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How's your day? So far, so good. How's your day been?

Good.

It's pouring out here. Wow.

Uh -huh.

You know what? I'm sorry, honey, but I have to turn around.

Okay.

So I know this is totally weird.

But I'm a medium.

Okay. So I communicate with people that are passed over.

Okay. And I actually feel like I'm going to pass out because there's like 200

dead people with you.

I wonder if it's because I'm a mortician.

Yes, that would be it.

I have to get you out of this car. I don't want to like crash the car while

we're driving. Oh, no. Just step out. Thank you, sweetie.

No, you're welcome.

Do you wonder if the dead can see you?

Get in my car, and I'll show you they can.

My name is Thomas John.

I'm a psychic medium, and I've become a rideshare driver, so I can share my gift

with the masses.

Another day, another mile.

Coming up tonight.

When I see white roses, that's my symbol for apology.

Would he call you doll?

Yeah, he calls me doll.

This is a type of illness that is not maybe a cure for.

Do you have cystic fibrosis?

It's crazy.

You've been gone a good long while.

Another hill, another fall.

How was your day going?

Pretty good. How was the mirror? Pretty good.

Yeah?

I just want to tell you, I'm a medium.

You are?

Yeah. Oh, my god. My stomach just did, like, a twirly -whirly.

Do you believe in mediums?

I kind of do.

Do you?

I kind of do. Yeah.

And you can drive, too. And I can drive. And you're driving pretty.

I know. And you can mediumize.

You're open to a reading. I could give you a reading.

Okey -doke.

I'm open.

Okay. When you got in the car, I was already feeling stuff, but it was like,

know, I didn't know if you were even really open to it.

So you felt things come through.

Yes. I felt somebody with a heart attack.

Yeah. Oh, my God.

So I don't know which of you connects to the man with the heart attack. That

would be my husband.

Passed very sudden, unexpected from a heart attack.

Yeah. Uh -huh. I was there.

Right. Were your children there, too?

Okay, yeah.

I want to just tell you with him, he's with his mom. Would that make sense to

you? Is she passed as well? Yeah. Okay.

She's basically telling me that she died of a broken heart. Is that right? I

knew she died of a broken heart. Yeah. I watched it happen.

So sometimes people, it's like there's a connection like that, I feel.

Would he call you doll?

Ever?

Yeah, he calls me doll.

Oh, honey, yeah, because he said, that's my doll.

My God.

I was as dull.

Well, you guys were soulmates, you know?

I was the luckiest girl in the whole world. Yeah, well, you felt very lucky

honey. I know.

We were like each other's mutual admiration club. Yeah, I feel that he...

He said that he's sorry you guys didn't get to take the trip.

It was just a trip. We were going to take just the two of us, which we hadn't

done since we'd gotten married.

Oh, that's funny. He just said, yep, we were going to have a lot of sex.

That's hysterical.

That's hysterical.

But, you know, I have to tell you, like, I feel like there might have been

something wrong with his heart that maybe you guys didn't know. He hadn't

feeling well.

And in pictures.

Some of the more recent ones. He looked a little gray in the pictures after I

saw them. If I'd really paid attention, I probably would have been able to... I

don't know.

Feeling like it's one of those things, I don't know if it would really have

really made a difference. Even if you had gone to the doctor and said, look at

his heart, is there anything wrong with it? Like, I feel like they would have

said, no, he's fine.

You must feel this guy around you, though, like, don't you? Because it just

feels like he's like... I just want to believe that he's there.

Yeah, but he is. You know, even though somebody passes away, they still have

feelings. Of course he misses you. He misses the kids.

I would never have expected this to happen. And I'm still kind of like,

you've come up with some stuff that there's no way he would have known.

Right.

What's your name?

Thomas. My name is Thomas. Thomas Shawn.

Thomas. You're very welcome.

Oh, my God. Wow.

It was nice to meet you. Nice to meet you.

You're awesome.

Up until now, I was pretending that my husband was always around.

Up until now, I wanted to believe it was true.

Little snippets of information, but I just dismissed it.

I always knew that I was his special girl, but I know I'm still his special

girl.

to find him someday.

We're going to be together again someday.

And I don't like doubting that and I'm so glad I don't have to doubt that.

How's your day going?

Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. It's okay.

Started a business with like no money, guerrilla style.

Uh -huh. And I had three dry weeks.

And today is the day where I need to come up with this money or I'm going to

locked out of my life.

Maybe I can help you with that.

I was going to say if you needed micropigmentation for your scalp, but

don't. You've got plenty of hair. I restore hair.

Oh, you restore hair? Mm -hmm. Well, I talk to dead people.

That's what my job is.

That is interesting.

Or do you believe in that type of stuff?

I'm open to hearing what you might have to say just out of curiosity.

You know, it's not going to kill this cat.

My business closing, that's going to hurt.

Because I want to tell you, when you got in the car, there was a man that I felt

with you.

I felt like it was like a father figure.

Is your father passed?

Okay.

You know, I just want to say this because I really feel I have to tell you

everything that I'm getting, even if it's a little bit random.

I get it. I get it. But I feel like, did he ever wear, like, different outfits

or something?

Yeah. Okay.

I was going to say, like, I thought maybe he, did he cross dress?

He was a gender blender.

Gender blender. Okay, great. You're the truth.

You were real.

You were real because there's no way he would know this. Yeah, because I saw

your dad, like, I was like, oh, I think he's wearing women's clothes. Yeah, for

sure.

Don't tell me extra things, but I need to just understand this. I don't like

scary stuff.

Is there something with your dad that he would reference that you were

kidnapped? This is crazy!

This is crazy!

But do you understand what he's talking about? If he was there, it wouldn't

happen. Right. He's telling me he didn't know how bad it was.

I feel people go in other states.

I was kidnapped and abducted was the legal term, and sex trafficked

all over the United States when I was a little girl.

He's just saying looking back, he wishes that he had gone out and looked for you

more.

He feels like he should have done more, and he didn't really do enough.

Don't feel bad about that, Daddy.

Your dad is talking about a stroke, a hemorrhage, he fell down.

Dude. Yeah.

Did he pass in October?

Because he keeps talking about... Are you kidding me? How do you know this?

talking about, like, something... October 9th, 2011.

That was my best friend.

We were partners.

So many times I want to talk to him. Like, Daddy, I need you.

Yeah.

You know, I feel like you do have your dad's...

magic that he had, you know, that he could like, I just, I feel like, yeah, I

think that you have it.

I just don't want to be put out, locked out and embarrassed in front of

everybody. I don't want to lose my fun.

When I read the energy of it intuitively, you are not going to lose

business.

You'll feel him guiding you. I mean, he'll direct you.

If any of the day that I needed to talk to my dad, it would have been today, for

sure.

And he was like, surprise, you know, come here and talk to me, girl.

That was the first time I've ever seen a spirit in, like, bra and panties and

with, like, hairy legs. I was like, okay.

Thank you so much for picking me up. Of course.

What do you do for work?

I am a professional makeup artist and photographer.

What do you do?

I'm a medium. I talk to the dead.

Oh, my God.

If you want, I'll do a reading for you now. I don't mind.

Are you serious?

I'm so open to it. Oh, my God. Yes.

Let's see what I'm feeling.

Is your mom passed?

Yeah. Okay.

Oh, she's funny. She just started laughing. She said that her hair looks

You'd be proud.

Oh, my God.

What?

Did you ever, like, help her with her makeup or anything?

Yeah. Okay.

Because she showed something where, I don't know if you did it at the end or

something, but she was bringing that up, too.

I see you there with your brushes with her.

Who are you?

There's another thing that I'm picking up, too. So is your dad passed?

He is. Oh, my God.

Who's Chuck?

That's my dad.

Yeah. Were you not always close?

No. I see white roses. So when I see white roses, that's my symbol for

I want to say also, okay, hold on.

I don't know. I just feel he was like a hard ass.

Being gay was not a thing.

I see. So you were gay. He didn't approve of it. He was not here for it.

Okay. He was in the airport.

Okay. And so I grew up there in military.

Okay. Then disowned and kicked out and sent to Christian school for Jesus

to fix me.

I feel like the apology was just like how he kind of missed the opportunity to

be closer to you.

It's cool to hear that.

I get it. I can't hate somebody for thinking something they didn't know any

different.

It'll just make me a miserable person.

We're almost there. Oh, thank God.

All right, I'm dropping you here. It was nice to meet you. Thank you.

Likewise. Have a good day.

I feel like a different person.

Totally validated. I feel like something that I was owed for years I finally got

in a real way.

Thank you.

How was your day? Oh, good.

So far, so good.

Yeah. How about yours?

Good. I'm actually a medium psychic.

I was feeling something when you got in the car. I can share it with you, and we

can kind of go from there.

That's great.

So definitely getting a reference to somebody who passed before their time.

didn't have a totally full life.

Mm -hmm. I feel a male coming through saying, I passed around Christmas.

So could that make sense to you? Yeah. My son, Cameron.

Somebody he's showing me has kept, like, his baseball hat.

And I feel also that I want to talk about, hold on a second.

I don't know if it's Star Trek or Star Wars or whatever that is.

I've never seen any of them.

So I feel like he's showing me something with one of those things, but I don't

know what they are.

So, you understand that? Yeah. Okay.

He's like, can't believe it. He's like, it's Star Wars. I can't believe you

don't know that.

He was looking forward to seeing the new Star Wars in December.

Oh, yeah. So much.

Oh, my God, yeah. And then he passed just right before it came out.

Ah, yep.

Oh, my God.

He is telling me this is a type of illness that it's not maybe a cure for.

And he's showing me like he kind of dealt with it his whole life.

Do you have cystic fibrosis?

He keeps showing me 25.

What is that?

I mean,

cystic fibrosis is a horrible disease. I'm mad that.

He had it.

The two times I cried the hardest was the day he was born and the day that he

died. And he

is my only son.

I take, I don't know, I take a lot of responsibility because probably about

months before he passed, we had an argument because I was

just trying to get him going.

Right.

I don't know if I ever regained my self -worth.

He was such a good kid.

I guess that would be the one question.

He can forgive me for getting angry with him. Yeah.

He is saying there's no anger.

He totally understands where you were coming from, you know, and that it was

more you were just caught up in the moment of things.

I mean, he's with, like, the angels, you know. I see, you know, that's the type

of level that he's at, you know.

We all don't get there, you know, and this is, you know, he is definitely in,

like I said, he's in a higher place. Everybody just doesn't go there.

And I feel like he is saying, like, you know, I'm, you know, and so it's not

like, yeah, he should, it's not like he's, like, showing it off. He's just

saying, you know, I'm in a good place.

Let's just keep celebrating Cameron, right?

Absolutely. Thank you so much.

I feel like I have to thank you for letting me connect with him because he

such a cool person. I feel like I got to hang out with a really cool person.

Thank you so much. You did. You did. You absolutely did.

Thank you so much. Thank you. Thank you. Very nice to meet you. Thank you so

much. Pleasure. All right. Take care.

I know I won't see your face.

Thomas' message is everything I needed to hear. I still deal

with guilt. I still deal with what could I have done.

And to hear Cameron say, it's okay.

I'm happy.

And I'm...

Everything.

I'm everything that I can be now.

And to hear that just lifted a burden off my heart.

I mean, like, I literally, I don't know, I feel like I've got to take

a ride with myself.

It was amazing