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Oh, my God! Hi!
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Fuck, it's fucking cold!
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Ahhh!
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-You made it!
-I made it!
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-I missed you!
-Oh, my God, I missed you,
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-I missed you!
-Yay!
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Help me, it's fucking cold!
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I cannot believe
you still live here.
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Yeah, well, you say
that every time.
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I can't feel my
fucking hands, ah!
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-Shit me.
-Let me take that.
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-Let me take that.
-It's really heavy.
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Yeah, fuck, it is heavy.
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Did you bring me presents?
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Oh, no, just like
eighteen pairs of socks.
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I have socks.
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Yeah, but your
feet are huge, babe.
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Ow! It's really heavy.
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Oh, my God.
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-This is what I think.
-Yeah.
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When you are having
sex with a guy...
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Yeah.
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-Sometimes...
-Mhmm.
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They are saying stuff like,
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"You like that."
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Mhmm.
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You like that.
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Mhmm. What is that, even?
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Right.
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Oh, that's deep.
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I think... I think they mean
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you like...
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-That.
-That.
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-Yeah. "You like my dick."
-Or that.
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But it's like, they
like, it's like,
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also their dick is
their whole self.
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So they're like, "Do
you like the dick?
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Do you like me?"
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-"Do you love me?"
-"Do you love me!"
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"And I am fucking you...
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-with my dick."
-Right.
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And sometimes it's like...
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Don't.
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No, sometimes it's like...
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Oh, God.
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Sometimes it's like...
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Kinda.
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-No. It is.
-It's like...
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Sometimes it's like
you leave your mind
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and you're like,
seeing it from, like,
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-perspective behind.
-Inside their brain.
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Your butt looks weird.
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Sometimes it's like... right!
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So, are you
gonna let me read it?
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Yeah. But it's not done.
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It's not even a proper draft.
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But it's a draft.
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It's definitely a draft.
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Is it still
about gay New York stuff?
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Yeah, but
now it's, like,
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dark and like psychological,
but also funny.
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I will
need to read that.
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Ahoy!
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Is that
guy talking to us?
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Ugh, I think
he just said, "Ahoy."
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Ahoy there, neighbor!
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Ahoy!
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Ugh, he's in our spot.
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Fuckin' hell.
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I wish you
still lived here.
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Yeah.
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Or closer, at least.
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Yeah, I wish you lived
closer to me too.
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I like it here, though.
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Are you sure?
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Why?
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It's a lot, right?
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Still being here.
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Well, it's a lot to be wherever.
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Yeah. That's true.
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School was like...
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Ugh, Grad school was... Ugh.
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Exactly.
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Do you miss me even
though you're married?
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Yes, I miss you even
though I'm married.
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Married.
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-Ugh.
-So grown up.
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It's so grown up.
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Hey! Hey, you over there!
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I'm married!
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I'm in a union that
the state knows about!
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My dad is divorced.
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-Oh, that's sad.
-Um...
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That's okay.
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Well,
what do we do now?
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You're alone.
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I don't care whether
I'm alone or not.
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It's my right.
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It's your right.
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What do you
want? I say he's guilty.
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I wanna hear
your arguments.
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I gave you my...
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Ew.
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Yes...
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Oh.
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-Hi.
-Hi.
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-Can I help you?
-Uh, no. I'm sorry.
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Do I have the wrong house?
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No. This is the right house.
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-Are you...
-Wait.
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No. No.
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Oh, no. No, no, no, no.
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This is the house, yeah.
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-Are you looking for Agnes?
-Yes, yeah.
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Gavin!
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-Agnes.
-Lydie.
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Oh, you're Lydie. Oh, my God!
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Okay, I am so sorry,
this is the weekend.
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Yeah.
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-Ah.
-My mistake.
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No problem. Gavin
is my neighbor.
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Gavin, you actually
live over there.
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Oh, yes. I live there.
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-Oops.
-That's okay.
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Sweet dreams, Gavin.
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God bless your lost soul,
and have a good night.
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-It's nice to meet you, Lydie.
-You too.
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He's cute.
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-Who?
-You're fucking him.
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No, I'm not.
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-You're fucking your neighbor.
-No, I'm not.
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You're fucking your
neighbor named Gavin.
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You are.
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I'm not. I'm not.
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-No. I'm not.
-You are fucking him.
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-I'm not.
-You're fucking Gavin!
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-Agnes.
-Mhmm.
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I need to talk to
you about something.
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Okay.
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Okay. So it's about my body.
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Oh, your body is perfect.
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Oh, thank you.
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But, um, I didn't
mean it like that.
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Okay...
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So I have a baby in me.
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-You do?
-Yeah.
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What? Right now?
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Right now.
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-Yeah.
-What?!
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Oh, my God.
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Oh, my God.
Your body is a miracle.
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Oh, my God.
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Are you scared?
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Yeah, yeah.
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Oh, but are you glad?
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Yeah, yes. It's good.
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Like, I wanted it, obviously.
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Like, we tried a million times.
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Yeah. You did want it.
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-Yeah.
-Lydie...
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Are you gonna name it Agnes?
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Oh.
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Yeah. I don't
know. I don't know.
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Try and think about it.
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Wow.
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So it must
have been good sperm.
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Yeah. Thank God for that
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random, tall white
guy's good sperm.
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Maybe I should
have his babies too
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and then they can be brothers.
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Well, he's pretty
hard to track down, so.
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Well, we
have his picture,
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so we could look him up.
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Can I touch it?
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Yeah.
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I don't really feel anything.
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That's because it's
not like a baby yet.
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How old is it?
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Ten weeks?
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So probably really small.
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Yeah.
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What, like a mouse maybe?
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How big is a mouse?
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Oh, it's smaller than that.
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Wow, smaller than a mouse.
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Don't tell anyone
tonight about...
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Oh, don't worry.
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I never tell secrets
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unless I feel it is a
secret I really wanna tell.
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That is not reassuring, babe.
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I don't wanna go.
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No!
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No, we have to.
Natasha will kill me.
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I feel like... I feel
like she's, like, rude,
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like, tonally.
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Oh, she definitely
has a very rude tone.
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Right?
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She's got a really rude tone.
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Are you afraid?
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-Yeah.
-For the pain?
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Yeah.
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But also because
it's like, a person.
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I wanna make a
really good person.
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You're gonna make a good person.
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It's gonna hurt so bad.
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Oh, my God, it seems
like it hurts so bad!
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No! Don't say that.
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I'm allowed to say that,
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you're not allowed to say that.
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Blah, blah, blah.
Doesn't matter.
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Short story is,
we got the house,
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but we had to pay, like,
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significantly more
than we wanted to.
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Do you like this
house? My house?
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I, I do. Yeah. Oh, my God.
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The wood... it's gorgeous.
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It's rich. Like dark.
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-Yeah.
-What are you gonna put in it?
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-In our house?
-Yeah.
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Uh... our couch,
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our bed,
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Benny's parents' dresser.
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-All your stuff.
-Yes. Exactly.
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That makes sense.
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You're like a fully
fledged adult now.
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Guys, how long has it been
since, like, we've hung out?
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I'm just sort of like...
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Hi.
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Is it three years
since we graduated?
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-Four, I think.
-Oh, my God, is it four years?
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Yeah.
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Time really does fly.
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Time really does fly.
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But not for me or
Agnes probably,
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since we're still here,
still at the school.
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You're still at your same house.
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That little house.
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But time probably flies for
the three of you who left.
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-New York.
-Yeah, yeah. New York.
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Wow.
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Good for you.
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Um, but it's
a trip being back.
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I drove past the campus
on my way to Agnes',
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and I just got, like,
full body chills
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when I saw the library.
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The library. Lydie, no.
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-Please.
-You know what I mean?
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I have, like, deeply ingrained
stress from that place.
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Yeah, Grad school was
wild. I honestly feel like
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I worked on that thesis
for like, a decade.
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Yeah. This one time, um...
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on the third floor
in a private room,
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I almost paper cut my
face open with my copy
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of Little Dorrit just so
I could go to the hospital
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and have a good night's sleep.
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I didn't do it, but
I thought about it.
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Yeah, sometimes
I have nightmares
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where my thesis is like
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all blank pages, and
then I eat the pages.
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Oh, my God, that's so sad.
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Yeah. It is really sad, huh.
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So, Agnes, it was really
that easy for you?
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No story? Nothing to share?
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Well, it's not Agnes' fault
that Decker liked her best.
265
00:13:36,024 --> 00:13:37,151
No, it
wasn't her fault,
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but, um, it pissed me off.
267
00:13:42,030 --> 00:13:43,407
Um...
268
00:13:43,490 --> 00:13:46,701
This fish is amazing.
What's... what's in it?
269
00:13:47,202 --> 00:13:48,411
Fish.
270
00:13:49,996 --> 00:13:51,540
Uh... well,
how is it, you two?
271
00:13:51,623 --> 00:13:53,208
You're the teachers now.
272
00:13:53,291 --> 00:13:54,543
I am still part time,
273
00:13:54,626 --> 00:13:57,129
but I think I'm gonna teach
a class next semester...
274
00:13:57,212 --> 00:13:58,547
which they haven't said
275
00:13:58,630 --> 00:14:00,132
is what's gonna
happen, but it could.
276
00:14:00,215 --> 00:14:01,800
-Yeah, it could.
-No. It will.
277
00:14:01,883 --> 00:14:03,260
Yeah. Yes. It, it will.
278
00:14:03,343 --> 00:14:06,013
Well, we have news
in the English department.
279
00:14:06,096 --> 00:14:08,140
Agnes? Agnes has big news.
280
00:14:08,223 --> 00:14:09,432
Bathroom. Sorry.
281
00:14:11,101 --> 00:14:12,644
Agnes is now a
full-time teacher.
282
00:14:12,727 --> 00:14:13,937
She took Wilkinson's spot.
283
00:14:14,020 --> 00:14:15,856
Filled the spot.
284
00:14:15,939 --> 00:14:18,859
Agnes is like super young
to be full-time faculty.
285
00:14:18,942 --> 00:14:21,445
Yeah, she's like the youngest
in fifty years, that bitch.
286
00:14:21,528 --> 00:14:22,571
I'm kidding.
287
00:14:26,116 --> 00:14:27,200
There's a bone.
288
00:14:28,868 --> 00:14:30,120
What?
289
00:14:31,955 --> 00:14:33,081
In the fish.
290
00:14:35,959 --> 00:14:38,878
There's, like, a bone in
the fish that you served me.
291
00:14:42,090 --> 00:14:43,133
Sorry.
292
00:14:43,216 --> 00:14:44,343
No, it's... it's fine.
293
00:14:44,426 --> 00:14:46,220
It's just like maybe
you should, like,
294
00:14:46,303 --> 00:14:49,431
debone it a little bit better
before you serve it to people.
295
00:14:59,274 --> 00:15:00,901
Hello, my baby.
296
00:15:00,984 --> 00:15:02,611
Oh, you're a baby.
297
00:15:03,236 --> 00:15:04,905
I love you. I love you.
298
00:15:04,988 --> 00:15:06,490
Oh, you wanna get down?
299
00:15:06,573 --> 00:15:07,907
Okay. I'll put you down.
300
00:15:09,659 --> 00:15:10,952
You leave the house, right?
301
00:15:12,996 --> 00:15:14,289
Yeah. I leave the house.
302
00:15:15,123 --> 00:15:17,459
I go to work. I
have a job, Lydie.
303
00:15:19,669 --> 00:15:21,255
But...
304
00:15:21,338 --> 00:15:22,839
you're still in the same office.
305
00:15:24,716 --> 00:15:25,800
Yes.
306
00:15:26,926 --> 00:15:29,721
Agnes, you said that
you were gonna switch.
307
00:15:29,804 --> 00:15:31,098
Well, I... I didn't
wanna have to explain
308
00:15:31,181 --> 00:15:33,350
why it's weird for me
to be in that office.
309
00:15:34,934 --> 00:15:38,188
Maybe you should say
there's mold or something.
310
00:15:38,271 --> 00:15:39,231
Maybe.
311
00:15:39,314 --> 00:15:40,440
Do you want me to
call them and say
312
00:15:40,523 --> 00:15:42,067
there's a dead
animal in the wall?
313
00:15:43,401 --> 00:15:45,820
You are an angel
from heaven, but no.
314
00:15:47,030 --> 00:15:48,323
It's like, I just got the job.
315
00:15:48,406 --> 00:15:50,534
I don't even know if
I should have the job.
316
00:15:50,617 --> 00:15:51,660
Agnes.
317
00:15:54,829 --> 00:15:56,957
I don't wanna complain
about my office,
318
00:15:57,040 --> 00:15:58,667
which is technically huge,
319
00:15:59,334 --> 00:16:00,710
and there's a lot of light,
320
00:16:02,379 --> 00:16:04,089
and I can see why he liked it.
321
00:16:07,884 --> 00:16:09,761
Anyways, yes, I leave the house.
322
00:16:12,681 --> 00:16:13,848
Agnes...
323
00:16:16,726 --> 00:16:17,769
don't...
324
00:16:18,520 --> 00:16:19,604
die.
325
00:16:21,481 --> 00:16:22,732
I'm not gonna die.
326
00:16:25,026 --> 00:16:26,569
If I was gonna kill myself,
327
00:16:27,445 --> 00:16:29,114
I would have done
it like last year...
328
00:16:30,073 --> 00:16:31,283
or the year before.
329
00:16:31,366 --> 00:16:33,744
Ugh. Or, like, definitely
the year before.
330
00:16:33,827 --> 00:16:34,911
Agnes.
331
00:16:35,704 --> 00:16:37,038
No. I'm not gonna die.
332
00:16:40,208 --> 00:16:41,543
Let me return the sentiment.
333
00:16:42,419 --> 00:16:43,712
You please don't die.
334
00:16:49,968 --> 00:16:51,052
Lydie...
335
00:16:52,512 --> 00:16:54,139
You're having a little baby.
336
00:16:56,349 --> 00:16:57,434
I know.
337
00:16:59,185 --> 00:17:01,646
You're gonna take such good
care of your little baby.
338
00:17:04,399 --> 00:17:06,109
-I won't die.
-Please don't die.
339
00:17:06,192 --> 00:17:07,360
No, you please don't die.
340
00:17:13,658 --> 00:17:14,909
Do you wanna say hello?
341
00:17:23,042 --> 00:17:24,169
Hi.
342
00:17:26,379 --> 00:17:27,547
I'm Agnes.
343
00:17:29,841 --> 00:17:31,677
I'm your mommy.
344
00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:34,971
Lydie and Fran may tell you
otherwise, but heed my words.
345
00:17:35,054 --> 00:17:36,306
-I'm your mother.
-Agnes!
346
00:17:36,389 --> 00:17:38,057
-Do it properly.
-Yeah. All right.
347
00:17:41,519 --> 00:17:43,772
Hi. I'm Agnes.
348
00:17:44,731 --> 00:17:46,024
I'm not your mommy.
349
00:17:50,195 --> 00:17:51,488
I am your mommy.
350
00:17:51,571 --> 00:17:52,656
Oh, for goodness sake.
351
00:17:52,739 --> 00:17:54,032
I felt it kick.
352
00:17:54,532 --> 00:17:55,617
No, you didn't.
353
00:17:58,870 --> 00:18:01,039
Are you gonna... Thank you.
354
00:18:01,998 --> 00:18:03,249
Don't go.
355
00:18:04,083 --> 00:18:05,126
Hey.
356
00:18:06,836 --> 00:18:08,213
I'll see you soon.
357
00:18:08,296 --> 00:18:09,214
When?
358
00:18:09,297 --> 00:18:10,549
Come to New York.
359
00:18:10,632 --> 00:18:11,841
I've got an extra bed.
360
00:18:13,510 --> 00:18:15,137
Tell Fran that I hate them.
361
00:18:15,220 --> 00:18:17,472
-No.
-No, I don't hate them.
362
00:18:17,555 --> 00:18:18,681
I know, babe.
363
00:18:19,682 --> 00:18:21,559
-Love you.
-Love you.
364
00:18:25,855 --> 00:18:26,898
Um, no.
365
00:18:31,945 --> 00:18:33,572
Come soon.
366
00:18:33,655 --> 00:18:34,740
Not because of, like,
367
00:18:34,823 --> 00:18:36,623
not because I'm gonna
kill myself, but just...
368
00:18:37,116 --> 00:18:38,994
Just...
369
00:18:39,077 --> 00:18:40,411
don't wait so long to come back.
370
00:18:42,705 --> 00:18:43,998
Okay.
371
00:18:44,624 --> 00:18:45,708
Okay.
372
00:20:30,605 --> 00:20:32,190
Fuck!
373
00:20:32,649 --> 00:20:33,608
Fuck!
374
00:20:33,691 --> 00:20:34,651
What is happening?
375
00:20:34,734 --> 00:20:36,736
-What's happening?
-Oh, my God!
376
00:20:36,819 --> 00:20:38,530
I hate school!
377
00:20:38,613 --> 00:20:39,573
School fucking sucks!
378
00:20:39,656 --> 00:20:41,408
My brain feels
like it's on fire.
379
00:20:41,491 --> 00:20:42,951
Like I'm gonna fucking die!
380
00:20:44,494 --> 00:20:46,371
I just realized, babe,
381
00:20:46,454 --> 00:20:49,291
no one gives a fuck
about Ted Hughes.
382
00:20:49,374 --> 00:20:50,959
No, everyone cares
about Ted Hughes.
383
00:20:51,042 --> 00:20:52,502
No, no, no. I
can't believe this.
384
00:20:52,585 --> 00:20:54,838
I spent two years
writing about a guy.
385
00:20:54,921 --> 00:20:56,673
I don't even fuck guys
with my eyes open anymore.
386
00:20:56,756 --> 00:20:58,508
I just close my eyes
and imagine women.
387
00:21:02,470 --> 00:21:03,680
Do you wanna talk about that?
388
00:21:05,056 --> 00:21:06,265
About what?
389
00:21:07,976 --> 00:21:09,102
Nothing.
390
00:21:27,078 --> 00:21:28,913
Okay, I'm here. Sorry, I'm here.
391
00:21:30,081 --> 00:21:31,124
Did we do it?
392
00:21:31,499 --> 00:21:32,542
Barely.
393
00:21:36,295 --> 00:21:37,672
-Devin?
-Yes, I did.
394
00:21:38,715 --> 00:21:40,759
I am so sorry. I don't
really procrastinate,
395
00:21:40,842 --> 00:21:43,094
so this wasn't like
a whole thing for me.
396
00:21:43,177 --> 00:21:44,763
That's okay.
397
00:21:44,846 --> 00:21:46,514
Keep showing off,
it'll get you places.
398
00:21:47,807 --> 00:21:48,808
Lydie.
399
00:21:50,309 --> 00:21:51,686
I'm Lydie.
400
00:21:51,769 --> 00:21:52,812
Did you finish?
401
00:21:53,271 --> 00:21:55,231
Uh, yeah, um...
402
00:21:56,065 --> 00:21:57,067
Yeah, but the thing is,
403
00:21:57,150 --> 00:21:59,486
like, don't be mad.
I did finish it.
404
00:21:59,569 --> 00:22:02,822
The last page is, like, a
copy and paste extract of...
405
00:22:04,073 --> 00:22:06,993
"Slouching Towards Bethlehem"
that I didn't write.
406
00:22:10,371 --> 00:22:12,206
-Yates or Didion?
-Didion.
407
00:22:13,291 --> 00:22:14,668
Always Didion.
408
00:22:14,751 --> 00:22:16,086
Uh... Hey, you know what?
409
00:22:16,169 --> 00:22:19,089
I'm supposed to be your
mentor, helper, whatever.
410
00:22:19,172 --> 00:22:21,800
I'm just here to
make sure it happens.
411
00:22:21,883 --> 00:22:22,925
I did mine.
412
00:22:24,594 --> 00:22:26,971
Okay. Good. That's...
that's great, Natasha.
413
00:22:28,347 --> 00:22:32,143
Lydie, you think you
can finish by Wednesday?
414
00:22:32,226 --> 00:22:34,270
Get me your draft
minus the Joan by then?
415
00:22:34,353 --> 00:22:35,939
Yeah, again...
416
00:22:36,022 --> 00:22:36,982
Sorry about that.
417
00:22:37,065 --> 00:22:38,441
Are you gonna read mine?
418
00:22:40,026 --> 00:22:41,277
Of course. That's my job.
419
00:22:41,360 --> 00:22:43,237
Are you gonna ask
Agnes if she did hers?
420
00:22:45,239 --> 00:22:46,282
Yeah.
421
00:22:46,908 --> 00:22:47,950
Agnes...
422
00:22:49,827 --> 00:22:51,079
How'd yours go?
423
00:22:52,497 --> 00:22:54,082
Fine. I did it.
424
00:22:54,791 --> 00:22:56,334
Can't wait to read.
425
00:22:56,417 --> 00:22:58,177
But you're gonna read
mine too though, right?
426
00:22:59,962 --> 00:23:00,963
Yes.
427
00:23:13,726 --> 00:23:15,520
Why am I still working on this?
428
00:23:15,603 --> 00:23:17,147
Because you didn't finish it.
429
00:23:17,230 --> 00:23:18,272
No offense.
430
00:23:18,940 --> 00:23:20,275
Stop bragging.
431
00:23:20,358 --> 00:23:21,400
I'm not bragging.
432
00:23:22,401 --> 00:23:23,486
Your legs are on the wall.
433
00:23:24,862 --> 00:23:25,822
So?
434
00:23:25,905 --> 00:23:27,198
Well, if I'd finished it,
435
00:23:27,281 --> 00:23:29,200
my legs would be
on the wall too,
436
00:23:29,283 --> 00:23:30,201
but I haven't.
437
00:23:30,284 --> 00:23:33,037
So, my legs aren't on the wall.
438
00:23:34,247 --> 00:23:35,623
Okay. I will take them down.
439
00:23:54,308 --> 00:23:55,351
What?
440
00:23:58,229 --> 00:23:59,313
You should fuck him.
441
00:24:00,148 --> 00:24:01,191
I don't wanna fuck him.
442
00:24:01,274 --> 00:24:02,692
-Really?
-Yes.
443
00:24:02,775 --> 00:24:03,860
Well, if you don't
wanna fuck him,
444
00:24:03,943 --> 00:24:05,070
definitely don't fuck him.
445
00:24:05,153 --> 00:24:06,195
I won't.
446
00:24:07,655 --> 00:24:09,115
I think he wants to fuck you.
447
00:24:10,241 --> 00:24:12,118
-Really?
-Yeah.
448
00:24:14,412 --> 00:24:16,247
-Well, that sucks.
-Why?
449
00:24:18,583 --> 00:24:20,710
Do you think that's why
he's telling me I'm smart?
450
00:24:20,793 --> 00:24:22,253
No, I think he's
telling you you're smart
451
00:24:22,336 --> 00:24:23,713
because you're really smart.
452
00:24:24,672 --> 00:24:25,715
Okay.
453
00:24:29,260 --> 00:24:30,595
What would you say though...
454
00:24:31,554 --> 00:24:33,181
if he asked you to fuck him?
455
00:24:33,806 --> 00:24:34,932
I would say no.
456
00:24:36,309 --> 00:24:37,685
I would be upset if he asked.
457
00:24:39,437 --> 00:24:40,563
I get that.
458
00:24:42,190 --> 00:24:43,316
I get that.
459
00:24:45,109 --> 00:24:46,485
I would say no...
460
00:24:47,612 --> 00:24:48,696
but thank you.
461
00:24:56,370 --> 00:24:57,496
Come on in.
462
00:24:58,748 --> 00:24:59,999
Hi.
463
00:25:00,833 --> 00:25:02,001
Agnes, hi.
464
00:25:03,461 --> 00:25:06,339
Thanks for meeting with me.
465
00:25:06,422 --> 00:25:07,841
Are you working on something?
466
00:25:07,924 --> 00:25:08,966
I mean...
467
00:25:10,718 --> 00:25:12,762
No. Not, not...
468
00:25:14,764 --> 00:25:15,848
not really.
469
00:25:16,766 --> 00:25:18,601
Well, now you have to tell me.
470
00:25:19,769 --> 00:25:20,937
Why?
471
00:25:21,020 --> 00:25:23,022
Because now I know too much.
472
00:25:25,691 --> 00:25:27,985
Uh, yeah, okay. Um...
473
00:25:30,696 --> 00:25:31,781
I'm writing a book.
474
00:25:33,074 --> 00:25:34,450
-A book?
-A book.
475
00:25:34,533 --> 00:25:35,576
A long book?
476
00:25:36,994 --> 00:25:38,454
-Medium.
-Good.
477
00:25:38,955 --> 00:25:39,998
Why?
478
00:25:40,081 --> 00:25:42,417
Well, long is like...
okay, we get it.
479
00:25:42,500 --> 00:25:43,585
Right. And short is like...
480
00:25:43,668 --> 00:25:45,294
Why did you even write a book?
481
00:25:47,922 --> 00:25:51,301
Yeah, well, even though
this is medium...
482
00:25:51,384 --> 00:25:52,844
-The perfect length.
-Yeah.
483
00:25:52,927 --> 00:25:54,637
I have to say it is horrible,
484
00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:57,056
and every time I look at
it, I wanna kill myself.
485
00:25:57,139 --> 00:25:58,182
Mm.
486
00:25:59,558 --> 00:26:02,604
Well, there actually have
to be books like that
487
00:26:02,687 --> 00:26:03,688
so that we can distinguish
488
00:26:03,771 --> 00:26:05,481
which books are
really the good books.
489
00:26:06,190 --> 00:26:07,442
Yes.
490
00:26:07,525 --> 00:26:10,111
I'm doing a public service
by writing a shit book.
491
00:26:13,489 --> 00:26:14,532
Well,
492
00:26:15,116 --> 00:26:16,242
if it helps at all,
493
00:26:16,993 --> 00:26:18,995
I liked your first novel.
494
00:26:19,078 --> 00:26:20,830
I liked how fucked
up it was and...
495
00:26:20,913 --> 00:26:23,041
how it made me feel
like there's a reason,
496
00:26:23,124 --> 00:26:25,126
even if I can't see
it, that I'm alive.
497
00:26:26,627 --> 00:26:28,004
And it didn't feel like fiction,
498
00:26:28,087 --> 00:26:30,381
which I think is a
compliment in this case.
499
00:26:30,464 --> 00:26:31,674
And...
500
00:26:31,757 --> 00:26:34,636
I think about it all the time
when I'm doing other stuff,
501
00:26:34,719 --> 00:26:36,596
like eating ice cream
502
00:26:36,679 --> 00:26:38,055
or looking out the window.
503
00:26:43,019 --> 00:26:44,061
Thank you.
504
00:26:45,604 --> 00:26:46,689
Thank you.
505
00:26:49,984 --> 00:26:51,277
Okay, uh...
506
00:26:52,611 --> 00:26:53,779
Um...
507
00:26:54,739 --> 00:26:55,865
Enough about me.
508
00:26:57,950 --> 00:26:59,285
I read your thesis.
509
00:26:59,368 --> 00:27:00,828
You read it really fast.
510
00:27:00,911 --> 00:27:02,079
Yeah, well, I, uh...
511
00:27:02,997 --> 00:27:05,458
to be honest, I
couldn't put it down.
512
00:27:06,167 --> 00:27:07,585
Someone glue your hands to it?
513
00:27:08,627 --> 00:27:10,088
What?
514
00:27:10,171 --> 00:27:11,798
-Oh...
-I'm sorry.
515
00:27:11,881 --> 00:27:13,341
Makes basically no sense.
516
00:27:14,133 --> 00:27:15,176
No, it does.
517
00:27:16,260 --> 00:27:17,512
Um...
518
00:27:17,595 --> 00:27:18,554
Yeah.
519
00:27:18,637 --> 00:27:20,806
-Anyway, so, uh...
-Yeah.
520
00:27:22,224 --> 00:27:23,601
This whole section
521
00:27:23,684 --> 00:27:26,854
from page three through seven,
522
00:27:26,937 --> 00:27:29,190
I find to be absolutely just...
523
00:27:30,608 --> 00:27:31,650
extraordinary.
524
00:27:33,694 --> 00:27:34,904
Really.
525
00:27:36,906 --> 00:27:37,948
Sorry.
526
00:27:41,077 --> 00:27:44,289
Sorry, my ex is a
prosecutor, which...
527
00:27:44,372 --> 00:27:45,915
Oh, wow, the law.
528
00:27:45,998 --> 00:27:47,917
Yeah. My ex-wife...
529
00:27:49,377 --> 00:27:50,503
loves the law.
530
00:27:52,046 --> 00:27:54,215
She's in court, my
kid's sick. I have to...
531
00:27:55,716 --> 00:27:57,009
I've gotta run.
532
00:27:58,010 --> 00:27:59,554
-Fuck, sorry.
-Oh, that's okay.
533
00:27:59,637 --> 00:28:01,180
You should have
my full attention,
534
00:28:01,263 --> 00:28:02,557
and frankly, this
paper deserves that.
535
00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:04,934
-We can reschedule for later.
-Yeah, that's fine.
536
00:28:05,017 --> 00:28:07,603
All right, I gotta...
I'll text you.
537
00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:09,063
-Okay.
-I'll, uh...
538
00:28:09,146 --> 00:28:10,440
Sorry I have to run like this.
539
00:28:10,523 --> 00:28:12,191
-Oh, that's okay.
-Oh, actually,
540
00:28:14,402 --> 00:28:15,486
you should look at this.
541
00:28:17,405 --> 00:28:18,489
I just got it.
542
00:28:19,407 --> 00:28:20,992
First edition To The Lighthouse.
543
00:28:21,075 --> 00:28:23,494
Wow, wow. Thank you.
544
00:28:24,537 --> 00:28:25,621
Yeah.
545
00:28:26,122 --> 00:28:27,123
Can I touch it?
546
00:28:27,206 --> 00:28:28,750
-Yeah.
-Okay.
547
00:28:28,833 --> 00:28:30,000
All right.
548
00:29:51,373 --> 00:29:53,626
We are asked
to reckon with the idea
549
00:29:53,709 --> 00:29:55,711
that taking his life,
550
00:29:55,794 --> 00:29:58,464
taking flight from the
corporeal existence,
551
00:29:58,547 --> 00:30:00,883
is perhaps for Milkman
552
00:30:00,966 --> 00:30:04,595
a transcendence
and not a tragedy.
553
00:30:04,678 --> 00:30:07,681
Milkman feels he is returning
to his ancestral home.
554
00:31:42,192 --> 00:31:43,319
-Agnes.
-Hi.
555
00:31:44,028 --> 00:31:45,738
Great. Okay. Uh...
556
00:31:45,821 --> 00:31:47,865
Thanks for coming last minute.
557
00:31:47,948 --> 00:31:49,367
Sorry, it's my house.
558
00:31:49,450 --> 00:31:51,410
-Hope that's okay.
-Yeah, yeah, no problem.
559
00:31:51,493 --> 00:31:52,995
Don't worry, my...
560
00:31:53,078 --> 00:31:54,539
my kid's with my ex.
561
00:31:54,622 --> 00:31:56,207
It's all good.
562
00:31:56,290 --> 00:31:58,000
-Uh, come on in.
-Okay.
563
00:31:59,126 --> 00:32:01,254
Oh, do you mind
taking your boots off?
564
00:32:01,337 --> 00:32:02,421
Oh, yeah.
565
00:32:02,504 --> 00:32:03,798
-Duh.
-No.
566
00:32:03,881 --> 00:32:05,633
-Sorry.
-Don't be sorry.
567
00:32:08,886 --> 00:32:10,012
Do you have my thesis?
568
00:32:10,095 --> 00:32:12,014
Oh, yeah.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
569
00:34:10,632 --> 00:34:11,925
Your shoes are untied.
570
00:36:11,128 --> 00:36:12,546
Ooh.
571
00:36:12,629 --> 00:36:15,299
Hey, I've been literally
waiting with bated breath.
572
00:36:15,382 --> 00:36:16,466
How did it go?
573
00:36:24,641 --> 00:36:26,018
Agnes, are you okay?
574
00:36:27,895 --> 00:36:28,937
What happened?
575
00:36:30,522 --> 00:36:31,607
I don't know.
576
00:36:37,779 --> 00:36:39,072
My pants are broken.
577
00:36:50,375 --> 00:36:51,960
And then we started kissing.
578
00:36:53,086 --> 00:36:55,047
And I thought, we're kissing.
579
00:36:56,214 --> 00:36:58,217
I was thinking we were
kissing the whole time,
580
00:36:58,300 --> 00:36:59,426
like in a bad way
581
00:37:00,636 --> 00:37:03,097
where you aren't
having a good time,
582
00:37:03,180 --> 00:37:05,057
and it's just like
someone's mouth.
583
00:37:07,309 --> 00:37:08,352
And then I said,
584
00:37:08,435 --> 00:37:10,396
"I don't really think
I'm ready to be kissing.
585
00:37:10,479 --> 00:37:12,064
I just got out of a thing."
586
00:37:12,898 --> 00:37:14,859
Which is something I made up.
587
00:37:14,942 --> 00:37:16,443
It's okay to lie about that.
588
00:37:18,070 --> 00:37:19,571
And then he said, "That's okay."
589
00:37:21,281 --> 00:37:23,492
"We can just sit on the
couch and watch a movie."
590
00:37:24,701 --> 00:37:27,121
So he started playing something.
591
00:37:27,204 --> 00:37:30,207
It was animated, which
I thought was weird.
592
00:37:30,290 --> 00:37:32,417
But then I remembered
he has a kid,
593
00:37:33,502 --> 00:37:34,836
so that made it less weird.
594
00:37:37,047 --> 00:37:39,299
Then he started putting
his hand on my pants,
595
00:37:40,133 --> 00:37:42,386
and I was kinda moving it away.
596
00:37:45,639 --> 00:37:47,557
But he kept moving
it back to my pants,
597
00:37:48,892 --> 00:37:50,978
and then he started putting
his hand down my pants, like,
598
00:37:51,061 --> 00:37:53,105
in between the pants
and my underwear.
599
00:37:56,358 --> 00:37:58,610
And I was kinda
squirming my body like...
600
00:37:59,444 --> 00:38:00,445
he was...
601
00:38:02,489 --> 00:38:05,117
his fingers were
really strong and hard,
602
00:38:07,411 --> 00:38:08,454
like, in the bad way.
603
00:38:08,537 --> 00:38:09,663
Like, it was too hard.
604
00:38:13,583 --> 00:38:14,585
Maybe it would've felt good
605
00:38:14,668 --> 00:38:16,086
if I wanted his fingers
to be doing that.
606
00:38:16,169 --> 00:38:17,296
But you
didn't want that.
607
00:38:17,379 --> 00:38:18,505
No, I didn't.
608
00:38:23,510 --> 00:38:25,971
And then, I pulled his
hand out because...
609
00:38:28,140 --> 00:38:30,059
it didn't feel good,
610
00:38:30,142 --> 00:38:31,560
and it actually hurt, kinda.
611
00:38:35,272 --> 00:38:36,606
And then I started kissing him
612
00:38:37,691 --> 00:38:38,901
because I thought,
613
00:38:38,984 --> 00:38:41,779
"Well, if we have to
be doing something,"
614
00:38:41,862 --> 00:38:44,740
"I'd rather it be kissing
than his fingers down there."
615
00:38:50,746 --> 00:38:52,122
And then I don't remember.
616
00:39:01,757 --> 00:39:02,758
And then at some point,
617
00:39:02,841 --> 00:39:04,760
his hand was back
in my underwear.
618
00:39:04,843 --> 00:39:06,094
But under the underwear now.
619
00:39:08,221 --> 00:39:10,391
And I was trying to
move it away again.
620
00:39:10,474 --> 00:39:12,601
Sounds like you were
trying to move it away a lot.
621
00:39:12,684 --> 00:39:14,269
Yeah. That's what
I kept thinking.
622
00:39:15,270 --> 00:39:17,731
Like, one more time and
he won't move it back
623
00:39:17,814 --> 00:39:19,691
because it's so obvious
I'm moving it away.
624
00:39:21,359 --> 00:39:22,861
But he kept moving it back.
625
00:39:26,698 --> 00:39:27,824
And then...
626
00:39:28,742 --> 00:39:30,035
he was pulling down my pants...
627
00:39:30,118 --> 00:39:31,745
Well, he was trying
to pull them down,
628
00:39:32,913 --> 00:39:34,122
but they have a button.
629
00:39:35,540 --> 00:39:37,292
So he was pulling, pulling.
630
00:39:38,168 --> 00:39:39,753
And I was pulling them back up.
631
00:39:40,962 --> 00:39:42,756
And then they were halfway down.
632
00:39:45,258 --> 00:39:47,928
And I felt something
go in, like, in me,
633
00:39:51,014 --> 00:39:52,516
and my spine got cold.
634
00:39:55,936 --> 00:39:58,230
And I reached down
to feel it and...
635
00:40:00,023 --> 00:40:01,149
It was...
636
00:40:02,359 --> 00:40:04,027
It was him... you know?
637
00:40:08,782 --> 00:40:10,325
And then I jumped up and...
638
00:40:11,159 --> 00:40:12,744
I sat on the side of the couch.
639
00:40:13,578 --> 00:40:14,746
I don't know how long.
640
00:40:19,584 --> 00:40:21,336
And I looked at his face once,
641
00:40:24,131 --> 00:40:26,550
and it was, like, scared.
642
00:40:27,717 --> 00:40:29,594
-His face was scared?
-Yes.
643
00:40:35,809 --> 00:40:37,644
And then I just got
up kinda slowly,
644
00:40:39,771 --> 00:40:41,314
and I grabbed my boots,
645
00:40:44,025 --> 00:40:45,193
and I drove home,
646
00:40:48,780 --> 00:40:49,990
and now I'm here.
647
00:40:57,038 --> 00:40:58,331
That sounds like...
648
00:41:00,917 --> 00:41:02,002
that.
649
00:41:04,045 --> 00:41:05,088
That is...
650
00:41:07,591 --> 00:41:08,675
that's the thing.
651
00:41:11,636 --> 00:41:13,305
I'm really, really sorry.
652
00:41:56,223 --> 00:41:58,934
I never know if I'm
supposed to get fully naked.
653
00:41:59,017 --> 00:42:00,602
-Like in the gown?
-Yeah.
654
00:42:01,436 --> 00:42:03,772
-Are you naked right now?
-Yes.
655
00:42:03,855 --> 00:42:05,858
Dude, I don't think you're
supposed to be naked.
656
00:42:05,941 --> 00:42:07,692
Hi. You're Agnes?
657
00:42:08,526 --> 00:42:10,779
-Yeah, hi.
-I'm doctor Evans.
658
00:42:13,907 --> 00:42:15,325
You were sexually assaulted?
659
00:42:15,408 --> 00:42:16,451
Uh, yeah.
660
00:42:17,452 --> 00:42:18,704
Do you feel safe now?
661
00:42:18,787 --> 00:42:21,582
Sorry, before... uh, we do that,
662
00:42:21,665 --> 00:42:23,425
I just want you to know
that I'm fully naked.
663
00:42:24,834 --> 00:42:27,128
-What?
-Under the robe. Is that okay?
664
00:42:28,255 --> 00:42:29,339
Yeah. That's fine.
665
00:42:32,300 --> 00:42:34,427
-Do you mind?
-Yeah, sure.
666
00:42:36,471 --> 00:42:38,181
So, when did this happen?
667
00:42:38,723 --> 00:42:40,392
The thing?
668
00:42:40,475 --> 00:42:41,935
-The assault.
-Last night.
669
00:42:42,018 --> 00:42:43,144
Last evening.
670
00:42:43,687 --> 00:42:44,646
Yesterday evening.
671
00:42:44,729 --> 00:42:47,232
-And have you showered?
-I took a bath.
672
00:42:47,315 --> 00:42:48,984
So it's usually best to
go to the emergency room
673
00:42:49,067 --> 00:42:50,819
right after something
like this happens.
674
00:42:51,444 --> 00:42:52,613
Oh, okay.
675
00:42:52,696 --> 00:42:54,406
I will definitely keep that
in mind for the next time.
676
00:42:54,489 --> 00:42:55,490
Well, that's when we would use
677
00:42:55,573 --> 00:42:57,075
a sexual assault
forensic evidence kit.
678
00:42:57,158 --> 00:42:58,952
Oh, okay. I feel
like you just need to...
679
00:42:59,035 --> 00:43:00,287
tonally shift away from the tone
680
00:43:00,370 --> 00:43:02,206
you're taking right now.
681
00:43:02,289 --> 00:43:03,957
Like, we just need
a tonal shift.
682
00:43:04,040 --> 00:43:06,084
Just wanna make sure he
didn't give me anything,
683
00:43:06,167 --> 00:43:07,877
like, vaginally or yeah.
684
00:43:10,130 --> 00:43:12,466
Did your attacker
ejaculate in you?
685
00:43:12,549 --> 00:43:15,260
Um, well, I wouldn't
call him my attacker.
686
00:43:15,844 --> 00:43:17,179
It wasn't like, bah!
687
00:43:17,262 --> 00:43:18,347
But you were raped.
688
00:43:18,430 --> 00:43:19,473
-Whoa.
-Yeah.
689
00:43:19,556 --> 00:43:20,641
And well put.
690
00:43:20,724 --> 00:43:22,517
I know this is
hard to talk about.
691
00:43:24,728 --> 00:43:26,313
It doesn't feel
that you know that.
692
00:43:26,396 --> 00:43:27,689
These questions are protocol.
693
00:43:27,772 --> 00:43:30,025
Yeah, you're asking them
in a really freaky way.
694
00:43:30,108 --> 00:43:31,360
Calm down, ma'am.
695
00:43:31,443 --> 00:43:32,778
-Oh, she's calm.
-I'm calm.
696
00:43:32,861 --> 00:43:34,196
You can finish your questions.
697
00:43:34,279 --> 00:43:36,490
Did he ejaculate in you?
698
00:43:36,573 --> 00:43:38,158
Horrible word.
699
00:43:38,241 --> 00:43:40,327
No, the actual him
being inside me part
700
00:43:40,410 --> 00:43:42,037
wasn't that long, it was like...
701
00:43:44,456 --> 00:43:47,000
-that long.
-Okay.
702
00:43:47,083 --> 00:43:51,046
So, we'll do a blood test
to check you for pregnancy
703
00:43:51,129 --> 00:43:54,132
and sexually
transmitted infections,
704
00:43:54,215 --> 00:43:56,969
and then we'll do
a cervix culture.
705
00:43:57,052 --> 00:43:58,970
-Yum.
-Excuse me?
706
00:43:59,929 --> 00:44:01,014
She said yum.
707
00:44:01,097 --> 00:44:02,933
I'll be right back,
and we can get started.
708
00:44:13,026 --> 00:44:14,319
-Agnes?
-Mhmm.
709
00:44:15,862 --> 00:44:17,447
He's leaving.
710
00:44:17,530 --> 00:44:18,615
Who?
711
00:44:20,033 --> 00:44:21,576
Decker's transferring.
712
00:44:23,161 --> 00:44:25,163
He got a job in
New York. Upstate.
713
00:44:26,623 --> 00:44:27,749
He's leaving.
714
00:44:33,838 --> 00:44:34,964
Fuck.
715
00:44:36,007 --> 00:44:37,133
What the fuck?
716
00:44:39,761 --> 00:44:40,804
Is this good?
717
00:44:41,554 --> 00:44:42,680
No.
718
00:44:43,306 --> 00:44:44,682
Maybe. I don't know.
719
00:44:46,601 --> 00:44:48,520
Did he say anything about this?
720
00:44:49,687 --> 00:44:50,814
No.
721
00:44:53,650 --> 00:44:56,194
And yesterday his desk was,
like, really cluttered.
722
00:44:57,320 --> 00:44:59,280
Like he wasn't
packed or anything.
723
00:45:01,324 --> 00:45:02,575
So he's running.
724
00:45:05,912 --> 00:45:06,996
Fuck.
725
00:46:14,189 --> 00:46:16,108
-Hi, I'm...
-Agnes.
726
00:46:16,191 --> 00:46:18,527
Hi, I'm Elizabeth.
This is Claire.
727
00:46:18,610 --> 00:46:20,654
-Hi, Agnes. I'm Claire.
-Hi.
728
00:46:20,737 --> 00:46:22,614
Do you mind coming back with us?
729
00:46:22,697 --> 00:46:23,740
Sure.
730
00:46:30,121 --> 00:46:32,457
We are so sorry to hear
this happened to you.
731
00:46:32,540 --> 00:46:33,958
We are taking this
732
00:46:35,084 --> 00:46:36,377
really seriously.
733
00:46:44,469 --> 00:46:45,595
Are you gonna do anything?
734
00:46:46,763 --> 00:46:48,556
We would
begin an investigation.
735
00:46:49,307 --> 00:46:50,934
But as you may have heard,
736
00:46:51,017 --> 00:46:53,686
he sent in his letter of
resignation yesterday at...
737
00:46:55,021 --> 00:46:56,648
4:18 p.m.
738
00:46:56,731 --> 00:47:00,902
And you reported this
today at 8:42 am.
739
00:47:02,278 --> 00:47:03,321
Okay.
740
00:47:03,404 --> 00:47:06,783
Unfortunately, he's no
longer under our employ.
741
00:47:06,866 --> 00:47:09,786
So we can't take the measures
that we would normally take
742
00:47:09,869 --> 00:47:12,830
such as suspending him
or letting him go or...
743
00:47:13,498 --> 00:47:15,208
things of that nature.
744
00:47:15,291 --> 00:47:18,378
These things are really hard,
745
00:47:18,461 --> 00:47:21,465
and the University is
unfortunately unable
746
00:47:21,548 --> 00:47:24,718
to take any kind
of responsibility.
747
00:47:24,801 --> 00:47:26,553
But he was my advisor.
748
00:47:28,721 --> 00:47:30,265
Former advisor.
749
00:47:34,102 --> 00:47:35,312
You have the option
750
00:47:35,395 --> 00:47:37,856
of going to the police
station and reporting this
751
00:47:37,939 --> 00:47:40,108
and issuing an arrest warrant.
752
00:47:47,657 --> 00:47:50,243
We know what you're
going through.
753
00:47:51,452 --> 00:47:52,704
We are women.
754
00:47:55,957 --> 00:47:57,166
What?
755
00:48:01,504 --> 00:48:02,839
We are women.
756
00:49:01,564 --> 00:49:02,565
Hi.
757
00:49:03,483 --> 00:49:04,525
Hi.
758
00:49:06,944 --> 00:49:08,238
You're my neighbor, right?
759
00:49:08,321 --> 00:49:09,530
Yeah, I live here.
760
00:49:10,281 --> 00:49:11,283
What's your name?
761
00:49:11,366 --> 00:49:12,867
Oh, uh, Gavin.
762
00:49:12,950 --> 00:49:14,452
Gavin, nice to meet you.
763
00:49:14,535 --> 00:49:15,787
-You too.
-I'm Agnes.
764
00:49:17,413 --> 00:49:18,456
Lamb of God.
765
00:49:19,582 --> 00:49:21,042
-What?
-That's nothing.
766
00:49:21,125 --> 00:49:22,502
It's all good, I'm just, uh...
767
00:49:23,086 --> 00:49:24,045
Um...
768
00:49:24,128 --> 00:49:26,047
What are you up to
this fine evening?
769
00:49:26,130 --> 00:49:28,800
Oh, I was wondering,
do you have,
770
00:49:28,883 --> 00:49:30,594
like, stuff that makes a fire?
771
00:49:30,677 --> 00:49:32,220
Oh, um...
772
00:49:34,305 --> 00:49:36,224
-Matches?
-No, like a liquid.
773
00:49:36,307 --> 00:49:38,893
-Is that a thing?
-Oh, yes.
774
00:49:38,976 --> 00:49:41,146
-Lighter fluid.
-Yes. Do you have that?
775
00:49:41,229 --> 00:49:42,355
Yes.
776
00:49:43,564 --> 00:49:44,983
Why do you need it?
777
00:49:45,066 --> 00:49:46,026
Um, my friends and I,
778
00:49:46,109 --> 00:49:47,694
we're gonna make,
like, hot dogs.
779
00:49:47,777 --> 00:49:49,153
Oh, hot dog sounds good.
780
00:49:51,280 --> 00:49:53,116
Oh, I'm sorry, we only
bought two hot dogs.
781
00:49:53,199 --> 00:49:54,784
Oh, no, that's no
problem, I'm...
782
00:49:54,867 --> 00:49:56,411
I have dinner plans with my mom.
783
00:49:57,537 --> 00:49:58,496
That's not true.
784
00:49:58,579 --> 00:50:00,373
I'm sorry, I just wanted
to close myself off
785
00:50:00,456 --> 00:50:02,166
from the possibility
of being rejected.
786
00:50:04,210 --> 00:50:05,420
That's no problem.
787
00:50:06,921 --> 00:50:08,381
-I'll get the lighter fluid.
-Okay.
788
00:50:08,464 --> 00:50:10,008
Do you wanna come
inside while I look?
789
00:50:10,091 --> 00:50:11,926
Uh, no, sorry. Can
I wait outside?
790
00:50:12,009 --> 00:50:13,219
Yeah. Don't worry about it.
791
00:50:13,302 --> 00:50:15,012
Um, I'll be back soon.
792
00:50:27,734 --> 00:50:29,026
This should do the trick.
793
00:50:30,278 --> 00:50:31,446
Great, thanks.
794
00:50:31,529 --> 00:50:33,323
And so do I just pour
this on the thing
795
00:50:33,406 --> 00:50:34,574
I want to be on fire?
796
00:50:36,367 --> 00:50:38,369
On the barbecue?
797
00:50:39,662 --> 00:50:41,915
-Yes.
-Uh, yeah,
798
00:50:41,998 --> 00:50:44,375
don't put too much
of it on there.
799
00:50:45,376 --> 00:50:46,586
Okay.
800
00:50:46,669 --> 00:50:48,588
Do you... do you want my help?
801
00:50:48,671 --> 00:50:49,881
No.
802
00:50:51,716 --> 00:50:53,051
Thank you...
803
00:50:53,134 --> 00:50:54,636
-Gavin.
-Gavin.
804
00:50:54,719 --> 00:50:58,097
Yes. Thank you,
definitely, Gavin.
805
00:51:00,641 --> 00:51:02,268
Uh, don't you live over there?
806
00:51:02,351 --> 00:51:04,979
Ha! Yup, I... yup,
definitely. Oops.
807
00:51:35,009 --> 00:51:36,344
Why do you have that?
808
00:51:37,261 --> 00:51:38,471
I got it from the neighbor.
809
00:51:40,389 --> 00:51:41,766
Why?
810
00:51:41,849 --> 00:51:42,809
It's definitely not, like,
811
00:51:42,892 --> 00:51:44,352
a good or normal
train of thought.
812
00:51:45,895 --> 00:51:47,772
Okay.
813
00:51:47,855 --> 00:51:50,274
I think I was gonna light
Decker's office on fire.
814
00:51:55,905 --> 00:51:57,073
Okay...
815
00:51:59,075 --> 00:52:00,284
Do you still wanna do it?
816
00:52:02,119 --> 00:52:03,287
I don't know.
817
00:52:07,917 --> 00:52:08,960
I will do it.
818
00:52:10,670 --> 00:52:12,255
That's really nice.
819
00:52:14,799 --> 00:52:16,926
-But no.
-No, seriously.
820
00:52:17,009 --> 00:52:19,596
If you need someone to
burn his office down,
821
00:52:19,679 --> 00:52:21,347
but you don't wanna
do it yourself,
822
00:52:21,430 --> 00:52:23,266
I will do it.
823
00:52:23,349 --> 00:52:25,434
No, I don't even
want him to die.
824
00:52:26,602 --> 00:52:27,687
I do.
825
00:52:29,647 --> 00:52:30,857
I don't want him to die.
826
00:52:32,942 --> 00:52:34,402
Well, if you change your mind...
827
00:52:35,570 --> 00:52:36,654
Thanks.
828
00:52:39,490 --> 00:52:41,868
Maybe we could burn
something smaller,
829
00:52:41,951 --> 00:52:44,996
like his hair or his
pens or something.
830
00:52:45,663 --> 00:52:46,998
I'll think about that.
831
00:52:48,499 --> 00:52:49,625
Okay.
832
00:52:54,505 --> 00:52:56,966
I have to make hot dogs.
833
00:52:57,049 --> 00:52:58,134
Oh, why?
834
00:52:58,217 --> 00:52:59,969
I told the neighbor, it's
like this whole big lie.
835
00:53:00,052 --> 00:53:01,387
I'm stuck in a lie.
836
00:53:02,430 --> 00:53:04,724
Okay. I will do it.
837
00:53:04,807 --> 00:53:06,518
-I'm sorry.
-No, it's fine.
838
00:53:06,601 --> 00:53:09,771
I was gonna, like, kill a
man, so this is much easier.
839
00:53:09,854 --> 00:53:11,522
Do we have hot dogs?
840
00:53:13,941 --> 00:53:15,234
I don't know.
841
00:54:30,476 --> 00:54:31,519
Hi.
842
00:54:38,025 --> 00:54:40,486
Okay. I'm going to get coffee.
843
00:54:44,448 --> 00:54:46,158
Do you want me to pick you up?
844
00:54:55,793 --> 00:54:57,461
Well, fuck.
845
00:54:58,462 --> 00:55:01,132
This is really nice.
846
00:55:03,259 --> 00:55:04,427
I guess um...
847
00:55:05,594 --> 00:55:07,430
Yup. I love you.
848
00:55:12,560 --> 00:55:14,354
You wanna come get coffee?
849
00:55:15,938 --> 00:55:16,939
Salmon.
850
00:55:18,274 --> 00:55:20,943
All right, you're picky,
an excellent quality.
851
00:55:22,570 --> 00:55:23,571
Tuna.
852
00:55:25,823 --> 00:55:27,909
Maybe you're just
smelling the can.
853
00:55:27,992 --> 00:55:29,243
There's tuna inside.
854
00:55:30,661 --> 00:55:32,538
All right, one of each.
855
00:55:49,305 --> 00:55:50,306
Hey.
856
00:55:51,515 --> 00:55:52,684
Is this all for you today?
857
00:55:52,767 --> 00:55:54,143
Yes, thank you.
858
00:55:59,148 --> 00:56:01,525
Did you bring a cat
into the grocery store?
859
00:56:03,069 --> 00:56:04,320
No.
860
00:56:06,363 --> 00:56:07,323
Yes, you did.
861
00:56:07,406 --> 00:56:08,532
What did you say?
862
00:56:09,408 --> 00:56:10,451
You're lying.
863
00:56:11,202 --> 00:56:12,411
No, I'm not.
864
00:56:19,668 --> 00:56:20,836
Here's your cat food.
865
00:56:26,008 --> 00:56:27,385
We ran out of coffee.
866
00:56:27,468 --> 00:56:28,511
I got some.
867
00:56:31,013 --> 00:56:32,056
I got a cat.
868
00:56:37,228 --> 00:56:38,312
Whatever you need.
869
00:59:06,377 --> 00:59:12,008
Thank you for being here
and completing your summons.
870
00:59:12,091 --> 00:59:15,261
For those of you who
haven't done this
871
00:59:15,344 --> 00:59:17,304
and don't know what to expect,
872
00:59:18,013 --> 00:59:19,431
please come up
873
00:59:20,474 --> 00:59:22,059
and get a questionnaire.
874
00:59:23,227 --> 00:59:24,562
Fill it out
875
00:59:24,645 --> 00:59:27,564
and return it to us completed.
876
00:59:31,193 --> 00:59:33,028
We have little pencils
877
00:59:34,029 --> 00:59:35,656
if you need a little pencil.
878
01:00:00,055 --> 01:00:02,808
The following jurors
are dismissed.
879
01:00:04,018 --> 01:00:07,897
Juror one, three, five,
880
01:00:07,980 --> 01:00:09,774
seven, eight,
881
01:00:09,857 --> 01:00:12,902
30, 32,
882
01:00:12,985 --> 01:00:15,738
39, 25,
883
01:00:15,821 --> 01:00:19,075
42, 43,
884
01:00:19,158 --> 01:00:21,953
49, 59.
885
01:00:22,036 --> 01:00:23,620
You are dismissed.
886
01:00:24,371 --> 01:00:25,373
Thank you.
887
01:00:25,456 --> 01:00:26,498
You can go.
888
01:00:28,500 --> 01:00:29,835
And do you
think, Mrs. Fuller,
889
01:00:29,918 --> 01:00:31,254
based on that definition,
890
01:00:31,337 --> 01:00:33,881
you understand the meaning
of beyond a reasonable doubt?
891
01:00:34,506 --> 01:00:35,549
Yes.
892
01:00:35,632 --> 01:00:37,343
That to be convinced
beyond a shadow of a doubt,
893
01:00:37,426 --> 01:00:38,386
you must have been there
894
01:00:38,469 --> 01:00:40,054
and seen the crime
with your own eyes?
895
01:00:40,137 --> 01:00:41,764
Yes. I understand.
896
01:00:41,847 --> 01:00:43,140
And do
the rest of you feel
897
01:00:43,223 --> 01:00:45,977
you can apply that idea,
beyond a reasonable doubt,
898
01:00:46,060 --> 01:00:47,353
-to this case?
-Mhmm.
899
01:00:47,436 --> 01:00:48,996
How many
of you have children?
900
01:00:50,481 --> 01:00:52,191
Uh, Mr. Woguard.
901
01:00:52,274 --> 01:00:53,317
You have a child?
902
01:00:53,400 --> 01:00:56,153
Uh, yes.
Soph just turned four.
903
01:00:56,236 --> 01:00:58,072
Say you and your
daughter were at the park
904
01:00:58,155 --> 01:00:59,448
and she's playing
on the monkey bars.
905
01:00:59,531 --> 01:01:01,367
And you turned your
back for a few minutes,
906
01:01:01,450 --> 01:01:03,702
and then she runs over
to you with a broken arm.
907
01:01:04,536 --> 01:01:05,871
What would you think happened?
908
01:01:05,954 --> 01:01:07,206
She fell
off the monkey bars
909
01:01:07,289 --> 01:01:08,165
and broke her arm.
910
01:01:08,248 --> 01:01:09,625
Yes, so
that's an example
911
01:01:09,708 --> 01:01:11,544
of circumstantial evidence.
912
01:01:11,627 --> 01:01:13,129
That's what you can
reasonably infer
913
01:01:13,212 --> 01:01:15,256
based on the facts
that you have.
914
01:01:15,339 --> 01:01:16,924
Does this make
sense, Mr. Woguard?
915
01:01:17,508 --> 01:01:18,551
Yes.
916
01:01:18,634 --> 01:01:21,178
And if instead another
child ran over to you
917
01:01:21,261 --> 01:01:24,765
and told you he saw her
fall off the monkey bars,
918
01:01:24,848 --> 01:01:26,350
that's direct testimony
919
01:01:26,433 --> 01:01:28,644
because someone witnessed it.
920
01:01:28,727 --> 01:01:31,063
Does everybody understand
that difference,
921
01:01:31,146 --> 01:01:33,107
between circumstantial evidence
922
01:01:33,190 --> 01:01:34,608
and direct testimony?
923
01:01:34,691 --> 01:01:36,027
Mhmm.
924
01:01:36,110 --> 01:01:37,486
Without
direct testimony,
925
01:01:37,569 --> 01:01:39,530
we cannot be positively certain
926
01:01:39,613 --> 01:01:41,324
a crime has been committed.
927
01:01:41,407 --> 01:01:42,825
As the prosecution,
928
01:01:42,908 --> 01:01:44,702
I must prove the
defendant's guilt
929
01:01:44,785 --> 01:01:46,454
beyond a reasonable doubt.
930
01:01:46,537 --> 01:01:49,832
Meaning, that there is no
other reasonable explanation
931
01:01:49,915 --> 01:01:52,043
that can come from
evidence presented.
932
01:01:52,126 --> 01:01:54,503
If any of you have been
victims of a crime,
933
01:01:54,586 --> 01:01:56,046
please raise your hand.
934
01:01:57,548 --> 01:02:00,176
Uh, Mr. Faber,
what was the crime?
935
01:02:00,259 --> 01:02:02,345
Uh, I was
robbed. At gunpoint.
936
01:02:02,428 --> 01:02:03,679
Do you have
any reason to believe
937
01:02:03,762 --> 01:02:05,431
that experience would
make you unable to serve
938
01:02:05,514 --> 01:02:07,808
as an impartial
juror on this trial?
939
01:02:07,891 --> 01:02:09,059
No.
940
01:02:10,978 --> 01:02:12,146
Miss Ward.
941
01:02:13,439 --> 01:02:14,440
What?
942
01:02:14,523 --> 01:02:16,484
When I asked who has
been a victim of a crime,
943
01:02:16,567 --> 01:02:17,485
did you raise your hand?
944
01:02:17,568 --> 01:02:20,071
No, I realized I
shouldn't share it.
945
01:02:20,154 --> 01:02:21,614
So...
946
01:02:21,697 --> 01:02:23,699
You're unable to
share the crime?
947
01:02:24,908 --> 01:02:26,201
Um...
948
01:02:27,077 --> 01:02:28,996
It is frankly my worst nightmare
949
01:02:29,079 --> 01:02:30,539
to have to tell this
whole room of strangers
950
01:02:30,622 --> 01:02:32,082
about the thing
that happened to me.
951
01:02:32,833 --> 01:02:33,876
So...
952
01:02:33,959 --> 01:02:37,463
that is the reasoning as
to why I did not decide
953
01:02:37,546 --> 01:02:39,632
to continue having
my hand raised.
954
01:02:39,715 --> 01:02:40,716
Thank you.
955
01:02:42,468 --> 01:02:45,471
Do you think the crime would
make you unable to serve
956
01:02:45,554 --> 01:02:47,973
as an impartial
juror on this case?
957
01:02:48,056 --> 01:02:49,433
That is a good question,
958
01:02:49,516 --> 01:02:51,393
and one I've been
thinking about.
959
01:02:53,312 --> 01:02:55,523
Have you come to
any conclusions?
960
01:02:55,606 --> 01:02:57,108
You know, I think
I would be better
961
01:02:57,191 --> 01:02:59,568
not being on the jury
962
01:02:59,651 --> 01:03:00,611
and instead would do better
963
01:03:00,694 --> 01:03:02,696
fulfilling a
different civic role.
964
01:03:02,779 --> 01:03:05,991
And what kind of civic
role do you have in mind?
965
01:03:06,074 --> 01:03:07,493
So, thank
you for asking.
966
01:03:07,576 --> 01:03:09,661
I am actually a professor,
967
01:03:10,871 --> 01:03:13,707
part-time, hopefully
soon full-time,
968
01:03:13,790 --> 01:03:15,668
which, teaching
is important work.
969
01:03:15,751 --> 01:03:17,962
I think teaching is important.
970
01:03:18,045 --> 01:03:21,673
Some would say that a
teacher makes an ideal juror.
971
01:03:22,341 --> 01:03:23,467
Absolutely not, no.
972
01:03:24,426 --> 01:03:26,178
On your questionnaire,
you wrote...
973
01:03:26,261 --> 01:03:27,471
Oh, no, no.
974
01:03:27,554 --> 01:03:30,224
I did not know that we would
be reading those aloud, so.
975
01:03:30,307 --> 01:03:32,143
"How would your
friends describe you?"
976
01:03:32,226 --> 01:03:33,102
"Smart."
977
01:03:33,185 --> 01:03:35,062
Crossed out, then
the word "tall."
978
01:03:38,857 --> 01:03:41,110
If the crime you were a
victim of makes you biased,
979
01:03:41,193 --> 01:03:42,277
we will dismiss you.
980
01:03:45,072 --> 01:03:46,574
Can I get in trouble
for telling you?
981
01:03:46,657 --> 01:03:48,993
Why would you get in trouble
if you were the victim?
982
01:03:49,076 --> 01:03:50,244
I don't know.
983
01:03:50,327 --> 01:03:52,746
The law makes no
sense in my opinion.
984
01:03:58,418 --> 01:03:59,419
I...
985
01:04:02,756 --> 01:04:05,968
I haven't said it out
loud actually before.
986
01:04:06,051 --> 01:04:07,177
Well, that's okay.
987
01:04:07,844 --> 01:04:09,137
Did you go to the police?
988
01:04:10,430 --> 01:04:11,515
No.
989
01:04:11,598 --> 01:04:12,891
All I had was a button,
990
01:04:14,142 --> 01:04:15,686
and I don't want
him to go to jail.
991
01:04:17,229 --> 01:04:18,397
Why is that?
992
01:04:20,774 --> 01:04:21,900
He has a kid.
993
01:04:28,365 --> 01:04:30,993
I want him to stop being
someone who does that.
994
01:04:33,036 --> 01:04:34,246
And if he went to jail,
995
01:04:34,329 --> 01:04:36,582
he'd just be someone who
does that, who's now in jail.
996
01:04:44,756 --> 01:04:47,551
Your honor, may I
approach the bench?
997
01:04:54,975 --> 01:04:56,727
Agnes Ward, you are excused.
998
01:05:00,355 --> 01:05:01,815
I'm sorry.
999
01:05:01,898 --> 01:05:04,067
Clerk, you may call
the next juror.
1000
01:05:06,612 --> 01:05:09,114
Okay. We'll now call up...
1001
01:05:12,117 --> 01:05:14,036
Rex Haberman.
1002
01:05:15,871 --> 01:05:17,080
Rex?
1003
01:05:23,045 --> 01:05:24,129
Oh, my God.
1004
01:06:11,593 --> 01:06:12,803
Did you have a good time?
1005
01:06:13,929 --> 01:06:14,930
What?
1006
01:06:15,013 --> 01:06:16,932
Did you like the
sex we just had?
1007
01:06:17,891 --> 01:06:18,934
Mhmm.
1008
01:06:20,769 --> 01:06:21,812
Okay.
1009
01:06:22,437 --> 01:06:23,480
Good.
1010
01:06:25,982 --> 01:06:27,025
Thank you.
1011
01:06:27,651 --> 01:06:28,819
Thank you.
1012
01:06:48,880 --> 01:06:53,302
Agnes, we've gotten
incredibly positive feedback
1013
01:06:53,385 --> 01:06:55,095
from the students in
your discussion section
1014
01:06:55,178 --> 01:06:56,597
about your part-time
contribution
1015
01:06:56,680 --> 01:06:58,641
to this university.
1016
01:06:58,724 --> 01:07:01,644
From current faculty,
former faculty,
1017
01:07:01,727 --> 01:07:04,104
it's just all glowing.
1018
01:07:04,771 --> 01:07:06,774
-Former faculty?
-Yes.
1019
01:07:06,857 --> 01:07:09,693
You've been called, let's see,
1020
01:07:10,610 --> 01:07:11,737
helpful,
1021
01:07:12,320 --> 01:07:13,363
supportive,
1022
01:07:14,656 --> 01:07:16,492
extraordinary.
1023
01:07:16,575 --> 01:07:18,494
We know there's been talk
about the open spot here
1024
01:07:18,577 --> 01:07:20,579
since Preston
left, we haven't...
1025
01:07:20,662 --> 01:07:23,665
well, we wanted to find the
right fit for the program.
1026
01:07:25,250 --> 01:07:27,461
And we are thrilled
to finally offer you
1027
01:07:27,544 --> 01:07:30,422
a full-time teaching
position here at Fairport.
1028
01:07:30,922 --> 01:07:31,965
Really?
1029
01:07:32,048 --> 01:07:33,342
Yes, yes.
1030
01:07:33,425 --> 01:07:35,719
The department
voted unanimously.
1031
01:07:36,303 --> 01:07:38,597
Wow. I accept.
1032
01:07:39,598 --> 01:07:40,724
Terrific.
1033
01:07:40,807 --> 01:07:42,685
You'll teach our
introductory course,
1034
01:07:42,768 --> 01:07:44,269
"The Twentieth Century Novel,"
1035
01:07:44,352 --> 01:07:46,438
which you've led a few times,
1036
01:07:46,521 --> 01:07:48,857
and you'll also create
your own elective.
1037
01:07:48,940 --> 01:07:50,734
We would love for
you to consider
1038
01:07:50,817 --> 01:07:53,320
teaching a class on the
art of the short story
1039
01:07:53,403 --> 01:07:54,655
since we all read your thesis
1040
01:07:54,738 --> 01:07:56,531
and frankly found
that fascinating.
1041
01:07:58,366 --> 01:07:59,535
Okay.
1042
01:07:59,618 --> 01:08:01,328
Or if there's another course
you'd rather teach, though.
1043
01:08:01,411 --> 01:08:02,579
No, no, it's just I...
1044
01:08:02,662 --> 01:08:03,997
I haven't looked at my thesis
1045
01:08:04,080 --> 01:08:06,041
since I published
it, but I will.
1046
01:08:06,124 --> 01:08:07,459
I can... I can look through it,
1047
01:08:07,542 --> 01:08:10,045
and I will create a
syllabus for you to look at.
1048
01:08:10,128 --> 01:08:11,088
Wonderful.
1049
01:08:11,171 --> 01:08:12,798
We're thrilled to have you.
1050
01:08:16,134 --> 01:08:17,803
Thank you.
1051
01:08:21,765 --> 01:08:23,767
Agnes, I have
to tell you something.
1052
01:08:24,392 --> 01:08:27,271
I am in love.
1053
01:08:27,354 --> 01:08:29,440
-What?
-Yeah!
1054
01:08:29,523 --> 01:08:32,901
And like,
super, super gay.
1055
01:08:32,984 --> 01:08:34,319
Like, gayer than we thought.
1056
01:08:34,402 --> 01:08:35,696
Oh, wow.
1057
01:08:35,779 --> 01:08:37,072
Oh, my God. With that person?
1058
01:08:37,155 --> 01:08:38,615
-Yeah. Fran.
-Okay.
1059
01:08:38,698 --> 01:08:40,117
-Yeah.
-Wow.
1060
01:08:40,200 --> 01:08:42,703
Wow. Okay, are you so happy
1061
01:08:42,786 --> 01:08:45,622
-being gay and in love?
-Oh, I'm like really,
1062
01:08:45,705 --> 01:08:47,916
really happy being
gay and in love.
1063
01:08:49,334 --> 01:08:50,878
Oh, my God, you
have to meet them!
1064
01:08:50,961 --> 01:08:53,171
Yeah, I
totally do. I do.
1065
01:08:54,005 --> 01:08:55,007
You... Oh, Lydie,
1066
01:08:55,090 --> 01:08:57,301
you deserve to be in love
1067
01:08:57,384 --> 01:08:58,802
all the time forever.
1068
01:08:59,678 --> 01:09:00,929
Thank you, babe.
1069
01:09:01,012 --> 01:09:04,141
Well, well...
so I got the job.
1070
01:09:04,224 --> 01:09:05,184
What?
1071
01:09:05,267 --> 01:09:06,643
I got the
full-time position.
1072
01:09:06,726 --> 01:09:08,061
Oh, my God!
1073
01:09:08,144 --> 01:09:09,480
What? Agnes!
1074
01:09:09,563 --> 01:09:10,647
Yeah,
well, it's, it's...
1075
01:09:10,730 --> 01:09:12,065
not as good as being in love.
1076
01:09:12,148 --> 01:09:13,859
Yes it is.
This is amazing.
1077
01:09:13,942 --> 01:09:15,110
This is great.
1078
01:09:15,652 --> 01:09:16,528
Agnes.
1079
01:09:16,611 --> 01:09:17,988
Yeah, no, it's good.
1080
01:09:19,447 --> 01:09:22,367
You really,
really earned this, Agnes.
1081
01:09:30,417 --> 01:09:32,460
And here
is your office.
1082
01:09:33,378 --> 01:09:35,464
Let me know if
you need anything,
1083
01:09:35,547 --> 01:09:37,591
if a light bulb goes
out, anything like that.
1084
01:09:37,674 --> 01:09:39,050
-Thanks, Sophie.
-Mm.
1085
01:10:10,582 --> 01:10:12,417
"And it struck me",
1086
01:10:12,500 --> 01:10:15,796
as my automaton knees
went up and down
1087
01:10:15,879 --> 01:10:17,673
that I simply did
not know a thing
1088
01:10:17,756 --> 01:10:19,716
about my darling's mind
1089
01:10:19,799 --> 01:10:21,844
and that quite possibly
1090
01:10:21,927 --> 01:10:25,263
behind the awful,
juvenile cliches...
1091
01:10:26,056 --> 01:10:27,307
there was in her
1092
01:10:27,390 --> 01:10:30,102
a garden and a twilight
1093
01:10:30,185 --> 01:10:32,229
and a palace gate,
1094
01:10:32,312 --> 01:10:35,440
dim and adorable regions
which happened to be
1095
01:10:35,523 --> 01:10:37,609
"lucidly and absolutely
forbidden..."
1096
01:10:37,692 --> 01:10:39,695
-Professor Ward.
-Yes.
1097
01:10:39,778 --> 01:10:41,905
I'm sorry, but I
personally found this book
1098
01:10:41,988 --> 01:10:43,657
really disgusting.
1099
01:10:44,532 --> 01:10:45,576
Well, Jeremy,
1100
01:10:45,659 --> 01:10:47,619
there's a world in which
that's a relief to hear.
1101
01:10:48,620 --> 01:10:50,956
How did you find
the writing itself?
1102
01:10:51,039 --> 01:10:52,332
Well, that's the thing is I...
1103
01:10:52,415 --> 01:10:55,002
I felt pissed off because I...
1104
01:10:55,085 --> 01:10:56,336
really hated the stuff happening
1105
01:10:56,419 --> 01:10:58,797
but I really liked the sort
of stuff he was saying.
1106
01:10:59,673 --> 01:11:01,884
-So I was pissed.
-Mmm, okay.
1107
01:11:01,967 --> 01:11:03,635
Was anyone else feeling that way
1108
01:11:03,718 --> 01:11:04,970
caught between the form,
1109
01:11:05,053 --> 01:11:06,513
the presentation itself,
1110
01:11:06,596 --> 01:11:08,640
and the content of
that presentation?
1111
01:11:08,723 --> 01:11:12,644
Uh, professor...
that lady is back
1112
01:11:13,687 --> 01:11:16,606
looking through the
little window thing.
1113
01:11:22,112 --> 01:11:24,031
She is persistent.
1114
01:11:24,114 --> 01:11:26,325
Much like Humbert's desire
1115
01:11:26,408 --> 01:11:28,410
to freeze Lolita in time.
1116
01:11:29,536 --> 01:11:32,372
-Nice.
-Okay. Let's read.
1117
01:11:32,455 --> 01:11:37,210
"For I often noticed
that living as we did,
1118
01:11:37,293 --> 01:11:40,463
she and I, in a world
of total evil..."
1119
01:11:51,599 --> 01:11:53,435
-So...
-Hi.
1120
01:11:54,602 --> 01:11:55,770
Lydie got engaged.
1121
01:11:56,563 --> 01:11:57,940
Yeah.
1122
01:11:58,023 --> 01:11:59,191
When's the wedding?
1123
01:11:59,274 --> 01:12:01,151
It's in the summer.
1124
01:12:01,234 --> 01:12:03,820
-Do you like Fran?
-Oh, yeah. Fran is nice.
1125
01:12:03,903 --> 01:12:05,905
Reserved, kind of. Really tall.
1126
01:12:12,954 --> 01:12:13,956
What's happening?
1127
01:12:14,039 --> 01:12:15,123
So you got the job.
1128
01:12:17,876 --> 01:12:19,127
Yes.
1129
01:12:21,421 --> 01:12:22,797
I wanted the job.
1130
01:12:23,965 --> 01:12:25,509
Okay.
1131
01:12:25,592 --> 01:12:27,844
-Do you feel bad at all?
-Yes.
1132
01:12:27,927 --> 01:12:30,722
But, for other reasons,
not because of this.
1133
01:12:30,805 --> 01:12:32,140
Okay, well, um...
1134
01:12:32,223 --> 01:12:33,475
just because things
come easy to you
1135
01:12:33,558 --> 01:12:35,060
doesn't mean that you get
to take things from people
1136
01:12:35,143 --> 01:12:36,436
who things don't come easy to.
1137
01:12:36,519 --> 01:12:37,646
Things don't come easy to me.
1138
01:12:37,729 --> 01:12:39,898
Yes they do. Everyone likes you.
1139
01:12:39,981 --> 01:12:41,692
-You're smart, you're hot.
-Thank you.
1140
01:12:41,775 --> 01:12:42,943
Ew, not like that.
1141
01:12:43,026 --> 01:12:44,695
Logan likes you,
Devin likes you.
1142
01:12:44,778 --> 01:12:45,904
Lydie likes you.
1143
01:12:46,488 --> 01:12:47,530
Decker likes you.
1144
01:12:51,367 --> 01:12:52,619
Well, you don't like me.
1145
01:13:01,920 --> 01:13:03,004
That's true.
1146
01:13:04,422 --> 01:13:05,590
That's true.
1147
01:13:11,971 --> 01:13:13,306
You know, when I think about it,
1148
01:13:15,225 --> 01:13:16,893
I think Decker
actually hated me.
1149
01:13:17,685 --> 01:13:18,645
You were his chosen one.
1150
01:13:18,728 --> 01:13:20,147
That's a completely
insane thing to say.
1151
01:13:20,230 --> 01:13:21,106
No.
1152
01:13:21,189 --> 01:13:23,066
Because when you like
someone or, like,
1153
01:13:24,526 --> 01:13:25,860
when you respect someone,
1154
01:13:28,530 --> 01:13:30,198
there are some ways
people treat you
1155
01:13:30,782 --> 01:13:32,159
that are one way.
1156
01:13:32,242 --> 01:13:34,119
Respectful, and like,
1157
01:13:34,202 --> 01:13:37,581
you're a person who
lives and breathes
1158
01:13:37,664 --> 01:13:39,290
and thinks for them self.
1159
01:13:41,793 --> 01:13:44,963
And then some ways people
treat you are not that way,
1160
01:13:45,046 --> 01:13:46,214
and they're bad.
1161
01:13:52,220 --> 01:13:54,347
All right. Well,
um, I fucked him...
1162
01:13:54,430 --> 01:13:56,058
and, uh, he didn't
even take the time
1163
01:13:56,141 --> 01:13:58,852
to give me in-person
notes on my thesis. So...
1164
01:14:00,770 --> 01:14:01,980
You fucked him?
1165
01:14:02,647 --> 01:14:03,648
Yeah.
1166
01:14:05,775 --> 01:14:06,985
Did you want that?
1167
01:14:07,068 --> 01:14:08,278
Want what?
1168
01:14:12,699 --> 01:14:13,700
Was it on purpose?
1169
01:14:13,783 --> 01:14:15,118
Yes, it was on purpose.
1170
01:14:16,828 --> 01:14:18,455
We had, like, five minute sex.
1171
01:14:18,538 --> 01:14:20,290
It was just okay.
I've had better.
1172
01:14:55,533 --> 01:14:57,744
We're closed. You
can't park here.
1173
01:14:59,871 --> 01:15:01,998
Oh, shit. Oh, shit.
1174
01:15:02,081 --> 01:15:04,375
Look, I'm sorry I yelled at you.
1175
01:15:05,543 --> 01:15:08,046
My kid, Hank, gets these
breathing attacks too,
1176
01:15:08,129 --> 01:15:09,297
real bad sometimes.
1177
01:15:10,173 --> 01:15:12,134
I know you're scared,
1178
01:15:12,217 --> 01:15:14,427
but you're off the road,
you're in your car,
1179
01:15:15,094 --> 01:15:16,429
and you're okay.
1180
01:15:17,722 --> 01:15:19,266
I'm gonna breathe and
you breathe with me.
1181
01:15:19,349 --> 01:15:20,725
Okay? You just follow.
1182
01:15:20,808 --> 01:15:22,310
All right? You ready? In...
1183
01:15:23,978 --> 01:15:27,858
Out... two, three, four, five.
1184
01:15:27,941 --> 01:15:29,275
In...
1185
01:15:31,110 --> 01:15:34,614
Out... two, three, four, five.
1186
01:15:34,697 --> 01:15:35,740
In...
1187
01:15:36,991 --> 01:15:41,204
Out... two, three, four, five.
1188
01:15:41,287 --> 01:15:43,498
In... two, three.
1189
01:15:44,457 --> 01:15:45,417
Out...
1190
01:15:45,500 --> 01:15:48,628
Two, three, four, five.
1191
01:15:50,672 --> 01:15:51,590
I gotta be honest,
1192
01:15:51,673 --> 01:15:52,757
I don't really
breathe like that,
1193
01:15:52,840 --> 01:15:53,967
but it feels good.
1194
01:15:54,968 --> 01:15:56,094
You doing okay?
1195
01:15:56,928 --> 01:15:57,971
Good for you.
1196
01:15:59,681 --> 01:16:00,932
You want a sandwich?
1197
01:16:09,857 --> 01:16:12,736
I wanted to put tables out here
1198
01:16:12,819 --> 01:16:14,862
so, people, you know,
wouldn't sit on the ground.
1199
01:16:16,239 --> 01:16:17,407
It's a good sandwich.
1200
01:16:18,491 --> 01:16:19,701
You shouldn't eat
a good sandwich
1201
01:16:19,784 --> 01:16:20,869
while you're sitting
on the ground
1202
01:16:20,952 --> 01:16:22,036
where the pigeons shit.
1203
01:16:22,578 --> 01:16:23,663
Whatever.
1204
01:16:23,746 --> 01:16:25,790
But they said, you share a...
1205
01:16:25,873 --> 01:16:27,626
a parking lot with
the guys at the dump.
1206
01:16:27,709 --> 01:16:29,544
So you gotta ask the
guys at the dump.
1207
01:16:29,627 --> 01:16:32,547
No fucking way I'm asking
the guys at the dump!
1208
01:16:35,508 --> 01:16:36,884
Fucking assholes.
1209
01:16:38,511 --> 01:16:40,138
This is good.
1210
01:16:40,221 --> 01:16:41,639
Yeah, of course it's good.
1211
01:16:43,141 --> 01:16:44,267
You don't have a sandwich shop,
1212
01:16:44,350 --> 01:16:45,685
you don't make a good sandwich.
1213
01:16:47,478 --> 01:16:48,396
Spicy.
1214
01:16:48,479 --> 01:16:50,732
Calabrian chili, very expensive.
1215
01:16:53,192 --> 01:16:54,319
Agnes.
1216
01:16:55,278 --> 01:16:56,279
Huh?
1217
01:16:56,946 --> 01:16:58,948
-Agnes?
-Yeah.
1218
01:16:59,907 --> 01:17:02,577
-Ugh.
-Whoa,
1219
01:17:02,660 --> 01:17:04,537
you sound like the mean
guys from the dump.
1220
01:17:04,620 --> 01:17:07,249
Hey! I res... I resent that.
1221
01:17:07,332 --> 01:17:10,126
Those guys are assholes.
I'm honest, not an asshole.
1222
01:17:12,837 --> 01:17:14,005
You have a son?
1223
01:17:14,797 --> 01:17:15,882
He's an asshole.
1224
01:17:17,091 --> 01:17:18,259
Hank.
1225
01:17:19,635 --> 01:17:21,888
-Hank is...
-Ugh...
1226
01:17:21,971 --> 01:17:23,807
You don't have to tell me.
1227
01:17:23,890 --> 01:17:25,850
Sounds too much
like the word honk.
1228
01:17:26,976 --> 01:17:29,062
-You have kids?
-No.
1229
01:17:31,147 --> 01:17:32,565
Want some?
1230
01:17:32,648 --> 01:17:35,986
Uh... Well, I can't
really imagine myself old.
1231
01:17:37,278 --> 01:17:39,322
You think I imagined
myself like this?
1232
01:17:40,698 --> 01:17:42,575
No, believe it or not,
1233
01:17:42,658 --> 01:17:43,910
I did not think I would end up
1234
01:17:43,993 --> 01:17:46,120
looking like a yam
with a mouth on it.
1235
01:17:48,289 --> 01:17:49,499
But here we are.
1236
01:17:50,792 --> 01:17:51,918
It'll happen to you.
1237
01:17:53,669 --> 01:17:55,129
You won't know what hit you.
1238
01:18:00,510 --> 01:18:02,595
Something pretty
bad happened to me,
1239
01:18:02,678 --> 01:18:04,806
so that's probably
why I'm acting weird.
1240
01:18:06,891 --> 01:18:08,017
How bad?
1241
01:18:08,768 --> 01:18:10,186
Um...
1242
01:18:10,269 --> 01:18:11,813
I guess really bad.
1243
01:18:13,022 --> 01:18:14,941
You don't know it's bad?
1244
01:18:17,151 --> 01:18:19,487
No, I know it's bad.
1245
01:18:21,280 --> 01:18:24,242
But mainly because whenever
I tell anyone about it,
1246
01:18:25,076 --> 01:18:27,495
they look really scared for me.
1247
01:18:27,578 --> 01:18:30,248
Except for my friend,
but she moved away.
1248
01:18:31,791 --> 01:18:34,419
And then sometimes I feel
bad when I think about it,
1249
01:18:35,253 --> 01:18:36,462
because...
1250
01:18:37,672 --> 01:18:39,340
I remember moments of it,
1251
01:18:40,967 --> 01:18:44,804
and I can feel in my body
1252
01:18:46,222 --> 01:18:47,598
that it was really bad.
1253
01:18:50,059 --> 01:18:51,770
But then sometimes I
don't think about it,
1254
01:18:51,853 --> 01:18:52,937
which is weird.
1255
01:18:55,398 --> 01:18:57,567
And I feel guilty when
I don't think about it.
1256
01:19:00,862 --> 01:19:01,821
Did it just happen?
1257
01:19:01,904 --> 01:19:03,504
Is that why you were
huffing and puffing?
1258
01:19:04,198 --> 01:19:06,993
No, it was three...
1259
01:19:07,076 --> 01:19:09,746
a little over three years ago.
1260
01:19:09,829 --> 01:19:11,456
Well, that's not that much time.
1261
01:19:12,123 --> 01:19:13,458
I mean, it's a lot of time,
1262
01:19:13,541 --> 01:19:16,586
but it's not that
much time, too.
1263
01:19:18,212 --> 01:19:19,338
Yeah.
1264
01:19:23,468 --> 01:19:24,635
Are you...
1265
01:19:26,512 --> 01:19:28,055
okay in your house?
1266
01:19:29,974 --> 01:19:31,017
I have a cat.
1267
01:19:32,310 --> 01:19:33,436
Okay.
1268
01:19:49,202 --> 01:19:51,746
Olga, what the fuck?
1269
01:19:53,372 --> 01:19:54,665
Olga, go to bed.
1270
01:19:55,833 --> 01:19:58,419
Ugh, Olga, did you
shit in my bed?
1271
01:20:03,257 --> 01:20:06,093
Oh! Olga, what the fuck?
1272
01:20:07,220 --> 01:20:08,513
Oh, my God.
1273
01:20:08,596 --> 01:20:09,556
Oh, if you wanted to kill it,
1274
01:20:09,639 --> 01:20:11,224
you should have just killed it!
1275
01:20:12,600 --> 01:20:14,769
Okay. I'm coming
back. I'm coming back.
1276
01:20:14,852 --> 01:20:17,272
It'll be over soon. Okay. Okay.
1277
01:20:17,355 --> 01:20:19,774
Okay. What do I need?
What am I looking for?
1278
01:20:23,903 --> 01:20:25,864
Oh! A bag, a bag! I got a bag!
1279
01:20:25,947 --> 01:20:27,323
I'm coming back!
1280
01:20:31,244 --> 01:20:33,496
I'm back, I'm
back, I'm so sorry.
1281
01:20:33,579 --> 01:20:34,497
Are you okay?
1282
01:20:34,580 --> 01:20:36,499
No, no you're not, you're dying.
1283
01:20:38,668 --> 01:20:40,295
Get in the bag.
1284
01:20:40,378 --> 01:20:42,046
Just go in the bag.
1285
01:20:43,631 --> 01:20:44,882
I'm sorry.
1286
01:20:58,020 --> 01:20:59,855
I'm so sorry.
1287
01:21:04,944 --> 01:21:06,654
Oh, God.
1288
01:21:21,877 --> 01:21:23,254
Gavin!
1289
01:21:24,922 --> 01:21:26,173
Gavin!
1290
01:21:27,508 --> 01:21:28,384
Gavin!
1291
01:21:28,467 --> 01:21:30,219
Agnes, are you okay?
1292
01:21:31,846 --> 01:21:33,556
Agnes? What...
1293
01:21:35,141 --> 01:21:36,183
Are you okay?
1294
01:21:38,519 --> 01:21:39,979
Will you come fuck me?
1295
01:21:41,397 --> 01:21:42,690
Yes.
1296
01:21:42,773 --> 01:21:44,400
Wait, wait. I need shoes.
1297
01:21:47,653 --> 01:21:49,864
I um... I do need shoes.
1298
01:21:51,157 --> 01:21:52,283
One second.
1299
01:23:11,821 --> 01:23:12,947
Oh, hey.
1300
01:23:13,030 --> 01:23:14,032
Can I pee?
1301
01:23:14,115 --> 01:23:15,366
Oh, yeah. Definitely.
1302
01:23:41,350 --> 01:23:42,810
Can I get in?
1303
01:23:43,811 --> 01:23:44,896
Oh, in the bath?
1304
01:23:44,979 --> 01:23:46,063
Yeah.
1305
01:23:47,314 --> 01:23:48,649
Uh, sure.
1306
01:23:57,032 --> 01:23:59,160
I'm just gonna turn around here.
1307
01:23:59,243 --> 01:24:00,369
Don't mind me.
1308
01:24:01,162 --> 01:24:02,288
You don't have to hide it.
1309
01:24:03,748 --> 01:24:05,916
It's small right now.
1310
01:24:07,251 --> 01:24:08,419
Men are so weird.
1311
01:24:10,171 --> 01:24:11,213
Thank you.
1312
01:24:19,180 --> 01:24:20,514
Oh, that's nice.
1313
01:24:21,849 --> 01:24:23,267
It's a good temperature.
1314
01:24:23,350 --> 01:24:24,477
Thank you.
1315
01:24:28,564 --> 01:24:30,483
I'm embarrassed that
I was hiding my dick.
1316
01:24:31,984 --> 01:24:33,361
That's okay.
1317
01:24:33,444 --> 01:24:35,237
I put my hair over my boobs.
1318
01:24:36,489 --> 01:24:37,698
So true.
1319
01:24:45,539 --> 01:24:46,999
I'm sorry the
bathtub is so small.
1320
01:24:48,292 --> 01:24:49,752
This bathtub?
1321
01:24:49,835 --> 01:24:51,629
No, it's good.
1322
01:24:55,132 --> 01:24:56,842
What if I sat behind you?
1323
01:24:58,594 --> 01:25:00,471
-Why?
-So, uh...
1324
01:25:00,554 --> 01:25:02,056
it could be like a hug.
1325
01:25:05,476 --> 01:25:06,769
Okay.
1326
01:25:06,852 --> 01:25:08,354
-Yeah?
-Yeah.
1327
01:25:11,774 --> 01:25:13,526
Oh, wait. Can I look at it?
1328
01:25:14,735 --> 01:25:15,778
At my dick?
1329
01:25:16,612 --> 01:25:17,738
Yeah.
1330
01:25:26,705 --> 01:25:28,458
Hmm...
1331
01:25:28,541 --> 01:25:30,793
I've never seen one that soft.
1332
01:25:30,876 --> 01:25:32,879
Okay, I think that
just gave me nightmares
1333
01:25:32,962 --> 01:25:34,130
for the next decade.
1334
01:25:34,213 --> 01:25:37,007
No, I mean, you just never
get to see them like that.
1335
01:25:39,969 --> 01:25:41,178
They're better like this.
1336
01:25:44,473 --> 01:25:45,516
Hmm...
1337
01:25:51,021 --> 01:25:52,064
Okay, I'm done.
1338
01:26:03,993 --> 01:26:05,244
Mm.
1339
01:26:08,414 --> 01:26:09,456
Mm.
1340
01:26:14,545 --> 01:26:17,089
Do you think you want the
stuff that everyone has?
1341
01:26:18,340 --> 01:26:19,466
What do you mean?
1342
01:26:20,509 --> 01:26:22,053
Like, uh,
1343
01:26:22,136 --> 01:26:23,888
family or whatever.
I don't know.
1344
01:26:26,682 --> 01:26:27,975
Do you want that stuff?
1345
01:26:28,726 --> 01:26:29,977
With you?
1346
01:26:30,060 --> 01:26:31,061
No.
1347
01:26:31,937 --> 01:26:33,772
No, I mean, it
was your question.
1348
01:26:34,857 --> 01:26:36,442
Yeah. I want that stuff.
1349
01:26:37,943 --> 01:26:39,069
Nice.
1350
01:26:40,321 --> 01:26:41,447
Do you?
1351
01:26:42,740 --> 01:26:43,991
Well...
1352
01:26:45,659 --> 01:26:48,329
You know, probably just
to keep Lydie closer...
1353
01:26:50,122 --> 01:26:52,541
but I don't see it.
1354
01:26:54,668 --> 01:26:55,962
See it where?
1355
01:26:56,045 --> 01:26:57,296
Like, in my head.
1356
01:26:59,089 --> 01:27:02,343
I don't see myself getting
older or having kids.
1357
01:27:04,053 --> 01:27:05,262
I don't see myself.
1358
01:27:07,681 --> 01:27:09,391
I think you'd be a great mom.
1359
01:27:11,602 --> 01:27:12,770
Why?
1360
01:27:13,979 --> 01:27:15,147
You're very nice.
1361
01:27:18,901 --> 01:27:20,235
I'm not that nice.
1362
01:27:25,199 --> 01:27:27,201
People always say
they don't want a kid,
1363
01:27:27,993 --> 01:27:29,912
but then things change.
1364
01:27:31,830 --> 01:27:33,332
What we want and stuff...
1365
01:27:34,291 --> 01:27:35,584
I think it changes.
1366
01:27:44,468 --> 01:27:45,719
It's too cold.
1367
01:27:48,555 --> 01:27:50,099
I think it's nice.
1368
01:28:26,885 --> 01:28:30,097
Hi! Yay!
1369
01:28:30,723 --> 01:28:32,683
Hey, hey, hey.
1370
01:28:32,766 --> 01:28:34,810
-I missed you.
-I missed you.
1371
01:28:34,893 --> 01:28:37,355
I missed you so
much. Oh, my God.
1372
01:28:37,438 --> 01:28:38,356
Is the baby here?
1373
01:28:38,439 --> 01:28:39,982
The baby's here.
The baby's here.
1374
01:28:40,065 --> 01:28:41,859
-Hi, Agnes.
-Hi, Fran.
1375
01:28:42,735 --> 01:28:43,694
Fran.
1376
01:28:43,777 --> 01:28:44,862
-Yes?
-Remember?
1377
01:28:45,904 --> 01:28:47,323
Oh, Oh!
1378
01:28:47,406 --> 01:28:48,491
Yeah.
1379
01:28:48,574 --> 01:28:49,783
Big day!
1380
01:28:50,325 --> 01:28:51,493
Definitely.
1381
01:28:52,286 --> 01:28:53,621
All right, sweetie...
1382
01:28:53,704 --> 01:28:54,747
So, you're glad you came?
1383
01:28:54,830 --> 01:28:57,249
I'm so, so, so, so glad.
1384
01:28:57,332 --> 01:28:58,918
And now I know what
an exploding vagina
1385
01:28:59,001 --> 01:29:00,002
looks like.
1386
01:29:00,085 --> 01:29:01,754
Mhmm.
1387
01:29:01,837 --> 01:29:03,630
-So be honest.
-Mhmm.
1388
01:29:04,548 --> 01:29:05,758
Do you like her?
1389
01:29:05,841 --> 01:29:07,051
-My baby?
-Yeah.
1390
01:29:08,093 --> 01:29:09,178
Yeah.
1391
01:29:09,261 --> 01:29:11,301
-I really like my baby.
-Well, that's really good.
1392
01:29:12,556 --> 01:29:14,266
And you still like me, right?
1393
01:29:14,349 --> 01:29:15,309
Yes, Agnes.
1394
01:29:15,392 --> 01:29:16,644
-I love you both.
-Cool.
1395
01:29:16,727 --> 01:29:18,062
-Lydie?
-Yeah?
1396
01:29:18,145 --> 01:29:20,585
-Babe, will you grab the baby?
-Yeah, of course. One second.
1397
01:29:21,023 --> 01:29:22,024
-Hey.
-Hi.
1398
01:29:22,107 --> 01:29:23,401
-You need help with the stuff?
-No, no, no.
1399
01:29:23,484 --> 01:29:24,693
-Okay.
-Hi.
1400
01:29:25,277 --> 01:29:26,237
Muah.
1401
01:29:26,320 --> 01:29:27,571
-Hi.
-Hi.
1402
01:29:28,864 --> 01:29:29,865
Look at this.
1403
01:29:29,948 --> 01:29:31,033
Oh, let me grab one.
1404
01:29:31,116 --> 01:29:32,659
No, I love holding them.
1405
01:29:33,952 --> 01:29:36,121
So, are you... oh, yes.
1406
01:29:36,705 --> 01:29:38,791
Hi. Wow.
1407
01:29:38,874 --> 01:29:40,584
She has much more of a face.
1408
01:29:40,667 --> 01:29:42,211
Mhmm.
1409
01:29:42,294 --> 01:29:44,130
Little
freaky baby Janie.
1410
01:29:44,213 --> 01:29:46,090
Oh, not Janie. Just doing Jane.
1411
01:29:48,967 --> 01:29:50,928
Hi, nice to see you again.
1412
01:29:52,346 --> 01:29:53,597
Oh, oh.
1413
01:29:53,680 --> 01:29:55,182
Oh, it's okay.
1414
01:29:55,265 --> 01:29:56,475
-Oh, I didn't...
-It's okay.
1415
01:29:56,558 --> 01:29:57,518
It happens all the time.
1416
01:29:57,601 --> 01:29:59,103
Oh, really, does that happen?
1417
01:30:00,395 --> 01:30:01,438
Is it my face?
1418
01:30:05,734 --> 01:30:07,194
Hello, is it my face?
1419
01:30:29,883 --> 01:30:31,010
Lighthouse day!
1420
01:30:31,093 --> 01:30:32,178
Lighthouse day.
1421
01:30:32,261 --> 01:30:33,554
Fran. Fran.
1422
01:30:33,637 --> 01:30:35,014
Lighthouse day!
1423
01:30:35,097 --> 01:30:36,348
Lighthouse day.
1424
01:30:36,431 --> 01:30:38,684
Janie, Janie. Lighthouse day!
1425
01:30:38,767 --> 01:30:39,769
She actually didn't sleep
1426
01:30:39,852 --> 01:30:41,270
-super well, so.
-Oh.
1427
01:30:41,353 --> 01:30:43,606
Yeah, we're really,
really fucking tired.
1428
01:30:43,689 --> 01:30:45,441
Yeah, I don't think
she's gonna be in for,
1429
01:30:45,524 --> 01:30:46,900
like, a big thing today.
1430
01:30:47,609 --> 01:30:48,611
The baby?
1431
01:30:48,694 --> 01:30:50,988
Well, she's just a baby,
she could do whatever.
1432
01:30:51,989 --> 01:30:53,115
I mean, not really.
1433
01:30:54,199 --> 01:30:56,285
But you two go.
I will stay here.
1434
01:30:56,368 --> 01:30:57,578
Oh, really? Okay.
1435
01:30:57,661 --> 01:30:59,288
I really wanted you to see it.
1436
01:30:59,371 --> 01:31:01,290
Babe, I will see it at
some point. It's okay.
1437
01:31:02,833 --> 01:31:04,042
Okay.
1438
01:31:09,506 --> 01:31:10,674
No.
1439
01:31:11,592 --> 01:31:13,636
No, you two go.
1440
01:31:13,719 --> 01:31:16,013
No, no, someone has
to stay with Jane.
1441
01:31:17,014 --> 01:31:18,223
I'll do it.
1442
01:31:20,350 --> 01:31:22,061
Really?
1443
01:31:22,144 --> 01:31:24,313
Oh, Jane is actually
really particular.
1444
01:31:24,855 --> 01:31:26,064
I will do it.
1445
01:31:29,526 --> 01:31:31,904
Oh, my God. Agnes,
thank you so much.
1446
01:31:31,987 --> 01:31:33,572
Fran, we're free! We're free.
1447
01:31:35,032 --> 01:31:36,283
The lighthouse
is very romantic.
1448
01:31:36,366 --> 01:31:38,536
You two should be
there alone together.
1449
01:31:38,619 --> 01:31:40,579
Make another baby or whatever.
1450
01:31:40,662 --> 01:31:43,165
Like, twenty
minutes, that's it.
1451
01:31:43,248 --> 01:31:45,584
One question. What
if she kills me?
1452
01:31:45,667 --> 01:31:47,085
She's not
gonna kill you.
1453
01:31:54,927 --> 01:31:55,969
Hey...
1454
01:31:57,262 --> 01:31:59,181
Don't drop her.
1455
01:32:00,015 --> 01:32:02,309
No. I won't drop her.
1456
01:32:07,397 --> 01:32:08,523
Okay...
1457
01:32:09,524 --> 01:32:10,776
Okay.
1458
01:32:11,610 --> 01:32:12,611
Okay.
1459
01:32:14,279 --> 01:32:15,405
Thank you.
1460
01:32:16,782 --> 01:32:17,991
Here you go.
1461
01:32:19,534 --> 01:32:20,577
Thank you.
1462
01:32:22,162 --> 01:32:23,664
-Here you go, babe.
-Thank you.
1463
01:32:23,747 --> 01:32:24,748
Lydie?
1464
01:32:25,290 --> 01:32:26,458
Yeah?
1465
01:32:27,042 --> 01:32:28,878
What do I say to her?
1466
01:32:28,961 --> 01:32:30,462
Babe, you don't have
to say anything.
1467
01:32:31,296 --> 01:32:32,506
Twenty minutes.
1468
01:33:04,997 --> 01:33:06,039
Hi.
1469
01:33:07,040 --> 01:33:08,250
I'm Agnes.
1470
01:33:11,044 --> 01:33:13,297
Pretty weird you're gonna
be a person someday.
1471
01:33:16,133 --> 01:33:18,385
No offense, but you
look insane right now.
1472
01:33:18,468 --> 01:33:20,804
Skin and just a
small amount of hair.
1473
01:33:22,556 --> 01:33:23,974
Don't worry.
1474
01:33:24,975 --> 01:33:26,685
It won't be like
that in a little.
1475
01:33:32,774 --> 01:33:34,651
Is this okay or...
1476
01:33:49,333 --> 01:33:50,542
All right.
1477
01:33:51,752 --> 01:33:53,254
I'll put you down.
1478
01:33:53,337 --> 01:33:54,838
Oh. I'll pick you back up.
1479
01:33:55,505 --> 01:33:56,840
Okay, okay, okay.
1480
01:34:22,032 --> 01:34:23,408
You're so sweet looking.
1481
01:34:38,965 --> 01:34:42,302
When you grow up, you
can tell me whatever.
1482
01:34:44,679 --> 01:34:46,098
Like, if you have a thought
1483
01:34:46,973 --> 01:34:48,600
and you're like,
that's a bad thought,
1484
01:34:50,727 --> 01:34:52,562
I probably had that
same thought but, like,
1485
01:34:53,605 --> 01:34:54,815
ten times worse.
1486
01:34:57,067 --> 01:34:58,276
So you can just tell me.
1487
01:35:00,112 --> 01:35:01,530
I'll never be scared by that.
1488
01:35:07,577 --> 01:35:09,287
If someone does
something bad to you...
1489
01:35:11,123 --> 01:35:12,958
If someone says
something scary...
1490
01:35:16,086 --> 01:35:17,880
If you wanna kill yourself
1491
01:35:17,963 --> 01:35:20,382
with like a pencil or
a knife or whatever,
1492
01:35:23,343 --> 01:35:24,636
you can just tell me.
1493
01:35:28,598 --> 01:35:30,642
I'll never tell you
you're scaring me.
1494
01:35:33,228 --> 01:35:34,521
I'll just say, yeah.
1495
01:35:35,272 --> 01:35:36,398
I know.
1496
01:35:37,649 --> 01:35:39,234
It's just like that sometimes.
1497
01:35:40,610 --> 01:35:41,695
Yeah.
1498
01:35:45,615 --> 01:35:46,616
I'm sorry
1499
01:35:47,701 --> 01:35:49,828
that bad things are
gonna happen to you.
1500
01:35:52,664 --> 01:35:54,833
I hope they don't.
1501
01:35:54,916 --> 01:35:56,585
If I can ever stop
something from being bad,
1502
01:35:56,668 --> 01:35:57,752
let me know.
1503
01:36:01,465 --> 01:36:03,383
But sometimes bad
stuff just happens.
1504
01:36:07,304 --> 01:36:09,055
That's why I feel bad for you,
1505
01:36:10,015 --> 01:36:11,141
in a way.
1506
01:36:12,809 --> 01:36:16,354
That you're alive and
you don't know that yet.
1507
01:36:25,655 --> 01:36:27,073
But I can still listen
1508
01:36:29,075 --> 01:36:30,410
and not be scared.
1509
01:36:35,624 --> 01:36:36,750
So that's good.
1510
01:36:38,877 --> 01:36:41,213
Or that's something, at least.98496
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