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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:15,041 --> 00:00:17,542 WELCOME HOME, STRANGER. HOW WAS SEATTLE? 2 00:00:17,583 --> 00:00:19,500 IT WAS GOOD. 3 00:00:19,542 --> 00:00:22,041 IT'S ALWAYS A LITTLE WEIRD GOING BACK, BUT IT WAS GOOD. 4 00:00:22,083 --> 00:00:24,625 UH, YOUR BROTHER SAYS HELLO. MM. HOW'S DEREK? 5 00:00:24,667 --> 00:00:26,208 HE'S, UH... 6 00:00:26,250 --> 00:00:27,625 DEREK? 7 00:00:27,667 --> 00:00:29,542 IF YOU AND SAM HAVE TIME FOR BREAKFAST, 8 00:00:29,583 --> 00:00:32,041 I CAN SCRAMBLE UP A FEW MORE EGGS. 9 00:00:32,083 --> 00:00:34,041 UM... 10 00:00:34,083 --> 00:00:37,041 SAM'S NOT HERE. GOOD NOT HERE, 11 00:00:37,083 --> 00:00:39,041 LIKE YOU'RE MAKING HIM WAIT TO SEE YOU 12 00:00:39,083 --> 00:00:41,041 BECAUSE IT'S EXTRA HOT TO DELAY HOMECOMING SEX, 13 00:00:41,083 --> 00:00:44,041 OR BAD NOT HERE, LIKE THINGS ARE NOT GOOD? I GAVE HIM A CHOICE BEFORE I LEFT. 14 00:00:44,083 --> 00:00:47,041 I SAID, WE EITHER HAVE A BABY OR WE END THINGS. 15 00:00:47,083 --> 00:00:50,750 WOW. UH, AND? 16 00:00:50,792 --> 00:00:53,041 AND, UH, HE THOUGHT IT WAS BEST 17 00:00:53,083 --> 00:00:56,500 TO STAY AT HIS PLACE UNTIL HE MAKES HIS DECISION. 18 00:00:59,291 --> 00:01:01,208 YAY FOR LOVE. 19 00:01:01,250 --> 00:01:02,792 RIGHT? 20 00:01:02,834 --> 00:01:06,834 WHY AREN'T YOU READY TO GO? WE'RE ALREADY LATE. 21 00:01:06,875 --> 00:01:09,041 THESE WEDDING INVITATIONS WERE SUPPOSED TO GO OUT A WEEK AGO. 22 00:01:09,083 --> 00:01:11,625 WHY DIDN'T YOU SEND 'EM? I'LL START ON 'EM TODAY, OKAY? 23 00:01:11,667 --> 00:01:14,625 NO, NOT OKAY. WE'RE FALLING BEHIND. IF YOU HAD SENT THEM, 24 00:01:14,667 --> 00:01:17,041 I COULD'VE TOLD MY MOTHER IT WAS TOO LATE TO INVITE AUNT ZELDA, 25 00:01:17,083 --> 00:01:19,041 BUT NOW SHE APOLOGIZED TO MY MOTHER 26 00:01:19,083 --> 00:01:21,166 FOR SAYING THAT HER BRISKET WAS TOO TOUGH, 27 00:01:21,208 --> 00:01:23,792 AND NOW WE HAVE TO INVITE HER. FINE. SHE CAN SIT NEXT TO BUSTER HODGES. 28 00:01:23,834 --> 00:01:26,750 UNCLE ON BIG DADDY'S SIDE. MAMA WANTS TO ADD HIM. 29 00:01:26,792 --> 00:01:28,750 WHERE WOULD ONE FIND A BUSTER HODGES? 30 00:01:28,792 --> 00:01:30,750 ONEONTA, ALABAMA. 31 00:01:30,792 --> 00:01:34,041 I'M SURE HIS ADDRESS IS IN MY OLD BOOK. 32 00:01:34,083 --> 00:01:36,041 HERE. 33 00:01:36,083 --> 00:01:37,709 WOW. DID THAT COME 34 00:01:37,750 --> 00:01:40,417 WITH YOUR, UH, TRAPPER KEEPER IN EIGHTH GRADE? 35 00:01:40,458 --> 00:01:43,917 COMING FROM THE MAN WHO STILL HAS A MAGIC WAND COLLECTION. 36 00:01:43,959 --> 00:01:47,291 WH--OH, SWEET MOTHER. WHO'S THIS GUY? 37 00:01:47,333 --> 00:01:49,291 IT'S NO ONE. WHOA. NO ONE THAT YOU KEPT... 38 00:01:49,333 --> 00:01:52,542 COME ON. IN YOUR... 20-YEAR-OLD ADDRESS BOOK? 39 00:01:52,583 --> 00:01:54,083 IT'S BILLY. 40 00:01:54,125 --> 00:01:56,709 EX-HUSBAND BILLY? 41 00:01:58,083 --> 00:02:00,792 WHY'D YOU KEEP THAT? 42 00:02:00,834 --> 00:02:04,583 THE MAN CHEATED ON ME. I HATE HIM FOR IT. END OF STORY. 43 00:02:04,625 --> 00:02:06,166 I JUST--I DON'T... 44 00:02:06,208 --> 00:02:09,250 GET WHY YOU KEEP A PICTURE OF SOMEBODY YOU HATE. 45 00:02:09,291 --> 00:02:12,250 YOU SERIOUSLY WANT TO DISCUSS THIS? YOU MADE ME THROW OUT PICTURES OF EVERY GIRL I EVER LOOKED AT, 46 00:02:12,291 --> 00:02:15,125 AND I DID IT BECAUSE I ASSUMED, IF I DIDN'T, 47 00:02:15,166 --> 00:02:18,166 IT WOULD MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE I STILL HAD FEELINGS FOR THEM. 48 00:02:24,041 --> 00:02:25,125 OKAY. 49 00:02:25,166 --> 00:02:27,542 FINE. 50 00:02:49,667 --> 00:02:51,041 HEY. 51 00:02:51,083 --> 00:02:52,500 HI. 52 00:02:52,542 --> 00:02:54,166 YOU'RE--YOU'RE BACK. 53 00:02:54,208 --> 00:02:57,041 YES, LAST NIGHT, LATE. I'M-- I WOULD'VE CALLED, BUT-- 54 00:02:57,083 --> 00:02:59,375 NO, NO, NO, NO. 55 00:02:59,417 --> 00:03:00,834 I MISSED YOU. 56 00:03:00,875 --> 00:03:03,583 I--HEY. YEAH. 57 00:03:03,625 --> 00:03:06,417 I MISSED YOU, TOO. 58 00:03:06,458 --> 00:03:09,041 HOW WAS, UH, HOW WAS YOUR TRIP? 59 00:03:09,083 --> 00:03:11,333 IT WAS GOOD. YEAH, IT WAS GOOD. 60 00:03:11,375 --> 00:03:14,125 LOOK, SAM, THE-- I W--SORRY. 61 00:03:14,166 --> 00:03:15,834 YOU GO. 62 00:03:15,875 --> 00:03:19,041 WHAT YOU ASKED ME BEFORE YOU LEFT... 63 00:03:19,083 --> 00:03:21,625 I KNOW THAT YOU EXPECT AN ANSWER, 64 00:03:21,667 --> 00:03:23,750 AND... 65 00:03:23,792 --> 00:03:25,750 I JUST DON'T HAVE ONE YET. 66 00:03:25,792 --> 00:03:28,834 YOU NEED TO DECIDE. 67 00:03:28,875 --> 00:03:31,792 AND IN THE MEANTIME? 68 00:03:33,667 --> 00:03:36,041 YOU HAVE A SINGLES TABLE WHEN YOU'RE 25 69 00:03:36,083 --> 00:03:38,041 AND STILL WANT TO SET YOUR FRIENDS UP. 70 00:03:38,083 --> 00:03:40,500 I'M JUST SAYING, IF BUBBA'S COMING ALONE-- 71 00:03:40,542 --> 00:03:43,625 HIS NAME'S BUSTER. WHATEVER. IF HE'S COMING ALONE, AND AUNT ZELDA IS COMING ALONE-- 72 00:03:43,667 --> 00:03:45,500 ARE WE ALLOWED TO BRING A DATE TO YOUR WEDDING? 73 00:03:45,542 --> 00:03:47,583 NO. SURE. 74 00:03:47,625 --> 00:03:49,291 YET ANOTHER ADVANTAGE TO BEING MARRIED-- 75 00:03:49,333 --> 00:03:52,041 NOT HAVING TO FLY SOLO AT YOUR FRIEND'S WEDDING. MM. AMEN. 76 00:03:52,083 --> 00:03:55,041 AMELIA, IF THERE'S SOMEBODY THAT YOU'D REALLY LIKE TO BRING, 77 00:03:55,083 --> 00:03:57,583 IT'S FINE. SHELDON, ARE YOU BRINGING ANYONE? 78 00:03:57,625 --> 00:04:00,000 YOU MEAN, DO I HAVE SOMEONE SPECIAL 79 00:04:00,041 --> 00:04:02,583 THAT I REALLY WANT TO BRING, SOMEONE I'M HAPPILY DATING, 80 00:04:02,625 --> 00:04:04,583 PERHAPS A FELLOW THERAPIST/ BOOK REVIEWER? 81 00:04:04,625 --> 00:04:06,041 UNFORTUNATELY, NO, I DON'T. 82 00:04:06,083 --> 00:04:08,041 WELL, YOU LIKE SOUTHERN ACCENTS, DON'T YOU, SHELDON? 83 00:04:08,083 --> 00:04:10,500 I'M SURE CHARLOTTE HAS SOME FRIENDS THAT YOU COULD DATE. 84 00:04:10,542 --> 00:04:13,166 YES, AND SOME OF THEM EVEN HAVE ALL THEIR TEETH. 85 00:04:13,208 --> 00:04:15,542 I SWEAR, COOPER-- HEY. GOOD MORNING. 86 00:04:15,583 --> 00:04:18,417 HEY, YOU'RE BACK. HOW WAS YOUR TRIP? HEY. 87 00:04:18,458 --> 00:04:20,542 IT WAS GOOD. YOU KNOW, I MANAGED TO SAFELY DELIVER 88 00:04:20,583 --> 00:04:22,542 THE BABY OF AN OLD FRIEND, AND, YEAH, 89 00:04:22,583 --> 00:04:24,333 ENDED ON A HIGH NOTE. 90 00:04:24,375 --> 00:04:26,333 EXCUSE ME, I'M LOOKING FOR DR. VIOLET TURNER. 91 00:04:26,375 --> 00:04:28,041 UH, I'M DR. TURNER, 92 00:04:28,083 --> 00:04:30,041 BUT OUR RECEPTIONIST SIGNS FOR ALL THE PACKAGES. 93 00:04:30,083 --> 00:04:31,625 I DON'T NEED A SIGNATURE. 94 00:04:31,667 --> 00:04:33,875 YOU'VE JUST BEEN SERVED. HAVE A GREAT DAY. 95 00:04:40,542 --> 00:04:43,625 "LIABILITY FOR BREACH OF CONFIDENTIALITY." 96 00:04:43,667 --> 00:04:47,041 "RECENTLY PUBLISHED BOOK 97 00:04:47,083 --> 00:04:49,667 "VIOLATES CONTINUED DUTY OF CONFIDENTIALITY 98 00:04:49,709 --> 00:04:52,041 IN REGARD TO PLAINTIFF." 99 00:04:52,083 --> 00:04:54,959 THAT'S CRAZY. WHO WOULD SUE YOU FOR THAT? 100 00:04:55,000 --> 00:05:03,041 THE WOMAN WHO ATTACKED ME. I'M BEING SUED BY KATIE. 101 00:05:03,083 --> 00:05:06,041 KATIE. THE PLAINTIFF IS KATIE. 102 00:05:07,709 --> 00:05:09,667 "AFTER 18 MONTHS OF PSYCHIATRIC CARE, 103 00:05:09,709 --> 00:05:11,667 PLAINTIFF NOW EMOTIONALLY STABLE"-- 104 00:05:11,709 --> 00:05:14,083 SHE ATTACKED VIOLET AND THEY LET HER GO? 105 00:05:14,125 --> 00:05:16,917 AFTER ONLY 18 MONTHS, THEY LET HER GO, 106 00:05:16,959 --> 00:05:19,458 AND NOW SHE DOES THIS? "BOOK IS INHIBITING THE PROGRESS 107 00:05:19,500 --> 00:05:21,542 OF PLAINTIFF'S CONTINUED MENTAL RECOVERY." 108 00:05:21,583 --> 00:05:24,792 OKAY, THIS HAS GOTTA BE SOME KIND OF JOKE. IT DOESN'T SOUND VERY FUNNY TO ME. 109 00:05:24,834 --> 00:05:27,291 NO, IT'S NOT FUNNY. "SEEKS IMMEDIATE CESSATION OF PUBLICATION, 110 00:05:27,333 --> 00:05:30,291 MARKETING, AND SALES OF AFOREMENTIONED BOOK." 111 00:05:30,333 --> 00:05:33,041 SHE'S DEMANDING YOU TAKE YOUR BOOK OFF THE SHELVES? 112 00:05:33,083 --> 00:05:35,291 UGH. I'M SORRY. I-I HAVE TO DEAL WITH A PATIENT. 113 00:05:35,333 --> 00:05:37,834 UH, VI, IF YOU NEED ANYTHING FROM ME, OKAY? 114 00:05:37,875 --> 00:05:40,000 IT'S JUST BEEN SO LONG, 115 00:05:40,041 --> 00:05:42,000 I THOUGHT KATIE WAS GONE FROM MY LIFE FOREVER. 116 00:05:42,041 --> 00:05:44,542 WELL, THEY CAN'T SERIOUSLY THINK YOU HAVE A RESPONSIBILITY 117 00:05:44,583 --> 00:05:47,000 IN HER RECOVERY AFTER ALMOST TWO YEARS. OF COURSE NOT. 118 00:05:47,041 --> 00:05:49,542 SHE'S YOUR ATTACKER. YOU OWE HER NOTHING. IT'S NOT THAT SIMPLE. 119 00:05:49,583 --> 00:05:51,542 DOCTORS HAVE CERTAIN OBLIGATIONS TO THEIR PATIENTS 120 00:05:51,583 --> 00:05:53,750 EVEN AFTER THEY FINISH CARING FOR THEM. NO, THOSE RIGHTS DISAPPEARED 121 00:05:53,792 --> 00:05:56,750 WHEN SHE WALKED INTO OUR LIVING ROOM AND-- PETE. 122 00:05:56,792 --> 00:05:59,041 NO, SHE'S A CRIMINAL! SHE SHOULD'VE BEEN PUT AWAY 123 00:05:59,083 --> 00:06:01,542 FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE. I AGREE. NO COURT IS GONNA SIDE WITH HER ON THIS. 124 00:06:01,583 --> 00:06:05,583 THIS IS RIDICULOUS. I'M GONNA GET OUR LAWYER ON THE PHONE. 125 00:06:05,625 --> 00:06:07,583 PETE. HANG ON. BACK OFF, SHELDON. 126 00:06:07,625 --> 00:06:11,041 EVEN THOUGH VIOLET CHANGED KATIE'S NAME IN THE BOOK, 127 00:06:11,083 --> 00:06:13,458 SHE DOES STILL TALK ABOUT KATIE'S PERSONAL TRAUMA-- WHAT ARE YOU SAYING? 128 00:06:13,500 --> 00:06:15,458 THAT ANYONE WHO'S SEEN THE LOCAL NEWS 129 00:06:15,500 --> 00:06:18,041 OR READ A PAPER OR USES GOOGLE IS GONNA KNOW 130 00:06:18,083 --> 00:06:20,542 THAT KATIE'S THE ONE THAT VIOLET'S BEEN TALKING ABOUT. ARE YOU SIDING WITH KATIE? 131 00:06:20,583 --> 00:06:23,041 OF COURSE NOT, BUT WE HAVE TO CONSIDER FOR A MOMENT 132 00:06:23,083 --> 00:06:24,750 THAT THE DOCTOR-PATIENT CONFIDENTIALITY 133 00:06:24,792 --> 00:06:26,583 MIGHT HAVE BEEN VIOLATED. 134 00:06:26,625 --> 00:06:28,625 VIOLET IS NOT NECESSARILY INNOCENT HERE. 135 00:06:28,667 --> 00:06:30,083 I DID NOTHING WRONG. 136 00:06:30,125 --> 00:06:33,000 AND SHAME ON YOU FOR SAYING OTHERWISE. 137 00:06:38,083 --> 00:06:41,041 VAL. HEY. WE DIDN'T HAVE AN APPOINTMENT TODAY, DID WE? 138 00:06:41,083 --> 00:06:43,041 UH, IT'S NOT A BABY THING. 139 00:06:43,083 --> 00:06:45,041 DR. BENNETT WAS DOING HIS ROUTINE CHECKUP, 140 00:06:45,083 --> 00:06:48,000 AND HE NOTICED MY GLANDS WERE SWOLLEN, SO HE DID A BIOPSY. 141 00:06:48,041 --> 00:06:49,500 HE SAID IT'S PROBABLY NOTHING, 142 00:06:49,542 --> 00:06:51,500 BUT JUST IN CASE, I'VE MADE IT VERY CLEAR 143 00:06:51,542 --> 00:06:54,417 WHO GARY CAN AND CANNOT MARRY THE SECOND TIME AROUND. THERE'S A LIST. 144 00:06:54,458 --> 00:06:57,458 HEY, GUYS. I, UH, I HAVE VAL'S RESULTS. 145 00:06:57,500 --> 00:07:00,583 YOU WANT TO STEP INTO MY OFFICE? 146 00:07:00,625 --> 00:07:03,959 THAT CAN'T BE GOOD. 147 00:07:06,750 --> 00:07:10,208 UH, VAL HAS BURKITT'S LYMPHOMA. 148 00:07:10,250 --> 00:07:14,000 THAT'S CANCER OF THE LYMPHATIC SYSTEM. 149 00:07:19,083 --> 00:07:21,417 HOW... HOW BAD IS IT? 150 00:07:21,458 --> 00:07:23,709 WELL, GIVEN THAT THERE WAS NO EVIDENCE OF IT 151 00:07:23,750 --> 00:07:25,709 ON HER LAST VISIT, IT MEANS IT IS AGGRESSIVE, 152 00:07:25,750 --> 00:07:28,208 SO WE SHOULD GET YOU INTO THE HOSPITAL RIGHT AWAY 153 00:07:28,250 --> 00:07:29,917 AND DO SOME MORE TESTING. 154 00:07:29,959 --> 00:07:33,041 THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING. 155 00:07:33,083 --> 00:07:35,041 HONEY, WHAT DO YOU ALWAYS TELL ME? 156 00:07:35,083 --> 00:07:36,917 DON'T BORROW TROUBLE. 157 00:07:36,959 --> 00:07:39,041 WE CAN FIGHT THIS. 158 00:07:39,083 --> 00:07:42,125 SO WHAT, SURGERY? 159 00:07:42,166 --> 00:07:44,125 WELL, WITH THIS TYPE OF CANCER, 160 00:07:44,166 --> 00:07:46,542 SURGERY AND RADIATION ARE NOT VIABLE OPTIONS. 161 00:07:46,583 --> 00:07:48,041 CHEMO HAS PROVEN EFFECTIVE, 162 00:07:48,083 --> 00:07:50,875 BUT CANNOT BE ADMINISTERED WHILE YOU'RE PREGNANT. 163 00:07:50,917 --> 00:07:54,500 OKAY, SO I-IN A FEW MONTHS-- NO, WE DON'T HAVE THAT KIND OF TIME. 164 00:07:54,542 --> 00:07:57,750 WE SHOULD DELIVER THE BABY RIGHT AWAY. I'M ONLY AT 25 WEEKS. 165 00:07:57,792 --> 00:08:00,667 I KNOW, BUT THE BABY IS VIABLE. 166 00:08:02,208 --> 00:08:04,959 DR. BENNETT, YOU DON'T AGREE? 167 00:08:05,000 --> 00:08:07,041 WELL, IF YOU DELIVER YOUR SON NOW, 168 00:08:07,083 --> 00:08:09,041 UH, HE'S LIKELY TO HAVE SERIOUS HEALTH PROBLEMS-- 169 00:08:09,083 --> 00:08:12,542 NEUROLOGICAL, MUSCULAR, HIS SIGHT COULD BE IMPAIRED-- 170 00:08:12,583 --> 00:08:15,041 AND THAT'S ASSUMING THAT HE SURVIVES. HE COULD DIE? 171 00:08:15,083 --> 00:08:17,500 YES, BUT SO COULD YOU. VAL... 172 00:08:17,542 --> 00:08:19,834 I KNOW THAT THIS IS A HORRIBLE CHOICE 173 00:08:19,875 --> 00:08:21,542 TO HAVE TO MAKE, BUT-- 174 00:08:21,583 --> 00:08:24,834 THERE IS NO CHOICE. WE CAN TRY AGAIN. 175 00:08:26,417 --> 00:08:29,083 BUT RIGHT NOW, WE'VE GOTTA WORRY ABOUT YOU. 176 00:08:29,125 --> 00:08:30,542 NO. Y-- 177 00:08:30,583 --> 00:08:32,583 NOT THIS TIME. 178 00:08:32,625 --> 00:08:36,750 AFTER ALL THE MISCARRIAGES AND LEAVING WORK AND BED REST... 179 00:08:36,792 --> 00:08:38,792 WE DID EVERYTHING WE WERE SUPPOSED TO DO-- 180 00:08:38,834 --> 00:08:40,583 EVERYTHING. 181 00:08:42,125 --> 00:08:44,041 WE CAN'T START OVER NOW. 182 00:08:44,083 --> 00:08:47,125 MAYBE WE SHOULD TAKE SOME TIME AND THINK ABOUT THIS. 183 00:08:47,166 --> 00:08:48,625 NO. 184 00:08:48,667 --> 00:08:50,625 I'M CARRYING THIS BABY TO TERM. 185 00:08:50,667 --> 00:08:53,041 I CHOOSE HIM... 186 00:08:53,083 --> 00:08:56,000 EVEN IF IT KILLS ME. 187 00:09:02,083 --> 00:09:04,041 SAM, WE ALWAYS SAVE THE MOTHER FIRST. 188 00:09:04,083 --> 00:09:06,041 VAL IS MAKING THE WRONG CHOICE HERE, 189 00:09:06,083 --> 00:09:08,792 AND HER CANCER IS SPREADING FAST. 190 00:09:08,834 --> 00:09:11,166 MAYBE, BUT EVERY DAY MAKES A HUGE DIFFERENCE TO THIS BABY. 191 00:09:11,208 --> 00:09:13,625 RIGHT NOW HIS LUNGS HAVEN'T MATURED. 192 00:09:13,667 --> 00:09:16,041 HIS VISUAL AND AUDITORY SYSTEMS ARE STILL DEVELOPING. 193 00:09:16,083 --> 00:09:18,917 BUT IF WE WAIT JUST TWO WEEKS, 194 00:09:18,959 --> 00:09:21,041 THE CHANCES OF HIM SURVIVING INCREASE 80%. 195 00:09:21,083 --> 00:09:23,041 IN TWO WEEKS, VAL WILL BE MUCH WORSE. 196 00:09:23,083 --> 00:09:25,000 SHE'S BECOMING HYPERMETABOLIC, 197 00:09:25,041 --> 00:09:27,041 AND THE CANCER IS ALREADY OVERTAKING HER SYSTEM. 198 00:09:27,083 --> 00:09:29,917 GUYS, HANG ON. IF THIS WOMAN WERE HEMORRHAGING 199 00:09:29,959 --> 00:09:31,667 AND A SPLIT-SECOND DECISION NEEDED TO BE MADE, 200 00:09:31,709 --> 00:09:34,041 IT WOULD BE A NO-BRAINER, BUT IN THIS CASE, SHE'S CONSCIOUS. 201 00:09:34,083 --> 00:09:36,041 I MEAN, SHE'S AWARE. IT'S HER BODY. THANK YOU. 202 00:09:36,083 --> 00:09:38,166 IT'S HER LIFE. IF SHE WANTS TO GIVE IT UP FOR HER BABY, 203 00:09:38,208 --> 00:09:41,083 THAT IS HER CHOICE. WITHOUT INTRAVENOUS OR INTRATHECAL CHEMO 204 00:09:41,125 --> 00:09:44,500 ADMINISTERED IMMEDIATELY, VAL WILL DIE. 205 00:09:44,542 --> 00:09:46,500 OKAY. SO LET ME UNDERSTAND. 206 00:09:46,542 --> 00:09:48,542 YOU'RE SAYING THAT EVEN THOUGH THIS WOMAN 207 00:09:48,583 --> 00:09:52,291 HAS EXPLICITLY STATED THE FACT THAT SHE WANTS TO HAVE A CHILD, 208 00:09:52,333 --> 00:09:55,542 NO MATTER WHAT THE COST-- SAM-- 209 00:09:55,583 --> 00:09:58,709 YOU'RE SUGGESTING THAT WE DISREGARD THAT. IT IS NOT THE SAME. 210 00:09:58,750 --> 00:10:01,208 WELL, FROM MY PERSPECTIVE IN THIS SITUATION, 211 00:10:01,250 --> 00:10:03,250 THERE'S NOTHING LEFT TO BE SAID. 212 00:10:07,750 --> 00:10:10,417 SO I TALKED TO THE LAWYER. 213 00:10:10,458 --> 00:10:12,500 HE THINKS KATIE MIGHT HAVE A CASE. 214 00:10:15,000 --> 00:10:17,125 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 215 00:10:17,166 --> 00:10:19,667 I'M GONNA FIND EVERY REFERENCE TO KATIE IN THE BOOK, 216 00:10:19,709 --> 00:10:22,041 AND I'M GONNA FIGURE OUT IF I VIOLATED ANY PRIVILEGE. 217 00:10:22,083 --> 00:10:25,000 LOOK, I DON'T WANT YOU TO WORRY ABOUT THIS. WE'RE GONNA FIGHT-- I CAN HANDLE THIS, PETE. 218 00:10:25,041 --> 00:10:27,542 JUST GIVE A MINUTE TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THE HELL... 219 00:10:27,583 --> 00:10:29,041 I'M SORRY. I'M SORRY. 220 00:10:29,083 --> 00:10:31,375 I JUST NEVER EXPECTED THIS TO HAPPEN. 221 00:10:31,417 --> 00:10:34,041 HOW COULD YOU? I MEAN, I-I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG. 222 00:10:34,083 --> 00:10:37,083 I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO HURT KATIE. 223 00:10:37,125 --> 00:10:39,792 AND YET... 224 00:10:39,834 --> 00:10:41,917 I THINK I SHOULD GO TALK TO HER. 225 00:10:41,959 --> 00:10:45,041 NO. ABSOLUTELY NOT. SHE'S DANGEROUS. 226 00:10:45,083 --> 00:10:48,041 MAYBE WE COULD COME TO SOME KIND OF UNDERSTANDING. OH, FOR GOD SAKE, VIOLET. THAT'S WHY WE HAVE 227 00:10:48,083 --> 00:10:50,583 A RESTRAINING ORDER AGAINST HER IN THE FIRST PLACE. 228 00:10:50,625 --> 00:10:52,583 PETE, SHE'S NOT GONNA BE THE SAME KATIE. 229 00:10:52,625 --> 00:10:54,542 I MEAN, NO, IF THEY'RE LETTING HER OUT, 230 00:10:54,583 --> 00:10:56,125 THAT MEANS SHE'S DONE A LOT OF WORK 231 00:10:56,166 --> 00:10:58,041 AND SHE'S READY TO REINTEGRATE. 232 00:10:58,083 --> 00:11:01,041 I'M SURE SHE HAS A THERAPIST AND A DRUG REGIMEN AND... VIOLET-- 233 00:11:01,083 --> 00:11:04,041 SHE'LL BE CLOSER TO THE KATIE I KNEW WHEN I WORKED WITH HER. YEAH, AND LOOK HOW WELL THAT TURNED OUT. 234 00:11:04,083 --> 00:11:07,041 SHE KNOWS ME. PETE, NO. AND WHATEVER ELSE HAS HAPPENED, 235 00:11:07,083 --> 00:11:09,041 THAT DOCTOR-PATIENT DYNAMIC IS STILL IN PLACE, 236 00:11:09,083 --> 00:11:12,041 AND THAT MEANS MAYBE I COULD GET THROUGH TO HER. LET THE LAWYERS HANDLE IT. 237 00:11:12,083 --> 00:11:15,041 NO, THAT'S JUST GONNA ALIENATE HER EVEN MORE. VIOLET, REMEMBER WHEN YOU TOLD ME TO SIT DOWN WITH MY MOTHER 238 00:11:15,083 --> 00:11:17,792 AND MAKE AMENDS BEFORE SHE DIED? 239 00:11:17,834 --> 00:11:20,291 I WAS NOT THERE YET, BUT I TRUSTED YOU. 240 00:11:20,333 --> 00:11:22,041 PLEASE TRUST ME. 241 00:11:22,083 --> 00:11:25,041 NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY TO HER, IT'S NOT GONNA CHANGE THINGS. 242 00:11:25,083 --> 00:11:27,041 IT'S JUST GONNA MAKE THINGS WORSE. 243 00:11:27,083 --> 00:11:30,875 I'M TELLING YOU, LEAVE IT ALONE. 244 00:11:37,041 --> 00:11:38,667 HOW ARE YOU FEELING? 245 00:11:38,709 --> 00:11:41,458 BETTER THAN GARY. 246 00:11:41,500 --> 00:11:44,041 HE'S USUALLY THE CALM ONE. 247 00:11:44,083 --> 00:11:46,041 I NEED HIM TO BE THE CALM ONE. 248 00:11:46,083 --> 00:11:47,875 GIVE HIM SOME TIME. 249 00:11:47,917 --> 00:11:49,583 I'M NOT GOOD AT THAT. 250 00:11:49,625 --> 00:11:52,458 THINK ABOUT WHAT I DO-- TRADING COMMODITIES. 251 00:11:52,500 --> 00:11:55,375 IT'S A FRANTIC BUSINESS. IT NEVER STOPS. 252 00:11:55,417 --> 00:11:58,041 I NEVER STOPPED. 253 00:11:58,083 --> 00:12:00,041 UNTIL GARY MADE YOU? 254 00:12:00,083 --> 00:12:02,500 THE BABY MADE ME. 255 00:12:02,542 --> 00:12:04,500 AND GARY, I GUESS... 256 00:12:04,542 --> 00:12:08,041 WELL, HE MADE IT POSSIBLE. 257 00:12:08,083 --> 00:12:10,083 HE DOESN'T WANT TO LOSE YOU. 258 00:12:10,125 --> 00:12:13,041 ON OUR FIRST DATE, HE TOLD ME THAT HE WAS REALLY OKAY 259 00:12:13,083 --> 00:12:15,041 BEING WITH A WOMAN WHO HAD A CAREER, 260 00:12:15,083 --> 00:12:20,041 BUT THAT NO KIDS WOULD BE A DEAL BREAKER. 261 00:12:20,083 --> 00:12:22,041 I PROMISED HIM. 262 00:12:22,083 --> 00:12:25,083 I CAN RELATE. 263 00:12:25,125 --> 00:12:28,583 SOMETIMES, WANTING A BABY, IT'S, UH... 264 00:12:28,625 --> 00:12:31,208 WELL, IT'S LIKE NOTHING ELSE MATTERS. 265 00:12:31,250 --> 00:12:34,583 BUT YOU HAVE TO THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU TWO HAVE BEEN THROUGH 266 00:12:34,625 --> 00:12:37,667 AND THAT YOU COULD DIE. 267 00:12:37,709 --> 00:12:40,917 YEAH... I GUESS I COULD. 268 00:12:40,959 --> 00:12:44,834 VAL, WHAT'S GOING ON HERE? 269 00:12:44,875 --> 00:12:47,041 I WANT TO GIVE GARY A BABY. 270 00:12:47,083 --> 00:12:49,125 AND YOU'VE TRIED, BUT I-- 271 00:12:49,166 --> 00:12:51,041 IS GARY PRESSURING YOU? 272 00:12:51,083 --> 00:12:53,041 NO, NO. IT'S NOT THAT. 273 00:12:53,083 --> 00:12:54,959 IT'S JUST... 274 00:12:59,000 --> 00:13:03,041 I DID SOMETHING ONCE, AND, UH... 275 00:13:03,083 --> 00:13:04,542 WHAT? 276 00:13:04,583 --> 00:13:07,083 FIVE AND A HALF YEARS AGO, 277 00:13:07,125 --> 00:13:09,375 GARY AND I HAD SETTLED INTO BEING MARRIED. 278 00:13:09,417 --> 00:13:11,250 I PASSED MY SERIES 3, 279 00:13:11,291 --> 00:13:13,250 AND I WAS FINALLY GETTING A SHOT 280 00:13:13,291 --> 00:13:15,250 TO TRADE WITH THE BIG BOYS. 281 00:13:15,291 --> 00:13:18,041 I WAS STRESSED AND I WASN'T EATING, 282 00:13:18,083 --> 00:13:21,750 SO... I WASN'T WORRIED WHEN I MISSED A COUPLE OF PERIODS, 283 00:13:21,792 --> 00:13:23,917 BUT... 284 00:13:26,000 --> 00:13:27,959 YOU CAN'T BECOME ONE OF THE GUYS 285 00:13:28,000 --> 00:13:31,875 AND THEN WALK AROUND WITH A BABY INSIDE YOU. 286 00:13:31,917 --> 00:13:34,792 YOU HAD AN ABORTION. 287 00:13:36,917 --> 00:13:39,667 DID YOU TELL GARY? I COULDN'T. 288 00:13:39,709 --> 00:13:41,583 WELL, YOU'VE GOTTA TELL HIM NOW. 289 00:13:41,625 --> 00:13:45,041 I MEAN, THAT WAS YEARS AGO. HE WON'T UNDERSTAND. 290 00:13:45,083 --> 00:13:47,041 MAYBE NOT AT FIRST, BUT YOU'LL HELP HIM TO UNDERSTAND. 291 00:13:47,083 --> 00:13:49,959 NOT A LIE LIKE THIS. I'M NOT SAYING IT'S GONNA BE EASY, ALL RIGHT? 292 00:13:50,000 --> 00:13:52,834 BUT WHAT IF YOU DON'T TELL, IF YOU CONTINUE TO HIDE THIS? 293 00:13:52,875 --> 00:13:56,083 WHAT DO YOU THINK THAT'LL DO TO YOUR RELATIONSHIP? VAL? 294 00:13:56,125 --> 00:13:58,959 VAL, TALK TO ME. I NEED HELP IN HERE! 295 00:13:59,000 --> 00:14:02,041 LOOK AT ME. GIVE ME YOUR HANDS. BREATHE. 296 00:14:04,083 --> 00:14:07,000 BREATHE. GOOD. OKAY, OKAY, BREATHE. 297 00:14:10,208 --> 00:14:11,500 HEY. 298 00:14:11,542 --> 00:14:13,000 UM... 299 00:14:14,875 --> 00:14:18,333 ARE YOU STILL IN LOVE WITH BILLY? 300 00:14:18,375 --> 00:14:20,208 WHAT? YOUR EX-HUSBAND, 301 00:14:20,250 --> 00:14:23,041 DO YOU STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR HIM OR... 302 00:14:23,083 --> 00:14:26,041 HE BROKE MY HEART, COOPER. RIGHT. 303 00:14:26,083 --> 00:14:28,834 BUT YOU KEPT HIS PICTURE UNTIL, YOU KNOW, THIS MORNING. WHY? 304 00:14:28,875 --> 00:14:30,583 YOU REALLY CAN'T LET THIS GO? 305 00:14:30,625 --> 00:14:33,041 HONESTLY, NO. YOU'RE DRAGGING YOUR FEET ON THE WEDDING, 306 00:14:33,083 --> 00:14:35,458 THE INVITATIONS STILL HAVEN'T GONE OUT, AND EVERY TIME 307 00:14:35,500 --> 00:14:37,959 I BRING IT UP, YOU LOOK AT ME LIKE I'M THE CRAZY ONE. 308 00:14:38,000 --> 00:14:40,000 AND NOW THERE'S THIS PHOTO. 309 00:14:40,041 --> 00:14:42,417 LOOK... I FOUND IT A FEW WEEKS AGO 310 00:14:42,458 --> 00:14:44,959 WHEN WE STARTED THE INVITATIONS. 311 00:14:45,000 --> 00:14:48,250 I DON'T KNOW WHY I KEPT IT. I JUST DID. 312 00:14:48,291 --> 00:14:51,041 SO DOES HE STILL MEAN SOMETHING TO YOU? 313 00:14:51,083 --> 00:14:53,709 IS THAT WHAT YOU THINK? 314 00:14:53,750 --> 00:14:56,041 ALL I KNOW IS, WE'RE ABOUT TO START THIS LIFE TOGETHER, 315 00:14:56,083 --> 00:14:58,041 AND THIS FEELS WEIRD. 316 00:14:58,083 --> 00:15:00,041 SO WHAT, Y-Y-YOU WANT TO BREAK UP WITH ME? 317 00:15:00,083 --> 00:15:01,667 MAYBE CALL OFF OUR WEDDING? 318 00:15:01,709 --> 00:15:03,208 OF COURSE NOT. 319 00:15:03,250 --> 00:15:05,875 I JUST WANT TO UNDERSTAND THIS. 320 00:15:05,917 --> 00:15:08,417 IT'S HISTORY. 321 00:15:08,458 --> 00:15:10,208 IT'S DONE. 322 00:15:13,417 --> 00:15:16,166 I DON'T UNDERSTAND. WHAT-- I MEAN, LOOK AT HER. 323 00:15:16,208 --> 00:15:18,792 IT'S CALLED S.V.C. SYNDROME. 324 00:15:18,834 --> 00:15:21,041 IT'S A BLOCKAGE OF THE VESSELS THAT DRAIN THE NECK AND HEAD. 325 00:15:21,083 --> 00:15:23,083 IT'S CAUSING PRESSURE AND LACK OF OXYGEN 326 00:15:23,125 --> 00:15:25,041 TO THOSE AREAS. 327 00:15:25,083 --> 00:15:28,041 YOU COULD STOP BREATHING. IS THIS BECAUSE OF THE CANCER? 328 00:15:28,083 --> 00:15:31,041 IT IS. THIS IS WHY WE NEED TO START TREATMENT IMMEDIATELY. 329 00:15:31,083 --> 00:15:33,959 AFTER THE BABY'S BORN. 330 00:15:34,000 --> 00:15:36,542 PLEASE, BABY. I CAN'T LOSE YOU. 331 00:15:36,583 --> 00:15:40,417 I NEED TO COME HOME AND HEAR ABOUT YOUR CRAZY DAY 332 00:15:40,458 --> 00:15:43,041 WITH THE MOUTH BREATHERS AT YOUR OFFICE. 333 00:15:43,083 --> 00:15:47,208 I NEED TO REPLANT OUR GARDEN EVERY YEAR AND SURPRISE YOU. 334 00:15:47,250 --> 00:15:50,125 YOU NEED TO BE A DAD. 335 00:15:50,166 --> 00:15:54,041 NOT ALONE. I DON'T WANT TO DO IT ALONE. 336 00:15:55,959 --> 00:15:59,166 DO SOMETHING. VAL... 337 00:15:59,208 --> 00:16:02,041 DR. MONTGOMERY, DON'T DO THIS. 338 00:16:02,083 --> 00:16:06,000 YOU TWO HAVE A DEAL, RIGHT, THE TRUTH NO MATTER WHAT? 339 00:16:20,959 --> 00:16:23,375 I... 340 00:16:25,083 --> 00:16:27,500 I HAD AN ABORTION. 341 00:16:31,667 --> 00:16:33,959 WHEN? 342 00:16:34,000 --> 00:16:38,959 I HAD JUST STARTED TRADING, AND I COULDN'T. 343 00:16:41,041 --> 00:16:42,583 BUT I COULD'VE. 344 00:16:45,083 --> 00:16:48,041 WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT? 345 00:16:48,083 --> 00:16:51,417 I WOULD'VE STAYED HOME. I WOULD'VE DONE EVERYTHING. 346 00:16:51,458 --> 00:16:53,000 I'M SO SORRY. 347 00:16:53,041 --> 00:16:56,041 PLEASE. YOU HAVE TO FORGIVE ME. 348 00:16:57,208 --> 00:17:00,000 I DON'T--I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN. 349 00:17:17,792 --> 00:17:19,750 AM I COMPLETELY CRAZY FOR DOING THIS? 350 00:17:19,792 --> 00:17:21,750 YOU REALLY WANT ME TO ANSWER THAT? 351 00:17:21,792 --> 00:17:24,375 YOU'RE A LITTLE BIT CRAZY, BUT I KNOW YOU, 352 00:17:24,417 --> 00:17:27,041 AND I KNOW YOU'RE NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO LET THIS GO, 353 00:17:27,083 --> 00:17:30,041 AND YOU THINK YOU CAN HELP HER, SO... THAT'S WHY YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND. 354 00:17:30,083 --> 00:17:32,542 OKAY. OKAY, I'M GONNA BE SITTING RIGHT HERE WATCHING YOU, 355 00:17:32,583 --> 00:17:35,041 SO IF YOU FEEL THREATENED AT ALL, YOU GIVE ME THE SIGN, 356 00:17:35,083 --> 00:17:36,875 AND I'M THERE. BYE. 357 00:17:36,917 --> 00:17:38,917 BYE. 358 00:17:56,959 --> 00:17:58,208 KATIE. 359 00:17:58,250 --> 00:18:01,458 OH, MY GOD. W-- 360 00:18:01,500 --> 00:18:03,458 WHAT-- WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 361 00:18:03,500 --> 00:18:06,166 YOU CAN'T-- WE NEED TO TALK. WE NEED TO TALK. 362 00:18:06,208 --> 00:18:08,917 NO, NO, NO. MY RESTRAINING ORDER--I COULD GET IN TROUBLE. 363 00:18:08,959 --> 00:18:11,959 DON'T WORRY. I CAME TO SEE YOU. THAT'S NOT HOW THEY'LL SEE IT. 364 00:18:12,000 --> 00:18:14,041 YOU HAVE TO GO, NOW. PLEASE. I JUST NEED-- 365 00:18:14,083 --> 00:18:16,500 GIVE ME A MINUTE. 366 00:18:23,458 --> 00:18:25,208 OH. 367 00:18:27,250 --> 00:18:29,041 UM... 368 00:18:29,083 --> 00:18:32,041 UH... 369 00:18:32,083 --> 00:18:33,875 DESPITE WHAT YOU MAY THINK, 370 00:18:33,917 --> 00:18:36,125 I ALWAYS TRIED TO BE A GOOD DOCTOR TO YOU. 371 00:18:36,166 --> 00:18:38,917 I ALWAYS WORKED WITH THE GOAL OF GETTING YOU WELL. 372 00:18:38,959 --> 00:18:41,041 I EVEN KEPT YOU OUT OF JAIL 373 00:18:41,083 --> 00:18:44,667 SO THAT YOU COULD GET THE TREATMENT THAT YOU NEEDED. YES, AND I WILL ALWAYS BE GRATEFUL FOR THAT. 374 00:18:44,709 --> 00:18:48,041 THEN WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? WHY ARE YOU... 375 00:18:48,083 --> 00:18:49,959 ATTACKING ME AGAIN? 376 00:18:50,000 --> 00:18:51,917 I'M NOT ATTACKING YOU. 377 00:18:51,959 --> 00:18:54,000 I'M STANDING UP FOR MYSELF. 378 00:18:56,000 --> 00:18:58,542 I SPENT 18 MONTHS IN AN INSTITUTION, 379 00:18:58,583 --> 00:19:02,000 WORKING ON MY RECOVERY, DEALING WITH MY PAST 380 00:19:02,041 --> 00:19:05,083 AND ALL THE MISTAKES I MADE, AND IT WAS HARD. 381 00:19:05,125 --> 00:19:08,083 BUT I DID IT BECAUSE I WANTED A FUTURE FOR MYSELF. 382 00:19:08,125 --> 00:19:12,041 AND THEN WHEN I GOT OUT, I-I DID ALL THE RIGHT THINGS. 383 00:19:12,083 --> 00:19:14,000 I GOT A THERAPIST, I GOT THIS JOB. 384 00:19:14,041 --> 00:19:17,542 I-I EVEN MET A GUY-- JUSTIN... 385 00:19:17,583 --> 00:19:20,834 A REALLY GREAT GUY. 386 00:19:20,875 --> 00:19:25,000 HE HAD NO IDEA WHO I WAS OR WHAT I HAD DONE. 387 00:19:25,041 --> 00:19:27,125 HE JUST CARED ABOUT ME-- 388 00:19:27,166 --> 00:19:30,000 THIS ME. 389 00:19:30,041 --> 00:19:32,333 AND THEN... 390 00:19:32,375 --> 00:19:35,375 JUSTIN'S SISTER... 391 00:19:35,417 --> 00:19:37,709 SHE READ YOUR BOOK. 392 00:19:37,750 --> 00:19:40,041 SHE READ YOUR BOOK 393 00:19:40,083 --> 00:19:42,834 AND... SHE PUT IT TOGETHER. 394 00:19:42,875 --> 00:19:44,333 AND SHE TOLD HIM, 395 00:19:44,375 --> 00:19:47,709 AND HE WAS... 396 00:19:47,750 --> 00:19:50,667 HE WAS GONE SO FAST. 397 00:19:52,625 --> 00:19:55,041 DO YOU UNDERSTAND 398 00:19:55,083 --> 00:19:57,417 WHAT... 399 00:19:57,458 --> 00:19:59,417 WHAT YOUR BOOK IS DOING TO ME? 400 00:19:59,458 --> 00:20:01,417 IT'S--IT'S TAKING AWAY MY CLEAN START. 401 00:20:01,458 --> 00:20:05,041 I-I CHANGED THE NAME. I TRIED TO PROTECT YOUR IDENTITY. PEOPLE READ THE NEWSPAPER, 402 00:20:05,083 --> 00:20:07,792 THEY WATCH THE NEWS, THEY REMEMBER WHAT I DID. 403 00:20:07,834 --> 00:20:10,792 IT'S NOT HARD TO PUT TOGETHER THOSE STORIES WITH THE BOOK. THE BOOK IS THE STORY OF MY LIFE, 404 00:20:10,834 --> 00:20:12,792 OF ALL THE THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO ME. 405 00:20:12,834 --> 00:20:16,041 AND THAT NIGHT, WHAT... 406 00:20:16,083 --> 00:20:19,041 WHAT YOU DID TO ME, THAT IS PART OF IT. 407 00:20:19,083 --> 00:20:21,041 HOW CAN I WRITE ABOUT MY LIFE 408 00:20:21,083 --> 00:20:23,583 IF I DON'T WRITE ABOUT THAT NIGHT? 409 00:20:23,625 --> 00:20:26,625 BUT THAT'S ME ANYMORE. YOU KNOW THAT. 410 00:20:26,667 --> 00:20:28,792 I DO KNOW THAT. 411 00:20:28,834 --> 00:20:30,792 SO THEN THAT BOOK IS OUR PAST, RIGHT? 412 00:20:30,834 --> 00:20:32,875 YOURS AND MINE. 413 00:20:32,917 --> 00:20:35,208 I NEED TO BE LOOKING FORWARD. 414 00:20:35,250 --> 00:20:38,750 AS LONG AS THAT BOOK IS OUT THERE, I CAN'T HEAL. 415 00:20:55,959 --> 00:20:58,041 CHARLOTTE KEPT A PICTURE OF HER EX-HUSBAND 416 00:20:58,083 --> 00:21:00,834 WHO CHEATED ON HER, AND I CONFRONTED HER ABOUT IT-- 417 00:21:00,875 --> 00:21:03,291 OOH, THAT'S UNLIKE YOU. 418 00:21:03,333 --> 00:21:06,041 SHE WON'T TELL ME WHY SHE KEPT IT, AND I'M WORRIED. 419 00:21:06,083 --> 00:21:09,208 SHE'S LIED TO ME BEFORE ABOUT THIS GUY. 420 00:21:09,250 --> 00:21:12,500 AM I CRAZY TO MAKE A THING OUTTA THIS? 421 00:21:12,542 --> 00:21:16,208 UH, SIT DOWN. 422 00:21:16,250 --> 00:21:19,000 UH... 423 00:21:20,333 --> 00:21:22,291 HAS SHE HAD ANY CONTACT WITH HER EX-HUSBAND 424 00:21:22,333 --> 00:21:25,417 SINCE THE DIVORCE? AS FAR AS I KNOW, 425 00:21:25,458 --> 00:21:27,709 THEY HAVE NOT TALKED SINCE THE DAY SHE WALKED OUT ON HIM, 426 00:21:27,750 --> 00:21:29,709 BUT, YOU KNOW, THEY MOVED HERE TOGETHER, 427 00:21:29,750 --> 00:21:31,750 AND... I LOOKED HIM UP. HE'S STILL HERE. 428 00:21:31,792 --> 00:21:33,500 HE'S A MECHANIC IN NORTH HOLLYWOOD. 429 00:21:33,542 --> 00:21:36,542 WELL, SHE MIGHT STILL CARE ABOUT HIM. 430 00:21:36,583 --> 00:21:40,667 YOU THINK SHE STILL HAS FEELINGS FOR THIS GUY? YES, YES, BUT NOT NECESSARILY THE WAY YOU THINK. 431 00:21:40,709 --> 00:21:42,458 OKAY, I DON'T UNDERSTAND. 432 00:21:44,083 --> 00:21:46,041 CHARLOTTE MIGHT BE HOLDING ON TO THAT PICTURE 433 00:21:46,083 --> 00:21:48,041 NOT BECAUSE SHE STILL CARES ABOUT HER EX, 434 00:21:48,083 --> 00:21:51,000 BUT BECAUSE SHE STILL CARES ABOUT WHY HE CHEATED ON HER. 435 00:21:51,041 --> 00:21:53,000 SHE LOVED THIS GUY, AND HE DECEIVED HER. 436 00:21:53,041 --> 00:21:56,000 AND NO MATTER HOW MUCH PEOPLE TELL HER IT WASN'T HER FAULT, 437 00:21:56,041 --> 00:21:58,041 SOMEWHERE DEEP DOWN, CHARLOTTE PROBABLY WONDERS, 438 00:21:58,083 --> 00:22:00,041 IF ON SOME LEVEL IT WAS HER FAULT, 439 00:22:00,083 --> 00:22:02,458 IF SHE DID SOMETHING TO PUSH THE GUY AWAY OR... 440 00:22:02,500 --> 00:22:04,917 SO HOW DOES SHE GET PAST IT? 441 00:22:04,959 --> 00:22:07,166 WELL, EITHER SHE CONFRONTS HIM AND TRIES TO UNDERSTAND-- 442 00:22:07,208 --> 00:22:10,166 THAT'S NEVER GONNA HAPPEN. OR SHE LIVES WITH IT. 443 00:22:10,208 --> 00:22:12,291 PEOPLE LIVE WITH ALL KINDS OF FRUSTRATIONS, COOPER. 444 00:22:12,333 --> 00:22:14,709 YOU KNOW, BELIEVE ME. 445 00:22:14,750 --> 00:22:17,333 UH, IF THIS IS A VIOLET/MARLA THING-- 446 00:22:17,375 --> 00:22:20,041 VIOLET PLAYS IT DOWN, ACTS LIKE IT'S NOTHING. 447 00:22:20,083 --> 00:22:22,583 BUT IT'S NOT NOTHING, COOPER. IT'S SOMETHING TO ME. 448 00:22:22,625 --> 00:22:25,375 AND TO SPITEFULLY SUGGEST THAT A WOMAN LIKE MARLA 449 00:22:25,417 --> 00:22:27,834 CAN BE SWAPPED OUT FOR A FRIEND OF CHARLOTTE'S-- 450 00:22:27,875 --> 00:22:32,208 I MEAN, NO OFFENSE-- WHEN I'M IN LOVE... 451 00:22:32,250 --> 00:22:34,959 YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH MARLA? 452 00:22:35,000 --> 00:22:38,875 MAYBE, BUT THE POINT IS, I'LL NEVER KNOW. 453 00:22:38,917 --> 00:22:41,041 THIS WHOLE "LIVING WITH FRUSTRATION" THING, 454 00:22:41,083 --> 00:22:43,333 MAYBE IT'S NOT SUCH A GOOD IDEA. 455 00:22:43,375 --> 00:22:45,208 YEAH. 456 00:22:53,500 --> 00:22:55,041 EXCUSE ME. 457 00:22:55,083 --> 00:22:58,041 DO YOU KNOW WHERE I COULD FIND, UH, BILLY DOUGLAS? 458 00:22:58,083 --> 00:22:59,750 RIGHT OVER THERE. 459 00:22:59,792 --> 00:23:03,041 TALL GUY. UH, NAME TAG SAYS "BILLY." 460 00:23:08,166 --> 00:23:10,041 HEY, UH, BILLY DOUGLAS? 461 00:23:10,083 --> 00:23:12,417 WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU? 462 00:23:12,458 --> 00:23:15,041 UH, I'M COOPER FREEDMAN, AND THIS MAY SOUND STRANGE, 463 00:23:15,083 --> 00:23:17,041 BUT I'M ENGAGED TO CHARLOTTE KING. 464 00:23:17,083 --> 00:23:20,792 AND I NEED TO TALK TO YOU. 465 00:23:25,750 --> 00:23:27,458 WHY DID YOU PUSH HER? 466 00:23:27,500 --> 00:23:29,041 I DIDN'T PUSH HER. 467 00:23:29,083 --> 00:23:31,250 YES, ADDISON, YOU DID. 468 00:23:31,291 --> 00:23:34,709 SHE WAS A WRECK. THE SECRET WAS EATING AWAY AT HER. 469 00:23:34,750 --> 00:23:37,834 SHE WAS WILLING TO RISK HER LIFE TO MAKE IT RIGHT WITH GARY. 470 00:23:37,875 --> 00:23:40,291 I THOUGHT HE'D AT LEAST LISTEN. WELL, HE DID LISTEN. 471 00:23:40,333 --> 00:23:43,250 YEAH, RIGHT BEFORE HE WALKED OUT THE DOOR. VAL LIED TO HIM. 472 00:23:43,291 --> 00:23:46,291 VAL MADE A CHOICE. A UNILATERAL CHOICE. SHE DIDN'T DISCUSS IT WITH HER HUSBAND. 473 00:23:46,333 --> 00:23:48,291 SHE DIDN'T EVEN TELL HIM WHAT SHE WAS DOING. 474 00:23:48,333 --> 00:23:50,291 SHE JUST--SHE JUST DID IT 475 00:23:50,333 --> 00:23:52,750 AND EXPECTED HIM TO SAY IT WAS OKAY. 476 00:23:52,792 --> 00:23:55,750 BUT WHEN--WHEN YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE, ADDISON, 477 00:23:55,792 --> 00:23:57,875 WHEN YOU'RE IN A REAL RELATIONSHIP, 478 00:23:57,917 --> 00:23:59,959 YOU DON'T DO THAT. 479 00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:02,250 OUR RELATIONSHIP IS REAL. 480 00:24:02,291 --> 00:24:05,041 SAM, I LOVE YOU. THEN WHY DID YOU GIVE ME AN ULTIMATUM? 481 00:24:05,083 --> 00:24:07,041 WE DISCUSSED IT. WE DID NOT DISCUSS. 482 00:24:07,083 --> 00:24:09,834 YOU SAID, EITHER WE HAVE A BABY OR WE END IT. 483 00:24:09,875 --> 00:24:12,333 THAT'S NOT A DISCUSSION. 484 00:24:16,250 --> 00:24:19,041 I CAN'T DATE MARLA IF VIOLET HATES HER. 485 00:24:19,083 --> 00:24:20,542 WHY NOT? 486 00:24:20,583 --> 00:24:22,542 IT'LL CREATE WORK STRESS AND PERSONAL STRESS, 487 00:24:22,583 --> 00:24:24,542 AND PEOPLE WILL BE, WELL, UNHAPPY. 488 00:24:24,583 --> 00:24:27,375 VIOLET WILL BE UNHAPPY, JUST LIKE YOU ARE NOW. 489 00:24:27,417 --> 00:24:30,542 YEAH, WELL-- YEAH, WELL, WHAT? HOW MUCH DO YOU LIKE THIS WOMAN? 490 00:24:30,583 --> 00:24:33,542 WELL, GIVEN THE SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME I'VE SPENT WITH HER, 491 00:24:33,583 --> 00:24:36,083 IT'S A LOT. AND HOW MUCH DO YOU THINK 492 00:24:36,125 --> 00:24:38,542 VIOLET CARES ABOUT MARLA'S REVIEW OF HER BOOK? 493 00:24:38,583 --> 00:24:41,709 HONESTLY? A LOT. HOW MUCH SHOULD SHE CARE? 494 00:24:41,750 --> 00:24:43,709 NOT MUCH. WELL, THEN TELL VIOLET. 495 00:24:43,750 --> 00:24:48,041 THE PROBLEM IS NOT GONNA FIX ITSELF, SHELDON. 496 00:24:48,083 --> 00:24:51,166 IF IT'S BOTHERING YOU THIS MUCH... 497 00:24:55,000 --> 00:24:58,291 HA. SPYING ON THE BOY NEXT DOOR? 498 00:24:58,333 --> 00:25:02,500 NO. I--NO. I WAS, UH-- SPYING ON THE BOY NEXT DOOR. 499 00:25:02,542 --> 00:25:05,041 I GET IT... IF YOU AND SAM WERE IN THE SIXTH GRADE. 500 00:25:05,083 --> 00:25:07,208 WHY DON'T YOU JUST GO TALK TO HIM? 501 00:25:07,250 --> 00:25:10,166 AND SAY WHAT, SORRY I FORCED YOU TO CHOOSE BETWEEN HAVING A BABY 502 00:25:10,208 --> 00:25:12,083 YOU MAY NOT WANT TO HAVE 503 00:25:12,125 --> 00:25:15,041 OR LOSING ME, BUT, YOU KNOW, TICK TOCK, SAM? 504 00:25:15,083 --> 00:25:17,041 WELL, ARE YOU REALLY SORRY, ADDIE? 505 00:25:17,083 --> 00:25:19,375 I LOVE SAM. I WANT THINGS TO WORK OUT. 506 00:25:19,417 --> 00:25:21,500 WELL, AS MUCH AS YOU WANT A BABY? 507 00:25:21,542 --> 00:25:24,333 I DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO CHOOSE. 508 00:25:24,375 --> 00:25:27,542 SO THAT'S WHY YOU'RE MAKING HIM DO IT. 509 00:25:34,083 --> 00:25:37,166 OH. HE'S FINALLY ASLEEP. 510 00:25:37,208 --> 00:25:39,583 WHEW. 511 00:25:39,625 --> 00:25:41,166 OH. 512 00:25:41,208 --> 00:25:44,417 VIOLET, AGAIN? WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO YOURSELF? 513 00:25:44,458 --> 00:25:47,417 WELL, I MAY HAVE TO ACCEPT SOME CULPABILITY IN ALL THIS. 514 00:25:47,458 --> 00:25:51,041 I DON'T KNOW, MAYBE I-I SHOULD PULL THE BOOKS FROM THE SHELF. 515 00:25:51,083 --> 00:25:53,041 LOOK, THE BOOK HELPED YOU HEAL. 516 00:25:53,083 --> 00:25:55,041 AND WHO KNOWS HOW MANY OTHER PEOPLE IT WILL HELP? 517 00:25:55,083 --> 00:25:57,125 MAYBE NOT EVERYBODY, 518 00:25:57,166 --> 00:26:01,000 BUT TAKING IT OFF THE SHELF IS NOT THE ANSWER. ACCORDING TO KATIE, IT DIDN'T HELP HER HEAL. 519 00:26:01,041 --> 00:26:03,375 I'M SORRY. 520 00:26:03,417 --> 00:26:06,208 I-I KNOW YOU DIDN'T WANT ME TO GO SEE HER. YOU'RE DOING IT AGAIN, 521 00:26:06,250 --> 00:26:08,625 EXACTLY WHAT YOU DID DURING KATIE'S TRIAL-- 522 00:26:08,667 --> 00:26:11,166 LOOK WHERE THAT GOT US. WELL, I HAD TO TRY SOMETHING. 523 00:26:11,208 --> 00:26:13,583 SO IRRESPONSIBLE OF YOU TO PUT YOURSELF IN JEOPARDY LIKE THAT. 524 00:26:13,625 --> 00:26:17,375 DO YOU REMEMBER THAT I FOUND YOU BLEEDING ON THE FLOOR? 525 00:26:17,417 --> 00:26:21,041 YOU HAVE ME TO THINK ABOUT. YOU HAVE LUCAS TO THINK ABOUT. KATIE WAS FINE. SHE WAS BETTER THAN FINE. 526 00:26:21,083 --> 00:26:23,375 SHE HAS HER LIFE TOGETHER. SHE WAS--SHE WAS DOING WELL. 527 00:26:23,417 --> 00:26:26,041 HOW CAN YOU STILL HAVE SYMPATHY FOR HER? BECAUSE SHE'S MY PATIENT. 528 00:26:26,083 --> 00:26:28,417 BECAUSE SHE WILL ALWAYS BE MY PATIENT. 529 00:26:28,458 --> 00:26:31,625 AND TURNING MY BACK ON HER NOW MAKES ME A HYPOCRITE. SHE IS NOT YOUR PATIENT! 530 00:26:31,667 --> 00:26:34,041 SHE STOPPED BEING YOUR PATIENT 531 00:26:34,083 --> 00:26:37,291 WHEN SHE CUT OUT OUR SON AND LEFT YOU TO DIE. 532 00:26:37,333 --> 00:26:39,041 YOU CAN'T FIX HER. 533 00:26:39,083 --> 00:26:44,041 NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY, YOU CANNOT FIX EVERYONE, VIOLET. 534 00:26:44,083 --> 00:26:47,208 THE SOONER YOU ACCEPT THAT, THE BETTER OFF WE'LL ALL BE. 535 00:26:54,333 --> 00:26:56,041 YOU BUSY? 536 00:26:56,083 --> 00:26:57,750 YEAH. OH, THAT'S TOO BAD, 537 00:26:57,792 --> 00:27:01,000 BECAUSE THERE'S SOMEONE HERE THAT WANTS TO SPEAK WITH YOU. 538 00:27:03,458 --> 00:27:05,792 HEY, CHARLIE. 539 00:27:12,625 --> 00:27:14,000 HEY. 540 00:27:16,041 --> 00:27:18,041 YOU BEEN HERE ALL NIGHT? 541 00:27:18,083 --> 00:27:20,500 I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO HER, 542 00:27:20,542 --> 00:27:23,041 BUT... 543 00:27:23,083 --> 00:27:25,333 I COULDN'T LEAVE HER EITHER. 544 00:27:25,375 --> 00:27:28,250 YOU KNOW, VAL TOLD ME THAT YOU WOULDN'T FORGIVE HER, 545 00:27:28,291 --> 00:27:30,917 AND I THOUGHT... 546 00:27:30,959 --> 00:27:32,083 I DON'T KNOW. 547 00:27:32,125 --> 00:27:36,000 PEOPLE COME TO US ALL THE TIME, WANTING TO HAVE A BABY 548 00:27:36,041 --> 00:27:39,041 BECAUSE THEY THINK IT'LL FIX WHAT'S WRONG IN THEIR MARRIAGE 549 00:27:39,083 --> 00:27:41,041 OR FILL THE VOID IN THEIR LIVES, 550 00:27:41,083 --> 00:27:43,041 BUT... WITH YOU GUYS, THE LOVE IS THERE. 551 00:27:43,083 --> 00:27:46,834 I MEAN, IT'S ALWAYS BEEN THERE, RIGHT? 552 00:27:46,875 --> 00:27:48,917 VAL MADE A MISTAKE. 553 00:27:48,959 --> 00:27:51,375 SHE WORKS WITH A BUNCH OF JERKS. 554 00:27:52,875 --> 00:27:54,834 AND EVERY DAY SHE COMES HOME, AND I COOK DINNER, 555 00:27:54,875 --> 00:27:56,792 AND SHE TELLS ME WHAT THEY'VE DONE, 556 00:27:56,834 --> 00:27:58,792 AND I GIVE HER PERSPECTIVE. 557 00:27:58,834 --> 00:28:00,875 USUALLY I SAY... 558 00:28:00,917 --> 00:28:04,041 "IT'S NOT CANCER" 559 00:28:04,083 --> 00:28:07,000 OR "AT LEAST YOU'RE NOT MARRIED TO THEM." 560 00:28:07,041 --> 00:28:10,166 AND SHE LAUGHS. 561 00:28:10,208 --> 00:28:13,625 AND SHE RELAXES. 562 00:28:13,667 --> 00:28:15,125 IT'S HARD TO EXPLAIN, 563 00:28:15,166 --> 00:28:18,375 BUT WHEN VAL AND I ARE TOGETHER... 564 00:28:20,041 --> 00:28:22,583 WE JUST FIT. 565 00:28:22,625 --> 00:28:25,458 AND I USED TO THINK THAT MEANT... 566 00:28:25,500 --> 00:28:28,667 THAT WE COULD OVERCOME ANYTHING. 567 00:28:30,375 --> 00:28:32,583 NOW... 568 00:28:32,625 --> 00:28:34,542 I DON'T KNOW. 569 00:28:34,583 --> 00:28:38,041 GARY, VAL IS WILLING TO GIVE UP HER LIFE 570 00:28:38,083 --> 00:28:41,750 TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT WITH YOU. 571 00:28:41,792 --> 00:28:44,792 WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO? 572 00:28:49,083 --> 00:28:51,709 YOU SHOULD KNOW 573 00:28:51,750 --> 00:28:54,834 THAT EVEN THOUGH IT WAS HARD FOR ME TO STOP SEEING MARLA, 574 00:28:54,875 --> 00:28:56,792 I DID IT BECAUSE OF MY FRIENDSHIP WITH YOU. 575 00:28:56,834 --> 00:28:58,792 AND I REALIZE NOW THAT IF WE WERE REALLY FRIENDS, 576 00:28:58,834 --> 00:29:00,667 YOU NEVER WOULD'VE ASKED ME 577 00:29:00,709 --> 00:29:03,041 TO STOP SEEING HER IN THE FIRST PLACE. MM-HMM. 578 00:29:03,083 --> 00:29:05,041 YOU WOULD'VE SET ASIDE YOUR GRIEVANCE-- 579 00:29:05,083 --> 00:29:06,834 EVEN THOUGH I UNDERSTAND IT-- 580 00:29:06,875 --> 00:29:10,083 WHEN WEIGHED AGAINST MY PERSONAL HAPPINESS, WOULD SEEM PETTY. 581 00:29:10,125 --> 00:29:13,041 I'M THE ONE THAT GOT HURT HERE, NOT YOU. 582 00:29:13,083 --> 00:29:16,875 AND I THINK IT'S HIGH TIME THAT YOU RECOGNIZE IT. 583 00:29:16,917 --> 00:29:18,917 YOU FINISHED? YES. 584 00:29:18,959 --> 00:29:21,041 OKAY. WELL, HERE'S HOW I SEE IT-- 585 00:29:21,083 --> 00:29:23,041 IF YOU WERE A REALLY GOOD FRIEND, 586 00:29:23,083 --> 00:29:25,458 YOU WOULDN'T MAKE THIS AN ISSUE RIGHT NOW. 587 00:29:25,500 --> 00:29:27,291 OUT OF ALL THE WOMEN IN THE WORLD, 588 00:29:27,333 --> 00:29:29,291 YOU WOULDN'T HAVE CHOSEN THE ONE-- 589 00:29:29,333 --> 00:29:31,291 THE ONLY ONE, I MIGHT ADD-- 590 00:29:31,333 --> 00:29:33,291 WHO ESSENTIALLY ASSASSINATED ME IN PRINT. 591 00:29:33,333 --> 00:29:34,750 YOU WOULD'VE SAID, 592 00:29:34,792 --> 00:29:37,542 "MARLA THOMPKINS, DEAD TO ME," AND THAT WOULD'VE BEEN IT, 593 00:29:37,583 --> 00:29:39,542 BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT GOOD FRIENDS DO. 594 00:29:39,583 --> 00:29:42,041 THEN I GUESS THE ONLY THING WE CAN AGREE ON 595 00:29:42,083 --> 00:29:44,125 IS THAT WE SHOULDN'T BE FRIENDS. 596 00:29:53,208 --> 00:29:55,709 YOUR BOYFRIEND'S BRAVE. 597 00:29:55,750 --> 00:29:58,166 HE'S MY FIANCé. 598 00:29:58,208 --> 00:30:00,709 AND, YEAH, HE IS. 599 00:30:00,750 --> 00:30:02,875 BUT BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY, 600 00:30:02,917 --> 00:30:05,875 I DID NOT ASK HIM TO DO THIS. 601 00:30:05,917 --> 00:30:07,750 I KNOW... 602 00:30:07,792 --> 00:30:10,041 WE KINDA JUST LEFT THINGS-- 603 00:30:10,083 --> 00:30:12,709 YOU CHEATED ON ME, BILLY, 604 00:30:12,750 --> 00:30:15,875 SIX MONTHS INTO SOMETHING THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FOREVER. 605 00:30:15,917 --> 00:30:19,166 SHAME ON ME FOR NOT REALIZING THAT "WORKING LATE" 606 00:30:19,208 --> 00:30:22,083 MEANT WORKING ON SOME GIRL CALLED TRIXIE. 607 00:30:22,125 --> 00:30:25,083 TIFFANY. HER NAME WAS TIFFANY. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN WHAT HER NAME WAS. 608 00:30:25,125 --> 00:30:27,542 SHE WASN'T YOUR WIFE. 609 00:30:27,583 --> 00:30:30,542 I KNOW THIS ISN'T GONNA MAKE YOU FEEL ANY BETTER, 610 00:30:30,583 --> 00:30:36,041 BUT I DIDN'T SLEEP WITH HER BECAUSE I DIDN'T LOVE YOU. 611 00:30:36,083 --> 00:30:38,041 YOU'RE RIGHT. 612 00:30:38,083 --> 00:30:40,083 THAT DOESN'T MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. 613 00:30:40,125 --> 00:30:42,542 LOOK... 614 00:30:44,583 --> 00:30:47,583 WHEN WE FIRST MOVED OUT HERE, 615 00:30:47,625 --> 00:30:50,583 I DIDN'T HAVE A VERY GOOD SENSE OF WHO I WAS. 616 00:30:50,625 --> 00:30:53,375 BUT NOW I DO. 617 00:30:53,417 --> 00:30:55,125 GOOD FOR YOU. 618 00:30:55,166 --> 00:30:58,041 I'M GAY, CHARLOTTE. 619 00:30:58,083 --> 00:30:59,959 GET OUT. 620 00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:03,041 YOU'RE MAD THAT I'M GAY? 621 00:31:03,083 --> 00:31:05,959 I'M MAD THAT YOU'RE A LIAR AND A CHEAT. 622 00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:08,959 TURN AROUND, WALK YOUR ASS OUTTA MY OFFICE, 623 00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:11,417 AND DON'T YOU EVER COME BACK. 624 00:31:25,083 --> 00:31:28,041 YOU SHOULD NOT HAVE BROUGHT HIM HERE! BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING, I WAS TRYING TO HELP YOU. 625 00:31:28,083 --> 00:31:30,458 I DON'T NEED THAT KIND OF HELP. YEAH, YOU DO. 626 00:31:30,500 --> 00:31:33,041 HE HURT YOU, CHARLOTTE, AND YOU NEVER KNEW WHY, 627 00:31:33,083 --> 00:31:35,625 AND THAT CREATED ANXIETY. YOU FELT IT. I FELT IT. 628 00:31:35,667 --> 00:31:37,166 AND NOW YOU KNOW. 629 00:31:37,208 --> 00:31:40,041 YOU KNOW IT WAS NOTHING YOU DID TO PUSH HIM AWAY. 630 00:31:40,083 --> 00:31:42,667 THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU. THIS IS GOOD, CHARLOTTE. 631 00:31:42,709 --> 00:31:45,041 THIS IS CLOSURE. 632 00:31:45,083 --> 00:31:48,125 I WISH IT WERE THAT EASY, COOPER. 633 00:31:54,083 --> 00:31:56,041 WE'RE DOING THE C-SECTION? 634 00:31:56,083 --> 00:31:59,000 YES. 635 00:31:59,041 --> 00:32:02,041 SO YOU CONVINCED VAL? 636 00:32:02,083 --> 00:32:03,792 I DIDN'T. 637 00:32:03,834 --> 00:32:06,458 WHAT DID YOU SAY TO TALK HIM INTO IT? 638 00:32:06,500 --> 00:32:09,041 I TOLD HIM THAT UNLESS HE WANTED TO RISK LOSING HER, 639 00:32:09,083 --> 00:32:11,041 HE HAD TO SAY SOMETHING. 640 00:32:11,083 --> 00:32:13,041 WHAT IF HE SAID NO? 641 00:32:13,083 --> 00:32:15,041 HE WASN'T GOING TO. 642 00:32:15,083 --> 00:32:17,250 HE LOVES HER. 643 00:32:26,750 --> 00:32:28,875 DID YOU TAKE HER? 644 00:32:30,458 --> 00:32:33,041 I DO NOT WANT HER ANYWHERE NEAR THAT WOMAN. IT'S VIOLET'S DECISION. 645 00:32:33,083 --> 00:32:36,041 YOU PUT HER IN DANGER! WE BOTH KNOW THAT SHE WAS GONNA GO NO MATTER WHAT, OKAY? 646 00:32:36,083 --> 00:32:39,333 WE BOTH KNOW THAT. AT LEAST I WAS WITH HER. 647 00:32:39,375 --> 00:32:43,083 WE'RE ON-- WE'RE ON THE SAME SIDE HERE. 648 00:32:43,125 --> 00:32:45,083 OKAY? THE LAST THING VIOLET NEEDS RIGHT NOW 649 00:32:45,125 --> 00:32:47,291 IS THE TWO OF US FIGHTING. 650 00:32:47,333 --> 00:32:50,291 THE TRUTH IS, I'M ANGRIER AT HER THAN YOU. 651 00:32:50,333 --> 00:32:53,291 SHE DOES WHAT SHE WANTS WHEN SHE WANTS. 652 00:32:53,333 --> 00:32:56,834 HEY, THAT'S WHAT MAKES HER VIOLET. 653 00:33:01,083 --> 00:33:02,083 HEY. 654 00:33:02,125 --> 00:33:04,041 WHAT HAPPENED WITH CANCER MOM AND HER PREEMIE? 655 00:33:04,083 --> 00:33:06,041 UH, ADDISON DID THE C-SECTION. MOM'S OKAY. 656 00:33:06,083 --> 00:33:07,750 AND BABY? 657 00:33:07,792 --> 00:33:09,291 UH, WE'LL SEE. 658 00:33:09,333 --> 00:33:12,291 YOU KNOW, NO MATTER WHAT IS HAPPENING WITH YOU AND ADDISON, 659 00:33:12,333 --> 00:33:15,333 IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE AWKWARD BETWEEN YOU AND ME. 660 00:33:15,375 --> 00:33:17,083 OH, YEAH, WELL, UH, 661 00:33:17,125 --> 00:33:20,291 I-I JUST GOT A LOT ON MY MIND. 662 00:33:20,333 --> 00:33:23,083 MORE THAN JUST ADDISON? AMELIA, PLEASE. 663 00:33:23,125 --> 00:33:26,291 SORRY. FORGET I ASKED. 664 00:33:26,333 --> 00:33:28,834 SHE GAVE THE ULTIMATUM, YOU KNOW, 665 00:33:28,875 --> 00:33:30,291 NOT ME. 666 00:33:30,333 --> 00:33:33,166 I KNOW THAT. 667 00:33:33,208 --> 00:33:36,291 THE FACT THAT WE ARE WHATEVER WE ARE RIGHT NOW IS ON HER. 668 00:33:36,333 --> 00:33:38,834 UNTIL YOU ANSWER. 669 00:33:38,875 --> 00:33:42,041 SHE DIDN'T HAVE TO DO IT LIKE THIS. 670 00:33:42,083 --> 00:33:44,041 MAYBE NOT, BUT SHE KNOWS WHAT SHE WANTS. 671 00:33:44,083 --> 00:33:46,000 I MEAN, DO YOU? 672 00:33:46,041 --> 00:33:48,041 NOT YET. 673 00:33:48,083 --> 00:33:50,375 DO YOU THINK MAYBE THAT'S YOUR ANSWER? 674 00:34:01,667 --> 00:34:03,542 MR. DOUGLAS. 675 00:34:03,583 --> 00:34:07,583 YOU'VE ALWAYS HAD A TEMPER. 676 00:34:07,625 --> 00:34:10,250 YEAH, WELL... 677 00:34:12,208 --> 00:34:15,041 IT WASN'T MY IDEA TO COME SEE YA. 678 00:34:15,083 --> 00:34:17,041 BUT YOUR GUY COOPER... 679 00:34:17,083 --> 00:34:19,375 CAN BE VERY PERSISTENT. 680 00:34:19,417 --> 00:34:21,667 I KNOW THAT. 681 00:34:24,750 --> 00:34:28,041 WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST TELL ME YOU WERE GAY? 682 00:34:31,083 --> 00:34:34,000 I WAS CONFUSED. 683 00:34:34,041 --> 00:34:36,083 I THOUGHT THAT... 684 00:34:37,959 --> 00:34:41,792 I WONDERED IF THE PROBLEM WAS YOU. 685 00:34:41,834 --> 00:34:44,041 THAT'S WHAT TIFFANY WAS ABOUT, 686 00:34:44,083 --> 00:34:46,041 TRYING TO SEE IF I FELT DIFFERENT 687 00:34:46,083 --> 00:34:48,250 WITH ANOTHER WOMAN. 688 00:34:48,291 --> 00:34:51,041 I DIDN'T. 689 00:34:52,333 --> 00:34:54,333 YOU REALIZE, THAT DOESN'T MAKE IT OKAY. 690 00:34:54,375 --> 00:34:58,041 THE FACT THAT YOU NEVER TOLD ME... 691 00:34:58,083 --> 00:35:01,041 YEAH. 692 00:35:04,875 --> 00:35:07,333 I DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT YOU. 693 00:35:07,375 --> 00:35:10,041 I-I KNOW THAT SOUNDS STUPID, 694 00:35:10,083 --> 00:35:12,542 BUT IT WAS NOTHING YOU DID. 695 00:35:12,583 --> 00:35:14,250 YOU... 696 00:35:14,291 --> 00:35:18,041 ARE AN AMAZING WOMAN. 697 00:35:18,083 --> 00:35:21,000 WAS I KIDDING MYSELF TO THINK YOU'D FEEL RELIEVED? 698 00:35:22,500 --> 00:35:26,041 IT'S JUST, UH... 699 00:35:26,083 --> 00:35:29,709 BACK THEN... 700 00:35:29,750 --> 00:35:32,375 YOU WERE THE RIGHT CHOICE... 701 00:35:32,417 --> 00:35:34,375 THE PERFECT GUY. 702 00:35:34,417 --> 00:35:38,667 MY PARENTS LOVED YOU, MY FRIENDS LOVED YOU... 703 00:35:38,709 --> 00:35:41,125 I LOVED YOU. 704 00:35:42,792 --> 00:35:45,709 AND NOW KNOWING... THAT I FELL IN LOVE 705 00:35:45,750 --> 00:35:48,875 WITH A MAN WHO COULD NEVER LOVE ME BACK... 706 00:35:48,917 --> 00:35:51,041 NOT THE WAY I NEEDED-- 707 00:35:51,083 --> 00:35:53,166 I NEVER THOUGHT OF MYSELF 708 00:35:53,208 --> 00:35:55,792 AS A WOMAN WHO MAKES BAD CHOICES. 709 00:35:58,083 --> 00:36:01,041 IS THAT WHAT THIS IS ABOUT? 710 00:36:01,083 --> 00:36:02,834 YOU FEEL LIKE AN IDIOT? 711 00:36:04,083 --> 00:36:08,041 YOU COULDN'T HAVE KNOWN. HELL, I DIDN'T KNOW. 712 00:36:09,166 --> 00:36:11,125 BUT THIS TIME... 713 00:36:11,166 --> 00:36:14,000 DON'T YOU THINK YOU GOT IT RIGHT? 714 00:36:28,208 --> 00:36:30,750 I'M RISKING EVERYTHING COMING HERE. 715 00:36:30,792 --> 00:36:32,417 OH! 716 00:36:32,458 --> 00:36:34,125 KATIE, WHAT ARE YOU... 717 00:36:38,083 --> 00:36:41,375 I KNOW YOU DIDN'T WRITE THE BOOK TO HURT ME. 718 00:36:41,417 --> 00:36:44,458 YOU NEEDED TO HEAL, TOO, AND-- KATIE, YOU SHOULDN'T BE HERE. 719 00:36:44,500 --> 00:36:48,250 OH, BUT IT'S OKAY FOR YOU TO COME TO MY WORK? 720 00:36:50,208 --> 00:36:52,542 WHAT I DID TO YOU... 721 00:36:52,583 --> 00:36:56,041 IT WAS WRONG, AND I KNOW I CAN NEVER MAKE IT RIGHT. 722 00:36:56,083 --> 00:36:58,667 IT'S WITH ME ALL THE TIME. 723 00:36:58,709 --> 00:37:01,417 IT'S--IT'S LIKE... 724 00:37:01,458 --> 00:37:05,041 IT'S LIKE THIS WOUND THAT NEVER HEALS, 725 00:37:05,083 --> 00:37:07,458 NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY. 726 00:37:07,500 --> 00:37:09,834 I RELIVE IT IN MY SLEEP. 727 00:37:09,875 --> 00:37:12,375 I AGONIZE OVER IT WHEN I'M AWAY. 728 00:37:12,417 --> 00:37:15,458 I FORGIVE YOU. THAT'S JUST IT. 729 00:37:15,500 --> 00:37:19,041 I CAN NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF. 730 00:37:19,083 --> 00:37:21,625 WELL, IT--IT'LL... 731 00:37:21,667 --> 00:37:24,500 IT'LL JUST TAKE SOME TIME. 732 00:37:24,542 --> 00:37:27,917 I'VE CAUSED YOU SO MUCH PAIN. 733 00:37:27,959 --> 00:37:30,375 ALL MY PROBLEMS... 734 00:37:30,417 --> 00:37:34,417 IT WAS WRONG FOR ME TO TAKE THEM OUT ON YOU. 735 00:37:34,458 --> 00:37:38,375 I'M SORRY. 736 00:37:38,417 --> 00:37:41,709 I'M--I'M REALLY SO SORRY. 737 00:37:59,083 --> 00:38:00,709 HEY. 738 00:38:00,750 --> 00:38:04,125 I LET MY OWN INSECURITIES GET IN THE WAY OF YOUR HAPPINESS, 739 00:38:04,166 --> 00:38:06,291 AND THAT WAS WRONG. I MEAN, IT'S MY PROBLEM, 740 00:38:06,333 --> 00:38:10,500 AND I-I SHOULDN'T HAVE TAKEN IT OUT ON YOU, SO I'M... 741 00:38:10,542 --> 00:38:12,041 SORRY. 742 00:38:12,083 --> 00:38:14,041 AND IF YOU LIKE MARLA, YOU SHOULD GO FOR IT, 743 00:38:14,083 --> 00:38:15,542 WITH MY BLESSING. 744 00:38:15,583 --> 00:38:18,375 HOW MANY CHANCES DO WE GET AT LOVE, RIGHT? 745 00:38:33,625 --> 00:38:35,291 YOU GOT SOME TIME? 746 00:38:35,333 --> 00:38:38,750 UH, I'M SUPPOSED TO GO TO A PEDS MEETING AT THE HOSPITAL. 747 00:38:38,792 --> 00:38:40,709 YEAH, I RESCHEDULED THAT. 748 00:38:43,083 --> 00:38:46,083 I REALLY WANT TO GET THESE INVITATIONS OUT. 749 00:38:48,083 --> 00:38:49,333 WHAT IS GOING ON? 750 00:38:49,375 --> 00:38:51,333 YOU CAME HOME LATE. YOU LEFT EARLY. 751 00:38:51,375 --> 00:38:54,417 I JUST NEEDED SOME TIME TO THINK. 752 00:38:54,458 --> 00:38:56,417 ARE YOU NOT MAD AT ME ANYMORE? 753 00:38:56,458 --> 00:38:58,041 DEPENDS. 754 00:38:58,083 --> 00:39:00,041 ARE YOU PREPARED TO LICK? 755 00:39:00,083 --> 00:39:03,041 SURE THING, CHARLIE. 756 00:39:04,375 --> 00:39:06,041 YOU CALL ME THAT AGAIN, 757 00:39:06,083 --> 00:39:08,041 YOU WILL BE HOBBLING DOWN THAT AISLE. 758 00:39:08,083 --> 00:39:10,125 OW! 759 00:39:23,083 --> 00:39:24,333 VIOLET. 760 00:39:24,375 --> 00:39:26,458 KATIE DROPPED THE LAWSUIT. 761 00:39:26,500 --> 00:39:28,333 OUR LAWYER JUST CALLED. 762 00:39:28,375 --> 00:39:31,375 HE DOESN'T KNOW WHY. SHE JUST DROPPED IT. 763 00:39:31,417 --> 00:39:33,375 I KNEW I COULD GET THROUGH TO HER. 764 00:39:33,417 --> 00:39:35,375 BUT I'M STILL SO, SO WORRIED ABOUT HER, PETE. 765 00:39:35,417 --> 00:39:37,208 I WISH THERE WAS MORE I COULD DO. 766 00:39:37,250 --> 00:39:41,041 SHE NEEDS HELP. SHE-- THERE'S MORE. KATIE DROPPED THE LAWSUIT, 767 00:39:41,083 --> 00:39:43,333 BUT NOT BEFORE HER LAWYER FILED A COMPLAINT 768 00:39:43,375 --> 00:39:45,875 WITH THE MEDICAL BOARD. THEY'VE LAUNCHED 769 00:39:45,917 --> 00:39:49,250 AN INVESTIGATION INTO WHETHER OR NOT TO SUSPEND YOUR LICENSE. 770 00:39:53,625 --> 00:39:54,667 HEY. 771 00:39:54,709 --> 00:39:56,458 HEY. 772 00:40:06,458 --> 00:40:09,041 LOOK, I REALIZE 773 00:40:09,083 --> 00:40:11,417 THAT I'M ASKING YOU FOR EVERYTHING, SAM. 774 00:40:11,458 --> 00:40:14,917 BUT I FEEL LIKE IF I DON'T ASK FOR WHAT I WANT, 775 00:40:14,959 --> 00:40:16,417 THEN WHAT'S THE POINT? 776 00:40:16,458 --> 00:40:18,417 I WANT YOU AND I WANT A BABY. 777 00:40:18,458 --> 00:40:21,709 I WANT YOU AND A BABY. I JUST... I DO. 778 00:40:21,750 --> 00:40:23,625 I KNOW. 779 00:40:23,667 --> 00:40:25,041 AND? 780 00:40:25,083 --> 00:40:27,500 I HAVE THAT. 781 00:40:27,542 --> 00:40:30,041 I HAVE YOU AND MAYA AND OLIVIA-- 782 00:40:30,083 --> 00:40:32,750 WELL, THEN YOU CAN UNDERSTAND WHY I WOULD WANT THAT, TOO. 783 00:40:32,792 --> 00:40:35,291 TH-THERE'S NO WAY THAT... 784 00:40:35,333 --> 00:40:37,458 YOU CAN'T COMPROMISE? 785 00:40:37,500 --> 00:40:39,834 LOOK, WE CAN'T JUST TAKE A LITTLE BIT MORE TIME 786 00:40:39,875 --> 00:40:42,458 AND--AND FIGURE THIS OUT AS WE GO? 787 00:40:42,500 --> 00:40:44,458 NO, MY MOTHER KILLED HERSELF, SAM. 788 00:40:44,500 --> 00:40:47,458 NO, SHE SPENT HER ENTIRE LIFE NEVER BEING WHO SHE REALLY WAS, 789 00:40:47,500 --> 00:40:49,250 NEVER SAYING OUT LOUD, 790 00:40:49,291 --> 00:40:52,041 "THIS IS WHO I AM, AND THIS IS WHAT I WANT," 791 00:40:52,083 --> 00:40:55,041 AND THEN WHEN SHE FINALLY DID GET THE COURAGE UP TO GO FOR IT, 792 00:40:55,083 --> 00:40:57,041 IT WAS TOO LATE. 793 00:40:57,083 --> 00:40:59,041 SHE WAITED TOO LONG. 794 00:40:59,083 --> 00:41:00,583 SAM... 795 00:41:00,625 --> 00:41:03,750 I... HAVE ALREADY WAITED TOO LONG. 796 00:41:03,792 --> 00:41:07,041 YOU KNOW, FIRST IT WAS "WAIT UNTIL YOU MEET THE RIGHT GUY," 797 00:41:07,083 --> 00:41:09,041 AND THEN I MET DEREK, AND THEN I TOLD MYSELF, 798 00:41:09,083 --> 00:41:11,583 "ADDISON, BE SMART. WAIT UNTIL YOU FINISH MED SCHOOL," 799 00:41:11,625 --> 00:41:13,583 THEN "WAIT UNTIL YOU FINISH YOUR RESIDENCY," 800 00:41:13,625 --> 00:41:15,542 AND THEN "WAIT UNTIL YOU FINISH YOUR FELLOWSHIP," 801 00:41:15,583 --> 00:41:18,041 AND MY MARRIAGE EXPLODED, AND THEN I HAD AN AFFAIR, 802 00:41:18,083 --> 00:41:20,041 AND THEN IT WAS, "OH, NO, NOT NOW. 803 00:41:20,083 --> 00:41:23,250 YOU CAN'T HAVE MARK'S BABY. THAT WOULD BE UNSEEMLY." 804 00:41:23,291 --> 00:41:25,709 AND I WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED 805 00:41:25,750 --> 00:41:27,667 UNTIL I ONLY HAD ONE EGG LEFT. 806 00:41:27,709 --> 00:41:30,333 I MEAN, IT'S NOT THAT I DIDN'T WANT KIDS. 807 00:41:30,375 --> 00:41:32,333 IT'S BECAUSE I TOOK HAVING KIDS FOR GRANTED, 808 00:41:32,375 --> 00:41:34,375 BECAUSE A 13-YEAR-OLD GIRL CAN DO IT, 809 00:41:34,417 --> 00:41:36,375 BECAUSE A 75-YEAR-OLD MAN CAN DO IT. 810 00:41:36,417 --> 00:41:38,375 YOU KNOW WHO CAN'T DO IT? 811 00:41:38,417 --> 00:41:39,834 AN OVEREDUCATED, TALENTED, 812 00:41:39,875 --> 00:41:41,834 STRONG, POWERFUL WOMAN IN HER 40s. 813 00:41:41,875 --> 00:41:44,834 HOW RIDICULOUS IS THAT? 814 00:41:44,875 --> 00:41:47,959 HOW MAD AM I AT MY BODY? 815 00:41:48,000 --> 00:41:51,417 I WAITED TOO LONG. OKAY? 816 00:41:51,458 --> 00:41:54,333 AND NOW IT'S TIME. 817 00:41:54,375 --> 00:41:56,333 I HAVE A CLOCK INSIDE OF ME, SAM. 818 00:41:56,375 --> 00:41:59,333 IT'S NOT JUST TICKING. THE ALARM IS GOING OFF. 819 00:41:59,375 --> 00:42:02,709 IT'S SCREAMING. IT'S TIME. I CAN'T WAIT. NOT ANYMORE. 820 00:42:04,333 --> 00:42:06,333 I'M SORRY. I... 821 00:42:06,375 --> 00:42:09,208 I KNOW THAT WAS A LOT, BUT, UH, YOU UNDERSTAND? 822 00:42:09,250 --> 00:42:11,208 DO YOU GET IT? 823 00:42:12,709 --> 00:42:14,667 YEAH. 824 00:42:14,709 --> 00:42:17,458 OKAY. 825 00:42:17,500 --> 00:42:20,166 ARE WE BREAKING UP? 62445

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