Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated:
1
00:00:04,001 --> 00:00:06,917
Think of an airplane
2
00:00:07,004 --> 00:00:10,050
drifting through a hurricane,
3
00:00:10,181 --> 00:00:13,140
not knowing it's about to crash.
4
00:00:14,707 --> 00:00:16,665
When you live a toxic life
5
00:00:16,839 --> 00:00:18,450
in a toxic environment,
6
00:00:18,580 --> 00:00:21,192
your body adjusts to the toxins.
7
00:00:22,280 --> 00:00:23,585
And goes into autopilot.
8
00:00:30,723 --> 00:00:31,854
Bonnie?
9
00:00:32,029 --> 00:00:33,682
What are you feeling?
What's happening?
10
00:00:33,856 --> 00:00:36,555
My boss said
that he would fire me
11
00:00:36,642 --> 00:00:38,731
if I cried so...
12
00:00:38,861 --> 00:00:41,864
I haven't in
a very long time.
13
00:00:41,995 --> 00:00:44,519
I thought I was
being strong.
14
00:00:44,650 --> 00:00:45,651
May I touch you?
15
00:00:49,046 --> 00:00:51,744
Your tears are your strength.
16
00:00:51,874 --> 00:00:53,746
And, transparently, that means
17
00:00:53,876 --> 00:00:56,444
the detox program is working.
18
00:00:56,575 --> 00:00:58,533
Thank you.
19
00:00:58,664 --> 00:01:01,058
Our bodies can be faster
than our minds,
20
00:01:01,145 --> 00:01:02,537
especially if our thoughts
are poisoned
21
00:01:02,624 --> 00:01:04,713
by S.C.'s,
22
00:01:04,844 --> 00:01:06,324
which is what I like to call
23
00:01:06,498 --> 00:01:07,760
"superficial crap."
24
00:01:08,891 --> 00:01:09,980
I want to hear
25
00:01:10,110 --> 00:01:11,677
from all of you.
Let's each of us
26
00:01:11,851 --> 00:01:13,287
name an S.C.
27
00:01:13,418 --> 00:01:15,202
that you haven't missed
28
00:01:15,333 --> 00:01:17,944
since you started
your journey with me.
29
00:01:18,075 --> 00:01:19,424
The answer might surprise you.
30
00:01:19,554 --> 00:01:20,381
Lydia?
31
00:01:20,468 --> 00:01:22,209
Um...
32
00:01:22,340 --> 00:01:23,384
my cell phone.
33
00:01:23,515 --> 00:01:24,733
Okay, Cathy?
34
00:01:24,864 --> 00:01:25,865
Processed food.
35
00:01:25,996 --> 00:01:27,432
Good. Ron?
36
00:01:28,259 --> 00:01:29,129
My private plane.
37
00:01:29,303 --> 00:01:30,478
There you go.
Sheryl?
38
00:01:30,609 --> 00:01:31,914
My therapist.
39
00:01:32,045 --> 00:01:32,915
Good, good. Weena?
40
00:01:33,090 --> 00:01:34,352
My followers on social media.
41
00:01:34,526 --> 00:01:35,788
- Go deeper.
- I think
42
00:01:35,962 --> 00:01:37,877
I might hate
all three million of them.
43
00:01:38,008 --> 00:01:39,096
Keep going.
44
00:01:39,226 --> 00:01:41,011
They're all S.C.'s.
45
00:01:41,141 --> 00:01:43,230
- I'm deleting my accounts.
- There you go.
46
00:01:44,101 --> 00:01:45,145
Good for you.
47
00:01:47,887 --> 00:01:49,541
Billy?
48
00:01:49,715 --> 00:01:51,238
How about you?
49
00:01:51,325 --> 00:01:52,805
Uh...
50
00:01:52,935 --> 00:01:54,502
pass.
51
00:02:02,771 --> 00:02:04,251
Billy asked
for his car keys again.
52
00:02:04,338 --> 00:02:06,384
I followed him this time,
just like you suggested.
53
00:02:06,514 --> 00:02:09,169
He's been so negative
and I can't pinpoint why.
54
00:02:09,343 --> 00:02:10,518
Tom.
55
00:02:10,649 --> 00:02:12,564
He keeps junk food in his car.
56
00:02:12,738 --> 00:02:15,001
I mean, he must be
binging on it every night.
57
00:02:15,132 --> 00:02:17,047
All those chemicals,
all at once.
58
00:02:17,177 --> 00:02:19,092
He's so lost.
59
00:02:20,572 --> 00:02:22,530
I'll talk to him.
60
00:02:23,836 --> 00:02:26,578
Thank you, Starlight.
61
00:02:26,752 --> 00:02:28,928
I appreciate you so much.
62
00:02:33,715 --> 00:02:35,065
Here.
63
00:02:35,195 --> 00:02:37,545
Drink this.
64
00:02:37,632 --> 00:02:39,547
Carrots contain
fat-soluble carotenoids
65
00:02:39,721 --> 00:02:41,854
that promote bile flow
66
00:02:42,028 --> 00:02:44,074
and-and dill has
antioxidant properties.
67
00:02:44,248 --> 00:02:46,206
It'll clean out all
the processed food
68
00:02:46,337 --> 00:02:47,816
you've been eating
in your car.
69
00:02:51,124 --> 00:02:53,170
Thanks, but I don't want
your juice.
70
00:02:54,736 --> 00:02:57,261
And, transparently...
71
00:02:57,391 --> 00:02:59,393
I was eating in my car because
72
00:02:59,480 --> 00:03:01,874
your overpriced detox program
has me starving.
73
00:03:02,004 --> 00:03:04,572
If you were
an active participant,
74
00:03:04,659 --> 00:03:08,402
your hunger would
transform into joy.
75
00:03:08,533 --> 00:03:09,969
Uh, yeah.
76
00:03:10,056 --> 00:03:12,537
I just, I really don't care.
77
00:03:14,452 --> 00:03:17,107
What do you
care about, Billy?
78
00:03:18,325 --> 00:03:20,458
I care about
what I rightfully deserve
79
00:03:20,588 --> 00:03:21,459
in life.
80
00:03:21,589 --> 00:03:22,851
Okay, good.
81
00:03:22,982 --> 00:03:24,549
And you haven't gotten it.
82
00:03:24,679 --> 00:03:26,594
I have this...
83
00:03:28,727 --> 00:03:30,555
...endless
84
00:03:30,685 --> 00:03:33,210
well of darkness
85
00:03:33,340 --> 00:03:34,820
in me.
86
00:03:36,169 --> 00:03:38,824
And it can't be healed by yoga
87
00:03:38,998 --> 00:03:42,088
or fasting or meditation.
88
00:03:42,219 --> 00:03:45,004
I need something more powerful.
89
00:03:45,091 --> 00:03:47,659
I need something off the menu.
90
00:03:47,833 --> 00:03:49,835
What did you have in mind?
91
00:03:50,879 --> 00:03:53,665
I want to see Midori.
92
00:04:00,237 --> 00:04:01,673
Kambo...
93
00:04:01,847 --> 00:04:03,849
or the poisonous
94
00:04:03,979 --> 00:04:05,851
venom of the monkey
tree frog, was used
95
00:04:05,938 --> 00:04:09,246
by ancient Amazonians
to treat depression,
96
00:04:09,376 --> 00:04:11,465
chronic pain,
97
00:04:11,596 --> 00:04:13,511
even cancer.
98
00:04:14,816 --> 00:04:17,167
Western medicine
99
00:04:17,297 --> 00:04:19,473
promotes pills
100
00:04:19,647 --> 00:04:22,215
and addiction
to turn a profit.
101
00:04:25,087 --> 00:04:27,742
But all we need
is nature.
102
00:04:27,916 --> 00:04:30,267
To be soothed by nature.
103
00:04:31,529 --> 00:04:32,921
We are nature.
104
00:04:38,840 --> 00:04:40,277
That's it.
105
00:04:40,407 --> 00:04:42,801
Yes, let it go.
106
00:04:42,931 --> 00:04:44,194
Let it go.
107
00:04:44,281 --> 00:04:46,761
Good.
108
00:04:46,892 --> 00:04:49,068
You're releasing your toxins.
109
00:04:49,199 --> 00:04:51,288
And your anger.
110
00:04:52,027 --> 00:04:53,203
Your pain.
111
00:04:53,290 --> 00:04:55,727
Trust the medicine.
112
00:04:55,901 --> 00:04:57,859
And let it go.
113
00:05:04,866 --> 00:05:06,346
Lay back.
114
00:05:19,490 --> 00:05:21,143
Good.
115
00:05:25,844 --> 00:05:27,715
I'm very proud of you, Billy.
116
00:05:27,889 --> 00:05:30,196
Stop calling me Billy.
117
00:05:32,590 --> 00:05:34,461
My name is Cole.
118
00:05:35,593 --> 00:05:36,768
Cole Campbell.
119
00:05:39,249 --> 00:05:40,685
Yeah.
120
00:05:40,772 --> 00:05:42,513
That Cole.
121
00:05:42,643 --> 00:05:44,428
June's little brother.
122
00:05:44,558 --> 00:05:46,560
I freaking knew
123
00:05:46,691 --> 00:05:49,389
you were too much of
a narcissist to recognize me.
124
00:05:49,520 --> 00:05:50,738
You were just a kid.
125
00:05:53,567 --> 00:05:57,528
I've been waiting 15 years
to avenge her death.
126
00:05:58,703 --> 00:06:00,357
Cole.
127
00:06:01,793 --> 00:06:04,143
What are you gonna do, kill me?
128
00:06:07,059 --> 00:06:08,365
Worse.
129
00:06:09,714 --> 00:06:12,717
Because now
I can prove everything
130
00:06:12,804 --> 00:06:14,545
and finally
131
00:06:14,675 --> 00:06:16,764
get what I deserve.
132
00:06:22,944 --> 00:06:25,077
My face feels puffy.
133
00:06:25,207 --> 00:06:26,513
We call that F.F.
134
00:06:26,644 --> 00:06:28,733
Frog face.
135
00:06:28,820 --> 00:06:30,952
It's a normal,
harmless reaction to the venom.
136
00:06:31,039 --> 00:06:33,085
It'll go down
in a few days.
137
00:06:36,610 --> 00:06:38,090
You sure
I can't change your mind?
138
00:06:38,220 --> 00:06:39,874
Shut up, Tom.
139
00:06:44,226 --> 00:06:45,837
You've grown up to become...
140
00:06:47,273 --> 00:06:49,319
...a very impressive young man.
141
00:06:50,363 --> 00:06:52,757
I promise to learn from this.
142
00:06:52,844 --> 00:06:55,020
Yeah.
143
00:06:59,590 --> 00:07:01,548
Mmm. Mmm.
144
00:07:06,640 --> 00:07:08,381
Drive safe.
145
00:07:59,737 --> 00:08:01,042
Hey.
146
00:08:03,349 --> 00:08:05,177
I haven't wanted
to pry about things
147
00:08:05,307 --> 00:08:07,179
that happened
to you before,
148
00:08:07,309 --> 00:08:09,007
but we should talk about this.
149
00:08:09,094 --> 00:08:10,530
Are you okay?
150
00:08:12,314 --> 00:08:15,579
How did these outlets get
your name mixed up in this?
151
00:08:15,709 --> 00:08:17,058
We should call
the New York View
152
00:08:17,145 --> 00:08:18,582
and tell them
they made a mistake.
153
00:08:19,670 --> 00:08:21,976
It's not exactly a mistake.
154
00:08:22,107 --> 00:08:24,501
There's no way you covered up
155
00:08:24,588 --> 00:08:26,372
what that man did
to his first wife.
156
00:08:26,503 --> 00:08:27,329
Right?
157
00:08:27,504 --> 00:08:28,940
I did the best I could
158
00:08:29,070 --> 00:08:30,681
with the information I had.
159
00:08:32,160 --> 00:08:34,293
These people are reporting
160
00:08:34,424 --> 00:08:36,338
that Van Ness's lawyers
suppressed
161
00:08:36,513 --> 00:08:38,906
his ex-wife's claims
of domestic abuse.
162
00:08:39,037 --> 00:08:40,647
Were you just a part of
a huge firm that did this?
163
00:08:40,778 --> 00:08:41,779
It's complicated.
164
00:08:41,953 --> 00:08:43,650
But, um...
165
00:08:43,824 --> 00:08:45,304
uh, no.
166
00:08:45,391 --> 00:08:46,914
I wasn't working
at the firm.
167
00:08:47,088 --> 00:08:48,525
I was brought on, uh,
168
00:08:48,655 --> 00:08:50,135
just for this case.
Look.
169
00:08:50,222 --> 00:08:52,398
I am having a very hard
time with this.
170
00:08:52,572 --> 00:08:54,052
You need to tell me
what happened.
171
00:08:54,182 --> 00:08:56,794
I can't. It's called
attorney-client privilege.
172
00:08:59,710 --> 00:09:00,885
I've been reading
about you,
173
00:09:00,972 --> 00:09:02,887
Ms. Tascioni.
Do you know why this judge
174
00:09:03,017 --> 00:09:04,932
in Chicago
unsealed these papers?
175
00:09:05,063 --> 00:09:06,586
Not yet, but I have known
176
00:09:06,717 --> 00:09:08,980
certain judges stick together.
177
00:09:09,154 --> 00:09:10,416
Keep me informed.
178
00:09:10,547 --> 00:09:12,200
In the meantime,
I need you on a case.
179
00:09:12,331 --> 00:09:14,942
A young man,
Cole Campbell,
180
00:09:15,029 --> 00:09:16,814
was found
deceased on the highway.
181
00:09:16,988 --> 00:09:17,815
His car ran off the road.
182
00:09:17,945 --> 00:09:19,425
Okay. Why me?
183
00:09:19,556 --> 00:09:21,209
The last place he was seen
was some fancy spa
184
00:09:21,340 --> 00:09:24,082
where celebrities
and the royals go to.
185
00:09:24,212 --> 00:09:27,041
The global press is already
trying to frame Meghan Markle
186
00:09:27,172 --> 00:09:28,913
and she wasn't even there.
187
00:09:30,480 --> 00:09:33,483
No quippy response
from either one of you?
188
00:09:33,657 --> 00:09:36,007
Okay then, Officer Blanke,
you go with her.
189
00:09:36,181 --> 00:09:38,618
Detective Smullen is
already at the crime scene.
190
00:09:38,749 --> 00:09:40,533
I think you can learn
some more from him.
191
00:09:47,714 --> 00:09:51,413
Is it just me or is his face
really, really puffy?
192
00:09:51,501 --> 00:09:53,067
Looks like
too much Botox.
193
00:09:53,241 --> 00:09:55,853
Mm, report's pending,
but M.E. says
194
00:09:55,983 --> 00:09:58,377
most likely
an allergic reaction.
195
00:09:58,508 --> 00:10:00,031
From what?
196
00:10:00,161 --> 00:10:01,598
Could be anything.
197
00:10:01,772 --> 00:10:03,382
Pollen,
198
00:10:03,513 --> 00:10:05,645
bee sting, meds.
199
00:10:07,952 --> 00:10:09,997
Or car snacks.
200
00:10:11,303 --> 00:10:12,957
Huh, ooh,
I love powdered donuts.
201
00:10:13,131 --> 00:10:14,741
Wet here.
202
00:10:17,135 --> 00:10:19,050
Smells like, uh...
203
00:10:19,180 --> 00:10:21,661
oh, fruit punch.
204
00:10:22,923 --> 00:10:25,273
But the straw is still intact.
205
00:10:25,404 --> 00:10:27,580
And the straw hole
hasn't been pierced.
206
00:10:27,711 --> 00:10:29,408
So how did it spill?
207
00:10:29,539 --> 00:10:30,583
Weird.
208
00:10:32,367 --> 00:10:34,021
Oh, look.
209
00:10:34,108 --> 00:10:36,023
There's an epinephrine pen
in here.
210
00:10:36,110 --> 00:10:38,548
If he was having a
severe allergic reaction,
211
00:10:38,635 --> 00:10:40,332
why wouldn't he just
reach for this?
212
00:10:40,419 --> 00:10:41,812
My mother's allergic to nuts.
213
00:10:41,899 --> 00:10:43,204
She always forgets
where she puts hers.
214
00:10:43,335 --> 00:10:44,815
I checkedthe GPS.
215
00:10:44,902 --> 00:10:45,903
It was routed
216
00:10:46,033 --> 00:10:48,209
to the nearest
diagnostic lab,
217
00:10:48,340 --> 00:10:49,297
not to a hospital.
218
00:10:49,428 --> 00:10:50,342
That's weird.
219
00:10:50,472 --> 00:10:51,691
Where did Captain Wagner say
220
00:10:51,865 --> 00:10:52,997
he was coming from?
221
00:10:53,127 --> 00:10:55,042
Some kind of spa?
222
00:10:55,173 --> 00:10:56,740
The Heiwa Zen Center.
223
00:10:56,870 --> 00:10:59,046
It's about 20 minutes
outside the city.
224
00:10:59,133 --> 00:11:02,006
What do "heiwa" and
"zen" mean, exactly?
225
00:11:02,136 --> 00:11:04,269
Let's see.
226
00:11:04,399 --> 00:11:05,836
According
to Google,
227
00:11:05,966 --> 00:11:08,360
"heiwa" is Japanese
for "peace"
228
00:11:08,534 --> 00:11:11,972
and "zen" means both
"peaceful" and "calm."
229
00:11:12,103 --> 00:11:14,714
So "peaceful peace."
230
00:11:14,845 --> 00:11:17,325
That sounds like the most
relaxing place on Earth.
231
00:11:17,456 --> 00:11:19,893
Yes.
232
00:11:20,024 --> 00:11:21,373
Yes!
233
00:11:21,460 --> 00:11:22,853
Beautiful!
234
00:11:23,854 --> 00:11:26,900
Purge all that negative energy.
235
00:11:27,031 --> 00:11:29,468
Release it from your body.
236
00:11:29,642 --> 00:11:30,861
Good.
237
00:11:30,948 --> 00:11:32,036
- Wait, wait, wait, wait.
- Good.
238
00:11:32,210 --> 00:11:33,690
Where's Billy?
239
00:11:33,820 --> 00:11:35,605
Where's Billy?
240
00:11:35,735 --> 00:11:37,258
One moment. One moment.
241
00:11:37,389 --> 00:11:38,520
Where...
242
00:11:38,651 --> 00:11:40,653
Sheryl has asked about Billy.
243
00:11:41,698 --> 00:11:44,526
Billy is on a different journey
right now.
244
00:11:44,657 --> 00:11:47,312
But let's send him
some positive energy.
245
00:11:47,486 --> 00:11:49,531
- Shall we?
- Mm-hmm.
246
00:11:49,662 --> 00:11:51,621
Like this.
247
00:11:51,708 --> 00:11:55,059
Hah...
248
00:11:55,189 --> 00:11:57,844
Hah...!
249
00:12:09,769 --> 00:12:12,598
Wow...
It's just like summer camp.
250
00:12:12,772 --> 00:12:16,428
Except way more luxurious...
251
00:12:16,515 --> 00:12:18,473
and even more expensive.
252
00:12:18,648 --> 00:12:21,346
People pay upwards of
three grand a night here
253
00:12:21,476 --> 00:12:23,653
to meditate
and do yoga.
254
00:12:23,783 --> 00:12:25,219
You can do
those things at home.
255
00:12:25,350 --> 00:12:27,308
Yeah. There's some
other stuff here, too,
256
00:12:27,482 --> 00:12:28,701
but I don't know what
257
00:12:28,832 --> 00:12:30,964
"transformative moon
journaling" means.
258
00:12:31,051 --> 00:12:32,270
If you want to find out,
let me know.
259
00:12:32,444 --> 00:12:35,273
Welcome to the
Heiwa Zen Center.
260
00:12:35,447 --> 00:12:37,536
I'm Starlight.
How can I help you?
261
00:12:37,667 --> 00:12:39,407
Oh, Starlight!
262
00:12:39,494 --> 00:12:40,974
That's such a pretty name.
263
00:12:41,061 --> 00:12:44,064
I'm just Elsbeth Tascioni.
264
00:12:44,238 --> 00:12:45,544
This is Detective Smullen.
265
00:12:45,631 --> 00:12:47,938
And this is Officer Blanke.
266
00:12:48,112 --> 00:12:49,940
We were hoping you could
answer a few questions
267
00:12:50,070 --> 00:12:51,550
about Cole Campbell.
268
00:12:51,681 --> 00:12:53,117
He checked out last night.
269
00:12:53,204 --> 00:12:54,640
Uh...
270
00:12:55,597 --> 00:12:58,426
Transparently, we've never had
a participant of that name.
271
00:12:58,600 --> 00:13:00,472
Recognize this man?
272
00:13:00,559 --> 00:13:01,908
Oh, that's Billy.
273
00:13:02,082 --> 00:13:03,344
Sheryl's journey partner.
274
00:13:03,475 --> 00:13:05,346
Or, well...
former journey partner.
275
00:13:05,477 --> 00:13:07,131
Everyone here works in pairs.
276
00:13:07,305 --> 00:13:09,133
Oh, like a buddy system.
277
00:13:09,263 --> 00:13:11,004
It's more than that.
278
00:13:11,135 --> 00:13:13,050
It takes two
279
00:13:13,180 --> 00:13:15,313
to know one.
280
00:13:15,443 --> 00:13:17,707
That's a core
philosophy of mine.
281
00:13:17,794 --> 00:13:19,752
And your teres
minor is suffering
282
00:13:19,883 --> 00:13:20,927
under the weight
of these tote bags.
283
00:13:21,014 --> 00:13:22,146
My what?
284
00:13:22,276 --> 00:13:23,713
Oh...
285
00:13:23,843 --> 00:13:25,715
Why are you carrying
all of this heaviness?
286
00:13:26,977 --> 00:13:28,848
Why are you afraid
of letting it go?
287
00:13:31,242 --> 00:13:33,244
What are you
looking at?
288
00:13:33,374 --> 00:13:34,462
Your secretions.
289
00:13:34,593 --> 00:13:36,160
Yeah, don't do that.
290
00:13:36,334 --> 00:13:38,510
Try cutting out legumes.
291
00:13:38,684 --> 00:13:40,164
Mm.
292
00:13:40,338 --> 00:13:42,340
Nope. Absolutely not.
293
00:13:42,470 --> 00:13:43,907
I respect your boundaries.
294
00:13:45,212 --> 00:13:47,562
Are you all here
because of Cole Campbell?
295
00:13:47,693 --> 00:13:49,129
How did you guess?
296
00:13:49,303 --> 00:13:50,435
Such a troubled young man.
297
00:13:50,565 --> 00:13:52,480
And, between us,
298
00:13:52,567 --> 00:13:54,526
I don't think he's been well
299
00:13:54,613 --> 00:13:57,703
ever since his sister June
passed away here
300
00:13:57,834 --> 00:13:59,270
over a decade ago.
301
00:13:59,357 --> 00:14:00,488
"Here" as in
302
00:14:00,619 --> 00:14:02,055
- at the center?
- Mm-hmm.
303
00:14:02,186 --> 00:14:04,014
Did something happen
during your program?
304
00:14:04,144 --> 00:14:05,232
Oh, no, no, no.
No, uh...
305
00:14:05,363 --> 00:14:06,756
June tragically died
306
00:14:06,886 --> 00:14:08,801
of an unrelated
gallstone infection.
307
00:14:08,932 --> 00:14:11,151
Cole said he hoped
that by taking
308
00:14:11,325 --> 00:14:13,763
my program,
he'd feel closer to her.
309
00:14:15,068 --> 00:14:16,417
But he just
wasn't stable enough.
310
00:14:16,591 --> 00:14:18,463
He-he left last night.
311
00:14:18,593 --> 00:14:19,899
Is he in some kind of trouble?
312
00:14:21,248 --> 00:14:22,293
He...
313
00:14:22,380 --> 00:14:23,511
He, um...
314
00:14:23,685 --> 00:14:25,470
No.
315
00:14:25,557 --> 00:14:26,384
Yeah.
316
00:14:28,168 --> 00:14:30,388
How? He was so young.
317
00:14:30,518 --> 00:14:32,042
Autopsy pending.
318
00:14:32,172 --> 00:14:34,740
His body was found near
an off-ramp of the Van Wyck.
319
00:14:35,959 --> 00:14:37,656
I'll have to inform
the participants.
320
00:14:37,830 --> 00:14:40,964
Starlight, would you gather
everyone for a healing circle?
321
00:14:41,094 --> 00:14:42,966
On it.
322
00:14:43,096 --> 00:14:44,881
I'll have to call
Steve and Stacey.
323
00:14:44,968 --> 00:14:47,100
His parents.
If you wouldn't mind,
324
00:14:47,274 --> 00:14:49,015
I'd appreciate it
if you'd give me a little space.
325
00:14:49,189 --> 00:14:51,888
Oh, yeah. By all means.
326
00:14:53,280 --> 00:14:54,281
Oh, you mean we go.
327
00:14:54,412 --> 00:14:55,456
- Mm-hmm.
- I just have the one
328
00:14:55,543 --> 00:14:56,893
landline.
329
00:14:57,023 --> 00:14:58,242
Unless you have
a warrant of some kind?
330
00:14:58,416 --> 00:15:00,722
Or, um, another reason to stay?
331
00:15:00,853 --> 00:15:02,072
No.
332
00:15:05,727 --> 00:15:07,773
I don't like it here.
333
00:15:07,904 --> 00:15:09,906
Air's too clean.
334
00:15:11,037 --> 00:15:12,778
What are you doing,
Ms. Tascioni?
335
00:15:12,909 --> 00:15:14,998
Tom called Cole
by his real name,
336
00:15:15,085 --> 00:15:17,217
even though he checked in
under the alias "Billy."
337
00:15:17,348 --> 00:15:19,263
Well, how do you know he
checked in under the fake name?
338
00:15:19,393 --> 00:15:23,223
Because Starlight only
recognized Cole as Billy.
339
00:15:23,354 --> 00:15:25,225
And Cole wasn't famous.
340
00:15:25,356 --> 00:15:28,489
So why would he feel the need
to disguise himself?
341
00:15:28,620 --> 00:15:32,450
And it's also suspicious Tom
was so forthcoming about June.
342
00:15:32,580 --> 00:15:34,452
It's almost
like he knew
343
00:15:34,582 --> 00:15:35,757
the police would
eventually find out
344
00:15:35,888 --> 00:15:37,107
and he wanted to
get ahead of it
345
00:15:37,237 --> 00:15:38,238
to seem less guilty.
346
00:15:38,412 --> 00:15:40,066
Maybe you should
track down
347
00:15:40,153 --> 00:15:41,546
whoever was
June's old "journey partner."
348
00:15:41,633 --> 00:15:42,634
Good call.
349
00:15:42,808 --> 00:15:44,027
I would like to find out
350
00:15:44,157 --> 00:15:45,811
what really happened
to her here.
351
00:15:46,638 --> 00:15:49,380
Uh, can I help?
352
00:15:49,467 --> 00:15:52,818
Captain Wagner said
I could learn more from you.
353
00:15:52,949 --> 00:15:53,863
He said that?
354
00:15:54,037 --> 00:15:55,255
Mm-hmm.
Hmm.
355
00:15:57,649 --> 00:16:00,043
You coming?
356
00:16:00,173 --> 00:16:02,872
Tom said I would need
another reason to stay here.
357
00:16:03,046 --> 00:16:04,569
What if I check in?
358
00:16:04,699 --> 00:16:05,831
Find out more information
359
00:16:06,005 --> 00:16:08,268
on Tom
and Cole's journey partner.
360
00:16:08,399 --> 00:16:09,617
Well, if you're up
for the cost...
361
00:16:09,791 --> 00:16:11,097
Honestly?
362
00:16:11,228 --> 00:16:14,057
Think I could use
a place like this right now.
363
00:16:14,187 --> 00:16:15,319
Well, this place
bans cell phones.
364
00:16:15,493 --> 00:16:17,147
How do we get in touch?
365
00:16:17,277 --> 00:16:18,670
The only landline?
366
00:16:18,844 --> 00:16:20,280
All right.
367
00:16:20,411 --> 00:16:23,022
Just make sure that you're alone
when you report in.
368
00:16:25,895 --> 00:16:27,070
Good luck, Kaya.
369
00:16:28,027 --> 00:16:30,029
You too, Elsbeth.
370
00:16:33,511 --> 00:16:35,165
As you inhale,
371
00:16:35,339 --> 00:16:38,429
imagine yourself
in the bamboo forest of Kyoto.
372
00:16:41,214 --> 00:16:43,695
As the macaque monkeys
swing playfully by,
373
00:16:43,869 --> 00:16:46,437
bow your head deeply.
374
00:16:47,525 --> 00:16:49,266
Arigato
375
00:16:49,353 --> 00:16:50,745
gozaimas.
376
00:16:51,659 --> 00:16:53,792
This...
377
00:16:53,923 --> 00:16:56,534
is all the stimulation I need.
378
00:16:57,622 --> 00:16:58,884
Wow.
379
00:16:58,971 --> 00:17:00,668
You must really love Japan.
380
00:17:00,799 --> 00:17:02,757
I healed myself in Asia
381
00:17:02,932 --> 00:17:05,325
after living
a toxic life in finance.
382
00:17:05,456 --> 00:17:07,588
Healed yourself?
How did you do that?
383
00:17:07,675 --> 00:17:09,112
You'll see,
Elsbeth.
384
00:17:09,242 --> 00:17:10,504
Welcome.
385
00:17:10,678 --> 00:17:12,158
Take off your shoes
386
00:17:12,289 --> 00:17:14,465
and go sit with
your journey partner, Sheryl.
387
00:17:16,336 --> 00:17:17,511
- Hi.
- Oh, hi.
388
00:17:22,342 --> 00:17:23,604
Hi.
389
00:17:23,691 --> 00:17:25,171
Elsbeth.
390
00:17:25,302 --> 00:17:28,653
Olm...
391
00:17:33,397 --> 00:17:35,355
That was amazing.
392
00:17:35,486 --> 00:17:36,966
I feel sort of...
393
00:17:37,140 --> 00:17:39,707
light and-and... tingly,
394
00:17:39,881 --> 00:17:41,622
but in a good way?
395
00:17:41,753 --> 00:17:44,886
Tom's guided meditations got me
through my second divorce.
396
00:17:44,974 --> 00:17:45,975
Ugh.
397
00:17:46,149 --> 00:17:47,411
One was
more than enough for me.
398
00:17:47,541 --> 00:17:49,587
I was
399
00:17:49,761 --> 00:17:53,199
numbing out
with, um, Western medications.
400
00:17:53,330 --> 00:17:56,289
But then Tom
made me realize
401
00:17:56,463 --> 00:18:00,119
that I can free myself
of toxic men with nature.
402
00:18:00,250 --> 00:18:01,599
- Ah.
- He is
403
00:18:01,729 --> 00:18:03,209
a certified expert
404
00:18:03,340 --> 00:18:05,603
on practically every
healing practice there is,
405
00:18:05,733 --> 00:18:07,648
and there is nothing
he does not know
406
00:18:07,779 --> 00:18:09,955
about holistic nutrition.
407
00:18:10,086 --> 00:18:11,348
That's incredible.
408
00:18:11,435 --> 00:18:12,827
But...
409
00:18:12,958 --> 00:18:16,353
I mean, it's not
all natural here, right?
410
00:18:17,963 --> 00:18:19,443
They offer Botox.
411
00:18:19,573 --> 00:18:20,661
Don't they?
412
00:18:20,835 --> 00:18:22,272
Oh, I'm sorry.
I don't mean to be rude.
413
00:18:22,402 --> 00:18:24,448
I've just noticed a lot of...
puffy faces.
414
00:18:24,578 --> 00:18:27,538
I would never put that
kind of poison in my body.
415
00:18:27,625 --> 00:18:29,061
Really?
416
00:18:29,192 --> 00:18:32,499
What kind of poison
would you put in, then?
417
00:18:33,544 --> 00:18:37,026
You know, we should go
to our next practice.
418
00:18:37,200 --> 00:18:38,592
Is that like an activity?
419
00:18:40,116 --> 00:18:42,901
Follow my lead,
journey partner.
420
00:18:42,988 --> 00:18:44,163
Come on.
421
00:18:44,294 --> 00:18:45,295
Okay.
422
00:18:47,732 --> 00:18:50,822
♪ It's getting to the point ♪
423
00:18:50,952 --> 00:18:55,218
♪ Where I'm no fun anymore ♪
424
00:18:57,133 --> 00:19:00,092
♪ I am sorry ♪
425
00:19:01,354 --> 00:19:03,487
♪ Sometimes it hurts ♪
426
00:19:03,617 --> 00:19:06,707
♪ So badly I must cry out loud ♪
427
00:19:06,881 --> 00:19:09,884
Today we are going to cover
one of my favorite topics...
428
00:19:10,015 --> 00:19:12,278
seed cycling.♪ I am lonely ♪
429
00:19:12,409 --> 00:19:15,847
♪ I am yours, you are mine ♪
430
00:19:16,021 --> 00:19:18,676
♪ You are what you are ♪
431
00:19:18,806 --> 00:19:21,461
♪ Doo-doo-doo-doo-doo,
doo, doo, doo-doo-doo-doo ♪
432
00:19:21,592 --> 00:19:22,767
♪ Doo-doo-doo-doo-doo ♪
433
00:19:22,854 --> 00:19:24,856
♪ Doo-doo-doo-doo ♪
434
00:19:24,986 --> 00:19:27,076
♪ Doo-doo-doo-doo-doo,
doo, doo, doo-doo... ♪
435
00:19:30,731 --> 00:19:33,125
That was so neat.
Right?
436
00:19:33,256 --> 00:19:35,475
And I know this
sounds crazy, but...
437
00:19:35,606 --> 00:19:37,912
I think I felt
your vibrations
438
00:19:38,043 --> 00:19:39,088
during the
sound bath.
439
00:19:39,262 --> 00:19:40,567
'Cause I was sending
them to you.
440
00:19:40,698 --> 00:19:42,221
No way! I knew it.
441
00:19:43,701 --> 00:19:46,747
Look. I know it's toxic
to speak ill of the dead...
442
00:19:46,921 --> 00:19:48,749
but I have to say it.
443
00:19:48,923 --> 00:19:50,273
You are
so much more fun
444
00:19:50,447 --> 00:19:52,623
than my old
journey partner.
445
00:19:52,710 --> 00:19:53,972
Oh, Billy, right?
446
00:19:54,103 --> 00:19:55,756
What-what was he like?
447
00:19:55,930 --> 00:19:59,369
He would
stare at Tom
448
00:19:59,499 --> 00:20:02,981
during meditations
with this horrible energy.
449
00:20:03,068 --> 00:20:05,244
Oh, and during yoga,
450
00:20:05,375 --> 00:20:07,464
he stayed in shavasana
the entire time.
451
00:20:07,551 --> 00:20:08,595
No!
452
00:20:08,726 --> 00:20:10,510
I don't know why
he paid all this money
453
00:20:10,641 --> 00:20:12,338
if he didn't want
to do the program.
454
00:20:12,425 --> 00:20:14,732
Unless he was here
for some other reason.
455
00:20:14,862 --> 00:20:16,081
It's time for truth ball.
456
00:20:16,255 --> 00:20:17,343
Oh! This is fun.
457
00:20:17,517 --> 00:20:18,475
This is...
Oh. Okay.
458
00:20:18,562 --> 00:20:19,954
Gather round, everybody.
459
00:20:20,694 --> 00:20:22,783
Elsbeth...
Yes.
460
00:20:22,914 --> 00:20:24,220
...meet Makoto,
461
00:20:24,350 --> 00:20:26,570
named for the Shinto concept
of honesty,
462
00:20:26,744 --> 00:20:28,485
truthfulness,
and conscientiousness.
463
00:20:28,572 --> 00:20:30,182
I thought those were
universal concepts--
464
00:20:30,313 --> 00:20:31,792
In truth ball,
465
00:20:31,966 --> 00:20:34,578
you only speak when
Makoto is passed on to you.
466
00:20:34,752 --> 00:20:35,883
And the rule
is simple:
467
00:20:36,014 --> 00:20:37,102
when you hold him,
468
00:20:37,233 --> 00:20:39,452
you tell a truth
that you've observed
469
00:20:39,583 --> 00:20:40,758
about yourself,
470
00:20:40,888 --> 00:20:43,152
or another person here
at the center. Got it?
471
00:20:45,937 --> 00:20:47,460
Oh!
472
00:20:47,591 --> 00:20:48,722
Okay.
473
00:20:48,809 --> 00:20:51,334
Well,
the truth is,
474
00:20:51,464 --> 00:20:53,074
Cole checked in as Billy.
475
00:20:53,205 --> 00:20:55,729
But when we met,
you called him "Cole."
476
00:20:55,903 --> 00:20:57,992
And I keep wondering why.
477
00:20:59,211 --> 00:21:00,995
I...
478
00:21:02,562 --> 00:21:05,130
I recognized Cole right away.
479
00:21:05,261 --> 00:21:07,132
But if he wanted
to go by "Billy,"
480
00:21:07,263 --> 00:21:08,568
it was my job to honor
481
00:21:08,699 --> 00:21:12,529
his beautiful and specific
identity journey.
482
00:21:13,660 --> 00:21:15,401
Sheryl.
483
00:21:15,532 --> 00:21:18,317
Um, my truth is...
484
00:21:18,404 --> 00:21:19,536
Hey!
485
00:21:21,190 --> 00:21:23,975
Apple, ginger,
486
00:21:24,149 --> 00:21:26,543
and something
called valerian.
487
00:21:26,630 --> 00:21:28,109
Oh. That helps you sleep.
488
00:21:28,240 --> 00:21:30,111
But I could just talk
to you all night long.
489
00:21:30,242 --> 00:21:32,505
I feel the same.
About you.
490
00:21:32,592 --> 00:21:33,637
So, tell me.
491
00:21:33,767 --> 00:21:35,639
How are you feeling emotionally?
492
00:21:35,769 --> 00:21:37,162
I noticed during partner yoga
493
00:21:37,293 --> 00:21:39,773
that your throat
chakra was blocked.
494
00:21:39,947 --> 00:21:41,210
It-it is?
No, no, no.
495
00:21:41,384 --> 00:21:43,124
No judgment, of course.
496
00:21:43,255 --> 00:21:45,649
Journey partners are supposed
to share these things.
497
00:21:45,736 --> 00:21:47,390
Okay? But...
498
00:21:47,520 --> 00:21:50,131
that is your body's
communication hub.
499
00:21:50,219 --> 00:21:51,568
It's associated
500
00:21:51,655 --> 00:21:54,614
with clarity,
responsibility and truth.
501
00:21:57,356 --> 00:21:59,402
Sheryl... Mm-hmm?
502
00:22:02,274 --> 00:22:04,494
I don't want to lie to you.
503
00:22:08,541 --> 00:22:11,109
I'm here to investigate
Billy's death.
504
00:22:11,240 --> 00:22:13,372
Oh.
505
00:22:14,460 --> 00:22:15,635
Does this mean
506
00:22:15,766 --> 00:22:17,594
that, uh, you don't actually
507
00:22:17,724 --> 00:22:19,204
care about any of this at all?
508
00:22:19,378 --> 00:22:20,249
No!
509
00:22:20,379 --> 00:22:22,033
You must think that I'm crazy.
510
00:22:22,163 --> 00:22:23,252
No, no.
511
00:22:23,382 --> 00:22:25,906
I would never
judge or dismiss
512
00:22:26,037 --> 00:22:28,082
other people's experiences.
513
00:22:28,213 --> 00:22:29,867
Especially yours.
514
00:22:29,997 --> 00:22:32,957
To be honest,
I-I like it here.
515
00:22:33,087 --> 00:22:37,048
Thi-Things aren't going very
well for me back in the city.
516
00:22:39,746 --> 00:22:41,879
You can tell me.
517
00:22:42,053 --> 00:22:44,273
It takes two to know one.
518
00:22:47,624 --> 00:22:49,539
When I first got here,
Tom said that I was
519
00:22:49,669 --> 00:22:53,282
carrying around some
heaviness, and he was right.
520
00:22:53,412 --> 00:22:55,588
I, um...
521
00:22:58,461 --> 00:23:01,115
I made a lot of money
522
00:23:01,246 --> 00:23:04,293
working for some bad people.
523
00:23:04,423 --> 00:23:06,164
And okay,
it's part of the job.
524
00:23:06,251 --> 00:23:07,470
I know that.
525
00:23:07,600 --> 00:23:10,908
But then I found out
I didn't know the extent
526
00:23:11,038 --> 00:23:12,779
of the harm that I was
participating in
527
00:23:12,910 --> 00:23:15,347
because I was tricked.
528
00:23:15,478 --> 00:23:18,045
And I do not like being tricked.
529
00:23:19,220 --> 00:23:20,352
And so now
530
00:23:20,483 --> 00:23:23,486
I am so angry
and I'm embarrassed
531
00:23:23,616 --> 00:23:25,705
because...
532
00:23:27,925 --> 00:23:31,145
I don't usually end up
in that position.
533
00:23:33,931 --> 00:23:36,499
But it happened and, um...
534
00:23:38,718 --> 00:23:40,372
...the damage was done.
535
00:23:40,503 --> 00:23:43,549
And now I-I can't find
the right way
536
00:23:43,680 --> 00:23:47,466
to explain things
to my friends.
537
00:23:48,946 --> 00:23:51,557
I don't know
- how to ask for help.
- Come here.
538
00:23:51,688 --> 00:23:53,994
Oh. Come here.
539
00:23:55,822 --> 00:23:57,389
Listen to me.
540
00:23:59,348 --> 00:24:01,350
If your friends love you,
541
00:24:01,480 --> 00:24:03,656
they will want to help.
542
00:24:03,787 --> 00:24:06,920
You just have to be
transparently honest.
543
00:24:07,051 --> 00:24:08,357
Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay.
544
00:24:08,487 --> 00:24:11,229
And in the meantime...
545
00:24:11,360 --> 00:24:15,581
I think I know just the thing
that'll make you feel lighter.
546
00:24:15,712 --> 00:24:17,540
Do you remember
547
00:24:17,670 --> 00:24:19,280
when you asked me
what kind of poison
548
00:24:19,411 --> 00:24:21,195
I would put in my body?
549
00:24:21,370 --> 00:24:23,633
Yes, I do.
550
00:24:28,594 --> 00:24:32,729
Tell Tom you want to see Midori.
551
00:24:39,431 --> 00:24:40,867
Hello, Elsbeth.
552
00:24:42,739 --> 00:24:44,131
How did you know it was me?
553
00:24:44,262 --> 00:24:45,872
My third eye.
554
00:24:46,003 --> 00:24:50,660
The restless pitter-patter
of your tiny feet in the grass.
555
00:24:50,834 --> 00:24:52,357
A slight crunching noise
556
00:24:52,444 --> 00:24:53,924
in your knees.
557
00:24:54,054 --> 00:24:56,492
It's not a real problem now
but it will be in a few years
558
00:24:56,622 --> 00:24:59,233
if you don't up
your calcium and vitamin D.
559
00:24:59,408 --> 00:25:01,671
How else can I help you?
560
00:25:06,153 --> 00:25:08,417
I want to see Midori.
561
00:25:09,983 --> 00:25:11,637
I'm sorry, Elsbeth.
562
00:25:11,724 --> 00:25:14,510
I have no idea
what you're talking about.
563
00:25:16,555 --> 00:25:18,644
And I know you don't either.
564
00:25:29,655 --> 00:25:31,657
The monkey tree frog
releases a waxy substance
565
00:25:31,831 --> 00:25:33,920
as a defense mechanism
when they're stressed.
566
00:25:34,051 --> 00:25:37,924
Some Amazonian tribes will
inject it into human skin
567
00:25:38,011 --> 00:25:41,101
to heal physical
and psychological ailments.
568
00:25:41,232 --> 00:25:43,974
Tom was one of the first
to bring this practice
569
00:25:44,061 --> 00:25:47,064
of kambo ceremonies
to the East Coast.
570
00:25:47,238 --> 00:25:48,500
When we went to Heiwa,
571
00:25:48,587 --> 00:25:50,763
Tom became
this instant role model.
572
00:25:50,850 --> 00:25:53,157
We would have followed him
to the ends of the Earth.
573
00:25:53,244 --> 00:25:54,288
You were both 22 at the time?
574
00:25:54,375 --> 00:25:56,421
And Tom was almost 40.
575
00:25:56,552 --> 00:25:58,031
He was our leader.
576
00:25:58,162 --> 00:26:00,425
That's why we felt confident
staying at the center
577
00:26:00,556 --> 00:26:02,035
when June started feeling sick.
578
00:26:03,036 --> 00:26:05,038
Unfortunately,
unbeknownst to anyone,
579
00:26:05,169 --> 00:26:07,737
June had an infected gallstone.
580
00:26:07,911 --> 00:26:11,828
And then, when she started
feeling really sick,
581
00:26:11,958 --> 00:26:15,353
that's when Tom performed
a kambo ceremony on her.
582
00:26:15,484 --> 00:26:18,574
Instead of taking her
to the hospital?
583
00:26:20,097 --> 00:26:23,187
Tom reached a private
settlement with the family.
584
00:26:23,317 --> 00:26:25,015
I don't know the exact details,
585
00:26:25,102 --> 00:26:28,366
but June's parents went
on a long cruise
586
00:26:28,497 --> 00:26:31,195
when the dust settled, leaving
Cole with his grandmother.
587
00:26:31,325 --> 00:26:33,371
Sounds like they really
turned their backs on him.
588
00:26:33,502 --> 00:26:35,112
Maybe that's why Cole
checked into the center
589
00:26:35,199 --> 00:26:37,462
using his fake name.
590
00:26:37,549 --> 00:26:40,857
So he could get his revenge, incognito.
591
00:26:41,031 --> 00:26:42,554
So Cole
592
00:26:42,728 --> 00:26:45,035
and June's parents reached
a private settlement,
593
00:26:45,122 --> 00:26:46,689
keeping the whole thing secret.
594
00:26:46,819 --> 00:26:48,081
That's what Cole's lawyer said.
595
00:26:48,212 --> 00:26:51,041
Officer Blanke found her
in Cole's call logs.
596
00:26:51,128 --> 00:26:52,869
So Cole made
two calls from his car
597
00:26:53,043 --> 00:26:54,392
right before time of death.
598
00:26:54,523 --> 00:26:56,699
One to the diagnostic lab
requesting blood work,
599
00:26:56,873 --> 00:26:59,745
and one to his lawyer,
leaving a voicemail saying,
600
00:26:59,876 --> 00:27:01,573
"I have everything I need."
601
00:27:01,704 --> 00:27:03,444
Clearly he had
something in his system
602
00:27:03,575 --> 00:27:05,098
that he wanted
to tell her about.
603
00:27:05,229 --> 00:27:06,926
I think I know what it is.
604
00:27:11,278 --> 00:27:13,106
Oh. Hi, Tom.
605
00:27:14,194 --> 00:27:15,805
Whoa.
606
00:27:15,935 --> 00:27:18,721
It is really, really,
really hot in here.
607
00:27:18,895 --> 00:27:20,636
Perspiration is
608
00:27:20,766 --> 00:27:23,508
a natural way
to eliminate arsenic,
609
00:27:23,639 --> 00:27:25,684
pesticides, various toxins.
610
00:27:25,771 --> 00:27:28,905
What are toxins, exactly?
611
00:27:29,079 --> 00:27:31,168
Elsbeth.
612
00:27:31,255 --> 00:27:32,909
I could go on and on
613
00:27:33,083 --> 00:27:35,912
about how bitter almonds
contain amygdalin,
614
00:27:36,042 --> 00:27:38,871
while the sweet ones are
lower in it due to breeding,
615
00:27:39,002 --> 00:27:42,179
but something tells me
that's not why you're here.
616
00:27:42,309 --> 00:27:44,790
Your knowledge is so impressive.
617
00:27:46,313 --> 00:27:49,099
In fact, you're impressive
618
00:27:49,273 --> 00:27:52,058
in so many ways,
619
00:27:52,232 --> 00:27:54,670
which is probably why June's
parents ended their lawsuit
620
00:27:54,757 --> 00:27:56,280
in a private settlement.
621
00:27:57,847 --> 00:28:00,284
Steve and Stacey are
very dear to me.
622
00:28:00,458 --> 00:28:02,547
I remember you called them
623
00:28:02,678 --> 00:28:04,505
when you found out
about Cole's passing.
624
00:28:04,636 --> 00:28:07,596
I wanted them to know
how much I cared about Cole.
625
00:28:07,726 --> 00:28:09,467
Poor guy.
626
00:28:09,598 --> 00:28:10,903
God knows what kind of junk
627
00:28:10,990 --> 00:28:12,513
they're gonna find
in his system.
628
00:28:12,644 --> 00:28:15,255
Junk as in monkey tree
frog venom?
629
00:28:15,386 --> 00:28:16,517
Isn't that what was
630
00:28:16,648 --> 00:28:18,955
in June's system
before she passed?
631
00:28:19,129 --> 00:28:24,395
And I noticed that Cole's face
was pretty puffy, too.
632
00:28:24,525 --> 00:28:26,832
Isn't that a symptom of kambo?
633
00:28:27,659 --> 00:28:29,530
I have a confession to make.
634
00:28:30,706 --> 00:28:33,839
Cole brought kambo
to the premises
635
00:28:33,970 --> 00:28:35,885
and asked me to perform
a ceremony on him.
636
00:28:35,972 --> 00:28:37,756
I refused.
637
00:28:37,887 --> 00:28:41,238
After June's death, I
banned it from the center
638
00:28:41,412 --> 00:28:43,414
despite its amazing
healing properties
639
00:28:43,588 --> 00:28:44,633
and mental health benefits.
640
00:28:44,763 --> 00:28:47,461
That's such a shame because...
641
00:28:47,548 --> 00:28:48,898
I hear you're really good at it.
642
00:28:49,028 --> 00:28:50,290
Well...
643
00:28:51,335 --> 00:28:53,990
My empathy was
bigger than my ego.
644
00:28:54,120 --> 00:28:57,646
And I knew the family
needed something to blame,
645
00:28:57,776 --> 00:28:59,343
kambo seemed
the natural scapegoat.
646
00:28:59,473 --> 00:29:01,867
I radically accepted that.
647
00:29:03,390 --> 00:29:05,654
- I admire your humility.
- Hmm.
648
00:29:05,784 --> 00:29:07,481
It's dangerous if
you're not a shaman.
649
00:29:07,568 --> 00:29:09,658
I wish...
650
00:29:09,788 --> 00:29:13,705
I'd been able to do it
for him one last time.
651
00:29:13,879 --> 00:29:17,056
One last time
because you loved him.
652
00:29:17,230 --> 00:29:19,885
Like I love all
of my participants.
653
00:29:20,016 --> 00:29:21,147
Even you.
654
00:29:22,018 --> 00:29:23,236
Me?
655
00:29:25,978 --> 00:29:28,111
I love you, Elsbeth.
656
00:29:28,241 --> 00:29:31,636
Even though you don't
think you deserve love.
657
00:29:31,810 --> 00:29:34,770
What makes you say that?
658
00:29:38,643 --> 00:29:40,427
Can I touch you?
659
00:29:44,693 --> 00:29:46,259
Whatever is weighing you down
660
00:29:46,433 --> 00:29:48,261
is manifesting in your body.
661
00:29:48,392 --> 00:29:49,785
I can see it.
662
00:29:49,872 --> 00:29:51,743
I can feel it.
663
00:29:51,874 --> 00:29:53,919
Just remember,
664
00:29:54,050 --> 00:29:56,617
you have to forgive yourself
665
00:29:56,748 --> 00:30:00,273
to receive forgiveness
from others.
666
00:30:06,105 --> 00:30:06,976
You all right?
667
00:30:07,150 --> 00:30:08,673
Yeah.
668
00:30:10,806 --> 00:30:13,634
It's just really, really...
669
00:30:13,809 --> 00:30:15,941
really hot in here.
670
00:30:35,831 --> 00:30:36,832
Officer Blanke went
through Cole's laptop
671
00:30:36,962 --> 00:30:38,050
and found the terms
672
00:30:38,224 --> 00:30:39,530
of the Campbell
family settlement.
673
00:30:39,660 --> 00:30:41,575
Tom paid the family $200,000,
674
00:30:41,706 --> 00:30:44,100
but it says if he ever
administered kambo again,
675
00:30:44,230 --> 00:30:46,145
he'd have to pay the Campbells
another two million.
676
00:30:46,276 --> 00:30:47,320
ELSBETH [over phone]:
Wow.
677
00:30:47,494 --> 00:30:48,974
So if Cole could prove
678
00:30:49,061 --> 00:30:51,237
that Tom was still
doing kambo at the center,
679
00:30:51,411 --> 00:30:52,848
he would have to pay up.
680
00:30:52,935 --> 00:30:54,023
That's why Cole was headed
681
00:30:54,153 --> 00:30:55,285
to the diagnostic lab.
682
00:30:55,459 --> 00:30:57,026
To prove to his lawyer
that kambo,
683
00:30:57,113 --> 00:30:58,941
administered by Tom,
was in his system.
684
00:30:59,071 --> 00:31:01,726
He must have used kambo
to kill him, right?
685
00:31:01,857 --> 00:31:03,684
Actually,
blood and tox came back.
686
00:31:03,859 --> 00:31:05,861
Kambo was in Cole
Campbell's system,
687
00:31:05,991 --> 00:31:07,776
but it wasn't
the cause of death.
688
00:31:07,906 --> 00:31:09,125
What? It wasn't?
689
00:31:09,299 --> 00:31:11,257
He died of anaphylactic shock.
690
00:31:11,388 --> 00:31:15,218
And what Cole was deathly
allergic to was sesame oil.
691
00:31:15,348 --> 00:31:17,089
Sesame oil?
692
00:31:17,220 --> 00:31:19,788
What does that have to do
with Amazonian tree frogs?
693
00:31:51,123 --> 00:31:53,647
Detective Smullen,
you look well-rested.
694
00:31:53,778 --> 00:31:55,171
Take a vacation without asking?
695
00:31:55,301 --> 00:31:56,999
He wouldn't have
gotten that past me.
696
00:31:57,173 --> 00:31:59,175
Well, if you must know,
my skin is glowing
697
00:31:59,305 --> 00:32:01,830
because I've cut out legumes.
698
00:32:02,004 --> 00:32:04,006
Tom Murphy may be a
stone-cold criminal,
699
00:32:04,136 --> 00:32:05,529
- but he knows his stuff.
Tom Murphy
700
00:32:05,703 --> 00:32:08,184
is a criminal? For sure?
701
00:32:08,314 --> 00:32:10,490
- Mm-hmm. Mm.
- Please, explain.
702
00:32:10,621 --> 00:32:12,318
I went through
the local hospital records
703
00:32:12,449 --> 00:32:13,798
near the Heiwa Zen Center... CONNOR:
I know that place.
704
00:32:13,929 --> 00:32:17,106
They shamelessly appropriate
Asian culture.
705
00:32:17,236 --> 00:32:19,151
- Right? I thought that, too.
- Heiwa means "peace,"
706
00:32:19,325 --> 00:32:22,285
but my partner told me
that the kanji on their website
707
00:32:22,372 --> 00:32:24,069
means "emptiness."
708
00:32:24,200 --> 00:32:25,723
- Your partner?
- My ex-partner,
709
00:32:25,810 --> 00:32:27,507
actually, who broke my heart.
710
00:32:27,681 --> 00:32:29,640
Uh, there's more to the story.
711
00:32:29,770 --> 00:32:30,989
Oh, I'm sorry, Officer Blanke.
712
00:32:31,163 --> 00:32:34,166
- Please, go on.
- Okay, so, hospital
records indicate
713
00:32:34,297 --> 00:32:36,168
that more than a dozen
medical emergencies happened
714
00:32:36,299 --> 00:32:39,955
at Heiwa under Tom's care
in the past two years alone.
715
00:32:40,085 --> 00:32:41,870
More than a dozen?
Why didn't we know about this?
716
00:32:42,044 --> 00:32:43,872
Because after
June Campbell's death,
717
00:32:44,046 --> 00:32:45,961
Tom hired a private
ambulance company
718
00:32:46,135 --> 00:32:47,788
owned by the town sheriff.
719
00:32:47,919 --> 00:32:50,400
Meaning, he's been paying off
law enforcement
720
00:32:50,574 --> 00:32:52,881
to keep these incidents
from getting out.
721
00:32:53,011 --> 00:32:55,100
Yeah, he also consulted
with his lawyer after he settled
722
00:32:55,231 --> 00:32:57,450
with the Campbell family,
changing the language
723
00:32:57,581 --> 00:33:00,410
on the Heiwa waivers
to prevent any participant
724
00:33:00,584 --> 00:33:03,456
from suing or going public
if he harmed them.
725
00:33:03,630 --> 00:33:05,719
We have every reason
to believe he's dangerous.
726
00:33:05,850 --> 00:33:08,070
And with the settlement
terms, he definitely
727
00:33:08,200 --> 00:33:09,767
had a motive to murder Cole
before Cole
728
00:33:09,898 --> 00:33:11,769
could prove he was doing kambo.
729
00:33:11,943 --> 00:33:13,423
So maybe
730
00:33:13,553 --> 00:33:16,556
he was responsible for Cole's
fatal allergic reaction.
731
00:33:16,643 --> 00:33:18,602
The question is how.
732
00:33:18,732 --> 00:33:20,604
Maybe Ms. Tascioni has a lead.
733
00:33:20,778 --> 00:33:22,823
Wait. She's still there?
734
00:33:22,954 --> 00:33:24,042
What do you mean "unavailable"?
735
00:33:24,216 --> 00:33:25,957
Ma'am, we're the police.
736
00:33:26,088 --> 00:33:27,567
That patient
is in the R.U. phase
737
00:33:27,698 --> 00:33:28,742
of her treatment.
738
00:33:28,873 --> 00:33:30,657
And what does R.U. stand for?
739
00:33:30,788 --> 00:33:32,442
"Rest University"?
740
00:33:32,616 --> 00:33:35,227
"Radical unplugging." No contact
with the outside world.
741
00:33:35,358 --> 00:33:36,272
Goodbye.
742
00:33:36,446 --> 00:33:38,013
I was close.
743
00:33:38,143 --> 00:33:39,275
No, you weren't.
744
00:33:39,405 --> 00:33:40,624
Yes, I was. Radical unplugging
745
00:33:40,798 --> 00:33:42,800
is "rest university" in spirit.
746
00:33:42,931 --> 00:33:44,584
I was gonna say
"remarkable undoing."
747
00:33:44,715 --> 00:33:46,847
- That's closer.
- It really isn't.
748
00:33:47,022 --> 00:33:48,719
Am I correct to understand
Ms. Tascioni
749
00:33:48,849 --> 00:33:50,416
is at that strange place alone
750
00:33:50,503 --> 00:33:52,810
with a man we now believe
to be a murderer?
751
00:33:52,941 --> 00:33:54,029
- Mm-hmm.
- And he is keeping her
752
00:33:54,203 --> 00:33:56,640
from contacting
the outside world?
753
00:33:56,770 --> 00:33:57,815
Well, technically...
754
00:33:57,946 --> 00:34:00,252
May I ask why you're still here?
755
00:34:00,339 --> 00:34:02,515
Sorry, Captain,
I didn't mean to overstep.
756
00:34:02,689 --> 00:34:03,952
That was unprofessional.
757
00:34:04,039 --> 00:34:05,692
Honestly, Lieutenant, it was.
758
00:34:05,823 --> 00:34:07,825
But you're right.
Smullen, go find Tascioni
759
00:34:07,956 --> 00:34:09,740
and bring her back now.
760
00:36:23,308 --> 00:36:25,093
Elsbeth. Elsbeth. Elsbeth.
761
00:36:25,223 --> 00:36:27,486
- Can you hear me?
- What's happening?
762
00:36:27,617 --> 00:36:30,141
Oh... How long have I been out?
763
00:36:30,272 --> 00:36:31,795
Oh, I feel funny.
764
00:36:31,969 --> 00:36:33,971
At least 20 minutes.
765
00:36:34,102 --> 00:36:36,147
You should not be in here.
766
00:36:36,234 --> 00:36:39,629
- Okay.
- And we need to get you
a B12 shot right away.
767
00:36:39,759 --> 00:36:40,804
Can you stand up?
768
00:36:40,934 --> 00:36:42,849
- I think so.
- Okay, let's try.
769
00:36:43,937 --> 00:36:45,461
Let's go get Tom.
770
00:36:45,591 --> 00:36:47,941
He's the only one who has access
to the hypodermics.
771
00:36:48,072 --> 00:36:50,509
What did you say? Hypodermics?
772
00:36:50,640 --> 00:36:53,338
- Yeah.
- As in, hypodermic needles?
773
00:36:53,512 --> 00:36:54,905
Like you use for shots?
774
00:36:55,035 --> 00:36:55,993
And injections.
775
00:36:56,124 --> 00:36:58,387
And-and only Tom has access?
776
00:36:58,517 --> 00:37:00,215
We keep them away
from the participants
777
00:37:00,345 --> 00:37:02,782
in case they've struggled
with the disease of addiction,
778
00:37:02,956 --> 00:37:05,002
so only Tom has the keys.
779
00:37:05,133 --> 00:37:07,004
And we should get you
a mustard-seed oil bath,
780
00:37:07,178 --> 00:37:08,527
to help lower
your body temperature.
781
00:37:08,658 --> 00:37:10,921
Mustard seed?
782
00:37:11,008 --> 00:37:12,966
I'll get one ready
for you, right away.
783
00:37:13,053 --> 00:37:17,710
Good. And how did the cleanse
make you feel mentally, Ron?
784
00:37:17,884 --> 00:37:19,756
Very clear, Tom.
785
00:37:19,886 --> 00:37:21,584
Hey, can my friends
786
00:37:21,714 --> 00:37:23,368
play truth ball with us?
787
00:37:23,542 --> 00:37:25,022
You don't mind, do you?
788
00:37:25,196 --> 00:37:29,722
This is an open space,
and I am an open book.
789
00:37:29,896 --> 00:37:32,943
Okay. Well...
790
00:37:33,073 --> 00:37:37,382
my truth is, you murdered Cole.
791
00:37:39,428 --> 00:37:41,995
The truth is
I tried to save Cole.
792
00:37:42,126 --> 00:37:44,302
Just because I didn't
doesn't make me a murderer.
793
00:37:44,433 --> 00:37:46,435
Have some empathy. Sheryl.
794
00:37:46,609 --> 00:37:48,611
Ah. I do have empathy.
795
00:37:48,741 --> 00:37:51,744
Otherwise, I wouldn't want
to fix the things
796
00:37:51,831 --> 00:37:53,268
I did in the past.
797
00:37:53,398 --> 00:37:56,053
But you don't seem
to have any guilt.
798
00:37:56,184 --> 00:38:00,492
Because you put your own
wellness before anyone else's.
799
00:38:02,494 --> 00:38:05,584
Cole was gonna expose you
for doing kambo.
800
00:38:07,760 --> 00:38:09,849
Which would've resulted
in a $2 million penalty
801
00:38:09,980 --> 00:38:12,461
as per your private settlement
with the, uh, Campbell family.
802
00:38:12,635 --> 00:38:13,636
This is preposterous.
803
00:38:13,810 --> 00:38:16,160
Uh, in truth ball,
804
00:38:16,291 --> 00:38:19,250
we only speak when Makoto
is passed to us.
805
00:38:19,381 --> 00:38:21,165
The truth is,
806
00:38:21,296 --> 00:38:24,212
kambo had nothing to do
with Cole's death.
807
00:38:24,342 --> 00:38:28,172
You used mustard-seed oil
to kill him.
808
00:38:28,303 --> 00:38:31,001
Sheryl and I,
we loved
809
00:38:31,175 --> 00:38:32,829
your class on seed cycling.
810
00:38:32,959 --> 00:38:35,048
We both took notes.
811
00:38:35,179 --> 00:38:37,312
And so, when Starlight suggested
812
00:38:37,442 --> 00:38:39,444
that I take
a mustard-seed oil bath,
813
00:38:39,618 --> 00:38:41,185
that's when I remembered,
814
00:38:41,316 --> 00:38:44,884
it's in the same family
as sesame-seed oil.
815
00:38:45,015 --> 00:38:48,540
Someone who's allergic to one
is also allergic to another.
816
00:38:48,671 --> 00:38:51,891
But you knew that.
You're a certified expert.
817
00:38:52,022 --> 00:38:55,460
And although there is no
sesame-seed oil on the premises,
818
00:38:55,591 --> 00:38:58,028
there is a lot
of mustard-seed oil
819
00:38:58,202 --> 00:39:00,073
used in the healing baths.
820
00:39:00,204 --> 00:39:03,512
So, taking one
of the hypodermic needles
821
00:39:03,642 --> 00:39:06,210
that only you have access to,
822
00:39:06,341 --> 00:39:08,430
you injected
823
00:39:08,560 --> 00:39:12,782
mustard-seed oil
into all the snacks and drinks
824
00:39:12,912 --> 00:39:15,088
inside Cole's car.
825
00:39:15,219 --> 00:39:18,135
I could not stop thinking
about that pouch
826
00:39:18,309 --> 00:39:20,398
with the straw intact
that had no liquid inside.
827
00:39:20,485 --> 00:39:22,052
And now I know,
828
00:39:22,182 --> 00:39:25,273
the juice must have drained
from the injection site.
829
00:39:27,144 --> 00:39:29,146
Elsbeth, you have no proof
830
00:39:29,277 --> 00:39:31,975
for these really kind of
hurtful allegations.
831
00:39:32,062 --> 00:39:33,193
Actually,
832
00:39:33,281 --> 00:39:35,065
all of the remaining snacks
833
00:39:35,195 --> 00:39:37,328
in Cole's car
834
00:39:37,459 --> 00:39:40,375
tested positive for
mustard-seed oil.
835
00:39:41,637 --> 00:39:43,552
And when we pulled
the hypodermic needle
836
00:39:43,682 --> 00:39:45,989
from the center's medical waste,
837
00:39:46,163 --> 00:39:49,645
it not only had traces
of mustard seed,
838
00:39:49,732 --> 00:39:51,690
but also, your fingerprints.
839
00:39:56,695 --> 00:40:01,526
I am radically disappointed
in you.
840
00:40:01,613 --> 00:40:03,398
Tom Murphy,
you are under arrest...
841
00:40:05,400 --> 00:40:06,879
...for the murder
of Cole Campbell.
842
00:40:07,053 --> 00:40:09,012
Starlight, call my lawyer.
843
00:40:09,186 --> 00:40:14,147
I'll send you positive energy,
in jail.
844
00:40:14,234 --> 00:40:15,888
Follow me, everybody.
845
00:40:16,019 --> 00:40:17,760
Let us heal from this.
846
00:40:17,934 --> 00:40:19,849
You have the right
to remain silent.
847
00:40:19,979 --> 00:40:22,678
Anything you say
can and will be used...
848
00:40:31,556 --> 00:40:34,037
Gosh, you were so impressive
during this case.
849
00:40:34,211 --> 00:40:36,387
I think you taught Detective
Smullen a thing or two.
850
00:40:36,561 --> 00:40:39,347
Thanks.
851
00:40:40,173 --> 00:40:41,697
Are we okay?
852
00:40:45,962 --> 00:40:47,616
I'm not sure.
853
00:40:51,228 --> 00:40:52,708
Can I be transparently honest?
854
00:40:52,795 --> 00:40:53,709
Mm-hmm.
855
00:40:53,883 --> 00:40:55,798
I need your help.
856
00:41:00,150 --> 00:41:02,282
Okay.
857
00:41:02,457 --> 00:41:06,374
But I need you
to tell me everything.
858
00:41:12,423 --> 00:41:13,859
Captain Kershaw.
859
00:41:13,946 --> 00:41:16,340
Captain.
860
00:41:16,427 --> 00:41:18,951
Ah, that was a classic.
861
00:41:19,038 --> 00:41:21,998
Fun to watch, even when
you know who wins.
862
00:41:22,085 --> 00:41:23,826
Yeah, I like it better.
863
00:41:24,783 --> 00:41:26,437
Two of whatever she's having.
864
00:41:29,745 --> 00:41:31,877
So...
865
00:41:32,051 --> 00:41:36,360
your precinct covered the,
uh, Andy Mertens case, right?
866
00:41:36,491 --> 00:41:37,535
Don't remind me.
867
00:41:37,622 --> 00:41:39,015
That woman definitely
did that man in
868
00:41:39,189 --> 00:41:40,277
with that baseball bat.
869
00:41:40,408 --> 00:41:42,497
No one could believe
she was acquitted.
870
00:41:42,671 --> 00:41:46,022
But I guess with New York
juries, you never know, right?
871
00:41:46,109 --> 00:41:47,632
Yeah, I'd agree.
872
00:41:47,763 --> 00:41:50,461
But I can't get past one thing.
873
00:41:52,507 --> 00:41:56,641
Why would a Red Sox fan
own a bat from a New York team?
874
00:41:57,425 --> 00:41:59,252
Under any circumstance?
875
00:41:59,383 --> 00:42:00,428
Wait, I never heard that.
876
00:42:00,602 --> 00:42:02,691
Because Judge Crawford
kept it out.
877
00:42:02,821 --> 00:42:05,520
A Red Sox fan would never buy
a New York bat.
878
00:42:05,650 --> 00:42:07,739
That seems like
a huge oversight.
879
00:42:07,870 --> 00:42:12,178
If I were you,
I'd reopen that case.
880
00:42:12,309 --> 00:42:15,268
Yeah. It's a bad look
to leave it unsolved.
881
00:42:23,146 --> 00:42:25,061
Think about it.
882
00:42:27,324 --> 00:42:29,282
Hey, how did you
know all that?
883
00:42:29,413 --> 00:42:31,284
Did you study the transcripts?
884
00:42:31,415 --> 00:42:33,591
Something like that.
885
00:42:34,636 --> 00:42:36,681
Captioning sponsored by
CBS
886
00:42:36,812 --> 00:42:38,683
and TOYOTA.
887
00:42:38,814 --> 00:42:41,251
Captioned by
Media Access Group at WGBH
access.wgbh.org
60665
Can't find what you're looking for?
Get subtitles in any language from opensubtitles.com, and translate them here.
Afrikaans
Akan
Albanian
Amharic
Armenian
Azerbaijani
Basque
Belarusian
Bemba
Bengali
Bihari
Bosnian
Breton
Cambodian
Catalan
Cebuano
Cherokee
Chichewa
Chinese (Simplified)
Chinese (Traditional)
Corsican
Croatian
Czech
Danish
Esperanto
Estonian
Faroese
Finnish
Frisian
Galician
Georgian
German
Guarani
Haitian Creole
Hausa
Hawaiian
Hebrew
Hmong
Hungarian
Icelandic
Irish
Italian
Japanese
Javanese
Kazakh
Kinyarwanda
Kirundi
Kongo
Korean
Krio (Sierra Leone)
Kurdish
Kyrgyz
Laothian
Latin
Latvian
Lithuanian
Luganda
Luo
Luxembourgish
Macedonian
Malagasy
Malay
Maltese
Maori
Mauritian Creole
Moldavian
Mongolian
Myanmar (Burmese)
Montenegrin
Nepali
Norwegian
Pashto
Persian
Polish
Quechua
Romanian
Romansh
Russian
Samoan
Scots Gaelic
Serbian
Sesotho
Setswana
Seychellois Creole
Shona
Sindhi
Sinhalese
Slovak
Slovenian
Somali
Spanish (Latin American)
Swedish
Tajik
Thai
Tigrinya
Tonga
Turkish
Turkmen
Ukrainian
Uzbek
Vietnamese
Welsh
Wolof