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Oat, do you like women?

Yes.

What about you, Dokrak?

Do you like women?

Are you the one who drew all this?

Pam, I’m sorry.

(Why do I suddenly like the drawings on the postcards more?)

Rak.

It’s…

I…

BURY IT DEEP

This hospital killed my parents.

How am I gonna live now?

Pam.

You’re back?

I am.

Why are you crying?

Hm?

Did you see that I was crying?

No, I didn’t.

My sight isn’t very good.

Then how did you know I was crying?

Well, I raised you since you were little.

Of course, I can tell.

I miss Mom and Dad, Grandma.

It’s good that you miss them.

It’s better than forgetting about them.

You’re very optimistic.

What good does being pessimistic do for us?

Hm?

Life is a mix of both positive and negative things.

It’s not good to be too positive,

but it’s not good to be too negative either.

I understand now, Grandma.

Are you crying just because

you miss your parents?

Is there something else?

There is, but I can deal with it.

You don’t have to worry.

Why are you still awake?

Did I wake you?

No, I didn’t wake up because of you.

I think I’m forgetting something.

I don’t know what it is so I can’t sleep.

You haven’t brushed your teeth, have you?

Right. I haven’t.

Grandma.

Huh?

Don’t you remember what I taught you?

For your upper teeth, brush down.

For your lower teeth, brush up.

Here, look.

Like this.

Yes, and brush gently.

That’s correct.

Be careful with your gums.

Brush gently. You might hurt them.

I know. You don’t have to tell me.

I’ve been brushing my teeth for almost 70 years.

I have lots of experience.

Yes, ma’am.

Your experience is taking away all your teeth.

How did I get back?

Shit.

What the hell did I do?

Jeez.

But Pam kissed me first.

Why did she kiss me?

KAWI

What’s up, Kawi?

(You’re finally up.)

(I’ll take you to breakfast before work.)

It’s okay.

You can go straight to work.

I’ll get myself some breakfast.

(Have breakfast with me. )

(Also, I need your advice about Pam.)

Why?

Did something happen, Kawi?

(I’ll tell you when we meet.)

Mhm.

It’s done, ma’am.

Where do I put it?

On the plate, sir.

You said we’d go out and have breakfast.

We are having breakfast.

I just chose to make it a dine-in instead.

What are you looking at?

Go sit down.

You’re pressuring me.

Okay.

I’ll bring the bowls to the table then.

Grab the cutlery too.

Yes, ma’am.

Here comes the top dish from Dokrak’s recipe.

Here.

Wow.

Looking good, huh?

It is.

Of course, it is.

I made it.

I confirm it’s good.

You’re boasting now.

Hey.

If you don’t believe me, try it.

Here.

Thank you.

Let’s see if it’s good.

Are you that excited?

Here we go.

So?

It’s good.

I told you.

I’m very skilled.

That slurp just confirms it.

You know we don’t get to eat this at home.

Then eat up.

Oh, Kawi.

So, the thing you wanted to talk about—

is it about Pam?

Ever since we started dating,

she’s been acting weird.

She feels so distant

that I’m starting to think

she might not feel the same way I do.

You’ve come to the wrong person.

I’ve never dated anyone.

I can’t give you advice.

I don’t know who else to turn to.

I have only you.

Um…

Why don’t you bring this to Aek?

He was married and had a family before.

Didn’t Aek get a divorce though?

You’re right.

I forgot about that.

Eat more.

We haven’t sold a single drink today.

Where are the customers?

Even Ms. Pam, our regular, hasn’t come by yet.

I think it’s about time.

About time we got customers?

About time you shut the place down.

Damn. I shouldn’t have asked.

Maybe you should leave.

We might get customers soon.

Why would I leave? This is my café.

- You’re the reason people don’t come. - I’m staying here.

- Come on. - Let go of me.

You two jackasses.

Rak.

Rak, come help me.

Ouch!

Aek.

You still alive?

Didn’t I say I wouldn’t go?

You’re not dead, are you?

Aek, who would this café be passed on to?

Let me go.

(I can’t stop my thoughts from spiraling.)

(I want to call Pam.)

(I want to text her.)

(I want to see her face.)

(But I won’t know how to act if I do.)

(Should I just let this go?)

(Pretend I don’t remember?)

(Act like I’ve forgotten everything?)

(Bury it deep inside my heart?)

(But before I know it,

I’ve already brought myself here.)

(What’s wrong with you, Rak?)

(Pam!)

Can I ask you something?

Why did you…

kiss me?

Pam.

Can I ask you something?

What is it?

Why did you…

kiss me?

You…

didn’t mean to, did you?

It was just an accident.

And I was drunk too.

You don’t have feelings for me anyway

because you are dating Kawi.

I’m sorry.

I’m…

sorry too.

I had too much to drink.

That’s why things ended up like that.

But can we still…

be friends like before?

Mhm.

Okay.

I’ll be off then.

Rak.

Yes?

Do you…

wanna go home together?

Be careful.

I’m sorry.

What are you sorry for?

Well, sorry for falling…

Falling in love?

No, not that.

I’m sorry for falling on you just now.

Pam, you can let go of me now.

I’m okay.

You might fall over.

Oh, gosh!

Why are we stopping, driver?

- Mr. Driver, where are you going? - Hey, where’s he going?

It’s so crowded.

How uncomfortable.

(Nothing is more uncomfortable than our relationship.)

I’m sorry, guys.

The bus just broke down.

What?

Please get off here.

Wait for the next bus to pick you up.

Oh, come on.

Another bus will come to pick you up.

You don’t have to pay again.

Watch out for the passing cars.

Look to your left.

Why didn’t you tell us earlier?

We are so sorry.

Let’s go.

Watch for the cars coming from your left.

Come on.

Pam.

Hm?

Should we part ways here?

I think I’m gonna walk home.

But we’re going in the same direction.

Why should we part ways?

Are you going to walk?

It’s quite far.

Are you avoiding me?

I’m not.

I just think we have a long way to go.

It’s fine.

We can walk together.

But we will reach my place first.

That’s right.

And?

And then you’ll walk home by yourself?

Yes.

You can’t.

Why not?

I’m worried about you.

I mean…

I don’t want my brother’s girlfriend to get tired.

I won’t be tired.

Let’s go.

But…

Rak.

Don’t be stubborn.

I don’t like it when you’re like this.

Let’s go.

Thank you for walking me home.

Once you’re home, let me know.

Do I need to?

Yes, you do.

So that I know.

Well.

But I’m not sure yet.

You’re not sure you’re going home?

Where are you going then?

Pam, why are you smiling?

You said…

‘Once you’re home, love me now’.

It’s ‘let me know’.

I’m not talking to you.

I’m off.

Hold on.

I like…

What?

I like your drawings.

Actually,

I should be mad at you and your brother

for lying about the drawings.

I just don’t know why

I can’t bring myself to be angry.

Hearing you say that

makes me feel even more guilty.

Don’t feel bad.

Maybe I’m not mad because…

I wronged you too.

Pam…

What did you do?

It’s nothing.

I’m just rambling.

You should go up.

I’ll shoot you a text once I’m home.

Pam.

Get home safe.

It’s getting dark.

You care about me?

Yes.

I do.

Thank you.

Bye now.

What are you doing?

Grandma, help me.

Don’t hurt Grandma.

Shut the hell up!

What the hell are you doing, you thugs?

Don’t resist.

- Shut up, you fatass! - No!

Let me go, you ugly head!

No.

Stop talking, fatass!

F*ck off, you shrimp!

I told you to shut up.

I won’t shut up.

You’ve got disgusting hair.

I said shut up!

What are you guys doing?

Grandma.

Let Titang go.

What are you doing here?

Well…

I just came to see if I can confiscate some things from Dr. Pam’s house.

It’s not even the due date yet.

See, you’re late all the time.

So your interest accumulates fast.

My boss isn’t too fond of that.

But I’ve been paying compound interest, haven’t I?

What else do you want?

You’re ripping her off.

Quiet, you fatty.

I’m fat, so what?

Is your mom losing sleep over it?

Are you bringing up my mom?

I can bring up your dad too if you want.

Grab her.

You scumbag.

I’m gonna hit you until you slim down.

Yeah, go ahead. Do it if you can.

Stick your face closer.

You bitch!

Hello, officer.

Some people are trying to break in

and physically assault us.

Yes.

At Charoensuk Lane 44.

Please hurry.

Pam, record a video.

You can use it as evidence.

Social media girlies, huh?

Yeah, you’re going live.

Using social media?

Go ahead.

Oh yes, I am.

I will even help share.

Thank you.

Get a hair wash at my salon, ugly head!

Pam.

You lowlife.

Motherf*ckers!

Are you all right?

Is she your friend, dear?

I’m her older friend.

I was her dental patient at the clinic.

That’s how we knew each other.

It’s good I happened to drop by.

Ti, please bring Grandma upstairs for me.

I need to talk to our guest.

I’ll catch up later.

Come on, Grandma.

I’m hungry.

It’s fine.

We will eat.

Nene, I thought we settled this—

my family can’t know about you.

A thank you would be nice.

I just saved you.

Thank you.

I’ll pay off all your debt.

So you don’t have to deal with those scumbags.

It’s fine. I’ll handle it on my own.

But they might come back.

I can’t accept it.

It’s too much.

Money isn’t a problem.

What I want from you…

is to destroy that family’s happiness.

You keep telling me to destroy that family’s business—why?

Because they destroy

the happiness of other people’s families.

They deserve to be ruined.

But some member of the family doesn’t seem involved.

We should even sympathize with them.

You mean the youngest?

You think she ran away from home because of a conflict with her dad over her education?

That girl must know something that keeps her from going home.

Rak, wanna go out to eat?

So, why did you suddenly invite me for a meal today?

I just couldn’t think of what to eat,

so I thought of you.

You all right?

Today’s super slow again.

I’m hungry.

Let’s go grab something to eat nearby.

Let’s do that.

If you all go, who’s going to run the café?

We can all go, come back twice, and still no customers.

Natcha, watch it.

I’ll stay.

Rak, what do you want to eat?

I’ll grab it for you on our way back.

I’m not hungry.

We’ll be right back.

Hello, Ms. Pam.

Aek, hello.

Hi, Ms. Pam.

Pam.

Rak.

Have you eaten?

I haven’t.

Wanna go out to eat?

Well, I have to stay and run the café.

It’s okay, Rak.

Go eat with Ms. Pam.

I’ll be here.

Thank you, Aek.

Just a second.

Thank you.

Sure.

Didn’t she say she wasn’t hungry?

Here.

Extra, for free.

Thank you so much, auntie.

Some chicken feet.

Thanks.

Do you like it that much?

You should eat too.

You keep giving me some.

Where’s yours?

The whole bowl is mine.

Do you want some tissues?

Thank you.

Uh…

Have you told Kawi that you knew

about the postcards already?

You still have some left.

I can wipe it myself.

I haven’t.

Kawi seems quite busy.

Are you planning on telling him?

Do you want me to tell him?

I don’t want Kawi to get hurt.

Then I won’t tell him.

That way, no one gets hurt.

So, why did you suddenly invite me for a meal today?

I don’t know.

I just couldn’t think of what to eat,

so I thought of you.

Are you all right?

Rak.

Don’t chew ice.

Why?

Because it could damage your teeth.

I’m not chewing anymore.

Yes, you are. I can see it.

It’s just meatball.

Fine. I’ll get myself a new drink, no ice.

DOKRAK’S HOMEROOM TEACHER

You asked for me.

Is there any problem?

Why? Do I need an issue to see you?

Well…

You don’t usually want to see me for no reason.

I’ll cut to the chase then.

Do you ever talk to your sister?

I do, sometimes.

Did she say when she’d come home?

If you let her do what she wants,

I think she might come back.

You think that headstrong girl will ever come home?

I just don’t get why you two have been fighting for so long.

Sometimes, I can’t help but feel there’s something more to it

that I don’t know about.

What exactly caused the problem between you two?

Director, there’s something urgent.

What is it?

A woman named May asked to see you, sir.

Tell her I’m occupied and ask her to leave.

I already told her so, but she refused to leave.

She’s still waiting for you outside.

If there’s nothing else, will you excuse me?

You can get to your business.

Isn’t that Dokrak’s homeroom teacher?

Are you sure you don’t have to hurry back to the café?

I am.

I already messaged Aek.

Then…

Should we sit and relax here for a while?

I have something to talk to you about.

Rak,

what’s your conflict with your family all about?

It’s…

what I’ve already told you before.

Is that really it?

You once told me

that everything will pass,

and it will eventually

become just another story

we can share with others.

Sometimes, letting it out is better than keeping it inside.

Think of it as a way to make up

for lying to me about the postcards.

Why do you want to know, Pam?

I just want to…

understand you more.

I’d like to get to know you better.

Actually,

it wasn’t just about my education

that I fought with my dad.

There’s something else.

Come on, let’s go home.

I already talked to your principal.

From now on, no one will gossip about Ms. May and you again.

What does that mean, Mom?

Right.

What does that mean, Mr. Khem?

Transfer somewhere else.

Didn’t I warn you not to cause any trouble that affects my family?

As for the expenses, I’ll take care of them.

I didn’t do anything wrong.

Why should I transfer?

This bitch Dokrak and my mom should be the ones to leave.

The whole school already knows

about my mom and her dad having an affair.

Mook!

Tell your daughter to shut up or we’re through.

Let’s go home.

Wait.

Mr. Khem.

Mr. Khem, please don’t be angry.

I’ll handle everything.

Wait for me.

Are you happy tearing my family apart?

Do you even know that my dad tried to kill himself because of your dad?

My family’s like this because of your dad.

F*ck you.

Do you know that Dad is having affairs?

This is adult business.

You don’t have to worry about it.

So you already knew?

Are you not going to do anything?

Families are like this, dear.

When you get older, you’ll understand.

I don’t get it.

Dad cheats on you.

Why are you putting up with that?

If he doesn’t love you anymore,

just walk away.

I can’t do that, Dokrak.

I have to save our family.

Save it how?

It’s already ruined.

Divorce him.

Trust me.

How could I tell your grandmother?

She’d definitely be furious.

And what about your uncles?

They just borrowed money from your dad for some investment.

What does that have to do with anything?

It does.

If I divorce your father,

it will be so embarrassing for me.

Are you not embarrassed now,

knowing he has many mistresses?

I’m not.

As long as I don’t see them.

Your dad and I have an agreement—

no one touches our family.

So you’re not going to do anything?

I’ve already explained everything.

Enough, dear.

Let’s not talk about it anymore.

And Rak, please do not tell Kawi about this.

He’s taking an exam soon.

I don’t get you at all, Mom.

After that,

I had a fight with my dad over my education.

In the end,

I decided to leave the house.

I just couldn’t stand…

living in that kind of family anymore.

Honestly,

I feel bad for leaving Kawi alone.

So Kawi has no idea about this?

I’ve never told him,

and I’m not sure if he knows.

But I don’t think he does.

Someone like Kawi

wouldn’t be able to handle it

because he loves our parents so much.

Rak,

from now on,

you don’t have to keep this to yourself.

Are you free after work today?

I am.

Are you taking me somewhere?

Do you know that you’re the first friend Pam has ever brought over for a meal?

Pam, you really can’t come?

Actually, I just want to hang out with you.

But it’s fine.

I’ll call you later tonight.

Why the long face?

Nothing.

It’s just that I won’t get to see Pam tonight.

Oh, he’s missing his girlfriend so much.

Oat.

Don’t you ever get angry

with me for breaking up with you?

No.

Even though I’m the reason

you fought with your mom?

Honestly,

I feel like I’m…

I’m the cause of your mom’s passing.

Pam,

what are you doing?

Are you done talking to your friend?

I am.

This is finished.

Are you finished, Grandma?

I am.

I’ll bring it out then.

Please do.

Let me help.

Thanks.

Bring the whole tray.

Slowly. Don’t spill it.

Be careful.

Guys, take a look.

Grandma’s treating us to a feast.

Pam brought a friend over for dinner,

so of course, I have to show off my cooking skills.

These are your favorites.

Grandma loves making these.

Healthy dishes.

Here, let me get some for you.

Do you know that you’re the first friend Pam has ever brought over for a meal?

Come on, girls. Let’s eat.

So I can start too.

You’re making big eyes. Is it good?

It’s so good, Grandma.

You can open a restaurant.

Goodness me. this girl’s a sweet talker.

- Eat up. - Eat more.

If you need more, I’ll cook some more.

Grandma, don’t challenge her.

Dokrak eats a lot.

Who knows, she might finish all of this by herself.

I don’t eat that much.

Oh, really?

You ate a whole bowl of chicken feet by yourself.

You like chicken feet?

Yeah.

I’ll cook it for you next time.

I’m the best.

It’s going to be delicious.

Are you sure, Grandma?

Of course.

I have no problem with that.

Me neither.

Of course, you don’t, Titang.

Grandma, next time,

please add crispy pork to this too.

Crispy pork?

No problem.

I like crispy pork as well.

You do?

Do I have to do it right away?

I can brush my teeth when I get home.

Are you sure you'll brush your teeth when you get home?

You don’t go straight to bed?

Of course not.

Why’d you think I’m that kind of person?

I’m your dentist, aren’t I?

That’s how I know you don’t take good care of your teeth.

Why do you have to force me?

It’s just toothbrushing.

Just do it, or you won’t get to go home.

Fine.

Brush up and down.

Up and down first.

Not this.

Ti, don’t be too hard.

Go gently.

Okay.

I’ll finish first.

My mouth is clean now, yeah?

Mm.

Grandma, I’ll be leaving now.

I’ll come back again tomorrow.

Bye-bye.

Bye.

What about mine?

Let me see. Is it clean yet?

Good job, ma’am.

Brush inside too.

Gently.

It’s raining again.

I’m just a little bit too late.

You like playing with the rain, don’t you?

Mm.

It’s nice and cold.

Did you know that the first few minutes of rain carry a lot of germs?

Come on, Pam.

You just killed the vibe.

The rainy season is my favorite.

Why?

I think Bangkok in the rain is beautiful,

except for the flooding.

That’s such a hassle.

I’m the opposite.

I don’t like it when it rains.

Whatever’s bothering you, you can tell me.

I love you.

Pam.

Pam.

What?

You seem spaced out.

It’s nothing.

If something is bothering you,

you can share it with me.

I want to make it up to you for lying.

I’m all right.

I’ll go get you an umbrella.

Here.

Your umbrella.

Thank you.

Get home safe.

I’m taking off then.

Mhm.

Bye-bye.

I’ve always known

you don’t feel the same way I do.

So that means you’ve broken up with two girls in a row.

I’m Oat. What’s your name?

Nene.

Ms. Pam, on a first date, would you rather hold hands or kiss?

Kiss.

You’re turning red.

Are you flustered because of her?

Aek is organizing an outing for us, Pam.

Do you love me, Rak?

I love you so much…

it gives me a headache.