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- Hey, Natalie.

I was hoping I could catch you
before my shift started.

- Well, you caught me.

- So, you want
to do something later?

Maybe grab some dinner?

- Ah, I was up all night
prepping for the M&M today.

By the time my shift's over,
I'm gonna be running on fumes.

- We can keep it mellow.

Make some spaghetti,
watch a movie.

- Uh, maybe.
We'll see.

[sirens blaring]

- Okay, everyone, heads up!
CPD! Dr. Choi?

- Auto versus ped.
Officer Kate Windham

found unresponsive
in her driveway.

- Who?
- Officer Kate Windham.

Down for an unknown period.
Tubed in the field.

- Mags?

- Baghdad.

- She was hit
in her own driveway?

- Freak accident.
Parking brake gave out.

Her SUV rolled into her.

BP 111 over 77, heart rate 136.

Dropped to 32,
and then shot back up.

- Cushing's response.
Brainstem herniation?

- Let's not go there yet.

Transfer on my count.
Ready? One, two, three.

Any sedation or paralytics
in the field?

- No.

- Pupils are fixed and dilated.

- Not initiating a breath.
Resume bagging.

No corneal reflex.

- What's with Maggie?

.

[monitor beeping]

- Lieutenant Windham,
as I explained,

your wife's CT showed
massive bleeding.

The tests confirm
she's not responsive to stimuli,

and her blood flow study
indicates

that the pressure in her brain

is greater
than her blood pressure.

She has no blood flow
to her brain.

Unfortunately,
all of these things tell us

that your wife is brain dead.

I'm very sorry.

- You're telling me she's dead?

My wife's dead.

- We're right here for you,
Darryl.

- She was just walking
to the mailbox.

- Mm-hmm.
- I don't understand.

I don't get it.
She was--

she was walking to the mailbox.

- I know this must be
a terrible shock for you.

Lieutenant,

I did see on her records

your wife is
a registered organ donor.

- Yeah.

- Kate was all about
helping others.

- Our charge nurse will
coordinate the donations.

Lieutenant Windham,
this is Maggie Lockwood.

- You're the nurse--
that's the nurse--

that's, um--

you're the nurse from last year.

- Okay. We'll give you
some time, Lieutenant.

Again, I'm very sorry.

- I am gonna be right back.

Dr. Choi, can I talk to you
for a minute?

Given the history between
your nurse and Officer Windham,

we have a problem.

It's hard enough
on the lieutenant.

He doesn't need this.

- Maggie's a pro.
She'll do her job.

- Doctor, if you're
not gonna handle this,

I'm gonna go over your head.

- I understand you're
taking care of your own,

but I need to do the same.

I'll talk with Ms. Goodwin.

- Hey. So, why'd Maggie
get arrested? What happened?

- The charge was interfering
with a police investigation.

But Maggie was
protecting a patient.

In my opinion,
Officer Windham overreacted.

- Dr. Manning,

you set for the Morbidity
and Mortality Conference?

- I am, Doc--
- Good. See you there.

Remember: M&M is non-punitive.

It's a learning experience.

- Okay.
- Dr. Halstead?

- Yes?
- I expect to see you there too.

As her attending physician,
you are ultimately responsible

for Dr. Manning's actions.

- Right.

- I am so sorry to put you
in this position.

- Oh, I'm not concerned.
You did everything right.

- Except my patient died.

- Natalie, hey, you're being
too hard on yourself.

You know, sometimes things
just don't break

the way we want them too.

- If you need backup,
I'm available.

- Thanks, um,
but I've got it covered.

- Med students don't present,
Clarke. Doctors only.

- I knew it.

Sawfly larva.

- Hmm.

- I ate half of that apple

before I saw it
crawling out of the core.

- That's nice.

- Nice?

Sarah, what is the matter
with you?

- I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I didn't get any sleep
last night.

This neurology rotation
I'm doing--

Dr. Abrams had me pull
a second shift.

- Tell Abrams that residents
aren't supposed

to work more than
a 12-hour shift.

- [scoffing]
Yeah, well, you tell him.

I got to go.

- Here. I have something.

- What is that?
- Espresso beans.

Robusta from Brazil.

Highest concentration
of caffeine.

Take five every hour.
Chew thoroughly.

- Really?
- Yeah.

- Thanks.

- Hey.

- Abnormal heart tones?

- No. Heart rate is 150.

- Strong and steady.

- How do the measurements look?
- Give me a second.

Crown-to-chin length measurement
is 30.9 millimeters.

Well within the normal
parameters.

- So, the TB meds--

- Don't seem to be causing
any problems.

- That's great news.

You were right.

- I'll see you back downstairs.

- No. The heart recipient has
already been notified.

I need a echo,
bronchoscopy, liver biopsy,

standard chest X-ray,
and chest CT.

Send the results to me,
and I'll forward it

to the transplant team.

Yep. Thank you.

- Maggie, I heard about
Officer Windham's accident.

- Yeah.
- I think it's best

that we let April be the liaison
on this one.

- Oh, no worries. I'm already
into it with the labs.

- Even so, I know what a hard
time you had with the arrest.

Why stir up all those feelings?

- I don't need coddling.
I can do my job.

- Maggie, we need to consider
the patient's family as well.

I think it's better
for all concerned

that we get in front of this.

It's too loaded.

- You're taking me off?

Sharon, come on.

- Let April handle it.

- Mr. Koslow.

I'm Dr. Halstead.

You were brought in unconscious.
What happened?

- Ah, I'm laying here
practically naked, doc.

You could call me Felix.

Uh, last thing I remember,
I was coming back from a run

feeling a little lightheaded.

- Well, according
to the paramedics,

you were passed out
in the bathroom.

- Yeah. But I'm fine.

And I can't stay here.

I'm a jockey.

Just been busting my ass
getting ready

for a race at Santa Anita
tomorrow,

so must have just overdone it.

- Ever happen before?
- Never.

I really don't need to be here.

- Tell me if this hurts.

- Ah! Ow! Ow!

Just kidding.

[chuckles lightly]

- When I was a kid,
my dad used to take me

down to the racetracks
at Hawthorne.

The man never picked a winner.

- Most kids dream about playing
in the World Series.

For me, it's all about
the Kentucky Derby.

Took years of riding
at BS tracks

to get over to Churchill Downs.

Been working my way up there,

but, you know, in the winter
the track closes down,

so I've been picking up mounts
on the West--West Coast.

- Uh-huh. Open wide for me.

Very possible this is
just a bout of overtraining.

You say you're feeling fine.
You sure?

- Little weak, but nothing
that's gonna stop me.

I'm on a great horse tomorrow.

- Well, let's make sure
you're fit to mount up.

I'm ordering an EKG and an echo
to check your heart.

I'm still waiting
on those lab results,

so for now, sit tight.

[alarm blaring]
- Dr. Manning!

Brett, talk to me.

- Car crash. 44-year-old female.
GCS 14.

Large laceration to the head.
Pale and sweaty.

LVAD keeps alarming.

- Page Dr. Rhodes
and let him know

we got an LVAD down here.

- Bria, honey?
- Copy. You're going

to Trauma 1, Dr. Manning.
- Got it.

- Report.
- 17-year-old female. GCS 15.

No LOC. Vitals are stable.
Hands and feet moving.

Complaining of neck pain.

- Bria!
- Mom?

- Dr. Choi,
you're going to Trauma 2.

- Copy.
- Bria! Baby!

- Mom!
- Here we go.

- One, two, three.

- Okay, let's transfer
on my count.

Ready? One, two, three.

- Where's my mom?
- Easy, easy.

Eyes on me. Eyes on me.

- She is right next door.

You're gonna see her
real soon, okay?

- She has a bad heart.

They called. We were coming in
for a transplant.

- Okay. Heart surgeon's
on his way down.

- Can you tell us what hurts?

- My neck. It snapped back
after the airbag hit me.

- I got a call
saying a heart's available,

said to get here.

[groaning]

Guy ran a red light.

Where's my daughter?

- She is in good hands.
Right now we need

to worry about you, okay?

Let's get her hooked up
to the monitor

and rapidly transfuse
two packed red blood cells

and two plasma.

Then get X-rays of her chest
and pelvis, okay?

- Okay.

- [moans]
- All right, I'm gonna take this

off now, okay?

- I tried to swerve,
but I was going too fast.

Ow! It really hurts!

- We're gonna give you
something for the pain.

Then we need to make sure you
don't have any fractures, okay?

Let's get a CT of her neck
and thoracic spine

and 0.2 milligrams
of hydromorphone.

- [groans]

- All right, let's give her
50 mics fentanyl IV push.

- No. No.
I'm a recovering alcoholic.

- Meghan?
- Dr. Rhodes.

I made it. I'm--
I'm ready for the transplant.

- Okay, you just try
to stay calm, okay?

We're gonna figure this out.

- She's having suction events.

She's still hypovolemic,
Let's up her volume.

I need to close up
this head wound.

Can you check her LVAD?

- Yeah. You got it.
- Skin stapler?

- Right away.
Here you go.

- Oh!
[inhales sharply]

Where--aah!

Where's Bria?

Where's my baby?

- We're gonna take care of her,
all right?

- Let's get some pressure
on this.

- Yes, doctor.

- I'm--I'm okay.
I got a hard head.

- Just relax.

What happened?
- Auto accident.

- How bad is it?

We've got a donor heart
in Baghdad.

She needs to be able
to tolerate the surgery.

- I'm hoping the head wound is
just superficial.

We won't know anything
until she gets a CT.

We're headed up there now.

- All right, well,
keep your fingers crossed.

She's got better odds
of hitting the lottery

than she does of matching
to another heart

.

- Lieutenant Windham?

- Yeah.
- Hi. I'm April.

I'm very sorry for your loss.

I'll be handling
your wife's care.

- I thought it was the--

thought it was the other nurse.

- I'm coordinating
with the transplant teams today.

Your wife's organs are
in the process

of being matched
to people in need.

Once that's complete, we'll
go ahead and schedule surgery.

You're free to stay with her
throughout the process.

- And tell me--
how many people will she save?

- That depends on
the organ evaluation results,

but she could potentially save
seven, eight lives.

We've already found a match
for her heart.

- That's Kate.

Always going above and beyond.
[chuckles]

- I'm here for you
every step of the way.

Please don't hesitate
to reach out

should you have any questions
or need anything.

- Thank you.

- Thank you.

- Hey. When you call the lab,
make sure you deal with Sue.

She gets the blood and tissue
samples analyzed faster

than anybody else.
- All right.

- And once they match
the other organs,

make sure that you--
- Maggie, I know how to do this.

I'm sorry if you feel
like I'm stepping on your toes.

- You're not stepping
on my toes. It's just--

it's my responsibility.

- Meghan,
we got your test results.

Your CT scan looks fine.

- Then I'm okay
to have the surgery, right?

- Unfortunately,
there's another problem.

We do a tox screen
as part of your pre-op workup.

- Your blood alcohol content
came back 0.06.

- No. It can't--
that's a mistake.

I--I told her not to,
but that doctor must have

given me pain medication.

- Pain medication
would have no effect

on the blood alcohol levels.

- Check it again!

I'm sorry.

I screwed up.

- Can you explain your actions?

- Margaret Brazetti.

She's my age. Three kids.

Been on the transplant list
two years.

Met in a support group.

Was always positive.
Always laughing.

And she got me through
some really hard days.

She died this morning.

I slipped.

Two shots.

First time in three years.

Then I got the call
about the heart.

I asked Bria to take me.

If I hadn't asked her,
she wouldn't be hurt.

- The asking wasn't the problem.
The drinking was.

- Does this mean
I don't get the heart?

- That's the committee's
decision.

You should try
and get some rest.

- Rest?

Is Bria, um,
back from her CT?

- We'll have somebody check.

- As I recall,
you vouched for her.

- I did.

- Quite an unfortunate choice.

- All the other matches are in?

- Yeah. Got teams flying in
from Wisconsin,

St. Louis, and Des Moines.

- April, is it possible
for some of us to be

in the OR with Darryl
during the procedure?

He could use the support.

- I will have to talk
to the surgical charge nurse,

but I'm sure
we can work something out.

- Thanks.

Excuse me.

Excuse me. Um...

I was the one
who asked for someone else

to take charge of this.

It really wasn't personal.

I was just thinking
of the lieutenant.

You understand?

- [laughing]
No. Everything's good.

Flying out at 9:00.

Yeah. I'll see you first thing
for the morning workout.

Yeah.

- Got your labs back
and the results of your echo.

- Yeah. I'm sure
nothing's wrong with me

that these bags of fluid
haven't fixed.

- Well, you're dehydrated.
It will help with that.

Felix, your creatinine
and sodium are high

and your potassium is low,

and I noticed enamel erosion
around some of your teeth.

Now, all these are indicators
of bulimia.

- Bulimia is--is
something girls get.

- Well, actually, 1/3 of those
suffering from bulimia are men.

Eating disorders are not
specific to women,

and you should know
they're treatable.

- I don't have
an eating disorder.

I've got a job that requires me
to make weight,

or I don't get to ride.

All jockeys flip.

- Flip?

- Yeah. Stick our fingers
down our throat.

If that ain't enough,
some guys sit in the hot box

and sweat it out.

Some down laxatives.

I take diuretics.

- Because of the purging
and diuretics,

you're considerably underweight,

which has caused
a mitral valve prolapse,

meaning the valve in your heart
has become floppy.

And it's treatable.

I'd like to put a tube through
your nose into your stomach

to feed you calories.

Now, over time,
this may reverse the MVP

and fatten up your heart.

- What happens if I don't?
Is it gonna kill me?

- [scoffs]

With your lifestyle,
you are putting yourself

at a much greater risk of
infection, cardiac arrhythmia,

or even heart failure.

- I've been riding
Executive Chef for a year.

That's four wins and a place.

I am one ride away
from that derby mount.

- Felix--
- No--I'm finishing this fluid,

and I'm getting the hell
out of here.

- We have a pre-op consult
upstairs in six minutes.

- Dr. Reece, Dr. Abrams.
How's it going?

- I need to break her
of all your bad habits.

I've found my most successful
residents happily volunteer

to work well past
the standard 80-hour week.

- Dr. Charles.

Meghan Scott, my transplant
patient you evaluated.

- Yeah.

- Turns out that
you were right about her.

She fell off the wagon.

- Really?

I'm very sorry to hear that.

- The way I put you on the spot
about your decision--

I owe you an apology.

- No, you don't.

I appreciate the gesture,
but my evaluation--

I vetted her.
It was my call.

I should, um--I should
probably check in with her.

The Transplant Committee's gonna
want another assessment.

- If you'll excuse me,
I've got to get to the M&M.

- Yes. Thank you for telling me.

- Of course.

- The patient became unstable

due to an unrecognized
pericardial effusion,

which was stabilized
by emergent pericardiocentesis.

- You presented the images
of the MRCP

demonstrating cholelithiasis

to support your diagnosis
of pancreatitis

due to choledocholithiasis,

but you aren't showing us
any images

of the lung bases or heart.

- Those images were
not obtained.

- Why not?

- The patient's movement
resulted in unreadable images.

- Why didn't you
repeat the scan?

- The study captured
adequate detail

within the area of interest.

- So, had you been more vigilant
at this juncture,

perhaps you would have
identified

this patient's
pericardial effusion

and avoided his subsequent
cardiovascular collapse.

- In hindsight, yes.

At the time, I believed
I had what I needed.

- Let's move on.

You mentioned placing
the patient on BiPAP,

which exacerbated
cardiac tamponade.

How did you respond?

- How are you feeling?

- Like I screwed up two lives.

- Let's get you two together.

I'll have this dividing wall
opened up.

- How is she?
Is her neck okay?

- Good news is
there are no fractures.

- Okay. What's the bad?

- It's not necessarily bad.
It might be minor,

but Bria's CT showed a mass
in her upper thoracic spine,

unrelated to the accident.

- Oh, God.
A mass means tumor, right?

- It could be a number
of things.

- My poor baby.

She's had some back pain
in the last few months.

She tried to convince me
it was nothing.

I should've brought her in.
This is my fault.

- Meghan, until we do an MRI

to get a better look
at what we're dealing with,

the best thing you could do
is try to stay calm.

- Son of a bitch!

I need this damn thing out!

- Mr. Koslow, please,
you need to calm down.

- And you need to take this
out of my arm.

I'm two pounds over.

- Hey, hey, hey.
It's just water weight.

That IV is the only reason
you're feeling stronger.

You need to leave it in.

- You know, screw this.
You're not gonna do it,

I'll pull it out myself.
- Whoa!

- No, no, no.
Please don't do that.

- Okay. Fine.
That's what you want,

let's get you back to your room.

- Hell, no! You're gonna try
to give me something.

I'm done with this crap!
- No! Mister--

- Get off of--[grunts]
- Hey.

- Now you're bleeding.
- I'm fine.

- Okay. This is
why you need to be treated.

- I did that,
and now I'm too fat to ride.

- You can not take
diuretics again.

You are playing
Russian roulette.

There are only so many times
you can pull that trigger.

.

- Mom, I'm fine!

- Oh, it's just a blanket.

- I don't need it.

- Everything okay?

- Oh, she just seemed cold.

- And you shouldn't be up.

- Can I help you
back into bed?

- Dr. Reese?

- I'm doing a rotation
in neurocritical care.

- Oh.

- The mass we found
is not a tumor.

- Oh, thank God.

- It's a spinal AVM,

which is an abnormal tangle
of blood vessels.

- Is it serious?

- Bria's probably had it
since she was born.

Quite often, we don't find it

until it starts
causing problems.

- What kind of problems?

- Down the line, numbness,
hemorrhage,

even paralysis.

- So, the back pain was a sign.

We could've caught this
months ago.

- Let's focus on the fact
that we caught it now.

It can be treated surgically.

Dr. Reese will do
a neurosurgery consult with you,

and then our head
of neurosurgery, Dr. Abrams,

will come down
and go over the details.

- I'm so sorry, Bria.

- Stop it.
It's not your fault.

- No.
I wasn't thinking about you.

I was only thinking
about myself.

- Having an AVM is unfortunate,

but finding it now,
as early as we have,

is the best we could ask for.

- Dr. Manning then paged me
to perform a pericardiocentesis.

- Did you recommend
sending the fluid for analysis

and obtaining a CT chest,
abdomen, and pelvis?

- I did.

The CT showed a large mass
in the right middle lobe

with bulky hilar
and mediastinal lymphadenopathy.

- And that's when Dr. Manning
called for an oncology consult?

- Yes. And their recommendation
was chemotherapy.

- Dr. Rhodes?
- I recommended an alternative

course of therapy: since
the primary mass was resectable,

I thought it best
to move forward with surgery

without delay.
- And Dr. Manning disagreed?

- I thought the radiation would
give the pancreatitis

time to cool down.

- What was his Ranson's score?
- It was--

- What difference
does that make?

There's no reliable way
to predict tumor lysis syndrome.

- Dr. Manning, if your
white knight plans on continuing

his medical education
at this hospital,

I recommend that you advise him

to remove himself
from my presence.

Let's take a five-minute break.

- How dare you?

- I know.
I shouldn't have said--

- I am not a damsel in distress,

and I do not need you
to defend me.

- I was only trying to help.

- You humiliated me in there.

- Natalie, I'm sorry.

- If he gets on that horse,

he's not only a danger
to himself,

but every other jockey
in the race.

- I don't disagree.

- Can we keep him
on a psych hold?

- No, we can't. I mean,
from everything you told me,

his stated intention is
to win the race.

He didn't say anything
about doing intentional harm.

- And if we do hold him,
he'd probably sue the hospital,

and you personally.

If you can't convince him
to stay,

get him to sign that he's
leaving against medical advice.

- Oh, he's already asked
for the paperwork.

- Then it's settled.

- Damn it!

- That ultrasound was
a huge relief.

- Yeah.

- So, now that we know
everything's okay,

there's something I'm hoping
you'll consider

for the baby's sake.

Maybe it would be good if you
stopped working for a while,

just until the kid is born.

I know how you feel
about your job.

I'm not asking you
to give that up.

But a few months could help
to take away some stress.

- If it was up to you,
there wouldn't even be a baby.

- April, I told you I'm sorry.

The only reason I wanted
to consider terminating was

I thought the baby would have
no quality of life.

I didn't want to put you--
us through that.

- My job's not endangering
the pregnancy.

The second I feel like work is
negatively affecting me,

I'll stop.

For now, I'm fine.

We are fine.

- So, Dr. Charles,
you assessed Meghan Scott today.

- Yes, I did--
- I don't understand

why we're debating this.

An alcoholic must be sober for
18 months before being eligible

for transplant--
those are the rules.

This patient disqualified
herself.

- Dr. Latham,
right now in the hospital,

we have an excellent match
for a heart,

an organ which you know has
a limited window of viability.

We may have to think
beyond the rules.

- What stops her from drinking
the next time she gets upset?

- Ironically, relapse can be a
very important part of recovery.

Happens to most addicts
at some point,

and it's very often
the utter misery

of falling off the wagon

that motivates those that suffer

to finally get serious
about staying sober.

- And you believe this is
the case for Ms. Scott?

- I also think it's been a very
real wake-up call for her.

Until the accident, Bria was
performing the caretaker role,

but now Meghan realizes
the importance

of stepping up
and taking responsibility

not just for herself,
but also for her daughter.

- So, bottom line,
are you saying

the committee should
give Ms. Scott

the currently available heart?

- As a human being,
I would love to root for Meghan.

As a doctor, I'm--
I'm just more aware than ever

of the power that this disease
can have over somebody.

- Dr. Rhodes?

- Uh, I was confident

when I pushed for Meghan
to be put on the list.

Regretfully,
I am less confident now.

- If there are
no more questions,

I move the committee
take a vote.

All those in favor

of Meghan Scott
receiving the heart,

signify with a "yea."

- Yea.

- All those against,
signify with a "nay."

- Nay.
- Nay.

- The nays have it.

.

- You remain conflicted
about Meghan Scott

despite her breaking
the clearly defined rules

for being
a transplant candidate.

- Yes.

I--I remain conflicted.

I've worked
with a lot of alcoholics,

and I know real regret
when I see it.

- Real regret?

Can you elaborate?

What exactly did you see
in Ms. Scott?

- Well, I--I saw real sadness.

You know, there were tears
rolling down her face,

and, um, her jaw was clenched,
you know,

and her body sort of drooped
with what looked like shame.

[elevator dings]

- That's interesting.

- Are you sure
you're gonna be all right?

- Sweetie, you need to stop
worrying about me.

All I want you to think about is
how much I love you.

And when you wake up,
I'll be right there, okay?

I love you, baby.
- Love you, too.

- Please let her be all right.

- While debatable choices were
made by all involved,

no one physician is to blame.

My recommendation is
to revisit hospital policy

on requiring doctors
to be present

when radiation is administered.

Only with more skilled eyes
on the ECG

can future incidents of TLS

be identified and treated.

Hope you've all learned
something here today

that will make you
better physicians.

On a personal note,

it's ill-advised for residents
to date medical students.

- Uh-huh.

Is there something
that I can help you with?

- Yeah. I was looking for April.

- She's on a break right now.

But I can answer any question
you might have.

- Yeah. Uh, my wife, Kate,
has this necklace,

and, uh, I think it was a gift
from her mother.

And, you know, anyways,

uh, she always wears it,

but the clasp broke, uh,
in the accident.

And I know she'd want
to have it with her. I just--

- I understand. It can be
in her hand through the surgery.

I can make sure April gets it.

- We can put them back together,

but we can't change
their behavior, right?

- "I am indeed a king because
I know how to rule myself."

Pietro Aretino.

He was a 16th century poet.

- What are you getting at, doc?

- Well, put it this way:
in this case,

the king might be in
for a rude awakening

when they drug test him
before the race.

- Yeah, if he gets tested.
Testing's random.

- I don't know.

I mean, somebody could make
an anonymous phone call,

you know,
tipping off the track

that he took a diuretic.

You never know.

Somebody maybe already did.

- Dr. Charles. Those signs
that you talked about earlier--

the sadness in the eyes,
the clenched jaw--

I don't see them.

I'd like to know
why they elude me.

- You know, I might have
some literature in my office

that could illuminate
some of this stuff for you.

You got a couple minutes?

- Mm.

[monitor beeping steadily]

- How's Bria?

- Dr. Abrams just started
cauterizing the AVM.

He's a really good surgeon.

I just wish he wasn't
such a dick.

[crunching]

- Keep me posted.

- Mm-hmm.

- Rough day, huh?
- Yeah.

- Grab a bite?

- I'd like that.

- Dr. Rhodes, Daniel.

We found another recipient
for Officer Windham's heart,

but the woman lives
in San Diego,

and that's
at least a four-hour flight.

If there were a delay,

we couldn't guarantee
the heart's viability,

and we cannot postpone
harvesting

due to the needs of the
recipients of her other organs.

- So, therefore?

- Meghan Scott will be receiving
Officer Windham's heart.

Due to the circumstances,
it's the only option we have.

- I guess dinner will
have to wait.

.

- Sharon?
- Yeah?

- Can we talk?
- Of course.

That's the form.
- Here, take this.

- What's up?

- Sharon, I want to take over
Kate Windham's care.

- Come on, Maggie.

We've been through this.
You know my concerns.

- Yes, and I respect them.

But it's closure for me,

and in a way
for Kate Windham, too.

- And what about her husband?

What about his feelings?

- I promise you, I'll make sure
he feels comfortable.

I need to do this.

- All right.

All right.
I'll talk to April.

- Okay.

Can I speak to you,
Lieutenant Windham?

- You good?
Okay.

- When I became a nurse,
I took an oath.

I swore to devote myself
to the welfare

of those committed to my care.

That's my job.

When your wife arrested me,
she was doing her job.

I bear her no ill will.

I'm very sorry for your loss.

But I want to honor your wife,

if you'll allow me.

- Yeah.

- No. No!

- Ms. Scott,
we need to get you upstairs.

- No--I don't care.

I'm not going anywhere
until I find out about Bria.

- She's still in surgery,
but doing well.

Right now, the best thing you
could do for your daughter is

to take care of yourself.

- We'll be right back
with someone

to take her up to the OR.

- Hey.

- You know today wasn't
a defeat, right?

- I guess.

The whole experience has been
a lesson in humility.

- Humility.
Always been a tough one for me.

- Good night.

- You know, Clarke--
he was out of line today.

But he was really
in your corner.

- Yeah.

[takes deep breath]

Hey, Jeff!
You want to get a drink?

- I'll meet you over there.

- A nice move, Daniel.
Anonymous phone call.

- We do what we can, sister.

- Yes, we do.

- So, the M&M.

Stohl called you
my white knight.

- I know, Nat,
and I feel terrible.

And I--and I heard
what he said about dating.

- No, Jeff.
I can handle that.

- I'm just really sorry.

- It should be me
apologizing to you.

- Why? I'm the one
who made everything worse.

- I haven't been fair to you.

Stohl also said that he hoped
we all learned something today.

And I did.

When Jeff died,

it created this void,

this hole in my life,

and in my heart.

I needed someone
to fill that void...

To take the pain away.

And there you were.

I feel like I used you.

You gave me the illusion that
my life was fixed and whole.

But it doesn't work that way.

- It can, though, Natalie.
It can work that way.

And look, I want to be--

- Jeff, I think you're
a great guy.

You're just not
the great guy for me.

- This is it?

- Yeah.

- Dispatch to 2436.

Dispatch to Officer Windham.

Dispatch
to Officer Kate Windham.

Officer Windham,
your work here is done.

Officer Kathryn Windham
graduated

the Chicago Police Academy
in 2008.

She served with distinction,

receiving the 21st District
Officer of the Month

three times,

two department commendations,

and in 2014,
received the Lifesaving Award

for pulling the driver
from a burning vehicle.

Officer Windham is survived
by her parents,

Robert and Felicia,

her brother, Richard,
and her husband, Darryl.

We thank you for
your dedication, loyalty,

and years of exemplary service

to the Chicago Police
Department,

the citizens
of Chicago, Illinois,

and the United States
of America.

Know that your strength
and love lives on

in your husband
and family,

and your honor will live on
in all of us.

End of watch, January 12, 2017.

Officer Kate Windham,

star number 2436,

is 10-7.

Gone but never forgotten.

Rest in peace, dear friend,

and protect us from above.