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Tonight, a first in the JonBenét Ramsey homicide case.
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Her parents, John and Patsy, square off
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against former Boulder Police detective, Steve Thomas.
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We did this Larry King interview.
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Some people said, "You shouldn't have."
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But we did. We were trying to… put some sense into the discussion.
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When did you come to the conclusion you came to?
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And that conclusion is what?
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My theory is that Patsy,
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uh, in a violent confrontation with her daughter…
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Accidentally killed her?
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No, not…
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A… Accidental, I hypothesize, uh, in the sense that it lacked motive.
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What? Tell me exactly, step by step, how you envisioned…
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I wasn't there. You were in the home.
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You must have conjured something in your head
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for you to come out and call me a murderer of my child.
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Now I wanna hear, one through ten.
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I think you wrote the ransom note.
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When did I write this?
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You tell me.
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Before or after I killed her?
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You're the one theorizing here. You tell me.
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You were in the house that night.
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Put together what you think happened that night.
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I think there was a toileting issue
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that has been dismissed.
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Okay. Explain.
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A bed-wetting or a toileting issue…
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That caused Patsy to get mad at her daughter.
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Absolutely.
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Our child wet her bed, and we slaughtered her.
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That is so preposterous.
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You weren't there, John.
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I was there. I know Patsy. I've lived with her for 20 years.
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I know that she loved that child more than anything in the world.
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Well, would you agree, Patsy, that almost none of it makes sense?
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What was the guy doing?
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It was an evil…
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Why did the intruder do this?
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Evil, evil person.
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I don't know.
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God knows. And the truth is going to prevail.
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Grand jurors were escorted into the Boulder County Justice Center
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by sheriff's deputies.
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They had an audience of media from around the world
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who have descended on Boulder.
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After a year of looking over evidence
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and hearing testimony, the grand jury has now made its decision.
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Down in front.
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Down in front, please.
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Down in front.
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Speak up!
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Shout, please!
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The grand jurors have done their work extraordinarily well,
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bringing to bear all of their legal powers,
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life experiences, and shrewdness.
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Yet I must report to you
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that I and my prosecution task force
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believe we do not have sufficient evidence to warrant the filing of charges
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against anyone who has been investigated at this time.
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Thank you very much.
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The case was not gonna move forward.
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The Ramseys would indeed not be arrested, despite 13 months of investigation.
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After it was announced that no charges would be filed in the case,
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the parents of JonBenét Ramsey issued a statement.
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They said they take no satisfaction in this result
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because a child killer remains free and undetected.
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The reason it didn't happen is
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not only is it that there is no case against these two people,
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they didn't kill JonBenét.
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The only thing they ever did was love her.
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And that is what has been revealed today.
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Lou Smit, I spoke with him today,
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he's never appeared on,
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he said to me today, "This was a great day in legal history."
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"Those people didn't do it."
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Alex Hunter said that the Ramseys weren't going to be indicted
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and that no charges would be filed.
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Now, I was in my truck, and I started crying.
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And, uh, it was, uh, it was really amazing.
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I told my photographer,
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key in on Michael Kane's face when the announcement's made.
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And you could see Michael Kane's lower lip was quivering.
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It looked like he was really upset.
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There was a lot of disappointment, but it wasn't because of what the grand jury did
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or didn't do or whatever.
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It was a disappointment that I'd spent close to two years working on this thing
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and couldn't come to a resolution.
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I looked up at the justice center on the second floor,
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and three of the lead police detectives were staring at us.
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And I learned later that when Alex Hunter told them face-to-face
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that he wasn't going to take this case on,
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that they pounded the table and there was screaming and door slamming.
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They were really, really upset.
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There was a general mixture of disappointment and despair,
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a feeling of disgrace, and that America had seen government at its worst.
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Well, they had taken these huge steps in this investigation,
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did their damnedest to bring charges against John and Patsy Ramsey,
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and there was nothing there.
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They absolutely wasted the resources of the state of Colorado.
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They blew an opportunity
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to use grand jury investigative powers to find the killer.
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They… They missed it, just absolutely missed.
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Do we even know if the grand jury voted?
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Uh, we don't, I certainly don't, uh…
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And I was trying to read between the lines as he spoke yesterday,
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and I think he chose his words very carefully.
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Alex Hunter could have announced that afternoon
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that the grand jury has elected not to indict anybody.
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He could have said the grand jury indicted somebody,
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but we're not going to prosecute it.
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He didn't say either of those things.
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We were left not knowing, well, what did they do?
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A number of years down the road,
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two sources of mine told me,
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"You can't report this, but they indicted both John and Patsy Ramsey."
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So I set out to contact grand jurors directly.
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And multiple grand jurors confirmed for me
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that's what happened.
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In the end, the grand jury indicted,
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not for murder, but for child abuse,
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finding the Ramseys allowed JonBenét to be placed in a situation
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which resulted in death.
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As I understand it, the grand jurors didn't know who might have done what,
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but felt that there was something that happened there.
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The grand jury found John and Patsy Ramsey
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had intent to hinder, delay, and prevent their daughter's killer
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from being prosecuted.
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What they believed was that the parents knew what had happened,
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or should've known what happened,
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or should have got her help and failed to do so.
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That's what one grand juror said to me.
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Was there evidence to indict John and Patsy Ramsey of a crime?
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Based upon the evidence presented, I believe that's correct.
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What the grand jury was telling us
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was they found there was probable cause
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for these people to be indicted.
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But there's a long, long step between probable cause,
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which is the lowest standard in the criminal justice system,
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and proof beyond a reasonable doubt, that is the highest.
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There's no way that I would have been able to say, beyond a reasonable doubt,
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"This is the person."
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And if you don't have reasonable likelihood of conviction,
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you have a moral obligation.
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You have a ethical obligation as a prosecutor
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to not prosecute that case.
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It would have been easy to bring charges.
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But to have brought charges
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when you didn't feel you could make your case,
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would have been a horrible thing to do.
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I feel… at peace,
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and, to some extent… proud of the fact
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that… I weathered… the storm
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and did the right thing based on the evidence.
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After the grand jury, we went back to Atlanta.
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And by that time, we'd pretty much exhausted our life savings.
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We sold our house, we sold assets to try to pay attorneys and investigators.
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All we wanted was to find the killer.
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As long as there is a killer at large
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who has murdered our child,
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our lives will never go on.
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Someone killed this six-year-old child.
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We know that, and we want them captured.
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We knew that the police were not investigating the crime.
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They'd already decided that it was Patsy or I,
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and so we knew the police were not gonna follow up.
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The grand jury has stopped.
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No indictments, no charges, the case is dropped.
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Nothing is being done on the case.
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The Boulder Police Department has it,
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but they are so convinced that the Ramseys did this
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that it's just not being worked.
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We were told by a person in the police department,
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"Well, we're just waiting for John Ramsey to die,
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so this thing will go away."
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Quote.
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A killer walks the streets of this country,
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and we need to be looking for that person.
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The whole purpose of engaging with the media
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was to put pressure on the police.
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We're not going away.
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I'm gonna be hammering on you till I die
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if you don't find this creature that did this to our daughter.
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Lou Smit tells us that we can…
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That's a detective, right?
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Lou Smit is the only homicide investigator that's ever looked at this case.
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And he says, definitively, that there is enough evidence
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to find this man.
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I don't know if I could solve it without the police,
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and I'm sure I'm not gonna get that.
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But I know that God has a plan, and, uh, I'm part of it,
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and I'm just going to continue to work in it, as long as He needs me.
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Lou Smit wanted that case solved.
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And so he, on his own, continued to work the case.
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JonBenét Ramsey.
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Well, I think we're looking definitely at a pedophile,
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a very specific one.
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I'm pretty sure he's seen her at one of these pageants.
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JonBenét Ramsey was a beautiful girl.
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I can see where a pedophile would focus on her,
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and I think that's kinda what we're looking at.
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When you see the footage of her in her little cowboy suit going,
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uh, "I want to be a cowboy's sweetheart," and all that,
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I… I've never seen anything like it.
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Very early on in this investigation,
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police received information about an individual by the name of Gary Oliva.
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He had sexually assaulted one of his neighbor's girls
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while he lived in Oregon, and fled.
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He ended up, uh, in Boulder, Colorado, and, uh, was a transient.
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One of Gary Oliva's friends
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indicated that Gary called him
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and was distraught,
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said that he had just hurt a little girl.
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As a result of all that,
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the Boulder Police Department took a hard look.
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When police went to go find him in his tent,
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uh, he had pictures of JonBenét.
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Did you hurt or kill JonBenét Ramsey?
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No.
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No, I didn't.
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I believe that she came to me after she was killed
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and revealed herself to me.
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He later confessed, uh,
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basically indicating that he would take credit
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for the JonBenét Ramsey homicide
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if the police would just guarantee
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that he could have three square meals a day
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and a roof over his head.
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But his DNA did not match the evidence at the scene.
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Uh, they could not confirm that he, in fact,
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was the person that committed the crime.
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JonBenét Ramsey is the Ziegfeld Follies!
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When you dress your child up
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and put that much makeup on her and you have that kind of clothing,
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like Las Vegas showgirl clothing costumes,
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you might inadvertently and innocently
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attract someone, a sexual predator.
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My name is Joyce Singular.
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I've co-authored two books with my husband,
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investigative journalist, Stephen Singular.
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In the last week of 1996,
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I heard about the JonBenét Ramsey case, mostly through my wife.
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She was interested in it very quickly.
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We lived in Denver, which was only 30 miles from Boulder.
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We had a son who was three years old at the time.
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And, of course, it was such a brutal crime
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that we couldn't believe that a child could be… murdered like that.
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We thought that if the Ramseys are guilty of something,
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and it's hardly a crime,
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I think they were guilty of being naive.
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I think dressing her up the way they did
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was capable of getting the attention of
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and stimulating the wrong people.
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When JonBenét was first killed,
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my husband and I decided to start interviewing child beauty pageant mothers
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who had been in the same circuit with JonBenét.
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Some of the pageant mothers suspected
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that some of the spectators that were coming to the pageants
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weren't there… because they had children that were in the pageant.
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They were just there… observing.
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They also told us about photographers, particularly one photographer.
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They told us the same story,
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that the primary photographer for JonBenét
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and for many of the little girls in this area, is a man named Randy Simons.
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Simons sold some of his photos of JonBenét to a photo agency
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which ended up being splashed all over the tabloids.
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And a lot of the child beauty pageant mothers were angered over this.
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This particular pageant mother said that in Simons' studio,
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he had some borderline inappropriate photos on the wall.
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Maybe not child pornography, but, you know,
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young girls without tops on or…
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you know, seemingly innocent,
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but kind of sketchy or questionable.
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And they were suspect of him.
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You have a whole pattern of behavior
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in which, at least to me, the questions scream out at you.
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Pageant mothers told us,
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shortly after the crime, he called some of them up,
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saying, "I did not kill JonBenét, I did not kill JonBenét."
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He was hysterical.
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Well, nobody said he did. It… it… it raised some red flags.
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I called Randy Simons several times.
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He only picked up once.
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And he… was skittish.
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And he said, "I know more about this case, but I'm not gonna tell you."
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And he didn't.
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A year later, he was walking down the street naked,
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and the police were called.
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Again, he said to the police, "I did not kill JonBenét."
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I mean, that's pretty strange.
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We lost contact with Randy Simons,
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until 2019 when we got a tip
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that he had been arrested in Lane County, Oregon,
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and he had been downloading child pornography
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at a restaurant through their public Wi-Fi.
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He was subsequently charged and indicted on 15 charges of child pornography,
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and he was sentenced to ten years in jail.
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But Randy Simons' DNA was not found at the crime scene.
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Our killer could still be out there.
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This killer could still be murdering even today,
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and I think he's a very experienced guy.
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You just don't graduate into killing a beauty queen on Christmas.
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He made a garrote. He's got fantasies. He knew how to get into a house.
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He wasn't afraid of being in the house. He's a high-risk criminal.
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In March of 1997,
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the Boulder Police got a call from North Carolina
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about a man named John Brewer Eustace.
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Boulder Police end up searching for clues halfway across the country
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in Charlotte, North Carolina.
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Investigators went south to review evidence against this man,
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John Brewer Eustace.
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He's charged with the rape and kidnap of a Charlotte child last month.
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He was a drifter who had confessed to kidnapping a two-year-old.
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And this was someone who actually broke into the house.
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The Charlotte two-year-old was taken from this bedroom.
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The window screen, pried open and tossed on the ground.
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So when they went to his home,
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they found a shrine to JonBenét.
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Police in possibly four other cities
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are looking at the Eustace confession and crime,
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but the most famous case of all is JonBenét Ramsey.
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The Boulder police came out, and,
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unfortunately for them,
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he had a rock-solid alibi for that night.
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He worked in a factory,
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and he had clocked in, and it covered the time period
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in which JonBenét had died.
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But it just shows you.
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There are people out there who are capable of this kind of crime.
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Look at child predators.
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Look at people who would be attracted to JonBenét Ramsey.
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In 2002,
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I was contacted by someone who knew my work on the Ramsey case
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and wanted to talk.
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His email name was Daxis. He was using the word Daxis.
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No idea what that means.
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He started to email me on a regular basis,
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where he slowly started to say that he had killed JonBenét.
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It was always a little unclear,
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but it was kind of implied it was all part of a love affair.
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That it was an accident.
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I met Michael Tracey and talked about it,
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and I was still skeptical,
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because there was so much information just released,
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uh, casually by the police.
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It's another interesting twist with this case
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that people decide that they want the notoriety, so they confess.
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However, you still have to look into each and every one of those.
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I said, "How come I don't know you're pulling this from the Internet
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and feeding me what is out there already?"
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And he said, "Ask John Ramsey
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what JonBenét's nickname was for Nedra, her grandmother. And it will be this."
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So I emailed John. "What was the nickname?"
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It comes back, "Neddy."
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It was right. It was correct.
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Because John searched…
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there was nowhere that that nickname was known in the public domain.
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How did this person know that name?
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I would share some emails with Lou Smit.
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I said, "I've got this from this guy."
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"I've no idea who this guy is, where he is."
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"He could be next door. I have no idea."
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And I always said to Lou, "Just tell me he's a nutcase, and we can end it."
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And Lou said, "Can't. No can do, Michael. Got to keep at it."
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During that period, Patsy was in remission from ovarian cancer.
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But she'd go back every year to be checked.
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Well, the eighth year, she went back and, uh, there's a little cancer here.
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Yeah, it was… it was devastating, because we thought it was behind us.
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- You lost your hair? - Yes. It's growing back.
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My eyebrows are growing back.
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It all comes out, but you know what? That's a very little thing to worry about.
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When it comes back, it's more resistant to treatment,
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and that's kind of where Patsy was at that point.
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But eventually, it just… overwhelmed her,
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and, uh, it got to a point
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where one doctor recommended palliative care.
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Just, let's just make her life comfortable, and, um…
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we weren't ready f… ready to do that. We…
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I wanted to… keep fighting. She wanted to keep fighting.
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And then it got to a point where…
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I was convinced it was hopeless.
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And I… made the decision to stop,
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at the doctor's recommendation,
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to stop treatment, but I didn't tell Patsy.
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The cancer had migrated to her brain, so she was not her normal self.
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So she didn't know that… we'd given up.
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She would ask me, "When's my next treatment?"
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And I'd say… And I knew in my heart there was no next treatment.
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That was hard.
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The emails with Daxis went on for four years.
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It was still a mystery as to who he was.
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He apparently disguised his email chain very well.
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And then in 2006, he started asking me
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to get him in touch with Patsy to apologize for killing her daughter.
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He was asking for contact information. And I was stalling.
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He said in an email,
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"Michael, I'll be in the house
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before you give me that contact information, won't I?"
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But I take this to be a possible threat.
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There was now a new district attorney who had taken over the case.
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Michael took it to her, and said, "Look, here's what's been going on."
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"This person needs to be investigated."
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So Mary launches the investigation to try and find this person,
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which involved not just her office, it involved Homeland Security, ICE.
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And then he asked, "Do you want to hear my voice?"
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And so I said, "Sure."
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This is Mike Tracey.
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Hello, hey, Michael.
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We taped, I believe, about 11 hours of conversation,
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all of which were being listened in on by various intelligence agencies.
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And that was a very, very dark experience.
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So it's great to finally… to finally talk to you.
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Yes. I must admit, I was a bit surprised
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when you sent the phone number, you know?
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Yes.
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Why did you do that?
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I don't know. I've lost… I've lost my senses.
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At what point did you decide you had to tell me you killed her?
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I never have said that I have.
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It's heavily implied.
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I know, and I can't say that. I just can't say that word, "kill."
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What he was trying to do was to say
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it was part of some kind of strange relationship.
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And he's into erotic asphyxiation.
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JonBenét and I had had a special experience
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using what I call a special necklace.
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And I'm always gonna use that term. I'm not gonna use any other term.
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I hate to use the term asphyxia, and I won't use it.
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The reasons people get off on watching it
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is because it looks like someone who's dying,
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because they lose consciousness, and then they start to convulse.
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So it is a little erotic to watch.
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Like, I watched her eyes close, then her body starts convulsing.
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Her legs start to convulse, like she's dying.
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She stays in this sleep slumber for just a few seconds,
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and she's, like, groggy.
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She said, "What happened?"
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And then I just tell her she went into a dream state, and that it was okay.
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And I started to kiss her on her thighs,
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and that was a… a real turning point for me,
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because I was very close to what I'll call her "sex."
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And that was the turning point, because it just made me a little bit crazy.
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The worst part for me was I had to pretend it was all okay.
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I couldn't be judgmental.
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I just kind of knelt down in front of her,
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and I said, "JonBenét, I want to make another necklace for you."
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And it had some interesting… knots in it.
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So I slowly apply the pressure on her neck with that second necklace.
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And I just said, "Yes, sweetheart, go into the sweet dream."
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At that point, her little body started to convulse and twitch a little bit.
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And that's when I should've stopped, and I just kept holding pressure.
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Because I was in a trance.
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I just couldn't stop looking at her face, I couldn't stop kissing her,
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and I just… I was just in the… in the throes of ecstasy with her.
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And then all of a sudden, my gaze just was suddenly broken.
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And I just thought, "Oh, my God. JonBenét, are you okay?"
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And…
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I knew she wasn't okay.
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Because I knew that she wasn't breathing… and…
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I just… And I just was terrified.
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I… I said, "Oh God, I'm… I'm gonna have to finish this."
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"I know what I have to do because I can't take the chance
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that she could still be alive."
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I thought to myself, "God, what if her brain is just… dying
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and her body's still alive?"
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I just didn't want to leave her in that state.
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I just couldn't leave her like that.
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And for some strange reason, I can't explain why,
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I just said to myself, "Oh my God,
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what if… what if blood comes out of her mouth when I… when I do this?"
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I turn my flashlight off.
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There was tape wrapped around the flashlight.
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And I took a piece of that tape off that flashlight,
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and I covered her mouth with it.
476
00:30:10,642 --> 00:30:12,310
I just kinda…
477
00:30:12,393 --> 00:30:15,396
…put the blanket over her, and I just kinda held it in place.
478
00:30:16,689 --> 00:30:20,109
I just… threw that flashlight back,
479
00:30:20,193 --> 00:30:22,320
and I said, "Forgive me, JonBenét."
480
00:30:24,030 --> 00:30:26,783
And then… I did it.
481
00:30:43,049 --> 00:30:44,843
Sorry.
482
00:30:44,926 --> 00:30:47,971
Okay. Okay.
483
00:30:48,054 --> 00:30:50,640
After one of the conversations, I went back home,
484
00:30:51,266 --> 00:30:52,600
and I just started to sob.
485
00:30:55,854 --> 00:30:57,438
Even now, it's rough.
486
00:30:59,607 --> 00:31:04,070
I had enough… mind left to know that I had to gather all my stuff.
487
00:31:04,153 --> 00:31:07,532
And I… in my mind I don't know if I gathered everything up.
488
00:31:07,615 --> 00:31:09,158
I don't know if I left something.
489
00:31:10,201 --> 00:31:12,370
But I… I had to go back to that window.
490
00:31:13,580 --> 00:31:16,207
That's where I came in. That's where I had to go out.
491
00:31:18,126 --> 00:31:20,962
I lifted the grate, I got out of the grate,
492
00:31:21,045 --> 00:31:25,967
and I was just, like, "Oh God, I've left my little girl in that horrible state."
493
00:31:26,050 --> 00:31:29,554
"She's in that little, tiny room, and worse than that, she's dead."
494
00:31:30,722 --> 00:31:32,724
And, "God, what have I done?"
495
00:31:39,981 --> 00:31:42,150
When the investigation began,
496
00:31:42,233 --> 00:31:44,736
we had no idea who this guy was, where he was.
497
00:31:45,987 --> 00:31:50,575
I'm Interpol's biggest nightmare because I know how to evade.
498
00:31:51,910 --> 00:31:54,787
And law enforcement will run into the biggest brick wall
499
00:31:54,871 --> 00:31:56,998
when they try to trace this phone number.
500
00:31:57,081 --> 00:31:59,459
It leads to nobody.
501
00:32:00,209 --> 00:32:03,922
I am not a fool. It leads to nobody.
502
00:32:05,757 --> 00:32:07,967
The question was, how do you find him?
503
00:32:08,676 --> 00:32:10,553
The DA's office people said,
504
00:32:10,637 --> 00:32:14,766
"Look, this person was fascinated with Patsy, wanted to talk to Patsy."
505
00:32:15,767 --> 00:32:20,897
I don't think that Patricia would deny a phone call with me.
506
00:32:21,439 --> 00:32:24,275
They said, "Let's… milk that."
507
00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:29,572
Patsy was in bed with cancer.
508
00:32:29,656 --> 00:32:32,116
She was… in not-good shape.
509
00:32:33,409 --> 00:32:38,456
So they set up a phone by Patsy's bed with a tap on it,
510
00:32:39,248 --> 00:32:41,292
and she was prepared to talk to him.
511
00:32:42,085 --> 00:32:46,381
Since she's dying, a phone call would be better than nothing.
512
00:32:48,174 --> 00:32:49,717
But he never called.
513
00:32:55,765 --> 00:32:57,266
Patsy was very sick.
514
00:32:58,935 --> 00:33:01,646
She was in pain, very much in pain,
515
00:33:01,729 --> 00:33:03,815
and we knew the end was near,
516
00:33:03,898 --> 00:33:07,902
and I was, like, "God, please take her. Just take… get her home, get her…
517
00:33:07,986 --> 00:33:09,278
relieve her pain."
518
00:33:10,363 --> 00:33:13,074
I told Patsy, "It's okay, you know, if you go home."
519
00:33:15,535 --> 00:33:16,911
And she did.
520
00:33:20,790 --> 00:33:23,710
And I went outside and just…
521
00:33:30,133 --> 00:33:33,136
I don't know, I realized I needed to tell Burke.
522
00:33:34,387 --> 00:33:35,888
And here, poor Burke.
523
00:33:36,806 --> 00:33:39,767
He'd graduated from high school, he was in college,
524
00:33:39,851 --> 00:33:43,187
and to lose his mother, who loved him dearly.
525
00:33:43,688 --> 00:33:47,275
He was, you know, a typical kid. He loved his mom.
526
00:33:48,443 --> 00:33:49,819
So I woke him up.
527
00:33:51,070 --> 00:33:53,072
He said, "It's Mom." And I said, "Yeah."
528
00:33:54,782 --> 00:33:56,325
"She's gone."
529
00:33:58,536 --> 00:33:59,704
That was hard.
530
00:34:10,882 --> 00:34:14,177
Patsy Ramsey, the mother of little JonBenét Ramsey, has died.
531
00:34:14,260 --> 00:34:15,762
She was 49 years old.
532
00:34:16,387 --> 00:34:18,473
I don't know how long I'll live,
533
00:34:18,556 --> 00:34:23,061
but I know that when I'm absent from the body,
534
00:34:23,144 --> 00:34:24,896
I will be at home with the Lord.
535
00:34:25,438 --> 00:34:29,108
And JonBenét and Beth and my mother, who has since passed away and…
536
00:34:29,776 --> 00:34:31,694
The fun people are starting to be there.
537
00:34:33,404 --> 00:34:36,741
So it's gonna be a glorious reunion.
538
00:34:37,950 --> 00:34:40,286
We've been asked, it's really too bad
539
00:34:40,369 --> 00:34:43,915
that Patsy passed away without knowing who killed her child.
540
00:34:45,166 --> 00:34:47,460
And she knows now, I believe.
541
00:34:48,878 --> 00:34:51,798
I will see Patsy again, I have no doubt.
542
00:34:51,881 --> 00:34:55,176
I don't know how that's gonna work or how it's gonna happen or what…
543
00:34:56,010 --> 00:34:58,012
It's… It's too…
544
00:34:59,430 --> 00:35:02,475
be… beyond my little brain to comprehend,
545
00:35:02,558 --> 00:35:06,229
but I believe that that's a reality for us as humans.
546
00:35:15,571 --> 00:35:18,491
I was there just before Patsy died.
547
00:35:18,574 --> 00:35:21,911
I got to go to the hospital. I held her hand in the hospital.
548
00:35:23,037 --> 00:35:26,207
And the… the last words that Patsy said to me
549
00:35:27,375 --> 00:35:31,796
were, "Lou, I don't have much time left. Please catch this guy before I die."
550
00:35:37,802 --> 00:35:39,846
Daxis, this is Mike Tracey.
551
00:35:40,388 --> 00:35:41,347
Hey, Michael.
552
00:35:41,430 --> 00:35:45,059
There's some really bad news. Patsy died.
553
00:35:48,479 --> 00:35:49,568
Oh my God. Oh, my.
554
00:35:49,568 --> 00:35:50,857
I know it's horrible.
555
00:35:51,357 --> 00:35:54,360
I can never hear her say that she forgives me.
556
00:35:54,443 --> 00:35:56,529
I can never hear her say she forgives me.
557
00:35:58,364 --> 00:36:01,492
Can someone please give me just the satisfaction to know
558
00:36:01,576 --> 00:36:04,287
that she at least wanted to have a connection with me?
559
00:36:04,370 --> 00:36:05,935
But it wasn't possible.
560
00:36:05,935 --> 00:36:07,165
That was the case!
561
00:36:08,374 --> 00:36:12,503
Daxis knew that I had the last photo of JonBenét.
562
00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:17,842
He emailed me and said, could I scan it for him and send it to him.
563
00:36:18,843 --> 00:36:22,388
And it was suggested by an investigator that I should offer him the original.
564
00:36:22,471 --> 00:36:27,643
So I suggested it, and he gave us a drop box, a UPS box in Bangkok.
565
00:36:29,687 --> 00:36:33,858
Providing you with an address, even though I know that the address
566
00:36:33,941 --> 00:36:38,070
is very far from me, is scaring the hell out of me.
567
00:36:38,154 --> 00:36:39,363
Yeah.
568
00:36:39,447 --> 00:36:42,074
The UPS store was put under surveillance,
569
00:36:42,158 --> 00:36:46,329
and he told me about a mountain bike he'd bought, and described it.
570
00:36:46,913 --> 00:36:48,289
I'm a bicyclist.
571
00:36:48,372 --> 00:36:50,333
So why did you buy the bike?
572
00:36:50,416 --> 00:36:52,835
Because I'm gonna take it to work with me.
573
00:36:52,919 --> 00:36:55,171
You're gonna ride it to the school?
574
00:36:55,254 --> 00:36:56,088
Yeah.
575
00:36:56,923 --> 00:36:58,633
He turns up on his bike, picks it up,
576
00:37:00,301 --> 00:37:03,054
and then he's under surveillance for about a week.
577
00:37:04,180 --> 00:37:08,100
I now know that person to be… John Mark Karr.
578
00:37:10,895 --> 00:37:13,105
By then, the Bangkok authorities found out
579
00:37:13,189 --> 00:37:16,525
he was a child predator, and he was teaching elementary school.
580
00:37:17,360 --> 00:37:19,195
In one of our conversations,
581
00:37:19,278 --> 00:37:22,949
Karr described his classroom as one wall is all glass,
582
00:37:23,032 --> 00:37:24,951
sort of looking in through the glass.
583
00:37:25,034 --> 00:37:28,579
And there's a moment when he's got this little girl, young girl on his lap,
584
00:37:28,663 --> 00:37:30,915
and a teacher comes in, and he pushes her away.
585
00:37:31,707 --> 00:37:34,961
And that's when the Thai police said…
586
00:37:35,962 --> 00:37:37,421
"We've gotta go in."
587
00:37:46,055 --> 00:37:49,934
The murder of the six-year-old beauty pageant contestant JonBenét Ramsey
588
00:37:50,017 --> 00:37:52,353
has captivated America for a decade.
589
00:37:53,104 --> 00:37:56,107
Now, ten years on, a man has been arrested in Thailand.
590
00:38:03,990 --> 00:38:06,575
41-year-old John Mark Karr,
591
00:38:06,659 --> 00:38:12,123
brought into custody by Bangkok police on suspicion of premeditated murder.
592
00:38:12,873 --> 00:38:17,336
I loved JonBenét, and she died accidentally.
593
00:38:18,004 --> 00:38:19,777
Are you an innocent man?
594
00:38:19,777 --> 00:38:20,006
No.
595
00:38:22,049 --> 00:38:25,469
I was… I was with, uh, I was with JonBenét when she died.
596
00:38:25,970 --> 00:38:28,556
Were there other people with you than her?
597
00:38:28,639 --> 00:38:29,598
No.
598
00:38:31,017 --> 00:38:32,935
Her death was an accident.
599
00:38:39,567 --> 00:38:41,360
Who is John Mark Karr?
600
00:38:41,444 --> 00:38:43,571
What was he doing in Thailand?
601
00:38:43,654 --> 00:38:46,824
Since Karr was arrested, new details have come to light.
602
00:38:48,075 --> 00:38:50,328
He had been an elementary school teacher
603
00:38:50,411 --> 00:38:52,413
in a suburb of Atlanta for some time,
604
00:38:52,496 --> 00:38:54,832
but is no longer working there.
605
00:38:54,915 --> 00:38:56,751
Karr worked as a substitute teacher
606
00:38:56,834 --> 00:38:58,794
at Hamilton Elementary for a few months,
607
00:38:58,878 --> 00:39:01,380
just before JonBenét's murder.
608
00:39:01,464 --> 00:39:04,967
But he was taken off the substitute list after complaints from parents.
609
00:39:05,051 --> 00:39:08,971
Inappropriate, uh, language, and I won't say necessarily sexual,
610
00:39:09,055 --> 00:39:11,640
just things that were not normal.
611
00:39:11,724 --> 00:39:15,227
He is fixated on young girls. I think there's no question about that.
612
00:39:15,936 --> 00:39:19,565
In 2001, he was arrested in Petaluma, California.
613
00:39:19,648 --> 00:39:23,319
He'd been working there as a teacher, and he was found with child pornography.
614
00:39:27,782 --> 00:39:31,869
He was charged, was heading for trial, and he left the country
615
00:39:32,620 --> 00:39:33,621
and disappeared.
616
00:39:34,288 --> 00:39:37,750
I've been running for ten fucking years,
617
00:39:37,833 --> 00:39:41,545
and I'll be damned if anyone's gonna catch me now.
618
00:39:42,171 --> 00:39:46,967
Since then, the 41-year-old seems to have found plenty of work abroad.
619
00:39:47,051 --> 00:39:48,928
In resumes posted on the Internet,
620
00:39:49,011 --> 00:39:52,390
Karr claims to have taught in Asia, Europe, and Latin America.
621
00:39:52,973 --> 00:39:56,352
More chilling, Karr worked briefly as an elementary school teacher
622
00:39:56,435 --> 00:40:01,899
in at least two international schools in Bangkok, including an all-girls school.
623
00:40:03,734 --> 00:40:06,904
Some legal observers are skeptical of Karr's story.
624
00:40:06,987 --> 00:40:08,447
They have questions like,
625
00:40:08,531 --> 00:40:10,825
why John Karr would even leave a ransom note
626
00:40:10,908 --> 00:40:12,660
at the scene of JonBenét's murder.
627
00:40:15,746 --> 00:40:18,916
It had been my plan all along to just take her.
628
00:40:20,376 --> 00:40:26,882
And when I first arrived, I was very, um, confident and smug.
629
00:40:28,467 --> 00:40:33,264
But when you walk into the bedroom of the parents,
630
00:40:33,347 --> 00:40:36,517
you just get this feeling. It's almost like someone's watching you.
631
00:40:36,600 --> 00:40:39,562
The gravity of the situation starts to hit,
632
00:40:39,645 --> 00:40:42,398
and you're, like, well, how do I deal with these parents?
633
00:40:44,275 --> 00:40:46,277
I wanted to give enough information
634
00:40:46,360 --> 00:40:49,238
that will allow them to know I'll bring her back.
635
00:40:50,865 --> 00:40:53,242
The way I would like to have written that note,
636
00:40:53,325 --> 00:40:57,037
which would have been very polite and kind.
637
00:40:58,414 --> 00:41:00,958
"Dear Mr. and Mrs. Ramsey,
638
00:41:02,251 --> 00:41:05,713
I have your lovely daughter, and I'll bring her back,
639
00:41:06,338 --> 00:41:07,673
but not right now."
640
00:41:08,215 --> 00:41:09,383
And I couldn't do that.
641
00:41:10,384 --> 00:41:12,052
It would have led straight to me.
642
00:41:12,136 --> 00:41:13,846
If I'd written it that way,
643
00:41:13,929 --> 00:41:16,974
it would have led the authorities straight to my door.
644
00:41:18,058 --> 00:41:21,979
I couldn't address that note to… and in any way to her mother.
645
00:41:23,147 --> 00:41:28,903
I… I could have thought of doing it in the beginning, but I'd changed my mind.
646
00:41:32,907 --> 00:41:34,700
A law enforcement source tells CNN
647
00:41:34,783 --> 00:41:37,661
that John Mark Karr was heard saying, while he was in custody,
648
00:41:37,745 --> 00:41:40,164
that he doesn't understand how people could question
649
00:41:40,247 --> 00:41:43,876
how he got into the Ramseys' home the night JonBenét Ramsey was murdered.
650
00:41:44,835 --> 00:41:46,212
Karr blurted out,
651
00:41:46,295 --> 00:41:49,423
"Everybody says I couldn't know my way around the house,
652
00:41:49,507 --> 00:41:53,385
but I got in the house around five o'clock, and I stayed there all night."
653
00:41:53,469 --> 00:41:56,722
"They," meaning the Ramseys, "didn't come back until ten o'clock."
654
00:42:01,810 --> 00:42:03,896
Karr will be deported from Bangkok
655
00:42:05,064 --> 00:42:08,025
and then ultimately moved to Boulder, Colorado.
656
00:42:13,030 --> 00:42:16,700
When his picture was published in the media,
657
00:42:16,784 --> 00:42:19,119
we had a little cottage up in northern Michigan,
658
00:42:19,203 --> 00:42:21,038
and we had a housekeeper who'd come in
659
00:42:21,121 --> 00:42:23,874
and clean it periodically and check on it.
660
00:42:24,625 --> 00:42:28,128
And… she saw that picture and called us and said,
661
00:42:28,212 --> 00:42:33,050
"That guy was in your garage… last summer."
662
00:42:33,133 --> 00:42:34,260
"100% certain."
663
00:42:34,843 --> 00:42:38,889
"The summer before JonBenét was killed, he wandered into your garage,
664
00:42:38,973 --> 00:42:41,642
kind of a strange guy, asking questions."
665
00:42:42,393 --> 00:42:45,521
And so I began to think, yeah, we were being stalked.
666
00:42:45,604 --> 00:42:49,441
Did the Ramsey's know Karr? Did JonBenét know him?
667
00:42:49,525 --> 00:42:51,360
We do know he was living in Atlanta,
668
00:42:51,443 --> 00:42:54,947
where the Ramseys were when JonBenét was born,
669
00:42:55,030 --> 00:42:57,449
but after that, the Ramseys moved out here to Boulder.
670
00:42:57,533 --> 00:42:59,577
We don't know what happened to Mr. Karr.
671
00:43:00,119 --> 00:43:03,455
When did you first relate to JonBenét, then?
672
00:43:03,539 --> 00:43:04,957
When did you get that sense that…
673
00:43:05,040 --> 00:43:07,109
I can't tell you that.
674
00:43:07,109 --> 00:43:07,585
Okay.
675
00:43:07,668 --> 00:43:10,087
I can't tell you that, I'm sorry.
676
00:43:10,170 --> 00:43:12,673
But I'm not a stalker. I can tell you that.
677
00:43:15,801 --> 00:43:18,887
Once back in the US, investigators are expected to take
678
00:43:18,971 --> 00:43:21,849
more DNA samples from the murder suspect.
679
00:43:22,641 --> 00:43:26,061
Investigators in Boulder should know the answer to a key question.
680
00:43:26,145 --> 00:43:27,896
Is there a DNA match?
681
00:43:27,980 --> 00:43:31,442
A match between DNA samples Karr has reportedly surrendered
682
00:43:31,525 --> 00:43:34,361
and the DNA taken from under the victim's fingernails
683
00:43:34,445 --> 00:43:35,863
and one article of clothing.
684
00:43:37,656 --> 00:43:41,118
Of course, the media, "They've made an arrest. This is amazing."
685
00:43:41,201 --> 00:43:43,787
And for me, it was a sobering experience in a way,
686
00:43:43,871 --> 00:43:45,581
because now where the media was,
687
00:43:45,664 --> 00:43:49,668
we had 40 cameras out in our front yard… wanting comments, and…
688
00:43:49,752 --> 00:43:53,088
I was still skeptical, 'cause the DNA, we had to see if there was a match.
689
00:43:58,677 --> 00:44:00,387
And, of course, there wasn't.
690
00:44:01,972 --> 00:44:03,182
Breaking news tonight.
691
00:44:03,265 --> 00:44:08,145
Confessed killer of JonBenét Ramsey walks after no DNA match.
692
00:44:08,228 --> 00:44:09,396
Just in the last…
693
00:44:09,480 --> 00:44:12,316
We found out that the DNA didn't match a couple of days later.
694
00:44:13,108 --> 00:44:16,278
Insiders said he knew certain details about the brutal crime
695
00:44:16,362 --> 00:44:19,573
only the killer could know, but officials at the Denver Crime Lab
696
00:44:19,657 --> 00:44:23,952
say DNA proves he was not at the scene that dreadful December night.
697
00:44:24,036 --> 00:44:25,704
And Karr was released.
698
00:44:28,165 --> 00:44:31,293
John Mark Karr is a very strange guy,
699
00:44:31,377 --> 00:44:36,465
but until we have a DNA match, we don't know who the killer is.
700
00:44:52,898 --> 00:44:54,608
The DNA didn't match.
701
00:44:56,819 --> 00:44:57,986
Allegedly.
702
00:44:58,070 --> 00:44:58,375
Um…
703
00:44:58,375 --> 00:44:59,905
Why do you say allegedly?
704
00:44:59,988 --> 00:45:03,242
Well, I've got a… I think there's a problem with the DNA.
705
00:45:06,036 --> 00:45:10,624
The DNA in this case has been problematic from the beginning,
706
00:45:10,708 --> 00:45:12,543
many experts have told me,
707
00:45:12,626 --> 00:45:17,423
and this goes back to the contamination of the crime scene.
708
00:45:20,300 --> 00:45:24,430
The Boulder police made a lot of mistakes early on in this case.
709
00:45:24,513 --> 00:45:29,560
I was always convinced that that may have made an important difference
710
00:45:30,060 --> 00:45:32,771
in issues of contamination.
711
00:45:34,189 --> 00:45:38,193
And in a crime scene, particularly one as contaminated as this,
712
00:45:38,277 --> 00:45:42,906
it's problematic, I think, to take too much to the bank
713
00:45:42,990 --> 00:45:44,992
based on any one DNA result.
714
00:45:45,075 --> 00:45:48,370
What does that mean in terms of everyone who's given a DNA sample?
715
00:45:48,454 --> 00:45:51,457
If the DNA is faulty, a lot of people could still be a suspect.
716
00:45:56,712 --> 00:45:59,506
We've been in the practice of ruling people out
717
00:45:59,590 --> 00:46:00,716
based on DNA.
718
00:46:00,799 --> 00:46:04,970
And if we take what the police have said at face value,
719
00:46:06,263 --> 00:46:09,641
and, you know, the reporting done by guys like Charlie Brennan,
720
00:46:10,184 --> 00:46:13,771
who say that… the DNA in the case
721
00:46:14,688 --> 00:46:19,318
isn't as valuable or significant… as we think,
722
00:46:19,818 --> 00:46:25,657
then we've been ruling people out… for the wrong reasons.
723
00:46:25,741 --> 00:46:27,534
Everybody should be back on the table.
724
00:46:33,332 --> 00:46:37,169
The police have never ruled out John and Patsy based solely on this DNA.
725
00:46:38,045 --> 00:46:41,298
So how do you rule anybody out based solely on this DNA?
726
00:46:41,799 --> 00:46:46,428
You have to go deeper. You have to sort the DNA we have today
727
00:46:46,512 --> 00:46:47,846
and make more sense of it.
728
00:46:50,265 --> 00:46:54,686
The family of JonBenét Ramsey is petitioning Governor Jared Polis
729
00:46:54,770 --> 00:46:57,314
to take new action to help find answers
730
00:46:57,397 --> 00:47:01,276
in the case that has gone unsolved for more than 25 years.
731
00:47:02,778 --> 00:47:04,446
What we're advocating for,
732
00:47:04,530 --> 00:47:07,741
and we have been doing so for the last year or so, aggressively,
733
00:47:08,408 --> 00:47:12,246
is we know there's five or six items that were taken from the crime scene,
734
00:47:12,329 --> 00:47:16,083
sent into a lab for DNA sampling, and were not sampled.
735
00:47:16,834 --> 00:47:19,837
So… we want those items sampled.
736
00:47:19,920 --> 00:47:23,298
We want the items that have been sampled,
737
00:47:23,382 --> 00:47:25,175
and tested, to be retested.
738
00:47:25,759 --> 00:47:30,806
And then use the public genealogy database
739
00:47:31,515 --> 00:47:34,601
to look for not only a match,
740
00:47:34,685 --> 00:47:38,689
but a similar, uh, relative.
741
00:47:39,481 --> 00:47:41,692
And that's been used very successfully
742
00:47:41,775 --> 00:47:44,361
in the last, gosh, I don't know, three or four years
743
00:47:44,444 --> 00:47:50,325
by police departments to find the killer of very old cold cases.
744
00:47:50,826 --> 00:47:52,744
But we don't know what's being done.
745
00:48:32,492 --> 00:48:36,747
I know that this… investigation someday will be solved.
746
00:48:36,830 --> 00:48:40,709
I'm gonna do everything that I can still in this case to help solve it.
747
00:48:45,255 --> 00:48:47,966
Lou had cancer,
748
00:48:48,050 --> 00:48:52,095
and while he was involved with chemotherapy,
749
00:48:52,179 --> 00:48:55,140
he was still meeting with some of his closest friends
750
00:48:55,223 --> 00:48:58,852
and, uh, passing on information, uh, about this case.
751
00:49:01,229 --> 00:49:06,068
I visited him in hospice, and he was still talking about the JonBenét Ramsey case.
752
00:49:06,151 --> 00:49:09,154
I mean, this was somebody who literally took it to his grave.
753
00:49:09,237 --> 00:49:10,906
He wanted that case solved.
754
00:49:12,407 --> 00:49:16,578
He wanted to make sure that his legacy would live on.
755
00:49:16,662 --> 00:49:21,249
That's why the Smit family continues to look into this case.
756
00:49:35,973 --> 00:49:40,477
We could have the killer… arrested, convicted, in prison,
757
00:49:41,228 --> 00:49:45,065
and there'd still be five to 10% of the population
758
00:49:45,148 --> 00:49:46,525
that thinks we're guilty.
759
00:49:46,608 --> 00:49:49,152
And that's not surprising, based on what they were told.
760
00:49:49,236 --> 00:49:52,280
I'd get letters from people for years that say, "Oh, I'm so sorry."
761
00:49:52,364 --> 00:49:57,160
"I thought you were guilty, and I was wrong, and I'm so sorry."
762
00:49:57,244 --> 00:49:58,662
And I wrote back and said,
763
00:49:58,745 --> 00:50:00,497
"How could you believe anything else?"
764
00:50:00,580 --> 00:50:03,792
"That's what you were told by the media, by the police."
765
00:50:16,638 --> 00:50:19,975
A former lead detective in the JonBenét Ramsey murder investigation
766
00:50:20,058 --> 00:50:22,644
says he thinks Patsy Ramsey killed her daughter.
767
00:50:23,228 --> 00:50:25,107
Hello, and welcome to you, Steve.
768
00:50:25,107 --> 00:50:25,689
Thank you.
769
00:50:25,772 --> 00:50:29,151
Police officers shouldn't be writing books about an ongoing case.
770
00:50:29,234 --> 00:50:30,944
It's just totally unprofessional.
771
00:50:55,719 --> 00:50:58,555
What we need to do is a complete reinvestigation,
772
00:50:58,638 --> 00:51:00,098
starting right from scratch.
773
00:51:09,691 --> 00:51:12,319
We thought it would be good if we actually brought in
774
00:51:12,861 --> 00:51:16,907
a child who was about ten years old to actually do the demonstration with him.
775
00:51:28,043 --> 00:51:30,712
He probably woulda been upset about her trying to
776
00:51:30,796 --> 00:51:32,047
snag a piece of pineapple.
777
00:51:32,756 --> 00:51:36,301
Out of anger, he may have struck her with that flashlight.
778
00:51:49,731 --> 00:51:53,443
Burke did sue CBS, and that was… was settled.
779
00:51:54,111 --> 00:51:56,196
Um, but, you know, damage was done.
780
00:51:56,279 --> 00:52:01,868
And unfortunately, this delusional idea has… has really caught fire.
781
00:52:10,961 --> 00:52:15,715
The true crime world has really subscribed to this absurd theory
782
00:52:15,799 --> 00:52:18,009
that Burke killed JonBenét.
783
00:52:18,093 --> 00:52:20,470
It's incredibly hurtful and wrong.
784
00:52:23,849 --> 00:52:27,310
We did write a letter for Burke because the press was going wild.
785
00:52:27,394 --> 00:52:29,980
You know, "Burke's the killer." We thought, this is crazy.
786
00:52:30,063 --> 00:52:33,400
He didn't write that note. We know he didn't use the garrote.
787
00:52:33,483 --> 00:52:36,444
This is nuts. So we did write all that saying, "We cleared him."
788
00:52:57,841 --> 00:52:59,259
Hmm.
789
00:52:59,926 --> 00:53:05,640
These are some little boots that JonBenét used to wear, cowboy boots.
790
00:53:06,474 --> 00:53:08,046
These were pageant boots.
791
00:53:08,046 --> 00:53:08,935
Pageant boots.
792
00:53:09,019 --> 00:53:12,939
She wore those for "Cowboy's Sweetheart." She sang that.
793
00:53:13,982 --> 00:53:17,235
I remarried five years after Patsy died.
794
00:53:17,903 --> 00:53:21,323
JonBenét feels like one of our little grandchildren.
795
00:53:21,406 --> 00:53:24,826
She's like frozen at age six.
796
00:53:24,910 --> 00:53:28,163
Cannot even imagine her as an adult.
797
00:53:28,246 --> 00:53:31,875
So we just remember her as one of the little kids. And…
798
00:53:31,958 --> 00:53:34,669
This is kind of a collection of our grandkids.
799
00:53:34,753 --> 00:53:36,755
Yeah, all the grandkids.
800
00:53:39,090 --> 00:53:40,717
This is her little Bible.
801
00:53:40,800 --> 00:53:44,930
She's been very supportive, loves my children dearly,
802
00:53:45,013 --> 00:53:46,640
treats them like they were hers.
803
00:53:47,182 --> 00:53:49,684
We met at a wedding in Denver.
804
00:53:49,768 --> 00:53:54,940
I was fairly familiar with the case, but I hadn't studied it in depth
805
00:53:55,023 --> 00:53:58,693
and did not know that it was still very big.
806
00:53:59,319 --> 00:54:04,616
So that made me seriously reconsider when we were dating.
807
00:54:04,699 --> 00:54:07,285
Is this a cloud that I wanted to live under?
808
00:54:07,369 --> 00:54:10,830
And, um, because I love John, I am up for it.
809
00:54:11,331 --> 00:54:14,000
JonBenét took tap dancing lessons.
810
00:54:14,084 --> 00:54:17,796
She took piano lessons. She loved to perform.
811
00:54:17,879 --> 00:54:21,967
She was always putting on little skits with her friends, you know, at home.
812
00:54:22,050 --> 00:54:24,803
They'd dress up and, "We got a play for you."
813
00:54:24,886 --> 00:54:25,845
"Pay attention."
814
00:54:26,638 --> 00:54:29,766
John has been through hell and high water.
815
00:54:30,558 --> 00:54:36,314
He is stalwart… and strong. He's unflappable.
816
00:54:37,440 --> 00:54:41,569
A friend of Beth, my oldest daughter, who was killed in a car accident,
817
00:54:42,070 --> 00:54:45,907
one afternoon, in Chicago, at Beth's funeral,
818
00:54:45,991 --> 00:54:48,118
came up to me and said, "Mr. Ramsey,
819
00:54:50,161 --> 00:54:53,832
if I died, I would not want my parents to be sad."
820
00:54:55,166 --> 00:54:58,378
That was a real meaningful comment to me,
821
00:54:58,461 --> 00:55:00,588
that I know Beth wouldn't want us to be sad.
822
00:55:00,672 --> 00:55:02,382
JonBenét wouldn't want us to be sad.
823
00:55:03,633 --> 00:55:06,720
You know, the insanity, it was just… it was wrong.
824
00:55:07,429 --> 00:55:14,060
And I'm sure she would be upset that her parents were accused of… this.
825
00:55:15,020 --> 00:55:18,857
Uh, she knew she was loved. I told her this almost every day.
826
00:55:18,940 --> 00:55:22,819
I do still do with my adult children. I talk to them. They know they're loved.
827
00:55:23,528 --> 00:55:27,991
And, um, JonBenét was very proud to be named after her dad.
828
00:55:28,074 --> 00:55:30,493
She used to tell kids, "JonBenét, well, that's…"
829
00:55:30,577 --> 00:55:33,330
"That came from my dad's name. I'm named after my dad."
830
00:55:33,413 --> 00:55:36,541
And she… Yeah… That was just, I don't know, just…
831
00:55:40,420 --> 00:55:44,883
I don't know. I know she'd be sad for her family,
832
00:55:45,967 --> 00:55:47,802
because she cared about her family.
833
00:55:48,762 --> 00:55:50,180
JonBenét colored that.
834
00:55:50,764 --> 00:55:53,183
It's signed up on top, JonBenét.
835
00:55:54,392 --> 00:55:56,394
Our minister in Atlanta said, "Look,
836
00:55:57,020 --> 00:55:59,814
at first, memories are gonna bring pain."
837
00:55:59,898 --> 00:56:01,900
"But eventually, they'll bring joy."
838
00:56:01,983 --> 00:56:04,069
And I found that to be true.
839
00:56:09,783 --> 00:56:11,743
It takes a while, it takes a long while
840
00:56:12,702 --> 00:56:13,912
for the pain to go away.
841
00:56:13,995 --> 00:56:16,998
But then the memory of JonBenét is joyful.
842
00:56:18,291 --> 00:56:19,125
And, uh…
843
00:56:19,209 --> 00:56:20,567
That's where you're at now.
844
00:56:20,567 --> 00:56:21,586
That's where I'm at.
845
00:56:21,669 --> 00:56:23,338
Yoo-hoo. Hello.
846
00:56:29,928 --> 00:56:31,304
JonBenét.
847
00:56:33,181 --> 00:56:37,143
You always fall back to… sadness and what you've lost.
848
00:56:37,977 --> 00:56:38,812
But, uh…
849
00:56:39,938 --> 00:56:42,399
I'm glad she was in my life for six years.
850
00:56:45,527 --> 00:56:48,363
Ooh!
851
00:56:49,531 --> 00:56:51,866
That's great. Tell Dad what you got.
852
00:56:52,784 --> 00:56:54,411
What'd you get there?
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