All language subtitles for Harlem s03e02 Fallopian Blues.eng

[? Doechii: "Stressed"]

? ?

? I must be lost
in my regrets ?

? I must be down,
I must be stressed ?

? I got, like,
13 years of age ?

[Camille] OK.

? That I ain't still got
off my chest ?

? It must be so much more
to life ?

? If I had diamonds
and baguettes...

[Camille]
Chapter One: "Change."

While inevitable,
we often resist it

out of fear of the unknown,

instead clinging
to the familiar,

our old routines and patterns
that make us feel safe.

But sometimes life
throws you a curveball

that you never saw coming.

I'm pregnant?

I'm pregnant!

Wait, are you
absolutely sure?

The blood and urine tests

confirm a positive
for pregnancy.

This...

Yay.

How did this happen?

Bitch, fucking
is how this happened.

Ian's pullout game
is weak as fuck.

Or Camille's
a Little Miss Leave-It-In.

It is a little flattering

when a man's pullout game
is weak, you know?

And with that,
the world worries for Quinn.

What?

Are you sure
it's even Ian's baby?

Of course it's Ian's!

- It is Ian's, right?
- Yes!

Yes, of course!

We were always so careful.

[scoffs]

OK, fine, yes, I let him
shoot up the club once.

OK, twice.

Fine, I let him do it
a few times, but you know what?

I was under the impression
that I was more likely

to get struck by lightning
than I was to get pregnant.

Ooh, girl, do not say that.

You might fuck around
and have twins.

What?

My Great-Aunt Mae
was pregnant with one child.

Lightning struck the hospital
while she was in labor,

and boom, twins.

Ms. Parks, you should see
your ob-gyn as soon as possible

to discuss options
and next steps.

Best of luck.

[? Benji:
"Terms & Conditions"]

Thanks.

What am I gonna do?

? Is it difficult
feeling with your good eye...

[sighs]

? ?

? Are we visible
only in the good light? ??

Twelve weeks.

Twelve weeks.

I've been pregnant
for 12 weeks?

I mean, I don't...
I don't understand,

because you basically said
that I can't get pregnant.

I said you had less
than a five percent chance

of getting pregnant.

The odds are stacked
against you, but...

Yeah, but I am OK with
not being a mother, actually.

I see things like this
all the time,

women desperate to get pregnant
and their bodies say no,

but when it is the furthest
thing from their mind,

suddenly they're able
to conceive.

Yeah, but you know
that I wasn't desperately

trying to conceive,
and my body had no business

basically saying yes
to something

that I didn't even ask about.

I know this is unexpected,

but luckily we are in New York,
so terminating the pregnancy

is still an option.

Do you want to move forward
with the process or terminate?

I don't know.

If you want to keep it,
I suggest we draw some blood

in the next week or so
to do what's called

noninvasive prenatal testing

so we can check for defects
or cognitive abnormalities.

And you should also
talk to your mother

about maternal history,
as there are sometimes

similarities between mothers
and daughters.

Dear God, no,
not in the maternal area.

And if you want to terminate,

I can offer you options
for that as well.

Aw, Camille, listen.

The important thing is,

there is no right or wrong,

no good or bad here.

This is your body, honey.

It's your choice.

Yeah, and I've said that
at a lot of rallies.

And I believe that.

[sighs]

But right now,
I am feeling the weight...

of this decision.

And I need you to understand
that since you're nearing

the end of the first trimester,

the window for the least
medically invasive termination

is closing.

OK, so if...if I...

accidentally got pregnant
once, right,

I could probably, on purpose,
get pregnant again later, so...

I can't answer that.

Your statistically low chance
of conceiving hasn't changed.

I think
you should consider this

may be your only shot at ever
having a biological child.

If that's important to you,

you should do your best
to make a decision quickly.

[thoughtful music]

? ?

Oh, my gosh.

I've been trying to wait
until Camille gets here,

but if I do not say something
soon, I'm gonna burst.

Oh, what's the tea?

I got the role
in Girls Trip: The Musical.

[squeals]

- Angie!
- Oh!

And not just any role,

a lead role.

I'm playing Dina,
the Haddish role, y'all.

[both]
Oh!

I heard they were
turning that into a musical!

Damn, congratulations.

I didn't even know
you were auditioning.

Oh, I didn't want
to jinx it 'cause, you know.

Oh, my gosh, Angie!
I am so proud of you!

[Tye laughs]
That's dope.

To the newest star
on Broadway.

- [Tye] Yes.
- [laughter]

Oh, my God.

It's adorable.

[Angie]
Oh, girl, why are you lying?

That looks like
a wrinkled kidney bean.

[gasps]

Ow, what?
I'm just being honest.

But don't worry.

My grandma says
a funny-looking baby

happens to the best of us.

You just keep it lotioned up
and dressed nice.

[Camille sighs]
How is this life?

I am almost three months.

Damn!

What?
But your period.

No, I know.

I've always been a little bit
on the irregular side,

but I just figured,
between the breakup

and the quitting of the job,
that my being late

was stress-related,
not fetal-related.

[gasps]

Could this be
a sign from God

that Ian is your person?

Oh, girl, not that shit again.

It was a mishap,
a slipup.

God has wasted
far too much time

on the Ian and Camille saga
to still be invested.

[Angie]
Me and God both.

[Quinn] And what did Ian say?
He must be so excited.

You have told Ian, right?

Uh, no.

- [gasps]
- Girl.

[Camille] Well, all the blogs
say that you have

a solid 24 hours
of denying your situation

before getting responsible.

It's been more
than 24 hours.

I know!
It's just...

I mean, what's the point
of dropping a bomb

when I'm not even sure
if I want to keep it?

[Quinn]
Really? I mean...

Cam, I would understand
if this was some

smash and dash off the street,

but it is still
Ian's kid too.

Oh, it's not a kid.
It's a bean.

And according to Angie,
it's an ugly bean.

I said wrinkled
and funny-looking.

That means
it's just temporary ugly.

There's time.

Regardless, Ian told you
how much he wanted to be a dad,

and this was the reason
that you guys broke up.

Yeah, but Ian
made it very clear

that him and Portia
are a whole thing now.

Fuck Portia.

She's not
a motherfucking friend.

That bitch could
drive off a cliff,

and I would not
give a fu-u-uck.

OK, sure.

He said that he was with her,

but things have
clearly changed.

Maybe if you tell him,
he might have some insight.

He might.

But, Cam, you have
to figure out

if you want to be a mom
with or without him.

You know that shit
always falls on the woman.

[Angie]
Mm, facts on facts.

So...

...no.

- Um...
- Um...

Yes?

Well, there's good arguments
for both.

All you need to do is make
a pros and cons list.

OK.

Pro: tell Ian.

He comes running back.

Y'all have a bigheaded baby
and live happily ever after.

Nah, pro: don't tell Ian,
don't have the baby,

and move on with your life
as planned.

Um, that's a con.

[Angie]
Mm, I have the best pro ever.

Tell Ian.
Still don't have the baby.

Let Ian have babies
with that other chick

and get a dad bod.

Then you run into him,
looking fabulous

with your new finer,
fitter boo,

and refuse to fuck him.

You win.
Checkmate.

Definitely a con.

It's just above y'all
right now.

Think about it.
Let it fester.

[Quinn]
It's a con.

I don't like
this conversation.

What do you think, Cam?

[Quinn]
What feels right for you?

[? Zilo: "Underwater"]

? ?

Except that.

? ?

? Eyes shut
but never sleeping ?

? I don't know
if I was dreaming ?

? Been there before,
seen it unfold ?

? I always end up right here ?

? Steady trying
to find the meaning ?

? Of everything
that I've been feeling ?

? Let down my guard,
opening up ?

? Just when I thought
I was done ?

[line ringing]

? Everything just started
flowing out ?

? Three a.m.,
thinking in the dark ?

? I'm here...

[line beeps]

[Deborah] You've reached
Deborah's voicemail.

Stay blessed.

And remember your umbrella.

? Feel like I've been going
'gainst the tide ?

? But still, I swim ?

? I need to let it all go ?

? 'Cause I've been feeling
inside out ?

? Know that this
will pass me by ?

- ? But still...
- No.

? My head's underwater ?

? Try to stay afloat,
but I need to let it all go ?

? 'Cause I've been feeling
inside out ?

? Hoping it'll just take time
but still...

OK.

? My head's underwater ?

? And I'm getting stronger...

[line rings]

[line beeps]

[Ian]
Hey, leave it at the beep.

? Tell you giving up,
it ain't an option here ?

[phone chimes]

? I'ma keep on going
till the lights go down ?

? If the sun don't shine ?

? Again ?

? And what if I told you
everything that's on my mind ?

? Feel like I've been going
'gainst the tide ?

? But still, I swim ?

? I need to let it all go ?

? 'Cause I've been feeling
inside out ?

? Know that this
will pass me by ?

? But still,
my head's underwater ??

You know, I-I'm not even
gonna say what I'm thinking.

[scoffs] What?

What...what are you thinking?
Just say it.

A-all right, well, this feels
just like Mira again.

The world's biggest

"Huh to the fuck
are you talking about?"

Camille, I was over you,
about to marry Mira,

and all of a sudden,
at the eleventh hour,

here you come
with the big news.

I know that you
are not implying

that I'm doing all this
just to get back with you.

[Ian] Look, I'm just
calling the spade

the motherfucking spade.
This is what...

Oh, so...so you really think
that I just woke up one morning

and I was like,
you know what?

I just miss Ian
so much that,

I don't know, I'm gonna
quit my steady job

and I'm gonna get
knocked up by him,

even though he's my ex,
and I'm gonna raise a baby

on my freelance writer's
income,

all so that I can trap Ian
into getting back with me?

You trippin'!

Nobody said nothing
about a trap.

My life is not
a reaction to you.

I'm allowed to feel
what I'm feeling.

Ha! You did listen
to that therapy podcast.

Yeah, 'cause you
sent the shit 50 times.

Well, that's because
you needed to listen to it.

Look, I can't.

It had good information.

I can't do
this shit with you.

I mean, you throwing...
you picked a hell of a time

to throw a-a whole shitload
onto me right now.

Well, welcome to my world.

It's not like this wasn't
just plopped in my lap too.

You know, I don't...
I don't want to argue with you.

This is just a courtesy visit.

I guess I'll let you know
what I decide.

What you decide?
What you...what you mean?

I don't have a say in this?

You're in a serious,
committed relationship.

And this is happening
in my body.

So I will decide.

Well, yeah,
but I mean, what if...

what if we have it?

And, what, you tell Portia
that you knocked up your ex,

break her heart,

then we magically live
happily ever after,

all because of some kid
that neither one of us planned?

I mean,
that's not likely, right?

[Ian] No, I mean,
it ain't likely at all.

I'm not...I'm not
breaking it off with Portia.

I ain't gonna do her like that.

So your choice is for me
to be a side project

that you check on
every now and then

while you lie up
with your childhood sweetheart.

Why would you even want
to be in that situation?

Camille, this...this...

all this shit...

...this shit we going through
right now

is the exact opposite
of what I wanted.

I wanted to be with you.

I wanted to have
a baby with you.

You didn't want that,
so we broke up.

It...it is what it is.

But now we're here.

All right, we got a chance
to do something about this now.

I mean, we're not
the first two people

to get caught
in a surprise pregnancy.

I mean, it happens every day.

I mean, we could,
I don't know,

come up with our own situation,

like, our own co-parenting
situation, kind of like...

like...[snaps fingers]
...Amber Rose and Wiz Khalifa.

So now we're Amber and Wiz?

Look, if...I mean, if Portia
was just some...some fling,

this...this wouldn't even
be a conversation.

It wouldn't, but...

I-I mean, it ain't that.

This ain't just some fling.

You know, we got
real shit going on.

And what's more real than
being pregnant with your baby?

Camille, I'm gonna always
take care of mine, always.

Sweetheart, you never have
to worry about that ever.

I'm not worried...
[sniffles]

...because we don't have
anything to figure out.

I do.

[somber music]

? ?

A lot of people think
that means the vagina,

but actually,
it's the butthole.

I got drugs in my booty.

I don't believe you.

Bitch, what?

Give it to me again,
like you mean it this time.

You getting on my nerves. OK.

I got drugs in my booty.

Mm-hmm.
So much for work, then, yeah?

Th-this is work.

We've been running lines for,
like, the last three hours.

Wait, so you are
really talking about

putting drugs in your booty
in the script?

Yeah.

Didn't you see the movie?

Yeah, maybe once.

Get your man.

You know what?
He was homeschooled.

- Baby girl.
- [Angie] Yes, baby.

Once we catch up
to Camille,

we'll have all the time
in the world

to catch up on movies, OK?

- [Angie] Mm.
- [Mike] Mm.

Wait, what?

Yeah, you know,
when we're pregnant too.

He doesn't know about
your Plan B regimen?

-[mouthing words]
-[Eric] Oh.

All of that is a ways away.

Yeah, no, we're gonna
get married first.

But I wasn't thinking
that babies would be

too much further behind,
did you?

Honestly, I wasn't thinking
about babies at all.

Ooh!

What...what do you mean?

I thought we were on the same
page about having kids.

Did something change?

Y'all should've been
discussed this. Oh.

I meant I'm not thinking
about them right now.

We have a lot of time
to think about that.

- [chuckles] Do we?
- Mm-hmm.

We're both not exactly
spring chickens.

OK, speak for yourself.

Vikram at the corner store
just carded me last week.

- Yes, melanin!
- OK? I look good.

- Yes, you do!
- Thank you.

Angie, come on,
you know what I mean.

OK.

Yes, we'll do
the baby thing

but not before
I get myself to a place

where I can actually
take care of them.

Baby, that's what
partnership is for.

OK, I'm here.
I'm here.

I'm here to help
with everything.

- I know that.
- Yeah? OK.

And that's mad sexy.

But until People magazine
is bidding

on our baby's first pictures,
then I ain't made it yet.

And that is the level
of success

your girl is visualizing.

-OK?
-OK, OK.

Well, if that's the game plan,
I should leave you two to it.

What happened to
"Sundays are for football"?

I just got word from a seller
that he wants me

to put his brownstone
on the market ASAP.

Oh, I cannot wait
until I'm rich enough

to make people
drop everything for me.

Me too, girl!
[chuckles]

- Mm, I'll miss you, baby.
- I'll miss you too.

- Mm-hmm, prove it.
- Come here, aw.

- Mm. Yeah.
- Mm.

- Yeah.
- Mm.

Mm.
[chuckling] Mm.

OK. I got to go.

I love you.

I love you too.

[clears throat]

[funky music]

Now, that's how you
sell a scene, bitch!

[laughs]
Come on. Back to the top.

- [sighs]
- You in it now. Let's go.

? ?

You know, Barack Obama
was raised by a single mom.

- Mm-hmm.
- Mm-hmm.

And he became president.

- [Tye] Mm-hmm.
- Yes!

But then again,
so was Charles Manson.

Ooh, yikes.

I'm gonna go ahead
and say that there was

more to blame there
than his mom.

You know the ancient Greeks
believed that a fetus

obtained a soul
during fertilization?

But then again,
the Tallensi people of Ghana

didn't believe
that you achieved personhood

until after you died.

Pay up, Angie.

I told you she would get
anthropological

before she finished a slice.

Damn, Camille,
defy an expectation for once.

I'm just...I am usually really
good at making decisions.

Harpo, who this woman?

I don't know, but it's not
our little overthinking friend.

OK, we're out of balls.

What's the verdict?

All right, OK.

OK, OK, OK.

Mm-hmm, and...

it's even.

- Ugh!
- [sighs]

Guys, if there was
ever a time to overthink,

it would be for a baby.

I mean, it is...
it's a whole person.

[Quinn]
Camille's right.

There are no takesy-backsies
on a baby.

Exactly! Right?

I mean, if a job's
not working out, you quit.

[Quinn]
Damn straight, you do.

Mm, or you stick it out
until they fire you

so you can collect
unemployment.

You know my business
had to pay for that, right?

That's what you get
for firing me.

I'm gonna go ahead and say
that sex on the job

is a fireable offense.

But he bought the dress,

so I should've been given
employee of the month

for my above-and-beyond
customer service.

-I love Angie logic. [laughs]
-[Angie] Yeah.

Anyway, so if a relationship
is not working out,

you break up with him.

Or if you're you,
then you get back together.

Then you break up again.

And then you have sex
without using birth control.

And then you sit around a table
with your friends,

letting good pizza
go cold, hmm.

You is not helping.

No, but seriously, guys.

[sighs]

What if I become a mom
and I hate it?

Want me to call my mom
and ask her?

Or what if I have an abortion

and I spend the rest of my life
being tormented by the fact

that I gave up
my only opportunity

to have a biological kid?

Shit, well, when you
put it like that...

- [Quinn] Yeah.
- I cannot fuck this up.

Oh, you won't.

You'll stay up all night.

And the next night.

And then you'll know.

Camille, on any
of those sleepless nights,

you call us and we will
be there for you

because you are not alone.

And if you decide
not to have this baby,

we'll take you
to the appointment.

And if you decide
that you do want to keep it,

we're gonna be right there
with you in the delivery room.

Yeah, not sure if I need
to see all of that,

but I will be the auntie
who teaches her about Plan B

because clearly her mother
doesn't know shit

about not birthing no babies.

You guys. [sniffles]

It really helps
that you all are here,

everybody except maybe Angie.

[laughs]

It's OK.

Truth teller wins again.

? This can't be
the same life ?

? I was looking forward to ?

? Overstimulated
but I be overboard too ?

? Ain't got time for niggas ?

? 'Cause these niggas
ain't gon' court you ?

? Quick to criticize but don't
do shit to support you ?

? Does it cost
too much to live? ?

? I got feels I'm missing all
the shade from shit I did ?

? I be all up in my mind
overthinking ?

? God forbid,
maybe I just need a second ?

[phone chimes]

? There's been a lot
on my plate ?

? And I'm trying
and I trust it ?

[FaceTime ringing]

? Ain't giving up
or giving in ??

Hey, Mom.

[Deborah]
Camille.

Yes.

- Mom?
- [Deborah] Hey, honey.

I'm sorry I took so long
to call you back.

I'm at a craft retreat upstate.

OK, um, I called because...

I have some news.

[Deborah]
So far, my favorite part

was the decoupage
tree ornament session.

You know, I really think
I found my calling.

All the women said
that mine was the best.

That's great, Mom.

[Deborah]
You know, I really wish

you supported
my interests more.

I go to all your events.

Uh, you've been
to exactly one.

Um, but anyway...
[breathes deeply]

...I'm pregnant.

- Janet!
- [Janet] Hey, girl!

I love the sparkles.

It's lovely.

Did you hear what I said?

Hey, can I make the baby
a decoupage ornament?

Or I could crochet
little bootees

or, like, a little baby hat
or, like, little mittens.

I could knit or crochet.

Mom, the situation
is really complicated, though.

Um...

I'm not even sure
I'm gonna go through with it.

Well, I mean, that's...
that's beautiful too.

Um, um, I don't...I don't think
you heard me right.

You're coming to the fair
next month, right?

- [Janet] Definitely.
- You better, OK?

Mom, you're not even
listening to me.

You know, I hope
your baby doesn't

criticize you all the time.

I mean, I did my best.

That's all we can do.

Sure.

[Deborah]
Why are you ruining my trip?

I'm not try...oh, my...

The doctor
just told me to ask you,

did you have any complications,

or do we have any hereditary
defects in our family?

You can tell your doctor that
not everything is my fault.

Listen, I have to go.

[line beeps]

[sighs]

[line trills]

[? Savannah Cristina:
"Get It Together"]

[sighs]

Hi, this is, uh, Camille Parks.

Dr. Lisbon said that, uh,

you could refer me
to someone for...um...

? I got my guard up...

...termination, or...

you know, an abortion.

? I'll be like the sun,
turn back into stardust..

Yeah, um, they...
they have my number.

- ? I'm disappearing...
- OK.

? That's on purpose,
being honest ?

? I'm overwhelmed,
I'm overwhelmed, oh, oh ?

? I'm so fucking tired ?

? I feel so exhausted ?

? I've been grinding
all my life ?

? Tell me why I gotta be
so independent all the time ?

? I'm tired of being tired ?

? I'm tired
of being tired, yeah ??

[sighs]

[Tammy]
Camille, Camille.

Oh, shit.

My sentiments exactly.

Uh, is Ian home?

I was just trying
to catch him before work.

He and Portia
had an appointment.

Great.

Thanks.

Camille Parks,
you know I don't run,

but I will boomerang your ass
back here with this Louboutin.

You know, I really...
I really can't talk today.

But you're going to.

We have important business
to discuss.

Did Ian...

I'm staying here while I'm
renovating my brownstone,

and y'all asses
weren't exactly quiet

the other night in the kitchen.

But my question is,

with eight million stories
in the city,

how do you keep turning up
on this one doorstep?

It's complicated.

[Tammy]
No, it's simple.

You two lemonheads
are just hell-bent

on making it complicated.

And now adding a baby to it?

Child, it's messy.

Well, I'm hoping that my choice
makes it less messy.

And can you please
just spare me the judgment?

If you'll spare me yours.

Come in.

Come on.

I am not gonna hurt you,
not today.

Come on.

Picture this:
Nell's nightclub, 1993.

A party promoter
named Dante, mm,

he ran through his supply
of free drink tickets

trying to impress me.

- [Camille] Um...
- [Tammy chuckles]

...you know,
what girl isn't impressed

by free drink tickets?

One night, Dante showed up
in these Enyce overalls,

and the way that one strap
hit that chiseled shoulder...

you not too young to see
where this is going.

N-no, I'm not.

The timing could not
have been worse.

My life was finally
starting to look

the way I wanted it to
after a lot of hard, hard work.

So I decided
to have an abortion.

Oh.

Oh.

Thank you
for sharing that with me.

So you're saying that I'm
making the right decision?

I'm saying I understand
that this will be

one of the hardest decisions
that you'll ever have to make.

But you have to do
what will leave you

with the least regrets.

So then I shouldn't do it?

Baby girl, if you came here
for shoulds, I ain't the one.

I came here to talk to Ian,
but he's not here.

So y'all can keep arguing?

You better be glad
that I was the one

who overheard
you and Ian

and not Regina.

[sighs]

I know Regina does not want me
to be her grandbaby's mom.

She knows
the kind of mom I have,

and I'm sure that she's worried
I'm gonna be the same flaky,

just distant, self-absorbed,
undiagnosed hot mess

that my mom can be.

Is that what you're
worried about?

Yes. Aren't you?

Isn't everybody?

So Regina never told you
about our mom?

No.

Our mom is a big reason
why Regina and I

didn't want to have kids.

But then...here came Ian.

Wait, Ian wasn't planned?

As planned as a gas station
rose on Valentine's Day.

[chuckles]

But Regina decided to have him
and became a great mom.

Yeah, she is amazing.

She is.

She's not our mother,

any more
than you'll be yours.

You know,
we're not destined

to repeat
our parents' mistakes.

We're out here
breaking patterns, baby.

? So grateful,
you might have saved me ?

[? Janine: "Saved Me"]

? From all of the dark
in my head lately ?

? ?

? You might have saved me ?

? ?

? You made me feel
something good lately ?

? 'Cause you're good, baby ?

? You might have saved me ?

? You might have
saved me ?

? You made me feel
something good lately...

[Lisbon]
Congratulations.

Everything is looking
really good at this stage.

You have three boys
and one girl.

Three boys and a girl?

- Wow.
- [laughter]

That suddenly made it
very real to me.

- That's...I'm sorry.
- Baby.

I'm suddenly kind of emotional.

[Lisbon]
Aw. Tears are to be expected.

This is a lot to take in.

I'm so excited.

When I first came here,
I just wanted to freeze my eggs

'cause I was single, you know,
and motherhood

was starting to feel further
and further out of reach.

And now we have
four little embryos.

That's enough
to build a band.

- Right. It's a rock band.
- Right.

[laughter]

I'm finally gonna be a mom.

Ian, you're gonna be a dad.

We really want
to be parents.

We do.

The next step is to decide
if you want to freeze

all the embryos now
to implant at a later date

or decide to move forward
right away

and...and try to implant one.

Oh, so if we...
if we do it now,

I can get pregnant
as soon as next month?

It absolutely does
mean that.

There's a great chance
of success,

though every experience,
of course, is different.

Ian, can you believe this?

It's incredible.

I mean, it's, uh...

...it's a miracle.

[chuckles]

[both]
Mm.

I just have some paperwork.

Yeah, of course.

- Uh...
- [indistinct whispering]

[phone chimes]

[? Aqyila: "Hello"]

? Falling in love
with who I am ?

? I don't have time
for anything ?

? That's gonna harm me ?

? It may be hard
to understand...

Chapter One...

? Words have the power to
empower or destroy me now...

..."Breaking Patterns."

? New beginning, hello ?

? Hello, hello ?

? So I can't fix your lonely ?

? Gotta fix the whole me now ?

? Don't need no one
to hold me ?

? But only if you can
hold me down ?

? Some things really happen
for the better ?

? I had to take a fall
so I could settle ?

? Found my peace
and grounding ?

? Now I'm levelled ?

? New beginning, hello ?

? Hello ?

? Hello, hello ?

? Hello ?

? Hello, whoa-whoa,
whoa-whoa ?

? Whoa-whoa-whoa, whoa-whoa ?

? It's the way it is ?

? Feeling like a kid ?

? All 'cause I'm letting go ?

? All because I'm letting go ?

? It's the way it is ?

? Feeling like a kid ?

? All because I'm letting go ?

? All because
I'm letting go ?

[vocalizing]

? ?

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