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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:14,639 --> 00:00:18,727 Tonight, a first in the JonBenét Ramsey homicide case. 2 00:00:18,810 --> 00:00:21,688 Her parents, John and Patsy, square off 3 00:00:21,771 --> 00:00:25,650 against former Boulder Police detective, Steve Thomas. 4 00:00:25,734 --> 00:00:27,861 We did this Larry King interview. 5 00:00:27,944 --> 00:00:29,612 Some people said, "You shouldn't have." 6 00:00:29,696 --> 00:00:34,284 But we did. We were trying to… put some sense into the discussion. 7 00:00:34,367 --> 00:00:36,494 When did you come to the conclusion you came to? 8 00:00:36,578 --> 00:00:38,455 And that conclusion is what? 9 00:00:38,538 --> 00:00:40,248 My theory is that Patsy, 10 00:00:40,331 --> 00:00:43,043 uh, in a violent confrontation with her daughter… 11 00:00:43,126 --> 00:00:44,623 Accidentally killed her? 12 00:00:44,623 --> 00:00:45,253 No, not… 13 00:00:45,336 --> 00:00:49,716 A… Accidental, I hypothesize, uh, in the sense that it lacked motive. 14 00:00:49,799 --> 00:00:52,844 What? Tell me exactly, step by step, how you envisioned… 15 00:00:52,927 --> 00:00:54,637 I wasn't there. You were in the home. 16 00:00:54,721 --> 00:00:57,140 You must have conjured something in your head 17 00:00:57,223 --> 00:01:00,310 for you to come out and call me a murderer of my child. 18 00:01:00,393 --> 00:01:02,020 Now I wanna hear, one through ten. 19 00:01:02,020 --> 00:01:03,563 I think you wrote the ransom note. 20 00:01:03,646 --> 00:01:05,398 When did I write this? 21 00:01:05,482 --> 00:01:06,115 You tell me. 22 00:01:06,115 --> 00:01:07,650 Before or after I killed her? 23 00:01:07,734 --> 00:01:09,736 You're the one theorizing here. You tell me. 24 00:01:09,819 --> 00:01:11,362 You were in the house that night. 25 00:01:12,238 --> 00:01:15,075 Put together what you think happened that night. 26 00:01:15,158 --> 00:01:17,285 I think there was a toileting issue 27 00:01:17,368 --> 00:01:18,620 that has been dismissed. 28 00:01:18,703 --> 00:01:19,708 Okay. Explain. 29 00:01:19,708 --> 00:01:22,040 A bed-wetting or a toileting issue… 30 00:01:22,123 --> 00:01:24,417 That caused Patsy to get mad at her daughter. 31 00:01:24,501 --> 00:01:25,335 Absolutely. 32 00:01:25,418 --> 00:01:30,215 Our child wet her bed, and we slaughtered her. 33 00:01:30,924 --> 00:01:34,094 That is so preposterous. 34 00:01:34,177 --> 00:01:35,970 You weren't there, John. 35 00:01:36,054 --> 00:01:39,516 I was there. I know Patsy. I've lived with her for 20 years. 36 00:01:39,599 --> 00:01:43,019 I know that she loved that child more than anything in the world. 37 00:01:43,103 --> 00:01:46,898 Well, would you agree, Patsy, that almost none of it makes sense? 38 00:01:47,565 --> 00:01:48,554 What was the guy doing? 39 00:01:48,554 --> 00:01:49,234 It was an evil… 40 00:01:49,317 --> 00:01:50,944 Why did the intruder do this? 41 00:01:51,027 --> 00:01:52,692 Evil, evil person. 42 00:01:52,692 --> 00:01:53,905 I don't know. 43 00:01:53,988 --> 00:01:58,701 God knows. And the truth is going to prevail. 44 00:02:50,795 --> 00:02:53,882 Grand jurors were escorted into the Boulder County Justice Center 45 00:02:53,965 --> 00:02:55,550 by sheriff's deputies. 46 00:02:55,633 --> 00:02:58,428 They had an audience of media from around the world 47 00:02:58,511 --> 00:03:00,555 who have descended on Boulder. 48 00:03:02,182 --> 00:03:04,392 After a year of looking over evidence 49 00:03:04,475 --> 00:03:08,813 and hearing testimony, the grand jury has now made its decision. 50 00:03:08,897 --> 00:03:09,981 Down in front. 51 00:03:11,232 --> 00:03:12,859 Down in front, please. 52 00:03:12,942 --> 00:03:14,319 Down in front. 53 00:03:21,409 --> 00:03:22,285 Speak up! 54 00:03:22,869 --> 00:03:23,995 Shout, please! 55 00:03:26,748 --> 00:03:31,211 The grand jurors have done their work extraordinarily well, 56 00:03:32,253 --> 00:03:35,006 bringing to bear all of their legal powers, 57 00:03:36,007 --> 00:03:38,968 life experiences, and shrewdness. 58 00:03:40,470 --> 00:03:42,430 Yet I must report to you 59 00:03:44,140 --> 00:03:46,601 that I and my prosecution task force 60 00:03:47,393 --> 00:03:52,732 believe we do not have sufficient evidence to warrant the filing of charges 61 00:03:52,815 --> 00:03:57,820 against anyone who has been investigated at this time. 62 00:03:59,739 --> 00:04:00,907 Thank you very much. 63 00:04:06,120 --> 00:04:08,248 The case was not gonna move forward. 64 00:04:08,331 --> 00:04:12,919 The Ramseys would indeed not be arrested, despite 13 months of investigation. 65 00:04:13,002 --> 00:04:16,047 After it was announced that no charges would be filed in the case, 66 00:04:16,130 --> 00:04:18,633 the parents of JonBenét Ramsey issued a statement. 67 00:04:18,716 --> 00:04:21,135 They said they take no satisfaction in this result 68 00:04:21,219 --> 00:04:24,180 because a child killer remains free and undetected. 69 00:04:25,598 --> 00:04:27,976 The reason it didn't happen is 70 00:04:28,059 --> 00:04:31,437 not only is it that there is no case against these two people, 71 00:04:31,521 --> 00:04:33,648 they didn't kill JonBenét. 72 00:04:33,731 --> 00:04:36,276 The only thing they ever did was love her. 73 00:04:36,359 --> 00:04:38,444 And that is what has been revealed today. 74 00:04:39,320 --> 00:04:41,572 Lou Smit, I spoke with him today, 75 00:04:41,656 --> 00:04:43,241 he's never appeared on, 76 00:04:43,324 --> 00:04:46,452 he said to me today, "This was a great day in legal history." 77 00:04:46,536 --> 00:04:47,912 "Those people didn't do it." 78 00:04:48,579 --> 00:04:51,708 Alex Hunter said that the Ramseys weren't going to be indicted 79 00:04:52,750 --> 00:04:54,961 and that no charges would be filed. 80 00:04:55,712 --> 00:04:58,840 Now, I was in my truck, and I started crying. 81 00:05:00,550 --> 00:05:03,803 And, uh, it was, uh, it was really amazing. 82 00:05:06,472 --> 00:05:08,641 I told my photographer, 83 00:05:08,725 --> 00:05:11,728 key in on Michael Kane's face when the announcement's made. 84 00:05:13,229 --> 00:05:17,442 And you could see Michael Kane's lower lip was quivering. 85 00:05:17,525 --> 00:05:19,694 It looked like he was really upset. 86 00:05:20,570 --> 00:05:24,032 There was a lot of disappointment, but it wasn't because of what the grand jury did 87 00:05:24,115 --> 00:05:25,491 or didn't do or whatever. 88 00:05:25,575 --> 00:05:30,038 It was a disappointment that I'd spent close to two years working on this thing 89 00:05:30,121 --> 00:05:32,123 and couldn't come to a resolution. 90 00:05:32,665 --> 00:05:36,586 I looked up at the justice center on the second floor, 91 00:05:36,669 --> 00:05:40,298 and three of the lead police detectives were staring at us. 92 00:05:40,381 --> 00:05:45,303 And I learned later that when Alex Hunter told them face-to-face 93 00:05:45,386 --> 00:05:47,597 that he wasn't going to take this case on, 94 00:05:49,349 --> 00:05:52,310 that they pounded the table and there was screaming and door slamming. 95 00:05:52,393 --> 00:05:54,437 They were really, really upset. 96 00:05:54,520 --> 00:05:59,734 There was a general mixture of disappointment and despair, 97 00:05:59,817 --> 00:06:04,989 a feeling of disgrace, and that America had seen government at its worst. 98 00:06:05,573 --> 00:06:10,286 Well, they had taken these huge steps in this investigation, 99 00:06:10,370 --> 00:06:13,581 did their damnedest to bring charges against John and Patsy Ramsey, 100 00:06:14,165 --> 00:06:15,666 and there was nothing there. 101 00:06:17,001 --> 00:06:20,963 They absolutely wasted the resources of the state of Colorado. 102 00:06:21,047 --> 00:06:23,049 They blew an opportunity 103 00:06:23,132 --> 00:06:26,302 to use grand jury investigative powers to find the killer. 104 00:06:27,011 --> 00:06:29,347 They… They missed it, just absolutely missed. 105 00:06:31,432 --> 00:06:33,643 Do we even know if the grand jury voted? 106 00:06:33,726 --> 00:06:36,562 Uh, we don't, I certainly don't, uh… 107 00:06:36,646 --> 00:06:40,441 And I was trying to read between the lines as he spoke yesterday, 108 00:06:40,525 --> 00:06:43,403 and I think he chose his words very carefully. 109 00:06:43,486 --> 00:06:46,906 Alex Hunter could have announced that afternoon 110 00:06:46,989 --> 00:06:50,993 that the grand jury has elected not to indict anybody. 111 00:06:51,077 --> 00:06:56,040 He could have said the grand jury indicted somebody, 112 00:06:56,707 --> 00:06:58,793 but we're not going to prosecute it. 113 00:06:58,876 --> 00:07:01,003 He didn't say either of those things. 114 00:07:01,087 --> 00:07:04,465 We were left not knowing, well, what did they do? 115 00:07:07,427 --> 00:07:09,929 A number of years down the road, 116 00:07:10,555 --> 00:07:13,182 two sources of mine told me, 117 00:07:13,266 --> 00:07:18,271 "You can't report this, but they indicted both John and Patsy Ramsey." 118 00:07:19,730 --> 00:07:23,693 So I set out to contact grand jurors directly. 119 00:07:24,485 --> 00:07:28,322 And multiple grand jurors confirmed for me 120 00:07:29,115 --> 00:07:30,575 that's what happened. 121 00:07:36,038 --> 00:07:37,874 In the end, the grand jury indicted, 122 00:07:37,957 --> 00:07:40,376 not for murder, but for child abuse, 123 00:07:40,460 --> 00:07:44,088 finding the Ramseys allowed JonBenét to be placed in a situation 124 00:07:44,172 --> 00:07:46,174 which resulted in death. 125 00:07:46,257 --> 00:07:50,970 As I understand it, the grand jurors didn't know who might have done what, 126 00:07:51,053 --> 00:07:53,723 but felt that there was something that happened there. 127 00:07:54,474 --> 00:07:57,059 The grand jury found John and Patsy Ramsey 128 00:07:57,143 --> 00:08:00,313 had intent to hinder, delay, and prevent their daughter's killer 129 00:08:00,396 --> 00:08:01,772 from being prosecuted. 130 00:08:02,523 --> 00:08:06,152 What they believed was that the parents knew what had happened, 131 00:08:06,235 --> 00:08:07,904 or should've known what happened, 132 00:08:07,987 --> 00:08:11,574 or should have got her help and failed to do so. 133 00:08:11,657 --> 00:08:13,743 That's what one grand juror said to me. 134 00:08:14,243 --> 00:08:19,207 Was there evidence to indict John and Patsy Ramsey of a crime? 135 00:08:19,290 --> 00:08:22,668 Based upon the evidence presented, I believe that's correct. 136 00:08:22,752 --> 00:08:25,463 What the grand jury was telling us 137 00:08:25,546 --> 00:08:28,216 was they found there was probable cause 138 00:08:28,299 --> 00:08:31,761 for these people to be indicted. 139 00:08:31,844 --> 00:08:36,516 But there's a long, long step between probable cause, 140 00:08:36,599 --> 00:08:41,312 which is the lowest standard in the criminal justice system, 141 00:08:41,395 --> 00:08:45,483 and proof beyond a reasonable doubt, that is the highest. 142 00:08:45,566 --> 00:08:50,279 There's no way that I would have been able to say, beyond a reasonable doubt, 143 00:08:50,363 --> 00:08:51,531 "This is the person." 144 00:08:51,614 --> 00:08:54,450 And if you don't have reasonable likelihood of conviction, 145 00:08:54,534 --> 00:08:56,869 you have a moral obligation. 146 00:08:56,953 --> 00:09:00,748 You have a ethical obligation as a prosecutor 147 00:09:00,831 --> 00:09:03,417 to not prosecute that case. 148 00:09:06,128 --> 00:09:08,464 It would have been easy to bring charges. 149 00:09:09,799 --> 00:09:12,134 But to have brought charges 150 00:09:12,218 --> 00:09:14,720 when you didn't feel you could make your case, 151 00:09:14,804 --> 00:09:16,847 would have been a horrible thing to do. 152 00:09:17,431 --> 00:09:19,767 I feel… at peace, 153 00:09:21,394 --> 00:09:25,606 and, to some extent… proud of the fact 154 00:09:25,690 --> 00:09:29,735 that… I weathered… the storm 155 00:09:29,819 --> 00:09:32,613 and did the right thing based on the evidence. 156 00:09:37,618 --> 00:09:40,955 After the grand jury, we went back to Atlanta. 157 00:09:42,582 --> 00:09:47,044 And by that time, we'd pretty much exhausted our life savings. 158 00:09:49,380 --> 00:09:55,761 We sold our house, we sold assets to try to pay attorneys and investigators. 159 00:09:56,512 --> 00:09:59,015 All we wanted was to find the killer. 160 00:09:59,932 --> 00:10:02,602 As long as there is a killer at large 161 00:10:02,685 --> 00:10:04,395 who has murdered our child, 162 00:10:04,478 --> 00:10:06,981 our lives will never go on. 163 00:10:07,773 --> 00:10:11,652 Someone killed this six-year-old child. 164 00:10:11,736 --> 00:10:15,114 We know that, and we want them captured. 165 00:10:17,867 --> 00:10:21,078 We knew that the police were not investigating the crime. 166 00:10:21,162 --> 00:10:24,248 They'd already decided that it was Patsy or I, 167 00:10:24,874 --> 00:10:28,628 and so we knew the police were not gonna follow up. 168 00:10:29,211 --> 00:10:30,963 The grand jury has stopped. 169 00:10:31,047 --> 00:10:34,842 No indictments, no charges, the case is dropped. 170 00:10:34,925 --> 00:10:36,636 Nothing is being done on the case. 171 00:10:37,511 --> 00:10:39,305 The Boulder Police Department has it, 172 00:10:39,847 --> 00:10:42,600 but they are so convinced that the Ramseys did this 173 00:10:42,683 --> 00:10:44,393 that it's just not being worked. 174 00:10:45,102 --> 00:10:48,689 We were told by a person in the police department, 175 00:10:49,523 --> 00:10:52,234 "Well, we're just waiting for John Ramsey to die, 176 00:10:52,318 --> 00:10:53,736 so this thing will go away." 177 00:10:54,987 --> 00:10:55,821 Quote. 178 00:10:56,572 --> 00:11:00,451 A killer walks the streets of this country, 179 00:11:00,534 --> 00:11:02,495 and we need to be looking for that person. 180 00:11:03,079 --> 00:11:05,790 The whole purpose of engaging with the media 181 00:11:05,873 --> 00:11:07,541 was to put pressure on the police. 182 00:11:07,625 --> 00:11:08,834 We're not going away. 183 00:11:10,002 --> 00:11:12,338 I'm gonna be hammering on you till I die 184 00:11:12,421 --> 00:11:15,466 if you don't find this creature that did this to our daughter. 185 00:11:16,217 --> 00:11:18,170 Lou Smit tells us that we can… 186 00:11:18,170 --> 00:11:19,679 That's a detective, right? 187 00:11:19,762 --> 00:11:23,933 Lou Smit is the only homicide investigator that's ever looked at this case. 188 00:11:24,016 --> 00:11:27,311 And he says, definitively, that there is enough evidence 189 00:11:27,395 --> 00:11:29,438 to find this man. 190 00:11:32,191 --> 00:11:34,819 I don't know if I could solve it without the police, 191 00:11:34,902 --> 00:11:36,737 and I'm sure I'm not gonna get that. 192 00:11:37,363 --> 00:11:40,616 But I know that God has a plan, and, uh, I'm part of it, 193 00:11:40,700 --> 00:11:44,870 and I'm just going to continue to work in it, as long as He needs me. 194 00:11:45,996 --> 00:11:48,499 Lou Smit wanted that case solved. 195 00:11:48,582 --> 00:11:53,796 And so he, on his own, continued to work the case. 196 00:11:53,879 --> 00:11:56,424 JonBenét Ramsey. 197 00:11:57,842 --> 00:12:00,511 Well, I think we're looking definitely at a pedophile, 198 00:12:00,594 --> 00:12:01,846 a very specific one. 199 00:12:02,680 --> 00:12:05,266 I'm pretty sure he's seen her at one of these pageants. 200 00:12:13,441 --> 00:12:16,193 JonBenét Ramsey was a beautiful girl. 201 00:12:16,277 --> 00:12:19,947 I can see where a pedophile would focus on her, 202 00:12:20,030 --> 00:12:22,366 and I think that's kinda what we're looking at. 203 00:12:25,119 --> 00:12:28,789 When you see the footage of her in her little cowboy suit going, 204 00:12:28,873 --> 00:12:31,751 uh, "I want to be a cowboy's sweetheart," and all that, 205 00:12:31,834 --> 00:12:33,669 I… I've never seen anything like it. 206 00:12:35,713 --> 00:12:38,799 Very early on in this investigation, 207 00:12:38,883 --> 00:12:42,762 police received information about an individual by the name of Gary Oliva. 208 00:12:42,845 --> 00:12:47,099 He had sexually assaulted one of his neighbor's girls 209 00:12:47,767 --> 00:12:50,728 while he lived in Oregon, and fled. 210 00:12:51,687 --> 00:12:56,901 He ended up, uh, in Boulder, Colorado, and, uh, was a transient. 211 00:12:57,526 --> 00:13:00,613 One of Gary Oliva's friends 212 00:13:00,696 --> 00:13:03,991 indicated that Gary called him 213 00:13:04,074 --> 00:13:05,826 and was distraught, 214 00:13:06,494 --> 00:13:08,913 said that he had just hurt a little girl. 215 00:13:09,705 --> 00:13:11,332 As a result of all that, 216 00:13:11,415 --> 00:13:13,793 the Boulder Police Department took a hard look. 217 00:13:14,460 --> 00:13:17,755 When police went to go find him in his tent, 218 00:13:17,838 --> 00:13:19,799 uh, he had pictures of JonBenét. 219 00:13:19,882 --> 00:13:22,760 Did you hurt or kill JonBenét Ramsey? 220 00:13:22,843 --> 00:13:23,719 No. 221 00:13:26,096 --> 00:13:27,139 No, I didn't. 222 00:13:28,974 --> 00:13:32,102 I believe that she came to me after she was killed 223 00:13:32,186 --> 00:13:33,854 and revealed herself to me. 224 00:13:34,355 --> 00:13:36,565 He later confessed, uh, 225 00:13:36,649 --> 00:13:39,985 basically indicating that he would take credit 226 00:13:40,694 --> 00:13:42,780 for the JonBenét Ramsey homicide 227 00:13:42,863 --> 00:13:44,740 if the police would just guarantee 228 00:13:44,824 --> 00:13:46,826 that he could have three square meals a day 229 00:13:46,909 --> 00:13:48,327 and a roof over his head. 230 00:13:49,161 --> 00:13:52,289 But his DNA did not match the evidence at the scene. 231 00:13:53,123 --> 00:13:55,292 Uh, they could not confirm that he, in fact, 232 00:13:55,376 --> 00:13:57,378 was the person that committed the crime. 233 00:14:00,256 --> 00:14:05,719 JonBenét Ramsey is the Ziegfeld Follies! 234 00:14:08,806 --> 00:14:11,141 When you dress your child up 235 00:14:11,225 --> 00:14:14,728 and put that much makeup on her and you have that kind of clothing, 236 00:14:14,812 --> 00:14:18,399 like Las Vegas showgirl clothing costumes, 237 00:14:18,899 --> 00:14:22,319 you might inadvertently and innocently 238 00:14:22,403 --> 00:14:24,738 attract someone, a sexual predator. 239 00:14:25,614 --> 00:14:27,533 My name is Joyce Singular. 240 00:14:27,616 --> 00:14:30,119 I've co-authored two books with my husband, 241 00:14:30,202 --> 00:14:32,538 investigative journalist, Stephen Singular. 242 00:14:33,831 --> 00:14:36,834 In the last week of 1996, 243 00:14:37,418 --> 00:14:40,963 I heard about the JonBenét Ramsey case, mostly through my wife. 244 00:14:41,046 --> 00:14:44,508 She was interested in it very quickly. 245 00:14:44,592 --> 00:14:48,512 We lived in Denver, which was only 30 miles from Boulder. 246 00:14:48,596 --> 00:14:50,806 We had a son who was three years old at the time. 247 00:14:50,890 --> 00:14:54,018 And, of course, it was such a brutal crime 248 00:14:54,101 --> 00:14:58,689 that we couldn't believe that a child could be… murdered like that. 249 00:14:59,356 --> 00:15:02,735 We thought that if the Ramseys are guilty of something, 250 00:15:02,818 --> 00:15:04,445 and it's hardly a crime, 251 00:15:05,654 --> 00:15:08,574 I think they were guilty of being naive. 252 00:15:08,657 --> 00:15:11,911 I think dressing her up the way they did 253 00:15:12,411 --> 00:15:16,040 was capable of getting the attention of 254 00:15:16,123 --> 00:15:18,417 and stimulating the wrong people. 255 00:15:20,169 --> 00:15:22,129 When JonBenét was first killed, 256 00:15:22,212 --> 00:15:27,134 my husband and I decided to start interviewing child beauty pageant mothers 257 00:15:27,217 --> 00:15:30,137 who had been in the same circuit with JonBenét. 258 00:15:30,846 --> 00:15:32,890 Some of the pageant mothers suspected 259 00:15:32,973 --> 00:15:35,935 that some of the spectators that were coming to the pageants 260 00:15:36,018 --> 00:15:40,439 weren't there… because they had children that were in the pageant. 261 00:15:40,522 --> 00:15:43,734 They were just there… observing. 262 00:15:45,611 --> 00:15:51,283 They also told us about photographers, particularly one photographer. 263 00:15:51,367 --> 00:15:53,202 They told us the same story, 264 00:15:53,285 --> 00:15:56,747 that the primary photographer for JonBenét 265 00:15:56,830 --> 00:16:01,335 and for many of the little girls in this area, is a man named Randy Simons. 266 00:16:01,418 --> 00:16:06,215 Simons sold some of his photos of JonBenét to a photo agency 267 00:16:06,298 --> 00:16:09,677 which ended up being splashed all over the tabloids. 268 00:16:09,760 --> 00:16:13,889 And a lot of the child beauty pageant mothers were angered over this. 269 00:16:13,973 --> 00:16:18,102 This particular pageant mother said that in Simons' studio, 270 00:16:18,185 --> 00:16:21,647 he had some borderline inappropriate photos on the wall. 271 00:16:21,730 --> 00:16:23,941 Maybe not child pornography, but, you know, 272 00:16:24,024 --> 00:16:26,735 young girls without tops on or… 273 00:16:27,444 --> 00:16:29,113 you know, seemingly innocent, 274 00:16:29,196 --> 00:16:32,199 but kind of sketchy or questionable. 275 00:16:32,783 --> 00:16:34,910 And they were suspect of him. 276 00:16:34,994 --> 00:16:37,830 You have a whole pattern of behavior 277 00:16:39,331 --> 00:16:43,752 in which, at least to me, the questions scream out at you. 278 00:16:45,671 --> 00:16:47,297 Pageant mothers told us, 279 00:16:47,381 --> 00:16:50,134 shortly after the crime, he called some of them up, 280 00:16:50,217 --> 00:16:52,511 saying, "I did not kill JonBenét, I did not kill JonBenét." 281 00:16:52,594 --> 00:16:53,512 He was hysterical. 282 00:16:53,595 --> 00:16:58,100 Well, nobody said he did. It… it… it raised some red flags. 283 00:16:58,183 --> 00:17:00,728 I called Randy Simons several times. 284 00:17:00,811 --> 00:17:02,187 He only picked up once. 285 00:17:03,022 --> 00:17:07,026 And he… was skittish. 286 00:17:07,109 --> 00:17:12,322 And he said, "I know more about this case, but I'm not gonna tell you." 287 00:17:12,406 --> 00:17:13,365 And he didn't. 288 00:17:16,702 --> 00:17:19,747 A year later, he was walking down the street naked, 289 00:17:19,830 --> 00:17:21,331 and the police were called. 290 00:17:21,415 --> 00:17:24,293 Again, he said to the police, "I did not kill JonBenét." 291 00:17:25,294 --> 00:17:27,838 I mean, that's pretty strange. 292 00:17:29,965 --> 00:17:32,301 We lost contact with Randy Simons, 293 00:17:32,384 --> 00:17:35,429 until 2019 when we got a tip 294 00:17:35,512 --> 00:17:38,974 that he had been arrested in Lane County, Oregon, 295 00:17:39,558 --> 00:17:42,853 and he had been downloading child pornography 296 00:17:42,936 --> 00:17:45,230 at a restaurant through their public Wi-Fi. 297 00:17:46,106 --> 00:17:51,236 He was subsequently charged and indicted on 15 charges of child pornography, 298 00:17:51,320 --> 00:17:53,447 and he was sentenced to ten years in jail. 299 00:17:55,199 --> 00:17:59,244 But Randy Simons' DNA was not found at the crime scene. 300 00:18:02,581 --> 00:18:04,416 Our killer could still be out there. 301 00:18:04,500 --> 00:18:07,336 This killer could still be murdering even today, 302 00:18:08,087 --> 00:18:10,089 and I think he's a very experienced guy. 303 00:18:10,631 --> 00:18:14,468 You just don't graduate into killing a beauty queen on Christmas. 304 00:18:15,052 --> 00:18:18,931 He made a garrote. He's got fantasies. He knew how to get into a house. 305 00:18:19,890 --> 00:18:23,602 He wasn't afraid of being in the house. He's a high-risk criminal. 306 00:18:29,525 --> 00:18:31,735 In March of 1997, 307 00:18:31,819 --> 00:18:35,197 the Boulder Police got a call from North Carolina 308 00:18:35,280 --> 00:18:38,408 about a man named John Brewer Eustace. 309 00:18:38,492 --> 00:18:42,371 Boulder Police end up searching for clues halfway across the country 310 00:18:42,454 --> 00:18:44,248 in Charlotte, North Carolina. 311 00:18:44,331 --> 00:18:47,793 Investigators went south to review evidence against this man, 312 00:18:47,876 --> 00:18:49,503 John Brewer Eustace. 313 00:18:49,586 --> 00:18:53,048 He's charged with the rape and kidnap of a Charlotte child last month. 314 00:18:54,258 --> 00:18:58,929 He was a drifter who had confessed to kidnapping a two-year-old. 315 00:18:59,012 --> 00:19:01,640 And this was someone who actually broke into the house. 316 00:19:01,723 --> 00:19:04,476 The Charlotte two-year-old was taken from this bedroom. 317 00:19:05,060 --> 00:19:07,771 The window screen, pried open and tossed on the ground. 318 00:19:07,855 --> 00:19:11,817 So when they went to his home, 319 00:19:11,900 --> 00:19:14,236 they found a shrine to JonBenét. 320 00:19:14,319 --> 00:19:16,321 Police in possibly four other cities 321 00:19:16,405 --> 00:19:19,074 are looking at the Eustace confession and crime, 322 00:19:19,158 --> 00:19:21,702 but the most famous case of all is JonBenét Ramsey. 323 00:19:21,785 --> 00:19:24,413 The Boulder police came out, and, 324 00:19:25,622 --> 00:19:27,624 unfortunately for them, 325 00:19:27,708 --> 00:19:31,003 he had a rock-solid alibi for that night. 326 00:19:32,004 --> 00:19:34,798 He worked in a factory, 327 00:19:34,882 --> 00:19:38,343 and he had clocked in, and it covered the time period 328 00:19:38,427 --> 00:19:40,012 in which JonBenét had died. 329 00:19:40,888 --> 00:19:42,139 But it just shows you. 330 00:19:42,222 --> 00:19:46,518 There are people out there who are capable of this kind of crime. 331 00:19:48,187 --> 00:19:49,938 Look at child predators. 332 00:19:50,022 --> 00:19:53,609 Look at people who would be attracted to JonBenét Ramsey. 333 00:20:05,162 --> 00:20:06,830 In 2002, 334 00:20:07,414 --> 00:20:11,960 I was contacted by someone who knew my work on the Ramsey case 335 00:20:12,044 --> 00:20:13,212 and wanted to talk. 336 00:20:14,129 --> 00:20:18,300 His email name was Daxis. He was using the word Daxis. 337 00:20:18,383 --> 00:20:19,593 No idea what that means. 338 00:20:33,023 --> 00:20:36,944 He started to email me on a regular basis, 339 00:20:37,027 --> 00:20:41,031 where he slowly started to say that he had killed JonBenét. 340 00:20:53,919 --> 00:20:55,796 It was always a little unclear, 341 00:20:56,380 --> 00:21:00,550 but it was kind of implied it was all part of a love affair. 342 00:21:04,763 --> 00:21:06,348 That it was an accident. 343 00:21:16,942 --> 00:21:20,070 I met Michael Tracey and talked about it, 344 00:21:20,153 --> 00:21:21,405 and I was still skeptical, 345 00:21:21,488 --> 00:21:25,117 because there was so much information just released, 346 00:21:25,200 --> 00:21:27,744 uh, casually by the police. 347 00:21:27,828 --> 00:21:30,914 It's another interesting twist with this case 348 00:21:30,998 --> 00:21:36,086 that people decide that they want the notoriety, so they confess. 349 00:21:36,712 --> 00:21:40,632 However, you still have to look into each and every one of those. 350 00:21:50,475 --> 00:21:53,854 I said, "How come I don't know you're pulling this from the Internet 351 00:21:53,937 --> 00:21:56,398 and feeding me what is out there already?" 352 00:21:56,481 --> 00:21:59,735 And he said, "Ask John Ramsey 353 00:22:00,277 --> 00:22:06,074 what JonBenét's nickname was for Nedra, her grandmother. And it will be this." 354 00:22:06,158 --> 00:22:09,619 So I emailed John. "What was the nickname?" 355 00:22:09,703 --> 00:22:11,663 It comes back, "Neddy." 356 00:22:12,748 --> 00:22:14,207 It was right. It was correct. 357 00:22:14,291 --> 00:22:17,127 Because John searched… 358 00:22:17,210 --> 00:22:21,173 there was nowhere that that nickname was known in the public domain. 359 00:22:21,256 --> 00:22:22,966 How did this person know that name? 360 00:22:27,721 --> 00:22:29,765 I would share some emails with Lou Smit. 361 00:22:31,016 --> 00:22:32,601 I said, "I've got this from this guy." 362 00:22:32,684 --> 00:22:34,770 "I've no idea who this guy is, where he is." 363 00:22:34,853 --> 00:22:36,730 "He could be next door. I have no idea." 364 00:22:36,813 --> 00:22:41,443 And I always said to Lou, "Just tell me he's a nutcase, and we can end it." 365 00:22:41,526 --> 00:22:45,197 And Lou said, "Can't. No can do, Michael. Got to keep at it." 366 00:22:56,083 --> 00:23:01,338 During that period, Patsy was in remission from ovarian cancer. 367 00:23:01,421 --> 00:23:03,882 But she'd go back every year to be checked. 368 00:23:04,383 --> 00:23:08,762 Well, the eighth year, she went back and, uh, there's a little cancer here. 369 00:23:10,764 --> 00:23:14,434 Yeah, it was… it was devastating, because we thought it was behind us. 370 00:23:15,185 --> 00:23:18,563 - You lost your hair? - Yes. It's growing back. 371 00:23:18,647 --> 00:23:20,649 My eyebrows are growing back. 372 00:23:21,441 --> 00:23:25,987 It all comes out, but you know what? That's a very little thing to worry about. 373 00:23:28,448 --> 00:23:31,993 When it comes back, it's more resistant to treatment, 374 00:23:32,077 --> 00:23:34,579 and that's kind of where Patsy was at that point. 375 00:23:35,831 --> 00:23:39,000 But eventually, it just… overwhelmed her, 376 00:23:39,084 --> 00:23:41,169 and, uh, it got to a point 377 00:23:41,253 --> 00:23:43,922 where one doctor recommended palliative care. 378 00:23:44,005 --> 00:23:47,634 Just, let's just make her life comfortable, and, um… 379 00:23:48,677 --> 00:23:50,762 we weren't ready f… ready to do that. We… 380 00:23:50,846 --> 00:23:53,515 I wanted to… keep fighting. She wanted to keep fighting. 381 00:23:53,598 --> 00:23:55,267 And then it got to a point where… 382 00:23:56,852 --> 00:23:58,728 I was convinced it was hopeless. 383 00:23:59,688 --> 00:24:04,526 And I… made the decision to stop, 384 00:24:04,609 --> 00:24:06,111 at the doctor's recommendation, 385 00:24:06,194 --> 00:24:08,321 to stop treatment, but I didn't tell Patsy. 386 00:24:11,032 --> 00:24:15,579 The cancer had migrated to her brain, so she was not her normal self. 387 00:24:16,163 --> 00:24:19,332 So she didn't know that… we'd given up. 388 00:24:20,625 --> 00:24:22,711 She would ask me, "When's my next treatment?" 389 00:24:22,794 --> 00:24:25,714 And I'd say… And I knew in my heart there was no next treatment. 390 00:24:27,424 --> 00:24:28,467 That was hard. 391 00:24:44,191 --> 00:24:47,444 The emails with Daxis went on for four years. 392 00:24:48,361 --> 00:24:50,363 It was still a mystery as to who he was. 393 00:24:53,617 --> 00:24:56,995 He apparently disguised his email chain very well. 394 00:25:06,004 --> 00:25:08,882 And then in 2006, he started asking me 395 00:25:08,965 --> 00:25:12,093 to get him in touch with Patsy to apologize for killing her daughter. 396 00:25:15,514 --> 00:25:18,558 He was asking for contact information. And I was stalling. 397 00:25:23,772 --> 00:25:25,357 He said in an email, 398 00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:27,192 "Michael, I'll be in the house 399 00:25:27,275 --> 00:25:29,945 before you give me that contact information, won't I?" 400 00:25:30,946 --> 00:25:33,031 But I take this to be a possible threat. 401 00:25:35,242 --> 00:25:38,912 There was now a new district attorney who had taken over the case. 402 00:25:39,538 --> 00:25:42,624 Michael took it to her, and said, "Look, here's what's been going on." 403 00:25:42,707 --> 00:25:45,168 "This person needs to be investigated." 404 00:25:45,752 --> 00:25:49,172 So Mary launches the investigation to try and find this person, 405 00:25:49,256 --> 00:25:54,636 which involved not just her office, it involved Homeland Security, ICE. 406 00:25:57,138 --> 00:25:59,599 And then he asked, "Do you want to hear my voice?" 407 00:26:00,433 --> 00:26:01,768 And so I said, "Sure." 408 00:26:04,354 --> 00:26:05,981 This is Mike Tracey. 409 00:26:06,064 --> 00:26:07,607 Hello, hey, Michael. 410 00:26:07,691 --> 00:26:11,069 We taped, I believe, about 11 hours of conversation, 411 00:26:11,152 --> 00:26:14,698 all of which were being listened in on by various intelligence agencies. 412 00:26:15,282 --> 00:26:18,868 And that was a very, very dark experience. 413 00:26:19,536 --> 00:26:22,289 So it's great to finally… to finally talk to you. 414 00:26:22,372 --> 00:26:24,624 Yes. I must admit, I was a bit surprised 415 00:26:24,708 --> 00:26:27,127 when you sent the phone number, you know? 416 00:26:27,210 --> 00:26:27,640 Yes. 417 00:26:27,640 --> 00:26:29,796 Why did you do that? 418 00:26:29,879 --> 00:26:33,174 I don't know. I've lost… I've lost my senses. 419 00:26:33,883 --> 00:26:37,554 At what point did you decide you had to tell me you killed her? 420 00:26:38,263 --> 00:26:40,612 I never have said that I have. 421 00:26:40,612 --> 00:26:42,267 It's heavily implied. 422 00:26:42,350 --> 00:26:46,271 I know, and I can't say that. I just can't say that word, "kill." 423 00:26:46,980 --> 00:26:50,066 What he was trying to do was to say 424 00:26:50,150 --> 00:26:52,777 it was part of some kind of strange relationship. 425 00:26:53,278 --> 00:26:55,739 And he's into erotic asphyxiation. 426 00:26:57,240 --> 00:26:59,951 JonBenét and I had had a special experience 427 00:27:00,035 --> 00:27:02,746 using what I call a special necklace. 428 00:27:04,164 --> 00:27:07,584 And I'm always gonna use that term. I'm not gonna use any other term. 429 00:27:08,376 --> 00:27:12,047 I hate to use the term asphyxia, and I won't use it. 430 00:27:12,756 --> 00:27:14,924 The reasons people get off on watching it 431 00:27:15,759 --> 00:27:18,845 is because it looks like someone who's dying, 432 00:27:18,928 --> 00:27:22,807 because they lose consciousness, and then they start to convulse. 433 00:27:23,516 --> 00:27:26,478 So it is a little erotic to watch. 434 00:27:26,561 --> 00:27:30,690 Like, I watched her eyes close, then her body starts convulsing. 435 00:27:30,774 --> 00:27:33,985 Her legs start to convulse, like she's dying. 436 00:27:34,778 --> 00:27:38,198 She stays in this sleep slumber for just a few seconds, 437 00:27:38,281 --> 00:27:39,991 and she's, like, groggy. 438 00:27:40,575 --> 00:27:41,910 She said, "What happened?" 439 00:27:41,993 --> 00:27:45,705 And then I just tell her she went into a dream state, and that it was okay. 440 00:27:46,456 --> 00:27:50,126 And I started to kiss her on her thighs, 441 00:27:50,210 --> 00:27:52,754 and that was a… a real turning point for me, 442 00:27:52,837 --> 00:27:57,467 because I was very close to what I'll call her "sex." 443 00:27:58,218 --> 00:28:01,930 And that was the turning point, because it just made me a little bit crazy. 444 00:28:02,764 --> 00:28:08,520 The worst part for me was I had to pretend it was all okay. 445 00:28:09,145 --> 00:28:10,397 I couldn't be judgmental. 446 00:28:10,897 --> 00:28:13,191 I just kind of knelt down in front of her, 447 00:28:13,274 --> 00:28:17,028 and I said, "JonBenét, I want to make another necklace for you." 448 00:28:17,779 --> 00:28:22,325 And it had some interesting… knots in it. 449 00:28:24,661 --> 00:28:29,290 So I slowly apply the pressure on her neck with that second necklace. 450 00:28:30,291 --> 00:28:33,336 And I just said, "Yes, sweetheart, go into the sweet dream." 451 00:28:35,630 --> 00:28:40,927 At that point, her little body started to convulse and twitch a little bit. 452 00:28:42,178 --> 00:28:45,348 And that's when I should've stopped, and I just kept holding pressure. 453 00:28:45,432 --> 00:28:46,599 Because I was in a trance. 454 00:28:46,683 --> 00:28:49,894 I just couldn't stop looking at her face, I couldn't stop kissing her, 455 00:28:49,978 --> 00:28:54,149 and I just… I was just in the… in the throes of ecstasy with her. 456 00:28:56,025 --> 00:28:59,821 And then all of a sudden, my gaze just was suddenly broken. 457 00:29:00,405 --> 00:29:05,452 And I just thought, "Oh, my God. JonBenét, are you okay?" 458 00:29:06,369 --> 00:29:07,328 And… 459 00:29:10,039 --> 00:29:11,416 I knew she wasn't okay. 460 00:29:11,499 --> 00:29:15,336 Because I knew that she wasn't breathing… and… 461 00:29:16,379 --> 00:29:19,174 I just… And I just was terrified. 462 00:29:20,049 --> 00:29:23,219 I… I said, "Oh God, I'm… I'm gonna have to finish this." 463 00:29:23,303 --> 00:29:26,014 "I know what I have to do because I can't take the chance 464 00:29:26,097 --> 00:29:27,640 that she could still be alive." 465 00:29:30,351 --> 00:29:35,023 I thought to myself, "God, what if her brain is just… dying 466 00:29:35,106 --> 00:29:36,858 and her body's still alive?" 467 00:29:38,318 --> 00:29:40,528 I just didn't want to leave her in that state. 468 00:29:40,612 --> 00:29:42,280 I just couldn't leave her like that. 469 00:29:43,907 --> 00:29:47,452 And for some strange reason, I can't explain why, 470 00:29:47,535 --> 00:29:49,579 I just said to myself, "Oh my God, 471 00:29:49,662 --> 00:29:55,168 what if… what if blood comes out of her mouth when I… when I do this?" 472 00:29:57,170 --> 00:29:59,631 I turn my flashlight off. 473 00:30:00,381 --> 00:30:02,884 There was tape wrapped around the flashlight. 474 00:30:03,843 --> 00:30:06,721 And I took a piece of that tape off that flashlight, 475 00:30:07,514 --> 00:30:10,058 and I covered her mouth with it. 476 00:30:10,642 --> 00:30:12,310 I just kinda… 477 00:30:12,393 --> 00:30:15,396 …put the blanket over her, and I just kinda held it in place. 478 00:30:16,689 --> 00:30:20,109 I just… threw that flashlight back, 479 00:30:20,193 --> 00:30:22,320 and I said, "Forgive me, JonBenét." 480 00:30:24,030 --> 00:30:26,783 And then… I did it. 481 00:30:43,049 --> 00:30:44,843 Sorry. 482 00:30:44,926 --> 00:30:47,971 Okay. Okay. 483 00:30:48,054 --> 00:30:50,640 After one of the conversations, I went back home, 484 00:30:51,266 --> 00:30:52,600 and I just started to sob. 485 00:30:55,854 --> 00:30:57,438 Even now, it's rough. 486 00:30:59,607 --> 00:31:04,070 I had enough… mind left to know that I had to gather all my stuff. 487 00:31:04,153 --> 00:31:07,532 And I… in my mind I don't know if I gathered everything up. 488 00:31:07,615 --> 00:31:09,158 I don't know if I left something. 489 00:31:10,201 --> 00:31:12,370 But I… I had to go back to that window. 490 00:31:13,580 --> 00:31:16,207 That's where I came in. That's where I had to go out. 491 00:31:18,126 --> 00:31:20,962 I lifted the grate, I got out of the grate, 492 00:31:21,045 --> 00:31:25,967 and I was just, like, "Oh God, I've left my little girl in that horrible state." 493 00:31:26,050 --> 00:31:29,554 "She's in that little, tiny room, and worse than that, she's dead." 494 00:31:30,722 --> 00:31:32,724 And, "God, what have I done?" 495 00:31:39,981 --> 00:31:42,150 When the investigation began, 496 00:31:42,233 --> 00:31:44,736 we had no idea who this guy was, where he was. 497 00:31:45,987 --> 00:31:50,575 I'm Interpol's biggest nightmare because I know how to evade. 498 00:31:51,910 --> 00:31:54,787 And law enforcement will run into the biggest brick wall 499 00:31:54,871 --> 00:31:56,998 when they try to trace this phone number. 500 00:31:57,081 --> 00:31:59,459 It leads to nobody. 501 00:32:00,209 --> 00:32:03,922 I am not a fool. It leads to nobody. 502 00:32:05,757 --> 00:32:07,967 The question was, how do you find him? 503 00:32:08,676 --> 00:32:10,553 The DA's office people said, 504 00:32:10,637 --> 00:32:14,766 "Look, this person was fascinated with Patsy, wanted to talk to Patsy." 505 00:32:15,767 --> 00:32:20,897 I don't think that Patricia would deny a phone call with me. 506 00:32:21,439 --> 00:32:24,275 They said, "Let's… milk that." 507 00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:29,572 Patsy was in bed with cancer. 508 00:32:29,656 --> 00:32:32,116 She was… in not-good shape. 509 00:32:33,409 --> 00:32:38,456 So they set up a phone by Patsy's bed with a tap on it, 510 00:32:39,248 --> 00:32:41,292 and she was prepared to talk to him. 511 00:32:42,085 --> 00:32:46,381 Since she's dying, a phone call would be better than nothing. 512 00:32:48,174 --> 00:32:49,717 But he never called. 513 00:32:55,765 --> 00:32:57,266 Patsy was very sick. 514 00:32:58,935 --> 00:33:01,646 She was in pain, very much in pain, 515 00:33:01,729 --> 00:33:03,815 and we knew the end was near, 516 00:33:03,898 --> 00:33:07,902 and I was, like, "God, please take her. Just take… get her home, get her… 517 00:33:07,986 --> 00:33:09,278 relieve her pain." 518 00:33:10,363 --> 00:33:13,074 I told Patsy, "It's okay, you know, if you go home." 519 00:33:15,535 --> 00:33:16,911 And she did. 520 00:33:20,790 --> 00:33:23,710 And I went outside and just… 521 00:33:30,133 --> 00:33:33,136 I don't know, I realized I needed to tell Burke. 522 00:33:34,387 --> 00:33:35,888 And here, poor Burke. 523 00:33:36,806 --> 00:33:39,767 He'd graduated from high school, he was in college, 524 00:33:39,851 --> 00:33:43,187 and to lose his mother, who loved him dearly. 525 00:33:43,688 --> 00:33:47,275 He was, you know, a typical kid. He loved his mom. 526 00:33:48,443 --> 00:33:49,819 So I woke him up. 527 00:33:51,070 --> 00:33:53,072 He said, "It's Mom." And I said, "Yeah." 528 00:33:54,782 --> 00:33:56,325 "She's gone." 529 00:33:58,536 --> 00:33:59,704 That was hard. 530 00:34:10,882 --> 00:34:14,177 Patsy Ramsey, the mother of little JonBenét Ramsey, has died. 531 00:34:14,260 --> 00:34:15,762 She was 49 years old. 532 00:34:16,387 --> 00:34:18,473 I don't know how long I'll live, 533 00:34:18,556 --> 00:34:23,061 but I know that when I'm absent from the body, 534 00:34:23,144 --> 00:34:24,896 I will be at home with the Lord. 535 00:34:25,438 --> 00:34:29,108 And JonBenét and Beth and my mother, who has since passed away and… 536 00:34:29,776 --> 00:34:31,694 The fun people are starting to be there. 537 00:34:33,404 --> 00:34:36,741 So it's gonna be a glorious reunion. 538 00:34:37,950 --> 00:34:40,286 We've been asked, it's really too bad 539 00:34:40,369 --> 00:34:43,915 that Patsy passed away without knowing who killed her child. 540 00:34:45,166 --> 00:34:47,460 And she knows now, I believe. 541 00:34:48,878 --> 00:34:51,798 I will see Patsy again, I have no doubt. 542 00:34:51,881 --> 00:34:55,176 I don't know how that's gonna work or how it's gonna happen or what… 543 00:34:56,010 --> 00:34:58,012 It's… It's too… 544 00:34:59,430 --> 00:35:02,475 be… beyond my little brain to comprehend, 545 00:35:02,558 --> 00:35:06,229 but I believe that that's a reality for us as humans. 546 00:35:15,571 --> 00:35:18,491 I was there just before Patsy died. 547 00:35:18,574 --> 00:35:21,911 I got to go to the hospital. I held her hand in the hospital. 548 00:35:23,037 --> 00:35:26,207 And the… the last words that Patsy said to me 549 00:35:27,375 --> 00:35:31,796 were, "Lou, I don't have much time left. Please catch this guy before I die." 550 00:35:37,802 --> 00:35:39,846 Daxis, this is Mike Tracey. 551 00:35:40,388 --> 00:35:41,347 Hey, Michael. 552 00:35:41,430 --> 00:35:45,059 There's some really bad news. Patsy died. 553 00:35:48,479 --> 00:35:49,568 Oh my God. Oh, my. 554 00:35:49,568 --> 00:35:50,857 I know it's horrible. 555 00:35:51,357 --> 00:35:54,360 I can never hear her say that she forgives me. 556 00:35:54,443 --> 00:35:56,529 I can never hear her say she forgives me. 557 00:35:58,364 --> 00:36:01,492 Can someone please give me just the satisfaction to know 558 00:36:01,576 --> 00:36:04,287 that she at least wanted to have a connection with me? 559 00:36:04,370 --> 00:36:05,935 But it wasn't possible. 560 00:36:05,935 --> 00:36:07,165 That was the case! 561 00:36:08,374 --> 00:36:12,503 Daxis knew that I had the last photo of JonBenét. 562 00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:17,842 He emailed me and said, could I scan it for him and send it to him. 563 00:36:18,843 --> 00:36:22,388 And it was suggested by an investigator that I should offer him the original. 564 00:36:22,471 --> 00:36:27,643 So I suggested it, and he gave us a drop box, a UPS box in Bangkok. 565 00:36:29,687 --> 00:36:33,858 Providing you with an address, even though I know that the address 566 00:36:33,941 --> 00:36:38,070 is very far from me, is scaring the hell out of me. 567 00:36:38,154 --> 00:36:39,363 Yeah. 568 00:36:39,447 --> 00:36:42,074 The UPS store was put under surveillance, 569 00:36:42,158 --> 00:36:46,329 and he told me about a mountain bike he'd bought, and described it. 570 00:36:46,913 --> 00:36:48,289 I'm a bicyclist. 571 00:36:48,372 --> 00:36:50,333 So why did you buy the bike? 572 00:36:50,416 --> 00:36:52,835 Because I'm gonna take it to work with me. 573 00:36:52,919 --> 00:36:55,171 You're gonna ride it to the school? 574 00:36:55,254 --> 00:36:56,088 Yeah. 575 00:36:56,923 --> 00:36:58,633 He turns up on his bike, picks it up, 576 00:37:00,301 --> 00:37:03,054 and then he's under surveillance for about a week. 577 00:37:04,180 --> 00:37:08,100 I now know that person to be… John Mark Karr. 578 00:37:10,895 --> 00:37:13,105 By then, the Bangkok authorities found out 579 00:37:13,189 --> 00:37:16,525 he was a child predator, and he was teaching elementary school. 580 00:37:17,360 --> 00:37:19,195 In one of our conversations, 581 00:37:19,278 --> 00:37:22,949 Karr described his classroom as one wall is all glass, 582 00:37:23,032 --> 00:37:24,951 sort of looking in through the glass. 583 00:37:25,034 --> 00:37:28,579 And there's a moment when he's got this little girl, young girl on his lap, 584 00:37:28,663 --> 00:37:30,915 and a teacher comes in, and he pushes her away. 585 00:37:31,707 --> 00:37:34,961 And that's when the Thai police said… 586 00:37:35,962 --> 00:37:37,421 "We've gotta go in." 587 00:37:46,055 --> 00:37:49,934 The murder of the six-year-old beauty pageant contestant JonBenét Ramsey 588 00:37:50,017 --> 00:37:52,353 has captivated America for a decade. 589 00:37:53,104 --> 00:37:56,107 Now, ten years on, a man has been arrested in Thailand. 590 00:38:03,990 --> 00:38:06,575 41-year-old John Mark Karr, 591 00:38:06,659 --> 00:38:12,123 brought into custody by Bangkok police on suspicion of premeditated murder. 592 00:38:12,873 --> 00:38:17,336 I loved JonBenét, and she died accidentally. 593 00:38:18,004 --> 00:38:19,777 Are you an innocent man? 594 00:38:19,777 --> 00:38:20,006 No. 595 00:38:22,049 --> 00:38:25,469 I was… I was with, uh, I was with JonBenét when she died. 596 00:38:25,970 --> 00:38:28,556 Were there other people with you than her? 597 00:38:28,639 --> 00:38:29,598 No. 598 00:38:31,017 --> 00:38:32,935 Her death was an accident. 599 00:38:39,567 --> 00:38:41,360 Who is John Mark Karr? 600 00:38:41,444 --> 00:38:43,571 What was he doing in Thailand? 601 00:38:43,654 --> 00:38:46,824 Since Karr was arrested, new details have come to light. 602 00:38:48,075 --> 00:38:50,328 He had been an elementary school teacher 603 00:38:50,411 --> 00:38:52,413 in a suburb of Atlanta for some time, 604 00:38:52,496 --> 00:38:54,832 but is no longer working there. 605 00:38:54,915 --> 00:38:56,751 Karr worked as a substitute teacher 606 00:38:56,834 --> 00:38:58,794 at Hamilton Elementary for a few months, 607 00:38:58,878 --> 00:39:01,380 just before JonBenét's murder. 608 00:39:01,464 --> 00:39:04,967 But he was taken off the substitute list after complaints from parents. 609 00:39:05,051 --> 00:39:08,971 Inappropriate, uh, language, and I won't say necessarily sexual, 610 00:39:09,055 --> 00:39:11,640 just things that were not normal. 611 00:39:11,724 --> 00:39:15,227 He is fixated on young girls. I think there's no question about that. 612 00:39:15,936 --> 00:39:19,565 In 2001, he was arrested in Petaluma, California. 613 00:39:19,648 --> 00:39:23,319 He'd been working there as a teacher, and he was found with child pornography. 614 00:39:27,782 --> 00:39:31,869 He was charged, was heading for trial, and he left the country 615 00:39:32,620 --> 00:39:33,621 and disappeared. 616 00:39:34,288 --> 00:39:37,750 I've been running for ten fucking years, 617 00:39:37,833 --> 00:39:41,545 and I'll be damned if anyone's gonna catch me now. 618 00:39:42,171 --> 00:39:46,967 Since then, the 41-year-old seems to have found plenty of work abroad. 619 00:39:47,051 --> 00:39:48,928 In resumes posted on the Internet, 620 00:39:49,011 --> 00:39:52,390 Karr claims to have taught in Asia, Europe, and Latin America. 621 00:39:52,973 --> 00:39:56,352 More chilling, Karr worked briefly as an elementary school teacher 622 00:39:56,435 --> 00:40:01,899 in at least two international schools in Bangkok, including an all-girls school. 623 00:40:03,734 --> 00:40:06,904 Some legal observers are skeptical of Karr's story. 624 00:40:06,987 --> 00:40:08,447 They have questions like, 625 00:40:08,531 --> 00:40:10,825 why John Karr would even leave a ransom note 626 00:40:10,908 --> 00:40:12,660 at the scene of JonBenét's murder. 627 00:40:15,746 --> 00:40:18,916 It had been my plan all along to just take her. 628 00:40:20,376 --> 00:40:26,882 And when I first arrived, I was very, um, confident and smug. 629 00:40:28,467 --> 00:40:33,264 But when you walk into the bedroom of the parents, 630 00:40:33,347 --> 00:40:36,517 you just get this feeling. It's almost like someone's watching you. 631 00:40:36,600 --> 00:40:39,562 The gravity of the situation starts to hit, 632 00:40:39,645 --> 00:40:42,398 and you're, like, well, how do I deal with these parents? 633 00:40:44,275 --> 00:40:46,277 I wanted to give enough information 634 00:40:46,360 --> 00:40:49,238 that will allow them to know I'll bring her back. 635 00:40:50,865 --> 00:40:53,242 The way I would like to have written that note, 636 00:40:53,325 --> 00:40:57,037 which would have been very polite and kind. 637 00:40:58,414 --> 00:41:00,958 "Dear Mr. and Mrs. Ramsey, 638 00:41:02,251 --> 00:41:05,713 I have your lovely daughter, and I'll bring her back, 639 00:41:06,338 --> 00:41:07,673 but not right now." 640 00:41:08,215 --> 00:41:09,383 And I couldn't do that. 641 00:41:10,384 --> 00:41:12,052 It would have led straight to me. 642 00:41:12,136 --> 00:41:13,846 If I'd written it that way, 643 00:41:13,929 --> 00:41:16,974 it would have led the authorities straight to my door. 644 00:41:18,058 --> 00:41:21,979 I couldn't address that note to… and in any way to her mother. 645 00:41:23,147 --> 00:41:28,903 I… I could have thought of doing it in the beginning, but I'd changed my mind. 646 00:41:32,907 --> 00:41:34,700 A law enforcement source tells CNN 647 00:41:34,783 --> 00:41:37,661 that John Mark Karr was heard saying, while he was in custody, 648 00:41:37,745 --> 00:41:40,164 that he doesn't understand how people could question 649 00:41:40,247 --> 00:41:43,876 how he got into the Ramseys' home the night JonBenét Ramsey was murdered. 650 00:41:44,835 --> 00:41:46,212 Karr blurted out, 651 00:41:46,295 --> 00:41:49,423 "Everybody says I couldn't know my way around the house, 652 00:41:49,507 --> 00:41:53,385 but I got in the house around five o'clock, and I stayed there all night." 653 00:41:53,469 --> 00:41:56,722 "They," meaning the Ramseys, "didn't come back until ten o'clock." 654 00:42:01,810 --> 00:42:03,896 Karr will be deported from Bangkok 655 00:42:05,064 --> 00:42:08,025 and then ultimately moved to Boulder, Colorado. 656 00:42:13,030 --> 00:42:16,700 When his picture was published in the media, 657 00:42:16,784 --> 00:42:19,119 we had a little cottage up in northern Michigan, 658 00:42:19,203 --> 00:42:21,038 and we had a housekeeper who'd come in 659 00:42:21,121 --> 00:42:23,874 and clean it periodically and check on it. 660 00:42:24,625 --> 00:42:28,128 And… she saw that picture and called us and said, 661 00:42:28,212 --> 00:42:33,050 "That guy was in your garage… last summer." 662 00:42:33,133 --> 00:42:34,260 "100% certain." 663 00:42:34,843 --> 00:42:38,889 "The summer before JonBenét was killed, he wandered into your garage, 664 00:42:38,973 --> 00:42:41,642 kind of a strange guy, asking questions." 665 00:42:42,393 --> 00:42:45,521 And so I began to think, yeah, we were being stalked. 666 00:42:45,604 --> 00:42:49,441 Did the Ramsey's know Karr? Did JonBenét know him? 667 00:42:49,525 --> 00:42:51,360 We do know he was living in Atlanta, 668 00:42:51,443 --> 00:42:54,947 where the Ramseys were when JonBenét was born, 669 00:42:55,030 --> 00:42:57,449 but after that, the Ramseys moved out here to Boulder. 670 00:42:57,533 --> 00:42:59,577 We don't know what happened to Mr. Karr. 671 00:43:00,119 --> 00:43:03,455 When did you first relate to JonBenét, then? 672 00:43:03,539 --> 00:43:04,957 When did you get that sense that… 673 00:43:05,040 --> 00:43:07,109 I can't tell you that. 674 00:43:07,109 --> 00:43:07,585 Okay. 675 00:43:07,668 --> 00:43:10,087 I can't tell you that, I'm sorry. 676 00:43:10,170 --> 00:43:12,673 But I'm not a stalker. I can tell you that. 677 00:43:15,801 --> 00:43:18,887 Once back in the US, investigators are expected to take 678 00:43:18,971 --> 00:43:21,849 more DNA samples from the murder suspect. 679 00:43:22,641 --> 00:43:26,061 Investigators in Boulder should know the answer to a key question. 680 00:43:26,145 --> 00:43:27,896 Is there a DNA match? 681 00:43:27,980 --> 00:43:31,442 A match between DNA samples Karr has reportedly surrendered 682 00:43:31,525 --> 00:43:34,361 and the DNA taken from under the victim's fingernails 683 00:43:34,445 --> 00:43:35,863 and one article of clothing. 684 00:43:37,656 --> 00:43:41,118 Of course, the media, "They've made an arrest. This is amazing." 685 00:43:41,201 --> 00:43:43,787 And for me, it was a sobering experience in a way, 686 00:43:43,871 --> 00:43:45,581 because now where the media was, 687 00:43:45,664 --> 00:43:49,668 we had 40 cameras out in our front yard… wanting comments, and… 688 00:43:49,752 --> 00:43:53,088 I was still skeptical, 'cause the DNA, we had to see if there was a match. 689 00:43:58,677 --> 00:44:00,387 And, of course, there wasn't. 690 00:44:01,972 --> 00:44:03,182 Breaking news tonight. 691 00:44:03,265 --> 00:44:08,145 Confessed killer of JonBenét Ramsey walks after no DNA match. 692 00:44:08,228 --> 00:44:09,396 Just in the last… 693 00:44:09,480 --> 00:44:12,316 We found out that the DNA didn't match a couple of days later. 694 00:44:13,108 --> 00:44:16,278 Insiders said he knew certain details about the brutal crime 695 00:44:16,362 --> 00:44:19,573 only the killer could know, but officials at the Denver Crime Lab 696 00:44:19,657 --> 00:44:23,952 say DNA proves he was not at the scene that dreadful December night. 697 00:44:24,036 --> 00:44:25,704 And Karr was released. 698 00:44:28,165 --> 00:44:31,293 John Mark Karr is a very strange guy, 699 00:44:31,377 --> 00:44:36,465 but until we have a DNA match, we don't know who the killer is. 700 00:44:52,898 --> 00:44:54,608 The DNA didn't match. 701 00:44:56,819 --> 00:44:57,986 Allegedly. 702 00:44:58,070 --> 00:44:58,375 Um… 703 00:44:58,375 --> 00:44:59,905 Why do you say allegedly? 704 00:44:59,988 --> 00:45:03,242 Well, I've got a… I think there's a problem with the DNA. 705 00:45:06,036 --> 00:45:10,624 The DNA in this case has been problematic from the beginning, 706 00:45:10,708 --> 00:45:12,543 many experts have told me, 707 00:45:12,626 --> 00:45:17,423 and this goes back to the contamination of the crime scene. 708 00:45:20,300 --> 00:45:24,430 The Boulder police made a lot of mistakes early on in this case. 709 00:45:24,513 --> 00:45:29,560 I was always convinced that that may have made an important difference 710 00:45:30,060 --> 00:45:32,771 in issues of contamination. 711 00:45:34,189 --> 00:45:38,193 And in a crime scene, particularly one as contaminated as this, 712 00:45:38,277 --> 00:45:42,906 it's problematic, I think, to take too much to the bank 713 00:45:42,990 --> 00:45:44,992 based on any one DNA result. 714 00:45:45,075 --> 00:45:48,370 What does that mean in terms of everyone who's given a DNA sample? 715 00:45:48,454 --> 00:45:51,457 If the DNA is faulty, a lot of people could still be a suspect. 716 00:45:56,712 --> 00:45:59,506 We've been in the practice of ruling people out 717 00:45:59,590 --> 00:46:00,716 based on DNA. 718 00:46:00,799 --> 00:46:04,970 And if we take what the police have said at face value, 719 00:46:06,263 --> 00:46:09,641 and, you know, the reporting done by guys like Charlie Brennan, 720 00:46:10,184 --> 00:46:13,771 who say that… the DNA in the case 721 00:46:14,688 --> 00:46:19,318 isn't as valuable or significant… as we think, 722 00:46:19,818 --> 00:46:25,657 then we've been ruling people out… for the wrong reasons. 723 00:46:25,741 --> 00:46:27,534 Everybody should be back on the table. 724 00:46:33,332 --> 00:46:37,169 The police have never ruled out John and Patsy based solely on this DNA. 725 00:46:38,045 --> 00:46:41,298 So how do you rule anybody out based solely on this DNA? 726 00:46:41,799 --> 00:46:46,428 You have to go deeper. You have to sort the DNA we have today 727 00:46:46,512 --> 00:46:47,846 and make more sense of it. 728 00:46:50,265 --> 00:46:54,686 The family of JonBenét Ramsey is petitioning Governor Jared Polis 729 00:46:54,770 --> 00:46:57,314 to take new action to help find answers 730 00:46:57,397 --> 00:47:01,276 in the case that has gone unsolved for more than 25 years. 731 00:47:02,778 --> 00:47:04,446 What we're advocating for, 732 00:47:04,530 --> 00:47:07,741 and we have been doing so for the last year or so, aggressively, 733 00:47:08,408 --> 00:47:12,246 is we know there's five or six items that were taken from the crime scene, 734 00:47:12,329 --> 00:47:16,083 sent into a lab for DNA sampling, and were not sampled. 735 00:47:16,834 --> 00:47:19,837 So… we want those items sampled. 736 00:47:19,920 --> 00:47:23,298 We want the items that have been sampled, 737 00:47:23,382 --> 00:47:25,175 and tested, to be retested. 738 00:47:25,759 --> 00:47:30,806 And then use the public genealogy database 739 00:47:31,515 --> 00:47:34,601 to look for not only a match, 740 00:47:34,685 --> 00:47:38,689 but a similar, uh, relative. 741 00:47:39,481 --> 00:47:41,692 And that's been used very successfully 742 00:47:41,775 --> 00:47:44,361 in the last, gosh, I don't know, three or four years 743 00:47:44,444 --> 00:47:50,325 by police departments to find the killer of very old cold cases. 744 00:47:50,826 --> 00:47:52,744 But we don't know what's being done. 745 00:48:32,492 --> 00:48:36,747 I know that this… investigation someday will be solved. 746 00:48:36,830 --> 00:48:40,709 I'm gonna do everything that I can still in this case to help solve it. 747 00:48:45,255 --> 00:48:47,966 Lou had cancer, 748 00:48:48,050 --> 00:48:52,095 and while he was involved with chemotherapy, 749 00:48:52,179 --> 00:48:55,140 he was still meeting with some of his closest friends 750 00:48:55,223 --> 00:48:58,852 and, uh, passing on information, uh, about this case. 751 00:49:01,229 --> 00:49:06,068 I visited him in hospice, and he was still talking about the JonBenét Ramsey case. 752 00:49:06,151 --> 00:49:09,154 I mean, this was somebody who literally took it to his grave. 753 00:49:09,237 --> 00:49:10,906 He wanted that case solved. 754 00:49:12,407 --> 00:49:16,578 He wanted to make sure that his legacy would live on. 755 00:49:16,662 --> 00:49:21,249 That's why the Smit family continues to look into this case. 756 00:49:35,973 --> 00:49:40,477 We could have the killer… arrested, convicted, in prison, 757 00:49:41,228 --> 00:49:45,065 and there'd still be five to 10% of the population 758 00:49:45,148 --> 00:49:46,525 that thinks we're guilty. 759 00:49:46,608 --> 00:49:49,152 And that's not surprising, based on what they were told. 760 00:49:49,236 --> 00:49:52,280 I'd get letters from people for years that say, "Oh, I'm so sorry." 761 00:49:52,364 --> 00:49:57,160 "I thought you were guilty, and I was wrong, and I'm so sorry." 762 00:49:57,244 --> 00:49:58,662 And I wrote back and said, 763 00:49:58,745 --> 00:50:00,497 "How could you believe anything else?" 764 00:50:00,580 --> 00:50:03,792 "That's what you were told by the media, by the police." 765 00:50:16,638 --> 00:50:19,975 A former lead detective in the JonBenét Ramsey murder investigation 766 00:50:20,058 --> 00:50:22,644 says he thinks Patsy Ramsey killed her daughter. 767 00:50:23,228 --> 00:50:25,107 Hello, and welcome to you, Steve. 768 00:50:25,107 --> 00:50:25,689 Thank you. 769 00:50:25,772 --> 00:50:29,151 Police officers shouldn't be writing books about an ongoing case. 770 00:50:29,234 --> 00:50:30,944 It's just totally unprofessional. 771 00:50:55,719 --> 00:50:58,555 What we need to do is a complete reinvestigation, 772 00:50:58,638 --> 00:51:00,098 starting right from scratch. 773 00:51:09,691 --> 00:51:12,319 We thought it would be good if we actually brought in 774 00:51:12,861 --> 00:51:16,907 a child who was about ten years old to actually do the demonstration with him. 775 00:51:28,043 --> 00:51:30,712 He probably woulda been upset about her trying to 776 00:51:30,796 --> 00:51:32,047 snag a piece of pineapple. 777 00:51:32,756 --> 00:51:36,301 Out of anger, he may have struck her with that flashlight. 778 00:51:49,731 --> 00:51:53,443 Burke did sue CBS, and that was… was settled. 779 00:51:54,111 --> 00:51:56,196 Um, but, you know, damage was done. 780 00:51:56,279 --> 00:52:01,868 And unfortunately, this delusional idea has… has really caught fire. 781 00:52:10,961 --> 00:52:15,715 The true crime world has really subscribed to this absurd theory 782 00:52:15,799 --> 00:52:18,009 that Burke killed JonBenét. 783 00:52:18,093 --> 00:52:20,470 It's incredibly hurtful and wrong. 784 00:52:23,849 --> 00:52:27,310 We did write a letter for Burke because the press was going wild. 785 00:52:27,394 --> 00:52:29,980 You know, "Burke's the killer." We thought, this is crazy. 786 00:52:30,063 --> 00:52:33,400 He didn't write that note. We know he didn't use the garrote. 787 00:52:33,483 --> 00:52:36,444 This is nuts. So we did write all that saying, "We cleared him." 788 00:52:57,841 --> 00:52:59,259 Hmm. 789 00:52:59,926 --> 00:53:05,640 These are some little boots that JonBenét used to wear, cowboy boots. 790 00:53:06,474 --> 00:53:08,046 These were pageant boots. 791 00:53:08,046 --> 00:53:08,935 Pageant boots. 792 00:53:09,019 --> 00:53:12,939 She wore those for "Cowboy's Sweetheart." She sang that. 793 00:53:13,982 --> 00:53:17,235 I remarried five years after Patsy died. 794 00:53:17,903 --> 00:53:21,323 JonBenét feels like one of our little grandchildren. 795 00:53:21,406 --> 00:53:24,826 She's like frozen at age six. 796 00:53:24,910 --> 00:53:28,163 Cannot even imagine her as an adult. 797 00:53:28,246 --> 00:53:31,875 So we just remember her as one of the little kids. And… 798 00:53:31,958 --> 00:53:34,669 This is kind of a collection of our grandkids. 799 00:53:34,753 --> 00:53:36,755 Yeah, all the grandkids. 800 00:53:39,090 --> 00:53:40,717 This is her little Bible. 801 00:53:40,800 --> 00:53:44,930 She's been very supportive, loves my children dearly, 802 00:53:45,013 --> 00:53:46,640 treats them like they were hers. 803 00:53:47,182 --> 00:53:49,684 We met at a wedding in Denver. 804 00:53:49,768 --> 00:53:54,940 I was fairly familiar with the case, but I hadn't studied it in depth 805 00:53:55,023 --> 00:53:58,693 and did not know that it was still very big. 806 00:53:59,319 --> 00:54:04,616 So that made me seriously reconsider when we were dating. 807 00:54:04,699 --> 00:54:07,285 Is this a cloud that I wanted to live under? 808 00:54:07,369 --> 00:54:10,830 And, um, because I love John, I am up for it. 809 00:54:11,331 --> 00:54:14,000 JonBenét took tap dancing lessons. 810 00:54:14,084 --> 00:54:17,796 She took piano lessons. She loved to perform. 811 00:54:17,879 --> 00:54:21,967 She was always putting on little skits with her friends, you know, at home. 812 00:54:22,050 --> 00:54:24,803 They'd dress up and, "We got a play for you." 813 00:54:24,886 --> 00:54:25,845 "Pay attention." 814 00:54:26,638 --> 00:54:29,766 John has been through hell and high water. 815 00:54:30,558 --> 00:54:36,314 He is stalwart… and strong. He's unflappable. 816 00:54:37,440 --> 00:54:41,569 A friend of Beth, my oldest daughter, who was killed in a car accident, 817 00:54:42,070 --> 00:54:45,907 one afternoon, in Chicago, at Beth's funeral, 818 00:54:45,991 --> 00:54:48,118 came up to me and said, "Mr. Ramsey, 819 00:54:50,161 --> 00:54:53,832 if I died, I would not want my parents to be sad." 820 00:54:55,166 --> 00:54:58,378 That was a real meaningful comment to me, 821 00:54:58,461 --> 00:55:00,588 that I know Beth wouldn't want us to be sad. 822 00:55:00,672 --> 00:55:02,382 JonBenét wouldn't want us to be sad. 823 00:55:03,633 --> 00:55:06,720 You know, the insanity, it was just… it was wrong. 824 00:55:07,429 --> 00:55:14,060 And I'm sure she would be upset that her parents were accused of… this. 825 00:55:15,020 --> 00:55:18,857 Uh, she knew she was loved. I told her this almost every day. 826 00:55:18,940 --> 00:55:22,819 I do still do with my adult children. I talk to them. They know they're loved. 827 00:55:23,528 --> 00:55:27,991 And, um, JonBenét was very proud to be named after her dad. 828 00:55:28,074 --> 00:55:30,493 She used to tell kids, "JonBenét, well, that's…" 829 00:55:30,577 --> 00:55:33,330 "That came from my dad's name. I'm named after my dad." 830 00:55:33,413 --> 00:55:36,541 And she… Yeah… That was just, I don't know, just… 831 00:55:40,420 --> 00:55:44,883 I don't know. I know she'd be sad for her family, 832 00:55:45,967 --> 00:55:47,802 because she cared about her family. 833 00:55:48,762 --> 00:55:50,180 JonBenét colored that. 834 00:55:50,764 --> 00:55:53,183 It's signed up on top, JonBenét. 835 00:55:54,392 --> 00:55:56,394 Our minister in Atlanta said, "Look, 836 00:55:57,020 --> 00:55:59,814 at first, memories are gonna bring pain." 837 00:55:59,898 --> 00:56:01,900 "But eventually, they'll bring joy." 838 00:56:01,983 --> 00:56:04,069 And I found that to be true. 839 00:56:09,783 --> 00:56:11,743 It takes a while, it takes a long while 840 00:56:12,702 --> 00:56:13,912 for the pain to go away. 841 00:56:13,995 --> 00:56:16,998 But then the memory of JonBenét is joyful. 842 00:56:18,291 --> 00:56:19,125 And, uh… 843 00:56:19,209 --> 00:56:20,567 That's where you're at now. 844 00:56:20,567 --> 00:56:21,586 That's where I'm at. 845 00:56:21,669 --> 00:56:23,338 Yoo-hoo. Hello. 846 00:56:29,928 --> 00:56:31,304 JonBenét. 847 00:56:33,181 --> 00:56:37,143 You always fall back to… sadness and what you've lost. 848 00:56:37,977 --> 00:56:38,812 But, uh… 849 00:56:39,938 --> 00:56:42,399 I'm glad she was in my life for six years. 850 00:56:45,527 --> 00:56:48,363 Ooh! 851 00:56:49,531 --> 00:56:51,866 That's great. Tell Dad what you got. 852 00:56:52,784 --> 00:56:54,411 What'd you get there? 71193

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