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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:08,542 --> 00:00:10,291 I CAN COME WITH YOU. 2 00:00:10,333 --> 00:00:12,041 THERE'S NO NEED. 3 00:00:12,083 --> 00:00:14,500 NO, I SHOULD COME WITH YOU. I'LL CANCEL ALL MY PATIENTS. 4 00:00:14,542 --> 00:00:17,041 NO. THERE'S NO NEED. I'M FINE. I CAN HANDLE IT. 5 00:00:17,083 --> 00:00:19,041 THIS IS TOO STRESSFUL FOR YOU, ADDISON. 6 00:00:19,083 --> 00:00:21,083 BIZZY HAD AN ANEURYSM. SHE DIED IN HER SLEEP. 7 00:00:21,125 --> 00:00:23,208 I'M A DOCTOR. PATIENTS DIE ALL THE TIME. I CAN HANDLE IT. 8 00:00:23,250 --> 00:00:26,333 THIS ISN'T SOME PATIENT. THIS IS YOUR MOTHER'S FUNERAL. 9 00:00:26,375 --> 00:00:29,041 THOSE BAGS AREN'T GOING TO LOAD THEMSELVES. 10 00:00:33,291 --> 00:00:35,250 I'LL BE BACK IN A WEEK. 11 00:00:47,500 --> 00:00:50,166 HAVE YOU BEEN TO SEE BRETT THIS WEEK? 12 00:00:50,208 --> 00:00:52,166 IT'S A LONG DRIVE OUT THERE, 13 00:00:52,208 --> 00:00:55,667 AND I DON'T HAVE A LOT OF SPARE TIME THESE DAYS. 14 00:00:55,709 --> 00:00:58,667 IT'S HARD TO EVEN TAKE THE HOUR TO COME HERE. 15 00:00:58,709 --> 00:01:02,041 I-I WOULD THINK SEEING BRETT THIS WEEK WOULD BE A PRIORITY. 16 00:01:02,083 --> 00:01:04,041 THEN YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND MY PRIORITIES. 17 00:01:04,083 --> 00:01:06,166 HILARY, I SEEM TO BE IRRITATING YOU TODAY. 18 00:01:06,208 --> 00:01:08,166 AM I IRRITATING YOU? 19 00:01:08,208 --> 00:01:11,291 WHAT'S YOUR POSITION ON THE DEATH PENALTY? 20 00:01:11,333 --> 00:01:13,458 WELL, I-I'D LIKE TO KEEP THE FOCUS ON YOU-- 21 00:01:13,500 --> 00:01:16,583 I KNOW. ALL YOU SHRINKS PREFER TO KEEP THE FOCUS ON ME. 22 00:01:16,625 --> 00:01:18,041 I KNOW THAT'S YOUR PREFERENCE. 23 00:01:18,083 --> 00:01:19,875 BUT I'D STILL LIKE YOU TO TELL ME 24 00:01:19,917 --> 00:01:21,875 YOUR POSITION ON THE DEATH PENALTY, 25 00:01:21,917 --> 00:01:23,875 BECAUSE IN 48 HOURS, THE STATE PLANS 26 00:01:23,917 --> 00:01:26,291 TO HANG AN INNOCENT MAN IN THE PUBLIC SQUARE. 27 00:01:26,333 --> 00:01:29,291 THAT'S WHAT THEY'RE GONNA DO. EVEN IF THEY'VE PLANNED TO DO IT 28 00:01:29,333 --> 00:01:31,959 WITH A TABLE AND A NEEDLE IN HIS VEIN, IT'S NO LESS BARBARIC. 29 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:35,041 AND YOU SEEM TO WANT ME TO GIVE OVER TO THAT, TO GIVE UP, 30 00:01:35,083 --> 00:01:37,041 TO SPEND HOURS CRYING IN MY HUSBAND'S LAP-- 31 00:01:37,083 --> 00:01:40,041 HOURS THAT COULD BE SPENT ON THE PHONE 32 00:01:40,083 --> 00:01:42,500 TO THE GOVERNOR'S OFFICE TRYING TO SAVE HIS LIFE. 33 00:01:45,750 --> 00:01:47,750 I HONESTLY DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND THAT. 34 00:01:47,792 --> 00:01:50,542 I JUST WANT YOU TO GET SOME CLOSURE. 35 00:01:50,583 --> 00:01:52,500 YOU WANT ME TO GIVE UP. 36 00:01:52,542 --> 00:01:54,542 THAT'S NOT A THING I'M EVER GONNA DO. 37 00:01:56,500 --> 00:01:58,458 I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM MY WIFE THIS WEEK. 38 00:01:58,500 --> 00:02:00,959 I UNDERSTAND SHE'S FIGHTING HARD 39 00:02:01,000 --> 00:02:03,291 TO GET ANOTHER STAY. 40 00:02:03,333 --> 00:02:05,375 MY SON STOPPED BY TO SEE ME. HOW WAS THAT? 41 00:02:05,417 --> 00:02:08,500 UM, HE WAS 9 MONTHS OLD WHEN I WENT AWAY, 42 00:02:08,542 --> 00:02:11,500 AND NOW HE'S GOT FACIAL HAIR AND AN ATTITUDE. 43 00:02:11,542 --> 00:02:13,500 HARD TO BE ANY KIND OF DECENT FATHER 44 00:02:13,542 --> 00:02:16,166 FROM DEATH ROW. 45 00:02:16,208 --> 00:02:18,792 ARE YOU AFRAID THAT'S THE LAST TIME YOU'LL SEE HIM? 46 00:02:18,834 --> 00:02:20,375 I'M NOT AFRAID. 47 00:02:20,417 --> 00:02:22,291 I'M NOT AFRAID TO DIE. 48 00:02:22,333 --> 00:02:25,041 IS THAT WHAT YOU TOLD YOUR SON? 49 00:02:25,083 --> 00:02:28,041 I TOLD HIM... THAT HE SHOULD GO TAKE A DRIVE. 50 00:02:28,083 --> 00:02:29,542 YOU KNOW, JUST... 51 00:02:29,583 --> 00:02:32,041 HE SHOULD GO TAKE A ROAD TRIP WITH HIS FRIENDS. 52 00:02:32,083 --> 00:02:35,500 HIS MOTHER AND I... DON'T WANT HIM HERE THIS WEEK 53 00:02:35,542 --> 00:02:36,959 FOR... 54 00:02:37,000 --> 00:02:39,500 HE BELIEVES HIS FATHER IS... 55 00:02:39,542 --> 00:02:41,417 BEING WRONGFULLY EXECUTED. 56 00:02:41,458 --> 00:02:44,125 HOW DOES A KID FORGIVE THE WORLD AFTER THAT? 57 00:02:44,166 --> 00:02:46,125 HOW DOES HE MAKE ANYTHING OF HIMSELF 58 00:02:46,166 --> 00:02:49,083 WHEN HE BELIEVES THAT'S THE WAY THE WORLD WORKS? 59 00:02:49,125 --> 00:02:51,542 THAT'S AN INTERESTING CHOICE OF WORDS. "HE BELIEVES." 60 00:02:51,583 --> 00:02:53,583 YOU'VE MAINTAINED YOUR INNOCENCE FOR 17 YEARS. 61 00:02:53,625 --> 00:02:55,583 WE'VE WORKED TOGETHER FOR SEVERAL MONTHS. 62 00:02:55,625 --> 00:02:57,417 YOU'VE NEVER SAID ANYTHING LIKE... 63 00:03:00,333 --> 00:03:02,000 I'M GUILTY. 64 00:03:04,125 --> 00:03:07,166 I DID IT, DR. WALLACE. I'M GUILTY AS SIN. 65 00:03:13,625 --> 00:03:15,625 YOUR WIFE DOESN'T KNOW. 66 00:03:15,667 --> 00:03:18,667 NO. MY WIFE, MY SON-- THEY BELIEVE ME. 67 00:03:18,709 --> 00:03:21,417 HE DOESN'T KNOW ME EXCEPT IN PRISON, 68 00:03:21,458 --> 00:03:23,625 SO HE BELIEVES HIS MOTHER, AND HILARY... 69 00:03:23,667 --> 00:03:27,458 SHE KNEW ME FOR A LONG TIME BEFORE I WAS IN HERE. 70 00:03:27,500 --> 00:03:29,458 WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER SINCE HIGH SCHOOL. 71 00:03:29,500 --> 00:03:31,458 I WAS 27 WHEN THEY PUT ME AWAY. 72 00:03:31,500 --> 00:03:34,542 SHE'S NEVER HEARD ME RAISE MY VOICE LET ALONE A GUN. 73 00:03:34,583 --> 00:03:36,542 I NEVER RAISED A HAND TO ANYBODY. 74 00:03:36,583 --> 00:03:39,542 SO, UH... WHAT HAPPENED? 75 00:03:39,583 --> 00:03:42,041 I SNAPPED. 76 00:03:42,083 --> 00:03:44,291 THAT'S ABOUT ALL I CAN SAY TO THAT. 77 00:03:44,333 --> 00:03:47,041 I MET A GUY IN A BAR 78 00:03:47,083 --> 00:03:49,917 WHO WAS RUDE, DISRESPECTFUL. 79 00:03:49,959 --> 00:03:51,917 FOLLOWED HIM HOME, SAW WHERE HE LIVED, 80 00:03:51,959 --> 00:03:54,917 AND I WENT BLIND. YOU KNOW THE PHRASE "SEEING RED"? 81 00:03:54,959 --> 00:03:57,208 IT'S LIKE SOMETHING INSIDE ME BROKE. 82 00:03:59,291 --> 00:04:03,166 WE KEPT A GUN IN THE HOUSE FOR PROTECTION. 83 00:04:03,208 --> 00:04:06,250 I WENT HOME, I GOT THE GUN, I WENT BACK TO MR. MILLER'S, 84 00:04:06,291 --> 00:04:08,041 AND I SHOT HIM. 85 00:04:08,083 --> 00:04:11,875 AND NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS... 86 00:04:11,917 --> 00:04:13,709 WOULD HILARY EVER BELIEVE 87 00:04:13,750 --> 00:04:15,709 THAT I WOULD DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT. 88 00:04:15,750 --> 00:04:17,750 I DON'T EVEN BELIEVE IT MYSELF. 89 00:04:19,667 --> 00:04:22,125 DO YOU WANT TO TELL HER? 90 00:04:22,166 --> 00:04:25,041 DO YOU WANT HER TO KNOW? NO, I DON'T WANT TO TELL HER. 91 00:04:25,083 --> 00:04:27,875 BUT I DON'T WANT HER 92 00:04:27,917 --> 00:04:30,542 TO SPEND ANY MORE OF HER LIFE HATING THE WORLD. 93 00:04:30,583 --> 00:04:33,041 AND I DON'T WANT THAT FOR MY SON. 94 00:04:33,083 --> 00:04:36,667 IT'S BETTER THAT THEY HATE ME THAN HATE THE WORLD. 95 00:04:36,709 --> 00:04:38,542 DON'T YOU THINK? 96 00:04:42,083 --> 00:04:43,750 IT WAS CREEPY. 97 00:04:43,792 --> 00:04:45,125 SHE'S GRIEVING. 98 00:04:45,166 --> 00:04:47,166 NO, I-I GET GRIEVING. I-I GET THAT. 99 00:04:47,208 --> 00:04:49,291 THIS--THIS I DON'T GET. IT WAS CREEPY. 100 00:04:49,333 --> 00:04:51,959 WAS SHE LIKE, "YOU DON'T HAVE TO COME," 101 00:04:52,000 --> 00:04:54,333 OR WAS SHE LIKE, YOU KNOW, "DON'T COME"? SHE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING REALLY. 102 00:04:54,375 --> 00:04:57,041 SHE DIDN'T EVEN LOOK AT ME. IT WAS LIKE ADDISON 103 00:04:57,083 --> 00:05:01,041 WAS TAKEN OVER BY THE GHOST OF HER COLD AND WASPY MOTHER. 104 00:05:01,083 --> 00:05:04,500 IT WAS CREEPY. WHY AREN'T YOU IN CONNECTICUT WITH ADDISON? 105 00:05:04,542 --> 00:05:07,667 SHE TOLD ME I DIDN'T HAVE TO COME. OH. IN ALL THOSE YEARS OF MARRIAGE, 106 00:05:07,709 --> 00:05:10,667 DID I REALLY TEACH YOU NOTHING? SO YOU'RE SAYING NOW I SHOULD HAVE GONE ANYWAY? 107 00:05:10,709 --> 00:05:12,875 YES, YOU MORON. YOU SHOULDA GONE. 108 00:05:12,917 --> 00:05:15,083 BUT YOU DIDN'T, SO YOU SHOULD GO NOW. 109 00:05:15,125 --> 00:05:17,291 WE SHOULD ALL GO. 110 00:05:17,333 --> 00:05:19,709 W-WAIT, ALL--WHO ALL? YEAH, YOU KNOW, CHARLOTTE'S NOT GONNA WANT TO GO. 111 00:05:19,750 --> 00:05:22,375 GO WHERE? CONNECTICUT TO SUPPORT ADDISON. 112 00:05:22,417 --> 00:05:24,625 OH, WE SHOULD ABSOLUTELY GO. 113 00:05:24,667 --> 00:05:27,625 WHEN BIG DADDY DIED, YOU CAME. IT MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME. 114 00:05:27,667 --> 00:05:30,291 WE SHOULD ALL GET ON A PLANE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. 115 00:05:30,333 --> 00:05:32,291 HEY. HOW DID THINGS GO WITH HILARY? 116 00:05:32,333 --> 00:05:35,166 AS WELL AS CAN BE EXPECTED. I'M GONNA CHECK TICKETS AND HOTEL ROOMS. 117 00:05:35,208 --> 00:05:37,417 I FLY FIRST CLASS. YEAH, ME--ME, TOO. 118 00:05:37,458 --> 00:05:40,291 WH--TICKETS? WE'RE TALKING ABOUT GOING TO BE WITH ADDISON. 119 00:05:40,333 --> 00:05:42,291 OH. OH, GOD. I CAN'T GO. 120 00:05:42,333 --> 00:05:44,417 MY, UM, MY PATIENT'S HUSBAND IS, UH, 121 00:05:44,458 --> 00:05:46,625 WELL, IF HE DOESN'T GET A STAY, 122 00:05:46,667 --> 00:05:48,625 HE WILL BE EXECUTED IN THE NEXT 48 HOURS, 123 00:05:48,667 --> 00:05:52,083 SO I NEED TO BE HERE. I'M SORRY, YOU GUYS. YOU'RE JUST GONNA HAVE TO SURVIVE 124 00:05:52,125 --> 00:05:54,458 WITHOUT US. OH, NO. PETE, YOU SHOULD GO. 125 00:05:59,083 --> 00:06:02,000 OKAY, WHAT-- WHAT JUST HAPPENED? 126 00:06:31,250 --> 00:06:33,208 THE MAILBOX IS IN A DIFFERENT ZIP CODE. 127 00:06:33,250 --> 00:06:35,792 THAT'S NOT NORMAL. NOTHING ABOUT THESE PEOPLE IS NORMAL. 128 00:06:35,834 --> 00:06:39,208 IT'S AMAZING ADDISON TURNED OUT SO RELATIVELY SANE. 129 00:06:39,250 --> 00:06:42,875 YOU SAY THAT NOW. WAIT. 130 00:06:49,500 --> 00:06:52,250 HELLO. THANK YOU FOR COMING. 131 00:06:52,291 --> 00:06:55,041 LOOK, WE, UH, WE DIDN'T MEAN TO AMBUSH YOU OR ANYTHING. 132 00:06:55,083 --> 00:06:57,458 WE JUST WANTED TO BE HERE FOR YOU. 133 00:06:57,500 --> 00:07:01,625 OF COURSE. HOW LOVELY. WON'T YOU COME IN FOR A DRINK? 134 00:07:01,667 --> 00:07:04,750 OH, YEAH. TOTALLY CREEPY. 135 00:07:12,083 --> 00:07:14,542 A FEW OF BIZZY'S FRIENDS STOPPED BY 136 00:07:14,583 --> 00:07:16,625 TO PAY THEIR RESPECTS. 137 00:07:16,667 --> 00:07:18,959 WHICH MEANS GOSSIP AND DRINK OUR BOOZE. 138 00:07:19,000 --> 00:07:22,625 HI. IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU ALL. THANK YOU FOR COMING. 139 00:07:22,667 --> 00:07:24,291 OF COURSE. 140 00:07:24,333 --> 00:07:27,041 UH, IS VIOLET... UH, NOT HERE. 141 00:07:27,083 --> 00:07:30,333 SHE HAD AN EMERGENCY AT WORK. SHAME. 142 00:07:30,375 --> 00:07:32,875 SENDS HER BEST. WELL, IF IT ISN'T 143 00:07:32,917 --> 00:07:34,917 THE ENTIRE CAST OF "THE TAN AND THE BEAUTIFUL." 144 00:07:34,959 --> 00:07:36,583 GOD, I MISS CALIFORNIA. 145 00:07:38,959 --> 00:07:40,500 HELLO, BEAUTIFUL. 146 00:07:40,542 --> 00:07:42,250 HELLO, ARCHER. 147 00:07:42,291 --> 00:07:44,041 THANKS FOR COMING. 148 00:07:44,083 --> 00:07:45,917 MY MOTHER DIED. BE NICE. 149 00:07:45,959 --> 00:07:47,917 GIVEN THAT THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU, 150 00:07:47,959 --> 00:07:50,166 YOU CLIMBED OUT OF MY BED AND DISAPPEARED-- BYGONES. DEAD MOTHER. 151 00:07:50,208 --> 00:07:52,500 MM-HMM. COME ON. GIVE ME SOMETHING. 152 00:07:52,542 --> 00:07:55,291 I'M HERE, AREN'T I? WE SHOULD, UH, PROBABLY GET BACK TO THE HOTEL. 153 00:07:55,333 --> 00:07:58,291 OH, NO. WE HAVE PLENTY OF ROOMS HERE. NO, NO, ARCHER. THAT'S NOT NECESSARY. 154 00:07:58,333 --> 00:08:00,959 NO, I'M GRIEVING. IT'S DECIDED. YOU'RE ALL STAYING. 155 00:08:01,000 --> 00:08:03,375 I DON'T MEAN TO BE RUDE, BUT WE HAVE TO SIT DOWN 156 00:08:03,417 --> 00:08:05,750 FOR A MEETING WITH THE FUNERAL DIRECTOR. AHH. 157 00:08:05,792 --> 00:08:09,125 GO AHEAD. WE--WE CAN-- WE CAN TAKE CARE OF OURSELVES. YOU'LL HAVE TO POUR YOUR OWN DRINKS. 158 00:08:09,166 --> 00:08:11,959 THE HOUSE HAS BEEN CLOSED SINCE BIZZY LEFT. 159 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:15,041 POUR OUR OWN DRINKS? SHAME. 160 00:08:15,083 --> 00:08:16,959 HEY. 161 00:08:17,000 --> 00:08:18,458 HEY. 162 00:08:21,000 --> 00:08:23,750 I KNOW YOU DIDN'T WANT ME TO COME, 163 00:08:23,792 --> 00:08:25,542 BUT I'M HAPPY TO SEE YOU. 164 00:08:25,583 --> 00:08:27,375 THANK YOU. 165 00:08:31,583 --> 00:08:33,583 HE DID IT? I WAS HIS THERAPIST FOR FOUR MONTHS. 166 00:08:33,625 --> 00:08:35,083 I BELIEVED HE WAS INNOCENT. 167 00:08:35,125 --> 00:08:37,083 HOW DO YOU THINK IT MAKES ME FEEL ABOUT ME? 168 00:08:37,125 --> 00:08:38,709 SO I-I HAVE A PATIENT 169 00:08:38,750 --> 00:08:41,041 WHO HAS SPENT THE LAST 17 YEARS OF HER LIFE, 170 00:08:41,083 --> 00:08:43,125 FULL-TIME, FIGHTING FOR HER HUSBAND'S FREEDOM. 171 00:08:43,166 --> 00:08:45,125 YOU SHOULD HEAR HER GO ON ABOUT THIS CASE. 172 00:08:45,166 --> 00:08:47,667 SHE CAN TELL YOU THE EXACT NUMBER OF WHITE PICKUP TRUCKS 173 00:08:47,709 --> 00:08:49,333 REGISTERED IN CALIFORNIA IN '94. 174 00:08:49,375 --> 00:08:52,125 SHE CAN TELL YOU THE EXACT NUMBER OF 38-CALIBER HANDGUNS. 175 00:08:52,166 --> 00:08:54,125 SHE CAN TELL YOU THE NAME AND CELL PHONE NUMBER 176 00:08:54,166 --> 00:08:56,583 OF EVERY GUBERNATORIAL AIDE WHO'S WORKED IN THIS STATE 177 00:08:56,625 --> 00:08:59,166 FOR THE PAST 20 YEARS. LOOK, I UNDERSTAND, BELIEVE ME. 178 00:08:59,208 --> 00:09:02,041 IT ISN'T RIGHT. I MEAN, IF HE WANTS TO CLEAR HIS CONSCIENCE 179 00:09:02,083 --> 00:09:04,875 AT THE ELEVENTH HOUR, THEN LET HIM TALK TO YOU, NOT TO HER. 180 00:09:04,917 --> 00:09:07,000 HE DOESN'T GET TO UNBURDEN HIMSELF 181 00:09:07,041 --> 00:09:09,750 AT THE EXPENSE OF HER SANITY. AND YOU DON'T THINK SHE DESERVES TO KNOW THE TRUTH? 182 00:09:09,792 --> 00:09:12,750 I THINK SHE DESERVES A LITTLE PEACE. AND YOU THINK SHE'S GONNA GET THAT, WHEN HER HUSBAND, 183 00:09:12,792 --> 00:09:15,250 AN INNOCENT MAN, DIES AT THE HANDS OF THE STATE? 184 00:09:15,291 --> 00:09:18,041 MY CLIENT ASKED ME TO TALK TO YOU AND THEN TO HIS WIFE 185 00:09:18,083 --> 00:09:20,041 ON HIS BEHALF. HE'S A DYING MAN, 186 00:09:20,083 --> 00:09:22,917 AND I FIND MYSELF INCLINED TO HONOR HIS REQUEST. 187 00:09:22,959 --> 00:09:24,917 HE IS A DYING MURDERER WHO'S BEEN LYING 188 00:09:24,959 --> 00:09:27,166 TO THOSE WHO LOVE HIM FOR NEARLY 20 YEARS. WELL, BE THAT AS IT MAY-- 189 00:09:27,208 --> 00:09:29,083 ALL RIGHT. LET ME SPEND SOME TIME WITH HER. 190 00:09:29,125 --> 00:09:31,083 LET ME SPEND SOME TIME ON HER TURF, AND, UH, 191 00:09:31,125 --> 00:09:34,083 AND I WILL GET BACK TO YOU WITH MY PROFESSIONAL RECOMMENDATION. 192 00:09:34,125 --> 00:09:38,041 LET'S KEEP THE EMPHASIS ON "PROFESSIONAL." YOU KNOW WHAT? IT'S COMMENTS LIKE THAT-- 193 00:09:38,083 --> 00:09:40,417 THAT'S WHY YOU HAVE TROUBLE WITH WOMEN. 194 00:09:42,250 --> 00:09:45,000 IN LIEU OF FLOWERS, MRS. MONTGOMERY STATED 195 00:09:45,041 --> 00:09:47,542 THAT DONATIONS COULD BE MADE IN HER NAME 196 00:09:47,583 --> 00:09:49,959 TO THE CITY BALLET OR THE GARDEN CLUB. I'M BORED. 197 00:09:50,000 --> 00:09:53,041 IS THERE A REASON I HAVE TO BE HERE FOR THIS? YES, THE REASON BEING 198 00:09:53,083 --> 00:09:57,041 THAT OUR MOTHER IS DEAD AND YOU ARE A PART OF THIS FAMILY. 199 00:09:57,083 --> 00:09:58,959 I'VE SPOKEN TO A LOT OF HER FRIENDS, 200 00:09:59,000 --> 00:10:00,667 BUT I MAY HAVE MISSED SOME. 201 00:10:00,709 --> 00:10:02,667 I'M NOT SURE WHERE BIZZY'S ADDRESS BOOK IS. 202 00:10:02,709 --> 00:10:04,667 NOT TO WORRY. MRS. MONTGOMERY MET WITH ME EVERY YEAR 203 00:10:04,709 --> 00:10:06,542 TO UPDATE THE CONTACT INFORMATION 204 00:10:06,583 --> 00:10:09,083 OF THE PEOPLE SHE WANTED TO INVITE. GOD FORBID THE WRONG SORT SHOW UP. 205 00:10:09,125 --> 00:10:12,041 WELL, TO BE CLEAR, SHE WANTED A PUBLIC MEMORIAL SERVICE 206 00:10:12,083 --> 00:10:14,041 WITH A RECEPTION TO FOLLOW AT THE HOUSE. 207 00:10:14,083 --> 00:10:17,041 THE INTERMENT IS JUST FOR FAMILY AND CLOSE FRIENDS 208 00:10:17,083 --> 00:10:19,041 THE FOLLOWING MORNING. 209 00:10:19,083 --> 00:10:21,542 WELL, IT SOUNDS LIKE BIZZY THOUGHT OF EVERYTHING. 210 00:10:21,583 --> 00:10:24,083 ONE LAST THING. MRS. MONTGOMERY REQUESTED 211 00:10:24,125 --> 00:10:27,125 THAT THERE BE ONE EULOGY. 212 00:10:27,166 --> 00:10:29,458 I'D BE HAPPY TO DO IT. 213 00:10:29,500 --> 00:10:31,750 ACTUALLY, SIR. SHE ASKED THAT ADDISON DO IT. 214 00:10:31,792 --> 00:10:34,000 HA. 215 00:10:37,792 --> 00:10:39,750 WHY AREN'T WE STAYING AT A HOTEL AGAIN? 216 00:10:39,792 --> 00:10:41,750 THEY'VE ASKED US NOT TO. WE'RE BEING POLITE. 217 00:10:41,792 --> 00:10:44,041 HOTELS HAVE ROOM SERVICE. I VOTE FOR THE HOTEL. 218 00:10:44,083 --> 00:10:45,542 HOTELS ALSO HAVE HEAT AND BLANKETS 219 00:10:45,583 --> 00:10:48,041 AND EMOTIONAL WARMTH. HOTELS HAVE EMOTIONAL WARMTH? 220 00:10:48,083 --> 00:10:50,750 OR AT LEAST THE POSSIBILITY OF IT. THANK YOU. 221 00:10:50,792 --> 00:10:54,583 ARE YOU PEOPLE STILL HERE? OH, THEY'RE STAYING, CAPTAIN. 222 00:10:54,625 --> 00:10:57,375 ACTUALLY, SIR-- OUR MOTHER DIED. YOU'RE STAYING. 223 00:10:57,417 --> 00:11:00,792 WELL, IN THAT CASE, SOMEONE CAN REFILL MY DRINK. 224 00:11:00,834 --> 00:11:03,750 IF YOU ALL WILL EXCUSE ME, IT'S BEEN A LONG DAY. 225 00:11:03,792 --> 00:11:05,125 I'M GONNA GO LAY DOWN. 226 00:11:05,166 --> 00:11:07,041 I HAVE A QUESTION FIRST. 227 00:11:07,083 --> 00:11:08,583 YOU'RE ALL DOCTORS IN THIS ROOM, RIGHT? 228 00:11:08,625 --> 00:11:11,125 EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU. 229 00:11:11,166 --> 00:11:15,542 SO HOW DOES AN ARMY OF DOCTORS LET MY WIFE DIE 230 00:11:15,583 --> 00:11:18,417 WITHOUT EVEN A GOOD OLD-FASHIONED FIGHT? 231 00:11:18,458 --> 00:11:21,041 I MEAN, HOW MANY HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS 232 00:11:21,083 --> 00:11:23,834 DID YOUR PARENTS WASTE ON MEDICAL SCHOOL 233 00:11:23,875 --> 00:11:26,709 SO YOU COULD LET A RELATIVELY YOUNG AND HEALTHY WOMAN 234 00:11:26,750 --> 00:11:29,083 JUST DIE ON YOUR WATCH? 235 00:11:29,125 --> 00:11:30,875 IT WAS A HEART ATTACK, CAPTAIN. 236 00:11:30,917 --> 00:11:33,375 IT HAPPENED FAST, AND WE WEREN'T THERE. I TOLD YOU THAT. 237 00:11:33,417 --> 00:11:35,041 I THOUGHT IT WAS AN ANEURYSM. 238 00:11:35,083 --> 00:11:37,041 WHAT? 239 00:11:37,083 --> 00:11:39,959 UH, YOU SAID SHE DIED OF AN ANEURYSM. RIGHT. THAT'S RIGHT. 240 00:11:40,000 --> 00:11:42,333 WELL, JUST NOW YOU SAID HEART ATTACK. 241 00:11:42,375 --> 00:11:45,542 IT'S AN ANEURYSM. I'M JUST TIRED. SHE'S GRIEVING, SAM. 242 00:11:45,583 --> 00:11:47,250 YOU'RE GONNA SPLIT HAIRS? 243 00:11:47,291 --> 00:11:50,041 IF YOU'LL EXCUSE ME, I'M GONNA GO LAY DOWN. ADDIE. 244 00:11:50,083 --> 00:11:53,125 IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO-- THANK YOU. I JUST NEED TO REST. 245 00:12:04,291 --> 00:12:08,000 I JUST WANTED TO MAKE SURE YOU WERE OKAY. 246 00:12:08,041 --> 00:12:11,458 I'M TOO BUSY TO BE SURE. WHAT--WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 247 00:12:11,500 --> 00:12:14,417 TRYING TO GET AN ONLINE PETITION FINALIZED, AND I-- 248 00:12:14,458 --> 00:12:17,041 DO YOU HAVE ANY CONTACTS IN THE PRESS? 249 00:12:17,083 --> 00:12:20,041 HILARY, I KNOW WE'VE ONLY BEEN WORKING TOGETHER A FEW MONTHS, 250 00:12:20,083 --> 00:12:22,917 AND, UH, AND--AND WE DIDN'T GET A LOT DONE EARLIER, 251 00:12:22,959 --> 00:12:25,291 BUT I-- DR. TURNER, WITH RESPECT, IN THE LAST 17 YEARS, 252 00:12:25,333 --> 00:12:27,041 I'VE FILED NINE SEPARATE APPEALS, 253 00:12:27,083 --> 00:12:28,709 I'VE PETITIONED SIX COURTS, 254 00:12:28,750 --> 00:12:31,875 I'VE WRITTEN 368 LETTERS TO THE STATE JUSTICE DEPARTMENT, 255 00:12:31,917 --> 00:12:34,959 I'VE LOST TWO HOUSES, HAD THREE NERVOUS BREAKDOWNS, 256 00:12:35,000 --> 00:12:37,959 AND I HAVEN'T SLEPT THROUGH THE NIGHT IN ALMOST TWO DECADES. 257 00:12:38,000 --> 00:12:39,917 AND IT ALL COMES DOWN TO THIS WEEK. 258 00:12:39,959 --> 00:12:43,875 SO PLEASE, I'M BUSY. 259 00:12:43,917 --> 00:12:46,458 WHAT IF IT DOESN'T WORK? 260 00:12:46,500 --> 00:12:49,291 WHAT IF YOU CAN'T GET BRETT'S EXECUTION STAYED? 261 00:12:49,333 --> 00:12:51,458 I TOLD YOU, I'M NOT THINKING ABOUT THAT. 262 00:12:51,500 --> 00:12:54,208 HILARY-- I SAID NO. 263 00:12:54,250 --> 00:12:57,041 LOOK, SPARE ME "THE WORLD ISN'T FAIR" SPEECH. 264 00:12:57,083 --> 00:12:58,750 CAR ACCIDENTS, SICK KIDS-- 265 00:12:58,792 --> 00:13:00,834 I KNOW BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE. 266 00:13:00,875 --> 00:13:03,208 BUT WHAT'S HAPPENING WITH BRETT, IT'S NOT THE SAME. 267 00:13:03,250 --> 00:13:05,709 IT'S PREVENTABLE, AND IF I DON'T DO EVERYTHING I CAN 268 00:13:05,750 --> 00:13:08,458 TO TRY TO STOP IT-- AND YOU REALLY THINK YOU CAN? 269 00:13:08,500 --> 00:13:11,041 AFTER ALL THESE YEARS AND ALL THIS WORK, YOU... 270 00:13:11,083 --> 00:13:13,875 I'M--I'M WORRIED ABOUT WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEN TO YOU 271 00:13:13,917 --> 00:13:15,875 IF THIS DOESN'T GO YOUR WAY. 272 00:13:15,917 --> 00:13:18,041 WHEN EVERYTHING YOU'VE SURROUNDED YOURSELF WITH HERE 273 00:13:18,083 --> 00:13:20,000 IS--IS MOOT, WHAT THEN? 274 00:13:20,041 --> 00:13:22,000 IT'LL NEVER BE MOOT. 275 00:13:22,041 --> 00:13:25,041 I WON'T LET GO. I WON'T STOP. 276 00:13:25,083 --> 00:13:27,875 WHETHER BRETT'S HERE OR NOT, I WILL CLEAR HIS NAME. 277 00:13:27,917 --> 00:13:31,000 FOR OUR SON'S SAKE, FOR MY SAKE... 278 00:13:33,583 --> 00:13:36,041 I WON'T STOP. 279 00:13:46,083 --> 00:13:50,041 OH, I, UH, I THOUGHT YOU'D BE SLEEPING. 280 00:13:50,083 --> 00:13:52,083 SUSAN'S IN THERE. 281 00:13:52,125 --> 00:13:54,500 WHAT? 282 00:13:54,542 --> 00:13:56,041 IN THE URN. 283 00:13:56,083 --> 00:13:58,583 I HAD HER CREMATED AT HER REQUEST, 284 00:13:58,625 --> 00:14:00,667 AND THEY DELIVERED THE URN TODAY. 285 00:14:00,709 --> 00:14:02,417 IT'S PRETTY, DON'T YOU THINK? 286 00:14:02,458 --> 00:14:05,083 UH, OKAY. 287 00:14:05,125 --> 00:14:07,417 CREMATION IS SUCH A STRANGE THING. 288 00:14:07,458 --> 00:14:10,083 ADDISON-- I DON'T THINK I'D WANT TO BE CREMATED, 289 00:14:10,125 --> 00:14:12,083 EXCEPT FOR THE POETRY OF IT, 290 00:14:12,125 --> 00:14:14,041 THE BIBLICAL ALLUSION. 291 00:14:14,083 --> 00:14:17,417 ASHES TO ASHES, DUST TO DUST. 292 00:14:17,458 --> 00:14:19,041 THAT'S NICE. 293 00:14:21,458 --> 00:14:23,417 LOOK, BABY, WHY DON'T YOU LIE DOWN? 294 00:14:23,458 --> 00:14:26,041 ALL RIGHT? LET ME HOLD YOU WHILE YOU SLEEP. 295 00:14:26,083 --> 00:14:28,041 I DON'T WANT TO BE CREMATED. 296 00:14:28,083 --> 00:14:30,041 MAYBE I'LL DONATE MY BODY TO SCIENCE. 297 00:14:30,083 --> 00:14:31,625 REMEMBER... 298 00:14:31,667 --> 00:14:34,417 OUR CADAVER IN MEDICAL SCHOOL? 299 00:14:34,458 --> 00:14:36,625 UH, YEAH. 300 00:14:36,667 --> 00:14:39,041 YEAH. WHAT DID WE CALL HIM? 301 00:14:39,083 --> 00:14:41,041 WE CALLED HIM MR. MULLIGAN. 302 00:14:41,083 --> 00:14:42,875 MULLIGAN. MULLIGAN. 303 00:14:42,917 --> 00:14:45,375 I HAVE NO IDEA WHY. IT WAS DEREK'S IDEA. 304 00:14:45,417 --> 00:14:52,041 ACTUALLY, HE NAMED IT AFTER HIS FAVORITE MATH TEACHER. 305 00:14:52,083 --> 00:14:54,500 MR. MULLIGAN. 306 00:14:54,542 --> 00:14:56,041 REMEMBER... 307 00:14:56,083 --> 00:14:58,625 WHAT WE DID WITH HIM WHEN WE WERE DONE? 308 00:14:58,667 --> 00:15:01,041 WE GAVE HIM A MEMORIAL SERVICE. 309 00:15:01,083 --> 00:15:03,875 WE THANKED HIM FOR HIS SACRIFICE 310 00:15:03,917 --> 00:15:06,417 AND HIS CONTRIBUTION TO OUR EDUCATION. 311 00:15:06,458 --> 00:15:09,458 GOD. WE WERE EARNEST. 312 00:15:09,500 --> 00:15:11,041 WE LIT CANDLES. 313 00:15:11,083 --> 00:15:14,291 THAT WAS NICE. 314 00:15:14,333 --> 00:15:16,417 THAT'S NICE. 315 00:15:16,458 --> 00:15:18,417 I THINK THAT'S WHAT I'LL DO. 316 00:15:18,458 --> 00:15:20,625 DONATE MY BODY TO SCIENCE. 317 00:15:23,083 --> 00:15:25,667 WHERE YOU GOING? 318 00:15:25,709 --> 00:15:28,750 I DON'T THINK I CAN SLEEP WITH SUSAN IN THE ROOM. 319 00:15:35,583 --> 00:15:37,041 I DON'T CARE. 320 00:15:37,083 --> 00:15:39,083 ARCHER, I-I KNOW THAT THE RELATIONSHIPS 321 00:15:39,125 --> 00:15:43,041 IN--IN YOUR FAMILY ARE--ARE COMPLICATED, BUT-- 322 00:15:43,083 --> 00:15:45,041 OH, WE'RE LIKE A BAD RUSSIAN NOVEL. 323 00:15:45,083 --> 00:15:48,041 YEAH, BUT STILL, BIZZY WAS YOUR MOTHER. 324 00:15:48,083 --> 00:15:50,417 YOU SHOULD CARE. 325 00:15:50,458 --> 00:15:52,041 SAM'S YOUR EX-HUSBAND, 326 00:15:52,083 --> 00:15:55,291 AND ADDISON IS PROBABLY UP THERE RIGHT NOW, SCREWING HIM. SHH. 327 00:15:55,333 --> 00:15:56,917 DO YOU CARE? 328 00:15:56,959 --> 00:15:59,000 SAM AND I WERE OVER A LONG TIME AGO. 329 00:15:59,041 --> 00:16:01,041 SO WERE THE CAPTAIN AND BIZZY. 330 00:16:01,083 --> 00:16:03,875 DOESN'T STOP HIM FROM SIMMERING WITH JEALOUS RAGE. 331 00:16:03,917 --> 00:16:05,291 YES. 332 00:16:05,333 --> 00:16:07,166 YES, IT... 333 00:16:07,208 --> 00:16:09,792 YES, OF COURSE IT-- IT BOTHERS ME. 334 00:16:09,834 --> 00:16:11,166 I CARE. 335 00:16:11,208 --> 00:16:14,041 BUT THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS IN LIFE THAT BOTHER ME. 336 00:16:14,083 --> 00:16:16,041 YOU KNOW, ABORTION BOTHERS ME, 337 00:16:16,083 --> 00:16:18,041 AND--AND OVERPOPULATION BOTHERS ME, 338 00:16:18,083 --> 00:16:20,041 AND THOSE THINGS ARE AT SUCH HORRIFYING ODDS, 339 00:16:20,083 --> 00:16:21,667 THAT I CAN'T EVEN-- 340 00:16:21,709 --> 00:16:24,333 I CAN'T EVEN WRAP MY HEAD AROUND IT, YOU KNOW? 341 00:16:24,375 --> 00:16:26,333 I CAN'T WRAP MY HEAD AROUND ANYTHING, YOU KNOW? 342 00:16:26,375 --> 00:16:28,834 I MEAN-- YOU KNOW I'M A GRANDMOTHER? 343 00:16:28,875 --> 00:16:30,834 I'M A GRANDMOTHER, FOR GOD SAKE. 344 00:16:30,875 --> 00:16:32,834 AND THAT, THAT SERIOUSLY BOTHERS ME. 345 00:16:32,875 --> 00:16:34,792 BUT I CAN'T CONTROL ANYTHING. 346 00:16:34,834 --> 00:16:37,417 I JUST, UH... CAN'T CONTROL ANYTHING. 347 00:16:37,458 --> 00:16:40,041 CERTAINLY NOT ANYONE ELSE'S FEELINGS. 348 00:16:40,083 --> 00:16:41,834 YOU KNOW... 349 00:16:41,875 --> 00:16:45,041 SAM AND ADDISON ARE BEYOND MY CONTROL. 350 00:16:45,083 --> 00:16:48,041 AND, YES, IT DOES BOTHER ME. 351 00:16:48,083 --> 00:16:51,125 BUT, UH... I CHOOSE NOT TO BE ANGRY 352 00:16:51,166 --> 00:16:54,333 AND, UH... NOT TO BE BITTER. 353 00:16:54,375 --> 00:16:58,625 AND JUST, UH, YOU KNOW, LIVE IN THE MOMENT. 354 00:16:58,667 --> 00:16:59,834 OKAY. 355 00:16:59,875 --> 00:17:01,458 LET'S. 356 00:17:01,500 --> 00:17:04,000 OH, NO. THIS--ARCHER, THAT IS-- 357 00:17:04,041 --> 00:17:06,041 THAT IS NOT WHAT I MEANT. 358 00:17:06,083 --> 00:17:07,500 I DON'T CARE. 359 00:17:21,500 --> 00:17:23,041 SORRY. I WAS JUST, UH... 360 00:17:23,083 --> 00:17:27,458 COOPER NEEDS A LITTLE SOMETHING TO HELP HIM SLEEP. 361 00:17:27,500 --> 00:17:29,375 SO DO I. 362 00:17:35,083 --> 00:17:38,375 YOU SHOULDN'T DRINK ALONE. 363 00:17:40,917 --> 00:17:42,792 TO BIZZY. 364 00:17:42,834 --> 00:17:45,291 RIGHT. TO BIZZY. 365 00:17:45,333 --> 00:17:47,500 HOW ARE YOU WITH WORDS? SORRY? 366 00:17:47,542 --> 00:17:49,625 I HAVE TO WRITE A EULOGY BY TOMORROW, 367 00:17:49,667 --> 00:17:51,625 AND I COULD USE A LITTLE HELP. 368 00:17:51,667 --> 00:17:54,041 ARE YOU A GOOD WRITER? 369 00:17:54,083 --> 00:17:55,875 NO, NOT REALLY. 370 00:17:57,834 --> 00:18:00,500 PLUS, I DIDN'T REALLY KNOW BIZZY. 371 00:18:00,542 --> 00:18:03,041 NO ONE DID. 372 00:18:03,083 --> 00:18:05,041 WELL, MAYBE DON'T WRITE IT. 373 00:18:05,083 --> 00:18:07,041 MAYBE JUST, UH, 374 00:18:07,083 --> 00:18:09,208 GET UP THERE AND SPEAK FROM THE HEART. 375 00:18:11,166 --> 00:18:14,291 SORRY. SHE DID THIS TO ME, YOU KNOW? 376 00:18:14,333 --> 00:18:17,417 THIS IS HER FINAL INSULT, HER FINAL CRUELTY, 377 00:18:17,458 --> 00:18:19,208 TO PICK ME... 378 00:18:19,250 --> 00:18:22,417 TO STAND UP IN FRONT OF EVERYONE AND LIE. 379 00:18:22,458 --> 00:18:25,291 YOU REALLY THINK YOU HAVE TO LIE? 380 00:18:25,333 --> 00:18:28,041 BELIEVE ME. NOBODY WANTS TO HEAR THE TRUTH. 381 00:18:28,083 --> 00:18:30,291 YOU MEAN THAT YOUR MOTHER KILLED HERSELF? 382 00:18:32,083 --> 00:18:34,041 I'M THE HOSPITAL ADMINISTRATOR. 383 00:18:34,083 --> 00:18:36,250 I SAW THE DEATH CERTIFICATE. 384 00:18:37,917 --> 00:18:41,041 FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, I'M REALLY SORRY. 385 00:18:41,083 --> 00:18:44,709 I CAN'T IMAGINE HOW IT MUST FEEL. 386 00:18:46,166 --> 00:18:49,125 SO IF YOU WANT TO TALK, 387 00:18:49,166 --> 00:18:51,041 I'M YOUR GAL. 388 00:18:51,083 --> 00:18:54,250 AND EVEN IF YOU DON'T, MY LIPS ARE SEALED. 389 00:18:54,291 --> 00:18:57,291 EITHER WAY, TOMORROW IN THAT CHAPEL, 390 00:18:57,333 --> 00:18:59,250 YOU STAND UP, 391 00:18:59,291 --> 00:19:02,250 SAY WHATEVER THE HELL YOU WANT. 392 00:19:02,291 --> 00:19:04,291 FUNERALS AREN'T FOR THE DEAD. 393 00:19:04,333 --> 00:19:06,291 THEY'RE FOR THE LIVING. 394 00:19:06,333 --> 00:19:08,291 THEY'RE TO HELP US SURVIVE 395 00:19:08,333 --> 00:19:11,041 WHEN IT FEELS LIKE THE GRIEF MIGHT JUST KILL US. 396 00:19:11,083 --> 00:19:12,750 TOMORROW'S FOR YOU, ADDISON. 397 00:19:12,792 --> 00:19:15,041 YOU HEAR ME? 398 00:19:15,083 --> 00:19:19,000 SAY WHATEVER THE HELL YOU WANT. 399 00:19:29,083 --> 00:19:31,041 YOU'D THINK AFTER ALL THIS TIME, 400 00:19:31,083 --> 00:19:33,500 I WOULD KNOW WHAT TO SAY, RIGHT? 401 00:19:33,542 --> 00:19:36,000 TAKE YOUR TIME. THE WORDS WILL COME. 402 00:19:41,208 --> 00:19:45,333 OKAY, YOU'RE FREAKING ME OUT. 403 00:19:45,375 --> 00:19:47,041 SPIT IT OUT. 404 00:19:47,083 --> 00:19:50,458 WHATEVER IT IS, AS LONG AS YOU'RE NOT ASKING ME TO QUIT, 405 00:19:50,500 --> 00:19:52,959 I CAN HANDLE IT. I DID IT. 406 00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:54,417 YOU DID WHAT? 407 00:19:54,458 --> 00:19:56,041 I MURDERED PAUL MILLER. 408 00:19:56,083 --> 00:19:58,000 IT WAS ME. I DID IT. 409 00:20:13,917 --> 00:20:16,250 LAUGHTER RELIEVES TENSION. 410 00:20:16,291 --> 00:20:19,208 PEOPLE LAUGH AT FUNERALS ALL THE TIME, YOU KNOW? 411 00:20:19,250 --> 00:20:21,250 IT--IT'S--IT'S OKAY. 412 00:20:21,291 --> 00:20:23,875 I NEVER--I NEVER-- I NEVER WANTED YOU TO KNOW. 413 00:20:23,917 --> 00:20:26,041 I-I ALWAYS WANTED YOU... 414 00:20:26,083 --> 00:20:27,458 TO BELIEVE IN ME. 415 00:20:27,500 --> 00:20:29,458 I DON'T KNOW HOW I DID THAT THING. 416 00:20:29,500 --> 00:20:32,834 I STILL TO THIS DAY DON'T KNOW HOW I DID IT. I AM SO SORRY. 417 00:20:32,875 --> 00:20:35,041 I AM SO SORRY. 418 00:20:35,083 --> 00:20:37,417 HILARY, I CAN'T IMAGINE WHAT THIS FEELS LIKE. 419 00:20:37,458 --> 00:20:39,834 BUT BRETT DID WANT YOU TO KNOW THE TRUTH. 420 00:20:39,875 --> 00:20:42,417 THAT'S-- THAT'S WORTH SOMETHING. 421 00:20:45,875 --> 00:20:50,041 NO. NO, NO. PLEASE, DON'T, DON'T, DON'T. 422 00:20:50,083 --> 00:20:52,375 DON'T GO. DON'T GO. 423 00:20:52,417 --> 00:20:55,291 BABY, BABY, PLEASE-- STEP BACK AND PUT YOUR HANDS ON THE TABLE. 424 00:20:55,333 --> 00:20:58,041 PLEASE DON'T GO. STEP BACK NOW. 425 00:20:58,083 --> 00:20:59,917 BABY, BABY. 426 00:20:59,959 --> 00:21:02,041 SHE NEEDS TIME TO PROCESS. 427 00:21:02,083 --> 00:21:03,458 I DON'T HAVE ANY TIME LEFT. 428 00:21:07,500 --> 00:21:09,458 ARCHER, YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO OVERSLEEP 429 00:21:09,500 --> 00:21:11,542 AND MISS BIZZY'S FUNERAL. 430 00:21:11,583 --> 00:21:13,834 MM. 431 00:21:13,875 --> 00:21:16,083 MM. 432 00:21:16,125 --> 00:21:17,917 WHAT? WE'RE BOTH ADULTS. 433 00:21:17,959 --> 00:21:20,959 SOME CLOTHES WOULD BE NICE, PREFERABLY SOMETHING BLACK. 434 00:21:22,333 --> 00:21:24,458 HILARY, ARE YOU THERE? 435 00:21:24,500 --> 00:21:28,041 THE DOOR WAS UNLOCKED, SO I--WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 436 00:21:28,083 --> 00:21:30,667 THE GOVERNOR USUALLY 30, 437 00:21:30,709 --> 00:21:32,250 BUT HIS ASSISTANT THOUGHT MAYBE 438 00:21:32,291 --> 00:21:34,959 IF I TRIED HIS OLD OFFICE NUMBER-- HILARY, YOU HAVE TO STOP. 439 00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:37,041 I HAVE TO FIND MY ADDRESS BOOK. 440 00:21:37,083 --> 00:21:40,041 I JUST HAD IT HERE, AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE-- LOOK AT ME. LOOK AT ME. LOOK AT ME. 441 00:21:40,083 --> 00:21:43,041 DO YOU REMEMBER SEEING BRETT THIS MORNING? DO YOU THINK I COULD FORGET THAT? 442 00:21:43,083 --> 00:21:46,083 DO YOU THINK I COULD EVER FORGET THAT? WELL, HE'S-- HE'S READY TO GO, HILARY. 443 00:21:46,125 --> 00:21:48,250 HE'S MADE HIS PEACE. 444 00:21:48,291 --> 00:21:50,041 D-DOESN'T THAT MEAN ANYTHING, 445 00:21:50,083 --> 00:21:52,125 TH-THAT HE'S ACCEPTED HIS FATE, THAT AT-- 446 00:21:52,166 --> 00:21:55,083 THAT AT THE VERY LEAST, IT WASN'T A WRONGFUL EXECUTION? 447 00:21:55,125 --> 00:21:58,041 DO YOU THINK THERE'S ANY SUCH THING 448 00:21:58,083 --> 00:22:00,458 AS A RIGHTFUL EXECUTION, DR. TURNER? THAT IS NOT-- 449 00:22:00,500 --> 00:22:02,417 JUSTIN WAS A COLICKY BABY. 450 00:22:02,458 --> 00:22:04,417 IT STARTED WHEN HE WAS ABOUT A MONTH OLD 451 00:22:04,458 --> 00:22:06,417 AND IT DIDN'T STOP FOR A YEAR. 452 00:22:06,458 --> 00:22:09,291 WE NEVER SLEPT. IT FELT LIKE WE WERE GOING CRAZY. 453 00:22:09,333 --> 00:22:13,041 AND THEN BRETT GOT FIRED WHEN WE WERE ALREADY BROKE. 454 00:22:13,083 --> 00:22:16,041 AND THEN HIS MOTHER, WHO WAS OUR ONLY HELP, 455 00:22:16,083 --> 00:22:19,500 DROPPED DEAD IN THE STREET. 456 00:22:19,542 --> 00:22:22,834 SO BRETT WENT TO A BAR, AND HE HAD TOO MANY DRINKS. 457 00:22:22,875 --> 00:22:24,834 HE HAD TOO MANY DRINKS 458 00:22:24,875 --> 00:22:27,125 AND HE HAD SO MUCH RAGE INSIDE HIM, 459 00:22:27,166 --> 00:22:29,959 THAT... 460 00:22:30,000 --> 00:22:32,959 BUT WHAT ABOUT ALL THE GOOD THINGS THAT HE DID? 461 00:22:33,000 --> 00:22:35,000 THERE WERE SO MANY GOOD THINGS. 462 00:22:35,041 --> 00:22:36,542 DOESN'T THAT COUNT FOR ANYTHING? 463 00:22:36,583 --> 00:22:38,542 A LIFETIME OF KINDNESS, DOESN'T THAT COUNT? 464 00:22:38,583 --> 00:22:40,041 DOESN'T THAT... HILARY-- 465 00:22:40,083 --> 00:22:42,542 MAKE UP FOR ONE MISTAKE? LET'S TALK ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS. 466 00:22:42,583 --> 00:22:45,125 YOU HAD A LOT OF FEELINGS COME UP THIS MORNING 467 00:22:45,166 --> 00:22:48,125 WHEN BRETT TOLD YOU THE TRUTH. I WANT TO TALK ABOUT THEM. I DON'T HAVE TIME TO TALK ABOUT MY FEELINGS 468 00:22:48,166 --> 00:22:50,500 BECAUSE MY HUSBAND IS ABOUT TO BE MURDERED! 469 00:22:53,000 --> 00:22:57,041 THERE IT IS. 470 00:22:57,083 --> 00:22:59,125 LISTEN, I... 471 00:22:59,166 --> 00:23:01,583 I NEED TO GO SOMEWHERE. 472 00:23:01,625 --> 00:23:03,375 WILL YOU COME WITH ME? 473 00:23:03,417 --> 00:23:06,750 YES. YES, OF COURSE. 474 00:23:06,792 --> 00:23:11,375 DEAR LORD, TAKE BACK THE SOUL OF BEATRICE FORBES MONTGOMERY. 475 00:23:11,417 --> 00:23:13,375 AMEN. 476 00:23:13,417 --> 00:23:15,000 AMEN. 477 00:23:19,667 --> 00:23:23,166 AND NOW BIZZY'S DAUGHTER, ADDISON, 478 00:23:23,208 --> 00:23:25,875 WILL SAY A FEW WORDS. 479 00:23:35,083 --> 00:23:37,250 ADDISON. 480 00:23:38,875 --> 00:23:41,834 UH... 481 00:23:53,917 --> 00:23:58,041 MY MOTHER TOLD US THAT WE SHOULD NEVER CRY IN PUBLIC. 482 00:23:58,083 --> 00:24:00,500 THE FORBSES DIDN'T DO THAT. 483 00:24:00,542 --> 00:24:02,417 IF WE NEEDED TO SHED TEARS 484 00:24:02,458 --> 00:24:05,417 IT SHOULD BE IN THE PRIVACY OF ONE'S OWN HOME. 485 00:24:05,458 --> 00:24:08,291 EVEN BETTER, IN THE PRIVACY OF OUR OWN ROOM. 486 00:24:08,333 --> 00:24:11,667 I'M GOING TO DO MY BEST TO HONOR THAT TODAY. 487 00:24:11,709 --> 00:24:13,667 IN HER 62 YEARS, 488 00:24:13,709 --> 00:24:17,041 BIZZY TAUGHT ME AND MY BROTHER A LOT OF THINGS. 489 00:24:17,083 --> 00:24:19,041 FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER, 490 00:24:19,083 --> 00:24:22,125 SHE ALWAYS TOLD US NEVER TO SETTLE FOR SECOND BEST. 491 00:24:22,166 --> 00:24:24,792 IT WASN'T ENOUGH TO BE GOOD AT SOMETHING. 492 00:24:24,834 --> 00:24:28,542 WE HAD TO BE STANDOUTS AT WHATEVER WE DID. 493 00:24:28,583 --> 00:24:30,375 BIZZY DIDN'T BELIEVE 494 00:24:30,417 --> 00:24:32,375 THAT EVERY CAMPER SHOULD GET A FEATHER. 495 00:24:32,417 --> 00:24:35,000 MY MOTHER THREW HERSELF INTO EVERYTHING. 496 00:24:35,041 --> 00:24:38,000 SHE DID MORE VOLUNTEER WORK THAN ANYONE I KNOW. 497 00:24:38,041 --> 00:24:41,959 SHE WAS ALSO A LEADING MEMBER OF GREENWICH SOCIETY. 498 00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:43,917 SHE WAS PRESIDENT OF THE JUNIOR LEAGUE 499 00:24:43,959 --> 00:24:45,959 FOR ALMOST 20 YEARS. 500 00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:47,333 SHE ALSO RAN 501 00:24:47,375 --> 00:24:50,208 THE CHAMBER OF COMMERCE BOOK SALE EVERY YEAR. 502 00:24:50,250 --> 00:24:52,959 BUT EVEN THOUGH HER VOLUNTEER DUTIES 503 00:24:53,000 --> 00:24:55,041 KEPT HER EXTREMELY BUSY, 504 00:24:55,083 --> 00:24:57,291 SHE ALWAYS HAD TIME FOR HER FAMILY. 505 00:24:57,333 --> 00:25:00,625 SHE WAS ALSO VERY GOOD AT SPORTS. 506 00:25:00,667 --> 00:25:03,041 SHE HELD THE STATE HIGH SCHOOL RECORD 507 00:25:03,083 --> 00:25:05,041 FOR THE 50-YARD BACKSTROKE. 508 00:25:05,083 --> 00:25:10,000 THAT RECORD WAS ONLY RECENTLY BROKEN THIS YEAR. 509 00:25:11,667 --> 00:25:14,625 MY MOTHER WAS A WOMAN WHO BELIEVED IN ACCOMPLISHMENT 510 00:25:14,667 --> 00:25:16,333 ABOVE ALL ELSE. 511 00:25:16,375 --> 00:25:18,542 I THINK SHE REMAINED TRUE TO THAT BELIEF 512 00:25:18,583 --> 00:25:22,041 UNTIL THE DAY SHE DIED. 513 00:25:22,083 --> 00:25:24,458 MAY SHE REST IN PEACE. 514 00:25:43,583 --> 00:25:45,125 ADDISON MAKING IT HARD? 515 00:25:45,166 --> 00:25:47,125 MM. IMPOSSIBLE. 516 00:25:47,166 --> 00:25:49,792 I'VE BEEN THERE. 517 00:25:52,709 --> 00:25:55,083 YOU IN THE MOOD FOR ADVICE OR JUST ANOTHER DRINK? 518 00:25:55,125 --> 00:25:56,709 BOTH. ALL RIGHT. 519 00:25:58,250 --> 00:26:02,041 WHEN CHARLOTTE'S FATHER DIED, SHE BEAT ME UP 520 00:26:02,083 --> 00:26:04,083 BECAUSE I WAS CLOSE AND I WAS SAFE. 521 00:26:04,125 --> 00:26:06,458 BUT THERE'S ONLY SO MUCH YOU CAN TAKE. 522 00:26:06,500 --> 00:26:09,041 IF YOU REALLY WANT TO HELP ADDISON START TO HEAL, 523 00:26:09,083 --> 00:26:10,458 YOU GOTTA PUSH BACK. 524 00:26:10,500 --> 00:26:12,458 NOT HARD, NOT TO GET EVEN, 525 00:26:12,500 --> 00:26:14,375 BUT JUST SO THAT SHE KNOWS 526 00:26:14,417 --> 00:26:17,500 THAT YOU'RE STRONG ENOUGH TO HELP HER GET THROUGH THIS. 527 00:26:24,834 --> 00:26:27,375 THIS IS A LOVELY HOME. 528 00:26:27,417 --> 00:26:30,500 ARE THE CURTAINS HOMEMADE? 529 00:26:30,542 --> 00:26:32,542 HILARY, WHAT DO YOU WANT? 530 00:26:37,083 --> 00:26:40,041 HE DID IT. 531 00:26:40,083 --> 00:26:43,333 MY HUSBAND KILLED YOUR HUSBAND. 532 00:26:45,542 --> 00:26:47,583 HE'S GUILTY. 533 00:26:49,542 --> 00:26:51,041 I ALREADY KNEW THAT. 534 00:26:51,083 --> 00:26:55,041 ALL THESE YEARS, YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE WHO SEEMED NOT TO. 535 00:26:55,083 --> 00:26:58,333 I'M VERY SORRY 536 00:26:58,375 --> 00:27:01,458 FOR ANY EXTRA PAIN I'VE CAUSED YOUR FAMILY WITH MY DENIALS. 537 00:27:01,500 --> 00:27:03,083 I'M VERY, VERY SORRY. 538 00:27:03,125 --> 00:27:05,041 THANK YOU. 539 00:27:08,792 --> 00:27:12,375 YOU KNOW, UH... I HAVE SOME WORK I HAVE TO DO. 540 00:27:12,417 --> 00:27:15,041 ELLEN, I DIDN'T JUST COME HERE TO APOLOGIZE. 541 00:27:15,083 --> 00:27:19,083 ALTHOUGH, SURELY I OWED YOU THAT. 542 00:27:19,125 --> 00:27:21,000 I CAME TO ASK YOU... 543 00:27:22,834 --> 00:27:26,709 I WANT YOU TO ASK THE GOVERNOR FOR A STAY OF EXECUTION. 544 00:27:28,375 --> 00:27:30,333 HILARY... 545 00:27:32,083 --> 00:27:34,959 I KNOW WHAT MY HUSBAND DID WAS HORRIBLE. I KNOW. I KNOW. 546 00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:36,417 IT WAS HORRIBLY WRONG. 547 00:27:36,458 --> 00:27:40,041 IF I COULD GO BACK TO THAT NIGHT AND STOP WHAT HAPPENED, I WOULD. 548 00:27:40,083 --> 00:27:42,041 I PRAY THAT YOU KNOW THAT I WOULD DO THAT. 549 00:27:42,083 --> 00:27:45,041 BUT I CAN'T. AND SO HERE I AM, DOING WHAT I CAN DO, 550 00:27:45,083 --> 00:27:47,291 AS A WIFE AND AS A MOTHER, 551 00:27:47,333 --> 00:27:49,750 AS ONE HUMAN BEING TO ANOTHER, I'M... 552 00:27:49,792 --> 00:27:52,166 ELLEN, I'M NOT ASKING YOU TO SET HIM FREE. 553 00:27:52,208 --> 00:27:55,792 BUT I'M JUST ASKING YOU FOR A LITTLE MORE TIME. 554 00:28:04,667 --> 00:28:07,417 YOU SEE THAT, UH, PICTURE ON THE FIREPLACE, 555 00:28:07,458 --> 00:28:10,166 THE LITTLE REDHEAD IN THE SOCCER UNIFORM? 556 00:28:10,208 --> 00:28:12,208 THAT'S MY SON DYLAN. 557 00:28:12,250 --> 00:28:15,667 ON THE DAY HE MADE HIS FIRST GOAL. 558 00:28:15,709 --> 00:28:17,667 HE WAS SO HAPPY ABOUT IT 559 00:28:17,709 --> 00:28:21,166 THAT HE PULLED HIS SHIRT OVER HIS HEAD 560 00:28:21,208 --> 00:28:23,166 AND RAN AROUND THE FIELD 561 00:28:23,208 --> 00:28:25,583 WITH HIS ARMS OUT LIKE AN AIRPLANE. 562 00:28:25,625 --> 00:28:28,625 IT WAS AN AMAZING MOMENT. 563 00:28:30,625 --> 00:28:34,792 BUT MY HUSBAND WASN'T THERE TO SEE IT. 564 00:28:34,834 --> 00:28:36,417 THE ONE NEXT TO IT-- 565 00:28:36,458 --> 00:28:39,041 THAT'S HAILEY ON HER FIRST DAY OF GYMNASTICS. 566 00:28:39,083 --> 00:28:41,208 MY HUSBAND DIDN'T SEE THAT EITHER. 567 00:28:41,250 --> 00:28:44,667 AND HE DIDN'T SEE EITHER OF THEM RIDE A BIKE 568 00:28:44,709 --> 00:28:47,375 OR SING A SOLO OR WRITE A POEM. 569 00:28:47,417 --> 00:28:49,291 AND HE WON'T SEE DYLAN WHEN HE GRADUATES 570 00:28:49,333 --> 00:28:52,875 AND... HE WON'T BE THERE TO GIVE OUR DAUGHTER AWAY 571 00:28:52,917 --> 00:28:55,500 ON THE DAY THAT SHE GETS MARRIED 572 00:28:55,542 --> 00:28:57,166 BECAUSE 17 YEARS AGO, 573 00:28:57,208 --> 00:29:00,959 YOUR HUSBAND DECIDED THAT ALL THOSE MOMENTS 574 00:29:01,000 --> 00:29:07,125 WEREN'T IMPORTANT ENOUGH FOR MY PAUL TO BE AROUND FOR... 575 00:29:07,166 --> 00:29:10,000 THAT HE WASN'T NEEDED, 576 00:29:10,041 --> 00:29:12,041 THAT I COULD HANDLE IT MYSELF. 577 00:29:12,083 --> 00:29:14,041 SO I HAVE. 578 00:29:14,083 --> 00:29:17,750 EVERY PARTY, EVERY SLEEPOVER, EVERY SKINNED KNEE-- 579 00:29:17,792 --> 00:29:19,917 I'VE HANDLED IT ALL. 580 00:29:19,959 --> 00:29:23,083 AND I WILL UNTIL THE DAY I DIE. 581 00:29:23,125 --> 00:29:26,542 YOU ASKED ME FOR MORE TIME. 582 00:29:26,583 --> 00:29:29,625 I DON'T HAVE ANY TO GIVE. 583 00:29:29,667 --> 00:29:32,041 YOUR HUSBAND TOOK IT ALL FROM ME. 584 00:29:34,333 --> 00:29:36,625 WE SHOULD GO. 585 00:29:41,333 --> 00:29:43,291 YOU CAN LET YOURSELVES OUT. 586 00:29:49,083 --> 00:29:51,875 I'LL TAKE THAT. 587 00:29:51,917 --> 00:29:53,583 YOU'VE SURPRISED ME. 588 00:29:53,625 --> 00:29:57,542 I-I MEAN, MOST OF THE TIME, YOU SEEM... 589 00:29:57,583 --> 00:29:58,750 IMMATURE? 590 00:29:58,792 --> 00:30:00,041 IRRESPONSIBLE? 591 00:30:00,083 --> 00:30:03,083 I WAS GONNA SAY RIDICULOUS, BUT YOU'VE STEPPED UP. 592 00:30:03,125 --> 00:30:05,375 WELL, ADDISON'S LIKE MY SISTER. 593 00:30:05,417 --> 00:30:08,750 AND SHE IS IN SO MUCH PAIN UNDERNEATH THAT FROZEN GRIN 594 00:30:08,792 --> 00:30:11,875 THAT I CAN BARELY BREATHE LOOKING AT HER. 595 00:30:11,917 --> 00:30:15,083 SHOPPING AND CLEANING IS ALL I CAN THINK TO DO TO HELP. 596 00:30:15,125 --> 00:30:17,166 DR. PETE. 597 00:30:17,208 --> 00:30:19,166 YOU KNOW... 598 00:30:19,208 --> 00:30:21,041 VIOLET... 599 00:30:21,083 --> 00:30:23,917 WAS KIND TO ME, AND... 600 00:30:23,959 --> 00:30:26,917 IT WAS THE FIRST KINDNESS THAT ANYONE HAD SHOWN ME 601 00:30:26,959 --> 00:30:28,542 IN A LONG TIME. 602 00:30:28,583 --> 00:30:30,542 SHE'S LIKE THAT. 603 00:30:30,583 --> 00:30:33,375 WE'RE BOTH DAMAGED. KINDRED SPIRITS, REALLY. 604 00:30:33,417 --> 00:30:36,041 YOU KNOW, I'M TRYING AS HARD AS I CAN TO BE APPROPRIATE, 605 00:30:36,083 --> 00:30:38,041 BUT YOU TALKING ABOUT MY WIFE-- 606 00:30:38,083 --> 00:30:40,083 SHE WASN'T ALWAYS YOUR WIFE. 607 00:30:40,125 --> 00:30:43,917 I'M SURE THAT CAME OUT WRONG, DIDN'T IT? I KNOW YOU'RE GRIEVING, 608 00:30:43,959 --> 00:30:46,333 BUT YOU CANNOT TALK ABOUT VIOLET THAT WAY. 609 00:30:46,375 --> 00:30:49,166 DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO IN MY OWN HOUSE. 610 00:30:51,208 --> 00:30:53,125 COWARD. 611 00:30:56,083 --> 00:30:59,583 YOU STAYED IN A MARRIAGE YOU KNEW WASN'T REAL FOR 40 YEARS, 612 00:30:59,625 --> 00:31:02,125 AND YOU'RE CALLING ME A COWARD? 613 00:31:06,041 --> 00:31:08,291 OH. OHH. 614 00:31:16,166 --> 00:31:18,125 DID DR. TURNER SPEAK TO HILARY AGAIN? 615 00:31:18,166 --> 00:31:19,750 YES. 616 00:31:19,792 --> 00:31:22,125 SHE TRIED, BUT I... 617 00:31:22,166 --> 00:31:26,041 I'M SORRY. SHE DOESN'T WANT TO SEE YOU. 618 00:31:26,083 --> 00:31:29,834 EXCUSE ME, DR. WALLACE. WE NEED TO PREPARE THE PRISONER. 619 00:31:29,875 --> 00:31:31,208 NO. 620 00:31:31,250 --> 00:31:33,083 NO, I'M--I'M NOT READY. 621 00:31:33,125 --> 00:31:36,041 I'M SORRY, BUT IT'S TIME. NO, I'M NOT READY. I'M NOT READY. I'M NOT READY. 622 00:31:36,083 --> 00:31:39,041 I'M NOT READY. I'M NOT READY! I'LL BE THERE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE GLASS. 623 00:31:39,083 --> 00:31:43,041 YOU WON'T BE ALONE. I'LL BE THERE TILL THE END. 624 00:31:43,083 --> 00:31:46,000 TELL HILARY I AM SORRY. 625 00:31:47,750 --> 00:31:49,583 WHAT KIND OF PILLS ARE YOU TAKING? 626 00:31:49,625 --> 00:31:52,583 YOU ALREADY SUCCEEDED IN MAKING ME LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT. 627 00:31:52,625 --> 00:31:55,000 DO I REALLY HAVE TO ENDURE A LECTURE, TOO? 628 00:31:55,041 --> 00:31:56,792 WHAT KIND OF PILLS? 629 00:31:59,333 --> 00:32:01,417 POUR THOSE DOWN THE DRAIN. 630 00:32:01,458 --> 00:32:04,041 THE DOCTOR GAVE ME THESE. 631 00:32:04,083 --> 00:32:05,500 THEY'RE FOR GRIEF. 632 00:32:05,542 --> 00:32:08,041 THERE'S NO MEDICATION FOR GRIEF. 633 00:32:08,083 --> 00:32:10,041 YOU JUST HAVE TO FEEL IT. 634 00:32:10,083 --> 00:32:12,125 AND IF WE DELAY IT BY TAKING PILLS, 635 00:32:12,166 --> 00:32:15,750 WE JUST GET TO FEEL IT FOR LONGER. I THOUGHT VIOLET WAS THE SHRINK IN THE OUTFIT. 636 00:32:15,792 --> 00:32:17,750 FINE. WHEN YOUR DOCTOR PRESCRIBED THOSE, 637 00:32:17,792 --> 00:32:20,417 DID HE HAPPEN TO MENTION THAT YOU SHOULDN'T DRINK WITH THEM? 638 00:32:20,458 --> 00:32:23,041 HE MIGHT HAVE. YOU'RE LUCKY. IT'S ONLY BEEN A FEW DAYS. 639 00:32:23,083 --> 00:32:26,041 IF IT HAD BEEN A FEW WEEKS, YOU WOULD'VE WRECKED YOUR LIVER 640 00:32:26,083 --> 00:32:28,208 AND PROBABLY MOST OF YOUR RELATIONSHIPS. 641 00:32:28,250 --> 00:32:30,458 SO DRINK IF YOU HAVE TO, BUT NO MORE PILLS, OKAY? 642 00:32:30,500 --> 00:32:33,250 I DON'T HAVE TO LISTEN TO YOU. NO, YOU DON'T, BUT YOU HAVE A SHOT HERE-- 643 00:32:33,291 --> 00:32:36,041 A SHOT AT A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR KIDS, A SHOT 644 00:32:36,083 --> 00:32:39,041 TO RIGHT SOME WRONGS BEFORE YOU FOLLOW IN BIZZY'S FOOTSTEPS. 645 00:32:39,083 --> 00:32:41,750 OH, I SEE. I TALKED ABOUT YOUR WIFE, 646 00:32:41,792 --> 00:32:44,458 SO NOW YOU GET TO TALK ABOUT MY WIFE. I'M TALKING ABOUT YOUR KIDS. 647 00:32:44,500 --> 00:32:46,709 THEY'RE ADULTS. NOT TODAY. 648 00:32:46,750 --> 00:32:48,917 NOT WHEN THEIR MOTHER JUST DIED. 649 00:32:48,959 --> 00:32:50,542 THEY'RE YOUR KIDS. 650 00:32:50,583 --> 00:32:53,542 AND THEY NEED YOU NOT TO BE DRUNK AND STONED 651 00:32:53,583 --> 00:32:55,875 AND... THROWING PUNCHES 652 00:32:55,917 --> 00:32:59,750 AND BEING JUST ALL-AROUND USELESS. 653 00:32:59,792 --> 00:33:01,208 THEY NEED THEIR FATHER, 654 00:33:01,250 --> 00:33:03,041 AND THIS MIGHT BE YOUR LAST SHOT. 655 00:33:03,083 --> 00:33:05,041 AND I'M JUST TRYING TO HELP YOU 656 00:33:05,083 --> 00:33:06,917 NOT BLOW YOUR LAST SHOT. 657 00:33:14,083 --> 00:33:17,041 I WAS HAPPY WHEN SUSAN GOT SICK. 658 00:33:17,083 --> 00:33:19,583 I KNOW HOW THAT SOUNDS, 659 00:33:19,625 --> 00:33:23,041 BUT... WHERE WAS BIZZY GONNA GO WHEN SUSAN DIED? 660 00:33:23,083 --> 00:33:25,375 I WAS ALL SHE KNEW FOR 40 YEARS. 661 00:33:25,417 --> 00:33:28,000 I ASSUMED SHE'D COME HOME. 662 00:33:28,041 --> 00:33:30,709 YOU KNOW, NOT TO BE ROMANTIC, 663 00:33:30,750 --> 00:33:34,959 JUST... TO LIVE OUT OUR LIVES TOGETHER 664 00:33:35,000 --> 00:33:37,834 INSTEAD OF ALONE. 665 00:33:43,792 --> 00:33:46,000 I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. 666 00:33:57,083 --> 00:34:00,041 I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH SUSAN. 667 00:34:00,083 --> 00:34:03,625 IT SEEMS WRONG THAT SHE WASN'T AT THE MEMORIAL. 668 00:34:03,667 --> 00:34:06,250 I JUST KEEP MOVING HER FROM ROOM TO ROOM. 669 00:34:06,291 --> 00:34:09,041 THAT WAS A NICE EULOGY. 670 00:34:09,083 --> 00:34:11,000 THANK YOU. 671 00:34:11,041 --> 00:34:13,792 NOW I WANT TO HEAR THE REAL ONE. 672 00:34:13,834 --> 00:34:16,041 I NEED A DRINK. 673 00:34:16,083 --> 00:34:19,041 I WANT TO HEAR THE REAL ONE. SAM, I REALLY DON'T HAVE THE ENERGY FOR THIS. 674 00:34:19,083 --> 00:34:21,208 I WANT TO HEAR THE REAL ONE. NO, SAM-- 675 00:34:21,250 --> 00:34:23,625 BE REAL WITH ME. SAM-- 676 00:34:23,667 --> 00:34:25,834 GIVE ME THE REAL ONE. I NEED TO HEAR YOUR REAL VOICE. 677 00:34:25,875 --> 00:34:28,000 BECAUSE THIS STEPFORD WASP THING, IT'S NOT-- SAM, PLEASE BACK UP. 678 00:34:28,041 --> 00:34:30,000 NO, I'M NOT BACKING UP. SAM, YOU'RE SCARING ME. 679 00:34:30,041 --> 00:34:33,041 NO. WELL, YOU'RE SCARING ME. 680 00:34:33,083 --> 00:34:36,041 I WANT TO HEAR THE REAL EULOGY. I WANT TO HEAR THE TRUTH. 681 00:34:36,083 --> 00:34:38,583 I WANT TO HEAR FROM THE WOMAN THAT I LOVE... BACK OFF, SAM! 682 00:34:38,625 --> 00:34:41,208 FROM THE WOMAN THAT I LOVE-- MY MOTHER DIED. 683 00:34:41,250 --> 00:34:43,250 I KNOW. I KNOW. I KNOW. 684 00:34:43,291 --> 00:34:47,041 I KNOW. IT'S OKAY. 685 00:35:05,959 --> 00:35:08,041 WHAT TIME IS IT? 686 00:35:08,083 --> 00:35:09,834 LATE. 687 00:35:09,875 --> 00:35:13,667 IT'S GETTING LATE. 688 00:35:15,500 --> 00:35:18,333 YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO. 689 00:35:18,375 --> 00:35:20,542 YOU DON'T EVER HAVE TO SEE HIM AGAIN. 690 00:35:22,333 --> 00:35:26,625 BUT YOU DO HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT HE IS DYING TONIGHT. 691 00:35:28,125 --> 00:35:31,083 AND AS AWFUL AS THAT... IS TO ACCEPT, 692 00:35:31,125 --> 00:35:33,083 IT MIGHT GIVE YOU A CHANCE 693 00:35:33,125 --> 00:35:35,083 TO SAY GOOD-BYE ON YOUR OWN TERMS. 694 00:35:35,125 --> 00:35:37,750 GIVE YOU A CHANCE AT LEAST 695 00:35:37,792 --> 00:35:41,375 TO TELL HIM YOU LOVE HIM. 696 00:35:41,417 --> 00:35:43,875 HE KNOWS I LOVE HIM. 697 00:35:43,917 --> 00:35:46,166 IF THERE'S ONE THING THAT MAN HAS TO KNOW, 698 00:35:46,208 --> 00:35:48,333 IT'S THAT I LOVE HIM. 699 00:35:48,375 --> 00:35:52,041 THE WAY YOU LEFT THIS MORNING, HE MIGHT DOUBT IT. 700 00:35:52,083 --> 00:35:54,834 IF I WERE HIM, I WOULD DOUBT IT. 701 00:36:01,458 --> 00:36:03,333 WHAT ARE YOU DOING UP HERE? 702 00:36:03,375 --> 00:36:05,041 OH, I'M HONORING BIZZY. 703 00:36:05,083 --> 00:36:07,041 NOT THAT SHE EVER GOT SLOPPY DRUNK. 704 00:36:07,083 --> 00:36:11,041 SAY WHAT YOU WANT ABOUT HER, THE WOMAN COULD HOLD HER LIQUOR. 705 00:36:11,083 --> 00:36:13,333 COME ON BACK TO THE HOUSE. I'LL MAKE YOU SOME COFFEE. 706 00:36:13,375 --> 00:36:16,083 OH, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO. 707 00:36:16,125 --> 00:36:18,041 AHH. 708 00:36:18,083 --> 00:36:21,083 YOU AND ME, HOW'D WE END UP SUCH MESSES, HUH? 709 00:36:24,875 --> 00:36:26,917 LOOK AT US. 710 00:36:26,959 --> 00:36:30,083 YOU'RE SCREWING YOUR BEST FRIEND'S EX, 711 00:36:30,125 --> 00:36:33,041 AND I'M--WELL, I'M SCREWING ANYTHING WITH A PULSE. 712 00:36:33,083 --> 00:36:35,041 I... 713 00:36:35,083 --> 00:36:37,041 AM IN LOVE WITH SAM. HUH. 714 00:36:37,083 --> 00:36:40,125 AND YOU ARE UP HERE ALL ALONE, GRIEVING, 715 00:36:40,166 --> 00:36:43,542 BECAUSE WE'RE REAL PEOPLE WITH REAL FEELINGS... 716 00:36:43,583 --> 00:36:46,834 DESPITE BIZZY'S BEST EXAMPLE. 717 00:36:46,875 --> 00:36:49,709 WELL, HERE'S TO THAT. 718 00:36:55,083 --> 00:36:57,083 SHE KILLED HERSELF, ARCHER. 719 00:37:01,375 --> 00:37:03,291 IT WASN'T AN ANEURYSM OR A HEART ATTACK. 720 00:37:03,333 --> 00:37:05,417 SHE TOOK SOME... 721 00:37:05,458 --> 00:37:08,458 TOOK A BOTTLE OF PILLS. 722 00:37:11,750 --> 00:37:14,041 WELL, ISN'T THAT JUST PAR FOR THE COURSE? 723 00:37:14,083 --> 00:37:16,583 I'VE SPENT SO MUCH OF MY LIFE JUDGING PEOPLE. 724 00:37:16,625 --> 00:37:19,583 YOU KNOW THAT? I'VE BEEN SO JUDGMENTAL. 725 00:37:19,625 --> 00:37:22,041 IT WAS ACTUALLY ONE OF THE FEW TRAITS 726 00:37:22,083 --> 00:37:24,083 I DID GET FROM BIZZY. 727 00:37:24,125 --> 00:37:27,667 I MEAN, WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, I WOULD'VE THOUGHT IT WAS WEAK. 728 00:37:27,709 --> 00:37:30,291 SUICIDE--IT'S SO WEAK. 729 00:37:30,333 --> 00:37:33,041 I MEAN, WHAT WAS SHE THINKING? 730 00:37:33,083 --> 00:37:35,041 HOW COULD SHE DO THAT TO US-- 731 00:37:35,083 --> 00:37:37,041 TO THE CAPTAIN, TO HER CHILDREN? 732 00:37:37,083 --> 00:37:39,792 BUT... WHEN I FOUND HER... 733 00:37:42,750 --> 00:37:45,583 ALL I THOUGHT WAS, WELL... 734 00:37:47,166 --> 00:37:49,041 THAT'S THAT. 735 00:37:49,083 --> 00:37:54,458 PEOPLE WHO DO THAT, THEY'RE NOT... THINKING. 736 00:37:54,500 --> 00:37:58,291 SHE WASN'T THINKING, LAYING THERE BROKEN. 737 00:37:58,333 --> 00:38:02,917 SHE WAS BROKEN FROM GRIEF. 738 00:38:02,959 --> 00:38:07,875 SHE WAS OUT TO SEA AND SHE DROWNED. 739 00:38:07,917 --> 00:38:10,041 IT DOESN'T MAKE HER SELFISH. 740 00:38:10,083 --> 00:38:12,041 IT DOESN'T EVEN MEAN 741 00:38:12,083 --> 00:38:14,709 THAT SHE DIDN'T LOVE US IN HER OWN WAY. 742 00:38:19,709 --> 00:38:21,667 MAYBE THAT'S WHAT I WOULD'VE SAID. 743 00:38:21,709 --> 00:38:25,125 IF I COULD'VE TOLD THE TRUTH, THAT'S WHAT I WOULD'VE SAID. 744 00:38:37,083 --> 00:38:40,917 I NEED TO SEE MY HUSBAND-- BRETT LOVEMAN. I'M SORRY, MA'AM. 745 00:38:40,959 --> 00:38:43,000 SHE ONLY NEEDS A FEW MINUTES. ONCE A PRISONER IS IN PREP, 746 00:38:43,041 --> 00:38:44,750 HE ISN'T ALLOWED ANY MORE OUTSIDE CONTACT. 747 00:38:44,792 --> 00:38:48,208 I CAN LET YOU IN TO WITNESS THE EXECUTION, BUT THAT'S IT. 748 00:38:48,250 --> 00:38:51,041 NO, PLEASE. I DON'T-- 749 00:38:51,083 --> 00:38:54,959 I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN DO THAT. OKAY, LISTEN TO ME. I DON'T SAY THIS LIGHTLY. 750 00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:56,959 YOU ARE ONE OF THE STRONGEST PEOPLE 751 00:38:57,000 --> 00:38:58,959 I HAVE EVER HAD THE HONOR OF KNOWING. 752 00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:01,625 SO THE QUESTION ISN'T CAN YOU DO IT. 753 00:39:01,667 --> 00:39:04,375 IT'S DO YOU WANT TO. 57243

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