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Clap your hands, make some noise!

Make some noise, everybody!

Louder!

And now, my international friends,

here she is, the one and only, the most badass, the most unshakable!

The most amazing of all!

Silvanelly!

Good evening, everyone!

Good evening!

Guys, am I looking good today?

I see there are a lot of people here who aren't from Cear�, right?

You can tell by the small heads, right?

You there, sweetie. Yeah, you, cutie. Where are you from?

- Bras�lia. - Bras�lia?

Out on parole, huh?

Where's your ankle monitor? You know you can't take it off, right?

And you, darling. Where you from?

- Rio de Janeiro. - Speak up, I didn't catch that.

- Rio de Janeiro! - Oh, Rio de Janeiro!

Are you here on vacation or planning a kidnapping?

If you liked it, clap your hands, we're just getting started!

More applause!

THE CLOWN'S DAUGHTER

Come on in.

Hi, Joana.

How's it going?

Hey.

I thought you'd get here early to catch the show.

Couldn't make it. Just got here.

And your mom?

She's already gone.

I'll just grab my stuff so we can go.

Okay?

This belt's got a little trick, look.

Like this.

Make yourself at home.

Okay.

I'll whip up something for us to eat. Any suggestions?

I did some shopping,

but I wasn't sure what you like.

If you need anything, we can hit the supermarket tomorrow.

No need. I've already eaten.

I'm gonna take a shower.

Okay.

Honey, don't forget to keep in touch, okay?

Sometimes the cell reception here is spotty,

but I'll be keeping an eye on it.

Kisses. Love you.

Hey, Mom. Everything's fine.

Don't worry. Enjoy your trip. Kisses.

Joana...

I wanted to tell you that...

Look...

these...

I know it's been a long time since we've...

since we really saw each other and...

My daughter...

I... I have so much to tell you and...

I know it's been a while since we last saw each other and...

But...

My sweetie...

My sweetie...

My sweetie...

Hey, Cec�lia. Chill, okay? Just do it like we planned.

Call me if you need anything. Kisses.

Good morning.

Hey, slept well?

I'll get your breakfast ready.

No need. Actually, want some?

I don't usually eat at this hour. Can't do it.

What do you want to do later?

I need to stop by my school. Can you take me?

Sure. I'll just finish up here and get ready to go.

Okay, cool.

Wait for me here, be right back.

- I'll come with you. - No need.

[THE SHIRT] SMILE, HAPPINESS LOOKS BEAUTIFUL ON YOU

Hey, Joana. I'm at the school looking everywhere for you.

Where are you, sweetie?

Hey, sir. No smoking on school grounds.

Sorry, Sister.

- Waiting for someone? Need help? - Yes, Sister.

Renato?

- Hey, Joana. - Hey, Sister. Let's go, Renato.

Did everything go well with your transfer?

Yes, Sister. It did.

I'll miss you a lot.

I'll too, Sister.

Thank you, Sister.

Joana, I wanted to tell you that...

I need to grab something nearby.

Wanna come with me?

Sure.

I'll need some help. Come with me?

Leave it here.

I'll move these things out.

And we'll put it on top.

Just a little more.

Slowly, slowly.

Do you want to watch something?

I don't think it's a smart TV, is it?

No, but the DVD player works.

Look.

I'll set it up here.

You can pick a movie for us to watch together.

Pick one for yourself.

I need to check something on my phone.

The other day I was...

Hey, hey, hey, lady.

Hey, lady. You there. Dressed like a blue chicken.

Hey, you. Yeah, you.

Lady, send a message to get this boy off his phone.

Oh, immoral vice. Always glued to the phone.

Oh, that vice is ugly, isn't it, folks?

This whole "face-crook" thing.

"Insta-cram"

WhatsApp, TikTok. Nope.

I have a nephew so addicted to this stuff...

First, the boy is a little devil.

Think of a mischievous kid.

The boy is so mischievous that we call him Junior Satan.

Also he's addicted to social media.

He spends all day on this social media stuff.

My cousin, has tried everything to get him to quit.

There's no way to break the addiction.

So the pastor came to the poor girl's rescue and said:

"Hey Marivalda."

"Bring the boy here and I'll sort him out."

Because the blood of Jesus is powerful.

Marivalda, being very obedient, took the boy there.

The pastor tried everything.

Did an exorcism. Threw the boy to one side.

Threw the boy to the other side.

Then he asked.

"Geneilso, do you accept Jesus?"

The boy was crouching in fear.

Terrified.

Looked up.

"Say it, Geneilso, do you accept Jesus?"

And the boy said:

"If he adds me, I do."

Who liked, clap your hands!

Patricia Birth, donkey's teeth...

The song was longer. I just focused on this part.

Because that's how nicknames go.

The more you hate the nickname, the more it sticks.

That's how it works.

I went through a lot of bullying. I still suffer today.

When I go to the dentist, I pay an extra fee.

For danger pay.

The tooth fairy still owes me to this day.

It's a beautiful apartment by the seaside.

My friends, they didn't like sharing secrets, you know?

They were afraid I'd spill the beans.

If one day, folks,

I want to seize an opportunity tooth and nail

I need to put on a fake nail to balance things out...

Aren't you going up?

I can't sleep at this hour.

I'm going for a walk.

Don't be scared, okay?

Can you take this for me?

There's also this suitcase here.

Thanks.

Be right back.

Come over here, unbeatable deal!

Buying two imported products, you get a free moisturizer.

Come on, come on, don't miss out on this deal...

Hey, Renato, how are you? Long time no see!

Hey, Luana, all good?

Who's this pretty girl?

- My daughter. - Your daughter?

Isn't she cute?

- Does she look like me? - No, she doesn't.

I'm kidding.

- And what's your name? - Joana.

Joana!

Let's get something really nice for you, Joana!

We're here to check something.

We have a amazing lipstick that just arrived.

It'll go great with your skin tone.

Go with her. Pick whatever you want.

Try this one now.

This brand is very good. Great staying power.

It is.

Go ahead, Joana, don't worry.

Looks beautiful.

Renato, that golden spray has arrived. Wanna take a look?

I was about to ask. Yes, I do

Some new lipsticks arrived too, eyeliners...

I still have eyeliners...

My mom would never let me have fried pastry for lunch.

I won't tell her.

I can't believe your mom let you spend these days with me.

See that building over there?

It was a movie theater

I used to come here with my dad when I was a kid.

Do you miss him?

The movie theater?

No, your dad.

Actually I used to feel a lot of anger.

Maybe with time I'll just feel the missing part.

What do you mean?

It's that...

My dad stopped talking to me when he found out I wasn't what he wanted.

Sometimes parents are different from what we want too.

Good evening, everyone!

Guys, I'm gonna ask you something.

I visited my dad yesterday, that old grump.

Think of a rude man.

The man is so rude, so rude

that my mom had to leave him

because of the shame he made her feel with him.

Just to give you an idea.

One day we had some rats in the house.

Rats this big.

They were licking their chops, greedy creatures.

Rats this big My mom was scared to death and said:

My dear,

please, when you can, go buy some rat poison.

Then before the old grump left, she said:

"but you have to be kind to people, okay?"

Take some drops of this herbal to calm yourself down.

The old grump took his drops and went, trying hard to fulfill the request.

He got there, even smiled at the shopkeeper

and said: "Good morning, do you have any rat poison?"

The shopkeeper, with the best intentions, said:

"Yes, we do. Do you want to take it?"

Here we go...

At that moment the old grump started turning bright red, writhing,

to try to give a polite response for the guy at the store.

And he said:

"No, I'm not taking it. I'm bringing the rats here to eat it

son of a bitch..."

Who liked it, clap your hands!

I'll get ready for us to leave, okay?

Today I need a drink.

I'll drop you home and go for a drink, okay?

No, I'm going with you.

I want to go with you.

Hey Fred, how are you there, honey?

Can I get a drink here?

Good evening.

Good evening.

You are the strangest couple I've seen here.

And I've seen many strange couples here.

She's my daughter.

You bring your dad to a bar like this, girl?

What is this?

The flyer for my play.

The play opens this weekend.

You guys need to go watch it.

- Do you come here often? - Sometimes.

Are you an actor, brother?

I used to be.

You used to be?

An actor never stops being an actor.

Were you an actor, like him?

Like him how?

That kind of wild actor...

who goes around handing out flyers...

When I was younger, I was definitely wild.

We formed a theater group.

Your mom was even part of it in the beginning.

We'd go around the city, handing out flyers...

Causing a big fuss.

It was fun, but no one came to the plays.

There were a lot of people at your show today.

Yeah, but...

What I do today is completely different.

I make money telling jokes to tourists.

There are always tourists in this city.

Is that why you do comedy?

Because of the cash?

No, no.

Actually, not at all.

I do it for many other reasons.

Your character is kind of flashy, isn't she?

It started because of you, you know?

Really?

Yeah, you were a very fussy baby.

So I had to keep coming up with things to distract you.

One time when I was home alone

Oh man, you wouldn't stop crying.

I had done everything and nothing worked.

So I went to your mom's closet, grabbed a dress,

put on the dress, took her makeup and painted myself up.

Then I started doing funny voices

and you calmed down and even smiled.

After a while, I...

brought back that character who made you stop crying.

And you?

What do you plan to do with your life?

I don't really know.

I feel like I need to get out and explore new places.

I thought about working on those cruises that go around the world, you know?

Or having a band.

Even though I can't play any instruments.

I tried, but I'm terrible.

I hope this guy who made me wake up at this hour

is at least cute.

Go ahead. I'll call you to pick me up later.

Are his parents home? Shouldn't I go in with you?

No, it's fine.

I'll call you later, go ahead.

Hey, Joana!

- I thought you weren't coming. - And I thought it was just us.

It was supposed to be. But I invited everyone.

Why?

- Because I thought you�d like it more. - No, John...

I would have liked it more if it was just you and me.

Can't understand you, man. Seriously.

You were the one who said you didn't want to date me.

- So what? - Yeah, so what?

- Joana, come in the pool, it's great!! - No, not now. Thanks.

We're gonna miss our turn. Let's go, John.

John...

Let's go, John.

You know it's not like that.

Let's go.

I can't believe it.

Seriously?

Whatever.

That sucks.

Need an Uber, ma'am?

Seriously.

What happened?

The other day I was telling my cousin,

"Girl, you're pretty, get yourself a man."

I said, look, it can be any type of man.

Just not that "Horoscope Man" type.

Then my cousin said: "What the hell is Horoscope Man?"

Is that type of man who always says

what you shouldn't do and everything goes wrong.

What a lame joke.

Then I told her,

Girl, you're thrifty, you need to find

a man like a trunk fridge.

A man who just needs a trunk full of beer to take anywhere.

Goal!

Damn it!

I told her, girl, can be any man.

Just not that type of man who spends two hours

watching 22 guys running back and forth after a ball.

Shut up, fag!

I told her, it can be any man, just not that type of man

"vacation man", who is never long enough, you know?

Hey, hey! How much do I need to pay for that fag to shut up?

Fuck off, asshole!

Damn!

Hey, waiter, this kid here ran away from the playground.

Joana, my sweetie! Calm down, calm down.

Asshole!

I'm not performing at this place anymore.

Sorry for the mess.

You don't have to apologize, my love.

You did great, Joana.

It was great seeing that jerk all wet.

Friend, I hate to be the bearer of bad news,

but... John posted a picture with Manu.

It looks like they kissed that day

and now they're dating.

He's really over you.

He doesn't give a crap about you.

But he's not worth it either.

What's wrong?

What's wrong, my love?

I don't know what's happening.

But whatever it is,

it'll pass.

Okay?

One more.

It'll pass.

What is happening here?

Pull me!

I'm pulling you.

Guys, are you okay?

I'm fine.

Guys, look...

Short run of the play En Passant.

En Passant!

Next Thursday, seven o'clock, at the Basement Theater.

Go watch it, and please don't go alone for God's sake!

Because we need your support!

Here, my dear.

Here.

And read and keep it.

Keep it to yourself.

Keep it for your brother-in-law, please!

You already smoke!

Do you have a lighter?

If I were you two, I'd go see the play.

Not just because we're in it, the play is awesome.

We're in

Sick, sweetie!

Sick!

Brought us a little something to drink.

Hold on, wait.

Hold this.

I want some too.

Are you sure?

Sure?

Well, if dad says it's okay, what can clowns say, right?

Everyone in my class has already had some.

So swallow, swallow,

drink it all, it's good for the throat,

for the soul.

It cures everything.

Shall we toast?

To this meeting,

the play that's about to open,

what else? To our Lady.

To love.

To love.

Cheers.

Suddenly, I had a desire to be forever

But no

I feel like something is slipping away

Slipping away

Something nameless

Everything passes

I need to save everything

Save yourself

It's already something.

This is one of the scenes from the play.

Everything, right? Everything, right?

Wonderful!

And that's it.

I came from Juazeiro,

finished college,

things kept coming up,

and I stayed.

And you?

What's your story?

My story...

is like a lot of people who didn't make it.

So what do you do for a living?

I managed to find a way to make a living.

Alright.

Doing what?

Comedy.

But we all do comedy, right?

I have a character for a comedy show.

Cool.

Damn!

Damn, man!

I suspected it was you from the start.

I've seen several of your shows.

Damn, man!

Check it out.

Because the clown

Paints his face to live

The world has always been A one-of-a-kind circus

Where everyone Plays good or bad

Wow! I'm getting chills here!

Very beautiful.

Your work is so beautiful.

So, you're an actor.

Hey, Nelson. Let's go, time to sleep?

What's up, Fred?

This guy here is hiding his skills.

You just found out now, huh?

- Do you really have to close? - It's time. I'm already tired.

Do you think I look like a clown?

Sometimes yes, sometimes no.

Grab the glass, bro. Thanks, man.

And you? Where's your drink?

Look here.

- Good night, everyone. - Cool, man.

All around shines so beautifully

Sun of April, blossoming forest

But the black bird Blind in his eyes

Not seeing the light, sings for pain

But the black bird Blind in his eyes

Not seeing the light, sings for pain

Black bird, my singing

Is as sad as yours

Someone stole my love too

Who was the light of my eyes

Someone stole my love too

Who was the light of my eyes

I live so close to the beach, but haven't been here in ages.

Don't you like the beach?

It's not that. It's just that the beach reminds me...

Diogo?

How do you know?

I know Diogo is the guy who made you leave my mom.

Diogo loved the beach.

We used to live here.

And what happened?

It was a blazing passion.

I had never felt that before.

If there's such a thing as a soulmate, the right person, it was Diogo.

Where is he?

The care he had for me, he didn't have for himself.

He was a wild spirit, loved speed.

When he was on that motorcycle, nothing else existed.

And then...

Everything has a price, right?

One night there was a truck parked in the way

with its lights off.

It was instantaneous.

I didn't even have time to be mad at him for leaving me.

Has it been a long time?

About two years.

I never told this to anyone.

Come on, let's take another dip in the sea.

It's really flashy, isn't it?

It's to shine, my love.

If we're in a hole, we have to shine, right?

Help me out here?

I'll put on the wig.

So, how is it?

It's "disgusting".

Why?

Means it's beautiful.

There's a place I want to show you.

I think you'll like it.

Can we just stop by somewhere first?

Sure.

What are we doing here?

Can I get something from your bag?

Sure.

Keep the car running, okay?

JOHN KISSES BADLY

What was that all about?

John kisses badly!

John kisses badly!

John kisses badly!

This place is really cool, huh?

Isn't it?

And is he really a bad kisser?

Well...

More or less.

Not one of the best.

Says the expert, huh?

But...

I liked him.

I didn't want it to end like this.

I wanted to keep a good memory.

Why didn't it work out?

I don't know.

Next year we'll be far apart.

It doesn't work like this.

It's all just because of school?

That's not the end of the world.

You teenagers are so dramatic.

And you?

Did you love my mom?

Yes, I do.

Like you loved Diogo?

Diogo was something different.

She thinks you're a coward.

She doesn't talk much about that time, but...

She thinks you're a coward.

Joana...

I was very young.

It was very confusing.

I know it must have been very hard for her.

I know it must have been hard for you too.

Can I smoke with you?

Let's leave it for another day, okay?

You've had too much emotion for today, huh?

You're as square as the other dads.

Oh, you noticed?

I'm trying, you know?

Do you know this singer?

No.

I listened to this album a lot.

Around the time you were born.

Your mom loved it.

Let me play it for us.

Whoa!

Good morning, miss.

Good morning.

Wow, that smells good!

If comedy doesn't work out, you can be a chef.

Taste this and see if it has enough salt.

Whoa, is it that bad?

Is this shrimp?

What's wrong, Joana?

Take me to the hospital.

- What's wrong, Joana? - Take me to the hospital now!

I didn't know you were allergic.

I'll be fine.

We're almost at the hospital.

She is having an allergic reaction and can't breathe.

Gustavo!

Sir, you need to fill out her form.

I need to stay with her.

It's mandatory procedure.

- What's the patient's name? - It's Joana Souza Lopes.

What health insurance?

Just a minute.

Is she on any medication right now?

I don't know.

Is she taking any medication regularly or for a specific treatment?

Does she have any allergies to any medication?

I don't know.

I know you are very nervous, but it's very important to remember.

I don't know, miss. I can't answer that.

I can't leave my daughter alone. I have to stay with her.

We'll deal with this later.

Sir, please.

Are you sure you're really okay?

If you need anything, I can get it.

I'm fine. I've had this before.

Are you sure?

Then I think I'll go rest for a bit after all this.

Alright.

Do you mind if I light up?

Why would I care?

Because you're downwind.

It's fine.

Nice to meet you.

Tita.

Joana.

Joana!

Joana, are you crazy?

Why didn't you tell me you were going out?

What's with the stress, dude?

None ya! She's my daughter.

Dad!

Let's go home, Joana. Come on.

Come on, Joana.

Go!

What were you thinking, Joana?

Going out without telling anyone, no phone. I was worried.

Why the fuss? I was right here.

I was coming back.

Going to the beach after feeling unwell?

And talking to strangers?

You were very irresponsible, Joana.

You know about responsibility, right?

Things don't always go as we want.

I didn't plan on falling in love with a man.

Leaving a wife and young daughter behind.

I distanced myself to respect your mother's grief.

And have you been respecting my mother's grief all this time?

Damn it!

You abandoned me!

Showing up once or twice a year like that makes you my father!

You're really a coward.

I used to tell my friends you were dead.

Better to have a dead dad than one who abandons you.

Life took a different turn.

I couldn't be the father you needed.

Gay, crazy, druggie, I didn't care!

I just needed a dad!

Looks like I'll still need one, right?

You know what? It was a mistake coming here.

- I'm leaving. - Joana.

Wait, Joana. Sweetie.

Sweetie.

Wait. Don't go.

Stay, my sweetie.

It would be so good to have you in my life.

Give me another chance.

I urgently need to be myself.

Even though I don't know what that means.

You make me be honest.

It's not me.

It's the early morning.

I feel a tear forming in my eye, wanting to fall.

Oh my God. I want to cry.

No, I want to scream. No, I don't want any of this.

I feel a tear forming in my eye, wanting to fall.

What is this, my God?

Is it life?

No.

I made plans for life.

What perfection.

You know time?

Time doesn't exist.

What's passing is not time.

What's passing is us.

I've been reminded that I have a life to take care of.

But now, you remembered that I die.

Do you always cry?

No.

Only sometimes.

Sometimes I die.

Inside.

And that's when I want to die.

Screaming.

Have you ever seen a dead person?

Once I saw a dead person's face and I froze.

I turned as pale as wax.

I don't like death.

Who will remember this face?

I'm terrified of everything I'm thinking right now.

Please.

Talk about my face.

Talk so I don't forget.

Your face looks strange.

It's not an easy face.

Huh?

It's like something's missing from it.

Your face looks incomplete.

What?

I don't know.

I always thought my face incomplete.

I was born like this. This unfinished thing.

Oh my God.

Look here.

Make me stop thinking before it's too late.

I don't know if anyone here recently ended a relationship,

but when it was 365 days since I ended mine,

I wrote this song.

Getting a drink. Want anything?

No, no. Thanks.

And you smoking three in the morning in the living room.

Showing what you like to hear.

Asking to stay. And I'm saying this is my last stop

at the place I want to get to...

It's been more than 365 days Without seeing you

Men and women loved me more And better than you

I don't see you blossoming

I only see you going backward

I can love you, boy But I love myself

It's been more than 365 days Without seeing you

Men and women loved me more And better than you

And better

Than you

- Its "disgusting". - "Disgusting".

I drank a lot.

I'm just getting started.

The next stop is at Caribe Bar, okay?

It's just the last round.

The next stop is home.

- Where do you live? - Future Beach.

Alright. Heading to Future Beach.

I think he's going to wake up with a huge hangover.

He will.

Funny.

I don't think he seems like a dad.

Is he really your dad?

Look...

what do you think?

Let me see.

Wow!

What's with that little mustache?

I prefer how he looks today.

Yeah.

I also prefer him today.

There's beer, vodka, cacha�a.

There's cacha�a, there's cacha�a.

There's no food, I think.

And I drink a lot and still don't get drunk, you know?

Joana, no more drinking today, okay?

Alright. Good night.

Good night.

Joana!

Renato!

Renato!

Is Joana here?

They're still sleeping.

Where is she?

She's in the room.

You can go in.

Joana!

Joana!

- Come on. - Mom!

Let's go home.

Cristina!

Get your things. Your phone, your shoes.

What's this, Cristina?

Come on, Joana!

Cristina, wait!

Come on, Joana. Let's go, hurry up.

Come now.

Wait, Cristina. What's going on?

She told me she was spending these days at a schoolmate's house.

Mom, I needed to do this.

Calm down. Let's talk.

I found out she lied when I called her friend's mom.

Do you know how I felt?

Do you have any idea how I felt?

No, you have no idea.

- Wait, Cristina. - Now!

It doesn't have to be like this.

Cristina, wait a minute.

Come down, Joana.

Cristina...

Thanks for letting me come up.

I need to see Joana.

But today is Christmas?

Not now, Renato.

Today she's going to stay home and have a good talk with me.

Another day, you can come to say goodbye to her if you want.

What do you mean, say goodbye?

She didn't tell you?

What?

- Tell me. What's this about? - We're moving.

We're going to Goi�nia.

We're leaving at the end of the week.

What do you mean?

You can't do this.

This was decided months ago, Renato.

Shows how out of touch you are with your daughter's life.

Things have changed.

We've been together these days...

Let's leave things as they always were?

This can't happen, Cristina.

And I need to talk to Joana. Where is she? Joana!

Renato, Joana is complicated, impulsive.

She's like you in some ways.

Because I'm her father, right?

Father?

You think you can become a father overnight, Renato?

Get real, man! Damn!

I always took care of her alone.

Damn!

I know it was a mistake I wasn't present in her life.

Yes, it was your mistake.

It's been 14 years of losses already.

Joana is a teenager now. It's a difficult phase.

I need to be present.

You think there was any easy phase?

You have no idea what it means to be a father.

You want to be present, right?

And what will you do?

Will you take Joana to live with you?

Will you wake her up early to take her to school?

Will you get her English classes? Look after her health?"

Will you adapt your whole life to hers?

- Let me at least talk to her... - No!

She's grounded.

That's one of the things parents need to do. Educate.

Goodbye, Renato.

Come back another day to talk to her.

I'm tired of waiting

Time makes promises and I'll

I've been wandering around, I know

Because I miss you

Because everyone needs someone

And I need you

To walk with me

And to understand me

Can I come in?

Can I have my phone back?

You can.

Are you sure you're leaving this behind?

I have to choose what to take, right?

You can take whatever you want, sweetie.

We'll figure it out.

We always do, right?

We always do.

It's "disgusting".

Here she is, the one and only, the most badass, the most unshakable!

The most amazing of all!

Silvanelly!

Going to sing?

Start, everyone came to see your show.

Don't be like that.

Start! Start! Start!

Yesterday I saw you

You looked so beautiful

So much

I want my money back!

I want my money back!

The look of someone who's happy.

Someone who's content with life.

I don't know...

But something didn't convince me

And still pretends Not to care about me

Sweetie!

But you don't fool me

I know you're still into me

Tell me why do it like this

You can have time to think

And an eternity to regret

It's obvious, you can see it in your eyes

You're really missing me

It's crazy not to listen to the heart

This way we ask to suffer

I don't want to see you lonely

You're really missing me

My sweetie!

SILVANELLY IS INSPIRED BY THE CHARACTER RAIMUNDINHO,

PLAYED FOR OVER 30 YEARS BY ACTOR PAULO DIOGENES.