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How's your day? So far, so good. How's
your day been?

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Good.

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It's pouring out here. Wow.

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Uh -huh.

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You know what? I'm sorry, honey, but I
have to turn around.

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Okay.

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So I know this is totally weird.

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But I'm a medium.

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Okay. So I communicate with people that
are passed over.

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Okay. And I actually feel like I'm going
to pass out because there's like 200

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dead people with you.

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I wonder if it's because I'm a
mortician.

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Yes, that would be it.

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I have to get you out of this car. I
don't want to like crash the car while

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we're driving. Oh, no. Just step out.
Thank you, sweetie.

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No, you're welcome.

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Do you wonder if the dead can see you?

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Get in my car, and I'll show you they
can.

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My name is Thomas John.

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I'm a psychic medium, and I've become a
rideshare driver, so I can share my gift

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with the masses.

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Another day, another mile.

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Coming up tonight.

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When I see white roses, that's my symbol
for apology.

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Would he call you doll?

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Yeah, he calls me doll.

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This is a type of illness that is not
maybe a cure for.

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Do you have cystic fibrosis?

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It's crazy.

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You've been gone a good long while.

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Another hill, another fall.

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How was your day going?

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Pretty good. How was the mirror? Pretty
good.

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Yeah?

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I just want to tell you, I'm a medium.

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You are?

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Yeah. Oh, my god. My stomach just did,
like, a twirly -whirly.

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Do you believe in mediums?

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I kind of do.

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Do you?

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I kind of do. Yeah.

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And you can drive, too. And I can drive.
And you're driving pretty.

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I know. And you can mediumize.

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You're open to a reading. I could give
you a reading.

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Okey -doke.

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I'm open.

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Okay. When you got in the car, I was
already feeling stuff, but it was like,

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know, I didn't know if you were even
really open to it.

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So you felt things come through.

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Yes. I felt somebody with a heart
attack.

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Yeah. Oh, my God.

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So I don't know which of you connects to
the man with the heart attack. That

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would be my husband.

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Passed very sudden, unexpected from a
heart attack.

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Yeah. Uh -huh. I was there.

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Right. Were your children there, too?

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Okay, yeah.

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I want to just tell you with him, he's
with his mom. Would that make sense to

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you? Is she passed as well? Yeah. Okay.

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She's basically telling me that she died
of a broken heart. Is that right? I

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knew she died of a broken heart. Yeah. I
watched it happen.

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So sometimes people, it's like there's a
connection like that, I feel.

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Would he call you doll?

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Ever?

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Yeah, he calls me doll.

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Oh, honey, yeah, because he said, that's
my doll.

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My God.

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I was as dull.

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Well, you guys were soulmates, you know?

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I was the luckiest girl in the whole
world. Yeah, well, you felt very lucky

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honey. I know.

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We were like each other's mutual
admiration club. Yeah, I feel that he...

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He said that he's sorry you guys didn't
get to take the trip.

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It was just a trip. We were going to
take just the two of us, which we hadn't

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done since we'd gotten married.

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Oh, that's funny. He just said, yep, we
were going to have a lot of sex.

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That's hysterical.

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That's hysterical.

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But, you know, I have to tell you, like,
I feel like there might have been

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something wrong with his heart that
maybe you guys didn't know. He hadn't

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feeling well.

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And in pictures.

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Some of the more recent ones. He looked
a little gray in the pictures after I

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saw them. If I'd really paid attention,
I probably would have been able to... I

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don't know.

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Feeling like it's one of those things, I
don't know if it would really have

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really made a difference. Even if you
had gone to the doctor and said, look at

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his heart, is there anything wrong with
it? Like, I feel like they would have

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said, no, he's fine.

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You must feel this guy around you,
though, like, don't you? Because it just

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feels like he's like... I just want to
believe that he's there.

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Yeah, but he is. You know, even though
somebody passes away, they still have

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feelings. Of course he misses you. He
misses the kids.

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I would never have expected this to
happen. And I'm still kind of like,

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you've come up with some stuff that
there's no way he would have known.

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Right.

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What's your name?

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Thomas. My name is Thomas. Thomas Shawn.

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Thomas. You're very welcome.

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Oh, my God. Wow.

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It was nice to meet you. Nice to meet
you.

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You're awesome.

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Up until now, I was pretending that my
husband was always around.

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Up until now, I wanted to believe it was
true.

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Little snippets of information, but I
just dismissed it.

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I always knew that I was his special
girl, but I know I'm still his special

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girl.

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to find him someday.

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We're going to be together again
someday.

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And I don't like doubting that and I'm
so glad I don't have to doubt that.

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How's your day going?

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Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. It's okay.

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Started a business with like no money,
guerrilla style.

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Uh -huh. And I had three dry weeks.

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And today is the day where I need to
come up with this money or I'm going to

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locked out of my life.

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Maybe I can help you with that.

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I was going to say if you needed
micropigmentation for your scalp, but

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don't. You've got plenty of hair. I
restore hair.

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Oh, you restore hair? Mm -hmm. Well, I
talk to dead people.

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That's what my job is.

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That is interesting.

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Or do you believe in that type of stuff?

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I'm open to hearing what you might have
to say just out of curiosity.

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You know, it's not going to kill this
cat.

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My business closing, that's going to
hurt.

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Because I want to tell you, when you got
in the car, there was a man that I felt

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with you.

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I felt like it was like a father figure.

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Is your father passed?

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Okay.

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You know, I just want to say this
because I really feel I have to tell you

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everything that I'm getting, even if
it's a little bit random.

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I get it. I get it. But I feel like, did
he ever wear, like, different outfits

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or something?

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Yeah. Okay.

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I was going to say, like, I thought
maybe he, did he cross dress?

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He was a gender blender.

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Gender blender. Okay, great. You're the
truth.

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You were real.

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You were real because there's no way he
would know this. Yeah, because I saw

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your dad, like, I was like, oh, I think
he's wearing women's clothes. Yeah, for

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sure.

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Don't tell me extra things, but I need
to just understand this. I don't like

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scary stuff.

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Is there something with your dad that he
would reference that you were

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kidnapped? This is crazy!

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This is crazy!

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But do you understand what he's talking
about? If he was there, it wouldn't

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happen. Right. He's telling me he didn't
know how bad it was.

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I feel people go in other states.

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I was kidnapped and abducted was the
legal term, and sex trafficked

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all over the United States when I was a
little girl.

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He's just saying looking back, he wishes
that he had gone out and looked for you

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more.

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He feels like he should have done more,
and he didn't really do enough.

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Don't feel bad about that, Daddy.

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Your dad is talking about a stroke, a
hemorrhage, he fell down.

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Dude. Yeah.

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Did he pass in October?

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Because he keeps talking about... Are
you kidding me? How do you know this?

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talking about, like, something...
October 9th, 2011.

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That was my best friend.

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We were partners.

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So many times I want to talk to him.
Like, Daddy, I need you.

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Yeah.

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You know, I feel like you do have your
dad's...

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magic that he had, you know, that he
could like, I just, I feel like, yeah, I

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think that you have it.

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I just don't want to be put out, locked
out and embarrassed in front of

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everybody. I don't want to lose my fun.

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When I read the energy of it
intuitively, you are not going to lose

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business.

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You'll feel him guiding you. I mean,
he'll direct you.

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If any of the day that I needed to talk
to my dad, it would have been today, for

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sure.

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And he was like, surprise, you know,
come here and talk to me, girl.

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That was the first time I've ever seen a
spirit in, like, bra and panties and

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with, like, hairy legs. I was like,
okay.

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Thank you so much for picking me up. Of
course.

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What do you do for work?

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I am a professional makeup artist and
photographer.

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What do you do?

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I'm a medium. I talk to the dead.

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Oh, my God.

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If you want, I'll do a reading for you
now. I don't mind.

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Are you serious?

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I'm so open to it. Oh, my God. Yes.

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Let's see what I'm feeling.

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Is your mom passed?

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Yeah. Okay.

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Oh, she's funny. She just started
laughing. She said that her hair looks

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You'd be proud.

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Oh, my God.

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What?

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Did you ever, like, help her with her
makeup or anything?

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Yeah. Okay.

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Because she showed something where, I
don't know if you did it at the end or

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something, but she was bringing that up,
too.

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I see you there with your brushes with
her.

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Who are you?

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There's another thing that I'm picking
up, too. So is your dad passed?

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He is. Oh, my God.

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Who's Chuck?

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That's my dad.

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Yeah. Were you not always close?

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No. I see white roses. So when I see
white roses, that's my symbol for

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I want to say also, okay, hold on.

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I don't know. I just feel he was like a
hard ass.

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Being gay was not a thing.

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I see. So you were gay. He didn't
approve of it. He was not here for it.

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Okay. He was in the airport.

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Okay. And so I grew up there in
military.

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Okay. Then disowned and kicked out and
sent to Christian school for Jesus

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to fix me.

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I feel like the apology was just like
how he kind of missed the opportunity to

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be closer to you.

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It's cool to hear that.

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I get it. I can't hate somebody for
thinking something they didn't know any

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different.

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It'll just make me a miserable person.

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We're almost there. Oh, thank God.

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All right, I'm dropping you here. It was
nice to meet you. Thank you.

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Likewise. Have a good day.

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I feel like a different person.

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Totally validated. I feel like something
that I was owed for years I finally got

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in a real way.

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Thank you.

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How was your day? Oh, good.

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So far, so good.

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Yeah. How about yours?

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Good. I'm actually a medium psychic.

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I was feeling something when you got in
the car. I can share it with you, and we

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can kind of go from there.

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That's great.

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So definitely getting a reference to
somebody who passed before their time.

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didn't have a totally full life.

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Mm -hmm. I feel a male coming through
saying, I passed around Christmas.

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So could that make sense to you? Yeah.
My son, Cameron.

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Somebody he's showing me has kept, like,
his baseball hat.

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And I feel also that I want to talk
about, hold on a second.

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I don't know if it's Star Trek or Star
Wars or whatever that is.

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I've never seen any of them.

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So I feel like he's showing me something
with one of those things, but I don't

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know what they are.

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So, you understand that? Yeah. Okay.

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He's like, can't believe it. He's like,
it's Star Wars. I can't believe you

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don't know that.

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He was looking forward to seeing the new
Star Wars in December.

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Oh, yeah. So much.

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Oh, my God, yeah. And then he passed
just right before it came out.

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Ah, yep.

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Oh, my God.

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He is telling me this is a type of
illness that it's not maybe a cure for.

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And he's showing me like he kind of
dealt with it his whole life.

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Do you have cystic fibrosis?

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He keeps showing me 25.

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What is that?

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I mean,

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cystic fibrosis is a horrible disease.
I'm mad that.

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He had it.

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The two times I cried the hardest was
the day he was born and the day that he

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died. And he

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is my only son.

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I take, I don't know, I take a lot of
responsibility because probably about

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months before he passed, we had an
argument because I was

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just trying to get him going.

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Right.

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I don't know if I ever regained my self
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He was such a good kid.

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I guess that would be the one question.

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He can forgive me for getting angry with
him. Yeah.

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He is saying there's no anger.

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He totally understands where you were
coming from, you know, and that it was

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more you were just caught up in the
moment of things.

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I mean, he's with, like, the angels, you
know. I see, you know, that's the type

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of level that he's at, you know.

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We all don't get there, you know, and
this is, you know, he is definitely in,

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like I said, he's in a higher place.
Everybody just doesn't go there.

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And I feel like he is saying, like, you
know, I'm, you know, and so it's not

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like, yeah, he should, it's not like
he's, like, showing it off. He's just

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saying, you know, I'm in a good place.

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Let's just keep celebrating Cameron,
right?

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Absolutely. Thank you so much.

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I feel like I have to thank you for
letting me connect with him because he

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such a cool person. I feel like I got to
hang out with a really cool person.

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Thank you so much. You did. You did. You
absolutely did.

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Thank you so much. Thank you. Thank you.
Very nice to meet you. Thank you so

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much. Pleasure. All right. Take care.

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I know I won't see your face.

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Thomas' message is everything I needed
to hear. I still deal

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with guilt. I still deal with what could
I have done.

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And to hear Cameron say, it's okay.

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I'm happy.

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And I'm...

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Everything.

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I'm everything that I can be now.

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And to hear that just lifted a burden
off my heart.

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I mean, like, I literally, I don't know,
I feel like I've got to take

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a ride with myself.

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It was amazing