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RACHEL (VOICE-OVER): I want
to be a light, but it feels so dark.
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It's like...
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I have a heavy heart
and this burden on my back.
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There's something in me
that makes me want to cry...
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...and I don't even know what it is.
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(BLOWS)
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(HELICOPTER BLADES WHIRRING)
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NEWSMAN: America and the world mourns,
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as the biggest school shooting
in U.S. history
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took place today at Columbine High School.
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- (INDISTINCT RADIO CHATTER)
- According to reports,
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two gunmen came in shooting, and began
working their way through the school.
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What police and everyone else
are looking for now is a reason
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for the violence
that tore this quiet school
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and suburban neighborhood apart
just weeks before graduation.
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(SIREN BLARING)
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(MUFFLED, ECHOING BOOM FADES TO SILENCE)
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(ZIPPER CLOSES)
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(DOOR CLOSES)
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Rach, it's okay.
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- Just try and get some sleep.
- (DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES)
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(ENGINE STARTS)
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Are they getting a divorce?
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Mom? Can you pay for my car insurance?
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- You said you would.
- Um...
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Yeah, I don't know yet.
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It's really expensive, Bethanie.
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Unbelievable. This is so lame.
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Oh, you know what? I picked up
some extra houses to clean,
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so I'm gonna need your help
with the kids tomorrow.
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I'm not their mother.
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(CHILD SHOUTING IN DISTANCE)
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MOTHER (VOICE-OVER): Okay, guys, now
that your dad doesn't live here anymore,
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we're not going to have
as much as we used to.
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So each morning, we're going
to pray for what we need. Okay?
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Okay.
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(TAKES DEEP BREATH)
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Dear Jesus, thank you
for these precious children. (SIGHS)
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You tell us to come to you
for the things that we need.
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So, Lord, I pray for gas money
to get to work.
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GIRL: I pray for cute clothes for school.
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And car insurance for Bethanie.
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And lots of stuffed animals.
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Amen.
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(KIDS LAUGHING)
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(GIRLS LAUGHING NEARBY)
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GIRL (LAUGHS): Congratulations!
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- I saw you got the lead!
- BOY: Thank you! I did!
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- (INDISTINCT CHATTER)
- BOY 2: Congrats!
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Thanks, man, I appreciate it.
I'm excited, honestly.
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- It only took me three years, so...
- GIRL: Yeah.
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RACHEL (VOICE-OVER):
This just proves that no one notices me.
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Everybody treats me like I'm 14.
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So you didn't get the lead
in the school play.
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Who cares? You're just a sophomore.
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Uh, Alex was a sophomore when
he got his first lead role.
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- It's true.
- I know. He doesn't even know my name.
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And Mrs. Diaz said she's gonna
let him write the play next year.
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Well... I know Alex a little.
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I mean, he was the only boy in
my dance class when we were kids.
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He's pretty hot. Mm-hmm.
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- For a drama guy.
- Not exactly my type.
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We both love acting.
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He would be perfect for me.
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I could see that.
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I just want a real boyfriend.
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You know, guys never think of me that way.
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Well, let's change that.
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I'll get him to notice you.
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But first, you have
to stop wearing these hats
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that you've been wearing
since the fourth grade.
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- Look at me.
- Thank you.
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He probably wouldn't like me anyway, so...
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Don't say that.
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Now, just let me work my magic,
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and I'll see if I can arrange
for something this weekend.
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You're the best, Maddy.
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- Don't call me that.
- Ooh...!
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Stop it! I hate it! God!
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Now, I'm gonna do the best that I can do,
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but I need you to make sure that he
doesn't just see you as a friend,
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- if you know what I mean.
- Got it.
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(GROWLS)
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Totally.
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- Don't ever do that in front of him.
- I was kidding.
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- Ever. (LAUGHING)
- That was bad.
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GIRL (OUTSIDE): Come on,
the guys are already there.
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER OUTSIDE)
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GIRL 2: Unless your mom has
a crystal ball, no one's gonna find out.
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- Yoo-hoo. Yoo-hoo.
- (LAUGHTER)
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- We've got liquid courage.
- (WHISPERS): Rachel!
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Come on.
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DANA: Rachel.
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I can hear them from my room.
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You know Mom's gonna bust you.
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Well, don't say anything.
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I'm not gonna lie for you again.
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Come on, Dana.
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Don't be such a goody-goody.
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(SIGHS)
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This night could be huge for me.
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(SIGHS) Fine.
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Thanks. I owe you one. Seriously.
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- Rachel!
- It's gonna be kind of weird
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hanging out with drama guys.
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# In the aftermath #
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# My music in my... #
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(IMITATES BIRD): Ca-caw! Ca-caw!
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(LAUGHTER)
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Well, that's what he asked me to do.
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I think it's kind of cool.
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Thank you.
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BOY: Welcome, ladies.
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The pool is open exclusively
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- for our personal guests.
- Don't get too nutty,
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'cause we're not technically
supposed to be here.
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Well, this is Celine,
and this is Gabby, and Rachel.
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Alex, you two
should get to know each other.
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Have we met before?
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I think she tried out for the play.
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- Villager number four.
- That's it, yeah.
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ALEX: Well, come on in.
The water's warm, and...
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- we have drinks.
- So do we.
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(LAUGHTER)
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# La, la, la, la-la... #
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(LAUGHTER NEARBY)
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I think I'm gonna go check on Gabby
before she pukes in the pool.
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- We'll miss you.
- But, hey, you should show Rachel
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your ballet moves from the fourth grade.
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ALEX: You know, that's tempting.
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I just might.
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER, LAUGHTER)
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I'm not like my friends.
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What do you mean?
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(CHUCKLES): I can't really be fake.
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And they are?
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No.
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No, I didn't mean it like that.
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We've been best friends
since elementary school.
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It's just...
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I mean, look at them.
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All the guys want them.
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But I want the guy I want
to want what I am and...
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not the fake version of what I think
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I want to think that they want
to think that I am.
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Interesting.
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I'm not a social plastic person.
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Just wanted to get that out there.
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(ALEX SIGHS)
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ALEX: That's cool. What is it?
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I don't know, really.
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Sometimes I just draw what I feel.
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You're an artist?
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I'm all right.
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I actually write more than I draw.
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Oh, I act what I write.
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You know, people like us,
we have stories to tell.
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You know, and acting, it...
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really brings those words to life
so people can really feel it, you know?
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Yeah.
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That's why all the world's a stage...
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And all the men and women merely players.
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They have their exits and their entrances.
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(LAUGHS): You like Shakespeare?
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Yeah. Course.
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(CHUCKLES)
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I want to write plays, too.
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Well, I can help you out,
you know, show you what I know.
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- My process.
- That'd be cool.
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I can take a look at your
writing, too, if you want.
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I connect through writing.
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Words are the window to the heart.
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Yeah.
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You're, like. deep. (CHUCKLES)
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Are you spiritual or something?
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No.
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Not... no, not really.
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Really? 'Cause, you know...
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I'm a spiritual guy myself.
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You know, I like to take in the energy
around me for my art.
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Yeah. Guess I'm like that, too.
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Mm.
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Hey, you guys are too dry! Come in!
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No, we're good.
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- (GROANING, JEERING)
- Come on! Come on!
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Well... if that's what you want.
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You know, I want what you want.
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But just in case you wanted to know,
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I want you to want
to come in the pool. Just...
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wanted to get that out there.
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# Here I am #
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# Just waiting, and the world #
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- # Is passing by #
- (CHEERING, WHOOPING)
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MADISON: Girl, come here!
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# All alone in my sanctuary #
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- Oh!
- Careful.
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# Coming back to life #
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# I wait #
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# In the aftermath #
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# My music in my mind... #
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(WHISPERS): Bye.
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- MOTHER: Rachel Joy.
- (GASPS)
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I prayed over pillows tonight.
Where have you been?
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Out with the girls.
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Why is your hair all wet?
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We went swimming.
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What if something had happened?
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I need to know where my children are.
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Sorry, Mom.
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You smell like smoke.
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And... booze.
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Are you buzzing?
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Mom, nobody says that.
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Oh. Okay, well, you're grounded
till you go to your Aunt Bea's.
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What? Mom, that's, like, the whole summer!
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Exactly. This kind of behavior
will not be tolerated
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- under this roof.
- DANA: I told you.
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- (CHUCKLES)
- Shut up, Dana.
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Rachel, we're gonna have a long
chat about this in the morning.
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You're better than this, Rachel Joy.
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MOTHER (VOICE-OVER):
I can't even control them.
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Larry went from no kids
to five kids overnight.
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He's still getting used to everything.
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(SIGHS) I'm so scared
that he's gonna regret it.
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- Beth, don't say that.
- I think it'll be good
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for Rachel to get away
from her friends for a bit.
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I'll be. Sometimes I don't know
what I'm gonna do with that girl.
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Being at the farm with her cousins
is gonna be good for her.
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(COW MOOING, HORSE NEIGHING)
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(HORSE HUFFS)
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(COWS MOOING)
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(ROOSTER CROWING)
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We have been looking all over for you.
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Here I am.
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Rach...
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you're kind of different this summer.
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I just wanted to be alone.
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(LAUGHS): For four hours?
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(HORSE WHINNIES)
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Rachel...
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what's really going on?
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I just want to help.
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Well, you can't.
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You would never understand.
Your family's perfect.
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(QUIETLY): No, we're not.
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I'm sorry.
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It wasn't supposed to be like that.
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(CRYING): Sometimes I don't know who I am.
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It's not like I'm trying
to do the wrong thing.
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I just can't help it.
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I used to try so hard
to get it all together,
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but... none of that worked.
253
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I had to let God in.
254
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(SIGHS)
255
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I've done the whole church thing.
256
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I know about Jesus.
257
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I know it sounds crazy,
and it's really hard
258
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to explain, but... it's about
truly living a life for Jesus.
259
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And when you do that, you'll
have this sense of peace.
260
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I don't know.
261
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That's just what worked for me.
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BEA (VOICE-OVER): Rachel, life can
be really hard, but listen to me,
263
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God does not waste anything,
not even the bad things.
264
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# And everybody's got
a wound to be healed #
265
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# I want to believe #
266
00:15:43,080 --> 00:15:45,890
# There's beauty here #
267
00:16:03,640 --> 00:16:06,962
# How many times
have you heard me cry out #
268
00:16:07,080 --> 00:16:11,085
# "God, please take this"? #
269
00:16:11,240 --> 00:16:13,720
# How many times
have you given me strength #
270
00:16:13,840 --> 00:16:18,926
# To just keep breathing? #
271
00:16:19,080 --> 00:16:22,402
RACHEL: Lord, I'm sorry
for everything that I've done.
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Jesus, I ask, forgive me,
273
00:16:24,320 --> 00:16:27,722
and I ask you to come into my life.
274
00:16:27,880 --> 00:16:31,680
Father, use me to be a light to the world.
275
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# Oh, I need you #
276
00:16:36,400 --> 00:16:43,602
# God, I need you now #
277
00:16:43,720 --> 00:16:45,290
(HAPPY SQUEALS)
278
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# I need you now #
279
00:16:53,240 --> 00:16:56,562
# I need you now. #
280
00:16:56,680 --> 00:16:58,011
(BIRDS CHIRPING)
281
00:16:59,480 --> 00:17:01,767
Rach, why do you always draw
the same flower?
282
00:17:01,880 --> 00:17:05,009
Why, are you mad
I haven't drawn it for you yet?
283
00:17:05,120 --> 00:17:07,248
- I actually am, thank you.
- (LAUGHS)
284
00:17:08,680 --> 00:17:12,806
Rachel, I know you've been thinking about
a lot of things, and sometimes it helps
285
00:17:12,920 --> 00:17:15,884
to just write down your thoughts,
so I wanted to give you this.
286
00:17:18,640 --> 00:17:20,324
Thanks, Aunt Bea.
287
00:17:20,440 --> 00:17:22,681
- You're welcome.
- Love it.
288
00:17:25,640 --> 00:17:28,120
RACHEL (VOICE-OVER):
God, I'm sorry I ever doubted you.
289
00:17:28,240 --> 00:17:30,607
I'm sorry I didn't trust you.
290
00:17:30,720 --> 00:17:34,249
You know what you're doing,
and you know what's best for me.
291
00:17:34,360 --> 00:17:35,850
From now on,
292
00:17:35,960 --> 00:17:40,204
I put all of my faith
and all of my trust in you.
293
00:18:05,960 --> 00:18:07,166
Hey, Austin.
294
00:18:07,280 --> 00:18:09,089
Oh. Uh, hey, Rachel.
295
00:18:09,200 --> 00:18:11,168
- What a retard.
- (LAUGHS): Right.
296
00:18:11,280 --> 00:18:15,126
Rachel's got a new... ba-ba-ba-boyfriend.
297
00:18:15,280 --> 00:18:16,645
Not exactly, Sean.
298
00:18:16,760 --> 00:18:18,125
- Ooh...
- Are you jealous, Dylan?
299
00:18:18,280 --> 00:18:20,806
- DYLAN: No.
- (BOYS WHOOPING)
300
00:18:27,120 --> 00:18:28,565
First day of school sucks.
301
00:18:28,680 --> 00:18:30,284
Hey.
302
00:18:30,400 --> 00:18:32,129
- At least the guys have a tan.
- Mm.
303
00:18:32,240 --> 00:18:33,605
Hey, look at these fly girls!
304
00:18:33,720 --> 00:18:35,370
- Brian Riggs!
- What's up?
305
00:18:35,480 --> 00:18:37,721
- Hey! How's football going?
- Hey.
306
00:18:37,840 --> 00:18:39,046
- We're gonna rock this year.
- Well, we'll finally
307
00:18:39,160 --> 00:18:40,924
have something to cheer for, then.
308
00:18:41,040 --> 00:18:42,201
- Ha-ha-ha.
- (GIRLS LAUGH)
309
00:18:42,320 --> 00:18:46,083
Oh, uh, dude, Shep's parents are gone
all semester, so we're gonna have
310
00:18:46,200 --> 00:18:48,009
mad ragers, like, every weekend.
311
00:18:48,120 --> 00:18:49,610
You guys got to come.
312
00:18:49,720 --> 00:18:51,643
- Oh, we'll be there.
- Let us know when.
313
00:18:51,760 --> 00:18:53,046
Yeah, most def.
314
00:18:53,160 --> 00:18:55,003
Hey, uh, this is K.J.
315
00:18:55,120 --> 00:18:57,009
Uh, he just came from California.
316
00:18:57,120 --> 00:19:00,565
Plays linebacker. K.J.,
this is Gabby and Madison.
317
00:19:00,680 --> 00:19:02,045
- Hey.
- What's up?
318
00:19:02,200 --> 00:19:04,487
- Welcome to Columbine.
- Good to meet you.
319
00:19:04,600 --> 00:19:05,886
Let's bounce.
320
00:19:06,040 --> 00:19:07,849
MADISON: See you around.
321
00:19:09,240 --> 00:19:11,004
See what I mean? Guys don't even see me.
322
00:19:11,120 --> 00:19:12,645
Hey, we're working on it.
323
00:19:12,760 --> 00:19:14,250
Have you talked to Alex yet?
324
00:19:14,360 --> 00:19:17,409
No. But I have drama class
with him sixth period.
325
00:19:17,520 --> 00:19:19,727
Good. This is the time to strike.
326
00:19:19,840 --> 00:19:21,729
- You've got to stay on his radar.
- Totally.
327
00:19:21,840 --> 00:19:24,207
Okay. But I'm not going to be fake.
328
00:19:24,320 --> 00:19:26,721
Girl, you couldn't be fake
if you tried. (LAUGHS)
329
00:19:29,800 --> 00:19:30,847
(CACKLING)
330
00:19:30,960 --> 00:19:33,122
Dude, you sound like a hyena.
331
00:19:33,240 --> 00:19:36,331
- He looks like a hyena.
- Yeah, seriously, you sound like an idiot.
332
00:19:36,440 --> 00:19:39,489
- (GRUNTS)
- Let's go! Come on! Get him!
333
00:19:39,600 --> 00:19:42,001
Yo! It's time for dork bowling!
334
00:19:42,120 --> 00:19:44,043
(CHEERING, WHOOPING)
335
00:19:44,200 --> 00:19:45,929
Come on!
336
00:19:46,080 --> 00:19:48,481
(WHOOPING, LAUGHTER)
337
00:19:49,880 --> 00:19:50,767
(GRUNTS)
338
00:19:50,880 --> 00:19:52,450
OTHERS: Oh!
339
00:19:52,560 --> 00:19:53,686
Strike!
340
00:19:58,000 --> 00:20:00,810
(LAUGHS) Yes!
341
00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:03,445
I'll kill you, Riggs.
342
00:20:03,560 --> 00:20:05,164
- Oh, I'm so scared.
- OTHERS: Ooh...
343
00:20:06,800 --> 00:20:08,484
Don't look at me.
344
00:20:08,640 --> 00:20:11,211
BRIAN: You got something on your back, yo!
(LAUGHS)
345
00:20:12,640 --> 00:20:13,971
Dude, every time, every time.
346
00:20:15,040 --> 00:20:16,690
I hate those guys.
347
00:20:16,800 --> 00:20:18,609
Just another day at Columbine.
348
00:20:18,720 --> 00:20:20,643
Why does it always have
to be so cliquey here?
349
00:20:20,760 --> 00:20:23,081
I thought it was gonna be
different this year.
350
00:20:23,240 --> 00:20:27,489
One of Hitler's central themes in his writing
is that it was a Nazi's responsibility
351
00:20:27,600 --> 00:20:31,646
to aid evolution by exterminating
less evolved people groups.
352
00:20:31,760 --> 00:20:35,003
In his opinion, that was those
who had different-colored skin,
353
00:20:35,120 --> 00:20:37,202
were religious or were handicapped.
354
00:20:37,320 --> 00:20:41,044
Hitler thought natural selection
should be actively aided.
355
00:20:45,000 --> 00:20:46,843
Come on, dude.
356
00:20:46,960 --> 00:20:49,167
You're never gonna change
what's happening in there.
357
00:20:49,280 --> 00:20:52,250
That's just the way the world is.
358
00:20:52,360 --> 00:20:54,249
Well, I want to change the world.
359
00:20:54,360 --> 00:20:57,091
Okay. Good luck. What's your plan?
360
00:20:57,200 --> 00:20:59,248
Don't know yet.
361
00:20:59,400 --> 00:21:02,483
Do you ever feel like
you can't see your future?
362
00:21:02,600 --> 00:21:04,568
You know, feel like...
363
00:21:04,680 --> 00:21:06,967
like it might be your last year?
364
00:21:07,080 --> 00:21:08,286
No.
365
00:21:08,400 --> 00:21:10,402
(LAUGHS): Super morbid.
366
00:21:12,200 --> 00:21:14,123
It's not, though.
367
00:21:15,200 --> 00:21:17,202
It's more like...
368
00:21:17,320 --> 00:21:18,810
something big's gonna happen.
369
00:21:22,240 --> 00:21:24,607
Like a chain reaction.
370
00:21:26,000 --> 00:21:28,480
Not sure what that means,
but I'm here for you.
371
00:21:28,640 --> 00:21:30,608
I never made it to class.
372
00:21:30,720 --> 00:21:32,165
Of course you didn't.
373
00:21:32,280 --> 00:21:34,408
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
374
00:21:37,080 --> 00:21:38,969
KEVIN: Alex Dickerson?
375
00:21:39,080 --> 00:21:40,241
- Really?
- Maybe.
376
00:21:40,400 --> 00:21:42,050
If I work the radar.
377
00:21:42,160 --> 00:21:44,083
Am I gonna lose you
as my prom date already?
378
00:21:44,240 --> 00:21:45,924
I thought that was only
if we couldn't find anyone.
379
00:21:46,040 --> 00:21:47,565
Yeah, well, neither of us have
in three years.
380
00:21:47,680 --> 00:21:50,445
You'll find someone.
381
00:21:50,560 --> 00:21:52,369
WOMAN: Welcome to Advanced Drama.
382
00:21:52,480 --> 00:21:55,643
In this class, you will get
the privilege of creating,
383
00:21:55,760 --> 00:21:58,127
producing and performing the spring play.
384
00:21:58,240 --> 00:22:00,766
Mr. Alex Dickerson here
will be our playwright.
385
00:22:00,920 --> 00:22:02,365
I've got something for you. Hold on.
386
00:22:02,480 --> 00:22:04,084
You know when you meet someone,
and in, like,
387
00:22:04,200 --> 00:22:05,850
the first few minutes
they're, like, a soul mate?
388
00:22:05,960 --> 00:22:07,246
KEVIN: No.
389
00:22:07,360 --> 00:22:09,044
RACHEL: Alex is like that.
390
00:22:10,080 --> 00:22:11,491
He gets me.
391
00:22:11,640 --> 00:22:13,483
It's like he was made for me.
392
00:22:13,640 --> 00:22:16,291
Miss Scott, is there something
that you'd like to share
393
00:22:16,400 --> 00:22:18,482
- with all of us?
- No, not really.
394
00:22:20,600 --> 00:22:23,206
Very nice, Miss Scott.
395
00:22:23,360 --> 00:22:25,203
(WHISPERS): But this isn't art class.
396
00:22:25,360 --> 00:22:26,247
(CHUCKLES)
397
00:22:26,360 --> 00:22:30,964
Uh, theater is one of the six classic
art forms, so I'd argue that...
398
00:22:31,120 --> 00:22:33,009
this is art class.
399
00:22:33,160 --> 00:22:34,446
Brownnoser.
400
00:22:34,560 --> 00:22:36,324
Well, I stand corrected, Mr. Dickerson.
401
00:22:36,440 --> 00:22:41,010
Okay, all of you underclassmen will be
paired with a senior mentor. And...
402
00:22:41,120 --> 00:22:43,930
these papers I just handed you
are your pairings.
403
00:22:44,040 --> 00:22:45,929
I know.
404
00:22:46,960 --> 00:22:48,644
(MADISON SQUEALS)
405
00:22:48,800 --> 00:22:50,290
Okay, so, is he still, like, your mentor
406
00:22:50,400 --> 00:22:52,084
- or whatever you call it?
- Yes!
407
00:22:52,200 --> 00:22:54,567
Hey, spazzes. One of you
had better won the lottery.
408
00:22:54,680 --> 00:22:56,330
Alex and Rachel are going to be doing
409
00:22:56,440 --> 00:22:58,727
- drama geek stuff together.
- Oh, this is so perfect.
410
00:22:58,840 --> 00:23:02,842
Okay, he told me that he's gonna be at Shep's
party tomorrow, we have to be there.
411
00:23:02,960 --> 00:23:04,041
Okay.
412
00:23:04,160 --> 00:23:06,606
- Okay! Party!
- Whoo!
413
00:23:06,720 --> 00:23:09,200
(ROCK MUSIC PLAYING)
414
00:23:12,760 --> 00:23:15,764
Um, can you go get us
some drinks or something?
415
00:23:15,880 --> 00:23:17,530
(SIGHS)
416
00:23:19,160 --> 00:23:21,640
- Who is that?
- I can't remember his name,
417
00:23:21,760 --> 00:23:24,491
and I feel like it would be
way too awkward to ask now.
418
00:23:24,600 --> 00:23:26,045
Celine...
419
00:23:26,160 --> 00:23:29,562
- you have to be careful. Like, what...
- I'm fine.
420
00:23:29,720 --> 00:23:32,200
- What if he...
- Seriously, I'm fine.
421
00:23:34,040 --> 00:23:35,530
Okay.
422
00:23:45,520 --> 00:23:47,522
Now go do whatever it is you do.
423
00:23:47,640 --> 00:23:49,688
That whole non-fake thing.
424
00:23:53,920 --> 00:23:56,287
- You can do this.
- Okay.
425
00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:02,611
Hey, mentor.
426
00:24:04,120 --> 00:24:05,406
Hey.
427
00:24:05,520 --> 00:24:08,285
Did you have something to do
with us getting paired up?
428
00:24:08,400 --> 00:24:10,801
Must have been the theater gods.
429
00:24:10,920 --> 00:24:13,241
They might have known that I
missed seeing you this summer.
430
00:24:13,360 --> 00:24:16,523
Yeah, I... got grounded
for most of it, so...
431
00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:20,048
You know, there's a lot
going on behind those eyes.
432
00:24:20,160 --> 00:24:22,766
You should try out
for the female lead in my play.
433
00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:26,362
I'd need a good mentor to help
me prepare for the audition.
434
00:24:26,480 --> 00:24:29,165
(EXHALES) Bummer.
You're out of luck there.
435
00:24:29,320 --> 00:24:30,845
- GIRL: Alex?
- (LAUGHS)
436
00:24:30,960 --> 00:24:33,531
- Hey! How are you?
- Hi. Good. How are you?
437
00:24:33,640 --> 00:24:34,641
I'm great.
438
00:24:34,760 --> 00:24:36,762
- I heard you're writing a play?
- Yeah.
439
00:24:36,880 --> 00:24:38,769
I'll see you in class.
440
00:24:38,880 --> 00:24:40,211
Yeah.
441
00:24:40,320 --> 00:24:42,209
See you Monday.
442
00:24:42,320 --> 00:24:44,288
- ALEX: How are you?
- I'm doing well. How are you?
443
00:24:44,400 --> 00:24:48,371
- I'm great.
- So, like, what was your inspiration?
444
00:24:48,480 --> 00:24:50,608
(BIRDS SINGING)
445
00:24:52,800 --> 00:24:55,121
- Hey, Larry.
- Hey, Rachel.
446
00:24:56,880 --> 00:25:00,441
You know, that old Acura's
getting pretty lonely.
447
00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:02,090
I don't want to talk right now.
448
00:25:02,200 --> 00:25:05,329
You sure? You should think
about letting me use it.
449
00:25:05,480 --> 00:25:08,526
I just got home from work... I don't
want to have to think about anything.
450
00:25:08,640 --> 00:25:09,562
- Hey, honey.
- LARRY: Hi, honey.
451
00:25:09,680 --> 00:25:11,489
Are you tired from...
452
00:25:11,600 --> 00:25:13,728
filing debit and credit reports?
453
00:25:13,840 --> 00:25:15,490
And punching the calculator?
454
00:25:15,600 --> 00:25:18,206
- I am, actually.
- (MOCK MOAN): Oh. Exhausted.
455
00:25:18,320 --> 00:25:20,288
- Mom, when's Dad coming to get us?
- I don't know.
456
00:25:20,400 --> 00:25:22,402
Uh, he was supposed
to be here an hour ago.
457
00:25:22,520 --> 00:25:25,205
Son, do you have to play
that thing right here?
458
00:25:25,320 --> 00:25:26,810
(LAUGHS): Son?
459
00:25:26,960 --> 00:25:28,610
I am not your son.
460
00:25:28,720 --> 00:25:30,449
You know, and there's
a logical reason to this,
461
00:25:30,560 --> 00:25:33,525
if you let me drive the car, I could
drive myself to work, and Mom
462
00:25:33,640 --> 00:25:35,005
- wouldn't have to.
- Beth...
463
00:25:35,120 --> 00:25:36,451
- Right?
- (QUIETLY): make her stop.
464
00:25:36,560 --> 00:25:38,847
Rachel, he's not used to all this.
465
00:25:38,960 --> 00:25:41,406
You're gonna have to give him
some time to decompress.
466
00:25:41,560 --> 00:25:42,971
Why don't you help me with dinner?
467
00:25:43,080 --> 00:25:45,287
Queens hate to cook, Mom.
Come on, Larry, please?
468
00:25:45,400 --> 00:25:48,611
The car needs a new catalytic converter,
and foreign parts are expensive.
469
00:25:48,720 --> 00:25:50,529
You could even teach me
how to drive my car.
470
00:25:50,640 --> 00:25:52,165
No, it's my car, and I said no.
471
00:25:52,320 --> 00:25:53,481
He said no, Rachel.
472
00:25:53,600 --> 00:25:54,487
For now.
473
00:25:54,600 --> 00:25:56,489
Come on, Larry.
474
00:25:56,600 --> 00:25:57,840
I need my chariot.
475
00:25:57,960 --> 00:26:00,008
- Not gonna happen.
- Fine.
476
00:26:00,160 --> 00:26:02,481
But I at least need a smile
before I let go.
477
00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:03,840
(CRAIG CONTINUES PLAYING GUITAR)
478
00:26:03,960 --> 00:26:05,086
Mm-hmm. Come on.
479
00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:06,361
More than that.
480
00:26:06,480 --> 00:26:09,211
Get those pearly whites
out there. (LAUGHS)
481
00:26:09,320 --> 00:26:11,846
My work here is done.
482
00:26:11,960 --> 00:26:13,883
- Thank you.
- (BETH CLAPPING)
483
00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:16,321
- (PHONE RINGING)
- Oh.
484
00:26:19,320 --> 00:26:21,402
BETH: Yeah?
485
00:26:21,520 --> 00:26:22,601
Okay.
486
00:26:22,720 --> 00:26:24,006
Bye.
487
00:26:26,360 --> 00:26:29,409
Your dad has to work, so he
can't have you this weekend.
488
00:26:30,720 --> 00:26:32,882
But he wants you to know
489
00:26:33,000 --> 00:26:35,651
- that he loves you and he misses you...
- (CRAIG SIGHS)
490
00:26:35,760 --> 00:26:38,081
He will talk to you soon.
491
00:27:03,200 --> 00:27:04,645
Thank you.
492
00:27:14,120 --> 00:27:16,964
If the lady doesn't get
anything, she can't stay.
493
00:27:17,080 --> 00:27:19,401
I don't want crazy people in here.
494
00:27:19,520 --> 00:27:21,284
Can you go ask her to leave?
495
00:27:21,400 --> 00:27:22,765
You want me to?
496
00:27:22,880 --> 00:27:24,370
I'm busy.
497
00:27:25,920 --> 00:27:27,570
Hey.
498
00:27:29,160 --> 00:27:30,844
Hey.
499
00:27:31,000 --> 00:27:34,243
I'm gonna have to ask you to leave.
500
00:27:34,360 --> 00:27:35,361
WOMAN: Excuse me.
501
00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:40,407
Uh, my friend here would like a...
502
00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:42,606
A coffee.
503
00:27:42,760 --> 00:27:44,524
A French press.
504
00:27:44,680 --> 00:27:46,648
And... a bagel.
505
00:27:46,760 --> 00:27:48,285
With cream cheese.
506
00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:50,004
Perfect.
507
00:27:50,120 --> 00:27:51,804
Thank you very much.
508
00:27:52,840 --> 00:27:54,569
Okay.
509
00:27:54,680 --> 00:27:56,125
May I?
510
00:27:56,240 --> 00:27:58,083
- (SOFTLY): Thank you.
- Oh, you're welcome.
511
00:27:58,200 --> 00:28:00,123
So, where are you from?
512
00:28:00,280 --> 00:28:01,850
She paid.
513
00:28:06,200 --> 00:28:09,283
- That would be wonderful. It's not far.
- Oh, good.
514
00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:11,243
"Not far" is on my way.
515
00:28:11,360 --> 00:28:13,567
- I couldn't impose.
- Oh, no, you're not.
516
00:28:13,680 --> 00:28:15,205
It's not a problem.
517
00:28:18,240 --> 00:28:22,171
RACHEL (VOICE-OVER): I don't understand
why having a walk with God is so hard for me.
518
00:28:22,280 --> 00:28:23,964
I'm so weak.
519
00:28:24,080 --> 00:28:27,326
At school, with friends, at work.
520
00:28:27,440 --> 00:28:30,523
Today it was like I let a wonderful flame
521
00:28:30,640 --> 00:28:33,689
pass by me and into the hands of another.
522
00:28:33,800 --> 00:28:37,486
Those gloves have become
the gloves of conviction to me.
523
00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:40,444
I'm not going to miss another opportunity.
524
00:28:40,560 --> 00:28:43,404
From now on, when I have
those little nudges inside,
525
00:28:43,520 --> 00:28:46,330
I'm going to listen.
526
00:28:49,080 --> 00:28:51,208
MAN (VOICE-OVER):
Remember, living for Jesus
527
00:28:51,320 --> 00:28:54,130
is not always easy, but it's always right.
528
00:28:54,240 --> 00:28:55,526
Hey, thanks for coming to Break Thru.
529
00:28:55,640 --> 00:28:57,005
See you here next week,
same time, same place.
530
00:28:57,120 --> 00:28:58,531
Don't forget, we have pizza in the back.
531
00:28:58,640 --> 00:29:01,211
- Yeah!
- Pizza! Sweet!
532
00:29:01,320 --> 00:29:03,084
RACHEL: You're the best, Amy.
533
00:29:03,200 --> 00:29:04,486
See you at cell group on Wednesday?
534
00:29:04,600 --> 00:29:06,090
- Yeah, absolutely.
- Okay. Bye.
535
00:29:06,200 --> 00:29:08,282
Bye.
536
00:29:13,520 --> 00:29:15,488
Have you seen him before?
537
00:29:16,840 --> 00:29:21,162
No. But he's not exactly the type
you'd want to take home to Mom, so...
538
00:29:21,320 --> 00:29:23,163
- Let's go.
- I'll be right back.
539
00:29:23,320 --> 00:29:25,004
Okay. Hurry. I want to go.
540
00:29:31,440 --> 00:29:32,521
Hi.
541
00:29:32,640 --> 00:29:33,721
(GASPS)
542
00:29:33,840 --> 00:29:34,727
I'm Rachel.
543
00:29:34,840 --> 00:29:36,683
Uh...
544
00:29:36,800 --> 00:29:38,006
Hey.
545
00:29:38,120 --> 00:29:40,168
Uh, see you.
546
00:29:40,280 --> 00:29:45,128
Um... I just wanted to
welcome you to Break Thru.
547
00:29:52,440 --> 00:29:55,284
(TRAIN WHISTLE BLOWING IN DISTANCE)
548
00:29:57,640 --> 00:30:00,166
(SIRENS WAILING IN DISTANCE)
549
00:30:21,880 --> 00:30:24,247
(TRAIN WHEELS CLACKING IN DISTANCE)
550
00:30:29,720 --> 00:30:31,131
Hey.
551
00:30:33,160 --> 00:30:35,367
You never told me your name.
552
00:30:35,520 --> 00:30:37,488
What are you doing here?
553
00:30:37,600 --> 00:30:40,763
Kind of rude for you
to just walk off like that.
554
00:30:40,880 --> 00:30:42,086
(DOG BARKING IN DISTANCE)
555
00:30:42,200 --> 00:30:44,407
I don't... really like church.
556
00:30:45,480 --> 00:30:46,766
Why'd you come?
557
00:30:46,880 --> 00:30:48,609
For the food.
558
00:30:48,720 --> 00:30:51,451
Look, you should probably
go get in your daddy's car
559
00:30:51,560 --> 00:30:53,961
- and go home.
- I don't have my own car.
560
00:30:54,120 --> 00:30:55,724
Or my own dad at home.
561
00:30:55,840 --> 00:30:57,251
I walked.
562
00:30:57,360 --> 00:31:00,648
(TRAIN WHISTLE BLOWING IN DISTANCE)
563
00:31:00,760 --> 00:31:02,683
Fine. I'll walk you back, then.
564
00:31:02,800 --> 00:31:04,643
This really isn't a place
for a girl like you.
565
00:31:04,800 --> 00:31:05,722
- What does that mean?
- It means
566
00:31:05,880 --> 00:31:07,120
you don't really fit in around here.
567
00:31:07,240 --> 00:31:10,164
I don't care. Hey...
568
00:31:10,280 --> 00:31:12,567
Can I help you?
569
00:31:12,720 --> 00:31:14,688
No. Okay? I don't...
570
00:31:14,800 --> 00:31:18,600
I don't need some dumb little
sister I got to look out for.
571
00:31:18,720 --> 00:31:20,722
I've never had a big brother before.
572
00:31:21,800 --> 00:31:22,847
(SCOFFS)
573
00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:25,645
Come on, you must need something.
574
00:31:26,720 --> 00:31:29,041
You're not just gonna get rid of me.
575
00:31:30,560 --> 00:31:32,528
I'm not leaving until you
tell me something you need.
576
00:31:32,640 --> 00:31:33,721
Shh. Okay?
577
00:31:33,840 --> 00:31:36,525
That's not helping.
578
00:31:41,720 --> 00:31:42,960
(WHISPERS): What are you doing?
579
00:31:43,080 --> 00:31:45,287
What does it look like?
580
00:31:46,360 --> 00:31:49,364
Would you please just go?
581
00:31:49,480 --> 00:31:52,404
I don't need a dumb big brother.
582
00:31:52,520 --> 00:31:53,931
I'll buy it for you.
583
00:31:54,040 --> 00:31:56,088
I just got my paycheck.
What else do you need?
584
00:32:01,040 --> 00:32:02,371
You don't have to do this.
585
00:32:02,520 --> 00:32:04,443
Okay? I can take care of myself.
586
00:32:04,560 --> 00:32:07,211
I'm not so sure.
587
00:32:07,360 --> 00:32:09,761
You can't even buy your own food.
588
00:32:11,320 --> 00:32:13,288
It's not for me.
589
00:32:16,600 --> 00:32:18,602
RACHEL (VOICE-OVER):
So, who's the food for?
590
00:32:21,760 --> 00:32:23,489
My mom.
591
00:32:23,600 --> 00:32:25,329
What's her deal?
592
00:32:25,440 --> 00:32:28,205
Hm. She's really sick.
593
00:32:28,320 --> 00:32:30,482
It's... it's her own fault, though.
594
00:32:30,600 --> 00:32:32,841
She's barely eating anymore.
595
00:32:32,960 --> 00:32:34,041
Oh.
596
00:32:34,160 --> 00:32:36,606
She used to like pizza.
597
00:32:37,840 --> 00:32:39,842
So, where do you live?
598
00:32:39,960 --> 00:32:41,610
Oh, she lost the apartment
a few weeks ago,
599
00:32:41,720 --> 00:32:43,609
so I've just been sleeping wherever.
600
00:32:43,720 --> 00:32:45,643
Are you gonna be okay?
601
00:32:47,400 --> 00:32:49,641
Yeah, I'll be fine.
602
00:32:50,920 --> 00:32:52,888
We have our cell group
at the church on Wednesday.
603
00:32:54,560 --> 00:32:57,404
What's that? Is it,
like, prison or something?
604
00:32:57,520 --> 00:33:00,490
Yeah, that's totally confusing.
605
00:33:00,600 --> 00:33:02,489
It's just a group of friends.
606
00:33:02,600 --> 00:33:05,046
We hang out,
and we're there for each other.
607
00:33:05,160 --> 00:33:08,130
- Yeah, that's cool.
- I want you to come.
608
00:33:08,240 --> 00:33:10,368
No. That's-that's not for me.
609
00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:14,527
If you don't, I'll come find you.
610
00:33:15,600 --> 00:33:16,487
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
611
00:33:16,640 --> 00:33:18,210
- (HORN HONKS)
- DANA: Rach!
612
00:33:18,320 --> 00:33:20,402
Where have you been?
I've been waiting for forever.
613
00:33:20,560 --> 00:33:21,971
(QUIETLY): Oh, crap! That's my sister.
614
00:33:22,080 --> 00:33:23,764
Got to go.
615
00:33:23,880 --> 00:33:26,451
Wednesday. Don't forget.
616
00:33:29,240 --> 00:33:30,605
Hey.
617
00:33:32,760 --> 00:33:35,001
Nathan Ballard.
618
00:33:36,800 --> 00:33:38,768
Good to meet you, Nate.
619
00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:44,323
DANA: Seriously, what have you been doing?
620
00:33:49,120 --> 00:33:51,202
Are you seriously copying
Brian's homework?
621
00:33:51,320 --> 00:33:53,243
He's got a 2.0.
622
00:33:53,360 --> 00:33:56,011
- Hey.
- Hey.
623
00:33:56,120 --> 00:33:58,851
Alert. Thrift store shopper.
624
00:33:58,960 --> 00:34:01,122
MADISON (LAUGHS): Ew. Who would wear that?
625
00:34:01,240 --> 00:34:02,969
Nothing wrong with vintage.
626
00:34:03,080 --> 00:34:05,082
I guess.
627
00:34:07,480 --> 00:34:09,482
You okay, Celine?
628
00:34:10,880 --> 00:34:12,405
Yeah, I'm fine.
629
00:34:13,640 --> 00:34:15,529
Is there anything
I can pray for you about?
630
00:34:15,640 --> 00:34:18,843
MADISON: I will be so glad when you
get over this whole Jesus freak phase.
631
00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:21,691
Oh, definitely don't do that with Alex.
632
00:34:21,800 --> 00:34:24,610
I think he likes my spiritual side.
633
00:34:24,720 --> 00:34:26,722
Trust me, it is a really big turnoff.
634
00:34:32,480 --> 00:34:36,168
ERIC: I'd get rid of all the fat,
retarded, crippled,
635
00:34:36,280 --> 00:34:39,090
stupid, ignorant,
636
00:34:39,200 --> 00:34:41,806
rich, worthless people of this world.
637
00:34:43,080 --> 00:34:45,162
Yeah.
638
00:34:46,680 --> 00:34:49,286
No one is worthy of this planet.
639
00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:52,011
Only me and who I choose.
640
00:34:52,120 --> 00:34:55,442
Everyone should be sent out into space,
641
00:34:55,560 --> 00:34:59,610
and only the people I say
should be left behind.
642
00:34:59,720 --> 00:35:01,006
(DYLAN CHUCKLES QUIETLY)
643
00:35:02,840 --> 00:35:04,365
BRIAN: Yo!
644
00:35:04,480 --> 00:35:05,811
Look at these fartknockers!
645
00:35:05,920 --> 00:35:07,763
- (BOYS LAUGH)
- What's up, four-eyes?
646
00:35:07,880 --> 00:35:09,803
(STUDENTS GASP, GROAN)
647
00:35:12,280 --> 00:35:14,726
- (BOY LAUGHS)
- Hey, yeah, help your buddy out, guys.
648
00:35:14,880 --> 00:35:16,803
- Good teamwork.
- (BOYS LAUGHING)
649
00:35:16,920 --> 00:35:19,446
(INDISTINCT SHOUT, LAUGHTER)
650
00:35:19,560 --> 00:35:21,324
BRIAN: Yo, give me some.
651
00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:27,565
BRIAN: Boom! Whoo!
652
00:35:31,680 --> 00:35:34,206
(BOYS LAUGHING)
653
00:35:41,840 --> 00:35:44,002
If only this was Columbine.
654
00:35:45,280 --> 00:35:46,725
Bam!
655
00:35:46,840 --> 00:35:50,003
- (WEAPONS FIRING RAPIDLY)
- Maybe it could be.
656
00:35:52,840 --> 00:35:54,649
You're sick, man.
657
00:35:54,760 --> 00:35:57,127
You're the one who brought it up.
658
00:35:57,240 --> 00:35:59,208
I wasn't serious.
659
00:35:59,320 --> 00:36:01,004
(WEAPONS STOP FIRING)
660
00:36:01,120 --> 00:36:02,929
(EXHALES)
661
00:36:03,040 --> 00:36:05,361
(WEAPON FIRING)
662
00:36:07,800 --> 00:36:09,165
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
663
00:36:09,280 --> 00:36:11,169
Hey. Hey, guys.
664
00:36:11,280 --> 00:36:12,884
Let's get started, okay?
665
00:36:13,000 --> 00:36:14,161
I'll be right back.
666
00:36:17,600 --> 00:36:19,409
(SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE)
667
00:36:26,920 --> 00:36:28,809
NATHAN: Hey.
668
00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:30,365
I'm right here.
669
00:36:33,320 --> 00:36:36,210
- You scared me.
- Now you know how it feels.
670
00:36:36,320 --> 00:36:37,924
What are you doing?
671
00:36:38,040 --> 00:36:42,004
Oh, I'm just making sure my dumb little
sister doesn't walk these streets by herself.
672
00:36:45,320 --> 00:36:48,244
I brought some food for you to take home.
673
00:36:48,360 --> 00:36:49,805
Or wherever.
674
00:36:49,920 --> 00:36:51,365
Thanks.
675
00:36:53,680 --> 00:36:54,920
You want to come inside?
676
00:36:55,960 --> 00:36:57,200
No.
677
00:36:57,360 --> 00:36:59,522
I-I don't.
678
00:37:03,000 --> 00:37:05,890
I'll go play in traffic if you don't.
679
00:37:08,200 --> 00:37:09,611
(CHUCKLES)
680
00:37:11,240 --> 00:37:12,446
It's been such a stressful week.
681
00:37:12,560 --> 00:37:15,450
I've got this huge test
coming up in physics.
682
00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:17,608
And I hate physics.
683
00:37:17,720 --> 00:37:19,688
Okay, well, we will pray for that.
684
00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:21,001
(GIRL SIGHS)
685
00:37:21,120 --> 00:37:24,329
I know it's your first time, but...
686
00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:26,727
if you want to share
about how your week has been...
687
00:37:26,840 --> 00:37:29,320
- Yes, he does.
- No, I don't.
688
00:37:29,440 --> 00:37:31,681
(WHISPERS): It's okay.
689
00:37:34,760 --> 00:37:36,330
(NATHAN SIGHS)
690
00:37:37,720 --> 00:37:39,245
Um...
691
00:37:39,400 --> 00:37:40,526
well...
692
00:37:40,640 --> 00:37:42,563
my week kind of...
693
00:37:42,680 --> 00:37:44,330
sucked.
694
00:37:44,440 --> 00:37:47,205
It's... well, my dad's in jail,
695
00:37:47,320 --> 00:37:48,970
and, uh...
696
00:37:49,120 --> 00:37:53,045
my mom, sh... uh, she's a...
she's a heroin addict,
697
00:37:53,160 --> 00:37:56,130
so she's... she's not eating anymore.
698
00:37:56,240 --> 00:37:57,969
You know, it's, like...
699
00:37:58,080 --> 00:38:01,209
She's staying in this house
that's full of junkies,
700
00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:05,171
so I've been living in an alley
near here the past couple weeks.
701
00:38:05,280 --> 00:38:06,486
And, uh...
702
00:38:06,600 --> 00:38:09,331
it's just really hard to get a job,
703
00:38:09,440 --> 00:38:12,489
you know, without an address.
704
00:38:24,040 --> 00:38:25,963
Are you okay?
705
00:38:29,200 --> 00:38:30,531
(EXHALES)
706
00:38:41,400 --> 00:38:43,129
Where are you going?
707
00:38:43,240 --> 00:38:45,083
What was I supposed to say?
708
00:38:46,560 --> 00:38:49,166
- That's exactly what you should have said.
- No.
709
00:38:49,280 --> 00:38:51,965
I'm not like them. And I'm...
definitely not like you.
710
00:38:52,080 --> 00:38:54,082
How do you know?
711
00:38:54,200 --> 00:38:56,931
You haven't even bothered
to get to know any of them.
712
00:38:58,000 --> 00:38:59,365
Listen...
713
00:38:59,520 --> 00:39:01,488
I get it.
714
00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:05,043
- You've had it rough.
- Hey, Nate.
715
00:39:05,160 --> 00:39:07,845
(WRY CHUCKLE) It's Nathan.
716
00:39:07,960 --> 00:39:09,007
Nathan. (CLEARS THROAT SOFTLY)
717
00:39:09,120 --> 00:39:11,168
Sorry. Um...
718
00:39:11,280 --> 00:39:12,964
it's not much, but...
719
00:39:13,120 --> 00:39:17,525
if you want, um, you could stay
at my place until you figure things out.
720
00:39:17,640 --> 00:39:19,085
We got a couch in the basement.
721
00:39:19,200 --> 00:39:22,488
If that doesn't work, um, I think...
some of the other guys
722
00:39:22,600 --> 00:39:25,001
are checking with their parents, too.
723
00:39:32,880 --> 00:39:35,281
Thanks, man.
724
00:39:35,400 --> 00:39:37,528
That's...
725
00:39:40,080 --> 00:39:42,208
You can call me Nate.
726
00:39:42,320 --> 00:39:44,163
It's cool.
727
00:39:46,240 --> 00:39:47,651
Tony.
728
00:39:57,680 --> 00:39:59,603
(PHONE RINGS)
729
00:40:01,600 --> 00:40:03,523
- Eric?
- ERIC: Why are you still at home?
730
00:40:03,640 --> 00:40:06,371
You're three minutes late.
731
00:40:06,480 --> 00:40:08,960
Oh, man. I slept in.
732
00:40:09,080 --> 00:40:11,651
You slept in again? What,
you don't own an alarm clock?
733
00:40:11,800 --> 00:40:14,371
I'm running late. So what?
Ride the bus, Eric.
734
00:40:14,480 --> 00:40:16,289
I'm not gonna ride the bus
with those idiots!
735
00:40:16,400 --> 00:40:18,243
Look, man, I'm not
your personal taxi service.
736
00:40:18,360 --> 00:40:20,966
If you're not here
in five minutes, you're dead.
737
00:40:21,080 --> 00:40:23,003
- I know where you sleep.
- (GROANS QUIETLY)
738
00:40:23,120 --> 00:40:24,645
(CLICK)
739
00:40:29,760 --> 00:40:30,966
- Hey, yo, R.J.!
- Hey.
740
00:40:31,080 --> 00:40:32,445
- Got a date to prom yet?
- No.
741
00:40:32,560 --> 00:40:33,607
He never asked me.
742
00:40:33,720 --> 00:40:35,245
What?
743
00:40:35,360 --> 00:40:36,850
- Want to bet on that?
- Shut up.
744
00:40:36,960 --> 00:40:38,200
- (BOTH CHUCKLE)
- Mm!
745
00:40:38,320 --> 00:40:40,084
Sorry, R.J., this is Dave.
746
00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:41,531
Just moved here from the Springs.
747
00:40:41,640 --> 00:40:42,721
- Hey.
- Hey.
748
00:40:42,840 --> 00:40:44,205
You like it here so far?
749
00:40:44,320 --> 00:40:46,004
It's all right.
750
00:40:46,120 --> 00:40:48,009
I don't really know many people yet.
751
00:40:48,120 --> 00:40:49,690
Why'd you move?
752
00:40:49,840 --> 00:40:51,524
Parents separated.
753
00:40:52,840 --> 00:40:55,730
I've been through that.
754
00:40:55,840 --> 00:40:59,811
Mom took us up here
and we moved in with my aunt.
755
00:40:59,920 --> 00:41:02,241
Well, they're not divorced yet.
756
00:41:02,360 --> 00:41:04,089
Maybe there's some hope.
757
00:41:05,200 --> 00:41:06,611
Maybe.
758
00:41:08,560 --> 00:41:11,769
Hey, I got to run,
but if you ever want to talk,
759
00:41:11,880 --> 00:41:12,961
let me know.
760
00:41:13,080 --> 00:41:14,844
All right.
761
00:41:14,960 --> 00:41:16,166
Thanks.
762
00:41:17,480 --> 00:41:18,970
I'm going to meet with my mentor.
763
00:41:19,120 --> 00:41:21,122
- Ooh, zee mentor.
- The mentor.
764
00:41:21,240 --> 00:41:22,162
Ow! Ow!
765
00:41:22,280 --> 00:41:24,328
Get that part!
766
00:41:27,920 --> 00:41:29,365
I just lost my date to prom.
767
00:41:29,480 --> 00:41:30,720
(BOTH LAUGH)
768
00:41:38,520 --> 00:41:40,727
I've never been in here all alone.
769
00:41:40,840 --> 00:41:42,080
(QUIET LAUGH)
770
00:41:42,200 --> 00:41:43,725
Well, I figure if we practice in here,
771
00:41:43,840 --> 00:41:45,524
then when you audition,
it won't be such a big deal.
772
00:41:45,640 --> 00:41:47,688
You'll be comfortable with the space.
773
00:41:47,800 --> 00:41:49,609
Good idea.
774
00:41:49,720 --> 00:41:52,200
Even though all the world's my stage.
775
00:41:52,360 --> 00:41:53,885
And Alex and Rachel merely players.
776
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:57,767
They have their exits and their entrances.
777
00:41:57,880 --> 00:42:00,360
Oh, bravo.
778
00:42:00,480 --> 00:42:03,927
You know, that's a poem read
by a depressed guy about death.
779
00:42:04,080 --> 00:42:05,445
Or life.
780
00:42:05,560 --> 00:42:07,767
Depending on how you look at it.
781
00:42:10,080 --> 00:42:12,890
Step on up here, my muse. This...
782
00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:15,765
is where it all begins.
783
00:42:17,400 --> 00:42:19,801
You are so full of it, Jason!
784
00:42:19,920 --> 00:42:22,651
I'm done. I'm never talking to you again!
785
00:42:22,760 --> 00:42:24,728
I know you can do better.
786
00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:27,650
I just don't really believe you yet.
787
00:42:27,760 --> 00:42:30,809
It's okay. Just close your eyes, okay?
788
00:42:30,920 --> 00:42:33,400
And imagine how she feels.
789
00:42:33,520 --> 00:42:35,602
Okay, the passion.
790
00:42:35,720 --> 00:42:37,802
The anger.
791
00:42:37,920 --> 00:42:40,321
The attraction.
792
00:42:40,440 --> 00:42:42,761
- I'm going to play practice.
- Again?
793
00:42:42,880 --> 00:42:44,086
Honey, that's every night this week.
794
00:42:44,200 --> 00:42:46,646
Mom, you know how important this is to me.
795
00:42:46,760 --> 00:42:48,091
Yes, I know, but don't be late.
796
00:42:48,200 --> 00:42:49,281
You have homework to get done.
797
00:42:49,400 --> 00:42:50,686
And I expect you to stay up as late
798
00:42:50,800 --> 00:42:52,643
- as you need to to get it done!
- Okay!
799
00:42:52,760 --> 00:42:54,171
(SIGHS)
800
00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:57,929
ALEX: You know, my... my parents,
they weren't really there for me.
801
00:42:58,040 --> 00:43:03,206
My dad just up and left when I was a kid.
802
00:43:03,320 --> 00:43:06,403
My mom was left with nothing.
803
00:43:06,560 --> 00:43:07,846
(QUIET LAUGH)
804
00:43:07,960 --> 00:43:10,531
I haven't talked to him in years.
805
00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:13,609
It leaves a hole inside, doesn't it?
806
00:43:16,040 --> 00:43:17,485
Yeah.
807
00:43:21,400 --> 00:43:22,526
(BOTH LAUGH)
808
00:43:22,640 --> 00:43:24,085
- Whoa...
- Oh, wow.
809
00:43:24,200 --> 00:43:27,010
Madison didn't tell me
you were that good at ballet.
810
00:43:27,120 --> 00:43:28,485
- I have many secret talents.
- Mm.
811
00:43:28,600 --> 00:43:30,125
ALEX (VOICE-OVER): I'm about
to fail this geometry test.
812
00:43:30,240 --> 00:43:31,446
Thank God I'm an artist.
813
00:43:31,560 --> 00:43:32,482
You need a mentor?
814
00:43:32,600 --> 00:43:35,365
Oh, only if it's you.
815
00:43:35,480 --> 00:43:36,891
(GIRLS SQUEALING)
816
00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:38,081
You're welcome.
817
00:43:38,200 --> 00:43:39,406
I take complete credit for this.
818
00:43:39,520 --> 00:43:40,760
- You look so cute together!
- What happened?
819
00:43:40,880 --> 00:43:42,325
Tell me!
820
00:43:42,440 --> 00:43:43,327
- I'll see you guys.
- See you.
821
00:43:43,440 --> 00:43:45,169
- Hey, you.
- Hey.
822
00:43:45,280 --> 00:43:47,089
How's the play going?
823
00:43:47,200 --> 00:43:48,247
So good.
824
00:43:48,360 --> 00:43:49,850
I think this senior guy likes me,
825
00:43:49,960 --> 00:43:53,169
and we totally connect in so many ways.
826
00:43:53,280 --> 00:43:55,760
Well, it better not be in every way.
827
00:43:55,880 --> 00:43:57,609
Don't worry, he's great.
828
00:43:58,800 --> 00:44:00,040
Hey!
829
00:44:00,160 --> 00:44:02,083
- Hey, don't read that!
- I want to be in the mind
830
00:44:02,240 --> 00:44:04,641
of Rachel Joy, to know
everything about you.
831
00:44:04,760 --> 00:44:06,364
I've pretty much told you.
832
00:44:07,480 --> 00:44:08,845
"Oh, God, give me strength.
833
00:44:09,000 --> 00:44:11,048
"Help me choose a path
we both know is right.
834
00:44:11,160 --> 00:44:12,969
The path that leads to you."
835
00:44:13,080 --> 00:44:14,923
What's that all about?
836
00:44:15,040 --> 00:44:17,805
Just some stuff I wrote a while ago.
837
00:44:17,920 --> 00:44:19,081
(ALEX SCOFFS)
838
00:44:19,200 --> 00:44:20,770
Wouldn't just call it "stuff."
839
00:44:20,880 --> 00:44:23,531
That's really good.
840
00:44:23,680 --> 00:44:25,125
(QUIET LAUGH)
841
00:44:25,240 --> 00:44:29,211
Don't you think it's weird
how similar our families are?
842
00:44:30,520 --> 00:44:33,285
Yeah.
843
00:44:33,440 --> 00:44:34,930
Yeah, we're like...
844
00:44:35,040 --> 00:44:37,805
I think we were meant to find each other.
845
00:44:37,920 --> 00:44:40,287
We both know the same pain.
846
00:44:40,400 --> 00:44:42,846
Yeah.
847
00:44:42,960 --> 00:44:46,931
But it's okay, you know,
'cause pain, it...
848
00:44:47,080 --> 00:44:50,368
it gives us an energy that
we can channel for our art.
849
00:44:50,480 --> 00:44:54,844
I mean, sometimes you need
the darkness to bring the light.
850
00:44:55,000 --> 00:44:56,809
Yeah.
851
00:44:56,960 --> 00:44:58,041
Now, use the pain!
852
00:44:58,160 --> 00:45:00,162
You are so full of it, Jason. I'm done.
853
00:45:00,280 --> 00:45:02,408
I'm never talking to you again.
854
00:45:02,520 --> 00:45:05,171
Well, that's just it.
855
00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:07,009
We can't be done.
856
00:45:07,120 --> 00:45:08,963
I love you.
857
00:45:13,520 --> 00:45:15,682
Was that acting, or was it real?
858
00:45:15,800 --> 00:45:17,404
Well, aren't they the same?
859
00:45:17,520 --> 00:45:19,488
You were brilliant.
860
00:45:19,600 --> 00:45:21,648
My acting or the kiss?
861
00:45:21,760 --> 00:45:23,046
(ALEX CHUCKLES)
862
00:45:23,160 --> 00:45:25,208
You're ready.
863
00:45:33,200 --> 00:45:36,603
I'm Rachel Joy Scott,
and I'm auditioning for the role of Andi
864
00:45:36,720 --> 00:45:39,087
in "The Chance of Possibility."
865
00:45:54,320 --> 00:45:56,129
(QUIETLY): Thank you, God.
866
00:45:56,240 --> 00:45:57,162
Yes!
867
00:45:57,280 --> 00:45:59,282
# I got the role, I got the role #
868
00:45:59,440 --> 00:46:00,362
# I got the role #
869
00:46:00,480 --> 00:46:02,403
# Got the role, got the role #
870
00:46:02,520 --> 00:46:03,442
(HUMMING)
871
00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:05,369
# Role... #
872
00:46:06,520 --> 00:46:08,488
Hey.
873
00:46:13,840 --> 00:46:14,762
So?
874
00:46:14,880 --> 00:46:15,802
Yeah, I got the lead role!
875
00:46:15,960 --> 00:46:17,291
- Oh!
- Congratulations, girl!
876
00:46:17,400 --> 00:46:19,504
The drama queen finally has her crown.
877
00:46:19,605 --> 00:46:22,129
Hey, I heard Alex is gonna
rewrite the play for you.
878
00:46:22,240 --> 00:46:23,480
How'd you know?
879
00:46:23,600 --> 00:46:25,489
He told me... how great you were.
880
00:46:25,600 --> 00:46:27,170
He kissed me, too.
881
00:46:27,280 --> 00:46:28,611
- Oh!
- Oh, my God!
882
00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:30,125
You got the part and the boy.
883
00:46:30,240 --> 00:46:31,651
Everything you wanted.
Your life is complete.
884
00:46:31,760 --> 00:46:33,888
It's nice to be wanted for once.
885
00:46:34,000 --> 00:46:35,809
- Yeah.
- Maddy?
886
00:46:35,920 --> 00:46:37,968
- Thanks.
- Oh...
887
00:46:38,080 --> 00:46:40,003
- You're a great friend.
- Don't get all mushy on me.
888
00:46:40,120 --> 00:46:41,963
- It's not a big deal.
- It is a big deal.
889
00:46:42,080 --> 00:46:43,411
- It's, like, her first one.
- So cute.
890
00:46:43,520 --> 00:46:45,727
- Maybe we'll go to prom together.
- Oh!
891
00:46:45,840 --> 00:46:48,287
Easy, tiger, let's see if we can
make it past Christmas first.
892
00:46:48,400 --> 00:46:50,926
(GUNFIRE FROM VIDEO GAME)
893
00:46:54,400 --> 00:46:56,368
I hate this school.
894
00:46:56,480 --> 00:46:58,528
Yeah... me, too.
895
00:47:01,160 --> 00:47:03,891
We'll get our revenge.
896
00:47:04,000 --> 00:47:08,289
Kick natural selection up a few notches.
897
00:47:08,720 --> 00:47:11,291
This is Jesus's blood shed for you.
898
00:47:11,400 --> 00:47:14,006
Do this in remembrance of him.
899
00:47:16,600 --> 00:47:17,726
This is Christ's body.
900
00:47:17,840 --> 00:47:20,605
Do this in remembrance of him.
901
00:47:20,720 --> 00:47:22,609
This is Jesus's blood shed for you.
902
00:47:22,720 --> 00:47:23,846
Do this in...
903
00:47:37,240 --> 00:47:38,765
(BELLS JINGLING)
904
00:47:38,880 --> 00:47:41,770
- Hey.
- Hey.
905
00:47:41,920 --> 00:47:43,365
Did you get the job?
906
00:47:43,480 --> 00:47:45,323
Yeah.
907
00:47:45,440 --> 00:47:47,363
(GASPS, SQUEALS)
908
00:47:47,480 --> 00:47:50,600
I mean, I mean, I finally had an address
I could put on that application.
909
00:47:50,760 --> 00:47:52,171
Thanks.
910
00:47:52,280 --> 00:47:54,647
For everything.
I don't... know where I'd be.
911
00:47:54,760 --> 00:47:57,127
Hey, it's what little sisters do.
912
00:47:57,240 --> 00:47:58,890
You want to come sit?
913
00:47:59,000 --> 00:48:02,404
Oh, I'm staying with Clay's family
till I save up for first month's rent.
914
00:48:02,520 --> 00:48:03,487
That's awesome.
915
00:48:05,120 --> 00:48:07,202
I meant to ask you...
what's with the dog tags?
916
00:48:07,360 --> 00:48:08,486
Oh.
917
00:48:08,600 --> 00:48:10,682
These are my grandfather's.
918
00:48:10,800 --> 00:48:12,882
He fought in World War II.
919
00:48:13,000 --> 00:48:14,729
Were you close to your grandpa?
920
00:48:15,800 --> 00:48:16,961
Yeah.
921
00:48:17,120 --> 00:48:19,361
I... I mean, I lived
with him until he died.
922
00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:21,289
He pretty much raised me as a kid.
923
00:48:21,400 --> 00:48:22,765
Wow.
924
00:48:22,920 --> 00:48:24,126
I love it.
925
00:48:24,240 --> 00:48:25,890
Super vintage.
926
00:48:26,000 --> 00:48:27,490
(QUIET LAUGH)
927
00:48:27,600 --> 00:48:30,570
So, I got you something.
928
00:48:30,720 --> 00:48:33,564
Yeah... close your eyes.
929
00:48:35,640 --> 00:48:36,641
Huh.
930
00:48:36,760 --> 00:48:39,127
Merry Christmas.
931
00:48:41,840 --> 00:48:43,490
Uh, what is it?
932
00:48:43,600 --> 00:48:44,965
It's a journal.
933
00:48:45,080 --> 00:48:48,804
So you can write down your thoughts
or poems or songs or whatever.
934
00:48:48,920 --> 00:48:52,930
And then any time you have a thought
or we want to tell each other something,
935
00:48:53,040 --> 00:48:56,768
you just put it in there
and we can trade it back and forth.
936
00:48:56,880 --> 00:48:58,006
All right.
937
00:48:58,160 --> 00:48:59,321
It's cool. (CHUCKLES)
938
00:48:59,440 --> 00:49:01,169
Uh...
939
00:49:01,280 --> 00:49:02,566
how's the play going?
940
00:49:02,680 --> 00:49:04,045
So good.
941
00:49:04,160 --> 00:49:06,527
- Yeah?
- Mm-hmm.
942
00:49:06,640 --> 00:49:08,483
When do I get to meet Alex?
943
00:49:08,600 --> 00:49:09,726
I don't know.
944
00:49:09,880 --> 00:49:11,405
Sometime.
945
00:49:11,520 --> 00:49:14,285
Uh, why don't you just
invite him to cell group?
946
00:49:14,400 --> 00:49:16,482
I don't know if it's his thing.
947
00:49:16,640 --> 00:49:18,847
Well, it wasn't my thing, either.
948
00:49:26,880 --> 00:49:28,803
Uh, hey, you... thanks for this.
949
00:49:28,920 --> 00:49:33,967
It's... cool. I mean, most people
wouldn't give a freak like me a journal.
950
00:49:34,080 --> 00:49:35,081
(QUIET LAUGH)
951
00:49:35,240 --> 00:49:37,242
I'm glad you like it.
952
00:49:37,360 --> 00:49:39,647
I'm gonna draw a lot of pictures.
953
00:49:39,760 --> 00:49:42,081
- (LAUGHS) Good.
- (NATHAN CHUCKLES)
954
00:49:42,200 --> 00:49:43,247
(BLOWS)
955
00:49:43,360 --> 00:49:46,204
- Thank you, guys.
- Yay!
956
00:49:46,320 --> 00:49:47,685
- Did you make a wish?
- I bet she forgot.
957
00:49:47,800 --> 00:49:48,767
Yes, of course.
958
00:49:51,360 --> 00:49:53,567
Happy birthday.
959
00:49:53,680 --> 00:49:56,524
Well, this box isn't
big enough for an Acura.
960
00:49:56,680 --> 00:49:57,647
Exactly.
961
00:49:57,760 --> 00:50:00,366
But it is big enough for the key.
962
00:50:00,480 --> 00:50:03,245
- Oh, my... Thank you!
- You're welcome.
963
00:50:03,360 --> 00:50:04,282
(LAUGHTER)
964
00:50:04,400 --> 00:50:05,811
Thanks, Mom!
965
00:50:05,920 --> 00:50:09,570
Now, your mom and I can trust you,
right... not to do something
966
00:50:09,680 --> 00:50:11,125
stupid or illegal with the car?
967
00:50:11,240 --> 00:50:12,241
Yes.
968
00:50:12,400 --> 00:50:13,481
We just want you to be safe.
969
00:50:13,600 --> 00:50:15,523
Pinky promise.
970
00:50:15,640 --> 00:50:16,971
That doesn't even mean anything.
971
00:50:17,080 --> 00:50:18,570
Yes, it does.
972
00:50:21,160 --> 00:50:22,366
Thank you.
973
00:50:22,480 --> 00:50:23,811
(LAUGHS) You're welcome.
974
00:50:24,040 --> 00:50:25,087
(ROCK MUSIC PLAYING)
975
00:50:25,200 --> 00:50:26,690
# Your eyes... #
976
00:50:26,800 --> 00:50:29,406
(PARTYGOERS CLAMORING)
977
00:50:34,240 --> 00:50:36,402
You know, prom's coming up.
978
00:50:36,520 --> 00:50:38,443
Oh, yeah, it is.
979
00:50:38,560 --> 00:50:41,086
What, in like two months?
980
00:50:41,200 --> 00:50:42,804
(CHUCKLES) More like a month.
981
00:50:42,920 --> 00:50:44,809
Hmm.
982
00:50:48,320 --> 00:50:52,564
So where do you think,
like, we are right now?
983
00:50:54,680 --> 00:50:56,364
- In the woods?
- No.
984
00:50:56,480 --> 00:51:00,524
Like... like, in our relationship,
like, where do you think we are?
985
00:51:00,640 --> 00:51:01,926
Oh. (CHUCKLES)
986
00:51:03,280 --> 00:51:06,490
Well, I don't know, I mean,
I feel like what we have is so good,
987
00:51:06,600 --> 00:51:10,247
I-I don't want to mess it up
by putting a title on it, you know?
988
00:51:12,560 --> 00:51:14,210
Yeah.
989
00:51:14,320 --> 00:51:16,368
No, I like it, too.
990
00:51:16,480 --> 00:51:21,484
Just... sometimes it's kind of nice
to know if something's official.
991
00:51:21,640 --> 00:51:22,846
ALEX: Hmm.
992
00:51:22,960 --> 00:51:25,042
Yeah, I just...
993
00:51:25,160 --> 00:51:27,931
I just don't think you can always
define things with words, you know?
994
00:51:28,040 --> 00:51:30,805
I feel like what we have
is so much stronger
995
00:51:30,920 --> 00:51:33,605
than human constructs like language.
996
00:51:35,320 --> 00:51:37,607
Yeah.
997
00:51:37,720 --> 00:51:40,803
I think we should just
let it be what it is.
998
00:51:42,200 --> 00:51:44,168
And what's that?
999
00:51:44,280 --> 00:51:46,601
A heart connection.
1000
00:51:48,200 --> 00:51:50,521
But are we, like, exclusive?
1001
00:51:50,640 --> 00:51:52,210
I mean, I know I am.
1002
00:51:52,320 --> 00:51:56,080
No, I... I can't imagine connecting
with anyone like we have.
1003
00:51:57,640 --> 00:52:00,405
I think I'm ready to take it
to the next level.
1004
00:52:05,760 --> 00:52:07,410
A toast.
1005
00:52:07,560 --> 00:52:10,484
To the famous actors.
1006
00:52:22,480 --> 00:52:25,245
RACHEL (VOICE-OVER): That was so awesome
you invited those kids to Break Thru.
1007
00:52:25,360 --> 00:52:26,805
(LAUGHTER)
1008
00:52:26,920 --> 00:52:28,365
NATHAN (VOICE-OVER):
Yeah, they're good kids.
1009
00:52:28,480 --> 00:52:30,403
Saw them on the streets every day.
1010
00:52:30,520 --> 00:52:33,524
You would've done the same thing.
1011
00:52:33,640 --> 00:52:35,449
RACHEL (VOICE-OVER): I wish
you had your own phone line.
1012
00:52:35,560 --> 00:52:38,245
Pray I won't drink this weekend.
1013
00:52:38,360 --> 00:52:41,364
I don't know how to describe it.
1014
00:52:41,480 --> 00:52:43,369
I feel numb.
1015
00:52:43,480 --> 00:52:45,642
Distant from God.
1016
00:52:45,760 --> 00:52:47,171
I don't know why.
1017
00:52:47,280 --> 00:52:49,965
I have nothing to complain about.
1018
00:52:50,080 --> 00:52:51,730
Everything's going great.
1019
00:52:51,840 --> 00:52:55,648
NATHAN (VOICE-OVER): I wish you could
tell me what's going on with you,
1020
00:52:55,760 --> 00:52:59,003
'cause I want to try to make it better.
1021
00:52:59,120 --> 00:53:02,126
I'm gonna do a lot of praying for you
this week, 'cause, uh, I think you need it.
1022
00:53:02,280 --> 00:53:05,001
RACHEL (VOICE-OVER):
My passion has sunk to a new low.
1023
00:53:05,160 --> 00:53:06,002
(LAUGHTER)
1024
00:53:06,160 --> 00:53:07,650
I want more.
1025
00:53:07,760 --> 00:53:09,683
(GRUNTS)
1026
00:53:09,800 --> 00:53:13,521
I ask for a bigger desire
of it, but it's like I'm stuck.
1027
00:53:13,640 --> 00:53:16,120
I want to tap into something higher.
1028
00:53:16,240 --> 00:53:18,846
I hope you understand what I'm saying,
1029
00:53:18,960 --> 00:53:20,485
'cause I don't know how else to say it.
1030
00:53:20,600 --> 00:53:25,169
NATHAN (VOICE-OVER): You know,
we seek for answers in a world of lies.
1031
00:53:25,280 --> 00:53:28,807
Just don't believe
the lies Satan will tell you.
1032
00:53:28,920 --> 00:53:31,969
You feel like God's not watching.
1033
00:53:32,080 --> 00:53:35,928
But you're number one in his sight,
'cause believe me,
1034
00:53:36,040 --> 00:53:39,044
when you're stuck and you feel
like you can't go any further,
1035
00:53:39,160 --> 00:53:41,447
he still believes in you.
1036
00:53:41,560 --> 00:53:44,291
Sorry, I got to go to bed now.
1037
00:53:46,000 --> 00:53:49,049
RACHEL (VOICE-OVER): Pain, pain, go away.
1038
00:53:49,200 --> 00:53:51,931
Come again another day.
1039
00:53:52,080 --> 00:53:55,968
Because of you, I'm led astray.
1040
00:53:57,120 --> 00:53:59,566
(VACUUM HUMMING)
1041
00:54:13,720 --> 00:54:15,484
I'm sorry, but it wasn't mine.
1042
00:54:15,600 --> 00:54:19,803
Either way, it's not exactly legal to
drive around minors who are drinking.
1043
00:54:20,880 --> 00:54:22,166
We trusted you.
1044
00:54:22,320 --> 00:54:24,163
Mom, I wasn't drinking.
1045
00:54:24,320 --> 00:54:25,970
Maybe you should just quit the play.
1046
00:54:26,080 --> 00:54:27,650
Mom, you can't do that.
1047
00:54:27,760 --> 00:54:31,884
We're a few days away, and that's
not fair to everybody involved.
1048
00:54:32,000 --> 00:54:34,480
You come in smelling like smoke.
1049
00:54:34,600 --> 00:54:36,807
Dana says you're not even
going to Break Thru anymore.
1050
00:54:36,960 --> 00:54:38,849
What's going on?
1051
00:54:40,160 --> 00:54:41,491
I'm fine.
1052
00:54:41,600 --> 00:54:44,046
I don't like you going to these parties.
1053
00:54:44,160 --> 00:54:46,527
That's where people are
that need light the most.
1054
00:54:46,640 --> 00:54:48,449
I'm trying to make an impact.
1055
00:54:49,640 --> 00:54:53,129
I think they're impacting you
more than you're impacting them.
1056
00:54:59,440 --> 00:55:03,568
I'm gonna take away your keys until
your mom says you can have them back.
1057
00:55:03,680 --> 00:55:05,648
Are you serious?
1058
00:55:05,760 --> 00:55:08,525
Guys, I didn't do anything.
1059
00:55:13,280 --> 00:55:14,611
Don't forget to recycle.
1060
00:55:22,040 --> 00:55:23,405
Hey, stranger.
1061
00:55:24,560 --> 00:55:25,686
Hey.
1062
00:55:25,840 --> 00:55:28,161
I... miss seeing you around.
1063
00:55:28,280 --> 00:55:29,850
I know. I'm sorry.
1064
00:55:29,960 --> 00:55:32,566
Just been really busy
with the play and stuff.
1065
00:55:32,720 --> 00:55:36,888
- Yeah.
- But, hey, opening night's this week.
1066
00:55:37,000 --> 00:55:38,525
Are you gonna come?
1067
00:55:38,640 --> 00:55:39,846
I wouldn't miss it.
1068
00:55:39,960 --> 00:55:43,681
And I got you an Easter present.
1069
00:55:44,840 --> 00:55:46,410
Easter?
1070
00:55:46,520 --> 00:55:48,921
- Is that not a thing?
- (LAUGHS) No.
1071
00:55:49,040 --> 00:55:50,405
But I'll take it.
1072
00:55:55,920 --> 00:55:57,126
Nate...
1073
00:55:57,240 --> 00:55:59,561
are you sure?
1074
00:55:59,680 --> 00:56:02,286
If it weren't for you and my grandpa,
1075
00:56:02,400 --> 00:56:04,323
I don't know where I'd be.
1076
00:56:04,440 --> 00:56:07,205
You accepted me for who I am, and...
1077
00:56:07,320 --> 00:56:09,448
I want you... I want you to have them.
1078
00:56:10,800 --> 00:56:13,201
So sweet.
1079
00:56:13,320 --> 00:56:15,163
I love it.
1080
00:56:15,280 --> 00:56:17,123
Really.
1081
00:56:19,960 --> 00:56:22,122
What's up with the hemp necklace?
1082
00:56:22,240 --> 00:56:23,241
It's not really your style.
1083
00:56:23,400 --> 00:56:24,811
Alex gave it to me.
1084
00:56:24,920 --> 00:56:26,763
Yeah, why don't you bring him around?
1085
00:56:26,880 --> 00:56:31,690
I just don't know where I stand
with him right now exactly.
1086
00:56:31,800 --> 00:56:34,041
What does he say?
1087
00:56:34,200 --> 00:56:37,165
Just that we're gonna finish the play,
and then we'll figure things out.
1088
00:56:38,600 --> 00:56:41,285
I mean, is he kissing you
while he figures things out?
1089
00:56:42,560 --> 00:56:43,721
Sort of.
1090
00:56:43,840 --> 00:56:45,001
"Sort of"?
1091
00:56:45,120 --> 00:56:46,485
But most of it's for the play.
1092
00:56:46,600 --> 00:56:47,601
(CHUCKLES)
1093
00:56:47,720 --> 00:56:48,926
Well, is he a Christian?
1094
00:56:49,040 --> 00:56:51,566
He's really spiritual.
1095
00:56:53,280 --> 00:56:55,647
I thought you said you wanted
a Christian boyfriend.
1096
00:56:55,760 --> 00:56:57,649
He really respects my faith.
1097
00:56:57,760 --> 00:56:59,649
He just believes in a lot
of things right now.
1098
00:56:59,760 --> 00:57:01,761
I don't know why you
mess around with that guy.
1099
00:57:02,160 --> 00:57:05,490
You know, out of all people,
I didn't think you would judge him.
1100
00:57:05,600 --> 00:57:07,364
I'm-I'm not judging. I'm just...
1101
00:57:07,480 --> 00:57:10,086
Uh, Rachel, I think you're being stupid.
1102
00:57:11,480 --> 00:57:13,528
You know, I thought I could
talk to you about this.
1103
00:57:13,640 --> 00:57:14,971
Well, you can.
1104
00:57:15,080 --> 00:57:18,722
For the first time,
someone really wants me.
1105
00:57:20,080 --> 00:57:22,731
He makes me feel like I am somebody.
1106
00:57:24,120 --> 00:57:26,885
Rach, I think you really
deserve someone better.
1107
00:57:27,000 --> 00:57:29,002
He is better.
1108
00:57:29,120 --> 00:57:31,487
(SIGHS)
1109
00:57:36,240 --> 00:57:39,130
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1110
00:57:41,920 --> 00:57:43,729
Places, everyone.
1111
00:57:56,000 --> 00:57:58,002
(APPLAUSE)
1112
00:58:04,440 --> 00:58:08,126
What if we lived in a world
with endless possibilities?
1113
00:58:08,240 --> 00:58:11,050
But is that even possible?
1114
00:58:11,160 --> 00:58:14,084
- Gosh, Andi, don't be so impossible.
- I'm not!
1115
00:58:14,200 --> 00:58:15,565
I'm full of possibilities.
1116
00:58:15,720 --> 00:58:18,041
I don't know what you want me to say.
1117
00:58:18,160 --> 00:58:20,811
Why not give possibility a chance? Right?
1118
00:58:20,920 --> 00:58:25,121
Is there still a chance
we can give this a possibility?
1119
00:58:25,240 --> 00:58:26,651
(LAUGHTER)
1120
00:58:26,760 --> 00:58:28,683
You are so full of it, Jason! I'm done!
1121
00:58:28,800 --> 00:58:30,768
I'm never talking to you again!
1122
00:58:30,880 --> 00:58:32,325
But that's just it.
1123
00:58:33,440 --> 00:58:34,965
We can't be done.
1124
00:58:36,560 --> 00:58:37,971
I love you.
1125
00:58:40,480 --> 00:58:42,130
CROWD: Aw...
1126
00:58:42,240 --> 00:58:44,208
(CHEERING)
1127
00:58:45,760 --> 00:58:48,331
(WHISTLING, CHEERING)
1128
00:58:56,000 --> 00:58:57,968
(CHEERING, WHISTLING)
1129
00:59:09,040 --> 00:59:10,929
- Awesome.
- Thank you, Austin.
1130
00:59:11,040 --> 00:59:13,805
That means a lot.
1131
00:59:13,920 --> 00:59:15,809
Hey, I'm gonna go, but you did awesome.
1132
00:59:16,880 --> 00:59:18,041
Bye.
1133
00:59:18,200 --> 00:59:19,361
Hey.
1134
00:59:19,480 --> 00:59:20,606
Hey, Rach.
1135
00:59:20,720 --> 00:59:22,404
Uh...
1136
00:59:22,520 --> 00:59:23,681
- Mm.
- Yeah.
1137
00:59:23,800 --> 00:59:25,290
You...
1138
00:59:25,400 --> 00:59:28,324
(CHUCKLES): yeah,
you were real good, you know?
1139
00:59:28,440 --> 00:59:30,681
Some of those lines
were a little weird, though.
1140
00:59:30,800 --> 00:59:33,246
- (LAUGHS) Thank you.
- Who's the critic?
1141
00:59:33,360 --> 00:59:35,124
Nice suit.
1142
00:59:35,240 --> 00:59:37,129
You must be Alex.
1143
00:59:37,240 --> 00:59:39,288
Um, Alex, this is Nathan.
1144
00:59:39,400 --> 00:59:41,243
Alex wrote the play.
1145
00:59:41,360 --> 00:59:43,442
So, what'd you think?
1146
00:59:43,600 --> 00:59:46,763
I liked everything about it... except you.
1147
00:59:50,960 --> 00:59:53,247
Let's get out of here, Rach.
We're going to Shep's.
1148
00:59:53,400 --> 00:59:54,640
RACHEL: Bye, Nate.
1149
00:59:55,720 --> 00:59:57,006
NATHAN: Hey.
1150
00:59:57,120 --> 00:59:58,406
You better take care of her.
1151
01:00:00,680 --> 01:00:03,650
I think Rachel can take care of herself.
1152
01:00:03,760 --> 01:00:05,603
I don't know what she needs you for.
1153
01:00:09,240 --> 01:00:11,527
- (CHATTER STOPS)
- Nate, stop it!
1154
01:00:11,640 --> 01:00:13,688
What are you doing?
1155
01:00:19,200 --> 01:00:22,249
(CHATTER RESUMES)
1156
01:00:28,200 --> 01:00:31,250
He's like a white hat alumni,
and he can't even dress himself.
1157
01:00:31,360 --> 01:00:34,489
I'm so sorry. I...
I've never seen him like that.
1158
01:00:34,600 --> 01:00:37,968
I'm not gonna let any negative
energy intrude tonight.
1159
01:00:38,080 --> 01:00:39,969
It's time to celebrate.
1160
01:00:40,080 --> 01:00:43,402
- Let's party, guys!
- (SHOUTING, WHOOPING)
1161
01:00:45,040 --> 01:00:47,486
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1162
01:00:47,600 --> 01:00:50,206
(WHOOPING)
1163
01:00:50,320 --> 01:00:54,526
Now that the play's over, I really
want to figure things out with Alex.
1164
01:00:54,640 --> 01:00:57,405
What's there to figure out?
You guys are a thing.
1165
01:00:59,080 --> 01:01:01,845
It doesn't totally feel like it.
1166
01:01:15,600 --> 01:01:16,806
You missed a button.
1167
01:01:17,880 --> 01:01:19,803
(CELINE CHUCKLES)
1168
01:01:22,520 --> 01:01:24,648
Celine, I...
1169
01:01:24,760 --> 01:01:29,004
I worry about you
with always having a new...
1170
01:01:29,160 --> 01:01:30,571
What?
1171
01:01:30,680 --> 01:01:33,160
Leave me alone. I'm just having fun.
1172
01:01:33,280 --> 01:01:35,408
You should have some fun, too.
1173
01:01:37,800 --> 01:01:39,484
(QUIETLY): Okay.
1174
01:01:42,920 --> 01:01:45,810
ALEX: Oh, hey-hey, look who we have here.
1175
01:01:45,920 --> 01:01:49,803
You know, Madison might have been
the best ballet dancer in the fourth grade,
1176
01:01:49,920 --> 01:01:51,922
but Rachel is by far the best actress
1177
01:01:52,040 --> 01:01:55,442
- in the school.
- Alex, you're such a spaz.
1178
01:01:56,520 --> 01:01:58,090
We produced a hit play!
1179
01:01:58,200 --> 01:02:00,328
(CHEERING, SHOUTING)
1180
01:02:03,720 --> 01:02:05,529
You look ravishing tonight.
1181
01:02:06,880 --> 01:02:09,167
Part of me is glad the play's over.
1182
01:02:12,520 --> 01:02:16,286
It's loud. Do you want to...
go somewhere we can be alone?
1183
01:02:36,560 --> 01:02:39,962
- I can't do this.
- It's okay. Just trust me.
1184
01:02:41,920 --> 01:02:43,445
There's dog food in here. (CLEARS THROAT)
1185
01:02:43,560 --> 01:02:45,847
We can go somewhere else.
1186
01:02:45,960 --> 01:02:49,169
No. That's not what I'm saying.
1187
01:02:49,280 --> 01:02:52,648
Well, I thought you wanted
to take it to the next level.
1188
01:02:53,800 --> 01:02:55,643
No, not like this.
1189
01:02:55,760 --> 01:02:57,603
I meant a commitment.
1190
01:02:57,720 --> 01:03:00,610
I don't even know what we are.
1191
01:03:00,720 --> 01:03:02,484
You don't?
1192
01:03:02,600 --> 01:03:04,887
After all that we've felt together?
1193
01:03:05,960 --> 01:03:07,291
I mean...
1194
01:03:07,400 --> 01:03:08,731
just...
1195
01:03:08,840 --> 01:03:11,810
be in the moment
and go with those feelings.
1196
01:03:13,280 --> 01:03:16,045
Trust me, I... I want what you want.
1197
01:03:18,920 --> 01:03:21,491
I'm not so sure.
1198
01:03:21,600 --> 01:03:23,887
- I need some space.
- Rachel...
1199
01:03:27,240 --> 01:03:29,561
(FAINT MUSIC PLAYING)
1200
01:03:43,880 --> 01:03:45,882
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1201
01:03:46,000 --> 01:03:47,570
Have you seen Alex?
1202
01:03:47,680 --> 01:03:49,011
I thought he was with you.
1203
01:03:49,120 --> 01:03:50,724
No, we were making out...
1204
01:03:50,840 --> 01:03:51,762
TMI, girl.
1205
01:03:51,880 --> 01:03:53,211
I think you should just chill.
1206
01:03:53,320 --> 01:03:55,482
No, I have to find him
before things get weird.
1207
01:04:00,960 --> 01:04:04,407
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1208
01:04:16,120 --> 01:04:17,531
Madison?
1209
01:04:17,640 --> 01:04:19,563
- Rach...
- What?
1210
01:04:19,680 --> 01:04:21,569
- It just happened.
- How could you do that?
1211
01:04:21,680 --> 01:04:23,205
You were being kind of high-maintenance.
1212
01:04:24,320 --> 01:04:27,051
I just wanted to explain...
1213
01:04:27,160 --> 01:04:30,243
why I left and...
1214
01:04:30,360 --> 01:04:32,044
what I believe in and...
1215
01:04:32,160 --> 01:04:33,491
I don't really respond
to limitations, Rachel.
1216
01:04:33,640 --> 01:04:37,322
MADISON: I told you that this Jesus
freak thing would be an issue.
1217
01:04:37,440 --> 01:04:39,568
ALEX: Wait, are you...?
Are you, like, a...
1218
01:04:39,680 --> 01:04:41,284
serious Christian?
1219
01:04:41,400 --> 01:04:43,767
(CHUCKLING): What, you didn't know that?
1220
01:04:50,480 --> 01:04:52,369
(SIGHS)
1221
01:04:52,480 --> 01:04:54,528
(CRYING)
1222
01:05:12,480 --> 01:05:14,847
(SNIFFLING)
1223
01:05:16,800 --> 01:05:18,689
(GUNSHOTS)
1224
01:05:22,880 --> 01:05:25,008
(GUN COCKS, FIRES)
1225
01:05:28,160 --> 01:05:29,924
(LAUGHS)
1226
01:05:38,400 --> 01:05:40,607
Looks like you needed a better boyfriend.
1227
01:05:40,720 --> 01:05:42,882
He wasn't my boyfriend.
1228
01:05:43,040 --> 01:05:45,407
Then you needed a better mentor.
1229
01:05:47,600 --> 01:05:49,967
You don't like me much, do you?
1230
01:05:50,080 --> 01:05:54,529
(SCOFFS) People like you are just
intolerant, self-righteous hypocrites.
1231
01:05:54,640 --> 01:05:58,089
That's a pretty intolerant stereotype
to put on millions of Christians.
1232
01:05:58,200 --> 01:06:02,046
God's just some outdated
cultural construct.
1233
01:06:02,160 --> 01:06:05,763
How can you really believe in some being
up in the sky that you can't even see?
1234
01:06:05,880 --> 01:06:08,963
Sometimes you have to see with your heart.
1235
01:06:09,080 --> 01:06:10,889
(LAUGHS)
1236
01:06:11,000 --> 01:06:13,002
Is this when you try and convert me?
1237
01:06:13,120 --> 01:06:15,009
I'm not like that.
1238
01:06:16,640 --> 01:06:19,007
I just want to live my life for Jesus
1239
01:06:19,160 --> 01:06:21,766
and let people take
whatever they want from that.
1240
01:06:23,120 --> 01:06:26,124
That's cool.
1241
01:06:26,240 --> 01:06:28,527
You sound more like
a Buddhist than a Christian.
1242
01:06:30,000 --> 01:06:33,163
Maybe you should get to know one.
1243
01:06:35,080 --> 01:06:36,844
(ENGINE STARTS NEARBY)
1244
01:06:36,960 --> 01:06:38,086
It's second period.
1245
01:06:38,200 --> 01:06:40,487
Where's Celine going?
1246
01:06:40,640 --> 01:06:42,768
SEAN: I don't know.
1247
01:06:42,880 --> 01:06:44,006
(LAUGHS) She's a big girl.
1248
01:06:44,120 --> 01:06:45,121
Who cares?
1249
01:06:45,240 --> 01:06:46,924
I care.
1250
01:06:52,320 --> 01:06:54,527
(MAN AND WOMAN SHOUTING)
1251
01:06:55,880 --> 01:06:57,689
What do you want?
1252
01:06:57,800 --> 01:06:59,290
Why aren't you at school?
1253
01:06:59,400 --> 01:07:00,811
Just didn't feel like it.
1254
01:07:00,920 --> 01:07:02,524
What are you... my parole officer?
1255
01:07:02,640 --> 01:07:03,846
No.
1256
01:07:03,960 --> 01:07:05,246
Celine, I just wanted to talk.
1257
01:07:05,360 --> 01:07:07,408
- (GLASS BREAKS)
- (SHOUTING CONTINUES)
1258
01:07:07,520 --> 01:07:08,726
Who is that?
1259
01:07:10,120 --> 01:07:12,009
Look, now's not the best time, okay?
1260
01:07:12,120 --> 01:07:13,360
I'll call you later.
1261
01:07:13,480 --> 01:07:17,644
Celine... I am sick of ignoring it all
and pretending like
1262
01:07:17,800 --> 01:07:19,211
everything's okay with you.
1263
01:07:19,320 --> 01:07:20,970
Oh, please, Little Miss Perfect.
1264
01:07:21,080 --> 01:07:23,845
How could you possibly
understand? (SCOFFS)
1265
01:07:23,960 --> 01:07:26,247
I know what it's like to be in pain.
1266
01:07:26,360 --> 01:07:27,725
You don't know anything.
1267
01:07:27,840 --> 01:07:29,171
You think you make a difference here?
1268
01:07:29,280 --> 01:07:30,566
Well, you don't.
1269
01:07:30,680 --> 01:07:32,205
Celine, I'm not trying to fix anything.
1270
01:07:32,360 --> 01:07:34,727
You change nothing.
1271
01:07:36,720 --> 01:07:38,768
(DOOR SLAMS)
1272
01:07:45,320 --> 01:07:47,846
RACHEL (VOICE-OVER): Nate,
I wish you were here right now.
1273
01:07:48,000 --> 01:07:50,002
I wish I could be numb to the pain,
1274
01:07:50,120 --> 01:07:54,250
instead of numb to God
and you and everyone else.
1275
01:07:54,360 --> 01:07:57,523
I feel like I'm fading away.
1276
01:07:57,640 --> 01:08:00,530
Like I'm beyond repair.
1277
01:08:00,680 --> 01:08:03,524
I don't even want
to live through the night.
1278
01:08:08,200 --> 01:08:09,804
(LAUGHTER)
1279
01:08:09,920 --> 01:08:11,684
Things are coming at me
1280
01:08:11,800 --> 01:08:15,043
from all different directions,
and they can't be blocked.
1281
01:08:15,160 --> 01:08:18,528
There's nothing you can say or do to help.
1282
01:08:18,640 --> 01:08:20,927
I know that's hard to hear.
1283
01:08:21,040 --> 01:08:25,645
I put this face on as a strong
Christian to everyone but you.
1284
01:08:25,760 --> 01:08:27,762
But I'm not like that on the inside.
1285
01:08:27,880 --> 01:08:29,928
I'm just not as strong as you.
1286
01:08:32,480 --> 01:08:35,086
(CRYING)
1287
01:08:35,200 --> 01:08:38,886
Words don't seem to help anymore.
1288
01:08:39,000 --> 01:08:40,490
Maybe we shouldn't write.
1289
01:08:59,280 --> 01:09:02,090
(DISTORTED VOICE-OVER): I'm worthless.
1290
01:09:03,520 --> 01:09:05,921
I make no difference.
1291
01:09:08,720 --> 01:09:11,041
No one notices.
1292
01:09:11,160 --> 01:09:13,208
No one understands.
1293
01:09:14,480 --> 01:09:16,164
No one cares.
1294
01:09:18,880 --> 01:09:21,531
Not even God.
1295
01:09:24,960 --> 01:09:28,203
I'm drowning in my own wake of despair.
1296
01:09:28,320 --> 01:09:32,006
Choking, my hands
are wrapped around my neck.
1297
01:09:33,920 --> 01:09:35,809
I'm dying.
1298
01:09:35,920 --> 01:09:39,049
Quickly my soul leaves.
1299
01:09:39,160 --> 01:09:41,561
It isn't suicide.
1300
01:09:41,680 --> 01:09:44,923
I consider it homicide.
1301
01:09:45,040 --> 01:09:49,090
The world you have created
has led to my death.
1302
01:10:24,840 --> 01:10:25,966
Hey.
1303
01:10:28,000 --> 01:10:30,765
Hey, no, I'm-I'm so sorry.
1304
01:10:30,880 --> 01:10:32,882
I don't... I don't know
what's gotten into me lately.
1305
01:10:33,040 --> 01:10:36,563
You know, and I... I did not mean
to lose it on that guy, just, I... I was
1306
01:10:36,680 --> 01:10:38,091
really just trying to look out for you.
1307
01:10:38,200 --> 01:10:39,725
No, no... You were right.
1308
01:10:39,880 --> 01:10:41,962
I should've listened to you.
1309
01:10:44,040 --> 01:10:45,121
Are you okay?
1310
01:10:46,400 --> 01:10:48,209
You kind of saved my life today.
1311
01:10:48,320 --> 01:10:49,401
I did?
1312
01:10:50,520 --> 01:10:53,046
Yeah.
1313
01:10:53,160 --> 01:10:56,804
I wasn't in a good place,
and I just wanted it all to end.
1314
01:10:56,920 --> 01:10:59,082
And I thought it was the only way out.
1315
01:10:59,200 --> 01:11:01,931
But then I saw your dog tags.
1316
01:11:02,040 --> 01:11:04,965
And I was like, "If-if I die,
he's gonna think it's all his fault."
1317
01:11:05,080 --> 01:11:07,960
And I didn't want you going through life
thinking it had been all your fault.
1318
01:11:08,080 --> 01:11:10,082
'Cause that fight we had.
1319
01:11:10,240 --> 01:11:12,208
Okay, you...
1320
01:11:12,320 --> 01:11:14,891
I'm-I'm glad you're here.
1321
01:11:15,040 --> 01:11:16,804
Me, too.
1322
01:11:16,960 --> 01:11:20,485
If you need to talk, you know,
you can... you can talk to me.
1323
01:11:22,280 --> 01:11:24,601
I miss my big brother.
1324
01:11:28,960 --> 01:11:30,485
Do you want to go inside? I mean,
1325
01:11:30,640 --> 01:11:33,086
everyone's gonna be
really excited to see you.
1326
01:11:33,200 --> 01:11:35,089
(RACHEL SIGHS)
1327
01:11:35,200 --> 01:11:37,601
- Okay.
- Okay?
1328
01:11:40,840 --> 01:11:43,969
Dear Heavenly Father, Lord,
we just thank you right now.
1329
01:11:44,080 --> 01:11:45,684
God, we just ask for your...
1330
01:11:45,800 --> 01:11:47,928
for your strength over Rachel, Lord.
1331
01:11:48,040 --> 01:11:50,088
We just want her to feel
your presence, Lord,
1332
01:11:50,240 --> 01:11:51,526
and experience some peace.
1333
01:11:51,640 --> 01:11:54,246
God, I just thank you for loving her...
1334
01:12:00,400 --> 01:12:02,289
RACHEL (VOICE-OVER):
I am not going to apologize
1335
01:12:02,400 --> 01:12:04,528
for speaking the name of Jesus.
1336
01:12:04,640 --> 01:12:09,122
And I'm not going to hide the light
that God has put in me.
1337
01:12:10,960 --> 01:12:14,487
If I have to sacrifice everything...
1338
01:12:16,120 --> 01:12:18,122
...I will.
1339
01:12:18,240 --> 01:12:20,208
I will take it.
1340
01:13:39,280 --> 01:13:41,601
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1341
01:13:43,640 --> 01:13:45,802
(VOICE-OVER): I lost most
of my friends at school.
1342
01:13:45,920 --> 01:13:47,490
BRIAN: That's kind of weird.
1343
01:13:47,600 --> 01:13:49,250
GABBY: She's spending time
with Jesus or whatever.
1344
01:13:49,400 --> 01:13:50,765
BRIAN: What does that even mean?
1345
01:13:50,880 --> 01:13:53,929
RACHEL (VOICE-OVER): Now that I've begun
to walk my talk, they make fun of me.
1346
01:13:55,640 --> 01:13:57,290
But you know what?
1347
01:13:57,400 --> 01:13:59,721
It's all worth it to me.
1348
01:14:01,240 --> 01:14:04,164
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1349
01:14:06,680 --> 01:14:08,523
(CHATTER CONTINUES)
1350
01:14:11,040 --> 01:14:13,088
So, how's everything else going with you?
1351
01:14:13,200 --> 01:14:17,530
You know, being betrayed
by your best friend sucks.
1352
01:14:17,680 --> 01:14:20,445
But the worst part was that he
didn't know I was a Christian.
1353
01:14:20,600 --> 01:14:22,682
Rach, you just got to be you.
1354
01:14:22,800 --> 01:14:24,404
I know.
1355
01:14:24,560 --> 01:14:26,324
I wasn't being real.
1356
01:14:26,480 --> 01:14:28,323
I'm not gonna let that happen again.
1357
01:14:29,840 --> 01:14:31,444
Check this out.
1358
01:14:36,840 --> 01:14:38,490
Okay.
1359
01:14:38,600 --> 01:14:42,286
So, you're not gonna be a...
1360
01:14:42,400 --> 01:14:45,849
beer-chuggin', pot-trippin',
cigar-puffin', drug-dealin' Christian?
1361
01:14:46,000 --> 01:14:47,161
- No, I'm a God-lovin'...
- Huh?
1362
01:14:47,280 --> 01:14:50,325
Satan-slammin', Jesus-freakin',
world-changin' Christian.
1363
01:14:50,440 --> 01:14:52,647
Warrior for Christ.
1364
01:14:52,800 --> 01:14:54,609
Oh, that's-that's tight.
1365
01:14:54,760 --> 01:14:58,606
Well, people aren't gonna
accept us for our faith.
1366
01:14:58,760 --> 01:15:00,125
But it's okay.
1367
01:15:00,240 --> 01:15:01,890
We have to love and serve them anyways.
1368
01:15:02,000 --> 01:15:05,083
And I'm talking compassion, forgiveness.
1369
01:15:05,200 --> 01:15:07,771
I mean, if we don't,
what's gonna attract them to God?
1370
01:15:09,600 --> 01:15:10,886
So...
1371
01:15:11,000 --> 01:15:12,525
what about Madison?
1372
01:15:14,160 --> 01:15:16,049
Well, maybe not her.
1373
01:15:16,160 --> 01:15:17,491
(LAUGHS) Come on, Rach!
1374
01:15:18,920 --> 01:15:19,887
(BELL RINGING)
1375
01:15:20,000 --> 01:15:21,684
Oh, the angry ex is coming over.
1376
01:15:23,000 --> 01:15:24,365
Madison, can we talk?
1377
01:15:24,480 --> 01:15:26,050
What for?
1378
01:15:26,160 --> 01:15:29,642
Oh, my gosh.
Would you look at her clothes?
1379
01:15:29,760 --> 01:15:31,524
MADISON:
Talk about your thrift store special.
1380
01:15:31,640 --> 01:15:33,529
Like, someone else's B.O. is in that.
1381
01:15:33,640 --> 01:15:35,881
Madison, when can we talk?
1382
01:15:36,000 --> 01:15:38,731
I don't see any real reason to, Rachel.
1383
01:15:38,840 --> 01:15:40,330
It is what it is.
1384
01:15:40,440 --> 01:15:43,250
I can't help what happened, so...
1385
01:15:43,360 --> 01:15:45,647
just... go, all right?
1386
01:15:53,560 --> 01:15:55,528
Hey. I'm Rachel.
1387
01:15:56,600 --> 01:15:58,284
(WHISPERS): Wow.
1388
01:16:02,080 --> 01:16:03,525
RACHEL: Is that vintage?
1389
01:16:03,640 --> 01:16:05,324
Looks great on you.
1390
01:16:05,440 --> 01:16:07,204
It's a little too pastel for my taste.
1391
01:16:07,320 --> 01:16:08,446
Hi. I'm Celine.
1392
01:16:08,560 --> 01:16:10,961
- Reagan.
- (LAUGHS)
1393
01:16:11,080 --> 01:16:13,367
Hey, Rach, look, about the other day,
1394
01:16:13,480 --> 01:16:16,211
it's just my mom and her drunk boyfriend.
1395
01:16:16,320 --> 01:16:18,527
They're all messed up. (WRY LAUGH)
1396
01:16:18,640 --> 01:16:21,120
I just didn't want anyone to know.
1397
01:16:21,240 --> 01:16:24,767
Celine, I wouldn't tell anybody.
1398
01:16:24,880 --> 01:16:27,360
I just worry about you.
1399
01:16:28,680 --> 01:16:31,160
Why? I'm, like, the most perfect kid.
1400
01:16:31,280 --> 01:16:32,645
(CHUCKLING)
1401
01:16:32,760 --> 01:16:35,001
You know, my mom would
totally let you stay with us.
1402
01:16:36,480 --> 01:16:38,562
We should probably stop ignoring her.
1403
01:16:42,560 --> 01:16:46,483
It's gonna be like Oklahoma City,
the L.A. riots and World War II
1404
01:16:46,600 --> 01:16:48,887
- all mixed into one.
- Yeah.
1405
01:16:49,040 --> 01:16:50,769
Like a video game.
1406
01:16:50,880 --> 01:16:54,922
I-I want to leave a lasting
impression on this stupid world.
1407
01:16:55,040 --> 01:16:57,202
- Start a chain reaction.
- Yeah.
1408
01:16:57,320 --> 01:16:59,129
(IMITATING GUNS FIRING)
1409
01:17:00,200 --> 01:17:01,361
- Boom!
- Bah!
1410
01:17:07,920 --> 01:17:10,651
RACHEL (VOICE-OVER):
I've always been drawn to hands.
1411
01:17:10,760 --> 01:17:14,526
I think it's because it's
the way that we touch people.
1412
01:17:14,640 --> 01:17:18,210
Compassion is the greatest form
of love that humans have to offer.
1413
01:17:18,360 --> 01:17:20,840
I have this theory that if one person
1414
01:17:20,960 --> 01:17:23,884
can go out of their way
to show compassion,
1415
01:17:24,000 --> 01:17:26,162
it could start a chain reaction.
1416
01:17:27,480 --> 01:17:29,687
How do you know that trust and beauty
1417
01:17:29,800 --> 01:17:33,202
and compassion won't make the
world a better place to be in?
1418
01:17:33,320 --> 01:17:36,369
Tomorrow's not a promise...
1419
01:17:36,480 --> 01:17:37,845
but it's a chance.
1420
01:17:37,960 --> 01:17:40,486
You just might start a chain reaction.
1421
01:17:53,640 --> 01:17:56,962
And what's behind all of this is my faith.
1422
01:17:57,080 --> 01:17:58,969
I'm a Christian.
1423
01:17:59,080 --> 01:18:02,721
(CHUCKLES):
And... I'm not trying to be weird,
1424
01:18:02,840 --> 01:18:05,207
or convert anybody or anything like that.
1425
01:18:06,640 --> 01:18:10,689
I just wanted to be real with you guys
and let you know who I am.
1426
01:18:15,320 --> 01:18:17,766
Jesus gave his life for me...
1427
01:18:17,920 --> 01:18:20,366
and I'll give my life to him.
1428
01:18:25,520 --> 01:18:27,682
Just wanted to get that out there.
1429
01:18:33,640 --> 01:18:35,608
Thank you, Rachel.
1430
01:18:37,040 --> 01:18:40,010
Okay, up next...
1431
01:18:40,120 --> 01:18:43,124
we have Eric and Dylan.
1432
01:18:43,280 --> 01:18:46,602
Let's watch their video
on how they would change the world.
1433
01:18:50,960 --> 01:18:54,089
Those bullies are always picking on me,
1434
01:18:54,200 --> 01:18:56,202
and I don't like it.
1435
01:18:59,480 --> 01:19:03,690
- Can you help?
- ERIC: Yeah. You know we...
1436
01:19:03,840 --> 01:19:05,842
can't have weapons on school grounds.
1437
01:19:05,960 --> 01:19:08,440
But if you can get them away,
we'll take them out.
1438
01:19:08,560 --> 01:19:11,370
DYLAN: For $2,000, we'll get rid of them.
1439
01:19:11,480 --> 01:19:13,369
Permanently.
1440
01:19:18,320 --> 01:19:21,483
(GUNSHOTS BOOMING)
1441
01:19:21,600 --> 01:19:23,489
(WHISPERS): Do we have to watch this?
1442
01:19:23,600 --> 01:19:25,045
(GUNSHOT BOOMS)
1443
01:19:25,160 --> 01:19:26,685
(WHISPERS): No, we don't.
1444
01:19:26,800 --> 01:19:29,610
Okay, I think we've seen enough.
1445
01:19:29,720 --> 01:19:33,008
That... would make the world
a better place.
1446
01:19:42,640 --> 01:19:45,246
Yo. It's... it's Rachel, right?
1447
01:19:45,360 --> 01:19:48,842
Yeah. We've only been
in class together all semester.
1448
01:19:48,960 --> 01:19:51,850
I know. I'm bad with names.
1449
01:19:51,960 --> 01:19:53,803
Hey, I didn't know you were a Christian.
1450
01:19:53,920 --> 01:19:55,365
Now you do.
1451
01:19:55,480 --> 01:19:56,891
Now everybody does.
1452
01:19:57,000 --> 01:19:57,967
Was it too much?
1453
01:19:58,080 --> 01:20:00,481
No. That was dope.
1454
01:20:02,960 --> 01:20:05,042
I've been a Christian for a while now.
1455
01:20:05,160 --> 01:20:06,844
Just started going to FCA, though.
1456
01:20:06,960 --> 01:20:08,803
I had no idea.
1457
01:20:08,920 --> 01:20:11,730
It took me a little while
to find my place around here,
1458
01:20:11,840 --> 01:20:15,003
being the new guy and all,
but... I'm all good now.
1459
01:20:15,160 --> 01:20:17,606
I've been here my whole life,
and I'm still working on it.
1460
01:20:17,720 --> 01:20:20,929
(CHUCKLES) But what you said
back there was really cool.
1461
01:20:21,040 --> 01:20:22,451
You inspired me.
1462
01:20:24,840 --> 01:20:26,649
Hey.
1463
01:20:26,800 --> 01:20:30,009
Look out for my friend Austin
when I'm not around.
1464
01:20:32,400 --> 01:20:33,640
All right.
1465
01:20:33,760 --> 01:20:35,125
Got it.
1466
01:20:35,240 --> 01:20:36,366
Later, Rachel.
1467
01:20:36,480 --> 01:20:38,448
- Later.
- Ah.
1468
01:20:38,600 --> 01:20:39,840
I remembered.
1469
01:20:39,960 --> 01:20:41,041
(K.J. CHUCKLES)
1470
01:20:48,040 --> 01:20:49,929
ERIC: What's your problem?
1471
01:20:50,040 --> 01:20:52,520
- What?
- I know you did that.
1472
01:20:52,640 --> 01:20:55,484
- Did what?
- I didn't stop your stupid Jesus speech.
1473
01:20:55,600 --> 01:20:58,285
- You think you're better than us?
- No. No,
1474
01:20:58,400 --> 01:21:01,609
- I'm not better than anybody.
- Oh, I know you're not.
1475
01:21:02,680 --> 01:21:03,966
I got to get to class.
1476
01:21:04,080 --> 01:21:06,162
You're just like all the others.
1477
01:21:06,280 --> 01:21:09,602
Compassion. Yeah, that'll work.
1478
01:21:13,520 --> 01:21:15,249
So, you gonna go?
1479
01:21:15,360 --> 01:21:17,169
Hey, R.J.
1480
01:21:19,760 --> 01:21:21,524
So, has, uh...
1481
01:21:21,640 --> 01:21:23,688
Alex begged you to take him back yet?
1482
01:21:23,800 --> 01:21:26,929
No. He's into Madison's aura now.
1483
01:21:27,040 --> 01:21:28,485
Well, good, because...
1484
01:21:32,280 --> 01:21:35,727
Look, we always said that
if we never find anyone else,
1485
01:21:35,840 --> 01:21:37,922
then... we would go.
1486
01:21:39,000 --> 01:21:41,082
I'd be honored.
1487
01:21:41,200 --> 01:21:42,690
- Yeah?
- Yes.
1488
01:21:42,800 --> 01:21:47,564
- May I have this dance, mademoiselle?
- Yes, you may.
1489
01:21:47,680 --> 01:21:49,011
Bethanie!
1490
01:21:49,120 --> 01:21:50,645
- Oh! Thanks for coming.
- I wouldn't miss
1491
01:21:50,800 --> 01:21:52,802
- helping you get ready for prom.
- Aah!
1492
01:21:52,920 --> 01:21:54,809
Look at that dress!
1493
01:21:54,920 --> 01:21:57,002
- Oh, it's perfect!
- Let's get you ready.
1494
01:22:00,480 --> 01:22:02,164
# Oh, oh, oh... #
1495
01:22:02,280 --> 01:22:04,681
(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING)
1496
01:22:04,800 --> 01:22:05,961
# Oh, oh, oh #
1497
01:22:06,080 --> 01:22:07,809
# Whoa, oh #
1498
01:22:07,920 --> 01:22:09,445
# Oh, oh, oh #
1499
01:22:09,560 --> 01:22:12,006
# Whoa, oh #
1500
01:22:12,120 --> 01:22:14,248
# Oh, oh, oh #
1501
01:22:14,360 --> 01:22:15,850
# Whoa, oh #
1502
01:22:15,960 --> 01:22:18,327
# Whoa, oh, oh #
1503
01:22:18,440 --> 01:22:20,408
# Whoa, oh, oh... #
1504
01:22:21,920 --> 01:22:25,447
(SONG ENDS, GENTLE PIANO INTRO PLAYS)
1505
01:22:38,120 --> 01:22:40,726
# I saw it in your eyes #
1506
01:22:40,840 --> 01:22:42,649
# Tonight #
1507
01:22:43,960 --> 01:22:46,645
# The disappointment that #
1508
01:22:46,760 --> 01:22:49,923
# You tried to hide #
1509
01:22:51,640 --> 01:22:55,406
# Wondering if the world you... #
1510
01:22:55,520 --> 01:22:58,364
(UPBEAT SONG PLAYING)
1511
01:23:04,160 --> 01:23:06,401
So, I hear you and Kevin
are writing next year's play.
1512
01:23:06,520 --> 01:23:07,806
Yeah.
1513
01:23:07,960 --> 01:23:09,803
Mrs. Diaz asked us.
1514
01:23:09,960 --> 01:23:11,291
You'll do great.
1515
01:23:11,400 --> 01:23:13,289
Let me know if you need any help.
1516
01:23:13,400 --> 01:23:15,846
- Technically, I'm still your mentor.
- (LAUGHS)
1517
01:23:15,960 --> 01:23:18,088
Always the generous one.
1518
01:23:20,680 --> 01:23:22,170
Oh, look.
1519
01:23:22,280 --> 01:23:24,362
They're playing our song.
1520
01:23:24,520 --> 01:23:26,363
We don't have a song.
1521
01:23:28,000 --> 01:23:29,889
I know.
1522
01:23:30,000 --> 01:23:32,367
I wish we would have, though.
1523
01:23:32,480 --> 01:23:35,165
This one would have been a good one.
1524
01:23:35,320 --> 01:23:38,608
# The night is young,
you are mine tonight... #
1525
01:23:38,720 --> 01:23:40,290
Hey.
1526
01:23:40,400 --> 01:23:42,846
I wish it didn't go down like that.
1527
01:23:42,960 --> 01:23:47,244
You know, I... I never meant
to be drawn to her energy.
1528
01:23:47,360 --> 01:23:48,646
I couldn't help it.
1529
01:23:50,640 --> 01:23:53,564
# Sparkling, sparkling... #
1530
01:23:53,680 --> 01:23:56,923
Well, it hurt.
1531
01:23:57,040 --> 01:23:58,769
A lot.
1532
01:24:04,720 --> 01:24:07,166
I'm trying to forgive you.
1533
01:24:08,240 --> 01:24:11,164
I don't know, I...
1534
01:24:12,720 --> 01:24:14,449
I think we just view life differently.
1535
01:24:14,560 --> 01:24:15,800
Yeah.
1536
01:24:17,160 --> 01:24:19,891
Although we can agree on one thing.
1537
01:24:20,000 --> 01:24:22,048
All the world's a stage.
1538
01:24:22,200 --> 01:24:24,248
And the men and women merely players.
1539
01:24:24,360 --> 01:24:26,249
They have their entrances...
1540
01:24:26,360 --> 01:24:27,725
and their exits.
1541
01:24:30,680 --> 01:24:32,808
Bye, Alex.
1542
01:24:32,960 --> 01:24:34,962
Let's get out of here.
1543
01:24:35,080 --> 01:24:37,481
- All right.
- Hey, Maddy?
1544
01:24:40,440 --> 01:24:42,010
I miss you.
1545
01:24:43,120 --> 01:24:46,329
# Shimmering and shining #
1546
01:24:46,440 --> 01:24:48,602
# Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh. #
1547
01:24:48,720 --> 01:24:50,210
(SONG ENDS)
1548
01:24:54,800 --> 01:24:57,326
Hey, C. Having fun?
1549
01:24:57,440 --> 01:24:59,568
(CELINE SIGHS)
1550
01:24:59,680 --> 01:25:01,205
How can you stand talking to her?
1551
01:25:01,320 --> 01:25:03,527
I would have made
a voodoo doll or something.
1552
01:25:03,640 --> 01:25:05,881
(LAUGHS)
1553
01:25:06,000 --> 01:25:07,684
I don't know.
1554
01:25:07,800 --> 01:25:10,644
It's... it's hard.
1555
01:25:12,080 --> 01:25:13,445
But...
1556
01:25:13,560 --> 01:25:16,211
I think forgiveness is one of those things
1557
01:25:16,320 --> 01:25:18,322
that can change the world.
1558
01:25:18,440 --> 01:25:21,046
Always trying to change the world.
1559
01:25:21,160 --> 01:25:22,525
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
1560
01:25:28,360 --> 01:25:30,362
I'm so tired, Rachel.
1561
01:25:32,840 --> 01:25:34,649
Of all of this.
1562
01:25:34,760 --> 01:25:36,603
Of my life.
1563
01:25:38,960 --> 01:25:41,645
I don't even know why I'm here.
1564
01:25:43,800 --> 01:25:46,371
Well... usually, you come to these things
1565
01:25:46,480 --> 01:25:48,448
to make out with guys, so...
1566
01:25:49,960 --> 01:25:51,849
(BOTH LAUGH)
1567
01:25:56,520 --> 01:25:59,126
I just want something like you have.
1568
01:26:01,040 --> 01:26:03,202
You can handle the pain.
1569
01:26:08,800 --> 01:26:12,168
Come over next week,
when we don't have, like,
1570
01:26:12,280 --> 01:26:14,647
- people dancing around us...
- (LAUGHS)
1571
01:26:14,760 --> 01:26:16,330
and we'll talk.
1572
01:26:16,480 --> 01:26:18,562
We'll talk all about it.
1573
01:26:22,880 --> 01:26:24,041
Yeah.
1574
01:26:24,160 --> 01:26:27,448
I can't believe I'm saying this.
1575
01:26:27,560 --> 01:26:31,565
But maybe I'll even do
that whole breakdown,
1576
01:26:31,680 --> 01:26:34,604
breakout, break dancing that you do.
1577
01:26:34,720 --> 01:26:37,564
- Break Thru?
- Yeah. Whatever.
1578
01:26:37,680 --> 01:26:39,330
(BOTH LAUGHING)
1579
01:26:50,280 --> 01:26:52,282
(QUIET, INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1580
01:27:05,400 --> 01:27:08,210
RACHEL: Why can't I see my future?
1581
01:27:11,720 --> 01:27:14,803
I can't picture myself going to college...
1582
01:27:14,920 --> 01:27:18,481
getting married.
1583
01:27:18,600 --> 01:27:20,602
Any of it.
1584
01:27:25,440 --> 01:27:26,930
Nate...
1585
01:27:27,040 --> 01:27:29,691
if God loves me so much,
1586
01:27:29,800 --> 01:27:33,202
why does he put me through so much pain?
1587
01:27:35,280 --> 01:27:37,362
I mean...
1588
01:27:37,520 --> 01:27:39,488
I don't know.
1589
01:27:40,680 --> 01:27:43,809
Life's gonna be hard sometimes.
1590
01:27:43,920 --> 01:27:46,002
But...
1591
01:27:46,120 --> 01:27:47,724
he's there.
1592
01:27:47,840 --> 01:27:49,410
You know?
1593
01:27:49,520 --> 01:27:51,284
And, uh...
1594
01:27:51,400 --> 01:27:55,325
as hard as that is to grasp...
1595
01:27:55,440 --> 01:27:57,647
he's in control.
1596
01:28:26,480 --> 01:28:28,721
Hey, Austin.
1597
01:28:28,840 --> 01:28:32,447
- How's it going?
- Going to chemistry.
1598
01:28:36,960 --> 01:28:38,803
You want to do something this weekend?
1599
01:28:38,920 --> 01:28:41,002
Uh, with who?
1600
01:28:41,120 --> 01:28:43,521
With me. We can go, like,
1601
01:28:43,640 --> 01:28:45,688
- see a movie or something Friday.
- We...
1602
01:28:45,840 --> 01:28:48,446
we go on a-a real date?
1603
01:28:48,560 --> 01:28:50,608
Yeah. Sure.
1604
01:28:50,760 --> 01:28:52,603
Have you ever been on one?
1605
01:28:52,760 --> 01:28:54,569
Oh, yeah. Lots of them.
1606
01:28:54,720 --> 01:28:56,370
I didn't know you were such a player.
1607
01:28:56,480 --> 01:28:57,766
With my mom.
1608
01:28:57,880 --> 01:28:59,120
Got it.
1609
01:28:59,240 --> 01:29:01,208
Well, sorry I'm not your mom.
1610
01:29:01,320 --> 01:29:02,367
You're prettier.
1611
01:29:03,480 --> 01:29:05,608
You are a player!
1612
01:29:05,720 --> 01:29:08,087
See you Friday, Austin.
1613
01:29:08,200 --> 01:29:09,850
AUSTIN (QUIETLY): Yes!
1614
01:29:09,960 --> 01:29:12,361
BRIAN: Yo, at least a nine.
1615
01:29:12,480 --> 01:29:15,006
K.J.: I hear you, bro.
Yeah, I see you. I see you.
1616
01:29:15,160 --> 01:29:16,650
BRIAN: Got that 2.0, baby!
1617
01:29:16,760 --> 01:29:17,647
(BOYS LAUGHING, WHOOPING)
1618
01:29:17,760 --> 01:29:18,921
K.J.: Yo.
1619
01:29:19,080 --> 01:29:21,891
Look, I mean, you keep throwing,
you keep hitting like you do, bro...
1620
01:29:22,040 --> 01:29:23,451
Hey, man, just trying to be more like you.
1621
01:29:23,560 --> 01:29:25,005
Just make it... make it do
what it do, bro.
1622
01:29:25,120 --> 01:29:27,566
Hey-hey-hey, hold up. Is it...
1623
01:29:27,680 --> 01:29:30,286
- Andrew?
- Au-Austin.
1624
01:29:30,400 --> 01:29:33,290
K.J. (CHUCKLING): Right. Austin.
1625
01:29:33,400 --> 01:29:34,447
I suck with names.
1626
01:29:34,560 --> 01:29:35,686
Give it here, man.
1627
01:29:35,800 --> 01:29:37,006
Yeah.
1628
01:29:38,440 --> 01:29:39,407
Check this freak out.
1629
01:29:39,560 --> 01:29:41,927
Yo, you got a problem?
1630
01:29:43,720 --> 01:29:46,564
- Let's bounce.
- Come with?
1631
01:29:46,680 --> 01:29:47,567
Sure.
1632
01:29:47,680 --> 01:29:49,967
Are you sure about this?
1633
01:29:50,080 --> 01:29:52,481
- Yeah, I'm sure.
- All right.
1634
01:29:53,760 --> 01:29:56,525
- Here, buddy.
- Yeah.
1635
01:30:03,960 --> 01:30:06,725
When the bombs blow up,
it's gonna be awesome.
1636
01:30:06,880 --> 01:30:08,405
Boom!
1637
01:30:08,520 --> 01:30:11,770
The library will fall on the cafeteria,
and when they all run out,
1638
01:30:11,880 --> 01:30:13,962
we'll be waiting outside to take 'em out.
1639
01:30:14,080 --> 01:30:15,969
Time for a kick start!
1640
01:30:16,080 --> 01:30:19,289
Finally, we are gonna make things right.
1641
01:30:19,400 --> 01:30:21,368
We'll be heroes.
1642
01:30:21,520 --> 01:30:22,726
Heil Hitler.
1643
01:30:22,840 --> 01:30:24,524
I can hear 'em now.
1644
01:30:24,640 --> 01:30:28,361
If... only we would
have reached them sooner,
1645
01:30:28,480 --> 01:30:30,881
(MOCK CRYING): or-or found this tape!
1646
01:30:31,000 --> 01:30:33,844
Oh, if only we would
have searched their rooms.
1647
01:30:33,960 --> 01:30:36,930
If only we would have asked
the right questions!
1648
01:30:38,840 --> 01:30:40,683
Too late.
1649
01:30:43,160 --> 01:30:45,322
RACHEL (VOICE-OVER):
Am I the only one who sees?
1650
01:30:47,840 --> 01:30:50,889
Am I the only one who craves your glory?
1651
01:30:52,160 --> 01:30:56,248
All I want is for someone to walk
with me through these halls of tragedy.
1652
01:30:59,880 --> 01:31:02,360
There's something in me
that makes me want to cry...
1653
01:31:03,960 --> 01:31:07,169
...and I don't even know what it is.
1654
01:31:10,240 --> 01:31:11,571
RADIO DEEJAY: Good morning.
1655
01:31:11,680 --> 01:31:14,763
It's Tuesday, April the 20th, 1999.
1656
01:31:14,880 --> 01:31:18,441
We have a clear, sunny spring morning
in the Denver metro.
1657
01:31:18,560 --> 01:31:21,484
On this day 110 years ago,
1658
01:31:21,600 --> 01:31:23,602
Adolf Hitler was born.
1659
01:31:23,720 --> 01:31:26,610
- Creepy.
- Also on this day in hist...
1660
01:31:26,720 --> 01:31:29,041
BETH: Rachel! You're going to be late.
1661
01:31:30,240 --> 01:31:31,605
- Love you, Mom. Bye.
- Mm.
1662
01:31:31,720 --> 01:31:33,131
Craig! Come on, let's go!
1663
01:31:33,240 --> 01:31:35,208
- I love you, too.
- (DOOR OPENS)
1664
01:31:39,440 --> 01:31:42,205
- (HONKS HORN)
- Come on!
1665
01:31:42,320 --> 01:31:43,446
I'm coming.
1666
01:31:43,600 --> 01:31:45,045
Finally. How's your hair?
1667
01:31:45,160 --> 01:31:47,128
Perfect.
1668
01:31:50,760 --> 01:31:52,250
(FRUSTRATED GROAN) No spots.
1669
01:31:52,400 --> 01:31:54,402
Now we have to park
across the street again.
1670
01:31:54,520 --> 01:31:55,806
CRAIG: Sorry.
1671
01:31:55,920 --> 01:31:57,763
- (LAUGHS)
- Why do you wear this anyway?
1672
01:31:57,880 --> 01:32:00,326
- Those white hats are bullies.
- Well, I'm not one.
1673
01:32:00,440 --> 01:32:02,920
I know. I just don't want
people to think you are.
1674
01:32:03,040 --> 01:32:06,169
- It's just what the team wears.
- Hey. Well, think about it.
1675
01:32:06,280 --> 01:32:08,487
Is that what you want to be known for?
1676
01:32:09,560 --> 01:32:11,483
CRAIG: Later, lame-o.
1677
01:32:12,560 --> 01:32:14,562
(BELL RINGING)
1678
01:32:14,680 --> 01:32:16,808
ERIC: Dylan, give me the list.
1679
01:32:50,360 --> 01:32:52,124
- Hey, Rachel.
- Hey.
1680
01:32:52,240 --> 01:32:55,449
Hey, um... do you think
we could talk at lunch?
1681
01:32:55,560 --> 01:32:57,289
Is it your parents again?
1682
01:32:59,080 --> 01:33:01,526
Yeah. Yeah, let's talk outside.
1683
01:33:01,680 --> 01:33:03,170
No one will bother us out there.
1684
01:33:03,280 --> 01:33:04,725
Cool. Thanks.
1685
01:33:04,840 --> 01:33:05,887
- Yeah.
- See you.
1686
01:33:07,040 --> 01:33:08,804
MADISON: And I want a cute dress.
1687
01:33:08,920 --> 01:33:10,809
Oh, I need to get my nails redone.
1688
01:33:10,920 --> 01:33:12,126
- These are already chipped.
- I'll go with you.
1689
01:33:12,240 --> 01:33:13,287
- You want to go after school?
- Yeah.
1690
01:33:15,360 --> 01:33:16,885
Read this. Okay?
1691
01:33:17,000 --> 01:33:19,480
Yeah. Okay.
1692
01:33:24,080 --> 01:33:25,764
What is this?
1693
01:33:25,880 --> 01:33:27,530
I have no idea?
1694
01:33:27,640 --> 01:33:29,881
(BELL RINGING)
1695
01:33:36,640 --> 01:33:38,722
Rachel, that's amazing.
1696
01:33:38,880 --> 01:33:41,167
What is it?
1697
01:33:41,280 --> 01:33:44,568
Just something I was inspired to draw.
1698
01:33:44,720 --> 01:33:46,484
It's not finished.
1699
01:33:46,640 --> 01:33:48,722
It's my tears.
1700
01:33:56,160 --> 01:33:57,924
DIAZ: 13 tears.
1701
01:33:58,040 --> 01:34:00,008
Why 13?
1702
01:34:01,320 --> 01:34:02,890
I don't know yet.
1703
01:34:04,880 --> 01:34:07,804
Rachel, I see a bright future
ahead for you.
1704
01:34:09,880 --> 01:34:12,167
I'm gonna make a difference in the world.
1705
01:34:13,480 --> 01:34:15,369
Somehow.
1706
01:34:15,480 --> 01:34:16,925
Rachel...
1707
01:34:17,040 --> 01:34:19,407
I have no doubt you will.
1708
01:34:27,480 --> 01:34:29,608
Hold on. Hey, Rach.
1709
01:34:29,720 --> 01:34:31,449
Hey.
1710
01:34:31,600 --> 01:34:32,681
I, uh...
1711
01:34:32,800 --> 01:34:34,131
read your letter.
1712
01:34:34,240 --> 01:34:36,129
- Good.
- (LAUGHS SOFTLY)
1713
01:34:36,240 --> 01:34:37,401
Uh...
1714
01:34:37,520 --> 01:34:39,010
we're going to lunch.
1715
01:34:39,120 --> 01:34:41,600
Want to come? It's just me and Gabby.
1716
01:34:41,720 --> 01:34:44,405
Thanks, but I already told Dave
Rogers I'd eat with him, so...
1717
01:34:44,520 --> 01:34:46,522
- (LAUGHS) Do you even know him?
- No.
1718
01:34:46,640 --> 01:34:47,971
No, not really, but...
1719
01:34:48,080 --> 01:34:50,731
he says he needs to talk, so...
1720
01:34:50,840 --> 01:34:52,251
- Okay.
- Yeah.
1721
01:34:52,360 --> 01:34:54,408
But hey, uh, tomorrow, maybe?
1722
01:34:54,520 --> 01:34:55,681
- Yeah.
- Meet at lunch?
1723
01:34:55,800 --> 01:34:56,847
- Totally. Okay.
- Yeah?
1724
01:34:57,000 --> 01:34:58,047
- Tomorrow?
- Yeah.
1725
01:34:58,160 --> 01:34:59,685
- Okay.
- See ya. (LAUGHS)
1726
01:34:59,800 --> 01:35:01,404
- Bye.
- Bye.
1727
01:35:06,160 --> 01:35:07,241
Hey.
1728
01:35:07,360 --> 01:35:09,203
Hey. How are you?
1729
01:35:09,320 --> 01:35:11,163
I'm good. You ready?
1730
01:35:11,280 --> 01:35:12,725
Yeah.
1731
01:35:16,920 --> 01:35:19,400
They're going through with the divorce.
1732
01:35:22,160 --> 01:35:24,128
It just sucks.
1733
01:35:25,240 --> 01:35:27,686
Well, you know.
1734
01:35:27,800 --> 01:35:29,165
Yeah.
1735
01:35:30,960 --> 01:35:33,281
It's been ten years,
and it's still tough on me.
1736
01:35:33,400 --> 01:35:35,880
Look who it is.
1737
01:35:39,320 --> 01:35:40,924
DYLAN: It's past the time.
1738
01:35:41,040 --> 01:35:43,646
It should have went off already.
1739
01:35:43,800 --> 01:35:45,689
(SIGHS) Plan B.
1740
01:35:47,320 --> 01:35:49,926
How'd you get through it?
1741
01:35:51,040 --> 01:35:53,361
- I don't know.
- Mm.
1742
01:35:53,480 --> 01:35:55,448
There's no easy answer.
1743
01:35:58,280 --> 01:36:01,807
But I don't think that God
wastes anything.
1744
01:36:03,240 --> 01:36:05,288
Not even the bad stuff.
1745
01:36:07,240 --> 01:36:08,765
- Is this some kind of prank?
- ERIC: Go! Go!
1746
01:36:08,880 --> 01:36:09,847
(GUNS COCK)
1747
01:36:15,560 --> 01:36:16,686
(GASPS)
1748
01:36:19,320 --> 01:36:21,288
(GASPS WEAKLY)
1749
01:36:21,400 --> 01:36:23,243
ERIC: Well, Rachel...
1750
01:36:23,360 --> 01:36:24,930
- where's your God now?
- (CRYING)
1751
01:36:25,040 --> 01:36:26,804
What would Jesus do?
1752
01:36:26,920 --> 01:36:28,081
(DYLAN LAUGHS)
1753
01:36:34,920 --> 01:36:37,161
(DYLAN CHUCKLES)
1754
01:36:37,280 --> 01:36:40,090
Do you still believe in God?
1755
01:36:44,760 --> 01:36:46,967
You know I do.
1756
01:36:49,680 --> 01:36:51,648
Then go be with him.
1757
01:36:57,880 --> 01:36:59,882
(BOOMING GUNSHOT ECHOES)
1758
01:37:00,960 --> 01:37:02,962
(WIND WHISTLING SOFTLY)
1759
01:37:03,080 --> 01:37:04,241
(HELICOPTER BLADES WHIRRING)
1760
01:37:04,360 --> 01:37:06,408
(SIREN WAILING)
1761
01:37:09,040 --> 01:37:10,530
NEWSMAN: Here at Columbine High School,
1762
01:37:10,640 --> 01:37:13,041
eyewitnesses say that
two gunmen came in shooting
1763
01:37:13,160 --> 01:37:16,403
and began working their way
through the school.
1764
01:37:16,520 --> 01:37:19,444
At first, many students
dismissed it as a prank,
1765
01:37:19,600 --> 01:37:23,363
until teachers raced ahead to classrooms,
yelling for students to run.
1766
01:37:23,520 --> 01:37:25,921
(CRYING): And then he came
into the cafeteria,
1767
01:37:26,040 --> 01:37:27,804
- and you could hear, like,
- (EXPLOSION)
1768
01:37:27,920 --> 01:37:30,161
bombs and shotguns going off.
1769
01:37:30,320 --> 01:37:31,924
And then he came into the library...
1770
01:37:32,040 --> 01:37:34,327
and he was gonna kill us
if we were of color,
1771
01:37:34,440 --> 01:37:37,171
and... if we had a hat.
1772
01:37:37,280 --> 01:37:39,521
People were getting shot all around me.
1773
01:37:39,640 --> 01:37:42,849
NEWSMAN: 12 students
and one teacher were killed,
1774
01:37:43,000 --> 01:37:45,731
and more than 25 seriously injured
1775
01:37:45,880 --> 01:37:50,090
before the two teenage shooters
took their own lives.
1776
01:37:50,200 --> 01:37:52,965
To the people of the community
of Littleton...
1777
01:37:53,080 --> 01:37:58,245
I can only say tonight that the prayers
of the American people are with you.
1778
01:37:58,360 --> 01:38:00,567
(ECHOING BOOM FADES)
1779
01:38:25,640 --> 01:38:27,688
(SNIFFLING)
1780
01:38:27,800 --> 01:38:29,768
(SOBBING GASPS)
1781
01:38:38,240 --> 01:38:40,811
CRAIG (VOICE-OVER): I'm sorry, Rach.
1782
01:38:40,920 --> 01:38:43,810
(CRYING): I just wish those
weren't my last words to you.
1783
01:38:43,920 --> 01:38:45,285
(SHUDDERING SIGH)
1784
01:38:45,440 --> 01:38:50,080
If I... if I had that moment again,
I would have told you I love you.
1785
01:39:13,360 --> 01:39:16,170
SEAN (VOICE-OVER): I don't know
why they killed her.
1786
01:39:16,280 --> 01:39:18,965
Rachel never judged.
1787
01:39:19,080 --> 01:39:22,289
She was what a Christian ought to be.
1788
01:39:22,400 --> 01:39:24,767
(SOBBING)
1789
01:39:32,640 --> 01:39:34,722
MADISON (VOICE-OVER): Hey, Rach.
1790
01:39:34,840 --> 01:39:38,925
(CRYING, SNIFFLING): It's me, Maddy.
1791
01:39:39,040 --> 01:39:41,008
I miss you.
1792
01:39:43,760 --> 01:39:48,646
And I just wanted you to know that
you taught me about forgiveness.
1793
01:39:50,280 --> 01:39:52,442
(SOFTLY): I love you.
1794
01:40:25,760 --> 01:40:28,206
I think you'd find it really ironic
1795
01:40:28,320 --> 01:40:31,210
that I'm meeting with Amy,
that cell chick leader.
1796
01:40:31,320 --> 01:40:32,685
(SOBS)
1797
01:40:39,000 --> 01:40:41,606
Thank you for never giving up on me.
1798
01:40:46,840 --> 01:40:48,968
(CRYING, SNIFFLING)
1799
01:41:16,960 --> 01:41:18,610
What, uh...
1800
01:41:20,840 --> 01:41:22,968
...what happened to her...
1801
01:41:34,960 --> 01:41:37,486
I haven't lived the best life.
1802
01:41:37,600 --> 01:41:41,571
And, uh, people always
saw me as a problem,
1803
01:41:41,680 --> 01:41:44,490
and I... I prayed that...
1804
01:41:44,600 --> 01:41:48,207
God would send me somebody to love me,
1805
01:41:48,320 --> 01:41:50,926
to make me feel wanted.
1806
01:41:56,200 --> 01:42:00,091
I just thank God for sending me an angel.
1807
01:42:00,200 --> 01:42:02,646
She was, and, uh...
1808
01:42:02,800 --> 01:42:06,964
she made me feel special when I
didn't even know what that was.
1809
01:42:09,280 --> 01:42:11,248
And, uh...
1810
01:42:13,280 --> 01:42:14,611
...she...
1811
01:42:18,560 --> 01:42:21,006
I know you're in Heaven, Rachel, and...
1812
01:42:21,120 --> 01:42:23,646
I want you to know that I will love you
1813
01:42:23,760 --> 01:42:26,001
until I see you there one day.
1814
01:43:20,000 --> 01:43:21,570
(SNIFFLES SOFTLY)
1815
01:43:30,880 --> 01:43:32,689
(SNIFFLES)
1816
01:44:09,840 --> 01:44:12,081
YOUNG RACHEL: These hands
belong to Rachel Joy Scott...
1817
01:44:12,200 --> 01:44:15,562
TEENAGE RACHEL: And will someday
touch millions of people's hearts.
1818
01:52:18,200 --> 01:52:20,168
(MUSIC FADES)
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