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She's not picking it up.

Where are you, Zeynep?

Where did you go, leaving me?

Where?

Cemil!

Have you seen Zeynep?

I saw her this morning with a suitcase.

It was very early in the morning.

I tried to talk to her but she was so distracted that she didn't hear me.

Okay, thanks.

There's a problem, but I hope it'll be fixed.

How dare you interfere in my business?

Who are you?

Who do you think you are?

You are my reason to live.

You are my breath.

You are the light of my life.

Zeynep, you are my...

You mean the world to me.

Who are you?

I'm nobody to him.

I was nothing.

Mrs. Tülay.

Is there something wrong, Halil?

Is there a problem?

Do you know where Zeynep went?

Zeynep isn't at the mansion?

No, she left early.

Zeynep likes to go for walks alone.

That's different.

She left me a farewell letter.

I won't interfere in his business anymore.

I told him that.

I told him he could sleep in peace now.

I should have known.

Excuse me?

We'll find out where she is now, don't worry.

How dare you interfere in my business?

Who are you?

Are you crazy? Do you want to die?

She's not picking up.

It was bound to happen.

My sister is not the kind of person who can accept what you're saying.

Don't you know her at all?

It's okay.

They're a couple.

Stay out of couples' business.

That's what I'm saying.

A man shouldn't say such things to his wife.

Merve is right.

I went too far.

Don't worry.

I'll find my wife.

Why did you say those things?

I was afraid he would say something wrong.

He can't because he is guilty.

He knows what he did.

He said I was right.

The bond between them is very strong.

That bond cannot be broken with a few words.

Your sister's just a little angry.

Halil will find her and bring her here.

This is my sister we are talking about.

Don't you know your daughter?

Even if she's very much in love, she won't accept those words.

She won't let her pride be played with.

No way.

I can't lose you.

I know where you went.

Please stop it.

Zeynep!

No!

-Let me go! -I won't!

-Let me go! -No, Zeynep!

Our tree burned down like our love.

Stop it!

We won't burn.

We won't burn to ashes.

I won't let that happen.

I told the woman I love to know her place.

Know your place, Halil!

Who do you think you are?

Who are you to talk to her like that?

While you...

While you want to burn the world for a drop of her tear...

...you drown her in the ocean.

I'll make it up to you.

I'm going to get you back home, Zeynep.

It's like my heart is a big void.

There's no feeling.

It's like a deep dark well because of you.

You killed the flowers that bloomed in me so much that I can't bloom again.

I spoke very harshly to her.

Even going to Windy Hill did not heal the wound in her heart.

I wish you knew how much I regret it.

Hello Halil.

Hakan.

Tell everyone to look for Zeynep everywhere.

What's wrong with her?

She's gone.

Look everywhere in Yesilpinar and find Zeynep.

Okay, we will. Don't worry.

Where are you, Zeynep?

Where are you, my rebel love?

Selma.

I can't reach Zeynep. Her phone is off.

She was going to the market. I wondered if she was with you.

No, Halil.

I haven't spoken to Zeynep today.

Is there something wrong?

No, everything's fine.

I was worried because her phone was off.

She'll call me when her phone is turned on.

I won't keep you any longer.

Say hi to Eren for me.

I will. See you.

Where are you, Zeynep?

Tell me you found her.

Our guys looked everywhere.

Aunt Bedire's house, the village house you went to with Mrs. Zümrüt.

They couldn't find her.

Shall we check the airport?

You might be gone, Zeynep.

Could you have left the place where you were born, our home?

Are you still there, Halil?

Check on it.

Where did you go, Zeynep?

Did she...

Zeynep?

Zeynep!

Who are you?

I'm sorry, I took you for someone else.

Pick up the phone, Zeynep.

Even the possibility of not seeing you hurts me.

I can't breathe.

I wish I could find you and hug you.

I'll never leave you again.

Let's see what you do when you see my surprise.

I think it's nice.

What do you say, Cicek?

I think she's going to love it.

But...

Should we darken the room?

Let's try it.

No.

I don't like it.

There must be light everywhere.

Like the rest of our lives.

What a nice thing to say!

You made me a very romantic man, Zeynep Firat.

Do you like it?

Is it possible otherwise?

They are beautiful.

I must admit, I didn't expect it.

You make me very happy.

That's my only goal for the rest of my life.

To make you happy, Zeynep...

...Firat.

Then we can say that it is a good start.

One of the things that makes me happiest in this life is balloons flying in the sky.

Like a colorful symbol of freedom.

So...

Let's set them free.

Look, they are so beautiful.

Not as beautiful as you.

Then let each of these balloons represent the troubles we don't want to experience.

May those troubles never find us again as they fly one by one towards the sky.

-What do you think? -Yes, sure.

So...

Lie.

Your turn.

Fight.

Prejudice.

Shall we fly it together?

So...

Separation.

-Do you have a pen? -I do.

-Why do you need it? -You'll see.

Can you hold it?

It doesn't look much alike, but that's okay.

These represent Halil and Zeynep.

Let them fly.

You need months to draw your eyes.

-Wait, Zeynep. -what happened?

They should fly together, not apart.

Let's tie them each other.

Otherwise they'll fall.

It was all for nothing.

Hopes, dreams, wishes.

I punished myself the most.

I ruined everything with one sentence.

Zeynep?

What's going on?

My dear.

What's wrong with you?

Cry, my dear, cry.

You must have a problem that doesn't fit in your heart.

Cry for relief.

Who did this to you?

You're obviously very hurt.

Sometimes a word can be worse than death.

One word can destroy everything.

Everything's ruined.

Who told you what?

Maybe you misunderstood.

Maybe it's not what you think.

Let me hear the story.

Maybe we'll find a cure for you.

Halil...

He spoke so harshly to me.

My heart is shattered.

He put out the light in me.

Everything I felt for him disappeared.

He asked me who I thought I was.

Would a person say such things to the person they love?

I'm shocked.

I have no doubt about Halil's love for you, but...

If he loved me, he wouldn't act like this.

He could not say these things.

Maybe not now, but whenever you want to tell me, I'll listen.

Who do you think you are?

Who are you?

Who are you?

People never change.

If they hurt you once, one day they break your heart again.

I got this.

I won't let him hurt me anymore.

I'm not going back to that house. I don't want to see him.

Don't talk like that.

What will you do if you don't go home?

It turns out it's not my house.

It never was.

Now you are talking like this because you are angry.

You'll change your mind when things calm down.

Is it easy to pretend that a great love that you put so much effort into never happened?

It's not easy to break up a family.

Your family's there.

Are you going to leave them behind?

No.

My family means the world to me.

They will be with me wherever I go.

They can't live in this mansion.

But it's grandma's house.

She'll be so sad if we move out.

She'll get sick.

I'll talk to her doctor and find a cure for this problem.

I won't go back to that house.

I don't understand how you haven't found her yet.

They say "a friend's eye is a good mirror".

You know, Halil.

If you have upset a woman to the point of silencing her, you are losing her.

Because silence is a woman's companion.

She leaves in such a way that it is impossible to know where her broken heart is taking her.

You long for everything from her.

I'm very sorry, Hakan.

I can't take back what I said.

What if she doesn't come back like those words I said?

Maybe you should give her some space.

Give it time.

Nature will take its course.

I can't do it.

You're telling me not to breathe.

You're telling me to rip out my heart.

Can you live without your heart?

I'll find Zeynep.

I'm worried that my grandmother's illness will worsen when I move out of the house, doctor.

What can I do for her?

What do you suggest?

You know we don't recommend changing the house and the people around people with dementia.

Since old events and objects are embedded in the patients' minds...

...changes can cause some problems and even accidents.

-If you have a chance not to move... -I'm afraid not.

It's impossible.

-Please help me. -I see.

Then we could do it like this.

In your new home, you can make sure that Mrs. Zümrüt's room looks like her current room.

If you move the existing furniture to the new room...

...we can reduce the problems we will face.

I see.

I'll take photos of my grandmother's current room and look for a house that looks like it.

Thank you.

Mom will do it.

Come on Halil, come through that door with Zeynep.

Zeynep, I was so worried! Where are you?

I'm fine, don't worry.

I'll be better.

When are you coming home?

Halil is distraught. He's looking for you everywhere.

It's not my home.

We have no business on that farm.

Halil regrets what he did.

He is ready to do anything to make it up to you.

Don't do things you'll regret later.

Give up your stubbornness.

Sometimes there are times when you have to go without hesitation.

This is one of those times.

Send me photos of Grandma's room.

Then wait to hear from me.

What are you going to do with the photos?

The house I'm going to rent in needs to have a room that looks like my grandmother's room.

Don't be ridiculous, Zeynep.

I won't take pictures because we're not going anywhere.

Come home.

Talk to your husband and solve your problem.

I'm not coming home.

If you don't do it, Cemil will.

Please don't make things difficult.

No, Zeynep.

I don't want you to regret it later.

You'll come back home.

Come here, my dear. Let's eat something.

I'm coming, Aunt Ayse.

Where are you? Who is Ayse?

I'll call you when I find a decent home.

Oh God.

I'm going crazy.

Of course!

You can't stop me.

If you don't do it, Cemil will.

Where are you, Zeynep?

Come out.

It hurts to think of being without you.

I am not resentful or angry with you.

I'm nothing to you, Halil.

You mean the world to me.

If you're gone, I'm gone.

No light.

There's darkness.

I can't breathe.

Someone's calling you.

I don't know who's calling.

Thanks, Aunt Ayse.

Hello.

Hello, Mrs. Zeynep.

I found a house like you wanted.

One of the rooms is exactly the size you specified.

It's almost exactly the same as the photos you sent.

It has a lovely garden even if it's a small one.

If you want to see it I can send you the location.

Okay, I'm coming.

Was it Halil?

I think he called from another number because you weren't picking up.

He missed you.

He regrets what he did. Talk to him, my dear.

No, it wasn't Halil.

It's over, never to return.

I will start a new life with my family.

Just like you.

I hope you will be very happy with your son and grandchild.

Give me your blessing.

You have my blessing, my dear!

I will be reunited with my son and grandchild thanks to you.

I wish I'd known you before.

I wouldn't have to leave you so soon.

We'll start a new story, both of us.

It will be a new beginning for us.

This will be a story without resentment and sadness.

-Take care of yourself. -You too, my dear.

What are you doing here?

How did you find me?

Hello Mrs. Tülay.

I called you not to worry.

Zeynep just called me.

Did she tell you where she is?

She's in the house of someone called Ayse.

Okay, I know her.

I'm going there.

I'm coming, Zeynep.

I asked you a question.

How could I not find you?

You've come all this way for nothing.

Don't tire yourself any more, go home.

Zeynep.

I didn't set out to find you.

I set out to take you home.

I'm not going anywhere without you.

You were asking me out loud who I thought I was.

Now what?

You came after me after your anger subsided?

There's nowhere in the world I can go with you.

-Go home. -You're right.

This way we cannot find a middle ground.

Let's go home and talk our problem out.

Our problem.

I found my new home.

I'll move there with my family and you'll accept it.

Hello Mrs. Zeynep.

If you bring a copy of your ID card with you, we'll take care of it right away.

Okay, I'll bring it.

I want to move into my new house as soon as possible.

See you.

-Hello! -What are you doing?

Cancel the procedures.

My wife has a house.

Yes, it's over.

This is my wife's number.

Don't call her again.

What are you doing?

I'm doing what I have to do.

Come on.

-We're going back to the farm. -I'm not.

Don't you get it?

I'm not going anywhere with you.

Get out of here before you drive me crazy.

Zeynep.

You know very well I'm not going anywhere without you.

I'm not going with you.

You know that.

Is there a problem?

Is he disturbing you?

No, captain.

She's my wife.

My name is Halil Firat.

You can check her ID.

You will see that it says Zeynep Firat.

Yes, she is his wife.

A nearby gas station was robbed.

The suspect is armed.

He injured one person and fled.

We launched an operation to catch him.

We blocked all the roads in the village.

You may see him.

We suspect that the fugitive is hiding in this village.

You should be careful.

If you see him call us.

Okay, thanks.

-Be careful. -Have a good day.

Oh my God. What are we going to do?

Don't worry, Aunt Ayse.

I'm here.

I won't leave you alone.

I'll take you to the farm.

You'll be safe there.

No!

We're not going anywhere.

We stay here.

We know how to protect ourselves when necessary.

-Go in, Aunt Ayse. -Zeynep, look...

The captain said...

I'm not going anywhere without you.

I'd rather die than go.

It's normal to be resentful sometimes.

It happens between spouses.

These things are normal in a marriage.

He's come this far. He looked for you.

Didn't you see how much he regrets it?

He was looking at you with love.

Take your husband's hand and go back home.

You should forgive him.

Who do you think you are?

No, I won't go back home.

It's like if I take a step towards him, my heart will turn to stone.

I can't leave you alone here.

There's a criminal around.

We have to take precautions.

He looks very remorseful.

Is Aunt Ayse right about what she said?

I'm remorseful.

So remorseful.

Zeynep.

I didn't set out to find you.

I set out to take you home.

My moonlight.

You have beautiful eyes.

No, I won't back down.

You'll understand who I am, Halil.

Even if you close the curtain or slam the door in my face, I'm here Zeynep.

I'm not going without you.

You belong to me.

Sure.

Turn your back on me.

Yeah.

You two goats turned your backs on me.

I'm in trouble with you.