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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:44,880 --> 00:00:48,415 (Partygoers) Ten, nine, eight, seven, six... 2 00:00:48,592 --> 00:00:50,133 (laughter and chatter) 3 00:00:50,301 --> 00:00:52,377 (Partygoers) five, four, three... 4 00:00:52,553 --> 00:00:54,427 two, one... 5 00:00:54,596 --> 00:00:57,005 - Happy New Year! - (laughter and cheering) 6 00:00:58,058 --> 00:00:59,173 (woman laughs) 7 00:00:59,350 --> 00:01:01,640 (Man) Better late than never. Better late than never. 8 00:01:01,811 --> 00:01:03,767 (Woman) 25 minutes to go. 9 00:01:04,564 --> 00:01:06,224 (indistinct overlapping chatter) 10 00:01:06,398 --> 00:01:08,723 (Woman) Oh, my God! Would somebody kiss me, please? 11 00:01:08,901 --> 00:01:10,857 (Mun) Right, OK. 12 00:01:12,069 --> 00:01:13,814 - Happy New Year. - Thanks. 13 00:01:14,780 --> 00:01:16,654 _ Happy New Year. _ Happy New Year. 14 00:01:16,823 --> 00:01:18,698 (Man) Happy New Year, everyone. 15 00:01:18,867 --> 00:01:22,652 Erm...can I just say that you look absolutely fucking beautiful? 16 00:01:22,829 --> 00:01:25,237 - You look amazing. - Have you ever seen him in a kilt before? 17 00:01:25,415 --> 00:01:27,241 No, no. 18 00:01:27,875 --> 00:01:29,156 I ...be forgot 19 00:01:29,334 --> 00:01:32,169 I And never brought to mind 20 00:01:32,337 --> 00:01:33,665 Glass down, come on. 21 00:01:33,838 --> 00:01:37,373 - I Should auld acquaintance be forgot - Do you know it? 22 00:01:37,549 --> 00:01:41,499 - No. - I For the sake of auld long syne 23 00:01:43,221 --> 00:01:45,178 - For friendship! - (Woman) I love you! 24 00:01:46,933 --> 00:01:48,640 Have we done each other? 25 00:01:48,809 --> 00:01:50,220 - No! - Shall we do another one? 26 00:01:50,393 --> 00:01:52,600 - (chuckling) Yeah. - Happy New Year. 27 00:01:52,771 --> 00:01:56,139 - My brother is so in love with you. - You always say that, Carly. 28 00:01:56,316 --> 00:01:58,190 He salivates when he looks at you. 29 00:01:58,358 --> 00:02:00,150 - (laughs) - (Carly) He's besotted. 30 00:02:00,319 --> 00:02:01,777 And he's a catch. 31 00:02:01,945 --> 00:02:04,566 He's 40. He's ready to settle down. 32 00:02:04,990 --> 00:02:06,697 And he's a lawyer. 33 00:02:06,866 --> 00:02:09,191 - How old are you again, Elena? - He's the whole shebang. 34 00:02:09,368 --> 00:02:10,993 - 35. - (Woman) Oh. 35 00:02:11,161 --> 00:02:13,036 - I thought you were younger than that. - No. 36 00:02:13,205 --> 00:02:15,280 (Carly) Apparently he's very impressive in the sack. 37 00:02:15,456 --> 00:02:16,915 Oh, shut up! 38 00:02:17,083 --> 00:02:18,708 I think you should go on a date with him. 39 00:02:18,876 --> 00:02:22,577 - I think we don't have that connection. - Con she just sleep with him? 40 00:02:22,754 --> 00:02:24,498 (Carly) Ah! I suppose so. 41 00:02:24,672 --> 00:02:27,591 - (fireworks fizzing outside) - I think I just want a wedding. 42 00:02:27,758 --> 00:02:30,428 I'm trying to manipulate you into becoming my sister-in-law. 43 00:02:30,595 --> 00:02:33,464 - I am already your sister. - OK, well, fuck him, then. 44 00:02:33,638 --> 00:02:34,754 Enjoy. 45 00:02:34,931 --> 00:02:39,427 But just send him a little text message afterwards saying he's got a massive cock. 46 00:02:39,602 --> 00:02:42,223 - just so his ego isn't bruised. - (laughter) 47 00:02:42,396 --> 00:02:44,388 I'm very protective of my big brother. 48 00:02:44,564 --> 00:02:47,732 (Man) Hi, Siobhan. Your parents just called. Sorry, sorry. 49 00:02:47,901 --> 00:02:50,652 Er...your parents just called. They need to get back. 50 00:02:51,404 --> 00:02:52,732 What time is it? 51 00:02:52,905 --> 00:02:55,111 - Quarter to two. - No, you are not breaking up the party! 52 00:02:55,282 --> 00:02:59,327 - Actually, I'm going with you. - No, no, no, Elena. You are not going. 53 00:02:59,494 --> 00:03:00,952 Why is everyone going? 54 00:03:01,120 --> 00:03:02,697 (Carly) Are you sure you don't wanna stay? 55 00:03:02,871 --> 00:03:06,288 I�ll just kick Shane onto the sofa and you can have the spare bed. 56 00:03:06,458 --> 00:03:08,451 I'm happy to share the spare. 57 00:03:10,044 --> 00:03:11,918 OK, darling, well, listen. 58 00:03:12,088 --> 00:03:14,543 Text me when you get in, so I know you're safe. 59 00:03:14,715 --> 00:03:16,460 Or I'll worry. 60 00:03:27,392 --> 00:03:29,350 Hey! Hey! 61 00:03:34,732 --> 00:03:36,392 (fireworks whistling) 62 00:03:36,566 --> 00:03:38,524 (laughter in distance) 63 00:03:48,785 --> 00:03:51,455 Hey. I'm sorry, he saw me first. I was right there. 64 00:03:51,621 --> 00:03:53,946 - Sorry. I'm going... - No. No, no. 65 00:03:54,665 --> 00:03:56,456 I seen him first. 66 00:03:57,459 --> 00:04:00,128 I was right there with my arm like that. 67 00:04:00,295 --> 00:04:02,003 Sorry, sweetheart, I never seen you. 68 00:04:02,171 --> 00:04:03,880 OK. Whatever. 69 00:04:04,049 --> 00:04:05,923 Have a happy New Year. 70 00:04:06,091 --> 00:04:07,966 He saw me first just for you to know. 71 00:04:08,135 --> 00:04:10,009 _ Hey, Hey � No! 72 00:04:10,178 --> 00:04:11,923 - Take the taxi. - No, you can take it. 73 00:04:12,097 --> 00:04:13,425 No, you can take it. 74 00:04:15,224 --> 00:04:16,553 - How's... - So, were you.. 75 00:04:16,726 --> 00:04:17,924 - Sorry. - Sorry. 76 00:04:18,102 --> 00:04:20,510 I was just gonna ask if you had a nice New Year. 77 00:04:20,688 --> 00:04:22,644 Yeah, thank you. 78 00:04:23,314 --> 00:04:24,857 Er...l went to a friend's house, 79 00:04:25,025 --> 00:04:27,812 and we just basically got drunk, so it was fun. 80 00:04:28,735 --> 00:04:30,112 How about yours? 81 00:04:30,279 --> 00:04:33,114 I was DJ-ing so I had to stay sober. 82 00:04:35,033 --> 00:04:38,568 I didn't know you had to stay sober if you were a DJ. You just do like... 83 00:04:38,744 --> 00:04:41,117 Like this and this. 84 00:04:42,206 --> 00:04:44,495 There's actually a lot more to it than meets the eye. 85 00:04:44,666 --> 00:04:46,493 - There is a lot to coordinate. - Really? 86 00:04:46,668 --> 00:04:48,494 - Yeah. - Like what? 87 00:04:48,669 --> 00:04:50,544 Like... I mean, there's... 88 00:04:50,713 --> 00:04:51,959 (he laughs) 89 00:04:52,131 --> 00:04:55,629 There's the tracks and level and... 90 00:04:55,800 --> 00:04:57,259 OK. 91 00:05:03,224 --> 00:05:05,133 Are you a good DJ? 92 00:05:05,308 --> 00:05:06,969 I dunno. 93 00:05:08,436 --> 00:05:10,428 I'm Jake, by the way. 94 00:05:12,690 --> 00:05:14,516 Do you mind opening the window? 95 00:05:14,691 --> 00:05:16,684 Yeah, sure. 96 00:05:20,030 --> 00:05:21,904 I think I'm feeling sick. 97 00:05:22,072 --> 00:05:23,567 S-Sorry? 98 00:05:23,740 --> 00:05:25,366 I'm feeling sick. 99 00:05:25,534 --> 00:05:27,490 Are you actually gonna be sick? 100 00:05:29,287 --> 00:05:31,955 - Yeah. Yeah, I'm gonna be sick. - Excuse me, mate? 101 00:05:39,003 --> 00:05:40,878 - Are you OK? - Yeah. 102 00:05:41,046 --> 00:05:43,716 If you just, erm... stick your fingers down your throat... 103 00:05:43,882 --> 00:05:47,833 Like, it always helps me. You just get it all out and you'll feel better. 104 00:05:48,011 --> 00:05:49,921 Yeah, but, no, it doesn't work with me. 105 00:05:50,097 --> 00:05:52,587 - I tried before, and... - OK. 106 00:05:52,765 --> 00:05:55,007 I think I�m just go... I'm gonna walk home. 107 00:05:55,184 --> 00:05:57,058 Like, the fresh air, it's... 108 00:05:57,227 --> 00:05:58,389 - OK. - ...good. 109 00:05:58,562 --> 00:06:00,685 - Will you be all right on your own? - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 110 00:06:00,855 --> 00:06:03,015 - I just need to walk. - You don't want me to walk with you? 111 00:06:03,191 --> 00:06:05,396 - No, it's fine. Thank you so much. - Are you sure? 112 00:06:05,567 --> 00:06:07,478 No, no, no. Thank you, it's fine. It's OK. 113 00:06:07,653 --> 00:06:10,108 Uh...thank you, and I'm sorry about before. 114 00:06:11,072 --> 00:06:13,029 - I'm sorry. - OK. 115 00:06:15,200 --> 00:06:17,075 Happy New Year. 116 00:06:17,244 --> 00:06:19,118 Yeah, Happy New Year. 117 00:06:19,287 --> 00:06:21,244 Thanks for sharing the cab. 118 00:06:49,814 --> 00:06:51,770 (toilet flushes) 119 00:06:53,399 --> 00:06:55,357 (door opens) 120 00:06:59,238 --> 00:07:01,812 - This is a really nice apartment. - Thank you. 121 00:07:02,950 --> 00:07:06,033 Hove you got it all to yourself, or... have you got flat mates? 122 00:07:06,202 --> 00:07:08,077 Oh, no, no, ifs just me. 123 00:07:08,246 --> 00:07:09,906 Cool. 124 00:07:12,041 --> 00:07:13,915 How long have you been here? 125 00:07:14,083 --> 00:07:15,911 Like, ten years, maybe? 126 00:07:16,086 --> 00:07:17,829 - Ten years? Wow. - Yeah. 127 00:07:18,004 --> 00:07:20,839 I rented it, and then the owner died, so I bought it. 128 00:07:21,757 --> 00:07:23,547 So, how old are you? 129 00:07:24,426 --> 00:07:26,003 How old are you? 130 00:07:26,511 --> 00:07:29,346 - 26. - OK. How old do you think I am? 131 00:07:30,556 --> 00:07:33,261 My age? Or maybe...older? 132 00:07:33,434 --> 00:07:34,809 Er...28? 133 00:07:34,976 --> 00:07:36,851 - 29? - 29's good. 134 00:07:37,020 --> 00:07:38,894 Good. Good for what? 135 00:07:39,063 --> 00:07:40,474 - For nothing. - For nothing? 136 00:07:40,647 --> 00:07:42,854 - Sorry. I meant... - It's no... not nice? 137 00:07:43,025 --> 00:07:47,189 Erm...l read recently that women are in their sexual peck in their 30s. 138 00:07:47,529 --> 00:07:49,023 Whoa! 139 00:07:49,196 --> 00:07:51,071 Apparently. I don't know... (chuckles) 140 00:07:51,240 --> 00:07:53,696 - I'm there. - Sorry, I don't know. 141 00:07:54,326 --> 00:07:56,485 You've got a wicked record collection. 142 00:07:58,413 --> 00:08:00,370 Erm...it was my dad's collection. 143 00:08:01,332 --> 00:08:03,242 He's a musician. 144 00:08:07,587 --> 00:08:09,414 He's got great taste. 145 00:08:09,589 --> 00:08:12,840 Yeah, it's... it's his one good quality, actually. 146 00:08:16,220 --> 00:08:18,046 I love this album. 147 00:08:18,221 --> 00:08:19,717 Mm. 148 00:08:25,769 --> 00:08:27,727 - I need to go to the toilet. - OK. 149 00:08:34,527 --> 00:08:36,484 (water running) 150 00:08:44,953 --> 00:08:46,447 (she spits) 151 00:08:49,998 --> 00:08:52,750 ELVIS COSTELLO AND THE ATTRACTIONS: "I Want You" 152 00:08:56,337 --> 00:09:02,257 I want you so it scares me to death 153 00:09:02,509 --> 00:09:08,629 I can't say any more than I love you 154 00:09:09,598 --> 00:09:14,093 Everything else is a waste of breath... 155 00:09:15,687 --> 00:09:17,845 Jake! You're waking my neighbours. 156 00:09:18,021 --> 00:09:19,979 - You don't care? - No. 157 00:09:20,149 --> 00:09:21,311 OK. 158 00:09:21,483 --> 00:09:23,358 You know this isn't a love song? 159 00:09:23,527 --> 00:09:27,227 It's about him being cheated on by his girlfriend and... 160 00:09:27,405 --> 00:09:29,279 and he can't forgive her. 161 00:09:29,448 --> 00:09:33,778 And then the memory just keeps, like, coming back to haunt him. 162 00:09:34,869 --> 00:09:36,246 Poor Elvis. 163 00:09:37,497 --> 00:09:39,453 - It's a wicked song, though. - Yeah. 164 00:09:39,623 --> 00:09:42,874 I ...you might fall 165 00:09:45,337 --> 00:09:47,293 I want you 166 00:09:48,088 --> 00:09:52,833 I woke up and one of us was crying 167 00:09:53,677 --> 00:09:55,421 I want you 168 00:09:55,595 --> 00:10:00,637 You said, "Young man, I do believe you're dying" 169 00:10:00,808 --> 00:10:02,765 - (she laughs) - I want you 170 00:10:03,644 --> 00:10:09,017 If you need a second opinion, as you seem to do these days 171 00:10:09,190 --> 00:10:11,100 I want you 172 00:10:11,275 --> 00:10:17,775 You can look in my eyes and you can count the ways 173 00:10:24,536 --> 00:10:26,031 I want you 174 00:10:27,038 --> 00:10:31,700 Did you mean to tell me but seem to forget? 175 00:10:32,585 --> 00:10:34,494 I want you 176 00:10:34,670 --> 00:10:39,628 Since when were you so generous and inarticulate? 177 00:10:40,550 --> 00:10:42,045 I want you 178 00:10:42,218 --> 00:10:48,089 It's knowing that he knows you now after only guessing 179 00:10:49,891 --> 00:10:53,308 It's the thought of him undressing you 180 00:10:53,478 --> 00:10:57,262 Or you undressing 181 00:11:00,191 --> 00:11:01,852 (Punting) 182 00:11:08,365 --> 00:11:10,322 I want you 183 00:11:11,993 --> 00:11:13,653 (she moans softly) 184 00:11:15,705 --> 00:11:17,579 I want you 185 00:11:19,958 --> 00:11:21,950 (heavy breathing) 186 00:11:23,586 --> 00:11:27,632 I want you 187 00:11:30,425 --> 00:11:32,382 (she grunts) 188 00:11:35,262 --> 00:11:36,721 (Jake) Morning. 189 00:11:36,889 --> 00:11:38,347 - Hey. - Sorry. 190 00:11:38,515 --> 00:11:40,473 No. How are you? 191 00:11:41,101 --> 00:11:42,975 I'm all right. How about you? 192 00:11:43,144 --> 00:11:45,101 I'm hungover. 193 00:11:47,147 --> 00:11:49,058 - You want some coffee? - Oh, yeah, I'd love one. 194 00:11:49,233 --> 00:11:51,308 - Black coffee? - Yeah, that's fine. 195 00:11:54,737 --> 00:11:56,695 Have you got a busy day ahead, or...? 196 00:11:56,865 --> 00:11:58,821 - Hmm, yeah. - Uh-huh. 197 00:12:00,659 --> 00:12:02,154 Thanks. 198 00:12:02,953 --> 00:12:04,827 I have some work to do. 199 00:12:04,996 --> 00:12:06,657 - Shit. - Yeah. 200 00:12:06,831 --> 00:12:08,538 When do you go back? 201 00:12:08,707 --> 00:12:10,499 Wednesday. 202 00:12:13,086 --> 00:12:15,043 And back to reality, yeah? 203 00:12:16,047 --> 00:12:18,003 (whispers) Back to reality. 204 00:12:20,509 --> 00:12:22,134 So, er...last night was fun. 205 00:12:22,303 --> 00:12:24,177 Mm-hm. Yeah. 206 00:12:24,346 --> 00:12:25,840 Oh, yeah. 207 00:12:26,013 --> 00:12:27,805 All right. 208 00:12:29,725 --> 00:12:31,600 - Yeah. - OK. 209 00:12:31,769 --> 00:12:33,513 All right. 210 00:12:44,655 --> 00:12:46,611 SIARA OCHOA: "Sangre Fria" 211 00:12:52,286 --> 00:12:54,243 (song in Spanish) 212 00:13:06,882 --> 00:13:08,838 Happy New Year! Happy New Year! 213 00:13:17,724 --> 00:13:19,681 (song continues over dialogue) 214 00:13:27,441 --> 00:13:29,481 (text alert) 215 00:14:01,678 --> 00:14:03,635 - Hey - Hey 216 00:14:04,346 --> 00:14:06,304 - How are you? - I'm good. 217 00:14:08,183 --> 00:14:10,141 - Wanna walk? - Yeah. 218 00:14:19,193 --> 00:14:20,770 (Jake) I like all your stuff. 219 00:14:22,029 --> 00:14:23,985 It's like a proper home. 220 00:14:25,781 --> 00:14:27,739 What are you doing now? 221 00:14:29,368 --> 00:14:31,325 Hmm...l could go. 222 00:14:32,120 --> 00:14:33,994 Or I could stay, it's up to you. 223 00:14:34,163 --> 00:14:36,121 - Whatever you want. - Up to you. 224 00:14:40,878 --> 00:14:43,499 I mean, it looks quite cold outside. 225 00:14:43,672 --> 00:14:45,498 (whispering) It's very cold outside. 226 00:14:45,673 --> 00:14:47,880 So I might... 227 00:14:48,968 --> 00:14:50,794 _,. just Sta)'- 228 00:14:50,969 --> 00:14:52,428 Mm. 229 00:14:54,055 --> 00:14:55,597 Stay. 230 00:14:55,765 --> 00:14:57,758 (Whispers) Stay. 231 00:15:02,354 --> 00:15:04,311 Stay, stay, stay, stay. 232 00:15:07,442 --> 00:15:09,068 Stay! 233 00:15:12,321 --> 00:15:14,278 (children playing in distance) 234 00:15:35,966 --> 00:15:38,635 (Carly) I want all the details. I want to know everything. 235 00:15:38,802 --> 00:15:40,676 He's just a really nice guy. 236 00:15:40,845 --> 00:15:42,470 What does he do? 237 00:15:42,638 --> 00:15:44,264 He's doing a PhD. 238 00:15:44,432 --> 00:15:46,306 How old is he? 239 00:15:46,474 --> 00:15:50,425 - 26. - (chuckles) Wow. Fantastic! 240 00:15:50,603 --> 00:15:53,473 Imaginary jealous. So, the sex is fucking amazing? 241 00:15:53,647 --> 00:15:54,726 (giggles) 242 00:15:54,898 --> 00:15:57,817 So, is it just, like, a casual thing, or...? 243 00:15:58,485 --> 00:16:00,609 Actually, he's about to move in with me. 244 00:16:00,779 --> 00:16:02,653 (Punting) Oh, my God. Really? 245 00:16:02,822 --> 00:16:04,779 - Yeah. - How come? 246 00:16:05,491 --> 00:16:08,029 Because he stayed over and he hasn't left yet, really, 247 00:16:08,201 --> 00:16:10,775 so we're gonna get his stuff this weekend. 248 00:16:10,954 --> 00:16:12,448 - Oh, my God. - Yeah. 249 00:16:12,622 --> 00:16:15,112 This is amazing. This is fantastic news! 250 00:16:15,291 --> 00:16:16,667 Yeah. 251 00:16:16,833 --> 00:16:18,542 I can't wait to meet him. 252 00:16:18,710 --> 00:16:20,667 - I'll bring him over. - Yes, please. 253 00:16:20,837 --> 00:16:23,210 - OK. - Does he mind being with an older woman? 254 00:16:23,381 --> 00:16:25,255 No, he doesn't care. 255 00:16:25,425 --> 00:16:26,836 OK. 256 00:16:27,843 --> 00:16:29,634 - (key turns in lock) - (Jake) For fuck's sake. 257 00:16:29,804 --> 00:16:30,966 What? 258 00:16:34,599 --> 00:16:35,975 - Hi. - (Jake) Hey. 259 00:16:36,142 --> 00:16:39,060 I've been texting you, you git. Where have you been? 260 00:16:40,979 --> 00:16:43,553 Is there something wrong with the lock? I couldn't get my key in. 261 00:16:43,732 --> 00:16:45,937 Yeah, it's Glynne, the fuckwit. He locked us out. 262 00:16:46,108 --> 00:16:48,066 Hey, man, how's it hanging? 263 00:16:48,235 --> 00:16:50,608 Yeah, sorry. Elena, Glynne. Glynne, Elena. 264 00:16:50,779 --> 00:16:52,689 - Hi. - Er...and this is Zoe. 265 00:16:52,864 --> 00:16:53,861 Hi. 266 00:16:54,032 --> 00:16:55,942 (Glynne) You're just here to collect your stuff? 267 00:16:56,117 --> 00:16:57,991 Yeah, yeah. 268 00:16:58,160 --> 00:16:59,192 Erm... 269 00:16:59,369 --> 00:17:04,245 And...all of this are things you have in the world? 270 00:17:04,916 --> 00:17:06,328 Mm. 271 00:17:06,501 --> 00:17:09,040 I like to be able to fit my life into a suitcase. 272 00:17:11,463 --> 00:17:13,041 Do you play the guitar? 273 00:17:13,215 --> 00:17:14,710 I'm not very good. 274 00:17:14,883 --> 00:17:16,543 - Show me. 275 00:17:16,718 --> 00:17:17,999 - Entertain me. - No. 276 00:17:18,177 --> 00:17:20,134 - Please? - OK. 277 00:17:25,392 --> 00:17:27,183 - We're very excited. - OK. 278 00:17:27,352 --> 00:17:30,187 I'm not very good at finger-picking cos I've got fat fingers. 279 00:17:30,354 --> 00:17:32,311 (strums notes) 280 00:17:41,655 --> 00:17:43,612 (knocking at door) 281 00:17:47,035 --> 00:17:48,992 (knocking at door persists) 282 00:17:49,870 --> 00:17:51,828 - Er...come in. - (door opens) 283 00:17:53,082 --> 00:17:56,333 Erm...you left these in my room. 284 00:17:58,961 --> 00:18:00,457 Thanks. 285 00:18:07,760 --> 00:18:09,635 (door closes) 286 00:18:09,804 --> 00:18:11,761 Er...we should get packing. 287 00:18:14,016 --> 00:18:15,427 Let's do it. 288 00:18:20,563 --> 00:18:22,022 OK, you're on T-shirts. 289 00:18:22,190 --> 00:18:24,146 So, when did it stop? 290 00:18:26,193 --> 00:18:28,150 Elena, it never started. 291 00:18:30,947 --> 00:18:32,821 What? 292 00:18:32,990 --> 00:18:35,197 Maybe you shouldn't be doing this, Joke. 293 00:18:36,326 --> 00:18:37,607 What do you mean? 294 00:18:37,787 --> 00:18:40,538 Maybe you're not ready for a proper relationship. 295 00:18:40,705 --> 00:18:42,912 - What do you mean? That's stupid. - ls it? 296 00:18:43,083 --> 00:18:44,494 - Yes. - ls it? 297 00:18:44,667 --> 00:18:46,624 That's very, very stupid. 298 00:18:51,089 --> 00:18:52,916 Not coming. I'm not coming. 299 00:18:53,091 --> 00:18:55,048 Look what I'm doing. 300 00:18:58,970 --> 00:19:00,548 (they chuckle) 301 00:19:02,432 --> 00:19:04,389 (he sighs) 302 00:19:09,938 --> 00:19:11,896 Your dad looks so nice. 303 00:19:13,316 --> 00:19:15,190 I can't wait for you to meet him. 304 00:19:15,359 --> 00:19:17,234 He's gonna love you. 305 00:19:17,403 --> 00:19:19,360 Do you think so? 306 00:19:22,866 --> 00:19:24,859 Your mum was beautiful. 307 00:19:27,828 --> 00:19:30,782 My parents, they were crazy. They were like children. 308 00:19:30,956 --> 00:19:33,874 I had to put them in different rooms so they wouldn't fight. 309 00:19:36,294 --> 00:19:38,038 My dad was having affairs all the time, 310 00:19:38,213 --> 00:19:41,498 and my mum was just pretending like nothing was happening. 311 00:19:42,549 --> 00:19:44,126 Sounds shitty. 312 00:19:44,301 --> 00:19:46,970 I don't see why anyone would want to get married. 313 00:19:51,182 --> 00:19:53,138 How old are you here? 314 00:19:56,978 --> 00:19:58,935 - I think eight. - Eight? 315 00:20:00,148 --> 00:20:01,773 Eight. 316 00:20:06,152 --> 00:20:08,063 (whispers) Jake. 317 00:20:09,030 --> 00:20:10,856 (he whispers) Elena. 318 00:20:11,031 --> 00:20:12,989 (whispers) I have a confession. 319 00:20:17,996 --> 00:20:19,905 (whispers) What is it? 320 00:20:20,081 --> 00:20:21,457 Nothing. 321 00:20:23,625 --> 00:20:25,583 just cos you said confession. 322 00:20:27,087 --> 00:20:28,914 So now I have to hear it. 323 00:20:29,089 --> 00:20:31,164 - It's no... - Yeah, you have to tell me. 324 00:20:31,340 --> 00:20:33,215 You're gonna have to tell me now. 325 00:20:33,384 --> 00:20:35,341 Don't you dare use the photos. 326 00:20:36,803 --> 00:20:38,678 They are memories, not weapons. 327 00:20:38,847 --> 00:20:40,803 Give it here. Give it back. 328 00:20:42,183 --> 00:20:44,258 Tell me. Confess. You have to confess. 329 00:20:45,018 --> 00:20:46,976 (muffled) You have to confess! 330 00:20:50,440 --> 00:20:52,314 - (chuckles) - I will tickle! 331 00:20:52,483 --> 00:20:54,060 - (shrieks) - Tell me! 332 00:20:54,235 --> 00:20:55,611 Tell me! 333 00:20:57,821 --> 00:20:59,566 (squealing and laughter) 334 00:20:59,740 --> 00:21:02,824 - Not telling you anything! - (laughs) You have to tell me! 335 00:21:02,993 --> 00:21:04,736 - You have to. - (panting) 336 00:21:06,286 --> 00:21:09,288 What... What if I am a little bit older than... 337 00:21:10,915 --> 00:21:12,872 ...than I said I was? 338 00:21:15,920 --> 00:21:17,664 What do you mean? 339 00:21:17,838 --> 00:21:19,795 Like I'm not 29. 340 00:21:24,719 --> 00:21:26,676 How old are you? 341 00:21:29,223 --> 00:21:30,848 32. 342 00:21:34,686 --> 00:21:37,355 - You're 32? - Mm-hm. 343 00:21:43,776 --> 00:21:45,734 (he exhales heavily) 344 00:21:48,655 --> 00:21:50,068 (sighs) 345 00:21:58,581 --> 00:22:00,455 I000 346 00:22:00,624 --> 00:22:02,581 I don't care. 347 00:22:04,336 --> 00:22:06,292 I don't care how old you are. 348 00:22:07,714 --> 00:22:09,670 You're gorgeous. 349 00:22:18,264 --> 00:22:20,091 OK. 350 00:22:25,437 --> 00:22:27,761 (Elena whispers) Jake? 351 00:22:32,443 --> 00:22:33,689 Jake... 352 00:22:41,034 --> 00:22:46,193 (whispers) Jake, what if I was a little bit older than 32? 353 00:22:50,041 --> 00:22:51,452 Like... 354 00:22:51,626 --> 00:22:53,583 33? 355 00:22:58,590 --> 00:23:00,546 Or four... 34? 356 00:23:02,468 --> 00:23:04,045 Or 35? 357 00:23:15,980 --> 00:23:17,356 (Jake grunts) 358 00:23:20,942 --> 00:23:22,816 OK, how old are you? 359 00:23:22,985 --> 00:23:24,942 (she chuckles) 360 00:23:27,447 --> 00:23:29,440 You're freaked out, right? 361 00:23:32,869 --> 00:23:34,825 I'm not freaked out. It�s just... 362 00:23:35,371 --> 00:23:40,245 you've aged six years in, like, four hours. 363 00:23:41,418 --> 00:23:43,374 It's quite unusual. 364 00:23:51,176 --> 00:23:53,132 So, what now? 365 00:23:54,012 --> 00:23:55,756 (he sighs) 366 00:23:56,597 --> 00:23:58,424 What do you mean? 367 00:24:03,270 --> 00:24:06,307 I'm gonna be 4O when you are 30. 368 00:24:09,858 --> 00:24:11,317 So? 369 00:24:13,861 --> 00:24:18,072 So, you don't wanna be with a 40-year-old woman 370 00:24:18,240 --> 00:24:20,861 when you are just 30. 371 00:24:22,577 --> 00:24:25,116 Why not? I think you'll be incredible when you're 40. 372 00:24:25,288 --> 00:24:27,114 It's not about me. It's about you. 373 00:24:27,289 --> 00:24:30,658 You are going to want to fuck 25-year-old girls. 374 00:24:34,212 --> 00:24:37,166 So...what are you saying? 375 00:24:38,132 --> 00:24:39,413 Nothing. 376 00:24:40,676 --> 00:24:42,384 Are you saying you wanna break up with me? 377 00:24:42,553 --> 00:24:46,005 No. I'm saying if you want to break up with me... 378 00:24:48,390 --> 00:24:49,850 ...l get it. 379 00:25:05,155 --> 00:25:07,729 I couldn't break up with you even if I wanted to. 380 00:25:11,327 --> 00:25:13,283 We were made for each other. 381 00:25:15,956 --> 00:25:18,161 - I mean, like, literally... - (sniffs) 382 00:25:20,210 --> 00:25:21,704 ...our parents met... 383 00:25:23,754 --> 00:25:25,580 ...and then they had us... 384 00:25:26,631 --> 00:25:28,588 ...and then we met. 385 00:25:31,051 --> 00:25:33,009 We were made for each other. 386 00:25:35,430 --> 00:25:37,423 You're everything I've ever wanted. 387 00:25:40,268 --> 00:25:41,763 (she sniffs) 388 00:25:47,232 --> 00:25:49,392 I ELEANORJANES AND AMANDA COOK: "El Vito" 389 00:26:09,459 --> 00:26:10,788 Whoop! 390 00:26:10,961 --> 00:26:12,835 ' (Jake) Sorry. ' (baby cries) 391 00:26:13,963 --> 00:26:16,122 Jake, do you wanna go and sit down there? 392 00:26:16,298 --> 00:26:18,255 (overlapping chatter) 393 00:26:20,010 --> 00:26:22,085 You know what? I mean, he's sleeping... 394 00:26:22,261 --> 00:26:24,136 He's waking up. 395 00:26:24,305 --> 00:26:25,681 Not decided yet. 396 00:26:25,848 --> 00:26:27,889 - (Mark) I made the pie. - (Carly) I can't take any credit for this. 397 00:26:28,059 --> 00:26:30,846 - (Mark) Spent all day. - (Jake) Yeah, it's my final year, yeah. 398 00:26:31,019 --> 00:26:33,640 And then what, do you look for a job? 399 00:26:33,813 --> 00:26:35,937 What kind of job would you like, ideally? 400 00:26:36,107 --> 00:26:38,099 - Like, dream job? - God... 401 00:26:38,275 --> 00:26:40,233 Does it feel like you're talking to your in-laws? 402 00:26:40,402 --> 00:26:43,320 - No, were just interested. - There's various options, really. 403 00:26:43,488 --> 00:26:45,528 Can you be a marine biologist in Glasgow? 404 00:26:45,698 --> 00:26:49,483 (Mark) Carly, I think the idea's to be out at sea, not stuck in an office. 405 00:26:49,660 --> 00:26:51,570 (Carly) Oh, I don't know. 406 00:26:51,745 --> 00:26:55,362 (Jake) The most exciting sort of jobs are in New Zealand and Canada. 407 00:26:55,540 --> 00:26:58,292 (Mark) Ah, right. So you're going to emigrate, then? 408 00:26:58,459 --> 00:27:00,451 Yeah, maybe. I don't know, actually. 409 00:27:01,128 --> 00:27:03,536 And have you discussed this with Elena yet? 410 00:27:04,255 --> 00:27:05,751 No, not yet. 411 00:27:05,924 --> 00:27:07,003 (chuckling) 412 00:27:07,175 --> 00:27:09,215 (Jake) I play football. Once a week, usually. 413 00:27:09,384 --> 00:27:12,504 You should make it twice. No, infect, three times whilst you still can. 414 00:27:12,679 --> 00:27:16,511 - Whilst you've got the knees that work. - You sound like such on old man. 415 00:27:16,683 --> 00:27:18,723 Connor, we are old. We're middle-aged. 416 00:27:18,893 --> 00:27:20,518 It's all downhill from here. 417 00:27:22,688 --> 00:27:24,230 (Jake) Guys, top up? Top up? 418 00:27:24,398 --> 00:27:27,186 (Woman) ...after Ella Rose, it was a nightmare for me. 419 00:27:27,359 --> 00:27:28,900 (overlapping conversations) 420 00:27:31,362 --> 00:27:34,066 (Carly) Jake. Jake, just leave those, seriously. 421 00:27:34,239 --> 00:27:36,031 - Mark will do it. - It's cool, it's cool. 422 00:27:36,199 --> 00:27:38,191 (Mark) He needs to burn off the energy. 423 00:27:38,367 --> 00:27:41,452 Maybe you should go and burn off some energy. 424 00:27:42,037 --> 00:27:44,162 - He's a guest. - Can you take him? 425 00:27:49,335 --> 00:27:50,747 Shall we go? 426 00:27:50,920 --> 00:27:52,462 Why do you wanna go? 427 00:27:52,630 --> 00:27:54,504 It's a little bit weird. 428 00:27:54,673 --> 00:27:56,548 Is it weird? 429 00:27:56,717 --> 00:27:58,673 A bit grown-up. 430 00:28:01,012 --> 00:28:02,507 I am a grown-up. 431 00:28:06,350 --> 00:28:07,891 (footsteps approaching) 432 00:28:08,059 --> 00:28:09,934 (Mark) Hey, guys, get a room] 433 00:28:10,103 --> 00:28:12,060 Jesus! I make my sandwiches in there. 434 00:28:12,229 --> 00:28:13,642 (she laughs) 435 00:28:13,815 --> 00:28:16,305 - (Elena) What are you thinking? - (Jake) Nothing. 436 00:28:20,361 --> 00:28:22,070 OK. 437 00:28:23,698 --> 00:28:25,654 I was just... I was thinking... 438 00:28:27,576 --> 00:28:29,283 ...we should just... just do it. 439 00:28:31,580 --> 00:28:33,454 Do what? 440 00:28:33,623 --> 00:28:35,450 Have a baby. You and me. 441 00:28:35,625 --> 00:28:37,285 Why not? 442 00:28:39,086 --> 00:28:40,497 Are you being funny? 443 00:28:41,338 --> 00:28:43,294 I'm not. I'm... I'm being serious. 444 00:28:43,465 --> 00:28:45,291 Let's make a family. 445 00:28:45,466 --> 00:28:47,422 I think we'd make a beautiful baby. 446 00:28:53,515 --> 00:28:54,926 We hardly know each other. 447 00:28:55,099 --> 00:28:56,974 I don't think that matters. 448 00:28:57,143 --> 00:28:58,388 I think... 449 00:28:59,561 --> 00:29:01,187 I think, why not? 450 00:29:01,355 --> 00:29:03,311 There aren't any rules, are there? 451 00:29:05,150 --> 00:29:07,474 Well, you are 26. 452 00:29:08,318 --> 00:29:09,896 And? 453 00:29:12,280 --> 00:29:14,238 Are you being serious? 454 00:29:15,783 --> 00:29:17,360 Yeah. 455 00:29:19,203 --> 00:29:20,614 Yes. 456 00:29:22,289 --> 00:29:23,950 What are you doing, Mrs. Robinson? 457 00:29:24,124 --> 00:29:25,665 (whispers) Nothing. 458 00:29:25,833 --> 00:29:27,790 - Nothing? - Uh-uh. 459 00:29:29,420 --> 00:29:33,833 just cos it seems like you're trying to seduce me. 460 00:29:34,007 --> 00:29:35,466 I am not. 461 00:29:35,634 --> 00:29:37,590 - No? - Uh-uh. 462 00:29:40,596 --> 00:29:42,256 That's weird. 463 00:29:43,014 --> 00:29:44,972 What are you doing? 464 00:29:47,436 --> 00:29:49,345 (she giggles) 465 00:29:57,152 --> 00:29:58,693 Seduce you? 466 00:30:07,285 --> 00:30:08,828 Wait, wait. 467 00:30:08,995 --> 00:30:10,952 What? 468 00:30:12,831 --> 00:30:15,121 What? What? 469 00:30:17,294 --> 00:30:19,251 Lets just see what happens. 470 00:30:21,338 --> 00:30:22,751 Jake... 471 00:30:29,595 --> 00:30:31,553 I'm in love with you. 472 00:30:38,812 --> 00:30:40,686 - I love you. - Jake... 473 00:30:40,855 --> 00:30:42,266 I love you. 474 00:30:53,241 --> 00:30:55,197 (she moans) No. 475 00:31:41,114 --> 00:31:42,776 (he grunts) 476 00:31:43,992 --> 00:31:45,948 (moaning and panting) 477 00:32:11,723 --> 00:32:13,005 (baby grizzles) 478 00:33:14,360 --> 00:33:16,316 I'm late. Bye. 479 00:33:30,582 --> 00:33:32,622 (trickling) 480 00:33:39,381 --> 00:33:41,337 (water running) 481 00:34:22,376 --> 00:34:24,332 (dog barking) 482 00:34:25,212 --> 00:34:27,086 (Man) Hey, Tanya, who's this? 483 00:34:27,255 --> 00:34:28,500 - Who's this? Look. - (dog barks) 484 00:34:28,672 --> 00:34:30,547 - Dad! - (father chuckles) 485 00:34:30,716 --> 00:34:32,672 Jake. How are you? 486 00:34:34,761 --> 00:34:37,299 - This is El. - Oh, Elena, welcome! 487 00:34:37,472 --> 00:34:39,678 - Bienvenida. - Thank you. Thank you. 488 00:34:39,849 --> 00:34:42,055 Come in, come in. 489 00:34:42,226 --> 00:34:44,894 Nice to see a different part of Glasgow, you know? 490 00:34:45,061 --> 00:34:47,137 - And er...how's the PhD going? - Yeah. 491 00:34:47,314 --> 00:34:49,270 El's whipping me into action. 492 00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:51,148 Thank you, Elena. 493 00:34:51,317 --> 00:34:53,108 Well, it's very lovely to have you here. 494 00:34:53,944 --> 00:34:57,028 - I've heard a lot about you. - I've heard a lot about you, too. 495 00:34:57,197 --> 00:34:58,775 - All good, I hope? - Mm. 496 00:34:59,699 --> 00:35:02,533 - All good. - Habla usted espanol? 497 00:35:02,701 --> 00:35:04,576 That's very good. Very good accent. 498 00:35:04,745 --> 00:35:06,785 - "Do you speck Spanish?" - Better than Jake. 499 00:35:06,955 --> 00:35:08,580 No, I'm brilliant. 500 00:35:08,748 --> 00:35:10,622 Uno, dos... 501 00:35:10,791 --> 00:35:12,203 - You know... - Tres. 502 00:35:12,376 --> 00:35:14,037 Between us. Uno, dos, tres... 503 00:35:14,211 --> 00:35:16,536 Yeah, we can get to ten between us. That's about it, really. 504 00:35:16,713 --> 00:35:18,421 It's one of our party tricks. 505 00:35:18,590 --> 00:35:20,465 - That's Jake's mum. - Mm. 506 00:35:20,634 --> 00:35:22,258 That's right. 507 00:35:22,426 --> 00:35:24,419 - And little Jake. - Look at that face. 508 00:35:24,595 --> 00:35:26,469 - Yeah. - So sweet! 509 00:35:26,638 --> 00:35:29,011 - Yeah, he's about one there. - One year old? 510 00:35:29,182 --> 00:35:30,973 Where is this place? 511 00:35:31,142 --> 00:35:34,144 Er...well, we moved there when Jake was ten. 512 00:35:35,562 --> 00:35:39,690 Jake's granddad used to own some land and he built that shed many years ago. 513 00:35:39,858 --> 00:35:42,527 - Oh. - I extended it and did some stuff on it. 514 00:35:42,694 --> 00:35:45,101 - There, that's me up there. - This one here? 515 00:35:45,279 --> 00:35:46,738 - Yeah. - Oh, my God! 516 00:35:46,906 --> 00:35:49,360 Yes, smartened it up a bit and we moved in. 517 00:35:49,532 --> 00:35:52,201 - I like that one. - Yeah. It was a beautiful place. 518 00:35:52,368 --> 00:35:56,365 - It looks like, I don't know, magical. - Yeah. 519 00:35:56,538 --> 00:35:57,997 Well, it was. 520 00:35:58,164 --> 00:35:59,992 Why did you even leave? 521 00:36:00,167 --> 00:36:04,662 Well, Jake was growing up and it used to get very cold in the winter. 522 00:36:04,837 --> 00:36:07,756 And Jules, my wife, was getting very ill at that point, so... 523 00:36:08,799 --> 00:36:11,918 It just wasn't practical, really, so we had to give it up. 524 00:36:13,303 --> 00:36:16,138 It's a bit dull at the moment. In a couple of months, it'll all be in flower. 525 00:36:16,305 --> 00:36:18,215 - No, it's great. - Beautiful. 526 00:36:18,890 --> 00:36:21,725 - Will it still take my weight? - Yeah, should do. Go on, give it a go. 527 00:36:21,893 --> 00:36:23,850 "Should do." (chuckles) 528 00:36:24,979 --> 00:36:26,687 Filling me with confidence. 529 00:36:26,856 --> 00:36:29,525 (Elena) We could stay longer now we're here. 530 00:36:29,692 --> 00:36:31,186 - If you want. - I'd love to. 531 00:36:31,359 --> 00:36:33,151 - Yeah? - Yeah. 532 00:36:38,115 --> 00:36:39,990 That bedroom is so funny. 533 00:36:40,158 --> 00:36:42,116 Like, how you were growing up here... 534 00:36:42,869 --> 00:36:44,779 So, you were kissing girls like this? 535 00:36:44,954 --> 00:36:46,413 Give me your hands. 536 00:36:46,581 --> 00:36:48,490 I'm gonna read your palms. 537 00:36:50,501 --> 00:36:52,208 Let me read your palm. 538 00:36:53,879 --> 00:36:56,915 - What's this? - It says you've got a really bright future. 539 00:37:01,176 --> 00:37:04,047 - (she laughs) - (Jake) Get in the covers! 540 00:37:10,017 --> 00:37:11,513 (she exhales) 541 00:37:12,394 --> 00:37:13,889 - I have to pee. - No! No, no, no. 542 00:37:14,062 --> 00:37:15,177 What? 543 00:37:15,356 --> 00:37:20,645 I think... I think you should stay still and just let the sperm swim. 544 00:37:21,569 --> 00:37:24,357 Like, I really felt like this was the one, you know? 545 00:37:24,530 --> 00:37:27,281 It's like when I came, it was like... It was like... 546 00:37:27,448 --> 00:37:29,406 (imitates rocket taking off) 547 00:37:33,704 --> 00:37:35,660 (imitates explosion) 548 00:37:36,456 --> 00:37:38,200 Like a rocket? 549 00:37:45,046 --> 00:37:46,921 (overlapping chatter) 550 00:37:47,090 --> 00:37:49,629 - I really want a beer. - Take it easy, it's very, very strong. 551 00:37:49,801 --> 00:37:52,042 - just a sip. - I'll drink your glass of vino for you. 552 00:37:52,219 --> 00:37:54,509 Nine months of non-alcoholic cocktails. 553 00:37:54,680 --> 00:37:57,170 - Thank you, El. - You need to tell me what to do. 554 00:37:58,225 --> 00:38:01,344 - I'll give you all of my books. - Here's to the little babe. 555 00:38:01,519 --> 00:38:03,927 OK, for this new Carly. 556 00:38:04,105 --> 00:38:05,931 I�m just so tired. 557 00:38:06,106 --> 00:38:08,265 I just, like, fantasize about sleeping under my desk. 558 00:38:08,442 --> 00:38:10,933 And all I wanna eat is, like, cheese and chips. 559 00:38:11,111 --> 00:38:12,439 And bread. Anything beige. 560 00:38:12,612 --> 00:38:15,317 I felt awful all the way through my pregnancies. 561 00:38:15,490 --> 00:38:16,865 - For how long? - The whole way. 562 00:38:17,032 --> 00:38:18,574 - It's so exciting! - Thank you. 563 00:38:18,742 --> 00:38:20,734 And now there's only one of us left to go. 564 00:38:20,911 --> 00:38:22,785 Oh, no, come on. 565 00:38:22,953 --> 00:38:24,531 Jake's, what, like, 14? 566 00:38:24,705 --> 00:38:26,662 - Shut up! - You need to give him a chance! 567 00:38:26,832 --> 00:38:28,742 You need to be careful, though, you know? 568 00:38:28,917 --> 00:38:32,251 - I was off the pill for two months. - It's like me and my sister, seriously. 569 00:38:32,421 --> 00:38:34,828 Cross a man on the stairs, we're having twins. 570 00:38:35,005 --> 00:38:36,916 - No, I'm super fertile. - (laughs) 571 00:38:37,550 --> 00:38:38,795 It's a nightmare! 572 00:38:38,967 --> 00:38:40,462 Oh, it's going to be so much fun! 573 00:38:40,636 --> 00:38:43,470 (Rose) All of us with our babies. We should have picnics in the park. 574 00:38:43,638 --> 00:38:45,382 (Carly) Aww! I love that. 575 00:38:45,557 --> 00:38:48,130 (Siobhan) You're gonna have a beautiful little neat bump. 576 00:38:48,308 --> 00:38:51,061 (Carly) I think I'm going to swell up like a balloon. 577 00:38:51,228 --> 00:38:54,431 (Siobhan) Little butterfly, little butterfly feelings. 578 00:39:28,259 --> 00:39:30,216 (keyboard clocking) 579 00:39:46,941 --> 00:39:48,400 Hi. 580 00:39:51,528 --> 00:39:53,688 El, I'm really tired. Sorry. 581 00:39:54,698 --> 00:39:56,690 I've had a really long day. 582 00:40:08,960 --> 00:40:10,372 I'm ovulating, 583 00:40:11,296 --> 00:40:13,668 so we have to do it now because it's the time. 584 00:40:15,299 --> 00:40:18,335 - Can we do it in the morning? - In the morning might be too late. 585 00:40:18,509 --> 00:40:20,135 Oh, it's too late that quickly? 586 00:40:20,303 --> 00:40:23,423 Because it's 38 hours and I don't know if I'm at the beginning 587 00:40:23,598 --> 00:40:26,467 or at the end of the hours, so I don't know how you work that out. 588 00:40:27,476 --> 00:40:29,136 So, it's, like, now. 589 00:40:35,482 --> 00:40:36,859 It's not weird? 590 00:40:37,026 --> 00:40:38,982 No. It's fine. 591 00:40:42,447 --> 00:40:44,024 Hang on. 592 00:40:46,408 --> 00:40:47,820 (grunting) 593 00:40:56,041 --> 00:40:57,916 - No, no, just leave it. - OK. 594 00:40:58,085 --> 00:40:59,543 Let's go. 595 00:41:09,761 --> 00:41:11,671 Wait. I'm gonna give you a blow job. 596 00:41:11,846 --> 00:41:13,838 No, no, it's fine. It's good. 597 00:41:14,014 --> 00:41:15,759 - It's good. - You sure? 598 00:41:15,933 --> 00:41:17,807 Yeah, ssh. 599 00:41:17,976 --> 00:41:19,934 Ssh. just don't talk. 600 00:41:21,188 --> 00:41:22,896 (Punting) 601 00:41:29,278 --> 00:41:30,985 (grunting) 602 00:41:46,250 --> 00:41:47,827 - What's wrong? - You just... 603 00:41:48,002 --> 00:41:49,994 - You didn't look like you were into it. - What? 604 00:41:50,171 --> 00:41:52,127 Er...l was into it. 605 00:41:53,757 --> 00:41:55,464 (whispers) I was into it. 606 00:41:55,633 --> 00:41:57,840 No, I need a wee. Hang on. 607 00:42:06,810 --> 00:42:08,351 (door closes) 608 00:42:09,562 --> 00:42:11,223 (Pounding) 609 00:42:27,994 --> 00:42:30,117 l just... I don't like switching it on like that. 610 00:42:30,287 --> 00:42:32,826 - OK, I'm sorry. - It feels mechanical and weird. 611 00:42:32,998 --> 00:42:35,489 - I said it was weird. - I don't wanna do it like that again. 612 00:42:35,668 --> 00:42:36,865 OK. It doesn't matter. 613 00:42:37,043 --> 00:42:39,035 Well, it does matter if we're missing the time now. 614 00:42:39,211 --> 00:42:40,956 We can do it tomorrow morning. 615 00:42:46,051 --> 00:42:50,712 So, I'm wondering, maybe there's something wrong with me? 616 00:42:54,975 --> 00:42:57,384 What could be wrong with you? You're perfect. 617 00:42:57,561 --> 00:42:59,517 - No, I'm serious. - I'm serious. 618 00:43:00,438 --> 00:43:02,395 (she sighs) 619 00:43:03,774 --> 00:43:06,016 l just... I don't think we should worry. 620 00:43:09,821 --> 00:43:12,194 In, like, a few months' time, if I'm not pregnant, 621 00:43:12,365 --> 00:43:14,322 we should have some tests. 622 00:43:17,577 --> 00:43:18,527 OK. 623 00:43:18,704 --> 00:43:22,156 (whispers) You're saying OK because you don't think we need them. 624 00:43:22,332 --> 00:43:25,534 Well, if we don't need them, that's a good thing, isn't it? 625 00:43:27,461 --> 00:43:28,919 Yeah. 626 00:43:43,558 --> 00:43:45,764 I ELEANORJANES AND AMANDA COOK: "El Vito" 627 00:44:08,037 --> 00:44:11,702 (Doctor) All right, Elena Aldana and Jacoby Kendrick Wilson. 628 00:44:11,873 --> 00:44:15,954 You've both been through various tests and you're here today to get the results? 629 00:44:16,127 --> 00:44:17,504 Can I have both your dates of birth? 630 00:44:17,671 --> 00:44:20,339 Mine is 10th November, erm...1980. 631 00:44:21,256 --> 00:44:22,882 Jake's, uh... 632 00:44:23,050 --> 00:44:24,924 August 20...? 633 00:44:25,093 --> 00:44:27,584 Uh...August 27th,1989. 634 00:44:27,762 --> 00:44:29,422 Thank you. 635 00:44:29,596 --> 00:44:31,673 Tell me how long you've been trying to conceive. 636 00:44:31,849 --> 00:44:33,889 - About six months. - Five-and-c-half. 637 00:44:34,059 --> 00:44:35,934 - Elena, ever been pregnant before? - Uh-uh. 638 00:44:36,102 --> 00:44:38,640 Including any miscarriages, terminations? 639 00:44:40,148 --> 00:44:42,104 I had an abortion. But I was, like, 18. 640 00:44:42,274 --> 00:44:46,817 Less than four weeks' pregnant, I think, like, I hardly remember it. 641 00:44:46,986 --> 00:44:48,363 But... 642 00:44:48,530 --> 00:44:51,198 Does it affect somehow? 643 00:44:51,365 --> 00:44:53,856 - Not unless there was any complications. - No. 644 00:44:54,034 --> 00:44:55,991 - And you're not married? - No. 645 00:44:56,745 --> 00:45:00,162 So, what I suggest is that as you've been trying to conceive for six months, 646 00:45:00,332 --> 00:45:04,910 and, Elena, you're over 35, you should get yourselves down on the IVF waiting list. 647 00:45:05,085 --> 00:45:09,213 That way if you still need to, you can begin the IVF treatment in six months. 648 00:45:09,381 --> 00:45:12,132 That would be the start of January next year. 649 00:45:14,885 --> 00:45:17,673 Wait, sorry, but there's nothing wrong? 650 00:45:18,763 --> 00:45:20,755 So why should we do, like... 651 00:45:20,931 --> 00:45:23,423 We weren't thinking of doing IVF, so it's... 652 00:45:23,601 --> 00:45:26,603 If you do put your names down on the list and then change your mind, 653 00:45:26,770 --> 00:45:28,514 you can always opt out. 654 00:45:28,688 --> 00:45:30,599 But it's up to you. 655 00:45:35,861 --> 00:45:37,522 What do you think? 656 00:45:39,281 --> 00:45:41,440 Well, I don't know, it's your decision. 657 00:45:42,408 --> 00:45:45,196 Well, it's both our decisions, actually. 658 00:45:53,751 --> 00:45:58,745 OK, this... Maybe this isn't how I imagined us having a baby. 659 00:45:59,089 --> 00:46:00,964 Look, it doesn't seem... 660 00:46:01,133 --> 00:46:02,544 What? 661 00:46:04,302 --> 00:46:07,385 Jake, how do you think I feel? 662 00:46:08,639 --> 00:46:09,885 I've... I've got no idea! 663 00:46:10,057 --> 00:46:12,726 Well, I'm the one who has to go through the thing. 664 00:46:12,893 --> 00:46:16,676 - Do you think this is my dream situation? - It just doesn't seem very romantic. 665 00:46:17,897 --> 00:46:20,305 Do you know what you sound like? Really naive. 666 00:46:20,482 --> 00:46:22,973 Like, you have this notion of this per... Yeah, yeah, yeah. 667 00:46:23,151 --> 00:46:25,392 You have this notion of this perfect life, or something. 668 00:46:25,570 --> 00:46:27,444 Well, life is not like that. 669 00:46:27,613 --> 00:46:29,570 So sorry to disappoint you. 670 00:46:32,325 --> 00:46:35,908 To be honest, I don't know what we're doing. Like, you are so young. 671 00:46:36,079 --> 00:46:37,704 We don't know each other. 672 00:46:37,871 --> 00:46:39,864 Don't laugh. We don't know each other. 673 00:46:40,040 --> 00:46:44,121 I mean, we should have never even started this. It's fucking ridiculous! 674 00:46:56,680 --> 00:46:58,636 (water running) 675 00:47:06,688 --> 00:47:08,016 Stop. 676 00:47:08,857 --> 00:47:10,434 Stop. 677 00:47:11,108 --> 00:47:12,686 Sit down. 678 00:47:18,031 --> 00:47:19,146 (she sniffs) 679 00:47:22,159 --> 00:47:23,784 El, please don't cry. 680 00:47:23,952 --> 00:47:25,827 (whispers) I'm not crying. 681 00:47:25,996 --> 00:47:27,952 I'm not crying. I'm sorry. 682 00:47:29,499 --> 00:47:31,160 (she sniffs) 683 00:47:31,917 --> 00:47:33,080 I'm fine. 684 00:47:33,252 --> 00:47:38,673 Ifs just I don't wont anyone else involved in us having a baby. 685 00:47:38,840 --> 00:47:42,968 - No one else is gonna be involved. - I want it to be just us. 686 00:47:43,386 --> 00:47:45,295 It's gonna be just us. 687 00:47:46,639 --> 00:47:49,639 It's gonna be fine. It's...gonna happen. 688 00:47:52,352 --> 00:47:56,218 But we just have August, September, October, November, December, 689 00:47:56,397 --> 00:47:59,231 so five, maybe six tries. 690 00:47:59,983 --> 00:48:01,311 - That's ages. - (sniffs) 691 00:48:01,484 --> 00:48:03,358 We've got loads of time. 692 00:48:03,527 --> 00:48:04,774 Yeah? 693 00:48:06,196 --> 00:48:10,063 That's how these things work. They just happen when you least expect them to. 694 00:48:10,241 --> 00:48:12,068 - Yeah. - Yeah. 695 00:48:23,753 --> 00:48:25,710 (she speaks Catalan) 696 00:48:35,221 --> 00:48:36,679 - I love it. - You like it? 697 00:48:36,847 --> 00:48:38,010 Yeah. 698 00:48:39,850 --> 00:48:41,806 (she speaks Catalan) 699 00:48:44,312 --> 00:48:46,269 Jake, she says hi. 700 00:48:47,315 --> 00:48:49,189 - Hole. - (chuckles) 701 00:48:50,317 --> 00:48:51,978 Hey, Jake, look. 702 00:48:54,487 --> 00:48:56,065 For Carly's baby. 703 00:48:56,989 --> 00:48:58,863 - Cute, huh? - Yeah, really cute. 704 00:48:59,033 --> 00:49:00,990 (she imitates duck sounds) 705 00:49:04,996 --> 00:49:06,657 - It doesn't fit. - No, it fits. 706 00:49:06,831 --> 00:49:08,575 Wait, wait, wait. Like that. 707 00:49:08,749 --> 00:49:10,291 It fits. 708 00:49:11,459 --> 00:49:13,370 - just... Right. - (Andrew) Pudding. 709 00:49:13,545 --> 00:49:15,087 - Come on, Jake! - Yeah. Yeah, yeah. 710 00:49:15,254 --> 00:49:17,331 Plates. OK. 711 00:49:17,507 --> 00:49:20,544 (Joke) Hove you had enough, you two? 712 00:49:20,718 --> 00:49:21,750 Thank you. 713 00:49:23,053 --> 00:49:25,010 - El? - (Andrew) Nice and warm. 714 00:49:25,764 --> 00:49:27,839 Andrew, do you want me to clean this up a little bit? 715 00:49:28,015 --> 00:49:29,807 - Don't worry about that. - What about this? 716 00:49:29,976 --> 00:49:31,387 - Hey, Andrew. - Hm? 717 00:49:31,560 --> 00:49:33,435 This is a very nice party. 718 00:49:33,604 --> 00:49:35,560 Oh, thank you. 719 00:49:42,111 --> 00:49:44,068 (she urinates) 720 00:50:01,294 --> 00:50:03,038 (inhales sharply) 721 00:50:57,966 --> 00:51:00,256 We don't have to do it if you don't wont to. 722 00:51:03,638 --> 00:51:05,595 But we're in this together. 723 00:51:06,932 --> 00:51:09,008 I'll be with you all the way through it. 724 00:51:11,395 --> 00:51:12,890 (she sighs) 725 00:51:18,150 --> 00:51:20,310 I want to if you want to. 726 00:51:47,925 --> 00:51:50,595 Happy New Year, my darling. Happy anniversary. 727 00:51:50,761 --> 00:51:52,718 (music playing) 728 00:52:26,041 --> 00:52:29,457 (Nurse) Again, you come to the clinic, and you go off to theatre. 729 00:52:29,627 --> 00:52:31,003 You're sedated, OK? 730 00:52:31,170 --> 00:52:32,962 So you need to have someone come with you. 731 00:52:33,130 --> 00:52:36,583 We go into your ovaries, and we empty each follicle in turn 732 00:52:36,759 --> 00:52:39,000 as we see it on the ultrasound monitor. 733 00:52:39,177 --> 00:52:42,629 Then the embryologists work to make your embryos, hopefully. 734 00:52:42,805 --> 00:52:46,138 And they'll keep in touch with you and then usually about five days later, 735 00:52:46,308 --> 00:52:48,680 you come back for your embryo transfer. 736 00:52:48,851 --> 00:52:50,643 What I'm gonna go and do is get your drugs, 737 00:52:50,812 --> 00:52:54,478 and I'll show you how you're gonna do these injections, OK, at home. 738 00:52:54,649 --> 00:52:57,649 So I'll pop out and get them and I'll come back in just a few minutes. 739 00:52:57,817 --> 00:52:59,977 - (Jake) Great, thank you. Thanks so much. - OK. 740 00:53:01,654 --> 00:53:03,280 (door opens) 741 00:53:05,532 --> 00:53:07,075 - (door closes) - It's good. 742 00:53:07,243 --> 00:53:09,117 I didn't get anything. 743 00:53:09,286 --> 00:53:12,821 It's fine. It's gonna sound alien, but it'll be fine. 744 00:53:13,706 --> 00:53:15,663 We just do everything she says. 745 00:53:16,459 --> 00:53:19,911 Make sure that you're relaxed, calm, eating right. 746 00:53:23,757 --> 00:53:25,713 (breathes heavily) 747 00:53:27,551 --> 00:53:29,010 (gasps) 748 00:53:30,345 --> 00:53:32,302 (breathes heavily) 749 00:53:38,269 --> 00:53:39,680 (she exhales) 750 00:53:39,853 --> 00:53:41,894 You've changed since I first met you. 751 00:53:43,481 --> 00:53:45,854 Whisky on the rocks while you shoot up, huh? 752 00:53:47,776 --> 00:53:50,695 I've got dinner for you, but I suppose you don't want dinner, do you? 753 00:53:50,863 --> 00:53:52,190 (chuckles) No. 754 00:53:54,366 --> 00:53:56,156 I want to do this first. 755 00:53:56,992 --> 00:54:00,610 That's the problem with you junkies, drugs always come first. 756 00:54:01,830 --> 00:54:03,289 Shut up. 757 00:54:04,374 --> 00:54:06,034 Shut up, please. 758 00:54:10,295 --> 00:54:12,087 I think if you just jab it in quickly... 759 00:54:12,256 --> 00:54:14,165 Stop it. 760 00:54:16,718 --> 00:54:20,004 It's super easy for you to soy. I mean, you don't have to do it. 761 00:54:20,179 --> 00:54:22,053 Well, I was a marine for 15 years, 762 00:54:22,222 --> 00:54:25,093 so it's actually really easy for me to deal with pain. 763 00:54:25,975 --> 00:54:29,309 Yeah, I was trained to inject into any orifice in my body - 764 00:54:29,478 --> 00:54:31,684 - my eyeball, my arsehole... - (laughs) 765 00:54:35,525 --> 00:54:37,400 (Elena) What are you doing? 766 00:54:37,569 --> 00:54:39,443 What are you doing? 767 00:54:39,612 --> 00:54:41,439 What? No, Jake. 768 00:54:41,614 --> 00:54:42,895 - Don't do it. - Hm? 769 00:54:43,073 --> 00:54:46,157 Jake, no, wait, wait. You don't have to do it. Don't do it. 770 00:54:46,326 --> 00:54:48,698 Don't do it. Don't do it. Don't do it. 771 00:54:48,870 --> 00:54:50,827 No, ple... (gasps) 772 00:54:52,414 --> 00:54:54,241 Oh, my God! (laughs) 773 00:54:56,376 --> 00:54:57,954 Oh, my God! 774 00:54:58,128 --> 00:55:00,168 - It hurts. - (muffled) That is love. 775 00:55:01,714 --> 00:55:04,335 - That is pure solidarity, that is. - (she laughs) 776 00:55:14,392 --> 00:55:17,060 You look how I feel, desperate to get up the road. 777 00:55:17,227 --> 00:55:18,935 Yeah, me, too. I'm very tired. 778 00:55:19,104 --> 00:55:21,856 Hey, you know, I was thinking to go shopping one night after work. 779 00:55:22,023 --> 00:55:23,482 - You fancy it? - Yeah, sure. 780 00:55:23,650 --> 00:55:25,393 - Great. You want a cup of tea? - Oh, no, no. 781 00:55:25,567 --> 00:55:27,026 - You sure? - Yeah, sure, thank you. 782 00:55:27,194 --> 00:55:28,606 - OK. - Bye. 783 00:55:28,779 --> 00:55:30,155 (chuckles) 784 00:55:36,035 --> 00:55:41,077 I'm riding down the Castlereagh and I'm a station hand 785 00:55:41,623 --> 00:55:46,166 I'm handy with the ropin' pole, I'm handy with a brand 786 00:55:47,627 --> 00:55:53,215 And I can ride a rowdy colt or swing the axe all day 787 00:55:54,509 --> 00:55:59,170 But there's no demand for a station hand along the Castlereagh 788 00:55:59,346 --> 00:56:01,588 So, shift, boys, shift 789 00:56:02,307 --> 00:56:05,094 - I For there isn't the slightest doubt... - What are you cooking? 790 00:56:06,185 --> 00:56:08,142 - It's hot. - Mm-hm. 791 00:56:11,190 --> 00:56:15,768 So I saddled up my pack horse and I whistled to my dog 792 00:56:16,902 --> 00:56:21,362 I made for up the country at the old jig-jog 793 00:56:21,531 --> 00:56:24,651 So, shift, boys, shift 794 00:56:24,951 --> 00:56:27,027 For there wasn't the slightest doubt 795 00:56:27,453 --> 00:56:31,783 It's time to take a move with the leprosy about 796 00:56:33,500 --> 00:56:35,576 So I saddled up my packhorse... 797 00:56:36,419 --> 00:56:38,578 Chris, it's El. 798 00:56:39,379 --> 00:56:43,875 Hey, I'm gonna be a little bit late, like, 3O minutes, I think. 799 00:56:48,930 --> 00:56:53,094 I went to lllawcrra where my brother has a farm 800 00:56:54,351 --> 00:56:58,846 He has to ask his landlord's leave before he lifts an arm 801 00:57:00,647 --> 00:57:06,105 The landlord owns the countryside, man, woman, dog and cat 802 00:57:07,570 --> 00:57:11,983 And they haven't the cheek to dare to speck without they touch their hat 803 00:57:12,157 --> 00:57:14,696 So, it's shift, boys, shift 804 00:57:15,285 --> 00:57:17,361 For there wasn't the slightest doubt 805 00:57:18,205 --> 00:57:22,201 Their little landlord god and I would soon have fallen out 806 00:57:23,501 --> 00:57:29,289 So I saddled up my pack horse and I whistled to my dog 807 00:57:30,506 --> 00:57:34,966 And I made for up the country at the old jig-jog 808 00:57:38,096 --> 00:57:39,592 (music playing) 809 00:57:42,266 --> 00:57:44,473 You were with her. You were with her dancing. 810 00:57:44,644 --> 00:57:46,767 - Definitely. I got you an orange juice. - Thanks. 811 00:57:46,937 --> 00:57:48,929 Definitely. Yeah, well, that's true. 812 00:57:49,106 --> 00:57:51,513 - When? - I don't know. Two, three months ago? 813 00:57:51,691 --> 00:57:54,230 Oh, yeah. (laughs) But that's cos... 814 00:57:54,402 --> 00:57:56,478 I'm gonna pop out and get some fresh air. 815 00:57:56,654 --> 00:57:58,279 OK. 816 00:58:01,408 --> 00:58:02,866 What's wrong? 817 00:58:03,034 --> 00:58:04,991 I don't know. 818 00:58:05,536 --> 00:58:08,026 - When's the next scan? - Tomorrow. 819 00:58:08,205 --> 00:58:11,408 OK, but there's no... There's no bad news, nothing to worry about? 820 00:58:11,583 --> 00:58:12,994 No. 821 00:58:13,167 --> 00:58:15,124 So what's wrong? 822 00:58:17,337 --> 00:58:19,295 I don't know. Nothing. 823 00:58:20,215 --> 00:58:22,375 - I'm sorry. - You don't need to be sorry. 824 00:58:22,551 --> 00:58:23,832 - Are you cold? - Yeah. 825 00:58:24,010 --> 00:58:25,006 Right. 826 00:58:29,097 --> 00:58:30,759 Come on. Let's go. 827 00:58:30,933 --> 00:58:33,423 (Nurse) OK, so your scan looks great to me. 828 00:58:33,601 --> 00:58:36,222 Your follicles look like they've grown and responded, 829 00:58:36,395 --> 00:58:39,397 so I would say you're ready to have your eggs collected. 830 00:58:39,565 --> 00:58:40,941 OK, so well done. 831 00:58:41,108 --> 00:58:43,398 - So, it's good? - It's great news. Great news. 832 00:58:43,569 --> 00:58:45,644 - That's what you want. - I told you not to worry. 833 00:58:45,820 --> 00:58:48,229 (Nurse) So, you know, that's 24 hours off of work. 834 00:58:48,406 --> 00:58:50,979 You'll be sedated that day, so you need someone with you to drive. 835 00:58:51,157 --> 00:58:55,368 That's where you come {n and you'll be expected to give your sample that day. 836 00:59:01,542 --> 00:59:03,286 (locks door) 837 00:59:37,405 --> 00:59:40,193 Hi, it's the er...embryologist here from the GCRM. 838 00:59:40,366 --> 00:59:42,441 - Yeah, how are you? - Good, thank you. 839 00:59:43,244 --> 00:59:45,699 So, you have two grade-A blastocysts, Elena. 840 00:59:45,871 --> 00:59:47,781 It's a very good result. 841 00:59:48,623 --> 00:59:50,200 OK. But why only two? 842 00:59:50,374 --> 00:59:51,751 I thought we had, like... 843 00:59:51,918 --> 00:59:54,159 There's always a fall-off, that's completely normal. 844 00:59:54,336 --> 00:59:57,954 Poorer ones stop developing, so only the best ones make ft to day-five blastocysts. 845 00:59:58,131 --> 00:59:59,756 It's perfectly normal. 846 01:00:01,134 --> 01:00:02,925 So, we'll do the transfer tomorrow morning. 847 01:00:03,093 --> 01:00:04,968 You need to have d comfortably full bladder. 848 01:00:05,137 --> 01:00:08,635 Don't wear any deodorant and your partner shouldn't wear any aftershave. 849 01:00:08,807 --> 01:00:10,349 We'll speak to you again {n the morning 850 01:00:10,517 --> 01:00:12,972 when we've had a chance to see how they're doing. 851 01:00:13,144 --> 01:00:16,180 (Doctor) Now, what we need to do is take your name and date of birth. 852 01:00:16,354 --> 01:00:20,601 Elena Aldana. 10th November...1980. 853 01:00:26,906 --> 01:00:30,488 Deep breaths in through your nose, out through your mouth. Good. 854 01:00:31,493 --> 01:00:34,244 Now, then. This is just a mock catheter, OK? 855 01:00:34,412 --> 01:00:36,701 So, there's nothing in it. Your embryos are not in it. 856 01:00:36,872 --> 01:00:39,660 - That's the one that hurts? - Er...it shouldn't hurt. 857 01:00:43,711 --> 01:00:45,668 Relax your muscles there. 858 01:00:50,925 --> 01:00:52,883 That's it. All right. 859 01:00:54,095 --> 01:00:57,262 Well, I�ve just given a signal to the embryologist, 860 01:00:57,890 --> 01:01:01,342 and she'll load up your embryo into a real catheter, OK? 861 01:01:06,689 --> 01:01:08,682 Have a look at the screen again. 862 01:01:10,359 --> 01:01:12,517 Now, what we do is wait for 30 seconds, 863 01:01:12,695 --> 01:01:14,770 let everything settle down, all right? 864 01:01:14,946 --> 01:01:17,152 And then we'll eject the embryo. 865 01:01:19,366 --> 01:01:20,694 (Elena) Day one. 866 01:01:20,867 --> 01:01:24,782 'After the embryos are transferred, the cells keep dividing. 867 01:01:25,580 --> 01:01:28,948 The blastocyst begins to emerge from its shell 868 01:01:29,708 --> 01:01:31,784 and this process is called hatching. 869 01:01:32,752 --> 01:01:33,665 Day two. 870 01:01:33,836 --> 01:01:37,335 'The second day is crucial because this is the time when the embryo 871 01:01:37,506 --> 01:01:42,002 begins to attach itself to the uterine lining 872 01:01:43,470 --> 01:01:46,804 ? CIUDAD DE LAALHAMBRAY PRESENTACION CHOIRS: "De Colores Se Visten Los Campos" 873 01:01:46,973 --> 01:01:48,432 Day three. 874 01:01:48,599 --> 01:01:52,051 'On this day, the blastocyst continues to grow. 875 01:01:54,020 --> 01:01:57,722 The woman may have fight bleeding and spotting on this day. 876 01:02:01,694 --> 01:02:03,188 Day four. 877 01:02:03,361 --> 01:02:08,107 'On the fourth day, the blastocyst continues to dig deeper into the uterus. 878 01:02:08,950 --> 01:02:13,908 fight bleeding may continue as the embryo invades the endometrial blood vessels. 879 01:02:16,206 --> 01:02:17,322 Day five. 880 01:02:17,499 --> 01:02:20,916 'On the fifth day, implantation is considered complete. 881 01:02:21,836 --> 01:02:25,121 The embryo is developing vigorously 882 01:02:26,923 --> 01:02:29,877 Look at that little outfit, looking so tiny like that. 883 01:02:31,010 --> 01:02:32,967 I'm gonna check something. 884 01:02:36,765 --> 01:02:38,224 What does it mean if you feel nothing? 885 01:02:38,392 --> 01:02:40,930 - I don't know. - Does it mean it hasn't worked? 886 01:02:41,102 --> 01:02:42,050 I don't know, Jake. 887 01:02:42,227 --> 01:02:43,936 - You need to take it easy. - I am taking it easy. 888 01:02:47,691 --> 01:02:48,889 (sighs) 889 01:02:51,820 --> 01:02:53,694 - (pan boiling over) - Fuck! 890 01:02:53,863 --> 01:02:55,738 Oh! 891 01:02:55,906 --> 01:02:57,069 Ohm 892 01:02:57,241 --> 01:02:59,150 No, no, I'll do it, I'll do it. It's fine. 893 01:02:59,326 --> 01:03:00,654 You have to turn this off. 894 01:03:00,827 --> 01:03:02,653 I know. It's fine. 895 01:03:02,828 --> 01:03:04,786 See, it's fine. 896 01:03:06,665 --> 01:03:08,326 Day six. 897 01:03:08,500 --> 01:03:14,502 'The growing embryo triggers the release of hCG into the bloodstream. 898 01:03:15,589 --> 01:03:21,093 This is a hormone that is produced by the specialized cells 899 01:03:21,261 --> 01:03:23,835 Which will form the placenta. 900 01:03:26,182 --> 01:03:27,261 Day seven. 901 01:03:27,433 --> 01:03:30,719 The fetal development is {n full swing 902 01:03:30,894 --> 01:03:34,642 and the embryo continues to develop quickly. 903 01:03:35,440 --> 01:03:39,224 'As the pla...centa begins to take shape, 904 01:03:39,943 --> 01:03:44,356 7t continues to release more hCG into the bloodstream. 905 01:03:58,042 --> 01:03:59,075 Day sigh t. 906 01:03:59,252 --> 01:04:02,917 More hC... CG is released into the blood, 907 01:04:03,589 --> 01:04:08,417 'as foetal development continues and the placenta begins to function 908 01:04:08,593 --> 01:04:10,051 (Joke) Hg! 909 01:04:10,844 --> 01:04:12,719 So, it was a long interview, basically. 910 01:04:12,888 --> 01:04:14,845 It lasted, like, two hours. 911 01:04:15,973 --> 01:04:18,892 And there were two of them and they did, like, good cop, bad cop. 912 01:04:19,060 --> 01:04:20,056 OK. 913 01:04:21,354 --> 01:04:24,390 And it finished. I went for a walk for about 2O minutes, 914 01:04:25,524 --> 01:04:27,896 came back and everyone was grabbing my hand. 915 01:04:28,067 --> 01:04:32,776 Lots of handshaking, and then they told me that I passed. 916 01:04:33,447 --> 01:04:34,942 - That's amazing! - Yeah. 917 01:04:35,115 --> 01:04:36,573 Then a few of us went for a drink 918 01:04:36,741 --> 01:04:38,533 and my supervisor bought me a bottle of champagne. 919 01:04:38,702 --> 01:04:40,576 - That's so sweet, right? - Yeah. 920 01:04:40,744 --> 01:04:43,200 It just feels like it's come at the right time, you know? 921 01:04:43,372 --> 01:04:46,207 I�ve just got a good feeling about... things. About everything. 922 01:04:46,375 --> 01:04:48,331 Yeah. I'm so proud of you. 923 01:04:49,043 --> 01:04:50,788 And how about you? How was your day? 924 01:04:50,962 --> 01:04:53,452 Yeah, I actually feel a little bit different. 925 01:04:54,297 --> 01:04:56,255 W-What do you mean? 926 01:04:57,092 --> 01:04:59,927 I don't want to get too excited, but I feel pregnant. 927 01:05:00,095 --> 01:05:05,088 Because my boobs hurt, they are bigger and I've been feeling sick, dizzy... 928 01:05:06,141 --> 01:05:08,098 - Really? - Yeah. 929 01:05:08,852 --> 01:05:11,307 Yeah. But we cannot get excited yet. 930 01:05:12,772 --> 01:05:13,934 No. 931 01:05:14,815 --> 01:05:15,931 OK. 932 01:05:17,693 --> 01:05:21,228 This is not a proposal, ifs just a present. 933 01:05:23,447 --> 01:05:25,405 And it was my mum's. 934 01:05:28,702 --> 01:05:30,363 (whispers) It's beautiful. 935 01:05:30,537 --> 01:05:31,818 I love it. 936 01:05:34,165 --> 01:05:36,537 - You really like it? - I really, really like it. 937 01:05:36,708 --> 01:05:38,167 I love it. 938 01:05:38,335 --> 01:05:39,960 Thank you. 939 01:05:45,049 --> 01:05:46,876 It was your mum's? 940 01:05:48,885 --> 01:05:52,966 ? CIUDAD DE LAALHAMBRAY PRESENTACION CHOIRS: "De Colores Se Visten Los Campos" 941 01:05:53,139 --> 01:05:55,014 'And day nine. 942 01:05:55,183 --> 01:05:59,643 By this time, the levels of the hormone hCG 943 01:05:59,812 --> 01:06:02,681 'are high enough {n the bloodstream to be detected. 944 01:06:05,108 --> 01:06:07,065 'You may take a home pregnancy test. 945 01:06:09,236 --> 01:06:10,778 '50, tomorrow. 946 01:06:12,406 --> 01:06:14,362 (Jake) When would the baby be born? 947 01:06:15,617 --> 01:06:18,321 - November. - Same as you. 948 01:06:25,041 --> 01:06:26,998 (she exhales heavily) 949 01:06:29,754 --> 01:06:31,710 Do you like the name Sid? 950 01:06:33,173 --> 01:06:34,881 - For a boy? - Mm-hm. 951 01:06:35,050 --> 01:06:37,007 Sid. I like it. 952 01:06:39,053 --> 01:06:40,630 I like Alice. 953 01:06:41,555 --> 01:06:43,512 (carol continues) 954 01:07:00,321 --> 01:07:02,028 (whispers) Wait, wait. 955 01:07:24,675 --> 01:07:26,632 (she sobs) 956 01:07:28,929 --> 01:07:30,554 Could it be wrong? 957 01:07:39,771 --> 01:07:41,313 (she sobs sharply) 958 01:07:42,607 --> 01:07:44,563 (continues sobbing) 959 01:08:06,376 --> 01:08:08,251 I have no idea where we are. 960 01:08:08,420 --> 01:08:10,045 That was the wrong turning. 961 01:08:10,213 --> 01:08:12,787 I told you to go left but you didn't listen. 962 01:08:12,966 --> 01:08:14,081 - Yes, I did. - No, you didn't. 963 01:08:14,258 --> 01:08:16,003 - I did! - You didn't! 964 01:08:31,731 --> 01:08:33,688 (children laughing) 965 01:08:35,818 --> 01:08:37,693 Last night, I had three hours. 966 01:08:37,862 --> 01:08:39,606 I feel catatonic. 967 01:08:39,780 --> 01:08:41,441 Oh, no. Poor you. 968 01:08:41,615 --> 01:08:43,774 That's why I haven't called. I'm sorry. 969 01:08:43,950 --> 01:08:46,405 - I feel bad, I�ve just... - No, I understand. 970 01:08:47,286 --> 01:08:48,781 Did you get the little jumper? 971 01:08:48,954 --> 01:08:50,117 - Yes! - You like it? 972 01:08:50,289 --> 01:08:52,495 Shit, I love it. I love it! We both love it! 973 01:08:52,665 --> 01:08:54,623 - Do you love it? - Don't we? 974 01:08:55,502 --> 01:08:57,661 - You loved it. - We loved it. Thank you. 975 01:08:58,796 --> 01:09:00,788 How are you guys, anyway? 976 01:09:00,964 --> 01:09:02,839 - Very good. - Yeah? 977 01:09:03,008 --> 01:09:05,380 - Yeah, good. - You're looking gorgeous. 978 01:09:05,551 --> 01:09:07,260 I look like a fucking whale. 979 01:09:07,428 --> 01:09:08,923 - You look amazing. - I don't. 980 01:09:09,096 --> 01:09:11,469 - You... - Anyway, I'll catch you in a bit, OK? 981 01:09:11,640 --> 01:09:13,182 OK. Hey! 982 01:09:13,350 --> 01:09:14,845 Do you wanna say hello? 983 01:09:15,018 --> 01:09:18,102 I just want to say she's absolutely gorgeous, isn't she? 984 01:09:18,270 --> 01:09:20,015 Aw, look at her. 985 01:09:20,189 --> 01:09:22,763 - Where's your daddy gone? - Look dt the big eyes as well. 986 01:09:22,941 --> 01:09:25,610 - I know. - She's beautiful. Look at the smiles. 987 01:09:26,611 --> 01:09:28,521 Do you want to go outside? 988 01:09:29,197 --> 01:09:30,941 - Do you wanna go or not? - Yeah. 989 01:09:33,159 --> 01:09:34,985 - I�ve joined a gym. - Really? 990 01:09:35,160 --> 01:09:38,612 I figured I should at least try and avoid having a heart attack 991 01:09:38,788 --> 01:09:40,366 before my daughter turns 18. 992 01:09:40,540 --> 01:09:42,580 - Before your... your daughter? - Yes! 993 01:09:42,750 --> 01:09:44,743 I'm gearing up to be a dad. 994 01:09:45,961 --> 01:09:48,001 Wow. Congratulations. 995 01:09:48,171 --> 01:09:49,666 - Thank you very much. - Yeah. 996 01:09:49,839 --> 01:09:52,591 And that's my erm girlfriend Annelise over there. 997 01:09:52,758 --> 01:09:54,087 Hm. 998 01:09:54,927 --> 01:09:56,919 It's beauty and the fucking beast, eh? 999 01:09:57,095 --> 01:09:59,052 She's the beast, obviously. 1000 01:10:00,181 --> 01:10:01,593 - Yeah. - (chuckles) 1001 01:10:17,154 --> 01:10:18,815 We cannot leave, Jake. 1002 01:10:18,989 --> 01:10:20,650 - It's rude. - OK, so we'll stay. 1003 01:10:20,824 --> 01:10:22,863 Then we have to go and talk to people, so come on. 1004 01:10:23,034 --> 01:10:24,315 You go and talk to people. 1005 01:10:24,494 --> 01:10:26,617 Elena, don't start. I don't need another argument. 1006 01:10:26,787 --> 01:10:28,246 - Neither do I. - Then just leave it. 1007 01:10:28,414 --> 01:10:29,611 - Leave what? - just leave it. 1008 01:10:29,789 --> 01:10:31,331 - What? - Don't shout. 1009 01:10:31,500 --> 01:10:34,453 - Do you wont everyone to hear? - No, I don't wont that. 1010 01:10:35,127 --> 01:10:36,753 My parents never, ever shouted. 1011 01:10:36,921 --> 01:10:40,005 Well, we're not your fucking perfect parents, right? 1012 01:10:42,759 --> 01:10:44,337 OK, fair enough. (sniffles) 1013 01:10:57,688 --> 01:10:59,265 What are you doing? 1014 01:10:59,440 --> 01:11:01,315 I need a piss. ls that all right with you? 1015 01:11:06,112 --> 01:11:07,440 (door slams) 1016 01:11:13,076 --> 01:11:14,737 (door opens) 1017 01:11:21,249 --> 01:11:23,207 (bird calls) 1018 01:11:28,589 --> 01:11:30,380 (wind whistles) 1019 01:11:44,561 --> 01:11:45,937 Sorry. 1020 01:11:46,104 --> 01:11:47,515 It's OK. 1021 01:11:49,065 --> 01:11:51,022 We need to stop this. 1022 01:11:52,275 --> 01:11:53,688 Both of us. 1023 01:11:55,987 --> 01:11:57,613 (whispers) I know. 1024 01:11:59,740 --> 01:12:02,575 We need to just try and forget about the baby thing... 1025 01:12:04,036 --> 01:12:05,827 ...and just get on with our life. 1026 01:12:08,623 --> 01:12:11,197 Cos it's doing our heads in and we�re just... 1027 01:12:12,042 --> 01:12:13,918 We're wasting our lives. 1028 01:12:14,086 --> 01:12:16,043 (wind whistling) 1029 01:12:28,306 --> 01:12:30,263 (rain pattering) 1030 01:12:41,818 --> 01:12:44,688 (music blaring masks dialogue) 1031 01:12:44,862 --> 01:12:46,937 I VOXHALL BROADCAST: "Fact Or Fiction" 1032 01:12:49,032 --> 01:12:52,033 I was hearing to try to comprehend... 1033 01:12:53,411 --> 01:12:55,285 BRONSKI BEAT: "Smalltown Boy" 1034 01:14:44,421 --> 01:14:45,833 (grunting) 1035 01:14:46,881 --> 01:14:48,507 (Punting) 1036 01:14:52,011 --> 01:14:53,553 (grunting) 1037 01:14:54,471 --> 01:14:56,216 (birdsong) 1038 01:15:07,941 --> 01:15:10,729 (Elena) My head is killing me. (groans) 1039 01:15:15,072 --> 01:15:16,779 (exhales deeply) 1040 01:15:21,787 --> 01:15:23,743 - (curtains are pulled open) - (groans) 1041 01:15:33,879 --> 01:15:35,422 (she grunts) 1042 01:15:38,634 --> 01:15:40,591 (children playing and laughing) 1043 01:15:54,772 --> 01:15:55,935 (Woman) Matilda! 1044 01:15:56,107 --> 01:15:58,017 (Matilda squeals) 1045 01:16:07,324 --> 01:16:08,986 I'll make some coffee. 1046 01:16:12,037 --> 01:16:15,619 The thing is, if we do it again with the National Health, we have to wait a year. 1047 01:16:16,832 --> 01:16:19,288 But if we do it privately, we don't have to wait. 1048 01:16:19,460 --> 01:16:21,001 Like, we go right away. 1049 01:16:21,169 --> 01:16:24,787 And I think they do it differently, so we make sure this time works. 1050 01:16:26,383 --> 01:16:28,422 Where are you gonna get the money? 1051 01:16:28,592 --> 01:16:30,550 I'm gonna rob a bank. 1052 01:16:31,512 --> 01:16:33,468 Seriously, though, it's expensive. 1053 01:16:33,638 --> 01:16:35,299 Jake wants to ask his dad. 1054 01:16:35,474 --> 01:16:38,047 - Really? - I said no, obviously. 1055 01:16:38,225 --> 01:16:40,183 But I think we need to get a loan. 1056 01:16:42,605 --> 01:16:45,060 Well, you just need to make sure you can pay it back. 1057 01:16:45,231 --> 01:16:46,893 Yeah, I know. 1058 01:16:47,067 --> 01:16:48,941 Shit, my boobs are gonna pop. 1059 01:16:49,110 --> 01:16:51,565 (chuckles) I need to feed you. 1060 01:16:51,737 --> 01:16:53,729 (in sing-song voice) I need to feed you. 1061 01:16:53,905 --> 01:16:55,186 Are you hungry? 1062 01:16:55,366 --> 01:16:57,986 (gasps) Are you hungry? Yeah, you are. 1063 01:16:58,159 --> 01:17:02,572 Sometimes I think it is because I'm a bad person. 1064 01:17:05,415 --> 01:17:07,407 What do you mean? 1065 01:17:10,378 --> 01:17:12,334 That maybe I cannot have kids... 1066 01:17:14,006 --> 01:17:15,583 ...because I'm cold. 1067 01:17:15,757 --> 01:17:17,715 Like my mum. 1068 01:17:19,177 --> 01:17:21,134 El, you're not cold. 1069 01:17:22,013 --> 01:17:23,887 You're anything but cold. 1070 01:17:24,056 --> 01:17:25,634 (baby grizzles) 1071 01:17:25,808 --> 01:17:27,764 Ssh, ssh. (whispers) I know. I know. 1072 01:17:28,643 --> 01:17:29,723 Yeah. 1073 01:17:32,438 --> 01:17:34,395 Anyway, it will work this time. 1074 01:17:38,652 --> 01:17:40,608 (baby grizzles) 1075 01:17:41,612 --> 01:17:43,190 Maybe... 1076 01:17:44,573 --> 01:17:46,531 Maybe you shouldn't do it again. 1077 01:17:49,286 --> 01:17:51,243 Maybe you should just try and... 1078 01:17:52,955 --> 01:17:54,912 I don't know, just see what happens. 1079 01:17:58,835 --> 01:18:04,126 But the thing is that I am missing a baby that will never exist. 1080 01:18:05,174 --> 01:18:06,716 You understand? 1081 01:18:07,551 --> 01:18:11,050 Like, I have all these dreams of my baby, of my child, 1082 01:18:11,221 --> 01:18:13,048 of how it will be like... 1083 01:18:13,223 --> 01:18:16,341 like my child with Jake. 1084 01:18:17,768 --> 01:18:19,642 Or how it will be like to bring it up, 1085 01:18:19,811 --> 01:18:22,480 or to look after him, 1086 01:18:22,647 --> 01:18:26,146 or how would I be, you know? 1087 01:18:26,317 --> 01:18:28,725 Like, all the stuff I will be doing with him. 1088 01:18:29,612 --> 01:18:31,901 And all of this will never exist. 1089 01:18:33,991 --> 01:18:35,615 And that... 1090 01:18:35,783 --> 01:18:37,741 that makes me feel so sad. 1091 01:18:40,454 --> 01:18:42,411 Like I'm... 1092 01:18:44,165 --> 01:18:46,574 ...I'm grieving a baby I will... 1093 01:18:48,794 --> 01:18:50,289 ...never know. 1094 01:18:52,297 --> 01:18:54,171 I'm so sorry. 1095 01:18:54,340 --> 01:18:56,582 I don't know what to say. I'm sorry. 1096 01:19:01,972 --> 01:19:04,297 There's worse things than not having kids. 1097 01:19:35,709 --> 01:19:38,200 (Doctor) OK, right, let me explain something. 1098 01:19:38,378 --> 01:19:41,414 Every year, I help hundreds of women to conceive. 1099 01:19:42,840 --> 01:19:46,921 But I can only work with good quality eggs, otherwise my job's impossible. 1100 01:19:47,094 --> 01:19:48,968 Do you understand? 1101 01:19:49,137 --> 01:19:51,592 I wouldn't advise you to pursue IVF. 1102 01:19:51,764 --> 01:19:55,015 You've got under a five per cent chance of conceiving. 1103 01:19:56,435 --> 01:19:58,309 And why do you say that? 1104 01:19:58,478 --> 01:20:03,307 The AMH test, it showed a... a low ovarian reserve. 1105 01:20:03,483 --> 01:20:06,270 Er...it's an indicator of quality and er... quantity. 1106 01:20:06,860 --> 01:20:10,111 We read that the... that that testis inaccurate. 1107 01:20:12,032 --> 01:20:14,901 In my professional opinion, it's... it's accurate. 1108 01:20:16,077 --> 01:20:20,026 Elena's friends are all having babies, and they're the same age as her. 1109 01:20:29,797 --> 01:20:31,671 He was talking bullshit. 1110 01:20:31,839 --> 01:20:35,422 just thinking about his statistics, like school league tables. 1111 01:20:35,593 --> 01:20:37,468 We'll go somewhere else. 1112 01:20:37,637 --> 01:20:39,380 Where? 1113 01:20:40,263 --> 01:20:42,221 That first clinic we looked at. 1114 01:20:43,600 --> 01:20:45,842 It was even more expensive than his one. 1115 01:20:46,019 --> 01:20:48,059 That probably means it's the best one. 1116 01:20:49,354 --> 01:20:51,727 Or maybe they'll just tell us the some thing? 1117 01:20:51,898 --> 01:20:54,021 Or maybe that guy? just a cunt. 1118 01:20:55,610 --> 01:20:57,566 (traffic drowns out Jake) 1119 01:20:59,155 --> 01:21:01,111 We'll go somewhere else. 1120 01:21:03,075 --> 01:21:04,403 Where will we get the money? 1121 01:21:04,576 --> 01:21:06,900 I told you, my dad said he'll give it to us. 1122 01:21:11,499 --> 01:21:13,124 (water running) 1123 01:21:13,291 --> 01:21:15,248 (water off) 1124 01:21:23,967 --> 01:21:25,758 (Jake sniffs) 1125 01:21:29,722 --> 01:21:31,299 (he sniffs) 1126 01:21:37,270 --> 01:21:39,227 (he stifles sobs) 1127 01:21:55,786 --> 01:21:57,493 (he sobs) 1128 01:21:59,372 --> 01:22:01,116 (birdsong) 1129 01:22:03,459 --> 01:22:05,415 (Jake) Hey, sorry I missed your call. 1130 01:22:05,585 --> 01:22:07,875 Erm.../ hope you're fee/mg OK. 1131 01:22:08,838 --> 01:22:11,212 I hope you're resting and eating properly. 1132 01:22:13,217 --> 01:22:15,091 I'll try you again later. 1133 01:22:15,261 --> 01:22:19,257 I'll be free at about 4pm your time, so I'll try you then. 1134 01:22:20,223 --> 01:22:21,681 Or you try me. 1135 01:22:22,433 --> 01:22:24,308 I miss you. I can't wait to see you. 1136 01:22:24,477 --> 01:22:26,433 OK. Bye. 1137 01:22:33,526 --> 01:22:35,068 (children playing) 1138 01:22:35,235 --> 01:22:37,905 Ah, good morning. Or should I soy, good afternoon? 1139 01:22:38,071 --> 01:22:39,483 Yeah, I remember those days, 1140 01:22:39,656 --> 01:22:41,531 lying in bed, reading the Sunday papers. 1141 01:22:41,700 --> 01:22:43,241 Ignore him. Morning, love. 1142 01:22:43,409 --> 01:22:45,117 - Get a coffee. - I'm fine, thanks. 1143 01:22:45,286 --> 01:22:47,030 So, when's Jake back from his boat? 1144 01:22:47,204 --> 01:22:49,778 - Tomorrow night. - Sorry, what's he fishing for again? 1145 01:22:49,957 --> 01:22:52,411 He's not fishing, he's observing. He's an observer. 1146 01:22:52,583 --> 01:22:54,790 - He's monitoring by-catch. - By-catch? 1147 01:22:54,961 --> 01:22:56,835 That's... That's a fish, is it not? 1148 01:22:57,004 --> 01:22:59,210 - (she chuckles) - No, it is. It's a big fish. 1149 01:22:59,381 --> 01:23:01,871 - A very dangerous fish. - Yeah, a big fish with big teeth. 1150 01:23:02,049 --> 01:23:03,924 - Big teeth, yeah. - And no fins. 1151 01:23:04,093 --> 01:23:06,003 Hi, Auntie El. How are you? 1152 01:23:06,178 --> 01:23:09,132 So, I think we�re just gonna do it in a registry office. 1153 01:23:09,306 --> 01:23:11,465 - You know, just with close family. - Yeah. 1154 01:23:11,642 --> 01:23:13,302 But erm... 1155 01:23:13,476 --> 01:23:16,928 I wondered if you would be my maid of honour. 1156 01:23:20,482 --> 01:23:22,356 Of course. (chuckles) Yeah. 1157 01:23:22,525 --> 01:23:24,483 Thank you. 1158 01:23:25,320 --> 01:23:28,190 I mean, it's more for legal stuff for Lilly and the house. 1159 01:23:28,364 --> 01:23:30,570 - But it'll be fun. - Yeah, it'll be fun. 1160 01:23:31,324 --> 01:23:33,199 Do you think you and Jake might do it? 1161 01:23:33,368 --> 01:23:35,325 I mean, you could have a proper one - 1162 01:23:36,371 --> 01:23:38,245 a dress, disco... 1163 01:23:38,414 --> 01:23:41,498 I don't know. I don't know what's gonna happen with us. 1164 01:23:42,417 --> 01:23:44,291 What do you mean? 1165 01:23:44,460 --> 01:23:46,003 Stop it! 1166 01:23:46,171 --> 01:23:48,329 (chuckles nervously) He adores you. 1167 01:23:48,505 --> 01:23:50,048 He gazes at you. 1168 01:23:50,216 --> 01:23:52,588 I'd pay Mark money to look at me like that. 1169 01:23:53,552 --> 01:23:56,042 We'll see how things work out. 1170 01:23:56,846 --> 01:23:59,965 (in sing-song voice) We'll see how things work out, yeah? 1171 01:24:01,016 --> 01:24:03,472 We'll see how things work... 1172 01:24:34,461 --> 01:24:36,419 (message alert) 1173 01:25:22,877 --> 01:25:24,834 (urinates) 1174 01:25:57,073 --> 01:25:59,030 (Jake) Are you sure? 1175 01:26:00,534 --> 01:26:02,491 Did you eat properly? 1176 01:26:04,204 --> 01:26:05,663 Did you relax? 1177 01:26:06,873 --> 01:26:08,829 What are you saying, Jake? 1178 01:26:16,005 --> 01:26:18,379 I told you to wait so we could test together. 1179 01:26:18,550 --> 01:26:20,506 So, what's the difference? 1180 01:26:26,222 --> 01:26:28,179 This is happening to me, too, El. 1181 01:26:31,769 --> 01:26:33,394 (he exhales) 1182 01:26:33,562 --> 01:26:36,432 We have to... We need to get out of this fucking flat. 1183 01:26:37,649 --> 01:26:39,274 (he sighs) 1184 01:26:40,401 --> 01:26:42,026 We should get something to eat. 1185 01:26:42,194 --> 01:26:43,736 - El, come on. - I'm not hungry, Jake. 1186 01:26:43,903 --> 01:26:45,446 - Get up, come on. - I'm not hungry. 1187 01:26:45,614 --> 01:26:47,938 Please. Put your shoes on. 1188 01:26:48,115 --> 01:26:50,073 Come on, let's go. 1189 01:26:55,372 --> 01:26:57,247 What do you want to do, then? 1190 01:26:57,416 --> 01:26:59,788 You just want to sit there and be miserable? 1191 01:27:02,587 --> 01:27:06,039 (she sighs) I'm gonna be fine in a minute. You can go without me. 1192 01:27:12,553 --> 01:27:14,594 Yeah, can I get a... a single whisky as well? 1193 01:27:14,764 --> 01:27:16,969 - Is the house whisky all right? - Yeah, that's cool. 1194 01:27:17,140 --> 01:27:19,300 I TWO LONE SWORDSMEN: "Hey Deborah Anne" 1195 01:27:42,578 --> 01:27:45,829 (indistinct conversation) 1196 01:27:46,665 --> 01:27:49,121 Could I nick a cigarette? ls that all right? 1197 01:27:55,297 --> 01:27:57,255 (siren blares in near distance) 1198 01:29:03,939 --> 01:29:05,102 (whispers) Sorry. 1199 01:29:05,274 --> 01:29:07,313 Did I wake you up? 1200 01:29:07,483 --> 01:29:12,062 I want you so, it scares me to death 1201 01:29:12,237 --> 01:29:13,780 You've got a great record collection. 1202 01:29:13,948 --> 01:29:16,023 I can't say any more 1203 01:29:16,199 --> 01:29:18,240 Where did you get it? 1204 01:29:18,410 --> 01:29:19,488 From your dad? 1205 01:29:19,660 --> 01:29:21,321 (whispers) Wow. 1206 01:29:21,495 --> 01:29:23,536 He must have been a cool guy. 1207 01:29:24,581 --> 01:29:26,492 He wasn't? 1208 01:29:26,667 --> 01:29:27,663 (tuts) 1209 01:29:27,834 --> 01:29:31,085 Well, he has a very beautiful daughter. 1210 01:29:36,091 --> 01:29:38,131 (whispers) Come dance with me. 1211 01:29:39,594 --> 01:29:41,634 (whispers) I think we should dance. 1212 01:29:43,096 --> 01:29:45,766 - (whispers) I think we should dance. - (whispers) Jake, no. 1213 01:29:45,933 --> 01:29:47,760 (whispers) Come on. 1214 01:29:47,935 --> 01:29:49,180 (whispers) Trust me. 1215 01:29:49,352 --> 01:29:53,100 I Be careful, darling, you might fall 1216 01:30:04,949 --> 01:30:06,526 (whispers) I love you. 1217 01:30:06,700 --> 01:30:08,692 (she inhales sharply) 1218 01:30:14,082 --> 01:30:16,121 (she sobs) 1219 01:30:17,000 --> 01:30:19,041 N-No, Jake. 1220 01:30:19,669 --> 01:30:20,950 (sighs) 1221 01:30:21,129 --> 01:30:23,169 Turn the music down. 1222 01:30:23,965 --> 01:30:25,506 Turn the music down. 1223 01:30:26,384 --> 01:30:28,507 (music off) 1224 01:30:33,514 --> 01:30:35,840 Why can't we just, for once, just... 1225 01:30:36,017 --> 01:30:38,057 just not even think, just have... 1226 01:30:38,226 --> 01:30:40,018 just have fun? just fun. 1227 01:30:40,187 --> 01:30:41,563 I want you to talk to your dad. 1228 01:30:41,730 --> 01:30:44,980 I wont you to tell him that we're gonna pay him back his money. 1229 01:30:45,149 --> 01:30:47,190 He doesn't want it back, El. 1230 01:30:47,985 --> 01:30:51,354 (whispers) Jake, I want to pay him back his money. 1231 01:30:52,864 --> 01:30:54,608 - Please. (sniffles) - Please don't cry. 1232 01:30:54,782 --> 01:30:56,823 El, please don't cry. 1233 01:30:57,410 --> 01:30:59,236 Please. We're gonna have a baby. 1234 01:30:59,411 --> 01:31:02,032 We�re just gonna keep trying and trying until it works. 1235 01:31:02,205 --> 01:31:03,533 El? 1236 01:31:04,333 --> 01:31:05,661 (sighs) 1237 01:31:15,383 --> 01:31:17,424 I love you so much. 1238 01:31:20,471 --> 01:31:22,547 I love you so much. 1239 01:31:22,723 --> 01:31:24,798 (she sighs tearfully) 1240 01:31:26,643 --> 01:31:28,683 Come here. 1241 01:31:32,106 --> 01:31:34,514 - (sniffles) - It's OK. 1242 01:31:34,692 --> 01:31:36,683 Come. Come. Come here. 1243 01:31:49,203 --> 01:31:50,698 (mouths) 1244 01:32:03,173 --> 01:32:04,586 (whispers) It's OK. 1245 01:32:22,899 --> 01:32:24,938 (he breathes heavily) 1246 01:32:27,986 --> 01:32:29,482 (grunting) 1247 01:32:43,541 --> 01:32:45,664 - El, what's wrong? - (sobs) 1248 01:32:52,465 --> 01:32:54,339 What's wrong? 1249 01:32:54,508 --> 01:32:56,466 (she breathes heavily) 1250 01:33:00,514 --> 01:33:02,258 El, what's wrong? 1251 01:33:08,521 --> 01:33:10,265 Oh. 1252 01:33:14,901 --> 01:33:17,107 (breathes heavily) 1253 01:33:22,240 --> 01:33:24,731 I don't think we should be together any more. 1254 01:33:24,910 --> 01:33:27,614 We're not good for each other, we're not right. 1255 01:33:28,203 --> 01:33:29,829 All we do is fight. 1256 01:33:30,539 --> 01:33:32,947 That's not true. It's not true. 1257 01:33:33,124 --> 01:33:34,501 It's true. 1258 01:33:37,294 --> 01:33:38,707 Where's your ring? 1259 01:33:38,880 --> 01:33:40,540 I took it off. 1260 01:33:40,714 --> 01:33:42,173 Why? You never take it off. 1261 01:33:42,341 --> 01:33:44,464 It's not a wedding ring. We're not married. 1262 01:33:44,634 --> 01:33:47,553 - Why would you say that? - Because it's true. 1263 01:33:47,720 --> 01:33:49,297 And I cannot have kids. 1264 01:33:49,471 --> 01:33:51,797 So, what's the point in us being together? 1265 01:33:52,766 --> 01:33:54,807 We'll never be a family. 1266 01:33:55,894 --> 01:33:57,934 We're already a family. 1267 01:33:59,189 --> 01:34:03,435 El? You have to be more positive. You ca... You can�t just keep being negative. 1268 01:34:03,609 --> 01:34:05,519 What are we going to do for 2O years? 1269 01:34:05,694 --> 01:34:08,268 All our friends having babies, bringing them up. 1270 01:34:08,446 --> 01:34:10,023 What are we gonna do with that? 1271 01:34:10,197 --> 01:34:12,439 We have this crazy... 1272 01:34:12,617 --> 01:34:14,028 gap in our future. 1273 01:34:14,201 --> 01:34:16,526 What are we going to do with it, huh? Tell me. 1274 01:34:19,622 --> 01:34:21,781 What are we gonna do with it? No! No. 1275 01:34:24,459 --> 01:34:26,500 I'm not a normal woman. I can't... 1276 01:34:27,337 --> 01:34:29,378 I can't give you what you want. 1277 01:34:31,382 --> 01:34:33,042 Can I? 1278 01:34:38,138 --> 01:34:39,253 - Admit it. - OK. 1279 01:34:39,431 --> 01:34:40,842 Uh-huh. 1280 01:34:41,766 --> 01:34:43,225 OK. 1281 01:34:44,059 --> 01:34:48,804 Elena, you can't... You can't... And why is that? Go on, explain it to me. 1282 01:34:48,980 --> 01:34:51,733 - Cos it's starting to piss me off, too. - Because I'm inadequate. 1283 01:34:51,900 --> 01:34:53,690 "Inadequate"? ls that what you want to hear? 1284 01:34:53,859 --> 01:34:55,141 - "You're inadequate." - Yeah. 1285 01:34:55,319 --> 01:34:57,063 OK, you're inadequate. Like your mum. 1286 01:34:57,237 --> 01:34:59,064 You're cold and you're mean and bitter. 1287 01:34:59,239 --> 01:35:02,607 And you are going to resent me if you don't have kids. 1288 01:35:02,783 --> 01:35:05,322 - Look me in the eye... - Fuck off. Not listening to this shit. 1289 01:35:05,494 --> 01:35:07,903 - Fuck you. - It's the fucking truth. Fuck you! 1290 01:35:08,080 --> 01:35:09,657 You have no trust, El. 1291 01:35:09,831 --> 01:35:11,623 You want me to be perfect, right? 1292 01:35:11,792 --> 01:35:13,037 You want me to be perfect. 1293 01:35:13,209 --> 01:35:15,119 - I'm not fucking perfect! - I haven't left you. 1294 01:35:15,294 --> 01:35:17,868 I haven't fucking left you, have I? (breathes heavily) 1295 01:35:18,046 --> 01:35:19,837 I haven't cheated on you, I'm not your dad. 1296 01:35:20,006 --> 01:35:21,963 I haven't had affairs! You're paranoid! 1297 01:35:22,133 --> 01:35:24,921 So, you will never leave me if I don't have kids? 1298 01:35:25,094 --> 01:35:28,213 Never leave me...will you? 1299 01:35:29,014 --> 01:35:32,133 - No, I'm not listening to this shit. - (whispers) Fucking liar. 1300 01:35:32,308 --> 01:35:35,760 Answer... Wait, wait, wait, answer me. Wait, wait, answer me. 1301 01:35:39,231 --> 01:35:40,808 (Punting) 1302 01:35:40,982 --> 01:35:42,809 Answer me. 1303 01:35:42,984 --> 01:35:43,981 (sniffs) 1304 01:35:44,152 --> 01:35:46,193 Open the fucking door! 1305 01:35:46,613 --> 01:35:48,985 - You're fucking this up. - Answer me. 1306 01:35:55,245 --> 01:35:57,285 Answer my question. 1307 01:35:57,997 --> 01:36:00,073 You're insane. You need fucking help. 1308 01:36:00,916 --> 01:36:02,873 Answer me. 1309 01:36:05,336 --> 01:36:06,998 OK. 1310 01:36:07,172 --> 01:36:08,287 OK, yeah. 1311 01:36:08,464 --> 01:36:12,000 I wanna have a baby, and if you can't have one, then I'm gonna fuck somebody else. 1312 01:36:12,176 --> 01:36:13,920 Are you happy now? 1313 01:36:17,638 --> 01:36:18,884 (whispers) Get out. 1314 01:36:19,056 --> 01:36:20,931 Get out of my flat. just get out. 1315 01:36:21,934 --> 01:36:23,559 - Fuck off. - You fuck off. 1316 01:36:23,727 --> 01:36:25,186 Fuck off! 1317 01:36:25,354 --> 01:36:27,761 - Fuck off out of my place! - What the fuck is wrong with you? 1318 01:36:27,938 --> 01:36:30,809 - just go! I don't wont you here. - Where the fuck am I gonna go? 1319 01:36:30,983 --> 01:36:32,858 I don't care! 1320 01:36:33,027 --> 01:36:34,936 (breathes heavily and sniffs) 1321 01:36:50,708 --> 01:36:52,452 If I go... 1322 01:36:53,668 --> 01:36:58,331 El, if I go, then I'm packing my bags and I'm leaving for good. 1323 01:36:59,507 --> 01:37:01,547 I mean it. I'm not coming back. 1324 01:37:02,969 --> 01:37:06,503 That's it, we'll be over - fucked, finished. 1325 01:37:09,057 --> 01:37:11,014 Do you understand? 1326 01:37:11,184 --> 01:37:13,141 (whispers) Yeah. 1327 01:37:45,421 --> 01:37:47,413 (door slams) 1328 01:37:50,175 --> 01:37:52,927 You've left one tight family and gone into another tight family. 1329 01:37:53,094 --> 01:37:54,174 (chuckles) 1330 01:37:54,346 --> 01:37:55,543 This will suit. 1331 01:37:55,721 --> 01:37:57,631 - What about you? - Bet you five pounds we're next. 1332 01:37:57,806 --> 01:37:59,763 You get any nice presents? 1333 01:37:59,933 --> 01:38:01,261 (Shane) Want some spice? 1334 01:38:01,434 --> 01:38:03,392 (Mark) That wasn't spicy enough. 1335 01:38:03,561 --> 01:38:05,056 No. No, no, no. 1336 01:38:06,689 --> 01:38:08,729 (overlapping voices) 1337 01:38:09,108 --> 01:38:11,018 I'm willing to admit that. 1338 01:38:11,193 --> 01:38:12,900 - Smoke? 1339 01:38:14,654 --> 01:38:16,694 - Yeah. - All right. 1340 01:38:17,490 --> 01:38:18,687 You need to... 1341 01:38:19,199 --> 01:38:20,777 - Lovely wedding. - Yes. 1342 01:38:20,951 --> 01:38:22,611 - (chuckles) - Yeah. 1343 01:38:22,786 --> 01:38:23,865 I was erm... 1344 01:38:24,037 --> 01:38:28,414 I was sort of hoping that Carly would turn up in, like, a big white meringue dress... 1345 01:38:28,583 --> 01:38:30,160 - No. - ..but... (chuckles) ..alas! 1346 01:38:30,334 --> 01:38:33,537 (she chuckles) How's your girlfriend? Your baby girl? 1347 01:38:33,712 --> 01:38:36,630 - I was looking forward to meeting them. - I know. 1348 01:38:36,798 --> 01:38:39,418 Yeah, she's... you know... 1349 01:38:42,844 --> 01:38:44,090 Er... 1350 01:38:44,262 --> 01:38:46,468 me and Annelise, we're not.. 1351 01:38:46,639 --> 01:38:49,807 We're not together at the moment. We're taking a bit of a break. 1352 01:38:54,396 --> 01:38:56,970 - I'm sorry. - No, it's all right, you know. 1353 01:38:57,148 --> 01:38:59,722 It's not erm... It's not a permanent thing. 1354 01:38:59,901 --> 01:39:03,399 We just... We needed a bit of time to... to sort of think things over. 1355 01:39:05,030 --> 01:39:06,940 I've been pretty... pretty stressed lately. 1356 01:39:07,115 --> 01:39:10,532 I was changing job and er... under pressure and er... 1357 01:39:11,661 --> 01:39:12,989 Yeah, you know. 1358 01:39:17,624 --> 01:39:19,534 Anyway, how's you... you guys? 1359 01:39:19,709 --> 01:39:21,453 Carly said that you weren't... 1360 01:39:21,627 --> 01:39:23,253 You're not with your fella any more? 1361 01:39:23,421 --> 01:39:24,998 Erm...we are... 1362 01:39:25,172 --> 01:39:26,287 (clears throat) 1363 01:39:26,464 --> 01:39:28,505 No, we're not at the moment. 1364 01:39:29,509 --> 01:39:30,967 Right. 1365 01:39:31,135 --> 01:39:33,923 Is that... ls that a permanent thing, or...? 1366 01:39:34,096 --> 01:39:36,089 Erm...no, no. It's erm... 1367 01:39:37,557 --> 01:39:40,476 We're like you guys, like, having a bit of a break. 1368 01:39:42,020 --> 01:39:44,260 Yeah, you need that sometimes, don't you? 1369 01:39:46,565 --> 01:39:49,318 You know, if I'm being honest with you... 1370 01:39:50,026 --> 01:39:52,860 - Yeah? - The baby came as a bit of a shock. 1371 01:39:53,028 --> 01:39:56,397 You know, it wasn't planned, and er... we just... 1372 01:39:56,573 --> 01:39:59,859 We didn't have that time to get to know each other. 1373 01:40:00,660 --> 01:40:02,405 You know. 1374 01:40:03,913 --> 01:40:06,119 Anyway, we shall see, eh? 1375 01:40:09,084 --> 01:40:11,041 You look gorgeous as ever, by the way. 1376 01:40:11,211 --> 01:40:12,622 Thank you. 1377 01:40:14,255 --> 01:40:17,671 Erm...shall we go inside and have the dessert? 1378 01:40:17,841 --> 01:40:19,337 Yes. 1379 01:40:23,638 --> 01:40:25,346 (Carly) No! No! 1380 01:40:25,514 --> 01:40:26,593 I said no speeches. 1381 01:40:26,765 --> 01:40:30,550 Carly said no speeches, but this is just a wee toast. 1382 01:40:30,727 --> 01:40:32,139 Here we go. 1383 01:40:33,229 --> 01:40:35,221 Marriage, hm? 1384 01:40:36,024 --> 01:40:37,649 Marriage is not the end. 1385 01:40:38,817 --> 01:40:41,024 But neither is it the beginning. 1386 01:40:41,195 --> 01:40:46,733 A relationship, a couple, has already been conceived and born. 1387 01:40:47,825 --> 01:40:50,862 Today is a... a grown-up moment. 1388 01:40:51,745 --> 01:40:53,204 Arrangements have been made, 1389 01:40:53,372 --> 01:40:55,447 promises before witnesses, 1390 01:40:57,250 --> 01:41:00,618 a commitment to negotiating life together. 1391 01:41:03,338 --> 01:41:06,589 Inevitably there has been pain... 1392 01:41:08,092 --> 01:41:10,003 was well as joy. 1393 01:41:10,178 --> 01:41:14,258 And there will be new joys and... and new pains. 1394 01:41:15,390 --> 01:41:19,684 And in the future, from time to time, 1395 01:41:20,728 --> 01:41:22,804 the relationship, the couple, 1396 01:41:22,980 --> 01:41:27,310 will need to be reviewed, to be reconceived and reborn. 1397 01:41:27,942 --> 01:41:31,109 Coming back together. Rejoining. 1398 01:41:32,446 --> 01:41:34,771 A new togetherness. 1399 01:41:35,908 --> 01:41:38,280 - But worth the effort. - (ripple of laughter) 1400 01:41:38,451 --> 01:41:44,288 So, please...raise your glasses and make a toast. 1401 01:41:45,874 --> 01:41:47,534 Vive la difference. 1402 01:41:47,709 --> 01:41:49,500 (Others) Vive la difference! 1403 01:41:49,669 --> 01:41:51,543 Vive la vie. 1404 01:41:51,712 --> 01:41:52,792 (Others) Vive la vie. 1405 01:41:52,964 --> 01:41:54,292 Vive l�amour! 1406 01:41:54,465 --> 01:41:56,042 - (chuckling) - Vive l�amour. 1407 01:41:56,216 --> 01:41:57,414 All right, Dad. 1408 01:41:58,760 --> 01:42:00,800 Thank you, Dad. 1409 01:42:26,784 --> 01:42:28,824 (children's voices outside) 1410 01:42:43,672 --> 01:42:45,749 (Jenny) Er...have you seen my fags? 1411 01:42:45,925 --> 01:42:47,966 I left them here last night. 1412 01:42:50,428 --> 01:42:51,887 (Zoe) Tea? Anyone for tea? 1413 01:42:52,054 --> 01:42:53,846 - Oh, I'd love one. I'm... - No, thanks. 1414 01:42:54,015 --> 01:42:55,722 No? OK. 1415 01:42:55,891 --> 01:42:57,268 Yeah, what's wrong with you? 1416 01:43:32,756 --> 01:43:35,626 I mean, if they had a bit of animal print, then maybe I could vibe, but... 1417 01:43:35,801 --> 01:43:37,840 What if they were in purple? 1418 01:43:38,427 --> 01:43:41,132 OK, you know when my birthday is, so... 1419 01:43:41,930 --> 01:43:43,388 (chuckling) 1420 01:43:46,184 --> 01:43:47,465 (gasps) 1421 01:45:23,600 --> 01:45:25,639 (voices in background) 1422 01:45:28,770 --> 01:45:30,811 (door opens) 1423 01:45:38,070 --> 01:45:40,111 . Hey- . Hey- 1424 01:45:45,076 --> 01:45:46,487 Do you want a drink? 1425 01:45:46,660 --> 01:45:47,989 Er...yeah. 1426 01:45:48,162 --> 01:45:49,988 Can I have a black coffee? 1427 01:45:50,163 --> 01:45:51,659 - D-Do you want... - No, I have one. 1428 01:45:51,832 --> 01:45:52,947 Thanks. 1429 01:45:56,127 --> 01:45:58,997 - How are you? - Er...yeah, I'm good. 1430 01:45:59,171 --> 01:46:01,128 - Yeah. How about you? - Good. 1431 01:46:04,468 --> 01:46:05,713 (chuckles) 1432 01:46:06,719 --> 01:46:09,093 - Your hair is shorter. - Oh, yeah. 1433 01:46:09,263 --> 01:46:11,220 I got it cut for a job interview. 1434 01:46:11,390 --> 01:46:13,016 How did it go? 1435 01:46:13,184 --> 01:46:14,465 It went good. 1436 01:46:14,643 --> 01:46:16,184 I think so. Yeah. 1437 01:46:17,020 --> 01:46:18,562 - Hard to tell, huh? - Yeah. 1438 01:46:18,730 --> 01:46:20,307 Yeah, you never know. 1439 01:46:23,525 --> 01:46:25,269 Where have you been living? 1440 01:46:25,443 --> 01:46:30,438 Er...I've just been sort of sofa-surfing at various friends' places and then... 1441 01:46:32,241 --> 01:46:33,699 And now I'm at my dad's. 1442 01:46:33,867 --> 01:46:35,493 How is he? 1443 01:46:35,661 --> 01:46:38,449 He's well. Yeah. Yeah. 1444 01:46:43,167 --> 01:46:44,792 I miss him. 1445 01:46:50,256 --> 01:46:52,083 (sighs) 1446 01:46:52,258 --> 01:46:54,582 And how about you? How's everything with you? 1447 01:46:54,760 --> 01:46:56,800 Thanks. (sniffs) 1448 01:47:01,891 --> 01:47:03,847 (whispers) I miss you. 1449 01:47:05,144 --> 01:47:07,100 Elena, don't. 1450 01:47:08,814 --> 01:47:10,806 - What are we doing? - What do you mean? 1451 01:47:10,982 --> 01:47:13,651 (tearful) I feel so lost. 1452 01:47:17,446 --> 01:47:19,356 I said when I left, I wasn't gonna come back. 1453 01:47:19,531 --> 01:47:20,776 - I said that. - I know, I know. 1454 01:47:20,949 --> 01:47:23,274 - Why? Why not? - Because we broke up, El. 1455 01:47:23,451 --> 01:47:26,453 Because I've been living my life like we weren't together, OK? 1456 01:47:26,620 --> 01:47:29,407 - Are you in love with someone else? - No. 1457 01:47:29,581 --> 01:47:30,779 (scoffs) 1458 01:47:33,042 --> 01:47:34,703 (he sighs) 1459 01:47:37,629 --> 01:47:41,046 We could spend our whole life just looking for what we had. 1460 01:47:43,009 --> 01:47:44,717 - I've gotta go. - No, what? No, wait, wait. 1461 01:47:44,885 --> 01:47:48,136 - I've got a meeting. Honestly. - OK. just stay here a second 1462 01:47:48,305 --> 01:47:49,763 - and talk to me. - I'm really late. 1463 01:47:49,931 --> 01:47:51,972 just finish the coffee, please. 1464 01:47:58,188 --> 01:48:01,023 OK, so what? What, then? What now? (sniffs) 1465 01:48:01,191 --> 01:48:02,935 What do we do? 1466 01:48:03,109 --> 01:48:05,979 We don't see each other ever again? Huh? 1467 01:48:12,951 --> 01:48:18,289 Joke, you said before, and you were right, but I couldn't see that. 1468 01:48:18,456 --> 01:48:20,781 But you were right. And I can see that now. 1469 01:48:22,251 --> 01:48:24,290 We already were a family. 1470 01:48:25,629 --> 01:48:27,254 (sniffs) 1471 01:48:29,006 --> 01:48:31,047 I don't want to lose my family. 1472 01:48:33,886 --> 01:48:35,926 - I've got to go. - No, no, just stay. 1473 01:48:39,348 --> 01:48:40,464 (she sniffles) 1474 01:48:47,189 --> 01:48:49,145 (door shuts) 1475 01:49:23,635 --> 01:49:25,676 You all right, Jake? 1476 01:49:28,556 --> 01:49:29,933 (sniffs) 1477 01:49:42,235 --> 01:49:44,061 We were like you and Mum. 1478 01:49:44,236 --> 01:49:45,315 (sniffs) 1479 01:49:45,487 --> 01:49:47,030 How do you mean? 1480 01:49:47,197 --> 01:49:48,988 We were perfect. 1481 01:49:49,157 --> 01:49:51,198 (Andrew sighs and chuckles) 1482 01:49:56,247 --> 01:49:57,907 Why are you smiling? 1483 01:49:58,581 --> 01:50:00,622 Because your mother and me were not perfect. 1484 01:50:00,792 --> 01:50:02,867 Not by any stretch of the imagination. 1485 01:50:05,046 --> 01:50:07,501 - You never even argued. - (scoffs) Oh, we did. 1486 01:50:08,549 --> 01:50:10,339 I never heard you. 1487 01:50:10,508 --> 01:50:12,170 We'd do it when you were in bed. 1488 01:50:12,344 --> 01:50:15,629 We'd yell at each other in the kitchen in very angry whispers. 1489 01:50:15,804 --> 01:50:16,921 (chuckles) 1490 01:50:17,098 --> 01:50:19,766 And then your mum wouldn't speck to me for days. 1491 01:50:20,559 --> 01:50:24,010 She was an expert at long, punishing silences. 1492 01:50:24,854 --> 01:50:26,100 (chuckles) 1493 01:50:27,356 --> 01:50:30,358 (sighs) Really, Jake, everyone has tough times. 1494 01:50:30,526 --> 01:50:31,937 We had our bad times. 1495 01:50:32,110 --> 01:50:34,684 That's... That's just the way it is. 1496 01:50:38,783 --> 01:50:40,822 This is different. 1497 01:50:42,619 --> 01:50:44,077 OK. 1498 01:50:54,505 --> 01:50:56,544 I don't know how we'd get back. 1499 01:50:58,257 --> 01:51:00,002 Back to what? 1500 01:51:00,593 --> 01:51:03,214 To what we were. (sighs) 1501 01:51:03,387 --> 01:51:05,462 Jake, it doesn't work like that. 1502 01:51:05,638 --> 01:51:07,715 You can only go forwards. 1503 01:51:08,391 --> 01:51:09,553 That's life - 1504 01:51:09,725 --> 01:51:12,264 the beauty and the tragedy. 1505 01:51:16,773 --> 01:51:19,311 Jake, your mum died when she was 38. 1506 01:51:19,483 --> 01:51:22,271 There's nothing perfect about that, nothing at all. 1507 01:51:28,867 --> 01:51:30,907 Do you still love her? 1508 01:51:35,914 --> 01:51:37,373 Yeah. 1509 01:51:39,000 --> 01:51:42,950 And what if you're never able to have children together? 109639

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