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Pam, do you hide someone in your playlist?

Look into my eyes, Rak.

Rak.

Pam asked me to be her boyfriend.

We’re together now.

(Ever since Pam and Kawi got together,

I have never felt lonelier.)

TAKING PAM OUT TO EAT.

AT THE HOSPITAL CANTEEN LOL.

(But it’s good that things turned out this way.)

(Pam and Kawi are a good match. )

(All I can do now is tell myself…

to stop this feeling.)

I’M SORRY I CONFESSED

I’m sorry, Pam.

Our meal together should be

somewhere nicer than a hospital canteen.

It’s all right.

It’s actually not bad.

Thank you,

girlfriend.

Can I call you that?

You can.

Will you be free on your day off next week?

I think I will be.

I’d like to take you on a trip.

Is there anywhere you'd like to go?

How about this instead?

You come over and eat at my house.

Really? Can I?

I already told my grandma about you.

She wants to meet you.

Of course.

I want to meet your family too.

What about you?

Do you want me to meet your family?

Well…

Things about my family are hard to explain.

How so?

My family isn’t like other families.

What are your parents like?

My mom is serious about work, just like me.

Even so, she’s a kind woman.

I believe you two would get along well.

But my father…

he’s a strategist.

He’s excellent at business.

This hospital’s success is because of him.

He wants everything to go according to his plan,

including my future.

Is that so?

You seem afraid of your father.

You could say that.

That’s why I respect Dokrak

for standing up to him

without caring about the consequences.

Will your father cut ties with Dokrak forever?

Isn’t that too cruel to her?

I think so too.

That’s why I’ve been trying to reason with him.

Will he hate me?

Why would you think that?

I just want to know

how your father would feel

if he knew you were dating me.

Your family has a good social reputation,

but I…

I have nothing.

I’d say we’re not suitable for each other.

Don’t worry, Pam.

I’ll do whatever it takes

to make my family accept you.

And if it causes a fallout in your relationship with your father,

like with Dokrak,

will you still go through with it?

I don’t think

it will cause a total fallout between us.

This thing takes time.

I’ll find a way to make him accept us eventually.

Hi, Kawi.

Why are you in the hospital?

Are you sick, Oat?

It’s just an annual health check-up.

I hope I’m healthy.

This is Pam, my girlfriend.

Pam, this is Oat.

She’s a…

A close friend.

Nice to meet you.

Likewise.

You seem familiar.

I think we’ve met before.

We have.

We met at your bar.

That’s right.

You came with the café crew from where Dokrak works, right?

Yes.

Wait, hold on.

What did Dokrak do at your bar?

Dokrak just started working there.

Didn’t she tell you about it?

She did not.

Is Dokrak your little sister?

She is.

What a small world.

You never told me before that you had a little sister.

My sister is at odds with our dad

and refuses to come home.

She moved out to live independently…

just to hurt us.

That’s why I didn’t say anything.

But your sister is a really good singer.

My customers love her.

Right.

I’ll drop by later.

Can you please take care of Dokrak for me?

Don’t worry, Kawi.

I will take care of her for you.

I think I understand how she feels.

I’ve had my share of fights with my family too.

Sorry to bother you, Oat.

Don’t mention it.

For you, I’m willing to help with anything.

Will you excuse me now?

I gotta run.

Goodbye.

I’ll see you later, Oat.

How did you and Ms. Oat know each other?

You guys seem close.

Actually, our families arranged for us to be marriage prospects.

We dated for a while.

Why did you guys break up?

I think we both felt like we were more comfortable being friends.

We should go.

You’re going to be late.

Sure.

Aek, is there anything else I can do?

Should I check the stock?

Rak, it’s your day off.

But you asked for work,

and now you’re unusually hard-working.

What’s going on?

I’m just bored.

There’s nothing to do at my place.

What’s bothering you?

Come on, tell me.

Nothing.

Nothing is bothering me.

Nothing?

It means something’s up.

It’s nothing.

Hi.

Please welcome.

Dokrak.

Pam, who are you here for?

What a weird question.

For you, of course.

Pam, I’m sorry about my friend.

Her brain is not functioning.

Are you all right?

Are you sick?

I’m not.

I ate with Kawi today.

Ah,

I know that.

Is there a problem?

We ran into Kawi’s ex-girlfriend.

She’s the owner of the bar you work at.

You mean Oat,

the owner of Rim House?

Mhm.

Don’t you know that Kawi and Oat used to date?

I knew just now, after you told me.

But you told me that Kawi told you everything.

Exactly.

Why didn’t he tell me about this?

Well, you didn’t tell him

you’re singing at the bar either.

Well…

About that…

I just want to take care of myself.

I don’t want to make Kawi worry.

That’s what I figured.

But that might make him sulk.

He seemed bothered when he found out you were taking a second gig.

What?

So Kawi already knew about this?

Mm.

He asked Ms. Oat to help take care of you.

That’s why I didn’t want him to know.

Anyway…

I can’t believe someone like Oat

was matched up with Kawi.

They even dated.

I looked into it.

It seems Ms. Oat is the only daughter of a real estate tycoon in Chiang Mai.

Ah, it makes sense now.

My dad used to say he wanted to open a hospital in Chiang Mai.

That must be why he tried to match Kawi and Oat.

Dad’s probably frustrated that his plan didn’t work out.

I feel bad for Kawi, being forced like that.

That’s how my dad is.

He likes to control everyone in the house.

Even love, he chooses for us.

Then, will your father accept me?

I have nothing.

That’s not true, Pam.

You have so many good traits.

Anyone who gets to know you will definitely fall for your charm.

Oh, I’m sorry.

Do you really think so, Rak?

Yes.

A kind soul like you

would be loved by anyone.

What’s going on between you and Ms. Pam?

It’s nothing.

Nothing, my ass.

Your eyes shout everything.

What’s wrong, guys?

Why are you looking at me like that?

Rak,

there’s something you need to explain.

What is it?

What’s going on between you and Ms. Pam?

It’s nothing.

Nothing, my ass.

Your eyes are shouting everything.

Shouting what?

They’re shouting that…

you like her.

So…

You all can tell?

Mm.

Fine.

I like Pam.

Are you going to tell her?

How could I tell her?

She’s with Kawi.

It’s better to hide it.

Rak,

listen to me.

As someone who experienced love before…

If you want to yell at me, go ahead.

I can take anything.

I just want to tell you that

Ms. Pam seems to like you

more than she likes your brother.

Aek, what are you talking about?

Natcha just said your eyes shouted your feelings, right?

I think Pam’s body language

shouts it too—

that she likes you.

Aek, you’re so wrong.

Why would someone like Pam like me?

Besides,

I can’t do this to Kawi.

I promise…

I will get over Pam.

But you met her before Kawi did, isn’t that right?

Don’t tell me you even liked her first.

Hey, Kawi.

You didn’t tell me you’re singing at a bar.

I didn’t because I knew that

if you found out, you’d worry like this.

You were already working so much.

You could’ve just told me you needed more money.

I could’ve helped you.

I can handle it,

and it’s something I want to do.

Don’t worry about me.

You should worry for Pam.

Think of a way to make Dad accept her.

This is something I’m worried about too.

I have no clue what to do.

Anyway, you didn’t tell me about Oat either.

You’ve been keeping secrets from me too.

Some things just shouldn’t be shared.

Why not?

Did you do something to her?

Kawi used to date Oat,

the owner of a cocktail bar called Rim House.

They got together because their families forced them into a marriage arrangement.

Kawi is nothing more than a pawn his father uses…

to further his business interests.

When are you planning to visit their house?

It’s going to take longer than we thought.

Their parents aren’t going to accept me easily.

What about the little sister?

You told me she doesn’t get along with her parents.

Why don’t you use her?

Manipulate her to stir up trouble.

Do whatever it takes

to destroy this family’s happiness.

Nene,

is this really what we want?

Dokrak doesn’t seem involved.

Don’t tell me you’re starting to soften for her.

Pam,

you have to remember

who put you us this position,

who our enemy is.

Don’t let yourself be swayed by members of this family.

They all share the same evil nature.

Behind their beautiful masks,

there’s a malicious intent to destroy others.

You’re one of their victims, Pam.

Pam.

Kawi.

Why are you here so early?

I’m driving you to your faculty.

Next time, you don’t have to drive me.

I don’t want to bother you.

I just want to drive my girlfriend.

You will be late for work.

A few minutes late is fine.

So…

I’m sorry.

Are you okay?

I should get to class.

Enjoy your coffee.

Aek!

Wake up!

This isn’t a place to sleep. Wake up!

Gosh.

I’m so stressed having a café owner like this.

Try poking him to wake him up.

With our hands?

I don’t think hands will work.

Hey, show him some respect.

He’s the owner.

He said he worked on his painting all night.

Is this really what you call painting?

Maybe we just can’t relate to it.

There’s no way we can relate to that.

Hey, Oat.

Welcome to art & us!

What can we get you today, Ms. Oat?

In addition to our great coffee and tea,

we also have beautiful artwork for you to enjoy.

Only coffee will do.

Dokrak, I’d like an iced Americano, no sugar.

Sure.

- Aek. - Yes?

Would you mind if I spoke to Dokrak?

Not at all.

If that means you'll stay in my café longer,

I’d be so pleased.

Aek, it’s pretty dusty right here.

- What are you doing, Peem? - Your charm is old and dusty.

Off to work, you two.

We’ll get back to work

once you put away your abstract art.

Why?

It’s beautiful.

I’ll just put it here.

Here’s your coffee.

Thanks.

What did you want to talk to me about?

About you being Kawi’s little sister

and a member of the Chitrarak family.

What about it?

Do you not want me to work at your bar anymore?

It’s not that.

You can keep working there.

I just want to hear from you directly why you’re doing this job

and when you plan to go home.

Oat, why do you want to know?

Because I’m worried about you.

Anyway, I must admit,

I admire your bravery in doing this.

It really touches my heart.

Do all doctors have soft hands like this?

Is this some kind of handholding game?

Can I join?

I just want to hear from you directly

why you’re doing this job

and when you plan to go home.

Oat, why do you want to know?

Because I’m worried about you.

Anyway, I must admit,

I admire your bravery in doing this.

It really touches my heart.

Ms. Pam, you’re holding my hand.

Are you…

I’m sorry.

I didn’t mean to.

Do all doctors have soft hands like this?

I’m not sure.

What I do know is that

we must keep our hands clean.

Now, please let go of mine.

You’re the one who grabbed my hand first.

Is this some kind of handholding game?

Can I join?

Why are you holding her hand…

instead of mine?

It’s not like that.

I was just teasing.

Hope I didn’t upset you.

I’m not upset.

What are you guys talking about?

Uh…

Can I sit with you?

Well, Oat…

I was just talking to Dokrak about her living alone and not going home.

Oat,

don’t tell me Kawi asked you to talk to me.

No, I came on my own.

Why do you want to talk to Dokrak about this?

Because I’m concerned about her.

I don’t want her to end up with regrets like I did.

What do you regret?

Um…

Is it something that happened when you and Kawi were dating?

He told me that when you were together,

he was the reason you had a falling out with your family.

He said that?

Yeah.

He looked really guilty too.

It wasn’t his fault.

Don’t worry, Ms. Pam.

Kawi’s a good guy.

The best guy I’ve ever known.

Why did you break up then?

Can you tell us?

It’s probably because Kawi knew that I’m not into guys.

That’s why he broke up with me.

Oat, do you like women?

Yes, I like women.

What about you, Dokrak?

Do you like women?

Uh…

I need to get back to work.

- Ouch. - Rak!

Are you all right?

It hurts just a little.

I’m sorry.

I shouldn’t have asked you that.

Thanks for driving me, Oat.

Don’t thank me.

I’m the reason you got hurt, so I should take responsibility.

Which floor is your room?

I’ll walk you up.

It’s okay, Ms. Oat.

I’ll take her.

I know which floor it is.

Don’t you need to get back to your bar?

That’s right.

You have a bar to run.

Okay, then.

Please take care of Dokrak for me, Ms. Pam.

If it were anyone else,

I wouldn’t let them walk her home.

Got it.

Don’t worry.

Come on, Rak.

Let’s go up.

I’m heading in now.

Thanks again.

It’s okay, Pam.

I can put the ointment on myself.

Just stay still.

Let’s see.

Pam.

Yeah?

Are you mad at me or something?

I’m not.

Are you sure?

You seem upset.

You got hurt right in front of me again.

Why can’t you be more careful?

I’m sorry.

Please don’t be mad.

Didn’t you say you liked it when I yelled at you?

Why aren’t you smiling now?

When you’re really mad,

you’re kind of scary.

We’re done.

My stomach hurts.

I need to use the bathroom.

Here. Let me help you.

It’s fine.

It’s just right there.

I can go myself.

Why do they look exactly like Kawi’s drawings?

Pam!

Are you…

the one who drew all this?

Well…

I…

I…

The person who’s been drawing postcards for me…

isn’t Kawi.

It’s you, isn’t it?

Pam…

I’m sorry.

I heard that when people are drunk,

they forget what they want to forget.

What did you do?

Lied to someone I never wanted to lie to.

(Why do I suddenly like the drawings on the postcards more?)

(What is this feeling?)

(Why is my heart trembling?)

(What’s happening to me?)

Please, welcome.

Hello, Pam.

What’s your drink today?

I’ll have a hot Americano, please.

Sure thing.

Anything else you’d like?

That’ll be all for now.

Alright, just a moment.

Anything else I can help you with, Ms. Pam?

Isn’t Dokrak here today?

No. She called in sick this morning.

She said her leg hurts and she can’t work.

May I sit with you?

Sure.

Do you come here a lot?

I do.

Since I was young.

I come here often too.

I like watching families spending time together in this garden.

They seem happy.

Are you okay?

If you want to share,

I'm all ears.

Can I really tell you?

Are you sure…

you can handle my story?

If listening can help,

then I’m willing to do it.

I’m fine.

Right.

I’ll leave you be now.

Kawi, Dokrak, come on.

Your mom is waiting.

Yes, Dad.

Let’s go.

- I want mint ice cream. - Raise your hand if you want ice cream.

Mint ice cream.

Really?

It’s so good.

I’m not sure they have mint flavor.

I want chocolate too.

I’m sure they have chocolate.

Mom,

I will get back at them.

They will pay for what they did to us.

Rak, you better stop.

You’ve had too much.

I heard that when people are drunk,

they forget what they want to forget.

Is that true?

Depends on the person.

Even if you forget, it’s only temporary.

Sometimes, it might even help you remember more clearly.

What did you do?

Lied to someone I never wanted to lie to.

But if I hadn’t,

someone I love would be sad.

Rak, what are you talking about?

That doesn’t make sense.

Excuse me.

One more bottle, please.

CALLING DOKRAK

Oat.

I’m gonna use the bathroom for a second.

Dokrak,

I…

I’d like to tell you that…

(Hello, Ms. Pam.)

It’s me, Oat.

Where is Dokrak?

(She’s at my bar.)

Completely wasted.

I’ll be right there.

Rak.

Dokrak.

What happened?

She’s stressed about something.

I can’t really tell what it is.

But she drank a lot, and I couldn’t stop her.

Rak.

It’s me.

Dokrak.

Pam.

You again?

Yes, it’s me.

Come on.

Let me take you home.

Can you get up?

Arm over my shoulder.

Can you stand?

Slowly.

One, two, three.

Okay.

Why did you drink so much?

Pam.

I’m sorry, Pam.

I’m sorry for lying.

I had to do it…

because I love Kawi too.

Calm down, Rak.

Easy.

You can be mad at me.

I’ll take it.

But don’t be mad at Kawi.

Please.

Kawi really loves you.

I never want to hurt you or Kawi.

I’m sorry, Pam.

I’m sorry for lying.

I’m sorry.

It’s all right.

It’s all good.

Slowly.

What am I gonna do with you?

Pam.

Pam.

I’m sorry.

I'm sorry I like you.

If we had met sooner,

if you and Kawi had never met…

Hi, Doctor.

Have you finished your shift?

Soon.

I’m off now.

KAWI

I’m sorry for feeling this way about you.

Please don’t hate me.

Please?

Pam.

Aren’t you going to say anything at all?

You can yell at me.

You can hit me.

But please don’t stay silent like this.

What the hell did I do?

But Pam kissed me first.

Why did she kiss me?

We should part ways here.

I think I’m gonna walk home.

Are you avoiding me?

Why did you suddenly ask me out for a meal today?

I couldn’t decide what to eat,

so I thought of you.

Are you okay?

Grandma!

I already paid you.

What else do you want?

Give me back my parents.

Is there anything else I don’t know about?

My family is like this because of your father.

If there’s something on your mind,

you can tell me.

I love you.