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What have you done?

What have you done?

What kind of a person does something like that

to a friend?

We had a deal.

We had a deal. One week.

You agreed. One fucking week.

What are you doing?

What, are you waiting for me?

Is that what you're doing?

Lying there, waiting for me to join you?

Fuck you, Tom, I'm not coming.

I'm not coming.

Just sign there.

This is what he was wearing.

If there's anything that you want to take...

Do you mind if I get a... picture?

Just right, like--

Hello, sir.

Nikolai.

I'm gonna need everything you got.

-Everything? -Yeah.

Okay. Let's see what we have here.

Percocet, Valium, Vicodin,

Lorcam, Lorcet, morphine.

And this one? Coke. Pure. This pleases you?

Yeah. The money's on the front seat.

Thank you.

I'm gonna need to take your car, too.

What?

This is serious?

Yeah, we'll trade.

-Okay. -This pleases you?

Absolutely.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Now, listen, I got us a birthday present.

-Us? -Yeah,

we're going to be doing this one together.

Well, what is it?

We're gonna check ourselves in.

What?

I've been talking to this guy, he's real--

What guy? A doctor, a shrink?

Who the fuck have you been talking to?

We're gonna spend some time up at his place,

chill for a while, clean up,

What do you say?

You got it all figured out, huh?

I just want to change it up a little, man, that's all.

You want to change it up a little, huh?

Okay.

All right. Happy birthday, man.

-Twenty-seven today. -Damn straight.

Do you want some?

You're a fucking idiot, you know that?

All right, but you got a week. One week.

-Love you, man. -Get the fuck out of my face.

-Thank you. -Thank you. Bye.

Bye.

You all right today?

Uh, just a pack of those.

Need anything else?

Paper or plastic?

-These your keys? -Get the fuck away from the car.

What do you want? You fucking hanging around here.

-Your windows were dirty. -What the fuck you looking at?

-Hey, it's all right. -He's yelling at me

and I didn't do anything wrong, I swear.

I'm just washing the windows. I-- I swear.

-It's okay, Chester. -I just washed the windows.

Here, take this.

Thank you.

-Are you all right? -Yeah, I'm all right.

Count to ten.

What?

It calms you down.

Get the fuck out of my face.

Please try it.

One, two, three...

Four, five, six.

You fucking kidding me?

Seven, eight, nine, ten, whatever.

How you feel?

I feel stupid.

Don't drink anymore.

Hey!

Hey, you! Wait up.

Listen, do you know this face?

-No, should I? -Oh, good.

-I need a driver. -I can drive.

All right. If I give you $10,000,

would you drive me?

$10,000?

That's a lot.

Is he okay?

-I think he's drunk. -Bet he smokes.

That's a lot.

Take this map.

Boys, be careful.

And buckle up.

Are you drunk?

We're leaving now.

Do you smoke?

I love you.

Love you, too.

You call us.

Where you going?

I'm going east.

Any particular route?

Just east.

Buy me something.

Where you from?

Listen, I-- I don't mean to be rude and, uh,

I know this is gonna make me sound like a total asshole,

but...

right now, I just need silence.

Um...

I need you to drive and I just need there to be silence.

Okay?

Sure, I understand.

I'll still be able to see you,

and hear you,

and love you.

I'm going to have a great view from up there.

I think I'm gonna have a front row seat.

Now all you have to do is look up in the sky

and we'll be there.

-Really? -Always.

I don't want to live with them.

You just steer clear of his temper and you'll do fine.

-He's crazy. -You'll be with Tom.

If you went anywhere else, you'd be all alone.

This way, you can look after each other.

I know you're gonna make me proud.

Grandma, will you teach me how to play guitar?

What?

After all these years of stubborn refusal.

Yeah.

Well...

Let's hope you learn fast.

Love you.

Cars are outside.

We have to go to the church.

I don't want to.

I don't want to.

You're my best friend.

-What can I get for ya? -Hamburger, ketchup only.

No cheese, no tomato, no nothing?

Just plain, please.

No mustard, no pickle, no nothing?

No, thank you.

And for you?

Just the water.

Sure.

It tastes better.

Hey, are you that guy from that band?

No.

-You sure look like him. -I'm not him.

-You're not in a band? -No.

All right, Elliot, just remember,

just like we were playing we'll go down twice

and then we'll go--

We'll do that once and then we'll go--

All right?

-You told me that twice before. -Sorry.

Well, you know, we just have to do it. So...

-Okay, let's go. -Okay. One, two, three, four.

So what'd you think?

Take off those ridiculous sunglasses.

♪ I am a long gone Jesus

♪ With a heroin smile

♪ Keep to the tracks

♪ And walk mile upon mile

♪ And you can see me screaming ♪

♪ In the firelight

♪ Gonna break you in two

♪ And you'll last all night

That's so gross.

Sign here, please.

Make and model of your car.

Thank you.

Two rooms, please.

Is it yours?

No, it's his.

Sign here.

Just one night, then?

Yes, two rooms.

Thank you.

You should smile.

I am smiling.

The rooms connect.

Okay.

-All right, good night. -Yep.

-You need anything else? -No.

♪ I don't want a drug I don't want a drink ♪

♪ I don't wanna feel I don't wanna think ♪

♪ I don't wanna curse I don't wanna pray ♪

♪ My singular desire is Take me away ♪

♪ The sky is too blue The grass is too green ♪

♪ The water's too wet My dad was too mean ♪

♪ The snow is too white The clouds are too gray ♪

♪ Show me out Steal my doubt ♪

♪ Take me away

♪ Take me away, take me away

♪ Pretty, pretty, pretty please Take me away ♪

♪ And if I never come back

♪ Hey! It's okay

♪ Close my eyes Shut my mouth ♪

♪ Take me away

♪ Take me away

Okay, thank you.

Okay, so he's alive.

He just used his credit card in a motel in northern Arizona.

What the hell is he doing in Arizona?

We need to find him.

We're not picking anyone up.

♪ I'd wash my hands

♪ If America was blind

No music.

Your breath smells.

You think for $10,000 you could overlook the fact

that I didn't pack a toothbrush?

I got gum.

Where are you headed?

To Joplin, Missouri. -What's in Joplin?

-He's from there. -He's going home?

-Wouldn't say why. -See his folks?

-I guess so. -Well, that's nice.

-Yeah, I miss you. -Miss you, too.

Hey, I won.

Okay, it looks like just his leg is broken,

But we have to get him to a vet.

-We will, we got to hurry. -He was hit by a car.

Elliot, I need you to take--

Shit.

It's okay, it's just his leg.

Yeah, Dad, we have to get him to a vet.

He's not going to any vet.

-No, Dad, please don't. -Tom.

Please, Dad.

Killing is part of dying, son.

Dying is part of life,

and life is about being a man.

Dad.

Personal courage, Tom. Remember?

-I can't. -I said, do it.

I'm sorry, Finn.

Do it.

Is this organic?

Yeah.

Did you get a toothbrush?

-Organic stuff's expensive. -Can I have it?

It's just natural.

-They left. -They? He was with someone?

A young guy.

Shut up. Did you happen to see which direction they went in?

That's the only road out of this town.

-You can still turn around. -No.

Are you sure, man, because I'm not leaving anyone behind.

It makes no difference to me.

Yeah, well, me neither.

What about your mom?

She'll be all right.

Did you leave a note for your dad?

-No. -Jesus, Tom, come on, man.

What am I supposed to say? Sorry, we didn't join the army.

Fuck that. Fuck it.

Oh, shit!

Oh, shit.

I can explain.

It's as much as I could take out without him noticing.

But I've been saving up for a while.

Thank you.

Elliot, your grandmother said for me to give you this.

What?

She said for me to give it to you when you left.

Why did she think we were gonna leave?

Well, Beth knew that you boys weren't meant to stay.

-Thank you.

Are you heading west?

Are you okay?

Well, I think we should call it a night.

Get a motel.

Go ahead and sign right there.

Not my name.

-I don't care.

So rooms 20 and 21.

Really big hands.

Yeah, they're abnormally large.

Much bigger than yours.

-Mine look small. -It's okay.

See ya.

Dear God above, send us love.

Keep us safe, away from harm.

Let us smile, make us good.

Help us be great like thee.

Thank you, amen.

♪ I'll wait for you

♪ I'll wait for you

♪ Can't wait for life

♪ You and I...

Check it out! Finn!

♪ Too late

♪ Too late

♪ I know, I know

♪ I know, I know

Ladies and gentlemen, the band Finn.

You broke the fucking deal!

You broke the fucking deal, man.

-Good morning, Jeff. -Morning, Kit.

-There we go.

-Hello? -Who's this?

Oh, hey, it's me, Ziggy at the reception.

Oh, yeah, you.

Hey, you want to hang out right now?

You want to get high?

-Like with drugs? -Oh, no, no.

I have an oxygen tank. I stole it from my grandma.

That sounds fun.

See that guy over there?

He sits at that same table with the same paper

at the same time every day.

Really?

Well, a lot of people start their days that way.

Exactly, Kyle. It's normal. He's normal.

I mean, I want to read papers.

No problem. I mean, we can have a selection of newspapers

delivered to the house every day.

I like The Times.

So the arrangements for Saturday are going very well.

-Very well, small, intimate. -There you go.

I saw this man being interviewed once on TV.

And his job was to walk out into these vast deserted fields

and deactivate land mines hidden beneath the surface.

So every day this guy put his life on the line.

And, uh, when the journalist asked him, you know,

why would he want such a fucked up job,

you know what he said?

He said I have two wives, 15 children,

and I live with my mother-in-law,

and when I'm out in those fields,

it's just so quiet.

It's just so fucking quiet.

I'll see you in New York.

Excuse me.

Thanks for the coffee.

-Sure. -Okay.

-Well, that went great.

-I think that went very well. -Yeah.

-You in there?

-What the hell's going on?

-Look, man, it's cool. -It's cool?

-No, it's not.

It's cool.

Jesus Christ. We gotta go. Come on. Up.

-He's my friend. -No, I'm not.

Hi. Bye.

Should we follow them?

We'll see him in New York.

You think he's gonna make it there?

-I don't know but-- -What?

I have a feeling that's the point.

We can still make it down for her funeral, Tom.

She's gone. What's the point?

-Should say goodbye. -To what?

An empty shell in a wooden box?

No, thanks.

I think you're wrong.

I'm not going.

Look, I don't want to either, but it's the right thing to do.

I don't want to see him.

She would understand.

Shit, do you even believe in God?

I believe in life and death.

I hate them both.

You know?

The life expectancy of a man living in Roman Times

was 30 years old.

And they built the greatest empire in the world.

So?

That's all I want. That's all we need.

You know, just fuck it. Fuck living, fuck dying.

Just-- Just give me those years and I'm all good.

Twenty-seven is the magic number.

You're crazy, man.

No.

I'm in control.

Tom Wallace's management

still hasn't released an official statement,

but we can confirm that the lead singer of the band Finn

became the latest member of the 27 club

earlier this week,

joining the likes of Janis Joplin,

Jim Morrison, Jimi Hendrix, and Kurt Cobain,

all of whom died at the age of 27

during the peak of their careers.

The funeral will be held in New York this weekend,

but the location will not be disclosed

because it will be a private ceremony.

However, his management does recognize

that all you loyal Finn fans want to pay your respects,

so there will be a public memorial service...

I can't believe he's dead.

It's stupid.

-It's not stupid. -Yeah, it is.

You turn 27 and decide that's it, it's over.

Why would you do that?

Well, I'm pretty sure that

whatever makes you do that to yourself

is more than just a number.

It's stupid, Stella.

It's not stupid. It's sad.

-Where are you going? -To Joplin, Missouri.

Can I catch a ride with you guys?

If you want.

-I'm Stella. -Don't wake him.

Thank you.

-Where are you from? -Ireland.

Why are you here?

My dad's working over here.

-You're in school? -Yeah.

You run away?

No, my parents are on vacation and I don't drive

so this is the only way I can get there.

You don't drive?

No, see, my dad doesn't want me to learn here,

because in Ireland, we drive on the left side of the road.

On that side?

Yeah.

Well, that's a weird.

This is Stella.

-Picked her up. -Huh?

I'm really sorry, I-I didn't know.

I just-- I really needed a ride and I--

He said it was okay, um, I didn't--

I can get out.

He'll be fine.

No cheese, no tomatoes, no nothing?

Just plain, please.

No mustard, no pickles, no nothing?

No, thank you.

-And for you? -The same, please.

So what's in Missouri?

Ask him that.

I have to deliver a letter to someone there.

-How far away are we? -About two hours.

So we'll arrive tonight?

Maybe we should get a room, and go in the morning.

I'll sleep in the car.

I don't have enough money for a room.

We could share.

You wouldn't mind?

Two twin beds.

Thank you. That's really nice of you.

I'll probably snore.

-Look at that. -Wow.

-That was fun. -Yeah.

I want to go on that one, though.

It's really hot.

-One, two, three. -What you counting?

-One, two, three. -What you counting?

What you counting?

I don't understand.

You speak funny.

So do you.

I like it.

Come on, let's go.

I'll race you.

Dear God above, send us love.

Keep us safe, away from harm.

Let us smile, make us good.

Help us be great like thee.

Thank you. Amen.

Amen.

Hey, Elliot, it's Anna.

So Tom's autopsy came back

uh, just to let you know it looks like an overdose.

We're waiting for the full breakdown of the report

before issuing any sort of statement.

-I'm sorry--

Percocet, five.

Oxycontin, four.

Checkmate.

How come you two are friends?

He hired me.

To be his friend?

-To drive him. -He's paying you?

I like driving.

Where are you going?

To New York.

There's someone that I have to see.

-Like your boyfriend? -No.

Don't have a boyfriend.

Do you have a girlfriend?

No, never have.

You know, my dad doesn't think I should go out with boys here,

-because in Ireland-- -They drive wrong?

Something like that.

God, I hate storms.

It'll be okay.

Just stay inside.

I hate them.

God's taking pictures.

It seems really close.

Hope Elliot's okay.

Yeah, me too.

Should I check?

Are you okay?

Please answer me.

Are you okay?

You need help?

Good morning, everyone.

We will not be taking questions at this time,

but we can confirm that Tom Wallace,

the lead singer for the band Finn,

passed away in the early morning hours on Sunday.

We can confirm that traces of various narcotics

and prescription medication

were found in Mr. Wallace's blood work.

We are in the process of conducting

a thorough toxicology report

and we are awaiting confirmation from the state coroner.

Mr. Wallace's management

has not yet released an official statement,

but has asked that you respect the privacy of his client,

Elliot Carrigan, the remaining member of Finn

and Mr. Wallace's father, his only surviving relative.

I have aspirin.

I'm good, but thank you.

You grew up here?

No, we left before we'd grown up.

Who's we?

Me and my best friend.

Hey, listen, why don't you guys

go and get something to eat over there.

I'll catch up with you in a while.

-Pat and Joe's? -Sure.

-See you later. -Bye.

Elliot.

Catherine

Long time.

Yeah, it has been.

I'm sorry.

Yeah.

-You look good. -Bullshit.

All right. You look like crap.

What am I supposed to say?

I don't know, something like you miss me.

Great to see you.

That's my son.

Uh, Dave Adwin's his father.

No shit.

Yeah. No shit.

Hey.

Tom's, uh, mom was buried up at the church.

I know. I was at her funeral.

I thought I'd see you there.

Yeah, it just didn't work out that way, you know?

Yeah.

Thought about, uh, taking some, um...

-Flowers? -Yeah.

Okay.

Wanna sit down?

You know what? I'm-- I'm gonna go now,

but it was real good seeing you again.

Okay.

Well.

Tom wrote you a note.

I know.

Haven't you boys been gone a little too long

to be writing notes?

I think you should read it.

I think you should leave.

Was he sober when he wrote it?

Yeah. Then I know it don't mean shit.

So, you boys got to see your name in lights.

You made these cool friends.

Had all these people loving you.

Because out of all those new folks he met,

I can tell you, his mother loved him the most.

Well, he wanted to come.

We were in New York when we heard.

He didn't want to see you.

My only hope

is that she was still traveling up to heaven

and didn't have a chance to look back down

and see that you boys weren't there.

You know what? I'm gonna go.

You know, I always felt sorry for you, Elliot,

because you didn't have anybody.

And now with Tom gone,

well, I guess there really isn't much of life left for you,

is there?

But I'm sure some of those drugs will take the edge off that.

Oh, I'm sorry.

Sorry.

Thank you.

You really liked him, huh?

We should go find Elliot. Let's get the check.

I got money.

That's a lot.

Yeah, it is.

Did you eat?

No.

Wanna get something?

Not really.

Wanna head back?

Nope.

Well, then, what?

New York.

That's where I need to go.

Do you mind if I keep riding with you guys?

Nope.

Never been there.

-Know what's fun? -What?

Playing I spy.

Go for it.

I spy yellow.

Your shirt?

-The lines on the road? -No. The sun.

What, that's it? I don't get a second guess?

Sorry, you lose.

That's hardly fair.

Have you ever seen what's in Elliot's bag?

No. It rattles.

Yeah, it does.

Is Elliot okay?

Why do you ask?

I'm just worried.

In case he goes swimming again?

That scared me.

I don't think he meant to.

I just think he's going through a hard time right now.

Have you ever heard of a band called Finn?

Don't think so.

Wanna hear one of their songs?

♪ I look to you

♪ You look to me

♪ But look right through

♪ And I wait for you

♪ And I'll wait for you

♪ And I run

♪ Too late

♪ But I...

Get on out of here!

Where do you think a voice goes when it leaves the body?

Up to God.

I wish it didn't have to.

It's okay, son. It's okay.

Just-- Just Brother Earl. Just Brother Earl here.

Man, they got you bad. They killed a fellow last week.

I didn't get to him in time.

You see, it's part of their initiation, they--

they got to, uh, kill someone.

But, you know, someone that, uh,

won't be noticed if they go missing,

and the homeless are good for that.

Because nobody gonna miss them.

I'm all right, thank you.

Here.

Where are your shoes?

Oh, I lost them last week.

Fella took them off of me.

Oh, when you had that thing in your hand?

I was in no position to argue, if you know what I mean?

What size are you?

Nine, 9 1/2 or 10.

What you got?

I'm an 11.

Well, that'll work perfect.

-Take 'em.

-It's a nice place.

Let's go down here.

I'm good.

Well...

Anybody that says you gotta go AA and everything,

you don't have to go AA.

All you got to do is right here.

If you really want to quit,

you got to do it with your heart.

Are you ready to quit?

Nope.

Saw this lady on TV once.

She was real big, fat, obese.

She tried everything to stop eating,

you know how she stopped?

She bought all her favorite kinds of food

and locked herself in a room with it for a week,

just stared at it, didn't even touch it. Nothing.

When she came out, that was it.

Didn't want to eat any of that stuff anymore.

Hm.

Well, how about that?

I haven't touched anything for five days now.

Nothing?

I've touched them, but I haven't taken them.

Well, see, that's all from right there.

My best friend died.

I'm, uh-- I'm real sorry to hear that, son.

He was an asshole.

We're all assholes.

-I miss him. -Yeah.

Well, it's, uh--

it's been real nice being with you.

-You know what they say. -What's that?

It's not why you fall.

It's-- It's how you get up.

Right.

I gotta get going. Choir practice.

You haven't got a home, how the hell you got a choir?

It's a mission.

We, uh, sing, uh-- sing about where we been

and where God brought us out.

Hey, brother.

You want to see?

Sure. Sure.

♪ They said I wouldn't make it ♪

♪ They said I wouldn't be here today ♪

♪ They said I'd never amount ♪

♪ To anything

♪ But I'm glad to say

♪ That I'm on my way

♪ And I'm growing more and more ♪

♪ Each day here

♪ There were many

♪ That started out with me

♪ But now

♪ They've gone astray

♪ But I'm still

♪ Holding on

♪ I'm still

♪ Holding on to

♪ His hand

♪ Through my trials tribulations ♪

-♪ I'm still -♪ I'm still

-♪ I'm holding -♪ Holding on

♪ Oh, yes, I'm still in

♪ God's holy plan

-♪ And I'm still -♪ I'm still

-♪ I'm holding on -♪ Holding on

♪ Holding on

♪ And I'm bound for

♪ The promised land

♪ And I will never

♪ I will never let

♪ Never let

♪ Go of His hand

♪ Of His hand

♪ Of His hand

♪ Oh, no, no, no

♪ I will never

♪ I will never let

-♪ Never let -♪ Go

♪ Of His hand

♪ Of His hand

♪ Of His hand

♪ Oh, no, no, no

♪ I will never

♪ I will never let

-♪ Never let -♪ Go

♪ Of

♪ His hand

Elliot?

Elliot?

Elliot!

Wake up!

Wake up, please!

Elliot, wake up!

Wake up, Elliot, please!

Elliot, wake up, please!

Elliot, wake up, please.

Please. Elliot, please, wake up.

Please wake up.

Elliot.

-Yeah? -I thought you were...

I thought you were...

Are you okay?

I hope so.

Hey, Kyle, it's me.

Hey. No, no, it's all right. I'm on my way.

Listen, I need you to, uh, organize something for me.

Okay. Yes.

Elliot, I'll make it happen.

See you tomorrow.

What?

Oh, my God. He's totally lost it.

You're never going believe what he wants.

What does he want to do?

Is the plane still here or has it turned around?

♪ I look to you

♪ Look to me

♪ But look right through

♪ I'll wait for you

♪ I'll wait for you

So I guess you know this song.

Yeah, I guess I do.

It's gonna be okay.

Would you guys come with me?

Try stopping us.

Where are we going?

Here, listen to this.

♪ You and I are not around

-I know this one. -Yeah?

Well, that's me singing.

You sing this?

Yep, with a friend.

-You're a singer? -Uh-huh.

-Hello. -Hi.

Welcome.

Hi, nice to see you. Oh, thank you.

Oh, hi. Welcome to New York.

Thank you. Thank you very much.

That's very kind of you to have us.

-Fantastic. -Best meal I ever had.

She's in there. Buying me clothes.

Are you all right?

I don't know if I can do this.

One, two,

three, four, five, six,

-seven, eight, nine, ten. -Eight, nine, ten.

You'll be fine.

Okay.

♪ Happy birthday to me

♪ And I feel nothing

♪ And I hear nothing at all

Goodbye, Tom.

♪ And I'll be waiting

♪ I can't hear you

♪ Now that you say

♪ Goodbye

♪ Not believing set me free

♪ The sun arrives believe me

♪ Be again

♪ Mm, mm

♪ I've become a fragment

♪ Of the page

♪ A beginning, a middle

♪ Or a name

♪ It's far too torn to mend

♪ And I'll be here waiting

♪ But I can't hear you

♪ Where has it gone

♪ And I'll be here waiting

♪ But I can't hear you

♪ Now that it's gone

♪ I'll say goodbye

♪ I don't want a drug I don't want a drink ♪

♪ I don't wanna feel I don't wanna think ♪

♪ I don't wanna curse I don't wanna pray ♪

♪ My singular desire is Take me away ♪

♪ The sky is too blue The grass is too green ♪

♪ The water's too wet My dad was too mean ♪

♪ The snow is too white The clouds are too gray ♪

♪ Show me out, steal my doubt Take me away ♪

♪ Take me away Take me away ♪

♪ Pretty, pretty, pretty please Take me away ♪

♪ And if I never come back

♪ Hey! it's okay

♪ Close my eyes, Shut my mouth ♪

♪ Take me away

♪ I don't want no joy I don't want no pain ♪

♪ I'm sick of my body And tired of my brain ♪

♪ I don't wanna hear The music today ♪

♪ Stop the schlock Clean my clock ♪

♪ Take me away

♪ Your smile is too sweet Your love is too strong ♪

♪ I'm feeling so free It's completely wrong ♪

♪ It don't cost a thing It's too much to pay ♪

♪ Blow me up, throw me up Take me away ♪

♪ Take me away Take me away ♪

♪ Pretty, pretty, pretty please Take me away ♪

♪ And if I never come back

♪ Hey! It's okay

♪ Close my eyes Shut my mouth ♪

♪ Take me away

♪ La, la, la, la

♪ Take me away

♪ La, la, la, la

♪ Take me away

♪ La, la, la

♪ La, la, la, la, la, la La, la ♪

♪ I will wait

♪ My rule of thumb

♪ Appetizers

♪ Are two for one

♪ And I'm so sorry

♪ What I have done

♪ I have made heroes

♪ Of everyone

♪ I'd wash my hands

♪ If America was blind

♪ They'd understand

♪ I'd wash my hands

♪ If America was blind

♪ They'd understand

♪ The water turns salty

♪ From songs we've sung

♪ Beeswax beauty

♪ On everyone

♪ My eyes were burnin'

♪ I look inside

♪ Can't out

♪ Or did you find

♪ I'd wash my hands

♪ If America was blind