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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:26,957 --> 00:00:29,512 [gentle music] 4 00:00:31,997 --> 00:00:33,447 Out in the storm, 5 00:00:33,481 --> 00:00:35,104 I stand all alone. 6 00:00:37,347 --> 00:00:39,522 Yet finding you there, 7 00:00:39,556 --> 00:00:41,179 I'm walking toward home. 8 00:00:44,423 --> 00:00:46,494 Each footstep before me 9 00:00:46,529 --> 00:00:48,600 brings credence to him. 10 00:00:50,671 --> 00:00:52,604 Buffeted by wind and wave 11 00:00:52,638 --> 00:00:54,744 and the shrapnel of sin. 12 00:00:56,470 --> 00:00:58,403 Our hope is refrained 13 00:00:58,437 --> 00:01:00,163 yet our soul is unscathed. 14 00:01:01,337 --> 00:01:03,201 One truth will remain. 15 00:01:03,235 --> 00:01:06,618 [gentle music continues] 16 00:01:20,114 --> 00:01:21,702 One last line. 17 00:01:21,736 --> 00:01:25,119 [gentle music continues] 18 00:02:01,638 --> 00:02:03,744 I lost my mom to domestic violence. 19 00:02:04,917 --> 00:02:06,436 My dad never stopped his hurt. 20 00:02:08,024 --> 00:02:09,508 He drove her into a storm. 21 00:02:10,716 --> 00:02:12,235 He led her to the dirt. 22 00:02:14,858 --> 00:02:16,274 This darkness that's over me, 23 00:02:17,723 --> 00:02:19,139 it's trying to take my life. 24 00:02:21,175 --> 00:02:21,969 I can't, 25 00:02:22,003 --> 00:02:23,902 I can't wake up again tomorrow 26 00:02:24,799 --> 00:02:27,561 so full of sadness and strife. 27 00:02:29,459 --> 00:02:31,392 I've got to ameliorate myself. 28 00:02:32,359 --> 00:02:34,015 I have to find my way through. 29 00:02:35,534 --> 00:02:37,571 I will stop my comfort method. 30 00:02:39,297 --> 00:02:40,608 God, I don't need you. 31 00:02:59,455 --> 00:03:00,663 Yo Q. 32 00:03:00,697 --> 00:03:02,147 Yo, what's up Brian? 33 00:03:04,253 --> 00:03:05,392 Get you a drink. 34 00:03:05,426 --> 00:03:06,669 Something more? 35 00:03:06,703 --> 00:03:08,360 Tonight, we celebrate. 36 00:03:08,395 --> 00:03:09,499 What we celebrating? 37 00:03:09,534 --> 00:03:10,914 A pirate bounty. 38 00:03:10,949 --> 00:03:13,262 You're not gonna get this type of money slinging hash. 39 00:03:13,296 --> 00:03:15,367 - And how exactly did you get that money? 40 00:03:15,402 --> 00:03:17,921 - By living smart in a free world. 41 00:03:17,956 --> 00:03:20,200 It's time for you to get your share. 42 00:03:20,234 --> 00:03:21,649 Say the word. 43 00:03:21,684 --> 00:03:22,581 You got a job. 44 00:03:25,377 --> 00:03:26,861 Yeah, we'll see. 45 00:03:29,933 --> 00:03:32,833 - Yo, you ever gonna tell me how you got those? 46 00:03:36,733 --> 00:03:38,563 Hey, this, let's pull up, man. 47 00:03:38,597 --> 00:03:39,943 - Pirates bounty, bro. - Okay. 48 00:03:39,978 --> 00:03:40,806 Cool. 49 00:03:42,981 --> 00:03:44,534 What do you do realistically, 50 00:03:45,535 --> 00:03:46,812 when failure is your name? 51 00:03:48,262 --> 00:03:52,128 Not sure if you're inside just playing the world's game. 52 00:03:54,820 --> 00:03:57,064 Ah, woo. 53 00:03:57,098 --> 00:03:59,722 You do whatever you can 54 00:03:59,756 --> 00:04:01,241 to pacify that drought. 55 00:04:02,656 --> 00:04:05,072 You understand from all fronts 56 00:04:05,106 --> 00:04:07,799 there's unquestionably no way out. 57 00:04:07,833 --> 00:04:10,491 [message dings] 58 00:04:18,775 --> 00:04:23,780 Oh crap. 59 00:04:27,853 --> 00:04:29,855 An hour late again. 60 00:04:30,787 --> 00:04:32,341 Come on, Brian, we got customers. 61 00:04:32,375 --> 00:04:33,687 Let's go! 62 00:04:33,721 --> 00:04:37,622 [customers chattering] 63 00:04:37,656 --> 00:04:40,245 [gentle music] 64 00:05:00,748 --> 00:05:01,611 Okay, okay. 65 00:05:03,199 --> 00:05:05,063 All right, come on man. 66 00:05:05,097 --> 00:05:09,170 [gentle music continues] 67 00:05:09,205 --> 00:05:10,517 What's going on bro? 68 00:05:10,551 --> 00:05:11,345 Sorry man. 69 00:05:11,380 --> 00:05:12,657 Sorry, sorry. 70 00:05:12,691 --> 00:05:16,074 [gentle music continues] 71 00:05:18,179 --> 00:05:19,353 I don't know what's going on. 72 00:05:19,388 --> 00:05:21,251 Tables three and five, both orders was wrong. 73 00:05:21,286 --> 00:05:22,874 And table 12, they just left. 74 00:05:24,254 --> 00:05:26,774 - Brian, seriously, what's wrong, man? 75 00:05:26,809 --> 00:05:28,362 I'm, 76 00:05:28,397 --> 00:05:29,190 I'm sorry, okay. 77 00:05:29,225 --> 00:05:30,330 It won't happen again. 78 00:05:36,750 --> 00:05:38,993 [exhaling] 79 00:05:51,558 --> 00:05:53,076 No thanks. 80 00:05:53,111 --> 00:05:56,114 You know, I can tolerate a few mistakes in the kitchen. 81 00:05:56,148 --> 00:05:57,529 I can even tolerate 82 00:05:57,564 --> 00:05:59,738 you constantly coming into work late. 83 00:06:00,843 --> 00:06:02,810 But what I can't tolerate 84 00:06:02,845 --> 00:06:05,365 is an addict working in my restaurant. 85 00:06:09,714 --> 00:06:11,129 Really? 86 00:06:11,163 --> 00:06:12,717 No answer. 87 00:06:12,751 --> 00:06:14,166 Okay, you're fired. 88 00:06:15,271 --> 00:06:15,996 But? 89 00:06:16,030 --> 00:06:17,100 Seriously? 90 00:06:17,135 --> 00:06:19,482 - [Ken] You can pick up your last check on Friday. 91 00:06:19,517 --> 00:06:20,966 Ken, I, I need this job, man. 92 00:06:21,001 --> 00:06:22,692 [Ken] You need help. 93 00:06:22,727 --> 00:06:24,314 This ain't no big deal, man. 94 00:06:24,349 --> 00:06:25,454 Today it is. 95 00:06:26,386 --> 00:06:28,733 You can pick up your check on Friday. 96 00:06:28,767 --> 00:06:30,631 - [Brian] You know what, I don't even need this job. 97 00:06:30,666 --> 00:06:31,943 You never believed in me. 98 00:06:32,806 --> 00:06:35,671 - Man, I believe in you more than you believe in yourself. 99 00:06:36,948 --> 00:06:38,501 [Brian] Whatever. 100 00:06:41,021 --> 00:06:44,369 [train whistle blowing] 101 00:06:49,270 --> 00:06:53,205 [light music on record player] 102 00:06:55,000 --> 00:06:58,314 ♪ Baby ♪ 103 00:06:58,348 --> 00:07:00,420 ♪ Ooh oh ♪ 104 00:07:12,432 --> 00:07:17,437 ♪ Baby ♪ 105 00:07:19,266 --> 00:07:21,993 ♪ Ooh oh ♪ 106 00:07:22,027 --> 00:07:25,755 ♪ Baby ♪ 107 00:07:25,790 --> 00:07:27,826 ♪ Ooh oh ♪ 108 00:07:49,296 --> 00:07:52,541 ♪ Baby ♪ 109 00:07:52,575 --> 00:07:54,715 ♪ Ooh oh ♪ 110 00:07:58,443 --> 00:08:00,928 - [Brian] Darkness and confusion seems 111 00:08:00,963 --> 00:08:02,965 inevitable wherever I tried, 112 00:08:04,207 --> 00:08:05,864 receiving nothing from anyone, 113 00:08:06,934 --> 00:08:08,591 not even a recognized nod, 114 00:08:10,179 --> 00:08:11,801 the struggle that I have faced 115 00:08:12,699 --> 00:08:14,114 from year after year 116 00:08:15,115 --> 00:08:16,703 has made me starkly bitter, 117 00:08:17,704 --> 00:08:19,360 not feeling anyone near. 118 00:08:20,569 --> 00:08:23,468 [knocking on door] 119 00:08:27,955 --> 00:08:29,336 Hey, who is this knocking like they the po-- 120 00:08:29,370 --> 00:08:30,268 Brian, 121 00:08:30,302 --> 00:08:32,788 you're three months behind on your rent. 122 00:08:32,822 --> 00:08:36,205 - Hey, listen, Mr. Miles, I'll get you your money, okay? 123 00:08:36,239 --> 00:08:37,655 I just need a little bit more time. 124 00:08:37,689 --> 00:08:40,830 - This is the same song and dance. 125 00:08:40,865 --> 00:08:43,143 You've had three months to pay up and you haven't. 126 00:08:43,177 --> 00:08:44,765 Listen, I'm, I'm sorry, okay? 127 00:08:44,800 --> 00:08:46,077 I'm sorry about all that stuff from before, 128 00:08:46,111 --> 00:08:48,976 but I can get you your money this time, I promise. 129 00:08:49,011 --> 00:08:50,909 I get paid at the end of the month. 130 00:08:50,944 --> 00:08:53,498 So I can give you two months at the end of this month, 131 00:08:53,533 --> 00:08:55,293 and then the other two months at the end of next month. 132 00:08:55,327 --> 00:08:56,639 Brian, you got three months 133 00:08:56,674 --> 00:08:58,745 worth of renting those bottles over there. 134 00:08:59,435 --> 00:09:00,678 Mr. Miles. 135 00:09:00,712 --> 00:09:02,611 But, but that, that's how I'm helping getting you the money. 136 00:09:02,645 --> 00:09:03,473 Okay see, 137 00:09:03,508 --> 00:09:04,854 I'm using those to recycle. 138 00:09:04,889 --> 00:09:06,062 You got two weeks? 139 00:09:06,097 --> 00:09:07,581 Come on Mr. Miles. 140 00:09:07,616 --> 00:09:08,409 Come on. 141 00:09:08,444 --> 00:09:09,687 Two weeks. 142 00:09:09,721 --> 00:09:10,791 Mr. Miles. 143 00:09:12,310 --> 00:09:13,483 Mr. Miles. 144 00:09:21,491 --> 00:09:22,458 What do you do? 145 00:09:23,735 --> 00:09:24,564 Where do you go? 146 00:09:25,772 --> 00:09:27,843 God, I need some help. 147 00:09:27,877 --> 00:09:28,671 I want to know. 148 00:09:30,155 --> 00:09:31,156 I keep trying, 149 00:09:32,468 --> 00:09:33,469 but I keep failing. 150 00:09:36,023 --> 00:09:37,093 Nothing's changing. 151 00:09:39,371 --> 00:09:40,407 So much railing. 152 00:09:43,513 --> 00:09:47,069 Look man, I need your help, all right? 153 00:09:47,103 --> 00:09:48,898 Experiencing some money problems, 154 00:09:48,933 --> 00:09:50,486 and I need some fast cash. 155 00:09:52,626 --> 00:09:55,146 - So you finally want a job that actually pays? 156 00:09:57,079 --> 00:09:58,874 - I'm just in a tight spot right now. 157 00:10:00,530 --> 00:10:03,706 Listen, I got your back. 158 00:10:03,741 --> 00:10:06,019 I'm glad you finally going along for the ride, 159 00:10:07,020 --> 00:10:09,056 but are you sure you want to go down that path? 160 00:10:13,336 --> 00:10:14,337 Lead the way, man. 161 00:10:15,787 --> 00:10:16,616 I got you. 162 00:10:21,551 --> 00:10:24,002 - [Store associate] Sales were actually up this past week. 163 00:10:24,037 --> 00:10:25,452 - [Angela] That's right, I'm hopeful. 164 00:10:25,486 --> 00:10:27,074 - Be that, you know, small beginnings, 165 00:10:27,109 --> 00:10:28,351 - but great big endings. - You're right about that. 166 00:10:28,386 --> 00:10:30,768 - We have faith to believe. - Absolutely. 167 00:10:30,802 --> 00:10:31,665 Yes. 168 00:10:31,700 --> 00:10:33,702 Dumbed, dumb, dumb. 169 00:10:33,736 --> 00:10:35,289 Oh, Dr. Jamal. 170 00:10:35,324 --> 00:10:37,222 So what do you have there, friend? 171 00:10:37,257 --> 00:10:37,982 I'm glad you asked. 172 00:10:38,016 --> 00:10:39,017 I know you are. 173 00:10:39,052 --> 00:10:41,779 - It's two of my favorite Greek philosophers. 174 00:10:41,813 --> 00:10:44,678 Socrates and Aristotle. 175 00:10:44,713 --> 00:10:45,541 Right? 176 00:10:47,888 --> 00:10:51,305 Well, my favorite Greek philosopher is Plato. 177 00:10:51,340 --> 00:10:53,653 And he believed that there were two realms, 178 00:10:53,687 --> 00:10:55,620 the physical and the spiritual. 179 00:10:55,655 --> 00:10:56,863 Talk about it sis. 180 00:10:56,897 --> 00:10:59,141 - He also said that we are twice armed 181 00:10:59,175 --> 00:11:01,108 if we fight with faith. 182 00:11:01,143 --> 00:11:03,455 So what do you think about that, Dr. Jamal? 183 00:11:03,490 --> 00:11:05,526 Dr. Jamal? 184 00:11:05,561 --> 00:11:08,012 Well, Plato, I wouldn't call 185 00:11:08,046 --> 00:11:09,945 the most critical thinker of his time. 186 00:11:09,979 --> 00:11:12,050 Plato was more of an idealist. 187 00:11:12,085 --> 00:11:15,985 I tend to lean towards more concrete things like Aristotle. 188 00:11:16,020 --> 00:11:19,057 You know, he was known as the father of modern science-- 189 00:11:19,092 --> 00:11:19,920 - Bro. - And-- 190 00:11:21,025 --> 00:11:22,440 You know, she's right. 191 00:11:22,474 --> 00:11:24,614 - [Store Associate] Yeah, you know, she is. 192 00:11:24,649 --> 00:11:28,170 - I'm sorry, do you have a background in Greek as well? 193 00:11:28,204 --> 00:11:31,621 - Well, I don't think that anyone actually knows Greek. 194 00:11:31,656 --> 00:11:34,141 It's more of something that you're always learning. 195 00:11:35,280 --> 00:11:39,250 Well, thank you for that. 196 00:11:39,284 --> 00:11:41,217 That's enough, Jamal. 197 00:11:41,252 --> 00:11:42,943 Can I help you? 198 00:11:42,978 --> 00:11:44,704 - Yeah, I've got some books I wanna sell. 199 00:11:44,738 --> 00:11:45,635 Okay. 200 00:11:45,670 --> 00:11:47,465 Why don't you set it down on the counter 201 00:11:47,499 --> 00:11:48,742 and I'll take a look. 202 00:11:51,780 --> 00:11:53,229 Hmm. 203 00:11:53,264 --> 00:11:55,266 Well, you know, sometimes you need 204 00:11:55,300 --> 00:11:58,476 to downsize if you want a little cash flow. 205 00:12:01,065 --> 00:12:02,652 Oh, I'm sorry. 206 00:12:02,687 --> 00:12:04,931 I'm Doctor Jamal Harris. 207 00:12:06,553 --> 00:12:07,381 Brian. 208 00:12:11,144 --> 00:12:13,284 Hi Brian, I'm Angela 209 00:12:13,318 --> 00:12:15,113 and I'm the owner of the bookstore. 210 00:12:15,148 --> 00:12:16,528 - You've got a beautiful bookstore here. 211 00:12:16,563 --> 00:12:20,084 It's something real peaceful about it. 212 00:12:20,118 --> 00:12:21,706 [Angela] Thank you. 213 00:12:21,741 --> 00:12:22,880 [Jamal chuckling] 214 00:12:22,914 --> 00:12:24,157 This dump? 215 00:12:24,191 --> 00:12:26,918 It's more like a horse and a buggy in the age of Tesla. 216 00:12:28,748 --> 00:12:29,749 Put these on my tab. 217 00:12:30,611 --> 00:12:32,061 See you at eight. 218 00:12:32,096 --> 00:12:33,200 No, I won't. 219 00:12:33,235 --> 00:12:34,063 - [Store Associate] Only thing you need to see 220 00:12:34,098 --> 00:12:35,547 is a better attitude. 221 00:12:37,066 --> 00:12:38,205 Bye Jamal. 222 00:12:39,897 --> 00:12:43,314 So let me take a look at some of the books that you have. 223 00:12:43,348 --> 00:12:44,971 Okay. 224 00:12:45,005 --> 00:12:48,560 Yeah, like this, you know, some are rare. 225 00:12:48,595 --> 00:12:50,390 I know they're in rough condition, but 226 00:12:50,424 --> 00:12:53,462 I can assure you that you'll find some value in them. 227 00:12:53,496 --> 00:12:54,808 I must say, 228 00:12:54,843 --> 00:12:56,914 I'm impressed. 229 00:12:56,948 --> 00:12:59,571 So have you read most of these? 230 00:12:59,606 --> 00:13:01,401 - No, I've actually read 'em all. 231 00:13:02,436 --> 00:13:04,266 - And did you find what you were looking for 232 00:13:04,300 --> 00:13:05,646 between their pages? 233 00:13:05,681 --> 00:13:06,509 I did. 234 00:13:07,372 --> 00:13:08,304 And what's that? 235 00:13:09,167 --> 00:13:10,444 Beauty and inspiration. 236 00:13:13,102 --> 00:13:14,655 - Yo, Brian. - Hm? 237 00:13:14,690 --> 00:13:15,587 Come on man. 238 00:13:15,622 --> 00:13:16,450 We gotta go. 239 00:13:20,282 --> 00:13:23,319 - It is gonna take some research to give you a fair price, 240 00:13:23,354 --> 00:13:27,047 but why don't you write down your contact information 241 00:13:27,082 --> 00:13:29,394 and I'll be in touch. 242 00:13:29,429 --> 00:13:31,362 - Is this is your way of getting my phone number? 243 00:13:31,396 --> 00:13:32,432 [Angela chuckling] 244 00:13:32,466 --> 00:13:33,502 You wish. 245 00:13:35,159 --> 00:13:36,781 Make sure you write neatly. 246 00:13:41,234 --> 00:13:42,062 There you go. 247 00:13:42,097 --> 00:13:43,305 Thank you. 248 00:13:43,339 --> 00:13:45,479 - It's nice to meet you. - Likewise. 249 00:13:47,378 --> 00:13:48,897 - Ma'am. - Mm, sir. 250 00:13:50,312 --> 00:13:52,072 Beauty and inspiration. 251 00:13:53,004 --> 00:13:55,420 - Such good taste for one so scruffy. 252 00:13:55,455 --> 00:13:57,457 - But you liked that scruff, didn't you? 253 00:13:57,491 --> 00:13:58,838 Maybe I did. 254 00:13:58,872 --> 00:14:02,186 [light music] 255 00:14:02,220 --> 00:14:04,395 - He's back. - Yeah. 256 00:14:04,429 --> 00:14:07,225 - I think he'll snitch. - Think so. 257 00:14:08,709 --> 00:14:12,230 - Yo, look what you decided to show. 258 00:14:12,265 --> 00:14:13,266 - What's up man? - What's up? 259 00:14:13,300 --> 00:14:14,681 Hey, what's up? 260 00:14:26,520 --> 00:14:28,937 All right, here's the plan. 261 00:14:29,799 --> 00:14:31,318 The first house we rob 262 00:14:31,353 --> 00:14:33,631 has a lot of cash and jewelry. 263 00:14:33,665 --> 00:14:36,254 Easiest slice of pie on a summer day. 264 00:14:36,289 --> 00:14:38,843 I got a homeboy, he cleans his carpet for a living. 265 00:14:38,878 --> 00:14:41,432 But the side hustlers provide intel 266 00:14:41,466 --> 00:14:42,916 on the best houses to rob. 267 00:14:43,917 --> 00:14:45,608 He gets a cut off top. 268 00:14:45,643 --> 00:14:50,682 Any dogs, motion detectors, alarms, jewelry, cash on hand, 269 00:14:50,717 --> 00:14:53,030 everything is taken into account. 270 00:14:53,064 --> 00:14:54,963 But I need you to be focused. 271 00:14:54,997 --> 00:14:57,068 You gotta be on your game, no mishaps. 272 00:14:58,104 --> 00:15:01,003 - Yo, is there anything else I can do, man? 273 00:15:01,038 --> 00:15:04,041 - Just stick with me and you guaranteed to get rich. 274 00:15:07,492 --> 00:15:08,321 So are you in? 275 00:15:11,324 --> 00:15:12,394 Yeah, 276 00:15:12,428 --> 00:15:13,257 I'm in. 277 00:15:13,291 --> 00:15:14,258 Well, let's do it. 278 00:15:15,397 --> 00:15:18,158 [train rumbling] 279 00:15:23,198 --> 00:15:26,166 [insects thrumming] 280 00:15:38,075 --> 00:15:41,492 Hey, we're just gonna grab the valuables and get outta here. 281 00:15:41,526 --> 00:15:42,355 All right. 282 00:15:43,218 --> 00:15:44,012 ♪ Grab money ♪ 283 00:15:44,046 --> 00:15:44,874 ♪ Grab money ♪ 284 00:15:44,909 --> 00:15:45,875 ♪ Take money ♪ 285 00:15:45,910 --> 00:15:47,015 ♪ Take money ♪ 286 00:15:47,049 --> 00:15:48,016 ♪ Shake money ♪ 287 00:15:48,050 --> 00:15:48,844 ♪ Shake money ♪ 288 00:15:48,878 --> 00:15:49,741 ♪ Grab money ♪ 289 00:15:49,776 --> 00:15:51,398 ♪ Grab money ♪ 290 00:15:51,433 --> 00:15:53,193 ♪ I don't think you understand ♪ 291 00:15:53,228 --> 00:15:54,505 ♪ I'm a renaissance man ♪ 292 00:15:54,539 --> 00:15:56,714 - [Quinn] You hit that room, I got this one. 293 00:15:56,748 --> 00:15:57,542 ♪ Now tell me ♪ 294 00:15:57,577 --> 00:15:58,267 [Brian] All right. 295 00:15:58,302 --> 00:15:59,579 ♪ Cash at ♪ 296 00:15:59,613 --> 00:16:01,374 ♪ Give me the money and the jewelry that we snatched at ♪ 297 00:16:01,408 --> 00:16:02,927 ♪ I'm gonna come home prized ♪ 298 00:16:02,962 --> 00:16:04,032 ♪ That implies ♪ 299 00:16:04,066 --> 00:16:06,310 ♪ I can see right through your lies ♪ 300 00:16:06,344 --> 00:16:07,794 ♪ I'm a big truck driver ♪ 301 00:16:07,828 --> 00:16:08,864 ♪ Soul survivor ♪ 302 00:16:08,898 --> 00:16:11,211 ♪ Keeping that balanced like an equalizer ♪ 303 00:16:11,246 --> 00:16:12,385 ♪ Yo, what's my name ♪ 304 00:16:12,419 --> 00:16:13,731 ♪ It don't matter ♪ 305 00:16:13,765 --> 00:16:15,871 ♪ My money low like a fire ladder ♪ 306 00:16:15,905 --> 00:16:17,148 ♪ Make money ♪ 307 00:16:17,183 --> 00:16:18,184 ♪ Make money ♪ 308 00:16:18,218 --> 00:16:19,254 ♪ Take money ♪ 309 00:16:19,288 --> 00:16:20,565 ♪ Take money ♪ 310 00:16:20,600 --> 00:16:21,704 ♪ Shake money ♪ 311 00:16:21,739 --> 00:16:22,947 ♪ Shake money ♪ 312 00:16:22,982 --> 00:16:24,155 ♪ Break money ♪ 313 00:16:24,190 --> 00:16:25,432 ♪ Break money ♪ 314 00:16:25,467 --> 00:16:26,571 ♪ Make money ♪ 315 00:16:26,606 --> 00:16:27,883 ♪ Make money ♪ 316 00:16:27,917 --> 00:16:28,988 ♪ Take money ♪ 317 00:16:29,022 --> 00:16:30,230 ♪ Take money ♪ 318 00:16:30,265 --> 00:16:31,335 ♪ Shake money ♪ 319 00:16:31,369 --> 00:16:32,715 ♪ Shake money ♪ 320 00:16:32,750 --> 00:16:33,716 ♪ Break money ♪ 321 00:16:33,751 --> 00:16:35,235 ♪ Break money ♪ 322 00:16:35,270 --> 00:16:36,236 ♪ Make money ♪ 323 00:16:36,271 --> 00:16:37,582 ♪ Make money ♪ 324 00:16:37,617 --> 00:16:38,583 ♪ Take money ♪ 325 00:16:38,618 --> 00:16:39,999 ♪ Take money ♪ 326 00:16:40,033 --> 00:16:41,000 ♪ Shake money ♪ 327 00:16:41,034 --> 00:16:42,415 ♪ Shake money ♪ 328 00:16:42,449 --> 00:16:43,485 - Hey. - Huh? 329 00:16:43,519 --> 00:16:44,348 Jackpot. 330 00:16:50,699 --> 00:16:51,941 Come on man. 331 00:16:51,976 --> 00:16:53,288 Maybe I'm not this guy. 332 00:16:53,322 --> 00:16:55,221 - Tell that to the man in the mirror. 333 00:16:55,255 --> 00:16:58,224 Don't get a brand new moral compass in the midst of a heist. 334 00:16:58,258 --> 00:16:59,777 Pull yourself together. 335 00:16:59,811 --> 00:17:01,158 Get those clubs to bring that bag, 336 00:17:01,192 --> 00:17:02,987 and let's get the rest of the house. 337 00:17:11,685 --> 00:17:13,308 [tense music] 338 00:17:13,342 --> 00:17:14,274 Let's go, let's go. 339 00:17:14,309 --> 00:17:17,622 [tense music continues] 340 00:17:24,215 --> 00:17:25,803 Brian, come on, come on. 341 00:17:25,837 --> 00:17:29,151 [tense music continues] 342 00:17:33,914 --> 00:17:36,503 [uneasy music] 343 00:18:53,718 --> 00:18:55,755 Why didn't you take the money? 344 00:18:55,789 --> 00:18:59,172 [uneasy music continues] 345 00:19:07,629 --> 00:19:08,561 [Quinn] Yes, sir. 346 00:19:11,011 --> 00:19:11,805 Yeah, that was a, 347 00:19:11,840 --> 00:19:13,324 that was a real close one, huh? 348 00:19:13,359 --> 00:19:14,739 Ah, very close. 349 00:19:15,947 --> 00:19:16,810 Where's the cash? 350 00:19:20,400 --> 00:19:21,194 Where is it? 351 00:19:22,747 --> 00:19:24,473 - I must have dropped it when I fell. 352 00:19:24,508 --> 00:19:25,888 You dropped it? 353 00:19:25,923 --> 00:19:28,097 You dropped our bread and butter? 354 00:19:28,132 --> 00:19:32,412 Brian, we been friends for a very long time, 355 00:19:32,447 --> 00:19:34,276 but this is my business. 356 00:19:34,311 --> 00:19:36,175 They had to be at least 10K in there. 357 00:19:37,106 --> 00:19:38,211 You owe me. 358 00:19:38,246 --> 00:19:42,664 Next time, you do exactly as I say. 359 00:19:43,665 --> 00:19:44,528 Understood? 360 00:19:45,701 --> 00:19:47,013 Yeah, I got you. 361 00:19:48,187 --> 00:19:49,533 Okay, good. 362 00:19:49,567 --> 00:19:52,191 [uneasy music] 363 00:20:04,099 --> 00:20:07,033 [knocking on door] 364 00:20:13,971 --> 00:20:14,937 Hold on, hold on. 365 00:20:20,391 --> 00:20:21,668 [knocking on door] 366 00:20:21,703 --> 00:20:23,014 I'll be right there. 367 00:20:28,951 --> 00:20:31,851 [bottles clanking] 368 00:20:38,547 --> 00:20:40,135 Who are you? 369 00:20:40,169 --> 00:20:41,412 You don't know me, 370 00:20:41,447 --> 00:20:43,207 but I'm somebody you should know. 371 00:20:43,242 --> 00:20:44,243 What? 372 00:20:44,277 --> 00:20:45,658 You selling vacuum cleaners or something, bro? 373 00:20:45,692 --> 00:20:46,590 Vacuum cleaners? 374 00:20:48,005 --> 00:20:50,490 From the looks of things, you need one. 375 00:20:50,525 --> 00:20:52,251 But let me tell you something. 376 00:20:52,285 --> 00:20:55,323 When you finish vacuuming, don't leave anything behind. 377 00:20:56,393 --> 00:20:59,913 Yeah, I started to fill out that police report. 378 00:20:59,948 --> 00:21:02,019 - Listen. - No, you listen. 379 00:21:02,053 --> 00:21:04,918 My name Samuel Tims 380 00:21:04,953 --> 00:21:07,300 and yours is Brian Gilchrist, 381 00:21:07,335 --> 00:21:10,199 which ironically means servant of Christ. 382 00:21:10,234 --> 00:21:12,788 But you sir, do not appear to be. 383 00:21:12,823 --> 00:21:14,514 What are you doing here, man? 384 00:21:14,549 --> 00:21:17,448 - Asking myself that very same question 385 00:21:17,483 --> 00:21:20,589 because a sensible person would've already turned you in. 386 00:21:20,624 --> 00:21:21,970 So then why didn't you? 387 00:21:22,004 --> 00:21:25,284 - That depends on how this conversation goes. 388 00:21:25,318 --> 00:21:26,664 Are you gonna invite me in? 389 00:21:30,599 --> 00:21:31,842 I know you saw the money. 390 00:21:32,774 --> 00:21:33,913 Why didn't you take it? 391 00:21:43,923 --> 00:21:45,752 Empty bookshelf. 392 00:21:45,787 --> 00:21:46,753 You get robbed too? 393 00:21:48,134 --> 00:21:50,274 - I plan to rebuild my collection. 394 00:21:51,586 --> 00:21:53,277 - Might be hard to do from prison. 395 00:22:10,398 --> 00:22:11,226 Hmm? 396 00:22:12,779 --> 00:22:15,299 Poetry is when emotion has found its thought 397 00:22:15,334 --> 00:22:18,095 and the thought has found words. 398 00:22:18,129 --> 00:22:18,958 I like that. 399 00:22:19,924 --> 00:22:20,753 Who wrote that? 400 00:22:22,962 --> 00:22:23,790 I don't know. 401 00:22:24,998 --> 00:22:27,622 You probably wouldn't know either, is just some guy I found. 402 00:22:27,656 --> 00:22:28,968 What are you doing, Brian? 403 00:22:29,002 --> 00:22:30,383 Are you some kind of writer? 404 00:22:31,695 --> 00:22:32,489 I hope to be. 405 00:22:33,386 --> 00:22:35,768 - Got something to say to the world, right? 406 00:22:35,802 --> 00:22:37,252 Yeah, I'd like to think so. 407 00:22:38,184 --> 00:22:41,325 - What if I told you I can help you find your voice? 408 00:22:41,360 --> 00:22:42,291 I'd say why? 409 00:22:44,570 --> 00:22:48,401 - I tell you what, I'm not gonna press charges. 410 00:22:50,748 --> 00:22:53,199 But I have one stipulation. 411 00:22:53,233 --> 00:22:56,892 I'm gonna need you to attend counseling sessions 412 00:22:56,927 --> 00:22:59,723 twice a week, 12 week session. 413 00:22:59,757 --> 00:23:00,586 Counseling? 414 00:23:02,760 --> 00:23:04,003 You're joking, right? 415 00:23:04,037 --> 00:23:06,833 Monday, 1:00 PM. 416 00:23:06,868 --> 00:23:09,111 I don't think you understand. 417 00:23:09,146 --> 00:23:11,182 I don't need counseling. 418 00:23:11,217 --> 00:23:12,045 Sure. 419 00:23:13,150 --> 00:23:13,978 Hey, 420 00:23:16,429 --> 00:23:17,775 why you doing this man? 421 00:23:17,810 --> 00:23:19,259 Probably for the same reason 422 00:23:19,294 --> 00:23:21,192 you didn't take that church donation. 423 00:23:22,677 --> 00:23:24,679 Everybody deserves a second chance. 424 00:23:27,992 --> 00:23:30,581 [gentle music] 425 00:23:32,721 --> 00:23:34,343 I don't need no therapy. 426 00:23:34,378 --> 00:23:37,795 [gentle music continues] 427 00:23:40,522 --> 00:23:42,628 I'll figure it out, dad. 428 00:23:42,662 --> 00:23:46,632 And no, I'm not closing the bookstore anytime soon. 429 00:23:46,666 --> 00:23:47,598 Forget it. 430 00:23:47,633 --> 00:23:50,429 I've been through rough patches before, dad. 431 00:23:51,706 --> 00:23:52,983 Dad, listen. 432 00:23:55,572 --> 00:23:58,022 I know this isn't what you and mom wanted from me. 433 00:23:58,057 --> 00:23:58,885 I get that. 434 00:23:58,920 --> 00:24:01,025 But hey, give me just a minute. 435 00:24:01,992 --> 00:24:03,407 Dad. 436 00:24:03,442 --> 00:24:05,133 Dad, can you just listen? 437 00:24:05,167 --> 00:24:07,722 It's not just stories, 438 00:24:07,756 --> 00:24:10,656 it's stories told and yet to be told. 439 00:24:12,623 --> 00:24:14,176 And it always has been. 440 00:24:15,108 --> 00:24:17,973 Yeah, I, I know about you and mom's anniversary. 441 00:24:18,008 --> 00:24:19,112 I know you're excited. 442 00:24:19,147 --> 00:24:19,975 I get it. 443 00:24:21,045 --> 00:24:23,289 I've already made arrangements to be there. 444 00:24:23,323 --> 00:24:24,324 Don't panic. 445 00:24:25,498 --> 00:24:26,361 Love you too. 446 00:24:27,638 --> 00:24:28,467 Bye. 447 00:24:32,781 --> 00:24:35,577 Hey, Brian, I'm, I'm sorry you had to hear that. 448 00:24:35,612 --> 00:24:37,337 Just a little family drama. 449 00:24:37,372 --> 00:24:38,960 - Is the bookstore having problems? 450 00:24:38,994 --> 00:24:42,032 - Yeah, it, it's been a big struggle, you know? 451 00:24:42,066 --> 00:24:45,000 But I've learned the meaning of Hebrews 11 and one, 452 00:24:45,035 --> 00:24:47,416 which says, now faith is the substance 453 00:24:47,451 --> 00:24:50,834 of things hoped for and the evidence of things not seen. 454 00:24:50,868 --> 00:24:52,421 Hm. 455 00:24:52,456 --> 00:24:53,422 Well said. 456 00:24:53,457 --> 00:24:54,976 You know, my parents, 457 00:24:55,010 --> 00:24:58,289 they're eagerly hoping that I shut this place down 458 00:24:58,324 --> 00:25:01,914 so that I can finish what really matters to them. 459 00:25:01,948 --> 00:25:03,225 What's that? 460 00:25:03,260 --> 00:25:04,882 Law school. 461 00:25:04,917 --> 00:25:06,988 - I take it that one of your parents is an attorney. 462 00:25:07,022 --> 00:25:08,576 Try both. 463 00:25:08,610 --> 00:25:09,438 Ouch. 464 00:25:10,647 --> 00:25:13,097 Yeah you never stood a chance. 465 00:25:13,132 --> 00:25:13,960 Not at all. 466 00:25:13,995 --> 00:25:15,686 You gotta laugh at the cliche. 467 00:25:15,721 --> 00:25:17,861 - Hey, I didn't wanna be the one to say it. 468 00:25:17,895 --> 00:25:19,310 By all means. 469 00:25:19,345 --> 00:25:21,312 - Well, I mean, you're a small town girl 470 00:25:21,347 --> 00:25:25,109 who's got a bookstore that's having financial problems, 471 00:25:25,144 --> 00:25:28,699 but yet you have the "doctor boyfriend". 472 00:25:28,734 --> 00:25:31,599 - Wait a minute, he's not my boyfriend. 473 00:25:31,633 --> 00:25:32,634 Okay. 474 00:25:32,669 --> 00:25:35,499 And then you've got the power couple parents. 475 00:25:35,534 --> 00:25:36,707 [chuckling] 476 00:25:36,742 --> 00:25:37,536 Wow. 477 00:25:37,570 --> 00:25:39,296 - They have a vision for your life, 478 00:25:39,330 --> 00:25:42,506 but your life, you already treasure. 479 00:25:43,369 --> 00:25:44,163 And? 480 00:25:44,197 --> 00:25:45,336 [light music] 481 00:25:45,371 --> 00:25:50,065 - And you know, a handsome man walks into your world. 482 00:25:50,100 --> 00:25:51,653 Handsome? 483 00:25:51,688 --> 00:25:52,723 Really? 484 00:25:52,758 --> 00:25:53,690 Uh huh. 485 00:25:53,724 --> 00:25:56,485 This handsome man walks into your world and 486 00:25:56,520 --> 00:25:57,694 feels like he's at home. 487 00:25:59,281 --> 00:26:00,766 Hmm. 488 00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:04,390 Well it was nice doing business with you, Brian. 489 00:26:04,424 --> 00:26:06,737 You can pick up your check on the way out. 490 00:26:09,153 --> 00:26:10,603 Alright, well I'll just 491 00:26:12,467 --> 00:26:13,848 exit stage left then. 492 00:26:13,882 --> 00:26:14,676 You do that. 493 00:26:15,539 --> 00:26:16,644 All right, yeah. 494 00:26:16,678 --> 00:26:19,957 [light music continues] 495 00:26:25,791 --> 00:26:27,102 - Thanks, and you have a good day. 496 00:26:27,137 --> 00:26:31,279 [light music continues] 497 00:26:31,313 --> 00:26:35,076 - Hey Brian, any chance you like street food? 498 00:26:36,146 --> 00:26:37,596 What do you have in mind? 499 00:26:37,630 --> 00:26:39,736 - I heard there's a festival this weekend. 500 00:26:39,770 --> 00:26:41,185 We should go together. 501 00:26:42,117 --> 00:26:44,188 - All right, you still got my number? 502 00:26:44,223 --> 00:26:45,051 [Angela] I do. 503 00:26:46,121 --> 00:26:47,122 Use it. 504 00:26:47,157 --> 00:26:47,985 I will. 505 00:26:48,986 --> 00:26:50,022 [Brian] All right. 506 00:26:50,056 --> 00:26:51,299 See you soon. 507 00:26:51,333 --> 00:26:54,647 [light music continues] 508 00:26:57,650 --> 00:26:59,169 So we have a new client. 509 00:26:59,203 --> 00:27:00,757 His name is Brian. 510 00:27:00,791 --> 00:27:02,379 I put his information in the system, 511 00:27:02,413 --> 00:27:04,795 so you should have it on your computer right now. 512 00:27:05,762 --> 00:27:10,387 Brian is going through a really tough time right now, 513 00:27:10,421 --> 00:27:13,597 and I think he could really benefit from Grace Place. 514 00:27:13,632 --> 00:27:16,255 - This Brian guy, are you close to him at all? 515 00:27:16,289 --> 00:27:17,359 No, no, no. 516 00:27:17,394 --> 00:27:21,294 I'm not close to him, but he has a spark about him 517 00:27:21,329 --> 00:27:24,746 and I think that he reminds me of me. 518 00:27:24,781 --> 00:27:27,231 However, he has some things that he's struggling with. 519 00:27:27,266 --> 00:27:29,578 And you being the LPC, 520 00:27:29,613 --> 00:27:32,374 I really believe that we can help him. 521 00:27:32,409 --> 00:27:33,548 - Mm. - Yeah. 522 00:27:35,792 --> 00:27:36,620 Okay. 523 00:27:37,794 --> 00:27:38,967 Huh? 524 00:27:39,002 --> 00:27:42,833 I really think that there's a lot more to this Brian guy 525 00:27:42,868 --> 00:27:44,421 that you're not telling me about. 526 00:27:44,455 --> 00:27:45,560 And that's okay. 527 00:27:45,594 --> 00:27:46,492 That's okay. 528 00:27:46,526 --> 00:27:50,013 It's just that if it's the case like this 529 00:27:50,945 --> 00:27:52,912 and it's that special to you, 530 00:27:54,880 --> 00:27:58,055 then Samuel, I think you should be the one to take Brian. 531 00:27:58,090 --> 00:27:58,815 Really? 532 00:27:58,849 --> 00:27:59,747 Really! 533 00:27:59,781 --> 00:28:01,196 Really, and look, just hear me out, okay. 534 00:28:01,231 --> 00:28:02,473 I know I'm an LPC 535 00:28:02,508 --> 00:28:04,475 and normally I would have you defer to me 536 00:28:04,510 --> 00:28:06,270 in situations like these, right? 537 00:28:06,305 --> 00:28:09,618 But Samuel, you are a counselor too, you know, 538 00:28:09,653 --> 00:28:12,380 and you're a really good one at that. 539 00:28:12,414 --> 00:28:13,208 Thank you. 540 00:28:13,243 --> 00:28:14,934 And I just really feel 541 00:28:15,970 --> 00:28:18,835 as if the only way that Brian's gonna truly 542 00:28:18,869 --> 00:28:22,321 get the help he needs is if he gets it from you. 543 00:28:22,355 --> 00:28:23,149 Think so? 544 00:28:23,184 --> 00:28:24,012 Yeah. 545 00:28:24,047 --> 00:28:25,842 - So do this for me, okay. - Okay. 546 00:28:25,876 --> 00:28:27,291 You talk to him first 547 00:28:27,326 --> 00:28:28,845 and then you bring them to me 548 00:28:28,879 --> 00:28:30,329 and I'll start the regular sessions. 549 00:28:30,363 --> 00:28:31,606 You think you can do that? 550 00:28:31,640 --> 00:28:32,849 - Yeah. - All right. 551 00:28:32,883 --> 00:28:34,574 Well, look, I gotta go. I 552 00:28:34,609 --> 00:28:35,886 t's busy, busy, busy. 553 00:28:35,921 --> 00:28:37,716 - No, appreciate it. - All right. 554 00:28:46,586 --> 00:28:48,623 - [Brian] Inside me is the damaged place. 555 00:28:49,969 --> 00:28:50,763 Pursuing 556 00:28:52,040 --> 00:28:53,110 a derailed train. 557 00:28:55,664 --> 00:28:57,494 It appears no help for me in sight, 558 00:28:59,634 --> 00:29:01,394 my mind so consumed with pain. 559 00:29:05,260 --> 00:29:07,642 How can such damage ever be fixed? 560 00:29:08,919 --> 00:29:10,300 How can this derail and end? 561 00:29:12,751 --> 00:29:14,545 I tried to operate on myself 562 00:29:16,202 --> 00:29:17,859 to help my vexations mend. 563 00:29:17,894 --> 00:29:19,792 [message vibrates] 564 00:29:19,827 --> 00:29:22,243 [soft music] 565 00:29:33,392 --> 00:29:34,358 Perfect timing. 566 00:29:35,290 --> 00:29:37,776 We almost have music, 567 00:29:37,810 --> 00:29:39,018 no thanks to you. 568 00:29:43,540 --> 00:29:45,335 Just one more adjustment, 569 00:29:45,369 --> 00:29:48,234 and I think we'll have it. 570 00:29:51,859 --> 00:29:54,551 - Seems like everything's gotta be in place. 571 00:29:54,585 --> 00:29:55,690 Yeah, there's supposed to be 572 00:29:55,724 --> 00:29:58,003 some kind of technique to this, but 573 00:29:58,037 --> 00:30:00,212 I've never really been one for directions. 574 00:30:03,387 --> 00:30:04,354 Here, pick one. 575 00:30:06,218 --> 00:30:07,529 Seriously? 576 00:30:07,564 --> 00:30:09,808 - Yeah, just consider it part of your session. 577 00:30:11,154 --> 00:30:13,812 - Let's stick to the one on the record player. 578 00:30:13,846 --> 00:30:15,296 That's a good choice. 579 00:30:15,330 --> 00:30:16,815 All right, pick up the queuing arm 580 00:30:16,849 --> 00:30:19,265 and place the stylus in place. 581 00:30:19,300 --> 00:30:20,301 Stylus? 582 00:30:20,335 --> 00:30:21,578 Needle. 583 00:30:21,612 --> 00:30:23,373 Just put the needle on the record. 584 00:30:25,996 --> 00:30:26,825 There we go. 585 00:30:28,033 --> 00:30:29,517 You hear that crackle? 586 00:30:29,551 --> 00:30:30,345 Yeah. 587 00:30:30,380 --> 00:30:31,415 It's good, right? 588 00:30:31,450 --> 00:30:32,485 It's all right. 589 00:30:32,520 --> 00:30:34,108 Let's begin. 590 00:30:34,142 --> 00:30:36,627 [light music] 591 00:30:40,597 --> 00:30:41,840 So who are the five people 592 00:30:41,874 --> 00:30:43,600 that you spend the most time with? 593 00:30:43,634 --> 00:30:45,947 - I don't see any degrees on the wall. 594 00:30:45,982 --> 00:30:46,983 Do you even have one? 595 00:30:48,156 --> 00:30:50,641 - Look, this is how this is gonna go. 596 00:30:50,676 --> 00:30:52,643 I ask you a few questions 597 00:30:52,678 --> 00:30:54,507 and that helps me help you. 598 00:30:54,542 --> 00:30:56,233 So tell me about your parents. 599 00:30:57,925 --> 00:30:58,891 I got two of them. 600 00:31:00,168 --> 00:31:02,861 Hobbies, personal interests? 601 00:31:02,895 --> 00:31:03,792 You're a writer. 602 00:31:03,827 --> 00:31:05,622 Okay, tell me about your writing. 603 00:31:05,656 --> 00:31:07,106 Ink on paper. 604 00:31:09,108 --> 00:31:09,902 Look, man, 605 00:31:11,317 --> 00:31:12,767 we can do this all day. 606 00:31:15,356 --> 00:31:17,392 I guess I'll get comfortable. 607 00:31:17,427 --> 00:31:18,877 All right. 608 00:31:18,911 --> 00:31:20,602 What would you like to talk about? 609 00:31:23,329 --> 00:31:24,606 I'm not really here to talk. 610 00:31:24,641 --> 00:31:27,023 - I'm just doing this to try to help, okay. 611 00:31:29,025 --> 00:31:30,992 Talk to me about your scars. 612 00:31:31,027 --> 00:31:33,684 [light music continues] 613 00:31:33,719 --> 00:31:36,791 - You know, this song's really getting annoying. 614 00:31:36,825 --> 00:31:40,070 Matter of fact, all this is just a big waste of time. 615 00:31:40,105 --> 00:31:41,175 You know that. 616 00:31:42,831 --> 00:31:44,281 You're welcome to the door. 617 00:31:46,076 --> 00:31:47,077 Great point. 618 00:31:47,112 --> 00:31:48,009 Great point. 619 00:31:49,562 --> 00:31:51,012 So, 620 00:31:51,047 --> 00:31:51,875 Samuel, 621 00:31:53,049 --> 00:31:54,913 I don't need your help. 622 00:31:54,947 --> 00:31:56,293 I don't need nobody's help. 623 00:31:57,777 --> 00:31:59,503 So if you want to, you can turn me in. 624 00:32:01,160 --> 00:32:02,644 If not, you know where I'm at. 625 00:32:02,679 --> 00:32:05,993 [light music continues] 626 00:32:10,825 --> 00:32:11,653 Jesus. 627 00:32:11,688 --> 00:32:15,002 [light music continues] 628 00:32:26,841 --> 00:32:30,155 - Oh God, protect us and help us now. 629 00:32:30,189 --> 00:32:31,432 Help us. 630 00:32:31,466 --> 00:32:33,848 My life has been such a struggle. 631 00:32:35,367 --> 00:32:38,266 Lord, please take care of my Brian. 632 00:32:38,301 --> 00:32:40,959 [Brian gasping] 633 00:33:09,090 --> 00:33:12,507 ♪ King Jesus lit the candle by the waterside ♪ 634 00:33:12,542 --> 00:33:15,510 ♪ To see the little children when they truly baptized ♪ 635 00:33:15,545 --> 00:33:18,375 ♪ Honor, honor ♪ 636 00:33:18,410 --> 00:33:21,413 ♪ Onto the dying lamb ♪ 637 00:33:21,447 --> 00:33:24,623 ♪ King Jesus lit the candle by the waterside ♪ 638 00:33:24,657 --> 00:33:26,176 ♪ To see the little children ♪ 639 00:33:26,211 --> 00:33:27,695 ♪ When they truly baptized ♪ 640 00:33:27,729 --> 00:33:30,594 ♪ Honor, honor ♪ 641 00:33:30,629 --> 00:33:33,563 ♪ Unto the dying lamb ♪ 642 00:33:33,597 --> 00:33:36,669 ♪ Oh, run along children and be baptize ♪ 643 00:33:36,704 --> 00:33:40,087 ♪ Mighty pretty meeting by the waterside ♪ 644 00:33:40,121 --> 00:33:42,675 ♪ Honor, honor ♪ 645 00:33:42,710 --> 00:33:45,782 ♪ Unto the dying lamb ♪ 646 00:33:45,816 --> 00:33:48,957 ♪ Oh, run along children and be baptized ♪ 647 00:33:48,992 --> 00:33:52,340 ♪ Mighty pretty meeting by the waterside ♪ 648 00:33:52,375 --> 00:33:55,102 ♪ Honor, honor ♪ 649 00:33:55,136 --> 00:33:57,690 ♪ Unto the dying lamb ♪ 650 00:33:57,725 --> 00:34:00,279 [upbeat music] 651 00:34:03,317 --> 00:34:05,422 - [Angela] I would wipe it off if I could. 652 00:34:05,457 --> 00:34:07,424 Hey, I appreciate it. 653 00:34:09,357 --> 00:34:13,223 - You know, I've eaten in a Michelin star restaurant before, 654 00:34:13,258 --> 00:34:16,640 but there's something exhilarating about eating street food. 655 00:34:16,675 --> 00:34:17,848 What restaurant? 656 00:34:17,883 --> 00:34:20,610 - Il Bellagio in Florence, Italy. 657 00:34:20,644 --> 00:34:22,439 Oh, sounds fancy to me. 658 00:34:22,474 --> 00:34:24,372 - You ever hear of the silver spoon? 659 00:34:25,373 --> 00:34:28,100 It always comes with great expectations. 660 00:34:28,135 --> 00:34:30,620 [light music] 661 00:34:35,349 --> 00:34:36,660 Man, that food was good. 662 00:34:36,695 --> 00:34:39,042 Yeah, the food was good. 663 00:34:39,077 --> 00:34:42,666 But you know, the company is even better. 664 00:34:45,324 --> 00:34:47,085 So, Brian, tell me something. 665 00:34:47,119 --> 00:34:47,913 What's up? 666 00:34:47,947 --> 00:34:49,121 Who's your favorite poet? 667 00:34:50,088 --> 00:34:51,019 Hmm. 668 00:34:52,055 --> 00:34:53,160 Robert Frost. 669 00:34:53,194 --> 00:34:53,988 You? 670 00:34:54,022 --> 00:34:55,783 - Maya Angelo. - Ooh. 671 00:34:55,817 --> 00:34:57,302 Why Frost? 672 00:34:57,336 --> 00:34:58,165 Oh, come on. 673 00:34:58,199 --> 00:34:59,856 The woods are lovely, dark and deep. 674 00:34:59,890 --> 00:35:01,271 But I have promises to keep, 675 00:35:01,306 --> 00:35:03,101 miles to go before I sleep. 676 00:35:03,135 --> 00:35:03,929 Hmm. 677 00:35:03,963 --> 00:35:06,207 - Miles to go before I sleep. - Yeah. 678 00:35:06,242 --> 00:35:07,588 [Angela] That's profound. 679 00:35:08,451 --> 00:35:10,315 So why Maya Angelo? 680 00:35:10,349 --> 00:35:14,181 - She saved my life in a very real way. 681 00:35:14,215 --> 00:35:17,115 You know, she's been like an inspiration for me. 682 00:35:17,149 --> 00:35:18,978 Someone I look up to. 683 00:35:19,013 --> 00:35:21,360 She believed it was her mission in life 684 00:35:21,395 --> 00:35:24,225 to go from surviving to thriving. 685 00:35:24,260 --> 00:35:26,952 And that's what God's grace does for us. 686 00:35:26,986 --> 00:35:29,782 - Yeah, you know, I always look at poetry as 687 00:35:29,817 --> 00:35:31,163 something like a lifeboat, 688 00:35:31,198 --> 00:35:33,476 something to hold onto during the storm. 689 00:35:33,510 --> 00:35:36,203 - Yeah, and just the word itself. 690 00:35:36,237 --> 00:35:39,171 - You mean the word poetry from the Greek "poiema", 691 00:35:39,206 --> 00:35:41,208 to create, to make, to do. 692 00:35:41,242 --> 00:35:42,416 Yeah, with the emphasis 693 00:35:42,450 --> 00:35:45,764 that we are created to be storytellers. 694 00:35:45,798 --> 00:35:49,492 We should share our hopes and our dreams with others. 695 00:35:49,526 --> 00:35:51,804 So Brian, what do you do for work? 696 00:35:54,462 --> 00:35:56,982 - Let's just say that I'm a starving artist. 697 00:35:57,016 --> 00:35:58,432 You're a writer. 698 00:35:58,466 --> 00:35:59,329 I knew it. 699 00:35:59,364 --> 00:36:00,158 Nah. 700 00:36:00,192 --> 00:36:01,331 Nah, nah, nah, nah. 701 00:36:01,366 --> 00:36:04,507 Dickinson, Frost, Whitman, Wordsworth. 702 00:36:04,541 --> 00:36:05,577 Those are writers. 703 00:36:05,611 --> 00:36:07,682 Me, I'm all right. 704 00:36:07,717 --> 00:36:09,788 - [Angela] You still have to let me read your work. 705 00:36:09,822 --> 00:36:11,997 - Yeah, I doubt that'll ever happen. 706 00:36:12,031 --> 00:36:15,276 - Look, just because I have better taste in poetry 707 00:36:15,311 --> 00:36:16,967 than you, sir, 708 00:36:17,002 --> 00:36:19,418 doesn't mean I won't appreciate your work. 709 00:36:20,971 --> 00:36:21,903 Okay. 710 00:36:21,938 --> 00:36:22,732 We'll see. 711 00:36:22,766 --> 00:36:23,595 I'll hold you to it. 712 00:36:23,629 --> 00:36:24,458 I hope so. 713 00:36:26,943 --> 00:36:30,015 [upbeat blues music] 714 00:36:51,312 --> 00:36:56,283 ♪ Get right church and let's go home ♪ 715 00:36:58,561 --> 00:37:03,497 ♪ Get right church and let's go home ♪ 716 00:37:05,740 --> 00:37:10,642 ♪ Get right church, come on, and get right church ♪ 717 00:37:11,505 --> 00:37:14,473 ♪ Come on, get right church ♪ 718 00:37:14,508 --> 00:37:19,375 ♪ And let's go home ♪ 719 00:37:19,409 --> 00:37:24,380 ♪ I'm going home on the morning train ♪ 720 00:37:26,485 --> 00:37:31,456 ♪ I'm going home on the morning train ♪ 721 00:37:33,423 --> 00:37:36,909 ♪ I'm going home, oh lord ♪ 722 00:37:36,944 --> 00:37:39,498 ♪ I'm going home ♪ 723 00:37:39,533 --> 00:37:42,570 ♪ You know that I'm going home ♪ 724 00:37:42,605 --> 00:37:43,882 ♪ On the morning train ♪ 725 00:37:43,916 --> 00:37:45,021 - [Brian] So what was your favorite thing 726 00:37:45,055 --> 00:37:46,643 about the festival today? 727 00:37:46,678 --> 00:37:48,921 - Seeing you try on that ridiculous hat. 728 00:37:51,303 --> 00:37:53,754 You know, I had a really good time today. 729 00:37:53,788 --> 00:37:56,204 I haven't laughed this much in a long time. 730 00:37:56,239 --> 00:37:57,482 Nice. 731 00:37:57,516 --> 00:37:58,345 So, 732 00:37:59,794 --> 00:38:01,831 sorry to hear about the bookstore. 733 00:38:01,865 --> 00:38:04,903 - To me, it's more than a bookstore. 734 00:38:04,937 --> 00:38:06,042 How so? 735 00:38:06,076 --> 00:38:09,666 It's a dream and a promise. 736 00:38:09,701 --> 00:38:12,082 You know, I grew up with my grandparents 737 00:38:12,117 --> 00:38:14,602 because my parents, well, 738 00:38:14,637 --> 00:38:15,879 they were busy 739 00:38:15,914 --> 00:38:18,296 carving out their legal careers. 740 00:38:18,330 --> 00:38:19,366 - You're close to them, aren't you? 741 00:38:19,400 --> 00:38:20,505 Yes. 742 00:38:20,539 --> 00:38:24,405 My grandmother, she lived across the street from us, 743 00:38:24,440 --> 00:38:28,375 and honestly, she was my best friend growing up. 744 00:38:28,409 --> 00:38:29,548 What do you remember the most? 745 00:38:29,583 --> 00:38:32,689 - I remember she had a couple shelves of books 746 00:38:32,724 --> 00:38:34,173 in a back room, 747 00:38:34,208 --> 00:38:38,005 she called it Angela's Bookstore. 748 00:38:38,039 --> 00:38:40,801 Probably no more than 30 books, but 749 00:38:40,835 --> 00:38:43,700 to me it was a big deal. 750 00:38:43,735 --> 00:38:46,427 - So I get the dream, but what's the promise? 751 00:38:46,462 --> 00:38:48,912 I promised her that someday 752 00:38:48,947 --> 00:38:51,467 I'd have my own bookstore. 753 00:38:51,501 --> 00:38:52,916 You know, my memories of her 754 00:38:52,951 --> 00:38:55,298 is that she encouraged me to dream. 755 00:38:55,333 --> 00:38:58,543 And that bookstore is that dream. 756 00:38:58,577 --> 00:39:00,407 And losing it 757 00:39:00,441 --> 00:39:02,098 is in a small way, 758 00:39:02,132 --> 00:39:03,548 losing part of her. 759 00:39:03,582 --> 00:39:05,550 - Well, there's still time for the bookstore. 760 00:39:05,584 --> 00:39:07,068 You never know what will happen. 761 00:39:07,103 --> 00:39:11,418 - Regardless, the main promise I'll always have. 762 00:39:11,452 --> 00:39:12,246 What's that? 763 00:39:12,280 --> 00:39:14,593 - Is I'm a Christian because of her. 764 00:39:14,628 --> 00:39:17,493 Christ's spirit working through her life 765 00:39:17,527 --> 00:39:19,529 brought me a new life. 766 00:39:21,255 --> 00:39:22,774 - Brian. - Huh? 767 00:39:22,808 --> 00:39:24,603 Do you believe? 768 00:39:24,638 --> 00:39:25,949 I don't know. 769 00:39:25,984 --> 00:39:28,227 - There's a concert coming up this weekend 770 00:39:28,262 --> 00:39:30,437 with a Christian artist, Canton Jones. 771 00:39:30,471 --> 00:39:31,990 One of my favorites. 772 00:39:32,024 --> 00:39:33,957 Would you like to come with me? 773 00:39:33,992 --> 00:39:34,820 That'd be cool. 774 00:39:35,994 --> 00:39:38,479 [light music] 775 00:39:44,278 --> 00:39:45,106 You're late. 776 00:39:49,490 --> 00:39:50,388 Can I help you? 777 00:39:56,014 --> 00:39:59,327 [light music] 778 00:39:59,362 --> 00:40:02,469 - Yeah, just something about the sound 779 00:40:02,503 --> 00:40:03,573 that was bothering me. 780 00:40:03,608 --> 00:40:06,956 So I watched a couple videos on YouTube last night. 781 00:40:10,615 --> 00:40:11,339 That's better. 782 00:40:11,374 --> 00:40:12,202 Cool. 783 00:40:12,237 --> 00:40:13,963 The height just needs to be adjusted. 784 00:40:14,895 --> 00:40:15,896 Does sound better. 785 00:40:18,346 --> 00:40:21,522 - Oh, but no, I was starting to enjoy that. 786 00:40:21,557 --> 00:40:23,110 - Session's outside today. - Outside.? 787 00:40:23,144 --> 00:40:24,214 But we just, 788 00:40:25,940 --> 00:40:27,321 Mr. Sam, we just fixed that. 789 00:40:31,014 --> 00:40:32,291 A glimmer of hope 790 00:40:33,223 --> 00:40:34,086 may survive. 791 00:40:35,018 --> 00:40:37,538 It looks like the shores now on my side. 792 00:40:38,712 --> 00:40:41,128 I walk with just instincts. 793 00:40:41,162 --> 00:40:41,991 Now I see 794 00:40:42,957 --> 00:40:45,235 that you really do have a plan for me. 795 00:40:46,582 --> 00:40:48,618 I see just a flicker, 796 00:40:48,653 --> 00:40:49,895 but it's coming my way. 797 00:40:51,069 --> 00:40:53,243 So dark was the night 798 00:40:53,278 --> 00:40:56,143 now a glimpse into the day. 799 00:40:56,177 --> 00:40:58,697 This addiction was arresting, 800 00:40:58,732 --> 00:41:00,492 holding me tight. 801 00:41:00,527 --> 00:41:02,667 But my mom told me once 802 00:41:02,701 --> 00:41:05,083 Jesus gets it right. 803 00:41:05,117 --> 00:41:06,809 You have got to be kidding me. 804 00:41:07,844 --> 00:41:08,673 Relax. 805 00:41:10,468 --> 00:41:12,366 Have you ever ridden a horse? 806 00:41:12,400 --> 00:41:13,609 What does it look like? 807 00:41:17,509 --> 00:41:18,441 This is Coco. 808 00:41:19,269 --> 00:41:20,374 Hey Coco. 809 00:41:20,408 --> 00:41:21,340 You got me twisted. 810 00:41:21,375 --> 00:41:23,550 Ain't no way I'm getting up on that thing. 811 00:41:23,584 --> 00:41:25,448 Well, we'll see. 812 00:41:25,483 --> 00:41:26,311 Come on. 813 00:41:27,485 --> 00:41:28,416 You're serious? 814 00:41:32,938 --> 00:41:34,319 Okay. 815 00:41:34,353 --> 00:41:36,666 What you're gonna do is you're gonna take your left foot, 816 00:41:36,701 --> 00:41:38,254 place it in the stirrups, 817 00:41:38,288 --> 00:41:40,014 grab onto the horn, 818 00:41:40,049 --> 00:41:42,154 and push yourself over. 819 00:41:42,189 --> 00:41:43,190 Do what now, what? 820 00:41:44,467 --> 00:41:45,364 Here, the stirrups. 821 00:41:45,399 --> 00:41:47,574 Your left foot goes into the stirrups. 822 00:41:47,608 --> 00:41:48,989 Grab onto the horn. 823 00:41:49,023 --> 00:41:50,369 Swing your right foot over. 824 00:41:51,509 --> 00:41:53,441 Stirrup, oh, the, 825 00:41:53,476 --> 00:41:54,650 why didn't you say so? 826 00:41:54,684 --> 00:41:56,410 No, I'm not doing this. 827 00:41:56,444 --> 00:41:58,585 Look, it takes trust. 828 00:41:58,619 --> 00:42:00,069 You trust the horse. 829 00:42:00,103 --> 00:42:01,864 The horse is gonna trust you. 830 00:42:01,898 --> 00:42:04,522 When you get up there, if you feel any kind of tension, 831 00:42:04,556 --> 00:42:06,524 the horse is gonna feel that tension. 832 00:42:06,558 --> 00:42:07,697 You gotta relax. 833 00:42:07,732 --> 00:42:08,629 Trust? 834 00:42:08,664 --> 00:42:09,872 Trust. 835 00:42:09,906 --> 00:42:11,805 - Well, could be worse things, right? 836 00:42:11,839 --> 00:42:12,806 Like going to jail. 837 00:42:14,462 --> 00:42:15,567 Let's give it a shot. 838 00:42:16,741 --> 00:42:18,294 Grab onto the horn. 839 00:42:18,328 --> 00:42:19,813 - To the horn. - Yeah. 840 00:42:19,847 --> 00:42:22,574 [birds chirping] 841 00:42:26,129 --> 00:42:28,028 - Do we have to do this? - Yes, we do. 842 00:42:34,552 --> 00:42:36,070 There you go. 843 00:42:36,105 --> 00:42:36,933 All right. 844 00:42:39,315 --> 00:42:40,385 There you go. 845 00:42:41,248 --> 00:42:42,560 All right, how do you feel? 846 00:42:43,526 --> 00:42:44,941 Taller. 847 00:42:44,976 --> 00:42:46,633 Tall is good. 848 00:42:46,667 --> 00:42:48,048 All right. 849 00:42:48,082 --> 00:42:49,739 Tell Coco you trust her. 850 00:42:50,878 --> 00:42:52,362 I trust you, Coco. 851 00:42:52,397 --> 00:42:54,226 There we go. 852 00:42:54,261 --> 00:42:55,193 Coco, you ready? 853 00:42:58,610 --> 00:43:00,267 All right, come on girl. 854 00:43:00,301 --> 00:43:02,787 [light music] 855 00:43:31,160 --> 00:43:32,817 - Took a good portion of the day, but 856 00:43:32,851 --> 00:43:34,232 I actually rode a horse. 857 00:43:35,751 --> 00:43:37,062 So what you think? 858 00:43:37,097 --> 00:43:38,823 - Outside of putting my life on the line, 859 00:43:38,857 --> 00:43:40,410 it was actually pretty fun. 860 00:43:41,411 --> 00:43:43,690 - I definitely thought you were gonna get tossed today. 861 00:43:43,724 --> 00:43:47,279 [Brian laughing] 862 00:43:47,314 --> 00:43:49,109 - So what got you on the riding, man? 863 00:43:50,938 --> 00:43:52,008 It was a family thing. 864 00:43:52,043 --> 00:43:54,321 My wife and son used to ride with me. 865 00:43:54,355 --> 00:43:55,322 We really enjoyed it. 866 00:43:55,356 --> 00:43:56,150 Oh, okay. 867 00:43:56,185 --> 00:43:57,289 So you got a family. 868 00:43:59,257 --> 00:44:01,604 - Yeah, that's a discussion for another day. 869 00:44:01,639 --> 00:44:02,916 But you did good. 870 00:44:02,950 --> 00:44:03,779 Thanks. 871 00:44:06,333 --> 00:44:07,161 Hey, in our, 872 00:44:08,024 --> 00:44:10,406 in our last session, you asked me about my scars. 873 00:44:10,440 --> 00:44:11,994 I did. 874 00:44:12,028 --> 00:44:12,822 Yeah, they, 875 00:44:15,238 --> 00:44:17,206 they still hurt every day. 876 00:44:17,240 --> 00:44:18,759 Nerve damage, 877 00:44:18,794 --> 00:44:20,865 Some scars never fully heal. 878 00:44:20,899 --> 00:44:23,212 Okay, then counselor, 879 00:44:23,246 --> 00:44:25,110 how do you deal with the pain? 880 00:44:25,145 --> 00:44:27,078 - Have you ever heard of Shadowfax? 881 00:44:27,112 --> 00:44:28,596 The horse from Middle Earth? 882 00:44:28,631 --> 00:44:31,047 - Of course, I've heard of Shadowfax. 883 00:44:31,082 --> 00:44:31,910 Come on, bro. 884 00:44:31,945 --> 00:44:33,291 Tolkien. 885 00:44:33,325 --> 00:44:36,190 - Well, since you know about Shadowfax, 886 00:44:36,225 --> 00:44:38,399 you know what they say of Shadowfax, 887 00:44:38,434 --> 00:44:40,781 that no one could really ride him. 888 00:44:40,816 --> 00:44:42,610 He was merely willing 889 00:44:42,645 --> 00:44:44,474 to take them where they needed to go. 890 00:44:45,544 --> 00:44:48,306 The Holy Spirit is just like that. 891 00:44:48,340 --> 00:44:50,826 He wants to carry you, Brian, 892 00:44:50,860 --> 00:44:55,106 but you have to trust that he knows where he is going and, 893 00:44:55,140 --> 00:44:58,143 and he's gonna take you through the thorns of life. 894 00:44:59,179 --> 00:45:00,801 And the most important thing is 895 00:45:00,836 --> 00:45:04,149 that he offers you redemption through his sacrifices. 896 00:45:05,495 --> 00:45:07,014 So do you think that God, 897 00:45:07,877 --> 00:45:08,775 hold on real quick. 898 00:45:10,224 --> 00:45:12,848 [messages beeping] [light music] 899 00:45:12,882 --> 00:45:16,023 Hey, yeah, we should probably get going, right? 900 00:45:16,058 --> 00:45:18,785 - Before we go, I have an assignment for you. 901 00:45:18,819 --> 00:45:22,133 [light music continues] 902 00:45:24,169 --> 00:45:26,240 Hopefully this will start your collection. 903 00:45:27,414 --> 00:45:30,866 I need you to read Ephesians by St. Paul. 904 00:45:30,900 --> 00:45:32,005 Read it slowly. 905 00:45:32,868 --> 00:45:34,835 We'll talk about it in the next session. 906 00:45:36,699 --> 00:45:38,011 - Okay. - Let's go. 907 00:45:50,575 --> 00:45:52,163 Where the heck is Ephesians? 908 00:45:53,095 --> 00:45:54,890 What's up, B, you ready? 909 00:45:54,924 --> 00:45:56,339 What's up Q? 910 00:45:56,374 --> 00:45:57,685 Getting religious on me? 911 00:45:59,826 --> 00:46:00,654 Nah. 912 00:46:02,000 --> 00:46:02,794 What's up? 913 00:46:02,829 --> 00:46:04,278 - We got a few drop offs to make, 914 00:46:04,313 --> 00:46:06,039 time to repay that debt. 915 00:46:06,073 --> 00:46:06,902 You good? 916 00:46:08,006 --> 00:46:09,490 Yeah, I'm good. 917 00:46:09,525 --> 00:46:10,353 Let's go. 918 00:46:17,395 --> 00:46:19,155 - [Brian] In him, we have redemption 919 00:46:20,674 --> 00:46:21,675 through his blood, 920 00:46:21,709 --> 00:46:23,228 the forgiveness of sins. 921 00:46:25,368 --> 00:46:28,302 May God give you the spirit of wisdom in revelation 922 00:46:29,407 --> 00:46:31,167 so that you may know him better. 923 00:46:33,860 --> 00:46:35,654 For we are God's workmanship 924 00:46:36,621 --> 00:46:40,176 created in Christ Jesus to do good works, 925 00:46:40,211 --> 00:46:42,730 which God prepared in advance for us to do. 926 00:46:44,940 --> 00:46:46,079 Excuse me? 927 00:46:46,113 --> 00:46:47,114 Are you hungry? 928 00:46:47,149 --> 00:46:48,115 Yes, I am. 929 00:46:50,635 --> 00:46:51,429 Thank you. 930 00:46:51,463 --> 00:46:52,257 God bless. 931 00:46:52,292 --> 00:46:53,603 God bless you. 932 00:46:56,158 --> 00:46:58,263 But by the grace of God, I go. 933 00:47:03,648 --> 00:47:06,824 - Well, thank you. - You're welcome, thank you. 934 00:47:06,858 --> 00:47:07,928 Appreciate it. 935 00:47:07,963 --> 00:47:08,998 Let's have a seat. 936 00:47:16,557 --> 00:47:19,008 - Thanks for bringing me out here, Samuel. 937 00:47:19,043 --> 00:47:20,907 It serves many purposes. 938 00:47:20,941 --> 00:47:24,393 There's a specific reason why you're studying Ephesians. 939 00:47:24,427 --> 00:47:27,223 It's one thing to talk about grace, 940 00:47:27,258 --> 00:47:28,949 but it's something entirely different 941 00:47:28,984 --> 00:47:30,848 to be in the midst of it, 942 00:47:30,882 --> 00:47:33,574 to see it with your own eyes. 943 00:47:35,991 --> 00:47:36,888 Grace wins. 944 00:47:37,751 --> 00:47:38,856 What's that? 945 00:47:38,890 --> 00:47:41,548 - Nah, it's just something Mom would always say. 946 00:47:41,582 --> 00:47:42,411 That's all. 947 00:47:43,274 --> 00:47:44,447 Gotta listen to Mama. 948 00:47:45,621 --> 00:47:48,382 - Yeah, she would always say that 949 00:47:48,417 --> 00:47:50,143 no matter where you're at in your life, 950 00:47:50,177 --> 00:47:52,593 no matter the struggle or the pain, that 951 00:47:52,628 --> 00:47:55,320 God's grace will always prevail. 952 00:47:55,355 --> 00:47:57,115 Grace wins. 953 00:47:57,150 --> 00:47:58,772 I like that. 954 00:47:58,806 --> 00:47:59,877 But do you believe it? 955 00:48:03,259 --> 00:48:06,642 ♪ I believe that God's 'bout to start passing out miracles ♪ 956 00:48:06,676 --> 00:48:09,576 ♪ God's 'bout to start passing out miracles ♪ 957 00:48:09,610 --> 00:48:10,439 ♪ Like Oprah ♪ 958 00:48:10,473 --> 00:48:11,267 ♪ You get a miracle ♪ 959 00:48:11,302 --> 00:48:12,096 ♪ You get a miracle ♪ 960 00:48:12,130 --> 00:48:13,200 ♪ You get a miracle ♪ 961 00:48:13,235 --> 00:48:14,132 ♪ Oprah, you get a miracle ♪ 962 00:48:14,167 --> 00:48:15,513 ♪ You get a miracle ♪ 963 00:48:15,547 --> 00:48:18,550 ♪ I believe that God's 'bout to start passing our miracles ♪ 964 00:48:18,585 --> 00:48:22,209 ♪ God's 'bout to start passing our miracles ♪ 965 00:48:22,244 --> 00:48:23,383 ♪ Like Oprah ♪ 966 00:48:23,417 --> 00:48:24,211 ♪ You get a miracle ♪ 967 00:48:24,246 --> 00:48:25,040 ♪ You get a miracle ♪ 968 00:48:25,074 --> 00:48:25,868 ♪ You get a miracle, Oprah ♪ 969 00:48:25,903 --> 00:48:27,007 ♪ You get a miracle ♪ 970 00:48:27,042 --> 00:48:27,905 ♪ You get a miracle ♪ 971 00:48:27,939 --> 00:48:29,182 ♪ You get a miracle ♪ 972 00:48:29,216 --> 00:48:29,837 ♪ Oprah ♪ 973 00:48:29,872 --> 00:48:30,873 ♪ You get a miracle ♪ 974 00:48:30,908 --> 00:48:32,012 ♪ I believe I'm approaching the pinnacle ♪ 975 00:48:32,047 --> 00:48:33,876 ♪ The devil can't touch me, I'm digital ♪ 976 00:48:33,911 --> 00:48:35,533 ♪ Blessings from the spirit to the physical ♪ 977 00:48:35,567 --> 00:48:37,017 ♪ Anybody need a miracle ♪ 978 00:48:37,052 --> 00:48:38,501 ♪ Won't let the devil cheat me ♪ 979 00:48:38,536 --> 00:48:41,504 - You know, this is the atmosphere that I grew up in. 980 00:48:42,747 --> 00:48:45,750 I'm so glad you're here with me tonight. 981 00:48:45,784 --> 00:48:46,682 Me too. 982 00:48:46,716 --> 00:48:48,063 Isn't he awesome? 983 00:48:48,097 --> 00:48:49,823 Yo, he's off the chain. 984 00:48:49,857 --> 00:48:51,445 ♪ About to blow your mind ♪ 985 00:48:51,480 --> 00:48:52,481 ♪ Though the storm is raging ♪ 986 00:48:52,515 --> 00:48:54,207 ♪ Look here you're gonna be fine ♪ 987 00:48:54,241 --> 00:48:59,108 ♪ I made a mistake ♪ 988 00:48:59,143 --> 00:49:04,079 ♪ And it seems as if my love ones disappeared ♪ 989 00:49:07,358 --> 00:49:09,187 ♪ I feel ♪ 990 00:49:09,222 --> 00:49:14,192 ♪ And wondered if you were still here ♪ 991 00:49:15,021 --> 00:49:17,609 ♪ The pain ♪ 992 00:49:17,644 --> 00:49:20,164 ♪ The shame ♪ 993 00:49:20,198 --> 00:49:24,754 ♪ This game of life is too heavy ♪ 994 00:49:24,789 --> 00:49:29,759 ♪ So I cast all my cares on you ♪ 995 00:49:31,106 --> 00:49:35,765 ♪ 'Cause right now your all I have ♪ 996 00:49:35,800 --> 00:49:39,459 ♪ Jesus you loved me ♪ 997 00:49:39,493 --> 00:49:41,737 ♪ When nobody cared ♪ 998 00:49:41,771 --> 00:49:44,429 ♪ You loved me ♪ 999 00:49:44,464 --> 00:49:47,018 ♪ When nobody cared ♪ 1000 00:49:47,053 --> 00:49:49,917 ♪ You loved me ♪ 1001 00:49:49,952 --> 00:49:52,161 ♪ When nobody cared ♪ 1002 00:49:52,196 --> 00:49:57,201 ♪ At all ♪ 1003 00:49:57,235 --> 00:50:00,618 ♪ Jesus you loved me ♪ 1004 00:50:00,652 --> 00:50:02,792 ♪ When nobody cared ♪ 1005 00:50:02,827 --> 00:50:05,623 - So here's the million dollar question. 1006 00:50:05,657 --> 00:50:08,212 What did you think of Canton Jones? 1007 00:50:08,246 --> 00:50:09,799 Woo. 1008 00:50:09,834 --> 00:50:11,077 Powerful, 1009 00:50:11,111 --> 00:50:12,457 raw, 1010 00:50:12,492 --> 00:50:13,355 honest. 1011 00:50:13,389 --> 00:50:14,218 He's fire. 1012 00:50:14,252 --> 00:50:15,633 Yeah, he's awesome. 1013 00:50:15,667 --> 00:50:17,221 Uh huh. 1014 00:50:17,255 --> 00:50:19,326 So how's everything going with the bookstore? 1015 00:50:19,361 --> 00:50:23,054 - Well, I'm seeing a little bit of improvement. 1016 00:50:23,089 --> 00:50:26,195 You know, sometimes God is working behind the scenes 1017 00:50:26,230 --> 00:50:28,749 and my faith is getting stronger. 1018 00:50:28,784 --> 00:50:30,786 - I just wish there was more I could do to help. 1019 00:50:30,820 --> 00:50:32,546 I'm praying for a miracle. 1020 00:50:32,581 --> 00:50:36,136 - Well, while you are waiting for the miracle,. 1021 00:50:37,448 --> 00:50:38,621 What's this? 1022 00:50:38,656 --> 00:50:41,038 - Something I'll never let anyone read. 1023 00:50:41,072 --> 00:50:42,798 You're poetry. 1024 00:50:42,832 --> 00:50:43,695 Yeah. 1025 00:50:43,730 --> 00:50:44,903 [Angela] Can I read one? 1026 00:50:44,938 --> 00:50:45,939 You're the critic. 1027 00:50:48,079 --> 00:50:50,909 - "Questions" by Brian Gilchrist. 1028 00:50:50,944 --> 00:50:52,118 [gentle music] 1029 00:50:52,152 --> 00:50:54,844 When the tide seems to shift 1030 00:50:54,879 --> 00:50:57,054 and normalcy is gone, 1031 00:50:57,088 --> 00:51:00,022 suddenly your life has changed 1032 00:51:00,057 --> 00:51:03,198 and your spirit seems to roam. 1033 00:51:03,232 --> 00:51:04,992 How do you maneuver 1034 00:51:05,027 --> 00:51:07,719 when nothing seems to move? 1035 00:51:07,754 --> 00:51:09,480 Because the guilt 1036 00:51:09,514 --> 00:51:11,413 and the frustration 1037 00:51:11,447 --> 00:51:13,898 has taken away your groove. 1038 00:51:13,932 --> 00:51:17,488 Life seems so unreasonable 1039 00:51:17,522 --> 00:51:19,973 when you feel so all alone, 1040 00:51:20,007 --> 00:51:22,769 when no one understands you, 1041 00:51:22,803 --> 00:51:25,875 it makes you joyless, prone. 1042 00:51:26,945 --> 00:51:27,774 Wow. 1043 00:51:29,189 --> 00:51:31,536 That was amazing. 1044 00:51:31,571 --> 00:51:32,537 Really? 1045 00:51:32,572 --> 00:51:34,850 - Yeah, you're really gifted, Brian. 1046 00:51:34,884 --> 00:51:35,713 Thank you. 1047 00:51:37,128 --> 00:51:39,510 There's a lot more inside of those pages. 1048 00:51:40,649 --> 00:51:41,477 I know. 1049 00:51:43,445 --> 00:51:45,550 ♪ I know you are ♪ 1050 00:51:45,585 --> 00:51:47,794 ♪ You are my blessing ♪ 1051 00:51:47,828 --> 00:51:50,555 ♪ No more stressing ♪ 1052 00:51:50,590 --> 00:51:55,146 ♪ I know that we gonna make it through ♪ 1053 00:51:55,181 --> 00:51:57,838 ♪ The sun will shine ♪ 1054 00:51:57,873 --> 00:52:00,565 ♪ With this love of mine ♪ 1055 00:52:00,600 --> 00:52:05,501 ♪ We are, we are gonna make it through ♪ 1056 00:52:06,053 --> 00:52:07,745 ♪ You are ♪ 1057 00:52:07,779 --> 00:52:10,127 ♪ You are my blessing ♪ 1058 00:52:10,161 --> 00:52:12,646 [light music] 1059 00:52:32,287 --> 00:52:33,564 - [Brian] The trauma of transition 1060 00:52:33,598 --> 00:52:35,013 has gripped my very heart. 1061 00:52:36,429 --> 00:52:38,672 I felt that I was at the finish line, 1062 00:52:38,707 --> 00:52:40,467 but was only, again, at start. 1063 00:52:42,469 --> 00:52:45,645 This darkness is so cloudy I can't see my way through. 1064 00:52:46,922 --> 00:52:48,579 Don't know who will win, 1065 00:52:48,613 --> 00:52:50,684 me or grace you. 1066 00:52:50,719 --> 00:52:54,067 [light music continues] 1067 00:53:03,766 --> 00:53:05,147 Hurting you is inevitable 1068 00:53:05,182 --> 00:53:07,080 if I stay and hold you close. 1069 00:53:08,185 --> 00:53:10,359 For I'm still bewildered, 1070 00:53:10,394 --> 00:53:11,533 let me suffer the most. 1071 00:53:12,534 --> 00:53:15,088 [uneasy music] 1072 00:53:27,411 --> 00:53:30,172 [pills jingling] 1073 00:53:31,000 --> 00:53:34,418 [uneasy music continues] 1074 00:53:42,702 --> 00:53:44,600 I must protect you from me. 1075 00:53:44,635 --> 00:53:46,223 My path is still uncertain. 1076 00:53:47,431 --> 00:53:49,812 Not sure yet of myself. 1077 00:53:49,847 --> 00:53:51,366 Will he roll back my curtain? 1078 00:54:05,518 --> 00:54:07,796 I still must distance myself 1079 00:54:07,830 --> 00:54:09,763 and watch my steps, my pace. 1080 00:54:10,971 --> 00:54:13,422 Still uncertain if I win, 1081 00:54:13,457 --> 00:54:15,562 but knowing I need his grace. 1082 00:54:20,981 --> 00:54:23,639 [phone ringing] 1083 00:54:26,297 --> 00:54:27,367 - Hello? - Bri. 1084 00:54:27,402 --> 00:54:28,506 Oh hey, hey. 1085 00:54:28,541 --> 00:54:30,059 - I haven't heard from you in a while. 1086 00:54:30,094 --> 00:54:31,371 I hope everything's okay. 1087 00:54:31,406 --> 00:54:33,028 No, e, e, everything's fine. 1088 00:54:33,062 --> 00:54:34,581 I, I've just been busy. 1089 00:54:34,616 --> 00:54:36,514 - Why don't we do something this weekend? 1090 00:54:36,549 --> 00:54:38,585 We can watch a pretentious movie 1091 00:54:38,620 --> 00:54:40,967 and eat some overrated food. 1092 00:54:41,001 --> 00:54:41,830 Yeah. 1093 00:54:42,831 --> 00:54:43,763 You know what? 1094 00:54:43,797 --> 00:54:45,627 Matter of fact, let me, 1095 00:54:45,661 --> 00:54:47,353 let me get back to you about that. 1096 00:54:47,387 --> 00:54:49,113 Okay, I guess we'll talk soon. 1097 00:54:50,045 --> 00:54:50,873 Oh, Angela? 1098 00:54:52,737 --> 00:54:53,566 Yeah. 1099 00:54:53,600 --> 00:54:55,292 Hey, there's a, 1100 00:54:55,326 --> 00:54:57,397 there's a poetry reading going on tomorrow 1101 00:54:58,640 --> 00:54:59,606 if you interested. 1102 00:54:59,641 --> 00:55:01,159 Let's do it, let's go. 1103 00:55:01,194 --> 00:55:01,988 Great.; 1104 00:55:02,022 --> 00:55:03,196 Okay, well, yeah. 1105 00:55:03,230 --> 00:55:04,749 I'll, I'll, I'll call you soon. 1106 00:55:06,751 --> 00:55:09,409 [phone beeping] 1107 00:55:20,489 --> 00:55:23,216 [birds chirping] 1108 00:55:38,576 --> 00:55:40,129 - How many days since your last drink? 1109 00:55:40,164 --> 00:55:41,890 - It's none of your business, okay? 1110 00:55:44,651 --> 00:55:45,480 Eight. 1111 00:55:45,514 --> 00:55:46,550 Now, are we almost done? 1112 00:55:47,827 --> 00:55:50,692 - Look man, there's facilities to help you with this. 1113 00:55:55,524 --> 00:55:57,457 Don't try to fight this fight by yourself. 1114 00:55:57,492 --> 00:55:59,632 - Okay, well, I've been doing that my entire life, okay. 1115 00:55:59,666 --> 00:56:00,495 I got this. 1116 00:56:00,529 --> 00:56:01,772 And where's that gotten you? 1117 00:56:01,806 --> 00:56:03,636 - Have you ever had an addiction before Sam? 1118 00:56:03,670 --> 00:56:05,016 Huh? 1119 00:56:05,051 --> 00:56:06,639 Something to where you want it as bad 1120 00:56:06,673 --> 00:56:07,571 as something like the air 1121 00:56:07,605 --> 00:56:09,676 that's on the other side of that window. 1122 00:56:09,711 --> 00:56:11,540 But you gotta be the one to lock it. 1123 00:56:11,575 --> 00:56:13,611 You gotta be the one to close it. 1124 00:56:13,646 --> 00:56:15,337 You don't know what that's like. 1125 00:56:15,372 --> 00:56:16,718 So what's your point? 1126 00:56:16,752 --> 00:56:20,791 - All you do is just sit there and give me advice. 1127 00:56:20,825 --> 00:56:22,240 But what's your story? 1128 00:56:22,275 --> 00:56:24,208 You've never talked about your family. 1129 00:56:24,242 --> 00:56:25,658 - Because it's none of your business, man. 1130 00:56:25,692 --> 00:56:27,694 None of my business? 1131 00:56:27,729 --> 00:56:29,558 You can see me go through all this, 1132 00:56:30,594 --> 00:56:32,492 but let's figure you out then. 1133 00:56:32,527 --> 00:56:33,700 Okay, wait, 1134 00:56:33,735 --> 00:56:35,875 your wife, she divorce you? 1135 00:56:35,909 --> 00:56:37,911 Nah, matter of fact, no, no, no. 1136 00:56:37,946 --> 00:56:40,051 Your son, he don't want to talk to you. 1137 00:56:40,086 --> 00:56:41,467 - Stop. - Oh no, it's, 1138 00:56:41,501 --> 00:56:42,329 Sam, it's cool. 1139 00:56:42,364 --> 00:56:43,986 And you're probably so much of a coward 1140 00:56:44,021 --> 00:56:45,332 to even fight for your own marriage. 1141 00:56:45,367 --> 00:56:46,472 It all makes sense. 1142 00:56:48,128 --> 00:56:49,923 And you supposed to be counseling me? 1143 00:56:51,925 --> 00:56:53,340 - [Samuel] You want to know about my family? 1144 00:56:53,375 --> 00:56:54,272 Yeah. 1145 00:56:54,307 --> 00:56:56,205 Yeah, tell me about your family. 1146 00:56:56,240 --> 00:56:57,103 My son. 1147 00:56:58,069 --> 00:56:59,277 My son is dead. 1148 00:57:01,003 --> 00:57:02,798 And my wife, 1149 00:57:02,833 --> 00:57:04,490 my wife didn't leave me. 1150 00:57:04,524 --> 00:57:06,284 I left her. 1151 00:57:06,319 --> 00:57:07,596 It's not a day that goes by 1152 00:57:07,631 --> 00:57:09,805 that I don't regret making that decision. 1153 00:57:13,568 --> 00:57:16,156 - You almost had me there, almost. 1154 00:57:16,191 --> 00:57:17,951 But I know what this is about, come on. 1155 00:57:17,986 --> 00:57:19,746 We know why you doing this. 1156 00:57:19,781 --> 00:57:21,092 And why is that? 1157 00:57:21,127 --> 00:57:22,887 Come on, Sammy boy, 1158 00:57:22,922 --> 00:57:24,924 I'm your second chance. 1159 00:57:24,958 --> 00:57:26,581 [Brian laughing] 1160 00:57:26,615 --> 00:57:27,858 That's what it is. 1161 00:57:27,892 --> 00:57:29,066 - Get out. [Brian laughing] 1162 00:57:29,100 --> 00:57:29,929 It makes sense. 1163 00:57:29,963 --> 00:57:30,861 Hey, I get it, bro, I get it. 1164 00:57:30,895 --> 00:57:33,208 - I'm your second chance. - Get out. 1165 00:57:33,242 --> 00:57:34,865 Come on, Sam. 1166 00:57:34,899 --> 00:57:35,728 Come on. 1167 00:57:38,075 --> 00:57:39,110 You heard me. 1168 00:57:39,145 --> 00:57:41,078 Leave now. 1169 00:57:41,112 --> 00:57:43,701 [uneasy music] 1170 00:57:48,016 --> 00:57:49,362 All right. 1171 00:57:49,396 --> 00:57:50,190 It's like that? 1172 00:57:51,053 --> 00:57:52,676 Yeah, it's like that. 1173 00:57:52,710 --> 00:57:56,093 [uneasy music continues] 1174 00:57:59,337 --> 00:58:00,166 Brian. 1175 00:58:00,994 --> 00:58:02,409 [door slams] 1176 00:58:02,444 --> 00:58:03,272 Brian! 1177 00:58:13,248 --> 00:58:14,939 I wrote a poem for you all, 1178 00:58:14,974 --> 00:58:17,079 and I'm gonna read it tonight. 1179 00:58:17,114 --> 00:58:19,323 There is a place of solace, 1180 00:58:19,357 --> 00:58:21,808 so high above the hills, 1181 00:58:21,843 --> 00:58:24,121 a place of great peace 1182 00:58:24,155 --> 00:58:26,433 that defies the human will. 1183 00:58:26,468 --> 00:58:29,264 Jesus has a love and joy 1184 00:58:29,298 --> 00:58:31,715 that captures the heart of man. 1185 00:58:31,749 --> 00:58:34,165 Reach out and embrace his song 1186 00:58:34,200 --> 00:58:35,684 as only a believer can. 1187 00:58:39,136 --> 00:58:42,173 ♪ I know you're hurting ♪ 1188 00:58:42,208 --> 00:58:47,144 ♪ There's a piece of your heart that needs fixing ♪ 1189 00:58:48,214 --> 00:58:50,112 ♪ I know what you're missing ♪ 1190 00:58:50,147 --> 00:58:53,633 - You know, that poem was really good. 1191 00:58:56,256 --> 00:58:59,156 And who knows, before long, 1192 00:58:59,190 --> 00:59:01,503 it might be you up there on that stage 1193 00:59:01,538 --> 00:59:03,781 sharing your poetry with the world. 1194 00:59:03,816 --> 00:59:07,164 - Oh, well, I can assure you that there's absolutely nothing 1195 00:59:07,198 --> 00:59:09,407 that will get me on this stage. 1196 00:59:09,442 --> 00:59:10,443 You never know. 1197 00:59:14,481 --> 00:59:19,038 ♪ Love heals ♪ 1198 00:59:19,072 --> 00:59:23,560 ♪ Love heals ♪ 1199 00:59:23,594 --> 00:59:28,219 ♪ Love heals ♪ 1200 00:59:28,254 --> 00:59:29,048 ♪ Love heals ♪ 1201 00:59:29,082 --> 00:59:30,290 Hey, are you okay? 1202 00:59:31,498 --> 00:59:33,224 Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm fine. 1203 00:59:33,259 --> 00:59:34,674 ♪ You can find hope when ♪ 1204 00:59:34,709 --> 00:59:35,744 ♪ You've lost it all ♪ 1205 00:59:35,779 --> 00:59:39,092 - Are you sure? ♪ Gotta spread your wings ♪ 1206 00:59:39,127 --> 00:59:40,128 Yeah. 1207 00:59:40,162 --> 00:59:43,856 Yeah, yeah, I just need to step outside okay. 1208 00:59:44,960 --> 00:59:46,928 ♪ Call on ♪ 1209 00:59:46,962 --> 00:59:51,933 ♪ Love heals the broken ♪ 1210 00:59:54,142 --> 00:59:56,075 ♪ Oh yeah ♪ 1211 00:59:56,109 --> 00:59:59,423 ♪ Love heals the broken ♪ 1212 01:00:06,223 --> 01:00:07,673 Brian, what's wrong? 1213 01:00:08,708 --> 01:00:09,744 I'm sorry. 1214 01:00:09,778 --> 01:00:12,263 I'm, I'm just not feeling that well. 1215 01:00:12,298 --> 01:00:14,680 Well, let's just go. 1216 01:00:14,714 --> 01:00:16,198 Yeah, good idea. 1217 01:00:18,649 --> 01:00:19,477 Angela? 1218 01:00:20,824 --> 01:00:22,135 Jamal. 1219 01:00:22,170 --> 01:00:24,862 And this is? 1220 01:00:24,897 --> 01:00:26,933 Brian from the bookstore. 1221 01:00:26,968 --> 01:00:29,695 Oh, from the bookstore. 1222 01:00:29,729 --> 01:00:30,523 What's up, man? 1223 01:00:30,557 --> 01:00:31,420 What's going on? 1224 01:00:33,077 --> 01:00:35,217 Brian, are you feeling okay? 1225 01:00:36,736 --> 01:00:38,220 You don't look so well, buddy. 1226 01:00:41,914 --> 01:00:43,156 Him? 1227 01:00:43,191 --> 01:00:44,019 Really? 1228 01:00:44,882 --> 01:00:46,332 You got a problem, man? 1229 01:00:46,366 --> 01:00:47,195 Maybe. 1230 01:00:50,094 --> 01:00:52,338 [Jamal chuckling] 1231 01:00:52,372 --> 01:00:53,201 My bad, bro. 1232 01:00:53,235 --> 01:00:54,029 I'm just messing with you. 1233 01:00:54,064 --> 01:00:55,203 Don't take me serious. 1234 01:00:56,135 --> 01:00:58,447 He's obviously sick, Jamal. 1235 01:00:58,482 --> 01:00:59,863 And it's not funny. 1236 01:01:04,833 --> 01:01:06,939 Hey, let's just go, all right. 1237 01:01:06,973 --> 01:01:07,802 Okay. 1238 01:01:11,081 --> 01:01:11,909 Angela, 1239 01:01:14,222 --> 01:01:16,327 what do you see in this guy? 1240 01:01:16,362 --> 01:01:18,502 He's nothing like you. 1241 01:01:19,365 --> 01:01:21,747 [soft music] 1242 01:01:37,797 --> 01:01:38,625 Come on. 1243 01:01:41,663 --> 01:01:43,872 Come on, you gotta be kidding me. 1244 01:01:43,907 --> 01:01:47,151 [soft music continues] 1245 01:01:58,784 --> 01:01:59,577 - [Mr. Miles] What do you want, Brian? 1246 01:01:59,612 --> 01:02:01,027 Hey, Mr. Miles. 1247 01:02:01,062 --> 01:02:02,960 Hey, listen, my keys don't work. 1248 01:02:02,995 --> 01:02:04,134 - [Mr. Miles] Why you think that is? 1249 01:02:04,168 --> 01:02:06,653 I said all the back rent was due in two weeks. 1250 01:02:06,688 --> 01:02:08,897 It's been two weeks and you haven't paid. 1251 01:02:08,932 --> 01:02:09,898 Now you're out. 1252 01:02:09,933 --> 01:02:11,313 No, no, no, no, no, no. 1253 01:02:11,348 --> 01:02:13,281 Mr. Miles, this is a really bad time. 1254 01:02:13,315 --> 01:02:15,732 - [Mr. Miles] It's never good timing for you is it? 1255 01:02:15,766 --> 01:02:17,250 Mr. Miles, please. 1256 01:02:17,285 --> 01:02:18,113 Okay, listen. 1257 01:02:18,148 --> 01:02:19,287 I don't have anywhere else to go. 1258 01:02:19,321 --> 01:02:22,600 - [Mr. Miles] Look, I have other concerns for tenants 1259 01:02:22,635 --> 01:02:24,982 who actually pay their rent. 1260 01:02:25,017 --> 01:02:27,951 - Mr. Miles, if you just gimme two more weeks, please. 1261 01:02:27,985 --> 01:02:29,711 [phone beeping] 1262 01:02:29,746 --> 01:02:32,300 [uneasy music] 1263 01:02:41,619 --> 01:02:44,346 [phone trilling] 1264 01:02:48,592 --> 01:02:51,284 - [Quinn] It's Quinn, you know know what to do. 1265 01:02:51,319 --> 01:02:53,252 Yo Q, it's me, man. 1266 01:02:53,286 --> 01:02:54,874 All right, can you just gimme a call back? 1267 01:02:54,909 --> 01:02:56,669 I need you right now, bro. 1268 01:02:56,703 --> 01:03:00,121 [uneasy music continues] 1269 01:03:25,077 --> 01:03:27,010 So how can I help? 1270 01:03:27,044 --> 01:03:29,012 Yeah, I need a room. 1271 01:03:29,046 --> 01:03:30,392 Cheapest one you got. 1272 01:03:30,427 --> 01:03:32,498 - Lucky for you, we have a vacancy. 1273 01:03:34,362 --> 01:03:36,674 That'll be $75 for the night. 1274 01:03:41,093 --> 01:03:41,887 Are you all right? 1275 01:03:41,921 --> 01:03:43,820 - Yeah, yeah, I'm fine. - You sure? 1276 01:03:49,929 --> 01:03:52,380 Your, your card's been denied. 1277 01:03:52,414 --> 01:03:53,933 Oh, could you try again, 1278 01:03:53,968 --> 01:03:54,831 - please? - Sure. 1279 01:03:59,145 --> 01:04:01,872 Do you have another card or cash? 1280 01:04:06,221 --> 01:04:07,464 [Brian] I got 40 bucks. 1281 01:04:08,741 --> 01:04:10,156 That's not enough. 1282 01:04:10,191 --> 01:04:13,366 I'm sorry, is there someone I can call for you? 1283 01:04:15,541 --> 01:04:16,404 No. 1284 01:04:16,438 --> 01:04:18,406 You sure you're okay? 1285 01:04:18,440 --> 01:04:20,442 [Brian] Yeah, I'm fine. 1286 01:04:20,477 --> 01:04:21,581 Good luck to you. 1287 01:04:22,928 --> 01:04:24,688 Thank you. 1288 01:04:24,722 --> 01:04:27,277 [somber music] 1289 01:04:52,992 --> 01:04:55,822 [thunder rolling] 1290 01:05:03,520 --> 01:05:06,903 [somber music continues] 1291 01:05:23,678 --> 01:05:28,614 [rain pouring] [thunder rolling] 1292 01:05:54,053 --> 01:05:55,572 Hello? 1293 01:05:55,606 --> 01:05:56,435 Hey, it's me. 1294 01:05:57,608 --> 01:05:58,437 You okay? 1295 01:06:01,923 --> 01:06:03,649 I need your help. 1296 01:06:03,683 --> 01:06:05,306 Okay, give me some landmarks. 1297 01:06:05,340 --> 01:06:07,756 - I don't know, I'm in the alleyway 1298 01:06:08,654 --> 01:06:11,070 over by Aspen or something, I think. 1299 01:06:11,105 --> 01:06:12,002 Where? 1300 01:06:12,037 --> 01:06:13,900 - Can you please just come and find me? 1301 01:06:13,935 --> 01:06:16,386 - Hey, don't worry about it, don't worry about it. 1302 01:06:17,249 --> 01:06:18,836 Please? 1303 01:06:18,871 --> 01:06:19,699 Brian. 1304 01:06:21,563 --> 01:06:24,049 He's even in the storm. 1305 01:06:25,567 --> 01:06:27,052 I'm on my way, I'm on my way. 1306 01:06:30,952 --> 01:06:33,886 [thunder rolling] 1307 01:06:33,920 --> 01:06:34,749 Brian. 1308 01:06:36,233 --> 01:06:37,062 Brian. 1309 01:06:40,306 --> 01:06:41,307 Come on, get up. 1310 01:06:43,378 --> 01:06:44,586 Come on, man. 1311 01:06:44,621 --> 01:06:45,691 Gotta sit up. 1312 01:06:47,348 --> 01:06:48,142 There you go. 1313 01:06:51,455 --> 01:06:53,388 What took you so long? 1314 01:06:53,423 --> 01:06:54,527 Come on, man, sit up. 1315 01:06:58,393 --> 01:06:59,498 I just remember 1316 01:06:59,532 --> 01:07:02,466 talking to you on the phone and then passing out. 1317 01:07:02,501 --> 01:07:04,261 - You're going through extreme withdrawals. 1318 01:07:04,296 --> 01:07:05,987 We gotta get you to a hospital. 1319 01:07:06,022 --> 01:07:07,644 Oh, no, no, I'm okay. 1320 01:07:07,678 --> 01:07:08,507 Come on, man. 1321 01:07:08,541 --> 01:07:09,404 We gotta get you to a hospital. 1322 01:07:09,439 --> 01:07:11,303 No, no, Sam, 1323 01:07:11,337 --> 01:07:12,235 I'm okay. 1324 01:07:13,684 --> 01:07:15,479 He was out there, you know. 1325 01:07:15,514 --> 01:07:16,342 Who? 1326 01:07:17,585 --> 01:07:18,413 In the storm, 1327 01:07:19,552 --> 01:07:20,381 he saved me? 1328 01:07:22,245 --> 01:07:23,280 I couldn't save her. 1329 01:07:24,350 --> 01:07:25,869 It's all my fault. 1330 01:07:25,903 --> 01:07:27,284 What was? 1331 01:07:27,319 --> 01:07:28,941 - [Brian] We were running away from my dad. 1332 01:07:28,975 --> 01:07:30,115 Oh, Brian. 1333 01:07:30,149 --> 01:07:32,117 Everything's going to be okay, all right. 1334 01:07:32,151 --> 01:07:33,739 - [Brian] I'm so tired of watching him beat my mom. 1335 01:07:33,773 --> 01:07:36,466 - You sit back and put your seatbelt on for mom, okay? 1336 01:07:36,500 --> 01:07:37,846 Put your seatbelt on. 1337 01:07:37,881 --> 01:07:38,916 - Mom, I'm scared. - Get ready. 1338 01:07:38,951 --> 01:07:40,504 Oh, God, protect us and help us. 1339 01:07:40,539 --> 01:07:41,919 [Brian] After years of abuse, 1340 01:07:41,954 --> 01:07:43,576 I thought we were finally gonna be free. 1341 01:07:43,611 --> 01:07:46,510 - [Mom] My life has been such a struggle. 1342 01:07:46,545 --> 01:07:49,582 - [Brian] We left one storm, but found another. 1343 01:07:49,617 --> 01:07:52,447 - [Mom] My God, the weather's getting bad. 1344 01:07:53,448 --> 01:07:54,380 It's getting bad. 1345 01:07:55,899 --> 01:07:57,487 Tornado came outta nowhere. 1346 01:07:58,453 --> 01:08:00,179 Hit our car. 1347 01:08:00,214 --> 01:08:02,319 She put her arm out to protect me, 1348 01:08:04,735 --> 01:08:06,047 and I lost her. 1349 01:08:07,393 --> 01:08:08,774 It's not your fault, man. 1350 01:08:11,466 --> 01:08:12,295 I failed her. 1351 01:08:15,746 --> 01:08:17,921 I'm still failing her to this day. 1352 01:08:17,955 --> 01:08:19,095 Come on, man. 1353 01:08:19,129 --> 01:08:20,372 Let's get you outta here. 1354 01:08:22,857 --> 01:08:23,651 Come on. 1355 01:08:23,685 --> 01:08:26,516 [thunder rolling] 1356 01:08:28,656 --> 01:08:30,554 - [Brian] It is obvious to me right now 1357 01:08:30,589 --> 01:08:32,142 that I can't do this alone. 1358 01:08:33,557 --> 01:08:36,008 The will to do it in my flesh 1359 01:08:36,042 --> 01:08:37,872 has caused me further to moan. 1360 01:08:39,045 --> 01:08:42,290 Mama, you told me to trust him, 1361 01:08:42,325 --> 01:08:44,016 to receive his gift of grace. 1362 01:08:45,224 --> 01:08:47,675 I see now that when I do yield, 1363 01:08:47,709 --> 01:08:49,677 he inarably sets the pace. 1364 01:08:50,954 --> 01:08:53,543 Mom, you gave me the gift of poetry, 1365 01:08:53,577 --> 01:08:55,061 way to express my heart. 1366 01:08:56,270 --> 01:08:58,720 Now I'll run back to his grace 1367 01:08:58,755 --> 01:09:00,205 that brings me out the dark. 1368 01:09:01,344 --> 01:09:03,139 - All right, tell me something good. 1369 01:09:07,281 --> 01:09:09,386 Come on, man, you can't find one? 1370 01:09:12,009 --> 01:09:13,735 I know, I know. 1371 01:09:14,909 --> 01:09:16,324 All right, keep me posted. 1372 01:09:23,055 --> 01:09:23,952 You good? 1373 01:09:23,987 --> 01:09:25,540 Yeah, man. 1374 01:09:25,575 --> 01:09:26,438 You feeling good? 1375 01:09:26,472 --> 01:09:28,440 Oh. 1376 01:09:29,855 --> 01:09:31,891 One might say it's the dawn of a new day. 1377 01:09:36,655 --> 01:09:37,966 Hey, is this because of me? 1378 01:09:38,760 --> 01:09:39,865 Don't worry about it. 1379 01:09:39,899 --> 01:09:42,488 - No, but it seems like it's really important to you. 1380 01:09:42,523 --> 01:09:43,558 I said don't worry about it. 1381 01:09:43,593 --> 01:09:45,042 No, Sam, Sam, no, for real. 1382 01:09:45,077 --> 01:09:46,458 It's okay, all right. 1383 01:09:47,424 --> 01:09:48,218 I wanna know. 1384 01:09:49,840 --> 01:09:52,395 - It was a birthday gift from my son, 1385 01:09:53,396 --> 01:09:56,571 and it was rare, a collector's item. 1386 01:09:56,606 --> 01:09:59,125 But I, the end of the day, it's just an album. 1387 01:09:59,160 --> 01:10:00,817 - Yeah, but I'm still sorry, bro. 1388 01:10:02,474 --> 01:10:03,302 And 1389 01:10:04,683 --> 01:10:05,891 in our last session, 1390 01:10:05,925 --> 01:10:09,239 I kind of said some things that I really shouldn't have. 1391 01:10:09,274 --> 01:10:11,448 You spoke some truths. 1392 01:10:11,483 --> 01:10:13,968 I usually don't talk about this with my clients. 1393 01:10:15,314 --> 01:10:16,660 But when my son died, 1394 01:10:18,144 --> 01:10:20,354 my life started spiraling outta control. 1395 01:10:21,631 --> 01:10:24,461 I dove in a bottle and tried to drown myself, 1396 01:10:25,980 --> 01:10:28,362 but I shouldn't have left my wife. 1397 01:10:28,396 --> 01:10:29,949 Well, if you ask me, 1398 01:10:30,847 --> 01:10:32,849 I say, you should give her a call. 1399 01:10:32,883 --> 01:10:33,988 It's never too late. 1400 01:10:34,989 --> 01:10:36,991 - Yeah, I should give her a call. 1401 01:10:37,025 --> 01:10:37,854 You're right. 1402 01:10:39,718 --> 01:10:42,548 [phone vibrating] 1403 01:10:49,106 --> 01:10:52,938 - Hey, my landlord's giving me another extension. 1404 01:10:54,388 --> 01:10:57,149 That's shocking 'cause I thought he hated me. 1405 01:10:57,183 --> 01:10:59,151 Hey, man, like you said, 1406 01:10:59,185 --> 01:11:00,946 it's the dawn of a new day. 1407 01:11:00,980 --> 01:11:03,673 Yeah, dawn of a new day. 1408 01:11:03,707 --> 01:11:06,538 [uplifting music] 1409 01:11:09,886 --> 01:11:11,577 I found out distinctly from my falls, 1410 01:11:11,612 --> 01:11:13,441 that self effort never wins. 1411 01:11:14,649 --> 01:11:16,513 Divine support and healing 1412 01:11:16,548 --> 01:11:18,274 causes the status to bend. 1413 01:11:19,965 --> 01:11:22,519 Damage is your specialty, Jesus. 1414 01:11:22,554 --> 01:11:24,072 You know how to make us again. 1415 01:11:26,143 --> 01:11:29,077 Thank you, my grace savior. 1416 01:11:29,112 --> 01:11:30,596 Thank you, my powerful friend. 1417 01:11:32,460 --> 01:11:34,462 It doesn't matter how hopeless it is. 1418 01:11:35,360 --> 01:11:36,706 It doesn't matter the view, 1419 01:11:38,328 --> 01:11:40,917 your grace has the ethereal power 1420 01:11:40,951 --> 01:11:43,437 to make everything about us new. 1421 01:11:43,471 --> 01:11:46,819 [uplifting music continues] 1422 01:11:46,854 --> 01:11:51,376 - You know, there's something different about you. 1423 01:11:51,410 --> 01:11:55,518 I can't put my finger on it, but you're different. 1424 01:11:55,552 --> 01:11:58,141 - No, just a beautiful night with a beautiful woman. 1425 01:11:59,625 --> 01:12:01,524 Well, enjoy it while you can, 1426 01:12:01,558 --> 01:12:03,457 because you know there's a storm coming. 1427 01:12:03,491 --> 01:12:04,285 Oh, nah. 1428 01:12:04,320 --> 01:12:06,045 I ain't worried about no storm. 1429 01:12:06,080 --> 01:12:08,358 I finished your poems. 1430 01:12:08,393 --> 01:12:10,222 - Okay, well go ahead and critique me, 1431 01:12:10,256 --> 01:12:13,156 miss "I've got better taste in poetry than you". 1432 01:12:13,190 --> 01:12:15,848 You are an okay writer. 1433 01:12:17,056 --> 01:12:18,506 It was that bad, huh? 1434 01:12:18,541 --> 01:12:20,301 - Bad enough that I sent it to my friend 1435 01:12:20,336 --> 01:12:22,890 who owns a prestigious publishing house. 1436 01:12:22,924 --> 01:12:23,925 For real? 1437 01:12:23,960 --> 01:12:25,168 Yeah. 1438 01:12:25,202 --> 01:12:27,826 Your work is that good. 1439 01:12:27,860 --> 01:12:28,896 Prestigiously good? 1440 01:12:28,930 --> 01:12:30,656 I don't know about that, 1441 01:12:32,555 --> 01:12:35,212 but seriously, I was impressed. 1442 01:12:35,247 --> 01:12:37,560 - I don't know what to say, Angela. 1443 01:12:37,594 --> 01:12:38,768 Thank you. 1444 01:12:38,802 --> 01:12:41,322 [light music] 1445 01:12:42,841 --> 01:12:44,981 So where do you want to go? 1446 01:12:45,015 --> 01:12:47,017 We got the whole night to us. 1447 01:12:47,052 --> 01:12:48,433 Wherever you like to go. 1448 01:12:50,227 --> 01:12:51,159 I got some ideas. 1449 01:12:57,925 --> 01:12:58,857 Can I ask you a question? 1450 01:12:58,891 --> 01:13:03,482 - Is the wise Brian asking me a question? 1451 01:13:03,517 --> 01:13:05,242 Are you a counselor or not? 1452 01:13:05,277 --> 01:13:07,693 - I always thought of myself as a sage. 1453 01:13:07,728 --> 01:13:08,522 All right, bro. 1454 01:13:08,556 --> 01:13:09,764 Now you're pushing it, okay. 1455 01:13:09,799 --> 01:13:11,283 I just wanna ask a question. 1456 01:13:11,317 --> 01:13:12,836 My bad, what's your question? 1457 01:13:13,906 --> 01:13:14,804 The medallion? 1458 01:13:14,838 --> 01:13:16,530 My five year AA medallion? 1459 01:13:18,152 --> 01:13:19,222 Five years? 1460 01:13:19,256 --> 01:13:21,673 That was a long time ago. 1461 01:13:21,707 --> 01:13:24,365 I got a collection of those now. 1462 01:13:24,400 --> 01:13:26,678 And each one of those means something 1463 01:13:26,712 --> 01:13:29,612 so very profound to me. 1464 01:13:29,646 --> 01:13:32,477 - Did your wife always know about this stuff? 1465 01:13:32,511 --> 01:13:35,169 - I would probably say not at first. 1466 01:13:35,203 --> 01:13:37,516 - But she ended up eventually finding out, huh? 1467 01:13:38,793 --> 01:13:41,347 - You can only hide some things for so long. 1468 01:13:42,245 --> 01:13:43,349 When I think back, 1469 01:13:44,627 --> 01:13:47,733 I would've done a lot of things differently. 1470 01:13:47,768 --> 01:13:48,700 Like what? 1471 01:13:48,734 --> 01:13:50,253 Honesty. 1472 01:13:50,287 --> 01:13:52,704 I wish I was more honest sooner. 1473 01:13:53,808 --> 01:13:55,016 I've learned that, 1474 01:13:56,293 --> 01:13:58,364 to be honest with others, 1475 01:13:58,399 --> 01:14:01,437 I really had to be honest with myself first. 1476 01:14:04,612 --> 01:14:07,857 - Angela, look at you. - You look so beautiful today. 1477 01:14:07,891 --> 01:14:10,342 - So do you. - Thank you. 1478 01:14:10,376 --> 01:14:13,034 [Server] Apple cider? 1479 01:14:13,069 --> 01:14:15,140 - Thank you. - No, thank you. 1480 01:14:15,174 --> 01:14:16,831 [light music] 1481 01:14:16,866 --> 01:14:19,351 Oh, hey, yeah, no thank you. 1482 01:14:23,976 --> 01:14:25,599 Baby, are you okay? 1483 01:14:25,633 --> 01:14:27,911 - Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 1484 01:14:27,946 --> 01:14:29,119 Yeah, well, 1485 01:14:29,154 --> 01:14:31,190 there's actually something I need to talk to you about. 1486 01:14:31,225 --> 01:14:32,226 Yeah, of course. 1487 01:14:32,260 --> 01:14:33,469 What is it? 1488 01:14:33,503 --> 01:14:34,918 Well, no, I've, 1489 01:14:34,953 --> 01:14:37,576 I just been going through a lot and some stuff happened. 1490 01:14:37,611 --> 01:14:38,819 Oh, we see you made it. 1491 01:14:38,853 --> 01:14:39,854 Hello, Angela. 1492 01:14:39,889 --> 01:14:41,304 Hi, daddy. 1493 01:14:41,338 --> 01:14:42,443 And hi, dear. 1494 01:14:42,478 --> 01:14:44,756 Oh, by the way, we invited Jamal. 1495 01:14:45,653 --> 01:14:46,723 You did? 1496 01:14:46,758 --> 01:14:47,862 Yes. 1497 01:14:47,897 --> 01:14:49,864 - Yes, we felt he should be here. 1498 01:14:49,899 --> 01:14:52,177 He's like part of the family. 1499 01:14:52,211 --> 01:14:56,422 - Anyways, firstly, happy anniversary to you both. 1500 01:14:56,457 --> 01:14:57,562 - Thank you. - Thank you. 1501 01:14:57,596 --> 01:14:58,770 Secondly, this is Brian, 1502 01:14:58,804 --> 01:15:00,979 the guy that I told you about. 1503 01:15:01,013 --> 01:15:02,912 Hey, it's nice to meet you. 1504 01:15:02,946 --> 01:15:04,430 Happy 30th anniversary. 1505 01:15:09,435 --> 01:15:11,783 - So, what's the deal with the store? 1506 01:15:11,817 --> 01:15:14,268 Now is not the time. 1507 01:15:14,302 --> 01:15:16,408 - Well, when is the right time, Angela? 1508 01:15:16,442 --> 01:15:18,755 - Well, it's, it's a very beautiful bookstore. 1509 01:15:18,790 --> 01:15:20,792 I've been there a couple times and 1510 01:15:20,826 --> 01:15:23,242 I think Angela's doing a great job with it. 1511 01:15:23,277 --> 01:15:25,624 We know, we funded part of it, 1512 01:15:25,659 --> 01:15:27,143 and now it's time to let it go. 1513 01:15:27,177 --> 01:15:29,248 It's greener pastures on the other side. 1514 01:15:29,283 --> 01:15:31,147 - Yes Angela, come join us in the practice. 1515 01:15:31,181 --> 01:15:33,598 We've been talking about this for years now. 1516 01:15:33,632 --> 01:15:35,496 Here we go again. 1517 01:15:35,531 --> 01:15:37,291 - I don't think that's what Angela wants. 1518 01:15:37,325 --> 01:15:39,431 And she works really hard at the store. 1519 01:15:39,465 --> 01:15:42,434 - Jamal, so glad you made it. - Benjamin, 1520 01:15:42,468 --> 01:15:45,402 Clara Ann, so nice to see you. 1521 01:15:45,437 --> 01:15:47,715 Happy anniversary. 1522 01:15:47,750 --> 01:15:49,372 - Thank you. - Oh, thank you. 1523 01:15:49,406 --> 01:15:53,721 - Angela, don't you look stunning as always. 1524 01:15:53,756 --> 01:15:56,931 Ah, nice to see you 1525 01:15:56,966 --> 01:15:57,794 again. 1526 01:16:00,072 --> 01:16:01,660 Pleasure. 1527 01:16:01,695 --> 01:16:03,559 So, Brian, what's new? 1528 01:16:04,629 --> 01:16:06,251 Nothing, not much. 1529 01:16:06,285 --> 01:16:08,805 - You know, I was thinking about it when I saw you 1530 01:16:08,840 --> 01:16:10,186 at the art venue 1531 01:16:10,220 --> 01:16:13,292 and it all really started to make sense. 1532 01:16:13,327 --> 01:16:14,397 [Brian] What's that? 1533 01:16:14,431 --> 01:16:15,881 - I know an addict when I see one. 1534 01:16:15,916 --> 01:16:17,883 - Do you think you're crossing a line, man? 1535 01:16:17,918 --> 01:16:18,953 [Jamal] Oh, I'm sorry. 1536 01:16:18,988 --> 01:16:21,438 I don't mean to embarrass you or anything. 1537 01:16:21,473 --> 01:16:23,889 What is Jamal talking about? 1538 01:16:23,924 --> 01:16:25,753 Nah, it's, it's nothing. 1539 01:16:25,788 --> 01:16:27,686 It's, it is really just a big misunderstanding, okay. 1540 01:16:27,721 --> 01:16:29,930 Can y'all just excuse this for moment? 1541 01:16:29,964 --> 01:16:32,449 [light music] 1542 01:16:34,900 --> 01:16:36,039 Hey, Angela. 1543 01:16:36,074 --> 01:16:38,007 Okay, just let me explain, okay? 1544 01:16:38,041 --> 01:16:39,042 Is this true? 1545 01:16:40,250 --> 01:16:41,251 Kind of, yeah. 1546 01:16:41,286 --> 01:16:41,942 But, I'm, 1547 01:16:41,976 --> 01:16:42,943 I'm telling you, 1548 01:16:42,977 --> 01:16:44,358 - it's a big misunde-- - I thought I knew you. 1549 01:16:44,392 --> 01:16:45,808 - You do. - Whoa, whoa. 1550 01:16:47,050 --> 01:16:47,982 You need to leave 1551 01:16:48,017 --> 01:16:50,191 before I have you escorted up out of here, 1552 01:16:50,226 --> 01:16:52,124 and stay away from our daughter. 1553 01:16:52,159 --> 01:16:54,299 - Listen, you don't understand what's going on. 1554 01:16:54,333 --> 01:16:56,577 - I don't care to understand what's going on. 1555 01:16:56,612 --> 01:16:59,062 You need to leave now. 1556 01:16:59,097 --> 01:17:01,099 Yes, leave now. 1557 01:17:01,133 --> 01:17:03,584 Now, Angela, you see why we invited Jamal. 1558 01:17:06,725 --> 01:17:07,553 Angela. 1559 01:17:09,176 --> 01:17:11,281 - You need to go. - Leave now. 1560 01:17:11,316 --> 01:17:14,630 [light music continues] 1561 01:17:25,364 --> 01:17:27,953 [uneasy music] 1562 01:17:32,371 --> 01:17:34,201 The prodigal son returns. 1563 01:17:36,755 --> 01:17:37,791 Now you look amiss. 1564 01:17:40,690 --> 01:17:42,450 Angela dumped me. 1565 01:17:42,485 --> 01:17:44,798 Can't offer you any comfort, 1566 01:17:44,832 --> 01:17:46,040 but I can offer you this. 1567 01:17:50,942 --> 01:17:52,150 In a little bit, 1568 01:17:52,184 --> 01:17:54,014 you'll forget anything ever happened. 1569 01:17:57,224 --> 01:17:58,881 - What am I doing with my life, Q? 1570 01:17:59,813 --> 01:18:01,400 You living life on your terms. 1571 01:18:02,505 --> 01:18:03,989 There's no other way to do it. 1572 01:18:05,750 --> 01:18:06,923 Thought I found a way. 1573 01:18:08,304 --> 01:18:10,616 [rap music] 1574 01:18:21,800 --> 01:18:23,768 Give me another. 1575 01:18:23,802 --> 01:18:28,738 [rap music continues] [uneasy music] 1576 01:18:38,023 --> 01:18:39,335 What's wrong with me now? 1577 01:18:42,027 --> 01:18:43,891 Can't detain my thoughts. 1578 01:18:45,272 --> 01:18:46,860 Feel so unproductive. 1579 01:18:47,964 --> 01:18:49,207 I know it's my own fault. 1580 01:18:50,104 --> 01:18:53,487 [uneasy music continues] 1581 01:19:09,365 --> 01:19:11,436 Come back to me creativity. 1582 01:19:12,402 --> 01:19:13,852 No time for you to roam. 1583 01:19:16,337 --> 01:19:17,822 I need to help myself 1584 01:19:19,168 --> 01:19:20,445 to arrive at the dome. 1585 01:19:22,240 --> 01:19:24,829 [phone trilling] 1586 01:19:24,863 --> 01:19:26,140 [Angela] Hi, this is Angela. 1587 01:19:26,175 --> 01:19:27,624 I'm not available right now. 1588 01:19:27,659 --> 01:19:28,833 Leave me a message. 1589 01:19:30,006 --> 01:19:31,180 Hey, Angie, it's, 1590 01:19:33,009 --> 01:19:34,286 it's Brian. 1591 01:19:34,321 --> 01:19:35,149 I'm just, 1592 01:19:36,461 --> 01:19:38,325 just trying to finish up this poem and 1593 01:19:39,567 --> 01:19:41,259 you're part of the last stanza, so. 1594 01:19:42,294 --> 01:19:43,571 Yeah, just call me back. 1595 01:19:45,401 --> 01:19:48,818 [uneasy music continues] 1596 01:19:53,167 --> 01:19:56,170 - I am so sorry to hear that you're closing. 1597 01:19:56,205 --> 01:19:58,172 You have been such an inspiration, 1598 01:19:58,207 --> 01:19:59,933 a blessing to this community, 1599 01:19:59,967 --> 01:20:01,348 and I just want to thank you. 1600 01:20:01,382 --> 01:20:02,245 Thank you. 1601 01:20:02,280 --> 01:20:03,937 That means a lot to me. 1602 01:20:03,971 --> 01:20:05,179 - God bless you. - God bless you. 1603 01:20:07,630 --> 01:20:09,321 Hey, what brings you here? 1604 01:20:09,356 --> 01:20:10,702 I've got news. 1605 01:20:10,736 --> 01:20:11,841 News? 1606 01:20:11,876 --> 01:20:14,775 - We're publishing Brian's poetry. 1607 01:20:14,810 --> 01:20:16,294 I haven't told him yet. 1608 01:20:16,328 --> 01:20:18,606 I figured you should be the one. 1609 01:20:18,641 --> 01:20:22,818 Also, could you tell him we need the end to that one poem. 1610 01:20:22,852 --> 01:20:25,372 - I don't think that's gonna happen. 1611 01:20:25,406 --> 01:20:26,476 What is it? 1612 01:20:27,857 --> 01:20:30,308 We had a falling out. 1613 01:20:30,342 --> 01:20:33,518 - I thought you said you two were perfect for each other. 1614 01:20:33,552 --> 01:20:35,071 I really thought that. 1615 01:20:35,106 --> 01:20:37,591 - We've known each other for a long time. 1616 01:20:37,625 --> 01:20:40,766 I've never seen you care for someone this much before. 1617 01:20:41,871 --> 01:20:44,840 - But what if I don't really know him? 1618 01:20:44,874 --> 01:20:46,703 - From everything you've told me, 1619 01:20:46,738 --> 01:20:49,672 Brian sounds like a pretty good guy. 1620 01:20:49,706 --> 01:20:52,848 Sometimes you just have to trust. 1621 01:20:54,228 --> 01:20:56,817 [uneasy music] 1622 01:21:13,075 --> 01:21:14,352 [Angela] Brian. 1623 01:21:14,386 --> 01:21:15,318 Are you serious? 1624 01:21:15,353 --> 01:21:16,181 Angela? 1625 01:21:17,320 --> 01:21:19,322 - Angela? - I didn't wanna believe this. 1626 01:21:20,806 --> 01:21:21,738 Come on. 1627 01:21:21,773 --> 01:21:22,878 Angela, wait. 1628 01:21:22,912 --> 01:21:24,603 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 1629 01:21:24,638 --> 01:21:27,848 Listen, listen, Jamal was right, okay? 1630 01:21:27,883 --> 01:21:28,987 I am who I am. 1631 01:21:29,022 --> 01:21:30,747 That's all I'm ever going to be. 1632 01:21:30,782 --> 01:21:32,577 People like me can't change. 1633 01:21:32,611 --> 01:21:34,234 You're wrong, Brian. 1634 01:21:34,268 --> 01:21:36,236 People can change 1635 01:21:36,270 --> 01:21:38,617 no matter how much they've been damaged. 1636 01:21:40,033 --> 01:21:42,587 Look, Brian, I want you to know 1637 01:21:42,621 --> 01:21:43,933 that I care about you. 1638 01:21:43,968 --> 01:21:45,245 I do. 1639 01:21:45,279 --> 01:21:47,868 And you have done so much for me. 1640 01:21:47,903 --> 01:21:50,077 But you need to know this. 1641 01:21:50,112 --> 01:21:52,908 I will not endure the hell 1642 01:21:52,942 --> 01:21:55,151 that you have cast yourself into. 1643 01:21:56,325 --> 01:21:57,464 This world, 1644 01:21:58,396 --> 01:21:59,707 it owns you, Brian. 1645 01:22:00,605 --> 01:22:02,883 But it doesn't own me. 1646 01:22:02,918 --> 01:22:03,746 No. 1647 01:22:04,989 --> 01:22:08,509 It's like I'm losing everything that's important to me. 1648 01:22:08,544 --> 01:22:10,304 First the bookstore. 1649 01:22:10,339 --> 01:22:11,236 Now you. 1650 01:22:11,271 --> 01:22:13,204 - But Angie, I ain't going nowhere. 1651 01:22:14,964 --> 01:22:16,138 By the way. 1652 01:22:16,172 --> 01:22:18,105 You got a book deal. 1653 01:22:18,140 --> 01:22:21,108 I sent you the contact information. 1654 01:22:21,143 --> 01:22:22,765 Do me a favor. 1655 01:22:22,799 --> 01:22:24,249 Don't waste it away. 1656 01:22:25,181 --> 01:22:28,736 I still believe that you have something powerful 1657 01:22:28,771 --> 01:22:30,255 to share with the world. 1658 01:22:31,843 --> 01:22:33,155 Goodbye Brian. 1659 01:22:33,189 --> 01:22:36,606 [uneasy music continues] 1660 01:22:46,064 --> 01:22:48,446 [soft music] 1661 01:23:08,121 --> 01:23:09,363 This is the big payday. 1662 01:23:11,745 --> 01:23:14,299 After this, your debt is paid in full. 1663 01:23:14,334 --> 01:23:15,162 Let's go. 1664 01:23:18,545 --> 01:23:19,373 Come on. 1665 01:23:22,790 --> 01:23:23,757 I can't, bro. 1666 01:23:23,791 --> 01:23:25,034 You can't? 1667 01:23:25,069 --> 01:23:26,863 Brian, you owe me. 1668 01:23:26,898 --> 01:23:29,487 - I know, but there's gotta be another way. 1669 01:23:29,521 --> 01:23:31,558 This is the only way. 1670 01:23:31,592 --> 01:23:35,148 You think there's another path out there for you, for us? 1671 01:23:35,182 --> 01:23:37,219 You need to choose right now who you are. 1672 01:23:41,326 --> 01:23:44,157 - I might not know who I am, but I'm not this. 1673 01:23:45,261 --> 01:23:46,055 I'm done, bro. 1674 01:23:47,401 --> 01:23:48,264 With all of it. 1675 01:23:50,025 --> 01:23:52,579 - You walk away right now, we're finished. 1676 01:23:53,821 --> 01:23:56,341 - You don't have to keep living like this either, Q. 1677 01:23:56,376 --> 01:23:57,756 There's another way. 1678 01:23:57,791 --> 01:23:59,655 Unlike you, I know who I am. 1679 01:24:02,037 --> 01:24:03,072 Get outta here, Brian 1680 01:24:11,080 --> 01:24:12,323 Saved his mercy, 1681 01:24:13,186 --> 01:24:14,359 kept by his love, 1682 01:24:15,429 --> 01:24:16,948 with a joy to taste 1683 01:24:16,982 --> 01:24:18,777 Jesus' wonder through the dove. 1684 01:24:20,158 --> 01:24:24,300 The Holy Spirit has divulged to me the depth of his grace. 1685 01:24:24,335 --> 01:24:25,991 Doesn't matter how far you fall, 1686 01:24:26,820 --> 01:24:28,718 you land succinctly in his face. 1687 01:24:29,616 --> 01:24:32,550 Can I be earned nor merited, 1688 01:24:32,584 --> 01:24:33,999 nor is it deserved at all. 1689 01:24:35,000 --> 01:24:36,899 He gives it to his children by faith. 1690 01:24:38,176 --> 01:24:39,419 A remedy from the fall. 1691 01:24:45,528 --> 01:24:46,460 Oh, Mr. Miles. 1692 01:24:46,495 --> 01:24:47,461 Hey, hey, 1693 01:24:48,462 --> 01:24:51,569 listen, I know you're not my biggest fan or anything, 1694 01:24:51,603 --> 01:24:54,710 but why'd you give me the extension? 1695 01:24:54,744 --> 01:24:56,298 - I didn't give you an extension. 1696 01:24:56,332 --> 01:24:58,127 Your friend paid your debt in full. 1697 01:25:00,405 --> 01:25:01,648 Who, Samuel? 1698 01:25:01,682 --> 01:25:04,375 - I told him it was just like setting his cash on fire. 1699 01:25:08,206 --> 01:25:13,177 [traffic humming] [insects thrumming] 1700 01:25:16,801 --> 01:25:19,528 [birds chirping] 1701 01:25:23,152 --> 01:25:25,189 - You know, you didn't have to pay my rent, right? 1702 01:25:25,223 --> 01:25:26,155 I could. 1703 01:25:26,190 --> 01:25:26,983 So I did. 1704 01:25:27,018 --> 01:25:28,433 But you didn't have to. 1705 01:25:28,468 --> 01:25:29,572 Just pay it forward. 1706 01:25:30,608 --> 01:25:33,093 - You're real annoying, you know that. 1707 01:25:33,128 --> 01:25:34,991 I've been called worse. 1708 01:25:35,026 --> 01:25:36,579 - It don't even matter 'cause I just came here today 1709 01:25:36,614 --> 01:25:38,616 to tell you that it's over. 1710 01:25:38,650 --> 01:25:40,100 All this. 1711 01:25:40,135 --> 01:25:44,139 - Listen, we all reached this point, 1712 01:25:44,173 --> 01:25:45,657 but you're here now. 1713 01:25:45,692 --> 01:25:46,727 That's all that matters. 1714 01:25:46,762 --> 01:25:48,177 I started drinking again. 1715 01:25:49,282 --> 01:25:50,835 So you already know what's gonna happen next. 1716 01:25:50,869 --> 01:25:54,218 I'm gonna start using and then I'll be back on drugs. 1717 01:25:54,252 --> 01:25:55,529 I failed you, Sam, 1718 01:25:59,223 --> 01:26:00,155 and I lost Angela. 1719 01:26:03,917 --> 01:26:05,401 Listen, man, 1720 01:26:05,436 --> 01:26:07,645 I never said this was gonna be easy. 1721 01:26:07,679 --> 01:26:09,750 Yeah, but you had rules. 1722 01:26:09,785 --> 01:26:11,545 All right, and I broke 'em. 1723 01:26:11,580 --> 01:26:13,168 So go ahead. 1724 01:26:13,202 --> 01:26:14,790 Turn me in. 1725 01:26:14,824 --> 01:26:15,653 I deserve it. 1726 01:26:16,930 --> 01:26:18,103 Do it. 1727 01:26:18,138 --> 01:26:20,796 The blessing for you and me 1728 01:26:20,830 --> 01:26:22,729 is that we don't always get what we deserve. 1729 01:26:22,763 --> 01:26:25,870 - Oh my God, you and your words, man. 1730 01:26:25,904 --> 01:26:27,423 They haunt me. 1731 01:26:27,458 --> 01:26:28,321 I tell you what, 1732 01:26:29,701 --> 01:26:31,462 let's have an out of office session today. 1733 01:26:31,496 --> 01:26:33,015 No, no, no, you don't get it. 1734 01:26:34,050 --> 01:26:36,570 People like me don't deserve a second chance. 1735 01:26:38,158 --> 01:26:38,986 Trust me. 1736 01:26:44,544 --> 01:26:45,338 Let's go, man. 1737 01:26:48,996 --> 01:26:51,723 [birds chirping] 1738 01:27:07,152 --> 01:27:07,981 Jay. 1739 01:27:09,672 --> 01:27:11,329 What's up Sam? 1740 01:27:11,364 --> 01:27:13,089 It was supposed to rain. 1741 01:27:13,124 --> 01:27:15,195 That's why I wasn't expecting you today. 1742 01:27:15,230 --> 01:27:16,161 Come on. 1743 01:27:16,196 --> 01:27:18,578 Rain or shine, we got work to do. 1744 01:27:18,612 --> 01:27:19,648 - [Jeremiah] You are a good friend, Sam. 1745 01:27:19,682 --> 01:27:21,443 - I appreciate you. - Thank you. 1746 01:27:21,477 --> 01:27:23,203 Jeremiah, I want to introduce you to Brian. 1747 01:27:23,238 --> 01:27:24,411 Brian, Jeremiah. 1748 01:27:24,446 --> 01:27:27,103 - [Jeremiah] Brian, pleased to meet you. 1749 01:27:27,138 --> 01:27:28,450 Good grip there, man. 1750 01:27:28,484 --> 01:27:29,278 Nice to meet you too. 1751 01:27:29,313 --> 01:27:30,762 Thanks. 1752 01:27:30,797 --> 01:27:32,799 So what are we doing here? 1753 01:27:32,833 --> 01:27:35,388 - Well, you know, Samuel's been coming out here for years 1754 01:27:35,422 --> 01:27:37,182 trying to help me recultivate my land 1755 01:27:37,217 --> 01:27:39,046 after the tornado that came through, 1756 01:27:39,081 --> 01:27:40,772 it flipped a barn, tore up a shed. 1757 01:27:40,807 --> 01:27:43,775 So today we going to tear down one of the barns, 1758 01:27:43,810 --> 01:27:45,225 remove the debris, 1759 01:27:45,260 --> 01:27:48,159 and eventually build a new one with a stronger foundation. 1760 01:27:48,193 --> 01:27:49,540 Brian, are you up for that? 1761 01:27:51,266 --> 01:27:52,405 Yeah. 1762 01:27:52,439 --> 01:27:54,269 [Jeremiah] Appreciate you. 1763 01:27:54,303 --> 01:27:55,200 Appreciate it. 1764 01:27:55,235 --> 01:27:56,340 - Y'all call me if you need. - All right. 1765 01:27:56,374 --> 01:27:59,343 - [Jeremiah] I'll see y'all on the little. 1766 01:27:59,377 --> 01:28:01,759 [soft music] 1767 01:28:37,001 --> 01:28:38,002 Rough day. 1768 01:28:57,746 --> 01:29:00,852 Takes a lot of force to create destruction like this. 1769 01:29:01,957 --> 01:29:04,339 - Why do you have me out here, Samuel? 1770 01:29:04,373 --> 01:29:06,064 Your final exam. 1771 01:29:06,099 --> 01:29:08,515 - But I told you I already failed. 1772 01:29:09,689 --> 01:29:10,483 We'll, see. 1773 01:29:18,905 --> 01:29:20,424 There's is more to my story. 1774 01:29:21,321 --> 01:29:25,498 You know, my son died, but I never said how. 1775 01:29:28,224 --> 01:29:29,260 Overdose. 1776 01:29:32,194 --> 01:29:33,126 I am sorry, Sam. 1777 01:29:34,748 --> 01:29:37,613 [gentle music] 1778 01:29:37,648 --> 01:29:39,374 - I should have been there for him. 1779 01:29:40,651 --> 01:29:43,447 It's not that I didn't see the signs, 1780 01:29:43,481 --> 01:29:45,897 I just didn't pay attention to them. 1781 01:29:45,932 --> 01:29:48,624 - You can't put that on your shoulders, bro. 1782 01:29:48,659 --> 01:29:50,039 It'll crush you. 1783 01:29:50,074 --> 01:29:52,352 Brian, I was an alcoholic 1784 01:29:52,387 --> 01:29:56,460 whose only focus was to find my way into another bottle. 1785 01:29:56,494 --> 01:30:00,084 And after my son died, it only got worse. 1786 01:30:00,118 --> 01:30:02,258 I crashed my car into a ditch. 1787 01:30:03,501 --> 01:30:05,572 I was drunk, of course. 1788 01:30:05,607 --> 01:30:07,194 But that's when it happened. 1789 01:30:07,229 --> 01:30:08,610 When what happened? 1790 01:30:08,644 --> 01:30:10,301 Grace. 1791 01:30:10,335 --> 01:30:13,960 God's grace came in the form of a off-duty firefighter. 1792 01:30:13,994 --> 01:30:16,549 He pulled me out of that ditch 1793 01:30:16,583 --> 01:30:20,207 and because no one got hurt, he didn't call the police. 1794 01:30:21,346 --> 01:30:23,590 Instead, he made me an offer. 1795 01:30:24,798 --> 01:30:27,387 I had to commit to going to counseling. 1796 01:30:27,422 --> 01:30:31,564 - Two sessions a week for 12 weeks at the Grace Place. 1797 01:30:33,186 --> 01:30:35,844 And you made me the same offer. 1798 01:30:35,878 --> 01:30:37,052 I had a problem 1799 01:30:38,329 --> 01:30:40,089 that only God could solve. 1800 01:30:45,129 --> 01:30:47,752 - I really do want to do better, Sam. 1801 01:30:47,787 --> 01:30:48,581 I really do. 1802 01:30:50,306 --> 01:30:53,827 But this thing it, it just claws on to me. 1803 01:30:56,278 --> 01:30:58,625 Then it just feels like it's breathing fire into my soul 1804 01:30:58,660 --> 01:31:00,696 every time I drink out the bottle. 1805 01:31:00,731 --> 01:31:03,596 - The Holy Spirit is a dragon slayer. 1806 01:31:03,630 --> 01:31:06,564 It'll take the hard road with you and not skirt it. 1807 01:31:06,599 --> 01:31:08,221 But it's just so hard. 1808 01:31:11,293 --> 01:31:12,570 I don't think it's possible. 1809 01:31:12,605 --> 01:31:13,709 You're right. 1810 01:31:13,744 --> 01:31:15,504 It's not possible on your own. 1811 01:31:15,539 --> 01:31:16,574 You need a helper. 1812 01:31:17,886 --> 01:31:19,543 Your last assignment, 1813 01:31:19,577 --> 01:31:21,406 what was that verse you had to study? 1814 01:31:24,340 --> 01:31:25,272 Philippians 4:13. 1815 01:31:27,240 --> 01:31:28,759 I can do all things. 1816 01:31:30,933 --> 01:31:32,659 - Through Christ who strengthens me. 1817 01:31:35,179 --> 01:31:36,007 New life, bro. 1818 01:31:42,635 --> 01:31:44,084 Yeah, new life. 1819 01:31:44,119 --> 01:31:46,949 [uplifting music] 1820 01:31:50,263 --> 01:31:51,920 Jesus made it to the finish line. 1821 01:31:53,197 --> 01:31:54,819 His grace was enough. 1822 01:31:56,994 --> 01:31:58,271 I tried to do it all. 1823 01:31:59,410 --> 01:32:01,170 Yeah, I tried to be so tough. 1824 01:32:03,518 --> 01:32:05,692 I analyzed the grace message 1825 01:32:05,727 --> 01:32:07,211 to see just how I fit. 1826 01:32:09,006 --> 01:32:12,492 I found that grace not only saves us, 1827 01:32:12,527 --> 01:32:14,770 but puts us in Jesus' niche. 1828 01:32:16,634 --> 01:32:17,462 Hey. 1829 01:32:18,912 --> 01:32:19,741 Yeah. 1830 01:32:22,778 --> 01:32:24,504 Yeah, it's been a long time. 1831 01:32:26,679 --> 01:32:27,714 Oh wow. 1832 01:32:29,716 --> 01:32:31,753 It is great to hear your voice too. 1833 01:32:33,478 --> 01:32:35,791 [chuckling] 1834 01:32:37,586 --> 01:32:40,175 - [Brian] So all this time that I wasted 1835 01:32:40,209 --> 01:32:41,659 thinking that I didn't count, 1836 01:32:43,143 --> 01:32:45,180 kept me from experiencing 1837 01:32:45,214 --> 01:32:47,044 the power of Jesus' mount. 1838 01:32:53,015 --> 01:32:55,086 - Hey man, you completed your sessions. 1839 01:32:55,121 --> 01:32:56,053 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1840 01:32:56,087 --> 01:32:57,986 I guess I'm done. 1841 01:32:58,020 --> 01:33:00,747 - No, no, my brother, this is just the beginning. 1842 01:33:00,782 --> 01:33:02,335 Yeah, I just planted the seed. 1843 01:33:02,369 --> 01:33:04,682 But I tell you what, I got something for you. 1844 01:33:04,717 --> 01:33:06,304 This is the LPC. 1845 01:33:06,339 --> 01:33:08,306 - Okay. - Her name is Brenda. 1846 01:33:08,341 --> 01:33:09,549 That's your next step. 1847 01:33:09,584 --> 01:33:11,413 - Cool. - Yeah, man. 1848 01:33:11,447 --> 01:33:13,208 - Well, I've got something for you. 1849 01:33:13,242 --> 01:33:14,071 Yeah? 1850 01:33:15,969 --> 01:33:18,696 How'd you, are you serious? 1851 01:33:18,731 --> 01:33:19,973 Where'd you find this? 1852 01:33:20,008 --> 01:33:21,078 Hard work, 1853 01:33:21,112 --> 01:33:22,838 patience and endurance. 1854 01:33:22,873 --> 01:33:23,667 You wanna give it a listen? 1855 01:33:23,701 --> 01:33:24,529 Yeah. 1856 01:33:26,773 --> 01:33:29,776 - You know what, I think you'll do it this time. 1857 01:33:32,261 --> 01:33:33,090 Okay. 1858 01:33:35,851 --> 01:33:37,784 Go ahead, you know, put it on 1859 01:33:37,819 --> 01:33:40,062 and the put the vinyl in the middle, there you go. 1860 01:33:40,097 --> 01:33:41,961 And don't forget the stylist. 1861 01:33:41,995 --> 01:33:42,789 The stylist. 1862 01:33:42,824 --> 01:33:44,964 - The stylus. - Like this. 1863 01:33:44,998 --> 01:33:45,792 - You know with the needle like that. 1864 01:33:45,827 --> 01:33:46,759 Yep, yep. 1865 01:33:46,793 --> 01:33:47,622 - Uh huh. - Ah. 1866 01:33:49,934 --> 01:33:50,797 I hear the crackle. 1867 01:33:50,832 --> 01:33:51,729 Uh huh. 1868 01:33:52,765 --> 01:33:53,904 Oh, 1869 01:33:53,938 --> 01:33:56,009 I got a poetry reading on Saturday. 1870 01:33:56,044 --> 01:33:57,114 Come out? 1871 01:33:57,148 --> 01:33:59,841 - Man, I don't think I'm gonna be able to make it. 1872 01:33:59,875 --> 01:34:01,739 What, why not? 1873 01:34:01,774 --> 01:34:03,327 I got a date. 1874 01:34:03,361 --> 01:34:05,191 Somebody from my past. 1875 01:34:05,225 --> 01:34:07,849 Ah. 1876 01:34:07,883 --> 01:34:08,815 My guy. 1877 01:34:08,850 --> 01:34:10,506 Hey man. 1878 01:34:10,541 --> 01:34:11,369 You paying? 1879 01:34:13,164 --> 01:34:14,165 I have to. 1880 01:34:28,317 --> 01:34:29,733 - Hey. - Hey. 1881 01:34:29,767 --> 01:34:32,321 Stopping by to see the place for one last time? 1882 01:34:32,356 --> 01:34:33,668 Not quite. 1883 01:34:33,702 --> 01:34:35,221 Then what is it? 1884 01:34:35,255 --> 01:34:37,913 You don't have to close. 1885 01:34:37,948 --> 01:34:42,884 Your lease is paid in full for the next two years. 1886 01:34:43,954 --> 01:34:45,714 That can't be right. 1887 01:34:45,749 --> 01:34:47,129 One of my new clients 1888 01:34:47,164 --> 01:34:51,030 who you introduced me to, says otherwise. 1889 01:34:51,064 --> 01:34:52,100 Brian? 1890 01:34:52,134 --> 01:34:54,585 His advance was ample enough. 1891 01:34:54,619 --> 01:34:55,828 Trust me. 1892 01:34:55,862 --> 01:34:57,692 I cut the check myself. 1893 01:34:58,969 --> 01:35:01,488 - You mean to tell me the first thing he does 1894 01:35:01,523 --> 01:35:04,802 after being published is pay my lease? 1895 01:35:06,045 --> 01:35:07,460 He's a good guy 1896 01:35:07,494 --> 01:35:08,944 and he cares about you. 1897 01:35:08,979 --> 01:35:11,947 He's doing his first major reading tonight. 1898 01:35:11,982 --> 01:35:13,880 I think he should come. 1899 01:35:13,915 --> 01:35:15,468 I'll think about it. 1900 01:35:17,228 --> 01:35:18,609 Good evening everyone. 1901 01:35:18,643 --> 01:35:20,715 We're so happy to see you, 1902 01:35:20,749 --> 01:35:22,026 your smiling faces. 1903 01:35:22,061 --> 01:35:23,372 You look wonderful. 1904 01:35:23,407 --> 01:35:25,409 Thank you for coming out tonight. 1905 01:35:25,443 --> 01:35:28,343 And as we always do, before we start our event, 1906 01:35:28,377 --> 01:35:31,346 we always like to give you a thought for the evening. 1907 01:35:31,380 --> 01:35:33,451 I'd like to share this with you. 1908 01:35:33,486 --> 01:35:36,765 The Holy Spirit gave me this one thought, and that is 1909 01:35:36,800 --> 01:35:39,319 the depth of your life is measured 1910 01:35:39,354 --> 01:35:41,701 by the decisions that you make. 1911 01:35:41,736 --> 01:35:44,324 Not just the straight roads, 1912 01:35:44,359 --> 01:35:47,086 but the terms that you take. 1913 01:35:47,120 --> 01:35:50,261 This young man that's coming before you tonight 1914 01:35:50,296 --> 01:35:53,126 will be publishing a book entitled "Storms". 1915 01:35:53,161 --> 01:35:56,371 And we are extremely excited that he will be 1916 01:35:56,405 --> 01:35:57,993 reading that poem tonight. 1917 01:35:58,028 --> 01:36:00,237 I know that's why many of you are here. 1918 01:36:00,271 --> 01:36:01,894 And if you will help me, 1919 01:36:01,928 --> 01:36:06,001 let's give a warm welcome to Brian Gilchrist. 1920 01:36:06,036 --> 01:36:11,006 [audience applauds] [audience cheers] 1921 01:36:23,363 --> 01:36:24,571 Thanks for coming out. 1922 01:36:26,228 --> 01:36:27,333 I'm Brian Gilchrist 1923 01:36:27,367 --> 01:36:30,508 and I used to shake for other reasons, 1924 01:36:30,543 --> 01:36:32,303 but tonight I'm kind of nervous. 1925 01:36:33,891 --> 01:36:36,618 So yeah, let's, let's get started. 1926 01:36:36,652 --> 01:36:39,207 [gentle music] 1927 01:36:41,174 --> 01:36:42,969 Like a dandelion, 1928 01:36:43,004 --> 01:36:44,729 so small yet so bold. 1929 01:36:45,834 --> 01:36:49,665 Stands so tall against the tempest winds, so cold. 1930 01:36:51,219 --> 01:36:52,323 Out in the storm, 1931 01:36:53,428 --> 01:36:54,567 I stand all alone 1932 01:36:56,811 --> 01:36:58,053 yet finding you there 1933 01:37:03,369 --> 01:37:05,405 I am walking toward home. 1934 01:37:10,445 --> 01:37:11,964 Each footstep before me 1935 01:37:13,551 --> 01:37:14,967 brings credence to him, 1936 01:37:17,901 --> 01:37:19,972 buffeted by wind and wave 1937 01:37:22,215 --> 01:37:24,045 in the shrapnel of sin. 1938 01:37:27,600 --> 01:37:28,808 Our hope is refrained 1939 01:37:31,742 --> 01:37:33,364 yet our soul is unscathed. 1940 01:37:36,816 --> 01:37:37,955 One truth will remain 1941 01:37:41,165 --> 01:37:41,994 by grace 1942 01:37:45,100 --> 01:37:46,619 we've been saved. 1943 01:37:46,653 --> 01:37:49,656 [audience applauds] 1944 01:37:54,523 --> 01:37:57,112 ♪ Your love ♪ 1945 01:37:57,147 --> 01:37:59,597 ♪ Is why I'm free ♪ 1946 01:37:59,632 --> 01:38:02,393 ♪ The hands of God ♪ 1947 01:38:02,428 --> 01:38:05,051 ♪ Is holding me ♪ 1948 01:38:05,086 --> 01:38:08,641 ♪ And your mercy ♪ 1949 01:38:08,675 --> 01:38:11,057 ♪ Covers my life ♪ 1950 01:38:11,092 --> 01:38:13,680 ♪ It keeps me strong ♪ 1951 01:38:13,715 --> 01:38:16,407 ♪ When I belong ♪ 1952 01:38:16,442 --> 01:38:19,479 ♪ And your grace ♪ 1953 01:38:19,514 --> 01:38:22,448 ♪ Is compassionate ♪ 1954 01:38:22,482 --> 01:38:25,313 ♪ The love of god ♪ 1955 01:38:25,347 --> 01:38:28,178 ♪ Is infinite ♪ 1956 01:38:28,212 --> 01:38:31,077 ♪ You're more than enough ♪ 1957 01:38:31,112 --> 01:38:33,977 ♪ Sufficient for us ♪ 1958 01:38:34,011 --> 01:38:39,016 ♪ Forgiver of our sins ♪ 1959 01:38:39,051 --> 01:38:43,331 ♪ Your grace wins ♪ 1960 01:38:43,365 --> 01:38:45,505 ♪ Wins ♪ 1961 01:38:45,540 --> 01:38:49,164 ♪ Grace wins ♪ 1962 01:38:49,199 --> 01:38:51,477 ♪ Wins ♪ 1963 01:38:51,511 --> 01:38:54,583 ♪ Your love ♪ 1964 01:38:54,618 --> 01:38:57,241 ♪ Is why I'm free ♪ 1965 01:38:57,276 --> 01:38:59,830 ♪ The hand of God ♪ 1966 01:38:59,864 --> 01:39:02,660 ♪ Is holding me ♪ 1967 01:39:02,695 --> 01:39:06,388 ♪ And your mercy ♪ 1968 01:39:06,423 --> 01:39:08,666 ♪ Covers my life ♪ 1969 01:39:08,701 --> 01:39:11,497 ♪ It keeps me strong ♪ 1970 01:39:11,531 --> 01:39:14,362 ♪ When I do wrong ♪ 1971 01:39:14,396 --> 01:39:17,261 ♪ And your grace ♪ 1972 01:39:17,296 --> 01:39:20,092 ♪ Is compassionate ♪ 1973 01:39:20,126 --> 01:39:22,991 ♪ The love of God ♪ 1974 01:39:23,026 --> 01:39:25,649 ♪ Is infinite ♪ 1975 01:39:25,683 --> 01:39:29,377 ♪ You're more than enough ♪ 1976 01:39:29,411 --> 01:39:31,758 ♪ Sufficient for us ♪ 1977 01:39:31,793 --> 01:39:36,901 ♪ Forgiver of our sins ♪ 1978 01:39:36,936 --> 01:39:40,975 ♪ Your grace wins ♪ 1979 01:39:41,009 --> 01:39:43,218 ♪ Wins ♪ 1980 01:39:43,253 --> 01:39:46,635 ♪ Grace wins ♪ 1981 01:39:46,670 --> 01:39:48,879 ♪ Wins ♪ 1982 01:39:48,913 --> 01:39:52,469 ♪ Grace wins ♪ 1983 01:39:52,503 --> 01:39:54,678 ♪ Wins ♪ 1984 01:39:54,712 --> 01:39:58,268 ♪ Grace wins ♪ 1985 01:39:58,302 --> 01:40:03,273 ♪ Wins ♪ 1986 01:40:05,068 --> 01:40:09,313 ♪ Sin has no dominion over us ♪ 1987 01:40:09,348 --> 01:40:10,659 ♪ No ♪ 1988 01:40:10,694 --> 01:40:15,595 ♪ We live under God's grace ♪ 1989 01:40:16,458 --> 01:40:20,876 ♪ Sin has no dominion over us ♪ 1990 01:40:20,911 --> 01:40:22,154 ♪ No ♪ 1991 01:40:22,188 --> 01:40:27,159 ♪ We live under God's grace ♪ 1992 01:40:27,883 --> 01:40:32,371 ♪ Sin has no dominion over us ♪ 1993 01:40:32,405 --> 01:40:33,820 ♪ No ♪ 1994 01:40:33,855 --> 01:40:38,860 ♪ We live under God's grace ♪ 1995 01:40:39,481 --> 01:40:43,968 ♪ Sin has no dominion over us ♪ 1996 01:40:44,003 --> 01:40:45,280 ♪ No ♪ 1997 01:40:45,315 --> 01:40:50,285 ♪ We live under God's grace ♪ 1998 01:40:51,148 --> 01:40:55,532 ♪ Sin has no dominion over us ♪ 1999 01:40:55,566 --> 01:40:56,878 ♪ No ♪ 2000 01:40:56,912 --> 01:41:01,917 ♪ We live under God's grace ♪ 2001 01:41:02,849 --> 01:41:05,645 ♪ I'm alive today ♪ 2002 01:41:05,680 --> 01:41:08,579 ♪ Because of the way ♪ 2003 01:41:08,614 --> 01:41:13,584 ♪ Your grace has covered me, yeah ♪ 2004 01:41:14,102 --> 01:41:17,174 ♪ I'm alive today ♪ 2005 01:41:17,209 --> 01:41:20,074 ♪ Because of the way ♪ 2006 01:41:20,108 --> 01:41:25,079 ♪ Your grace has covered me ♪ 2007 01:41:26,010 --> 01:41:28,979 ♪ I'm alive today ♪ 2008 01:41:29,013 --> 01:41:31,878 ♪ Because of the way ♪ 2009 01:41:31,913 --> 01:41:36,883 ♪ Your grace has covered me, yeah ♪ 2010 01:41:37,367 --> 01:41:40,508 ♪ I'm alive today ♪ 2011 01:41:40,542 --> 01:41:43,476 ♪ Because of the way ♪ 2012 01:41:43,511 --> 01:41:48,481 ♪ Your grace has covered me, yeah ♪ 2013 01:41:48,930 --> 01:41:51,967 ♪♪ I'm alive today ♪ 2014 01:41:52,002 --> 01:41:54,832 ♪ Because of the way ♪ 2015 01:41:54,867 --> 01:41:59,837 ♪ Your grace has covered me, yeah ♪ 2016 01:42:00,321 --> 01:42:03,462 ♪ I'm alive today ♪ 2017 01:42:03,496 --> 01:42:06,430 ♪ Because of the way ♪ 2018 01:42:06,465 --> 01:42:11,435 ♪ Your grace has covered me, yeah ♪ 2019 01:42:11,987 --> 01:42:14,887 ♪ I'm alive today ♪ 2020 01:42:14,921 --> 01:42:17,959 ♪ Because of the way ♪ 2021 01:42:17,993 --> 01:42:22,964 ♪ Your grace has covered me, yeah ♪ 2022 01:42:23,654 --> 01:42:26,726 ♪ I'm alive today ♪ 2023 01:42:26,761 --> 01:42:29,626 ♪ Because of the way ♪ 2024 01:42:29,660 --> 01:42:34,631 ♪ Your grace has covered me, yeah ♪ 2025 01:42:35,183 --> 01:42:38,082 ♪ I'm alive today ♪ 2026 01:42:38,117 --> 01:42:41,224 ♪ Because of the way ♪ 2027 01:42:41,258 --> 01:42:45,987 ♪ Your grace has covered me ♪ 2028 01:42:46,021 --> 01:42:51,026 ♪ Your grace is compassionate ♪ 2029 01:42:51,234 --> 01:42:54,202 ♪ The love of God ♪ 2030 01:42:54,237 --> 01:42:56,998 ♪ Is infinite ♪ 2031 01:42:57,032 --> 01:42:59,828 ♪ You're more than enough ♪ 2032 01:42:59,863 --> 01:43:02,969 ♪ Sufficient for us ♪ 2033 01:43:03,004 --> 01:43:08,078 ♪ Forgiver of our sins ♪ 2034 01:43:08,112 --> 01:43:12,255 ♪ Your grace wins ♪ 2035 01:43:12,289 --> 01:43:14,084 ♪ Wins ♪ 2036 01:43:14,118 --> 01:43:17,950 ♪ Grace wins ♪ 2037 01:43:17,984 --> 01:43:20,021 ♪ Wins ♪ 2038 01:43:20,055 --> 01:43:23,645 ♪ Grace wins ♪ 2039 01:43:23,680 --> 01:43:26,269 ♪ Wins ♪ 2040 01:43:26,303 --> 01:43:29,203 ♪ Your grace wins ♪ 127816

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