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A Figaro Films/Ona Films Production

Monday the 15th.

I have to clean my teeth.

This is a big operation.

I cannot avoid it.

It's essential, I need to have a clean mouth.

Very clean.

I've had my yogurt.

I like licking it.

On the table I have the cuts from yesterday's selection.

The "Stove Table" is the best.

I've put on the band-aids.

I had to go up to Maria's room and grab my camera.

I didn't see her.

I'm sick of her.

Only Bilbao interests me.

Thoughts emerge in my head.

I'm anxious to see her photos.

I want her.

There is something about her that I cannot find in any other thing I like.

There were many people in the passageways.

Just the way I like it.

I took my time.

I thought about taking a photo.

I was in the subway for almost an hour.

I enjoyed it.

It is when I am like this that I feel my best.

The people in the tunnels, inside the train,

under the neon lights,

stimulate me.

I always remember that day when I went following her.

In the train, is where I started working on it.

We didn't exchange a word.

I followed her later on outside, in the street.

But outside, it was different.

I kept the adds and images that interested me.

I left the rest on a seat.

I picked up the photos.

Each time, I'm afraid they will look at them...

But I know that only the machine can ever see something,

and even if anybody were to see them -

I am sure they wouldn't understand anything.

I looked over those of Bilbao immediately.

It's the most important thing I have of her.

One, I'll place in her album

and the other one, I'll always carry with me.

I've been walking and waiting for quite a while.

My feet are frozen.

She was chatting with a guy.

I waited for her to finish.

I approached her and we quickly came to an agreement.

...it was her cousin who invited us to the party - Mabel, the one with blonde hair down there, remember?...

She started to fill my head with stupid details.

...she asked "And he cooks?" and i said "Yeah, after all he's very good at it"...

...but there was a horny vibe going on, funny stuff, it was like cooking is for faggots...

Can you pay me now, please?

Thanks, sugar.

I want her only for myself.

I like to watch her while she freshens up.

I'll shut her up.

Her words take me back to the reality I despise.

I can't stand to see her speak...

I want to shut her up.

I feel like photographing her and owning everything I like about her.

Being like this with her annoys me.

You're not undressing? You're a weird guy, huh?

What's wrong? Want me to blow you?

For 500 bucks, I can suck your dick.

So, you'll give it to me or not? Hm?

Come on...

Thanks, handsome.

She excited me. Her head... Her head never stopped moving.

Just as I was coming, I held it tightly with my hands.

She didn't undress.

I like her body.

I desire it.

I like everything about her...

...Deaf-mute!...

Up to her underwear.

At least you could tell me if it was good for you or not, right?

Even her undergarments fascinate me.

Her mouth is dark... makes me think of the mouth of a fish wolfing down a sausage.

I'll get fish and sausage and take some photos. I'll glue them in her album.

...and get some air...

Leo!

Come upstairs!

Maria had been waiting for me.

She was in her room. I'm not in the mood to see her.

I was waiting for you.

Where have you been?

Around.

You know I don't like it when you get back so late.

Give me my injection.

I'm so tired.

Bring me a glass of milk.

Don't make it too hot!

I spat in her glass. I always wonder if she does the same to my food.

Leo. Stay a little.

I'm going downstairs.

No, stay with me a little.

Stay, just a tiny bit...

Leo!

Stay!

Don't go! Stay!

Today, I've started her album.

I want to keep all things related to her.

I glued her photo...

...the train ticket...

...and the restaurant bill.

Touching the fish made me feel sick.

But I like it.

Leo!

Let me in!

Leo!

Leo! Open the door!

I went to see the movie of the chick with the blow drier.

Maria was downstairs.

She wouldn't stop banging on the door.

Let me in!

Let me in!

She kept insisting, but I didn't let her in.

I'm sick of her.

I cleaned the bathroom.

It stank.

Maria called for me to go up and eat.

I'm hungry.

I went up to the dining room with magazines and cuts I want to order.

She knows I haven't had breakfast,

and she left a glass of milk on the table.

She served the food and left the sausage on the plate.

We ate without speaking a word.

You like it, see?

See how much you need me?

Never... never could I explain what I feel towards Maria.

I many times thought about killing her.

But why, if I'm well with her?

When I'm in stores, I feel like in the metro.

I like it.

There were discounts.

I looked around carefully.

I noticed new models of panties that I don't have.

Too small for Bilbao.

I liked the idea of them being too small.

I bought a pair.

I'll keep them for her.

I own a photograph of her and a little bit of her voice.

I want to buy postcards and a map of [the city of] Bilbao.

I'll look around for a music record named after her.

- The Bilbao Song -

Bill's be all in Bilbao, Bilbao, Bilbao

Was the most fantastic place I've ever known...

I was waiting for her to come out of that place.

The guy that monitors her was outside waiting.

I followed them to the area where he let her out of the car.

Soon after, a client arrived.

I love the way she moves.

I'm impatient to have her...

Only for me.

Inside the car everything is like rubber.

It makes me think of my objects...

But she is different.

She has nothing do to with all that.

I was afraid. I think they saw me.

I don't want her to recognize me.

She was waiting for him to come back...

The pimp was there on time.

I want to know where she lives.

I hate that I can't see her as often as I please.

I will call her by phone.

I want to own a little more of her voice.

It's late.

I went up to see Maria.

She's sleeping.

At times, I think she's the only person I can handle.

I'm so tired of her...

Too many things happened between us.

- The Bilbao Song -

Bill's be all in Bilbao, Bilbao, Bilbao

Was the most fantastic place I've ever known...

For just a dollar you'd get all you wanted ...all you wanted... all you wanted...

Of whatever kind of joy you called your own...

But if you had been around to see the sun

Well I don't know you might not like for you to see...

The stools at the bar were damp with rye

On the dancefloor the grass grew high,

Through the roof the moon was shining green

And the music really gave you some return on what you paid

Hey Joe, play that old song they always played...

That ol' Bilbao moooon...

...it was her cousin who invited us to the party - Mabel, the one with blonde hair down there, remem...

Hello?

...Yes? Speak!

Who is this? Speak!

I like filling up her album.

I drew a plan of her apartment

and grabbed something else from her voice.

I like her disk.

I'll catch her.

I'm scared...

when I think that I'll go after her...

I am afraid.

I had been waiting for quite a while.

Bilbao!

Her pimp came to pick her up.

It's the first time that I see her in daylight.

Every passing day, I feel closer to her.

Every day, I like her more and more.

Today, I want to get as close to her as possible.

I want to follow her for the entire day.

I don't want her out of my sight.

...big promotion of our lighters - our most prestigious models for very interesting prices. Now, with the...

I bought a pair of stockings. Like the ones she had.

I touched her with my leg.

I don't know how she reacts to things.

It excited me.

I believe she was scared.

She understood everything.

I've gotten to the point where I feel something for her.

For a moment, she made me leave my world.

I'll take photos of her stockings.

I returned home.

Like every week, my uncle came by to visit Maria.

Ever since he sent me here to live with her, the imbecile

keeps thinking I never suspect anything of his relationship with her.

He pays her with my money.

But I don't care.

With Maria, it's been very well. And for me, it was the perfect solution.

After mom died,

living with my uncle and working with him annoyed me.

I don't like that he gives all the money to Maria.

He needs to give me my money, and her - hers.

Maria went to sleep.

Doesn't bother me when she's with him.

I don't want to see her.

I can't sleep...

I want to take possession of Bilbao. To seize her.

I need to make her mine.

I like her more and more each day.

I need to take possession of all of her things,

I need her to be mine.

I like the way she moves.

It excites me how a while back, she didn't belong with my things.

I want to see her float.

I want to be next to her for a long time.

Her [pubic] hair bugs me.

I'll cut it off.

I'll soak it in milk.

I love her.

It's very late. I'm tired.

What happened in the bus must not happen again.

I've always thought that Maria knows of everything I do.

Tomorrow, she wants to see my uncles.

I don't feel like going.

I loaded a canister of butane.

It must be really cold in the warehouse.

But before, I'll shop for the stuff I need.

I was doing a stupid thing.

There'd been a while since I had been here.

In a corner stood all the furniture from our house.

More than once have I thought of coming and living here.

My uncle would never allow me to.

I remember the time when he wanted to sell the place.

I knew he wouldn't.

This is the only place I can truly call mine.

It took me a while to clean it out.

There was dust everywhere.

I prepared the ropes.

I liked seeing the place clean.

I made a list with all other things I need.

I always think all the people are here to see just her.

It's made of rubber...

and has nothing to do with all other things.

I can't have her just by correspondence.

I can't buy her.

I want to have her soon.

I'm scared

It's not easy

She's the best object.

I'm tired of all other stuff I have - but I love my things.

I forgot about people, in favour of objects.

But now I realize that the best object is one made in her image.

I want to take possession of all of her things.

I already own her voice, her name, her music.

As usual, her pimp took her back to her appartment.

This time, he went up with her.

I used the side staircase to sneak up to her door.

The lock is tiny - I can break it.

I drew a little.

I want to see her floating.

At her appartment, I felt fear.

I believe... she senses my presence.

I don't feel like seeing my uncles.

Being with them bothers me.

Maria had noticed I didn't sleep.

I can't stop thinking of Bilbao.

I was excited. I was looking at her photo.

I remembered the time when I was here working with my uncle.

As always - he was locked up inside his office.

Ever since he threw me out of the house,

he won't talk to me at all.

I'm sick of him giving all his money to her.

I must succeed in making him give me what's mine.

I hate depending on her.

It was delicious.

...how gorgeous she is, the little queen...

The food, like all things in this house,

tasted sour.

My cousin's husband never stopped asking me stupid questions.

...what else do you want, Maria?

Maria totally changes here. She likes being here.

She knows she dominates the situation.

He never ceased to watch me.

He's been watching me for all this time.

Surely, I will never forget what happened with Marta.

Yes, I would love to see it. Who decorated it for you?

A friend in interior design.

Would you like to go and rest a little?

Yes, yes...

Come, I'll accompany you.

How is he?

Well, well...

I stayed in Marta's room.

I studied the closet.

I put on her stockings.

I am tired.

Open up! It's me.

Had any rest?

Feel better? Had some rest?

We dined at home. The situation is intolerable.

She went in the kitchen.

She called me. I know what she wants.

It's the right moment.

Later on, I will not be in the mood to go up to her room.

I caressed her like she liked it.

It'll be the last time.

I was well with her.

But I can't continue here, like this.

I can only think of Bilbao.

I'm only aroused by the thought of being with her, the way I want to.

I want to have her floating.

I need her.

It needs to happen soon.

The milk was flowing on her legs...

down to her shoes.

This wasn't like all the other times.

I didn't go on with it.

Tomorrow I'm leaving.

No, don't go! You need me!

I'm leaving.

She was hysterical. Didn't want me to leave. I'm determined to.

With Maria, I had been happy.

But what I have with Bilbao is different.

She will not understand it.

I need to walk away.

I cannot stand this situation anymore.

I don't want to ever see my family again.

And with her - is unavoidable.

It's hard to leave Maria. It'll be impossible to forget her presence.

A lot of things happened between us.

She knows what I like.

She has had immense control over me.

I only want to watch her.

It'll be the last time.

Everything is in place.

Very soon, I'll be with her.

I went to the apartment before them.

Didn't go in.

I'm scared she will go up with him.

I don't want to harm her.

She won't be late coming. I'm very cold.

I'm nervous.

I'm nervous.

I don't want her to find me.

I don't want to harm her.

I was afraid.

She's finally mine.

I want to take her to the warehouse right away...

I don't feel safe here.

I like touching her.

I took the clothes I like most from her closet.

I felt a horrible shiver down my spine.

Her hands were cold.

Her head - full of blood.

Must have happened while I was pulling her out of bed.

She wasn't breathing.

She's dead.

My entire world had been shattered.

Again, I was back to reality.

Alright, alright, it's ok, stop crying.

We'll see what we'll do.

The important thing is that you're well.

Don't cry anymore!

I can't take it to see you cry!

Enough! No more crying!

Don't cry anymore! Stop it!

Shut up!

She's dead!

I know!

We'll see what we'll do!

It's the first time I see them together.

Her body was the same.

It's an image I'll never forget.

Maria handled it with lots of energy.

She didn't let me get close to her.

I took out the nail and cleaned up the blood stains.

We went to my uncles' house.

She got off the car without saying a word to me.

She rang multiple times at the door.

They must be sleeping.

They were discussing.

I'm scared.

I don't want her to be dead.

How could I not have noticed it?

It was terrible.

I can't stand blood.

I didn't want her to die.

I don't want her to be dead.

I felt better at home.

Sometimes I feel like killing Maria.

I know I could never do it.

She's much stronger than I am.

Will you stay a little?

Yes.

I cleaned my teeth.

It is a big operation.

I cannot avoid it.

It's essential, I need to have a clean mouth.

Very clean.

I drank my yogurt.

I feel better.

Maria helped me a lot.

I think of all that happened,

and it's hard to forget about Bilbao.

I love her.

I'll always remember her.

**Subtitles by vtmuffin**