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[ Portugal. The Man's
"Feel It Still" plays ]
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[ Cellphone vibrating ]
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[ Exhales sharply ]
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♪ Can't keep my hands
to myself ♪
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[ Vibrating stops ]
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Mm.
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♪ Think I'll dust 'em off,
put 'em back up on the shelf ♪
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♪ In case my little baby girl
is in need ♪
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♪ Am I coming
out of left field? ♪
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♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel
just for kicks, now ♪
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♪ I been feelin' it
since 1966, now ♪
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♪ Might be over now ♪
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Kinda overcooked
the eggs.
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Not used to a gas stove.
Sorry.
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♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel... ♪
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Last thing I want
is food right now.
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Ah, lightweight.
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You know, I outdrank you
at least two to one.
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Never mind
I was rolling on Molly.
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[ Chuckles ]
I'm a cheap date.
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I'll take the coffee,
though.
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♪ Leave it with a babysitter,
mama, call the gravedigger ♪
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You're a doctor?
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♪ Gone with the fallen leaves ♪
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♪ Am I coming
out of left field? ♪
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Well, Dr. Browne...
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I had fun last night.
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Me too.
[ Exhales slowly ]
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And that unenthusiastic response
answers my question.
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♪ I'm a rebel
just for kicks, now ♪
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"Wanna meet up again?"
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♪ Let me kick it
like it's 1986, now ♪
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[ Sighs ]
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♪ Might be over now,
but I feel it still ♪
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I'll get out of here.
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♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel
just for kicks, yeah ♪
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♪ Your love is an abyss
for my heart to eclipse, now ♪
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♪ Might be over now,
but I feel it still ♪
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[ Doorbell rings ]
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♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel
just for kicks, now ♪
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Hey, Shaun ‐‐
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I have a question
for Dr. Glassman.
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Uh, he's, uh,
in the shower.
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Do you want to come on ‐‐
When did his shower begin?
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Just ‐‐ He just got in.
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His showers
are at least nine minutes.
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I'd be late to work.
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I'll wait.
This is important.
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♪ Am I coming
out of left field? ♪
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♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel
just for kicks, now ♪
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♪ I been feelin' it
since 1966, now ♪
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Is there something
I can help with?
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The florist told me
the pink roses express passion
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and the purple Peruvian lilies
convey devotion,
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but I feel both passion
and devotion for Carly.
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You could give her both.
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Please ask Dr. Glassman
to text me the answer
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as soon as he gets
out of the shower.
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Well...what's
Carly's favorite color?
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'Cause flowers
don't really have meaning.
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That's just a tactic
to boost sales.
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Purple.
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There you go.
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♪ Is it coming back? ♪
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[ Sighs ]
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♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel
just for kicks, yeah ♪
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♪ Your love is an abyss
for my heart to eclipse, now ♪
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♪ Might be over now,
but I feel it still ♪
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♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel
just for kicks, now ♪
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♪ I been feelin' it
since 1966, now ♪
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♪ Might be over now... ♪
[ Door closes ]
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Hi, Shaun.
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I'd like to have sex
tonight.
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♪ I'm a rebel
just for kicks, now ♪
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Would you?
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♪ ...since 1966, now ♪
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♪ Might be over now ♪
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Yes.
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♪ But I feel it still ♪
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♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel
just for kicks, now ♪
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♪ Let me kick it
like it's 1986, now ♪
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♪ Might be over now,
but I feel it still ♪
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♪ Might've had your fill,
but I feel it still ♪
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[ Sniffs ]
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[ P. A. beeps,
indistinct talking ]
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39‐year‐old male,
multi‐car accident,
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blunt abdominal injuries,
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including ruptured spleen
and lacerated liver.
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What's his G. C. S.?
Nine.
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Intraperitoneal free fluid
in the right upper quadrant.
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We need an O. R., stat.
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Page Melendez.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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We were at
our engagement photoshoot.
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I thought
it was just a migraine.
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I get them sometimes
with the flashing lights.
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Then she started
slurring her words.
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I was trying to tell him
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that I couldn't feel
or move my left side.
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The only thing that got me
through was Tony telling me,
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[ As Yoda ]
"Okay, it will be."
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How long before your symptoms
began to subside?
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[ Normal voice ]
About half an hour.
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By the time we got here,
all I had was a mild headache.
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I think you had
a transient ischemic attack.
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A mini‐stroke.
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A stroke?
Mini.
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Jeanie's 25.
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Which is why we'll need
an MRI, cardiac echo, and labs
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before...
we know for sure.
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Melendez:
Cauterize that bleed.
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[ Monitor beeping ]
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That's it
for the liver.
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What's his mean
arterial pressure?
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67.
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What was that place
with the deviled oysters
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you took Dr. Lim to?
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Oh, Mia's in town.
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As some of you
may be aware,
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Dr. Lim and I are
no longer together.
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It's called Half Shell.
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Downtown, off Second.
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Remove the packing.
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♪♪
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Look at the aorta.
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Likely a laceration
from the accident.
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We'll need to dissect
further to determine the
extent of the damage.
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[ Monitor alarm blaring ]
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B.P.'s skyrocketing.
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He's just suffered
massive blood loss.
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He's under anesthesia.
He should be hypotensive.
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Pulmonary embolism?
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Push beta‐blockers.
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That‐‐ That'd kill him.
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He's tachycardic
and hyperthermic.
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I think
he must be on something.
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MDMA mixed
with anesthesia?
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Give him a low dose
of nitroglycerin
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and calcium
channel blockers.
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♪♪
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B.P.'s dropping.
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It's working.
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Push the full dose.
Close him up.
[ Blaring stops ]
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We're gonna have to
wait for the MDMA to
leave his bloodstream.
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We'll get a better look
at the aorta via imaging.
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Good call.
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♪♪
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I need to use
the restroom.
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Hang in there, Jeanie.
Just a couple more minutes.
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You should ask me
what I'm going to do tonight.
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Um...okay.
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But just to make it feel
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more like
an actual conversation...
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Nothing much.
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I've got a yoga class and a date
with Ben & Jerry tonight.
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How about you, Shaun?
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I'm having sex
with Carly.
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Whoa.
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It's my first time.
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Mazel tov.
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It took us 22 days
to kiss,
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nine more to hold hands ‐‐
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although, we don't really
hold hands when we hold hands ‐‐
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and another six to touch
more than one thing at a time.
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But now I'm ready.
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That's a lot of foreplay.
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I've been reading about
the four stages of arousal ‐‐
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Fair warning ‐‐
the first time for most people
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is kind of awful.
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Your first time
was awful?
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Not an appropriate question
to ask a colleague.
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Although, there's an exception
to every rule.
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Which books did your lover
read to prepare?
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[ Computer beeps ]
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No clots, no bleeds,
no occlusions, no P. F. O.
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W‐‐
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She didn't have
a stroke.
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[ Computer beeping rapidly ]
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She's having a seizure.
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[ Monitor alarm beeping,
door opens ]
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♪♪
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Pushing diazepam.
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♪♪
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She had to use
the restroom.
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Her bladder is distended.
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Whatever it's pressing against
must be causing these attacks.
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CT shows
she has two pelvic lesions,
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and labs show elevated levels
of catecholamines.
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The pain meds we gave her could
have distended her bladder,
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which is abutting
one of the tumors,
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setting off
her second attack.
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But what set off
the first one?
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Sexual intercourse.
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The other tumor appears
to be within her clitoris.
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Progressive impact may have
destabilized it over time.
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And now she's at risk
of having more seizures.
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♪♪
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Sex could kill this woman.
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He's stable, and the MDMA
is out of his system.
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We're good to go back in
and graft the aorta.
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We're just getting caught up
with blood loss
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and fluid resuscitation.
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An endovascular stent
is minimally invasive.
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It is a better option
than a graft.
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But a stent could clot off
because we won't be able
to give blood thinners.
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His liver is still
a bleeding risk.
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Let's take our chances
with the stent.
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We can be in and out
and have him back in the ICU,
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where we can focus
on his recovery.
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I do not want to proceed
without consent.
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He won't regain consciousness
for another couple of hours.
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We shouldn't wait
that long.
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Get it from his wife.
She's on her way here now.
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♪♪
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We can remove
the tumors,
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but it means
we also have to remove
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most of your vagina
and clitoris.
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You can still
have children.
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Via C‐section. It won't affect
your uterus or ovaries.
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What about sex?
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You won't be able
to have intercourse
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or experience an orgasm.
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♪♪
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I‐It doesn't make sense.
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I've been sexually active
for five years.
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Never had any attacks.
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We suspect the tumor's
been dormant for some time.
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What if I don't have
the surgery?
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What are the odds
of another attack?
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There are many variables
involved,
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including frequency, duration,
sexual position, penis size ‐‐
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About 2%.
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Each time?
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Each time.
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On average, couples have sex
52 times per year,
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which means
in the next three years,
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your chance of having
a life‐threatening attack
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is well over 95%.
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♪♪
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I think
we'll take our chances.
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Morgan: You should talk it over
between yourselves,
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perhaps
with a counselor ‐‐
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I understand
the situation.
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I don't want the surgery.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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I'll catch up.
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Hey.
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Hey.
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Missed you
at the research meeting.
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I was in surgery.
Craniotomy.
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Now I have two consults,
a meeting with a donor,
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and a hospital chair
meeting.
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Well, don't forget
to eat something.
256
00:10:56,780 --> 00:10:57,865
Ah, food is for the weak.
257
00:10:59,491 --> 00:11:01,785
So is waiting
for this elevator.
258
00:11:03,579 --> 00:11:04,496
Are we okay?
259
00:11:04,496 --> 00:11:05,748
Yeah.
260
00:11:05,748 --> 00:11:06,540
Sorry, I'm just busy.
261
00:11:06,540 --> 00:11:14,965
♪♪
262
00:11:14,965 --> 00:11:16,508
Park: We're recommending
the stent.
263
00:11:16,508 --> 00:11:20,304
It risks clotting, but it's also
less invasive than the graft.
264
00:11:20,304 --> 00:11:22,723
The graft would be
a more permanent repair,
265
00:11:22,723 --> 00:11:25,392
but there's greater chance
of surgical complications.
266
00:11:26,643 --> 00:11:29,188
[ Breathes deeply ]
267
00:11:29,188 --> 00:11:30,606
I have to trust you,
right?
268
00:11:30,606 --> 00:11:32,399
[ Pen clicks ]
269
00:11:32,399 --> 00:11:36,612
♪♪
270
00:11:36,612 --> 00:11:38,530
Is Dad gonna be okay?
271
00:11:38,530 --> 00:11:40,240
Oh, absolutely, darling.
272
00:11:42,659 --> 00:11:44,578
We're gonna take good care
of your dad.
273
00:11:44,578 --> 00:11:46,497
He'll be home
before you know it, okay?
274
00:11:46,497 --> 00:11:47,831
Okay.
275
00:11:50,584 --> 00:11:51,543
Thank you.
276
00:11:51,543 --> 00:11:53,420
♪♪
277
00:11:53,420 --> 00:11:55,923
If we send her home
without the surgery, she'll die.
278
00:11:55,923 --> 00:11:57,508
We don't know that.
279
00:11:57,508 --> 00:12:00,928
And taking away sex
from a young couple in love?
280
00:12:02,221 --> 00:12:03,472
That's devastating.
281
00:12:03,472 --> 00:12:05,349
So's death.
282
00:12:05,349 --> 00:12:07,851
How much time does a couple
actually spend having sex?
283
00:12:07,851 --> 00:12:11,063
19 minutes per week,
including foreplay.
284
00:12:13,357 --> 00:12:15,818
The rest ‐‐
that's the real relationship.
285
00:12:15,818 --> 00:12:18,320
Forget the act itself.
286
00:12:18,320 --> 00:12:19,988
Sex is crucial
to the happiness
287
00:12:19,988 --> 00:12:21,907
and satisfaction
of a relationship.
288
00:12:21,907 --> 00:12:23,909
Sex is destructive.
289
00:12:23,909 --> 00:12:27,162
It turns people into liars
and cheaters and idiots.
290
00:12:27,162 --> 00:12:28,539
It might start
relationships,
291
00:12:28,539 --> 00:12:30,833
but more often than not,
it rips them apart.
292
00:12:30,833 --> 00:12:32,668
She got devastating news
293
00:12:32,668 --> 00:12:35,337
and made an emotional decision
without thinking it through.
294
00:12:35,337 --> 00:12:37,631
The least we can do
is get her counseling.
295
00:12:37,631 --> 00:12:40,134
Was she offered counseling
when you gave her the diagnosis?
296
00:12:40,134 --> 00:12:41,635
Briefly, but she was still
reeling from the ‐‐
297
00:12:41,635 --> 00:12:42,970
Then it's over.
298
00:12:42,970 --> 00:12:44,513
When she's stable,
discharge her.
299
00:12:44,513 --> 00:12:45,347
Thank you.
300
00:12:45,347 --> 00:12:46,974
♪♪
301
00:12:51,435 --> 00:12:55,522
Yeah, the pink heart
and purple star...
302
00:12:55,522 --> 00:12:57,149
How are you feeling?
303
00:12:57,149 --> 00:12:59,360
Hi, Doctor.
He's doing great.
304
00:12:59,360 --> 00:13:00,945
Hi.
I'm Dr. Browne.
305
00:13:00,945 --> 00:13:03,322
You had a tear
in your aorta,
306
00:13:03,322 --> 00:13:05,074
but we stabilized it
with a stent.
307
00:13:05,074 --> 00:13:06,951
[ Smacks lips ]
308
00:13:06,951 --> 00:13:09,370
Until we can give you
blood thinners,
309
00:13:09,370 --> 00:13:10,955
you'll be at risk
of a clot,
310
00:13:10,955 --> 00:13:13,749
so we'll be
monitoring you closely.
311
00:13:13,749 --> 00:13:17,086
But right now, everything is
looking absolutely perfect.
312
00:13:17,086 --> 00:13:18,128
Oh!
313
00:13:18,128 --> 00:13:19,630
Gentle.
314
00:13:21,256 --> 00:13:22,716
See, Cupcake?
315
00:13:22,716 --> 00:13:24,718
It's all good.
316
00:13:24,718 --> 00:13:26,971
Why didn't you come home
last night?
317
00:13:26,971 --> 00:13:29,223
Daddy had a sleepover
at Uncle Jeff's.
318
00:13:29,223 --> 00:13:31,892
He got a new turtle.
You can see it next time.
319
00:13:31,892 --> 00:13:41,568
♪♪
320
00:13:41,568 --> 00:13:43,153
Your blood pressure
is responding well
321
00:13:43,153 --> 00:13:44,488
to the alpha‐blockers.
322
00:13:44,488 --> 00:13:45,989
We'll run labs.
323
00:13:45,989 --> 00:13:47,449
If they're normal, you can be
discharged in the morning.
324
00:13:47,449 --> 00:13:48,617
Thank you.
325
00:13:51,870 --> 00:13:53,789
You'll want to be aware
at all times
326
00:13:53,789 --> 00:13:55,666
of where
the closest hospital is.
327
00:13:57,960 --> 00:13:59,962
Every time
you have intercourse,
328
00:13:59,962 --> 00:14:01,880
you'll be endangering
your fiancée's life.
329
00:14:03,090 --> 00:14:04,842
I‐I'm aware of that.
330
00:14:04,842 --> 00:14:06,885
We both are.
331
00:14:06,885 --> 00:14:08,929
But it's Jeanie's body.
It's her decision.
332
00:14:08,929 --> 00:14:11,432
I'm just...trying
to be supportive.
333
00:14:11,432 --> 00:14:12,766
I don't think you are.
334
00:14:12,766 --> 00:14:14,601
You're being selfish.
335
00:14:14,601 --> 00:14:15,686
She's risking her life,
336
00:14:15,686 --> 00:14:17,104
and you're keeping
your mouth shut
337
00:14:17,104 --> 00:14:18,272
so you can keep
getting laid.
338
00:14:20,065 --> 00:14:22,860
You do think I'm making
the right decision?
339
00:14:25,028 --> 00:14:26,864
Yes.
340
00:14:26,864 --> 00:14:27,990
I do.
341
00:14:27,990 --> 00:14:33,203
♪♪
342
00:14:33,203 --> 00:14:38,208
♪♪
343
00:14:38,208 --> 00:14:39,752
Thanks.
344
00:14:39,752 --> 00:14:43,005
♪♪
345
00:14:46,383 --> 00:14:49,011
He really is
gonna be fine.
346
00:14:49,011 --> 00:14:50,596
I know. Thank you.
347
00:14:52,264 --> 00:14:53,432
You okay?
348
00:14:57,561 --> 00:14:59,980
I think
he's cheating on me.
349
00:14:59,980 --> 00:15:02,357
His brother lives
in Willow Glen,
350
00:15:02,357 --> 00:15:05,861
the other side of the city
from where he had his accident.
351
00:15:05,861 --> 00:15:08,280
What did he say
about it?
352
00:15:08,280 --> 00:15:12,075
That he had a breakfast meeting
with a client.
353
00:15:12,075 --> 00:15:14,912
Not unlike the excuse he used
last time he cheated.
354
00:15:17,831 --> 00:15:19,917
Him denying it
was the worst part.
355
00:15:19,917 --> 00:15:21,919
Made me doubt myself.
356
00:15:21,919 --> 00:15:25,506
You know, was I just
a paranoid, jealous wife,
357
00:15:25,506 --> 00:15:27,132
throwing out
wild accusations?
358
00:15:30,219 --> 00:15:32,304
[ Sniffles ]
359
00:15:32,304 --> 00:15:36,934
Your husband has just had
a serious car accident,
360
00:15:36,934 --> 00:15:39,144
and you're very stressed.
361
00:15:40,896 --> 00:15:43,690
Right now, all you should be
thinking about is...
362
00:15:43,690 --> 00:15:44,983
getting him better.
363
00:15:48,111 --> 00:15:49,321
You're right.
364
00:15:52,157 --> 00:15:53,742
Thank you.
365
00:15:53,742 --> 00:15:55,160
Not at all.
366
00:15:57,830 --> 00:16:01,124
[ X Ambassadors' "BOOM" plays ]
367
00:16:01,124 --> 00:16:02,709
Would you like
to take my top off?
368
00:16:02,709 --> 00:16:04,670
Yes.
369
00:16:04,670 --> 00:16:07,130
♪ Boom, boom, boom,
boom, boom, boom ♪
370
00:16:07,130 --> 00:16:08,257
♪ My heart beats
boom, boom, boom ♪
371
00:16:08,257 --> 00:16:09,508
[ Exhales shakily ]
372
00:16:09,508 --> 00:16:11,343
♪ Boom, boom, boom,
boom, boom, boom ♪
373
00:16:11,343 --> 00:16:12,678
[ Laughs ]
374
00:16:12,678 --> 00:16:14,179
[ Exhales sharply ]
375
00:16:14,179 --> 00:16:15,848
♪ Zoom, zoom, zoom,
zoom, zoom, zoom ♪
376
00:16:15,848 --> 00:16:18,058
♪ Walkin' away from you ♪
377
00:16:18,058 --> 00:16:20,143
Would you like me
to take your shirt off?
378
00:16:20,143 --> 00:16:22,187
No.
379
00:16:22,187 --> 00:16:25,065
I would like
to do it myself.
380
00:16:25,065 --> 00:16:26,525
Even better.
381
00:16:26,525 --> 00:16:29,152
♪ I got the same old shoes
with a new attitude ♪
382
00:16:29,152 --> 00:16:34,867
♪ Why would I sing the blues
for you? ♪
383
00:16:34,867 --> 00:16:39,246
♪ I say, hey, uh‐huh,
you can't stop me ♪
384
00:16:39,246 --> 00:16:40,622
♪ If you break my heart ♪
385
00:16:40,622 --> 00:16:41,957
Okay.
386
00:16:41,957 --> 00:16:43,625
♪ It's 1, 2, 3 ♪
387
00:16:43,625 --> 00:16:44,918
I've got it.
388
00:16:44,918 --> 00:16:46,795
♪ My feet go boom, boom, boom ♪
389
00:16:46,795 --> 00:16:49,131
♪ Boom, boom, boom,
boom, boom, boom ♪
390
00:16:49,131 --> 00:16:50,716
♪ High speed,
go zoom, zoom, zoom ♪
391
00:16:50,716 --> 00:16:51,717
I‐I got it.
Okay.
392
00:16:51,717 --> 00:16:53,635
♪ Zoom, zoom, zoom ♪
393
00:16:53,635 --> 00:16:55,679
♪ My feet go boom, boom, boom ♪
394
00:16:55,679 --> 00:16:58,265
♪ Walkin' away from you ♪
395
00:17:01,059 --> 00:17:02,352
[ Exhales deeply ]
396
00:17:02,352 --> 00:17:03,604
[ Chuckles softly ]
397
00:17:06,315 --> 00:17:08,317
Mm.
398
00:17:08,317 --> 00:17:09,443
Do you want to slow down?
399
00:17:11,570 --> 00:17:13,322
Do you want to stop?
400
00:17:13,322 --> 00:17:19,161
♪♪
401
00:17:19,161 --> 00:17:22,456
I'd like
to go watch some TV.
402
00:17:22,456 --> 00:17:32,216
♪♪
403
00:17:32,216 --> 00:17:42,142
♪♪
404
00:17:44,764 --> 00:17:46,682
So, eh,
you weren't feeling it?
405
00:17:46,682 --> 00:17:47,475
I was definitely
feeling it.
406
00:17:47,475 --> 00:17:49,102
She ‐‐ Mm.
407
00:17:49,102 --> 00:17:50,812
I don't know.
408
00:17:50,812 --> 00:17:52,355
I think you're confused.
409
00:17:52,355 --> 00:17:54,190
I think ‐‐
I think it's emotional
410
00:17:54,190 --> 00:17:55,983
and it's hormonal,
and ‐‐ and ‐‐ and maybe ‐‐
411
00:17:55,983 --> 00:17:57,652
I wasn't confused.
412
00:17:59,320 --> 00:18:00,613
She had a tattoo.
413
00:18:00,613 --> 00:18:02,573
It was half a heart.
414
00:18:02,573 --> 00:18:05,118
I don't understand why someone
would get an incomplete tattoo.
415
00:18:05,118 --> 00:18:07,078
She shouldn't have something
that's incomplete
416
00:18:07,078 --> 00:18:09,288
on her body
that I can see.
417
00:18:09,288 --> 00:18:10,164
[ Door opens ]
418
00:18:13,918 --> 00:18:14,919
[ Door closes ]
419
00:18:14,919 --> 00:18:16,629
You sure
it was the tattoo?
420
00:18:16,629 --> 00:18:17,380
Yes.
421
00:18:17,380 --> 00:18:19,173
It is a...
422
00:18:19,173 --> 00:18:23,719
very disturbing tattoo
that makes no sense.
423
00:18:23,719 --> 00:18:26,556
Maybe it's not
about the tattoo.
424
00:18:26,556 --> 00:18:28,141
I mean...
425
00:18:28,141 --> 00:18:30,935
maybe it's about intimacy?
426
00:18:30,935 --> 00:18:34,356
Letting another person into
your life ‐‐ that's a big deal.
427
00:18:34,356 --> 00:18:36,566
I know. Trust me.
428
00:18:36,566 --> 00:18:39,027
There are gonna be things
about her that you love
429
00:18:39,027 --> 00:18:43,532
and things about her
that [Chuckles] you don't.
430
00:18:43,532 --> 00:18:45,992
And there are certain things,
like the tattoo,
431
00:18:45,992 --> 00:18:48,120
you ‐‐ you can't change.
432
00:18:48,120 --> 00:18:50,706
Because...
433
00:18:50,706 --> 00:18:53,083
because...
434
00:18:53,083 --> 00:18:54,584
well, it's worth it.
435
00:18:57,713 --> 00:19:00,424
She can get
the tattoo removed.
436
00:19:00,424 --> 00:19:03,301
She can't get
the tattoo removed, Shaun.
437
00:19:03,301 --> 00:19:05,762
I don't think
it's about the tattoo.
438
00:19:05,762 --> 00:19:06,972
[ Door opens ]
439
00:19:06,972 --> 00:19:09,599
We are backed up.
440
00:19:09,599 --> 00:19:10,600
Sorry, Shaun.
441
00:19:10,600 --> 00:19:17,107
♪♪
442
00:19:17,107 --> 00:19:18,108
Okay.
443
00:19:18,108 --> 00:19:21,319
♪♪
444
00:19:21,319 --> 00:19:22,738
Carly:
Everything looks good.
445
00:19:22,738 --> 00:19:25,157
Could've just checked them
on the E. M. R.
446
00:19:25,157 --> 00:19:26,366
I know.
447
00:19:26,366 --> 00:19:27,576
How's it going
with Shaun?
448
00:19:28,994 --> 00:19:31,496
He tends to overshare
with coworkers.
449
00:19:31,496 --> 00:19:32,748
Yes, he does.
450
00:19:32,748 --> 00:19:35,083
And he was oversharing
up until this morning,
451
00:19:35,083 --> 00:19:37,544
so I'm guessing
the Night of a Thousand Stars
452
00:19:37,544 --> 00:19:39,212
didn't go as planned?
453
00:19:39,212 --> 00:19:41,173
We're fine, thanks.
454
00:19:41,173 --> 00:19:42,883
Of course.
455
00:19:42,883 --> 00:19:45,802
You waited three weeks
for a kiss. You're a saint.
456
00:19:45,802 --> 00:19:47,512
That didn't sound
like a compliment.
457
00:19:49,139 --> 00:19:51,975
I like Shaun,
and I love that he's dating,
458
00:19:51,975 --> 00:19:53,560
but I can't help thinking
459
00:19:53,560 --> 00:19:55,353
that the kind of person
who'd go out with Shaun
460
00:19:55,353 --> 00:19:58,106
might be seeing him
more as a project than a person.
461
00:19:58,106 --> 00:20:00,358
And I'd rather not see him
get his heart broken.
462
00:20:03,445 --> 00:20:06,573
Last week,
two techs called in sick.
463
00:20:06,573 --> 00:20:09,993
I had to diagnose and file
over 200 slides.
464
00:20:09,993 --> 00:20:11,453
But when I told Shaun,
465
00:20:11,453 --> 00:20:13,205
he came down and he helped me
get through them
466
00:20:13,205 --> 00:20:14,414
until 3:00
in the morning.
467
00:20:15,957 --> 00:20:20,545
I am not going out with Shaun
because I have a martyr complex.
468
00:20:20,545 --> 00:20:21,963
I'm going out with him
'cause he's a great guy
469
00:20:21,963 --> 00:20:24,049
who treats me well.
470
00:20:24,049 --> 00:20:26,092
And the condescending notion
that someone needs
471
00:20:26,092 --> 00:20:29,346
an ulterior motive
to be interested in him
472
00:20:29,346 --> 00:20:32,682
means you're the one who isn't
seeing him as a person.
473
00:20:32,682 --> 00:20:38,688
♪♪
474
00:20:38,688 --> 00:20:44,653
♪♪
475
00:20:44,653 --> 00:20:47,948
Your craniotomy ended an hour
before the research meeting.
476
00:20:47,948 --> 00:20:49,950
You didn't miss the meeting
'cause you were in surgery.
477
00:20:49,950 --> 00:20:51,868
I think you missed the meeting
because I was gonna be there.
478
00:20:51,868 --> 00:20:54,996
I'm busy. I can show you
my calendar if you'd like.
479
00:20:54,996 --> 00:20:57,207
You dumped me. I should be
the one avoiding you.
480
00:20:57,207 --> 00:20:58,333
What's going on?
481
00:20:59,543 --> 00:21:01,628
Are you having
second thoughts?
482
00:21:01,628 --> 00:21:03,630
No. I'm not.
483
00:21:10,470 --> 00:21:13,181
Why are you willing to die
for sex?
484
00:21:17,644 --> 00:21:20,730
Sex creates...
485
00:21:20,730 --> 00:21:23,149
vulnerability,
486
00:21:23,149 --> 00:21:25,277
lets you be open,
487
00:21:25,277 --> 00:21:28,071
honest with each other,
488
00:21:28,071 --> 00:21:30,282
share your biggest fears.
489
00:21:30,282 --> 00:21:33,368
Sometimes,
you shouldn't share.
490
00:21:33,368 --> 00:21:36,037
Sometimes, you have to
just accept, right?
491
00:21:36,037 --> 00:21:38,123
Wrong.
492
00:21:38,123 --> 00:21:41,126
What you have to accept, that's
not for anyone else to say.
493
00:21:42,460 --> 00:21:46,047
If you don't tell your partner
everything that you're feeling,
494
00:21:46,047 --> 00:21:49,426
thinking, worrying about,
495
00:21:49,426 --> 00:21:53,471
then you aren't
fully connected.
496
00:21:53,471 --> 00:21:57,893
♪♪
497
00:21:57,893 --> 00:22:00,604
[ Footsteps approach ]
498
00:22:00,604 --> 00:22:02,814
Close your eyes.
499
00:22:02,814 --> 00:22:05,358
Yes, this is one of those
dumb sensory exercises,
500
00:22:05,358 --> 00:22:06,568
but just go with it.
501
00:22:12,824 --> 00:22:15,368
Now tell me one of your favorite
memories with your fiancée.
502
00:22:17,579 --> 00:22:21,333
Last summer,
we went camping in Yosemite.
503
00:22:21,333 --> 00:22:23,001
We decided to rough it
504
00:22:23,001 --> 00:22:25,795
by only packing
PB&J sandwiches.
505
00:22:25,795 --> 00:22:28,006
The first night,
a bear rips into our tent
506
00:22:28,006 --> 00:22:29,674
and devours them.
507
00:22:29,674 --> 00:22:31,885
And the next night, of course,
we had this hole in our tent,
508
00:22:31,885 --> 00:22:35,805
and the mosquitos
just ate us alive.
509
00:22:35,805 --> 00:22:37,432
[ Chuckles ]
510
00:22:37,432 --> 00:22:40,685
And the bug spray
that we thought we packed?
511
00:22:40,685 --> 00:22:42,020
It was sunscreen.
512
00:22:42,020 --> 00:22:44,022
And then
when it started pouring,
513
00:22:44,022 --> 00:22:47,734
we turned to each other
at the same time and we said,
514
00:22:47,734 --> 00:22:49,361
"Denny's."
515
00:22:49,361 --> 00:22:51,029
[ Chuckles ]
516
00:22:51,029 --> 00:22:52,989
And that's when I knew
I wanted to marry her.
517
00:22:52,989 --> 00:22:53,865
Great.
518
00:22:56,701 --> 00:23:00,038
That was a memory of something
you got through together,
519
00:23:00,038 --> 00:23:02,248
not about the time
you had a threesome in Miami.
520
00:23:03,917 --> 00:23:05,001
It was New Orleans.
521
00:23:06,336 --> 00:23:08,546
The threesome was
in New Orleans, not Miami.
522
00:23:08,546 --> 00:23:11,091
And it was way better
than the bear trip.
523
00:23:12,634 --> 00:23:15,720
But I wasn't gonna tell
my fiancée's doctor about it.
524
00:23:15,720 --> 00:23:19,015
Sex...makes you real
with someone.
525
00:23:19,015 --> 00:23:20,141
Sex makes you stupid.
526
00:23:22,894 --> 00:23:25,271
I had the perfect man.
527
00:23:25,271 --> 00:23:29,651
He was...smart
and funny.
528
00:23:29,651 --> 00:23:32,278
He squeezed the sponge
after washing the dishes.
529
00:23:32,278 --> 00:23:33,321
[ Chuckles lightly ]
530
00:23:36,074 --> 00:23:39,744
Then one night, I‐I met some guy
and I had a few drinks,
531
00:23:39,744 --> 00:23:41,663
and, um...
532
00:23:41,663 --> 00:23:44,749
I got all tingly
and got really stupid.
533
00:23:44,749 --> 00:23:46,418
Never saw him again.
534
00:23:48,461 --> 00:23:49,838
Or my boyfriend.
535
00:23:51,673 --> 00:23:56,302
Sex can make us feel
incredibly close to someone ‐‐
536
00:23:56,302 --> 00:23:58,513
honest,
537
00:23:58,513 --> 00:24:00,015
vulnerable.
538
00:24:02,475 --> 00:24:06,813
But sex is not the goal.
539
00:24:06,813 --> 00:24:09,858
All the rest
of those things are.
540
00:24:09,858 --> 00:24:14,112
♪♪
541
00:24:14,112 --> 00:24:16,448
She's the love
of my life.
542
00:24:16,448 --> 00:24:18,742
And I always thought
that we were strong
543
00:24:18,742 --> 00:24:21,161
and that we can overcome
anything together.
544
00:24:22,996 --> 00:24:25,123
But without sex...
545
00:24:27,375 --> 00:24:29,794
...I don't know if...
546
00:24:29,794 --> 00:24:31,337
if we have enough.
547
00:24:31,337 --> 00:24:34,758
♪♪
548
00:24:34,758 --> 00:24:36,217
Okay.
549
00:24:40,138 --> 00:24:41,973
Then you need to lie
to her.
550
00:24:46,186 --> 00:24:48,521
Nurse said you'd be here
an hour ago.
551
00:24:48,521 --> 00:24:51,191
Yeah, well,
you're not my only patient.
552
00:24:52,984 --> 00:24:54,444
Look, I get it.
553
00:24:54,444 --> 00:24:57,238
This is about as awkward
as it gets.
554
00:24:57,238 --> 00:24:58,531
[ Exhales sharply ]
555
00:24:58,531 --> 00:24:59,783
Yes, it is.
556
00:25:02,494 --> 00:25:04,287
You know, I almost died
in that accident.
557
00:25:09,209 --> 00:25:12,420
When I woke up, all I could
think about was my wife...
558
00:25:12,420 --> 00:25:14,839
and my little girl...
559
00:25:14,839 --> 00:25:17,675
and how much of an ass I'd been
and how hurt they'd be.
560
00:25:20,261 --> 00:25:22,305
So, why is it
that once I get out of here,
561
00:25:22,305 --> 00:25:25,225
I'm gonna keep cheating
on them?
562
00:25:25,225 --> 00:25:27,644
I can't help it.
563
00:25:27,644 --> 00:25:31,856
No matter how much remorse
or guilt...
564
00:25:31,856 --> 00:25:34,317
[ Voice breaking ]
I feel like I always give in.
565
00:25:34,317 --> 00:25:35,568
Then you should
leave them.
566
00:25:35,568 --> 00:25:37,362
I can't.
567
00:25:37,362 --> 00:25:38,446
I love them.
568
00:25:38,446 --> 00:25:41,032
[ Scoffs ]
569
00:25:41,032 --> 00:25:43,076
How messed up is that,
right?
570
00:25:43,076 --> 00:25:48,039
♪♪
571
00:25:48,039 --> 00:25:50,542
But I think you know.
572
00:25:50,542 --> 00:25:52,961
Yeah, well,
I don't cheat.
573
00:25:52,961 --> 00:25:55,630
I saw you checking me out
in the bar.
574
00:25:55,630 --> 00:25:57,215
My left hand,
575
00:25:57,215 --> 00:26:00,635
just making sure
I was married.
576
00:26:05,473 --> 00:26:07,851
You're just as big a cheater
as me, Dr. Browne.
577
00:26:07,851 --> 00:26:12,814
♪♪
578
00:26:12,814 --> 00:26:15,400
My, uh, leg...
579
00:26:15,400 --> 00:26:16,609
it's ‐‐ it's cold.
580
00:26:16,609 --> 00:26:24,200
♪♪
581
00:26:24,200 --> 00:26:30,957
♪♪
582
00:26:30,957 --> 00:26:32,667
No pulse.
583
00:26:32,667 --> 00:26:33,960
Your stent has formed
a clot.
584
00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:34,752
We need an angio, stat!
585
00:26:38,672 --> 00:26:40,299
Everything okay?
586
00:26:40,299 --> 00:26:42,634
You haven't said a word
since "Pass the salt."
587
00:26:44,844 --> 00:26:46,471
It's about Shaun,
isn't it?
588
00:26:50,516 --> 00:26:52,226
Two weeks ago,
589
00:26:52,226 --> 00:26:54,979
you asked me to give him
romantic advice,
590
00:26:54,979 --> 00:26:56,564
which I didn't want
to do.
591
00:26:56,564 --> 00:26:59,317
And then he comes into my office
for romantic advice,
592
00:26:59,317 --> 00:27:00,860
and you kick him right out.
593
00:27:00,860 --> 00:27:02,946
It's because
you're helping him too much.
594
00:27:02,946 --> 00:27:04,697
He is completely dependent
on you.
595
00:27:04,697 --> 00:27:06,032
For good reason.
596
00:27:06,032 --> 00:27:08,201
He hasn't spoken to his parents
since he was 14.
597
00:27:08,201 --> 00:27:10,078
The only person
he cared about...
598
00:27:10,078 --> 00:27:12,372
died right in front
of his eyes.
599
00:27:12,372 --> 00:27:16,501
Aaron, I know
how much you love him.
600
00:27:16,501 --> 00:27:20,338
How you hate to see him
struggle, fail, get hurt.
601
00:27:21,881 --> 00:27:24,133
[ Chuckles lightly ]
But you need to let him.
602
00:27:24,133 --> 00:27:26,594
And he'll be okay.
603
00:27:26,594 --> 00:27:29,889
Because he has someone else
in his life now.
604
00:27:29,889 --> 00:27:31,641
Just like you do.
605
00:27:31,641 --> 00:27:35,103
♪♪
606
00:27:35,103 --> 00:27:39,524
Placing guide wire
through the needle.
607
00:27:39,524 --> 00:27:40,650
Placing catheter.
608
00:27:42,819 --> 00:27:44,779
So, how do you know
this guy?
609
00:27:44,779 --> 00:27:46,280
You knew he was on MDMA,
610
00:27:46,280 --> 00:27:47,949
you've been avoiding him
since he arrived,
611
00:27:47,949 --> 00:27:50,576
and...I checked
on his accident.
612
00:27:50,576 --> 00:27:52,120
It was a half mile
from your place.
613
00:27:54,706 --> 00:27:56,457
I was with him
the night before the accident,
614
00:27:56,457 --> 00:27:57,667
but it's not relevant.
615
00:27:57,667 --> 00:27:59,168
It hasn't affected
my judgement.
616
00:27:59,168 --> 00:28:00,503
Yes, it has.
617
00:28:00,503 --> 00:28:02,046
If you hadn't been
avoiding him,
618
00:28:02,046 --> 00:28:03,423
we could've
caught the clot earlier.
619
00:28:07,051 --> 00:28:09,303
I figure you've been
going through something lately.
620
00:28:10,763 --> 00:28:12,140
Something
that's really hurt you.
621
00:28:14,475 --> 00:28:17,437
And maybe it's making you turn
to things you normally wouldn't.
622
00:28:17,437 --> 00:28:18,855
[ Scoffs ]
623
00:28:18,855 --> 00:28:20,606
But some of the guys you meet
are gonna be trouble,
624
00:28:20,606 --> 00:28:22,108
some are gonna be married,
some are gonna ‐‐
625
00:28:22,108 --> 00:28:23,776
He took a vow, not me.
626
00:28:23,776 --> 00:28:29,323
♪♪
627
00:28:29,323 --> 00:28:30,783
That's the exact attitude
someone had
628
00:28:30,783 --> 00:28:32,201
when they helped
ruin my life.
629
00:28:33,703 --> 00:28:34,871
There's the clot.
630
00:28:38,166 --> 00:28:39,834
Activating angio jet.
631
00:28:39,834 --> 00:28:42,962
♪♪
632
00:28:42,962 --> 00:28:44,130
It's too big to bust.
633
00:28:44,130 --> 00:28:45,423
We have to open him up.
634
00:28:47,592 --> 00:28:50,178
You said to accept things
I don't like, but Jeanie said
635
00:28:50,178 --> 00:28:52,221
I have to share everything,
and I don't know ‐‐
Shaun. Shaun.
636
00:28:52,221 --> 00:28:53,765
Shaun,
stop, stop, stop.
637
00:28:53,765 --> 00:28:55,266
[ Sighs ]
638
00:28:55,266 --> 00:28:57,477
I have to go home.
639
00:28:57,477 --> 00:29:00,480
I can walk you to your car.
Is it very far?
640
00:29:00,480 --> 00:29:02,732
I think this discussion
will take at least 15 minutes,
641
00:29:02,732 --> 00:29:04,275
so maybe you can drive me?
642
00:29:04,275 --> 00:29:05,902
We have to
set boundaries, okay?
643
00:29:05,902 --> 00:29:07,487
We have to set
some limits.
644
00:29:07,487 --> 00:29:10,156
You can't just come over
6:30 in the morning,
645
00:29:10,156 --> 00:29:11,908
uh, uh, for flower advice.
646
00:29:11,908 --> 00:29:14,202
You can't just pop into
my office anytime you want.
647
00:29:14,202 --> 00:29:15,536
Is this because of Debbie?
648
00:29:15,536 --> 00:29:16,287
No.
649
00:29:16,287 --> 00:29:17,079
Yes.
650
00:29:21,626 --> 00:29:24,837
And I agree with her.
651
00:29:24,837 --> 00:29:26,881
It was different when it was
just the two of us,
652
00:29:26,881 --> 00:29:28,758
but now we have people
in our lives ‐‐
653
00:29:28,758 --> 00:29:30,510
both of us.
654
00:29:30,510 --> 00:29:32,178
We have to make them
the priority.
655
00:29:33,971 --> 00:29:37,558
Does this mean
we can't talk anymore?
656
00:29:37,558 --> 00:29:39,727
No, of course we can talk.
Of ‐‐
657
00:29:41,020 --> 00:29:43,356
It's just that there's a time
and a place for everything.
658
00:29:43,356 --> 00:29:46,651
And this is
the wrong time and place?
659
00:29:46,651 --> 00:29:52,782
♪♪
660
00:29:52,782 --> 00:29:54,283
Yeah.
661
00:29:54,283 --> 00:30:02,124
♪♪
662
00:30:02,124 --> 00:30:05,002
7:00 a. m. Tuesday.
Pancakes.
663
00:30:08,631 --> 00:30:11,050
I liked it better
664
00:30:11,050 --> 00:30:13,719
when it was
just the two of us.
665
00:30:13,719 --> 00:30:23,062
♪♪
666
00:30:23,062 --> 00:30:24,981
125 over 78.
667
00:30:24,981 --> 00:30:26,482
Looks good.
668
00:30:26,482 --> 00:30:28,693
[ Knock on door ]
669
00:30:38,119 --> 00:30:40,705
[ Both chuckle ]
670
00:30:40,705 --> 00:30:42,623
Nice bug spray.
671
00:30:42,623 --> 00:30:45,084
SPF 50.
672
00:30:45,084 --> 00:30:46,627
Not much went right
that trip.
673
00:30:49,338 --> 00:30:51,048
But...
674
00:30:51,048 --> 00:30:54,927
the more things went wrong,
675
00:30:54,927 --> 00:30:56,512
the closer I felt to you.
676
00:30:58,806 --> 00:31:00,516
We'll get through this,
too.
677
00:31:05,187 --> 00:31:07,565
[ Voice breaking ]
I don't know.
678
00:31:07,565 --> 00:31:08,900
[ Inhales shakily ]
679
00:31:08,900 --> 00:31:12,445
Sex has always been...
680
00:31:12,445 --> 00:31:13,571
our language.
681
00:31:15,448 --> 00:31:19,160
Our way of sharing who we are
with each other.
682
00:31:19,160 --> 00:31:20,828
And if we lose that...
683
00:31:23,289 --> 00:31:25,708
...what if
we don't have enough?
684
00:31:25,708 --> 00:31:29,086
We'll still have...
685
00:31:29,086 --> 00:31:31,213
honesty,
686
00:31:31,213 --> 00:31:32,882
intimacy,
687
00:31:32,882 --> 00:31:34,884
love,
688
00:31:34,884 --> 00:31:36,594
three kids.
689
00:31:36,594 --> 00:31:37,845
Two boys and a girl.
690
00:31:37,845 --> 00:31:39,305
[ Chuckles ]
691
00:31:39,305 --> 00:31:42,141
[ Chuckles ]
692
00:31:42,141 --> 00:31:43,476
[ Sniffles ]
693
00:31:46,938 --> 00:31:48,105
I love you more than sex.
694
00:31:49,941 --> 00:31:51,776
I love you
more than sex, too.
695
00:31:51,776 --> 00:32:01,786
♪♪
696
00:32:01,786 --> 00:32:03,037
[ Sniffles ]
697
00:32:05,373 --> 00:32:09,543
Does...this mean
you're getting the surgery?
698
00:32:11,754 --> 00:32:13,214
Yeah.
699
00:32:13,214 --> 00:32:18,386
♪♪
700
00:32:18,386 --> 00:32:20,054
Park: 90 minutes
without a pulse in his leg.
701
00:32:20,054 --> 00:32:21,389
He's at high risk
for necrosis.
702
00:32:21,389 --> 00:32:23,307
Prosthetic successfully
sutured to aorta.
703
00:32:23,307 --> 00:32:25,309
Almost done with
the distal right anastomosis.
704
00:32:25,309 --> 00:32:27,228
Careful not to narrow the artery
during suturing.
705
00:32:27,228 --> 00:32:28,396
Mm‐hmm.
706
00:32:28,396 --> 00:32:35,611
♪♪
707
00:32:35,611 --> 00:32:40,783
♪♪
708
00:32:40,783 --> 00:32:45,997
♪♪
709
00:32:45,997 --> 00:32:47,498
[ Heartbeat ]
710
00:32:47,498 --> 00:32:50,167
Blood flow restored.
Good arterial pulse.
711
00:32:50,167 --> 00:32:52,044
Good job catching that clot,
Dr. Browne.
712
00:32:52,044 --> 00:32:53,963
If we'd waited any longer,
we'd have to amputate.
713
00:32:55,423 --> 00:32:56,632
Thank you.
714
00:32:56,632 --> 00:32:59,176
It...was a team effort.
715
00:32:59,176 --> 00:33:02,430
♪♪
716
00:33:02,430 --> 00:33:05,307
Andrews: Making incision
at the vaginal wall.
717
00:33:05,307 --> 00:33:07,143
Murphy, develop margins
at the lesion.
718
00:33:07,143 --> 00:33:08,310
Shaun: Forceps.
719
00:33:08,310 --> 00:33:10,104
Nicely done.
720
00:33:10,104 --> 00:33:12,314
How you turned your patient
around.
721
00:33:12,314 --> 00:33:14,483
It was nice
when Tony told Jeanie
722
00:33:14,483 --> 00:33:15,943
he loved her
more than sex.
723
00:33:17,820 --> 00:33:18,988
He was lying.
724
00:33:20,489 --> 00:33:22,783
I told him that if he cared
about her at all, he had to.
725
00:33:24,702 --> 00:33:25,870
Maybe it was the truth.
726
00:33:27,997 --> 00:33:32,001
It can be true
without him knowing it's true.
727
00:33:32,001 --> 00:33:35,504
♪♪
728
00:33:38,716 --> 00:33:41,135
[ Inhales deeply,
exhales sharply ]
729
00:33:41,135 --> 00:33:49,602
♪♪
730
00:33:49,602 --> 00:33:50,853
What's wrong?
731
00:33:52,480 --> 00:33:56,192
Dr. Glassman told me
I have to accept things,
732
00:33:56,192 --> 00:33:58,694
but Jeanie said
to be open and honest.
733
00:33:58,694 --> 00:34:00,654
I agree with Jeanie ‐‐
734
00:34:00,654 --> 00:34:02,823
whoever she is.
735
00:34:02,823 --> 00:34:04,742
It's your tattoo.
736
00:34:04,742 --> 00:34:06,118
[ Exhales sharply ]
Thank God.
737
00:34:06,118 --> 00:34:08,037
I thought you hated my boobs
or something.
738
00:34:08,037 --> 00:34:09,163
It's incomplete.
739
00:34:10,915 --> 00:34:12,875
Didn't you have enough money
to pay for a full heart?
740
00:34:12,875 --> 00:34:14,668
[ Chuckles ]
741
00:34:14,668 --> 00:34:16,253
I got this in high school.
742
00:34:16,253 --> 00:34:17,463
It's incomplete.
743
00:34:17,463 --> 00:34:23,511
♪♪
744
00:34:23,511 --> 00:34:25,179
[ Clinking ]
745
00:34:25,179 --> 00:34:30,768
♪♪
746
00:34:30,768 --> 00:34:32,144
[ Singsong voice ]
Not anymore.
747
00:34:34,438 --> 00:34:35,940
I got you.
748
00:34:35,940 --> 00:34:43,739
♪♪
749
00:34:43,739 --> 00:34:51,539
♪♪
750
00:34:53,833 --> 00:34:59,171
♪♪
751
00:34:59,171 --> 00:35:00,589
Shaun?
752
00:35:02,550 --> 00:35:05,219
Dr. Glassman was right.
753
00:35:05,219 --> 00:35:07,138
It's not the tattoo.
754
00:35:07,138 --> 00:35:13,310
♪♪
755
00:35:13,310 --> 00:35:23,028
♪♪
756
00:35:23,028 --> 00:35:25,489
We were able to restore
blood flow to his legs.
757
00:35:25,489 --> 00:35:26,615
He's gonna be just fine.
758
00:35:26,615 --> 00:35:28,033
[ Exhales sharply ]
759
00:35:28,033 --> 00:35:29,618
Thank you so much,
Dr. Browne.
760
00:35:32,079 --> 00:35:34,582
Now that
he's out of the woods,
761
00:35:34,582 --> 00:35:37,960
you don't need to feel guilty
about questioning him.
762
00:35:37,960 --> 00:35:41,881
All the pain, paranoia,
and self‐doubt...
763
00:35:41,881 --> 00:35:44,508
you deserve
to know the truth.
764
00:35:44,508 --> 00:35:45,968
He's just gonna deny it.
765
00:35:48,596 --> 00:35:50,473
Then you need to insist.
766
00:35:51,849 --> 00:35:53,350
[ Sighs ]
767
00:35:53,350 --> 00:36:03,194
♪♪
768
00:36:10,284 --> 00:36:13,204
Our relationship
was a stupid idea.
769
00:36:13,204 --> 00:36:15,498
Which made ending it
a smart idea.
770
00:36:15,498 --> 00:36:17,875
Simple, binary...
771
00:36:17,875 --> 00:36:19,043
and naive.
772
00:36:23,005 --> 00:36:25,508
I really underestimated
how hard this would be.
773
00:36:25,508 --> 00:36:30,137
♪♪
774
00:36:30,137 --> 00:36:32,723
Yes, I've been having
second thoughts.
775
00:36:32,723 --> 00:36:34,558
I'm not saying we should
get back together ‐‐
776
00:36:34,558 --> 00:36:35,935
What are you saying?
777
00:36:38,854 --> 00:36:40,481
I don't know.
778
00:36:42,107 --> 00:36:43,192
Good.
779
00:36:45,694 --> 00:36:49,823
It's...good to know
that it's not easy.
780
00:36:52,201 --> 00:36:53,494
It's good to know
that it mattered.
781
00:36:53,494 --> 00:37:00,125
♪♪
782
00:37:00,125 --> 00:37:06,674
♪♪
783
00:37:06,674 --> 00:37:10,177
Intimacy isn't
about a tattoo.
784
00:37:10,177 --> 00:37:13,430
And it's not about
touching or kissing
785
00:37:13,430 --> 00:37:16,267
or...even sex.
786
00:37:18,102 --> 00:37:22,690
It's about sharing
your biggest fears.
787
00:37:24,650 --> 00:37:25,693
Yes.
788
00:37:28,195 --> 00:37:29,697
What are you scared of?
789
00:37:32,992 --> 00:37:35,578
I love
being a pathologist.
790
00:37:38,205 --> 00:37:40,541
But every day
I walk into the lab,
791
00:37:40,541 --> 00:37:43,085
I am filled with doubt.
792
00:37:43,085 --> 00:37:45,337
Am I smart enough?
Am I capable enough?
793
00:37:45,337 --> 00:37:48,591
Do I really deserve
to be here?
794
00:37:48,591 --> 00:37:52,845
How long until someone walks in
and exposes my fraud
795
00:37:52,845 --> 00:37:55,097
and has me removed
from the premises?
796
00:37:56,515 --> 00:38:00,060
Eventually,
those thoughts retreat.
797
00:38:00,060 --> 00:38:01,395
Until the next morning,
798
00:38:01,395 --> 00:38:03,897
when they all come crashing
back into my brain.
799
00:38:06,859 --> 00:38:09,612
That and pigeons.
800
00:38:09,612 --> 00:38:11,822
They freak me out.
801
00:38:11,822 --> 00:38:13,449
Hmm.
802
00:38:13,449 --> 00:38:18,370
♪♪
803
00:38:18,370 --> 00:38:20,080
My biggest fear...
804
00:38:22,916 --> 00:38:25,210
...is that I'll be alone.
805
00:38:28,964 --> 00:38:32,217
If I don't get over this,
you'll leave.
806
00:38:32,217 --> 00:38:42,019
♪♪
807
00:38:42,019 --> 00:38:51,737
♪♪
808
00:38:51,737 --> 00:39:01,789
♪♪
809
00:39:01,789 --> 00:39:02,915
We don't
have to have sex.
810
00:39:06,293 --> 00:39:09,588
Can we just hold each other
for a little bit?
811
00:39:09,588 --> 00:39:11,799
[ Exhales shakily ]
812
00:39:13,884 --> 00:39:16,178
I think I'd like that.
813
00:39:16,178 --> 00:39:25,437
♪♪
814
00:39:25,437 --> 00:39:34,863
♪♪
815
00:39:34,863 --> 00:39:44,289
♪♪
816
00:39:44,289 --> 00:39:46,375
[ Exhales shakily ]
817
00:39:46,375 --> 00:39:55,551
♪♪
818
00:39:55,551 --> 00:39:56,635
Shaun?
819
00:39:56,635 --> 00:40:05,018
♪♪
820
00:40:05,018 --> 00:40:06,937
[ Indistinct talking ]
821
00:40:08,480 --> 00:40:09,690
Sash...
822
00:40:09,690 --> 00:40:10,733
Sash!
823
00:40:16,196 --> 00:40:17,531
[ Exhales sharply ]
824
00:40:31,712 --> 00:40:33,005
You should go.
825
00:40:34,506 --> 00:40:36,133
I don't know. Maybe.
826
00:40:36,133 --> 00:40:38,886
It can wait
till tomorrow morning.
827
00:40:38,886 --> 00:40:42,264
Eh, you were right.
828
00:40:42,264 --> 00:40:44,600
Everything you said
was right.
829
00:40:44,600 --> 00:40:47,019
But this is different.
830
00:40:49,688 --> 00:40:51,148
Shaun needs you.
831
00:40:51,148 --> 00:41:01,116
♪♪
832
00:41:01,116 --> 00:41:03,285
[ Sobbing ]
833
00:41:03,285 --> 00:41:12,377
♪♪
834
00:41:12,377 --> 00:41:21,386
♪♪
835
00:41:21,386 --> 00:41:23,639
[ Door opens ]
836
00:41:23,639 --> 00:41:24,765
[ Door closes ]
837
00:41:24,765 --> 00:41:27,017
[ Footsteps approach ]
838
00:41:27,017 --> 00:41:34,358
♪♪
839
00:41:34,358 --> 00:41:42,574
♪♪
840
00:41:42,574 --> 00:41:44,618
[ Sobbing ]
841
00:41:44,618 --> 00:41:52,209
♪♪
842
00:41:52,209 --> 00:41:59,341
♪♪
843
00:41:59,341 --> 00:42:00,384
Hey.
844
00:42:00,384 --> 00:42:06,974
♪♪
845
00:42:06,974 --> 00:42:08,517
[ Lock clicks ]
846
00:42:08,517 --> 00:42:10,477
Your mom called
from Wyoming.
847
00:42:12,396 --> 00:42:16,066
Your dad's been diagnosed
with pancreatic cancer.
848
00:42:16,066 --> 00:42:18,235
He may only have
a few days left.
849
00:42:18,235 --> 00:42:22,322
♪♪
850
00:42:25,951 --> 00:42:35,168
♪♪
851
00:42:35,168 --> 00:42:44,303
♪♪
852
00:42:44,303 --> 00:42:53,353
♪♪
853
00:42:56,189 --> 00:42:58,400
[ Man laughs ]
854
00:42:58,400 --> 00:43:01,945
♪♪
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