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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:13,100 --> 00:01:14,435 Not today, man. 2 00:01:17,438 --> 00:01:19,106 You remember what day it is? 3 00:01:19,190 --> 00:01:20,941 Why are you being so hostile? 4 00:01:21,025 --> 00:01:22,693 Don't... 5 00:01:22,776 --> 00:01:24,653 Oh, my God! 6 00:01:25,863 --> 00:01:27,364 We've got to start going. 7 00:01:37,458 --> 00:01:40,794 We have 176 text messages. 8 00:01:40,878 --> 00:01:42,004 Wow. 9 00:01:42,087 --> 00:01:43,190 Yo, it's Mandy. 10 00:01:43,214 --> 00:01:44,632 Mandy. 11 00:01:44,676 --> 00:01:46,716 Are you coming to my end of the world party tonight? 12 00:01:46,717 --> 00:01:49,077 You know you are. I don't want to hear any of your bullshit. 13 00:01:49,094 --> 00:01:50,179 Oh, we gotta go. 14 00:01:50,262 --> 00:01:53,557 Also, Pauly Shore's coming. 15 00:01:53,641 --> 00:01:55,935 Um... Oh, also, I have ketamine nasal spray. 16 00:01:56,018 --> 00:01:57,436 Not even legal, just for fun. 17 00:01:57,519 --> 00:01:59,438 No, no, no, no, no. 18 00:01:59,521 --> 00:02:00,981 A little left for you, 19 00:02:01,065 --> 00:02:02,816 - come on over. - Ugh, so mean. 20 00:02:02,900 --> 00:02:03,943 What do you think 21 00:02:04,026 --> 00:02:05,444 I should wear to Mandy's tonight? 22 00:02:05,527 --> 00:02:07,947 I've got mechanic-on-vacation kind of energy... No? 23 00:02:08,030 --> 00:02:09,531 I could just go, like, 24 00:02:09,615 --> 00:02:11,450 full Santa Fe art teacher, right? 25 00:02:11,533 --> 00:02:15,454 Just drape myself in linen for the end of the world. 26 00:02:15,537 --> 00:02:19,124 What is this, Ezra? 27 00:02:19,208 --> 00:02:21,543 I'm just kind of trying to keep in touch 28 00:02:21,627 --> 00:02:23,212 with the people that I love. 29 00:02:23,295 --> 00:02:25,214 Haven't seen him since his bar mitzvah. 30 00:02:25,297 --> 00:02:27,216 And number two, um... 31 00:02:27,217 --> 00:02:28,925 - Is he shirtless? - There's this fuckin' party. 32 00:02:28,926 --> 00:02:30,302 It's kind of the last, like... 33 00:02:30,386 --> 00:02:31,804 - Yes? - ...hurrah... 34 00:02:31,887 --> 00:02:33,597 - He's kinda hot. - He's your cousin. 35 00:02:33,598 --> 00:02:34,764 ...whatever you call it, so... 36 00:02:34,765 --> 00:02:36,183 I know, but... 37 00:02:36,267 --> 00:02:38,307 ...I was wondering if you could buy me some alcohol. 38 00:02:40,562 --> 00:02:43,315 Okay, so... maybe we don't have to go out 39 00:02:43,399 --> 00:02:44,984 to a party tonight, 40 00:02:45,067 --> 00:02:48,195 but we can do something more spiritual. 41 00:02:48,279 --> 00:02:50,406 What-what if we went to the beach? 42 00:02:50,489 --> 00:02:52,700 Remember when we used to go to the beach? 43 00:02:52,783 --> 00:02:54,243 We were so happy then. 44 00:02:54,326 --> 00:02:57,413 That was, like, the last time you really felt free, right? 45 00:02:57,496 --> 00:02:59,999 I don't know what to tell you, it's like... 46 00:03:00,082 --> 00:03:03,711 My whole life, I have been terrified of dying alone, 47 00:03:03,794 --> 00:03:07,548 and tonight, I am literally dying alone. 48 00:03:07,631 --> 00:03:09,758 But you're not alone, you have me. 49 00:03:09,842 --> 00:03:13,470 Man, you don't count, okay? You're metaphysical. 50 00:03:14,680 --> 00:03:16,890 Look, tonight, I just wanna, like, 51 00:03:16,974 --> 00:03:18,809 get really fucking high, 52 00:03:18,892 --> 00:03:20,185 eat until I puke, 53 00:03:20,269 --> 00:03:21,520 and then die. 54 00:03:21,603 --> 00:03:25,482 I could list so many problems with that idea, 55 00:03:26,734 --> 00:03:29,445 but the first one is, you're out of weed. 56 00:03:34,992 --> 00:03:36,493 Of all the days, you really think 57 00:03:36,577 --> 00:03:37,995 you should be self-medicating today? 58 00:03:39,163 --> 00:03:41,123 Why can't you just be present? 59 00:03:41,206 --> 00:03:43,167 I have an idea. Why don't I give myself 60 00:03:43,250 --> 00:03:45,461 the present of doing drugs? 61 00:03:45,544 --> 00:03:47,546 - Hello. - Hi. 62 00:03:47,629 --> 00:03:49,189 Were you trying to go to the weed store? 63 00:03:49,256 --> 00:03:50,382 Yeah. 64 00:03:50,466 --> 00:03:51,842 I kind of bought it out. 65 00:03:51,925 --> 00:03:54,303 Oh, like, you bought all the drugs inside? 66 00:03:54,386 --> 00:03:56,066 They gave me a deal, I just cleaned 'em out 67 00:03:56,096 --> 00:03:57,473 'cause I just was like, 68 00:03:57,556 --> 00:03:59,600 I don't wanna be without on the last day. 69 00:04:00,809 --> 00:04:02,728 All right, well, I guess I'll, uh... 70 00:04:02,811 --> 00:04:04,063 I mean, I could give you some. 71 00:04:04,146 --> 00:04:06,023 I'm not gonna use all of it, obviously. 72 00:04:06,106 --> 00:04:07,706 It's not like I'm saving for a rainy day. 73 00:04:08,859 --> 00:04:11,278 Yeah, sure, that... that would be cool. 74 00:04:11,279 --> 00:04:12,695 I just don't want to do it in this alleyway, 75 00:04:12,696 --> 00:04:13,947 it feels a little shady 76 00:04:14,031 --> 00:04:15,991 and kinda disrespectful to the medicine. 77 00:04:16,075 --> 00:04:17,534 If you want to come to my spot, 78 00:04:17,618 --> 00:04:18,911 it's pretty dope. 79 00:04:18,994 --> 00:04:20,914 It's like a very quick walk if you wanna join me. 80 00:04:23,082 --> 00:04:24,124 Yeah, sure. 81 00:04:24,208 --> 00:04:25,209 - Great. - Why not? 82 00:04:25,292 --> 00:04:26,332 A few minutes with someone 83 00:04:26,333 --> 00:04:27,502 on the last day of Earth? Why not? 84 00:04:27,503 --> 00:04:29,421 Right, yeah. Cool, man. 85 00:04:29,435 --> 00:04:30,755 - Yeah, just come with me. - Okay. 86 00:04:30,756 --> 00:04:32,383 - It's right here. - All right. 87 00:04:32,466 --> 00:04:33,592 You live around here? 88 00:04:33,654 --> 00:04:35,134 Yeah, just, uh... just down the block. 89 00:04:35,135 --> 00:04:37,304 - Me too. Is this your spot? - Yeah. 90 00:04:39,723 --> 00:04:41,058 So, yeah, it's just right up here. 91 00:04:42,101 --> 00:04:43,685 Your... Your house? Or... 92 00:04:43,769 --> 00:04:46,021 It's not my actual abode, my... 93 00:04:46,105 --> 00:04:49,358 My house is, uh, you know, a couple blocks away. 94 00:04:49,441 --> 00:04:50,442 Yeah. 95 00:04:50,458 --> 00:04:51,818 This is public land, it's not mine, 96 00:04:51,819 --> 00:04:53,153 but who's gonna arrest me today? 97 00:04:54,571 --> 00:04:56,365 So, yeah, I figured, like, uh... 98 00:04:56,448 --> 00:04:58,328 I mean, there's... there's enough for everybody, 99 00:04:58,367 --> 00:05:01,453 and also, like, I have some DMT, you know? 100 00:05:01,537 --> 00:05:02,830 So I was gonna maybe do that, 101 00:05:02,913 --> 00:05:03,997 but then I was like, 102 00:05:04,021 --> 00:05:05,581 "Maybe that's just like a hat on a hat." 103 00:05:05,582 --> 00:05:07,208 You know I mean? What's the point in doing... 104 00:05:07,209 --> 00:05:08,311 - Sure. - ...DMT when you're 105 00:05:08,335 --> 00:05:10,838 about to actually experience real death? 106 00:05:10,921 --> 00:05:13,132 I have also CBD suppositories 107 00:05:13,215 --> 00:05:14,758 that, um, my girlfriend... 108 00:05:14,842 --> 00:05:15,968 my ex-girlfriend... 109 00:05:16,051 --> 00:05:17,886 She used to get, like, pretty bad, uh, 110 00:05:17,970 --> 00:05:19,763 cramps when she had her menses. 111 00:05:19,847 --> 00:05:21,265 - Ah. - So, if, I don't know, 112 00:05:21,287 --> 00:05:22,807 do either of you guys have your period, 113 00:05:22,808 --> 00:05:24,208 or are either of you in your menses? 114 00:05:26,478 --> 00:05:29,565 Sorry, who, uh... who are you talking to? 115 00:05:29,648 --> 00:05:32,192 I'm talking to you and the childlike woman 116 00:05:32,276 --> 00:05:34,445 that I'm now looking at with the black hat on. 117 00:05:38,824 --> 00:05:42,035 Guys, honestly, I don't appreciate whispering, like... 118 00:05:42,119 --> 00:05:43,203 I'm so... 119 00:05:43,204 --> 00:05:44,412 I'm so sorry, it's just... This really... 120 00:05:44,413 --> 00:05:46,832 No one's ever acknowledged me before. 121 00:05:46,915 --> 00:05:48,709 No one's ever seen me. 122 00:05:48,792 --> 00:05:50,032 Is this an abusive relationship? 123 00:05:50,043 --> 00:05:51,086 Uh, no, she's... 124 00:05:51,170 --> 00:05:52,880 she's metaphysical, is the thing. 125 00:05:52,963 --> 00:05:53,964 Um, younger self. 126 00:05:54,047 --> 00:05:55,174 So it's, uh... 127 00:05:55,257 --> 00:05:56,633 Oh. Yeah, okay, that makes sense. 128 00:05:56,717 --> 00:05:59,428 You're her younger self. Yeah. 129 00:05:59,511 --> 00:06:00,738 I know it sounds crazy. 130 00:06:00,762 --> 00:06:01,889 Doesn't sound crazy to me. 131 00:06:01,972 --> 00:06:03,474 I had my younger self here. 132 00:06:03,557 --> 00:06:06,351 - Ah. What... - Where did he go? 133 00:06:06,435 --> 00:06:08,604 He fell off the side of a mountain on a hike. 134 00:06:11,148 --> 00:06:12,566 He lost his footing. 135 00:06:14,818 --> 00:06:17,321 If you don't want to be with your younger self, 136 00:06:17,404 --> 00:06:18,489 you don't have to be. 137 00:06:19,406 --> 00:06:20,908 If you wanna be truly alone, 138 00:06:21,700 --> 00:06:23,202 you can be truly alone. 139 00:06:27,164 --> 00:06:28,790 Um, okay. So, which one of these... 140 00:06:28,874 --> 00:06:30,634 Can we just, uh... I think we'll just grab... 141 00:06:30,709 --> 00:06:32,127 Yeah, grab, uh... Grab a couple 142 00:06:32,128 --> 00:06:33,628 - of those 'melos. - Thank you, 'cause, uh... 143 00:06:33,629 --> 00:06:34,921 I like to call the caramels, "melos." 144 00:06:34,922 --> 00:06:36,089 Yeah, that's cool. 145 00:06:36,173 --> 00:06:37,633 But they might be uppers, 146 00:06:37,716 --> 00:06:39,259 - so heads up. - Okay. And, um... 147 00:06:39,343 --> 00:06:41,386 And, uh, yeah, grab a couple store-bought, 148 00:06:41,470 --> 00:06:42,971 those Rollupz, those Rollies. 149 00:06:43,055 --> 00:06:45,140 - Thank you so much. - And it was nice to meet you. 150 00:06:45,224 --> 00:06:47,809 Hey, uh... Hey, have a nice, uh, trip, man. And, um... 151 00:06:47,893 --> 00:06:51,271 Hey, actually, I don't know if I wanna be alone. Can I... 152 00:06:51,355 --> 00:06:53,195 Can I crash with you guys? Can I come with you? 153 00:06:54,274 --> 00:06:55,317 We gotta go. 154 00:06:57,152 --> 00:06:59,196 That was truly terrifying. 155 00:06:59,279 --> 00:07:01,782 Yeah, that dude was real dark. 156 00:07:03,033 --> 00:07:04,576 Oh, you're... you're calling him dark? 157 00:07:04,660 --> 00:07:07,913 You guys had the same exact plan for tonight, verbatim. 158 00:07:07,996 --> 00:07:10,707 Talk about a Ghost of Christmas Future. 159 00:07:10,791 --> 00:07:12,459 What the fuck is that supposed to mean? 160 00:07:12,543 --> 00:07:13,585 Liza. 161 00:07:30,561 --> 00:07:31,687 Go. 162 00:07:32,396 --> 00:07:33,564 Like, go. 163 00:07:38,068 --> 00:07:39,194 - Hey. - Hey. 164 00:07:42,489 --> 00:07:44,658 You... you cross this bridge often? 165 00:07:45,325 --> 00:07:47,828 Yeah, I do, actually. 166 00:07:47,911 --> 00:07:49,955 I live just up the hill. 167 00:07:50,038 --> 00:07:52,332 - Oh, you moved. - Did. 168 00:07:55,168 --> 00:07:56,962 Um... 169 00:07:57,045 --> 00:07:58,505 I'm sorry. I, um... 170 00:07:59,881 --> 00:08:02,301 that I haven't been in touch. 171 00:08:03,635 --> 00:08:05,387 Yeah, you just stopped. 172 00:08:05,470 --> 00:08:06,638 And I just... 173 00:08:08,181 --> 00:08:09,891 stopped too, I guess. 174 00:08:09,975 --> 00:08:11,435 Well, it's nice to see you... 175 00:08:11,518 --> 00:08:12,769 see you now. 176 00:08:13,937 --> 00:08:16,607 - You look good. - No, I don't. 177 00:08:16,690 --> 00:08:18,900 But thank you. 178 00:08:21,486 --> 00:08:23,530 How are you, Nate? 179 00:08:23,614 --> 00:08:27,075 Or is that a stupid question to ask today? 180 00:08:28,160 --> 00:08:29,244 Yeah, I don't know. 181 00:08:30,370 --> 00:08:31,788 You, um... You going to... 182 00:08:32,372 --> 00:08:33,790 Mandy's tonight? 183 00:08:33,874 --> 00:08:35,959 Yeah. I don't know if I'm gonna... 184 00:08:39,254 --> 00:08:40,922 make it, but... 185 00:08:41,006 --> 00:08:42,674 You have a full night ahead of you? 186 00:08:42,758 --> 00:08:44,176 Yeah, pretty full. 187 00:08:44,259 --> 00:08:46,428 Just gonna get, like, fucked up, 188 00:08:46,511 --> 00:08:48,889 and then, if all goes well... 189 00:08:49,723 --> 00:08:51,224 puke. 190 00:08:51,308 --> 00:08:53,393 And that's why you have parties. 191 00:08:53,477 --> 00:08:55,187 Oh, right, yeah. 192 00:08:55,270 --> 00:08:57,064 I prefer, uh... 193 00:08:57,147 --> 00:08:58,482 a solo journey... 194 00:09:00,359 --> 00:09:01,443 as you know. 195 00:09:04,905 --> 00:09:07,824 It's really nice to see you, though. 196 00:09:07,908 --> 00:09:09,743 Yeah, it's good to see you too, Liza. 197 00:09:11,495 --> 00:09:12,537 Bye, Nate. 198 00:09:24,007 --> 00:09:25,384 What was that? 199 00:09:27,761 --> 00:09:28,762 I just, I... 200 00:09:29,805 --> 00:09:33,350 I panic, man. I... I become so... 201 00:09:33,433 --> 00:09:35,268 fucking emotionally, like... 202 00:09:37,187 --> 00:09:39,690 I didn't expect to see that dude today. 203 00:09:39,773 --> 00:09:41,316 And, like... 204 00:09:41,400 --> 00:09:44,236 I loved him. I loved him so much 205 00:09:44,319 --> 00:09:47,322 and I fucked everything up. I... I just... 206 00:09:47,406 --> 00:09:48,448 It's my whole life. 207 00:09:48,532 --> 00:09:50,283 My whole life has just been 208 00:09:50,367 --> 00:09:54,121 a series of regret after regret after regret. 209 00:09:54,204 --> 00:09:57,249 I am just... I'm such a fucking idiot. 210 00:09:58,166 --> 00:09:59,626 This is what I've been saying. 211 00:09:59,710 --> 00:10:01,378 Tonight's the night. 212 00:10:01,461 --> 00:10:04,381 You can face those regrets and turn them around. 213 00:10:06,133 --> 00:10:07,175 Come on. 214 00:10:07,551 --> 00:10:08,635 Fuck it. 215 00:10:12,347 --> 00:10:13,515 All right. 216 00:10:18,520 --> 00:10:19,604 Fuck it. 217 00:10:21,064 --> 00:10:22,274 Let's go with a bang. 218 00:10:58,560 --> 00:11:00,479 Okay, let's talk regrets. 219 00:11:00,562 --> 00:11:01,688 Okay. 220 00:11:03,774 --> 00:11:05,108 Obviously, the biggest one is Dad. 221 00:11:05,192 --> 00:11:06,318 Right. 222 00:11:06,401 --> 00:11:08,862 I'd like to be honest, 223 00:11:08,945 --> 00:11:11,948 even though it's scary, tonight, with him. 224 00:11:12,032 --> 00:11:13,158 Yeah. 225 00:11:13,241 --> 00:11:14,493 And... 226 00:11:15,577 --> 00:11:17,078 where does that leave Mom? 227 00:11:20,040 --> 00:11:21,249 Let's circle back to her. 228 00:11:22,918 --> 00:11:24,586 - Hard maybe. - Yeah. 229 00:11:24,669 --> 00:11:28,548 Okay, next up, I would like to make amends with Ala. 230 00:11:28,632 --> 00:11:30,425 That was a shitty situation. 231 00:11:30,509 --> 00:11:32,135 - Yeah. - Shouldn't have happened. 232 00:11:32,219 --> 00:11:34,846 Yeah. We let some dumb shit get between us, 233 00:11:34,930 --> 00:11:37,349 and tonight, that ends. 234 00:11:37,432 --> 00:11:40,310 Next person I would like to engage with 235 00:11:40,393 --> 00:11:43,355 in a way that feels, you know, I guess confrontational, 236 00:11:43,438 --> 00:11:44,815 is Larry. 237 00:11:46,358 --> 00:11:48,109 - Fuck that guy. - Fuck Larry. 238 00:11:48,193 --> 00:11:50,278 That dude was garbage. 239 00:11:50,362 --> 00:11:51,947 And I loved him, 240 00:11:52,030 --> 00:11:55,283 and I never told him that he didn't deserve my love. 241 00:11:55,367 --> 00:11:57,202 So tonight, Larry, 242 00:11:57,285 --> 00:11:59,204 you're gonna get a piece 243 00:11:59,287 --> 00:12:01,164 of this person's noggin. 244 00:12:01,873 --> 00:12:03,542 - Amen. - Thank you. 245 00:12:04,543 --> 00:12:05,627 And then, 246 00:12:06,503 --> 00:12:08,463 you and Nate... 247 00:12:10,257 --> 00:12:11,341 gonna fuck. 248 00:12:11,424 --> 00:12:13,552 - What? - Gonna fuck. 249 00:12:13,635 --> 00:12:15,512 I mean, I don't know if we're gonna fuck. 250 00:12:15,595 --> 00:12:17,973 You're gonna... fuck. 251 00:12:17,974 --> 00:12:19,473 Please stop saying that word, it's really... 252 00:12:19,474 --> 00:12:20,976 it feels inappropriate. 253 00:12:23,270 --> 00:12:25,939 But, yeah, we're gonna fuck. 254 00:12:37,868 --> 00:12:40,829 I love that for you. 255 00:12:50,088 --> 00:12:51,423 - Uh... - Dude... 256 00:12:53,216 --> 00:12:54,342 where's my car? 257 00:12:55,552 --> 00:12:57,429 Oh, yeah, it was stolen. 258 00:12:58,889 --> 00:12:59,931 What? 259 00:13:00,015 --> 00:13:01,391 Big guy. 260 00:13:01,474 --> 00:13:05,854 Very attractive. Yeah. 261 00:13:05,937 --> 00:13:08,690 He took it. It's gone. Very attractive. 262 00:13:08,773 --> 00:13:12,068 I saw his whole body and... and his beautiful face. 263 00:13:12,152 --> 00:13:14,779 You know, I could, you know, definitely identify him. 264 00:13:14,863 --> 00:13:16,197 Definitely, yeah, um... 265 00:13:16,281 --> 00:13:19,451 Because it took a while, you know, to turn on the car, 266 00:13:19,534 --> 00:13:22,162 and he wanted to pair his phone to the radio, 267 00:13:22,245 --> 00:13:23,330 maybe he had a playlist... 268 00:13:23,413 --> 00:13:25,707 You didn't think to, like, say something? 269 00:13:25,790 --> 00:13:27,542 Oh, no, I didn't think about that. 270 00:13:27,626 --> 00:13:28,919 Derrick, man, we're neighbors, 271 00:13:29,002 --> 00:13:30,882 we're supposed to be looking out for each other. 272 00:13:30,921 --> 00:13:33,798 Yeah, but the world's ending, so I said, 273 00:13:34,674 --> 00:13:36,217 "Who gives a fuck, anyway, 274 00:13:36,301 --> 00:13:38,136 "about any of this shit," you know? 275 00:13:38,219 --> 00:13:42,098 2:00 a.m., asteroid hits and then I... 276 00:13:42,182 --> 00:13:43,892 And gone! Gone! 277 00:13:43,975 --> 00:13:45,685 Yeah, yeah, well, I mean, you know, 278 00:13:45,769 --> 00:13:47,854 we're all... we're all in the same boat here. 279 00:13:47,938 --> 00:13:49,814 Why do you need a car today, anyway? 280 00:13:49,898 --> 00:13:51,858 We have some very big plans for today. 281 00:13:51,942 --> 00:13:53,693 Yeah, we had a pretty epic day plan 282 00:13:53,777 --> 00:13:55,528 that could have really used a vehicle. 283 00:13:55,612 --> 00:13:56,655 Yeah. 284 00:13:56,738 --> 00:13:58,114 All right, then, we're gonna, uh... 285 00:13:58,198 --> 00:13:59,366 I guess we're gonna hoof it. 286 00:13:59,449 --> 00:14:00,867 Okay, hoof away. 287 00:14:00,951 --> 00:14:03,078 - Okay, man. - Hoof away. 288 00:14:05,580 --> 00:14:07,582 Well, it is a beautiful day to walk. 289 00:14:21,638 --> 00:14:24,182 The last time we saw Dad was... 290 00:14:24,265 --> 00:14:27,018 One, two birthdays ago? 291 00:14:27,102 --> 00:14:29,229 Yeah? I thought it was last birthday. 292 00:14:29,312 --> 00:14:32,357 No, last birthday, he had that creative dream workshop. 293 00:14:34,067 --> 00:14:35,402 And the birthday before that, 294 00:14:35,485 --> 00:14:36,945 he took us to all-you-can-eat sushi. 295 00:14:37,028 --> 00:14:39,155 Hey. 296 00:14:39,239 --> 00:14:41,324 Hi, hello? Yes? No? 297 00:14:41,408 --> 00:14:42,450 - Hi. - Hi. 298 00:14:42,534 --> 00:14:44,828 - You can see me? - Yeah. 299 00:14:44,911 --> 00:14:47,372 - What am I holding? - Looks like an English muffin. 300 00:14:47,455 --> 00:14:48,495 Okay, what am I doing now? 301 00:14:49,712 --> 00:14:51,792 - Spinning around in circles. - Spinning in a circle. 302 00:14:51,793 --> 00:14:53,044 Okay. What about now? 303 00:14:54,212 --> 00:14:56,506 - Like a... Like a coy shrug. - I don't know. 304 00:14:56,589 --> 00:14:57,799 A "coy" shrug? 305 00:14:57,882 --> 00:14:59,009 What about this? 306 00:15:01,094 --> 00:15:04,055 It's like a phone that you're not interested in using. 307 00:15:04,139 --> 00:15:06,516 Ah! Well, hello! 308 00:15:06,599 --> 00:15:07,684 It's great to see you. 309 00:15:07,767 --> 00:15:10,228 And it's great to be seen, I guess. 310 00:15:10,311 --> 00:15:11,855 I guess so, yeah. 311 00:15:11,938 --> 00:15:14,524 I'm Manny, even though that's Manny in there. 312 00:15:14,607 --> 00:15:16,151 - He's 92. - Wow. 313 00:15:16,234 --> 00:15:17,861 Ninety-one? Something like that, but... 314 00:15:17,944 --> 00:15:20,155 - You're a YS. - Yeah. 315 00:15:20,238 --> 00:15:21,614 - YS. - What's happening? 316 00:15:21,698 --> 00:15:23,116 - Younger self. - Uh-huh. Oh, I see. 317 00:15:23,199 --> 00:15:24,799 - Younger self, I get it. - Younger self. 318 00:15:24,868 --> 00:15:26,453 No, I got it. I just got it. 319 00:15:26,536 --> 00:15:28,288 Why do you think everyone can see us today? 320 00:15:28,371 --> 00:15:29,414 I mean, what... 321 00:15:29,415 --> 00:15:30,581 I think everyone's just operating 322 00:15:30,582 --> 00:15:32,584 on a higher frequency or something. 323 00:15:32,585 --> 00:15:34,209 - That makes sense. - 'Cause it's the last day, 324 00:15:34,210 --> 00:15:35,837 - so all of a sudden... - Right. 325 00:15:35,920 --> 00:15:37,172 Everything's just heightened. 326 00:15:37,255 --> 00:15:38,631 - I think everything is. - Wow. 327 00:15:38,715 --> 00:15:40,008 This is incredible. 328 00:15:40,091 --> 00:15:41,468 It's so nice to be seen, you know? 329 00:15:41,551 --> 00:15:43,094 - I know. - Like, really seen. 330 00:15:43,178 --> 00:15:45,847 It's the stress of not being seen that's endless. 331 00:15:45,923 --> 00:15:47,723 When you go into a shop, try to get service... 332 00:15:47,724 --> 00:15:48,933 Ugh. 333 00:15:48,934 --> 00:15:50,601 ...try to get the manager to show up... nothing. 334 00:15:50,602 --> 00:15:52,103 Right. So are you buying 335 00:15:52,187 --> 00:15:53,688 clothes online mostly, then, or... 336 00:15:53,772 --> 00:15:56,566 Uh, honey, we like to shop. 337 00:15:56,649 --> 00:15:58,068 - Really? - Oh, yeah. 338 00:15:58,151 --> 00:16:00,236 What are you guys doing tonight? What's the story? 339 00:16:00,320 --> 00:16:03,239 Sort of, uh, ticking off regrets one by one, you know. 340 00:16:03,323 --> 00:16:05,075 Better get a rush on that. 341 00:16:05,158 --> 00:16:07,827 - Yeah. - Yeah. Gonna go see Dad first. 342 00:16:07,911 --> 00:16:10,538 Ooh! 343 00:16:10,539 --> 00:16:12,039 What are you gonna do the rest of the day? 344 00:16:12,040 --> 00:16:13,583 I'm gonna finish this sandwich, 345 00:16:13,584 --> 00:16:15,084 - make another sandwich... - Uh-huh. Mm. 346 00:16:15,085 --> 00:16:16,753 ...eat that one, take a nap. 347 00:16:16,836 --> 00:16:18,296 - Take care of Manny... - Uh-huh. 348 00:16:18,297 --> 00:16:20,255 ...talk to him a little bit about his memories and stuff. 349 00:16:20,256 --> 00:16:22,008 I might just walk around the neighborhood. 350 00:16:22,092 --> 00:16:24,677 Oh! So lovely to meet you. 351 00:16:24,691 --> 00:16:26,011 Yeah, it's great to meet you, too. 352 00:16:26,012 --> 00:16:27,305 Listen, happy last day. 353 00:16:27,388 --> 00:16:29,182 Hey, try to remember me like this. 354 00:16:30,058 --> 00:16:31,184 - No, no. - It's a joke. 355 00:16:31,185 --> 00:16:32,392 That's not how you'll die, is it? 356 00:16:32,393 --> 00:16:33,520 - No. - No, no. 357 00:16:33,603 --> 00:16:35,313 You'll wait to explode like the rest of us. 358 00:16:35,396 --> 00:16:36,564 - Yeah. - Okay, good. 359 00:16:36,648 --> 00:16:37,750 So nice to meet you, Manny. 360 00:16:37,751 --> 00:16:38,857 Bye, guys, nice to meet you. 361 00:16:38,858 --> 00:16:39,859 Bye. 362 00:16:43,071 --> 00:16:44,989 Okay, let's talk about Dad. 363 00:16:45,073 --> 00:16:47,075 No, it's fine, we don't need to talk about it. 364 00:16:47,951 --> 00:16:49,452 Oh, my God. 365 00:16:50,411 --> 00:16:51,454 What? 366 00:16:51,538 --> 00:16:52,914 Every time you see him, 367 00:16:52,997 --> 00:16:54,332 you don't have anything prepared, 368 00:16:54,333 --> 00:16:56,250 so you never say any of the things that you want to. 369 00:16:56,251 --> 00:16:57,709 Well, I didn't realize that I needed to have, 370 00:16:57,710 --> 00:16:59,420 like, a PowerPoint presentation. 371 00:16:59,504 --> 00:17:02,173 Ugh, you're so aggravating. 372 00:17:02,257 --> 00:17:04,551 Why are you being so intense? 373 00:17:12,100 --> 00:17:13,393 Let's keep walking. 374 00:17:17,147 --> 00:17:19,524 Sorry, Dad just gets me riled up. 375 00:17:19,607 --> 00:17:20,984 It's okay. Me, too. 376 00:17:23,153 --> 00:17:24,154 We'll be fine. 377 00:17:24,696 --> 00:17:25,989 Be honest. 378 00:17:26,072 --> 00:17:27,574 Yeah. We'll be fine. 379 00:17:32,579 --> 00:17:33,580 Hey, Dad. 380 00:17:34,372 --> 00:17:35,456 Hi, honey. 381 00:17:37,292 --> 00:17:38,501 You parched? 382 00:17:38,585 --> 00:17:40,170 You look parched. 383 00:17:40,253 --> 00:17:41,379 How about a brew? 384 00:17:41,462 --> 00:17:43,506 You know, I'm brewing my own brew now. 385 00:17:43,590 --> 00:17:45,633 - I'm actually fine. - You sure? 386 00:17:45,717 --> 00:17:47,427 - It's hoppy. It's good stuff. - Yeah. 387 00:17:47,510 --> 00:17:49,095 Okay. 388 00:17:51,181 --> 00:17:52,724 You talk to your mom? 389 00:17:53,641 --> 00:17:54,684 No. 390 00:17:54,767 --> 00:17:56,186 - I did. - Really? 391 00:17:56,269 --> 00:17:57,520 Yeah. I zoomed her. 392 00:17:58,396 --> 00:17:59,439 Wow. 393 00:17:59,522 --> 00:18:02,400 On the tower, you know, that, uh... 394 00:18:02,483 --> 00:18:04,360 - It's... - I was sorry. 395 00:18:04,444 --> 00:18:05,737 - Right. - And... 396 00:18:06,863 --> 00:18:08,198 I am, you know. 397 00:18:08,281 --> 00:18:09,449 Sure. 398 00:18:09,532 --> 00:18:12,452 I know that I wasn't... 399 00:18:14,245 --> 00:18:16,831 But you gotta give me some credit. 400 00:18:16,915 --> 00:18:18,124 I stayed... 401 00:18:19,459 --> 00:18:21,502 and she... she didn't. 402 00:18:22,503 --> 00:18:23,796 And that's... 403 00:18:23,880 --> 00:18:28,718 Well, I mean, she left and you stayed, but... 404 00:18:33,848 --> 00:18:35,141 I don't know, 405 00:18:35,225 --> 00:18:39,145 you were just never really... there to begin with. 406 00:18:39,229 --> 00:18:42,565 You just kind of checked out, man. You were... 407 00:18:43,858 --> 00:18:45,193 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 408 00:18:45,276 --> 00:18:46,945 Yes. Yes, this is... 409 00:18:47,946 --> 00:18:50,240 I want you to know that I... 410 00:18:50,323 --> 00:18:54,160 I didn't... I didn't want to do what I did. 411 00:18:55,620 --> 00:18:59,999 I wanted someone who wasn't your mother. 412 00:19:01,501 --> 00:19:03,586 And I... And I didn't have the courage 413 00:19:03,670 --> 00:19:07,006 to... to leave, and it... 414 00:19:08,299 --> 00:19:09,342 broke her. 415 00:19:11,135 --> 00:19:12,136 Yeah. 416 00:19:12,971 --> 00:19:15,431 And that is... that's on me. 417 00:19:18,309 --> 00:19:19,686 I was just really scared... 418 00:19:21,104 --> 00:19:22,146 Dad. 419 00:19:23,231 --> 00:19:25,191 I know. I mean, I didn't know. 420 00:19:25,275 --> 00:19:27,694 But I know. I know. 421 00:19:27,777 --> 00:19:29,570 I felt really alone... 422 00:19:30,530 --> 00:19:31,614 all the time. 423 00:19:32,407 --> 00:19:33,574 Even when you were there. 424 00:19:35,451 --> 00:19:36,953 And as much I didn't wanna be, 425 00:19:37,036 --> 00:19:39,956 I was like the parent. 426 00:19:40,039 --> 00:19:41,749 And that's really fucking hard, man. 427 00:19:42,917 --> 00:19:44,877 I could never be the kid. 428 00:19:46,546 --> 00:19:48,756 Well, be that... be that now. 429 00:19:50,883 --> 00:19:52,302 What? 430 00:19:52,385 --> 00:19:54,595 Anything you wanna get rid of, 431 00:19:54,679 --> 00:19:58,891 I want... I want you to give it to me. 432 00:19:58,975 --> 00:20:01,519 - For real? - Yeah. Yeah, absolutely. 433 00:20:01,602 --> 00:20:03,021 Okay. Whoa. 434 00:20:04,856 --> 00:20:07,150 I... The body has to take so much in. 435 00:20:07,233 --> 00:20:09,235 You know, it has to take so much in. 436 00:20:09,319 --> 00:20:11,154 And we don't always know how to handle it. 437 00:20:11,237 --> 00:20:13,865 Like, on a... on a cellular level. 438 00:20:13,948 --> 00:20:16,409 And so it just rattles around 439 00:20:16,492 --> 00:20:18,953 like this energy pinball. 440 00:20:19,037 --> 00:20:21,664 I like to call it "the dense body." 441 00:20:21,748 --> 00:20:23,708 Feel it, feel it. Where is it? Where is it? 442 00:20:23,791 --> 00:20:26,336 It lives in there. Do it with me. Feel it. 443 00:20:26,419 --> 00:20:27,754 Feel it. Where is it? 444 00:20:27,837 --> 00:20:29,130 Where does it hurt? 445 00:20:29,630 --> 00:20:31,132 Smash it out. 446 00:20:31,133 --> 00:20:33,342 Give it all. Come on, give it all to me, Liza. Give it all. 447 00:20:33,343 --> 00:20:35,261 - Give it all. Come on. - Standing. 448 00:20:35,345 --> 00:20:36,429 - Come on. - Okay. 449 00:20:36,512 --> 00:20:38,639 - Whoo! - Uh-oh, what's that now? 450 00:20:38,723 --> 00:20:39,974 - Give it to me. - Okay. 451 00:20:40,058 --> 00:20:41,934 Give it all. Give it all. Yeah! 452 00:20:42,018 --> 00:20:44,645 - Uh-oh. Okay. - Whoo! Whoo! 453 00:20:44,729 --> 00:20:47,231 I want it all so you don't have to carry it anymore. 454 00:20:47,315 --> 00:20:50,151 Because it is... it is mine! 455 00:20:50,234 --> 00:20:51,444 Give it to me! 456 00:20:51,527 --> 00:20:53,112 Give it to me. 457 00:20:53,196 --> 00:20:54,655 Give it to me. 458 00:20:55,698 --> 00:20:58,117 Give it to me. 459 00:21:00,787 --> 00:21:03,956 Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! 460 00:21:08,294 --> 00:21:10,004 Oh... 461 00:21:10,088 --> 00:21:12,924 - Whew. - Thanks, Dad. 462 00:21:13,007 --> 00:21:16,177 I'm gonna drive to the ocean, set sail on the open sea, 463 00:21:16,260 --> 00:21:18,054 swim naked with the dolphins. 464 00:21:18,888 --> 00:21:20,056 You wanna come? 465 00:21:20,640 --> 00:21:22,392 No, I'm good. 466 00:21:22,475 --> 00:21:27,021 Yeah. Maybe you can just be the kid tonight, huh? 467 00:21:33,694 --> 00:21:34,737 Who's that? 468 00:21:39,784 --> 00:21:40,785 Bye, Dad. 469 00:21:41,828 --> 00:21:42,829 Bye, Dad. 470 00:21:50,336 --> 00:21:53,756 Whoo! Whoo! Whoo! 471 00:21:59,345 --> 00:22:01,931 So, should we talk about Mom yet? 472 00:22:04,559 --> 00:22:05,643 No, not yet. 473 00:22:21,951 --> 00:22:22,952 Mm. 474 00:22:24,829 --> 00:22:25,913 It's a little on the nose. 475 00:22:29,000 --> 00:22:30,168 Let's go. 476 00:22:31,461 --> 00:22:33,254 My mom called me today, 477 00:22:33,337 --> 00:22:35,715 and she said, "Sweetie, the world's ending, 478 00:22:35,798 --> 00:22:37,300 and everything's going crazy. 479 00:22:37,383 --> 00:22:38,384 What's going on?" 480 00:22:38,468 --> 00:22:40,094 And I said, "Yeah, it's too bad. 481 00:22:40,178 --> 00:22:41,345 You know, it is what it is." 482 00:22:41,429 --> 00:22:44,015 She said, "You seem pretty calm about this." 483 00:22:44,098 --> 00:22:45,725 "Yeah. Every time you call me, 484 00:22:45,808 --> 00:22:47,248 "it feels like the end of the world." 485 00:22:48,144 --> 00:22:50,062 Uh, do we have any administrative 486 00:22:50,146 --> 00:22:51,772 assistants in the house? 487 00:22:51,856 --> 00:22:54,233 Make some noise if you love bureaucracy. 488 00:22:54,317 --> 00:22:56,527 Come on, make some noise, people. Come on. 489 00:22:56,611 --> 00:22:59,655 Hi. Hey. How you guys doing tonight? 490 00:22:59,739 --> 00:23:01,240 - Good. - Uh, yeah. 491 00:23:01,324 --> 00:23:02,867 You know, as good as we can be. 492 00:23:02,950 --> 00:23:05,036 All right. Uh, what do you do? 493 00:23:05,119 --> 00:23:07,872 Um, I invented an app, and I sold it. 494 00:23:07,955 --> 00:23:10,124 She's actually a very gifted coder. 495 00:23:10,208 --> 00:23:11,250 Okay. 496 00:23:11,334 --> 00:23:13,002 Got a little woman in STEM over here. 497 00:23:13,085 --> 00:23:15,963 Let's make some noise for women in STEM. 498 00:23:16,047 --> 00:23:18,132 Awesome. 499 00:23:18,216 --> 00:23:20,635 This is kind of my first time doing this, 500 00:23:20,718 --> 00:23:22,053 if I'm being honest. 501 00:23:22,136 --> 00:23:25,848 I've been a teacher in the LA public school system, 502 00:23:25,932 --> 00:23:28,768 but I've always dreamed of being a standup, so... 503 00:23:28,851 --> 00:23:31,270 This kid asked me, "Oh, what's the homework today?" 504 00:23:31,354 --> 00:23:33,272 I said, "Do whatever you want." 505 00:23:33,356 --> 00:23:35,233 You know, there's no assignments today! 506 00:23:35,316 --> 00:23:36,400 Assignments. 507 00:23:36,484 --> 00:23:37,693 Everything is, um... 508 00:23:37,777 --> 00:23:40,071 Yeah, the only assignment is death. 509 00:23:40,154 --> 00:23:41,155 Well... 510 00:23:42,823 --> 00:23:45,159 Well, that's... That's sort of been my time. 511 00:23:46,244 --> 00:23:48,162 Thanks. Thank you. 512 00:23:48,246 --> 00:23:49,413 Pretty cool. 513 00:23:49,497 --> 00:23:53,584 Um, well, listen, I'll be here, uh, all night, 514 00:23:53,668 --> 00:23:55,336 however long the night lasts. 515 00:23:55,419 --> 00:23:56,420 Oh, well... 516 00:23:56,504 --> 00:23:58,673 So, um... Hey, where are you from? 517 00:24:03,553 --> 00:24:05,513 Wait. Is that that same dude? 518 00:24:09,183 --> 00:24:10,393 Yeah. Keep walking. 519 00:24:31,080 --> 00:24:35,042 I don't know How long it's been 520 00:24:39,463 --> 00:24:43,134 Or how long it will be 521 00:24:47,013 --> 00:24:51,017 Those kind of things Aren't up to me 522 00:24:53,644 --> 00:24:57,732 When we die Where do we go? 523 00:25:01,319 --> 00:25:06,198 What kind of feelings That I should show 524 00:25:07,241 --> 00:25:11,621 Which direction we would go 525 00:25:13,164 --> 00:25:15,666 How much I loved you 526 00:25:20,087 --> 00:25:26,969 And I wish That we could grow 527 00:25:32,725 --> 00:25:34,810 Wow! We were not expecting this 528 00:25:34,894 --> 00:25:36,562 when we were walking up this street. 529 00:25:38,356 --> 00:25:40,191 That was fucking incredible. 530 00:25:40,274 --> 00:25:42,401 If you had a hat down, I'd give you all my money. 531 00:25:42,985 --> 00:25:44,153 If I had any. 532 00:25:44,236 --> 00:25:45,655 I started off busking, 533 00:25:45,738 --> 00:25:47,823 and I figured this would be a way to go. 534 00:25:47,907 --> 00:25:49,533 - So beautiful. - Love it. 535 00:25:49,617 --> 00:25:50,993 Thank you. 536 00:25:51,077 --> 00:25:53,704 Well, it means a lot that you're here to hear this song 537 00:25:53,788 --> 00:25:56,832 'cause I wrote it as a... as a duet. 538 00:25:56,916 --> 00:25:58,626 - Oh, no way. - Yeah. 539 00:25:58,709 --> 00:26:00,169 For my friend Rita. 540 00:26:00,252 --> 00:26:02,171 Oh, cool. 541 00:26:02,254 --> 00:26:03,798 Yeah. 542 00:26:03,881 --> 00:26:06,759 She, um... She's passed away. 543 00:26:06,842 --> 00:26:09,053 And so, um, I haven't been 544 00:26:09,136 --> 00:26:11,305 able to sing it with her, but... 545 00:26:11,389 --> 00:26:13,766 Would you wanna sing it with me? 546 00:26:13,849 --> 00:26:15,309 - Oh, no, no, no. - Yeah. 547 00:26:15,393 --> 00:26:17,228 - No, thank you. - That'll be fun. 548 00:26:17,229 --> 00:26:18,687 - Yeah. Come on. - No, no, please. No. 549 00:26:18,688 --> 00:26:20,356 She's so good. 550 00:26:20,439 --> 00:26:21,857 No, no, I really... 551 00:26:21,941 --> 00:26:23,781 - I'm sure you are. - She used to be in a band. 552 00:26:23,859 --> 00:26:24,944 In high school. 553 00:26:25,027 --> 00:26:26,445 When is there ever a better day? 554 00:26:26,529 --> 00:26:28,030 - It's true. - Uh... Yeah. 555 00:26:28,114 --> 00:26:31,200 Today is certainly just the fuck-it of all days. 556 00:26:32,451 --> 00:26:34,704 - It's a fuck-it song, so... - Okay. 557 00:26:34,787 --> 00:26:36,414 - Well, why don't you sing? - Okay. 558 00:26:36,497 --> 00:26:37,790 She's... she's good. 559 00:26:37,873 --> 00:26:39,113 - She's good. - I'll help, then. 560 00:26:39,166 --> 00:26:40,310 - You'll do it? - Yeah. 561 00:26:40,334 --> 00:26:41,460 You'll both do it? 562 00:26:41,544 --> 00:26:43,504 I'll get there. I'll get there. 563 00:26:43,587 --> 00:26:45,631 - You'll catch on. - Yeah. 564 00:26:55,182 --> 00:26:59,103 I don't know long it's been 565 00:27:03,858 --> 00:27:07,611 Or how long it'll be 566 00:27:10,322 --> 00:27:17,079 Promises stranded On an island where you lay 567 00:27:18,456 --> 00:27:22,501 I can't forget that day 568 00:27:22,585 --> 00:27:24,920 You got it. 569 00:27:25,004 --> 00:27:29,383 Tears rolled down Your face 570 00:27:30,676 --> 00:27:35,014 There was Nothing left to say 571 00:27:36,849 --> 00:27:39,810 How much I loved you 572 00:27:39,894 --> 00:27:46,776 And I wish That we could grow 573 00:27:49,487 --> 00:27:53,115 How much I loved you 574 00:27:53,199 --> 00:28:00,206 And I wish That we could grow 575 00:28:03,375 --> 00:28:06,754 How much I loved you 576 00:28:06,837 --> 00:28:13,719 And I wish That we could grow 577 00:28:16,847 --> 00:28:20,351 How much I loved you 578 00:28:20,434 --> 00:28:27,399 And I wish That we could grow 579 00:28:35,616 --> 00:28:37,993 - That was so beautiful. - Oh, man. 580 00:28:38,077 --> 00:28:41,080 - Thank you so much. - Thank you. 581 00:28:41,163 --> 00:28:44,708 It's a shame. I feel like we could've been great friends. 582 00:28:44,792 --> 00:28:46,627 I know. 583 00:28:46,710 --> 00:28:48,420 Well, um... 584 00:28:48,504 --> 00:28:50,464 Well, maybe in the next one. 585 00:28:52,216 --> 00:28:53,801 Yeah, maybe I'll just see you later. 586 00:28:57,221 --> 00:28:59,098 - Bye. - Bye, thank you. 587 00:29:00,516 --> 00:29:01,600 We did it! 588 00:29:02,768 --> 00:29:03,769 Cool. 589 00:29:05,020 --> 00:29:07,147 Okay, next up, Ala. 590 00:29:10,067 --> 00:29:12,361 Man, I really fucked up. 591 00:29:12,444 --> 00:29:13,779 I've just been a shitty friend, 592 00:29:13,863 --> 00:29:16,782 just been self-absorbed and stubborn. 593 00:29:18,367 --> 00:29:20,160 She did kind of worry about him. 594 00:29:20,244 --> 00:29:21,829 Yeah, and I wouldn't hear it. 595 00:29:21,912 --> 00:29:23,455 Let a dude get in the middle... 596 00:29:24,498 --> 00:29:25,916 of a really good thing. 597 00:29:26,709 --> 00:29:29,879 How very 1990s of me. 598 00:29:29,962 --> 00:29:32,423 She wasn't completely innocent either, though. 599 00:29:34,008 --> 00:29:37,094 Aw. I love this side of you. 600 00:29:42,892 --> 00:29:45,144 Yeah, I don't think I can do this. 601 00:29:45,227 --> 00:29:48,063 What? Yes, you can. 602 00:29:48,147 --> 00:29:50,316 It's just... it's gonna be so uncomfortable, man. 603 00:29:50,399 --> 00:29:52,818 And, like, who knows if she even wants to see me. 604 00:29:52,902 --> 00:29:54,111 This was a terrible idea. 605 00:29:54,112 --> 00:29:55,403 Honestly, I don't know why I even listen to you. 606 00:29:55,404 --> 00:29:56,822 Oh, my God! 607 00:29:56,906 --> 00:29:59,074 When have I ever steered you wrong? 608 00:30:00,409 --> 00:30:02,661 I don't know, I've never really let you steer before. 609 00:30:03,329 --> 00:30:04,496 I got you. 610 00:30:28,020 --> 00:30:29,480 - Listen... - It's done. It's... 611 00:30:29,563 --> 00:30:31,982 - Sorry. - I'm sorry. You go. 612 00:30:31,983 --> 00:30:33,775 - Okay, it's just that... - I just feel that... 613 00:30:33,776 --> 00:30:35,527 - Sorry. - You go. 614 00:30:36,987 --> 00:30:39,073 I feel like you weren't really listening to me 615 00:30:39,156 --> 00:30:41,742 when I was trying to explain to you what you are worth. 616 00:30:41,825 --> 00:30:43,035 I know. 617 00:30:43,036 --> 00:30:44,535 But you wanted something different for yourself. 618 00:30:44,536 --> 00:30:45,870 I was, like, a lesser version of myself at the time. 619 00:30:45,871 --> 00:30:46,996 You were. And so when I saw you 620 00:30:46,997 --> 00:30:48,289 letting yourself be subjected to... 621 00:30:48,290 --> 00:30:49,916 I'm actually embarrassed, you know what I mean. 622 00:30:49,917 --> 00:30:51,335 ...this kind of subpar experience... 623 00:30:51,418 --> 00:30:52,753 Say my truth for a second... 624 00:30:52,836 --> 00:30:54,171 Yes, I want that. Right? 625 00:30:54,254 --> 00:30:55,589 You also sort of abandoned me. 626 00:30:55,673 --> 00:30:57,049 That abandonment was part of it... 627 00:30:57,132 --> 00:30:58,926 It was so annoying to be the friend 628 00:30:59,009 --> 00:31:00,761 that's with a shitty dude. 629 00:31:00,762 --> 00:31:02,720 And you were with a shitty dude. He was the worst... 630 00:31:02,721 --> 00:31:04,306 ...a little baby who needs my friend... 631 00:31:04,307 --> 00:31:06,265 - And your feelings were... - ...which isn't fair. 632 00:31:06,266 --> 00:31:08,060 It isn't fair and that is why I feel like 633 00:31:08,143 --> 00:31:09,311 I needed you to recognize 634 00:31:09,395 --> 00:31:10,675 how I was developing psychically, 635 00:31:10,676 --> 00:31:11,938 which you didn't really pay attention to. 636 00:31:11,939 --> 00:31:12,982 Yes. Okay. 637 00:31:13,065 --> 00:31:14,191 And that is an ability 638 00:31:14,208 --> 00:31:15,608 that I scoffed at for a long time... 639 00:31:15,609 --> 00:31:16,818 And that is something that I was trying 640 00:31:16,819 --> 00:31:17,903 to use for your benefit. 641 00:31:17,987 --> 00:31:19,029 ...and I know that now. 642 00:31:19,113 --> 00:31:20,353 And today, I want you to see it. 643 00:31:22,866 --> 00:31:24,743 - Thank you. - That makes a lot of sense. 644 00:31:24,827 --> 00:31:27,538 I, like... I actually feel so heard. 645 00:31:27,621 --> 00:31:29,181 - I do, too. - Thank you for hearing me. 646 00:31:29,206 --> 00:31:30,206 Wow. 647 00:31:30,249 --> 00:31:31,667 - Wow. - Wow. 648 00:31:31,668 --> 00:31:32,875 I have literally been saying that 649 00:31:32,876 --> 00:31:34,002 in my head for, like, seven years. 650 00:31:34,003 --> 00:31:35,129 Years. 651 00:31:35,130 --> 00:31:36,671 - I was so scared... - I was so scared of you. 652 00:31:36,672 --> 00:31:38,066 I was so sacred. You were so scary. 653 00:31:38,067 --> 00:31:39,674 That time, on the street, I saw you on the street 654 00:31:39,675 --> 00:31:41,468 and I didn't walk up to you. It was so weird. 655 00:31:41,469 --> 00:31:42,760 - No! - I saw you, and I was like, 656 00:31:42,761 --> 00:31:43,970 "Oh!" I lost it and I was just, like, 657 00:31:43,971 --> 00:31:45,014 "What is this life?" 658 00:31:45,015 --> 00:31:46,222 Like, I just want go talk to you 659 00:31:46,223 --> 00:31:47,450 'cause, like... 660 00:31:47,451 --> 00:31:49,267 You're my best friend. You were my best friend. 661 00:31:49,268 --> 00:31:50,477 I know. 662 00:31:50,561 --> 00:31:51,687 You were like a limb. 663 00:31:51,770 --> 00:31:52,914 That kills me, dude, 664 00:31:52,938 --> 00:31:54,440 that you saw me and then you couldn't 665 00:31:54,523 --> 00:31:56,066 say hi to me because I was such a dick. 666 00:31:56,150 --> 00:31:58,360 Oh, my God, you're talking to this stupid girl, 667 00:31:58,444 --> 00:32:00,195 and I was like, "Is that your friend?" 668 00:32:00,279 --> 00:32:02,114 No, I don't have any. 669 00:32:02,197 --> 00:32:03,532 I don't either. 670 00:32:03,615 --> 00:32:06,910 I've just been sitting in the drudge of solitude. 671 00:32:06,994 --> 00:32:09,580 And I was seeing that because I... 672 00:32:09,663 --> 00:32:11,123 ...of your gift. 673 00:32:11,124 --> 00:32:12,623 And honestly, like, I don't want to brag about it. 674 00:32:12,624 --> 00:32:14,459 I don't need to be like, "I have this thing," but... 675 00:32:14,460 --> 00:32:16,545 And I haven't witnessed it, but I'm just... 676 00:32:16,628 --> 00:32:17,796 I'm hearing you tell me that, 677 00:32:17,797 --> 00:32:19,338 and if you tell me that, then I believe you. 678 00:32:19,339 --> 00:32:22,760 I have developed psychically to the place 679 00:32:22,843 --> 00:32:25,262 where I am capable of extraordinary things. 680 00:32:25,283 --> 00:32:26,763 And it doesn't come without hard work. 681 00:32:26,764 --> 00:32:27,890 I trained, you know. 682 00:32:27,973 --> 00:32:30,184 - I'm Reiki 1 certified. - Wow. 683 00:32:30,267 --> 00:32:31,977 Yeah, that just came in the mail. 684 00:32:32,003 --> 00:32:33,603 But, like, everyone is operating on this, 685 00:32:33,604 --> 00:32:35,064 like, other level today... 686 00:32:35,147 --> 00:32:36,815 - Up here. - ...and I see now. 687 00:32:36,899 --> 00:32:39,568 Your gift is real. And I am sorry. 688 00:32:39,651 --> 00:32:41,028 You see the future, man. 689 00:32:41,111 --> 00:32:42,863 - That is cool. - It's crazy. 690 00:32:42,946 --> 00:32:45,657 And so when I knew that Larry was a piece of shit 691 00:32:45,741 --> 00:32:47,284 and he... Honestly, like, I'm sorry, 692 00:32:47,285 --> 00:32:48,826 I feel like now we can take space from it 693 00:32:48,827 --> 00:32:50,204 and see that he was... 694 00:32:50,287 --> 00:32:52,372 - The fucking worst! - He was a trash person. 695 00:32:52,456 --> 00:32:54,374 - I know. - Whatever happened to Nate? 696 00:32:54,458 --> 00:32:56,126 Remember Nate? He was good. 697 00:32:56,210 --> 00:32:57,650 It's funny you should ask about Nate. 698 00:32:57,651 --> 00:32:59,045 Well, there's so much to catch up on. 699 00:32:59,046 --> 00:33:00,089 Some shit went down 700 00:33:00,172 --> 00:33:01,652 - after we stopped speaking. - I know. 701 00:33:01,715 --> 00:33:04,134 We got drunk... Oh, you know. Oh, fuck, of course you know. 702 00:33:04,218 --> 00:33:06,345 I want you to go through it with me 703 00:33:06,428 --> 00:33:08,222 because it's helpful as confirmation 704 00:33:08,305 --> 00:33:10,057 almost for, like, how I practice. 705 00:33:10,140 --> 00:33:11,934 Sure. So we got very drunk one night... 706 00:33:12,017 --> 00:33:13,060 Yeah. 707 00:33:13,143 --> 00:33:17,356 ...and, um, he ended up, like, 708 00:33:17,439 --> 00:33:19,191 Telling me that he loved me. 709 00:33:19,274 --> 00:33:21,568 L... Loved you. Oh, my God. 710 00:33:21,652 --> 00:33:23,362 And to come out of that mouth... 711 00:33:23,363 --> 00:33:24,779 I know, that's what I'm feeling right now. 712 00:33:24,780 --> 00:33:26,073 ...with those eyes. 713 00:33:26,156 --> 00:33:29,201 - It was like la-la-la-la-la. - God. 714 00:33:29,202 --> 00:33:30,451 And then we end up, like, of course, like, 715 00:33:30,452 --> 00:33:31,577 - hooking up a little bit. - Yep. 716 00:33:31,578 --> 00:33:33,580 And it was... fireworks. 717 00:33:33,664 --> 00:33:35,207 - Fucking beyond. - Dynamite. 718 00:33:35,290 --> 00:33:36,542 Earthquakes. Earthquakes. 719 00:33:37,523 --> 00:33:39,043 - And then I freaked out. - Yeah. Yeah. 720 00:33:39,044 --> 00:33:41,797 And I shut down and pushed him away. 721 00:33:41,880 --> 00:33:43,480 And he was so vulnerable that, of course, 722 00:33:43,507 --> 00:33:44,633 he was, like, humiliated. 723 00:33:44,634 --> 00:33:45,883 And then it just made everything so weird, 724 00:33:45,884 --> 00:33:47,009 we couldn't be friends anymore. 725 00:33:47,010 --> 00:33:48,136 Then he started dating somebody else. 726 00:33:48,137 --> 00:33:49,263 What happened? 727 00:33:49,346 --> 00:33:51,098 - Remind me, I mean. - Yeah. I saw him. 728 00:33:51,181 --> 00:33:52,349 - Yup. - Today. 729 00:33:52,432 --> 00:33:54,935 - Mm-hmm. Yep. - After years of not speaking. 730 00:33:54,936 --> 00:33:56,853 But he also was like, "I'm going to Mandy's party." 731 00:33:56,854 --> 00:33:57,980 "Mandy's party." 732 00:33:58,063 --> 00:34:01,608 I'd like to tell Nate that I... love him. 733 00:34:01,692 --> 00:34:03,110 - You love him. - I've always been 734 00:34:03,193 --> 00:34:04,403 - in love with him. - Yes! 735 00:34:04,486 --> 00:34:07,531 The time is now because, I got to tell you, 736 00:34:07,614 --> 00:34:10,450 your afterlife is honestly unfair. 737 00:34:10,534 --> 00:34:12,134 It is unjust how good it is. 738 00:34:12,161 --> 00:34:14,621 Like, I can't. Ooh! I kind of wanna tell you, 739 00:34:14,705 --> 00:34:15,956 but I don't want to fuck it up 740 00:34:16,039 --> 00:34:17,332 because of, like, ripple effect. 741 00:34:17,416 --> 00:34:19,251 No, you obviously have to tell me now. 742 00:34:19,334 --> 00:34:21,962 I'm gonna tell you one word, just one word. 743 00:34:23,755 --> 00:34:24,965 Chalamet. 744 00:34:26,425 --> 00:34:28,510 - Shut up. - Life partners. 745 00:34:28,594 --> 00:34:30,596 - No. For life? - Life partners. 746 00:34:30,679 --> 00:34:31,930 For life, for that life. 747 00:34:32,014 --> 00:34:33,724 - In the afterlife? - In the afterlife. 748 00:34:33,807 --> 00:34:35,642 - Timothée. - Timothée. 749 00:34:36,602 --> 00:34:37,978 Chalamet. 750 00:34:39,146 --> 00:34:41,231 Wow! 751 00:34:41,315 --> 00:34:43,942 Also, I see a lot of dairy... 752 00:34:45,027 --> 00:34:46,904 with zero consequences. 753 00:34:46,987 --> 00:34:50,324 I am lactose tolerant and fucking Timmy? 754 00:34:50,407 --> 00:34:51,450 That's right. 755 00:34:51,533 --> 00:34:54,286 - Holy shit. - Thank you for coming by. 756 00:34:54,369 --> 00:34:55,746 Thank you for receiving me. 757 00:34:55,829 --> 00:34:56,997 Ah. 758 00:34:57,080 --> 00:34:58,874 You're so fucking stupid, I love you so much. 759 00:34:58,957 --> 00:35:01,210 You're so stupid, I love you, you fuck. Okay. 760 00:35:02,586 --> 00:35:04,713 - Bye. Bye. Ooh! - Bye. 761 00:35:05,631 --> 00:35:06,924 Oh! 762 00:35:14,598 --> 00:35:15,766 Fucking A, man. 763 00:35:17,267 --> 00:35:18,268 That was cool. 764 00:35:18,352 --> 00:35:20,854 - She is so great. - She is the coolest. 765 00:35:20,938 --> 00:35:22,147 Feels so good to be honest, 766 00:35:22,231 --> 00:35:23,398 - you know. - Right? 767 00:35:24,566 --> 00:35:25,984 You were so scared, 768 00:35:26,068 --> 00:35:28,111 I mean, so scared to confront things. 769 00:35:28,195 --> 00:35:32,241 And then it's like, "Who's direct? This guy." 770 00:35:33,700 --> 00:35:35,035 Hey, can I be direct? 771 00:35:35,118 --> 00:35:36,411 Sure. 772 00:35:36,495 --> 00:35:38,288 Can you stop walking in front of me? Please. 773 00:35:38,372 --> 00:35:39,790 I'm not walking in front of you. 774 00:35:43,001 --> 00:35:44,419 Thank you. 775 00:35:44,503 --> 00:35:45,837 See, I like this. 776 00:35:46,713 --> 00:35:48,131 I like being next to you. 777 00:35:53,637 --> 00:35:56,098 - Where are you going? - You gotta stay next to me. 778 00:35:56,181 --> 00:35:57,432 - No. - Come on. 779 00:35:58,100 --> 00:35:59,184 Come on. 780 00:36:02,187 --> 00:36:05,524 Oh, she burns. She burns good. 781 00:36:13,573 --> 00:36:14,866 Is that Mandy? 782 00:36:23,542 --> 00:36:24,668 It can't be. 783 00:36:24,751 --> 00:36:27,004 - No. - I don't think so. 784 00:36:27,087 --> 00:36:28,297 She's home. She's preparing. 785 00:36:36,054 --> 00:36:37,973 Okay, who's next? 786 00:36:38,056 --> 00:36:39,057 Larry. 787 00:36:42,519 --> 00:36:44,563 Hey. Hi. 788 00:36:44,646 --> 00:36:47,316 Sorry. Um, do you know if the Getty's open today? 789 00:36:47,399 --> 00:36:49,026 Uh... 790 00:36:51,194 --> 00:36:52,195 Liza? 791 00:36:53,780 --> 00:36:54,906 It's Sal. 792 00:36:56,825 --> 00:37:00,412 Sal Benedetti. First kiss. 793 00:37:01,705 --> 00:37:02,831 - Yeah. - Oh, my God. 794 00:37:02,914 --> 00:37:05,625 - By the La Quinta. - La Quinta, yeah. 795 00:37:05,709 --> 00:37:08,628 - Cast party. - Cast party for The Music Man! 796 00:37:08,712 --> 00:37:10,005 Oh! 797 00:37:10,088 --> 00:37:14,051 I wouldn't have recognized, but you really, um... 798 00:37:14,092 --> 00:37:16,052 - I grew up. Yeah, I grew up. - You have grown up. 799 00:37:16,053 --> 00:37:17,596 - Yeah. Yeah, yeah. - Yeah. 800 00:37:17,679 --> 00:37:19,181 You were so good in theater. 801 00:37:19,264 --> 00:37:20,557 Whatever... Did anything happen? 802 00:37:20,640 --> 00:37:23,060 Thank you. No, I, um... I do sex therapy. 803 00:37:23,143 --> 00:37:26,313 I do climax therapy, specifically. 804 00:37:26,396 --> 00:37:30,275 I help couples who are having blocks sort of reach climax. 805 00:37:30,359 --> 00:37:33,737 - Ah. - And today's been... busy. 806 00:37:33,820 --> 00:37:35,655 Is it a sort of a water-based... 807 00:37:35,739 --> 00:37:39,534 No. I had a client that wanted to make love in the pool... 808 00:37:39,618 --> 00:37:40,660 Oh. 809 00:37:40,744 --> 00:37:42,788 ...so I was there to sort of facilitate. 810 00:37:42,871 --> 00:37:44,956 So you're in the water with them? 811 00:37:45,040 --> 00:37:47,709 I was... Not every client needs me to be that close, 812 00:37:47,793 --> 00:37:50,253 but I do dip in for some. Yeah. 813 00:37:50,337 --> 00:37:52,464 - You dip in? - Yeah. I, uh... Yeah. 814 00:37:52,547 --> 00:37:54,216 But you don't "dip in"? 815 00:37:54,299 --> 00:37:55,384 No. No, no, no. 816 00:37:55,447 --> 00:37:56,967 I don't partake in the love making, no. 817 00:37:56,968 --> 00:37:58,220 - Okay. - Not at all. 818 00:37:58,303 --> 00:38:00,472 - Wow, - It's so insane to see you. 819 00:38:00,555 --> 00:38:03,642 Oh, wow, what a pleasure to see you in... 820 00:38:03,725 --> 00:38:05,394 in the flesh, in so much flesh. 821 00:38:05,477 --> 00:38:07,354 Thank you. 822 00:38:07,437 --> 00:38:08,730 Sal Benedetti. 823 00:38:08,814 --> 00:38:11,525 Listen, when you do go out tonight... 824 00:38:13,235 --> 00:38:14,694 really breathe through it 825 00:38:14,778 --> 00:38:16,405 and let whatever comes... 826 00:38:17,364 --> 00:38:18,448 come. 827 00:38:18,532 --> 00:38:20,617 Thank you. 828 00:38:20,700 --> 00:38:23,328 You're welcome. And that's for free. 829 00:38:25,288 --> 00:38:26,998 - All right. Wow. - Wow. 830 00:38:28,458 --> 00:38:30,001 - See you, Sal. - Bye, Liza. 831 00:38:31,420 --> 00:38:33,046 See you in the next one. 832 00:38:33,130 --> 00:38:35,841 I hope so. And you know what? You will. 833 00:38:37,634 --> 00:38:39,219 Rock on. 834 00:38:44,057 --> 00:38:46,017 Man, Sal Benedetti. 835 00:38:47,519 --> 00:38:49,354 You had terrible taste in men. 836 00:38:49,438 --> 00:38:50,480 Yeah, truly. 837 00:38:52,482 --> 00:38:55,569 - Hey, can I tell you a secret? - Mm-hmm. 838 00:38:55,652 --> 00:38:58,238 I considered fucking that dude in the tent today. 839 00:38:58,321 --> 00:38:59,406 What? 840 00:39:00,740 --> 00:39:02,242 Ugh, Jesus, dude. 841 00:39:03,076 --> 00:39:04,786 Honestly, what is your type? 842 00:39:04,870 --> 00:39:06,121 Oh, you know, 843 00:39:06,204 --> 00:39:08,540 anyone who will give me a modicum of attention, 844 00:39:08,623 --> 00:39:10,834 paired with the promise of rejection. 845 00:39:10,917 --> 00:39:13,545 A little seductive, a little sociopathic. 846 00:39:13,628 --> 00:39:17,132 You know, someone who could potentially love me, 847 00:39:17,215 --> 00:39:18,758 but also prove to me that, ultimately, 848 00:39:18,842 --> 00:39:20,218 I'm unworthy of love. 849 00:39:21,636 --> 00:39:22,804 I don't believe that. 850 00:39:24,347 --> 00:39:25,390 Oh, no. 851 00:39:26,183 --> 00:39:27,392 You wanna be loved. 852 00:39:29,019 --> 00:39:31,062 Like, really loved. 853 00:39:33,523 --> 00:39:36,485 Today, we take no prisoners. 854 00:39:36,568 --> 00:39:38,820 Today, we see what that looks like. 855 00:40:24,366 --> 00:40:25,450 What the... 856 00:40:27,577 --> 00:40:29,079 They say, "Go with vintage. 857 00:40:29,162 --> 00:40:31,522 Go with vintage." You couldn't just get a Bluetooth speaker. 858 00:40:35,752 --> 00:40:37,295 Fuck this. 859 00:40:44,844 --> 00:40:45,845 Hey! 860 00:40:46,930 --> 00:40:47,931 Hey. 861 00:40:48,014 --> 00:40:49,975 You're not using this anymore? 862 00:40:50,600 --> 00:40:51,768 No. 863 00:40:52,894 --> 00:40:53,937 Cool. 864 00:41:11,871 --> 00:41:13,582 Hey, hey, Liza. 865 00:41:13,665 --> 00:41:15,250 You here to tell me you love me? 866 00:41:15,333 --> 00:41:19,045 No. I'm here to... 867 00:41:21,923 --> 00:41:24,384 ...to remind you of... 868 00:41:25,343 --> 00:41:27,637 the... the... the mess 869 00:41:27,721 --> 00:41:30,390 you left when you went away. 870 00:41:30,473 --> 00:41:33,643 Because it's not fair, dude, 871 00:41:33,727 --> 00:41:35,061 to... to... to... 872 00:41:36,021 --> 00:41:39,024 deny me of the cross I bear 873 00:41:39,983 --> 00:41:41,610 that you fucking gave to me. 874 00:41:41,693 --> 00:41:43,111 Right. Right. 875 00:41:43,194 --> 00:41:45,113 That makes a lot of sense. 876 00:41:45,196 --> 00:41:46,406 And I hear you. 877 00:41:46,489 --> 00:41:48,366 I hear everything you're saying, 878 00:41:48,450 --> 00:41:50,619 because there's nothing coming out of those speakers. 879 00:41:50,702 --> 00:41:52,412 I know. I found it on the street, 880 00:41:52,495 --> 00:41:54,164 but I thought it was a cool visual. 881 00:41:54,247 --> 00:41:57,083 - Oh, okay. - I think it's broken. 882 00:41:57,084 --> 00:41:58,917 I'm on my way down. Can I get you anything to drink? 883 00:41:58,918 --> 00:42:00,170 No, I'm fine. 884 00:42:00,253 --> 00:42:01,463 Not a seltzer water, 885 00:42:01,546 --> 00:42:03,506 Flamin' Hot Cheetos, something like that? 886 00:42:03,590 --> 00:42:05,508 No, I don't eat Cheetos, man. 887 00:42:05,592 --> 00:42:06,635 You know that about me. 888 00:42:06,718 --> 00:42:08,136 Those some bright-ass lips, 889 00:42:08,219 --> 00:42:10,055 you've been eating something red. 890 00:42:10,138 --> 00:42:12,307 Uh, I love you. Okay. 891 00:42:14,517 --> 00:42:16,227 He said he loved me. 892 00:42:19,356 --> 00:42:21,232 Larry... 893 00:42:21,316 --> 00:42:24,235 I feel like I never got the opportunity to tell you 894 00:42:24,319 --> 00:42:26,571 that you really hurt me, you know? 895 00:42:26,655 --> 00:42:29,324 And, like, what we had was real, 896 00:42:29,349 --> 00:42:30,949 and you made me feel like it wasn't real. 897 00:42:30,950 --> 00:42:32,494 And when you just, like, ghost a person 898 00:42:32,577 --> 00:42:34,788 and don't respond to any of my texts, 899 00:42:34,871 --> 00:42:37,040 like, I had no closure on us. 900 00:42:37,123 --> 00:42:40,168 Us. That's right. No closure. 901 00:42:40,169 --> 00:42:41,502 I think that's important, to have closure, 902 00:42:41,503 --> 00:42:42,837 and you didn't get that from me. 903 00:42:42,921 --> 00:42:44,214 I'm here. I'm here. 904 00:42:44,297 --> 00:42:45,590 Lay it on me, let me receive you. 905 00:42:45,674 --> 00:42:47,342 You know, this has been happening all day. 906 00:42:47,425 --> 00:42:49,260 - This? - Yeah, girls coming over 907 00:42:49,344 --> 00:42:51,346 and telling me "like it is." 908 00:42:51,429 --> 00:42:53,848 Yes, I did cheat on you... seven times. 909 00:42:53,932 --> 00:42:57,977 Seven times? You told me you cheated on me two times. 910 00:42:58,061 --> 00:43:00,188 Oh, yeah, yeah. Yeah, with women, yeah. 911 00:43:00,271 --> 00:43:02,065 But it's not about the number, okay? 912 00:43:02,148 --> 00:43:03,191 It's about what we did 913 00:43:03,252 --> 00:43:04,692 in those positions that we did it in. 914 00:43:04,693 --> 00:43:06,277 Sure, you don't like to get weird, 915 00:43:06,361 --> 00:43:08,029 you don't like to play with my butt, 916 00:43:08,113 --> 00:43:10,532 and they do, and that's fine, 917 00:43:10,615 --> 00:43:12,909 'cause that's not what you're into, okay? 918 00:43:12,992 --> 00:43:14,828 You don't like to get weird on the brown line. 919 00:43:14,911 --> 00:43:16,329 No, I don't. 920 00:43:16,413 --> 00:43:18,498 I don't travel on the brown line. 921 00:43:18,581 --> 00:43:21,334 And that's one of my main forms of transportation. 922 00:43:22,317 --> 00:43:23,877 And the women that I cheated on you with 923 00:43:23,878 --> 00:43:25,462 and some of the others, they knew that about me. 924 00:43:25,463 --> 00:43:26,964 And I was just getting some things out. 925 00:43:26,965 --> 00:43:28,258 The time we went to Anguilla. 926 00:43:28,341 --> 00:43:30,510 We never went to Anguilla. 927 00:43:31,886 --> 00:43:33,388 Yeah, I know we never went to... 928 00:43:33,471 --> 00:43:35,765 I was saying, like, in a... 929 00:43:36,766 --> 00:43:38,184 We never went to... You didn't? 930 00:43:38,268 --> 00:43:39,853 No! 931 00:43:39,854 --> 00:43:41,061 I tried to take us on a vacation 932 00:43:41,062 --> 00:43:42,063 for our anniversary, 933 00:43:42,077 --> 00:43:43,397 you said that you had to "work..." 934 00:43:43,398 --> 00:43:44,441 "Work." That's right. 935 00:43:44,524 --> 00:43:46,401 ...and then I walked in on you... 936 00:43:46,484 --> 00:43:47,712 Putting that work in. 937 00:43:47,736 --> 00:43:48,778 Yeah, you were working. 938 00:43:48,862 --> 00:43:51,364 Look, we never went on vacation, okay? 939 00:43:51,448 --> 00:43:53,616 You definitely asked me to. 940 00:43:53,700 --> 00:43:55,785 And when you come home and you find me 941 00:43:55,869 --> 00:43:57,996 going to town on some lady, 942 00:43:58,079 --> 00:43:59,956 that's... that's low. 943 00:44:00,039 --> 00:44:01,750 - Yeah. - That's very low. 944 00:44:01,833 --> 00:44:03,918 You're just repeating shit I say. 945 00:44:04,002 --> 00:44:06,880 Ain't that like me? To just repeat things you say. 946 00:44:06,963 --> 00:44:08,631 - Yes. - I'm ashamed of me. 947 00:44:08,715 --> 00:44:10,115 'Cause I'm not just cheating on you, 948 00:44:10,116 --> 00:44:12,217 I'm cheating on myself, and I'm cheating on the people 949 00:44:12,218 --> 00:44:13,696 that count on me the most. 950 00:44:13,697 --> 00:44:15,053 Don't do that. Don't do that with your voice. 951 00:44:15,054 --> 00:44:16,139 You're not crying. 952 00:44:16,222 --> 00:44:18,683 It's not you, okay? It's 100... 953 00:44:18,767 --> 00:44:20,435 It's partly you, but it's me. It's... 954 00:44:20,518 --> 00:44:22,812 No, no, it's me because it's we. 955 00:44:23,563 --> 00:44:24,689 It's all of us, really. 956 00:44:24,773 --> 00:44:26,608 What world are we living in, huh? 957 00:44:26,691 --> 00:44:28,818 We got to get it together as a people. 958 00:44:28,902 --> 00:44:30,987 We got to stand up! 959 00:44:31,070 --> 00:44:33,156 And we got to say no! 960 00:44:33,239 --> 00:44:34,365 To what? 961 00:44:34,449 --> 00:44:36,701 Temptation, also The Temptations. 962 00:44:36,785 --> 00:44:37,994 If you put Temptations on 963 00:44:38,077 --> 00:44:40,330 when a lady walks through this door, panties drop. 964 00:44:40,413 --> 00:44:43,291 Larry! Get down here, Larry. I need to talk to you. 965 00:44:43,374 --> 00:44:45,335 I got to get some things off my chest. 966 00:44:45,418 --> 00:44:47,104 - Larry? You hiding? - Yeah, he's here. 967 00:44:47,128 --> 00:44:50,340 - No, I'm not hiding. - So sorry to interrupt. 968 00:44:50,423 --> 00:44:53,259 I have some things that I need to get off my chest. 969 00:44:53,343 --> 00:44:54,385 You know what? 970 00:44:54,386 --> 00:44:55,677 And all I'm going to say is I walked 971 00:44:55,678 --> 00:44:57,305 - that brown fine line... - Yeah. 972 00:44:57,388 --> 00:44:59,015 ...and it was not worth it, okay? 973 00:44:59,070 --> 00:45:01,350 That's actually very good for me to hear because I didn't. 974 00:45:01,351 --> 00:45:02,644 You're welcome. 975 00:45:02,645 --> 00:45:04,102 And I've sort of regretted it because I felt like 976 00:45:04,103 --> 00:45:05,939 if I could have held that space for you, 977 00:45:06,022 --> 00:45:07,440 that butt-play space... 978 00:45:07,524 --> 00:45:11,277 What we need to do in a time like this is come together. 979 00:45:11,361 --> 00:45:15,156 Black, white, brown, purple or Asian. 980 00:45:15,240 --> 00:45:16,783 Puerto Rican or Haitian. 981 00:45:16,866 --> 00:45:19,452 Huh, I don't give a damn if you're from the Zulu nation. 982 00:45:19,453 --> 00:45:20,869 - Oh, my God. - What are you talking about? 983 00:45:20,870 --> 00:45:22,330 I was... Those were, is an amalgam 984 00:45:22,413 --> 00:45:23,832 of lyrics, from multiple songs. 985 00:45:23,849 --> 00:45:25,249 I came here to do this, I got to go. 986 00:45:25,250 --> 00:45:26,708 - Yeah, do it, do it. Get it. - I need an apology. 987 00:45:26,709 --> 00:45:27,989 You treated me like a side piece. 988 00:45:28,044 --> 00:45:29,504 You said I was the main piece. 989 00:45:29,505 --> 00:45:30,963 - Okay, I... - And that trip to Anguilla, 990 00:45:30,964 --> 00:45:32,548 - you said to my face... - She went to Anguilla. 991 00:45:32,549 --> 00:45:34,133 You were the one from Anguilla. 992 00:45:34,217 --> 00:45:36,636 I thought... You're right. You didn't go to Anguilla. 993 00:45:36,719 --> 00:45:38,513 - Yeah, I know, Larry! - Oh, okay. 994 00:45:48,940 --> 00:45:50,859 I can't believe you were into that guy. 995 00:45:50,942 --> 00:45:52,902 I know. 996 00:45:52,986 --> 00:45:55,655 What can I say, I'm a sucker for compliments. 997 00:45:55,738 --> 00:45:58,199 And he was, like, strangely good at that, 998 00:45:58,283 --> 00:45:59,701 and, I don't know, 999 00:46:00,743 --> 00:46:01,911 hard to come by. 1000 00:46:04,372 --> 00:46:06,040 I compliment you all the time. 1001 00:46:07,125 --> 00:46:09,002 You don't count. 1002 00:46:09,085 --> 00:46:10,628 Stop saying I don't count. 1003 00:46:12,881 --> 00:46:14,257 Okay, let's shake it off. 1004 00:46:22,098 --> 00:46:23,099 Three down. 1005 00:46:24,350 --> 00:46:25,393 Three down. 1006 00:47:17,946 --> 00:47:19,072 - Bless you. - Bless you. 1007 00:47:22,116 --> 00:47:24,196 - It's unsanitary. - It doesn't matter. 1008 00:47:24,243 --> 00:47:26,096 - It's unsanitary. - It doesn't matter. 1009 00:47:26,120 --> 00:47:27,747 And it encourages raccoons. 1010 00:47:27,748 --> 00:47:28,956 Excuse me, ma'am. Can I ask you a question? 1011 00:47:28,957 --> 00:47:30,117 Can I ask you two a question? 1012 00:47:30,124 --> 00:47:31,584 Yeah. Do you think that the garbage 1013 00:47:31,668 --> 00:47:33,169 is going to be collected tomorrow? 1014 00:47:33,170 --> 00:47:34,378 Do you think that the garbage... 1015 00:47:34,379 --> 00:47:35,499 You don't know these people. 1016 00:47:35,505 --> 00:47:36,923 No. 1017 00:47:37,006 --> 00:47:39,206 Yeah, I'm going to say, like, 100% chance of not coming. 1018 00:47:39,258 --> 00:47:41,135 All I ask is that you rinse your recycling. 1019 00:47:41,136 --> 00:47:42,344 You probably rinse your recycling. 1020 00:47:42,345 --> 00:47:43,470 No one does that. Do you do it? 1021 00:47:43,471 --> 00:47:45,556 - Do you rinse it out. - You should. 1022 00:47:45,640 --> 00:47:48,101 Well, I know that I am supposed to, 1023 00:47:48,184 --> 00:47:50,353 but I do have a lot of guilt that I don't. 1024 00:47:50,436 --> 00:47:52,855 Let me tell you something. This is all a big hoax, okay? 1025 00:47:52,939 --> 00:47:54,232 The world is not ending, okay? 1026 00:47:54,315 --> 00:47:55,668 Listen to this. Listen to this. 1027 00:47:55,692 --> 00:47:57,986 There is no such thing as "NASA," okay? 1028 00:47:58,069 --> 00:47:59,589 Don't you think they would have come up 1029 00:47:59,612 --> 00:48:01,489 with a better name than "NASA"? 1030 00:48:01,572 --> 00:48:03,783 Okay, you actually believe the animations 1031 00:48:03,866 --> 00:48:05,076 that you see on the news? 1032 00:48:05,159 --> 00:48:07,161 - You think that's real? - It is real. 1033 00:48:07,245 --> 00:48:09,330 Do the math. It's all fake. 1034 00:48:09,414 --> 00:48:11,082 All of that is fake. 1035 00:48:11,165 --> 00:48:12,333 The moon landing was fake. 1036 00:48:12,417 --> 00:48:13,793 The meteor is fake. 1037 00:48:13,876 --> 00:48:14,919 I have a quick question, 1038 00:48:14,938 --> 00:48:16,378 and then we do have to be on our way. 1039 00:48:16,379 --> 00:48:17,463 What? 1040 00:48:17,547 --> 00:48:21,467 So, um, you are, uh, an environmentalist 1041 00:48:21,551 --> 00:48:24,595 who also denies science? 1042 00:48:24,679 --> 00:48:25,739 That's right, lady. 1043 00:48:25,763 --> 00:48:28,850 "Science" is bullshit, okay? 1044 00:48:28,933 --> 00:48:30,369 - I'm also stressed out. - Yeah. 1045 00:48:30,393 --> 00:48:32,073 It's an intense day, and emotions run high. 1046 00:48:32,103 --> 00:48:33,623 And, listen, I mean, she had to talk me 1047 00:48:33,688 --> 00:48:35,189 down off a couple of ledges myself. 1048 00:48:35,273 --> 00:48:36,941 I have learned from her today that, 1049 00:48:37,025 --> 00:48:39,610 yeah, it's important to kind of connect, 1050 00:48:39,694 --> 00:48:43,614 since this might be the last moment you can. 1051 00:48:43,698 --> 00:48:45,616 - She's right. It's... - Makes sense. 1052 00:48:45,700 --> 00:48:47,493 It's not about this dumb shit. 1053 00:48:47,577 --> 00:48:48,971 Yeah, it's not about, you know, 1054 00:48:48,995 --> 00:48:50,329 who has a better lawn 1055 00:48:50,413 --> 00:48:51,748 or who's recycling. 1056 00:48:51,775 --> 00:48:53,415 Oh, this guy, he loves his lawn, you know. 1057 00:48:53,416 --> 00:48:54,856 - Yeah. - What's that supposed 1058 00:48:54,857 --> 00:48:56,001 - to mean? - Oh, you love to get that... 1059 00:48:56,002 --> 00:48:57,420 Excuse me just a second. 1060 00:48:57,421 --> 00:48:58,754 They've created a nice moment and you're shitting on it. 1061 00:48:58,755 --> 00:48:59,955 We're gonna go. We're gonna go. 1062 00:48:59,956 --> 00:49:00,964 I'll punch you right in your face. 1063 00:49:00,965 --> 00:49:02,008 Let's fucking fight. 1064 00:49:02,009 --> 00:49:03,341 You're going to kick me in the dick? 1065 00:49:03,342 --> 00:49:04,593 Like you did last year on the Fourth of July? 1066 00:49:04,594 --> 00:49:06,344 - That was an accident. - That's a cheap shot. 1067 00:49:06,345 --> 00:49:07,846 - That was an accident. - That was a cheap shot. 1068 00:49:07,847 --> 00:49:09,087 You kicked me right in the dick. 1069 00:49:12,477 --> 00:49:14,645 Do you think there's any way he's right? 1070 00:49:14,729 --> 00:49:15,980 About recycling? Yeah. 1071 00:49:16,064 --> 00:49:17,982 You are supposed to wash out the containers. 1072 00:49:18,066 --> 00:49:19,942 No, about this being a hoax? 1073 00:49:19,943 --> 00:49:21,276 Like, do you think there's any way... 1074 00:49:21,277 --> 00:49:23,613 No. What? No. 1075 00:49:27,366 --> 00:49:28,951 - No. - No. 1076 00:49:29,035 --> 00:49:30,495 Are you scared? 1077 00:49:32,455 --> 00:49:33,790 Of... 1078 00:49:33,873 --> 00:49:36,793 Oh, of, like, the end? 1079 00:49:36,876 --> 00:49:38,377 Yeah, I guess a little. 1080 00:49:38,461 --> 00:49:40,505 Helps to have this party to look forward to. 1081 00:49:40,588 --> 00:49:42,090 Yeah, definitely. 1082 00:49:43,424 --> 00:49:46,344 And the person at the party. 1083 00:49:46,427 --> 00:49:49,472 And the person at the party. 1084 00:49:49,555 --> 00:49:51,635 Can I tell you the thing I'm actually most scared of? 1085 00:49:54,477 --> 00:49:55,478 Mom. 1086 00:49:59,816 --> 00:50:01,484 Well... 1087 00:50:01,567 --> 00:50:03,736 fear is nothing more than an obstacle 1088 00:50:03,820 --> 00:50:05,738 that stands in the way of progress. 1089 00:50:07,198 --> 00:50:09,408 Was that in our quote calendar in high school? 1090 00:50:09,492 --> 00:50:10,952 Yeah, November. 1091 00:50:12,912 --> 00:50:17,959 It's just, Mom's so intense and stubborn. 1092 00:50:19,001 --> 00:50:20,281 That sounds familiar. 1093 00:50:23,881 --> 00:50:25,007 So you'll go? 1094 00:50:27,677 --> 00:50:28,886 I guess. 1095 00:50:28,970 --> 00:50:30,346 "I guess" is not "yes." 1096 00:50:34,809 --> 00:50:35,852 Okay. 1097 00:50:37,562 --> 00:50:38,604 Yes. 1098 00:50:39,689 --> 00:50:40,773 Yes. 1099 00:50:42,567 --> 00:50:43,651 You could've called. 1100 00:50:45,278 --> 00:50:47,321 Wow, I could have called. 1101 00:50:47,405 --> 00:50:48,447 That is so classic. 1102 00:50:48,448 --> 00:50:49,781 Yes, sometime over the last few years, 1103 00:50:49,782 --> 00:50:51,074 there could have been a phone call. 1104 00:50:51,075 --> 00:50:52,635 I'm sorry. Was your phone unserviceable? 1105 00:50:52,660 --> 00:50:54,036 - I tried. - You tried? 1106 00:50:54,120 --> 00:50:56,330 You mean by, like, leaving a voice message, 1107 00:50:56,414 --> 00:50:58,814 one time in which there wasn't even a skeleton of an apology. 1108 00:50:58,833 --> 00:51:02,461 More than once. And anyway, I'm unclear about what I did. 1109 00:51:02,545 --> 00:51:03,838 - You're unclear? - Guys. 1110 00:51:03,921 --> 00:51:06,090 Yes, it's like if I sneeze wrong, you would decide 1111 00:51:06,174 --> 00:51:08,342 it was intentionally positioned to hurt you. 1112 00:51:08,426 --> 00:51:09,945 Okay. Yeah, here we go. This is fun. 1113 00:51:09,946 --> 00:51:11,928 This is when you start to make fun of my being sensitive. 1114 00:51:11,929 --> 00:51:12,972 - Guys. - Like, that's not 1115 00:51:13,055 --> 00:51:14,098 triggering for me, at all. 1116 00:51:14,182 --> 00:51:15,975 I am also incredibly sensitive. 1117 00:51:16,058 --> 00:51:17,810 Okay, yeah. And then make it about yourself. 1118 00:51:17,811 --> 00:51:19,186 And you want to talk about triggering? 1119 00:51:19,187 --> 00:51:21,731 You constantly alluding to my "narcissism"? 1120 00:51:21,814 --> 00:51:24,066 Oh, well, only a narcissist 1121 00:51:24,150 --> 00:51:26,402 would use her own narcissism to make herself... 1122 00:51:26,435 --> 00:51:28,195 That's not even the definition of narcissism. 1123 00:51:28,196 --> 00:51:29,322 This is about me. 1124 00:51:29,405 --> 00:51:31,157 Yes, that's more the definition. 1125 00:51:31,158 --> 00:51:32,866 - Oh, my God. You are... - People say narcissism... 1126 00:51:32,867 --> 00:51:36,037 Hey, shut the fuck up! 1127 00:51:36,913 --> 00:51:38,122 Both of you. 1128 00:51:38,206 --> 00:51:40,208 I need my mom. 1129 00:51:40,291 --> 00:51:44,587 And I am trapped inside this grown person who has no idea 1130 00:51:44,670 --> 00:51:46,797 how to ask for what she needs. 1131 00:51:46,881 --> 00:51:49,300 So just please... 1132 00:51:53,846 --> 00:51:54,972 Sorry. 1133 00:51:55,056 --> 00:51:56,265 I'm sorry. 1134 00:51:58,226 --> 00:52:00,186 It's just... 1135 00:52:00,269 --> 00:52:03,147 you know, you came back after all those years, 1136 00:52:03,231 --> 00:52:06,817 and I feel like, I like, took the bait. 1137 00:52:06,901 --> 00:52:08,736 It wasn't bait. You made it very clear 1138 00:52:08,819 --> 00:52:10,154 the damage had been done. 1139 00:52:10,238 --> 00:52:12,490 Okay, so then what? You just completely tap out. 1140 00:52:12,573 --> 00:52:14,742 Wouldn't say I completely tapped out. 1141 00:52:14,825 --> 00:52:18,329 You didn't return her phone calls... twice. 1142 00:52:18,412 --> 00:52:20,039 - Three times. - Three times. 1143 00:52:22,750 --> 00:52:23,834 I didn't? 1144 00:52:33,469 --> 00:52:34,553 I don't know. 1145 00:52:35,763 --> 00:52:37,390 Um... 1146 00:52:39,350 --> 00:52:43,562 I'm not sure I was meant to be a mom. 1147 00:52:46,399 --> 00:52:50,111 It's a really weird thing as a woman to face, 1148 00:52:50,194 --> 00:52:52,446 especially after you've already had a kid. 1149 00:52:55,241 --> 00:53:01,664 But it's... just not in my bones. 1150 00:53:01,747 --> 00:53:04,542 I thought if I played the role long enough, that it would, 1151 00:53:04,625 --> 00:53:06,585 I don't know, settle in or whatever. 1152 00:53:08,379 --> 00:53:10,047 I was in such a bad place 1153 00:53:10,131 --> 00:53:11,799 when I found out about your dad's... 1154 00:53:13,759 --> 00:53:16,429 All that after a lifetime 1155 00:53:16,512 --> 00:53:18,848 of crippling anxiety and depression, it... 1156 00:53:24,312 --> 00:53:26,814 When I left, it wasn't because I didn't love you. 1157 00:53:28,983 --> 00:53:30,568 I loved you so... 1158 00:53:30,651 --> 00:53:33,029 I love you so... 1159 00:53:38,159 --> 00:53:40,411 But I still always felt like I was failing you, 1160 00:53:40,494 --> 00:53:41,704 like I could never live up, 1161 00:53:41,787 --> 00:53:43,748 like you were better off without me. 1162 00:53:44,790 --> 00:53:45,916 - I wasn't. - I wasn't. 1163 00:53:52,840 --> 00:53:55,885 But I, uh... I get it. 1164 00:53:55,968 --> 00:53:57,011 I mean, I... 1165 00:53:59,597 --> 00:54:01,265 I feel all those feelings, too. 1166 00:54:02,725 --> 00:54:05,144 I mean, not about you, about me. 1167 00:54:09,440 --> 00:54:10,983 I'm sorry. 1168 00:54:13,027 --> 00:54:14,445 Accept her apology. 1169 00:54:15,863 --> 00:54:17,948 I don't know if that was like an actual apology. 1170 00:54:18,032 --> 00:54:20,159 It was more like, "I'm sorry you're also fucked up." 1171 00:54:22,036 --> 00:54:23,162 Was it an apology? 1172 00:54:28,334 --> 00:54:29,835 I accept your apology. 1173 00:54:38,094 --> 00:54:41,555 Your dad reached out today to me on Zoom. 1174 00:54:41,639 --> 00:54:42,681 Yeah. 1175 00:54:42,765 --> 00:54:44,125 I think he was trying to apologize. 1176 00:54:44,850 --> 00:54:45,930 I don't know. He was muted. 1177 00:54:45,976 --> 00:54:46,977 Oh, no. 1178 00:54:51,232 --> 00:54:52,316 Do you feel better? 1179 00:54:55,444 --> 00:54:56,821 I feel sad. 1180 00:54:58,072 --> 00:54:59,532 Why? That went so great. 1181 00:55:01,367 --> 00:55:02,993 I know, it's just now I... 1182 00:55:04,787 --> 00:55:06,330 wish I had more time, you know. 1183 00:55:07,873 --> 00:55:10,292 Okay. We're not getting down in the dumps, all right? 1184 00:55:10,376 --> 00:55:11,919 Best of the night is yet to come. 1185 00:55:13,087 --> 00:55:14,130 Okay. 1186 00:55:14,213 --> 00:55:15,714 So let's just focus on the party. 1187 00:55:15,798 --> 00:55:16,799 Right. 1188 00:55:16,882 --> 00:55:18,926 Party is fun, party is sexy. 1189 00:55:19,009 --> 00:55:20,761 Party is happy. 1190 00:55:20,845 --> 00:55:22,114 Party is fun, 1191 00:55:22,138 --> 00:55:23,431 party is sexy, party is... 1192 00:55:25,558 --> 00:55:27,226 Oh, my God. There he is. Oh, my God, 1193 00:55:27,309 --> 00:55:28,519 - he's coming after us! - What? 1194 00:55:56,130 --> 00:55:57,131 Okay. 1195 00:55:57,214 --> 00:55:58,549 I think we lost him. 1196 00:55:58,632 --> 00:56:00,342 That was insane. 1197 00:56:01,260 --> 00:56:03,095 People are crazy today. 1198 00:56:03,179 --> 00:56:04,763 We gotta get to this party, man. 1199 00:56:04,847 --> 00:56:06,307 - Yeah. - These streets are not safe. 1200 00:56:06,390 --> 00:56:07,975 - Okay. - Okay. 1201 00:56:09,935 --> 00:56:12,021 Let's practice what you're gonna say to Nate. 1202 00:56:12,104 --> 00:56:14,315 "Hey, Nate. It's me Liza." 1203 00:56:14,398 --> 00:56:16,025 Why are you saying your name? 1204 00:56:16,108 --> 00:56:17,693 It's not a phone call. 1205 00:56:17,776 --> 00:56:20,529 Okay. So I start, "Hey, Nate. What's up, Nate?" 1206 00:56:20,530 --> 00:56:21,738 "What's up, Nate? What's up, Nate?" 1207 00:56:21,739 --> 00:56:22,841 Just... just be cool. 1208 00:56:22,865 --> 00:56:24,025 Just, just, like this. Like... 1209 00:56:24,074 --> 00:56:25,201 What? 1210 00:56:25,284 --> 00:56:26,619 "'Sup, Nate?" 1211 00:56:26,702 --> 00:56:27,703 "'Sup, Nate?" 1212 00:56:29,079 --> 00:56:30,164 "'Sup, Nate?" 1213 00:56:31,081 --> 00:56:32,374 Try it. 1214 00:56:32,458 --> 00:56:33,894 - Are you serious? - No, be serious. 1215 00:56:33,918 --> 00:56:36,962 Okay, okay, okay. "'Sup, Nate?" "'Sup, Nate?" 1216 00:56:36,963 --> 00:56:38,546 - Yeah, that's good. - "You look good tonight." 1217 00:56:38,547 --> 00:56:40,007 "I like that shirt." 1218 00:56:40,008 --> 00:56:41,299 "I like that shirt on you." I did like that shirt on him. 1219 00:56:41,300 --> 00:56:42,550 - I know. - Oh, my God, Celine. Hi. 1220 00:56:42,551 --> 00:56:43,802 - Hey! - Hey. 1221 00:56:43,886 --> 00:56:46,055 Oh, listen, man, I'm sorry I didn't text you back 1222 00:56:46,105 --> 00:56:47,305 earlier about the outfit thing. 1223 00:56:47,306 --> 00:56:49,141 Don't even worry about it. 1224 00:56:49,177 --> 00:56:51,017 I can't even remember what I was talking about. 1225 00:56:51,018 --> 00:56:52,394 That feels like it was years ago. 1226 00:56:52,478 --> 00:56:55,189 Is that what you, uh, landed on? For the party? 1227 00:56:55,272 --> 00:56:57,024 Oh, you did not hear. 1228 00:56:57,441 --> 00:56:58,484 Yeah. 1229 00:56:58,901 --> 00:57:00,027 Hear what? 1230 00:57:00,110 --> 00:57:03,030 So I guess Mandy did too much ketamine, 1231 00:57:03,113 --> 00:57:05,491 which the desired amount of ketamine? 1232 00:57:05,574 --> 00:57:07,618 Whatever that is, she did, like, eight times that. 1233 00:57:07,701 --> 00:57:08,994 They found her in a cave. 1234 00:57:09,078 --> 00:57:11,664 Some hikers found her just, like, all by herself. 1235 00:57:11,747 --> 00:57:14,500 Um, she did have a purse, 1236 00:57:14,583 --> 00:57:17,294 and in her purse, there were just two dead rabbits. 1237 00:57:17,378 --> 00:57:18,796 She had written out this, 1238 00:57:18,879 --> 00:57:20,214 you know, manifesto. 1239 00:57:20,215 --> 00:57:21,673 There was, like, red string everywhere, 1240 00:57:21,674 --> 00:57:22,967 trying to find their killer. 1241 00:57:23,050 --> 00:57:24,802 So they airlifted her out of there. 1242 00:57:24,885 --> 00:57:26,095 She actually had, like, 1243 00:57:26,096 --> 00:57:27,303 pretty good sources, too. She had cited it all. 1244 00:57:27,304 --> 00:57:28,429 Not just from, like, the Internet. 1245 00:57:28,430 --> 00:57:29,590 Like, she had looked at books 1246 00:57:29,591 --> 00:57:30,848 and, like, gone to a library and stuff. 1247 00:57:30,849 --> 00:57:32,476 I personally, I'm kind of, like, 1248 00:57:32,560 --> 00:57:34,200 I'm on board, like, because we're learning 1249 00:57:34,270 --> 00:57:35,430 all sorts of stuff right now. 1250 00:57:35,431 --> 00:57:36,604 Like, they're declassifying crazy shit. 1251 00:57:36,605 --> 00:57:37,731 Did you know that the CIA 1252 00:57:37,815 --> 00:57:39,858 wrote all of Bob Dylan's songs? 1253 00:57:39,942 --> 00:57:43,112 Every one. Every lyric, every note, the CIA wrote it. 1254 00:57:43,195 --> 00:57:44,989 So, so, so the party? 1255 00:57:45,072 --> 00:57:46,365 Oh, sorry, bleh. 1256 00:57:46,448 --> 00:57:48,284 Long way to say party's off. Yeah, no party. 1257 00:57:48,367 --> 00:57:49,553 It's not happening. 1258 00:57:49,577 --> 00:57:51,287 No. No, how could it? 1259 00:57:53,372 --> 00:57:54,873 Oh, you guys are bummed. 1260 00:57:54,957 --> 00:57:56,584 I'm sorry. Um... 1261 00:57:56,667 --> 00:57:59,628 It's okay. It's okay, Celine. 1262 00:57:59,712 --> 00:58:00,838 Um... 1263 00:58:00,921 --> 00:58:02,464 I need to kinda stay, like, 1264 00:58:02,548 --> 00:58:04,091 a little bit more up for today. 1265 00:58:04,092 --> 00:58:05,883 Like, I kinda wanna end things on, like, a high note, 1266 00:58:05,884 --> 00:58:07,218 and you guys are kinda bumming me out. 1267 00:58:07,219 --> 00:58:08,387 But I do really like you 1268 00:58:08,388 --> 00:58:09,679 and I'm sorry, but I have to bounce. 1269 00:58:09,680 --> 00:58:10,681 But I love you. 1270 00:58:10,764 --> 00:58:12,044 You look great, by the way. Okay. 1271 00:58:12,057 --> 00:58:13,183 - Bye. - Bye, guys. 1272 00:58:20,399 --> 00:58:21,775 Hey. 1273 00:58:23,527 --> 00:58:24,570 Hey! 1274 00:58:26,113 --> 00:58:27,197 Hey. 1275 00:58:30,117 --> 00:58:31,702 - Hey, Liza. - Oh, my God. 1276 00:58:31,785 --> 00:58:33,746 - Liza. Liza, look at me. - This is exactly... 1277 00:58:33,829 --> 00:58:36,040 I mean, of course. 1278 00:58:36,123 --> 00:58:38,751 Of course this is how this would... 1279 00:58:39,668 --> 00:58:41,003 - Like... - Okay. 1280 00:58:41,086 --> 00:58:43,881 You are just... You are so fucking naive... 1281 00:58:44,798 --> 00:58:46,008 Hey. 1282 00:58:46,091 --> 00:58:49,011 ...to think that, like, today could be just not, 1283 00:58:49,094 --> 00:58:52,556 like, a series of soul crushing... 1284 00:58:53,641 --> 00:58:54,892 What it is. 1285 00:58:54,975 --> 00:58:58,771 Like, that I could somehow suddenly just be free. 1286 00:59:00,105 --> 00:59:02,358 - You are free. - I am not free. 1287 00:59:03,567 --> 00:59:05,444 I will never be free. 1288 00:59:05,527 --> 00:59:06,737 You said it yourself. 1289 00:59:06,820 --> 00:59:09,573 I am fucking trapped, man. 1290 00:59:09,657 --> 00:59:11,408 - Okay. - And every time I think I can, 1291 00:59:11,492 --> 00:59:12,826 like, step outside of it... 1292 00:59:12,910 --> 00:59:14,453 Okay, you're making a choice 1293 00:59:14,536 --> 00:59:15,996 - to go down this path. - No. 1294 00:59:16,080 --> 00:59:20,542 No, I made a choice today to not set myself up... 1295 00:59:21,669 --> 00:59:22,795 to be disappointed. 1296 00:59:22,878 --> 00:59:24,380 I make that choice every day, 1297 00:59:24,463 --> 00:59:28,759 and you just can't fucking let me do it. 1298 00:59:28,842 --> 00:59:31,387 'Cause it's a fucking horrible way to live. 1299 00:59:31,470 --> 00:59:34,139 Oh, my God, what do you know? 1300 00:59:34,223 --> 00:59:37,309 To dull life so you never get disappointed? 1301 00:59:37,393 --> 00:59:39,645 Who cares that the party's canceled? 1302 00:59:39,728 --> 00:59:40,979 I do. 1303 00:59:41,063 --> 00:59:42,272 Well, you should grow up. 1304 00:59:42,356 --> 00:59:43,982 You should grow up. 1305 00:59:44,066 --> 00:59:46,902 That's what I've been trying to do. 1306 00:59:46,985 --> 00:59:48,195 - Don't you get it? - Oh, God. 1307 00:59:48,278 --> 00:59:49,697 The rules are really fucking simple. 1308 00:59:49,780 --> 00:59:52,366 I can't grow up unless I have my own feelings, 1309 00:59:52,449 --> 00:59:55,202 but your feelings are so fucking overpowering 1310 00:59:55,285 --> 00:59:58,038 that I can't have any of my own. 1311 00:59:58,122 --> 01:00:00,958 Don't you think I'm upset that the party's canceled? 1312 01:00:01,041 --> 01:00:03,043 I don't know. It's like you're always 1313 01:00:03,127 --> 01:00:04,628 just fucking bright-siding everything. 1314 01:00:04,712 --> 01:00:06,213 I need tonight. 1315 01:00:07,965 --> 01:00:09,591 I need it worse than you do. 1316 01:00:09,675 --> 01:00:10,759 How is that? 1317 01:00:11,385 --> 01:00:12,636 You don't remember? 1318 01:00:12,720 --> 01:00:14,430 When this all started... 1319 01:00:15,514 --> 01:00:17,850 when you were me... 1320 01:00:17,933 --> 01:00:21,478 and life started feeling like it wasn't worth living. 1321 01:00:22,604 --> 01:00:25,649 And every day since, you can't shake it. 1322 01:00:26,358 --> 01:00:27,901 You wanna talk freedom? 1323 01:00:27,985 --> 01:00:29,278 I'm your prisoner, 1324 01:00:29,361 --> 01:00:33,031 and I've been your prisoner this whole fucking time. 1325 01:00:34,357 --> 01:00:36,117 And I thought tonight that... that I could... 1326 01:00:36,118 --> 01:00:37,578 that I could... 1327 01:00:38,954 --> 01:00:39,955 that we could... 1328 01:00:43,333 --> 01:00:44,333 Okay. 1329 01:00:44,376 --> 01:00:46,628 We can still find Nate. 1330 01:00:46,712 --> 01:00:48,839 And we can still make something happen. 1331 01:00:48,922 --> 01:00:49,923 No. 1332 01:00:51,341 --> 01:00:53,260 Liza, please. 1333 01:00:54,595 --> 01:00:55,971 Please. 1334 01:00:58,015 --> 01:00:59,308 I am alone. 1335 01:01:01,602 --> 01:01:03,479 The universe just keeps telling me... 1336 01:01:05,939 --> 01:01:08,525 I am meant to be alone. 1337 01:01:08,609 --> 01:01:10,444 But you're not alone. You have me. 1338 01:01:10,527 --> 01:01:11,820 But you don't count. 1339 01:01:11,904 --> 01:01:15,199 Why do you keep saying that? 1340 01:01:16,450 --> 01:01:18,327 I do count! 1341 01:01:18,410 --> 01:01:21,413 I do count, okay? 1342 01:01:21,497 --> 01:01:26,126 All your life, you've been licking your fucking wounds. 1343 01:01:26,210 --> 01:01:30,047 You haven't realized that I'm the biggest wound of all. 1344 01:01:36,428 --> 01:01:37,846 I can't do this. 1345 01:01:41,934 --> 01:01:42,976 Liza. 1346 01:01:47,064 --> 01:01:48,106 Liza! 1347 01:03:37,799 --> 01:03:38,800 Hey! 1348 01:03:38,884 --> 01:03:39,927 Hey, you! Hey! 1349 01:03:40,761 --> 01:03:42,387 - That's my bike. - Shit! 1350 01:03:42,471 --> 01:03:44,765 - The fuck are you doing? - I'm sorry. 1351 01:03:44,848 --> 01:03:46,600 Why you gotta go and steal my bike? 1352 01:03:46,683 --> 01:03:48,101 I'm so sorry. I didn't... 1353 01:03:48,102 --> 01:03:50,144 I didn't realize it belonged to anyone. There was a sign. 1354 01:03:50,145 --> 01:03:52,230 Yes, I left it on the side of the road with a sign 1355 01:03:52,314 --> 01:03:54,691 because I did a scavenger hunt for my girlfriend. 1356 01:03:55,442 --> 01:03:57,027 Oh, fuck. 1357 01:03:57,110 --> 01:03:58,320 It was supposed to lead her 1358 01:03:58,403 --> 01:03:59,613 to the place that we first met. 1359 01:03:59,696 --> 01:04:00,989 Is it too late? What? Where? 1360 01:04:01,073 --> 01:04:03,075 Could you still go? Like, where was it? 1361 01:04:03,158 --> 01:04:04,201 Cheetah's. 1362 01:04:05,452 --> 01:04:07,204 The... the strip club? 1363 01:04:07,287 --> 01:04:08,664 Yes, the strip club. 1364 01:04:08,747 --> 01:04:10,248 Oh, is... is she, like, a dancer? 1365 01:04:10,332 --> 01:04:11,917 No, she's not a dancer. 1366 01:04:12,000 --> 01:04:13,669 She's an interior designer. 1367 01:04:13,752 --> 01:04:15,253 Ah. 1368 01:04:15,337 --> 01:04:16,630 Of strip clubs. 1369 01:04:16,713 --> 01:04:18,632 - Really? - Yes, really. 1370 01:04:18,715 --> 01:04:20,355 Wow, I didn't realize that was, like, a... 1371 01:04:21,551 --> 01:04:23,303 Yeah, she's really well known. 1372 01:04:23,387 --> 01:04:25,013 I'm super fucking proud of her. 1373 01:04:25,097 --> 01:04:26,682 She's really made a name for herself. 1374 01:04:26,765 --> 01:04:27,975 Sorry. 1375 01:04:27,976 --> 01:04:29,392 Really romantic evening planned, too, 1376 01:04:29,393 --> 01:04:31,436 but I'm not gonna have it now 1377 01:04:31,520 --> 01:04:33,063 'cause I have no idea where she is. 1378 01:04:34,648 --> 01:04:35,941 I... 1379 01:04:36,024 --> 01:04:37,317 I lost someone, too. 1380 01:04:38,485 --> 01:04:40,278 So, I... I feel your pain. 1381 01:04:41,113 --> 01:04:43,281 - Yeah? - Yeah. 1382 01:04:43,365 --> 01:04:44,408 Who'd you lose? 1383 01:04:45,534 --> 01:04:46,868 My, uh... 1384 01:04:48,078 --> 01:04:50,414 myself, I guess. 1385 01:04:51,415 --> 01:04:53,500 Oh, wow. 1386 01:04:53,583 --> 01:04:57,879 It's like an existential scavenger hunt for your soul. 1387 01:04:58,964 --> 01:05:00,215 Yeah, I guess. 1388 01:05:00,298 --> 01:05:01,425 Oh, I dig that. 1389 01:05:01,508 --> 01:05:04,177 Listen, I'm really sorry again, and, um... 1390 01:05:04,178 --> 01:05:05,428 - No, it's all right. - You know, It's all yours. 1391 01:05:05,429 --> 01:05:06,763 I mean, it's literally yours. 1392 01:05:06,847 --> 01:05:10,017 But, it's, now, also, uh, physically yours and, um... 1393 01:05:10,100 --> 01:05:11,476 Hey, keep looking for her, man. 1394 01:05:11,560 --> 01:05:13,270 Yeah, I will and, and keep, 1395 01:05:13,353 --> 01:05:15,063 you know, looking for yourself, too. 1396 01:05:15,147 --> 01:05:16,440 - Thanks. - Yeah. 1397 01:05:20,944 --> 01:05:22,696 Oh, shit, she just dropped a pin. 1398 01:05:22,779 --> 01:05:23,780 Huh! 1399 01:05:45,969 --> 01:05:47,512 I think... you know, I'm not there. 1400 01:05:47,596 --> 01:05:48,597 I can get there. 1401 01:05:51,808 --> 01:05:53,852 - Get out of me. - You're laughing. 1402 01:05:56,480 --> 01:05:57,606 Ah, hello. 1403 01:05:57,689 --> 01:05:59,274 - Oh, hi, hi. - Hi. 1404 01:05:59,357 --> 01:06:00,650 Hi, so sorry, I, uh... 1405 01:06:00,651 --> 01:06:02,359 I thought I heard crying and it sounded like, uh... 1406 01:06:02,360 --> 01:06:03,528 - Yeah. - You did. 1407 01:06:03,529 --> 01:06:05,279 I'm looking for someone else and it sounded... 1408 01:06:05,280 --> 01:06:06,490 sounded like her for a moment. 1409 01:06:06,573 --> 01:06:08,158 - Oh. - Sorry. 1410 01:06:08,241 --> 01:06:10,786 - No, it's okay... - Hey, don't go, stay. 1411 01:06:10,869 --> 01:06:12,204 - No, it's... - Come on in. 1412 01:06:12,205 --> 01:06:14,080 We're actually, you know, what we're doing right now, 1413 01:06:14,081 --> 01:06:16,500 is we're opening up our heart shakers. It's like a... 1414 01:06:16,583 --> 01:06:17,709 Well, our chakras. 1415 01:06:17,793 --> 01:06:19,127 - Our heart chakras. - Chakra... 1416 01:06:19,211 --> 01:06:21,046 I did not want to do it, but... 1417 01:06:21,129 --> 01:06:22,422 You do, though, now. 1418 01:06:22,506 --> 01:06:23,946 - Yeah, now, I'm enjoying it. - Yeah. 1419 01:06:23,965 --> 01:06:25,342 I didn't wanna do it, but... 1420 01:06:25,425 --> 01:06:27,969 It's actually really, kind of, a healing, opening... 1421 01:06:28,053 --> 01:06:29,554 It's kind of good to do it right now. 1422 01:06:29,638 --> 01:06:31,358 Yeah, it so nice to just like open up 1423 01:06:31,431 --> 01:06:33,141 with our feelings and... 1424 01:06:33,225 --> 01:06:34,726 - We do affirmations... - Yeah. 1425 01:06:34,810 --> 01:06:36,103 ...where we sort of shout things 1426 01:06:36,186 --> 01:06:37,646 that we like about each other. Feet! 1427 01:06:38,230 --> 01:06:39,272 Aw. 1428 01:06:39,273 --> 01:06:40,606 Right? It's nice for them and it feels 1429 01:06:40,607 --> 01:06:41,899 good just to let it flow out of ya. 1430 01:06:41,900 --> 01:06:43,026 - Oral sex. - Ah... 1431 01:06:43,944 --> 01:06:44,945 Thank you. 1432 01:06:45,028 --> 01:06:46,530 - Yeah. Well, thank you. - Yeah. 1433 01:06:46,613 --> 01:06:48,156 Well, that... that's beautiful. 1434 01:06:48,240 --> 01:06:52,369 Um, really, and I support you in what you're doing today, 1435 01:06:52,452 --> 01:06:53,692 but I think I should probably... 1436 01:06:53,703 --> 01:06:54,788 Oh, we could do you. 1437 01:06:54,789 --> 01:06:55,996 I mean, yeah, that might feel good. 1438 01:06:55,997 --> 01:06:58,041 Eyeballs! You got nice eyes. 1439 01:06:58,125 --> 01:07:02,671 Yeah, and your skin is tight and glistening. 1440 01:07:02,733 --> 01:07:04,213 You got a healthy regimen goin' there, 1441 01:07:04,214 --> 01:07:05,549 for sure, absolutely. 1442 01:07:05,632 --> 01:07:07,134 The bondage straps are cool. 1443 01:07:07,217 --> 01:07:08,593 Oh, yes. 1444 01:07:08,594 --> 01:07:10,052 - That's a groovy thing there. - Those are really good. 1445 01:07:10,053 --> 01:07:11,721 - Bold choice. - Are you done with those? 1446 01:07:11,805 --> 01:07:13,557 Oh, no, this is just a backpack. 1447 01:07:13,640 --> 01:07:14,891 Oh. 1448 01:07:14,975 --> 01:07:16,685 You could probably still use it. 1449 01:07:16,768 --> 01:07:17,811 I think so. 1450 01:07:17,894 --> 01:07:19,312 Chop it up and use it that way 1451 01:07:19,396 --> 01:07:20,814 - if you wanted, you know. - Yeah. 1452 01:07:20,897 --> 01:07:22,941 Just hog-tie kind of a thing. 1453 01:07:23,024 --> 01:07:24,460 You wanted to get funky with it. 1454 01:07:24,484 --> 01:07:28,738 Um, anyway, that actually did feel really nice, 1455 01:07:28,822 --> 01:07:30,824 so, thank you, but, um, 1456 01:07:30,907 --> 01:07:33,702 I think I have to get back to looking, um, for her. 1457 01:07:33,710 --> 01:07:34,910 Yeah, actually, you know what, 1458 01:07:34,911 --> 01:07:36,078 if you're looking for something, 1459 01:07:36,079 --> 01:07:37,664 can I just tell you a real quick story? 1460 01:07:37,747 --> 01:07:39,499 I lost a pair of shoes once, 1461 01:07:39,583 --> 01:07:42,210 and I looked around everywhere for these shoes. 1462 01:07:42,294 --> 01:07:44,838 I was really broken up about it because... 1463 01:07:44,921 --> 01:07:46,548 I loved these shoes 1464 01:07:46,631 --> 01:07:48,216 and they were, like, a part of me. 1465 01:07:48,300 --> 01:07:49,968 I actually cried. You know it was like... 1466 01:07:50,051 --> 01:07:52,345 a... a piece of me was missing. 1467 01:07:52,429 --> 01:07:53,680 I looked everywhere for them. 1468 01:07:53,763 --> 01:07:56,641 I couldn't find them and then, ultimately, 1469 01:07:56,725 --> 01:07:59,978 I did find them in the strangest of places. 1470 01:08:00,061 --> 01:08:02,439 They... they were on my bed... 1471 01:08:02,522 --> 01:08:04,024 because they were on my feet. 1472 01:08:04,107 --> 01:08:05,567 I was lying in bed wearing my shoes. 1473 01:08:06,318 --> 01:08:07,694 And... 1474 01:08:09,321 --> 01:08:11,406 It made me realize, okay, 1475 01:08:11,489 --> 01:08:14,993 why confine shoes to just like an outdoor thing? 1476 01:08:15,076 --> 01:08:16,369 They could be indoors. 1477 01:08:16,453 --> 01:08:20,123 They could be in bed where shoes feel most free. 1478 01:08:20,207 --> 01:08:22,083 You know, most comfortable. 1479 01:08:22,167 --> 01:08:23,168 Best of luck. 1480 01:08:23,251 --> 01:08:25,754 That's a story about shoes. 1481 01:08:25,837 --> 01:08:27,714 You said they... they feel most free. 1482 01:08:27,797 --> 01:08:29,257 Mm. 1483 01:08:29,341 --> 01:08:30,675 Yes, Oh, my God. 1484 01:08:30,759 --> 01:08:32,052 I think I just... 1485 01:08:32,135 --> 01:08:34,804 I think I might have just figured out where she is. 1486 01:08:34,888 --> 01:08:36,223 - Oh, yeah? - Because of us? 1487 01:08:36,306 --> 01:08:37,474 - Yeah. - Okay. See? 1488 01:08:37,557 --> 01:08:39,392 - That's amazing. - Thank you so much. 1489 01:08:39,476 --> 01:08:40,536 - Okay. - Thank you. 1490 01:08:40,560 --> 01:08:42,354 - Okay. God speed. - Ah, man. 1491 01:08:44,314 --> 01:08:46,775 I am tripping balls right now. 1492 01:08:46,858 --> 01:08:48,193 Yeah. Yeah. 1493 01:08:48,276 --> 01:08:49,361 Like... 1494 01:08:49,444 --> 01:08:50,654 Like super high. 1495 01:08:54,074 --> 01:08:55,367 Hey, was someone just here? 1496 01:08:57,535 --> 01:08:58,662 I don't think so. 1497 01:09:00,038 --> 01:09:01,081 Okay. 1498 01:09:41,788 --> 01:09:44,708 I love the way you look at me. 1499 01:09:49,254 --> 01:09:51,172 How your eyes get, like, so big. 1500 01:09:53,800 --> 01:09:55,260 And your lip kind of curls 1501 01:09:55,343 --> 01:09:57,387 when you think I'm about say something funny. 1502 01:10:02,600 --> 01:10:04,602 How you laugh with your whole body. 1503 01:10:06,104 --> 01:10:08,315 How no one has taken that from you yet. 1504 01:10:09,399 --> 01:10:11,943 Made you feel embarrassed or... 1505 01:10:13,570 --> 01:10:14,904 Like it's uncool. 1506 01:10:18,867 --> 01:10:20,827 I love how weird your walk is. 1507 01:10:20,910 --> 01:10:22,412 Man, like... 1508 01:10:22,495 --> 01:10:25,248 how big the steps you take are. 1509 01:10:25,332 --> 01:10:28,209 Like you have no uncertainty that you'll get there. 1510 01:10:30,670 --> 01:10:34,382 How you just keep showing up every day. 1511 01:10:34,466 --> 01:10:37,510 To tell me to keep going even when I don't know how to. 1512 01:10:43,767 --> 01:10:46,144 I have never been loved by anyone 1513 01:10:47,020 --> 01:10:48,730 the way you have loved me. 1514 01:10:51,524 --> 01:10:52,942 And I am so sorry... 1515 01:10:55,195 --> 01:10:57,572 that I haven't known how to love you back. 1516 01:11:03,370 --> 01:11:04,913 When I say you don't count, 1517 01:11:04,996 --> 01:11:07,332 I'm not talking to you, I'm talking to me. 1518 01:11:09,959 --> 01:11:12,087 I always forget that... 1519 01:11:12,170 --> 01:11:13,546 it's the same thing. 1520 01:11:15,632 --> 01:11:16,800 You do count. 1521 01:11:19,177 --> 01:11:20,970 You count more than anyone. 1522 01:11:22,806 --> 01:11:24,015 You count more than me. 1523 01:11:28,812 --> 01:11:29,813 No, I don't. 1524 01:11:31,731 --> 01:11:32,732 You do. 1525 01:11:34,484 --> 01:11:36,778 I need you to know that you do. 1526 01:11:36,861 --> 01:11:39,155 For me to count, you have to count, too. 1527 01:11:47,705 --> 01:11:48,706 Okay? 1528 01:11:54,129 --> 01:11:55,255 Okay. 1529 01:12:08,810 --> 01:12:10,103 You think I walk weird? 1530 01:12:11,896 --> 01:12:13,189 That's your takeaway? 1531 01:12:14,607 --> 01:12:16,526 I'm just fucking with you. 1532 01:12:20,447 --> 01:12:21,656 I love you, Liza. 1533 01:12:23,950 --> 01:12:25,243 I love you, Liza. 1534 01:12:34,043 --> 01:12:35,420 Hey, how did you get here, anyway? 1535 01:12:40,300 --> 01:12:41,468 This is John. 1536 01:12:41,551 --> 01:12:44,095 Hi, I'm John. I stole your car. 1537 01:12:44,179 --> 01:12:47,557 It feels really good to get that out, I gotta say. 1538 01:12:47,640 --> 01:12:51,519 I just, uh... 1539 01:12:51,520 --> 01:12:53,228 Sorry, I didn't want the last thing on Earth 1540 01:12:53,229 --> 01:12:54,772 to be like a negative thing. 1541 01:12:54,773 --> 01:12:56,523 I wanted... I wanted it to be a positive thing, 1542 01:12:56,524 --> 01:12:58,067 you know, for me, so... 1543 01:12:58,068 --> 01:12:59,693 You know, I don't know if you have noticed this, 1544 01:12:59,694 --> 01:13:01,653 but I've been trying all day, I've been following you. 1545 01:13:01,654 --> 01:13:03,239 Yeah, no, we did notice. 1546 01:13:03,323 --> 01:13:04,616 Yeah. 1547 01:13:04,699 --> 01:13:08,244 Yeah, I'm not really like, uh, an outdoors person. 1548 01:13:08,328 --> 01:13:09,704 I'm more of an indoors person. 1549 01:13:09,787 --> 01:13:12,040 I spent my... all my time indoors, 1550 01:13:12,123 --> 01:13:14,334 you know, except when I'm, like, stealing stuff. 1551 01:13:14,417 --> 01:13:15,919 Which is, like, every day. 1552 01:13:16,002 --> 01:13:17,837 - Really? - Cool. 1553 01:13:17,921 --> 01:13:20,048 I didn't always wanna lead a life of crime. 1554 01:13:20,131 --> 01:13:22,091 I've actually got a pretty interesting back story. 1555 01:13:22,175 --> 01:13:23,760 It's a very interesting story. 1556 01:13:23,843 --> 01:13:25,595 I used to wanna do musicals. 1557 01:13:25,678 --> 01:13:27,555 And I could do it, you know what I mean? 1558 01:13:27,639 --> 01:13:28,890 'Cause I can sing, you know? 1559 01:13:28,973 --> 01:13:30,517 Like, I can sing. 1560 01:13:30,600 --> 01:13:36,064 Judas, I love you, Judas 1561 01:13:36,147 --> 01:13:39,317 How could you betray me? 1562 01:13:39,400 --> 01:13:41,319 You know? Ah, I should have done musicals. 1563 01:13:41,402 --> 01:13:42,445 Um... 1564 01:13:43,696 --> 01:13:45,073 Are you going to Mandy's party? 1565 01:13:46,282 --> 01:13:47,450 What, you're going? 1566 01:13:47,534 --> 01:13:48,734 I thought it wasn't happening. 1567 01:13:48,743 --> 01:13:50,036 No, I have it on good authority 1568 01:13:50,119 --> 01:13:52,747 that it's very much now happening again, so... 1569 01:13:52,830 --> 01:13:54,415 I can give you a ride. 1570 01:13:54,499 --> 01:13:56,834 - It's my car, man. - Yes, this is your car. 1571 01:13:56,918 --> 01:13:58,836 Um, can I actually get a ride back to my house? 1572 01:13:58,920 --> 01:14:01,005 I got a house full of wild animals. 1573 01:14:01,089 --> 01:14:02,215 You know? It's a long story. 1574 01:14:02,298 --> 01:14:03,800 That's a whole story in and of itself, 1575 01:14:03,883 --> 01:14:06,970 but, uh, they are not... "domesticated." 1576 01:14:07,053 --> 01:14:09,305 I mean, do you want to drive or you want me to drive? 1577 01:14:09,389 --> 01:14:10,682 You know what? 1578 01:14:10,765 --> 01:14:12,365 Actually, you drive. I've had a long day. 1579 01:14:13,101 --> 01:14:14,811 Oh, my God. 1580 01:14:14,894 --> 01:14:18,523 Am I making sense? Because here's the deal. 1581 01:14:18,606 --> 01:14:20,692 Solids aren't solid, hard isn't hard 1582 01:14:20,775 --> 01:14:22,068 unless you allow it be hard. 1583 01:14:22,151 --> 01:14:24,070 You enter a negotiation. 1584 01:14:24,153 --> 01:14:28,032 That's when I realized that I could chew through metal 1585 01:14:28,116 --> 01:14:29,742 because I didn't allow the metal 1586 01:14:29,826 --> 01:14:31,452 to have power over me. 1587 01:14:31,536 --> 01:14:32,954 Do you know what I'm saying? 1588 01:14:33,037 --> 01:14:35,623 Okay? So, it's psycho... I know. 1589 01:14:35,624 --> 01:14:36,915 Okay, it's a lot. It's a lot to handle, 1590 01:14:36,916 --> 01:14:38,042 it's a lot to process. 1591 01:14:38,126 --> 01:14:39,168 Just think about it. 1592 01:14:39,252 --> 01:14:41,754 - Hi, baby, how's it going? - Wow. 1593 01:14:41,838 --> 01:14:43,089 Rhinestone cowgirl 1594 01:14:43,172 --> 01:14:44,591 - Oh, you look amazing. - I know. 1595 01:14:44,674 --> 01:14:46,342 Are you... you're good? 1596 01:14:46,426 --> 01:14:47,969 - Yes, yes. - Oh, okay. 1597 01:14:48,052 --> 01:14:49,679 - Are you okay? - Oh, I'm fine. 1598 01:14:49,762 --> 01:14:52,473 Yeah, we had just heard, um, that you might have, um... 1599 01:14:53,975 --> 01:14:55,727 - There's a rumor... - Well, you... 1600 01:14:55,810 --> 01:14:58,313 - But you look great. - I know. 1601 01:14:58,396 --> 01:14:59,647 Keta-who 1602 01:14:59,731 --> 01:15:01,190 Keta-what 1603 01:15:01,274 --> 01:15:02,859 Keta-who 1604 01:15:02,942 --> 01:15:04,360 Keta-what 1605 01:15:04,444 --> 01:15:06,112 Keta-where 1606 01:15:06,195 --> 01:15:07,947 - Right here. In there. - Right here. 1607 01:15:08,031 --> 01:15:09,115 He had some ketamine, too. 1608 01:15:09,198 --> 01:15:10,867 We guys smoked it and snorted it. 1609 01:15:10,950 --> 01:15:13,286 The thing is, your friends are not cool, 1610 01:15:13,369 --> 01:15:14,662 they're really bumming me out. 1611 01:15:14,746 --> 01:15:16,205 I mean, for real. 1612 01:15:16,206 --> 01:15:18,290 Like, these people are just fucking bumming me out, dude. 1613 01:15:18,291 --> 01:15:21,002 I mean, the facts are it's a wrap. 1614 01:15:21,085 --> 01:15:22,629 And I'm celebrating tonight, 1615 01:15:22,712 --> 01:15:24,589 because I should've been dead a long time ago. 1616 01:15:24,590 --> 01:15:26,256 - Dude. Oh, that I'd... - I mean, for real. 1617 01:15:26,257 --> 01:15:27,759 Whoa, whoa, whoa. 1618 01:15:27,842 --> 01:15:29,177 You know what I'm saying? 1619 01:15:29,178 --> 01:15:31,136 Yeah, I've read... I've read lots of things about you. 1620 01:15:31,137 --> 01:15:32,722 - You know where we met? - Where? 1621 01:15:32,805 --> 01:15:34,867 - TikTok, don't stop - TikTok, TikTok, TikTok... 1622 01:15:34,891 --> 01:15:36,684 You met on TikTok. 1623 01:15:36,768 --> 01:15:40,188 Wow, that's like a whole new meet cute. 1624 01:15:41,397 --> 01:15:43,983 We have decided, as a team, 1625 01:15:44,067 --> 01:15:47,487 that we are going to get pregnant tonight 1626 01:15:47,570 --> 01:15:50,698 because we can take the zygote 1627 01:15:50,782 --> 01:15:53,576 through the portal that we're about to all cross through... 1628 01:15:53,660 --> 01:15:55,286 Stop saying you're gonna die. 1629 01:15:55,370 --> 01:15:57,080 After I put it in her port-hole. 1630 01:15:57,163 --> 01:15:59,082 - Negat... The front one. - Yeah. 1631 01:15:59,165 --> 01:16:01,292 We do need to copulate. 1632 01:16:01,376 --> 01:16:02,710 So, we'll go and we'll be back. 1633 01:16:02,794 --> 01:16:04,253 - Make yourself at home. - All right. 1634 01:16:04,254 --> 01:16:05,879 - Have fun! Do you want this? - Copy, copy. 1635 01:16:05,880 --> 01:16:06,923 - I'm good. - Okay. 1636 01:16:07,006 --> 01:16:08,216 - Take care. - Let's go. 1637 01:16:08,299 --> 01:16:09,884 Okay, bye-bye. 1638 01:16:17,892 --> 01:16:19,310 Ah, okay. 1639 01:16:23,648 --> 01:16:24,899 Uh, hi. 1640 01:16:24,982 --> 01:16:26,067 Hi. 1641 01:16:26,150 --> 01:16:27,860 - You came. - I did, yeah. 1642 01:16:32,532 --> 01:16:33,991 Nate, I, um... 1643 01:16:37,537 --> 01:16:38,663 Listen, I've been meaning 1644 01:16:38,746 --> 01:16:40,289 to tell you something for a long time. 1645 01:16:43,584 --> 01:16:44,585 Okay. 1646 01:16:48,339 --> 01:16:49,841 You have my... 1647 01:16:49,924 --> 01:16:51,164 favorite sweatshirt still? What? 1648 01:16:51,217 --> 01:16:52,677 No. 1649 01:16:52,760 --> 01:16:54,804 I mean, I actually do have 1650 01:16:54,887 --> 01:16:56,848 your sweatshirt still. 1651 01:16:56,917 --> 01:16:58,557 I would say I'd get it back to you, but... 1652 01:16:58,558 --> 01:17:00,143 Yeah. 1653 01:17:01,102 --> 01:17:02,145 Nate, I... 1654 01:17:06,607 --> 01:17:07,817 I love you. 1655 01:17:10,862 --> 01:17:12,238 I've always loved you. 1656 01:17:13,322 --> 01:17:14,323 And I'm... 1657 01:17:16,284 --> 01:17:18,411 I guess, I'm just not great at... 1658 01:17:19,537 --> 01:17:21,748 Well... Um... 1659 01:17:22,707 --> 01:17:23,708 Nobody is. 1660 01:17:24,709 --> 01:17:25,710 You are. 1661 01:17:27,378 --> 01:17:28,713 You were 1662 01:17:28,796 --> 01:17:33,092 and I wasn't able to receive it 1663 01:17:33,176 --> 01:17:37,221 and I'm... Really, I'm so sorry... 1664 01:17:37,305 --> 01:17:38,723 Nah. 1665 01:17:38,806 --> 01:17:40,516 - ...that I hurt you. I... - It's okay. 1666 01:17:40,600 --> 01:17:41,684 No, it's not. 1667 01:17:41,768 --> 01:17:42,852 - It's really not... - No... 1668 01:17:42,935 --> 01:17:46,147 I mean, it... it sucked, it hurt, but... 1669 01:17:48,483 --> 01:17:49,942 It means a lot to, uh... 1670 01:17:51,402 --> 01:17:53,070 To hear that from you right now. 1671 01:17:55,448 --> 01:17:56,449 'Cause I love you. 1672 01:17:58,910 --> 01:18:00,703 And I never stopped loving you. 1673 01:18:04,624 --> 01:18:05,666 Damn. 1674 01:18:05,750 --> 01:18:06,834 Me, too. 1675 01:18:08,503 --> 01:18:09,921 Really? 1676 01:18:10,797 --> 01:18:11,798 Really. 1677 01:18:14,300 --> 01:18:15,301 Damn. 1678 01:18:15,384 --> 01:18:17,845 What could've been. 1679 01:18:17,929 --> 01:18:19,514 Yeah, if only. 1680 01:18:19,597 --> 01:18:21,277 If you hadn't fucked it up. 1681 01:18:21,307 --> 01:18:23,976 I know, man. I'm a fucking idiot. 1682 01:18:24,060 --> 01:18:25,061 You are. 1683 01:18:33,778 --> 01:18:34,779 I have an idea. 1684 01:18:34,862 --> 01:18:35,905 Okay. 1685 01:18:38,991 --> 01:18:41,494 What if we don't ruin it? 1686 01:18:41,577 --> 01:18:43,871 You mean, just, like, leave it at that? 1687 01:18:45,039 --> 01:18:46,123 Yeah. 1688 01:18:47,667 --> 01:18:49,168 Pick it up in the next one. 1689 01:18:49,252 --> 01:18:50,545 God, I hope so. 1690 01:18:54,090 --> 01:18:55,091 Yeah. 1691 01:18:59,303 --> 01:19:01,389 Hey, you, um, gonna go inside or... 1692 01:19:08,980 --> 01:19:10,523 No, I think I'm gonna go home. 1693 01:19:12,733 --> 01:19:14,694 You gonna be okay by yourself tonight, Liza? 1694 01:19:17,154 --> 01:19:18,239 I won't be. 1695 01:19:50,605 --> 01:19:51,647 Ready? 1696 01:19:54,650 --> 01:19:55,693 Yeah. 1697 01:19:57,653 --> 01:19:58,654 You? 1698 01:20:01,991 --> 01:20:02,992 Yeah. 118716