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When you sign
a medical directive

or a consent to surgery,

there's an important question
we ask.

Ready?

No.

"In the event of a possibly
fatal complication..."

Thanks for coming...

"...do you want us to use
extraordinary measures

to prolong your life?

If your heart stops,
do you want us to begin CPR?"

Hey. You just
get back in town?

Yeah.
I landed last night.

Um, listen.

I'm sorry
I didn't call you back.

I didn't think it was
a good idea for you

or your -- your mom to come
to Sabrina's service.

Mom didn't go?

Ah, the family's not ready
to see anyone,

especially from Seattle.

"Do you want to be
violently shocked...
Okay.

...with 360 joules
of electricity?"

So, the book says we can't
start sleep-training

until after six months.

One book.
One book says that.

Other books say that you
can start at four months

or when they start
dropping night feeds.

Or when the mom starts
losing her mind

because of cumulative
sleep deprivation.

-Everything okay?
-Allison had us up till 3:00.

Us? You slept through the whole
thing. Or you pretended to.

Hey, hey!
Is that coffee?

M-Maybe you should
just take it.

Thank you so much.

I don't remember
all you people

putting in requests
for the day off.

And whose fault is it
they need to?

Richard.

Nice to see you.
Bailey.

"Do you agree
to multiple injections

of adrenaline into your veins
or a tube down your throat?"

How far will you go
to stay alive?

No one's suspending
Meredith Grey's license.

She won a Catherine Fox award.
She's a legend.

Well, I heard she operated
on a fellow resident.

She took out
a healthy appendix.

No, she and Cristina Yang
rescued an intern

who removed another
intern's appendix, incorrectly.

They were helping.

That wasn't
the other Dr. Grey,

the one that died
in the plane crash?

Our Dr. Grey cut
a patient's LVAD wire.

See, you consider
these things legendary.

They're also crimes.

I'm a witness at the hearing.

-And I forgot a tie.
-Sounds about right.

My lucky tie was in
my locker. Come here.

Okay, if anyone should speak
on behalf of Dr. Grey,

it really should be me.

Everybody shut up.

Most of the attendings will be
out for the hearing today,

myself included,

which means you guys
have to cover.

If you get into trouble,
call me,

but if it's not a disaster,

I will bury you in scut
for a month.

Don't kill anyone.

We'll be right back there,
Meredith, okay?

Okay.
Alright.

If I was on
your operating table,

you'd want me to follow
your instructions, right?

Lie there. Breathe in.

Fall asleep.
Let you do your job.

That would be my best shot
at survival, right?

I see where you're
going with this.

I'm begging you, Meredith.
Sit down, don't talk.

And let me do my job.
Please.

I'm not a baby.

No. You're an adult

who's completely unable
to be quiet

no matter how much
your well-being depends on it.

And today, it could cost you
your entire future.

The prosecuting attorney
is Ashley Cordova.

Getting questioned by her
is like someone

ripping hangnails
off all 10 fingers at once.

Sitting quietly
and remaining respectful

will go against every fiber
of your being.

But please.

Just for today.

Just for the next
few hours.

Sit still and shut up.

Okay.

Thank you. Okay.
Let's do this.

Good morning.

Based on the number of witnesses
on the list I just read,

this one's gonna be a circus,
so let's go ahead on record.

My name is William Benson,

I am the judge who's been
assigned to this case.

We have Ms. Ashley Cordova,

who's representing
the Medical Commission,

and Ms. Nancy Klein, who will
represent the respondent.

The commission panel
includes Dr. Aaron Rosenberg,

Dr. Maria Lang, and --

I'm here. I'm here.
I'm here. Sorry. Traffic.

Light was out
on Broadway.

Dr. Rosenberg, Dr. Lang,

and panel chair
Dr. Paul Castello.

Mrs. Shepherd, there's some
things you need to know. Ma'am.

Give me the papers!

How do we switch out one
of the doctors on the panel?

We don't. Why?

Because that one
killed my husband.

We will
follow these protocols

throughout these proceedings.

Paul Castello was
the trauma surgeon

who operated on my husband
at Dillard.

He did not get
a head CT.

Okay.
Does he remember you?

It doesn't seem like it.

Which is enraging.

Can we appeal
or something?

Yes, but it could be
six months

before you're
rescheduled.

Okay.
No, he's taken enough.

He doesn't get
another six months.

Let's -- We stay.

We are here today in the matter
of Dr. Meredith Grey,

who is charged
with allegations

that she practiced
below the acceptable standards

of medical practice
in a manner

that exploited patients
and insurance carriers.

In fact, Dr. Grey is...

Dr. Bailey, you've known
Dr. Grey a long time.

Could you speak about that
at all?

I met her
when she was an intern.

Would you say the two of you
have grown close

over all this time?
No.

Didn't Dr. Grey
name her son after you?

If you're asking if
her son's name is Bailey,

then, yes, it is.

Dr. Grey is a well-respected
general surgeon.

You've agreed to that.

Is that a question?

Well, when you became
chief of surgery,

you asked Dr. Grey to become
your chief of general surgery.

And from my estimation,

a chief of general surgery
is extremely skilled,

organized, dedicated,
communicative.

Does that sound correct
to you?

It does. And she is no longer
my chief of general surgery.

No more questions.
Thank you.

Ms. Cordova? Any cross?

Uh, actually, yes.

Dr. Grey has developed
quite the disciplinary record

over all those years
you've known her, hasn't she?

Your name is listed
as the doctor

who reported
the following incidents --

interns,
including Dr. Grey,

admitting to cutting
a patient's LVAD wire.

I do not want
to have to testify

against any of you
in a court of law.

Dr. Grey performed
a surgery

on an intern
without an attending.

Dr. Grey instructed
a younger resident

to remove a brain tumor
without consent

from the patient
or attending.

Dr. Grey would not allow
an education consultant

to enter her O.R.,

- so you suspended her.
- You're suspended.

All of these things familiar
to you, Dr. Bailey?

All true.

My daughter, Gabby --
she had terrible stomach pain,

and my neighbor told me about
the free clinic at the hospital.

So you took Gabby there,

where you were seen
by Dr. Grey?

Yes. She said that Gabby
had a mass in her intestine.

And she needed surgery.

But you didn't have
health insurance.

For you
or your daughter.

No, I didn't have
insurance.

I see.

You must have been terrified
during all of this.

Were you by yourself?

Yes. Dani, my wife,

she was in a detention center
at the time, at the border.

This is before they sent her
back to Honduras.

I am so sorry to hear that.
And how's Gabby?

They said that she was
responding very well

to the medication.

Because
we caught it early.

Because Dr. Grey did.
She saved us.

The world needs
more people like her.

More doctors like her.

And were you aware Dr. Grey
had committed insurance fraud?

No. I found out
when Dr. Webber

approached Dr. Grey
in the scrub room.

He saw her daughter's name
on the schedule and was worried.

Ms. Cordova,
can I jump in here?

-By all means.
-Can he do that?

The panel can do
whatever they want.

Dr. DeLuca,
your relationship

with Dr. Grey
at the time.

She was an attending,
and you were...?

I was a fourth-year
surgical resident.

I'm now a fifth year.

And you're in a romantic
relationship with your boss.

There's documentation
from Human Resources.

I'm sorry.
How is this relevant?

You didn't
alert a supervisor

when you found out
what Dr. Grey had done,

so, yes,
I'd consider it relevant.

Well, unless --
Is it consensual?

It is.

Thank you, Dr. DeLuca.

Not quite yet.
I'd like to ask about

when you applied for a transfer
from Grey Sloan.

Sure. It, uh --
It was nothing.

I was having a bad time in
my intern year, and, uh...

I figured it out,
changed my mind.
Mm-hmm.

And by "bad time,"
you're referring

to your mistreatment
by specific attendings

after a violent incident
with Dr. Alex Karev?

I dropped the charges
against Dr. Karev.

Oh, I know. I'd like
to present Exhibit B-5.

This is from Dr. DeLuca's
personnel file.

Dr. DeLuca,
could you do me a favor

and read
the highlighted section?

Alex!
"Since I charged Dr. Karev

with a felony,
I feel his fellow attendings

want to keep me
off their services

and out of the O.R.

Because of this,
I feel my residency experience

will be compromised."

And a little further down,
you named

one of these attendings.
What's the highlighted name?

Dr. Meredith Grey.

But I-I changed my mind.
It was a long time ago.

Ancient history.
We've worked it out.

Yes. Dr. Grey seems
to have made sure of that.

No further questions.

It's okay.

Dr. Schmitt.

Dr. Schmitt.

Dr. Schmitt.

I'm sorry. I, uh...

I've never been
in a courtroom before.

You still haven't.
We're in a hotel.

Right. Um...

What was the question?

Dr. Grey is one
of your teachers, correct?

Yes.

And she's the best teacher
I've ever had.

Dr. Grey always gave me
an opportunity.

And she didn't jump in
with the mean nicknames

like everybody else.

And when the hospital
got hacked,

it locked the blood bank,

so Dr. Grey had me
become a human blood bank.

For the patient.

It was incredible.

I did pass out in the O.R.,
but I saved the patient.

Wow. That is...
very helpful.

I was more interested in your
involvement with Gabby Rivera.

Right.

I rounded on her once
during a peds rotation,

but I was barely there.

Well, you were there
long enough to see a name

on Gabby's
I.D. bracelet.

Um...

Dr. Schmitt.
I'd like to remind you

you're under oath.

And I don't recommend
perjuring yourself.

I had heard Mr. Rivera
call his daughter "Gabby,"

but the bracelet said
Ellis Grey,

so I thought that the hospital
had made an error.

I wanted to take it
to Dr. Grey and ask, but...

she wasn't there
that day.

So what did you do?

Dr. Schmitt.
What did you do?

I brought it to Dr. Bailey.

I thought it was a mistake.

And I c-- I couldn't make
any more mistakes.

-No further questions.
-I --

I'm sorry, Dr. Grey.

I-I-I thought that I was doing
the right thing. I'm sorry.

God. What happened?

15-minute recess.

Luis was great,
uh, Bailey was a robot,

they know that DeLuca
and Mer are a thing,

so they're probably
gonna ignore him,

and Schmitt
turned her in.

Schmitt? Damn.

They've gone through
everyone's files.

It's a crap-pile of crap.

-How's Meredith?
-She needed some air.

Today may be my actual
last day of being a doctor.

Meredith,
it's not over.

We won't make it.

If I lose my license...

and I can't cut,
but you can...

we won't make it.

Dr. Hunt,
as an Army surgeon,

you've trained and worked with
doctors all over the world.

I have to know,
is Dr. Grey really as good

as people say she is?
No.

She's better.

The Catherine Fox award
that she won

was for a surgery
that saved my sister's life.

Now, if Megan could have
been here today, she'd be --

She'd be showing you

her transplanted abdomen
herself.

So you've come around.
I'm sorry? Wh--

Exhibit C-2.

These are Dr. Bailey's
surgical notes

after Dr. Grey botched
your sister's first surgery.

"Hunt has concerns
that Dr. Grey

could not close patient's
abdomen the first time.

If she fails again,
patient has no other options."

The "Hunt" in this note
is you, correct?

Dr. Webber,
would it be safe to say

that you've seen
Dr. Grey partake

in a lot of
groundbreaking work?

Absolutely.
Most recently,

she was published
for her studies

with mini-livers in mice.

And going back,
I read about a trial

for Alzheimer's disease

carried out under
your tenure as chief.

I'm curious
why it didn't continue.

Well, that trial ended
at Grey Sloan

because someone
tampered with it.

Could you elaborate
on that?

Is that necessary
for this investigation?

Answer the question,
Dr. Webber.

My wife --

My late wife
was a participant.

And I discovered
that she was selected

for the placebo

instead of
the experimental drug.

I changed the envelopes.
I got her the drug.

And you were
the only one involved?

-That's right.
-Thanks for clearing that up.

I know there have been
instances when you --

how should we put it --
bent the rules

in favor of Dr. Grey.

Objection.
That's pure conjecture.

Is it?

-State your name, please.
-Patricia Murphy.

Hi, guys!

You used to work
for Dr. Webber?

Sure did.

I was Chief Webber's
administrative assistant.

I also was the point
of contact

for the National Residency
Matching Program.

First person to see
who had matched.

Please see exhibit D-1,

the list of interns who matched
Dr. Grey's first year.

Ms. Murphy, could you find
Dr. Grey's name on that list?

Oh, her name
isn't on here.

Why not?
Didn't Meredith Grey match

at Seattle Grace
that year?

No. Uh, not at first,
anyway.

Dr. Webber asked me
to set up a call

with the President
of the NRMP.

And next thing I knew,

I was adding Grey's name
to the roster.

I'm sorry. That sounds like
you're saying Meredith Grey

was never supposed to
work at that hospital

in the first place.

Dr. Grey and I worked
together through internship,

boards, specializing,
everything.

We all started out
competing with each other,

but I stopped competing with her
a long time ago.

Did you just call me
a nurse?

She makes me better. A better,
uh, surgeon, better person.

The Medical Commission's
trying to establish a pattern

that Dr. Grey is
rash, reckless.

Would you agree with that?
Absolutely not.

She has her reasons
for how she treats patients,

and I always agree
with it.

Dr. Grey's
oldest daughter

is one of your patients,
correct?

You've treated her
through the years,

which means you most likely had
to sign off on the adoption.

Why was it held up?
Do you know?

What did I do?

U-Unfortunately, those things
always have delays.

I, uh -- I mean,
I see it all the time.

It wasn't because Dr. Grey was
briefly fired from Grey Sloan?

Did Dr. Grey's
insubordinate behavior

almost cost her her daughter's
adoption, Dr. Karev?

I'm sorry. I don't --

I don't see how her family
life is relevant here.

Well, she seems to be
fairly cavalier about the law

in both her professional
and personal life,

so I'd say it's relevant.
In fact, she used her

youngest daughter's identity to
commit insurance fraud, so --

Alan Brown, Farrah Alazari,

Deborah Greene,
and Sam Carter.

Dr. Grey, we have your list of
your patient testimonies here.

You don't need
to repeat them.

Those are the names
of the spouses

of every patient
I've ever lost.

I remember every
single one of them.

Okay.
Uh, thank you for that.

You don't get
to sit up there

and ask questions
about my daughter.

If you want
to take my license

and make sure I never see
another patient again,

then you do that,
but you have absolutely no right

to ever mention
my daughter's name

because you are the one
who killed her father.

You don't remember me.

Meredith.

But I remember you.

As the coward who stood
over my dying husband...

You're gonna be fine.

...the love of my life,

and you didn't even attempt
to do burr holes

after he failed
to get him a head CT.

Burr holes!

We don't have time
for a CT!

I was doing burr holes
as an intern.

That one night should have
cost you your entire career,

but instead you're sitting
up here judging me?

You don't deserve
to judge anyone.

Your Honor, if we could, um,
just take a short recess

to evaluate
the situation,

see if Dr. Grey's, um, conflict
of interest is, um --

My conflict of interest?!

My medical license should not be
in this man's hands.

-Okay, come on.
-He is dangerous.

-Okay, come on, let's go.

Come on.
Let's go. Let's go.

Put the jacket
under his head.

- Yeah, yeah, I got it.
- Okay.

Do we know if he has
a history of epilepsy?

I'm gonna check for medical
bracelets and I.D. here.

Hey, the paramedics
are here with the gurney.

-What do we got?
-We got a male in his mid-40s.

Started seizing
about four minutes ago.

We're maintaining his airway.
And take him to Grey Sloan.

He should have
the very best care there is.

-Meredith.
-Can you do that?

Get him
on his side.

And get him
a damn head CT!

Hey, hey. Ma'am.

Head of trauma.

I wouldn't
"ma'am" her.

Seizure stopped
two minutes ago

after multiple doses
of diazepam.

His last BP was 220/128,
and he's tachy to 145.

He needs clevidipine
and a head CT ASAP.

I called ahead.
Let's get him upstairs.

-Let's go, go, go!
-You guys left the hearing?

We weren't gonna
put this all on you.

But it -- in just
a couple of weeks, it had --

it had -- had grown so much
in size, that it was --

it was squeezing up
into the pulmonary artery.

Like, the -- Do you know
what that is, Jake?

Brett. And no.

Well, it's, um...

It makes sure that blood
gets to the lungs, which --

You know, important.

But, um,
her blood had --

had clotted all the way
from here to...

Do you have a red pen?

No. And I kinda need
that one back.

And another one
of these, please.

Did you come to gloat?

Just checking on you.

It's 2:00
in the afternoon,

and you appear to be well past
the legal limit.

So gloating.

What are you doing here? Are
they on a break or something?

No. It may be canceled.
One of the doctors on the panel

apparently is the one
that killed Derek,

so Mer went off on him,
and he collapsed.

Possible seizure disorder.
We're not sure yet.

Maybe he forgot to check
the activated clotting time.

You know what
happened, right?

My mom told me
about it, yeah.

Richard's never gonna
speak to me again.

I don't blame him.

Why don't we just
leave this here

and I'll get you home?

But I need it.

Maggie, I'm sure you have
some wine at home, too, okay?

Come on.

You lied to those people.
You flat-out lied.

And you answered
those questions

like you barely know
Meredith.

No. I do know Meredith.

I know she will
put everything at risk

to suit her needs.

Meredith is anything
but selfish.

Oh, no? She hasn't asked you
to sideline your career

to save her ass?

No, she has not asked me
to do that.

Right.
'Cause you just do it.

Instead of
reasoning with her,

stopping her from
doing something illegal,

like a mentor would do,
you just cover for her.

That's my business.
My decision.

Meredith Grey
could commit murder,

and you'd hide the body.

You know what? I really
don't have the energy

for this right now.

You cheated the system

to get Meredith
into my program.

No, that was my program.

And I did not cheat.
I wrote a recommendation.

You chose to go
around the system

to get Meredith Grey
her way,

no matter
the consequences.

And you've been doing it
ever since.

You choose her!
You always choose her!

My God.
You sound...jealous.

Well, I'm getting enough
of that from my wife.

Hey. How was the trial?

I-I was really surprised
neither side called me in.

I moonlight
as an expert witness.

I need you to operate.

Wow. You trying to up
my bad outcomes?

Tom.

Well, now,
whoever smelt it dealt it.

This one's all you,
Shepherd.

This man killed my brother
on an O.R. table

because he refused
to order a CT scan.

And now I have
found a massive

hypertensive
intracerebral hemorrhage.

He needs a craniotomy.
Can you do it?

Shepherd.

Can you do it?

I'll cancel
the rest of my day.

Thank you.

Evacuating
the hematoma...

gel foam...

Here we go.
Nice and steady.

Nicely done.

Look, I'm not gonna
pretend that I never

give Meredith
special treatment.

There is a history.

-Her mother.
-Yes.

Meredith is family.

And she also happens
to be one of the more

brilliant surgeons
that I've ever taught.

So sometimes putting my career
in jeopardy for her...

is just what you do
for family.

Glad to know
where I fit in.

That's not what I meant.

Tom Koracick is my boss.

Because of your actions.
Because of Meredith's actions.

Because you chose to help her
instead of coming to me.

If I'd have come to you,

my wife would have
fired you, too!

Did you not hear the part
where I just said

Tom Koracick is my boss?!
You didn't lose your job!

Meredith is fighting
for her license!

No, I've lost more
than my job!

I've lost my hospital!

I lost my best surgeons.
And my best friend.

All because someone I thought
I raised betrayed me.

Now, do you know
how that feels?

It hurts pretty bad,
doesn't it?

That's right.

I stuck my neck out
for her

because I know she'd do
the same for me.

And until recently,
I thought you would, too.

Thank you all
for your patience.

The Medical Commission
has decided

to postpone
Dr. Grey's hearing.

Most likely, an entirely new
hearing will take place,

based on today's events.

You can't postpone.

Dr. Karev, we're not exactly
holding a town hall.

Can you please
find a seat?

No, you can't postpone
because these people

have come from all over
to speak for Meredith.

I-I'm sorry.
What people?

Were all these people
on the witness list?

No idea.

You gonna tell them all
they need to go home?

I was trapped
in an ambulance,

upside down,
soaked in my own blood,

while my best friend
was dead beside me.

It was the most scared I've
ever been in my entire life.

And what
did Dr. Grey do?

She climbed into
the damn thing with me.

Admitted
she was scared, too.

Then she proceeded to stab me in
the chest with a giant needle.

Which saved my life.

When Dr. Grey diagnosed
the tumor in my liver,

I retired.

I gave my cats away
to my daughter,

bought a pair
of designer shoes,

and splurged
on the trip of my dreams.

And now I'm broke.

Dr. Grey pioneered such
an incredible surgery,

I had to go to the
superintendent of schools

and beg for my job back.

She diagnosed my cancer
and saved my life.

And my treatment's
being done pro bono.

And Dr. Grey saw to that.

She hasn't claimed
credit for it,

but I know she did it.

I guess I met her on
her very first day as a doctor.

And it showed.
I mean, someone needed

to help her unlock the wheels
of the gurney.

She was green.
And I was just awful.

But on Dr. Grey's very
first day as a doctor,

she was the only one
that could figure out

what was wrong with me.

And because of her,
I am sitting here,

with a newborn
baby girl at home,

and I just hope that
I can give her back

a little of the help
that she gave to me.

Hemorrhage has been evacuated.

Miraculously,
if I do say so myself.

Drain, please.

How you doing?

Do you want
to go somewhere?

I want to stay.

I have dreamt
about this day.

I have dreamt that the world
would be fair and just

and that the man on that table
might experience

a fraction of the pain that
he caused when his arrogance

took away my favorite person
in the entire world.

And I thought...

if I saw inside
that man's skull,

I might jam a scalpel
into his motor cortex

just to paralyze him.

Just so that he would
have to lie in a bed

for the rest of his life
knowing what he took

from me and Meredith...

and the kids, my mom.

I think we should stay.

Thank you.

But up here...

far away from
the scalpels.

And, you know, I --

I could get us some popcorn
if you want.

Damn it.

"Dear Medical Commission,
people who know me

would describe me
as selfish to a fault.

After that, they'd say honest.

I can honestly tell you
that if I were dying

and a surgery stood
between me and death,

Dr. Grey's hands
are the only ones

that I'd want inside my body.

Taking away her license is
signing the death certificates

of countless future patients.

She is a light in a broken
system that she will fix,

whether you want her to or not.

She is the sun,
and she is unstoppable.

Sincerely,
Dr. Cristina Yang."

Um, I have more.

I've got, uh,
Dr. Calliope Torres,

uh, Dr. Arizona Robbins,

Dr. April Kepner...

That's enough. Thank you.
That's fine.

Um, no, I can keep going
if you want.

-It's fine.
-Addison Montgomery.

-You don't?
-That's good.

-Okay.
-Good.

He sparked a re-bleed.

Pressure's
through the roof.

Can you get control?

Suction.

-V-Fib.
-Push one of epi.

Let's get him flat
and get the paddles ready.

Thank you, everyone,
for your time. Again.

Uh, now, if I could please have
everyone clear the room.

Uh, excuse me.
Sorry. Sorry. Excuse me.

Hi. Hi. I'm sorry.
Your Honor.

Uh, I -- I have
something more to say

about Meredith Grey.

For God's sakes, who doesn't?

Okay, well, ever since
I first met Meredith Grey...

I knew she was going to be
a thorn in my side.

You're worried
about her breaking rules?

Well, that's not gonna stop.

She's been doing that
since day one.

And, yes, she broke a law
to save a life.

So she deserved
to lose her job.

She deserves
to pick up trash.

No one should be
questioning her license.

She's too good
at what she does.

And she's worked too hard
to get to where she is.

And with all...

all that she has survived,

it hasn't made her...hard.

It hasn't made her
mean or -- or cold.

It hasn't made her not care.

It's made her...

better.

It's made her better
than anyone in this room.

Well, except me.

I'm Dr. Miranda Bailey,

chief of surgery
at Grey Sloan Memorial Hospital.

And I approve this message.

He's gone.

Castello didn't make it.

Wasn't me.
I didn't kill him.

Should I be blaming myself
for yelling at him?

No, he gets all the blame.

Not only was he a terrible
doctor to patients,

but he forgot that
high blood pressure's

the silent killer.

And, boy, did he
let it get to him.

-Tell me.
-They're not postponing.

Uh, should one of us tell them
that their panel chair died?

Ooh. They'll ask
when they're ready.

Right now, they're sending
their recommendation

to the Medical Commission.

-What?
-Okay.

It's a majority vote.

So even if Castello voted
to suspend Meredith's license,

the other two doctors voted
to drop the entire thing.

It's over.
I still have my license?

Yes. And I'm so grateful
it's over

because you're one of
the most exhausting clients

I've ever had.

Congratulations, Dr. Grey.

-Thank you. Thank you.
-Yeah!

-Aww.
-Congratulations.

Thank you.
Thank you. Good job!

You said some very nice things
to the panel in there.

Thank you.

Uh, so, um,
see you Monday then.

What?

Come back.

I'm sorry?

Come back to Grey Sloan.

Ooh.

You are a pain in my ass.

But you're
a fine surgeon.

And your name's
on the damn sign.

And I need you.

So you fired me and now
you want me to come back?

You want me to beg?

Thank you.

Is that a yes?

That's a big, fat yes.

I'll see you Monday.

I hate to bring this up now,
but have you seen

or heard anything
with Richard and my mom?

Any idea
how they're doing?

You're asking
the wrong person.

Right. Sorry.

I just didn't know if maybe
he mentioned anything...

before.

And do you think, um...

think they're having
some problems?

I don't know. It's just kind of
a sense that I get. I guess.

I mean, it can't be easy.

With him being fired

and working somewhere else...

...and her traveling
all the time.

Owen.

Mer gets to keep
her license.

Yay, Mer!

I didn't help at all.

You did help
by not testifying.

Wow.

This is kind of nice.

Not fighting?

I've missed it.

You.
I guess I missed you.

Us being able to talk,

knowing what's going on
in each other's lives.

Ah, I can't.
I'm sorry.

I can't. I shouldn't.
Obviously, I'm in something --

Oh, my God.
Uh, you should leave.

Okay. We can --

No. Get out, Jackson.
Go. Get out now!

-Hey.
-Hey.

Congrats
on your license.

Thanks.

Maggie,
what just happened?

I hate someone
I used to love.

Don't let him in.

I don't want to see
or speak to him ever again.

Okay, okay.

-Hey.
-Hey.

Can we talk?
Yeah.

Extraordinary measures
can have a cost.

You may be alive,

but life may not be the same
as you remember.

Didn't think you had it
in you, Schmitt.

I just heard Schmitt here
was the one who ratted out Grey.

Damn, man. You're lucky
she kept her license.

Your body may not move
as easily.

Feelings may be gone.

And it can take a long time
to recover.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for what I said.

I -- I didn't mean
that we wouldn't make it.

I just --
I don't know.

I don't know what I meant.
I-I was scared.

Mer, don't.
Okay? Y-You meant it.

No, I-I didn't.

I stood up for you
in court.

I defended you
at the hospital.

I went to jail for you.

I know, and I didn't ask you
to do any of those things.

I know. But I did it anyway
because I love you.

Because I'd do
anything for you.

Because that's what you do
for your partner.

But I'm not
your partner.

Am I?

There's a reason
it's a difficult decision.

The look in your eye when
you spoke about Derek today

made me realize what it is
I've been feeling

this whole time.

You didn't just love Derek.

You respected him.

That's different.

And you can't compare.

-I do respect you.
-Come on.

Y-You're telling me there's
not some small part of you

that doesn't wonder
if I'm your equal?

If I'm at your level?
If I ever will be?

Take some time,
Meredith.

Figure out what it is
that you want.

And...

Let me know
if I'm a part of that.

Good night.

You just have to decide
if it's all worth it.