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I'm sorry, Khun Nueng.

About what?

About yesterday... I didn't think it through.

There're just the two of us left.

Our inheritance will be split in half.

Oh!

I completely forgot.

Tuo Lek, do we need to pay taxes for our inheritance?

Khun Nueng, it's okay if you don't feel sad.

But there's no need to say such a thing to hurt Sam's feelings.

I should be the one who knows you best. You always try to be cheerful whenever you feel sad.

It doesn't matter if others don't understand you.

But, I'm the last member of your family...

I should be the one who knows your the most.

It's okay.

I wasn't that nice yesterday.

There're only just two of us left, Khun Nueng.

Can we not fight anymore?

I never once wanted to fight with you, Tuo Lek.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for hurting your feelings.

It's okay.

Are you okay?

Have you eaten anything yet?

I lost my appetite.

How about this?

I'll find something for you to eat first.

It will be troublesome if you faint at the funeral.

Okay?

Khun Nueng.

Why didn't you make a sound before coming in?

I called you a couple of times already.

Eh? That mark on your neck...

Can you pretend like you didn't see it?

So... are you going back to your palace?

(Monks chanting)

Everything still looks the same.

I miss grandma.

Me too.

I'm back.

Khun Nueng, what do you want me to do with this room?

Please keep it like how it was.

I thought my grandma will stay with me...

forever.

This palace...

no longer has her.

She's gone forever.

She's still here.

You're right.

Thank you.

Please clean her room every day.

Just like when she used to live here.

Understood, Khun Nueng.

What do you think happened last night?

It's love.

Is it love?

For me, it is love.

For me...

You're just something

that makes me forget bad things.

You said it to me, didn't you?

That you can be anything for me.

That's right.

That's what I let you be last night.

What's wrong, Folk? Why are you calling me so late?

Where?

You have a best friend whose house you can just crash at now?

Where should I go instead?

I just got dumped heartlessly.

Don't be stubborn.

I don't want to go. Let go of me!

Where's Anueng?

She's inside.

Woo!

Nueng.

I must be really drunk too see Ar-Nueng in front of me.

You're out of control now.

It's really you, Ar-Nueng.

Long time no see.

Hi!

Why are you not going back home?

What are you doing here?

Go home with me now.

This is what a teenage life is.

If I don't have fun now, when should I do it then?

Go home.

No! I won't go!

Why are you in such a hurry?

Let's drink some more.

Let go of me. I don't like it.

She said she doesn't like it.

Didn't you hear that?

I just wanted to ask her to dance with me. I didn't do anything wrong.

Who is she? Your sister?

She's my mom's friend.

What did she say again?

Mom's friend.

I'm her everything.

Why are you meddling in my life? I'm just having fun with my friends.

There's a guy touching you and you said it's fun?

Go home.

No!

I already told grandma that I'm working at my friend's house.

You lied to grandma just to come here?

Why do you even bother?

We're not close anymore, don't you remember that?

Nueng.

I don't think we should be fighting here.

I see. So it's you who brought her here.

I wouldn't have been your friend if I had known you had such a big mouth! Get out of my face!

Nueng!

If this is your way of getting my attention,

you've succeeded.

Let's go home.

No!

Okay.

We won't go home then.

What?

Why did you give up so easily?

If I say I won't go back, you have to force me then.

You think I don't know what you want?

We'll go back to my palace.

Thanks for taking care of her.

I'll take it from here.

Alright.

No!

Nueng. Nueng!

Let go of me!

It's nothing. Please go to rest.

Okay. Do you want me to arrange the room?

No need.

I'll let her sleep on the sofa.

Okay, ma'am.

Nueng!

Where do you think you're going?

Anywhere but here.

If you're letting me sleep on the sofa just because you feel sorry for me, then stop.

I can take care of myself.

Okay.

You want to fight, right?

Alright.

I'm ready.

Let's fight.

Why do you even bother to come after me?

Because you went to such a place!

Where did you think you would stay tonight if I didn't go find you?

My friend's house!

Nueng.

You have a best friend whose house you can just crash at now?

What do you expect me to do? Where should I go instead?

I just got dumped heartlessly.

I'm just something you use to vent out your feelings.

If you're mad at me, then take it out on me.

Why did you do this to yourself?

If you're mad at me, then take it out on me.

That's easy for you to say!

Have you ever thought about how I feel?

I'm hurt.

What you did to me...

It's freaking awful!

Enough.

Why?

You can't accpet the truth?

What you did, how is it any different from nail and bail?

Nueng.

That's enough.

Come with me.

- I'm not going anywhere with you! - Nueng!

Don't be stubborn.

I don't want to go. Let go of me!

Nueng, can you please listen to me?

Why did you bring me here?

Are you afraid that someone might hear what you did to me?

What did I do?

It was you who did that to me that night.

What's the difference?

We already did it, but you told me to pretend like nothing happened.

How could you do that to me?

Why are you being silent now?

You see me as something you use to vent out your feelings.

You can do anything to me.

Without caring how I feel.

Because I'm the only one...

who loves you.

It's always been like that.

Isn't that right?

Is it?

Nueng.

What are you doing?

I miss you.

Are you trying to make it up to me?

I will count one to five.

If you won't stop being so curious...

I will start buttoning up one button at a time.

One.

Huh?

Nothing.

I'm just counting.

Two.

Is this the way you're going to make it up to me?

Does it work?

This is how you're going to do it, right?

Yes.

I'm trying to make it up to you.

If I had been more sane on that day,

everything wouldn't have turned out this way.

Your parents...

Your grandma...

Everything is chaotic.

Why do you have to care about what other people think?

This is about us.

I used to tell you...

that I love you.

I mean it.

My feelings never change.

Nueng, listen to me.

You're still young.

You have the chance to meet so many people.

Today, you might say that you love me.

But in the future--

That person is right in front of me.

You're my dearest.

If we do it again,

will I get dumped this time?

It's because of me, right?

You've lost your confidence because of me.

I'm so sorry.

Don't worry now.

I cry every day.

I'm sorry.

I'll make you believe in me.

Will you trust me?

I think...

there's so much more you have to learn from last time.

I'll teach you how.

Ar-Nueng.

Ar-Nueng.

Anueng doesn't go to the nightclubs anymore, right?

I don't think so. Lately, Nueng has become close to another friend.

Another friend?

You mean yourself?

What's wrong?

Are you feeling dizzy?

How did I get into this clothes?

Do you want to get more sleep? Hm?

Nueng.

I'm talking to you. Can you hear me?

Hm?

I can hear you.

I'm just... a bit confused.

What are you confused about?

Well...

What happened last night?

I couldn't remember anything.

I guess you still have a hangover.

Let's get more sleep.

I don't want to.

It will give me a headache.

Also, I have to go work on my project at my friend's room today.

Which friend?

My university friend.

Freshers do have lots of work, more than I thought.

Don't go.

Just go straight home after class. I'll go pick you up.

There's no need.

I don't want to bother you.

Are you telling me you don't remember a single thing from last night?

Why?

What happened last night?

Nueng.

Do you think I'm stupid?

Oh.

I remember it now.

What do you expect from last night?

If you don't want anything,

then let's just pretend nothing happened.

Nueng.

I think we should reset the whole thing

Let's go back to zero, just like before. What do you think?

Alright.

If that's what you want.

Let's just pretend...

like nothing happened.

Okay.

Anueng is hanging out with this group of boys?

Yes.

I let my people keep an eye on her.

I don't want my daughter to get involved with these rascals.

Your daughter is very charming.

Khun Nueng.

This is not the time to joke around.

I'm not joking.

It's a compliment.

Be careful. If she knows you ordered someone to spy on her, she will be angry at you.

I won't let her find out.

Are you going to tell Fah about this?

She has already returned home abroad.

Also...

Anueng is closer to you than Fah.

Should I try to be my daughter's advisor?

How?

Like... I should be more understanding.

Because if I force her too much, she will go against me and never rely on me anymore.

When I'm close to my daughter, I will invite her boyfriend to visit our home. Then, everything will be under my control.

If you think that's a good idea, then I also think it's good.

I'll call you once I receive more information.

I gotta go.

They don't have the color I want again!

You haven't got it yet?

Nope.

Can we check out another shop?

We've been to three shops already.

I know. But they don't have what I want. What can I do?

What about that shop?

That shop doesn't look nice.

Oh!

This shop looks good. Wanna go?

Let's go.

Hey.

Huh?

I don't like it when someone is clinging to my arm.

What? That's only when it happens with someone you're not close to.

But we're so close.

Let's go. Stop playing hard to get.

What's up?

Khun Nueng, have you seen Anueng lately?

No.

Why?

My mom called me telling me that Anueng doesn't go back home these days.

I thought she's with you.

She's not with me.

She's addicted to her friends now.

But don't worry. Chet and I are keeping an eye on her.

Addicted to friends?

Her university friends?

Girls or boys?

Calm down.

It's a normal thing for a girl who just entered a university.

She's in a new society now.

Don't worry. I'll keep you updated.

Anueng doesn't go to the nightclubs anymore, right?

I don't think so.

Suddenly, that group of friends doesn't dare to come near her. I don't know why.

If it were you, what would you do?

I would nip it in the bud.

Chet...

Huh?

Nothing.

Please continue.

Lately, Nueng has become close to another friend.

Another friend?

You mean yourself?

I saw you guys went on a date yesterday.

It wasn't a date.

I went with her as a friend.

Are you sure?

Yes.

It took me ages to make her forgive me after she found out that I was the one who brought you to the pub.

That other friend she's close with...

Is it a girl or a boy?

A girl.

Her name is...

Khun Nueng!

It's really you!

Hello, professor.

Hello.

Well... please excuse me.

I want to talk to you.

Please sit.

How have you been?

We're looking for a special lecturer.

If a person like you applies, our faculty will definitely accept you.

Are you interested?

Not really.

I don't like being tied down to a fixed schedule at work.

But as a special lecturer, you don't have to stick to a set schedule like the full-time teachers do.

I still don't like that.

Anyway, how are you doing?

Let's go talk somewhere else.

There're too many people here.

It's uncomfortable.

Let's go. I want to introduce you to the head of my faculty.

Who's that?

She's so pretty.

Khun Nueng, you're going to be a special lecturer at a university?

Thank you.

I'm not sure if I can tolerate all the restrictions.

It's such a huge burden being a teacher, you know, Tuo Lek.

Imagine me fighting with kids these days.

Just thinking about that gives me a headache.

But you're not the type of person who just sits around and does nothing.

Aren't you bored?

Of course I'm bored. I'm so bored.

I spent my whole life going against my grandma.

I don't even know why I did that.

Such a waste of time.

It's already in the past.

What's important is now.

Thank you so much.

Thank you.

But it's such a shame.

You rejected all the offers.

You're so talented.

It's a waste of your skills.

Actually, I want to open a small gallery.

So that the artists can exhibit their works, and we can organize some art workshops.

That's great.

I will find a place for you.

Do you have in mind how many floors you would like to have?

I want to have a spacious area, lots of white space.

There must be enough space for me to divide it into different sections for teaching arts and drawing.

Wait, didn't you say teaching is tiring?

It's not the same thing, Mon.

I want to teach my students with passion. I don't want to force them.

That would be too boring.

That's a good idea. I will invite my friends who are influencers to give us reviews when we open the gallery.

I'm on board with that! Arts and crafts are super trendy right now, so I bet it'll be fun.

I'm glad that you finally get to do what you like.

I'm happy for you.

Thank you.

What do you think?

Do you like it?

It looks nice, don't you think so?

I did such a good job.

Of course.

By the way, how's your girl doing?

I don't know. I haven't talked to her.

Did something happen?

Nothing.

She just entered university, so she's kinda addicted to her friends these days. That's all.

Khun Nueng, do you know why she keeps her distance from you?

Tuo Lek.

What are you implying?

I'm just worried about you.

(Chet)

What's up?

Huh?

Calm down. I'll be there as fast as I can, okay?

You're not acting like yourself.

What do you want me to do?

You want me to give them a round of applause?

You want her to date a guy and risk getting pregnant accidentally instead?

Ar-Nueng, you're so unfair!

Why did you not get jealous at all?

Do you usually hang out, just the two of you?

No.

Usually, we hang out with Folk too. But he's in a different faculty, so our schedules don't really match.

Are you a tomboy?

You like girls, don't you?

I'm not a tomboy.

I am queer.

It's the same thing.

No, it's not.

Chet.

Ar-Nueng, what are you doing here?

Your dad called me. He said he has something to talk to me about, so he asked me to come here.

Oh, you're Yui, right? Chet told me about you.

Yes.

She's your friend?

We're more that just friends.

We're talking.

Are you both studying the same major?

That's right.

How did you two become close?

We met during the orientation activity. We became closer because we're also in the same club.

I see.

What about you? How are you? It's been a while.

I'm good. I have Yui with me.

She helps me with everything.

That's great.

It's okay if you two want to be together as long as you both still study hard and also do things in your parents' presence.

I think that's cute.

Don't worry.

Anueng is smart.

Actually, we're both are good students.

Wow.

That's great.

I'm not surprised why Anueng is dating you.

Good, this makes me feel so relieved.

Please look after her for me.

I will.

Excuse me, I need to use the restroom.

You guys feel free to chitchat. I'll be right back.

Okay.

You're not acting like yourself.

What do you want me to do?

You want me to give them a round of applause?

I called you because I wanted you to stop them, not to encourage them.

I don't think there's anything wrong. It's quite cute, actually.

That girl is a tomboy! She's dating a tomboy!

So what? You want her to date a guy and risk getting pregnant accidentally instead?

Khun Nueng.

I just want you to get the whole picture.

I want you to see that there's nothing wrong with dating a girl.

Anueng should have the freedom to live her life.

You don't understand.

The problem is I cannot accept the fact that my daughter is gay.

Why does this have to happen to my daughter?

Khun Nueng.

Can you please tell Anueng that this is not normal?

Please, help me.

Tell her yourself.

Anueng listens to you. I want you to tell her that for me.

No.

I won't say anything.

Whatever she chooses to do, I will support her.

If you want to get closer to your daughter, you have to respect her decision.

But what you did today is far from trying to get closer to your own daughter.

What you did...

It's more like you want to push her away.

Thank you.

Where's dad?

Oh, he's got some errands to do.

Are you guys the same age?

No, I'm younger than Anueng.

I see.

Ar-Nueng, how old are you?

I'm thirty...

Thirty-six years old.

Whoa.

You don't look like you're thirty-six years old.

You look younger than thirty years old.

How old did you think I was?

Around the early twenties.

You're more like a sister rather than an auntie.

You can call me 'sister.'

That's not nice, Anueng.

If I'm not lovable, then don't love me

I'm so sorry.

Anueng!

Anueng!

Khun Nueng, you're actually so scary.

Please don't do that to me. I promise you I will be a good girl.

Anueng is quite amazing for making you like this.

Like what?

Jealous.

I'm not. You're talking nonsense, Tuo Lek.

Why are you denying it?

It's so obvious that you're flirting with Yui

I bet she falls head over heels for you now.

Aren't you afraid that you and Anueng will get into a fight?

I'll find out this evening.

Khun Nueng.

You have a guest.

I just finished cooking curry. Please help me with the rest.

Understood, Khun Nueng.

Follow me.

It's obvious that you intended to flirt with Yui in front of me today.

Really?

I did that?

I didn't realize.

Why did you do that?

You never did something like that.

How did you know that I never did that?

Maybe I did it before. You just didn't know.

Why are you like this?

Actually...

I think Yui is cute.

But Yui likes me.

You'll find out whether she will still like you or not.

What are you planning to do?

I don't believe that you're actually interested in Yui.

You think you know me that well?

I know you really well.

I know everything about you.

Really?

You're mean!

Why do you have to hurt my feelings this badly?

After what we did...

We did what?

Ar-Nueng!

What did we do?

You know what I mean!

There's something

between us?

Ar-Nueng, you're so unfair! You know I will lose to you anyway.

Why did you not get jealous at all?

If I go out with someone else,

you won't feel anything, right?

How do you know that I won't feel anything?

How do you know...

that I won't get jealous?

Stop smiling.

Auntie Nim, you can take a rest. I'll take care of this.

Alright, Khun Nueng.

Sit down.

Have a taste.

How is it?

Is it good?

It's so yummy.

There're so many different ways to show your love.

For example...

Cooking.

I'm too old to do what young people do.

Being jealous all the time is not my style.

I want to be with someone I feel comfortable with.

Stay if you like,

and if you don't like then it's okay too.

Why are you staring at me?

What else are you curious about?

Do you really love me?

You're asking me

because you want the answer

or you want me to prove it.

What if I want both?

Alright.

Does this prove it already?

Not yet.

I miss you so much.

Why didn't you come see me if you miss me?

You didn't call me.

Let's just forget about it.

Right now, I want to focus only on you.

Good.

From now on, we won't reset anything.

Tonight, you will know

how much I love you.

This is Anueng.

Hello.

She is...

She's Piangfa's daughter. Piangfa is my friend.

I know that you're not ready to tell others about us and you don't want me to move in with you, right?

I understand.

But that doesn't mean I don't feel sad.

You're reading this kind of novel?

What is this? A lesbian novel?

Mr. Chet, please let me borrow Khun Nueng for a moment.

Sure.

Why do they have to talk so closely to each other?

Can't they stay apart?

You have to be mine, only mine.

You want that?