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- All right, darlings,
let's catch up

with our delightful trio.
A newly single Sutton

focused on her career.
- I'm actually here

to pitch myself as your stylist.

- But after a long night
at the office,

that focus
got a little blurry.

Kat made a grand gesture...

- Adena!
- And had a grand old time

with Adena at the airport,

but they missed
their connection.

And Jane worked on
a big investigative piece...

- It's a pro/pro list.
- Looks like "Incite"

has pulled ahead.

- Trying to figure out
if she should take a new job,

but leaving old friends
behind is difficult.

even for "The Bold Type."

- All right, pick it up!
Come on.

The endorphins are gonna
get your mind off Adena

and get your mind
off of Richard...or Alex.

Who are we getting
our mind off of?

- Ha ha!
- Wait. Why are we

getting over Alex?
Does that mean

you guys finally talked
about all the stuff?

- Ha ha! It's been
less than a week.

Makes perfect sense
that it's still

in the awkward
small talk territory.

And I'm not talking about this
over cardio.

- All right, great.
Brunch then?

- Yeah, dawg!

Hello? Tiny Jane?

Brunch?
- Yeah, sure.

- Great.
- After running.

Look, I know you guys
don't like to run,

but it really helps me
clear my head,

and I'm nervous about
this conversation

I have to have with Jacqueline.
- Can't believe you're actually

going through with it.
- Well, "Incite" wants me

to start in two weeks, so
I'd better give my notice now.

- Still not a valid
reason to run.

- Well, it'll help you
get out of your Adena funk.

- So there's
a part about that night

that I never told you guys.
- Okay, but if it's sex stuff,

it's gonna happen over
pancakes--I'm done with this.

- I almost got on
the plane with her.

- What?
- Wait--to the Middle East?

- Really? If I had known
you'd stop,

I would have told you
like 20 minutes ago.

- Whoa...but seriously?

- Yeah. I had the ticket
in my hand,

and I was gonna do it.
- My God, that's so romantic!

- I got swept up in it,
you know?

The way that traveling
makes her feel

and the way that it
makes her think, I...

I wanted that.

I don't know.

And you can stop
looking at me like that,

because I didn't do it.

- I would have supported
you if you did.

- Okay--what?

- Yeah, what?
- Yeah!

Look, I know I don't
talk about it a lot,

and I'm not gonna
start talking about it now,

but ever since I got
the results from my BRCA test,

I just...

You know, life can change
in a flash,

so...what are we
waiting for, you know?

I mean, like look at
this view.

We should be taking in
every experience.

We should be living our lives,
taking risks

and, you know,
putting ourselves out there.

Guys?

Are you kidding me?

- Run, tiny Jane!
- Run faster!

- You can do it!

- Hey, check it out.

1 million, 9 hundred
and 90 hundred,

7,000...653
Twitter followers!

- Are you sure you're
even saying that number right?

- Not at all, but...you know
what number iseasy to say

is 2 million.
I'm so close.

We really had half this
when I started.

This right here
is power.

- You're ridiculous.
- You're tiny.

- Okay, sent.
I still haven't moved past

the "almost got on the plane
with Adena" thing.

- Well, you're gonna need
to move past it,

because I have.
I've built up way too much here,

you know?

You make fun of me
all you want, all right?

But this actually
means something, you know?

I have an audience
of almost 2 million people

like right at my fingertips.
I can do so much with that.

So much more than I could
wandering around some...

foreign country
without even so much

as a change of underwear.

- Really?
- That's gross.

- Oh. Hey. Look.

- Oh, yeah.

I'm gonna go talk
to him right now.

because Iam emotionally mature.
- Show off.

- Morning.
- Heyyyy.

- After you.
- Thanks!

- So how--
- Sutton, I--

- You go first.

- Fashion Week's
gonna be insane.

- Okay. I'll go first.

I am really sick of
this awkward small talk.

- Oh, my God, so am I.

- I mean, this--
- I know!

I'm so happy
that you said something.

- Good morning, Sutton.

- Morning, Martha.
- Morning.

- So you wanna just...
go out?

Like on a date.

- Sutton! Come hither.

- Flying in!
- Is that something

you'd be opposed to?
- Um...

- Sutton!

- Go. We'll talk later.

- Fashion week.

Busiest of your newly
adolescent life.

I own your ass this week.

- You own my ass every week.
- You're getting

the hang of this.
You will be working

every second
of every day this week.

You will get me out of the door
to every show on time.

We wear the designer--
- To honor the designer. Got it.

I have all of your outfits
steamed, pressed, and organized.

- Good. No mix-ups.
Mix-ups happen,

I'm the one who ends up
on page 6.

I will not share ink
with Anthony Weiner.

- Not today. Not ever.

- Also I know

sometimes you send
assistants to cover shows

when you're too busy.

I would love an opportunity
to do that.

- I like the confidence.

But I only send my staff
that I know I can trust.

- Understood. So if there's
anything I can do this week

to prove that I'm trustworthy--
- Do you remember the story

of Cinderella?
- She works her ass off

and gets to go to the ball
at the end?

- You're the mice.

Or the birds or...
I don't remember.

Yeah.

- Nice work with the Fun
and Fearless Denim piece.

I don't have any notes.

- Um, Jacqueline...

I was wondering if I could
schedule a sit-down with you.

- I'm...sitting.
What do you need?

- Well, I was hoping
we could talk privately.

- Okay.

Andrew
will reach out.

Kat, talk to me about
the Fashion Week party.

But let's walk while we talk,

because I am nowhere close
to my step goal.

- Uh...party's gonna
be awesome.

RSVPs are solid.

We got a good blend
of A-listers and influencers

and a bunch of strategies

to get them posting
all over the big four

with Twitter being
the obvious priority.

- Great.
- Yeah. Everything I'm bringing

to the party is total
social media bait.

I actually found
these really cool

green screen photo booths...
- Hmm.

Sounds fun!
- Yeah.

I've got a certain number
of posts and shares

that I need to hit in order
to call the party a success.

Have you checked
our Twitter lately?

- Almost to 2 million.
- Yeah.

- Jacqueline, these
need to be signed.

- Okay. Thank you, Andrew.
- And, uh, now is

the only time you have for Jane.
- Let's do it now.

- Okay.

- Jane. Come on in.
Sit down.

- I wasn't expecting
to meet with you so quickly.

Um...

this is a very difficult
conversation for me.

- I know what this
is about.

- I figured you might.

Jacqueline--
- I noticed you looking her up.

Mia Lawrence--she's one of
the first stories

you ever pitched to me.

You want to know why
I wouldn't let you write it.

- Well, I saw her
in the park the other day,

and I-I've always thought
that she was

an amazing story for us.
But what I wanted to say--

- Mia's story is a huge one.

It's emotionally
very complex.

I didn't think you had
the experience

or the skill for it

when you first
brought it to me.

- Oh.

- But attention for her
has really dropped off,

so you're not wrong
wanting to revisit it.

- Well, actually--
- But I'll be honest.

I still do have reservations
about giving it to you.

Jane, I've seen you grow a lot
since you first started here,

and I'm not criticizing
your work.

It's been tremendous
for a young reporter.

But...it's one thing

to write about yourself.

And it's another thing
entirely

to be able to capture
someone else's trauma.

- You don't think
I could do it?

I feel very confident
that I could handle her story.

But...what I wanted
to talk to you--

- Hold on.

All right.

Let's give it a shot.

But if...and only if

you are absolutely sure

you're up for it.

- I'm absolutely up for it.

- Great.

Don't let me down.

- I can't believe you wussed
out on telling Jacqueline.

- I didn't wuss out.

I wanted this to be
my first story,

and now it'll be my last.
It's kind of poetic.

- Pretty it up however you want.

You still wussed out.
- Okay, I wussed out.

But I've wanted to work
at "Scarlet" my whole life,

and leaving is hard.

- Yeah, I know.
We get it, babe.

- I still really wanna
talk about this,

but I'm about to go back
into the office,

and then I'm gonna be
off the grid, so...

can we switch
to my thing real quick?

- Mm. Depends.
What's your thing?

- Alex wants us to be together.
- Yeah, we can switch

to your thing.
- Wow.

Oh, no!

I have to go back
to Marc Jacobs!

- No, wait, wait, wait! How do
we feel about you and Alex?

- We feel...
open to it?

- Why did your voice
go up at the end?

- Because I'm a millennial?

- Really?

- It's not how I thought
it would go,

but he's always there for me,
he makes me laugh,

and he's pretty cute when
you get him out of the khakis.

- Oh, really? Do tell.
- Oh, don't tell.

I sit across from him.
- No, not for long.

Details. Go on.

- I'm really into the idea
of having somebody

that always has my back.
- What about Richard?

- No, no!
That's so over, so over.

Everything with Richard
was always so complicated.

With Alex, it'd be so easy.

- Okay. I mean, if
that's what you really want.

- What I really want is to
make Fashion Week my bitch.

Taxi!

- Hi. Are you...

are you here
to take a turn?

- No. I'm not.

I'm Jane Sloan
from "Scarlett."

I was hoping to interview
you for the magazine.

is that okay?

- Sure.
I was hoping...

Well, that's the wrong
thing to say.

I'm glad you're not
a victim.

But I was hoping
to take a break.

But, yeah, happy to talk.

- Do you mind if I record?

- It is an art piece.

The whole point is to get
people to see it.

So go ahead, record.
- Okay.

So when you first started,

there was a lot of
attention on you.

- Yeah. But that's...
died down quite a bit.

- And is your goal
still the same,

to...never drop the weights?

- I still think that
there's enough

women and men like me
who never got justice

that we could go on carrying
the weights forever.

But realistically,

I'll need to put the weights
down at some point.

- And when will that be?

- Excuse me.

- Hi.

- Hi.

Feel a little nervous
right now.

- I understand.

I'm guessing my pain
is your pain.

- Sutton!

I already forgot why
I was yelling your name.

- Your outfit
for Proenza Schouler.

- Yes, that was it.
- It's on the rack behind you.

- The boots.
The ochre combat boots?

- They just came in.
They're downstairs.

- Then why aren't you on your
way to go get them?

- Because you just
called my name?

- That seems valid.

- Yeah.

Fashion department.
over speaker: Hey, it's me.

- You're calling.
Aren't you...here?

- I was just calling
to say hi.

See, I'm a little new at
this sneaking around thing.

How'm I doing?
- Not bad.

You probably want an answer
to your question?

- That would be nice.
- Sutton!

Those boots aren't going
to grab themselves.

- On my way. Give me
a five-minute head start.

I'm going downstairs.
Meet me in the stairwell

at the back of the building.

- It all started with
this one image

at the prosecutor's office.

It was a portrait
of Lady Justice behind him.

It was so hard
talking to him,

so I would just
stare at her.

Felt like...
she had my back.

But after a year, he said
there wasn't enough evidence

and they were
dropping the charges.

But...

I still believe
in that image.

We met at an art show.

I walked up to him--
which is something

the prosecutor
was really hung up on,

because I made
the first move.

When I said I needed
to go home,

he offered to walk me.

- No...

- We cut through the park,
and he...

he pulled me
into the gazebo...

I asked him to stop.

I begged him to stop.

The system failed me,
so...

my rapist is an innocent man

and he gets to just
go on living.

That's what the prosecutor
said that I should do.

But I don't know
how to do that.

People looked at me,
and I looked so normal,

but I don't feel normal.

It's like...

the pain didn't fit my body.

And there's something
about...standing here,

owning it.

Does that make sense?

- Are these your
interview notes?

- Yeah.

- You need to go deeper.

I want you to schedule
a follow-up interview.

- I already did.
I wanted to

gain Mia's trust first.

She's very open,
but there's a part of her

that's still guarded,
for obvious reasons.

- Yeah. I would think so.

"How does it impact you

"that people for the most part
have stopped coming out

to see you?"
Did you ask her that?

- Yes.

In the beginning,
there were a lot of crowds,

a lot of people coming
out to support her,

but...not anymore.
- What did she say about that?

- She said that as an artist,
she can handle the rejection.

But as a rape survivor...

it's hard to stand there
alone.

- Okay. Jane, now,
this is not a simple story,

so when you have your
follow-up questions,

I want you to run them
by me first.

- Are you going
somewhere?

- Ah, no, you know me.

I prefer the virtual world.

What's up?
- Nothing.

Jacqueline's just putting
a lot of added pressure

on this article,
and I just wanna do a good job

and go out on a high note.

I don't understand
how many times

I have to prove myself to her.
- What do you care?

Doesn't what's-her-face
from "Incite" like love you?

- Shh!
- Shh!

- I care because
this poor girl

just wants to be seen.

I saw somebody
take the weights from her,

and you should have
been there.

I don't think there's
anything I could write

that'll be that powerful.

Hey, you're almost
at 2 million.

- Yep.

1, 997, 400...

- Okay.

Wanna use this for good?

We would use a webcam
to live stream,

and your art would be broadcast
to our 2 million followers.

Well, almost 2 million.

- Not everybody's like me.

What about people
who don't wanna be on camera?

- Well, there's actually
a button right here

that people can press,
so if they want to

hold the weights but
not have their face shown,

they just press this.

The camera will tilt down

and just show their hands.

Look, I know that, uh,

the internet brings out
the worst in people, but...

it also
brings out the best.

- And you said attention
has died down on you,

so we'd really like
to help revive it.

- Okay.

Let's try it.

- Okay.
- Okay.

Let me get it set up.

- Hey.
- Hi.

- Well, looks like someone's
conquering Fashion Week.

- Yeah, I'm trying...
one pair of boots at a time.

I'm determined to get Oliver to
send me to one of those shows.

- He will.

I've watched you conquer
bigger divas.

Okay, so...sure.

- Sure?

- Yeah, let's...let's...
try this.

- Really.

- Yeah.

- I'm gonna kiss you now.

- I know.

- Oh, hello!

- Hi.
- Hi...

- I am very, very behind

on my step count,

and I don't see any
reason why

"this" should derail that,

so I'm gonna just
keep on walking,

and then the three of us

will have a little
meeting upstairs.

Should take about 20 minutes.

- I'm gonna go first.
Yeah.

- Oh! Thanks for getting here
so quickly.

Just kidding.
Where have you been?

- The park.
- Yeah.

- So what happened?

Jacqueline caught you
and Alex?

- She's making both of us

meet with HR individually.

I can't believe this.

I was with Richard
for all that time

and we never got caught once,

and 30 seconds into whatever
this thing with Alex is

Jacqueline busts us?
And I can't even stay here,

because Oliver thinks
that I'm picking out

belts for him, so...

- Take care of you,
babe.

Wow, this just
got so interesting.

It escalated quickly.

- I know!

- Oh. Hey.

- Hey.
- Did you see?

- I'm looking right now.

- We're getting Mia's
story out there.

- I'm gonna update
Jacqueline.

- Okay.

- I'm sure you understand,
as a large corporation,

Steinem must investigate

any and all breaches
in corporate policy.

We're on your side.
We're just here to help.

This meeting is just to
establish some facts.

I'm having someone
from legal join us,

make sure we ask
all the right questions.

I'm not sure if you know
each other,

but this is Richard Hunter.

- Good afternoon.

- Hello.

- Richard, Alex Crawford
is senior to Sutton Brady,

and that's what we want to
follow up on here.

- I understand.

- Alex is in a completely
different department,

and we're not--
- Sutton,

we're going to make this
as painless as possible,

and everything said in this room
is completely confidential.

Right, Richard?

- Of course.

- Can you describe the nature
of your relationship with Alex?

- It just started, so...

we're not--it's not...

defined.

- And have you ever
received

any preferential
treatment from him

because of your
relationship?

- No.

- Didn't he just assign you
your first styling credit?

- Yes.

- Okay, moving on,

did you ever at any point
feel coerced

or pressured into having
a relationship with him?

- We don't have--
- We do need

a better understanding
of what this is.

Was it ever...intimate
in nature?

- Um...

I--

- Was it ever sexual?

- I don't, um...

Yes.

- Pardon me.

- Okay!

Just a few more questions.

- This might be the worst
day of my adult life.

Time check?
- Uh, you have...

11 minutes until Oliver
gets out of the show.

But...cheer up, kid,

'cause I got you presents.

- Well, Alex is in
an HR interview

with Richard right now,
so good luck cheering me up.

Ooh, lip stick!
- Mm-hmm.

- So why did we go crazy
at Macy's?

- Uh...because I'm worth it.

- And I know it's a little
overboard, but...

it's my party, so...

- And you've worked
really hard for this.

- Yeah, I have.

And my Twitter numbers
are up.

I'm using them to actually
help someone, so...

life's good.

- Everythiiing's great!

- Babe.

- Here.

More presents.

- Ooh!

- You know what?

It's all gonna
work itself out.

- Guys...how did this
get so messy?

Don't answer that!

- Jacqueline.
You wanted to see us?

- Yes. I wanted to talk
to you about the webcam

and how it specifically
is supporting Mia.

- Absolutely.
Uh...

It's been amazing.

With Kat's help,
our hashtag is trending,

and the webcam feed is getting
tens of thousands of views.

- Yeah. And of those viewers,
31% are leaving comments,

which puts us in the
excellent category.

- Well, that does sound
very excellent.

And yet, even with
all those great analytics,

we are still left with this--

one girl alone for hours
in a park.

Where's all the support
you told me about?

Where's the audience
for her art?

- Uh, well, they're online.
Did you see the comments?

- Kat...no one is showing up.

- This is how people
show up now.

They...leave a comment

or send a hug emogi,
you know?

- Yeah. Well...
and then Twitter moves on

to the next big thing.
- I mean, we're doing everything

we can think of.
- Then we need to do better.

I know somebody over
at the Rape Crisis Center.

We need to talk to her.

We need to reach out
to other activist groups.

I mean, this article
has the potential

to be very powerful,
and I am going to do

everything I can
to make sure that it is.

- Okay, well, I'm almost
finished with the piece.

I could show it to you
tomorrow.

- Jane, don't rush this.
Take your time.

This is very important.

- Yeah.

- Okay, you guys
need to go get ready.

- You need to tell Jacqueline
you're leaving

before tomorrow.
- I know.

It's under control.

- Door mouse...
- What do you need?

- For you to get out.
If you're late to the party,

I'm the one who looks like
a mean boss.

- I'm almost done.
- With my show notes?

You should have had those
transcribed hours ago.

- I did.
Check your email.

But I could never
afford most of those brands.

- Which is why you're always
borrowing from the closet.

- Right.

But most of our readers
don't have the same access,

so based on what you like
from the shows,

I'm putting together a list
of similar

but more affordable items from
retailers in our price range.

I'll email it to you.

- Hey.
- Hi.

- This is amazing!
- Thank you.

- Great job.
- Thanks.

Bar?
both: Yes.

- Bar.
- Great.

- Let's...
- Yeah.

- Uh...dessert!
- Great!

- Oh.
- Oh...

- Nope.
- Um...

let's take another lap.

- What?
- I'm not ready.

- You know what?
I've got work to do,

so you two go deal with
your issues.

- Hi.

- Hi.

- I feel really bad.

I never meant to put you
in such a terrible position.

- Yeah, it wasn't my best
HR meeting.

Alex held up like a champ.
He's a good guy.

- He is.

I really regret
how everything happened.

- For what it's worth,
I have a lot of regrets too.

- I really don't want
that to be true.

- I don't mean that I regret
us being together.

I mean...

Sutton, I got
so wrapped up in work

and what might happen
if we got caught.

- I know.

- I regret
not trying harder.

- I don't think
there's anything

either of us could have
done differently.

- I don't think
I can agree with that.

I should have fought
for you.

I should have
really fought for you.

You look great.

- Don't you think
her music's amazing? I know!

- Jacqueline.

- I have to have
a word with you.

- Oh, okay.
Nice to see you guys.

Thank you for coming.
Okay, see you later.

Keep up the good work.

Can I get another one,
please?

- You bet.
- Thank you.

Ah. It's a great party,
huh?

Jane, is everything okay?

- I've been trying
to talk to you all day,

and I know this isn't
the right time, but...

I was offered a job
at "Incite",

and I've decided
to take it.

- Really?

- Mia's story
will be my last.

I'll be leaving
after that.

I wish I could have
delivered

the way you wanted me
to, so...

I'm sorry I let you down.

- Jane, you didn't
let me down.

- Well, I feel like I did.

Anyways...

thank you so much

for everything
you've taught me.

It's been an incredible
experience, and...

I'll never forget
working for you.

- Hi, mama.
We got your text.

- Um...

I did it.

I quit.

- Oh!

- Are you okay?
- Yeah.

I think I might just...

take a walk or something.

- You want us to come with you?
- No. Um...

I should probably be alone.

But I'll see you at home.
- Okay.

- Love you.

- Jane. Hi.

- Hi.

- Do you have more
questions?

- No. Um...

I know I can't
carry your weights for you,

but...I was thinking

maybe I could stand with you
for a little while.

- That would be great.

- Hey, Alex.

Wanna take a picture
with me?

- Uh, yeah.
Excuse me.

Uh, after you.
- Thank you.

- Alex, I need to be
honest with you.

- I know what
you're gonna say.

That's gonna be a great
one for the scrapbook.

I never meant
to lead you on.

I really did wanna try.

I just--
- I don't wanna be that guy.

- What guy?

- The guy you were with

when you're really in love
with the other guy.

- I think you're amazing.

I know.

I'll see you around,
Sutton.

- Come on!

- Hey.

You okay?

- Yeah, I'm good.

But, hey, I gotta tell you.

Your photo booth seemed
like somuch fun...

until I was breaking up
in three international places.

And Mars.
- Oh...

- Which was a nice touch,
by the way.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

- Hey, Kat,
did you see?

You hit 2 million!

- Congrats!
- Oh...

- "Oh"? That's it?

Kat, you've been obsessing
about hitting this number.

- Yeah. Just...

just doesn't feel
how I thought it would.

- How does it feel?

- Uh...empty?

Should we get
outta here?

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

- Let's Find my Friend
Jane.

- Yeah. I got it.

Oh.
- Oh!

- Well, I'm glad
you're here.

These nights get long.

- Hey, Mia.

- Hi, Kat!

- What are you guys
doing here?

- Showing up.

- Thank you.

- You guys make me feel like
I'm a little underdressed.

- We worked at
a news magazine together,

and he was senior to me,

so all my stories
had to run past him.

And this was...
over 20 years ago

and my first year
as a journalist.

And the environment
was tough for anyone,

but especially
if you were a woman.

And his professional respect
meant something to me.

I worked hard for it.

- What happened?

- Oh...

One night he...
asked me to stay late.

He said that he wanted
to help me

with my story,
that it had potential

but that it needed work
and...

I accepted.

Gratefully.

That was not...
an invitation,

but...he took it that way.

We were the only ones...

in the office that night,

and...

I have never felt so...

powerless.

- Did you ever consider
pressing charges?

- Not even for a second.

That would have
ended my career,

or at the very least
defined it.

So...I made a choice.

I decided to push it down,
go back to work,

and just...

pretend like nothing
had ever happened.

- Have you told anyone?

- Ian.

We started dating
not long after,

and he needed to understand
why I had some trust issues.

- I just have
one last question.

Why come forward now?

- Well, Mia asked...

if she would ever
feel normal again.

And I can only speak from
my own experience, but...

I would say
the answer is no.

But you find a new normal.

And it works so well
that sometimes

you don't even know
that it's not.

And...

I don't think I realized
how much of the weight

I was still carrying.

Me pushing you on this
story was misdirected.

It was not about you.
It was about me.

And I'm sorry for that.

- I'm not.

You made me
a better writer.

- Well, I'll take
that credit.

- And I hope where
you're going

there's someone who's
gonna keep on pushing you

because, Jane,
I really do believe

that you have the potential
to be exceptional.

- Hey, Oliver,
I have your outfit

for the Marc Jacobs show.

Oh, my God.
I don't know what happened.

- Hmm...elegant.
Sophisticated.

But not exactly my style.
Or size.

- I'll fix it right away.
- No, it's too late.

You'll never get me
a new outfit in time.

Although...

this one seems to be
about...your size.

And black is an excellent
color for you.

Guess you'll just have to
take my place at the show.

- Oh, my God. Really?
- Red.

Keep bringing your passion.

It's how you're gonna
make your mark.

- Thank you.

- Take good notes.
- Absolutely!

- This just got
so real.

- Too real.

Okay, make your toast.

- Hang on.
I need a second.

I have to think.
It needs to be perfect.

both: Of course it does.

- Yeah, dawg.

- Okay.

To having adventures.

- Ha ha ha!

- To making mistakes.

- To sleeping with
the wrong people.

And the right people.

- Mm.
- And to unleashing holy hell.