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["Bengim'ngaka" playing]

[crowd cheering]

[narrator] Now here is Thoko Duma.

An overachiever from a very young age.

Beauty-queen extraordinaire.

There is no title that Thoko hasn't achieved.

Big or small, she always comes out on top.

A proud UKZN graduate,

and the reigning queer Miss South Africa.

Ay, but one thing about Thoko, man, she doesn't know how to take an "L."

Be it loss or love, she can't handle it.

[radio host] Welcome, all, to the hottest city in South Africa,

the city of Durban.

The city that never sleeps.

Oh, man, the warmest place to be.

-Oh, what a beautiful song by Trompies… -[air horn blares]

…welcoming you to the Felix Hlophe Show.

I'll introduce our guest and highlight the theme for today.

And this special guest has been pushing a passion.

A beauty queen that we love.

Thoko Duma. Miss South Africa. Our favorite one.

A warm welcome to our show.

-Aw, thank you, Felix. -[Felix laughs]

You're also our first openly lesbian Miss South Africa.

-Yes. -So you're a first.

An actual pioneer right now. [chuckles]

I mean, you were a clear favorite.

We all thought you were going to win the crown

-at the big international Miss Universe. -[Thoko] Yeah.

-Um, next thing, uh… What happened? -[chuckles]

Felix, are you saying you did not get a chance to watch the show, hey?

Uh, it's not the same. I watched it.

But, hey, I was viewing from the outside. You were in it.

So you were privy to things we are not. We are not backstage.

So I want the juicy bits, you know.

The things that they don't show.

I mean, there you were next to Miss Kenya.

We thought that you were going to win. Then, boom! Number two.

-[announcer] Miss Universe is Kenya! -[audience applauding]

[cheering]

[Felix] How did that make you feel? Tell us about that, please.

[chuckles] I mean, I was disappointed, for sure.

So, in other words, you're saying,

actually it's you who should've been Miss Universe?

Yeah. Yeah, Felix, that's exactly what I'm saying.

'Cause the crown that day should've been me.

-Okay, go on. -I was so far ahead of the competition,

but we know that means nothing.

You know there's many reasons why the best candidate won't win the crown.

But now, what do you mean, Thoko?

What I mean is I wasn't willing to open my legs to win the crown.

Whoa. [chuckles] A bomb just dropped.

Are you saying that to get the crown, Miss Kenya did the deed?

With a judge, Felix.

[laughs] No way.

They flipped her over like a piece of chicken from Nando's,

and then they gave her my crown.

Actually, she stole it.

Well, there you have it. You heard it first right here on the show.

Uh, stay with us. Don't go away.

We're gonna turn the heat up a notch when we return.

Make sure you stay tuned.

[electronic voice] You're in the m--

T, you can't make an accusation like that.

-[Thoko] Ugh. -I mean, really.

-[blogger] Thoko! -How bad is it?

-It's not good. -Miss South Africa, Thoko. How are you?

-A comment for my YouTube channel, please? -We're fine, thank you.

-I'm asking. Please? -Please, no comment.

-Please, Thoko, you look so beautiful. -Get in the car, T.

Okay, can I ask? Did they also offer for you to sleep with the judge?

-[friend] Hey, lady, no comment, okay? -Ugh.

Please tell me what happened.

-Just some details. -[Thoko] Can I close the door?

-Just-- [groaning] You're hurting me. -[Thoko] Okay, I'm closing the door.

Why are you like this?

Hey, my word. How rude is Miss South Africa?

You see, this is exactly what happens

when you start flying too close to the sun.

Life will find a way to humble you.

And let me tell you, my friend, the timeline, it never forgets. [exclaims]

Uh, I studied…

[overlaps] I'm born and raised here.

[indistinct overlapping chattering]

So, what's your hustle?

-I write. -What do you write?

-Novels. -Oh.

They say that's an industry dying little by little.

-Yeah, but-- -Why don't you try writing a movie?

-Well, I mean-- -With a movie, it just takes two hours

for you to get all the plot in.

But with a book, it takes forever to read that thing.

Hey, listen, I've got a course you can take on YouTube.

Thirteen-hour master class, see? Over five weeks.

You'll be able to write an amazing blockbuster to take you to fame.

[chuckles] I'll tell about it, okay?

But for now…

let me rush to the bathroom. I'll be back.

The course is amazing.

No ways, Mom. Never. Never.

I know I'm not exactly Miss Congeniality, but that guy!

Why? He's such a loser!

I don't think you should be calling names right now.

You are in no position to say "loser"--

Mom, he wouldn't even let me say a single word.

-He just ignored me. -Are you sure that could he even hear you?

-Oh, wow. Wow. -Because you're always whispering.

[whispering] Everything you say is always low.

-Just like this. -Ma!

Just trying to assist.

[scoffs] You know, like… [stutters] …the thing I don't understand, right,

is that, like, y-you just saw that guy, then you decide on the spot,

"Hmm, this young man here would be very fitting for my child."

Why?

So, have you dated?

Do you even know what dating is,

or the type of person that you want to date?

How should I know what your type is?

-"That's my type. No, that's not"-- -Yeah, Mom, but it's not my type!

[sighs] My girl.

[sighs]

I just don't want you to die alone one day, my darling.

[sighs] I can figure it out myself.

How's the book coming along, baby?

Oh, my word.

No. No. My problems are a million and one.

[groans]

It's not.

Usually, a-all the words just… just pop out easily,

like, pouring from me,

but right now, I've just, like… I've hit a block.

You don't think it's because you're writing about something you haven't seen?

You don't know how it feels or what happens in it,

but you just keep on bashing out the words.

I'm a writer. That's kind of the point.

I don't need to live the story in order to know what to write, no.

-And that's why you need Jason. -What?

I've heard he's even got a YouTube channel online

-where he teaches people how to-- -Absolutely not.

Absolutely not.

[radio host 2] Welcome to Durban, known as the hottest city.

We've got another soulful Amapiano track just before the 04:00 p.m. news.

-[knocking continues] -Gosh, I'm coming.

You all right?

Yeah, but that's not okay.

I mean, to strip you of your title and to take away your home.

No. When have you ever seen that?

Well… [sighs]

…apparently, I broke the code of the South African Beauty Pageants Association.

So tell me, what am I gonna do now, my friend?

Something better.

It's okay.

We'll be able to figure something out together, you'll see.

Yeah, well. [sighs]

I'm grateful for you allowing me to take the big room

-and you moving into the small room. -Oh, not at all. [chuckles]

-Listen. Really. Mi casa, su casa. -Thank you.

-Got you. -[journalist] Breaking news.

Miss South Africa gets stripped of her title…

-What are they saying now? -Wait.

[Thoko, on radio] The crown that day should've been me.

They flipped her over like a piece of chicken from Nando's,

and then they gave her my crown.

Actually, she stole it.

I made one mistake. How long will I be punished, Buhle?

-It will pass, okay? -[sighs]

All of this will pass.

-Buhle. -It's fine.

-[Thoko whimpers] -[sighs]

[giggles]

Well, as I said to you just now,

I'm just a simple guy, you know,

who likes to take pleasure in the simple things too.

Mmm.

I hear you. I hear you, Lucky.

So… Um, so… [stammers] …what is the attraction about?

To you?

You want me to explain what attracted me to you?

[chuckles]

When you laugh like that now,

-it's like nothing matters at all. -[giggles]

I feel like disappearing.

That's beautiful. [giggles]

-[giggles] So… -Mmm.

Um, when was your last relationship?

-Relationship? -Mmm.

I'm still in one at the moment.

-Uh, I… -Hey, hey.

Don't be too concerned here.

My partner knows, you see. And she won't disturb you and me now.

You know, right now we just have to enjoy each other

then you and I… we can go our separate ways.

Um… [stutters] …Lucky, thank you, but…

[stammers] …I don't think it's gonna work.

Wait, Nana.

I know this can be a lot to take in, you know, and you haven't done it before.

But I know that we can do this. It can work out great.

-What do you say? -N-No, Lucky.

[stammering] Thank you f-for your time.

You're leaving? Nana, we haven't even eaten yet.

-[elevator bell dings] -You okay?

-[sighs] We need a win, B. -We'll get it.

Uh-uh, we need to make one. As in, now.

What though? What are you thinking?

-Reality show. -Oh, my God, Tho--

No, B, but listen. On a reality show, we control the narrative.

-Okay. -You know?

I mean… [chuckles] …that will be tough.

Because you've also thrown in the towel?

Nah, it's just…

It's one thing to shop around for a reality show

for Miss South Africa during the year of her reign.

But we don't have that anymore. So what's your selling point?

You! You're my manager, B!

I'm your manager, T, not a miracle worker.

Okay, so now you're not throwing in the towel,

-but you've lost belief in me. -No, no, no.

I'm just saying we'll figure it out, okay?

-Okay. [sighs] -[engine starts]

-Where to? -I'll show you.

[saxophone playing]

-[cheering] -Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

[chuckles]

[jazz music playing]

So when you said, "I'll show you," you meant, "I'll show you a bookshop"?

No, I heard that one of your favorite writers

-will be signing books here today. -[gasps] No!

-Yep. -Liana?

She literally never makes any appearances.

[breathing heavily]

-For you, the whole world. -Aw.

-[chuckles] -Look.

[gasps] One of my faves.

-[Buhle] Lethu! -Hi!

-[Buhle] You good? -[Lethu] I'm good.

[pants]

Hey, okay, so just listen.

I've warmed up the crowd. The vibe is vibing.

And they're feeling ready for the grand entrance

of the great Liana Ndlovu.

So, my friend, let's go.

But if I go down there, I'll drop dead. I promise.

The people down there want to see Liana Ndlovu.

[stammers] A confident, sexy, award-winning romance novelist.

What will they say when they see me?

A socially awkward, gawky, sweaty wreck.

Nana, people love Liana Ndlovu.

-They love her. -Only when I write, Zweli!

[breathing shakily] Without my pen, I'm just… I'm just poor Nana.

-I'm sorry, Zweli. -Hey, hey, it's okay. Come on.

-[Nana cries] I can't. -It's fine.

Jesus, um--

I got this.

Hey, I'm going to need you, man.

Um… [clears throat]

Um, ladies and gentlemen.

Um, if I can please just have your attention?

Thank you.

-[jazz music fades] -So there's a bit of bad news.

So-So… Liana Ndlovu is, unfortunately, not feeling well.

So she won't… she won't be able to make it.

Um, but she would have really loved to be here.

Um, with that, unfortunately, what that means is that

the book signing is-is… has been canceled.

-[audience muttering] -I'm so sorry, but you know what?

You can stay. Let's all stay. Enjoy the books.

We'll give out free coffee from Black Books.

Sir, ma'am, please. Ma'am… [stammers]

Quickly. Quickly, get the coffee, guys.

Personally, I'm not surprised.

Liana, she's a true artist, okay? She doesn't do this for fame or anything.

Why announce that you'll be signing books today and then not show up?

-[sighs] Let's go. -I need to use the bathroom.

-[Buhle] Huh? [sighs] -Toilet, okay?

[Thoko] Hi.

[water runs, stops]

Hey.

You okay?

Um, no.

What's wrong?

You're upset 'cause Liana didn't pitch?

[sighs]

Yeah, actually.

And… And you?

Nah, not really.

Oh.

-Didn't you come here to see her, though? -Yes, I came to see her, sure.

But to be honest, I think it's a bit badass she didn't arrive.

Badass?

Uh, I mean, she failed, you know?

You've all come this way and put in effort, and she…

she doesn't even have the decency to show up.

Look, I think, for me, personally,

it's enough that Liana keeps writing and producing books.

Also, fame…

[sighs] …it's not as easy as we think it is.

So I don't blame her for hiding.

Don't be so hard on her.

Okay?

[chuckles] Hang in there.

Hey, um…

I'm grateful. [breathes shakily]

I'm grateful to you for this moment.

[chuckles]

I'm grateful too. You're a gem.

[chuckles] Bye.

-Hi. [chuckles] Sorry. Come. -[Buhle whispers] One second.

[Thoko chuckles]

-So, I've had a spark of genius. -Okay.

If we can't pull together a reality show to tell my story, I'm gonna write a book.

Oh, my gosh. Do you even write?

Buhle, well, do you think every famous person with a book wrote it themselves?

What are you talking about? Like a ghostwriter?

Mm-hmm. [clicks tongue] Liana Ndlovu.

-What? -Uh-huh.

Nobody knows who she is. How are you going to find her?

Yeah, but you are my manager.

You're the one who's going to make it happen.

I feel like we need to renegotiate these terms, yeah?

-[Nana whispering] Zweli. Zweli. -[Zweli] Mmm?

Where did Miss South Africa get my e-mail address from?

What?

-Miss South Africa has your e-mail? -Yes.

-[laughs] Put it up. No? -[groans]

You don't want to know what I had to do in order for me to get it. [groans]

Uh, you probably asked that guy from the book shop. Didn't you?

-Yes, I asked the guy from the book shop. -[both laughing]

She wants me to ghostwrite.

[stammers] Apparently she's, like, a Liana Ndlovu fan.

Oh. Oh, tha-that is an amazing opportunity, right?

That's great. And your reply?

She said no.

-Yoh. -Have I ever written a biography?

Have I ever written a biography?

Uh, you're writing nothing, Nana.

You have not been writing.

[stammers] You've been working on the same thing for months,

and you need the money.

-[gasps] -Okay, okay. Listen, listen.

A book about Thoko Duma is mega.

And it's a bestseller. I predict that.

I mean, Thoko was Miss South Africa.

And then she entered Miss Universe, but at Miss Universe, she didn't win.

When she came back, they stripped her of her Miss South Africa title.

You see how it's tragic.

-[softly] What? -You didn't know that?

No, it's the first time I'm hearing it at all.

Listen to me, Nana.

This is a great opportunity. This could be an amazing thing.

[stammering] Okay, fine.

[stammering] But, what if…

What if she tells people that I'm Liana?

[stammers] NDA, right?

Make her sign an NDA, and she won't tell anyone. Problem solved.

Come on.

[Thoko squeals, giggles]

She said yes! Buhle.

-She agreed to write my book! -Thoko, volume.

[gasps] Oh. Oh, oh, I'm so sorry.

[stammers] I'ma look away. I'ma look away.

Okay, wait, what to wear? What to wear?

I'm thinking the look should be a blazer and sneakers.

So she can see that I'm serious, but not too serious. You know?

Or a dress maybe, like a floral, flowy dress.

[giggles] Liana Ndlovu, Buhle.

[squeals]

[groans] Zweli, no.

You're always pressuring me to do things I don't want to do.

You do it all the time.

Who said you can go ahead and give her my e-mail address, man?

Dude, you done with this?

Shap-shap. Thanks, man.

[stammers] Just go out, meet her, and see what happens.

There's nothing to lose. Nothing bad will happen.

But then what if she's disappointed that I'm Liana, you know?

Disappointed? What do you mean?

You are amazing. You are incredible.

You are magnificent.

Yeah, but, friend, of course you'll say things like that because you're my pal.

-And you have to say things like that. -Uh, not necessarily. I don't--

-[Thoko] Hi! hi! -[Zweli] Hey.

-Hi. [chuckles] -Uh.

Hi!

-It's me, you met in the bathroom. -Yes.

It was such a brief meeting. It's okay.

No, I remember.

[stammers] So, what brings you back here?

-Um-- -Uh, n-no…

[stammers] …I don't mean like, "What are you doing here?"

I just mean, like, of course, you can come to a book shop if you want to.

-Obviously. -[Thoko] Hey, it's okay.

[chuckles] My name is Thoko Duma.

Don't leave me hanging, girl.

-[Thoko chuckles] -Oh, um. [chuckles]

-Hi. -Hi. [chuckling] Hi.

Uh, uh…

-Oh, you're here for Liana, right? -[Thoko whispers] Yes, I'm so nervous.

-Where is she? -N-No… [stammering]

Me… My… My name is Nana.

-Okay. -I'm Liana Ndlovu's… [stammering]

-I'm-I'm her assistant, yes. -[Thoko] Ah.

[stammers] She couldn't make it today, you understand.

Yeah, of course. No, no, no. It's okay.

[scoffs] I don't know why I thought she'd show up for our first meeting ever.

[sighs] So silly of me.

But that explains why you're here and you were here the other day.

And here I am rambling. That's because I am so nervous.

[laughs] That's… That's okay.

It's just that…

[stammers] …she was needed overseas.

Yeah, so she had to, uh, um, get out the country really quickly.

Um, yeah.

So, it's me… me. I'll be handling today's meeting. Yeah.

Okay.

Do you wanna grab a seat? [chuckles]

-[stammering] Yes, um, yes, sure, um… -Yeah.

-[sighs] -Thanks. Thank you so much.

-[sighs] -[stammers] Would you like some coffee?

-Listen, I would love a cup. -Yeah. Okay.

Look, look, look. Nana, don't worry.

I'll make you chamomile to relax so you can calm down.

And give her this butterscotch cake.

She'll love it. She'll love it. Please give her this cake.

Yeah, you're good. You're good. So, so good. You're good.

[Thoko] Do you mind a little gossip?

So you're telling me that every day, every day, you're hanging with Liana.

What's that like? I'm sure she's absolutely amazing.

Um… [stammers] …I hardly see her, though, you see.

She hardly has time for anything besides her writing.

Don't you have, like, a picture of her on your phone or something?

I did sign the NDA. I'm not gonna say anything.

Oh, sh-she doesn't take photos.

Yeah, yeah, I'm sure she doe…

Look, Nana, I'm sorry. I'm fangirling so hard.

-I absolutely love her. -[chuckles]

[giggles]

That's… That's fine, um…

-Can we get back to books soon, though? -Of course.

So what I was saying earlier is that it's really, really important for her

to write from the place of Liana and not try to sound like me, you know?

Because I think her writing style is… [kisses air] …absolutely amazing.

[chuckles]

Nana?

-Are you even writing any of this down? -Y-Yes, uh, of course I am.

[soul music playing]

[no audible dialogue]

Yeah, and I mean, I've just… I've always known what I like,

and it… it works.

-You have… -What?

-Let me get that for you. -Oh. Thanks.

[soul music continues]

[no audible dialogue]

I'm grateful for your time, ma'am.

And I'm grateful that you gave in to this process.

And, um, thank you for letting me in.

You're a beautiful spirit.

[music fades]

[Thoko clears throat]

Ah, I just came to say I'm on my way.

-Hey, okay! -[chuckles]

-Are we sure that this is still work? -What do you mean, Buhle?

Well, it's just that you've been spending a lot of time with your researcher.

-Yoh. -And you've been blowing me off for weeks.

-The drama right now. If you must know… -Yeah.

…I've been telling her my whole life story starting from A, okay, all the way to Z.

So I'm gonna spend time with her, if that's okay with you.

Yeah, of course. With a full face of makeup, it seems.

-Leave me. -Look at you.

-All glowing. -[laughs]

-Cutie. You look good though. -Wow.

-[Thoko laughs] -Okay?

Go ahead with your fine self.

[both chuckling]

Sometimes, you know…

you see, I dream about a life for me that's away from the attention.

Out of the focus of the limelight.

[stammers] Well then, you're saying you don't like your life?

No, no, no. No, don't get me wrong.

I… I love what I do.

I enjoy getting to be me. I love the life I've built for myself.

You see, it's just that sometimes I fear that the truth is I'm not me.

I'm hiding behind this persona so that people don't see the real me.

So it's… it's refreshing to be able to talk to someone.

Honestly.

-So candidly. -[Nana clears throat]

Thoko, I, um…

What's up?

[watch chimes]

Oh.

Oh, my gosh.

We've been sitting here for a whole five hours.

-[chuckling] Five hours? -Ah!

It literally feels like two minutes. That's crazy.

-Okay, I think that-- -[Thoko chuckles]

Ladies, would you like me to bring you anything else?

We're done working, I'd say. Right?

Can we get a drink?

-On me, Nana. -Oh.

-Okay, fine. -[Thoko chuckles]

-[both chuckling] -[Thoko] Yes.

Um, can I please have a glass of house white?

I'd like the same, please.

[chuckles]

Thank you.

You look so beautiful.

-[chuckles, whispers] Stop. -[microphone feedback]

-[emcee clears throat] -So do you.

-[chuckles] -[emcee] Ladies and gentlemen,

can I have your attention, please?

Now tonight, we have karaoke for the couples.

-Are you guys ready? -[diners cheer]

Right. Can I please have some numbers?

I'm gonna choose just one table that will come up and perform for us.

-[stammers] Oh, no. -No, no, no. It's… It's fine.

-The lucky table to come and sing is… -Thoko, I won't do that.

-Table number… -[stammers]

I have to go home and mail those notes to Liana.

-Live a little, okay? -Table number three!

[emcee] Please give it up for table number three. Come on, guys.

-Come. [chuckling] -[emcee] There you go. There you go.

There you go.

Thank you. [laughs]

-[clears throat] -["Suited" playing]

Oh, I love this song.

♪ Suited for each other Suited for each other ♪

-[Nana] ♪ Uh ♪ -[Thoko] ♪ Uh, uh ♪

♪ Don't try to move me from my lover ♪

[Thoko] ♪ Yeah ♪

[sings in Zulu]

♪ Suited for each other Suited for each other ♪

-[diners applauding, cheering] -[Thoko chuckles]

♪ Tailor made I'm glued up on my lover ♪

♪ I'll never lose him to another, yeah ♪

♪ When we talked on the phone And you said that you love me ♪

♪ Did you say that just for show? Yeah ♪

-[chuckling] -[diners cheering]

♪ I wanna scream From the top of the rooftop ♪

♪ Till you hear my love for you I keep on rewind ♪

♪ I struggle to find ♪

♪ New words to define ♪

♪ What a love, what a love, yeah ♪

-♪ What a love, what a love, yeah ♪ -[diners cheer]

♪ What a love ♪

♪ What a love, what a love, yeah ♪

♪ What a love ♪

[Thoko clears throat]

Hi!

-[narrator] For Ms. Thoko Duma. -Oh, that's me.

-This is for you. -Oh! [chuckles]

Uh, can I ask you to sign this for me, please?

-Oh, okay. No problem. [clears throat] -Here. Thank you.

Oh, this pen is not working. Let me get another one.

-All right. Okay. -Okay, yeah. I'll be right back.

Aw man, guys.

A singer once said to me,

"There's something about the buds of love."

[sucks teeth] "They blossom before they bloom."

You know that sweet possibility.

I don't know, man. Could there be something bubbling up?

Something is happening here, man.

I'm not sure, or am I the only one?

Like what? Something is happening, but I won't say too much.

I'll be…

-[Thoko] Okay. -And for that form…

[clears throat] Thanks, man.

-Thank you, my sister. -All right. Have a great day.

-You too, my sister. Thank you. -Bye.

[Thoko] Thanks. [chuckles]

Oh, hi.

-Oops. -[Buhle] And now?

-[scoffs] Well, I won it at karaoke. -[Buhle] You?

-[Thoko] Yes. -[chuckles] Never.

♪ Suited for each other Suited for each other ♪

-[laughs] -Cute. [chuckles]

You know,

Thoko, I haven't seen you this happy in a long time, shame.

You know what, Buhle? Things are starting to look up a little.

Okay, so that means tonight we're going to that party, right, buddy?

-Oh, you mean today? -Yeah.

I don't know.

You haven't done a single public event, you know, since that…

And, you know,

this could be an opportunity for a soft launch.

You know, private-party vibes, celebrities will be there.

-Networking. Come on, T. -Buhle, I hear you, right,

but my problem is… [sucks teeth]

…been planning a…

-research meeting. -Oh, my gosh.

Just tell that researcher of yours to come along then.

-[laughs] -All right?

Because it seems like that's the only way we're going to see you.

-Buhle… [chuckles] …you know what? -[Buhle chuckles]

[clears throat] Buhle, please eat your food.

Oh, no, no, no, no, parties are not my thing at all.

No, no, no, no, no, not for work. It's just to hang out.

And also, it would be nice for you to be answering questions for a change.

-No. I don't know. I… No. -Just think, Nana.

I promise you, it's going to be so much fun.

[mock crying]

[both laugh]

-Come on. -Okay, fine.

-Yes! [laughs] -[laughs]

-[Thoko] I'm so excited. A little bit. -Hey.

[upbeat music playing]

Oh.

Yes!

Yoh. There's a lot of celebrities who've shown up.

Oh, easy there, you're also a celebrity. I'll see you now.

-Hey, sweetie. -Hey.

It's been a while.

[Thoko sighs]

[clears throat]

-Oh, it's really her! Yeah. Wow. -Huh?

Hi.

This is dope.

Yeah, and guess who the entertainment is for these guests today.

[Buhle] Small minds take pleasure in gossip.

Ignore them.

Yeah. Buhle, I'm gonna leave.

-I can't do this at the moment. -T, look.

At some point, you're going to have to start living your life.

This thing of being a recluse, it's not your game.

Okay? So let's just get a drink.

-Okay? -Okay. Grab a drink. [groans]

I'll come when I'm ready.

-Yeah. Yeah. -[Buhle] Sure.

[slow, smooth music playing]

What's up with you, sweetheart?

-[Nana] Nana. -Sorry, what's that? Come again?

My name is Nana, uh, not "sweetheart."

Ah, relax.

-I'm only greeting you. -[Thoko] Nana. [chuckles]

You finally came.

Nana, Nana. [chuckles]

Ah, oh. So you're the mysterious researcher who stole my friend from me.

[stammers] No, I didn't steal her.

-[chuckles] I'm kidding. -[Nana chuckles]

It's a pleasure to meet you.

Um, I'm glad to meet you as well.

-I've been hearing so much about you. -Oh.

-Only good things, I hope. -[exclaims]

Buhle, researchers never tell.

[Buhle] I guess I'll find out in the book.

Um, can I steal you just for a sec? Just to make a quick intro.

-You don't mind, right? -I… No. I've got… I don't have a problem.

-I'll be right back, okay? -Okay. Okay.

-Hey, yo, Nana. -[sighs]

Aw, babe, what's it now?

Nana, right? Not sweetheart.

[sigh] Hi.

Mandla's my name.

-[sighs] Hi there, Mandla. -You having a good time?

I mean…

licorice is pretty good.

And you know what you're eating? Those are edibles.

Huh?

How many have you had?

I wasn't counting.

Then let's put them down, hmm?

Oh, my God.

I've never had any drugs in my life before!

-Ah, ah, you'll be fine. Just breathe. -Okay.

[Mandla] Hey.

[Thoko] I tell you, I can't believe

that I'm in this beautiful home of Sindi Sodi.

It's such an honor.

[chuckles] Wow. The honor's all mine.

Hey, you know, Buhle didn't even mention it to me.

-Ah, okay, surprise. -[Thoko, Sindi giggle]

-Yeah. -I'm gonna get us more drinks.

-Okay, cool. Thank you. -Please do. Please do.

You know, Zawadi Yamungu is about to perform.

-Ah, love her! -Do you want to follow me?

Yes, please.

-[laughs] -Okay. [laughs]

[music playing]

[in Zulu] ♪ When you see my hair, compliment it ♪

♪ Because it's beautiful ♪

[vocalizes]

♪ When you see my hair, compliment it ♪

♪ Because it's beautiful ♪

[vocalizes]

♪ When you see my complexion Compliment it ♪

♪ Because it's beautiful ♪

[exclaims]

♪ My complexion ♪

-♪ Is beautiful ♪ -♪ Is beautiful ♪

♪ My breasts, ah, are beautiful ♪

♪ My flat buttocks ♪

[Zawadi] How is it?

[all] ♪ Are beautiful ♪

♪ I'm beautiful I'm beautiful ♪

♪ I'm beautiful with my hair ♪

♪ Even if I don't wear a frontal weave ♪

-[crowd laughs, cheers] -♪ I'm beautiful ♪

-[Sindi, in English] Hey! -[Thoko chuckles]

[chuckling]

[in English] Oh, and I can't believe that I'm here.

I'm just such a big fan of yours.

Well, the feeling is mutual.

-Ah, Sindi, stop that. -I'm serious.

There's no need to say it just because I did.

I'm serious. I'm also going,

"Wow, I can't believe I'm sitting with Miss South Africa in my own home."

Um, former Miss South Africa.

Well, to me, you'll always be Miss South Africa, so…

Oh, you have the most beautiful smile.

-Sindi Sodi. -What?

Why does it feel like you are low-key trying to seduce me?

And tell me, is it working?

[Thoko gasps, giggles]

[both laughing]

Wow.

Sorry, Thoko, I think you need to check up on your friend.

-Now. Follow me. -Ugh, gosh.

[music playing]

[Nana, in Zulu] ♪ My Thoko is beautiful ♪

♪ Her eyes are beautiful ♪

♪ Her legs ♪

[giggles]

♪ Are beautiful ♪

Nana.

-[in English] Okay-- -Thoko! Hey.

Hey. Let's have that.

Acquaintances. Acquaintances.

I am in love with Thoko Duma.

-[crowd laughs softly] -And I have been

since the very first day I met her in my bookshop.

Come. Come and tell her face to face, baby girl.

[Nana] Okay. You know, Buhle,

my mom always says, "You have to be brave for love."

-Period. -Yeah.

-[Thoko] Come. -[Nana giggles] My shoes.

[Buhle] Uh-huh, shoes.

Show is over.

Continue, guys.

[birds chirping]

Nana. Nana.

-[Nana gasps] -Oh, she lives.

-She lives, guys. -[Sindi] Thank you, Lord.

[Thoko, Buhle laugh]

[groans]

[Buhle] Are you all right?

[groans]

I've got just the thing for that.

I'll be back. [laughs]

[Nana groans]

So then,

what happened last night?

You really don't want to know.

Oh, God.

-Thoko, I'm so sorry. -No, no. Please. Don't… Don't say sorry.

I was munching on licorice. Man, I had no clue they were edibles.

I'm just so embarrassed.

Ah, don't worry about it. And, like, it happens to the best of us, right?

She would know that.

[Nana groans]

Here's a little something to deal with the hangover

and embarrassment as well.

[laughing]

I'm grateful, Chef.

And I'm sorry for the--

No, girl, there's no need to apologize. You actually livened the party.

It's not a party until somebody climbs on the table and dances

and declares their undying love.

-[gags] -Mm-mmm.

Okay. Ugh.

[Nana gulping drink]

[Thoko] Almost there. Yay!

-[gags] -[Buhle] Whoo!

You're gonna see, you'll be all right, my angel.

-Okay. [clears throat] -Guys.

I'm grateful to you all, but I'm going to have to leave.

[Thoko] Okay, so please let me know when you arrive…

um, when you get home safely.

[Nana] I will.

Ah, Nana… [clears throat]

Yeah, um…

Yesterday, um…

did you really mean what you said?

[stammers]

I said?

You, uh… You said… [chuckles]

…you love me.

Oh… [stutters] …God, no. I…

-No, i-it's okay. -Drugs.

-Uh, yeah. -[stutters] I wouldn't… I don't… Um…

No, no, no, Nana.

It was stupid of me to ask that from you. It's okay.

I have to get back.

Yeah.

And then? Why are you looking at me like that?

So, there's something I need to ask.

So, my guest for today just canceled on me.

Called me out of the blue and said she can't come.

And I only have two hours until it's time for me to shoot.

This is perfect, T.

I mean, who better to team up with than Sindi your first TV experience?

Exactly.

Buhle, see, I'm just not ready.

Oh, I'm begging you.

I'll be in your debt forever. Please help a sister out.

-Sister, help her out. Please. -Please.

[Nana] Who leaves edibles out like that

just for anyone to come and help themselves? My goodness!

Without giving even a warning or a sign that says,

-"Warning, edibles." -[metal creaks]

We now have to put warning signs on edibles?

The question we should be asking is,

"Who? Who on earth would just go ahead like that and eat edibles, huh?"

And people who don't help themselves to licorice,

those people have problems just like you, so…

-[Zweli laughing] -[sighs] Zweli.

The crazy things you do.

But besides all of that, like…

at least you told about her how you feel

and came out of hiding.

So, how'd it go, then?

[chuckles]

[Zweli laughs] What?

So she asked me if I meant it, and I panicked.

Why? You said you like her so much though. You said you--

Yeah, but I embarrassed her.

And on top of that, I know she doesn't feel the same way.

-And where exactly did you get that? -Because I can read people.

And in any case, whoa, like, Miss South Africa.

Former Miss South Africa.

And I can't even tell her that I'm Liana,

I've never gone partying, I'm not groovy, I'm bookish,

and I've never even kissed anybody. Not even once.

-We're worlds apart, Zweli. -Look,

I just want you to know that I am immensely proud of you right now.

Understand?

And if you're right, and she doesn't want you, it's her loss.

[clicks tongue] I guess.

So, Nana,

-have you never really been kissed before? -[groans]

Can I have some coffee, please, Zweli? A strong one.

Would you like some licorice with that?

-[Nana laughing] -[chuckles]

[Sindi] As you can see,

I don't like using the brush.

-Hmm. -I prefer using my hands like this, see?

Because I prefer when I'm connecting with my work.

You know, I feel like

the brush,

I don't know, it's a bit impersonal for me. So--

-I see. I see. -Yeah. See?

This is why I use my hands. Do you wanna try?

-Yes. Yes. -Of course, yeah. I can tell. [laughs]

-Okay. -Yes. Let's see. Both hands.

Eh.

-Yeah? -Don't be so rough all the time.

Better slowly. Gently.

-[Thoko] Oh, okay. Mmm. Yes. -Gentle. Ooh, right.

You must take your time with it.

-Oh, okay. -Ah. The thigh as well?

[clock ticking]

And then massage the thigh right up.

-Okay. Yes. -[Sindi] Yeah.

-Just massage it in like that. -[clock ticking continues]

-[Sindi] Nicely. [laughs] -[oven dings]

-Mmm, mmm, mmm. [chuckles] -Mmm.

Ah, that was so good.

It's my pleasure.

It's so good, I may ask you for a little, uh, takeaway.

-I'll put one together. No worries at all. -Ah. Thank you.

Now tell us, our dearest, lovely, Miss South Africa.

Mm-hmm?

-What happened during Miss Universe? -Here we go.

I knew you wouldn't wrap this up without bringing that up.

No, I want to know, and the people also want to know.

Well, do you still stand by the words that you said?

[sighs]

[Sindi] Come on.

Okay. Right,

I think there's a lot that we need to unpack about that night.

And we don't have enough time to dive into the topic today.

You know, it's a tricky one, I must admit.

I am, however, writing a tell-all book that will be out soon.

But, in the time being, I do want to say this.

[sighs] I want to apologize to the whole of South Africa

for how I handled myself.

I'm sorry to Miss Kenya,

and I'm also sorry to all the kids that look up to me.

I do know that my behavior was not good at all.

So, you were actually into this girl, then?

Don't say that, Buhle.

No, I just mean I think, you know, she wasn't your type.

Uh, well, yes, she is a little anxious, I won't lie,

but, yet, she can also be so calm.

I feel so comfortable when I'm with her.

I felt like Thoko, you know? Thoko, the real me.

[sighs]

Nana doesn't care at all about celebrity.

She stays at home and reads her books.

So why would she go out with me?

Come on. It's her loss. You're a catch.

And Sindi is smart because she matches that in you.

Yeah, I was so surprised when she asked me on a date. I was like…

She's a good person.

And I can tell you guys are gonna get along.

Yeah, maybe.

Don't be scared, Thoko! Come! I'm here!

[Sindi whooping]

[Thoko screams]

[Sindi laughs]

Do you know that people actually

-really loved that episode of yours? -Well, those people

-are just hungry for drama. -I'm serious. People love you. Really.

I don't believe you. No way.

-You don't believe me? -No, I don't.

But look at the comments.

-Read them. -[sighs] Okay.

I'll see what they've been saying.

[clears throat]

"Say what you want to say about Thoko, but she's the prettiest Miss SA."

You see? And you thought I was lying to you, girl.

-Uh-uh. -Uh-huh.

Next one.

"The sight of Thoko was a breath of fresh air,

but I wouldn't leave her alone… [laughing] …in the kitchen."

Uh, yeah. I don't know about that one…

-Oh, wow. -…but, you know, also,

that episode of yours had the most views.

-Really? -For real. I'm serious.

People really love you, my babe.

Hectic. Wow. That's crazy.

[Sindi] Um,

I want to get to know you, Thoko.

That is… That is very direct.

I mean, isn't that always the best option?

-Fair. Fair. -Mm-hmm.

But then, though,

what happens if I already have someone in the picture already?

And how do you know there isn't anyone?

Okay. Is there someone, then?

No.

So meaning you won't have a problem with me posting these vids from today?

Oh, post, yeah!

[electronic voice] Wow, Chef Sindi and Miss SA

-make such a cute couple. -[Sindi, Thoko shriek]

[Thoko laughs, shrieks]

Whoo! We're having the best time…

-[Zweli] Hey. -…at the water park.

[Sindi cheers, laughs]

[video stops]

[Zweli clears throat]

Listen, Nana.

Don't jump to conclusions when you look at those posts.

Journalists will write anything to sell papers.

Zweli, just… just go to band practice.

Okay.

[Thoko] I think that the biggest influence on me has been my mom.

You know, like my go-getting spirit, my sense of style. I got it all from her.

Yeah.

Um…

So you've never, um, spoken about your… your love life.

[stammers] For the book, you know.

Well… [sighs]

I've been single for years now, not dating.

My focus has been mainly, you know, pageants. Really, only those.

So, currently, you're not seeing anyone at the moment?

Not really, no.

Sindi?

Chef Sindi, I think

we've just been getting to know each other.

For some reason, people are interested in our relationship, I guess.

Plus, it works for both our brands.

-And she's a nice person. -Oh.

[gasps] I just thought now.

Actually, this weekend, there's, uh, an event,

and I would love it if you came with me.

Okay, okay, it's fine if you can't come.

-[stammers] I understa-- -Okay. Okay. Okay.

I'll come.

Cheers to that.

I know I said that… [stammers] I had said to you

that it was the edibles that made me dance on top of the roof,

but I really like you. I do. I really, really love you.

Nana Liana Ndlovu!

You, my girl, are a badass!

You've won the awards, and now it's time to win the girl.

[shrieks]

I mean, of course, she must… she must be in love with you also.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have asked you, right?

Thank you.

Uh, hi.

-I'm outside-- -[Thoko] Oh, yeah?

[Nana] Um, by the carpet. Where are you?

[Thoko] Oh. [laughs]

Oh, my God.

Thoko, I'm going to faint! [laughs]

Nana, is that you?

You look amazing.

You look beautiful.

Please. Please turn around so I can see you properly.

Like, do one turn so I… [laughs]

-Oh, my God. -[Nana laughs]

-You like making me feel shy. -Thoko.

-I've been looking for you. -Oh, I came to fetch our Nana.

Nana, this is Sindi. Sindi, Nana.

Sindi is a renowned chef.

And Nana is the great Liana Ndlovu's research assistant.

I remember her. She made quite the impression.

Oh, I'm so sorry about that again.

Ah. There's no need to apologize at all.

Thoko, we have to do the red carpet together.

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Um…

So, please would you just hold this for us?

-[Nana] Oh, yeah. -Just five minutes.

All right. Come on. Let's go, then.

Okay.

[Sindi chuckles]

-[crowd chattering] -[camera shutters clicking]

[interviewer] Well, SA wants to know, are you two dating?

Yes, we are.

-[crowd murmuring] -[shutters continue clicking]

[crowd cheers]

[Thoko] No, Sindi,

what I really do not understand is you lying out in public.

What do you mean? Have we not been spending time together?

I thought we liked each other, Thoko.

Going on a few dates means we're in a relationship now?

-Oh, wow. Okay. All right. -Good grief!

Sure, all right.

Maybe I got a bit ahead of myself there and said something.

But would it be so bad if we actually were dating?

Then you should have asked me, Sindi.

You don't just tell the whole world that we're dating.

-My-- -[Buhle] Hey. Guys, guys, guys, guys!

Oh, what's going on?

Thoko,

I saw an opportunity and I took it, okay?

Our kiss is trending all over social media.

I don't understand why you can't see

that this is working for us right now, my angel.

-What's the problem? -That is my problem.

I'm going to write a public statement and tell everyone that you're a liar!

-No, you can't do that. -Buhle, this is none of your business!

-T, listen to me. -Oh, God.

Elite Properties wants to give you an endorsement deal.

[Buhle] A penthouse, fully furnished.

Monthly stipend, two cars, two vacations each year. Guys, come on.

The company wants to show that young couples can also buy property.

But the only reason that you guys have this deal is because you're official.

-This is amazing. -[Buhle] I know.

T, it can help you pay for your book release.

Think about it.

Nana, it's Zweli. Please open the door.

Nana?

Nana?

Please open the door, my friend.

-Nana. -Go away, Zweli.

Please, my friend. Just please open the door.

Let's talk about it. Talk to me. What's going on? Please, Nana.

[sobbing]

All right, guys, this is your new place.

-[Thoko laughs] -So awesome!

Yeah, that's beautiful. Beautiful.

Hold on. Hold on.

[no audible dialogue]

[shutter clicking]

-Yes. -[guests cheering]

Ah.

[guests laugh]

[narrator] It doesn't mean you're happy if you're posting long paragraphs.

The longer the post, the harder the relationship.

All these, "Love lives here," nice content, lovely?

It's not the truth, my love.

You'll get burned out there. Dating is not for the fainthearted.

Ha!

[clears throat]

[electronic voice] The number you have dialed is not available at present.

-Please leave a message and then hang up. -[sighs]

-[phone beeps] -Hey.

It's been so many weeks now, and I don't even know what I did.

I miss you.

Can you please just back to me?

[Nana] Hi, Thoko. I hope all is well on your end.

I'm sending this to let you know

that I've handed all research material to Liana.

If she has any questions, she'll contact you directly.

My part in this process is done.

A hard copy of the manuscript will be sent to you once it's ready.

Regards, Nana.

[mail sent noise]

So, I just figured it's best to cut all ties with her.

No contact at all from now on. Just like that.

-So, what about the book? -[groans]

To be candid with you, I got what I needed a long time ago. [sighs]

I just… I just really enjoyed hanging out with her.

Are you okay?

Yeah.

I've cried.

I've grieved her.

And now I'm over it.

[Thoko] Aw. [giggles]

[chuckles]

So sweet.

[Sindi] Follow the clues,

and come meet me.

Please, dress to the nines.

Then solve the riddle to which your chariot awaits.

I run on my two feet and also my two wheels. [chuckles]

A run and a jump.

A sure way for a cool ride in the summer heat.

-[rickshaw driver chuckles] -[laughing]

[laughing continues]

Hi. [chuckles]

[chuckles]

Sindi.

What is all of this?

You're so lovely.

No. You did not answer me.

What's all this?

Thoko,

I've been going about this all wrong.

I've been so focused on

what people think about us,

what our relationship looks like on the outside.

And I've neglected what you feel like on the inside.

You deserve so much more than that.

You are the most amazing person I've ever met.

And there's no one else who has a heart like yours.

Please, would you give me another chance?

[sighs]

So I can do better, you know?

-Step back from the cameras… -[chuckles]

…social media, and make it about us.

Not about our brands.

Who we are to each other.

And how well we treat each other.

And please, Thoko, I promise you that I'll work harder

to be a better partner to you, okay?

Okay, I'm willing to try.

-Really? -Yeah.

-Yeah? -[chuckles]

-Hey, so what's all this? -Who knows? [laughs]

[Sindi] I saw it and thought it might be romantic. Atmospheric.

Ah.

We'll see what happens. Let's go in the water.

[Thoko shrieks, laughs]

[Sindi] Don't fall. Okay.

Wow. [chuckles]

[laughing]

[no audible dialogue]

[breathing heavily]

[Thoko sighs]

["Love Over Fear" playing]

[yawns]

I say that's enough now, my girl.

[stammers] I'm working here.

Uh-uh. You're not working.

You're avoiding the world, hiding from people,

so you're going to get up and get back out there right now.

I can't, Ma. I cannot go back out there. It's a mess out there.

But this is all my fault, my girl.

I protected you too much as a child.

I was just so scared at the thought of losing you.

That was the biggest mistake I've ever made.

Don't let my mistake be the one that guides your life.

Mmm? You just go for it.

["Love Over Fear" continues playing]

[song ends]

You know… [sighs]

…I was thinking about it the other day, you see.

Like, among people… [stammers] …you get main characters, right?

Like,

some beautiful people,

who are funny too,

that are sexy

and loved by everyone.

And then… and then become Miss South Africa.

And then end up dating, you know, Miss South Africa.

And then there are people like us.

Like, extras.

Forgettable faces in people's lives.

-Okay. -[stammers] No, no offense.

I thought we were here chilling, enjoying, we are having a good time.

But actually, now you say this?

Yeah, well, you also thought that crypto is not a scam.

I don't think you can judge your judgment.

-Oh. Oh. -[sighs]

I'm sorry. I'm… I'm sorry.

Listen, listen. Crypto is legit. I'm being serious here.

[groans]

Okay, excuse me. I'm going to the toilet.

Please don't go anywhere. Please.

-I won't do that to you again. -Mmm.

I'll be back.

[knock on door]

-[knock on door] -Coming.

-[gasps] How are you? -Hello, ma'am, how are you?

-I'm good. -I'm well, ma'am.

Uh, sorry to bother. I have a parcel, uh, for Miss Duma.

-Oh, that's me. -Oh, that's you?

-Um, here's your package. -Ah. Right.

-Have a great day, ma'am. -Same to you.

-Thank you. -Bye.

[Thoko sighs]

[gasps] No way.

There you go.

-[singsongy] Thank you, my Zwe. -Enjoy.

[Zweli chuckles]

A painful end of a chapter.

Painful end, that's for sure, but it's a relief.

Yeah.

Look, I know it still hurts a lot.

Mmm.

Hey.

Maybe…

Maybe my next book down the line will be a heartbreak trilogy.

[both laugh]

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Zweli, thank you.

[sighs]

[Thoko breathes shakily]

[Sindi] Hey.

Hey.

-Are you all right? -[clears throat]

-[softly] Yeah. -Yeah?

I just finished reading the manuscript of my book.

-[sighs] It's so beautiful. -Yeah?

-Please read it. -[clears throat] Okay.

-[phone ringing] -Oh, wait.

Hello?

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I'll read it.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah, sure, we can talk. I'm not that busy.

-I'm not here. -[Zweli] Hmm?

I'm not here.

-Ah, hi. -[Zweli] Hey.

-How are you? -I'm okay, thanks. How are you?

I'm good.

Um, you seen Nana?

Mm-mmm.

Okay, um…

Can I have a cappuccino?

-Yeah. -Cappuccino. Coming right up.

Please, um, grab a seat.

[sighs]

[sighs]

[phone beeps]

[electronic voice] The number you have dialed is not available at present.

Please leave a message and then hang up.

-[sighs] All right. -Um, one cappuccino.

Thank you. [clears throat]

[clears throat] Is… Is there anything else I can get for you?

No. Um…

do you know, perhaps, what time she'll be back? Nana?

No.

[softly] 'Kay.

[footsteps approaching]

[Thoko] Ah. So, this is where you've been hiding?

[footsteps approaching]

Nana… [sighs]

…tell me what's up.

What should I say?

[scoffs] You… You just disappeared.

I've tried phoning, sent SMSes, emails. Nothing.

All my work with you was over.

[sighs] Nana…

[sighs] …you speak as if there was just work between us.

Come on now.

But what else was there besides the work between us two?

[sighs] I mean…

-Okay then. -[stammers] No, Nana.

Please tell me what it is I did.

Well, actually, Thoko, what do you want here?

Well, uh,

I got the manuscript, and I wanted to come and find you to celebrate.

Why?

Why don't you go celebrate with your girl now?

Nana, I-I--

No, Thoko.

I know who I am in this story.

I'm the girl who ends up alone,

while-while you, Miss Beauty Queen, get everything you want.

[sighs, whispers] Nana--

You invited me, that one moment, out on a date,

only to ignore me the entire night

and have me holding the bags for the two of you.

I boldly asked you, I asked you, if you were seeing anyone then.

So then you flat-out lied.

-You humiliated me. -No, but I didn't know. I d--

I loved you.

-And you knew that. -Nana, that's not fair.

I asked you if you loved me, and you said no.

I was mortified then.

I was as high as a kite.

That's not how I wanted to tell you I was in love with you.

I was willing… [stammers] I was willing to come clean.

And maybe I was ready to tell you…

[sighs]

The reason why you haven't met Liana is…

'cause, you see, I'm Liana.

[chuckles] I was willing to trust you with that secret, Thoko.

Wait now.

Wait, you are Liana?

[stammers]

I really did feel bad about lying to you.

But not anymore, because clearly, you see,

between us, I was not the only one making things up.

[whispers] Nana.

Thoko, you've got your manuscript in hand.

So, let's…

Let's just leave it here.

-[Buhle] Yeah, you see, this side. -[Sindi] Oh, yeah, yeah.

-[Buhle] The whole angle. Yeah. -[Sindi] I want to see the colors of the…

I think that's okay.

T! Hey, T. We're here.

-[inhales] Ooh. -[squeals]

[Sindi] Here she comes.

[Thoko] What's going on?

-Should I tell her, or will you? -Okay.

[Buhle] You're about to love me a whole lot more.

Now then, the two of you are going to get your very own

-reality show! -[gasps]

-Our very own reality show. -We did it, T.

[Sindi] Can you believe it?

Oh. I thought you'd be excited.

Buhle… [clears throat]

…I'm grateful, really, for what you did to make this happen.

However, that's enough.

-What are you saying, T? -Thoko?

This relationship.

I don't know if you've ever felt anything, Sindi,

or if you feel anything now,

or if it's always just been business for you, but I can't.

-Thoko, just listen. Couldn't I just-- -I'm sick of pretending!

T, didn't you say you wanted a reality show?

Yes, Buhle, I said I wanted a reality show, but not this way.

'Cause love is supposed to be a real thing, not a gimmick.

[groans]

[sighs] Fuck.

Fuck.

Shit.

[Buhle sighs] Well.

-Back here again. -[chuckles] Yeah.

[sighs] No, seriously, you're the bomb, Buhle.

It's okay. What are friends for?

Plus, anyway, as your manager,

you know it wouldn't be a good look for me if you were homeless.

-Oh, well, now, we couldn't do that. -No.

[chuckles] No, seriously though.

I know how hard you worked for me for the reality show.

I'm so sorry.

You have to just follow, uh, what's right for you, you know?

And I can't be mad at that.

And also now we've spent a lot of money on this book, T.

-You have to start earning. -I agree.

Yeah.

So, what do you think?

Well, Ma asked if you would be the MC at the wedding for Sizwe.

-Mmm. -Look, it's not a reality show,

but the media's gonna be there.

-PR anyway. Can leverage it. We got it. -[sighs]

No, I hear you.

But knowing your mother, she'll make me wear a tiara.

Of course.

One hundred percent.

-Hey, T, listen. -Yeah.

-It'll all work out. -No, thank you.

-So we'll find a way. -Thank you.

[Thoko groans]

[chuckles]

[groans, chuckles]

[sighs]

♪ What a love, what a love, yeah ♪

I am in love with Thoko Duma.

I'm grateful to you for this moment.

I'm grateful to you. You're a gem.

[Nana] ♪ What a love, what a love, yeah ♪

♪ What a love ♪

[Lethu] Okay, so, mmm, we have a little problem.

One of our band members is running a little bit late.

However, we were able to get a replacement in a rush.

He's on the way.

There will be many important people here.

-[Lethu] Yeah. -So don't embarrass me.

That won't happen.

[sighs] Well then, Ms. Best Man?

-Yeah. -[Lethu] Are you good?

Yeah, yeah. No need to stress here. The rings are with me.

-And, um… -Okay.

…let me find him. I'll be back in two.

-All right. -You're doing good.

You too. Yeah. Thank you so much.

[chuckles, breathes deeply] Whew.

-Hey, Lethu. Hi. -Thoko. Thoko.

-All right? -Hi, hi. I'm okay. How are you?

I'm happy you made it on time. [clears throat]

-Right. Here's the program. -Okay.

So, we'll call you ten minutes before you're needed.

Copy. No problem.

I'm going to sit in the car, okay?

-Okay. -Practicing all these names.

-[laughs] You'll be fine, relax. -[chuckles]

-I'm sure of it. [breathes deeply] -[Thoko] Okay.

[sighing] Okay.

Nana?

[Nana] Hmm?

Oh. [chuckling]

[chuckles] Hi.

Hello, Thoko.

Um, I didn't think you knew… knew the Jamas.

Oh, no, uh, I don't know them. I, uh…

I only brought Zweli.

Oh.

[sighs] It is good to see you.

[sighs] Um, I… I have to go. Excuse me.

I can't stop thinking, Nana.

I can't stop thinking about you.

I'm sorry for the way I treated you.

The truth is, me and Sindi were never really a thing

when you and I were… working.

-That's none of my business though. -It was for publicity.

It worked for the brands for the both of us, but now…

even that's not going on now.

It's been over for weeks, completely.

Why are you telling me this?

Um… [clears throat]

Well?

[exhales]

I think you and I might… We should give us a chance.

[laughs]

You and me?

[giggles] No.

Thoko, no.

Uh-uh. No.

So, since you're now done using Sindi, now you want to play with me?

-Nah. N-Nana, no. -No. [sighs]

Thoko, you made your choice now.

Back when I was the awkward--

That is… That's not fair. It's not fair.

But now that you know that I'm… you see, I'm Liana Ndlovu…

[stammers] …an award-winning romance novelist, you want to give us a try?

Whoa. Whoa, whoa, whoa.

This has nothing to do with Liana.

[sighs]

I'm not playing games.

That's hard to believe.

[sighs] Nana, was it Liana I ran into at Black Books, in the bathroom?

Was it Liana who I spent all those hours talking peacefully to?

Was it Liana who I sang karaoke with?

It most certainly was not Liana who showed me a different side to love and closeness.

Thoko, you had the chance to tell me all of this before, you know.

I know. I was stupid.

[sighs]

Nana, I'm used to getting what I want.

I'm also used to people wanting me too.

I couldn't bring myself to take the risk to tell you how I felt for you,

only for me to lose again.

But do you know what's even worse, you know?

It's lying in bed, hour for hour, pondering "what if" at home alone.

Nana, I don't want to be what people think I should be anymore.

I don't want to be a pageant queen. I don't want to be a reality star.

Honestly, that all means nothing

if I'm going to miss my chance at love with you.

I can't bear it.

Okay, why didn't you just say that from the very start?

Nana, could you please do me the honor

of being my partner today?

[chuckles] I think you want my soul. What else do you want from me?

I mean, first you wanted me to be your coauthor.

Meanwhile, you have feelings for me.

Now you want me to join you at a wedding of people I don't know.

Don't leave me, okay?

Promise.

-["Suited" playing] -Come.

-My keys. [stammering] My-- -Goodness, Nana. [sighs]

We're hanging with the Jamas.

No one is going to steal your car. Okay?

-Are you sure? -Yes. Give me your hand.

Yoh. You know you are a handful, hey?

-But you missed me, right? -Oh, well…

[both chuckling]

[narrator] Oh, my dear friends, dating stings.

Just like the truth.

Whether you love it or you hate it,

we cannot live without it.

Guys, in fact, dating makes the world go around.

It's just that simple.

Whether it gives or it takes,

we all want to live to date another day.

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