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We're Addison and Sam. Addisam. We're a couple.

He talks to me about feelings. He's amazing in bed.

He cooks for me. Food.

Yeah, he's perfect. I'm perfect with him. Addisam.

She's freaking out. Ignore her.

Addisam. I can't just ignore--

Say something shrinky, then.

Uh, being a-- A happy couple is a healthy thing.

What's wrong with him? He has no flaws.

Well, he knows you. You know him.

There's love. You have a good foundation.

Is that a metaphor or like floorboards and a basement?

No, like he knows how to commit. Like Pete knows how to commit.

It's a good thing. Really? Because in my--

Shut up, bitches.

I need to get laid. I need to get laid really bad.

So bad I am gonna run naked through the streets

and grind a cop if something doesn't happen soon.

Will one of you just lie on top of me

and rub around for like ten minutes?

I thought you and Mark Sloan-- That was weeks ago.

Which in sex years is like a decade ago.

Where are all the men in this city?

Sheldon is single.

Do you hate me or something?

Sheldon is smart, thoughtful, charming,

and great in bed.

Really? Really?

Oh, morning, ladies.

What? Nothing, nothing.

I was just coming to find you. Ready to go?

Security at the prison can-- Can be a bit of a pain.

All right, look, I know it's not sex,

but come watch me deliver a baby.

Miracle of life, always reaffirming.

Always puts me in a good mood.

Sheldon?

Really?

It's always the quiet ones.

What do you think about starting a family?

Now?

Not now, but soon. We're engaged.

These are the kinds of things that engaged people discuss.

How can you be thinking about babies when we're doing this?

You do know that this is how babies get made, right?

Not the way I do it.

Okay. I'm serious. We--

We do wanna have kids of our own, right?

Can we talk about this later?

Babies are a wonderful gift.

They're God's little creatures.

We should totally discuss this later.

Okay, I'm seeing five inmates, you're seeing two.

You're just there to assess the inmates,

give your recommendation to the parole board.

You're not there to make nice.

So no flirting with the inmates?

You're making light, but these are hardcore criminals, Violet.

They're persuasive and charming

and good at getting you to think that they're not criminals.

So just stay on your side of the table. Be professional.

Don't accept anything from a prisoner,

don't offer to do anything for a prisoner.

Relax, I read the file. I got it.

All right.

I'm fine. I'm a big girl.

I love you, Tracy. You're doing a great job.

I love you too. How are we doing?

Looking good. The baby's starting to crown.

I can see her head.

Oh, you hear that, honey? You can see Kyla's head.

She's gonna be beautiful just like you.

Honey, could you not put the camera--?

Please, don't film my--

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

Okay, you guys are the nicest couple

I have ever seen in a delivery.

All right, we're almost there, Tracy.

Just one more push. Ready?

Push.

Good. Almost there.

Here comes Kyla.

I'll get oxygen and an intubation tray.

I'll set up the ultrasound.

She's not crying. Why--? Why isn't she crying?

Is something wrong?

She's just having some trouble breathing.

I just wanna get her over here and take a look.

Tell me it's not as bad as I think.

How can someone this small have a tumor this big?

Okay, Mr. Cartwright.

You have completed 40 years of a 50-year sentence

for murder and armed robbery.

Well, I guess we both know what's in here, right?

Why don't we just talk instead?

Tell me about your rehabilitation.

What do you wanna know?

Do you feel changed for the better?

I'm definitely a different man.

And what about remorse?

Do you feel sorry for what you did?

I think about what I did every day.

So you feel ready for the outside,

ready to rejoin society?

Can I say something, ma'am?

Dr. Turner. Violet Turner.

Dr. Turner, I've been up for parole twice.

And each time a therapist just like you

asks me the same list of questions

and I end up saying what I need to say

to get the result I need to get.

But you seem like a nice lady. I'm not gonna waste your time.

I'm gonna be honest with you.

I'm a model prisoner.

I've never had a major write-up.

I've worked in the mail room 30 years.

I've co-led classes in anger management

and taught young prisoners how to read.

I'm proud of that,

but I know none of that's gonna mean anything

once I get outside these walls.

I've lived more of my life locked up than free.

I'm old.

And if released,

I'll get swallowed up out there and I know that.

But here in prison, I feel at home.

It's where my friends are, my life is.

So I'm asking you...

to lie to the parole board.

Tell them that I'm dangerous, unremorseful, and get me denied.

Do whatever you have to do, but, please,

help me stay in prison.

It's remarkable. And so intricate.

I mean, in just ten weeks,

it has partially compressed the lung

and attached to the major vessels.

Don't sound so gleeful.

Well, I'm sorry, it's just...

It's a beautiful tumor.

Sam? It's a pleuropulmonary blastoma.

It's putting pressure on the heart.

What are you gonna do?

It's a 12-hour surgery and I need some help

separating it from the cardiac vessels. You in?

Yeah, sure. We should probably get Charlotte on the horn.

Start gathering the best team, oncologist--

Daniel and Tracy were so excited.

They're like the perfect couple.

I just hate to shatter their world.

Well, that's the thing about perfect.

Doesn't exist.

How was convict day?

Convict day?

Talking to prisoners about their parole. You know, with Sheldon?

The state gives us a bundle.

Do you listen when I talk to you in the morning?

I do. I listen closely.

You never said anything about working with convicts.

Oh, well, I don't know. Maybe I forgot.

Anyway, the point is that my prisoner wants me

to lie to the parole board and have him denied.

He wants to stay in prison.

Why?

He's old. It's home.

Good. You're done. Case closed.

No, not-- Not done. Not closed.

How can I just leave a man in prison?

Just let him stay in a system

when he clearly doesn't belong there.

Doesn't this strike you as so, so sad?

Not really. Why is everyone here so callous?

Everyone's not-- We gave Betsey away.

Dell's child. Our dead friend's child.

We put her in the system too.

This isn't about Betsey.

I know.

So, what is your problem?

You're my wife, the mother of my child.

You were brutally attacked by someone

who is now in the system.

So forgive me if I feel a little callous.

Forgive me for caring.

You should feel like crap.

Oh, shut up.

What do you think about me and Charlotte having kids?

Is Charlotte pregnant?

No.

Uh, but, you know, she will be one day and...

We'd have cute kids, right?

So now you want a child?

This really isn't about Betsey.

Okay, fine.

Well, uh, does Charlotte feel like she's ready to be a mother?

We're, um, still talking.

Good. That's good.

Yeah.

Wow, Charlotte with kids.

I never thought, um...

Well, that's good that you're talking.

Isn't she too young for surgery?

The surgery is risky. Every surgery is.

But we've got the best surgical team assembled

and I'm confident about their abilities.

Uh, Dr. Rodriguez, meet Dr. Addison Montgomery.

How do you do?

Daniel and Tracy Woods.

Dr. Rodriguez is the oncologist.

He'll be part of the team working to treat Kyla.

I know this is a rough time for you,

but we're going to do everything in our power to save your baby.

You're actually on time.

We were just discussing surgery.

Surgery?

Have you discussed chemo as an alternative to surgery?

Yes, but I believe surgery will be more effective.

Only if she survives.

Chemo's better than surgery? In my opinion.

Based on the CT, Kyla has a Type Two PPB tumor.

Chemo is the treatment of choice.

It's less invasive and risky.

I disagree. I've seen the CT too.

I believe that Kyla has a classic Type One tumor.

Removing the tumor will cure her.

I can tell you about the advantages of chemo.

Excuse me--

Maybe we should step outside, doctors.

If you two wanna gunsling, do it out here,

not in front of the family.

Chemo is the standard, proven method of treatment.

You'd say that. You're a cancer doc.

Chemo is all you do.

Of course you'd go against it. You're a surgeon.

Cutting is all you do.

The goal here is to figure out what makes sense,

not argue. No way is it necessary

to do surgery now when there's another viable, safer option.

It's safer to put a baby through months and months of chemo

and watch it suffer? That's safer?

If we can reduce the mass and shrink the cancer cells,

it will make doing the surgery later easier.

There's no guarantee chemo is gonna remove the tumor.

Guarantee that with surgery? Yes, I can,

or I wouldn't be standing here.

We don't make guarantees.

One surgery cures this baby

and she never has to see a hospital again.

And you get to be the hero. Yes, Dr. Rodriguez.

That's usually how it goes.

You're the chief. It's your call.

The parents have obviously put their trust

in Dr. Montgomery's judgment. So have I.

We're doing the surgery. Help!

We need help in here. Something's wrong with Tracy.

She's hemorrhaging. I need two large-bore IVs

and an LR wide open. I'll get them.

Pulse is racing. She's hypertensive.

Type and cross two units. And I need an O.R. now.

It was a postpartum hemorrhage. It happens.

I was able to control the bleeding.

She'll wake up soon. We just have to give her time.

You date, you get married.

You never even think that something bad might happen.

We've never had any kind of problems and now...

Now my entire family's in danger and they're depending on me.

What am I supposed to do? You sit down and you wait

for your wife to wake up, because she will.

And then you let me take care of Kyla.

What are you gonna do?

I don't know. Violet, you can't--

I know, I know. It's just...

Lewis has been locked up for four decades.

He doesn't have any family, doesn't have any support system.

He's got no one.

This isn't about Betsey.

I know. Why does everyone keep--?

I know. Do you?

How is he gonna make a new life for himself

after being locked up for so long?

I mean, he went to prison in 1970. Nixon was president.

There were no computers or cell phones or freaking microwaves.

Prisoners reenter society every day. They don't all fail.

You know? He could make it.

But how are people gonna treat him?

You tell someone you've done time in prison,

I don't care how liberal they are.

They walk the other way. Lewis is a man.

A man who made a mistake.

But he owes it to himself to get out there and make a life.

And he deserves a chance to do that,

even if he doesn't want to.

I have to get to the prison,

talk to the board. Violet,

I'm gonna say the same thing I said about Betsey.

Don't lose all your objectivity.

Don't get attached. Just do what you know is right.

Is she awake yet? Not yet.

But Daniel still wants to go ahead with Kyla's surgery,

so we're gonna do it.

Oh, Daniel, I was just coming to talk to you.

This is Dr. Sam Bennett.

He'll be assisting me with the surgery.

Well, actually that won't be necessary anymore.

See, I spoke with that oncologist again

and I'm going with the chemo.

Daniel, you have every right to change your mind,

but I really think that this is a decision

that you and Tracy need to make together.

My wife is unconscious and my baby has a tumor.

So I'm not into taking any risks right now.

So no, I made the decision for us both.

I think Trac-- Dr. Montgomery,

I won't be needing your opinion.

Dr. King knows about this. She gave me her full support.

So you can stay out of it for now.

Thank you.

Great. No messages.

Any of your patients need brain surgery?

Nope.

You used to date Sheldon.

Date is strong word. I used to screw Sheldon.

And would you recommend him?

And he knows what to do with it.

Morning. Afternoon.

There's plenty of coffee in the kitchen.

You don't have to go downstairs.

We should work together.

I've heard about your skills.

I bet you could teach me something.

You're talking about therapy?

And other things.

Did you see that?

What? Amelia.

She was checking me out like a piece of meat.

Amelia is young and hot and, uh...

That's a lot of woman.

Yeah, well, I can get women, Cooper.

I didn't-- I've had lots of women.

Just saying. I can handle it.

Okay. Excuse me.

Where the hell is the coffee?

Just talk to Charlotte.

Maybe she can explain.

What's with all the noise?

So from complete faith in me to totally shutting me out?

What did you do? Did you lock the dad in the room

with that jackass oncologist so he could convince him

to do the chemo while Tracy's unconscious?

Are you done?

Because once you stop talking, I can.

Who wins, Venus or Serena? Shut up, Cooper.

First, I don't have to explain anything to you.

It's my hospital. I do what I want.

Second, my responsibility is to the parents.

And the baby, the actual patient here.

I'm not done talking.

Third, the man's been holding vigil by his wife's bedside

while his baby lays in an incubator.

He didn't need much convincing.

Although you wanna believe big bad bitch Charlotte

shut everything down, I didn't.

One parent made a decision and I am obligated to enforce it.

Which means the father has spoken,

the surgery is off and I am done with this.

Oh, you know what, Charlotte? I'm not done.

Let her go. Breathe.

Lewis is 70, but his life is not over.

He is smart. He is strong. He can make it.

There is life outside of prison

and Lewis should be a part of it.

I believe he is ready to be a part of it.

Lewis Cartwright is not a threat to society.

In fact, if released, I believe he'd be a model citizen.

What are you doing here?

I'm here to help.

You've done enough, thanks.

Lewis, please, hear me out.

Who is Addison to be questioning my motives anyway?

What, is she the motive police?

I don't have to explain anything to her.

I mean, last time I checked, my mama lived in Alabama.

What?

I'm just waiting for you to finish.

Say what's on your mind, Cooper.

You don't fight fair.

You don't listen to the other side, Charlotte.

You don't hear people out, you don't answer questions.

When you wanna get out of something--

What are you talking about? With Addison, you just walk away

and with me, you use sex.

You have a problem with that? Yes!

No.

Yes, we are engaged

and having a discussion about children is important.

In my mind, I asked you a pretty simple question

that you don't wanna answer.

I told you we'd discuss it later. What's the big damn deal?

Why? Why later?

No! See, this is what I'm talking about.

Okay, I'm gonna finish this. You can't dig your heels in

when you don't like the conversation,

say "later," and walk away.

Yeah. At least I finished.

What happened to just coffee?

Everything's fancier now.

I haven't had to choose what to eat in 40 years.

You know, if it helps, I usually narrow it down to two choices

and then I just choose one from there.

I'll have eggs and bacon.

Do you have a place to live?

I got the name of a probation officer

who's gonna set me up at a halfway house.

The prison gave me two pairs of pants and a shirt

and a couple hundred bucks.

I'm thinking it's not enough, but it's a start.

I-- I made some calls too, and I found a job for you.

It's just something part-time at a car wash

until you get back on your feet.

What do I owe you? Nothing.

That's not the way it works where I come from.

Somebody do you a favor, they expect one back.

Well, that world is behind you now.

You're a free man.

I feel like I've been dropped into some foreign country

and I should speak the language, but I don't.

It's gonna take a while to adjust, Lewis.

But you will.

Come see me.

We can work together to help you to transition.

Okay? I can help you make it, Lewis.

I'm here to do a repeat blood count.

We start chemo in the morning.

She's all yours. I know this isn't your choice,

but I really think it's going to work.

Doesn't matter what you think.

Daniel and Tracy came in thinking

they were gonna have a healthy baby and they didn't.

Now everything's a mess.

I didn't peg you as a pessimist.

What?

Last month, I had to tell three families about relapses.

I lost my favorite patient.

But then there was this one woman with lymphoma

who walked out of those doors.

That's how it happens. You focus on the good, on the one.

Not on the bad.

Tracy Woods. She's awake.

I have two highs.

Cutting into people's brains and sex.

When I can't have one, I search for the other.

And right now nobody's brain needs cutting into.

You're propositioning me for sex?

Yeah.

I'll think about it.

Excuse me?

I'll think about it.

I wanna see Kyla.

How is she?

She's doing as well as can be expected.

Tracy, I wanted to talk to you about the surgery.

Did you already do it?

Daniel didn't tell you?

Tell me what?

Honey, I called the family and--

What are you doing here?

She's our doctor.

Daniel decided to go with the chemo.

Chemo?

But Dr. Montgomery said she could remove the tumor.

Maybe. Honey, maybe she can remove the whole tumor.

All right, that oncologist,

he told me that Kyla is too weak for surgery.

And-- And you agree with this?

No, I don't.

You can't just make this decision without me.

You know, I just don't want our baby to die.

And I do? I'm her mother.

Yeah, and I'm her father.

Okay, the time that you waste arguing

is time that Kyla is not being treated.

You need to make a decision. What do you both wanna do?

I told you, the chemo.

No. No.

Look, there's only two ways for this to end.

Either one of them goes to court

and gets medical power of attorney or...

Or we get them on the same page.

Okay, well, I can try and talk to Daniel.

What?

Nothing.

Have I told you how beautiful you look in the morning?

Okay, okay. Enough with the lips and the hands.

Okay.

You're freaking out and--

If you touch me, I can't think.

You're too sexy. Just be ugly or something.

Ugh, woman.

Okay, look, I know...

All right, I'm just gonna say this.

And I know that it's gonna make me sound like a crazy woman,

but us, you, me, the Addisam, you know, it's just not...

All right.

Usually in a relationship,

I can see ahead and see how things are gonna go wrong.

You know, I'm usually five moves ahead or 15 moves ahead

and I can see where it's gonna fall apart

or where the guy is gonna disappoint me

or where he's gonna break my heart or--

But you're perfect. You have no flaws.

And I can't see ahead and it's making me crazy.

Nothing is going to break us up.

Don't say that. That's perfect. You just said the perfect thing.

Daniel and Tracy thought that.

Now they're ripping each other apart over their baby.

What do you want me to say? I don't know.

Just try not to be perfect.

Okay. Ahem. How about this? I'm not perfect.

I'm just perfect for you.

See?

Now I'm gonna have to tear your clothes off

and have my way with you.

Because that was the exact perfect thing.

Okay.

Sheldon turned me down for sex.

I figured he would feel like he won the lotto.

Instead he looks me straight in the face and says--

"I'll think about it."

How did you know? Wild guess.

It's probably not as good

as I think it's gonna be anyway, so...

It is.

It's better.

Damn it.

The whole, "Let me think about it"?

That's pure Sheldon. That's his game.

And from looking at you, it's working like a charm.

Hey. Hey.

What you looking for?

He hasn't called. Who?

Lewis, the parolee.

I told him to come see me. I hoped he would call.

I'm worried. He's out there by himself.

Well, I'm sure he has access to people, resources who can help.

Okay, look, I-- I know you don't like the idea

of me working with a prisoner because of Katie,

but I'm good. I'm not afraid.

So worry about Lewis, not about me.

He's a murderer, Violet.

And that means--?

He can't be rehabilitated. How could you even say that?

My life's work is based on the belief that people can change.

I see it every day.

I say this out of concern for you.

Don't get involved.

The world's a better place without people like Lewis.

Okay, I know you're trying to take care of me,

but this is pissing me off.

We care. That's our job. That's who we are.

And this, what you're saying right now,

it doesn't even sound like you.

This will be Kyla one day, right?

Happy, healthy. Yeah, we hope.

My baby's lying in an incubator with a big tumor in her body

and we're out here fighting.

If Kyla doesn't make it,

Tracy's not gonna be able to live with that,

and I cannot lose them both.

You don't have to.

That's easy for you to say.

Actually it's not.

I know why you wanna make the safe choice.

No parent wants to see their child

go behind those operating room doors and not come out alive.

The waiting feels like it's gonna kill you.

But there comes a time when you need

to put your trust in each other

and make a decision together as parents.

Right or wrong.

You want that, do the surgery.

If I stop, I'll get fired.

I-- I hadn't heard from you

and I just wanted to make sure that you were okay.

I'm making it.

I gave you my card and I was hoping that--

I tossed it. Hey, look, I'm working here.

Lewis, I'm sorry. I'm not here to harass you.

I just wanted to--

Help? You said that.

Look, I don't need a handout.

Well, how about a hand up?

Look, I--

I've been through things myself and I know how hard it can be.

So I just-- I want you to know that I mean it.

Here. Keep it this time.

Leave and don't come back.

But-- You don't know me.

I could do things to you to make you regret you ever met me.

So for your own good,

I would leave and stay as far away from me as possible.

Why do you have my child?

I hijacked him from the nanny.

God, he's growing.

I think I might have messed up with Lewis.

Who's that, the prison guy? Why do you say that?

He threatened me.

And that is just between you and me, okay?

Pete saying "I told you so" is not what I need right now.

Yeah, but you need to walk away. You've done enough.

Let the guy make his own way.

I am. I'm done.

You think I wanna save this guy because I couldn't save Betsey?

Do you?

It's like looking into the sun.

So gorgeous it hurts.

Charlotte is acting weird about the baby thing.

What if she never wants kids?

Well, you can hijack Lucas whenever you want.

Preferably Friday nights,

so I can have sex with my hot cranky husband.

Don't talk about sex in front of the kid.

He'll end up impotent.

Or I will.

Motherhood is scary.

She'll come around.

The tumor is even larger

and more intertwined than on the CT.

Maybe debulk as best you can and get out for now.

No. I promised I could get it.

Metz. Here you go.

Whoa. The tumor invaded the artery. It perfed.

Satinsky. I need to clamp the vessel.

I can't get it.

She's hypovolemic. We lost her pulse.

We got the whole tumor.

It's gone? Yes.

Her lung is fine and so is her heart.

Would you like to see Kyla now?

Yes, please.

In and out. That was my plan.

I was just gonna go in the store,

hit the register, get some cash.

I never expected anything to go wrong.

But when she saw my gun,

she started screaming and screaming.

I knew she'd remember my face, so I shot her.

Twice in the stomach.

I didn't even wait for her body to drop. I just ran.

She was a college girl on her way home from school.

Just stopped for gas.

Stephanie was her name.

And I wonder all the time,

what would she be doing with her life right now?

Would she be married? Have kids? A nice job?

And because she died,

you don't feel like you

deserve to live your life.

I didn't mean to scare you. I'm sorry I did that.

It's just that I don't deserve anyone's help.

Everybody deserves help, Lewis.

I killed someone.

And you feel like you can't forgive yourself.

And I can never repay it either.

Forty years in prison, that's enough.

Is it?

It has to be.

If I enjoy a cup of coffee, I feel guilty now.

If I just sit on a park bench and watch the trees blow,

I feel guilty about that too.

And now that I'm free,

if I lose myself in a good moment, I feel bad.

But think about all the good things that you've done.

All the ways that you've tried to make amends.

And you've done this all the while knowing

that you can never really pay for what you did.

You helped other prisoners.

You never caused trouble for anyone else.

You got an education.

You didn't just sit there and do time.

You made something of it.

You went into prison and you came out a better man.

It's okay to live, Lewis.

Live.

Hey, Lewis was here.

We had therapy and he had a breakthrough.

I believe he thinks he can make it now.

That's great, Violet, but be careful.

Everybody doesn't respond to therapy.

Great. First Pete and now you. Pete?

He has some issue with me working in the prison.

Oh. Violet. I can come back later.

What was that?

Psychology and brain surgery are symbiotic disciplines

and we were thinking about working, um--

Okay, I'm not a good liar.

Amelia propositioned me for sex

and I haven't been able to give her an answer.

Ooh. What do you think is holding you back?

Amelia and I have said eight words to each other

since she joined the practice.

Why me?

Nice, Violet. Real nice.

You've been sharing stories with the class.

Oh, come on.

For most men, this would be like a badge of honor.

She made it.

She made it.

Congratulations.

Thank you.

Can I buy you dinner?

And tell you how right you were over and over?

I can't.

But-- But thank you.

Oh.

You probably don't need to know this,

but I've had a string of unsuccessful relationships

and now I have this amazing guy in my life

who does amazing things for me and...

You...

Well, let's just say that I am focusing

on the good, on the one.

I'm not the mommy type.

I don't like kids and I don't want kids.

And I'm a pediatrician. I love kids.

I've always wanted kids. I need to have kids.

They'll like you more than they'll like me.

I'm not...

...warm.

They will love you.

What if I end up like my mother?

Drunk at noon, hating the rug rats

I'm supposed to love,

screwing up our kids, damaging them.

See? Now you're gonna leave me.

This is why I didn't wanna talk about it.

Charlotte, I'm not leaving you. We're having the conversation.

And you didn't walk out and you didn't shut down

and you didn't try to confuse me with sex.

We're having the conversation.

And we can keep having it.

We don't have to decide right now?

We don't have to decide right now.

What now?

Now you can confuse me with sex.

Yeah? Yes, please.

Take your clothes off.

I know your game.

You perform like a triathlete in the bedroom

to get women in elevators all gossiping about you.

You play the "insecure, shy, indecisive therapist" bit.

And in the end, you're the guy who ends up with all the girls

and nobody ever saw it coming.

You're horrible at taking rejection.

Heh. I am not.

Horrible. You're the baby of the family, right?

That's a little easy. You know what?

I take it back. This whole offer, I--

Let me tell you how this would go.

We'd sleep together and at first it would be just for kicks,

but eventually I'd fall for you hard.

And then you would do what women like you, the bad girls,

the ones who like it dirty and nasty

and a little bit kinky,

you know, the ones with serious daddy issues do.

You'd run.

You'd avoid me. You'd be intentionally mean to me.

My savior complex would kick in, so I'd chase you,

keep calling you, let you use me for sex

on the nights when you were drunk or bored.

But you're too damaged to appreciate the fact

that I'm a good guy and I could actually care.

And then one day, I'd show up at your apartment

with flowers or something, trying to woo you,

only to find you on your couch screwing some guy

ten years younger than me.

Am I wrong?

I don't need it, Amelia.

I'm a grown man looking for a grown woman.

So when you grow up, come find me.

Because I am as good as they say.

Addisam, huh?

Yeah.

I will not hurt you.

The reason you're always trying to see five steps ahead

is because you expect to get hurt.

Those other men, they hurt you,

so you're always looking ahead,

trying to protect yourself.

There's no protection.

There's no looking ahead.

You're gonna have to trust me.

I will not hurt you. Okay?

I will not hurt you.

Say it.

You will not hurt me.

I will not hurt you.

Hey.

Hi.

So, Lewis called me. He got a job.

I mean, I went down there to see and it's not washing cars.

It's good. It's a good job.

It's at a coffee shop. He's making coffee.

The owner said he trusted Lewis's smile, which is...

Yeah, he's gonna be a barista.

Last week, he'd never heard of a latte and now he's a barista.

I mean, isn't that just weird and great

and somehow hopeful for the world?

Like no babies in Africa are gonna starve or--

So instead of being home with your son,

you're out at 9:00 at night

hanging with your buddy, the murderer?

No. You did-- Did you ju--?

You did not just say that, Pete.

Okay. Pete, I'm gonna ask you

what's going on and you're gonna tell me.

Nothing. There's nothing.

This is not about me being out late. What's going on?

I don't wanna talk about it.

Well, you're married to a therapist, Pete.

I can wait here all night.

I've done the prison thing, okay?

My family...

My mother's in jail.

And my brother's--

Well, I don't really know where he is,

but he's probably in jail by now too, so...

Oh, Pete.

I don't wanna go there, Violet.

I'm not sharing. I don't wanna talk.

They don't matter. They're your family.

No.

No.

You and Lucas are my family now.