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Lex.
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Lex, are you here?
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Lex, come on.
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Lex.
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Just answer the door.
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Come on, come on.
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Hi, Melissa Martinez?
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Yeah.
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- Hi.
- Hey.
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So you're the one that called
about a missing friend, right?
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Yeah. Yeah, that was me.
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Is this your house or is
this your friend's house?
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- No, it's her house.
- It's her house.
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Okay. What's her name?
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- Her name is Lexi.
- Okay.
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Have you been inside?
No.
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Do you have a key?
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Does she let you inside on your own?
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She normally lets me
in. I don't have a key.
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Okay.
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Any signs of forced entry?
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Like a break-in, any broken
windows or broken glass
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or anything?
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No. I mean, I've
looked all the way around
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to see if I could get in, but
there's literally nothing.
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Okay.
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When's the last time you spoke to her?
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It's been a few weeks
since I saw her in person,
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but we made plans like last
week and she's not answering
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any of my texts or calls. So...
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Is that normal for her
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to not answer calls for a while?
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No. No, it's not.
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Has she been
acting differently lately?
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Do you notice or has she
gotten into any fights
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with friends?
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I mean, no-
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- Do you think she is in danger
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of hurting herself?
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I mean, she's been
going through a hard time.
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- Okay.
- So I'm a little,
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a little stressed out
about her not answering.
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Are you in contact
with any of her family?
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Does she have parents nearby?
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I mean, she has her mom,
but her mom doesn't live here.
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So it's mostly me and our
friends and I've called
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all of them and they don't know anything.
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Okay.
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All right. So here's
what we're going to do.
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We'll take a missing persons report.
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Just sit tight here.
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Let me go to the car and get the form
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and then we'll get started. Okay?
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Okay.
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- All right.
- Thank you.
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Sure.
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It's been 12
days since the disappearance
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of 29 year old inspirational
YouTuber and blogger,
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Alexandra Mancini known to
her fans as Laughing Lexi.
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The strange details
surrounding her disappearance
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have left her fans, the
community and the internet,
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flabbergasted.
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Theories abound, but authorities
say they are no closer
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to discovering what actually
happened than they were
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when she was first reported missing.
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Hey Lexicons. It is time
for your daily reminder.
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You are loved.
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Hey Lexicons. Welcome back.
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I am here with some insanely
exciting personal news
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to share with you guys.
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I just bought my very first home!
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Can you believe it?
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I am officially an adult
or something like that.
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Anyway, here it is.
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It's even blue,
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which you guys know is my
absolute favorite color.
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And look,
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I have a yard for my dogs
running around in finally.
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I just want to say that I am proof
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that if you set your mind to a goal,
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you can achieve it. I promise.
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And of course I have to give
the biggest shout out ever
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to my entire Lexicon crew.
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You guys are the best and there's no way
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I could have done this without
your incredible support.
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So thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
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Thank you. Thank you.
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I bought a house!
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Hello. My name is Elara Pumpernickle.
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I'm the author of "That Ain't Lexi."
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Lexi was a very open person by
the nature of her profession.
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It was all about sharing
herself, her philosophies,
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her tips and tricks to
living a happier life.
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And because of that,
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we can truly see a stunning
transformation occur in Lexi.
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Some will say this transformation
was brought on by stress
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or by a chemical imbalance in her brain.
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But I believe that this change
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was brought on by dark forces.
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Dark forces that converged in the place
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that was supposed to be her haven.
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Hey Lexicons. It's time
for your daily reminder.
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You are beautiful.
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Yeah. I'll count myself in.
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Thank you, when I'm ready.
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Three, two.
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You know, Lexi had the whole
wholesome-girl-next-door thing
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going on.
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And her channel was centered
around self-improvement,
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positive thinking, all
that new yeah-yeah crap.
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I mean her handle was "Laughing
Lexi" for Christ's sake.
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But clearly someone didn't
like what she was selling.
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Happy Wednesday, Lexicons.
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Welcome back.
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Today I want to talk to
you about the importance
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of setting your intentions.
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This is one of the most
powerful things that you can do
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each and every day to help
set you off on the right path.
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This is my journal.
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You can call it a gratitude
journal or an intention journal
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or whatever you want.
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I write in it first thing every morning.
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I list three things I'm grateful for,
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followed by three of my
intentions for the day.
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Now keep in mind that this is
absolutely not a to-do list.
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This is for intentions,
which are very different.
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Let me give you some examples.
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I want to practice being
present in the moment.
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I want to move my body.
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I want to take in the beauty of nature.
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I want to help my loved
ones feel supported.
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These are all examples of intentions.
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So I don't want to see
anything in this journal about
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picking up the mail or
swinging by the store
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or doing your laundry. Okay?
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Save those for the ugly notebooks.
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And that is all.
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Be sure to comment below
with some of your intentions.
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Don't forget to like and subscribe.
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And of course keep laughing
because at the height
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of laughter, the universe
is flung into a kaleidoscope
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of new opportunities.
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Thanks Lexicons. See you next time.
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Lexi, I cannot believe
that you are missing.
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You have done so much for me,
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your positivity and encouragement.
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Well, I finally got the
courage to quit my job
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and I moved to California.
Look, Palm trees.
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I hope you are out there
somewhere and safe.
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If it wasn't for Lexi,
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I'd still be stealing money
on the collection plate.
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I've seen every
episode of Law and Order.
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I know murder when I see it.
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Lexi, if you're still alive, call me.
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Hey, Lexicons.
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It is time for your daily reminder.
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You can do anything you set your mind to.
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Hi, I'm Camille and
I'm a social media maven.
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So Lexi and I go way back. We
met in 2016 at the Webby's,
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when we were both nominated
in the same category.
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We even used to do videos together.
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Her content back then was all
like positivity, positivity,
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positivity.
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Like, okay girl, we get it.
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Lexi wanted everybody to think
that she was this constantly
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upbeat and positive person
always looking on the bright side
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But let's be real.
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Nobody's sunshine and
daisies all the time.
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It's just not realistic.
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Maybe the stress of
pretending finally got to her.
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He Lexicons.
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I am coming to you once again
from the animal shelter.
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I just want to remind you
that there are so many ways
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that you can serve your community.
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If you have time, volunteer.
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If you have money, donate it.
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If you have resources, use them.
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I, as you know, I'm a huge animal lover.
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So I've been volunteering
at the shelter for years
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because there are so many
awesome furry friends looking
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for new homes that need love
and exercise in the meantime.
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Keep your eyes peeled for my latest blog,
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where I'm going to be talking
all about being of service.
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So check that out.
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In the meantime, bye for me and Bumbeline.
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Hi Lexicons. Happy
Wednesday and welcome back.
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Today I'm going to give you
one of my favorite life hacks
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to make yourself feel better.
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Surprise! It's helping other people.
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One of the best ways that you
can make yourself feel better
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is to figure out how you can be of service
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to your community.
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So if you're feeling particularly
low or down in the dumps,
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shift the focus away from you
and towards helping others.
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Ask yourself, "What skills do I have?
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What knowledge do I have?
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What resources or contacts do I have
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that could help someone else?"
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I guarantee you that once
you've done something nice
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for your community and your tribe,
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the good vibes that you put
out there into the world
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will return to you tenfold.
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Besides, in this era of
self-obsession where we're always
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trying to be the prettiest
and the shiniest thing,
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it can feel so good to stop
worrying about ourselves
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and instead lend the best
pieces of us to someone else.
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So that's it. Get out there and help out.
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Let me know in the comments,
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the ways that you plan to be
of service to your community.
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Don't forget to like and subscribe.
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And of course keep laughing
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because as soap is to the
body, laughter is to the soul.
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Thanks Lexicons. See you next time.
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Hi Lexi.
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My name's Corey and I just
really wanted to let you know
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how much your motivational
videos have really
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helped me out in my everyday life.
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Hi Lexi. I love you.
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Your videos have inspired me so much.
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Because of you I was able to
go into my local coffee shop
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and ask out the barista.
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He said he wasn't interested in my type,
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but that's okay. I was able to do it.
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I hope you're safe.
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We miss you.
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I wanted to jump on
here and let you know
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how much your videos mean to me.
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They've inspired me so much
with being able to visualize
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the future that I want for myself.
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I've actually started a new career path.
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And I just hope that wherever you are
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that you're doing okay.
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It's dark in here.
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Where are you at?
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It's been a little while
since the last time
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you post a video.
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Hopefully you are doing okay.
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I love you Lexi.
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Hi, Lexi. I love you
and I love your videos.
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I just wanted you to know
how much of an impact
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you've made on me.
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I just submitted my book
of poems to a publisher
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for the first time. And
I really owe that to you.
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I just hope that you're out
there somewhere watching this
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and that you know how
much we care about you.
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I hope we see you again soon.
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Hey Lexicons.
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So I just got back from the
post office and I had the cutest
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little package waiting for
me there, from one of you.
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I can't thank you enough. It is so cute.
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And it says, "Happy house warming."
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And it has a little sticky also that says,
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"Please open me on video."
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So I thought I would do that for you.
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I will read the card first.
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Hopefully it's okay to
read the card on camera.
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So it says "Laughing Lexi,
from your biggest fan."
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"Dear Lexi. Thank you
for being my inspiration.
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Congrats on your new house.
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Wanted to give you a house warming gift.
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XOXO V AKA your number one Lexicon."
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That is so cute.
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Thank you so much. So sweet.
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All right. Let's see what we got.
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It's very light.
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Seems, I don't know. I have
no idea what this could be.
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Let's see what it is.
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Sometimes I like to
save the wrapping paper,
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but we're just going to rip
this bad boy up and rethink.
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Okay, the box isn't giving anything away.
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This is a Amazon box.
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Trusty scissors nearby.
Let's get this bad boy open.
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I am not good at opening presents.
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Okay, here we go.
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Lets try that again.
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Its...
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That's so sweet. Thank you so much.
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It's so thoughtful.
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I really appreciate it. Thank you.
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Okay. Come on.
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Somebody sends you a
mannequin head in a box
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and your only response is,
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"Thanks for the house warming gift."
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Newsflash.
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Nobody is that chipper.
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I know I'm not the only one thinking it.
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It's clear that Lexi was
super brave for putting out
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that kind of content,
thinking that like, you know,
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00:16:36,650 --> 00:16:39,269
it doesn't have to be
good to be on YouTube.
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I don't know why anybody
would go to her channel anyways.
291
00:16:44,810 --> 00:16:49,239
Let's be honest.
Self-improvement people are crazy.
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They're always trying to
fix everyone else's life,
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when their life is in shambles.
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My two cents, she was
annoying when she was blogging.
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She went away, life got better.
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00:17:04,300 --> 00:17:08,256
Morning Lexicons. I'm here
with your daily reminder.
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This day is full of possibilities.
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Okay. First of all,
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I would just like to go
on the record and say that
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the only reason I'm doing this
is so that someone involved
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in this project actually
gives a crap about Lexi.
302
00:17:26,490 --> 00:17:28,779
I'm not here with a clever theory.
303
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I'm not trying to sell books.
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I just want to know once and for all,
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00:17:32,990 --> 00:17:34,340
what happened to my friend?
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I guess you could say
that Lexi didn't have
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the happiest childhood.
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It was just her and her mom, which I mean,
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you think that would make them close,
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but their relationship was complicated.
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It really bothered Lexi.
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00:17:52,960 --> 00:17:55,510
She wanted so badly for
her mom to be proud of her.
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I honestly think that that's...
314
00:17:59,240 --> 00:18:01,263
You know what, it's not my place to say.
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00:18:03,040 --> 00:18:06,599
Hey, Lexicons. Time
for your daily reminder.
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You are awesome.
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Look, anyone who puts themselves
out there in the public eye
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is bound to end up with their
fair share of supporters
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and detractors.
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I mean, the more people who
know you or know of you,
321
00:18:19,940 --> 00:18:22,929
the more people who may
want to inflict harm on you.
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It's just statistics.
323
00:18:25,130 --> 00:18:27,959
We don't know who it was
that hacked her accounts,
324
00:18:27,960 --> 00:18:30,173
but we definitely know whoever they were,
325
00:18:31,430 --> 00:18:33,063
they wanted to make Lexi squirm.
326
00:18:35,586 --> 00:18:37,119
Okay. So Stephie C wants to know,
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do I have any tips for productivity?
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00:18:39,970 --> 00:18:41,409
Yes, I totally do.
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Routine, routine, routine,
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especially first thing in the morning.
331
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So I think really waking up
at the same time every day
332
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and starting your day
the same way regardless,
333
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especially getting into something good.
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00:18:50,630 --> 00:18:53,569
That really sets you off,
whether it's yoga or meditation
335
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or working out.
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Really being consistent in
doing that to start your day
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00:18:57,190 --> 00:18:59,129
is an excellent way to
help you really like,
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carry that momentum into
your day and be productive.
339
00:19:01,760 --> 00:19:04,739
For me, I like to get up,
I like to walk my dogs
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and eat and then I work out
and then I dive into my day.
341
00:19:08,130 --> 00:19:11,209
Okay. And MishiMishi wants to know,
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00:19:11,210 --> 00:19:12,709
do I have any health tips?
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00:19:12,710 --> 00:19:13,579
Totally.
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00:19:13,580 --> 00:19:16,129
I think one of the best things
you can do for your health
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00:19:16,130 --> 00:19:18,239
is to figure out how
to reduce your stress.
346
00:19:18,240 --> 00:19:20,389
Everyone says that, right? But
what the heck does that mean?
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00:19:20,390 --> 00:19:23,209
So you got to find an outlet,
whatever that is for you.
348
00:19:23,210 --> 00:19:27,009
If that is exercise, if that's
spending time in nature,
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if it's volunteering, if it's, you know,
350
00:19:30,240 --> 00:19:32,449
watching trashy TV or reading funny books,
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00:19:32,450 --> 00:19:35,999
whatever it is that really
makes you relax and feel better,
352
00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:38,409
find that outlet, stick
to it, do it often,
353
00:19:38,410 --> 00:19:39,829
so you can reduce your stress.
354
00:19:39,830 --> 00:19:41,689
And something a little easier to do,
355
00:19:41,690 --> 00:19:43,929
drink two glasses of water with lemon,
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00:19:43,930 --> 00:19:46,563
first thing every morning.
Super duper good for you.
357
00:19:46,564 --> 00:19:50,106
Okay. Iheartmimosas want
to know which dog is this?
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00:19:50,107 --> 00:19:51,029
"She's really cute."
359
00:19:51,030 --> 00:19:51,862
Aw, thank you.
360
00:19:51,863 --> 00:19:55,219
This is Salami. And I think
she's adorable as well.
361
00:19:55,220 --> 00:19:57,659
CameramanKev wants to know
362
00:19:57,660 --> 00:20:01,663
do I like when people watch me sleep?
363
00:20:03,650 --> 00:20:04,482
Okay.
364
00:20:04,483 --> 00:20:06,939
Let's not be the kid that ruins
it for everybody and makes
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00:20:06,940 --> 00:20:08,629
everybody have to stay after
class and go to detention.
366
00:20:08,630 --> 00:20:10,209
Right? I love doing these IG lives,
367
00:20:10,210 --> 00:20:12,139
but I'm not going to do it if
people are weird and creepy,
368
00:20:12,140 --> 00:20:13,913
so let's just not do that.
369
00:20:17,770 --> 00:20:20,039
Okay. So I think that's going
to be all for this time, guys.
370
00:20:20,040 --> 00:20:23,109
Thank you so much for joining
and I'll talk to you soon.
371
00:20:23,110 --> 00:20:24,853
Bye from me and Salami.
372
00:21:07,870 --> 00:21:09,459
Hey Lexicons.
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00:21:09,460 --> 00:21:11,919
Okay. So I know I promised you a new video
374
00:21:11,920 --> 00:21:14,839
on my channel today, but
apparently something is going on
375
00:21:14,840 --> 00:21:17,463
with my account because I am locked out.
376
00:21:19,130 --> 00:21:22,209
Mercury must be in retrograde
because I am definitely
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00:21:22,210 --> 00:21:23,829
having technology problems.
378
00:21:23,830 --> 00:21:25,819
But don't worry, I'm going
to do my best to get it all
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00:21:25,820 --> 00:21:30,249
sorted out and get that new
video up there for you A-S-A-P.
380
00:21:30,250 --> 00:21:32,119
Sorry that I won't be able
to respond to your comments
381
00:21:32,120 --> 00:21:34,399
in the meantime. Just
know that I love you.
382
00:21:34,400 --> 00:21:36,213
And remember, keep laughing.
383
00:21:37,930 --> 00:21:40,039
When the sleeping webcam
video popped up online,
384
00:21:40,040 --> 00:21:42,129
everybody went batshit crazy.
385
00:21:42,130 --> 00:21:44,029
And I get it, it's pretty creepy.
386
00:21:44,030 --> 00:21:46,819
But I mean, how hard would it
be to do something like that
387
00:21:46,820 --> 00:21:48,839
yourself and then post
the video on YouTube?
388
00:21:48,840 --> 00:21:51,579
How long does it actually take
to set up another account?
389
00:21:51,580 --> 00:21:53,403
Four minutes, six tops.
390
00:21:54,660 --> 00:21:56,510
People need to calm down of all this.
391
00:22:02,750 --> 00:22:04,803
Hey, Lexicons. Welcome back.
392
00:22:06,140 --> 00:22:09,259
Okay. So I know this is
not what you come here for.
393
00:22:09,260 --> 00:22:12,449
You want to be inspired and motivated,
394
00:22:12,450 --> 00:22:14,773
and I want to continue
to do that for you too.
395
00:22:16,580 --> 00:22:20,453
But right now I need to
talk to you Lexicons.
396
00:22:22,640 --> 00:22:25,683
Someone is messing with me.
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00:22:26,790 --> 00:22:29,949
Some of you may already
know what I'm talking about.
398
00:22:29,950 --> 00:22:33,509
Last night, there was
a video posted of me.
399
00:22:33,510 --> 00:22:35,419
Apparently it was recorded by my webcam,
400
00:22:35,420 --> 00:22:37,269
but I did not post it.
401
00:22:37,270 --> 00:22:39,423
I mean, I'm clearly sleeping in the video.
402
00:22:40,800 --> 00:22:41,679
It doesn't make any sense.
403
00:22:41,680 --> 00:22:43,780
I mean, why would the webcam even turn on?
404
00:23:01,056 --> 00:23:03,429
I don't know what's going on,
405
00:23:03,430 --> 00:23:05,779
but I'm thinking that maybe one of my fans
406
00:23:05,780 --> 00:23:08,019
or my friends is playing a prank.
407
00:23:08,020 --> 00:23:11,349
Maybe somebody hacked into
my webcam and recorded me,
408
00:23:11,350 --> 00:23:12,700
thinking it would be funny.
409
00:23:13,580 --> 00:23:16,429
If that's the case,
please just let me know.
410
00:23:16,430 --> 00:23:19,399
You can leave a comment
below or you can send me a DM
411
00:23:19,400 --> 00:23:21,159
if you don't want it to be public.
412
00:23:21,160 --> 00:23:23,749
I won't be mad, okay? I promise.
413
00:23:23,750 --> 00:23:26,199
I just want to know what's going on.
414
00:23:26,200 --> 00:23:28,559
And if this is just a joke, let's,
415
00:23:28,560 --> 00:23:30,363
let's just let that joke die. Okay?
416
00:23:32,130 --> 00:23:34,273
I hope you can understand
where I'm coming from.
417
00:23:35,860 --> 00:23:36,860
Thanks.
418
00:23:37,970 --> 00:23:39,449
Hopefully we can be done with this
419
00:23:39,450 --> 00:23:41,733
and get back to business as usual.
420
00:23:43,570 --> 00:23:44,570
I'll see you soon.
421
00:24:15,430 --> 00:24:18,859
The Internet
of Things. Heard of it?
422
00:24:18,860 --> 00:24:21,459
It's definition has evolved
and changed over time
423
00:24:21,460 --> 00:24:23,979
due to the convergence
of numerous technologies.
424
00:24:23,980 --> 00:24:27,239
But basically it's a
system of interrelated,
425
00:24:27,240 --> 00:24:30,299
computing devices, mechanical
and digital machines
426
00:24:30,300 --> 00:24:33,479
provided with UIDs and the
ability to transfer data
427
00:24:33,480 --> 00:24:36,499
over a network without
requiring human to human
428
00:24:36,500 --> 00:24:38,493
or human to computer interaction.
429
00:24:39,360 --> 00:24:41,619
See, if everything is
connected in a web of networks
430
00:24:41,620 --> 00:24:43,819
and digital communication systems,
431
00:24:43,820 --> 00:24:46,803
then everything can also be hacked.
432
00:24:48,070 --> 00:24:51,009
Lexi didn't know that by
installing those cameras,
433
00:24:51,010 --> 00:24:53,660
she was actually just making
the hacker's job easier.
434
00:24:54,750 --> 00:24:57,289
Seriously? No one is
even going to believe that.
435
00:24:57,290 --> 00:24:59,219
Like, what is she even talking about?
436
00:24:59,220 --> 00:25:00,543
She should just be quiet.
437
00:25:01,500 --> 00:25:03,399
Like who really thinks this was true?
438
00:25:03,400 --> 00:25:06,623
Like, all this stuff that
she's saying is happening,
439
00:25:07,690 --> 00:25:08,883
a little far-fetched.
440
00:25:11,232 --> 00:25:16,232
I mean, she's just wanting
attention, like always.
441
00:25:16,510 --> 00:25:18,499
Man, you know Lexi's lyin'.
442
00:25:18,500 --> 00:25:21,707
That thirst trap will do
anything for attention.
443
00:27:07,770 --> 00:27:09,159
As a fellow influencer,
444
00:27:09,160 --> 00:27:12,009
I know firsthand how
addicting the flurry of likes
445
00:27:12,010 --> 00:27:14,719
and comments and online attention can be.
446
00:27:14,720 --> 00:27:17,029
I mean, everybody wants
to be liked, right?
447
00:27:17,030 --> 00:27:19,259
Duh! It's just human nature.
448
00:27:19,260 --> 00:27:20,389
But to some people,
449
00:27:20,390 --> 00:27:22,659
it just becomes like a drug
and they have to keep taking
450
00:27:22,660 --> 00:27:25,929
more drastic, drastic
steps to get their high.
451
00:27:25,930 --> 00:27:28,549
Making up some story about
a hacker out to get you.
452
00:27:28,550 --> 00:27:29,689
Whatever!
453
00:27:29,690 --> 00:27:31,083
It just drums up sympathy.
454
00:27:33,760 --> 00:27:35,503
We miss you so much.
455
00:27:36,830 --> 00:27:39,123
Please Lexi, just come home.
456
00:27:40,380 --> 00:27:44,689
You changed my life in the best ways.
457
00:27:44,690 --> 00:27:47,259
You really inspired me.
458
00:27:47,260 --> 00:27:48,260
I love you.
459
00:27:49,170 --> 00:27:51,759
Because of you, I,
460
00:27:51,760 --> 00:27:56,089
I went back to my biggest
passion which is makeup.
461
00:27:56,090 --> 00:28:01,090
Because your videos were so
inspiring and so positive.
462
00:28:02,800 --> 00:28:04,853
I couldn't have done it without you.
463
00:28:05,990 --> 00:28:08,973
Hey, Lexicons. It's time
for your daily reminder.
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00:28:10,060 --> 00:28:12,823
You are powerful.
465
00:28:16,700 --> 00:28:18,789
Let's talk a little bit
about some of the people
466
00:28:18,790 --> 00:28:21,689
who lived in that house before Lexi.
467
00:28:21,690 --> 00:28:24,799
Namely Marla and Samuel Simmons.
468
00:28:24,800 --> 00:28:26,569
They moved to that house in 1996.
469
00:28:26,570 --> 00:28:30,359
Marla was a guidance counselor,
Samuel, a photographer.
470
00:28:30,360 --> 00:28:33,379
By 1998, Samuel had gone missing.
471
00:28:33,380 --> 00:28:36,189
No note, no letter, no sightings, no body.
472
00:28:36,190 --> 00:28:39,489
Gone, never to be heard from again.
473
00:28:39,490 --> 00:28:41,519
And there was only one
suspect in his disappearance,
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00:28:41,520 --> 00:28:43,499
Marla Simmons.
475
00:28:43,500 --> 00:28:44,409
She was never arrested.
476
00:28:44,410 --> 00:28:46,639
Without any evidence, authorities
were never able to build
477
00:28:46,640 --> 00:28:50,439
a case against her,
but Marla lost her job.
478
00:28:50,440 --> 00:28:53,099
People suspected foul play.
479
00:28:53,100 --> 00:28:54,469
Did she murder him?
480
00:28:54,470 --> 00:28:56,699
Did he run off with another
woman? Nobody knows.
481
00:28:56,700 --> 00:29:00,189
But what we do know is
that Marla became a recluse
482
00:29:00,190 --> 00:29:01,759
and then five years later,
483
00:29:01,760 --> 00:29:05,133
her body was found in the house dead.
484
00:29:06,350 --> 00:29:08,649
It was ruled a suicide by pills. Was it?
485
00:29:08,650 --> 00:29:10,499
The unjust suspicions of her community
486
00:29:10,500 --> 00:29:12,269
or was she stricken by crippling guilt?
487
00:29:12,270 --> 00:29:15,623
Only that house knows the truth.
488
00:30:11,920 --> 00:30:13,270
I guess here we go again.
489
00:30:15,470 --> 00:30:17,653
I saw the video online like everyone else.
490
00:30:18,490 --> 00:30:20,749
I've been trying to get
them to take it down,
491
00:30:20,750 --> 00:30:21,750
they won't.
492
00:30:23,407 --> 00:30:24,929
And I don't know why some
people are acting like
493
00:30:24,930 --> 00:30:27,769
I would stage this whole thing myself.
494
00:30:27,770 --> 00:30:28,770
Why?
495
00:30:30,210 --> 00:30:31,373
Why would I do that?
496
00:30:33,160 --> 00:30:36,189
It's obvious that something is going on.
497
00:30:36,190 --> 00:30:37,403
I live alone.
498
00:30:37,404 --> 00:30:39,743
I don't know where
those flashes came from.
499
00:30:40,730 --> 00:30:43,433
I don't know if that means
that someone was in my house.
500
00:30:47,500 --> 00:30:49,000
This time I called the police.
501
00:30:50,210 --> 00:30:51,256
They took a report.
502
00:30:51,257 --> 00:30:53,139
But they said there's
no evidence of anything
503
00:30:53,140 --> 00:30:56,233
and they can't even be
sure that someone was here.
504
00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:02,969
I don't know what's going
on, but whatever it is,
505
00:31:02,970 --> 00:31:04,859
it is not my doing?
506
00:31:04,860 --> 00:31:08,513
I swear, this is not some publicity stunt.
507
00:31:10,040 --> 00:31:11,990
Nobody wants this to stop more than me.
508
00:31:14,140 --> 00:31:18,369
Who or what is in that house?
509
00:31:18,370 --> 00:31:19,329
All right, she said it herself.
510
00:31:19,330 --> 00:31:20,809
She doesn't live with anybody
511
00:31:20,810 --> 00:31:23,379
and there's no signs of forced entry.
512
00:31:23,380 --> 00:31:27,209
And even if it was a person,
are they taking pictures?
513
00:31:27,210 --> 00:31:32,210
What are they taking pictures
of? Was that a camera flash?
514
00:31:34,060 --> 00:31:35,509
Is it just a coincidence
515
00:31:35,510 --> 00:31:39,283
that Samuel happened to be a photographer?
516
00:31:40,220 --> 00:31:42,219
It's time people get their
heads out of their asses
517
00:31:42,220 --> 00:31:44,579
and realize there are
other forces at work.
518
00:31:44,580 --> 00:31:48,543
Not just in Lexi's
house, but all around us.
519
00:31:49,547 --> 00:31:50,949
Hey girl, its me.
520
00:31:50,950 --> 00:31:54,259
I know it's been a minute,
we've both been super busy.
521
00:31:54,260 --> 00:31:57,409
But I miss you and I was hoping you could
522
00:31:57,410 --> 00:31:59,669
come over for girls night soon.
523
00:31:59,670 --> 00:32:04,670
We can eat way too much junk
food and watch trashy TV.
524
00:32:05,212 --> 00:32:06,929
What do you say?
525
00:32:06,930 --> 00:32:08,438
Hit me know and let me know
what your schedule looks like,
526
00:32:08,439 --> 00:32:09,271
okay?
527
00:32:09,272 --> 00:32:10,605
I love you. Bye.
528
00:32:29,555 --> 00:32:30,555
Hello?
529
00:32:34,157 --> 00:32:35,324
Someone there?
530
00:33:05,077 --> 00:33:09,577
Whoever is there, you should
know I'm gonna call the police.
531
00:33:19,895 --> 00:33:24,478
Please just get out. I am
calling the police right now.
532
00:34:19,690 --> 00:34:21,709
Okay. If none of that stuff was staged
533
00:34:21,710 --> 00:34:23,479
and she was really so freaking terrified,
534
00:34:23,480 --> 00:34:26,279
then why not just move
out of the house already?
535
00:34:26,280 --> 00:34:27,849
Please!
536
00:34:27,850 --> 00:34:29,653
You ask me, it's like this.
537
00:34:30,490 --> 00:34:32,949
The lifestyle's addictive
and there are times
538
00:34:32,950 --> 00:34:35,399
when I wonder if I'm
addicted to it myself.
539
00:34:35,400 --> 00:34:37,579
The likes, the clicks, the attention,
540
00:34:37,580 --> 00:34:39,669
the instant gratification.
541
00:34:39,670 --> 00:34:40,799
Some people will just do anything
542
00:34:40,800 --> 00:34:42,150
to cut through the clutter.
543
00:34:43,480 --> 00:34:45,389
Lexi would never
admit it to just anyone,
544
00:34:45,390 --> 00:34:49,479
but she struggled a lot
with feelings of loneliness.
545
00:34:49,480 --> 00:34:52,053
Even though she's this internet sensation,
546
00:34:53,100 --> 00:34:54,349
she didn't have a lot of family
547
00:34:54,350 --> 00:34:56,809
and none of them live near her anyway.
548
00:34:56,810 --> 00:34:59,999
And there weren't a lot
of close, genuine friends
549
00:35:00,000 --> 00:35:01,409
in her life.
550
00:35:01,410 --> 00:35:03,829
So when things started to spiral for her,
551
00:35:03,830 --> 00:35:06,163
I don't think she felt like she had
552
00:35:06,164 --> 00:35:08,209
many people she could turn to.
553
00:35:10,140 --> 00:35:11,291
Salutations.
554
00:35:11,292 --> 00:35:13,979
You've reached the
voicemail of Sophia Sky.
555
00:35:13,980 --> 00:35:17,789
World renowned spiritual guide
and essence practitioner.
556
00:35:17,790 --> 00:35:18,874
Please leave a message
557
00:35:18,875 --> 00:35:21,293
and I will reply at my
earliest convenience.
558
00:35:22,250 --> 00:35:23,704
Stay blessed.
559
00:35:25,240 --> 00:35:26,839
Hi, my name is Lexi.
560
00:35:26,840 --> 00:35:29,059
I've, I've left a few other messages,
561
00:35:29,060 --> 00:35:31,089
but I haven't heard back from you yet.
562
00:35:31,090 --> 00:35:35,213
I was hoping that you could
help me out with my new house.
563
00:35:36,112 --> 00:35:37,479
I just...
564
00:35:37,480 --> 00:35:38,439
I could really use some help.
565
00:35:38,440 --> 00:35:41,410
So I'm hoping that you
will call me back, please
566
00:35:42,458 --> 00:35:44,384
if you're taking on new clients.
567
00:35:44,385 --> 00:35:45,934
Again, my name is Lexi
568
00:35:45,935 --> 00:35:50,935
and you can make me at 858-663-0
569
00:35:51,624 --> 00:35:56,624
Thank you.
570
00:37:20,380 --> 00:37:22,263
Hey, Lexicons. Welcome back.
571
00:37:24,830 --> 00:37:29,830
Okay. I know things
have been crazy lately.
572
00:37:30,340 --> 00:37:34,069
And I also know that you
don't come here for drama.
573
00:37:34,070 --> 00:37:36,869
This is not supposed to
be a reality TV show.
574
00:37:36,870 --> 00:37:40,009
And I want to be better
about continuing to provide
575
00:37:40,010 --> 00:37:43,089
the kind of content that
you really want to see.
576
00:37:43,090 --> 00:37:45,369
So I promise that I'm going to do
577
00:37:45,370 --> 00:37:48,513
my absolute best going forward.
578
00:37:50,450 --> 00:37:53,779
First I just want to say
that I have received some
579
00:37:53,780 --> 00:37:58,079
incredibly kind and supportive
messages from so many of you
580
00:37:58,080 --> 00:38:02,593
and it really just means the
world to me. So thank you.
581
00:38:03,580 --> 00:38:04,639
Okay.
582
00:38:04,640 --> 00:38:07,699
Let's try to get back to some
sense of normalcy, shall we?
583
00:38:07,700 --> 00:38:10,549
Today I want to talk to you
about how you can create
584
00:38:10,550 --> 00:38:13,479
an environment that allows you to thrive.
585
00:38:13,480 --> 00:38:15,939
And something that I've
found really helpful for this
586
00:38:15,940 --> 00:38:18,239
is creating three
different types of lists.
587
00:38:18,240 --> 00:38:21,319
I know, I know! Lexi and
her lists! Yes, I'm guilty.
588
00:38:21,320 --> 00:38:24,929
Now for these three lists,
one is a Start list.
589
00:38:24,930 --> 00:38:28,129
One is a Continue list
and one is a Stop list.
590
00:38:28,130 --> 00:38:30,169
And they are exactly what they sound like.
591
00:38:30,170 --> 00:38:32,019
So the Start list is a list of things
592
00:38:32,020 --> 00:38:34,259
that you want to begin doing.
593
00:38:34,260 --> 00:38:35,979
The Continue list is a list of things
594
00:38:35,980 --> 00:38:38,419
that you want to keep doing.
595
00:38:38,420 --> 00:38:40,079
And the Stop list is the list of things
596
00:38:40,080 --> 00:38:43,349
that you no longer want to do.
Things that don't serve you.
597
00:38:43,350 --> 00:38:46,179
And it's important that
these not be lofty goals
598
00:38:46,180 --> 00:38:47,899
that seem unattainable.
599
00:38:47,900 --> 00:38:50,219
It should be things that you
can really, really, really
600
00:38:50,220 --> 00:38:52,729
put your mind to and things
that are easily achievable.
601
00:38:52,730 --> 00:38:54,233
So some examples,
602
00:38:55,310 --> 00:38:59,279
I want to start doing yoga
for 20 minutes every morning.
603
00:38:59,280 --> 00:39:02,629
I want to continue to read
every night before bed.
604
00:39:02,630 --> 00:39:07,630
I want to stop scrolling
mindlessly through social media.
605
00:39:07,820 --> 00:39:10,450
Or I guess in my case, I want to stop
606
00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:16,929
allowing unseen forces
or people to consume
607
00:39:16,930 --> 00:39:18,103
my time and energy.
608
00:39:20,270 --> 00:39:22,519
Okay. So that is it.
609
00:39:22,520 --> 00:39:24,009
Be sure to let me know in the comments,
610
00:39:24,010 --> 00:39:25,249
some of the things that
you are going to be
611
00:39:25,250 --> 00:39:26,969
putting on your lists.
612
00:39:26,970 --> 00:39:29,339
Of course if you haven't
already, remember to subscribe.
613
00:39:29,340 --> 00:39:33,143
And keep laughing, because
laughter is an instant vacation.
614
00:40:14,280 --> 00:40:16,349
The thing is her fan base blew up.
615
00:40:16,350 --> 00:40:18,709
She was already huge,
but the sympathy for her,
616
00:40:18,710 --> 00:40:22,049
the whole big, brave
Lexi soldiering on thing,
617
00:40:22,050 --> 00:40:23,809
they ate it up.
618
00:40:23,810 --> 00:40:26,310
So of course she kept the
act going. Who wouldn't?
619
00:40:27,170 --> 00:40:28,543
It's just smart business.
620
00:40:41,047 --> 00:40:42,047
Listen.
621
00:40:52,991 --> 00:40:53,991
Hello?
622
00:40:59,225 --> 00:41:00,225
Hello?
623
00:41:04,700 --> 00:41:06,183
I'm going to call the police.
624
00:41:10,550 --> 00:41:11,803
I'm recording this.
625
00:41:24,545 --> 00:41:26,959
I recorded the song.
626
00:41:26,960 --> 00:41:27,973
I've got proof.
627
00:41:37,310 --> 00:41:39,853
One unexplained
phenomenon after another.
628
00:41:40,810 --> 00:41:43,519
That is, if you're looking
for simple explanations
629
00:41:43,520 --> 00:41:45,773
that tie things up in a nice, neat bow.
630
00:41:47,501 --> 00:41:50,219
I really hope you're safe.
631
00:41:50,220 --> 00:41:54,429
Please come back to us.
We really miss you Lexi.
632
00:41:54,430 --> 00:41:57,623
I just, I'm a really
big fan of yours and,
633
00:41:59,270 --> 00:42:00,839
and I miss watching your videos.
634
00:42:00,840 --> 00:42:02,590
You know, I hope you're doing okay.
635
00:42:03,558 --> 00:42:05,258
I hope to see you back soon because,
636
00:42:07,540 --> 00:42:11,399
because you were actually the
reason why I was brave enough
637
00:42:11,400 --> 00:42:14,393
to come out to my family.
638
00:42:15,690 --> 00:42:19,189
And if it wouldn't have been
for your videos, you know,
639
00:42:19,190 --> 00:42:20,669
I would never have been able to do that.
640
00:42:20,670 --> 00:42:25,388
So I just, I just, I
wanted to say thank you
641
00:42:25,389 --> 00:42:27,849
and I hope to see your videos soon.
642
00:42:27,850 --> 00:42:29,543
I hope you come back soon.
643
00:42:30,790 --> 00:42:31,827
All right. Peace.
644
00:42:33,791 --> 00:42:35,853
Hey Mom. It's me, Lexi.
645
00:42:37,290 --> 00:42:39,139
Alexandria.
646
00:42:39,140 --> 00:42:40,840
I know you hate that I go by Lexi.
647
00:42:41,973 --> 00:42:43,559
"I did not name my daughter Alexandria
648
00:42:43,560 --> 00:42:45,397
just have people calling her Lexi!"
649
00:42:46,860 --> 00:42:51,789
Anyway, I know it's been a
while. More then a while.
650
00:42:51,790 --> 00:42:56,109
But I was thinking that maybe
I would come home and visit,
651
00:42:56,110 --> 00:42:57,110
finally.
652
00:42:58,130 --> 00:42:59,689
Whenever is good for you.
653
00:42:59,690 --> 00:43:03,023
So, just call me back
and we can chat. Okay?
654
00:43:04,605 --> 00:43:05,855
Okay. Love you.
655
00:43:07,752 --> 00:43:09,469
Well, up until the IG live video,
656
00:43:09,470 --> 00:43:13,249
there was a very large,
very loud segment of people
657
00:43:13,250 --> 00:43:16,549
who insisted Lexi was making it all up.
658
00:43:16,550 --> 00:43:18,269
That nothing was really going on.
659
00:43:18,270 --> 00:43:21,263
The whole thing was some
sort of elaborate ruse.
660
00:43:22,310 --> 00:43:23,469
Why?
661
00:43:23,470 --> 00:43:25,749
Well, there are different
schools of thought on that.
662
00:43:25,750 --> 00:43:28,956
Boredom, publicity,
sympathy, mental health.
663
00:43:28,957 --> 00:43:31,253
And the possibilities were endless.
664
00:43:32,380 --> 00:43:35,009
But when the IG live video was posted,
665
00:43:35,010 --> 00:43:36,710
lots of people changed their tune.
666
00:43:38,270 --> 00:43:39,520
Of course, some insisted.
667
00:43:40,390 --> 00:43:41,473
She just had help.
668
00:43:49,940 --> 00:43:53,283
I've been trying so hard Lexicons.
669
00:43:54,970 --> 00:43:59,049
There is something
unexplainable happening to me,
670
00:43:59,050 --> 00:44:02,299
but I have been really
trying to stay strong
671
00:44:02,300 --> 00:44:05,353
and power through for all
of you and for myself.
672
00:44:09,047 --> 00:44:10,197
But it just won't stop.
673
00:44:11,610 --> 00:44:15,549
It's just one thing after
another, after another,
674
00:44:15,550 --> 00:44:20,083
after another, and now
there's the latest one.
675
00:44:21,140 --> 00:44:22,323
Let me play it for you.
676
00:44:39,120 --> 00:44:43,163
That video was posted to
my IG live and not by me.
677
00:44:44,560 --> 00:44:47,873
It was live and I'm sleeping on my couch.
678
00:44:49,440 --> 00:44:51,529
What does that mean?
679
00:44:51,530 --> 00:44:54,759
Does that mean not only
is somebody hacking me
680
00:44:54,760 --> 00:44:56,299
and bugging me and listening to me,
681
00:44:56,300 --> 00:44:58,143
but they're also watching me?
682
00:45:00,960 --> 00:45:02,193
I don't know what to do.
683
00:45:03,840 --> 00:45:07,133
I don't know who to trust.
I don't know who to talk to.
684
00:45:09,710 --> 00:45:11,509
I called the police again.
685
00:45:11,510 --> 00:45:13,560
All they did was fill out another report.
686
00:45:14,890 --> 00:45:17,363
They said there was still
no sign of forced entry.
687
00:45:19,710 --> 00:45:21,899
They basically made me
feel like they think
688
00:45:21,900 --> 00:45:25,759
I'm a drama queen or a liar.
689
00:45:25,760 --> 00:45:27,810
Just like some of you are making me feel.
690
00:45:30,130 --> 00:45:35,130
I am so tired of asking,
but I will ask again,
691
00:45:35,670 --> 00:45:40,623
whoever is doing this, please stop.
692
00:45:42,200 --> 00:45:43,273
Just stop!
693
00:45:45,720 --> 00:45:49,599
And to my fans, I ask
you now more than ever,
694
00:45:49,600 --> 00:45:54,593
please just support me and believe me.
695
00:45:56,750 --> 00:45:57,793
Believe me.
696
00:46:06,702 --> 00:46:10,535
Nobody wants
it to stop more than me.
697
00:46:13,770 --> 00:46:16,469
Doubt is a very small word
698
00:46:16,470 --> 00:46:18,453
with very big consequences.
699
00:46:19,390 --> 00:46:20,809
If others constantly doubt us,
700
00:46:20,810 --> 00:46:23,049
then it follows that we
begin to doubt ourselves.
701
00:46:23,050 --> 00:46:26,919
And if we doubt ourselves,
our own eyes, ears,
702
00:46:26,920 --> 00:46:29,803
and experiences, what then can we rely on?
703
00:46:31,660 --> 00:46:33,319
Yeah, I'll be honest with you.
704
00:46:33,320 --> 00:46:37,779
Before this whole thing, I
had no idea who Lexi was.
705
00:46:37,780 --> 00:46:40,609
I don't think I'm exactly
her target demographic.
706
00:46:40,610 --> 00:46:43,439
But then one of my friends
told me about these
707
00:46:43,440 --> 00:46:46,859
crazy fetish videos that
popped up on the internet.
708
00:46:46,860 --> 00:46:48,989
This link started
circulating on social media.
709
00:46:48,990 --> 00:46:52,323
You could just download
these videos free of charge.
710
00:46:53,550 --> 00:46:55,419
Yeah, I clicked on it!
711
00:46:55,420 --> 00:46:58,232
I wanted to see what
all the fuss was about.
712
00:46:58,233 --> 00:47:00,899
And the fetish videos were
my introduction to Lexi.
713
00:47:00,900 --> 00:47:03,089
They were so odd that I went back
714
00:47:03,090 --> 00:47:04,969
and started watching her YouTube channel.
715
00:47:04,970 --> 00:47:08,453
And before you knew it, I
was knee deep in the saga.
716
00:47:14,610 --> 00:47:18,626
Pretend you're
really, really cold. Sell it.
717
00:47:18,627 --> 00:47:20,176
Okay.
718
00:47:20,177 --> 00:47:21,177
Okay.
719
00:47:30,709 --> 00:47:32,542
It's freezing in here.
720
00:47:33,660 --> 00:47:35,463
Can't feel my fingers or my toes.
721
00:47:36,590 --> 00:47:39,859
Oh, I wish I could just
warm up by the fireplace
722
00:47:39,860 --> 00:47:42,063
or jump in the jacuzzi.
723
00:47:43,350 --> 00:47:44,663
More shivering.
724
00:47:47,030 --> 00:47:48,417
Yeah.
725
00:47:48,418 --> 00:47:49,418
Like that.
726
00:47:53,970 --> 00:47:56,359
Oh my God. When that first video leaked,
727
00:47:56,360 --> 00:47:59,359
everybody and their mother
was like, what is this?
728
00:47:59,360 --> 00:48:02,419
It was so weird and like,
mega mega embarrassing.
729
00:48:02,420 --> 00:48:04,779
Doing some kind of garage
fetish porn or something
730
00:48:04,780 --> 00:48:07,389
was totally against brand for Lexi.
731
00:48:07,390 --> 00:48:09,249
I mean, with somebody
who's really trying to live
732
00:48:09,250 --> 00:48:11,559
the best version of
themselves ever be caught dead
733
00:48:11,560 --> 00:48:13,063
doing something so grimy.
734
00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:15,763
And she had that awful wig on.
735
00:48:16,750 --> 00:48:20,219
I mean, who was she trying
to fool? It was clearly her.
736
00:48:20,220 --> 00:48:21,109
I mean, at that point,
737
00:48:21,110 --> 00:48:24,060
even I thought somebody might
actually be messing with her.
738
00:48:24,930 --> 00:48:27,680
Either that, or she just like
completely lost her mind.
739
00:48:29,780 --> 00:48:32,049
I didn't spend much
time concerning myself
740
00:48:32,050 --> 00:48:33,879
with those things.
741
00:48:33,880 --> 00:48:36,239
And they were merely a
diversion and not even
742
00:48:36,240 --> 00:48:39,739
a very good one if you ask
me, which obviously you are.
743
00:48:39,740 --> 00:48:44,379
So, in my opinion whoever
released those videos, did it
744
00:48:44,380 --> 00:48:47,893
to distract us from what's
really going on in that house.
745
00:50:07,235 --> 00:50:09,902
I don't know what is going on.
746
00:50:12,827 --> 00:50:15,572
I don't know what's going on.
747
00:50:15,573 --> 00:50:18,769
The timing of her sharing
that video was super suspect.
748
00:50:18,770 --> 00:50:20,889
Okay, so the first
fetish video gets leaked
749
00:50:20,890 --> 00:50:22,359
and then this evening creepier thing
750
00:50:22,360 --> 00:50:24,739
just happens to happen to her right after.
751
00:50:24,740 --> 00:50:26,539
How convenient!
752
00:50:26,540 --> 00:50:28,049
But nobody about the fetish vid.
753
00:50:28,050 --> 00:50:29,449
The internet was still buzzing.
754
00:50:29,450 --> 00:50:31,629
Everybody was certain,
there had to be more.
755
00:50:31,630 --> 00:50:32,969
So by the time the second one leaked,
756
00:50:32,970 --> 00:50:35,049
everybody was ready and waiting.
757
00:50:35,050 --> 00:50:38,389
Oh Mr. Bear, you're just so cuddly.
758
00:50:38,390 --> 00:50:40,157
I could cuddle with you all day.
759
00:50:46,360 --> 00:50:48,323
Now give
him the bear a kiss.
760
00:50:52,570 --> 00:50:54,633
Now, suck your thumb.
761
00:51:08,150 --> 00:51:09,039
People have been wondering
762
00:51:09,040 --> 00:51:11,529
if and when Lexi would address the videos.
763
00:51:11,530 --> 00:51:14,069
Of course, she tried to take
the high road and spin it into
764
00:51:14,070 --> 00:51:18,279
this positive example of
realness and honesty or whatever.
765
00:51:18,280 --> 00:51:21,513
Those videos happened
at a low point in my life.
766
00:51:22,960 --> 00:51:26,249
I was between jobs. I needed money.
767
00:51:26,250 --> 00:51:28,719
I had no direction. I was unhappy.
768
00:51:28,720 --> 00:51:30,359
I knew I wanted to start my own channel,
769
00:51:30,360 --> 00:51:33,260
but I didn't have money for
any of the equipment I needed.
770
00:51:35,920 --> 00:51:37,969
I was hoping to get into
promotional modeling
771
00:51:37,970 --> 00:51:40,009
for some quick cash.
772
00:51:40,010 --> 00:51:41,733
I saw an ad. I clicked on it.
773
00:51:43,140 --> 00:51:45,819
He told me what he
wanted to film me doing.
774
00:51:45,820 --> 00:51:47,843
I agreed and I got paid.
775
00:51:50,230 --> 00:51:51,980
I know what those videos look like,
776
00:51:52,970 --> 00:51:54,920
but they helped me get back on my feet.
777
00:51:55,770 --> 00:51:58,013
They helped me get
started on this journey.
778
00:51:59,660 --> 00:52:01,053
So whoever posted them,
779
00:52:02,420 --> 00:52:03,813
I want to say thank you.
780
00:52:04,900 --> 00:52:08,723
Because you reminded me to
embrace my whole journey,
781
00:52:09,830 --> 00:52:11,853
the highs, as well as the lows.
782
00:52:13,360 --> 00:52:15,863
I think she was hoping
that would make them stop.
783
00:52:17,040 --> 00:52:18,973
No such luck for Lexi!
784
00:52:20,590 --> 00:52:22,383
So just like, talk about the pie?
785
00:52:23,550 --> 00:52:24,382
Dip your finger in
786
00:52:24,383 --> 00:52:25,970
and talk about the whipped cream.
787
00:52:28,260 --> 00:52:30,923
Ooh, it's so fluffy and soft.
788
00:52:33,610 --> 00:52:35,703
It's just so sweet and yummy.
789
00:52:40,000 --> 00:52:42,589
Now smash
your face into the pie.
790
00:52:42,590 --> 00:52:44,059
What?
791
00:52:44,060 --> 00:52:47,653
You heard me.
Smash your face into the pie.
792
00:52:56,150 --> 00:52:58,079
Oh, the guy in the videos.
793
00:52:58,080 --> 00:53:00,339
Yeah, yeah. He was the first
person the cops brought in
794
00:53:00,340 --> 00:53:03,219
when she was officially
considered missing.
795
00:53:03,220 --> 00:53:04,879
I mean, it makes sense, right?
796
00:53:04,880 --> 00:53:07,029
How can they not bring him in?
797
00:53:07,030 --> 00:53:09,679
Apparently the guy is some
weird fetish film producer.
798
00:53:09,680 --> 00:53:12,049
He's into all sorts of weird stuff.
799
00:53:12,050 --> 00:53:14,179
But the police say he had nothing to do
800
00:53:14,180 --> 00:53:16,369
with Lexi's disappearance.
801
00:53:16,370 --> 00:53:18,403
Airtight alibi, apparently.
802
00:53:19,300 --> 00:53:21,439
Report also said, there's
no reason to believe
803
00:53:21,440 --> 00:53:24,029
that he was the one
that posted the videos.
804
00:53:24,030 --> 00:53:26,159
If you think about it, why would he?
805
00:53:26,160 --> 00:53:28,479
Why post something for free?
806
00:53:28,480 --> 00:53:31,367
We have all sorts of people
willing to pay you for it.
807
00:53:37,340 --> 00:53:38,523
Hey Lexicons.
808
00:53:39,510 --> 00:53:43,669
So today's video is going
to be a little different.
809
00:53:43,670 --> 00:53:45,829
As I'm sure, most of you know,
810
00:53:45,830 --> 00:53:49,203
there has been a lot
going on with me lately.
811
00:53:50,420 --> 00:53:54,059
And I'm really trying to
figure out how to balance
812
00:53:54,060 --> 00:53:59,060
all of this stuff with how I
communicate with all of you.
813
00:54:00,430 --> 00:54:03,359
I've always prided myself on transparency,
814
00:54:03,360 --> 00:54:06,249
being honest and open in sharing with you.
815
00:54:06,250 --> 00:54:10,253
And I want to continue to
do so, for better or worse.
816
00:54:11,430 --> 00:54:13,809
Last video, I mentioned
that I'm really going to do
817
00:54:13,810 --> 00:54:16,619
my best to embrace my whole journey.
818
00:54:16,620 --> 00:54:19,559
Part of that is coming
to terms with who I am
819
00:54:19,560 --> 00:54:22,413
and being willing to
admit when I need help.
820
00:54:23,560 --> 00:54:26,453
So I've decided to start seeing someone.
821
00:54:27,450 --> 00:54:29,949
Now, lots of people, way
more than you'd think,
822
00:54:29,950 --> 00:54:32,713
talk to someone for all kinds of reasons.
823
00:54:33,870 --> 00:54:37,049
To help them cope with loss and trauma,
824
00:54:37,050 --> 00:54:38,749
or just to help them understand themselves
825
00:54:38,750 --> 00:54:41,449
and the things that make them tick better.
826
00:54:41,450 --> 00:54:42,450
I'm no different.
827
00:54:43,360 --> 00:54:46,239
I just want to be upfront
with you about my journey,
828
00:54:46,240 --> 00:54:49,059
even the parts that
are hard to talk about.
829
00:54:49,060 --> 00:54:51,179
I don't mean this to be a call for help,
830
00:54:51,180 --> 00:54:53,139
but just to set an example.
831
00:54:53,140 --> 00:54:55,299
For anyone out there, going
through something similar
832
00:54:55,300 --> 00:54:57,153
to know that they are not alone.
833
00:54:58,000 --> 00:55:02,653
Everyone feels scared and
frustrated and unsure sometimes.
834
00:55:03,600 --> 00:55:06,750
And it is totally okay to ask for help.
835
00:58:40,002 --> 00:58:41,002
Help.
836
00:58:43,408 --> 00:58:44,408
Please.
837
00:58:46,813 --> 00:58:47,813
Just help.
838
00:58:49,142 --> 00:58:50,142
Help me.
839
00:58:52,410 --> 00:58:54,979
From the moment she
started her YouTube channel,
840
00:58:54,980 --> 00:58:59,159
Lexi had been posting a
new video every Wednesday.
841
00:58:59,160 --> 00:59:01,769
And she never missed a
Wednesday, even on holidays.
842
00:59:01,770 --> 00:59:04,969
That is like 210-211 straight Wednesdays
843
00:59:04,970 --> 00:59:06,370
that Lexi delivered a video.
844
00:59:07,510 --> 00:59:10,643
Then all of a sudden
she missed a Wednesday.
845
00:59:11,530 --> 00:59:13,289
And then another.
846
00:59:13,290 --> 00:59:14,639
And another.
847
00:59:14,640 --> 00:59:17,589
And she didn't post a new
content for five weeks.
848
00:59:17,590 --> 00:59:22,233
And then on that sixth Wednesday,
she posted a new video.
849
00:59:44,350 --> 00:59:46,133
How do you like being watched?
850
00:59:49,460 --> 00:59:52,251
After the hiatus, shit got weird.
851
00:59:57,250 --> 00:59:58,250
Okay!
852
00:59:58,980 --> 01:00:00,849
Counting down.
853
01:00:00,850 --> 01:00:01,849
Ten,
854
01:00:01,850 --> 01:00:03,149
nine,
855
01:00:03,150 --> 01:00:03,982
eight,
856
01:00:03,983 --> 01:00:05,049
seven,
857
01:00:05,050 --> 01:00:06,139
six,
858
01:00:06,140 --> 01:00:07,119
five,
859
01:00:07,120 --> 01:00:08,219
four,
860
01:00:08,220 --> 01:00:09,239
three,
861
01:00:09,240 --> 01:00:10,089
two,
862
01:00:10,090 --> 01:00:11,069
one.
863
01:00:11,070 --> 01:00:13,320
Ready or not? Here I come.
864
01:00:15,909 --> 01:00:18,970
Where are you?
865
01:00:18,971 --> 01:00:20,138
Where are you?
866
01:00:23,950 --> 01:00:25,077
I'm gonna find you.
867
01:00:29,327 --> 01:00:34,327
No, where are you?
868
01:00:36,031 --> 01:00:36,999
No!
869
01:00:37,000 --> 01:00:38,167
Where are you?
870
01:00:43,978 --> 01:00:45,561
I'm gonna find you.
871
01:00:47,630 --> 01:00:49,143
Where's she Butters? Where?
872
01:01:03,890 --> 01:01:06,369
Vanessa, you fell over.
873
01:01:06,370 --> 01:01:07,903
That's no place for you.
874
01:01:16,430 --> 01:01:18,213
I'm giving you people everything.
875
01:01:19,870 --> 01:01:20,970
What more do you want?
876
01:01:23,600 --> 01:01:28,423
I opened up to you. I was
honest and transparent.
877
01:01:32,040 --> 01:01:37,040
I shared everything. My thoughts, myself,
878
01:01:37,190 --> 01:01:39,453
my entire freaking life.
879
01:01:43,030 --> 01:01:46,979
I invited you into my journey.
880
01:01:46,980 --> 01:01:48,729
My journey.
881
01:01:48,730 --> 01:01:49,730
And you!
882
01:01:51,720 --> 01:01:52,933
You judge me.
883
01:01:54,840 --> 01:01:57,349
You, you ridicule me.
884
01:01:57,350 --> 01:01:58,423
You shame me.
885
01:02:07,823 --> 01:02:12,563
I feel like I'm living in a Petri dish.
886
01:02:13,460 --> 01:02:14,759
Is that what this is?
887
01:02:14,760 --> 01:02:16,573
Some social experiment?
888
01:02:17,957 --> 01:02:19,689
"How much can we take from Lexi?
889
01:02:19,690 --> 01:02:21,847
How much, how much can
we put her through?"
890
01:02:27,115 --> 01:02:28,759
I just...
891
01:02:28,760 --> 01:02:30,130
I wanted to do good.
892
01:02:31,620 --> 01:02:32,923
I am good.
893
01:02:34,010 --> 01:02:35,563
I wanted to help people.
894
01:02:37,810 --> 01:02:39,603
I wanted to help all of you.
895
01:02:42,408 --> 01:02:45,083
And you, you, well.
896
01:02:47,610 --> 01:02:48,713
This is what you made.
897
01:02:52,670 --> 01:02:55,423
This is your doing, not mine.
898
01:02:58,890 --> 01:03:01,313
Enjoy the show, assholes.
899
01:03:03,400 --> 01:03:04,643
This bitch.
900
01:03:13,830 --> 01:03:16,509
Hey listen, I'm no
mental health professional,
901
01:03:16,510 --> 01:03:20,673
but it's clear that stress was
getting to her at that point.
902
01:03:26,760 --> 01:03:29,029
Happy Wednesday, Lexicons.
903
01:03:29,030 --> 01:03:34,030
My name is Vanessa. As you
can see Lexi isn't here today.
904
01:03:34,140 --> 01:03:38,329
She had to take a mental health
day because you jerk faces
905
01:03:38,330 --> 01:03:40,559
have been so mean to her.
906
01:03:40,560 --> 01:03:43,459
She found all sorts of
posts and threads online,
907
01:03:43,460 --> 01:03:46,469
where people were saying nasty things.
908
01:03:46,470 --> 01:03:49,259
Things like, "Hopefully
the ghosts will scare her"
909
01:03:49,260 --> 01:03:52,439
into quitting this stupid YouTube channel.
910
01:03:52,440 --> 01:03:54,399
The fact that this girl
thinks she's qualified
911
01:03:54,400 --> 01:03:56,523
to give anyone advice is funny AF.
912
01:03:57,910 --> 01:03:59,709
I bet you post things on Instagram,
913
01:03:59,710 --> 01:04:01,429
about your glow up from high school
914
01:04:01,430 --> 01:04:03,999
while listening to Taylor Swift.
915
01:04:04,000 --> 01:04:05,849
Can we start a GoFundMe to support
916
01:04:05,850 --> 01:04:07,833
whoever is trying to kill this chick?
917
01:04:08,680 --> 01:04:10,689
She looks like the version of Blake Lively
918
01:04:10,690 --> 01:04:13,769
that's on clearance at the dollar store.
919
01:04:13,770 --> 01:04:16,139
You look like the kind of
girl that tells every guy,
920
01:04:16,140 --> 01:04:19,899
'I have a boyfriend',
whether they ask you or not.
921
01:04:19,900 --> 01:04:23,479
Nice tits, too bad there's a rest of you.
922
01:04:23,480 --> 01:04:25,189
You look like Rapunzel,
923
01:04:25,190 --> 01:04:27,469
except instead of letting
your golden hair down,
924
01:04:27,470 --> 01:04:30,319
"you let everyone in your life down."
925
01:04:30,320 --> 01:04:34,719
These are mean posts. So
Lexi had to take the day off.
926
01:04:34,720 --> 01:04:36,070
See you next time.
927
01:04:37,620 --> 01:04:39,619
Let me tell you about this chick I know.
928
01:04:39,620 --> 01:04:41,849
She's used to call herself Krafty Karen,
929
01:04:41,850 --> 01:04:44,599
and of course Krafty
was spelled with a "K".
930
01:04:44,600 --> 01:04:46,569
So Karen's YouTube channel had like
931
01:04:46,570 --> 01:04:48,429
a quarter of a million followers.
932
01:04:48,430 --> 01:04:51,379
And then all of a sudden one
day she just goes missing.
933
01:04:51,380 --> 01:04:53,849
And everybody's like, "Oh my
God, where's Krafty Karen?"
934
01:04:53,850 --> 01:04:55,949
The local news is interviewing people
935
01:04:55,950 --> 01:04:58,206
and her mom's on TV crying.
936
01:04:58,207 --> 01:05:00,249
"If you have any information
about my daughter,
937
01:05:00,250 --> 01:05:01,459
blah, blah, blah."
938
01:05:01,460 --> 01:05:03,459
And then two weeks later, they find her.
939
01:05:03,460 --> 01:05:05,059
Shacking up with her ex-boyfriend,
940
01:05:05,060 --> 01:05:06,509
turned her on God knows what?
941
01:05:06,510 --> 01:05:09,259
Surrounded by bags of Flamin
Hot Cheetos apparently.
942
01:05:09,260 --> 01:05:11,559
And by the time she was found,
her quarter of a million
943
01:05:11,560 --> 01:05:13,543
followers had ballooned over a million.
944
01:05:14,610 --> 01:05:16,853
So therapists might
call it a cry for help,
945
01:05:18,200 --> 01:05:19,923
but I just call it good marketing.
946
01:05:25,860 --> 01:05:28,273
Lexicons. Lexicons.
947
01:05:29,441 --> 01:05:32,153
Thanks for watching, Lexicons.
948
01:05:34,223 --> 01:05:35,400
Welcome back. Welcome back.
949
01:05:37,350 --> 01:05:41,019
Happy Wednesday. Welcome back.
950
01:05:41,020 --> 01:05:44,469
Keep laughing. Keep laughing.
951
01:05:44,470 --> 01:05:48,060
Keep laughing no matter what.
952
01:05:48,061 --> 01:05:50,998
Matter what, matter what.
953
01:05:50,999 --> 01:05:53,416
Keep laughing no matter what.
954
01:05:54,738 --> 01:05:56,321
Lexicons, Lexicons.
955
01:05:57,747 --> 01:06:00,303
Thanks for watching Lexicons.
956
01:06:01,272 --> 01:06:04,819
Welcome back. Welcome back.
957
01:06:04,820 --> 01:06:08,079
Happy Wednesday. Welcome back.
958
01:06:08,080 --> 01:06:11,559
Keep laughing, keep laughing.
959
01:06:11,560 --> 01:06:15,173
Keep laughing no matter what.
960
01:06:28,980 --> 01:06:32,359
Well, people started to
speculate about her mental state.
961
01:06:32,360 --> 01:06:34,539
They were saying she was off her meds,
962
01:06:34,540 --> 01:06:39,139
but that is not what it was.
963
01:06:39,140 --> 01:06:42,709
She was no longer Lexi.
964
01:06:42,710 --> 01:06:45,499
Something had her, something
that wanted to do her harm.
965
01:06:45,500 --> 01:06:47,773
It was destroying her from within.
966
01:06:49,400 --> 01:06:52,809
I do not throw around the
word "Possession" lightly,
967
01:06:52,810 --> 01:06:56,763
but it has to be considered,
968
01:06:57,910 --> 01:06:59,610
especially after the makeup video.
969
01:07:07,090 --> 01:07:08,829
Hi boys and girls.
970
01:07:08,830 --> 01:07:12,003
Today we're going to be pretty.
971
01:07:12,910 --> 01:07:15,539
Because nobody likes things that are raw
972
01:07:15,540 --> 01:07:17,949
and honest and flawed.
973
01:07:17,950 --> 01:07:21,309
People want things that
are pretty, pretty, pretty!
974
01:07:21,310 --> 01:07:22,597
Step one, lipstick.
975
01:07:35,630 --> 01:07:38,413
Step two, eye shadow.
976
01:07:50,500 --> 01:07:53,193
Step three, blush.
977
01:08:05,590 --> 01:08:08,713
Step four, fluff your hair.
978
01:08:12,370 --> 01:08:14,207
And step five, smile.
979
01:08:38,310 --> 01:08:41,179
And she'd been declared
missing for six days, before
980
01:08:41,180 --> 01:08:44,103
someone posted more footage
from her security cameras.
981
01:08:45,510 --> 01:08:48,673
There was some pretty
private stuff in there.
982
01:10:04,268 --> 01:10:07,185
Don't mind me. I'm dropping shit.
983
01:10:17,400 --> 01:10:19,409
The thing about those videos is,
984
01:10:19,410 --> 01:10:22,909
it's clear she had no
idea she was being filmed.
985
01:10:22,910 --> 01:10:24,379
It's obvious.
986
01:10:24,380 --> 01:10:26,359
And the timing of these
videos getting released
987
01:10:26,360 --> 01:10:28,303
is suspicious.
988
01:10:29,170 --> 01:10:30,489
First, she goes missing.
989
01:10:30,490 --> 01:10:33,319
Then these weird videos
are released that prove
990
01:10:33,320 --> 01:10:36,739
someone had been watching
her without her knowledge.
991
01:10:36,740 --> 01:10:38,483
What more evidence do we need?
992
01:10:39,600 --> 01:10:41,059
She was hacked.
993
01:10:41,060 --> 01:10:44,039
Not just her computer, her entire house.
994
01:10:44,040 --> 01:10:46,139
She was hacked and someone was releasing
995
01:10:46,140 --> 01:10:47,723
private footage of her.
996
01:10:48,780 --> 01:10:49,830
The only question is,
997
01:10:52,532 --> 01:10:53,532
who?
998
01:11:22,690 --> 01:11:25,029
The knee-jerk reaction to
something that befuddles us
999
01:11:25,030 --> 01:11:29,199
and frightens us is to dismiss
it offhand is impossible.
1000
01:11:29,200 --> 01:11:33,499
But I would argue, that which
we feel the most resistance to
1001
01:11:33,500 --> 01:11:35,663
is in fact the most real.
1002
01:11:36,740 --> 01:11:38,829
Why else would we expend
so much energy attempting
1003
01:11:38,830 --> 01:11:40,933
to deny its very existence?
1004
01:11:57,450 --> 01:11:59,133
I checked the metadata.
1005
01:12:00,170 --> 01:12:01,639
Those videos were taken during the time
1006
01:12:01,640 --> 01:12:03,803
she wasn't posting to her channel.
1007
01:12:05,260 --> 01:12:07,289
Oh, I believe she was filming herself,
1008
01:12:07,290 --> 01:12:09,293
but I don't believe that's Lexi.
1009
01:12:10,940 --> 01:12:12,189
It's her body, it's her face,
1010
01:12:12,190 --> 01:12:15,619
but she's being used by something
else, something not human.
1011
01:12:15,620 --> 01:12:19,443
Something that wants to
destroy her from the inside.
1012
01:12:21,040 --> 01:12:25,963
Sure, it looks like Lexi,
but that ain't Lexi.
1013
01:12:34,620 --> 01:12:38,739
You can't battle the
spirit world by yourself.
1014
01:12:38,740 --> 01:12:41,173
Especially if you don't
have the proper training.
1015
01:13:16,260 --> 01:13:19,279
Whoever posted that video
didn't want us to hear
1016
01:13:19,280 --> 01:13:22,963
what she was saying or
who she was saying it to.
1017
01:13:25,660 --> 01:13:28,773
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!
1018
01:13:30,492 --> 01:13:33,075
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!
1019
01:13:34,387 --> 01:13:39,387
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!
1020
01:13:47,430 --> 01:13:50,619
After she was officially
declared a missing person,
1021
01:13:50,620 --> 01:13:53,409
the cops came in and searched her house.
1022
01:13:53,410 --> 01:13:56,539
During the search they
recovered her cell phone.
1023
01:13:56,540 --> 01:14:00,553
On it, was one final video
that no one had seen.
1024
01:14:03,570 --> 01:14:04,970
I know you're back.
1025
01:14:58,180 --> 01:15:00,759
We can truly see
a stunning transformation
1026
01:15:00,760 --> 01:15:02,889
occur in Lexi.
1027
01:15:02,890 --> 01:15:05,599
Someone didn't
like what she was selling.
1028
01:15:05,600 --> 01:15:08,449
Dark forces that
converged in the place
1029
01:15:08,450 --> 01:15:12,159
that was supposed to be her safe haven.
1030
01:15:12,160 --> 01:15:13,419
Maybe the stress of pretending
1031
01:15:13,420 --> 01:15:15,419
finally got to her.
1032
01:15:15,420 --> 01:15:19,449
Who or what is in that house?
1033
01:15:19,450 --> 01:15:21,419
Of course, some insisted.
1034
01:15:21,420 --> 01:15:22,433
She just had help.
1035
01:15:23,483 --> 01:15:28,059
She was no longer
Lexi. Something had her.
1036
01:15:28,060 --> 01:15:30,853
Something that wanted to do her harm.
1037
01:15:53,330 --> 01:15:56,339
Wherever she is, whatever she's doing,
1038
01:15:56,340 --> 01:15:58,649
I hope she's proud of herself.
1039
01:15:58,650 --> 01:16:01,500
There are those who want to
say that Lexi was murdered.
1040
01:16:02,470 --> 01:16:06,719
Because even murder seems
preferable to something so evil.
1041
01:16:06,720 --> 01:16:10,673
So awful, so incomprehensible,
so unspeakable.
1042
01:16:12,210 --> 01:16:14,853
But we never saw a single soul.
1043
01:16:15,790 --> 01:16:18,409
There is no person ever seen or heard from
1044
01:16:18,410 --> 01:16:19,843
throughout this entire saga.
1045
01:16:21,240 --> 01:16:24,709
This was not a mere mortal
who had it out for Lexi,
1046
01:16:24,710 --> 01:16:27,869
not a scorned lover or rival influencer.
1047
01:16:27,870 --> 01:16:29,669
No, this was a force,
1048
01:16:29,670 --> 01:16:34,659
a truly evil force that infested
her house and infected her
1049
01:16:34,660 --> 01:16:39,660
and did not stop until it
consumed her, in her entirety.
1050
01:16:46,160 --> 01:16:50,689
Look, no one just disappears. Okay?
1051
01:16:50,690 --> 01:16:52,949
Tupac is not alive in Cuba.
1052
01:16:52,950 --> 01:16:55,069
Elvis is not hiding out in The Bahamas
1053
01:16:55,070 --> 01:16:59,240
and Laughing Lexi is not living
her best life in New Zealand
1054
01:17:00,350 --> 01:17:04,359
She was stucked, tormented and murdered.
1055
01:17:04,360 --> 01:17:07,203
It's the only logical explanation.
1056
01:17:07,204 --> 01:17:09,699
Bodies are hidden and
disposed of all the time.
1057
01:17:09,700 --> 01:17:13,379
They say no body, no crime,
but anybody who's studied crime
1058
01:17:13,380 --> 01:17:16,233
knows that is absolute horseshit.
1059
01:17:17,210 --> 01:17:20,639
The absence of evidence is
not the evidence of absence.
1060
01:17:20,640 --> 01:17:21,949
And in this case,
1061
01:17:21,950 --> 01:17:24,919
there is ample evidence
pointing to one thing
1062
01:17:24,920 --> 01:17:26,163
and one thing only.
1063
01:17:27,670 --> 01:17:30,083
Plain old fashioned murder.
1064
01:17:33,180 --> 01:17:34,489
Lexi.
1065
01:17:34,490 --> 01:17:38,013
I hope you're out there
somewhere and I hope you're okay.
1066
01:17:39,626 --> 01:17:41,879
I just want you to know that
you are not alone in this.
1067
01:17:41,880 --> 01:17:44,213
You have people in your corner,
1068
01:17:45,480 --> 01:17:49,893
people who love you and we
will not stop looking for you.
1069
01:17:56,810 --> 01:17:58,309
Hey everyone.
1070
01:17:58,310 --> 01:18:02,069
My name is Alexandria, but
all my friends call me Lexi.
1071
01:18:02,070 --> 01:18:05,739
This is my very first video on my channel
1072
01:18:05,740 --> 01:18:08,139
and I wanted to use it
to tell you a bit about
1073
01:18:08,140 --> 01:18:11,709
what I'll be doing with my
little corner of the internet.
1074
01:18:11,710 --> 01:18:16,399
I'm into self discovery,
productivity, growth,
1075
01:18:16,400 --> 01:18:18,469
and really just finding
ways to live a happier
1076
01:18:18,470 --> 01:18:19,909
and more fulfilling life.
1077
01:18:19,910 --> 01:18:22,009
And as I find ways to do these things,
1078
01:18:22,010 --> 01:18:25,369
I'm going to be sharing all
of my best tips and tricks
1079
01:18:25,370 --> 01:18:26,839
with all of you.
1080
01:18:26,840 --> 01:18:29,493
And hopefully we can grow together.
1081
01:18:30,750 --> 01:18:32,950
I can't wait to go on
this journey with you.
1082
01:18:35,800 --> 01:18:37,939
The house I grew up in was haunted.
1083
01:18:37,940 --> 01:18:39,149
I get it.
1084
01:18:39,150 --> 01:18:40,150
I really get it.
1085
01:18:41,410 --> 01:18:44,279
Lexi. You are so amazing.
1086
01:18:44,280 --> 01:18:46,129
I love you. I love your videos.
1087
01:18:46,130 --> 01:18:49,359
They have been so inspiring
1088
01:18:49,360 --> 01:18:52,869
and motivating to me to find my voice.
1089
01:18:52,870 --> 01:18:54,889
And it's because of you that
I wrote a freaking novel,
1090
01:18:54,890 --> 01:18:56,409
which I never thought was possible.
1091
01:18:56,410 --> 01:18:59,489
So I'm just, I'm hoping that you're okay.
1092
01:18:59,490 --> 01:19:02,793
Just let us know that you're
okay. And please come home.
1093
01:19:03,700 --> 01:19:05,669
Hey Lexi. I hope you're okay.
1094
01:19:05,670 --> 01:19:08,863
I've been praying for you. I
hope to see you return soon.
1095
01:19:09,820 --> 01:19:12,770
I mean, I'd love to see some
more of those fetish videos.
1096
01:19:13,830 --> 01:19:15,699
Hi Lexi. If you can hear this,
1097
01:19:15,700 --> 01:19:18,169
I just wanted to let you know
that we're all pulling for you
1098
01:19:18,170 --> 01:19:19,899
and I wanted to send you my love.
1099
01:19:19,900 --> 01:19:22,600
And you're in my thoughts
and prayers. Come home soon.
1100
01:19:23,899 --> 01:19:25,839
Yo, wassup Lexi?
1101
01:19:25,840 --> 01:19:28,169
Yo for real, if you need
some protection, you just,
1102
01:19:28,170 --> 01:19:29,169
you just give me a shout, right?
1103
01:19:29,170 --> 01:19:31,079
You know who your boy is, but for real,
1104
01:19:31,080 --> 01:19:32,499
I'll help you all right out there. Okay?
1105
01:19:32,500 --> 01:19:34,550
Give us a shout. We're worried about you.
1106
01:19:35,490 --> 01:19:38,419
You made me a better
person that you showed me
1107
01:19:38,420 --> 01:19:41,179
how to be a better man and
how to treat people better.
1108
01:19:41,180 --> 01:19:43,859
And also how to treat myself better.
1109
01:19:43,860 --> 01:19:46,709
I hope you're safe wherever you are.
1110
01:19:46,710 --> 01:19:50,359
You know, Lexi needs
this time to herself.
1111
01:19:50,360 --> 01:19:52,169
Everybody's freaking out, where is she?
1112
01:19:52,170 --> 01:19:53,049
I know where she is.
1113
01:19:53,050 --> 01:19:55,150
She's hanging out with her aunt in Fresno.
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