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I've been locked in my room all day.

Yes.

No conversation.

Even if I explain, he won't look at me.

I guess I'm not communicating with anyone.

I'm showing off my power.

I'm going to sleep.

I'm the only one who can't help it.

I just want to talk to you.

I got married when I was 13 years old.

I've been doing volunteer work for the first time.

This is the toughest I've ever done.

What was it like?

My daughter is 22 years old and lives in a temporary home.

She started to move in about 10 years ago.

My parents got divorced and I was left behind.

So you only had your father?

Yes, I only had my father.

How long were you left behind?

I was left behind for about 10 years.

She was a woman.

Yes, she was a woman.

What does self-sufficiency mean?

We support them until they can work and live on their own.

Many people don't know what self-sufficiency is.

We have a program to help them to do that.

What does it mean to be a woman?

I don't know.

I took a video of her last time.

Please watch it.

She was a woman.

She didn't look at me when I explained.

She just smoked.

Self-sufficiency is important.

I think it's hard to be independent.

I don't think I'm aware of that yet.

I'll change my mind.

I'm sure you'll smoke.

I don't have to say that today.

I'm going to tell you how I feel, but...

If you're not sure, you'll have to fight with each other.

I wanted to make sure that you were aware of that.

I'm sure you'll be fine.

Are you listening?

It's going to be hard.

We're here to support you.

We're here to help you get out of your shell.

I think it's time for you to do your best.

I'm sure you'll be able to help us.

If you need anything, please let us know.

I'm sure you'll be able to help us.

Don't touch me.

You're here.

Don't touch me.

How is your life now?

I'm always in my room.

I sometimes go to a convenience store to get money.

I eat rice.

I think I dyed my hair.

I have a lot of money.

I have a lot of electricity bills.

I once got a big bill.

It's a game bill.

Is it an app?

Yes.

I was hit by a thing when I was careful.

Did you feel like you were hit by a bullet in the past?

Yes.

I think it's the biggest experience.

I was divorced.

I think I was confused because my life changed.

Yes.

I don't think it's just my father.

I hope we can find a solution.

I will cooperate with you.

We will cooperate.

Let's work hard to find a good way.

Let's shake hands.

You don't have to be so hard on yourself.

I'm doing this for you.

Let's do our best together.

What's this?

This is...

This is my record.

I'm sorry I didn't do well in today's interview.

I think I should improve on this.

This is my record.

Thank you for today.

I'll make another video.

Thank you.

My father and father-in-law don't talk to my daughter.

I'm completely in the opposite position.

I think it's hard for people who live in a closed-off area to communicate.

That's right. We can't communicate with each other.

The other side of the island is also very busy.

So we have to walk to each other.

If we can't communicate, we have a special program.

Do you have such a program?

Yes, I do.

I used to do it in a hurry.

I think I can make use of it.

Excuse me.

Are you conscious of such a program?

Yes, I am.

It's hard to get used to it at the beginning.

Do you have a problem with cleaning up after your daughter's funeral?

I don't know because she's not in her room yet.

But there are many people who are not interested in cleaning up.

This is a product of the Hikomori Self-Defense Force Center.

Hello

I'm from the Self-Defense Center

Mr. Mai.

The teacher is here

Mr. Mai.

Are you sleeping?

I'm from the Self-Defense Center.

Can I open the door?

Can I talk to you?

I'm coming in

Mr. Mai.

The teacher is here

I'm coming in.

Can I talk to you?

I'm coming in.

I'd like to hear your story.

I've been a staff member for 10 years.

I've been a soloist for 10 years.

I don't think I'm a good person.

I don't have a lot of experience.

I'd like to hear a little bit.

I want you to try it.

Can I talk to you again?

No, you can't.

I can't.

I just want to talk to you.

No.

I know.

Let's talk.

No.

Please let me hear your voice.

Stop it.

Don't look down on me.

Stop it.

You're looking down on me.

You're making fun of me.

You're stupid.

Stop it.

I don't understand.

I'll put my finger in your ear.

I can't.

I'll put my finger in your ear.

I can't.

I can't do it.

It's disgusting.

I'll make you do it.

No...

Please give me a thumbs up if you enjoyed the video.

It's okay, it's okay.

You're dirty. I know you're dirty.

I don't want to do it. It's disgusting.

What's disgusting?

I can't do it.

Why?

It's worse if you're dirty.

I don't want to do it.

I'm sorry.

I'm going to cut your left ear.

No!

Don't be angry.

Do you want me to cut your ear?

No.

Do you want me to cut your ear?

No.

I'm the best at cutting ears.

I'm worried about you.

I'm going to cut your ear.

You don't want to?

No.

I don't know.

Thank you very much.

How far are you going?

I wonder if he'll come to me someday.

No!

I won't forgive you.

I have to fix it.

You can't do it?

Who's there?

I won't forgive you for crying.

I'm sorry.

You're not saying that to me.

You're saying that to your father.

You don't understand yet.

You don't understand.

Hey, hey, something is coming out.

Hey, what is it?

I can't stop.

You're a bad girl.

You did it for your mother.

You did it to be a great adult.

You are cool.

You have a good look.

You are cute.

Can you hear your mother?

You don't know?

I can't do anything.

I'll get you out of here.

No, no, no.

You don't have a right to refuse.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

You just have to listen to me.

I'll do it.

No, no, no.

I'll do it all.

I'll do it all.

I'll do it all.

You think it's over?

I'll do it all.

Cough, cough...

It's okay, it's okay...

Cough, cough...

Good night.

What's wrong?

Help...

I don't want to...

Not yet?

I'll take care of you.

It's not over yet.

Bye-bye!

I made you some food.

Let's eat.

I don't need it.

Let's eat together sometime.

No, I don't need it.

Don't cry.

I'm not crying.

Don't cry.

I'm not crying.

It's no good.

No, it's no good.

I'll teach you.

No, I don't want to.

What?

See you later.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

I understand. I understand.

I understand.

I didn't tell you.

I'm not going to tell you.

Do you know you've done something terrible?

I'll destroy you.

You don't understand?

I'm sorry.

Did you hear that?

Do you know how much you made a mistake?

Ouch!

See you next time!

Don't pull it out.

I'll take it out.

Don't kill me.

Don't kill me.

Don't kill me.

Did you think it was over?

I thought it was over.

What?

Do you want to do more?

Don't be afraid.

Everyone is surprised at first.

Don't be afraid.

I'm scared.

You're a bad boy.

You're a bad boy.

You're on the bed.

I'm going to clean up.

I have to apologize to my father.

I'm not done yet.

Look at this.

I can't wipe it off with a cloth.

I'll wipe it off with a cloth.

You can't eat it.

It feels good.

It's about time.

I can't stop.

I'm doing this for you.

To be independent.

It's fun, isn't it?

Stop it. Stop it.

Hey.

Did you become a bad boy to your father?

Hey!

I told you to look at the mirror when I'm not listening.

Hey.

Are you going to apologize?

Hey.

Hey.

You still don't understand.

It's your fault.

You made me dirty.

You should have answered me.

Who is this?

It was amazing.

I'll report you again.

See you!

Ah, you are out again.

What did you say?

You are dirty again.

Who is bad?

I can't hear you.

What?

What did you say?

Ah, you are bad again.

You are a good girl.

What did you say?

You taught me a lot.

You are scary.

I'm sorry.

I will give you more.

I'm sorry.

More!

More!

Who's fault is it?

I don't know.

Look at this.

What?

How was it?

I was right.

It's good, isn't it?

You know what to do next, right?

I thought you were lonely.

I don't know.

I hate you.

I hate you.

Ah, it's out.

It's already out.

What are you saying?

I told you.

I'm scared.

Are you okay?

Do you want me to give you a hand?

It's warm.

You're not going to eat?

I'll do more.

I'm hungry.

You've changed a lot since the beginning.

Thank you.

I can't stop.

Did you come?

Yes, I did.

I'm not satisfied yet.

This is good.

You've done a good job.

You've done a good job.

Is it not enough?

You've done a good job.

I'm sorry.

You still want me, don't you?

I'll give you.

I'm sorry.

I can't stop crying.

Do you know what you have to say to your father?

You have caused so much trouble for us.

Dad...

I'll go get him.

Dad!

Can you come here?

Thank you very much.

See you next time!