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Lex.

Lex, are you here?

Lex, come on.

Lex.

Just answer the door.

Come on, come on.

Hi, Melissa Martinez?

Yeah.

- Hi. - Hey.

So you're the one that called about a missing friend, right?

Yeah. Yeah, that was me.

Is this your house or is this your friend's house?

- No, it's her house. - It's her house.

Okay. What's her name?

- Her name is Lexi. - Okay.

Have you been inside? No.

Do you have a key?

Does she let you inside on your own?

She normally lets me in. I don't have a key.

Okay.

Any signs of forced entry?

Like a break-in, any broken windows or broken glass

or anything?

No. I mean, I've looked all the way around

to see if I could get in, but there's literally nothing.

Okay.

When's the last time you spoke to her?

It's been a few weeks since I saw her in person,

but we made plans like last week and she's not answering

any of my texts or calls. So...

Is that normal for her

to not answer calls for a while?

No. No, it's not.

Has she been acting differently lately?

Do you notice or has she gotten into any fights

with friends?

I mean, no-

- Do you think she is in danger

of hurting herself?

I mean, she's been going through a hard time.

- Okay. - So I'm a little,

a little stressed out about her not answering.

Are you in contact with any of her family?

Does she have parents nearby?

I mean, she has her mom, but her mom doesn't live here.

So it's mostly me and our friends and I've called

all of them and they don't know anything.

Okay.

All right. So here's what we're going to do.

We'll take a missing persons report.

Just sit tight here.

Let me go to the car and get the form

and then we'll get started. Okay?

Okay.

- All right. - Thank you.

Sure.

It's been 12 days since the disappearance

of 29 year old inspirational YouTuber and blogger,

Alexandra Mancini known to her fans as Laughing Lexi.

The strange details surrounding her disappearance

have left her fans, the community and the internet,

flabbergasted.

Theories abound, but authorities say they are no closer

to discovering what actually happened than they were

when she was first reported missing.

Hey Lexicons. It is time for your daily reminder.

You are loved.

Hey Lexicons. Welcome back.

I am here with some insanely exciting personal news

to share with you guys.

I just bought my very first home!

Can you believe it?

I am officially an adult or something like that.

Anyway, here it is.

It's even blue,

which you guys know is my absolute favorite color.

And look,

I have a yard for my dogs running around in finally.

I just want to say that I am proof

that if you set your mind to a goal,

you can achieve it. I promise.

And of course I have to give the biggest shout out ever

to my entire Lexicon crew.

You guys are the best and there's no way

I could have done this without your incredible support.

So thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Thank you. Thank you.

I bought a house!

Hello. My name is Elara Pumpernickle.

I'm the author of "That Ain't Lexi."

Lexi was a very open person by the nature of her profession.

It was all about sharing herself, her philosophies,

her tips and tricks to living a happier life.

And because of that,

we can truly see a stunning transformation occur in Lexi.

Some will say this transformation was brought on by stress

or by a chemical imbalance in her brain.

But I believe that this change

was brought on by dark forces.

Dark forces that converged in the place

that was supposed to be her haven.

Hey Lexicons. It's time for your daily reminder.

You are beautiful.

Yeah. I'll count myself in.

Thank you, when I'm ready.

Three, two.

You know, Lexi had the whole wholesome-girl-next-door thing

going on.

And her channel was centered around self-improvement,

positive thinking, all that new yeah-yeah crap.

I mean her handle was "Laughing Lexi" for Christ's sake.

But clearly someone didn't like what she was selling.

Happy Wednesday, Lexicons.

Welcome back.

Today I want to talk to you about the importance

of setting your intentions.

This is one of the most powerful things that you can do

each and every day to help set you off on the right path.

This is my journal.

You can call it a gratitude journal or an intention journal

or whatever you want.

I write in it first thing every morning.

I list three things I'm grateful for,

followed by three of my intentions for the day.

Now keep in mind that this is absolutely not a to-do list.

This is for intentions, which are very different.

Let me give you some examples.

I want to practice being present in the moment.

I want to move my body.

I want to take in the beauty of nature.

I want to help my loved ones feel supported.

These are all examples of intentions.

So I don't want to see anything in this journal about

picking up the mail or swinging by the store

or doing your laundry. Okay?

Save those for the ugly notebooks.

And that is all.

Be sure to comment below with some of your intentions.

Don't forget to like and subscribe.

And of course keep laughing because at the height

of laughter, the universe is flung into a kaleidoscope

of new opportunities.

Thanks Lexicons. See you next time.

Lexi, I cannot believe that you are missing.

You have done so much for me,

your positivity and encouragement.

Well, I finally got the courage to quit my job

and I moved to California. Look, Palm trees.

I hope you are out there somewhere and safe.

If it wasn't for Lexi,

I'd still be stealing money on the collection plate.

I've seen every episode of Law and Order.

I know murder when I see it.

Lexi, if you're still alive, call me.

Hey, Lexicons.

It is time for your daily reminder.

You can do anything you set your mind to.

Hi, I'm Camille and I'm a social media maven.

So Lexi and I go way back. We met in 2016 at the Webby's,

when we were both nominated in the same category.

We even used to do videos together.

Her content back then was all like positivity, positivity,

positivity.

Like, okay girl, we get it.

Lexi wanted everybody to think that she was this constantly

upbeat and positive person always looking on the bright side

But let's be real.

Nobody's sunshine and daisies all the time.

It's just not realistic.

Maybe the stress of pretending finally got to her.

He Lexicons.

I am coming to you once again from the animal shelter.

I just want to remind you that there are so many ways

that you can serve your community.

If you have time, volunteer.

If you have money, donate it.

If you have resources, use them.

I, as you know, I'm a huge animal lover.

So I've been volunteering at the shelter for years

because there are so many awesome furry friends looking

for new homes that need love and exercise in the meantime.

Keep your eyes peeled for my latest blog,

where I'm going to be talking all about being of service.

So check that out.

In the meantime, bye for me and Bumbeline.

Hi Lexicons. Happy Wednesday and welcome back.

Today I'm going to give you one of my favorite life hacks

to make yourself feel better.

Surprise! It's helping other people.

One of the best ways that you can make yourself feel better

is to figure out how you can be of service

to your community.

So if you're feeling particularly low or down in the dumps,

shift the focus away from you and towards helping others.

Ask yourself, "What skills do I have?

What knowledge do I have?

What resources or contacts do I have

that could help someone else?"

I guarantee you that once you've done something nice

for your community and your tribe,

the good vibes that you put out there into the world

will return to you tenfold.

Besides, in this era of self-obsession where we're always

trying to be the prettiest and the shiniest thing,

it can feel so good to stop worrying about ourselves

and instead lend the best pieces of us to someone else.

So that's it. Get out there and help out.

Let me know in the comments,

the ways that you plan to be of service to your community.

Don't forget to like and subscribe.

And of course keep laughing

because as soap is to the body, laughter is to the soul.

Thanks Lexicons. See you next time.

Hi Lexi.

My name's Corey and I just really wanted to let you know

how much your motivational videos have really

helped me out in my everyday life.

Hi Lexi. I love you.

Your videos have inspired me so much.

Because of you I was able to go into my local coffee shop

and ask out the barista.

He said he wasn't interested in my type,

but that's okay. I was able to do it.

I hope you're safe.

We miss you.

I wanted to jump on here and let you know

how much your videos mean to me.

They've inspired me so much with being able to visualize

the future that I want for myself.

I've actually started a new career path.

And I just hope that wherever you are

that you're doing okay.

It's dark in here.

Where are you at?

It's been a little while since the last time

you post a video.

Hopefully you are doing okay.

I love you Lexi.

Hi, Lexi. I love you and I love your videos.

I just wanted you to know how much of an impact

you've made on me.

I just submitted my book of poems to a publisher

for the first time. And I really owe that to you.

I just hope that you're out there somewhere watching this

and that you know how much we care about you.

I hope we see you again soon.

Hey Lexicons.

So I just got back from the post office and I had the cutest

little package waiting for me there, from one of you.

I can't thank you enough. It is so cute.

And it says, "Happy house warming."

And it has a little sticky also that says,

"Please open me on video."

So I thought I would do that for you.

I will read the card first.

Hopefully it's okay to read the card on camera.

So it says "Laughing Lexi, from your biggest fan."

"Dear Lexi. Thank you for being my inspiration.

Congrats on your new house.

Wanted to give you a house warming gift.

XOXO V AKA your number one Lexicon."

That is so cute.

Thank you so much. So sweet.

All right. Let's see what we got.

It's very light.

Seems, I don't know. I have no idea what this could be.

Let's see what it is.

Sometimes I like to save the wrapping paper,

but we're just going to rip this bad boy up and rethink.

Okay, the box isn't giving anything away.

This is a Amazon box.

Trusty scissors nearby. Let's get this bad boy open.

I am not good at opening presents.

Okay, here we go.

Lets try that again.

Its...

That's so sweet. Thank you so much.

It's so thoughtful.

I really appreciate it. Thank you.

Okay. Come on.

Somebody sends you a mannequin head in a box

and your only response is,

"Thanks for the house warming gift."

Newsflash.

Nobody is that chipper.

I know I'm not the only one thinking it.

It's clear that Lexi was super brave for putting out

that kind of content, thinking that like, you know,

it doesn't have to be good to be on YouTube.

I don't know why anybody would go to her channel anyways.

Let's be honest. Self-improvement people are crazy.

They're always trying to fix everyone else's life,

when their life is in shambles.

My two cents, she was annoying when she was blogging.

She went away, life got better.

Morning Lexicons. I'm here with your daily reminder.

This day is full of possibilities.

Okay. First of all,

I would just like to go on the record and say that

the only reason I'm doing this is so that someone involved

in this project actually gives a crap about Lexi.

I'm not here with a clever theory.

I'm not trying to sell books.

I just want to know once and for all,

what happened to my friend?

I guess you could say that Lexi didn't have

the happiest childhood.

It was just her and her mom, which I mean,

you think that would make them close,

but their relationship was complicated.

It really bothered Lexi.

She wanted so badly for her mom to be proud of her.

I honestly think that that's...

You know what, it's not my place to say.

Hey, Lexicons. Time for your daily reminder.

You are awesome.

Look, anyone who puts themselves out there in the public eye

is bound to end up with their fair share of supporters

and detractors.

I mean, the more people who know you or know of you,

the more people who may want to inflict harm on you.

It's just statistics.

We don't know who it was that hacked her accounts,

but we definitely know whoever they were,

they wanted to make Lexi squirm.

Okay. So Stephie C wants to know,

do I have any tips for productivity?

Yes, I totally do.

Routine, routine, routine,

especially first thing in the morning.

So I think really waking up at the same time every day

and starting your day the same way regardless,

especially getting into something good.

That really sets you off, whether it's yoga or meditation

or working out.

Really being consistent in doing that to start your day

is an excellent way to help you really like,

carry that momentum into your day and be productive.

For me, I like to get up, I like to walk my dogs

and eat and then I work out and then I dive into my day.

Okay. And MishiMishi wants to know,

do I have any health tips?

Totally.

I think one of the best things you can do for your health

is to figure out how to reduce your stress.

Everyone says that, right? But what the heck does that mean?

So you got to find an outlet, whatever that is for you.

If that is exercise, if that's spending time in nature,

if it's volunteering, if it's, you know,

watching trashy TV or reading funny books,

whatever it is that really makes you relax and feel better,

find that outlet, stick to it, do it often,

so you can reduce your stress.

And something a little easier to do,

drink two glasses of water with lemon,

first thing every morning. Super duper good for you.

Okay. Iheartmimosas want to know which dog is this?

"She's really cute."

Aw, thank you.

This is Salami. And I think she's adorable as well.

CameramanKev wants to know

do I like when people watch me sleep?

Okay.

Let's not be the kid that ruins it for everybody and makes

everybody have to stay after class and go to detention.

Right? I love doing these IG lives,

but I'm not going to do it if people are weird and creepy,

so let's just not do that.

Okay. So I think that's going to be all for this time, guys.

Thank you so much for joining and I'll talk to you soon.

Bye from me and Salami.

Hey Lexicons.

Okay. So I know I promised you a new video

on my channel today, but apparently something is going on

with my account because I am locked out.

Mercury must be in retrograde because I am definitely

having technology problems.

But don't worry, I'm going to do my best to get it all

sorted out and get that new video up there for you A-S-A-P.

Sorry that I won't be able to respond to your comments

in the meantime. Just know that I love you.

And remember, keep laughing.

When the sleeping webcam video popped up online,

everybody went batshit crazy.

And I get it, it's pretty creepy.

But I mean, how hard would it be to do something like that

yourself and then post the video on YouTube?

How long does it actually take to set up another account?

Four minutes, six tops.

People need to calm down of all this.

Hey, Lexicons. Welcome back.

Okay. So I know this is not what you come here for.

You want to be inspired and motivated,

and I want to continue to do that for you too.

But right now I need to talk to you Lexicons.

Someone is messing with me.

Some of you may already know what I'm talking about.

Last night, there was a video posted of me.

Apparently it was recorded by my webcam,

but I did not post it.

I mean, I'm clearly sleeping in the video.

It doesn't make any sense.

I mean, why would the webcam even turn on?

I don't know what's going on,

but I'm thinking that maybe one of my fans

or my friends is playing a prank.

Maybe somebody hacked into my webcam and recorded me,

thinking it would be funny.

If that's the case, please just let me know.

You can leave a comment below or you can send me a DM

if you don't want it to be public.

I won't be mad, okay? I promise.

I just want to know what's going on.

And if this is just a joke, let's,

let's just let that joke die. Okay?

I hope you can understand where I'm coming from.

Thanks.

Hopefully we can be done with this

and get back to business as usual.

I'll see you soon.

The Internet of Things. Heard of it?

It's definition has evolved and changed over time

due to the convergence of numerous technologies.

But basically it's a system of interrelated,

computing devices, mechanical and digital machines

provided with UIDs and the ability to transfer data

over a network without requiring human to human

or human to computer interaction.

See, if everything is connected in a web of networks

and digital communication systems,

then everything can also be hacked.

Lexi didn't know that by installing those cameras,

she was actually just making the hacker's job easier.

Seriously? No one is even going to believe that.

Like, what is she even talking about?

She should just be quiet.

Like who really thinks this was true?

Like, all this stuff that she's saying is happening,

a little far-fetched.

I mean, she's just wanting attention, like always.

Man, you know Lexi's lyin'.

That thirst trap will do anything for attention.

As a fellow influencer,

I know firsthand how addicting the flurry of likes

and comments and online attention can be.

I mean, everybody wants to be liked, right?

Duh! It's just human nature.

But to some people,

it just becomes like a drug and they have to keep taking

more drastic, drastic steps to get their high.

Making up some story about a hacker out to get you.

Whatever!

It just drums up sympathy.

We miss you so much.

Please Lexi, just come home.

You changed my life in the best ways.

You really inspired me.

I love you.

Because of you, I,

I went back to my biggest passion which is makeup.

Because your videos were so inspiring and so positive.

I couldn't have done it without you.

Hey, Lexicons. It's time for your daily reminder.

You are powerful.

Let's talk a little bit about some of the people

who lived in that house before Lexi.

Namely Marla and Samuel Simmons.

They moved to that house in 1996.

Marla was a guidance counselor, Samuel, a photographer.

By 1998, Samuel had gone missing.

No note, no letter, no sightings, no body.

Gone, never to be heard from again.

And there was only one suspect in his disappearance,

Marla Simmons.

She was never arrested.

Without any evidence, authorities were never able to build

a case against her, but Marla lost her job.

People suspected foul play.

Did she murder him?

Did he run off with another woman? Nobody knows.

But what we do know is that Marla became a recluse

and then five years later,

her body was found in the house dead.

It was ruled a suicide by pills. Was it?

The unjust suspicions of her community

or was she stricken by crippling guilt?

Only that house knows the truth.

I guess here we go again.

I saw the video online like everyone else.

I've been trying to get them to take it down,

they won't.

And I don't know why some people are acting like

I would stage this whole thing myself.

Why?

Why would I do that?

It's obvious that something is going on.

I live alone.

I don't know where those flashes came from.

I don't know if that means that someone was in my house.

This time I called the police.

They took a report.

But they said there's no evidence of anything

and they can't even be sure that someone was here.

I don't know what's going on, but whatever it is,

it is not my doing?

I swear, this is not some publicity stunt.

Nobody wants this to stop more than me.

Who or what is in that house?

All right, she said it herself.

She doesn't live with anybody

and there's no signs of forced entry.

And even if it was a person, are they taking pictures?

What are they taking pictures of? Was that a camera flash?

Is it just a coincidence

that Samuel happened to be a photographer?

It's time people get their heads out of their asses

and realize there are other forces at work.

Not just in Lexi's house, but all around us.

Hey girl, its me.

I know it's been a minute, we've both been super busy.

But I miss you and I was hoping you could

come over for girls night soon.

We can eat way too much junk food and watch trashy TV.

What do you say?

Hit me know and let me know what your schedule looks like,

okay?

I love you. Bye.

Hello?

Someone there?

Whoever is there, you should know I'm gonna call the police.

Please just get out. I am calling the police right now.

Okay. If none of that stuff was staged

and she was really so freaking terrified,

then why not just move out of the house already?

Please!

You ask me, it's like this.

The lifestyle's addictive and there are times

when I wonder if I'm addicted to it myself.

The likes, the clicks, the attention,

the instant gratification.

Some people will just do anything

to cut through the clutter.

Lexi would never admit it to just anyone,

but she struggled a lot with feelings of loneliness.

Even though she's this internet sensation,

she didn't have a lot of family

and none of them live near her anyway.

And there weren't a lot of close, genuine friends

in her life.

So when things started to spiral for her,

I don't think she felt like she had

many people she could turn to.

Salutations.

You've reached the voicemail of Sophia Sky.

World renowned spiritual guide and essence practitioner.

Please leave a message

and I will reply at my earliest convenience.

Stay blessed.

Hi, my name is Lexi.

I've, I've left a few other messages,

but I haven't heard back from you yet.

I was hoping that you could help me out with my new house.

I just...

I could really use some help.

So I'm hoping that you will call me back, please

if you're taking on new clients.

Again, my name is Lexi

and you can make me at 858-663-0

Thank you.

Hey, Lexicons. Welcome back.

Okay. I know things have been crazy lately.

And I also know that you don't come here for drama.

This is not supposed to be a reality TV show.

And I want to be better about continuing to provide

the kind of content that you really want to see.

So I promise that I'm going to do

my absolute best going forward.

First I just want to say that I have received some

incredibly kind and supportive messages from so many of you

and it really just means the world to me. So thank you.

Okay.

Let's try to get back to some sense of normalcy, shall we?

Today I want to talk to you about how you can create

an environment that allows you to thrive.

And something that I've found really helpful for this

is creating three different types of lists.

I know, I know! Lexi and her lists! Yes, I'm guilty.

Now for these three lists, one is a Start list.

One is a Continue list and one is a Stop list.

And they are exactly what they sound like.

So the Start list is a list of things

that you want to begin doing.

The Continue list is a list of things

that you want to keep doing.

And the Stop list is the list of things

that you no longer want to do. Things that don't serve you.

And it's important that these not be lofty goals

that seem unattainable.

It should be things that you can really, really, really

put your mind to and things that are easily achievable.

So some examples,

I want to start doing yoga for 20 minutes every morning.

I want to continue to read every night before bed.

I want to stop scrolling mindlessly through social media.

Or I guess in my case, I want to stop

allowing unseen forces or people to consume

my time and energy.

Okay. So that is it.

Be sure to let me know in the comments,

some of the things that you are going to be

putting on your lists.

Of course if you haven't already, remember to subscribe.

And keep laughing, because laughter is an instant vacation.

The thing is her fan base blew up.

She was already huge, but the sympathy for her,

the whole big, brave Lexi soldiering on thing,

they ate it up.

So of course she kept the act going. Who wouldn't?

It's just smart business.

Listen.

Hello?

Hello?

I'm going to call the police.

I'm recording this.

I recorded the song.

I've got proof.

One unexplained phenomenon after another.

That is, if you're looking for simple explanations

that tie things up in a nice, neat bow.

I really hope you're safe.

Please come back to us. We really miss you Lexi.

I just, I'm a really big fan of yours and,

and I miss watching your videos.

You know, I hope you're doing okay.

I hope to see you back soon because,

because you were actually the reason why I was brave enough

to come out to my family.

And if it wouldn't have been for your videos, you know,

I would never have been able to do that.

So I just, I just, I wanted to say thank you

and I hope to see your videos soon.

I hope you come back soon.

All right. Peace.

Hey Mom. It's me, Lexi.

Alexandria.

I know you hate that I go by Lexi.

"I did not name my daughter Alexandria

just have people calling her Lexi!"

Anyway, I know it's been a while. More then a while.

But I was thinking that maybe I would come home and visit,

finally.

Whenever is good for you.

So, just call me back and we can chat. Okay?

Okay. Love you.

Well, up until the IG live video,

there was a very large, very loud segment of people

who insisted Lexi was making it all up.

That nothing was really going on.

The whole thing was some sort of elaborate ruse.

Why?

Well, there are different schools of thought on that.

Boredom, publicity, sympathy, mental health.

And the possibilities were endless.

But when the IG live video was posted,

lots of people changed their tune.

Of course, some insisted.

She just had help.

I've been trying so hard Lexicons.

There is something unexplainable happening to me,

but I have been really trying to stay strong

and power through for all of you and for myself.

But it just won't stop.

It's just one thing after another, after another,

after another, and now there's the latest one.

Let me play it for you.

That video was posted to my IG live and not by me.

It was live and I'm sleeping on my couch.

What does that mean?

Does that mean not only is somebody hacking me

and bugging me and listening to me,

but they're also watching me?

I don't know what to do.

I don't know who to trust. I don't know who to talk to.

I called the police again.

All they did was fill out another report.

They said there was still no sign of forced entry.

They basically made me feel like they think

I'm a drama queen or a liar.

Just like some of you are making me feel.

I am so tired of asking, but I will ask again,

whoever is doing this, please stop.

Just stop!

And to my fans, I ask you now more than ever,

please just support me and believe me.

Believe me.

Nobody wants it to stop more than me.

Doubt is a very small word

with very big consequences.

If others constantly doubt us,

then it follows that we begin to doubt ourselves.

And if we doubt ourselves, our own eyes, ears,

and experiences, what then can we rely on?

Yeah, I'll be honest with you.

Before this whole thing, I had no idea who Lexi was.

I don't think I'm exactly her target demographic.

But then one of my friends told me about these

crazy fetish videos that popped up on the internet.

This link started circulating on social media.

You could just download these videos free of charge.

Yeah, I clicked on it!

I wanted to see what all the fuss was about.

And the fetish videos were my introduction to Lexi.

They were so odd that I went back

and started watching her YouTube channel.

And before you knew it, I was knee deep in the saga.

Pretend you're really, really cold. Sell it.

Okay.

Okay.

It's freezing in here.

Can't feel my fingers or my toes.

Oh, I wish I could just warm up by the fireplace

or jump in the jacuzzi.

More shivering.

Yeah.

Like that.

Oh my God. When that first video leaked,

everybody and their mother was like, what is this?

It was so weird and like, mega mega embarrassing.

Doing some kind of garage fetish porn or something

was totally against brand for Lexi.

I mean, with somebody who's really trying to live

the best version of themselves ever be caught dead

doing something so grimy.

And she had that awful wig on.

I mean, who was she trying to fool? It was clearly her.

I mean, at that point,

even I thought somebody might actually be messing with her.

Either that, or she just like completely lost her mind.

I didn't spend much time concerning myself

with those things.

And they were merely a diversion and not even

a very good one if you ask me, which obviously you are.

So, in my opinion whoever released those videos, did it

to distract us from what's really going on in that house.

I don't know what is going on.

I don't know what's going on.

The timing of her sharing that video was super suspect.

Okay, so the first fetish video gets leaked

and then this evening creepier thing

just happens to happen to her right after.

How convenient!

But nobody about the fetish vid.

The internet was still buzzing.

Everybody was certain, there had to be more.

So by the time the second one leaked,

everybody was ready and waiting.

Oh Mr. Bear, you're just so cuddly.

I could cuddle with you all day.

Now give him the bear a kiss.

Now, suck your thumb.

People have been wondering

if and when Lexi would address the videos.

Of course, she tried to take the high road and spin it into

this positive example of realness and honesty or whatever.

Those videos happened at a low point in my life.

I was between jobs. I needed money.

I had no direction. I was unhappy.

I knew I wanted to start my own channel,

but I didn't have money for any of the equipment I needed.

I was hoping to get into promotional modeling

for some quick cash.

I saw an ad. I clicked on it.

He told me what he wanted to film me doing.

I agreed and I got paid.

I know what those videos look like,

but they helped me get back on my feet.

They helped me get started on this journey.

So whoever posted them,

I want to say thank you.

Because you reminded me to embrace my whole journey,

the highs, as well as the lows.

I think she was hoping that would make them stop.

No such luck for Lexi!

So just like, talk about the pie?

Dip your finger in

and talk about the whipped cream.

Ooh, it's so fluffy and soft.

It's just so sweet and yummy.

Now smash your face into the pie.

What?

You heard me. Smash your face into the pie.

Oh, the guy in the videos.

Yeah, yeah. He was the first person the cops brought in

when she was officially considered missing.

I mean, it makes sense, right?

How can they not bring him in?

Apparently the guy is some weird fetish film producer.

He's into all sorts of weird stuff.

But the police say he had nothing to do

with Lexi's disappearance.

Airtight alibi, apparently.

Report also said, there's no reason to believe

that he was the one that posted the videos.

If you think about it, why would he?

Why post something for free?

We have all sorts of people willing to pay you for it.

Hey Lexicons.

So today's video is going to be a little different.

As I'm sure, most of you know,

there has been a lot going on with me lately.

And I'm really trying to figure out how to balance

all of this stuff with how I communicate with all of you.

I've always prided myself on transparency,

being honest and open in sharing with you.

And I want to continue to do so, for better or worse.

Last video, I mentioned that I'm really going to do

my best to embrace my whole journey.

Part of that is coming to terms with who I am

and being willing to admit when I need help.

So I've decided to start seeing someone.

Now, lots of people, way more than you'd think,

talk to someone for all kinds of reasons.

To help them cope with loss and trauma,

or just to help them understand themselves

and the things that make them tick better.

I'm no different.

I just want to be upfront with you about my journey,

even the parts that are hard to talk about.

I don't mean this to be a call for help,

but just to set an example.

For anyone out there, going through something similar

to know that they are not alone.

Everyone feels scared and frustrated and unsure sometimes.

And it is totally okay to ask for help.

Help.

Please.

Just help.

Help me.

From the moment she started her YouTube channel,

Lexi had been posting a new video every Wednesday.

And she never missed a Wednesday, even on holidays.

That is like 210-211 straight Wednesdays

that Lexi delivered a video.

Then all of a sudden she missed a Wednesday.

And then another.

And another.

And she didn't post a new content for five weeks.

And then on that sixth Wednesday, she posted a new video.

How do you like being watched?

After the hiatus, shit got weird.

Okay!

Counting down.

Ten,

nine,

eight,

seven,

six,

five,

four,

three,

two,

one.

Ready or not? Here I come.

Where are you?

Where are you?

I'm gonna find you.

No, where are you?

No!

Where are you?

I'm gonna find you.

Where's she Butters? Where?

Vanessa, you fell over.

That's no place for you.

I'm giving you people everything.

What more do you want?

I opened up to you. I was honest and transparent.

I shared everything. My thoughts, myself,

my entire freaking life.

I invited you into my journey.

My journey.

And you!

You judge me.

You, you ridicule me.

You shame me.

I feel like I'm living in a Petri dish.

Is that what this is?

Some social experiment?

"How much can we take from Lexi?

How much, how much can we put her through?"

I just...

I wanted to do good.

I am good.

I wanted to help people.

I wanted to help all of you.

And you, you, well.

This is what you made.

This is your doing, not mine.

Enjoy the show, assholes.

This bitch.

Hey listen, I'm no mental health professional,

but it's clear that stress was getting to her at that point.

Happy Wednesday, Lexicons.

My name is Vanessa. As you can see Lexi isn't here today.

She had to take a mental health day because you jerk faces

have been so mean to her.

She found all sorts of posts and threads online,

where people were saying nasty things.

Things like, "Hopefully the ghosts will scare her"

into quitting this stupid YouTube channel.

The fact that this girl thinks she's qualified

to give anyone advice is funny AF.

I bet you post things on Instagram,

about your glow up from high school

while listening to Taylor Swift.

Can we start a GoFundMe to support

whoever is trying to kill this chick?

She looks like the version of Blake Lively

that's on clearance at the dollar store.

You look like the kind of girl that tells every guy,

'I have a boyfriend', whether they ask you or not.

Nice tits, too bad there's a rest of you.

You look like Rapunzel,

except instead of letting your golden hair down,

"you let everyone in your life down."

These are mean posts. So Lexi had to take the day off.

See you next time.

Let me tell you about this chick I know.

She's used to call herself Krafty Karen,

and of course Krafty was spelled with a "K".

So Karen's YouTube channel had like

a quarter of a million followers.

And then all of a sudden one day she just goes missing.

And everybody's like, "Oh my God, where's Krafty Karen?"

The local news is interviewing people

and her mom's on TV crying.

"If you have any information about my daughter,

blah, blah, blah."

And then two weeks later, they find her.

Shacking up with her ex-boyfriend,

turned her on God knows what?

Surrounded by bags of Flamin Hot Cheetos apparently.

And by the time she was found, her quarter of a million

followers had ballooned over a million.

So therapists might call it a cry for help,

but I just call it good marketing.

Lexicons. Lexicons.

Thanks for watching, Lexicons.

Welcome back. Welcome back.

Happy Wednesday. Welcome back.

Keep laughing. Keep laughing.

Keep laughing no matter what.

Matter what, matter what.

Keep laughing no matter what.

Lexicons, Lexicons.

Thanks for watching Lexicons.

Welcome back. Welcome back.

Happy Wednesday. Welcome back.

Keep laughing, keep laughing.

Keep laughing no matter what.

Well, people started to speculate about her mental state.

They were saying she was off her meds,

but that is not what it was.

She was no longer Lexi.

Something had her, something that wanted to do her harm.

It was destroying her from within.

I do not throw around the word "Possession" lightly,

but it has to be considered,

especially after the makeup video.

Hi boys and girls.

Today we're going to be pretty.

Because nobody likes things that are raw

and honest and flawed.

People want things that are pretty, pretty, pretty!

Step one, lipstick.

Step two, eye shadow.

Step three, blush.

Step four, fluff your hair.

And step five, smile.

And she'd been declared missing for six days, before

someone posted more footage from her security cameras.

There was some pretty private stuff in there.

Don't mind me. I'm dropping shit.

The thing about those videos is,

it's clear she had no idea she was being filmed.

It's obvious.

And the timing of these videos getting released

is suspicious.

First, she goes missing.

Then these weird videos are released that prove

someone had been watching her without her knowledge.

What more evidence do we need?

She was hacked.

Not just her computer, her entire house.

She was hacked and someone was releasing

private footage of her.

The only question is,

who?

The knee-jerk reaction to something that befuddles us

and frightens us is to dismiss it offhand is impossible.

But I would argue, that which we feel the most resistance to

is in fact the most real.

Why else would we expend so much energy attempting

to deny its very existence?

I checked the metadata.

Those videos were taken during the time

she wasn't posting to her channel.

Oh, I believe she was filming herself,

but I don't believe that's Lexi.

It's her body, it's her face,

but she's being used by something else, something not human.

Something that wants to destroy her from the inside.

Sure, it looks like Lexi, but that ain't Lexi.

You can't battle the spirit world by yourself.

Especially if you don't have the proper training.

Whoever posted that video didn't want us to hear

what she was saying or who she was saying it to.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!

After she was officially declared a missing person,

the cops came in and searched her house.

During the search they recovered her cell phone.

On it, was one final video that no one had seen.

I know you're back.

We can truly see a stunning transformation

occur in Lexi.

Someone didn't like what she was selling.

Dark forces that converged in the place

that was supposed to be her safe haven.

Maybe the stress of pretending

finally got to her.

Who or what is in that house?

Of course, some insisted.

She just had help.

She was no longer Lexi. Something had her.

Something that wanted to do her harm.

Wherever she is, whatever she's doing,

I hope she's proud of herself.

There are those who want to say that Lexi was murdered.

Because even murder seems preferable to something so evil.

So awful, so incomprehensible, so unspeakable.

But we never saw a single soul.

There is no person ever seen or heard from

throughout this entire saga.

This was not a mere mortal who had it out for Lexi,

not a scorned lover or rival influencer.

No, this was a force,

a truly evil force that infested her house and infected her

and did not stop until it consumed her, in her entirety.

Look, no one just disappears. Okay?

Tupac is not alive in Cuba.

Elvis is not hiding out in The Bahamas

and Laughing Lexi is not living her best life in New Zealand

She was stucked, tormented and murdered.

It's the only logical explanation.

Bodies are hidden and disposed of all the time.

They say no body, no crime, but anybody who's studied crime

knows that is absolute horseshit.

The absence of evidence is not the evidence of absence.

And in this case,

there is ample evidence pointing to one thing

and one thing only.

Plain old fashioned murder.

Lexi.

I hope you're out there somewhere and I hope you're okay.

I just want you to know that you are not alone in this.

You have people in your corner,

people who love you and we will not stop looking for you.

Hey everyone.

My name is Alexandria, but all my friends call me Lexi.

This is my very first video on my channel

and I wanted to use it to tell you a bit about

what I'll be doing with my little corner of the internet.

I'm into self discovery, productivity, growth,

and really just finding ways to live a happier

and more fulfilling life.

And as I find ways to do these things,

I'm going to be sharing all of my best tips and tricks

with all of you.

And hopefully we can grow together.

I can't wait to go on this journey with you.

The house I grew up in was haunted.

I get it.

I really get it.

Lexi. You are so amazing.

I love you. I love your videos.

They have been so inspiring

and motivating to me to find my voice.

And it's because of you that I wrote a freaking novel,

which I never thought was possible.

So I'm just, I'm hoping that you're okay.

Just let us know that you're okay. And please come home.

Hey Lexi. I hope you're okay.

I've been praying for you. I hope to see you return soon.

I mean, I'd love to see some more of those fetish videos.

Hi Lexi. If you can hear this,

I just wanted to let you know that we're all pulling for you

and I wanted to send you my love.

And you're in my thoughts and prayers. Come home soon.

Yo, wassup Lexi?

Yo for real, if you need some protection, you just,

you just give me a shout, right?

You know who your boy is, but for real,

I'll help you all right out there. Okay?

Give us a shout. We're worried about you.

You made me a better person that you showed me

how to be a better man and how to treat people better.

And also how to treat myself better.

I hope you're safe wherever you are.

You know, Lexi needs this time to herself.

Everybody's freaking out, where is she?

I know where she is.

She's hanging out with her aunt in Fresno.