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[phone ringing]
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Hi. Vivian Lee Finch. Davenport, Iowa.
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-Heather Billings. Billings, Montana.
-[both laugh]
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I collect snapshots. Do you mind?
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-[Vivian] Not at all.
-Thanks.
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My mom gave it to me for graduation.
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She said,
"You never wanna forget a friend's face."
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[Vivian] Mmm.
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Oh. There's a lot
of girls here. [chuckles]
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Yeah, because it's Thursday.
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Every Thursday, Sheila holds
an open call across all categories.
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Editorial, or "The Faces."
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[shutter clicks]
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Runway. We call them "The Walkers."
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And fitness.
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"The Spartans."
Girls come from all over to be seen.
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[sighs] Well, I just got in yesterday.
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Then I promised myself,
the first day I wake up in New York City,
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I am going straight to Sheila Klein's
office and introducing myself.
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Hmm. Good for you.
It's been three months for me.
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Ah, do you eat Vogue for breakfast too?
My dream is to be on the cover.
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Mine too.
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Yeah. I'll make you a deal,
Heather Billings from Billings, Montana.
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If I'm the first one
to the top of the mountain,
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I'll throw the rope back and hoist you up.
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And if you make it first,
you throw the rope back for me.
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How about that?
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-Pinkie promise?
-Yes.
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Not a lot of sisterhood in this sorority.
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All the more reason girls like us
have to watch each other's backs.
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-Okay.
-[both giggle]
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[paper rustling]
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[agent] Forehead.
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Nostrils.
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Braces? Ugh, what is this,
the Mickey Mouse Club tryouts?
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[sighs]
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Hmm. She's fresh. Bring her in.
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Ugh.
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Everyone is so pretty and skinny.
Nobody in Davenport looks like this.
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Well, -2 is the new size 0.
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[door opens]
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[assistant] Vivian Finch.
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That's you.
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-Oh. Okay. Okay. Okay.
-Yeah.
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[Vivian] Okay.
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[Heather] Good luck.
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[footsteps approaching]
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Vivian Lee Finch.
Tell me, why are you here?
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[inhales] I'm here because I have a dream.
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I was born with something called
neuromuscular scoliosis.
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-My spine was curved--
-No, don't. Stop.
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This is not your one-woman show.
What do you do?
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Uh…
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Editorial. Runway. Fitness.
What do you do?
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Oh, um.
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I suppose I hadn't really thought
about that. [laughs] Um.
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I-I wanna do anything. Everything.
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I wanna be on the cover of Vogue.
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[laughing] Oh, sweetie.
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[laughs]
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Just because you're the prettiest girl
in Hog Scrotum, Indiana,
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doesn't mean you have what it takes
to be on the cover of Vogue.
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I'm from Iowa. [chuckles] Davenport.
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Walk.
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Walk!
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Oh. Uh, okay.
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[pants]
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Okay. [sighs]
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[exhales]
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["Boys Wanna Be Her" playing]
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♪ You've got them all by the balls
Causin' waterfalls ♪
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♪ Stonewalls, bar brawls
Climbing stalls at concert halls ♪
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♪ To you they crawl, body sprawled
Smoking Pall Malls ♪
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♪ Close calls, stand tall
Doll, you make them feel so small ♪
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♪ And they love it ♪
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-♪ The boys wanna be her ♪
-♪ The boys ♪
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-♪ The girls wanna be her ♪
-♪ The girls ♪
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-♪ The boys wanna be her ♪
-♪ The boys ♪
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-♪ The girls wanna be her ♪
-♪ The girls ♪
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-♪ The boys wanna be her ♪
-♪ The boys ♪
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♪ I wanna be her ♪
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♪ Yes, I do ♪
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[music ends]
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[Vivian panting]
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Was that all right?
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[smacks lips] You know,
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it really doesn't take that much talent
to be a model.
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I mean, not really.
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But to be a supermodel…
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Well, it takes more talent
than anything in the world
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and not the kind of talent
that you can teach.
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It's star quality.
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And, my dear,
other than Linda Evangelista,
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you have more of it than anyone
I've ever seen come through that door.
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[gasps] Really? Oh, wow. Miss Klein,
you have no idea what that means.
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I really wish I could sign you, I do.
Good luck to you. I mean it.
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[paper rustling]
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-Oh. Bring this one in.
-[Vivian stutters]
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But I-I don't understand.
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What are you, a size 2?
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-Uh, a 4.
-[laughs] Oh, sweetie. A 4?
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You're too fat.
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[car horn honks]
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Vivian. Wait.
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[sirens wailing]
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-[Heather] Are you okay?
-[sighs]
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I feel so stupid.
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God, how embarrassing.
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Let me guess.
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She told you you were too heavy?
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No, she said I was too fat.
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I mean, who says a thing like that?
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I'm sorry.
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[groans] I will show her.
She has no idea what I'm capable of.
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[sniffles] I'll diet. I'll exercise.
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I'll do whatever it takes. Just you wait.
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It won't work.
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[scoffs] So you think
I should just give up too, huh?
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Gee, whatever happened
to us girls having each other's backs?
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Vivian,
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I'm not telling you to quit.
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I'm just saying it won't work.
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Dieting. Exercising.
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Would you believe it if I told you
I used to be a size 4 too?
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That's impossible. You're so skinny.
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[sniffles]
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I know.
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Here.
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Go see this guy. Dr. Lau.
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It's the only way.
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I don't like to cut corners--
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ask anyone who knows me--
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but I don't know what to do.
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I-I've been dieting and exercising.
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I-- I lost four pounds, but the rest,
it just won't come off.
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Well, your blood work is excellent.
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I'm recommending
a course of a drug called Mondify.
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It's a diabetes drug
but I use it off-label
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for weight loss with a lot of patients
in Hollywood, the modeling industry,
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blonde news anchors on Fox,
et cetera, et cetera.
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Is it a pill?
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I've never taken
anything more than an aspirin.
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Not a pill, a shot. Once a week.
The weight will fly off.
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A shot.
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Ugh. Um, I don't know. Um.
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Look, Mondify is nothing to be afraid of.
Side effects are minimal.
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Tiny needle, FDA approved. All aboveboard.
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You know, I use Mondify myself.
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It's a drug of the future.
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Here,
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I'll show you how to use it.
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[grunts]
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[exhales]
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-So I just stab it in and push the button?
-Mm-hmm. Just stab and push.
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-[sighs]
-Should we toast?
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To…
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To Vogue.
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[Heather chuckles]
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[exhales]
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[retching]
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Hi. Mary Alice, right?
You're Sheila's assistant?
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Profiles.
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Give us a twirl.
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What do you think?
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-I think you look fantastic.
-[sneezes]
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Go wash your hands, please.
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Three words,
Vivian Lee from Nobody Cares, Indiana.
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Iowa. [chuckles]
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I'm signing you.
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Oh, my goodness. Really?
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-For real, real?
-For real, real.
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See Marjorie at the front desk.
She'll get you all sorted.
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I won't let you down. [giggles]
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Mondify?
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Sorry?
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That's what you're on? Mondify?
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Oh. Uh.
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Yeah. [chuckles]
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How long?
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Uh, about four months?
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I get a little nausea on the day
of the shot but otherwise,
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I feel great. [chuckles]
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Well, keep it up.
We'll make you the "It-iest" It girl ever.
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[shutter clicking]
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[photographer] Over here, Viv. That's it.
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Oh. Fuck me in the ball sack.
That's beautiful.
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-She's a goddess.
-[laughs] Good, right?
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Oh, she's a fucking Maserati.
Vroom, vroom, baby.
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-[Sheila laughs]
-Ooh. Whoo.
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Careful. It's an eyelid.
Not a garage door.
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-[Vivian sighs]
-[shutter clicks]
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Oh, Heather, come here.
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Hmm, pretty color.
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Sheila, this is my friend
and roommate Heather Billings.
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-It's an honor to meet you, Miss Klein.
-[Sheila] Hmm.
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Heather is a fabulous model.
You should see her portfolio.
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It's hot in here. Let's get everybody out.
My girl's overheating.
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Chop, chop. Come on.
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-Ugh, gorgeous. Mmm.
-[Vivian chuckles]
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A gazelle cannot live with a hyena.
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Heather? She's not a hyena.
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You don't think that girl wouldn't eat you
in a heartbeat just to stay alive?
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She's got claws.
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And I'm not talking
about those dreadful press-ons.
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[shutter clicking]
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[photographer] Over here, Viv.
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[Sheila] Vivian!
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[Vivian]
Oh, if it's broken, I'll just die.
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I am so stupid.
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Your nose will be fine, Vivian.
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What I'm worried about
is your electrocardiogram.
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You forgot to tell me
you have a heart murmur?
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Well, it's a complication of my scoliosis,
but I-I hardly thought it mattered.
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I-I don't let it affect my daily life.
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That doesn't mean you don't have it.
It matters.
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I can't, in good conscience,
allow you to continue on Mondify.
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-Your heart could explode.
-What? But I need it.
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Vivian, this drug could lead to
real valve damage.
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It caused you to black out.
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What if you'd been driving?
Would you rather be skinny or alive?
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That's supposed to be rhetorical.
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[sighs] Well, there has to be another way.
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Anything that radically changes
the composition of your body
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comes with extreme risk.
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You lied to me about your medical history.
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At this point, any options I do have,
I wouldn't recommend to you.
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But there are other options then?
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[sighs] Vivian,
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these things have to come
from a place of honesty.
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Health first.
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It can't come from some insane,
jealous desire
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to be the skinniest or the prettiest.
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[sighs]
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You're right.
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I don't know what's gotten into me.
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[sighs]
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You know, my whole life,
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becoming a model was a statement
I was determined to make
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about overcoming odds,
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about proving that I wasn't limited
by my condition,
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my scoliosis.
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But there is another philosophy
that drives girls in this industry.
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Yet it isn't about
being the best version of you.
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It's about being better than them.
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And it's bitter and petty, and…
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I-- I just got caught up in it.
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Please…
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I wanna show little girls out there
who have big dreams
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that there is a different way to be.
250
00:17:56,408 --> 00:18:01,038
I wanna be an example of empowerment
and self-love, but…
251
00:18:03,373 --> 00:18:05,501
I have to stay in the business to do that.
252
00:18:06,960 --> 00:18:09,838
Dr. Lau, if you help me,
I won't lie to you ever again.
253
00:18:11,381 --> 00:18:12,633
You have my word.
254
00:18:18,889 --> 00:18:19,890
Wait here.
255
00:18:24,394 --> 00:18:25,646
[door opens]
256
00:18:28,524 --> 00:18:29,566
[sighs]
257
00:18:30,567 --> 00:18:34,154
-[door closes]
-This-- It's a very ancient treatment.
258
00:18:34,780 --> 00:18:37,950
All natural, so it won't run you
the same risks as Mondify.
259
00:18:38,909 --> 00:18:40,953
But do not take this lightly.
260
00:18:41,036 --> 00:18:43,163
It comes with its own whole set of issues.
261
00:18:55,759 --> 00:18:56,802
Is it a pill?
262
00:18:58,554 --> 00:18:59,680
Oh.
263
00:19:01,098 --> 00:19:02,850
[Dr. Lau] Taenia asiatica.
264
00:19:02,933 --> 00:19:04,309
It's a tapeworm
265
00:19:05,561 --> 00:19:07,521
from a very distant forest.
266
00:19:07,604 --> 00:19:09,064
Wash it down with some oolong tea.
267
00:19:09,148 --> 00:19:11,733
You'll lose more weight
with this little guy than on Mondify.
268
00:19:12,317 --> 00:19:13,485
A tapeworm?
269
00:19:14,236 --> 00:19:15,237
But
270
00:19:16,822 --> 00:19:18,198
if you're going to do this, Vivian,
271
00:19:18,282 --> 00:19:20,742
you have to follow my instructions
to the letter.
272
00:19:23,078 --> 00:19:24,621
I'm very serious.
273
00:19:29,126 --> 00:19:30,335
[pot clanking]
274
00:19:36,717 --> 00:19:38,302
[tea pouring]
275
00:19:39,052 --> 00:19:40,053
[pot clanks]
276
00:19:43,557 --> 00:19:46,059
The tapeworm will beg to be fed.
277
00:19:46,143 --> 00:19:47,895
You will feel hungry. Very hungry.
278
00:19:47,978 --> 00:19:51,106
But you must eat normally,
no more than you would ordinarily.
279
00:19:52,316 --> 00:19:53,692
Do you understand?
280
00:20:25,641 --> 00:20:26,892
[clears throat]
281
00:20:26,975 --> 00:20:28,852
You'll be down ten pounds in a week.
282
00:20:30,646 --> 00:20:31,647
I promise.
283
00:20:55,170 --> 00:20:56,546
[sighs]
284
00:21:01,301 --> 00:21:02,386
[sighs]
285
00:21:05,639 --> 00:21:06,932
[blows]
286
00:22:06,199 --> 00:22:07,784
["Your Love" playing]
287
00:22:24,134 --> 00:22:26,386
♪ When I'm with you I believe ♪
288
00:22:26,470 --> 00:22:28,221
♪ That your love is true ♪
289
00:22:28,305 --> 00:22:30,182
♪ When we love you turn me out ♪
290
00:22:30,265 --> 00:22:32,184
♪ You know what to do ♪
291
00:22:32,267 --> 00:22:34,311
♪ Visions really blow my mind ♪
292
00:22:34,394 --> 00:22:36,646
♪ Fantasizing all the time ♪
293
00:22:41,902 --> 00:22:44,780
[whistles] A princess among us peasants.
294
00:22:46,615 --> 00:22:47,908
♪ Well, I need your love ♪
295
00:22:47,991 --> 00:22:49,659
[screams] You think
she's prettier than me?
296
00:22:50,952 --> 00:22:52,662
♪ Well, I need your love ♪
297
00:22:52,746 --> 00:22:53,622
[screams]
298
00:22:55,290 --> 00:22:58,710
♪ Well, I need your love ♪
299
00:23:00,962 --> 00:23:03,548
♪ Don't make me wait too long ♪
300
00:23:04,383 --> 00:23:07,177
♪ Oh, I need your touch ♪
301
00:23:09,179 --> 00:23:13,725
♪ Don't make me wait for your love ♪
302
00:23:16,770 --> 00:23:19,773
Hey, are you, like, okay?
303
00:23:20,357 --> 00:23:21,608
Perfect jawline.
304
00:23:22,526 --> 00:23:25,904
Too bad your hairline is on fucking Mars!
305
00:23:25,987 --> 00:23:28,031
[music continues]
306
00:23:32,911 --> 00:23:33,912
Oh, no.
307
00:23:35,247 --> 00:23:36,331
No, I-I'm sorry.
308
00:23:38,542 --> 00:23:40,585
Wha-- I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
309
00:23:45,006 --> 00:23:47,259
♪ I can't let go ♪
310
00:23:52,973 --> 00:23:54,099
♪ I can't let go ♪
311
00:23:54,182 --> 00:23:55,350
-[alarm buzzes]
-[music ends]
312
00:23:55,434 --> 00:23:57,519
[director] That's lunch. Thirty minutes.
313
00:23:58,728 --> 00:24:00,147
She's hogging my light.
314
00:24:19,291 --> 00:24:20,709
[model 1] Oink, oink, little piggy.
315
00:24:21,418 --> 00:24:26,965
[model 2] I heard she ate four double
chili cheeseburgers in the bathroom.
316
00:24:27,048 --> 00:24:29,009
She brought them from home.
317
00:24:29,092 --> 00:24:31,261
[model 1] You know what?
It's not her fault.
318
00:24:31,344 --> 00:24:34,848
That's just how they eat
in "Potatoville," Idaho.
319
00:24:34,931 --> 00:24:36,224
[model 3 laughing]
320
00:24:45,817 --> 00:24:48,528
I'm from Iowa,
321
00:24:48,612 --> 00:24:52,449
you puddles of herpes pus!
322
00:24:52,532 --> 00:24:54,743
Hey! Okay, hold on! Hold on!
323
00:24:57,579 --> 00:25:00,290
-Show's over.
-[groans] Don't touch me, you axe wound!
324
00:25:07,047 --> 00:25:10,008
Okay, Viv. I need you to take a breath.
Calm down.
325
00:25:10,091 --> 00:25:14,679
[chuckles] I don't need to take a breath.
Didn't you hear? [chuckles]
326
00:25:14,763 --> 00:25:17,265
I booked Vogue.
327
00:25:17,807 --> 00:25:19,768
The fucking cover.
328
00:25:19,851 --> 00:25:23,897
So sit on a rusty railroad spike
and rotate!
329
00:25:50,507 --> 00:25:51,841
I hate them.
330
00:25:51,925 --> 00:25:53,134
[Sheila] That's perfectly fine.
331
00:25:53,218 --> 00:25:55,303
You can be an outright bitch to them,
332
00:25:55,387 --> 00:25:57,889
but we cannot have scenes
like what happened back there.
333
00:25:57,973 --> 00:26:00,433
[sniffles, sobbing] I know.
I'm so sorry, Sheila.
334
00:26:02,394 --> 00:26:04,020
The weight loss isn't real.
335
00:26:05,397 --> 00:26:07,274
[Sheila] Everyone is on Mondify.
336
00:26:09,609 --> 00:26:11,444
[swallows] No.
337
00:26:12,654 --> 00:26:13,738
Something else.
338
00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:16,908
I'm a fraud. There's something…
339
00:26:19,327 --> 00:26:20,328
inside of me.
340
00:26:23,123 --> 00:26:24,124
[Sheila] I know.
341
00:26:34,134 --> 00:26:35,218
Impostor syndrome.
342
00:26:36,761 --> 00:26:39,264
You stepped over every other girl
to get to where you are.
343
00:26:39,848 --> 00:26:42,434
And now you're wondering,
"Why me, why me?"
344
00:26:42,517 --> 00:26:45,937
I'll tell you why. Because you are
a supermodel, and they are not.
345
00:26:46,021 --> 00:26:48,565
They will never understand
the pressures that you face.
346
00:26:48,648 --> 00:26:51,443
But I do. I have seen it all before.
347
00:26:54,112 --> 00:26:56,615
Everything is gonna be okay. Trust me.
348
00:26:59,326 --> 00:27:00,785
Now, get yourself cleaned up.
349
00:27:17,469 --> 00:27:18,470
Viv?
350
00:27:19,346 --> 00:27:20,430
Hey, guess what?
351
00:27:21,014 --> 00:27:22,098
You'll never believe it,
352
00:27:22,182 --> 00:27:24,809
but Magenta Magazine
is doing this article.
353
00:27:25,393 --> 00:27:29,981
It's all about models, misconceptions,
how tough the business can be.
354
00:27:31,691 --> 00:27:32,692
Anyway,
355
00:27:33,652 --> 00:27:34,694
guess what?
356
00:27:35,528 --> 00:27:37,697
They're using my photos
to go with the article.
357
00:27:38,281 --> 00:27:39,366
My snapshots!
358
00:27:40,241 --> 00:27:43,578
It doesn't pay, but it's gonna be printed
all over the world.
359
00:27:45,372 --> 00:27:47,540
Vivian, are you home?
360
00:27:49,793 --> 00:27:50,960
[Vivian wheezing]
361
00:27:51,586 --> 00:27:52,587
Viv?
362
00:27:56,174 --> 00:27:57,384
[Vivian groans]
363
00:27:57,467 --> 00:27:58,760
[breathing deeply]
364
00:28:01,638 --> 00:28:02,639
Vivian?
365
00:28:03,139 --> 00:28:04,307
[Vivian groans]
366
00:28:05,058 --> 00:28:06,059
Hey.
367
00:28:07,936 --> 00:28:12,190
I know you have a lot on your plate
right now with Vogue coming up and all,
368
00:28:13,149 --> 00:28:15,402
but do you think you could do
some of your dishes
369
00:28:15,485 --> 00:28:17,320
or take out the trash? [scoffs]
370
00:28:18,029 --> 00:28:19,948
This mess is getting out of control.
371
00:28:20,031 --> 00:28:24,452
"Magenta Magazine is doing an article.
372
00:28:25,537 --> 00:28:29,124
They're using my photos."
373
00:28:32,168 --> 00:28:33,294
[Vivian screams]
374
00:28:33,378 --> 00:28:38,258
Magenta Magazine is for has-beens
and wannabes.
375
00:28:38,341 --> 00:28:39,551
[laughing]
376
00:28:42,053 --> 00:28:43,555
Viv, you're scaring me.
377
00:28:47,684 --> 00:28:48,685
[grunts]
378
00:28:53,982 --> 00:28:54,983
[Vivian panting]
379
00:28:57,902 --> 00:28:58,987
Heather.
380
00:29:01,906 --> 00:29:03,742
I don't know why I did that.
381
00:29:05,702 --> 00:29:07,370
[sobbing] I am so sorry.
382
00:29:08,663 --> 00:29:10,457
I will buy you another one.
383
00:29:11,708 --> 00:29:12,959
I'm gonna go, Vivian.
384
00:29:13,501 --> 00:29:15,795
-No.
-I can't live with you like this.
385
00:29:15,879 --> 00:29:18,631
I'll come and get my stuff later this week
when you're gone.
386
00:29:18,715 --> 00:29:20,425
No. Heather. Wait, please.
387
00:29:20,508 --> 00:29:22,594
I have to tell you the truth, please.
388
00:29:22,677 --> 00:29:24,721
It's not-- It's not me. There's--
389
00:29:25,305 --> 00:29:26,848
It's not me.
390
00:29:29,184 --> 00:29:30,351
There's something--
391
00:29:31,728 --> 00:29:32,854
a monster--
392
00:29:34,147 --> 00:29:35,607
inside of me.
393
00:29:36,441 --> 00:29:37,525
I know there is.
394
00:29:38,276 --> 00:29:40,779
I've been in this business
longer than you have, Vivian.
395
00:29:40,862 --> 00:29:43,114
Lots of girls have the exact same thing
inside them as you.
396
00:29:43,198 --> 00:29:45,575
Even me. I just hide it better.
397
00:29:46,951 --> 00:29:48,953
You have a-- You have a tapeworm?
398
00:29:50,622 --> 00:29:51,664
A tapeworm?
399
00:29:52,373 --> 00:29:54,125
Don't mock me, Vivian!
400
00:29:54,209 --> 00:29:57,504
The monster inside of you
is jealousy, insecurity.
401
00:29:57,587 --> 00:30:00,048
You have so much right now,
and I have nothing!
402
00:30:00,131 --> 00:30:01,299
[Vivian sobs]
403
00:30:01,382 --> 00:30:03,802
Why would you feel threatened by me?
404
00:30:06,554 --> 00:30:08,014
Good luck with Vogue tomorrow.
405
00:30:08,807 --> 00:30:11,100
I hope it's everything
you ever dreamed of.
406
00:30:12,268 --> 00:30:15,855
No, no, wait. Come back.
I'm sorry! I'm sorry!
407
00:30:17,315 --> 00:30:18,817
I'm sorry!
408
00:30:19,901 --> 00:30:21,110
I'm sorry.
409
00:30:22,070 --> 00:30:23,071
[sobbing]
410
00:30:23,154 --> 00:30:24,239
[door closes]
411
00:30:24,864 --> 00:30:26,032
[groaning]
412
00:30:30,495 --> 00:30:32,372
[designer speaking indistinctly]
413
00:30:39,420 --> 00:30:42,173
[designer] All right, I can't believe I'm
saying this, but the model is too skinny.
414
00:30:43,132 --> 00:30:44,133
There is no body.
415
00:30:44,217 --> 00:30:46,553
There is no body to hang the clothes on.
416
00:30:47,053 --> 00:30:49,138
-[Vivian sighs]
-I'm sorry.
417
00:30:53,017 --> 00:30:54,394
Hey, what's going on?
418
00:30:54,477 --> 00:30:56,563
[stylist] You're down five pounds
from the fitting, hon.
419
00:30:57,188 --> 00:30:59,566
The dress was custom-tailored.
Now we have to redo it.
420
00:30:59,649 --> 00:31:00,733
I can't be.
421
00:31:02,443 --> 00:31:03,444
I get it.
422
00:31:03,945 --> 00:31:05,989
There's a lot of pressure
to be thin in this business,
423
00:31:06,072 --> 00:31:09,534
but I've seen girls go down fast and hard
because of eating disorders.
424
00:31:10,869 --> 00:31:12,370
What's going on?
425
00:31:12,453 --> 00:31:15,290
-Is it bulimia, anorexia?
-No, no. It's--
426
00:31:15,957 --> 00:31:17,417
It's just my constitution.
427
00:31:18,042 --> 00:31:20,628
[chuckles] This ain't
my first rodeo, sister.
428
00:31:23,131 --> 00:31:24,382
I'm not trying to embarrass you.
429
00:31:24,465 --> 00:31:26,926
I want you to have a long
and healthy career.
430
00:31:27,510 --> 00:31:29,762
Burn, you fat lesbian cow.
431
00:31:30,346 --> 00:31:32,223
Ugh, avert your gaze from me!
432
00:31:44,027 --> 00:31:45,111
[director] Excuse me.
433
00:31:49,866 --> 00:31:53,077
I respect your process, but you better
purge that shit before we shoot.
434
00:31:58,791 --> 00:31:59,959
[panting]
435
00:32:07,842 --> 00:32:09,677
[door bangs]
436
00:32:11,012 --> 00:32:13,389
[pants, retches]
437
00:32:13,473 --> 00:32:14,474
[coughs]
438
00:32:14,557 --> 00:32:15,975
[crying]
439
00:32:24,609 --> 00:32:25,818
[retches]
440
00:32:25,902 --> 00:32:26,945
[coughing]
441
00:32:45,004 --> 00:32:46,255
[thunder rumbling]
442
00:32:46,339 --> 00:32:47,507
[car alarm blaring]
443
00:32:53,346 --> 00:32:54,514
[Vivian wheezing]
444
00:33:01,104 --> 00:33:02,105
Vivian?
445
00:33:02,855 --> 00:33:03,982
[Vivian grunts]
446
00:33:17,161 --> 00:33:18,162
[sighs]
447
00:33:21,874 --> 00:33:23,710
I never should have given it to you.
448
00:33:24,502 --> 00:33:26,754
It's too much responsibility if you--
449
00:33:27,672 --> 00:33:29,757
You're too young. I-- I don't--
450
00:33:31,884 --> 00:33:34,721
I-I'm so sorry, Vivian. This is my fault.
451
00:33:35,388 --> 00:33:37,265
I can't stop shedding weight.
452
00:33:39,267 --> 00:33:40,601
I'm losing jobs.
453
00:33:43,021 --> 00:33:44,272
[whispers] I'm too skinny.
454
00:33:45,440 --> 00:33:47,108
[inhales] But more than that--
455
00:33:48,860 --> 00:33:50,445
It's changing me.
456
00:33:51,904 --> 00:33:56,034
The tapeworm metabolizes and stores food
more efficiently than we do.
457
00:33:56,117 --> 00:33:59,579
That's why you can eat and eat
without gaining in size.
458
00:34:00,496 --> 00:34:02,040
But the worm does grow.
459
00:34:02,665 --> 00:34:06,002
And the bigger it gets,
the stronger its need to consume becomes.
460
00:34:06,085 --> 00:34:07,879
This is why you mustn't feed it too much.
461
00:34:07,962 --> 00:34:09,297
But the hunger.
462
00:34:09,964 --> 00:34:11,966
It isn't just for food. It's for…
463
00:34:15,094 --> 00:34:16,219
everything.
464
00:34:17,679 --> 00:34:19,014
All for me,
465
00:34:20,808 --> 00:34:23,311
none for anyone else.
466
00:34:24,020 --> 00:34:27,106
[stammers]
The tapeworm is a powerful organism…
467
00:34:29,108 --> 00:34:31,569
but it's also very simple.
Y-You see, it, uh…
468
00:34:35,656 --> 00:34:37,992
Its function is its defense mechanism.
469
00:34:38,909 --> 00:34:40,078
It consumes.
470
00:34:41,536 --> 00:34:42,789
As the worm gets bigger,
471
00:34:42,871 --> 00:34:45,541
its need to consume
becomes your need to consume.
472
00:34:47,001 --> 00:34:50,213
Its defense mechanism
becomes your defense mechanism.
473
00:34:50,922 --> 00:34:51,964
Devour.
474
00:34:52,882 --> 00:34:55,176
Devour anything deemed to be a threat.
475
00:34:56,594 --> 00:34:58,805
[inhales] I have to get it out of me.
476
00:35:00,181 --> 00:35:01,182
Do a surgery.
477
00:35:01,265 --> 00:35:02,266
[sighs]
478
00:35:03,935 --> 00:35:06,145
It's too big. It's enmeshed in you.
479
00:35:06,896 --> 00:35:08,940
Can I take something to kill it?
480
00:35:09,023 --> 00:35:13,152
Uh, almost anything strong enough
to kill the worm will kill you too.
481
00:35:13,778 --> 00:35:14,987
[sighs]
482
00:35:17,365 --> 00:35:18,991
There has to be something.
483
00:35:21,244 --> 00:35:22,787
Get it out of me!
484
00:35:30,419 --> 00:35:31,504
[mutters]
485
00:35:34,090 --> 00:35:35,299
[rustling]
486
00:35:37,093 --> 00:35:38,094
[Dr. Lau sighs]
487
00:35:45,810 --> 00:35:46,811
This.
488
00:35:47,687 --> 00:35:51,190
Drink it. The tapeworm has
an innate revulsion to it.
489
00:35:52,108 --> 00:35:53,609
You'll experience contractions
490
00:35:53,693 --> 00:35:56,696
and the worm will make its way out
to the nearest exit.
491
00:35:57,738 --> 00:35:58,739
Your anus.
492
00:36:02,660 --> 00:36:04,328
When you see its head, grab it.
493
00:36:05,163 --> 00:36:07,456
And tug, firm but gentle.
494
00:36:07,540 --> 00:36:09,750
Keep pulling
till the whole thing comes out.
495
00:36:09,834 --> 00:36:12,503
If you've been feeding it
as moderately as we discussed,
496
00:36:12,587 --> 00:36:14,922
it should be about a-a foot long by now.
497
00:36:20,720 --> 00:36:21,804
[water dripping]
498
00:36:40,489 --> 00:36:41,490
[inhales]
499
00:36:50,583 --> 00:36:51,584
[vial clanks]
500
00:36:51,667 --> 00:36:52,668
[gasps]
501
00:37:04,597 --> 00:37:05,598
[crying]
502
00:37:46,305 --> 00:37:48,307
[gasps, grunts]
503
00:37:52,436 --> 00:37:53,688
[groans]
504
00:37:53,771 --> 00:37:54,939
[screaming]
505
00:37:56,232 --> 00:37:57,441
[panting, gasping]
506
00:38:11,914 --> 00:38:13,124
[whimpers]
507
00:38:15,584 --> 00:38:16,794
[wailing]
508
00:38:20,965 --> 00:38:23,426
[groaning, cries]
509
00:38:25,094 --> 00:38:26,304
[pants]
510
00:38:26,387 --> 00:38:28,806
[screams, crying]
511
00:38:34,645 --> 00:38:36,230
-[hisses]
-[screams]
512
00:38:39,608 --> 00:38:40,776
[tapeworm squealing]
513
00:38:47,199 --> 00:38:48,200
[sobbing]
514
00:39:09,805 --> 00:39:12,350
No, no, no, no. Please.
515
00:39:12,933 --> 00:39:14,268
No, please.
516
00:39:14,352 --> 00:39:17,271
Please. Please. No, no, no.
517
00:39:17,355 --> 00:39:19,065
[screams]
518
00:39:25,363 --> 00:39:26,447
[intercom buzzing]
519
00:39:32,370 --> 00:39:35,456
Vivian, you're not answering.
So I assume that means you're not home.
520
00:39:35,539 --> 00:39:37,541
Just letting you know,
I'm coming up to get my stuff.
521
00:39:44,173 --> 00:39:45,174
[scoffs]
522
00:39:56,018 --> 00:39:57,353
Vivian Lee Finch.
523
00:39:58,354 --> 00:39:59,522
What happened to you?
524
00:40:04,735 --> 00:40:05,736
Viv?
525
00:40:08,030 --> 00:40:09,115
Are you in here?
526
00:40:11,450 --> 00:40:12,451
Are you okay?
527
00:40:43,190 --> 00:40:45,025
-[tapeworm hisses]
-[Heather grunts]
528
00:40:57,455 --> 00:40:59,498
Well, you've certainly got the look,
529
00:41:00,916 --> 00:41:03,294
but I only sign girls
who are willing to do the work.
530
00:41:05,713 --> 00:41:06,922
Are you hungry?
531
00:41:18,142 --> 00:41:20,686
Miss Klein, I am starving.
532
00:41:20,769 --> 00:41:22,771
[tapeworm roars]
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