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Do you think Saint and Book, like each other?

I didn’t want you to be angry.

But I had to distance myself because…

My dad told Benz to keep an eye on me.

Then why were you flirting with Book?

I’ve always been clear.

About who I want to be with.

We want both of you

to be a couple for one day.

Be my boyfriend for one day?

My bear?

Don’t move so much.

What are you supposed to call me?

Call me Little Bear.

Are you serious?

No, creepy.

If you don’t call me that,

I’ll tell Sea.

Annoying.

So,

what about tomorrow?

Where are we going on our date?

Don’t worry about that,Panda.

Little Bear has it all planned out.

Tomorrow,

make sure you wake up on time.

Five a.m.

Huh,

five a.m.?!

I’m not going with you.

Who goes on a crazy date at five a.m.

Go alone then.

I’m not going.

But Sea said so.

Or if you're not going to do it.

I’ll handle Sea.

but I’m not going on the date.

Who goes at five a.m. anyway.

Well…

I’ll wake you up.

I’ll wake you.

Go ahead.

I’ll wake you.

I’m not going.

Are you trying to force me.

Huh.

We’re a couple.

How is it forcing?

Ouch.

It hasn’t even started yet!

Goodnight, Panda.

Morning.

Not yet.

I want to sleep some more.

Wake up.

Wake up.

Wake up, we got to go.

Wake up, it's already late.

Just a little more.

Are you getting up or not?

No.

Fine.

Wake up.

Get up already, come here.

Wake up.

Get up, you’re late.

Hurry.

Hurry.

Hey.

Saint.

Hurry up.

No.

I’m not getting up.

Saint!.

I’m awake, I’m awake.

Let go of me.

Okay, okay.

I’m letting go.

You’re heavier than I thought.

You don’t have to do all this, you know.

No.

Since I’m doing it,

I have to make it realistic.

Like when Kit and Seen go on dates.

Like how?

Hey.

What are you doing?

Brushing your teeth.

Hey, I can do it myself.

Well, before this you didn't have me.

Here.

No need.

Wash your face.

You’re starting to do more than

what Sea ordered you to.

No I’m not.

Even if she didn’t tell me to.

I still want to do it.

(I once went through pain.)

(But then you came and gathered my broken heart.)

(You healed the wounds that never faded.)

(The feeling I have when I’m with you.)

Here.

What?

Wear this.

No.

Fine.

What are you doing?

Why aren't you wearing it?

I'm going on a date with you like this.

Whatever.

Hey.

What do you mean whatever?

Hey. What?

Are you going to wear it? Saint.

Ow. Oh.

No.

Are you going to wear it?

No.

Why would I wear it?

Then we'll stay like this.

If I had a boyfriend,

I'd lay around hugging him like this all day.

Uh... Fine.

I'll wear it.

(Thank you for coming into my life)

(as a ray of sunshine,)

(that gives meaning to a sunflower like me)

(from once withered to bloom again.)

(Thank you for making everyday)

Hey!

(no longer lonely as it once was.)

(I'll give back with all the love in my heart.)

(Always Red Sunflower of yours.)

(The distance from the sun to a sunflower like me.)

(No matter how far,)

(the light will always reach me.)

(And nobody can ever take your place)

(because love has tied our hearts together.)

Have some.

(I promise that every second, there is only you.)

(Thank you for coming into my life)

I'm a great boyfriend, right?

(that gives meaning to a sunflower like me)

(from once withered to bloom again.)

(Thank you for making everyday)

Hey.

What are you doing?

No.

We're..

We're on a date as a couple?

Ah.

(Thank you for coming into my life)

(as a ray of sunshine,)

(that gives meaning to a sunflower like me)

(from once withered to bloom again.)

(Thank you for making everyday)

(no longer lonely as it once was.)

(I'll give back with all the love in my heart.)

(Always Red Sunflower of yours.)

We could enter a Loy Krathong contest

dressed like this.

We look like characters from classic literature,

right?

Yeah.

Am I pretty?

Pretty.

What was that?

Very pretty.

Lanee is really pretty today.

When you compliment me like that…

I get shy, you know.

Do I really have to dance?

What?

Well,

I saw they needed it for the workshop.

So I went to find it for you.

Mm.

I'll teach you.

First move, okay.

This is me.

Okay again.

Me.

Come on.

Me, like this. No.

Me.

Please?

Me.

I’m happy.

I’m happy.

I'm so happy to be here with you.

You’re really over the top.

Hey, it’s so you can use it in the workshop.

Isn’t that good?

It is.

Then…

What does this one mean.

Watch.

Where.

I.

Love.

You.

I love you?

Mm.

Are you saying you love me?

If you already knew the dance moves,

you should have told me first.

I wanted you to teach me, it’s cute.

Then I’m going to be mad at you now.

Oh, let me make it up to you.

Can I?

Can I?

Fine.

You dance well.

You’re pretty.

You don’t need to be an executive producer anymore.

Go act as Scene instead of Ice?

Seriously?

I'll do it.

We’ll fire Ice tomorrow.

But you have to say it yourself.

I’m not getting involved.

Huh, you’re the director?

You have to talk to him.

But there’s one thing I want to be more.

What is it?

Your girlfriend.

Lanee?

Be with me.

I know you feel the same.

From now on

don’t be cute with anyone else.

And don’t do the pouty face for anyone either.

Okay?

Okay, my girlfriend.~

Okay.

I have a girlfriend now.

Let’s take a photo.

Oh. Okay.

Cute pose.

Cute pose, okay. One.

Two.

Three.

One.

Two.

Three.

Ready.

Three.

Two.

I’ll get it for you.

Here.

Hey,

this looks nice.

You can custom order it.

One of a kind.

Yeah.

How much is it.

Only twelve thousand.

Want it?

I’ll engrave your name too.

What design?

Uh…

No thanks.

Oh, Saint.

There you are.

I finally found someone I feel comfortable with.

Not like someone else…

Being around them is suffocating as hell.

Yeah right.

I’m not handsome and kind…

Comfortable like your other friend.

Saint.

Come hang out with me today.

He's driving me crazy.

Hey,

how long are you two gonna talk?

We came as four and you’re only talking to each other.

Saint.

Come look at tie-dye with me.

Ice.

Do you know when I was just with him just now.

He didn’t talk to me at all!

So suffocating.

Calm down.

Are you fighting with Book or what.

The other day I asked him about Saint.

He said I was toxic and talking badly to him.

He said I’m not like Saint…

Who makes him feel comfortable.

Book said that.

Yeah.

I swear those two must like each other.

Shit.

What do I do.

Wait…

Are you

jealous of Book?

Huh.

What do you mean jealous?

Huh?

If you’re not jealous,

why are you stressed like this?

Ice, stop saying dumb shit.

See?

I don’t know if Saint and Book like each other.

But you…

You one hundred percent like Book.

Fuck that!

Mm.

I just want to know

if Saint and Book really like each other.

I…

I just want to be nosy.

Did Saint ever say anything to you about Book?

Like hinting,

bringing him up, something like that.

I don’t know.

But I’m sure they like each other.

I'm sure about it

Try thinking if he ever mentioned Book?

I said I don’t know.

If you want to know, just ask him.

Huh?

Hey, wait for me.

Mine turned out so nice.

Right.

Yeah,

you're so talented.

Teach me.

I still can’t tie it.

Just keep doing it.

Come, I’ll do it for you.

No.

What.

Why can’t I help.

You’re annoying.

Don’t bother me.

Why do you hate me so much.

I don’t hate you,

it’s just my shirt.

I can do it myself.

No, I’ll do it.

No.

Let go.

I’ll do it myself.

Let go.

I’ll do it myself.

I said let go.

Let go.

Give it.

I said let go.

Let go.

Ow.

Hey.

Are you okay. Shit.

I said let go.

See? It’s all stained now.

I’m sorry, Book.

I didn’t mean to.

Come here.

Where are we going?

Come on.

(Natural dye tie-dye cloth,)

(community agricultural enterprise.)

Shit.

It won’t come out.

You!

Forget it.

No.

I’ve done a lot of wrong things to you.

I don’t want to be a shitty friend in your eyes.

I want to be a good friend in your eyes too.

If it won’t come off then it won’t come off.

Give me back the shirt.

Do you like Saint or what?

Huh?

I’m asking you, so answer.

I’m leaving.

Answer me first.

Let me go.

Answer me first!

Why do you want to know?

Do you like me?

Yeah!

Do you even realize what you just said?

I like you.

I’m not okay

when you spend a long time with someone else.

Like when you’re with Saint.

I’m sorry I freaked out on you the whole week.

But everything I did…

I realized I like you.

Can you like me back?

From now on

don’t go liking anyone else anymore.

Can I be the one

who gets to fall asleep hugging you every day?

Not just as a friend.

I like you.

Do you like me?

Come here, I’ll help.

What’s wrong?

I have a question I want to ask.

But I don’t have to ask.

But I also don’t want it to keep bothering me.

Then just ask.

If I can answer, I will.

About the red sunflower.

You used it to flirt with Book, right?

No.

And Book likes sunflowers so much…

He even hung them in his room.

So you two really liked each other, right.

About that?

That picture was

the cover photo for a column.

That he wrote for me.

He said

he liked when

someone had feelings for the one they love.

Like the meaning of that flower.

Midnight Sunflower.

A flower that blooms

even in the darkest times.

Like a love that stays beautiful…

Even in the deepest night.

No matter how far apart two people are…

The love they once had…

It never changes.

(Thank you for coming into my life)

(as a ray of sunshine,)

(that gives meaning to a sunflower like me)

(from once withered to bloom again.)

A love that remains beautiful

even in the darkness.

Is the meaning of the flower called…

Midnight Sunflower.

How did you know that?

Didn’t you say you like this flower.

You remembered?

You also read this magazine?

Yeah.

I once wrote a letter to someone.

Through a column in that magazine.

Same for me.

Full Moon Night

and Mr. Sunshine.

Wait.

Good night,

I hope we meet again tomorrow.

You..

You were the one who sent letters to me.

When I was in therapy for gender dysphoria?

Yeah.

What a crazy coincidence.

Do you know…

Your letters…

They meant everything to me.

Back then I didn’t want to live anymore.

I didn’t even

want to open my eyes to breathe.

My whole world was dark.

But because of your letters…

I wanted to stay alive.

I’m…

Happy.

So happy.

Thank you.

Come on.

Let’s play in the water.

No, I don’t want to get wet.

Hey.

Don’t.

I’ll get wet.

Come on, let’s play in the water.

No, I’ll get wet.

Hey.

Isn't he afraid of getting AIDS or what?

Yeah, since when did they get so close?

Ugh,

gross!

(I.)

(I love.)

(I love you.)

(What about you?)

(I.)

(I love.)

(I love you.)

So beautiful.

What is it?

Do you know Li Bai?

He’s the poet who rowed out to catch the moon.

Li Bai rowed out

and saw the reflection of the moon on the water.

Sparkling.

So he wanted to possess the moon.

And he jumped into the water to grab it.

In the end he died.

Because in reality…

The moon is in the sky,

not the reflection in the water.

Who would be stupid enough to

reach for the moon in the water and die.

Only drunk people.

You don’t understand the beauty of the story at all.

It’s because

Li Bai loved the moon so much.

Even if he couldn’t have it…

At least

he tried.

People who give

everything for what they believe in…

It’s romantic.

Well then…

I’ll take good care of it.

Thank you.

Hey.

Are you messing with me?

How?

When you hang clothes you have to shake them.

Hey.

Getting revenge?

So you want to do this?

Fine.

Where are you going!

Come here!

Mom.

Don’t.

Don’t, don’t.

I’ve wanted to tell you for a long time but.. Stop!

I didn’t see anything!

Mom, Seen and I love each other.

How dare you admit it?!

How dare you say?!

That you love him?

Do you want to see me die?

Do you want to see me go insane?

Mom,

Seen and I just love each other.

Stop arguing!

Remember this,

if you insist on loving him…

Don’t call me your mother.

Ahh!

Go then!

I’m not going!

Go! Let go!

Go!

Go!

Dad!

I’m not going!

Dad, do I really have to go?

Dad! I don't want to go.

Seen!

Hey!

What the hell are you doing?

Seen.

Seen!

Where are you taking him?

Seen!

Seen!

Seen!

Cut!

Scene seven, take two.

Next scene?

I liked it.

I think Saint did a great job.

Very good.

Saint was terrific.

How was it?

Ok.

Great.

You were so great.

Lanee?

Is there any scene you want to change?

What about the kiss scene?

By the clothesline, right?

Yeah.

Ah okay.

Alright then, since we still have plenty of time.

So we…

I want to go back and shoot

the kissing scene at the clothesline.

Where Choon walks in.

Because when you kissed back then.

You two looked so hesitant.

Is that okay?

Yes. Yes.

Very good.

But this time

I want it to feel more intense than before.

And make it hotter.

Mm.

Try kissing like

you’ve wanted to kiss each other for a long time.

The vibe of filling in all the moments.

When we used to hold back in the past.

Okay?

Mm.

Ready?

If you’re ready then.

Three.

Two.

One.

Action.

Kiss more intensely.

Kit slowly takes off Seen’s shirt.

What is that, Khem?

What are they doing?! Kaew,

they’re shooting a porn film.

Porn film?

Yes.

What are you doing?

Mom?

Ice.

You’re acting in porn to make money?

Mom?

I’m not.

I can see it clearly.

Are you

intentionally using Uncle Pakorn’s rental house

as a location to shoot porn?

This is Uncle Pakorn’s rental house?

Yes.

Why are you acting like this.

Can you stop shooting porn?

Please.

Mom,

I’m not shooting porn anymore.

And I didn’t know this was Uncle Pakorn’s house.

I’m just shooting a short film.

Don’t lie to me.

I’m not lying.

If you don’t believe me,

go check the front of the house.

Are you sure?

It’s just that… there might be a love scene or two.

Believe me.

Are you short on money or something.

Give me your bank number, I’ll transfer you some.

Mom, I have money.

I’m not doing everything just for money anymore.

Give me your bank number.

And use this money to take care of your father.

Mom…

Dad is gone.

You…

You…

What do you mean?

What are you saying?

Back then

when I had to shoot porn,

it was because I had no choice.

I had to pay off Dad’s debt.

Then why didn’t you tell me?

Didn't you tell me not to contact you?

(Can I stay by your side quietly.)

I feel so terrible.

For walking out and leaving Mom crying alone.

But I couldn’t handle it either.

Do you think I was that wrong?

No.

Everyone has the right to not be okay.

And to walk away.

You know…

Since the day Mom told me

not to contact anyone.

I never talked to her again.

Happy birthday to you.

Happy birthday to you.

Happy birthday, happy birthday.

Happy birthday to you.

Thank you.

Happy birthday, son.

I wish you to be the happiest kid in the world.

Make a wish, Ice.

And blow the candles.

Here.

Oh.

Uh…

What cake is this?

What is this?

Uh…

What.

It’s our son's birthday.

You should’ve bought me booze!! Ah!

Not bought me a damn cake! Ugh.

You…

Ugh. You need to be punished!

Dad no!

What?

Did you hit my kid!

Did you hit me, you bitch! Ah!

Ah!

Don’t!

Die!

Get out of my house right now.

Get out.

Go! Ice, go!

Hey, you don’t get to take your kid!

He's mine!

Go alone, Kaew!

If you take my kid.

I’ll shoot every last one of you.

Get out.

I’m going.

Ice,

listen to me.

When you grow up.

Work and save money

and run away from here.

Don’t you ever submit to that bastard!

What the hell are you saying, Kaew?

Drop dead!

Damn it!

Don't listen to your mother!

Listen to me!

I'm your fucking father!

What the fuck you looking at?!

Fuck!

It’s because of me.

It’s all because of me, I’m bad luck.

No.

Don’t think like that.

You’re not bad luck or anything like that.

Stop thinking this way.

From now on

you cannot blame yourself anymore.

Promise?

You don’t have to be afraid of anything now.

If you can’t handle it.

You still have me right here.

I’ll be the one holding you whenever you cry.

From now on…

I’ll stay by your side.

Okay.

(Thank you for coming into my life)

(as a ray of sunshine,)

(that gives meaning to a sunflower like me)

(from once withered to bloom again.)

You're so brave,

I've give you a reward.

I'm going to take you out.

Ok?

(I'll give back with all the love in my heart.)

(Always Red Sunflower of yours.)

So Lanee and Saint,

are they together?

My daughter is dating Sea.

Did my dad order you to continue following me around?

I'm really sorry.

I don't really want to do this.

Go take a shower.

I'll take you there tomorrow.

The money that you sent me.

I've always kept it away in another account.

So that you don't have to go through anymore hardships.

From now on,

can I take on the role as your boyfriend?