order
mass suicide and be obeyed?
376
00:25:06,840 --> 00:25:10,260
The mass suicides happened
in this heavily forested area,
377
00:25:10,343 --> 00:25:12,054
down there, in the compound.
378
00:25:12,763 --> 00:25:15,849
The narrative is mass suicide.
379
00:25:15,932 --> 00:25:20,103
Sheep. Drinking the Kool-Aid.
Voluntarily drinking the Kool-Aid.
380
00:25:21,146 --> 00:25:24,608
And yet, a lot of people
were murdered.
381
00:25:26,860 --> 00:25:30,947
And if you've just seen
your child murdered,
382
00:25:31,031 --> 00:25:33,825
besides wanting to kill
the [bleep] that did it,
383
00:25:33,909 --> 00:25:35,452
would you want to live?
384
00:25:36,036 --> 00:25:38,497
The answer is probably no.
385
00:25:39,873 --> 00:25:41,875
If you believe that the only choice
you have
386
00:25:41,958 --> 00:25:45,545
is dying by drinking a poison
or getting shot...
387
00:25:46,296 --> 00:25:50,050
are you committing suicide,
or are you taking the easiest way out
388
00:25:50,133 --> 00:25:52,219
'cause you know
that you're gonna die anyway?
389
00:25:53,595 --> 00:25:58,016
The bottom line is, what happened
in Jonestown, Guyana, was murder.
390
00:26:03,063 --> 00:26:05,774
I lost my entire immediate family
in Jonestown.
391
00:26:06,817 --> 00:26:10,570
I lost my mother, Inez, who was 50.
392
00:26:10,654 --> 00:26:13,198
I lost my brother, Mark, who was 16.
393
00:26:13,281 --> 00:26:15,784
I lost my sister, Michelle,
who was 24.
394
00:26:15,867 --> 00:26:18,120
I lost Joe, who was 24.
395
00:26:18,787 --> 00:26:22,666
Yeah, I lost them all in one moment.
396
00:26:27,003 --> 00:26:31,216
MORE THAN 300 BODIES
WERE NEVER IDENTIFIED.
397
00:26:31,299 --> 00:26:35,804
ALMOST ALL OF THEM WERE CHILDREN.
398
00:26:39,266 --> 00:26:44,729
They didn't want me to keep my hopes
up for John Victor,
399
00:26:44,813 --> 00:26:49,943
but finally one of the survivors said
that they had personally seen John
400
00:26:50,026 --> 00:26:54,489
and that he had evidently been taken
to... he was in Jim's cabin...
401
00:26:55,824 --> 00:26:58,660
and he had been injected
and they actually saw.
402
00:27:00,203 --> 00:27:02,873
So I knew, for sure...
403
00:27:05,417 --> 00:27:08,879
...that he was deceased, so...
404
00:27:22,642 --> 00:27:25,937
AFTER SURVIVING THE ATTACK
ON THE PORT KAITUMA AIRSTRIP,
405
00:27:26,021 --> 00:27:30,358
VERNON GOSNEY WAS AIRLIFTED TO
A MILITARY HOSPITAL IN PUERTO RICO.
406
00:27:31,318 --> 00:27:37,199
I was shot once in each side,
my diaphragm, my stomach.
407
00:27:37,282 --> 00:27:39,993
My liver.
My pancreas was removed.
408
00:27:40,660 --> 00:27:42,829
When I came out of ICU,
409
00:27:42,913 --> 00:27:46,958
I found out what had happened
in Jonestown, 'cause I did not know.
410
00:27:47,042 --> 00:27:51,087
The psychiatrist just came into my
room and opened the paper like this,
411
00:27:51,171 --> 00:27:54,007
to show me the pictures
of the dead bodies.
412
00:28:01,139 --> 00:28:06,311
I think at the moment
when I knew that my son was dead
413
00:28:06,394 --> 00:28:09,981
and being asked
to describe his clothing,
414
00:28:11,024 --> 00:28:12,943
I think my mind just snapped.
415
00:28:13,818 --> 00:28:18,240
I just think
I just had a mental breakdown.
416
00:28:18,323 --> 00:28:23,954
I didn't function really
well for a very long time.
417
00:28:24,037 --> 00:28:26,206
DAD
418
00:28:26,289 --> 00:28:29,042
CHLORAL HYDROGEN USP
419
00:28:30,001 --> 00:28:31,878
How are you gonna handlethis nightmare?
420
00:28:33,505 --> 00:28:34,589
I don't know.
421
00:28:36,007 --> 00:28:37,092
I don't know.
422
00:28:38,718 --> 00:28:39,970
It's a nightmare.
423
00:28:43,139 --> 00:28:46,351
For the survivors,
things were only gonna get worse.
424
00:28:47,185 --> 00:28:49,479
The cultists try to forget, but
425
00:28:49,562 --> 00:28:54,192
all know they can never escape the
stigma of what happened at Jonestown.
426
00:29:04,869 --> 00:29:07,205
My name is Tim Carter, but I
really don't want to talk right now.
427
00:29:07,289 --> 00:29:09,958
Tim, please, this is very important.
I lost two friends here, too.
428
00:29:10,041 --> 00:29:12,752
I lost my wife and my son.
I don't want to talk right now.
429
00:29:14,129 --> 00:29:15,714
We get to the airport,
430
00:29:15,797 --> 00:29:20,802
and all of a sudden,
there's just reporters everywhere.
431
00:29:23,138 --> 00:29:29,060
So that was the beginning of 36 hours
straight of media interviews.
432
00:29:29,144 --> 00:29:32,856
You claim you had no role in
the actual deaths of other people?
433
00:29:32,939 --> 00:29:35,400
-Absolutely, not at all.
-No, 'cause we didn't see it.
434
00:29:35,483 --> 00:29:36,985
We gotta go.
435
00:29:38,153 --> 00:29:39,237
Stay back.
436
00:29:39,321 --> 00:29:41,698
But the very first reporter said,
437
00:29:41,781 --> 00:29:46,077
this is going on the evening national
news saying that you guys are hitmen.
438
00:29:46,161 --> 00:29:48,246
You can respond if you want or not.
439
00:29:49,039 --> 00:29:50,540
WHO PLACED KIDS WITH CULTISTS?
440
00:29:50,623 --> 00:29:51,833
APPEARS JONES' GUARDS
TERRIFIES GUYANA SURVIVORS
441
00:29:51,916 --> 00:29:53,585
You were an elite.
442
00:29:54,544 --> 00:29:57,964
You had a better life insideJonestown,
443
00:29:58,048 --> 00:30:00,175
so that you could have saved people.
444
00:30:00,258 --> 00:30:02,635
Wait a second. Wait a second.
445
00:30:05,472 --> 00:30:08,725
There was no place
for us to go or hide.
446
00:30:08,808 --> 00:30:09,976
Stay with them.
447
00:30:10,060 --> 00:30:12,520
-Hey, hey, this is all private, okay?
-This is private.
448
00:30:12,604 --> 00:30:14,397
Okay, stay back.
449
00:30:14,481 --> 00:30:17,650
After everyone died,
the media was everywhere.
450
00:30:18,610 --> 00:30:22,113
It wasn't mass suicide, you know?
It was mass murder.
451
00:30:22,197 --> 00:30:24,866
I wanted to stop it.
All of those people are my life.
452
00:30:24,949 --> 00:30:27,243
All my 19 years, I've known
no one else, right?
453
00:30:27,327 --> 00:30:28,661
What am I gonna do?
454
00:30:28,745 --> 00:30:31,164
You see what's happened
when a few people tried to leave.
455
00:30:31,247 --> 00:30:34,709
I didn't know what could happen.
I'm doing the best I can.
456
00:30:35,377 --> 00:30:38,254
There were many people
within the community that I loved.
457
00:30:38,338 --> 00:30:41,216
We had just lost everything.
We were devastated.
458
00:30:41,299 --> 00:30:42,801
I know I felt complicit.
459
00:30:42,884 --> 00:30:49,891
I felt terrified, horrified, grief
stricken, hopeless, and ashamed.
460
00:30:50,767 --> 00:30:54,396
I can almost say that I hate this man
for doing what he's done,
461
00:30:54,479 --> 00:30:57,273
because he has destroyed everything
I've lived for.
462
00:30:58,316 --> 00:31:01,361
Momentsafter the latest 17 survivors arrived
463
00:31:01,444 --> 00:31:03,113
at Kennedy Airport last night,
464
00:31:03,196 --> 00:31:05,949
FBI agents escorted them onto buses
465
00:31:06,032 --> 00:31:09,702
for the most intense questioning yetof returning survivors.
466
00:31:09,786 --> 00:31:13,915
Included in the group, the ReverendJim Jones' adopted son, Jim.
467
00:31:13,998 --> 00:31:15,667
To me, he was sick.
468
00:31:15,750 --> 00:31:18,962
I'm not no medical person,
but if I was to look at him,
469
00:31:19,045 --> 00:31:21,131
I would look at him
and say, that's a sick man.
470
00:31:22,674 --> 00:31:25,635
We arrived penniless and hungry
471
00:31:25,718 --> 00:31:29,389
and, you know, traumatized
by our whole experience,
472
00:31:29,472 --> 00:31:31,558
and then they kept up
the questioning.
473
00:31:32,350 --> 00:31:35,353
They were suspected
of being part of the plot.
474
00:31:36,104 --> 00:31:39,566
People all think they're nuts,
they might be murderers.
475
00:31:40,358 --> 00:31:42,527
They're all scarred in that way.
476
00:31:44,279 --> 00:31:45,488
We were followed.
477
00:31:46,156 --> 00:31:50,160
I would go to work, I'd have
a plainclothes car following me.
478
00:31:50,243 --> 00:31:52,871
I think some of that was like, what
the hell's going on with him?
479
00:31:52,954 --> 00:31:54,247
What is he gonna do?
480
00:31:55,123 --> 00:32:00,753
After I escaped Jonestown,
I was still in Jonestown in my mind.
481
00:32:01,588 --> 00:32:03,339
There was a lot of paranoia.
482
00:32:05,300 --> 00:32:07,760
I saw a man from the back
with black hair,
483
00:32:07,844 --> 00:32:09,971
I thought it was Jim Jones
and I would start running.
484
00:32:13,016 --> 00:32:15,101
One of the hardest things
to deal with,
485
00:32:15,185 --> 00:32:19,689
among many, were Kool-Aid jokes,
Jonestown jokes.
486
00:32:20,940 --> 00:32:24,152
I was treated by people
that thought I was very stupid.
487
00:32:25,904 --> 00:32:29,157
We all felt like we had been
made fools of, in a way,
488
00:32:29,240 --> 00:32:32,911
because we had believed so totally
in what Jim Jones was saying.
489
00:32:36,289 --> 00:32:41,711
Jim Jones was a cult leader
who was maniacal
490
00:32:41,794 --> 00:32:48,384
and who was allowed
to pursue this horrific cause
491
00:32:48,468 --> 00:32:50,720
for his personal aggrandizement.
492
00:32:52,347 --> 00:32:55,892
He had used the word "church"
493
00:32:55,975 --> 00:33:01,272
in sanitizing his grotesque behavior.
494
00:33:04,150 --> 00:33:06,986
Absolute power corrupts absolutely.
495
00:33:07,862 --> 00:33:11,407
Jim went into the deep,
dark recesses of his mind
496
00:33:11,491 --> 00:33:13,785
and what came back out was scary.
497
00:33:14,577 --> 00:33:16,120
It was terrible.
498
00:33:18,831 --> 00:33:22,835
Jones put himself in the position
where no one could tell him no.
499
00:33:24,003 --> 00:33:26,548
He was enabled.
This is what demagogues do.
500
00:33:27,507 --> 00:33:32,053
And so, gradually, the worst part
of his nature took over
501
00:33:32,136 --> 00:33:34,764
until finally it consumed him
502
00:33:34,847 --> 00:33:38,393
and, sadly, it consumed all the
people who had believed in him.
503
00:33:46,734 --> 00:33:49,320
I felt it was my responsibility
504
00:33:49,404 --> 00:33:52,532
to attend as many funerals
as possible.
505
00:33:52,615 --> 00:33:55,535
Especially for my friends,
friends of mine.
506
00:33:57,328 --> 00:33:59,706
One of my friends,
I went to her funeral,
507
00:33:59,789 --> 00:34:02,709
and I remember the mother
coming out of the hallway
508
00:34:02,792 --> 00:34:06,504
with a .38 caliber pistol
and pointing it at me
509
00:34:06,588 --> 00:34:10,174
and saying why are you
alive when my daughter's not?
510
00:34:11,801 --> 00:34:14,220
And then everyone grabbing her,
511
00:34:14,304 --> 00:34:19,726
and me kind of sitting there going,
pull the trigger.
512
00:34:21,394 --> 00:34:23,104
You know? It was...
513
00:34:23,187 --> 00:34:24,897
At that point,
514
00:34:27,358 --> 00:34:28,526
I didn't want to live.
515
00:34:36,993 --> 00:34:39,704
ONE YEAR AFTER THE MASSACRE
516
00:34:40,747 --> 00:34:43,291
Little has changed
in the settlement itself.
517
00:34:43,374 --> 00:34:46,419
There are police guards patrolling
to keep visitors away.
518
00:34:47,462 --> 00:34:49,589
The chair in which Jim Jones sat
519
00:34:49,672 --> 00:34:52,592
when he called on his people to die
is still there,
520
00:34:52,675 --> 00:34:55,511
along with the benches where they sat
and listened and obeyed.
521
00:34:56,721 --> 00:35:01,768
AFTER YEARS OF MAINTAINING
THE COMPLEX,
522
00:35:01,851 --> 00:35:04,187
THE GUYANESE GOVERNMENT
ABANDONED JONESTOWN.
523
00:35:04,270 --> 00:35:10,401
IN JUST A FEW YEARS, THE SETTLEMENT
WAS COMPLETELY LOST TO THE JUNGLE.
524
00:35:11,611 --> 00:35:13,529
My name is Larry Layton.
525
00:35:13,613 --> 00:35:17,158
LARRY LAYTON, WHO TOOK PART IN THE
PORT KAITUMA AIRSTRIP SHOOTINGS,
526
00:35:17,241 --> 00:35:18,910
SERVED 18 YEARS IN PRISON.
527
00:35:18,993 --> 00:35:23,247
NO ONE WAS EVER CHARGED
WITH THE DEATHS IN JONESTOWN.
528
00:35:23,331 --> 00:35:25,958
Most of the Temple survivors
and defectors
529
00:35:26,042 --> 00:35:29,170
who returned from Guyana
have settled in San Francisco.
530
00:35:29,253 --> 00:35:31,339
The Peoples Temple building was sold.
531
00:35:31,422 --> 00:35:34,217
It is now a Korean Presbyterian
Church.
532
00:35:35,051 --> 00:35:37,929
Doctors say that almost
all the former Temple members
533
00:35:38,012 --> 00:35:40,556
live with anxiety, fear, and guilt.
534
00:35:40,640 --> 00:35:44,310
I think that they will be able
to build a life for themselves.
535
00:35:44,394 --> 00:35:49,357
The fears, the memories, and some
of the scars, for many of them,
536
00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:52,568
it'll be a lifelong process trying
to deal with that.
537
00:35:54,070 --> 00:35:57,573
For many years, I wasn't healing.
538
00:35:57,657 --> 00:36:00,702
I was battling demons
on a daily basis,
539
00:36:00,785 --> 00:36:05,331
using everything I could
to quiet the noise inside me.
540
00:36:06,290 --> 00:36:09,460
And around that time,
my daughter was born.
541
00:36:10,712 --> 00:36:13,005
That little baby cracked my
heart open in a way
542
00:36:13,089 --> 00:36:18,386
that pushed me toward life instead
of choosing the easy way out.
543
00:36:18,469 --> 00:36:20,012
STEPHAN JONES LIVES IN NORTHERN
CALIFORNIA
544
00:36:20,096 --> 00:36:21,597
AND WRITES ABOUT HIS
EXPERIENCES IN PEOPLES TEMPLE.
545
00:36:21,681 --> 00:36:25,893
HIS ESSAYS CAN BE FOUND ONLINE.
546
00:36:29,856 --> 00:36:32,275
I went by James for a long time...
547
00:36:33,651 --> 00:36:38,322
and it wasn't until many years after
that I even went by Jim Jones again.
548
00:36:41,951 --> 00:36:46,748
After 40 years, I've lived two
lifetimes outside Peoples Temple.
549
00:36:48,207 --> 00:36:52,545
I'm grateful that, I survived.
550
00:36:54,338 --> 00:37:00,261
JIM JONES JR. IS MARRIED AND HAS
THREE SONS AND A GRANDDAUGHTER.
551
00:37:03,765 --> 00:37:06,809
I was hospitalized for two months.
I had a lot of time to think.
552
00:37:06,893 --> 00:37:10,229
I was so badly wounded
that they thought
553
00:37:10,313 --> 00:37:12,982
they were gonna have to amputate my
arm and/or my leg.
554
00:37:13,065 --> 00:37:15,818
I had gas gangrene through my body.
555
00:37:18,404 --> 00:37:20,031
I just made a commitment to myself
556
00:37:20,114 --> 00:37:22,617
that I did not want
to spend the rest of my life
557
00:37:22,700 --> 00:37:26,579
as a victim or survivor of Guyana,
and I made a commitment
558
00:37:26,662 --> 00:37:28,790
then to spend the rest of my life
in public service,
559
00:37:28,873 --> 00:37:31,501
to continue Congressman
Ryan's legacy.
560
00:37:31,584 --> 00:37:36,422
JACKIE SPEIER WAS ELECTED TO U.S.
CONGRESS IN 2008.
561
00:37:36,506 --> 00:37:41,302
SHE REPRESENTS LEO RYAN'S DISTRICT.
562
00:37:43,888 --> 00:37:47,433
When I came back to
the United States, I was shattered.
563
00:37:48,559 --> 00:37:51,187
Came back with survivor's guilt
and I wasn't diagnosed.
564
00:37:51,854 --> 00:37:54,565
Every day I was like,
why did I survive?
565
00:37:54,649 --> 00:38:00,238
Why was I allowed to survive?
Inside, I was so broken.
566
00:38:01,322 --> 00:38:04,116
I didn't start healing
until 20 years later.
567
00:38:06,410 --> 00:38:10,248
My son, Jakari, calls me his,
you know, warrior queen.
568
00:38:10,957 --> 00:38:13,751
He understands the sacrifice
that I made.
569
00:38:14,836 --> 00:38:17,171
He knows every step
of the way, I'm there.
570
00:38:18,589 --> 00:38:19,590
I'm just not going anywhere.
571
00:38:19,674 --> 00:38:22,969
And I know a lot of it
is because of Jonestown.
572
00:38:24,345 --> 00:38:26,889
LESLIE WAGNER-WILSON
LIVES IN ARIZONA.
573
00:38:26,973 --> 00:38:31,811
IN 2009, SHE PUBLISHED A BOOK
ABOUT HER EXPERIENCE.
574
00:38:35,773 --> 00:38:39,902
I call Leslie Wagner my hero
575
00:38:39,986 --> 00:38:43,573
because she left with her son.
576
00:38:43,656 --> 00:38:46,701
I see her as a person
of great courage,
577
00:38:46,784 --> 00:38:49,829
that she was able to do that,
she was able to get her son out,
578
00:38:49,912 --> 00:38:52,832
and she was able to risk death.
579
00:38:55,376 --> 00:39:00,256
I've come to peace with my journey,
except around my son.
580
00:39:01,716 --> 00:39:04,969
That will be something
that's always with me.
581
00:39:06,470 --> 00:39:09,432
I still struggle to forgive myself.
582
00:39:11,893 --> 00:39:14,979
VERNON GOSNEY SERVED
AS A POLICE OFFICER FOR 30 YEARS.
583
00:39:15,062 --> 00:39:20,276
HE IS RETIRED AND LIVES
PEACEFULLY IN HAWAII.
584
00:39:22,236 --> 00:39:24,989
The former Temple members try
to comfort each other
585
00:39:25,072 --> 00:39:27,241
and their Temple past is their bond.
586
00:39:27,325 --> 00:39:29,744
Whatever their thoughts
about Jim Jones,
587
00:39:29,827 --> 00:39:33,122
they are all trying to rebuild
shattered lives.
588
00:39:34,498 --> 00:39:38,586
All of us, if we allow ourselves
to step into that story,
589
00:39:38,669 --> 00:39:40,588
there's something there
we can use.
590
00:39:42,465 --> 00:39:44,508
And I pray that anyone
watching this...
591
00:39:45,635 --> 00:39:49,013
can take away from it
whatever is valuable to them
592
00:39:49,096 --> 00:39:51,974
as a way of honoring those we lost.
593
00:39:56,812 --> 00:40:00,149
There are many lessons to be
learned from Jonestown.
594
00:40:00,232 --> 00:40:05,321
I look at the world today, I look
at the environment that we're in,
595
00:40:05,404 --> 00:40:08,407
and I see this parallel.
596
00:40:09,325 --> 00:40:12,328
And I look at how Peoples
Temple began.
597
00:40:12,411 --> 00:40:16,499
It began in a time when
there was a socio-political change,
598
00:40:16,582 --> 00:40:18,793
but it was also based on fear.
599
00:40:19,877 --> 00:40:23,005
We are in the same type
of environment, if not worse,
600
00:40:23,089 --> 00:40:29,011
that could generate something much,
much more dangerous than Jonestown.
601
00:40:29,971 --> 00:40:31,681
It could happen again.
602
00:40:36,602 --> 00:40:40,648
I put the blame for what happened
in Jonestown on my father.
603
00:40:42,942 --> 00:40:46,153
But I don't think the story
is Jim Jones.
604
00:40:46,237 --> 00:40:51,409
I think the story is the people
who followed Jim Jones to Jonestown.
605
00:40:51,492 --> 00:40:53,411
PEOPLES TEMPLE
606
00:40:53,494 --> 00:40:54,578
You know, I always said, I go,
607
00:40:54,662 --> 00:40:57,373
how appropriately named
was Peoples Temple?
608
00:40:57,456 --> 00:41:00,793
Because it was really the people
that made that church.
609
00:41:01,419 --> 00:41:05,172
Some of the best years of my life
were in Peoples Temple.
610
00:41:06,340 --> 00:41:09,635
It wasn't Peoples Temple,
it was a sense of community.
611
00:41:09,719 --> 00:41:11,012
A sense of belonging.
612
00:41:11,804 --> 00:41:15,725
A sense of doing the right thing
when no one was looking.
613
00:41:17,268 --> 00:41:20,938
It's just really too bad that
we couldn't have gone down in history
614
00:41:21,022 --> 00:41:25,609
as this great, wonderful humanitarian
group that we were.
615
00:41:27,361 --> 00:41:29,864
We could've been a force
to be reckoned with.
616
00:41:29,947 --> 00:41:33,325
JONESTOWN
617
00:41:33,409 --> 00:41:34,535
THE BIG QUESTION:
618
00:41:34,618 --> 00:41:39,540
I wish that there was an easy answer
around Peoples Temple and Jonestown.
619
00:41:39,623 --> 00:41:41,876
But there are no easy answers.
620
00:41:41,959 --> 00:41:45,671
Anybody that has taken the time
to get to know the story
621
00:41:45,755 --> 00:41:51,969
has discovered that, my gosh, these
were, like, real folks, you know?
622
00:41:54,096 --> 00:41:57,141
Nothing special about us, nothing
unspecial about us.
623
00:41:58,350 --> 00:41:59,810
Maybe even like me.
624
00:42:00,895 --> 00:42:03,606
And I might have actually joined
something like that.
625
00:42:15,534 --> 00:42:19,413
DEDICATED TO THE 918 MEN,
WOMEN AND CHILDREN
626
00:42:19,497 --> 00:42:24,168
WHO DIED IN THE TRAGEDY IN GUYANA
ON NOVEMBER 18TH, 1978.
627
00:42:28,422 --> 00:42:31,550
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