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Tighten your weaving a bit more, Pia.

Tighten it a bit more, okay?

- Yes, Nang. - It's still a bit loose.

Okay.

We're only halfway there, so we really need to put in some extra effort.

Hi, ma'am! See anything you like?

This one is beautiful!

I agree.

- Thank you. - Take care, ma'am.

Pia, can you get me more leaves?

Okay.

Makoy?

Makoy?

Makoy?

Makoy?

Makoy?

Ma'am.

Can you bring some leaves to the shop?

How many?

Four.

Okay, ma'am.

It was noon when I caught them.

They were doing it at the back.

I didn't do anything at first, but he should've felt that I was there.

Geez, if it was Nanang who saw them,

I don't know what would have happened to them.

Oh, it's fine!

Just let them be, they also looked out for us, right?

When you couldn't control yourself, huh?

While Nanang was yelling and looking for us.

And you were covering my mouth so they wouldn't hear us.

How was that again?

What do you mean?

Your moaning.

You're crazy.

Francis.

When are you coming home?

Um... My stay here might get extended.

There's still a lot of work to do here.

Maybe... three to six months again.

But...

Don't worry, the captain will tell us, and I'll let you know.

I think you love the sea more than I do.

And what about us?

Our hands isn't enough.

Don't worry, I'm looking for a way.

- Huh? - Nothing.

What is it?

I said, it's nothing.

Give me a kiss.

Come on.

Junjun is mad. He misses you.

What about...

Boobay, and Boobsie?

Does your Junjun miss them too?

So much.

Francis, put the camera down.

Put three fingers in, Pia.

- [screaming in pain] - What was that?

Nanang?

Ouch!

- Pia! - Nanang!

- Pia, help me! - Nanang!

Where are you?

Help me! Ouch!

- Pia! - Nanang!

It hurts!

Nanang!

It hurts!

- Ouch! - Nanang!

Nanang, what happened?

[groaning in pain]

It hurts!

Nanang, what happened?

It's a relief it's nothing too severe.

We don't have the budget to go to the hospital now!

We really don't.

Because we barely make ends meet.

If only Francis were here, to help grow the business.

I'll take you to your room. You should get some rest.

No, no need.

I'm okay. I can do this.

I'm not yet sleepy.

Go on.

I'll stay here.

[background chatter]

[background chatter]

Go back to work!

Stop messing around there!

I think it's too dry.

What?

The leaves.

Too bad.

It won't be of any use.

Well...

Here, Ma'am.

It's made of pandan leaves.

It's more durable.

If it's heavy, if it's too dry, the shine will disappear.

It becomes brittle.

But these are beautiful.

I'll buy them all.

Okay.

Makoy!

Makoy!

Can you please assist our customer?

It's 3700 pesos for everything.

I'm sorry.

I can feel it.

I can see it too.

It's like you're thirsty.

And pale.

There's just one thing that's lacking that you've wanted for a long time.

You have desires that you can't express.

Once you get it, you'll get motivated again with what you're doing here.

Your husband isn't here.

You're looking for his warmth.

Your previous encounters...

Uh, here's your change, ma'am.

I can help you.

The one you've been yearning for...

We'll make it come true.

It's like whatever you've been waiting for has finally arrived.

Thank you.

Sorry, I'm busy. I hope this will do.

How are you?

Do you know that you were created not just for yourself?

And more importantly, not to satisfy yourself?

You were shaped to weave every fiber of your body and soul.

In the heat and lust of whoever is destined for you.

In the time when you can't be physically together,

and your fantasies about him are not enough...

Visit me.

I, Xandra, will be your guardian.

Let me awaken and strengthen the power of your mind.

Let's make every fantasy you have with your partner feel real

with the help of anything related to your past sexual experiences.

You will once again experience the pleasure that you want to taste again.

Just put it in the box and bring it here.

Let's awaken the peak of your desire together.

Here in my home.

At the "Tahanan of Talik-Isip."

Pia.

I'm often annoyed with my husband

because aside from us, only being able to make love online,

often times, he's not into it, or he doesn't consider my feelings.

Unlike when he was still here.

What did you bring?

Go ahead, tell me about it.

Francis gifted this to me.

During our first time, he gave this to me.

Wear it.

Here?

Now, drink this.

We'll start with this.

Go on, drink it.

[groaning]

[groaning]

Okay.

[gasping]

Remember the first time you made love.

Remember the first time Francis touched your ears,

down to your neck,

until he starts taking off this dress.

Francis!

Francis?

It fits you.

Really?

Don't flatter me.

You know...

I wasn't sure at first if I was going to buy it.

But I know that it fits you well.

You make anything you wear beautiful.

You're such a sweet talker.

No, I'm not.

You know, you're the only one who makes me happy

when the sales are low?

I think about your eyes.

And I'm fine.

Whenever Nang and Pang get mad at me,

that smile of yours...

that's enough for me.

I'm happy being with you too.

I love you so much, Pia.

I love you too, Francis.

Happy anniversary.

Happy anniversary.

How are you?

I saw him.

It's as if he was here.

It felt real.

Um... how much do I owe you?

One thousand.

Sorry, can I...

Pay the rest next time.

It's already noon.

Did you just wake up?

I'm sorry.

My alarm clock didn't ring.

Did you go out last night?

What?

I heard the door creak last night, and early this morning.

Did you go somewhere?

Oh, no, I didn't.

Go ahead, and get ready.

Okay.

Miss, how much is this?

Sir...

It's a new design.

I can give you a special price, depending on what you'll get.

And are you looking for something specific?

Actually...

I'm looking for some souvenirs for my wedding.

My fiance's in Canada, so...

I'm the one handling it.

Ah, sir, my husband

is stationed in Canada.

Is your fiance in Alberta?

Paula's in Vancouver.

Ah, I mean, my girlfriend.

Oh, sir...

We have these small woven boxes,

you can put small accessories inside.

You look familiar.

Have we met?

Sir, I'm not sure.

Maybe you've passed by before, and looked at our wares.

Hey.

Are you listening to me?

Sorry, sorry.

I'm just tired... What was it again?

It's nothing. Get some rest.

Hey.

Sorry. Don't hang up on me.

Kiss me?

I'll put it in, okay?

Put it in me.

It's in.

Francis?

Ugh... Shit.

Francis has another woman.

Did he tell you?

No.

I can feel it.

What made you say that?

It seems like he doesn't care anymore whether he's making me happy, or not.

What did you bring?

Tell me about it.

The first time...

he told me to hurt him,

that I need to learn how to get mad at him.

There! Let out your anger on me!

Keep going!

Get mad! Hurt me!

Hurt me! Stop bottling up your feelings!

Hurt me! Go on!

There.

I'm allowing you to hurt me.

Take out your anger on me!

Take out your anger on me! Show me!

You'll die if you keep bottling up your feelings!

Go on! Hurt me!

Damn you!

Damn you!

I'm so tired!

I'm so useless!

I'm so tired!

I'm not important to you anymore!

Your mother keeps looking down on me!

I'm so sick of this!

Let me.

Let me--

I said, let me do it.

Just wrap up everything we've finished.

By the way...

Buy me my medicine later.

My supply's almost gone.

Get some money from the box.

Use the 1000 pesos inside.

I'll miss you, Pia.

There's internet on the ship. Don't get mad.

I'll only go once.

I just need to save up for dad's medicines.

And for our wedding.

One last, before I leave.

I'll tie you up before I head off.

You look tired.

You're thinking about me again, right?

- Get some rest. - Where's Xandra?

I said, there's nobody here with that name.

No, you're hiding her. Where is she?

It's just near here. I know it.

As in, I've been looking for it.

Ma'am, we really don't know them.

And if we're really hiding it...

We won't gain anything from it.

Geez!

What was that?

They're looking someone named Xandra.

She has a spa nearby.

But I don't really know her,

then she got mad at me.

- Hey! - Nang!

Nang! Makoy!

Here, here.

Carry her.

Ma'am, what happened to you?

Here's water, Nang.

Nang.

You're almost out of insulin.

Didn't I ask you to go to the pharmacy?

Where did you go the other day?

I went to the pharmacy.

But they said it's out of stock.

Whoever your other man is,

end it with him.

If you don't want the news to reach your husband.

I'm not doing anything wrong.

And you haven't done anything right in the past few days.

You can't blame me for doubting you.

Come here.

Sit down.

I knew I saw you here.

I also saw you.

I just felt embarrassed telling you the truth.

By the way, Xandra will be back.

We're all out of the drink, she's going to get some more.

How's the wedding preparations?

It didn't go well.

Why?

Paula went home.

I told her the truth about what I was really doing here.

She couldn't accept it.

The reason why I go here,

to prepare for our first time together.

So that I know

how to pleasure her well.

We're both...

We're both...

Virgins?

Everything I've experienced here felt so real.

It felt so good.

How she kissed me...

It felt real.

How she rolled her hips,

while on top of me.

How she moaned.

I remember it all.

But...

But I thought what if we got married.

And then I found out that she wasn't like that.

That all the things I've felt and experienced here...

What if when we actually do it, it won't be the same?

If that happens, I might just look for this again and again.

That even Paula is still the one I see and feel,

every time I drink what Xandra gives me.

For me, it's still like cheating.

It's good that

you're already thinking of that.

I don't know.

I don't get it.

What I do know is that my husband is actually cheating on me.

He's staying with another woman.

I saw it.

When we talked,

He didn't notice. But I...

I clearly saw it.

I don't know if this is cheating, or not...

I don't know.

He's so unfair.

This is wrong.

I'm sorry, Pia. This is wrong.

Nang!

Makoy!

- Makoy! - Ma'am!

- Ma'am, what happened here? - Makoy!

What happened to her?

- Call an ambulance! - Ma'am!

Yes, ma'am!

Nang!

Nang!

Hello?

- Ma'am, I've called for an ambulance! - Francis!

It's Nanang!

Ma'am Pia?

Sir Francis is here.

Francis...

I didn't tell anybody.

I didn't have the courage to.

There was an accident on the ship.

The lumber we were arranging fell.

I was the one who got the brunt of it.

I was afraid of telling you because...

I wasn't sure if you would accept me.

That I'm like this...

A burden.

I was so scared to go home, Pia.

I was so scared that you would be disappointed in me.

You let your fear get the best of you, instead of focusing on my love for you?

How would I provide for you?

I can't make you happy, if I'm like this.

Francis went home.

That means...

You don't need this anymore.

I hope I don't anymore...

I hope

that after this...

It won't happen again.

Are you going back?

Why?

I want to see Francis.

I want to see the moment when were newly weds.

That time when...

Everything I want in the world revolves around him.

I promise...

I'll make you giddy every morning.

I'll make you laugh every day.

And I'll make you happy every night.

I love you so much, Pia.

I won't leave your side anymore.

I love you, Francis.

I won't leave you.

Damn you!

You fooled me!

You said you were a virgin!

You said we were going to get married,

then I'm going to catch you doing it with another woman?

We're supposed to get married!

Hey, you bitch!

Where do you think you're going? You think you can escape?

- Come here! - Stop that!

I'm just helping them become happy!

Happy? The hell!

So you're the one who did this, huh?

- Stop it! - Come here, bitch!

All of this is your fault-- Hey! Let go of me!

Stop that!

Come here! You shameless woman!

You're so shameless!

You bitch!

- Damn you! - Please stop!

Let go of me, Von!

You traitor!

Where did you go?

You went to her?

Before, it was me... But now...

That's why you went to Xandra?

What are you trying to say, Francis?

That I know my current state is not what you would want to go back to.

So I found a way for you to go back to how we used to be.

To our past that we can never go back to.

When Xandra was recommended to me...

I found a way for you two to meet.

Because that's the only way I know how to make you happy.

You?

You're the one who brought me to Xandra?

You did all of this?

Why?

Because I love you.

You love me?

That's why you let someone else touch me?

What?

You let me get drunk and be touched by somebody else?

While I'm thinking about you?

What are you talking about?

Damn you, Francis!

You let other people touch me, and now you're telling me you love me?

Pia, I had no idea!

- Pia, I didn't know... - Let me go!

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Pia, I'm sorry.

Pia, I'm sorry. I really didn't know.

I had no idea...

I'm sorry.

Let me go!

Please forgive me!

Pia!

Where are you going?

Please, let me drink again.

Are you serious?

I need it.

Please, Xandra. Let me drink again.

I'm out of it.

Xandra!

Pia, what do you want?

I'm sorry, Pia.

Hi Xandra.

How are you?

How's your sessions with Pia going? Is it working?

I've already lost my legs...

If I lose Pia too, I might not be able to take it.

Ah, this is Abby. She's my nurse.

Hi Xandra. I need your help.

Do you know if this medicinal herb can ease Francis' pain?

Or do you have anything else in mind?

Anything stronger that might actually help him?

Please, do let me know.

Thank you.

I love you, Pia.

I love you, too, Francis.

I hope you'll forgive me.

This is the first time I've felt sure about you.

This is the first time I've made sure that we can be happy with each other.

This was...

When I told you to hurt me.

And let your anger out on me.

Do you know how scared I was of you?

But I was proud of you too.

And felt good too.

I felt good too, you know.

You felt good hurting me?

I don't know.

I didn't know what I was feeling before then...

Just like now.

I know what I feel.

Each one, I know how they feel.

And I know that I love you.

Even if you're far away,

and even if you distance yourself,

I know I love you.