All language subtitles for A Reason to Live (USA) (1985).English

Hello, Gus. Of course,
permission granted. Come aboard.

- What do you think?
- Oh, she's beautiful.

Gus, thank you very much.

I've got a nice Thanksgiving turkey up
in the car for you and the wife.

That's wonderful of you, Dan.
Thank you. Dolores will appreciate that.

Oh, here's the bill.

Bottom paint, boot top, toggles,
and the radar.

They're finished, et cetera. Now.

I had to replace your cutlass bearing,
and you needed a new prop.

Whoa, whoa, Gus. You're talking
about a great deal of money here.

I tried to call you, but when I
couldn't reach you, I went and did it myself.

I thought that's what you'd want.

Gus, I didn't think I needed the prop
replaced.

I just had it polished a few months ago.

It wasn't the polish, Dan.

You had a crack running right along the
shank.

You'd have dropped a buck as soon as you backed
down hard. I couldn't let her go out like that.

You don't understand.
I'm working on a tight budget.

I haven't got the cash for something extra
like this.

Okay, I'll tell you what, Dan.

I'll put this part of the bill in
my drawer.

When you have the money, you can pay
it.

I don't know. What are they
going to say at the front office?

Oh, don't worry about the front office.
I'll take care of that.

Okay.

So, uh, how'd you do on Miss Hogan's
science test?

Okay, I studied just long enough to pass
the test.

Did you have to dissect the frog?

Oh, yes. It was the most grossest
experience of my whole life.

- Did you know Michael asked Jennifer out today?
- Are you serious?

Uh-huh.

Oh, I feel so sorry for her.
He's such a geek.

I know it.
He gave her an ID bracelet.

- Is she going to wear it?
- I guess.

Oh, she better wash it first.

I really feel bad for her.

Are you going to go to the
baseball game?

- Yes.
- Okay, bye. Bye-bye. So long.

Uh, Augusta Stewart.
Yes, this is his son, Alex.

Hold on, but if I hang up,
could you please have him call me right.

Just a minute, please.

Sure I will.
Yeah, I'll call you Monday.

- And you'll take care of it.
- Right, Phil.

- Thanks a lot.
- Yeah, so long.

Alex, hi. Everything ok?

Everything's fine, Dad.
I'm sorry I called you at work,

but they asked me to get in class today.

So when can we do it?

Bio is on one, and he says it's
important.

I'm sorry, Alex. I'll have to get
back to you. I've got an important call.

Dick, hi.
Uh, what can I do for you?

Oh, sure. I'll be right there.

Go on in, Susie.

- Come in.
- Dick. - Joe.

Gus, I know you're aware of the, uh,
departmental evaluations we're undertaking.

It's that international competition.

Yeah, I know.

It's that damn economy.

I know it's tough out there.

I'm glad in spite of it that
my department's been growing.

Yes.

And we're hoping that you'd be willing to
apply that growth philosophy to purchasing.

You want me to handle purchasing and new
accounts and service?

Well, not exactly. We'd like, uh, Luther
Ryan to take, uh, new accounts and service.

We'd like you to take purchasing.

Luther Ryan?

Dick, that's my department.

Ryan's just one of my assistants.

He's only 27.

Yes, that's true, but it's just temporary.

There'll be other changes.

Oh, come on, Dick.
That's a real demotion.

Now, what's going on here?

What are you guys doing?

My customers are happy.

Gus, it's the way you do things.

Uh, difference in style.

It's Dan Hodgins' bill, isn't it?

Gus, you don't work for yourself anymore.

You haven't been on your own for six
years.

You can't run a department as if it
were your own business.

Dan Hodgins is a good customer.

A good customer is a customer we make
money on.

Dick, I've serviced his
accounts since I've worked here.

I know the family.

The work had to be done.
He's good for it.

See what I mean?

I'm sorry, Gus.

You've done this before.

We're not a charity.

We can't let this continue.

Now, how about purchasing?

Are you serious?

I'm serious.

Dick, I know we've had our differences.

But this job means a lot to me.

How can I take that kind of downgrading?

I'm not asking for your resignation, Gus.

No.

You're just making it impossible for me to
stay.

Well, if that's the way you feel about it.

Maybe you're right it.

I'm so sorry.

Thanks.

I'm fine.

It's just the shock.

I know.

You're never quite ready for it.

Are you implying you knew this was coming?

I'm not a company man.
Felicia, you know that.

Maybe I should have had him over the
house a couple of times.

Maybe I should have stayed late and had

a few belts with him every night instead
of rushing home.

Don't, Gus.

What is so terrible about wanting to go
home and be with my family?

Nothing.

It's wonderful.

Gus, don't do this to yourself.

It's not you.

It's them.
All they care about is money.

They're not interested
in anything but the dollar.

Not the way the customer feels.

Not the quality of the work.

I'll be fine, Felicia.

Just fine.

Thanks.

Come on, come on!

Dad, you kissed the gate!

Yeah, I thought I'd stop by and see
how you were doing.

Dad, did you see my triple?

I did, huh?
You were fabulous.

- Thanks.
- Yeah.

I gotta go take the field, okay?

- Did you have to go back?
- Oh, not today. I'd rather watch you play.

Great.

Gus, I'm going to need some money this
week.

I've got to pay for the reservations at
the lodge.

Do you want me to call you at
work and remind you?

Oh, uh, Monday.

Uh, no, no.

I'll be at a foundry.

I'm sorry. Look, maybe I
can write you a check, huh?

Yeah, sure.

Five hundred enough?

Mm-hmm.

You out late?

No, I shouldn't be.

We're working on the sales for that new
condo unit.

You know where you need...

The Blue Heron.

Oh, uh, the view from last night is
in the icebox,

and I got some of those little,
uh, little pizza rolls you guys like.

I shouldn't be too late.

Thanks.

Oh!

Finally! A little late,
Gus. I'm sorry, buddy.

Hey, Gus.

You owe me 450, and you owe Jack
over here 310.

But I'll tell you what, Gus.

We agree to cancel a debt if you
agree to spend the money on golf lessons.

Golf lessons!

If I got any better, you guys wouldn't
play with me.

You dumped Kim Fisher, didn't you?

Hey, what are you talking about?
I could be Kim Fisher blindfolded.

Then why didn't you drop him from
the foursome?

I didn't drop him from the foursome.

I just simply kidded him about his squeaky
golf shoes, so he stomps off the 14th fairway.

We haven't seen him since.

How you doing, my friend?

Let's go get something to eat.

You okay?

Oh, yeah.

Hey, darling.

- How'd you do?
- Oh, that's natural.

But, uh, she breathed hard this time.

Hey.

- Hey, Gus Stewart.
- Yeah.

Yeah, nice to see you.
It's been, what, six, seven years?

It must be.
How are you doing, Jerry?

You guys know each other, huh?

Well, I haven't seen Gus since he left.
Ryman Motors.

Cutback or something, and he was going into
business on his own, right?

How'd it go?

We were in business for 2 years, then went
chapter 11. Now we're in business for 3 years.

Oh.
What happened?

Couldn't cut corners is what happened.

Boats he built are just too good, that's
what happened.

Dolores, hi!

- Does everybody know everybody?
- Dolores!

The most beautiful real estate woman in the
state, Dolores Stewart.

- Hi. - Ray Dreyer. - Ray, hello.
- Ray, Josh Turner. - Josh, Tom.

Tom, good to see you.

- Josh, Gus Stewart.
- Hi, nice to meet you.

Why don't you guys join us?
We'll make some room here for you.

Don't bother, please.
We have to be going.

Hey, guys, it was great.

Listen, buddy.

We got one hell of a team here.

Next weekend, we get another crack at these
guys.

Oh, thanks, Tom, but I can't.
I'm going fishing.

- Oh, you're really?
- Yeah.

There goes my tax loss.

How was your game?

All the others loved it, but I got
kind of bored.

They're not good enough for me.

Listen to this guy, would you?

So you work out of the same office
with Dolores, yeah?

Right, one of the last of the real
old timers.

Gus, Josh is alone, so I asked him to join us
on Thanksgiving, if that's all right with you.

Sure.

Yeah, we'd be glad to have you.

Thank you very much.
I'd enjoy that.

I thought I handled that rather well.

Oh, Gus, don't.

You know, that was very clever of you,

Dolores, inviting Josh
in front of everybody just

to show there couldn't possibly
be anything between you.

There isn't anything between us.

Oh, there's something between you and me.

Will you stop this?

I told you before, I see a lot
of Josh because I have to, that's all.

Dolores, I happen to be in love with
you.

Then...

Then give me a little bit of space,
please.

I want you to stop seeing him.

Stop seeing him?
How can I do that?

We work in the same office.

Oh, please don't say you need each other
for your work.

I want you to uninvite him.

I'm sorry, I can't do that.

That would make things at the office too
awkward and too uncomfortable.

I got a double, a triple, and a
single.

It was great.

Thanks.

So, what's your aunt's number?

I know I'll be away, but I want
it anyway.

Go.

Got it.

They just came home.

I gotta go, okay?

Bye.

Hi.

Hi, cute stuff.

Got two things.

- City calls?
- A four-all for me.

First, a fly-casting lesson.

I really gotta have it.

Second, the class going to the yard.

I've only asked you ten times.

Oh, not yet on the class.

Maybe soon on the fly-casting.

Maybe soon?
Like when?

Soon, kiddo, soon.

Dad, if you don't stop calling me kiddo,
I'm gonna make myself into a problem.

Okay.

Okay, give me a couple of days.

How about making that binding with a ten
dollar refundable deposit?

Hmm.

Great, thank you.

Where's the garden, Horace?

I don't understand you.

Well, at least to us.

Guess, believe me, it's not what it used
to be.

Oh, I've made up my mind, June.
I'm leaving Henley Yachts.

We've known each other for a long time.

Why didn't you check with me first?

I would have told you not to leave,
no matter how unpleasant it gets.

All this stuff about the
economy expanding, not here.

Listen, it's the qualified
executives who's in real trouble.

Now they want kids who come cheap, who
read computers, electronics, spreadsheets.

It's rough.

I couldn't find anything for you now, even
if I had to.

Look, I'm sorry I can't spend more time with
you, but call me next time before you drop in.

Dick Byheller, please.

Gus Stewart calling.

Yes, I'm waiting. Please don't
put me on hold too long. I'm at a...

No, don't switch me.

Oh, hi.
Hi, Joe.

Yes, I can discuss it with you, although...

No, it's okay.

What I wanted to say was that I've thought
things over and maybe I was a little hasty.

I mean, if the purchasing
thing were temporary,

the way that Dick implied, I could certainly
give it a shot and...

It's filled.

No.

No, no hard feelings.

I'm going to eat.

Just as soon as everybody arrives.

I'm just disappointed that Debbie
and John can't leave us this...

My mother insisted that at least part
of the family be with her this Thanksgiving.

- Can I help you, Speaker?
- No, I'm doing just fine.

Mom, you look so pretty today.

So do you.

Debbie got an A in history.

She did. Oh, that's wonderful.
I wish Alex would do that well.

I heard that, Granny.

You come here, young man.

Come here, come on.

All right, now.

How come you don't do better in school?

You're bright, you have a high IQ.

Both your parents were good students.

Did you know that your father was a
top student when he was in college?

I'm a child, Granny.
You said that was okay to me.

If you say I said it, I
said it, but I wish I hadn't.

When are you coming up for a
visit, huh?

The kids are always asking about you, Alex.

They admire you so.

I don't know why.
I'm not that much to be proud of.

Ask Granny.

Oh, come on now.

There's plenty to admire.

I'm sorry I took so long.

- Hi, Granny.
- Hello.

- Hey.
- Hey. - You're a good guy.

You look good, too.

Well, can I get anyone, Eddie?

I got everything I need, thank you.

All set.

I guess we're in pretty good shape there?

Oh, I'll get that.

I mean, it's okay, I'll get it.

Well, don't I get a kiss?

Sure, Mom.

Don't watch.

Oh, aren't those beautiful?

Thank you.

Come on, let me meet my family.

Hi, I'd like you all to meet Josh
Turner. He works in my office.

Josh, this is my sister-in-law, Marion.

- How do you do, Marion?
- Hello, husband, Henry.

- Hello, Henry.
- Hi.

This is my mother-in-law, Faye Stewart,
and, of course, my son, Alex.

- Alex?
- Hi.

You must be the one who taught us
so much about real estate.

Hello.

Miss Stewart, it is a pleasure to meet you.

I've heard a lot about how interesting you
are from Dolores.

Oh, thank you.

Yes, I am.

But unfortunately, only to myself.

Will you excuse me?

I'd love to put these in some water.

Gus.

Do you have a minute?

Sure.

I hope that you're not embarrassed by this.

I think Dolores thinks she made a mistake
by inviting me.

If you'd like me to leave.

I mean, this is a family day, and
I don't mind being alone at all.

I could make some excuse and get my
tail out of here.

Whatever you say.

Oh, no, forget it.

We'd love to have you.

Excuse me.

Henry, see if Josh wants something to drink.

Sure.

Happy Thanksgiving.

- It's good to see you, Felicia.
- Oh, it's good to be here.

The house looks so nice.

You look well.

Thank you.
You too.

Felicia, please don't say anything about
what happened in the shipyards, okay?

You mean you haven't said anything yet?

Well, I haven't been able to, and it's

Thanksgiving.
I just couldn't.

I will.

Well, I won't say a word.

Thanks.

There's something so
special about making a turkey.

I guess it's the holiday feeling.

Dolores, I apologize to Gus.

- For what?
- For being here.

He had a kind of lost look in
his eye.

Would you hand me the platter over there,
please?

Maybe I shouldn't be here.

Maybe I should just leave.

No.

No.

Why did you have to turn out to
be so nice?

Thanks, honey.

We're going to have to roll out the
pre-sales anymore, though.

I couldn't believe it.

Alex.

Augustus, will you please
discipline that retrograde son

of yours before I kick him under the
table?

Alex, put down your fork.

Now, Gus, please give us a good grace
this year.

Last year's was much too brief. I mean, after
all, God's been very good to this family.

I think grace should be simple.

I mean, if I were God, I'd like
that best.

I think it's just as well you're not God.

Yes.

All right, everybody.

Dear God, for thy bounty, we thank thee.

And for the beauty in which you have
entrusted us, we thank thee.

We thank thee for this life and hope
and for this peaceful moment.

We thank thee for those whom we love

and for those who love us in return

and who make our lives worth living.

It is only through those we love

and who love us that we learn about ourselves.

We're children whose
only reality is each other.

That's lovely.

Dolly, where are you going?

Gus, you all right?

Is he all right?

Oh, sure, Mommy, he's fine.

He's fine.

He'll be right back.

Dad, what are you doing up here?

Nothing, Alex, I'm all right.

You know me, sometimes I get a little
too sentimental.

I just needed to have a moment alone.

Come on, mister, let's go back down.

I'm sorry you saw that, because it didn't
mean anything.

He was just so apologetic about being there
that I was touched.

Maybe I shouldn't have.

Maybe I...

Well, Gus, what about you?

You left the table in the middle of
grace without a word of explanation.

I mean, really, we had a room full
of death.

Dolores, that has nothing to do with it.

I'm talking about
commitment, trust and loyalty.

Trust and loyalty and
commitment don't mean much

if you're not living the life you want.

Boy, that's a bedrock statement.

That doesn't leave much room for anything but
ultimatums.

Next thing you'll see is you want to
split up.

Gus, maybe we should think about that.

It's not you, and it's not me.

It's us together.

It just isn't working.

Well, it is for me.

Dolores, I'm still in love with you.

But what happened to us?

I thought you loved me.

I was crazy about you.

We were kids when we got married.

But I'm not that person now.

What changed?

I don't know what changed me, Gus.
Maybe life changed me, maybe you did.

Me?

Not tonight.

Please, no more.

You bet.

Well, what are you doing up?

It's after 2 o'clock in the morning.

You guys woke me up.

Why are you and Mom fighting like that?

That's not fighting, son.

That's discussing.

Now, you go back to bed.

It's much too late for you.

Mr. B.E.D. Mr. B.E.D.

Are you sleeping down here tonight?

I don't know.

Maybe.

Alex, it's the middle of the night.

Is that your will?

Alex, this does not concern you.

Now, will you please go back to bed?

I can't sleep.

Lock me up?

Mom, do you want your heavy
New Eden sweaters? Both of them?

Yes, both of them.

Got it.

If you've decided not to go, don't you
think this might be a good time to tell him?

Miss Kim, say goodbye and wish you a
really neat trip.

- Thanks, Jo.
- Thanks a lot.

- When are you coming back?
- Sunday night.

I wish I were going with you.

Well, maybe next time we can take you
with us.

Can you give me a hand in the
attic?

Yeah, sure.

This is a neat attic.

What we have here, my dear, is the
store department store.

I can put you in some old toys,
olden day clothes, and hats.

We have valuable antique records.

I can give you some clean bird, gerbil

and hamster cages, some roller skates and ice

skates, war uniforms and souvenirs.

It's not here.

What?

My dad's 45 from the army.

It was here yesterday when I was getting
our stuff ready.

Well, maybe he took it along to have
some target practice with you.

Yeah.

Come on, get the cannon.

Who's that?

Dad's been dressed for the trip.

Who's that guy?

His lawyer.

I guess I better go.

Okay, I'll call you when I get back.

See ya.

Dad, what's wrong?

Gus is on the trip.

Well, I promised you a lesson, didn't I?

Oh, right, right.

Josh?

Hi, I just thought I'd let you know
that Gus isn't going on the trip.

No, no, just Alex and me.

Well, it's hard on both of us.

I really do need this time away.

Yeah, sure I will.

Okay, bye-bye.

Fantastic.

You just figure out what
you want it to do and it does it for you.

I know, it's yours.

- Dad!
- I mean it.

You're giving me your fly rod?

Are you serious?

Yep, I want you to have it.

You're really, really gonna give this to me?

Your $400 fly rod, guaranteed to catch a
trout anywhere, anytime?

You fabulous, gorgeous hunk of graphite.

You're mine.

You're mine, all mine.

But what are you gonna use?

Well, Alex, I'm not going fishing.

That's why I haven't changed yet.

I've got work I have to do here.

But Dad, we've been planning this trip for
such a long time.

I know.

What happened?

What came up all of a sudden?

Uh, my departmental budgets.

I have to do them.

And in order to do them right, I
have to be alone.

You have to be alone for three whole
days?

Alex, I'll be working at the office and
I'll be late every night.

You've seen me go through this before.

Dad, I don't want to fish with Mom.
I want to fish with you.

I can't do it.

Dad, it's not gonna be the same if
you're not there.

Please, come, please.

Can't you do it later tonight or give
it to somebody else?

Dad, I don't want to fish with anybody
else but you.

Listen, Alex, once you're up there, you'll find
someone else to fish with. It'll be real fun.

Here, take it back.

If this is mine, you'll never go fishing
again.

I know you. Mom bought
this for you, for you to fish with.

And if I take it, please,

change your mind.

I'll do anything.

I'm sorry, Alex.

I'd never do this to my kid.

Here you go.

Well, so long, Gus.

Everything will work out for the best, you
know.

Yep.

You take care of yourself?

Yeah, you too.

Hey, sweetie, can you take this for me?

There you go.

Stop.

Stop?

Why stop?

Alex, why, did you forget something?

Mom, are you sure you want to go?

Of course I want to go.

We're going, aren't we?

Without him?

Sweetie, Dad was the one who
didn't want to go on this trip. Not me.

I know, but something's the matter.

Nonsense.

Mom, please stop, please.

I don't want to go.

I'm worried about him.
I want to stay home with him.

Oh, Alex, come on.
Don't spoil this trip.

We're going to have fun together.

You don't even like trout fishing.

What would you do home alone, huh?

I don't know.
I can call Ellen.

Mom, I think he's going to miss me.

He doesn't like to admit it.

Okay.

Alex, listen to me.

You are too smart, and you're too grown
up for me not to tell you that

your daddy and I are having some problems.

And I really need to get away.

But if you feel that you want to

stay here and be alone with him,

I don't have a problem with that.

Not if I believe in trying to catch
a big fish.

Thanks.

Hey, how about a kiss, huh?

You bet.

I love you a lot.

I love you, too.

Ellen, be there.

Hello, Suicide Prevention Center.

Hello?

Can we help you?

This is the Suicide Prevention Center.

Hello?

We're closed.

Nobody in there.

It's okay, my dad came in today.

I've got to talk to him.

No one came in.

But he's in there.

Gus Stewart, new accountant in service.

Yeah, sure, I know him.

He doesn't work here anymore.

He left for work this morning.

I'm sorry, but he hasn't worked here in
over a week.

Listen, I know he's in there.

If he's not in his office, he's out
in the yard taking inventory.

I've got to talk to him.

Look, I'm sorry, but I can't let you
through.

I've got to find him!

Hey, hey!

Dad!

Dad!

Dad!

Dad!

Folks, not
your aunt, nobody!

You've got to promise me that!

Okay, I promise.

But make sure they don't tell your aunt.

Please?

Get out of here, I mean, don't you
think you should go home by yourself?

Okay.

You're the young man who wanted to
talk about his father?

Yeah.

Hi, I'm Bob Cousins.

Hi.

Would you like to tell me your name?

Alex Stewart.

How about your address and phone number, Alex?

You don't have to if you don't want
to.

We'll still help you.

555-6212.

4601 Fairview.

Why you, Alex?

I mean, why is it you who's here,
who's so concerned?

What about the rest of your family?

They're all away.

- Your mother's away?
- Yeah.

Why do you think your father might be
thinking about killing himself?

I don't know.

I don't know things.

Excuse me for crying.

I know him.

And you love him?

Yeah.

You see, my mom and dad, they've been
fighting a lot lately.

A few nights ago, my dad went out
in the middle of the night

in his
pajamas and he steered up with the stars.

And when he came back inside, he looked
at his will.

And then he slipped down in the den

and he has this old 45 from the army

and he keeps it upstairs in the
attic and it's not there anymore.

So I went to where he works and he
gave me this $400 fly rod for nothing.

He loves it more than anything.

And I was supposed to go on this
trip and when he said goodbye to me,

he hugged me so hard that it hurt.

And I got scared and I didn't want
to go.

And then I found this number in the
den and I don't know what to do.

I'm so scared.

I could be wrong, couldn't I?

What's your father's name and age, Alex?

Augustus Stewart.
He's 42.

Don't you think you ought to call someone else
in your family, even if they don't live nearby?

My dad doesn't like when I tell other
people I have problems.

See, when they call, I get really upset.

Plus, they don't know him like I do.

I don't have to call him, do I?

No.

No, the best thing would be if we
could get your mother involved.

Do you think you could get a message
to her and have her call me?

Well, she's driving up to the wilderness.

Isn't there something we can do right now?

Say she doesn't get my message.

How about someone else?

Someone not family who really cares for him
and might be able to help?

I don't know.

Would you excuse me for a minute, Alex?

We don't normally do this, but under the
circumstances, I'm going to break a rule for you.

Alex?

No one by that name has called.

Oh, good.

That doesn't mean he hasn't called.

Sometimes people don't use their right names.

His having our phone number isn't
necessarily a bad sign, you know.

It could be a good sign.

It could mean he wants help.

And he wants to be talked out of feeling so badly,
but we don't want to take any chances, do we?

Okay.

The center can't inject
itself into a situation

like this without being asked by the person
who's troubled.

And that's not because
of some arbitrary rules.

That's because we've learned
that if we call first

we can't be as helpful as if
the person calls us first.

Do you understand that?

You know what that means?

No.

It's all up to you.

Me?

What can I do?

I think you could say something like, Dad,

I love you and I'm worried about you.

I know you lost your job

and i think it's making you depressed
and maybe you should talk to someone.

Alex, don't you think you could say just
that much just to get him started?

I know him.

He wouldn't start.

He'd just clam right up.

Sometimes he gets sore at me.

And you're right.

If someone like you called, he'd just lie
and say everything was fine.

Why does he feel so bad?

Why does he want to kill himself?

What's so bad?

Alex, any time a man loses a job he's invested
years in, there can be suicidal ideas.

That's not uncommon.

And when there are personal
problems, that just increases the pressure.

Do you like pineapple juice?

Yeah.

People try so hard to do what's right
all their lives

and then one day it just seems like it's
too hard to keep on trying, you know?

There you go.

Alex, I'm gonna be truthful with you.

From what you've told me, from all the clues
you've given me, I think you may be right.

Your father may be thinking about suicide.

Maybe seriously, maybe not.

But only he knows that.

And that's why it's so very, very important
for you to get him to talk.

See, I get him upset and he leaves
and goes some place and I can't find him.

Well, at the moment all we can do
is try, right?

I'm just a phone call away, Alex.

So if you feel that things aren't going
very well,

you pick up that phone and
call me right away.

How will I know if things aren't going
well?

There are certain signs that we look for.

Loss of appetite, sleeplessness.

Here.

Sudden mood changes.

Depression.

Drinking.

Anxiety over the loss of a loved one.

You mean like somebody dying?

Yes, or someone you love who leaves you.

I'd better go now.

Just a minute.

Call me any time, day or night.

Try to stay calm, Alex.

I have confidence in you.

You'll do the right thing.

Loss of a loved one?

So, what about it?

You don't know what people are saying about
your mom?

No.

My parents say that your mom is having
this love affair with this guy in her office.

And it's serious.

No, no, that's garbage.

I mean, my parents may be getting these

arguments, have these fights once in a while,

but she really loves him.

What's the matter?

I don't feel good.

You mean sick?

You want to get off and go to
a bathroom or a drugstore or something?

No, I've got to get home.

I don't have time.

Oh, my dad's home.

I'd better hurry.

Do you want me to stay?

No, it's okay.

- Call me, okay?
- All right.

Alex, what are you doing here?

Hi, Dad. Guess what? I
decided not to go with Mom.

I decided I'd keep you company.

Where is your mom?

Did she go on up to the lodge
alone?

Yeah, she said she needed a rest.

I'd rather be with you.

So, what are you doing with all that
stuff?

Don't be nosy, Alex.

I'm sorry.

Do you think after you get all that
work done,

we could catch a little hardball
or do some more fly casting?

Maybe.

Is there anything I can help you with
here?

No, thank you.

I've got to go.

The key to the strong box is in
my top...

Alex, cut it out, will you?

Now, there's lots of things I have to
do here by myself.

Go on to the lawn.

I don't want to have to think about
you right now.

Okay, I'll be quiet.

Dad, if you don't want to think about me,
how come you're looking at pictures of me?

I remember when this was taken.

When Granny bought those
lovebirds to hang near my crib.

You can't possibly remember that.

But I do, I swear it.

I remember my crib and those birds.

How old was I there?

Fifteen months.

I remember.

Is this fun having a baby?

Alex, you're annoying me.

Dad, Dad, I've got to talk to you
about something.

Not now!

No, I'm sorry I yelled at you, Alex.

It's just that I have all this to
do and...

Please.

Well, now what is it?

What's wrong with your face?

I've got something in my eye.

All right, come over here.

Come on.

Let's have a look.

Kneel down.

Let's take a look.

Look over there.

That way.

Look the other way.

I've never seen this picture before.

There's so many X's on the back.
Who was she?

There's nothing in your eye.

Thanks.

The lawn, Alex.

Okay, I'll go but first tell me who
she was.

Someone I met in college.

You liked her, I can tell.

Well, I just hoped that when you go to
college you meet someone as nice as she.

Honest?

Was she really that great?

What was her name?

Come on, Dad, you can tell me.

I'm a guy, I'm not too young.

You said you wanted me to meet somebody
like her.

Isabel Bennett.

Did you love her before you met Mom?

Yes.

Did she love you?

I guess.

Well, then what happened to her?

I'm not sure.

For all I know, she still lives here.

Alex, the lawn, I mean it, out.

Okay, I'm going, I'm going.

You keep saying that but you're not moving.

I'm moving, I'm moving.

I went to where you worked today.

The guy at the gate told me you
lost your job.

So, what's a job?

It's just another job.

Who cares about a job?

I'd still love you if you never found
another job for the rest of your life.

So would Mom.

Alex, why did you do this?

Do what?

Come back.

I mean, you're really in my way.

Dad, after the lawn, I can do my
homework, okay?

Okay.

Alex.

Alex.

This isn't going to work out.

I'm going to put you on a flight.

Tonight.

You can spend the weekend with your cousins.

No, I can't.
Dad, I can't.

Alex, you'll do as I tell you.

Now go upstairs and pack a bag.

What about the lawn and my homework?

Alex, upstairs and pack a bag.

Move it.

Move it.

Okay, okay, okay.

Hello?

Mr. Dreyer.
Hi, this is Alex Stewart, Gusset's son.

- Alex, how are you?
- Fine, thanks. You?

I was, uh...

I was hoping maybe we could give my
dad a call today.

I didn't go on the trip
and he's kind of depressed

and he thinks he has to babysit for me
and he's all worried about his work?

And my mom's not here and he's depressed?

Sure, I can give her a call, no
problem.

You could?

Great, great, thank you.

Bye.

Yes?

Oh, hi, Ray.

Is there still a spot open?

Oh, no.

No, thanks anyway, Ray.

It's very kind of you to think of me,

but I'm swamped with work and I
have to stick it out here.

Next weekend?

Sure, why not?

You too, Ray.

Hi.

I sure am glad I bet it isn't
a man.

You are?
Why?

Are you Isabel Bennett?

Maybe the Isabel Bennett who knew a man
at college named Gus Stewart?

I am.

The very same.

Well, I'm his son, Alex.

Well, what a nice surprise.

I have to talk to you about something.

Come in.

It's almost time to take you to the
airport, Alex.

Dad, may I be excused, please?

Sure.

Me too?

Sure.

What is this?

Alex, it's not my birthday.

What's the matter with you?

It's not?
What do you know?

We even baked you a cake.

An orange chocolate cake.

Orange chocolate?

I know it's not your birthday, but they
said they didn't care.

Happy not your birthday.

Isabel.

Isabel, you look fantastic.

This is incredible.

How did this happen?

Well, Alex and I ran into each other,
didn't we, Alex?

Yeah.

And we decided that you ought to have
a party.

He's having fun.

He is.

Well, now we've got to find the gun.

Okay.

How did Alex find you?

Well, actually, he looked me up in the
book.

I go by my maiden name.

He said he wanted to give you a
surprise party.

I didn't know until I got here that
the surprise was me.

Is he not married?

Oh, two and a half times plenty.

A man would have to be crazy to
let you go.

You did.

Gus, why did Alex come to see me?

Wasn't that a crazy thing?
I don't know.

How did he even know about me?

Oh, I was going through some of my
papers.

He saw your picture.

He asked about you.

You know, he asked me in a way
that made me feel that I ought to come.

Oh, no. You came because you
wanted to see how much hair I had left.

Well, I must admit, I was curious to
see you.

Of course, I didn't care what you thought
I looked like.

I only changed my clothes three times before
I left the house.

Oh, I used to think about you all
the time.

You know, I dreamed about you for years.

Oh, me too.

We should have gotten married.

Oh, are you nuts?

It never would have lasted.

I was too crazy in those days.

Do you like what you do?

Yes.

I love research, and I love to travel.

I get to do a lot of both.

What a time for you to come back.

Wow.

Well, it's obviously a good time.

You have done very well.

Gus, are you all right?

I don't know.

Is it your marriage?

It's everything.

Nothing seems to work, you know.

Last week, I lost my job, and I
don't even care.

It's all so meaningless.

A couple of days ago, I was driving,

stopped at a red light, and I wished
that it would never change.

Gus, I don't want to hear you talk
like this.

You do care.

You have always cared.

You're probably caring so much you can't see
clearly.

Believe me, give it time.

Things will straighten out.

You'll get through this.

I know you will.

You still have all those great qualities that
you had in college.

You're a wonderful guy.

Sensitive.

Caring.

I can see it in Alex.

It's getting late.

Oh, Isabel.

The last thing I want to do is make
you feel uncomfortable, but please, don't go.

I have to.

I promised Ellen I'd give her a ride.

It's been wonderful seeing you.

I've loved this little party.

When it comes time for your real birthday,

I'll be thinking nothing but just the best
thoughts for you.

Nothing?

Bye, kids.

Time for Ellen to go.

I'll make sure to get her back safely.

Thanks.

Call me tomorrow, okay?

Okay.

Bye.

Thank you, Mr. Stewart.

Oh, that's right, Ellen.

Thank you.

There's another plane out at 1035.

I'm putting you on it.

But, Dad...

What was this inviting Isabel?

I thought it might make you feel good to
see one of your friends after all these years.

Dad, are you mad at me?

Are you trying to tell me something?

What do you mean?

Like maybe I ought to start looking
around for somebody else.

Dad, you really are crazy.

Mom loves you.

No, cut it out, Alex.

Dad, I know she does.
I know she loves you.

You know what they say about kids, you
can't fool them.

Sure, maybe she gets sore, but she doesn't
mean it.

She loves you.
We all love you.

Well, I'll drink to that.

And to Mom.

A lady who thinks she knows where it's
at, but has two guys way ahead of her.

You gotta drink to that.

I'll drink to that.

And to my dad, who's a great guy.

And to this kid who's gonna whip him
in golf within a year.

That'll be the day.

Again, to us.
To the old block and the chip.

Come on, drink, Dad.

Drink.

You think I don't know that you're trying
to hustle me?

Trying to get me smashed so I can't

drive you to the airport, huh?

Me, hustle you?

Are you kidding?

Wait, wait one second.

Hey, have you lost your mind?

That's a good bottle of wine.

And you're pouring it on top of that
other stuff that's already in there.

Haven't you learned anything from me?

Now, what I wanted to say was, a
toast to Mom.

- Another one, huh?
- Yeah, to her safe return.

Okay.

You always say you want me to be
fine, right?

You want me to be
understanding, reliable, meticulous.

Yes or no?

Yeah.

I swear on the head of my
neck is it to keep my room neat.

And bring in the paper.

How about watering the lawn?

Water, you want it, you've got it.

In that case, here's to you.

Great.

Something we both forgot.

My music lessons.

- You think they're a total wipeout, right?
- Right.

I'm going to prove you wrong.
Are you ready for this?

I'm not quite sure.

Well, get ready.

This is dedicated to Augustus Stuart.

When I get older Losing my hair

many years from now

will you still be sending me Valentine's

50 greetings A bottle of wine.

If I've been out Till quarter to three.

Would you lock the door

Will you still
need me Will you still feed me

When I'm 64

I'm not sure about telling, but
you've got guts, mister.

A customer.

Well, maybe I should have something
else besides hard-boiled eggs.

Do you serve crabs here?

Okay.

You win.

You don't have to go.

Great, thanks, I love you.

Thank you.

Come on, let's go upstairs and get some sleep,
but first we need to get a diner of life.

A diner of life.

When I get older Losing my hair,

many years from now

will you still be sending me Valentine's

50 greetings A bottle of wine.

If I've been out Till quarter to three.

Would you lock the door

will you still need me,
will you still feed me

When I'm 64.

This what's called a hangover?

Yeah, it's good for you.

It'll teach you not to have later on.

So, wanna go out for breakfast?

Well, shouldn't I take out the garbage first?

All right, you remembered.

You do the garbage, and we'll go out.

Great.

Mrs. Stewart, please.

Dolores Stewart.

Oh, yes, would you please place your...

Yes, I'll wait.

Hello, honey.

Hi.

Just thought I'd call and say hi.

Gus, I was just getting ready to call
you myself.

You were?
Oh, great.

Look, darling, I feel terrible about the way
we said goodbye.

Do I see you there?

Yes, I'm here.

I'm sorry, Gus.

I was just thinking about what I wanted to
say, and I don't know the best way to say it.

I don't guess there is a best way
to say it.

Well, maybe you shouldn't say it, then.

I'm not coming back, Gus.

I think...

I know, just from the short time that
I've been gone, I can't.

I mean, I can't come back right now.

Look, even if I did, I wouldn't really
be there.

Gus, look, I know that you won't move
out, so I'm going to.

I know this isn't a good time to say this, but
I don't think there's going to be a good time.

Gus, you can't be surprised by this.

Dolores, are you alone?

No.

Is Alex there?

I want to talk to him.

Gus.

Gus?

Gus.

Jack!

El Garbageo is garbage!
Now, check this out.

Come on.

Jack, you were going to pull that when
you saw me.

Look at it.

It's spotless, immaculate.

Is this green or white?

We went out to breakfast, right?

Right?

Well, guess what?

I'm going to wear a tie.

Oh, Alex, I've changed my mind.

We're not going.

We're not?

Well, is it your hangover?

Right.

Well, Jack, you're baking me.

I'm going to make you some bacon eggs,
ok?

No.

No?
But why?

Because I'm taking you to the airport, that's
why.

The airport?

But why?

Because I am, and I don't want
to talk about it. That's all, Alex.

But Jack, I didn't do anything.

Alex, don't argue with me.

What is it?
What happened?

It doesn't matter what happened.
Come on, Alex, let's go.

- No, I'm not going!
- Alex!

Bob Cousins, please.

Can you please have him call Alex Stewart?

Yeah, he said I could call him any
time, day or night.

Alex, I wasn't kidding.

Alex!

Alex!

Alex, open this door!

Help me!

I'm sorry about that, you know.

Leave me!

Alex!

Jack, you're acting so crazy, you're making me
crazy!

You make one move to that door, mister,
I'll be all over you.

What is it?

I can't explain it to you.

Dad, everything was fine yesterday.

Why is today everything different?
What happened?

What happened?

Dad, why won't you talk to me?

Dad, something must have
happened to something.

Did you talk to Mom?

Dad, what did she say?

Did she say she doesn't love you anymore?

Dad, you could get a divorce, couldn't you?

I mean, everybody gets divorces.

I wouldn't like it, but it's better than
nothing, right?

Dad, you have food, okay?

You have clothing and a car.

I know you lost your job and you're worried
about money,

but everybody worries about money,
don't they?

Don't they?

Dad, why won't you talk to me?

What are you thinking about?

Nothing!

Nothing, never mind.

Just leave me alone.

You think I don't know you want to
kill yourself?

I mean, I did great grades, Dad, but
I'm not dumb and I can figure things out.

So you hate yourself and you hate your
life.

Well, I hate myself, too!

We all hate ourselves sometimes.

Is that any reason to kill yourself?

You're not the only one who wants to
commit suicide.

Dad, what's going to happen to me if
you kill yourself?

I'm the one who's going to be in
trouble, not you.

Who's going to take care of me?

Dad, you won't even be here.

You think it's easy being 13 and a
half?

Well, it's not!

Nobody helps me, Dad, nobody!

But I don't want to be by myself.

Dad, you know how to start over.

I don't even know how to begin.

That's where you're gonna be.

Go ahead and kill yourself.

See if I care.

Alex. Alex!

Alex! Look out!

Alex!

Alex!

Alex!

Dad! Don't ever leave me!

Oh! I don't.

I won't, son. I won't.